MULTIPLE SWITCHES CAUGHT ON CAMERA | What do Dissociative Episodes Really Look Like?
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- Опубліковано 12 лис 2018
- Dissociative episodes aren't things that are talked about very often, so here's a little video about our experiences! Recently, we have had a little bit of dissociation around switches (especially when people are trying to stay out), so there's a bit of that included. These are some moments that we happened to catch, and we planned to record dissociative episodes for a video like this, so these are pretty candid lol. And in Devon/Ivan's portion, we're just holding the tablet, so pardon any shaky camera moments 😆
-Liberty - Фільми й анімація
"Switching on camera is like changing clothes in front of people." Thank you for this! I've tried to explain why we're not comfy showing switches on camera to people, and they don't understand how vulnerable of a state it puts you in. Thank you all for being brave enough to show this! -Imogen
Silly Little Ravenclaw I do not have DID, but I do dissociate a LOT and I feel the exact same way. I can’t imagine how much worse that must be for a DID system!
Danielle Bridgeman what’s your problem
I’m being annoying and asking ppl to watch my video. Looking for feedback ua-cam.com/video/jpZcL1GxCPM/v-deo.html
Danielle Bridgeman Watch the rest of our channel, it answers all your questions :)
Danielle Bridgeman lmao cats in America are selfish
rapid switching is honestly so uncomfortable and the one time it happened to me, it scared me. i had no idea what was going on and it was just scary
the rats so let me guess if u wanna play monopoly how many times do u roll the dice 🤔🤔
Vamshi Vijaykumar what?!?
Does it make you really tired? It seems as though it does?
This! 😔
CoronaChick33 It does take a lot out of the body to switch like this.. A lot of Did youtubers have done this similar video and they all looked exhausted
Watching other people switch always makes us switch 😂
Same. Lol
Definitely
Raven Silvertounge truth
Wtf
Yes!! I wonder if at a did event if one person switched it would trigger a switch wave on all. (Mane reason I'm scared to go to meet ups)
Thank you for allowing yourselves to switch on camera. I don't have DID nor do I currently know anyone who does, but seeing switches on camera has helped me learn the signs of an impending switch for if I ever find myself in that situation in the future.
You can only develop DID under the specific circumstance of repeated abuse during early childhood.... you can't develop it beyond then lol
@@khushidave4768 true but you can meet and form friendships with people that have DID and it would be helpful to recognize a switch so you can act in a way that is supportive to your friend.
Multi Fandom Noona they’re usually undetectable so...
@@quirkyblackenby it depends, sometimes systems are very covert and are undetectable sometimes they are not, its not all the same
off topic but WHY ARE YOU SO CHARMING WTFHSBDJNJDJFJ
Ikr
maju I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SAY THAT
You read my mind
He is old and wise. He knows his words. Pun intended
Wait but I. Wanted to comment this
When Beater brought up how switching on camera is like changing in front of someone I really connected with that statement. It's always felt like something really personal to me so when one of us switches and I'm coming back into things and I realize we were in public when it happened I always feel suddenly really shy and withdrawn because its just awkward for me.
Once again it's great you continue to talk about and show people these things about DID because it gets a lot of information out there and helps people learn. You guys are all doing great keep up the good work!
Logan Montes Thank you so much!!
And sometimes we almost want to tell people to turn around or look at something else if we're about to switch because it's super awkward lol
-Takari
"Turn up your volume, its quiet and theres a fan"
Turns volume all the way up*
UA-cam ad:
*DiAhReA?*
XD thats funny!
Indeed
Rapid switching is on of the most uncomfortable things I have ever experienced. Usually mine are caused by trying to process and remember trauma.
I really related to this video. I get these huge headaches and super sleepy after a dissociative episode. Sometimes I have an extremely difficult time talking because an alter might've just woke up and doesn't know what just happened. Or sometimes some of my alters have very little experience fronting in front of others and simply have the social skills of a 1 year old
People with this don’t have to try in remember stuff there memory is excellent so I think you are not what you think you are each personality remembers everything they said lived through what they ate etc !
i have a crush on parsifal lol
Andrea Lyuu sameee 🥺
i mean they do be fine doe
Get in line lol
i think we all do
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When you switch it reminds me about when I'm trying to look at my phone while in bed but I can feel myself falling asleep. Then it repeats a few times then I am asleep.
7:56 wow the sudden change in posture... this is so interesting. Im so proud of you for doing this 💕
Thank you for being brave enough to show a switch on camera
My best friend has DID and in the beginning I just thought she was going between accents and third person at random but we were young and I didn't understand. I later realised that it was her but also wasn't. She has as far as I have seen 6 different personalities and she has some subtle triggers like touching something dirty or something dirty touching her. At that point Becca comes out and Becca has a strong northern accent that my best friend doesn't have and can't copy even if she tries. Surprisingly she likes me-well all of them do which is kinda weird to understand cos most of her personalities are antisocial except Jeff. Jeff if a 4 year old who doesn't understand the world but is very outgoing and trusts to easily. But back on topic, I can understand where you're coming from and I appreciate you doing this video ❤️
does it feel like youre starting to fall asleep? i noticed when watching videos of people switching theres usually something going on with the eye movements...almost like rem..but not 'rapid'...
Isa Shisha Sometimes when we dissociate in my system we experience eye fluttering or the eyes will roll upward. However it doesn’t feel like falling asleep for us... maybe with the tiredness and drawing back from the world, yes, but internally it feels strangely intense.
Our eyes go very blurry for us, and we get headaches; we can look like we are falling asleep though!
-Lapis
I follow quite a few youtubers with DID, and I've noted a lot of similarities between dissociative episodes and my narcolepsy microsleeps (both in appearance and description). It makes sense to me, they're both occur when the brain is struggling between 2 states.
I get kinda lightheaded
It sometimes feels like a headache
This was honestly helpful for me, I’m writing a story with a character with this in it, and I want to be accurate as possible.
That’s so sweet!
SAMEEEE :0c
What platform? Whats it called too?
Jasmine Crofts well, it will be on Wattpad, but it’s not published yet. I also realized I can’t write this properly, so I changed from a real disorder to a made up one known as Multiple Soul Disorder, so I have more freedom and I don’t have to worry about realism. It’s gonna be called Loving His Two Halves. I wouldn’t recommend showing interest if you’re homophobic.
I’m really glad that you uploaded this, my new friend at college has DID and I want to be able to help her when I see her switching, especially when her littles come out she gets very distressed
I get really dissociative in restaurants for some reason. 😧
Me in the church :(
Rowan oh my kryptonite is going to Grocery store.
It gets really chatty in my head.
I think its being around so many strangers in store.
Grocery stores
It could be bc of the noise level... rn I'm having that same issue but in one of my classes
I don’t have this but it may mean it brings back a bad memory that U may or may not no
I'll tell you what ... unless we know someone very well personally, we just don't know what they are going through. My heart just breaks for the huge numbers of people who were abused so badly that they developed DID to survive said abuse. You know, it's possible that a person we've gotten to know well may STILL be unable, or too scared to tell us they have DID. This video (& Nin's who is British) are very helpful in educating & raising both general & specific awareness in people ... people who then might be able to help someone who's dissociating. Maybe all they can do to help in that moment is to silently pray for a person who is dissociating, but it's still a loving & compassionate move & response. I'm praying faithfully for complete & fast healing for everyone living with DID.
Honestly, this kind of video/s is very courageous thing. Switching in front of someone or in camera to show to other people is very scary (thought I’m not confined with DID) cause judgements can cause very harmful anxiety. Thanks for educating us DID’s! We’re all proud and supportive to all of you.
I’m very happy that you made this video.
I’m thankful that people share things like e.g. experiences with DID etc.
It’s great that we can now be educated on these very important things, instead of only learning what we’re being taught at school.
Thank you for showing your switches. Bc mine seem to be the same. Very subtle that my therapist doesn't always catch...bc most the time nobody says there's been a change....we're relatively new, so still learning alot.
My question,since this is so new is, 1) how did all you tell the 'host' your names?? 2) how did the 'host' find your inner world...if you have one. All we *I see is a big Movie theater where everybody is sitting in their seats, facing the screen. Most prominent people in our life have the front rows and so on...but 'I' the primary host at this time don't see us talking to each other,which seems strange.
If you can't talk to them in the inner world you could try leaving notes, using notes (digital or physical) to do things like Interviewing the others, a poll on what rules and communications may be necessary, etc. The more communication generally the better.
Omg. I experience the movie theater seat too
I touch my face A LOT and stutter bcs its like a computer on lag where im typing but the characters show up 3 beats or more later then in the search for words, a piece uses that pause to cone thru. Some try their best not to be so jostle ee and others literally push thru so the headaches get really bad in the after/after they're done.
Me tooooo! Oh my word I felt like the only one!
We’re you experiencing a switch while typing this fucking comment because your grammar was just awful
@@kevinjr.moreira5723 This is UA-cam, not English class. Chill.
Rory Smith I know but there should be at least a little grammar here lol
Gaming with Kevin dude
Can each alter have different disorders within themselves?
Edit: COULD AN ALTER HAVE AN ALTER??
Yes, and yes! Alters with alters are called Subsystems 😎
@@AcrylicAndAether that's so cool! I am so obsessed with this disorder now 🤣🤣 imagine in the future there is someone with DID and each of their alters has DID too, I can't imagine how crazy that would be
Acrylic And Aether
Oh wow..I’m in the middle of the video and I appreciate you uploading this video, I had a panic attack earlier and I watch these to remind myself that people go through worse things and I love to watch how strong they are. Including you of course!
so like we've had DID for like 7 years now and our mom doesnt know and sometimes we such so much and she's just like "wtf are you doing" and she just doesn't know how hard it is to control ourselves and try to act normal but i hope we can tell her one day -alec
Im wishing luck!
we?
I am happy to have found your channel.
Also, I got really Disscociative while watching this lol. This is a great video though. Very informative.
(Also, we have a string of lights too! They are awesome!!!)
I am so glad I found this channel. Thank you for sharing something so personal!
I love how informative the channel is. I am caught off guard by the voice changes!
Switching on camera is like changing your clothes in front of people....I see a vine topic!!!! Can also relate to that statement
I don't have DID nor do I know anyone who does but your videos are so informative. Thanks for being so brave. You're amazing!
Youre all so brave to switch on camera! I dont have DID, nor do i know anyone who does but i would like to know what a switch looks like so i can see if i can help in any way or be supportive.
Im late in childhood (11 going 12) and i was abused for 6 years but it was pretty half-arsed on the abusers part which i can most definitely be thankful for. I know that if i had DID i would probably have some signs by now.
I hope everythings going well and sorry for making a comment on my entire freaking life story. Sending love!
I know it doesn't feel good at all(as I have a dissociative problem as well but not extreme), but It's really interesting to see you switch personality as you can clearly see a different body gesture. Thank you for sharing videos like this. :)
Wow, this was very enlightening, thank you for sharing, Liberty.
Even though this is an old video people are seeing this video and learning what an actual switch is. I hope your system is well, I’ve heard many systems have been badly affected by all of the drama. I hope you are well and good. 💕
I love the way you explain what it feels like to dissociate it made me emotional watching this at some points I cried and then I giggled like at the fact that this is exactly how it is for us. Idk maybe that's messed up lol didn't mean any disrespect. Much love ❤🧡💛
Thanks for spreading awareness 👍
My mom went more than 50 years without a diagnosis (which most paramedics/therapists don't believe still..😒) and she literally only started to look into it after watching Fight Club and relating to the main character haha...
Both of these episodes are very similar to some of ours, interesting!
One type of dissociative episode that's been happening to us lately a lot, is rapid switching plus brain fog like symptoms (the inability to think, or grasp words, or concentrate, or forgetting things you've just done or were just thinking). I don't know how "real" the body or world feels in that state because of the constant switching and forgetfulness.(Next time it happens I hope to be able to observe that at least)
Anyways, I have two questions - has anything similar to this one I'm describing happened to you? And, do you ever experience rapid switching, if so, how often?
Thank you very much for this video! Really looking forward for that Q&A!
-Dray & Constellation
I suffer from bouts of extreme depression, anxiety, and a few other personal things, and it's very strange listening to other people talk about how their mental illness aspects affect them. I dislike being around other people when I'm feeling anxious because I feel like they can get in my head and just s e e me. It's very comforting to find another person (or people -sorry I'm terrible with terminology) that experiences similar feelings.
Sidenote: my cats actually can tell when I'm starting to spiral and they'll curl up on my head (they're tiny) and around my stomach to help me be more grounded and positive.
*Trisha Paytas has left the chat*
Kira Alvey haha
truuuuu
Ew
🤣
Finding other people who have DID is so encouraging 😭❤❤. Grounding is super hard for me.
Video: Please turn up your volume.
Me: *turns up volume*
Video: *gives me an ad that is louder than Devon*
Almost like dissociating with the “brain wobbling” is like an aura for me with migraines. I feel like I can only use half my brain cause the other half doesn’t work or respond to me
That’s how neurological Lyme disease has affected me. I feel that way too.
Like holding onto a dream when you wake☺
Thank you for posting these videos, I’m not sure if I have did or osdd,, these are helpful
Offtopic but why are you so handsome
ikrrrr
Well they don't actually look like that thats just what the body looks like at least i think so.
Gamer XF GG I’m pretty Shute they were talking about the “body” that’s handsome not the personality
Dood whenever i watch a youtuber with a disorter a bunch say there hansome XD I dont usually exept that one guy with Autizm i kinda think hes cute. You probobly dont know him, hes a small youtuber
I wish you had more subscribers
Electric Sapphire Aw, you're too kind!
-Takari
Low key excited you reply to comments (didn't know cause im new) :P Love your videos!
Electric Sapphire We do our best to respond, but sometimes we get super busy with school 😆
-Takari
Electric Sapphire We do our best to respond, but sometimes we get super busy with school 😆
-Takari
@@AcrylicAndAether What are a few videos you front in Takari?
Thank you for showing us this even though it makes you uncomfortable. Also I must say you are very very beautiful haha
This video really helped me understand mental issue better thank you for this!
I think I have a mild case of this. It would hit me heavy as a child and always at night in the dark. I would describe my episodes as feeling as though I was floating and my hands felt oddly large and numb. Anything that I could see such as alarm clocks seemed to fluctuate in size of being the size of a car to being planet sized. I looking in your eyes while you talk hearing your tone, I think I understand what your going through. Let me know if this is something you relate to!
I realized I have dissociated for many years too. There are a few dissociative disorders besides DID, like Depersonalization and Derealization. I hope to speak with a therapist or psychiatrist about it soon. It isn’t comfortable even though I’ve always known it.
I know I have had times when my hands seem huge which means my mindset and perspective was of a very young me. So weird to experience any of it.
had my worst dissociative episode ever recently. 8 hours of barely being able to think or feel anything normally, constantly staring at nothing. just horrible.
First time watching this channel, Parsifal I love you
before i saw the full title all i saw was "multiple switches caught on camera" i though i clicked on a bottom,top, and switch video lol
I'm currently writing a novel about a girl with DID. It's really wonderful to see people allowing themselves to switch in front of a camera even though it can be uncomfortable and embarrassing. But, may I ask, is it possible that an alter comes out at night only and you don't even know you have DID?
Thank you all for being brave to show yourselves switch. ❤
You need more subscribers, You are AWESOME!!!!
Ahhhh... the ‘what is reality ‘ rabbithole... it all goes downhill from there - thanks for a real video about what DID actually is like - Cinders Collective 🖤
We support you. Thank you for helping to give us courage to come forward and get some professional help to help us UNDERSTAND our lives, shared in our head and heart, together.
Oh my gosh in this video you look so much like the dissociaDID system I thought this was Kyle for a second, cuties 😍
The tiredness.... it's seriously one of the most annoying aspects of dissociation for us 😭😭😭 we still don't know how to handle it in any other way than going to sleep. We can't do anything so we have to lie down for a bit. Super debilitating 💔
I just realized I've been watching your videos for a while and I haven't been subscribed to you. I just did😂😂
I have autism and a history of trauma. These types of episodes are triggered by extreme stress and being tired/overwhelmed. I have a stem behavior where I pull my skin off my fingers, I know it’s terribly disgusting, but it is an attempt to ground myself back into my body. So I started to use other more pleasant sensory stimulations to bring myself back and then allow myself to zone out in a quiet place for as long as I need to until I can refocus. It just is what it is. Sometimes you just have to give yourself that space… And sometimes allow yourself to disconnect and disassociate because it’s hard being in this world :-)
I dont have DID but I have a bi polar and a BPD diagnosis so I do dissociate but i have a hard time imagining what it's like for DID. It's honestly hard to watch. It makes me feel like I'm gonna dissociate and gives me a headache. Kudos for sharing this. You are very brave
Me finding DISSOCIADID (hope i dont spell this wrong) last month and now your channel pop up this month. I dont know if it offensive but you guys looks like twin. Amazingly charming
Omg yes I thought the same
Oh shoot!! Parcifal! I feel I have to apologize. Lately I've been listening to the videos instead of watching the screen. I may have on accident thought that you were Devon this whole time. So sorry friend.
Okay but can we talk about how his face is changing colors at the start😂
You’re so adorable when you yawn 🤗 hugs!
love the channel
Dissociation can last for a long period of time. I went through a dissociative episode for about a week for the first time and lost my memory for the entire week and still can’t recall it. I don’t always feel like the same person in a sense but not to an extreme which this makes sense to me and experience zone outs too!
For grounding I was told to grab onto something with texture or of a different temperature to gain a sense of feeling and push my feet in the ground!
Aubrey, a week is a long time ! Do you have a trusted friend who is able & willing to check in on you, in an effort to be sure you are safe & accounted for - if you dissociate & stay that way for several days in a row?
Thanks that was very interesting and informative.
Have you been checked for seizures? One of my best friends had a type of seizure very similar to what I am watching. She actually crashed her truck while going into what looks like you are going through. You are terrific and incredible. Your video showing your experience is helping so many people, thank you.
Absence seizures (AS) can look a lot like this, & may even have some similar brain mechanisms at some points. AS are experienced when the brain is over-stimulated.
AS would by definition need to be a form of experiential dissociation. But all signs & symptoms would be limited to the diagnostic criteria of AS.
What's different with dissociative disorders (DDs) is the history of trauma, identity alterations, & other unique things that cluster in with DDs that kind of categorize these experiences as different than AS.
Also, DD experiences can be related to drastic hypo-arousal of the nervous system, which contrasts with AS's over-stimulation requirement.
The full patient history, the difference in presentations that oscillate with DDs, & the subjective experiences, & how the body presents during these episodes would make distinguishing DD episodes from AS pretty simple.
I have been trying to figure this out to be sure I know my experiences matches the symptoms before I talk to a therapist about how I feel. I have been going through a lot this past week, life changing stuff. I dissociated pretty hard while out in public today, and allowed myself to go into a store without realizing something was not proper on my person. Something I should have realized. What you said about getting situated in your body is what it felt like for me. Also this video confirmed the wavy feeling in my head that i get sometimes may be connected. It is something i have been wondering is a sign of dissociating. 2020 is all about clarity right? I think what happened to me today and this past week has been proof enough for me to go see someone and get this sorted. Thanks for this video. I am tried of fighting against myself. EDIT: i didn't realize how triggering this video would be.
I am always coming back with notes throughout the house it freaks me out "do the dishes." "Clean your room" etc.
idky why but i lovey our eye brow movements
May I ask who it is that knits? I’m an avid knitter
I looked this up bc i randomly switch personalitys between 7 of us and i dont know what it looks like and it honestly scares me what happens when im not in control of myslef
Wow, I had no idea about this, and this video is jam-packed with information. The switches are interesting. I believe it is critical to understand this and not be embarrassed about it. because a supportive friend could assist in communication with the alters - can alters has different opinions about your friends?
the switch between Craig and Beater is very very interesting. the body gestures, the stance, the look.
Is the rubbing of the forehead and the closing of the eyes a sign of a switch? or isn't this always the case?
I'm guessing Beater isn't a big fan of glasses?
"Switching on camera is like changing clothes in front of people." I totally get it. but it depends on what "people" .. really.
that's how I see it. People accept a person's personality traits when they like them. like "this person has a short fuse when it comes to long conversations." or " this person dress funny... But I like him..." that sort of thing.
If a true friend had someone with DID as a friend, I would say yes. To me, that's like winning a group of friends. in a single person
I'm a major fan of your videos
Do you write to each other do you keep a journal where you write back and forth to each other
Bruh I have had so many stressing things happen to me that i get some type of head twitches everyday that are just annoying since I am over here trynna talk to friends
Awww hugs 🫂 so sorry. We live with these nearly daily ATM. It's so so exhausting 😭 wish we could help....
We are fairly new system. Undergoing the dx process.
Coming to terms with stuff ECT after years of losing everyone to stigmas and thinking we are fake and lying or demon ext set us back big time...
We been alert for a few years I would say but. Body's nearly 31... stigmas and people made us hide A LOT for saftey.
So it's hindered our journey to recovery and diogosis but we are so close now. I can taste the freedom of healing. Sorry, I'm dissociative now, a lot actually for while, system is a bit Mia. Idk why or what up..
But wanted to say we have really enjoyed meeting you guys so to speak. Thank you for sharing the vulnerability of dissociation episodes. We will continue to follow and engage... Oh ..
Haha that's why I started this comment 😂 that's what i was gonna say lol
Do cats actually help.? Almost every system I have seen so far now on UA-cam has cars to ground them? Does it work! Myself always been more dog person. But we see so many systems with cats? We want to know if there is anything to this.
Or just coincidence.
We are looking into getting a trauma dog 🐶 but me myself tonight have been finding new systems to follow and seen cats as a main thing for grounding? So curious now..
Sorry for the babble it always happens when switchy and dissociative ugh 😩
Sorry long msg 🙂 I can't not filter the brain when like this
Much love 🖤🐺 TLWF
I'm new so sorry if this is a dumb comment but it's really interesting how Craig needs rather thick glasses to see and then when Beater appears immediately takes off the glasses like "I have great eyesight these are not needed"
AAAAY thanks for captions! DID and being deaf don't often mesh well!
No problem! Captions are super helpful, and we intend to add captions to more in the future if they don’t have them yet, too! :)
-Nimbus
I have Derealization/Depersonalization Disorder. It's a disassociation disorder to but don't have different personalities. I rarely know when it's happening until hours later. I have 7 cats lol.
Cats are great
Everything mental health related makes me dissociate a lot. It was fun to do my psychology exam with all the dissociation. In my list of diagnoses, I have major depressive disorder (some psychotic symptoms, a lot of dissociative symptoms, some hypomania symptoms). I also have PTSD, OCD, General anxiety disorder, phobias and panic disorder. Aaand I have characteristics from three different personality disorders (BPD, Paranoid personality disorder and obsessive-compulsive personality disorder). So yea, it's fun lol
We're a rather covert osdd system, and for us when the alter at front (often me, host) dissociates, I kind of get shoved back and another alter takes front while I just. Dissolve into the void in the background (but still at front!). Ig it's to make us look like we're not dissociating? It's really weird haha, so most of the time when an alter actually is in a dissociative like in your video, but we have to like function, someone else takes the lead. This makes the dissociation feel even more weird
What I like about your channel is that you are genuine and not thing to hard to impress
I don't feel like I understand dissociation well enough... :( I'm pretty sure I have it but having it all the time means it's really hard to SEE it. And losing connection to an experience after I experience it is also problematic. Does anyone have some really good book recs or websites on this?
I heard of this disorder and then I searched it up and I legit have no regrets 👌
as a person with DID as well I would not recommend higlighting those personalities so much as it tease the illness even more. The healing process is of course about acknowledging the personalities, but letting them create themselves so much and labeling them with names makes the disease harder to manage. It tears you apart even more : "Okay, what am I gonna be today? Cathelyn, Samantha, Jules or Roger" "now Roger is speaking through me, but I feel like Cathelyn" no: you are you. Stick to yourself, create yourself. Take care :)
Umm.. it’s easier to label so you can understand who’s out. And who’s doing what. No we’re not one person and as a person with DID you should get that lol. I tried not labeling then realized at a point in time I basically had to.
Wow Pannaz ... I greatly appreciated your comment. It makes loads of sense. "No, you are you - stick to yourself." I don't have DID, but I'm sure that THAT comment will help me with the challenges I have.
Hello, I'm really just searching for information. I was diagnosed with borderline personality which I'm like one hundred percent certain is a false diagnosis. The treatment I had before sort of helped but I'm certain I was just under one fragmented alter at that time and I find I'm able to handle situations in a manner where...you know its stable. However, the unrest in my mind is unsettling. I find myself feeling fuzzy in the head, especially between the eyes, always chalked it up to migraine aura. However, I never get the migraine itself. I'll feel out of touch. Numb. Unfocused. Sometimes I actually slip into an accent. Sometimes I'll say and od things that seem out of character. However, I chalk it up to an aura. Does this seem similar to you when you are going through switches? There also needs to be a specific trigger. Is that normal? I'm honestly just grasping at other people's experiences that I can empathize with because I feel like if I don't get treatment to figure out these aspects of my personality they could just get out of control. Do you ever feel like that? How do you seek treatment? What can I start looking for?
Boy breathe making me run outta breath from watching u talk😂😂😂😂
I come out of a vivid dream and I know what it is but is slips away....That's as close to what's happening as I can think.
I have CPTSD, and symptoms that seem like they may be consistent with OSDD, partial memory loss and gray outs, very rare black outs. I experience extreme dissassociation very frequently. Thanks for sharing.
2:30-2:40 and 3:10-3:30 I feel the exact same way, when I was still going to school I found myself in middle of class thinking about life and if there is a nothingness void after death which then leads to mini panic attacks that I push to the side. I also feel as if I’m not in control sometimes and have an outer body experience which happens often. Is this normal?
Its Spiktz
Sounds like you’re experiencing some dissociation, at least. Not sure if that’s a normal level of dissociation or not tho
Im only here bc of tiktok
Bliss_wheeler 10 was it a video of a girl talking about how she was switching on camera!
i saw a girl saying she switched to “crazy jane” and i got rly curious so now i’m here
Veve I just saw that video
same!!
Veve I just saw that video
I have DID and when I have the switchs(I call them switches too) I have 3 other personalities(I’m the host writing this) and when we switch, it rapidly switches which kinda hurts sense I tense up my shoulder, it’s like they can’t decide who’s turn it is
I don’t have DID, but I dissociate often. It’s so weird and it makes me feel like I’m on drugs. I’m also always tired and it’s making it really hard to have a normal sleep schedule and to actually live life. It’s like it makes me more depressed because I’m so tired and disconnected all the time.
I'm really late but I have a few questions :)
Does your memory depend on which alter your currently in, and can you remember what the other alters did? I'm really sorry but I dont lnow how to phrase it, thank you:)
Um question. Do you talk to them if so how and how did you find out their names
You can try to talk to them its better to talk out loud and try to hear them talk back you can try asking them their names or sometimes they'll tell you.
I’m so glad he/they are okay. I don’t know what pronouns to use so I am sorry if I used the wrong ones
He if you’re referring to the host, They if you’re referring to the system as a whole 👌🏻😎
U can kinda feel the personality difference with it. (I know I’m stupid but hear me out) with Craig and beater it goes from calm to intense a bit quick
waaaait did Beater say you're learning German or have I misheard that? I'm asking because I am german and I'd be curious why you want to learn that language :)
Yeah they take classes
there's a german leasson in Indonesian school too,just wanna let u know