I live in Aberdeen, actually moved here in 2005 because of Kurt. One day last winter, on a drizzly day, I was driving down one of the back streets and I swore I saw Kurt walking down the street, looking down, cig hanging out of his mouth. I turned the corner to follow him and he was gone. I never saw him again but I feel him here a lot.
I truly believe that some people stick around after they leave this life. Especially when young. My biggest observation is, the people who carried old souls within seem to leave indelible marks all over this place.
Im so confused. It seems like this guy had a prophecy about a very loved person, got to meet Kurt but didn't know to warn Kurt. Then Kurt even gave you a number to contact him. Why would Kurt do that? I really hope people would warn people if they have these dreams/visions. It might have saved his life. No guilt trip intended. Its just i wish people would help people in these weird & dangerous situations. I was warned once so i left the city & im safe(i hope). I miss Kurt.
@@jordanpetersonon200mgdiaze3 this guy knew kurt like 1988 or something. That would be really hard to say to someone right in the middle of their career.
It's a scary thing when you here the other side talking to you. I had a crazy ghost experience when I was a kid and it involved a washroom too. I believe every bit of what you say, we as artists are way more connected to what is really going on in this world. I went through the same thing when I lost my old friend Chester Bennington last year after 20 years of knowing him here in Arizona...it is a rough road. I am going to check out your music now btw. Have a great day.
Just recently i started watching everything about kurt on utube. It feels like kurt is telling me he was murdered. Courtney had him lured up to that greenhouse. She knew he was there and dead. She never told anyone to look there so some time could go by so she could tell her story of him being suicidal so when he was found it would be determined a suicide. Man this is weird. It is all about the money. I believe kurt was seeing the bass player. Courtney was so jealous over it... She had an overdose too. Imagine that. Kurt purchased 2 tickets. The investigator ended up dead too... No witnesses. This was murder. Courtney got away with murder. He loved his baby girl.. He wanted to leave music and wanted a divorce. He would have never left francis by his own choice. This case needs to be re opened.
nonya bizz - Kurt journaled and wrote a lot of stuff down to give release to what was in his head. Like mental vomit. That note he wrote was a statement of sorts on his feelings regarding his career and life... How he felt guilty for having everything and not being happy with his fame and his wanting to give up the profession. Knowing you're unhappy when you SHOULD be happy can cause enormous guilt because you feel like an ungrateful bastard. I think Kurt would have been happier as a songwriter or a hermit. He did NOT commit suicide. I think Courtney knows what happened... This needs to be reopened as a murder investigation.
Also with 70 times the lethal of heroin on him there was no way in hell, that he was conscious enough to pull the trigger on his shotgun so it had to be a murder.
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"Sappy my favourite song, and the versions they played on the 1994 European Tour. I believe they played Sappy 2 or 3 times, on the February 16th, on the February 25th & March 1st". Great song.
@@JohnPurkey1 My mother was 20 when he died and a fan of Nirvana. She told me that two days before Kurt was found she had a dream that he was murdered. She fell asleep watching MTV and she dreamt that she was in the kitchen washing dishes and the tv was on in the living room and she heard the news come on and say "Kurt Cobain was found murdered in his garage today". She said it so vivid that she sat straight up in the bed and started having an anxiety attack. She said that odly enough one of Courtney Love's band's videos was playing on mute on the tv. She also drempt about the Columbine shooting two days before it happened. The part where the kids were jumping out of the windows is what she saw. She's had several experiences with weird stuff happening to her. One time she and my Dad were in Texas for a funeral and they stayed at a hotel and she had a nightmare about a lady with dark hair running and screaming. The next morning the motel maid told them they were at the motel where Selena was murdered. They didn't even know that was the place. She keeps a journal of all the things that happen to her and she always tells me or my sister about her dreams so that she has proof that various parts come true. It's interesting that her dreams are very vivid in detail and play out like a movie, going from scene to scene. She also has things come up missing or moved around the house. She's not afraid though. I on the other hand am scared shitless! I won't even sleep at home when l visit. Fuck that! Iol
Wow, I also had dreams about his death. I was only 13 when he died. I had dreams of Kurts actual death over and over and then those dreams were eventually followed by dreams every night of Kurt sitting on the end of my bed basically lecturing me about drugs and suicide, etc, etc. And he would just listen to me openly, never judging, just empathy, love, understanding. As weird as it sounds, he saved my life in those dreams. I ended up finding a very scraggly, sick and possibly old black cat on the streets. I brought him home and named him Kurt (RIP Kurtaburt!) and he would always sleep at the end of my bed where Kurt sat in my dreams. The dreams stopped. But my love for Kurt Cobain never, ever has. I know it sounds crazy, but I do believe Kurt really came to me. His soul and his energy lives on in each of us forever. ♥ I went on to do tons of cat rescue for many, many years since.
Not strange at all and so odd that the first/last time I saw Nirvana in concert was on November 14th 1993 in NY. It was such a strange feeling in the air and I swear to God I had this feeling that I would never see them again and never have a chance to meet Kurt but at least I got to see him. I still feel like I'm in touch with him in the afterlife though he never knew me, it's weird but so is life. That voice you heard was real, unfortunately there was probably nothing you could have done to change his karma.
Absolutely and thanks so much for getting back to me brother. It was the strangest feeling, the entire concert felt like a dream to me. It was held in the parking lot of the New York Coliseum by Columbus Circle. I remember that when we finally got into the place I ran over to the right side of the stage (stage left) thinking Kurt always performed on that side only to see that he was on the left. To this day we hadn't seen any concert videos with Pat Smear so I guess that was the reason for the change. But before that we had to endure the opening acts. Half Japanese who sucked, I remember finding a baloney sandwich on the floor and chucking it at the drummer and it hit him right in the nipple. Then the Breeders came on who were awesome but still I couldn't wait until Nirvana came on. Now being that I had positioned myself to the right of the stage, when I saw Kurt on the other side, I had to mosh my way over to the left to get a good look at him. It was a good 30 minutes by the time I finally got closer and I think they started playing Lithium by that point. And when I got close I felt this surge of energy like he felt me too. I know it sounds nuts but I truly felt like Kurt felt a connection with his audience and had to know that there were people in the crowd that absolutely felt the same passion he did and he must have felt those vibes. But then something strange happened and it was during Come As You Are (my favorite song ever btw) I felt invigorated and invincible. Also, I felt like he was passing me the torch as a songwriter. Interestingly though I had never written a song and didn't even know how to play guitar yet. All I could do is sing and dabble with the keyboard a little. Then I had this strange feeling that things are so good right now that this is it. I'm never going to have another high point like this in my life and this is over. Kurt looked like an angel up there, it didn't even seem real and I felt him slipping away. Years later since his death and every time I pick up the guitar I feel him in the room with me. I hear him humming a tune like he's helping me write a song. Look I could go on for hours here. Please check out this song via the link and tell me what you think about it honestly. I swear to God and on the lives of my wife and children that Kurt was with me in spirit when I wrote this song. I couldn't have done it without him. My band is nowhere, this is not a cheap plug. I am just playing music of the love of music and respect for all that Nirvana has given me which truly is Nirvana. Kurt is my inspiration, and if he were still here today I know I would have met him and I know we would have made some great music together. I bet even Sia would have loved to record with him, I swear she is like a female version of Kurt reincarnated! Kurt used to hide behind his hair, she hides behind wigs. And not to mention her lyrics in Chandelier, it almost seems like it's taken right from the Come As You Are video when Kurt's swinging from the Chandelier. There has to be a connection there too. ua-cam.com/video/MWvnnoSxEI8/v-deo.html
Guys, this is weird... I wasn't even alive back then and I love Nirvana and kurt and I just feel weird feeling of conection even looking at pictures of him... I always have a special feeling when listening to their music but I just thought that their music is just really great... But I feel like its something more... A lot of people say that Nirvana and kurt is something special and out of this world... I don't know guys, It's weird... I really wish he was still here...
No bullshit, April 5th 2002 as a high school senior I had a lucid dream: I was washing dishes at my job after school and the dishwasher standing to my left was Layne Staley. I'm not joking... We never spoke but I wrote about in my A.P. English class as an exercise the next day.
That is a strange story but I believe you 100%. You and i are very similar in a lot of ways i csn tell. No one ever wants to believe paranormal stuff until it actually happens to them. I believe there are good spirits and bad spirits and the one in ur house was a good one just trying to warn you. I never believed in supernatural stuff until it actually happened to me a few times. Also don't beat yourself up over selling off some of the things Kurt gave you. I know they are sentimental but everything we own is only temporary. We can't take nothing to our grave. We have to do what we can to survive sometimes. Just be happy with all the great memories you have. You're a cool dude man. I wouldnt mind hanging out and jamming with u sometime but I live 100 million miles away in hick town TX U.S.A.
Totally agree, I have seen people who did not believe in "paranormal things" aka simply things we dont understand our limited logic about. I believe this 100%
It was a warning for sure. I knew that but did not want to believe it. But I could NOT get it off my mind. Kind of like starting this blog about Nirvana stories. It's been knawing at me a lot recently
A stranger telling you "you and I are similar in a lot of ways I can tell" is the last thing you hear before you are kidnapped tied up and told to put the lotion in the basket
Adam Goleskie maybe that's what goes on in your sick mind, but not in mine. You've watched too many movies. Maybe you should get outside a little more, and get away from the idiot box. There's a whole big world out there to see.
My heart goes out to you man & I also believe you 100%. I believe some divine spirit gave you a warning. Don't feel guilty that you didn't tell him or try to help him. It's not your fault. But be glad you know better than anyone that your best friend didn't kill himself. And I know he still thinks about you from time to time.
His best friend? Kurt gave him fake phone numbers.. lol. Who would speak this way of a dead man and insert himself into such a delusional superhero narrative? A stalker. He literally admits to selling a tiny handwritten note from Kurt. If that was his best friend, would he sell his only memento for quick cash? No
01:00am and im watching you talk about paranormal activity hahahahha. Excellent video, keep sharing your experiences! Im a true fan of Kurt and Nirvana. I didn’t get the chance to see them (im from 97), so the only way i can see them is here, on the internet. Seeing someone like you talking about your experiences with them, at least for me is just amazing.
what a crazy and interesting experience. Wow. So much around his death just doesnt add up. I've gone back and forth on what I think and feel about his "suicide". Just seems he was surrounded by some toxic people. Kurt seemed like a good dude who might have cared too much. You're stories about that time in youre life are invaluable. Thanks again!
I dig this story, saw it a couple years ago, found it again and watched it again. Your laid back nature makes the story nice to listen to. Like a friend says "hey wanna hear something strange that happened to me?" . lol. I like how humble you are too. I know SO many people who would have told that same story but talk non stop about how many famous people they know. You can tell you are just matter of fact about it, i dig it.
I really love you're videos man... This is weird but like I feel connected to Kurt in a way and I'm always addicted to learning more about him. He inspired me to play music and shit. Just wanted to say thank you so much
So sad. I really wished I had seen the band play live, but never got the chance. I did see Hole in '94 or '95 and saw Frances during the sound check (worked security for the show).
I appreciate you sharing your story because I can relate I’ve had a few ghost experiences myself and I know it sounds crazy to other people but like you said when it happens to you there’s no denying it. I recently had a dream about Kurt myself and it was really intense, in the dream I saw Kurt and there was a song playing, We have these experiences because we are open to receiving messages. I’ve had ghost experiences, many premonition dreams, and messages through tarot.
Great story man. Thanks for sharing. And I think you did the right thing by not telling Kurt about your experience. If anything, it probably would have only freaked him out or made him think you were bat shit crazy. Or both. It wouldn't have made a difference in his fate. Personally, i still to this day do not think he took his own life, but, ya know. I don't think we will every really know. And that really sucks.
Larry Lavender. I agree, but the Tell Tale Heart by Edgar A. Poe keeps coming to mind. This incident is affecting someone, probably not the Red Queen herself, but maybe one of her peons. For this person, the load gets heavier every day. Maybe he will break down in time. The calm before the storm has gone on too long. The clouds are very, very heavy with rain and hellfire.
@Computer Whisperer Hell yes! Now she's saying she is broke. It costs alot to shut mouthes when your ass is on the line! Aww she did not get the pot of gold she had bargained for! OR she is lying about being broke, because 99.99% of everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie. I think she may see it's all beginning to close in on her. Now she wants to keep the two rolls of undeveloped film from the police investigation private. She figures that some photos may be seen by family members and fans and may upset them. To have a thought beyond her own nose seems an act of desperation.
You sounds honest, i saw Kurt on January 94 and.......i remember......that, i was with a couple of cousins and friends on that show at Seattle Center Arena, i was having fun with all the crowd but somethin captured my mind, i saw him near to me, really near just a couple of steps from me and i looked his eyes, and for a couple of times i thought, "Man, this guy will die soon..." one of my deeply and sadness thoughts about Kurt. Anyway..... i believe in your story. Cheers
Wow, that's really interesting, I'm blown away by your story, for what it's worth I believe you. In fact this story really put me on the "he was murdered" side!
I really enjoyed listening to your story bro. You did the right thing by not telling him. Just cherish those last moments you had with him man. I’d give just about anything to have been able to meet him.
I really appreciate this story man. I know those weird feelings and weird occurrences happening too. My uncle passed away January 26th, 2017 while riding Soul Cycle in the Castro in San Francisco. He was living a healthier lifestyle and pushing himself too hard over the past weeks which resulted in his heart attack that day. It was so weird because I had talked to him the Tuesday before he died on Thursday. We were all planning as a family to go celebrate his 50th birthday in Palm Springs. As time goes on weird things start happening. I'm always hearing his favorite music in restaurants I go to and public places I go. I got a tattoo in memory for him on the 28th of this year and the entire time during the tattoo session, all the music he liked was playing in the shop. Weird stuff man! Cheers.
I believe you! Thank you for sharing your experience. Kurt is my idol since I was 13 years old, he (even though I was just a little girl when he died) is part of my life!!
Crazy stuff man, I don't normally buy into a lot of paranormal stuff but I can tell your being honest. You never know, we only have five senses and there's a lot of shit out there that we can't see or explain.
Wow! Just wow! I don't know how I wound up here, but thank you for sharing this. I believe you. Don't listen to doubters. I have had many strange things like this happen to me over the years. It just is the way that it is, and can't be questioned regarding it's 'reality.' I remember exactly where I was when I heard the news. How final. How sad. But now, suddenly, 26 years later, it's suddenly become forefront in my mind. As if coming from elsewhere. Nagging questions, thoughts, etc. about what truly happened. It's like I've almost become obsessed with needing to know the truth. I've had enough of these odd things occur over my lifetime to know that when it happens, it's not coming from me. And now I find myself here watching this. I think I just received my answer. Now, why hasn't anything been done about it, and will anything EVER be done about it?? Justice should be served... Again, thank you for coming forward, risking judgement, and being honest. Blessings to you.
My condolences to you brother. I believe you 💯%. I have been conducting paranormal research since my first experience when I was 12. 23 years later I am still at it. During those 23 years I have had people claim basically the same thing that you are claiming to have experienced. Each and every one of these people did not tell the other person for fear of ridicule, or their own individual reason. But honestly, how do you walk up to a friend and say by the way, I heard a ghost told me that you were going to be murdered. I'm sure your friend would look at you like yeah okay. Just be glad that you have a personal relationship with the greatest of all time. I still remember the day when they announced that Kurt Cobain had passed, and it's one of those moments that you will remember forever. 2 and 2 never added up and I truly believe that Courtney had him murdered. She had $10 million reasons to do so, and I truly believe that Kurt would have been happier person without her and his life. But the one thing I am for certain is that he did not kill himself. He was dead before the needle ever came out of his arm. And the incompetence of the Seattle Police Department allow a murderer to walk the streets freely and still stay in the Limelight. You cannot live on the what ifs my friend, just enjoy the memories that you all made together, and rejoice in them. One love!
Dont give up on kurt.keep doin what yur doin.it will all come to light.if not atleast Kurt knows who cares.ive been watching everything bout his passing n i cannot believe this happened to him.poor kid if it was suicide he was probably drove to the shit with depression and super negativity someone pushin.or if it was murder.idk its a big loss.hope everything gets better 4 u.u kno yur buddy is still around u and the bean.RIP KURT.my bucket list i wanna go 2 aberdeen n see his statue n park n bridge cuz he was great n humble down 2 earth so ive heard n deserves good people to be around him even though at this time its only spiritually.
It always startled me indeed how they were rushed from tour to tour in those last months. And I believe it explains a lot about how a drug addicted superfamous guy with not much attention or time to himself could suddenly end up as drastic as suicide. I mean, the time and place where it happened were very much the reason that it happened. It had nothing to do with him being a guy feeling sorry for himself. Complete exhaustion is what led him to suicide, and everything that was going wrong at the time hit him harder than usual.
Also, some thing that Alice Wheeler talked about in Kurt & Courtney, how Kurt was being kept away from his friends and even worse that his friends were being monitored by people who worked for Courtney. So here is a guy who is on the one hand achieving everything he had ever hoped for: People love and respect his music and he gets paid. He finds and marries a woman that he admires. Being uncomfortable with the massive attention that has nothing to do with him personally but is all around him forces him to find comfort with his wife and they both get addicted to heroin at the same time. Out of love for his hobby but also pride for his achievements he will not give up his band even though the weird kind of attention (with a lot of negative sides like stalkers and obsessed journalists) will only become more and more. And thus, more people will depend on his achievements for their livelihood. Actually the more succes you achieve, the more people want from you and the amount of people wanting shit from you increases as well. Comes to a point where you are sort of the CEO and everybody wants to take care of you. You are kept away from your old friends. You want to trust your wife who is the only place and person where you can hide from all the world that makes you paranoid. And you find comfort in heroin which makes you even more paranoid. And then one day the accounting follows and everybody turns on you and it hits you at the same time. Management ignores your pleas for a break, the band wants you to get your act together, your wife wants to pursue her own ambitions even though you want to take it easy, all contact becomes unpleasant because the need for financial gain is always right under the surface. And then they all tie together to command you to stop using heroin while they make it harder than ever. Just even try to imagine how sick a kind of paranoia, anger, guilt and defeat you will feel if you still pick up a needle. I think the result speaks for itself and is pretty much what every 'normal' person would do. Kurt was everything BUT insane. I mean, within an hour after he was found dead some guy filmed his body from behind his house. THAT'S how insane and hostile the world had become for him.
100% honest- when you started talking about seeing things for yourself at the beginning (I forget exactly what you said), my lamp turned itself on. How weird is that!
Hey there, just found your channel. I believe you. I know how it is to tell stories that might not be believed. There was a time that Kurt hung around with me, in the early days when I lived down the street from the Meat Puppets. I didn't know who he was at the time. Someday I'll have to tell those tales, they were pretty funny. I've had some paranormal stuff happen as well. Not about Kurt. One weird one about Shannon from Blind Melon, back during that same time period when I worked at Impact, in Tempe. Yeah, I should put that out there. Thanks for sharing, Keep On, Keepin' On ~Corinne
Hi John I hope you are doing well, I was listening to your current music and shared it with my adopted kids, I also shared this video with them because unfortunately we recently lost a family member to fentanyl! I was having intense nightmares and one so bad I woke up three times having a panic attack and I knew someone was going to die but I couldn’t recall the dream. Whatever it was it was so scary I blocked it out but barely two days later my family member died. I was also seeing a lot of signs and synchronicities it was so bad I was legit scared. I truly believe we do receive messages and warning signs. I even tried to warn my family specifically about the one that passed on but they just didn’t understand how serious it was. These things don’t happen to me all the time thankfully but I’ve had multiple premonition dreams over the past 20 years and I take them seriously. I know multiple other people have these experiences too.
Thank you for sharing this. Another prove Kurt wanted to live is that he shared to you his phone numbers ( Two !! ). Kurt does not deserved to be murdered.
Wow Jon I've watched probably all your videos with stories about Nirvana and Kurt but somehow I missed this one. WHAT A HEAD TRIP!! And my condolences for losing a good friend. I am of the same opinion regarding his death. That the Seattle police won't investigate this as a murder is an outrage
I absolutely believe in paranormal experiences. Thank you so much for sharing, I love hearing your memories/stories. I lost my Brother a few years ago, and I've seen some "crazy" things happen. Luckily I was around my Mother when we witnessed the higher power energy. For example, I went to my Mothers place the day that he died. We said to eachother that we need to go through his safe. After I said the word "safe", a rock was thrown at my Mothers patio door, not once, but twice it happened. I believe he was telling us that he was safe. Mind you, the rocks came from a little bamboo plant that was in the middle of a table. So there was no way they could've just dropped on the floor. I've seen other unexplainable things happen too. I know people will think that I'm probably crazy, but we know what we've seen, together. I wish the best for everybody
So, what can I say? My good friend from very popular and well known band died from hearthstop. We all were crying, and everyone felt kind of shame about it.. You know.. And after year another frontman from a little less well known band came touring to our town, and off course, he came to me, we were good friends too, and I did a kind of unplugged kontzert in my house, and there was the same story: candles, he played songs, that he never played "life", and in that time some company began to make tribute alboom to him, and my cover should be the first one, so he told me: " If something like one year before will happen to me, please dont get my songs lost". I said: "No, wtf, you?! Why you should die, you are crazy, shut up...', and he stopped me and told " JUST KEEP IT!" All right, 2 weaks after I hade a gig in one little town, and my wife called me by phone, and asked; "You are not on the stage?" I said, no, we did it, well, cool and she said "....... dead because of heart stop". Two my friends, who was playing with same music, was dead one after one... So, what can I say? That was not in my hands to stop somebody from death. I am a keeper. And, after one weak my wife called me in the night to kitchen. He was allready dead, but we saw him sitting on the chear. We was shocked, runned out, I took my gun, dont know why... But the mirrage dissapeared. Everything is right. You KNEW about, but what could you to make, to do? Nothing, we are too much little to understand the meaning of the world.
I’m sensitive to energy of those who have passed as well as being an empathic intuitive. So, basically sensitive to different types of energy.....It can be uncomfortable, but I also receive very positive messages. I will never to back to the Baltimore House and Gardens in NC, however. Trust your intuition, it’s a gift. Blessings.
Another thing I wanted to say is dont worry/stress too much about selling the note or anything else Kurt gave you. We have to do what we have to do to get by!
I've also experienced the paranormal. When my dad died in 2000, I went home to new Orleans to my mom's house to grieve and I was laying in my old bed and bedroom. I fell into a deep and calming sleep. In a little while, I woke up, but kept my eyes closed, just resisting getting up and I felt someone sit on my bed next to me, and started rubbing my back, consoling me. I was frozen. Then I felt my bed lift up a little as if it got up off the bed, and I opened my eyes, no one there.
Insane experience, I'm definitely not a believer in the paranormal, but having vivid premonitions about things like this, is definitely food for thought. Unfortunately, it really seems like Kurt could have been saved if it wasn't for the circumstances around him. Maybe it is hindsight that causes people to rethink all the instances around Kurt.
My friend supposedly moved in their circle, or those circles, and said she knew what happened but she would never tell anybody anything more than that since she was basically afraid to say anything.
I believe you, I grew up in a house that had quite a bit of paranormal activity in it, anyone that stayed there didn't want to stay again after one night. It used to scare me, somethings still do but now I'm mostly curious about when I do hear or see things. I live in a house now built in 1901 don't ask me how I know but there is a man and woman spirit in here I believe I hear them talking to one another. Anyway I feel the need to say, don't hold on to any guilt because you didn't tell him what you heard, it wasn't meant for you to tell him to prevent it, that was already written, it was for you to get the chance to see him one last time, to impact your life in a way that will one day help you impact anothers life in a positive way. Hope youre cool with me saying that, if not I apologize.
I believe you. I would also like to point out you've got some shadowy anomalies throughout this video. It may just be your camera/lighting combo, but there were several times I rewound certain parts that seemed more than just technological issues. Especially in the upper right most side of the screen and it also seemed like shadows were passing from right to left.
I can see what the guy means but dude could’ve been more tactful instead of coming off as a smart ass saying “just a thought” yes I think if dude told Kurt I really think Kurt would be alive as well. But I also agree when your gut tells you to keep your mouth shut maybe it’s best to listen to your gut instinct.
Before yesterday I was reading a few pages of his journal, and there's an entry where he writes about how much he loves his daughter. He wrote that he didn't even like to drive with her in the car, because some accident could happen. He goes on, saying that if they ever divorce, they must do their best to behave well while in the presence of Frances Bean. There's an interview of Dave Grohl in Howard Stern where he admits that the band was about to stop for a while when everything happened. It's also curious that Courtney offered a heart-shaped box to Kurt, through Dave Grohl - and the words of that song are... interesting, given the context. That's also on an video interview. But, at the same time, Kurt said he loved Courtney, and defended her publicly. So, this is in fact a strange situation. Maybe he didn't want to repeat what he lived as a son, but this time as a father. Maybe he felt a bit humiliated in that relationship, but defend it publicly in order to protect his sense of pride from the public show. I don't buy the suicide, because there's something wrong with all that, but his last photos show him in bad shape. Maybe he was tired, sad, stressed, depressed and high, all at the same time.
Curious, is that mask hanging in background one of the masks from the paramount 91 concert? I remember seeing the light dancers or whatever you call them wearing something very similar.
Hey man! Love the channel! In one of your videos you talked about going to a nirvana show in Salem Oregon at the Salem Armory. I've always been super curious about this show because I was born and raised in Salem (still live there) and have seen many concerts at the armory. I've always wondered what the backstage area looked like and have also always wondered if anyone in the band had anything to say about Salem or did any sight seeing around town. I heard a rumor that Pat bought a guitar from Guitar castle in downtown Salem, the place where I bought my first distortion pedal. If you ever get time to make a video and comment on those things that would be awesome! Also, if you reside in the PNW and are looking for musicians to collaborate with, I'm always looking for new projects! Thanks for making this channel and sharing so many great stories about Kurt and all the other people involved in the story of NIRVANA. keep it up man! Peace. - Jordan
It’s a shame man. In hindsight as soon as you felt it would be the last time you saw him you should have just told him. He might’ve thought you were crazy and cut you off or whatever and even if it did nothing to change history at least you would’ve got it off your chest. Because it was true and it happened. Much love to you man, I can’t say I would’ve acted differently in this scenario either.
how about the house now, do the people still have some strange stuff going on there, it would be interesting to know. (thanks for these videos, I just found yr channel, through the soaked in bleach and stuff going around of it) 🎆
My family has always been very religious. They do not believe in stuffs like that because for them it's the devil. Anyway, after my mother passed away em 2012, i began to wonder more about the afterlife. For me, the story about good people go to heaven and bad people go to hell is very vague. My uncle believes in spiritualism and I started to study more about it, discovering that the afterlife is a very complex (and beautiful) thing. My uncle told me that by the time my mother had cancer, she started to get interested in this subject by asking him several things. I believe she guided me. She has already visited me in dreams twice, asking about personal things - showing that she would always be with me. My mother never showed up for me or talked to me besides. But after a short time of her death, my uncle felt a presence in his room in the middle of the night. He woke up his boyfriend who is a medium. His boyfriend told him that my mother was there and she wanted to say that "she is fine, but where she is staying it's nothing close to what we were taught about" (as I said, or family is evangelical). I believe in you. I really think it was a spiritual alert and that's very interesting. To be honest, I'm thinking it was not suicide. Thank you for sharing this knowledge. It's amazing how small we are and how little we know. (I'm sorry if someone was offended by something I said. I'm not criticizing any religion, just sharing what I've experienced. I'm also not fluent in english so I may not have been able to express myself in some things, but I tried my best).
Wow! Thank you for your note. After my Mom passed my life changed dramatically also. . History is mostly based on stories up until video could be recorded. So history is shrouded in mystery and lack of any proof. In 1000's of years only the last 80 or so years have had video to back up a story. And that is powerful. It is changing things slowly but all myths including religions will fade away but love is real and there are very important facts that stay true to humans and their mutual existence on Earth. We are all in this together.
I'm sorry for your lost! Losing a mother is a horrible pain. I think you'd like to know about this: you've probably heard about Chapecoense brazilian soccer team's horrible plane crash. The family of one of them received a psychographed letter from him. There is a video about this moment (obviously in portuguese, but I can send you along with news about it). He says it happened for a reason. It happened because in their past lives they caused several air crashes in the war. Crazy, is not it? This is something that not everyone believes and I do not blame them. But for me, one thing is for sure: we are here to evolve our spirits. We need to be kind and love each other. Love is the most important thing. But such things will not become facts because there is no tangible evidence (if this is the correct way of saying). Like you said, we just start believing in things like that when something inexplicable happens to ourselves.
I want you to know I do believe in a afterlife existence. I apologize for not coming through clear. PLEASE e-mail me. -John myenigma88@hotmail.com I would love to hear more!!
I met someone who said they had been visited by Kurt's ghost a few times, and indicated his death seemed suspicious. The person seemed very genuine and not a fan at all, had only told one person. They were praying for the whole situation.
It doesn't sound too far out. I've experienced similar a few times. I've even had a dream where I said my goodbyes to someone and the following morning was told they'd passed. Unless you've experience it or are open to it its really hard to understand or explain.
Most of all the tragedy’s I’ve endured up to this point mine best friends family I’ve dreamt em before they happened kinda messed up but it’s only after it happened that I can remember having said nightmare our minds and spirits are really incredible and we only use a small fraction of what we have makes one think
Thanks for sharing. I 💯 believe you. I myself have had really odd experiences that play into all of this. There are things of this world we have very little understanding of and destiny is what it is. I know Kurt was murdered, I sense it, but what can we do to prove it? I hope one day it comes out to redeem his own reputation. He would have never left his daughter.
Great shirt - that is one of the greatest albums ever produced imho. On another note , I apologise 100% in advance if I´m wrong in here , I´m even a fan of the music he does , have seen him live, just the odd meter away from him . Unfortunately I wasn´t able to interact with him thus getting something out of it , but , I´ve always had this gut feeling that Dylan Carlson was somehow involved in whatever happened on that day or night . Even these days, I understand recovering from a heroin/methadone addiction takes its toll on anybody ... nonetheless, behind it all , it feels like he´s carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders . Again I apologise for the speculation , but people THAT addicted as he was at the time have no " friends " as he claimed back then . " Friends " is whoever takes care of your habit - addiction to opiates is one of the most selfish , inhuman experiences one can go through in life . Plus the people he ( Dylan ) was involved with at the time ... it´s just weird, listening to Earth and having this everlasting impression that the main guy actually had some indirect/direct role in all of this . Do you know him ?
You definitely should have told Kurt bro. Around December is when his fate was decided so it may have helped him. Great story. I definitely believe you.
I live in Aberdeen, actually moved here in 2005 because of Kurt. One day last winter, on a drizzly day, I was driving down one of the back streets and I swore I saw Kurt walking down the street, looking down, cig hanging out of his mouth. I turned the corner to follow him and he was gone. I never saw him again but I feel him here a lot.
Powerful
Does that one house still have the flooded front yard? And is the casino entrance still 21 MPH?
I truly believe that some people stick around after they leave this life. Especially when young. My biggest observation is, the people who carried old souls within seem to leave indelible marks all over this place.
I went to the bench next to his house, and looking at the window you get the most violent goosebumps, I was tearing up almost it was bizarre.
I was there and I had the same experience
Kurt was a good man he did some stupid stuff don’t get me wrong but he had a really good soul
Im so confused. It seems like this guy had a prophecy about a very loved person, got to meet Kurt but didn't know to warn Kurt. Then Kurt even gave you a number to contact him. Why would Kurt do that? I really hope people would warn people if they have these dreams/visions. It might have saved his life. No guilt trip intended. Its just i wish people would help people in these weird & dangerous situations. I was warned once so i left the city & im safe(i hope). I miss Kurt.
Ah yes, ah man of quality!
@@jordanpetersonon200mgdiaze3 this guy knew kurt like 1988 or something. That would be really hard to say to someone right in the middle of their career.
@@Ohbubbano idk i think youre right, it would be hard. That doesnt mean it wasnt possibly worth doing. I hate to think of regrets like that.
It's a scary thing when you here the other side talking to you. I had a crazy ghost experience when I was a kid and it involved a washroom too. I believe every bit of what you say, we as artists are way more connected to what is really going on in this world. I went through the same thing when I lost my old friend Chester Bennington last year after 20 years of knowing him here in Arizona...it is a rough road. I am going to check out your music now btw. Have a great day.
Just recently i started watching everything about kurt on utube. It feels like kurt is telling me he was murdered. Courtney had him lured up to that greenhouse. She knew he was there and dead. She never told anyone to look there so some time could go by so she could tell her story of him being suicidal so when he was found it would be determined a suicide. Man this is weird. It is all about the money. I believe kurt was seeing the bass player. Courtney was so jealous over it... She had an overdose too. Imagine that. Kurt purchased 2 tickets. The investigator ended up dead too... No witnesses. This was murder. Courtney got away with murder. He loved his baby girl.. He wanted to leave music and wanted a divorce. He would have never left francis by his own choice. This case needs to be re opened.
nonya bizz Courtney’s overdose was so she cud get arrested and have an alibi as per her papers left in her backpack left at her lawyers....
nonya bizz - Kurt journaled and wrote a lot of stuff down to give release to what was in his head. Like mental vomit. That note he wrote was a statement of sorts on his feelings regarding his career and life... How he felt guilty for having everything and not being happy with his fame and his wanting to give up the profession. Knowing you're unhappy when you SHOULD be happy can cause enormous guilt because you feel like an ungrateful bastard. I think Kurt would have been happier as a songwriter or a hermit. He did NOT commit suicide. I think Courtney knows what happened... This needs to be reopened as a murder investigation.
nonya bizz preach
Also with 70 times the lethal of heroin on him there was no way in hell, that he was conscious enough to pull the trigger on his shotgun so it had to be a murder.
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1:35 "you're in the laundry room"
-Kurt Cobain in Sappy
"You're in a laundry room, the clues that came to you...."
That freaks me out!
"Sappy my favourite song, and the versions they played on the 1994 European Tour. I believe they played Sappy 2 or 3 times, on the February 16th, on the February 25th & March 1st". Great song.
Holy FUCK.
Sappy 😢
@@thomaspurcell6442 they don't played it in March 1st
Something was going on in his laundry room.
Sappy - "You're in a laundry room."
And the next lyric “The clues that came to you” creepy….
Didn't his ex Tracy say that Kurt had nightmares about a family member killing him?
I watched that clip, I am curious about it. I have never talked to Tracy about that.
@@JohnPurkey1
My mother was 20 when he died and a fan of Nirvana. She told me that two days before Kurt was found she had a dream that he was murdered. She fell asleep watching MTV and she dreamt that she was in the kitchen washing dishes and the tv was on in the living room and she heard the news come on and say
"Kurt Cobain was found murdered in his garage today". She said it so vivid that she sat straight up in the bed and started having an anxiety attack. She said that odly enough one of Courtney Love's band's videos was playing on mute on the tv.
She also drempt about the Columbine shooting two days before it happened. The part where the kids were jumping out of the windows is what she saw.
She's had several experiences with weird stuff happening to her. One time she and my Dad were in Texas for a funeral and they stayed at a hotel and she had a nightmare about a lady with dark hair running and screaming. The next morning the motel maid told them they were at the motel where Selena was murdered. They didn't even know that was the place.
She keeps a journal of all the things that happen to her and she always tells me or my sister about her dreams so that she has proof that various parts come true. It's interesting that her dreams are very vivid in detail and play out like a movie, going from scene to scene. She also has things come up missing or moved around the house. She's not afraid though. I on the other hand am scared shitless! I won't even sleep at home when l visit. Fuck that! Iol
My friends mom had dreams also when he passed i hear about these dreams alot
@@priscillayarber8676 This is profoundly scary af. Thank you for sharing. But wow...WOW.
Wow, I also had dreams about his death. I was only 13 when he died. I had dreams of Kurts actual death over and over and then those dreams were eventually followed by dreams every night of Kurt sitting on the end of my bed basically lecturing me about drugs and suicide, etc, etc. And he would just listen to me openly, never judging, just empathy, love, understanding. As weird as it sounds, he saved my life in those dreams. I ended up finding a very scraggly, sick and possibly old black cat on the streets. I brought him home and named him Kurt (RIP Kurtaburt!) and he would always sleep at the end of my bed where Kurt sat in my dreams. The dreams stopped. But my love for Kurt Cobain never, ever has. I know it sounds crazy, but I do believe Kurt really came to me. His soul and his energy lives on in each of us forever. ♥ I went on to do tons of cat rescue for many, many years since.
Good to hear your story, man. Thanks for sharing!
Not strange at all and so odd that the first/last time I saw Nirvana in concert was on November 14th 1993 in NY. It was such a strange feeling in the air and I swear to God I had this feeling that I would never see them again and never have a chance to meet Kurt but at least I got to see him. I still feel like I'm in touch with him in the afterlife though he never knew me, it's weird but so is life. That voice you heard was real, unfortunately there was probably nothing you could have done to change his karma.
wow, I would love to hear more. That was a week after what happened to me
Absolutely and thanks so much for getting back to me brother. It was the strangest feeling, the entire concert felt like a dream to me. It was held in the parking lot of the New York Coliseum by Columbus Circle. I remember that when we finally got into the place I ran over to the right side of the stage (stage left) thinking Kurt always performed on that side only to see that he was on the left. To this day we hadn't seen any concert videos with Pat Smear so I guess that was the reason for the change. But before that we had to endure the opening acts. Half Japanese who sucked, I remember finding a baloney sandwich on the floor and chucking it at the drummer and it hit him right in the nipple. Then the Breeders came on who were awesome but still I couldn't wait until Nirvana came on.
Now being that I had positioned myself to the right of the stage, when I saw Kurt on the other side, I had to mosh my way over to the left to get a good look at him. It was a good 30 minutes by the time I finally got closer and I think they started playing Lithium by that point. And when I got close I felt this surge of energy like he felt me too. I know it sounds nuts but I truly felt like Kurt felt a connection with his audience and had to know that there were people in the crowd that absolutely felt the same passion he did and he must have felt those vibes. But then something strange happened and it was during Come As You Are (my favorite song ever btw) I felt invigorated and invincible. Also, I felt like he was passing me the torch as a songwriter. Interestingly though I had never written a song and didn't even know how to play guitar yet. All I could do is sing and dabble with the keyboard a little.
Then I had this strange feeling that things are so good right now that this is it. I'm never going to have another high point like this in my life and this is over. Kurt looked like an angel up there, it didn't even seem real and I felt him slipping away. Years later since his death and every time I pick up the guitar I feel him in the room with me. I hear him humming a tune like he's helping me write a song. Look I could go on for hours here. Please check out this song via the link and tell me what you think about it honestly. I swear to God and on the lives of my wife and children that Kurt was with me in spirit when I wrote this song. I couldn't have done it without him.
My band is nowhere, this is not a cheap plug. I am just playing music of the love of music and respect for all that Nirvana has given me which truly is Nirvana. Kurt is my inspiration, and if he were still here today I know I would have met him and I know we would have made some great music together. I bet even Sia would have loved to record with him, I swear she is like a female version of Kurt reincarnated! Kurt used to hide behind his hair, she hides behind wigs. And not to mention her lyrics in Chandelier, it almost seems like it's taken right from the Come As You Are video when Kurt's swinging from the Chandelier. There has to be a connection there too.
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Aberdeen Lizards Kurt is literally a legend
Guys, this is weird... I wasn't even alive back then and I love Nirvana and kurt and I just feel weird feeling of conection even looking at pictures of him... I always have a special feeling when listening to their music but I just thought that their music is just really great... But I feel like its something more... A lot of people say that Nirvana and kurt is something special and out of this world... I don't know guys, It's weird... I really wish he was still here...
So jealous. I was just born in 93 and can't imagine how freakin cool it would have been to see him perform..RIP
No bullshit, April 5th 2002 as a high school senior I had a lucid dream: I was washing dishes at my job after school and the dishwasher standing to my left was Layne Staley. I'm not joking... We never spoke but I wrote about in my A.P. English class as an exercise the next day.
That is a strange story but I believe you 100%. You and i are very similar in a lot of ways i csn tell. No one ever wants to believe paranormal stuff until it actually happens to them. I believe there are good spirits and bad spirits and the one in ur house was a good one just trying to warn you. I never believed in supernatural stuff until it actually happened to me a few times. Also don't beat yourself up over selling off some of the things Kurt gave you. I know they are sentimental but everything we own is only temporary. We can't take nothing to our grave. We have to do what we can to survive sometimes. Just be happy with all the great memories you have. You're a cool dude man. I wouldnt mind hanging out and jamming with u sometime but I live 100 million miles away in hick town TX U.S.A.
Totally agree, I have seen people who did not believe in "paranormal things" aka simply things we dont understand our limited logic about. I believe this 100%
It was a warning for sure. I knew that but did not want to believe it. But I could NOT get it off my mind. Kind of like starting this blog about Nirvana stories. It's been knawing at me a lot recently
A stranger telling you "you and I are similar in a lot of ways I can tell" is the last thing you hear before you are kidnapped tied up and told to put the lotion in the basket
Adam Goleskie maybe that's what goes on in your sick mind, but not in mine. You've watched too many movies. Maybe you should get outside a little more, and get away from the idiot box. There's a whole big world out there to see.
Dimension7 lol, burrrrn
My heart goes out to you man & I also believe you 100%. I believe some divine spirit gave you a warning. Don't feel guilty that you didn't tell him or try to help him. It's not your fault. But be glad you know better than anyone that your best friend didn't kill himself. And I know he still thinks about you from time to time.
His best friend? Kurt gave him fake phone numbers.. lol. Who would speak this way of a dead man and insert himself into such a delusional superhero narrative? A stalker. He literally admits to selling a tiny handwritten note from Kurt. If that was his best friend, would he sell his only memento for quick cash? No
This needs like a million views
No it doesn't, it just needs people who care
@@ash_aiden psssh
01:00am and im watching you talk about paranormal activity hahahahha. Excellent video, keep sharing your experiences! Im a true fan of Kurt and Nirvana. I didn’t get the chance to see them (im from 97), so the only way i can see them is here, on the internet. Seeing someone like you talking about your experiences with them, at least for me is just amazing.
Thanks so much! I know man! It was very weird and still haunts me. Thanks for watching! I enjoy sharing these stories.
Caio Soares sane dude it's literally 1:43 rn on a school night
Brae Scanlon it is exactly 1:43 on a school night for me too im not even joking JSJDJSKSKDKS
Saw this comment. Looked. 1 AM exactly..
oh bloody hell this is amazing....you are blessed. thank you so much, you are doing saint's work.
thank you so much for posting these videos - absolute gold xx
Fascinating story man, thank you for sharing, we can only see one one billionth of all spectrums of light/radio waves. We no nothing really
what a crazy and interesting experience. Wow. So much around his death just doesnt add up. I've gone back and forth on what I think and feel about his "suicide". Just seems he was surrounded by some toxic people. Kurt seemed like a good dude who might have cared too much. You're stories about that time in youre life are invaluable. Thanks again!
I dig this story, saw it a couple years ago, found it again and watched it again. Your laid back nature makes the story nice to listen to. Like a friend says "hey wanna hear something strange that happened to me?" . lol. I like how humble you are too. I know SO many people who would have told that same story but talk non stop about how many famous people they know. You can tell you are just matter of fact about it, i dig it.
I really love you're videos man... This is weird but like I feel connected to Kurt in a way and I'm always addicted to learning more about him. He inspired me to play music and shit. Just wanted to say thank you so much
I love your videos man. Love hearing about Kurt, keep them coming!
Wherever Kurt is, I hope he’s okay. He had such a nice and gentle soul.
So sad. I really wished I had seen the band play live, but never got the chance. I did see Hole in '94 or '95 and saw Frances during the sound check (worked security for the show).
erad67 I was able to see him perform Dec 10 1993. One of the most memorizing concerts ever
Thank you for sharing. My dad was at that Salem show!
I appreciate you sharing your story because I can relate I’ve had a few ghost experiences myself and I know it sounds crazy to other people but like you said when it happens to you there’s no denying it. I recently had a dream about Kurt myself and it was really intense, in the dream I saw Kurt and there was a song playing, We have these experiences because we are open to receiving messages. I’ve had ghost experiences, many premonition dreams, and messages through tarot.
Great story man. Thanks for sharing. And I think you did the right thing by not telling Kurt about your experience. If anything, it probably would have only freaked him out or made him think you were bat shit crazy. Or both. It wouldn't have made a difference in his fate. Personally, i still to this day do not think he took his own life, but, ya know. I don't think we will every really know. And that really sucks.
Larry Lavender. I agree, but the Tell Tale Heart by Edgar A. Poe keeps coming to mind. This incident is affecting someone, probably not the Red Queen herself, but maybe one of her peons. For this person, the load gets heavier every day. Maybe he will break down in time. The calm before the storm has gone on too long. The clouds are very, very heavy with rain and hellfire.
@Computer Whisperer Hell yes! Now she's saying she is broke. It costs alot to shut mouthes when your ass is on the line! Aww she did not get the pot of gold she had bargained for! OR she is lying about being broke, because 99.99% of everything that comes out of her mouth is a lie. I think she may see it's all beginning to close in on her. Now she wants to keep the two rolls of undeveloped film from the police investigation private. She figures that some photos may be seen by family members and fans and may upset them. To have a thought beyond her own nose seems an act of desperation.
Plot twist he is bat shit crazy... How could you actually believe this man. He's displaying every liars tic in the book
I really enjoy your stories and lost your channel for a bit but I subscribed today and listen while I’m working it’s very calming thanks for sharing
I had to come back to rewatch this.. I remember watching this after you uploaded it..
I believe you definitely do bc I’ve had my moments
You sounds honest, i saw Kurt on January 94 and.......i remember......that, i was with a couple of cousins and friends on that show at Seattle Center Arena, i was having fun with all the crowd but somethin captured my mind, i saw him near to me, really near just a couple of steps from me and i looked his eyes, and for a couple of times i thought, "Man, this guy will die soon..." one of my deeply and sadness thoughts about Kurt. Anyway..... i believe in your story. Cheers
Were his eyes saying "I'm done with life"?
Thanks for sharing man, much appreciated
Wow, that's really interesting, I'm blown away by your story, for what it's worth I believe you. In fact this story really put me on the "he was murdered" side!
Happy birthday, John! Be healthy, strong, happy and whatewer you wish will get to you!:-)
Thank you for sharing this story. And I believe you, too. Life is just too weird to rule anything out, man.
OMG these stories gave me goosebumps and made me feel so sad. 😭😭😭 I just recently discovered this channel. Thanks 4 share all your anecdotes
Thank you!
hey man thanks for sharing all these stories and glad i found your channel
I really enjoyed listening to your story bro. You did the right thing by not telling him. Just cherish those last moments you had with him man. I’d give just about anything to have been able to meet him.
I believe in paranormal stuff, and thanks very much for all these videos , they are gold
Plow Twist: This guy is actually just so ashamed of living with his mom he refuses to see her doing his laundry, and claims its was all a ghost.
Hahaha
I really appreciate this story man. I know those weird feelings and weird occurrences happening too. My uncle passed away January 26th, 2017 while riding Soul Cycle in the Castro in San Francisco. He was living a healthier lifestyle and pushing himself too hard over the past weeks which resulted in his heart attack that day. It was so weird because I had talked to him the Tuesday before he died on Thursday. We were all planning as a family to go celebrate his 50th birthday in Palm Springs. As time goes on weird things start happening. I'm always hearing his favorite music in restaurants I go to and public places I go. I got a tattoo in memory for him on the 28th of this year and the entire time during the tattoo session, all the music he liked was playing in the shop. Weird stuff man! Cheers.
I believe you! Thank you for sharing your experience. Kurt is my idol since I was 13 years old, he (even though I was just a little girl when he died) is part of my life!!
Crazy stuff man, I don't normally buy into a lot of paranormal stuff but I can tell your being honest. You never know, we only have five senses and there's a lot of shit out there that we can't see or explain.
Wow! Just wow! I don't know how I wound up here, but thank you for sharing this. I believe you. Don't listen to doubters. I have had many strange things like this happen to me over the years. It just is the way that it is, and can't be questioned regarding it's 'reality.' I remember exactly where I was when I heard the news. How final. How sad. But now, suddenly, 26 years later, it's suddenly become forefront in my mind. As if coming from elsewhere. Nagging questions, thoughts, etc. about what truly happened. It's like I've almost become obsessed with needing to know the truth. I've had enough of these odd things occur over my lifetime to know that when it happens, it's not coming from me. And now I find myself here watching this. I think I just received my answer. Now, why hasn't anything been done about it, and will anything EVER be done about it?? Justice should be served... Again, thank you for coming forward, risking judgement, and being honest. Blessings to you.
My condolences to you brother. I believe you 💯%. I have been conducting paranormal research since my first experience when I was 12. 23 years later I am still at it. During those 23 years I have had people claim basically the same thing that you are claiming to have experienced. Each and every one of these people did not tell the other person for fear of ridicule, or their own individual reason. But honestly, how do you walk up to a friend and say by the way, I heard a ghost told me that you were going to be murdered. I'm sure your friend would look at you like yeah okay. Just be glad that you have a personal relationship with the greatest of all time. I still remember the day when they announced that Kurt Cobain had passed, and it's one of those moments that you will remember forever. 2 and 2 never added up and I truly believe that Courtney had him murdered. She had $10 million reasons to do so, and I truly believe that Kurt would have been happier person without her and his life. But the one thing I am for certain is that he did not kill himself. He was dead before the needle ever came out of his arm. And the incompetence of the Seattle Police Department allow a murderer to walk the streets freely and still stay in the Limelight. You cannot live on the what ifs my friend, just enjoy the memories that you all made together, and rejoice in them. One love!
Living Incarnation of Christ, he looks just like my father! He's Alice and well in another universe!! I'm a Medium!
Alive not Alice
Dont give up on kurt.keep doin what yur doin.it will all come to light.if not atleast Kurt knows who cares.ive been watching everything bout his passing n i cannot believe this happened to him.poor kid if it was suicide he was probably drove to the shit with depression and super negativity someone pushin.or if it was murder.idk its a big loss.hope everything gets better 4 u.u kno yur buddy is still around u and the bean.RIP KURT.my bucket list i wanna go 2 aberdeen n see his statue n park n bridge cuz he was great n humble down 2 earth so ive heard n deserves good people to be around him even though at this time its only spiritually.
Great video with a nice run time. Thank you for sharing. : )
It always startled me indeed how they were rushed from tour to tour in those last months. And I believe it explains a lot about how a drug addicted superfamous guy with not much attention or time to himself could suddenly end up as drastic as suicide. I mean, the time and place where it happened were very much the reason that it happened. It had nothing to do with him being a guy feeling sorry for himself. Complete exhaustion is what led him to suicide, and everything that was going wrong at the time hit him harder than usual.
yes, I hear you
Frances owns a lot!! But yeah he did surround himself with a few really good women before he met her
Yup. Look at the people in the "27 club." All of whom were pushed by others to perform, leading to burn out. Jimi's end was very similar
Also, some thing that Alice Wheeler talked about in Kurt & Courtney, how Kurt was being kept away from his friends and even worse that his friends were being monitored by people who worked for Courtney. So here is a guy who is on the one hand achieving everything he had ever hoped for: People love and respect his music and he gets paid. He finds and marries a woman that he admires. Being uncomfortable with the massive attention that has nothing to do with him personally but is all around him forces him to find comfort with his wife and they both get addicted to heroin at the same time.
Out of love for his hobby but also pride for his achievements he will not give up his band even though the weird kind of attention (with a lot of negative sides like stalkers and obsessed journalists) will only become more and more. And thus, more people will depend on his achievements for their livelihood. Actually the more succes you achieve, the more people want from you and the amount of people wanting shit from you increases as well. Comes to a point where you are sort of the CEO and everybody wants to take care of you.
You are kept away from your old friends. You want to trust your wife who is the only place and person where you can hide from all the world that makes you paranoid. And you find comfort in heroin which makes you even more paranoid.
And then one day the accounting follows and everybody turns on you and it hits you at the same time. Management ignores your pleas for a break, the band wants you to get your act together, your wife wants to pursue her own ambitions even though you want to take it easy, all contact becomes unpleasant because the need for financial gain is always right under the surface. And then they all tie together to command you to stop using heroin while they make it harder than ever.
Just even try to imagine how sick a kind of paranoia, anger, guilt and defeat you will feel if you still pick up a needle. I think the result speaks for itself and is pretty much what every 'normal' person would do. Kurt was everything BUT insane.
I mean, within an hour after he was found dead some guy filmed his body from behind his house. THAT'S how insane and hostile the world had become for him.
Hank Clock been there
I got chills just imagining hearing sounds and checking to find nothing
100% honest- when you started talking about seeing things for yourself at the beginning (I forget exactly what you said), my lamp turned itself on. How weird is that!
Thank you for sharing your story I believe you 100% again thank you ❤️
Hey there, just found your channel. I believe you. I know how it is to tell stories that might not be believed.
There was a time that Kurt hung around with me, in the early days when I lived down the street from the Meat Puppets. I didn't know who he was at the time. Someday I'll have to tell those tales, they were pretty funny.
I've had some paranormal stuff happen as well. Not about Kurt. One weird one about Shannon from Blind Melon, back during that same time period when I worked at Impact, in Tempe. Yeah, I should put that out there.
Thanks for sharing,
Keep On, Keepin' On
~Corinne
Hi John I hope you are doing well, I was listening to your current music and shared it with my adopted kids, I also shared this video with them because unfortunately we recently lost a family member to fentanyl! I was having intense nightmares and one so bad I woke up three times having a panic attack and I knew someone was going to die but I couldn’t recall the dream. Whatever it was it was so scary I blocked it out but barely two days later my family member died. I was also seeing a lot of signs and synchronicities it was so bad I was legit scared. I truly believe we do receive messages and warning signs. I even tried to warn my family specifically about the one that passed on but they just didn’t understand how serious it was. These things don’t happen to me all the time thankfully but I’ve had multiple premonition dreams over the past 20 years and I take them seriously. I know multiple other people have these experiences too.
Thank you for sharing this. Another prove Kurt wanted to live is that he shared to you his phone numbers ( Two !! ). Kurt does not deserved to be murdered.
Wow Jon I've watched probably all your videos with stories about Nirvana and Kurt but somehow I missed this one. WHAT A HEAD TRIP!! And my condolences for losing a good friend. I am of the same opinion regarding his death. That the Seattle police won't investigate this as a murder is an outrage
I absolutely believe in paranormal experiences. Thank you so much for sharing, I love hearing your memories/stories. I lost my Brother a few years ago, and I've seen some "crazy" things happen. Luckily I was around my Mother when we witnessed the higher power energy. For example, I went to my Mothers place the day that he died. We said to eachother that we need to go through his safe. After I said the word "safe", a rock was thrown at my Mothers patio door, not once, but twice it happened. I believe he was telling us that he was safe. Mind you, the rocks came from a little bamboo plant that was in the middle of a table. So there was no way they could've just dropped on the floor. I've seen other unexplainable things happen too. I know people will think that I'm probably crazy, but we know what we've seen, together. I wish the best for everybody
thanks for sharing your memories
So, what can I say? My good friend from very popular and well known band died from hearthstop. We all were crying, and everyone felt kind of shame about it.. You know.. And after year another frontman from a little less well known band came touring to our town, and off course, he came to me, we were good friends too, and I did a kind of unplugged kontzert in my house, and there was the same story: candles, he played songs, that he never played "life", and in that time some company began to make tribute alboom to him, and my cover should be the first one, so he told me: " If something like one year before will happen to me, please dont get my songs lost". I said: "No, wtf, you?! Why you should die, you are crazy, shut up...', and he stopped me and told " JUST KEEP IT!" All right, 2 weaks after I hade a gig in one little town, and my wife called me by phone, and asked; "You are not on the stage?" I said, no, we did it, well, cool and she said "....... dead because of heart stop". Two my friends, who was playing with same music, was dead one after one... So, what can I say? That was not in my hands to stop somebody from death. I am a keeper. And, after one weak my wife called me in the night to kitchen. He was allready dead, but we saw him sitting on the chear. We was shocked, runned out, I took my gun, dont know why... But the mirrage dissapeared. Everything is right. You KNEW about, but what could you to make, to do? Nothing, we are too much little to understand the meaning of the world.
I believe you. Thanks for sharing.
I’m sensitive to energy of those who have passed as well as being an empathic intuitive. So, basically sensitive to different types of energy.....It can be uncomfortable, but I also receive very positive messages. I will never to back to the Baltimore House and Gardens in NC, however. Trust your intuition, it’s a gift. Blessings.
MTV unplugged was Kurt's hint that's he's going to leave us,it was not his usual attitude.. Totally different calm Kurt..
One of their best performances. The setting in hindsight was pretty eerie.
Another thing I wanted to say is dont worry/stress too much about selling the note or anything else Kurt gave you. We have to do what we have to do to get by!
I saw him perform December 10, 1993 - one of the best concerts ever. Bonus we were 15 feet from him the entire concert. Just mesmerizing.
I've also experienced the paranormal. When my dad died in 2000, I went home to new Orleans to my mom's house to grieve and I was laying in my old bed and bedroom. I fell into a deep and calming sleep. In a little while, I woke up, but kept my eyes closed, just resisting getting up and I felt someone sit on my bed next to me, and started rubbing my back, consoling me. I was frozen. Then I felt my bed lift up a little as if it got up off the bed, and I opened my eyes, no one there.
Insane experience, I'm definitely not a believer in the paranormal, but having vivid premonitions about things like this, is definitely food for thought. Unfortunately, it really seems like Kurt could have been saved if it wasn't for the circumstances around him.
Maybe it is hindsight that causes people to rethink all the instances around Kurt.
Hey dude, Love your stories and stuff! Btw I lived in a closet too. It was kind of a walk in closet. Had room for like a mattress and desk lol
My friend supposedly moved in their circle, or those circles, and said she knew what happened but she would never tell anybody anything more than that since she was basically afraid to say anything.
Fuck , rip Kurt , thank you for posting this
I believe you, I grew up in a house that had quite a bit of paranormal activity in it, anyone that stayed there didn't want to stay again after one night. It used to scare me, somethings still do but now I'm mostly curious about when I do hear or see things. I live in a house now built in 1901 don't ask me how I know but there is a man and woman spirit in here I believe I hear them talking to one another. Anyway I feel the need to say, don't hold on to any guilt because you didn't tell him what you heard, it wasn't meant for you to tell him to prevent it, that was already written, it was for you to get the chance to see him one last time, to impact your life in a way that will one day help you impact anothers life in a positive way. Hope youre cool with me saying that, if not I apologize.
I believe you sir. Odd things do happen. RIP kurt.
Kurt was absolutely murdered, so i believe your story. God that's absolutely bone-chilling.
I believe you. I would also like to point out you've got some shadowy anomalies throughout this video. It may just be your camera/lighting combo, but there were several times I rewound certain parts that seemed more than just technological issues. Especially in the upper right most side of the screen and it also seemed like shadows were passing from right to left.
Weird?? I must look close
This is beyond wild, crazy even.
But I believe every bit it.
I feel if you told Kurt, there could have been a chance of him still living today. Just a thought.
Come on man. That was kinda cruel. The man followed his instincts and something told him not to say anything at that time.
Just a thought.
I can see what the guy means but dude could’ve been more tactful instead of coming off as a smart ass saying “just a thought” yes I think if dude told Kurt I really think Kurt would be alive as well. But I also agree when your gut tells you to keep your mouth shut maybe it’s best to listen to your gut instinct.
Before yesterday I was reading a few pages of his journal, and there's an entry where he writes about how much he loves his daughter. He wrote that he didn't even like to drive with her in the car, because some accident could happen. He goes on, saying that if they ever divorce, they must do their best to behave well while in the presence of Frances Bean. There's an interview of Dave Grohl in Howard Stern where he admits that the band was about to stop for a while when everything happened. It's also curious that Courtney offered a heart-shaped box to Kurt, through Dave Grohl - and the words of that song are... interesting, given the context. That's also on an video interview.
But, at the same time, Kurt said he loved Courtney, and defended her publicly. So, this is in fact a strange situation. Maybe he didn't want to repeat what he lived as a son, but this time as a father. Maybe he felt a bit humiliated in that relationship, but defend it publicly in order to protect his sense of pride from the public show. I don't buy the suicide, because there's something wrong with all that, but his last photos show him in bad shape. Maybe he was tired, sad, stressed, depressed and high, all at the same time.
Curious, is that mask hanging in background one of the masks from the paramount 91 concert? I remember seeing the light dancers or whatever you call them wearing something very similar.
Personally i believe kurt was murdered i know he wanted out of the industry its a believable story that you said i believe it too
Hey man! Love the channel!
In one of your videos you talked about going to a nirvana show in Salem Oregon at the Salem Armory. I've always been super curious about this show because I was born and raised in Salem (still live there) and have seen many concerts at the armory. I've always wondered what the backstage area looked like and have also always wondered if anyone in the band had anything to say about Salem or did any sight seeing around town. I heard a rumor that Pat bought a guitar from Guitar castle in downtown Salem, the place where I bought my first distortion pedal. If you ever get time to make a video and comment on those things that would be awesome! Also, if you reside in the PNW and are looking for musicians to collaborate with, I'm always looking for new projects! Thanks for making this channel and sharing so many great stories about Kurt and all the other people involved in the story of NIRVANA. keep it up man! Peace.
- Jordan
It was just a room not to big. There was a couch and coffee table also some small tables with food. I dont know what Pat did in town. Im in Tacoma,
Thanks so much!!
Gotcha! Thanks for the reply man!
BETTER Friends Forever.
You are Kurt channeller omg. Keep going. I´m going to explore more videos.
It’s a shame man. In hindsight as soon as you felt it would be the last time you saw him you should have just told him. He might’ve thought you were crazy and cut you off or whatever and even if it did nothing to change history at least you would’ve got it off your chest. Because it was true and it happened. Much love to you man, I can’t say I would’ve acted differently in this scenario either.
Hi. Just curious; Have you been talking to Krist or Tracy recently?
I have not
I believe you and I believe the murder theory because there's a lot of things that don't add up. Thank you for sharing!
how about the house now, do the people still have some strange stuff going on there, it would be interesting to know. (thanks for these videos, I just found yr channel, through the soaked in bleach and stuff going around of it) 🎆
My family has always been very religious. They do not believe in stuffs like that because for them it's the devil. Anyway, after my mother passed away em 2012, i began to wonder more about the afterlife. For me, the story about good people go to heaven and bad people go to hell is very vague. My uncle believes in spiritualism and I started to study more about it, discovering that the afterlife is a very complex (and beautiful) thing. My uncle told me that by the time my mother had cancer, she started to get interested in this subject by asking him several things. I believe she guided me.
She has already visited me in dreams twice, asking about personal things - showing that she would always be with me. My mother never showed up for me or talked to me besides. But after a short time of her death, my uncle felt a presence in his room in the middle of the night. He woke up his boyfriend who is a medium. His boyfriend told him that my mother was there and she wanted to say that "she is fine, but where she is staying it's nothing close to what we were taught about" (as I said, or family is evangelical).
I believe in you. I really think it was a spiritual alert and that's very interesting. To be honest, I'm thinking it was not suicide. Thank you for sharing this knowledge. It's amazing how small we are and how little we know.
(I'm sorry if someone was offended by something I said. I'm not criticizing any religion, just sharing what I've experienced. I'm also not fluent in english so I may not have been able to express myself in some things, but I tried my best).
Wow! Thank you for your note. After my Mom passed my life changed dramatically also. . History is mostly based on stories up until video could be recorded. So history is shrouded in mystery and lack of any proof. In 1000's of years only the last 80 or so years have had video to back up a story. And that is powerful. It is changing things slowly but all myths including religions will fade away but love is real and there are very important facts that stay true to humans and their mutual existence on Earth. We are all in this together.
I'm sorry for your lost! Losing a mother is a horrible pain.
I think you'd like to know about this: you've probably heard about Chapecoense brazilian soccer team's horrible plane crash. The family of one of them received a psychographed letter from him. There is a video about this moment (obviously in portuguese, but I can send you along with news about it). He says it happened for a reason. It happened because in their past lives they caused several air crashes in the war. Crazy, is not it? This is something that not everyone believes and I do not blame them.
But for me, one thing is for sure: we are here to evolve our spirits. We need to be kind and love each other. Love is the most important thing. But such things will not become facts because there is no tangible evidence (if this is the correct way of saying). Like you said, we just start believing in things like that when something inexplicable happens to ourselves.
I want you to know I do believe in a afterlife existence. I apologize for not coming through clear. PLEASE e-mail me. -John myenigma88@hotmail.com I would love to hear more!!
I will. Thank you!
Eve, you did a wonderful job expressing your views in English! Thank you for sharing your experience!
I had that same feeling with both my grandparents. When I drove away, I knew that was the last time I would see them alive.
I met someone who said they had been visited by Kurt's ghost a few times, and indicated his death seemed suspicious. The person seemed very genuine and not a fan at all, had only told one person. They were praying for the whole situation.
I had a similar experience as well
You were at the December 13th 1993 MTV Live and Loud? Amazing show, thanks to that gig i like Nirvana (and thanks to the Unplugged)
That Salem show was December 14th
Jimbo Myers thanks!
I wish you could've told Kurt about what you heard the other day... Anyways, thank you for sharing your story.
It doesn't sound too far out. I've experienced similar a few times. I've even had a dream where I said my goodbyes to someone and the following morning was told they'd passed. Unless you've experience it or are open to it its really hard to understand or explain.
Most of all the tragedy’s I’ve endured up to this point mine best friends family I’ve dreamt em before they happened kinda messed up but it’s only after it happened that I can remember having said nightmare our minds and spirits are really incredible and we only use a small fraction of what we have makes one think
Thanks for sharing. I 💯 believe you. I myself have had really odd experiences that play into all of this. There are things of this world we have very little understanding of and destiny is what it is. I know Kurt was murdered, I sense it, but what can we do to prove it? I hope one day it comes out to redeem his own reputation. He would have never left his daughter.
Your body language is natural and flowing, no shoulder shrugs. Every thing indicates you are telling the truth.
Muito obrigado por compartir!
They burned his body!!! That is what tells me he was murdered!!!!
I don't think you were losing your mind. Actually, I believe you're a good man. God bless you!
NIce shirt man! :)
Great shirt - that is one of the greatest albums ever produced imho. On another note , I apologise 100% in advance if I´m wrong in here , I´m even a fan of the music he does , have seen him live, just the odd meter away from him .
Unfortunately I wasn´t able to interact with him thus getting something out of it , but , I´ve always had this gut feeling that Dylan Carlson was somehow involved in whatever happened on that day or night .
Even these days, I understand recovering from a heroin/methadone addiction takes its toll on anybody ... nonetheless, behind it all , it feels like he´s carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders .
Again I apologise for the speculation , but people THAT addicted as he was at the time have no " friends " as he claimed back then . " Friends " is whoever takes care of your habit - addiction to opiates is one of the most selfish , inhuman experiences one can go through in life .
Plus the people he ( Dylan ) was involved with at the time ... it´s just weird, listening to Earth and having this everlasting impression that the main guy actually had some indirect/direct role in all of this . Do you know him ?
You definitely should have told Kurt bro. Around December is when his fate was decided so it may have helped him. Great story. I definitely believe you.