Kenny - Short Film

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  • Опубліковано 31 гру 2024

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  • @Feversome
    @Feversome 6 років тому +2274

    What a nihilistic short film. I liked how deadpan the humor was and how everything feels so natural and relevant.

  • @mckenziejeanne4508
    @mckenziejeanne4508 2 роки тому +542

    Who else is watching after reading I’m Glad my mom died and realizing how autobiographical it is, down to the “Canada dry”?

    • @crongusclips7836
      @crongusclips7836 Рік тому +11

      So the mom in this is pretty clearly a covert narcissist, I know Jenette’s mom has NPD I’m curious if she was on the covert or overt side, I haven’t read her book yet

    • @themiserychick9219
      @themiserychick9219 Рік тому +2

      Yess

    • @Kaylaw9
      @Kaylaw9 11 місяців тому +1

      Yep

    • @rooms250
      @rooms250 5 місяців тому +1

      The Canada Dry line absolutely kills me.

  • @miamarks2925
    @miamarks2925 3 роки тому +953

    Knowing Jeanette worked to support her family when she was young, this hits differently. Beautiful movie darling. I want to give Kenny, and you a hug.

    • @eunice4838
      @eunice4838 3 роки тому +8

      wordless

    • @hahnkf8111
      @hahnkf8111 3 роки тому +16

      Not everything she makes is about her. I like to think it’s about a middle aged man finally learning that he’s *never* been fulfilled. Instead he was born the depressed kid of the family who has no enthusiasm, who the mom had to try extra hard to love and that’s why he ended up taking care of her in old age. Also it’s clear that Kenny is actually the favorite, not tod. Moms only call least favorites the favorite. She died when she heard he wasn’t taking care of her anymore

    • @nazarboghosian
      @nazarboghosian 3 роки тому +1

      @@hahnkf8111 o wow I did not catch that bout the mom loving Kenny. Thx for the comment

    • @lobaggins3328
      @lobaggins3328 2 роки тому +2

      It’s Jennette

  • @zoelynnesmith
    @zoelynnesmith 2 роки тому +541

    Coming back to these after your book is KILLING ME. The hospital beeps, the wheelchair, even the placement of the scale, the Canada Dry, and the nurse being inappropriate with his dying mom right there. Ugh. I love you I love you I love you. 💕

    • @JaydaJKey
      @JaydaJKey 2 роки тому +19

      Ikrrrr. Watching like 🫣 i can see where she got inspiration.

    • @luna3delrey
      @luna3delrey 4 місяці тому

      i didn’t notice the scale placement where is it? i read the book but i forgot that detail

  • @ilovejesus1432
    @ilovejesus1432 3 роки тому +775

    What a brilliant moment her monitor stops beeping when he mentions he will no longer support her.. it’s like he was her narcissistic supply and she was living off of it. I really enjoyed this short film, I would’ve watched it if it were a whole movie. ❤️ Jennette truly has a genius for directing🙌

    • @thebat8997
      @thebat8997 3 роки тому +25

      True she said her favorite was the one who was barely there

    • @Pickle2222
      @Pickle2222 2 роки тому +7

      Similar to when her mom started to lose control over her and she passed away

    • @MayBlake_Channel
      @MayBlake_Channel Рік тому +3

      I felt so bad at the timing because I can almost imagine him carrying the guilt with him "oh no! I killed her! I should've just kept my mouth shut."

  • @gelozyg1732
    @gelozyg1732 3 роки тому +589

    The nurse trying to grab the phone while he screams that his mother is gonna die..
    Hits really hard

    • @NitaKerns
      @NitaKerns 3 роки тому +10

      So.... that part made me giggle, solely because it reminds me of this one bit from the Roseanne show, when Roseanne and Jackie's father passed away and they are contacting family members. ua-cam.com/video/o0-QswAafVc/v-deo.html (the funny bit starts a minute in).

    • @ashleyjohnson8248
      @ashleyjohnson8248 3 роки тому +6

      @@NitaKerns DADS HAS PASSED AWAY DADS DEAD

    • @NitaKerns
      @NitaKerns 3 роки тому +5

      @@ashleyjohnson8248 DAD!! DEAD!!!! He's fine, he sends his love!

    • @ashleyjohnson8248
      @ashleyjohnson8248 3 роки тому +2

      @@NitaKerns lmao!!

    • @lobaggins3328
      @lobaggins3328 2 роки тому

      Yup. That was just representing his life in general as well

  • @TheMyyTV
    @TheMyyTV 6 років тому +1290

    Its sad...Kenny have such a "huge" family and yet he is completely alone. The "we are all doing part" pissed me of cus Kenny was the only one who wasnt selfish or making excuses.
    I liked the movie, when you said youre making short movie i thought its going to be some kind of comedy, but this was amazing and im happy to watch another one Jennette, keep up the amazing work :)

  • @carlyl2032
    @carlyl2032 4 роки тому +613

    "You don't count Kenny, I'm used to you."
    I relate kind of heavily to this line. Growing up my family lived in the same house as my grandma. I remember at times feeling like she appreciated my cousins more than my sisters and I for a lot of that same attitude, it used to really eat me up. After my grandma died herself I really had to come with terms understanding her position and realizing that it didn't mean she loved us less. But it still bothers me at times today.

  • @berenicerosales6422
    @berenicerosales6422 6 років тому +865

    never realized Canada Dry sounds like "im going to die"

    • @imkluu
      @imkluu 6 років тому +37

      I thought she was saying, "Can I just die?"

    • @darkden123
      @darkden123 6 років тому +3

      It doesnt. Just a rime

    • @SuperVjimenez
      @SuperVjimenez 6 років тому +34

      Reminds me of a bit from the movie “Up in the Air” where George Clooney gets offered a soda on an airplane
      “Would you like the cancer?”
      “I’m sorry, what?”
      “Would you like the can, sir?”

    • @lucasdakonorra598
      @lucasdakonorra598 5 років тому

      So sad

    • @anayelisoria37
      @anayelisoria37 4 роки тому +4

      I thought she said "Can I die?" sounds closer to Canada Dry isn't?

  • @amandamcfarland8554
    @amandamcfarland8554 4 роки тому +658

    Life with a narcissist...... Kenny must be having so many conflicting and confusing emotions and thoughts. Great short film.

  • @garig9790
    @garig9790 4 роки тому +390

    You OBVIOUSLY need to direct a famous movie some day. Your directing skills are extremely outstanding and natural. The way this movie ran felt so smooth. I loved it. I need more of you!❤️
    Ps. I could really FEEL the main character’s emotions, not a lot of films do that with me.

    • @ZacV47
      @ZacV47 3 роки тому +4

      @CryingSike *ended, since iCarly ended, it wasn’t cancelled and also that’s untrue, she did many tv shows and films after iCarly ended, she just now recently stopped

    • @ZacV47
      @ZacV47 3 роки тому +5

      @CryingSike Ik, I’m saying the 2007 iCarly wasn’t canceled, it ended, and she continued to do projects after it, she only recently stopped acting

  • @connormccleary7207
    @connormccleary7207 5 років тому +476

    jeez, because Kenny was with his mom through her hard times he is somehow the least appreciated.

    • @ikewhite6832
      @ikewhite6832 3 роки тому +43

      Surprising how often that happens to people who care for their parents. People suck

    • @LBB511
      @LBB511 9 місяців тому +3

      That’s how it is being a child of a Narcissist; they did everything for you and you did nothing. No matter what the child does.

    • @felixcamber4726
      @felixcamber4726 8 місяців тому

      @@hahnkf8111I’m sorry I don’t get it. Objectively, you’re saying that it’s best to just leave folks in their times of need?

  • @AlexaWilliams-m2b
    @AlexaWilliams-m2b Рік тому +81

    It’s interesting because I feel like in this film, Kenny is a representation of how Jen feels on the inside and Todd is the representation of her “screen personality”. The mom was most fixated on Todd and not so much Kenny. Brilliant writing ❤

    • @DiAllinson
      @DiAllinson 11 місяців тому +4

      That is a good observation

    • @fefri
      @fefri 6 місяців тому

      Boa!

  • @jazzzen2173
    @jazzzen2173 5 років тому +263

    This is such a realistic, yet lighthearted depiction of everyday loss. I enjoyed how the clear, vibrant camera work is in contrast to the dark topic of death and sadness. The main characters mannerisms were very clumsy and quirky. The way he interacts with the other characters just seem so, IDK human. Great job with subtly telling the story without trying to over explain the struggles of this character.

  • @Beyond_Reach
    @Beyond_Reach 6 років тому +637

    IGHT JUNNETTE I SEE YOU, this was really freaking good like real talk. Now I'm just praying that Junnette McCurdy becomes a famous director and directs big high budget films. I would watch them all

    • @hallebuurman4030
      @hallebuurman4030 3 роки тому +4

      Jennette*

    • @Seraxphae
      @Seraxphae 3 роки тому +12

      @@hallebuurman4030 not you replying to a 2year old comment 😭

    • @AyaTheTyga
      @AyaTheTyga 3 роки тому +3

      @@Seraxphae not me stalking this thread

    • @mirasdead
      @mirasdead 3 роки тому +3

      @@AyaTheTyga Not me laughing about this

    • @lula_freebird
      @lula_freebird 3 роки тому +1

      @@AyaTheTyga not me wondering wth

  • @ellywebbmusic
    @ellywebbmusic 4 роки тому +495

    “you don’t count kenny, i’m used to you.”
    “todddd, my favorite, my absolute favorite.”
    “i’m the only one who’s been doing a part.”
    “we’re all doing parts, just in different ways.”
    *monitor stops*

    • @veru6907
      @veru6907 3 роки тому +25

      we watched the video

    • @anioop9013
      @anioop9013 3 роки тому +28

      @@veru6907
      She was just quoting something damn :/

    • @veru6907
      @veru6907 3 роки тому +10

      @@anioop9013 but what's the point, she didn't add anything, it's like she would post a gif from the video we just watched

    • @maddie6757
      @maddie6757 3 роки тому +2

      @@veru6907 ikr i hate when people do that

    • @anioop9013
      @anioop9013 3 роки тому +4

      @@veru6907 That's fair. I see where your coming from just sounds passive aggressive lmafo sorry

  • @jamesmma9132
    @jamesmma9132 6 років тому +2441

    This shit looks so professional
    Great job Jennette

  • @NostalgiaMan
    @NostalgiaMan 3 роки тому +402

    This makes me never want to entertain another person in my entire life ever again.

    • @Thatswackybr0
      @Thatswackybr0 3 роки тому +3

      Hello

    • @trulywxst
      @trulywxst 3 роки тому +3

      I see you everywhere in comment sections

    • @strawberrylia655
      @strawberrylia655 3 роки тому +1

      I see you all the time in sniperwolf video

    • @bug3964
      @bug3964 3 роки тому

      Been there seen there since u where not verified

  • @fatmaalawadhi4720
    @fatmaalawadhi4720 6 років тому +567

    The sad thing is that Kenny took care of her all these years but I don’t feel like she appreciates it
    Its sad 😞
    And she was just looking forward for meeting the rest of her family
    I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ I feel like it’s messed up 😢

    • @Poshmickey
      @Poshmickey 6 років тому +55

      fatma alawadhi it’s called life, people near you don’t always appreciate what you sacrifice for them because they don’t know. It’s hard and it’s a bit messed up but it’s life

    • @rachel6381
      @rachel6381 5 років тому +10

      I think it's because she's her son. And maybe she probably expected her son to take care of her anyway. Just like how a mother is supposed to take care and raise her son. And you don't really think about it because you have to. I guess when you're old that what happens and it's not uncommon. A lot of kids when they're in their mid adult area end up taking care of their parents if they're hurt or old.

    • @riverdaletales8457
      @riverdaletales8457 4 роки тому +4

      My mom would never act like that and my older brother probably wouldn't either sad to see ungrateful sons and daughters

    • @ninja-in-black9841
      @ninja-in-black9841 4 роки тому

      Yea

    • @katalystkatapatheticalyssa5987
      @katalystkatapatheticalyssa5987 4 роки тому +2

      @@rachel6381 This is my experience. I started as a caregiver for my father at 27 and he vocalize this often.

  • @jjval5570
    @jjval5570 3 роки тому +479

    It’s not Kenny it’s Jenny. We hear you queen💞

    • @casscat7
      @casscat7 2 роки тому +7

      i feel so bad for her..

    • @Revella_notvanella
      @Revella_notvanella 2 роки тому +7

      I don't think she wants pity. That's art.

  • @jazibshamsi2619
    @jazibshamsi2619 6 років тому +777

    A pretty good short film. I liked the last part but his life didn't really change when his mom passed away. He was just using it as an excuse in some respect of being held back. While other succeded. Although he just kept getting shit on by his family members. It showed how superficial people are.

    • @lisamadison203
      @lisamadison203 5 років тому +71

      Jazib Shamsi I get it now! Like the brother said “Nobody makes anyone anything”. Kenny’s life was the way it was because he allowed it to be that way.

    • @lorelaigilmore813
      @lorelaigilmore813 5 років тому +24

      @@lisamadison203 He was probably trained into being that way. Never got far enough away to see it. Look up DaughtersOfNarcissisticMothers.com. Beware, it might open your eyes.

    • @carolinapiassa6818
      @carolinapiassa6818 5 років тому +42

      I don't think that kenny was using his mom situation to held Him back. In the end, he didn't have this burden upon his shoulders anymore, but after living a long time in this terms, taking care of his mom by himself, it seems like he doesn't know what to do besides sit down on the couch without no one calling him all the time.

    • @anayelisoria37
      @anayelisoria37 4 роки тому +10

      I think is a 50/50 situation, I mean, he seems a good guy, he wont just let her sick mother to rotten. Even if she was a shitty person.

    • @arriannaniv
      @arriannaniv 3 роки тому +26

      Trauma and abuse survivors can take literally decades to recover. That’s some victim blaming mantra you got there.
      Narcissists in particular have a few types of children they try to make including their personal slave, and the student. There are other ones too, but these two were shown in the brothers.
      People don’t just bounce back the only things you see is him playing music (arguably his form of healing) and eating on his couch, in his own home. What’s he gonna do in such a short period of time after that?

  • @ooliebearfirestone9798
    @ooliebearfirestone9798 3 роки тому +152

    And the look on Kenny's face when his mom said "you don't count kenny i see you all the time" poor guy.

  • @PppPpp-jj4jy
    @PppPpp-jj4jy 6 років тому +1483

    Did anyone notice that Nora from iCarly was the nurse?

    • @jeffrutan8521
      @jeffrutan8521 6 років тому +25

      Ppp Ppp I miss gibby

    • @Lauren_210
      @Lauren_210 6 років тому +74

      Oh shit I didn't realize it was her! At first, I thought it was Jennette but dyed her hair brunette lol.

    • @jeffrutan8521
      @jeffrutan8521 6 років тому +39

      Lauren210 I suddenly have a craving for spaghetti tacos😂

    • @jamaalharris5339
      @jamaalharris5339 6 років тому +32

      Yea and todd is from school of rock.

    • @shuriwitwicky6646
      @shuriwitwicky6646 6 років тому +6

      Nora thicc

  • @GrowWildOutdoors
    @GrowWildOutdoors 9 місяців тому +7

    As a parentified only child that was completely isolated & frequently moved around (no friends, no family), it's extremely rare to feel seen.
    Thank you for this. I was very proud of Kenny for standing up for himself; I wish I'd had the courage to do the same.

  • @tcwascawy1
    @tcwascawy1 6 років тому +118

    Excruciating Irony, painful, unvarnished truth and a wise for your years Chaplinesque sense of everything-is-funny-if-it-happens-to-someone-else. Brilliant, terse, terrific. Kudos Ms. M!

  • @KenoSNeal
    @KenoSNeal 2 роки тому +17

    In the middle of reading your book. Seeing the reference of your mother in the wheelchair asking for the remote and making him feel guilty for leaving... HITS DIFFERENT. You were giving subtle hints. Your book is a masterpiece btw. I'm really enjoying this read.

  • @iPhsck3r
    @iPhsck3r 6 років тому +355

    Would love to see a sequel that shows where Kenny ends up. In a eerily similar situation to this and I gotta say, this is so well done, it was hard for me to watch. Really hard. I mean, I even have the rich, successful asshole brother with the perfect life everyone envies and loves. Would love to see where Kenny ends up though, because when my mom is finally gone, I have serious thoughts of just roping myself. My mom seems pretty grateful for me, unlike Kenny's, but she can take advantage and forget to be appreciative from time to time. Besides, when caretaking becomes your life, you sort of lose the rest of it, like Kenny. Fiance left, friends are gone to the side, so my mom's kinda all I have now. Not entirely sure how it came quite to this point and hold no grudges against my mom, but I don't really have a life of my own to go back to living anymore. Sort of hard to know where to start rebuilding. Don't even know where to find the motivation. Quite often feels like just going through motions. Again, this was really well done. Love art that makes me feel and reflects real life so very damn well. So very, very damn well.

    • @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial
      @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial  6 років тому +140

      thanks for sharing. glad that you relate and enjoyed and reflected after watching. love to you!

    • @iPhsck3r
      @iPhsck3r 6 років тому +44

      @@JennetteMcCurdyOfficial Thanks for taking the time to reply. Absolutely made my day. Always nice to see a celebrity or athlete who remembers their fans.

    • @sophiarivera7364
      @sophiarivera7364 5 років тому +10

      Thank you for sharing. Just know it means a lot that sharing this made someone else feel less alone. You can make it through. You are loved and make a notable, positive effect on those both closest to you and farthest away. Best of luck going forward. I believe in you.

    • @taylorpham9019
      @taylorpham9019 4 роки тому +3

      I really hope your feeling better, since it’s been a year since you posted this. I’m feeling it to, but we can pull through. Sending good vibes.

    • @bb25552
      @bb25552 4 роки тому +4

      Lord Naxxar I hope you’re doing well now, there’s always people out there who love you even if you don’t know it or they haven’t come into your life yet.

  • @jarretberenson1214
    @jarretberenson1214 5 років тому +96

    “I just installed these hanging bars in my gym”.
    I’m sorry, but that was the best line in this film.

  • @salvatorelanzilotta386
    @salvatorelanzilotta386 6 років тому +99

    This was absolutely incredible. I’ve always had a soft spot for short films and it’s plain to see that you put a ton of time and effort into this project. You managed to capture the highs, lows, and general mediocrity found in many modern families and touched deeply upon a very important subject. Please please keep up the fantastic work and never stop you amazingly beautiful and talented young woman😍

  • @sagency
    @sagency 3 роки тому +78

    I've never known anything about Jennette McCurdy other than watching her on iCarly. She was always my favorite character. Knowing the struggles she's been through makes this film even more triumphant. Not the film, of course. Kenny leads a sad life! But to go from in front of the camera, to behind it, seems like an effortless transition. Well done, Jennette! Brilliant. You have an unsinkable spirit and talent beyond measure!

  • @saber_marionette
    @saber_marionette 6 років тому +404

    This is really very good! I love how you add comedy to an otherwise depressing situation. Keep it up!

    • @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial
      @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial  6 років тому +82

      thanks so much!!

    • @KadenClips
      @KadenClips 3 роки тому +4

      @Ashlyn Snook director*

    • @swooshtay7993
      @swooshtay7993 3 роки тому +1

      @@KadenClips she good at both

    • @KadenClips
      @KadenClips 3 роки тому

      @@swooshtay7993 yes but she quit acting, she was* a good actor

    • @darrylwilkinson4131
      @darrylwilkinson4131 3 роки тому

      I must say Jennette you are quite the acting babe who is also such an amazing chick at making everything fun for all of us viewers

  • @truemo1123
    @truemo1123 2 роки тому +90

    Love this short film so much. I just finished Jennette's book "I'm glad my Mom Died" and I can see this short is loosely based around her mom being in the hospital. The portion where she says "I'm gonna die" and Kenny says "No don't say that Mom" and then realizing she wants Canady Dry, that's when I knew Jennette used personal moments in her life for this short film. Such genius writing and really hits differently.

    • @nataliejcb
      @nataliejcb 7 місяців тому

      Yes, and when he said "I need to go to the bathroom" and it seems unspectacular, whereas Jennette went to the bathroom in that moment to throw up.. it hits so hard

  • @Bmoran325
    @Bmoran325 6 років тому +169

    Before I knew, it had ended, I was very captivated and loved the whole thing, and you could really see the feelings in Kenny's face , and having to deal with a family like that, well I can't imagine how I'd manage to go a second without calling anyone out on all the BS, poor Kenny it's hard to imagine someone might be going through it , Props to the car scene, I felt his anxiety and frustration between wanting to do something and having to do the other, that's some claustrophobic stuff

  • @jamesentertainment9030
    @jamesentertainment9030 5 років тому +103

    I like this short film a lot. I think the opening shots were really well done, and although most probably didn't notice, the background audio was superb and consistent throughout the whole film. The comedy added along with the dramatic tension is a combination that really works. The funniest part was when Todd said 'I can't hear you' when Kenny was trying to tell him Mom is dying haha. Two quotes in particular were really powerful, "Nobody makes anybody anything, we make ourselves," and "You don't count Kenny, I'm used to you." really good writing there.

    • @lobaggins3328
      @lobaggins3328 2 роки тому

      I liked those two as well. Very clever of her.

  • @XyZolda
    @XyZolda 6 років тому +240

    Just found this channel and my childhood just got better

  • @viobearr
    @viobearr 3 роки тому +44

    this film, despite its short length, made me very emotional and cry a lot. it just hits too close to home in my current situation. my family has been struggling with taking care of our grandmother (she has been very abusive towards all of us), and my father is the one who sacrifices the most just to meet her needs. she doesnt appreciate him as much as she should because she's used to him and her favorite is her other son, just like in this film. Kenny also resembles my father, so it's just an extra crying bonus.
    i hope our family's struggle will end soon, and we can all finally heal from our situation.

    • @taylermiller5736
      @taylermiller5736 3 роки тому +2

      I’m going through something similar,I’m 19 ,I’m currently helping my dad take care of my mom,I have a twin and two older siblings but they already moved out and have lives but they barely come around,my twin he’ll stay the night when he’s off but he still doesn’t help, he’ll usually go see his friends and usually stay in his room. And Everytime I bring up the topic of me getting a job my parents will tell me that I have too wait and my other siblings are like “mom needs help” Eventhough they barely come around and it’s just me

  • @AndrewSwansonFilms
    @AndrewSwansonFilms 6 років тому +78

    This was so impressive! I loved the storytelling and how I could really feel for the title character with his performance and the editing. The dialogue felt natural and the directing was really good, I loved it!

  • @SonjaPond
    @SonjaPond 2 роки тому +18

    The RELIEF I felt when he said “I’m not gonna take care of her anymore” and the monitor stopped. Wow. I loved the dark comedy and the editing and music and the emotional power this film had. Thank you for making it.

  • @jeremycoleman2736
    @jeremycoleman2736 6 років тому +165

    Brilliant Jennette!

  • @youraristrocatmom4108
    @youraristrocatmom4108 3 роки тому +42

    Y’all really need to realize that there’s men boys girls women really out here living with narcissistic families and it feels like you can’t do nothing but sit and stay confused I’ve experienced and my bf did too and it’s honestly heartbreaking to think that the only person who you want to be there for you isn’t even trying to be loving truthful caring about u

  • @bobburnham6258
    @bobburnham6258 6 років тому +89

    great piece of film making, makes you wonder what Kenny will do now.

    • @moreelosilva9407
      @moreelosilva9407 5 років тому +3

      No no no !!! 😋There is no more Kenny after this . That's it. .... Just kiddin man ... I to hate it when your watching something good and it ends leaving you wanting more. 😅

  • @LovelyLiefie
    @LovelyLiefie 2 роки тому +4

    Jeanette, imagining how terribly difficult, healing, heartbreaking, scary, angering - this must’ve been to put together is so overwhelming. Thank you for making this video, and for writing your book. They’ve both resonated so deeply with me. Thank you.

  • @AmaZaneChannel
    @AmaZaneChannel 5 років тому +440

    I really enjoyed this ❤️

  • @esmeraldaacevedo9480
    @esmeraldaacevedo9480 5 років тому +97

    Omg braeden from wallows and the nurse is Nora from icarly
    Also this is so good, felt like a movie. Amazing job Jeannette ❤

  • @juancarlostellez9285
    @juancarlostellez9285 6 років тому +84

    I think you're amazing Jennette

  • @JasonsBasementBand
    @JasonsBasementBand 3 роки тому +19

    The direction this went in was flawless. You have an amazing writing and directing talent! The guy who played Kenny was perfect choice too. Can’t wait to see other projects you do! 🙌🏻

  • @KamilHenri
    @KamilHenri 5 років тому +50

    This was fantastic. Really talented actors. The pacing was really well done, especially with the cutty editing. This is a personal subject that might not apply to everyone, but is very important to get out there regardless. Am really looking forward to the future of your career Jeanette!

  • @memandylov
    @memandylov 2 роки тому +5

    This hits hard on its own, but after reading "I'm glad my mom died" everything hits on a completely different level. It's a beautiful thing when a writer is able to draw from their own experiences and convey them in such a way that the viewer can experience those emotions for themselves. Beautifully done and I really hope to see so much more

  • @Redcherry09
    @Redcherry09 6 років тому +63

    This looks so cute and amazing. Well done Jeanette you did a great job. Never stop doing what you love because people take great inspiration from you! Your so polite and seem very down to earth. Well done hun!! 💗

  • @sierracromwell2010
    @sierracromwell2010 5 років тому +3

    Wow, what genius writing. The explicit showing of the mother’s health declining as her support system dissolved and rejected her. The fact that she was coming back with the family nearby, and immediately died when the others rejected Kenny’s plea for help. Mother’s spirit knew that Kenny loving his own life would be the best thing for hers and her son’s health but her hope was smashed when the rest of her loved ones would not support her on her life path. Family and trauma affect the body and soul! Just discovering your channel Jeanette and I’m also on a healing journey from childhood trauma and an eating disorder. I can see you are very wise and working very hard on who you are, so beautiful! Thank you for these films

  • @eveningpetrichor
    @eveningpetrichor 6 років тому +69

    Oh Jennette, my heart! This is so masterful and painful and beautiful. I cannot wait to see your next project!

    • @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial
      @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial  6 років тому +33

      means a lot angel Sophia. also, there is a character in my next short named Sophia!!

  • @babybat029
    @babybat029 3 роки тому +7

    This seemed so incredibly real, the amount of raw emotion was surreal. Kenny didn't really have to say anything and I could've still felt everything in my soul, Great job Jennette.

  • @nixxhimself
    @nixxhimself 6 років тому +27

    This was wonderful! You can really feel life eating him alive inside. The last shot he looked so relieved

  • @tc98rocks
    @tc98rocks 2 роки тому +10

    im so thankful for this because i quit my dreams at 20 years old to take care of my dying mother until i was 24 when she needed hospice. i feel like im finally recognized and appreciated for the help i did because my moms family never even said thank you. thank you so much.

    • @tc98rocks
      @tc98rocks 2 роки тому +1

      also i have that same guitar rig LOL

    • @thepotentpineal6843
      @thepotentpineal6843 2 роки тому

      I am in the same boat as you I started at 19 and currently here at 23 still and for all the ones that were never said here thank you for being a genuine kind hearted human with true consideration for others we appreciate you

    • @TheKillahKyla
      @TheKillahKyla 2 роки тому

      I hope you are pursuing your dreams now 💕

  • @infintyplayer16
    @infintyplayer16 6 років тому +22

    First and I am so glad that you put this out for everyone to see!!! I hope your Indie career goes far in Hollywood!!!

  • @aprilburton4218
    @aprilburton4218 2 роки тому +8

    I just finished absorbing Jennette's book and seeing the parallels in the short film felt like an Easter egg hunt. The loneliness/otherness throughout really sticks with me, too. Thank you, Jennette, for creating

  • @hi-yf3pq
    @hi-yf3pq 6 років тому +85

    My childhood had entered the chat

  • @suzideck3496
    @suzideck3496 10 місяців тому +2

    I am sobbing at this film. I have read your book three times now. I was raised homeschooled, and a member of the church of latter day saints, in a small town called Logan, Utah. My dad is deaf, and is really easily infuenced by my mother, who is very narcisisstic. When I read your book, I don't feel alone. Our paths are obviously very different, but I have been in the spot constantly comforting my mother, "You're not a bad mom, mommy!" and holding HER while she cries and abused me. There is so much comfort I find in reading your books, because I realize I am not alone, and I have never been alone. You are such an amazing author, director, and human. You are fierce, and unique, and someone, someone who is going to change the entire world with your words. I cannot wait to continue to see your work, and support your words. Your words really helped me, and I know they are continuing to help others.

  • @bpower2009
    @bpower2009 5 років тому +44

    I loved the feel of this film. Not over dramatized, just really real

  • @daniidinomilk
    @daniidinomilk 2 роки тому +3

    Jennette, you inspire me so much. I grew up my whole life blind not seeing how I was truly being treated. As a child, Sam was my favorite character and she always made me laugh. She was blunt and I related to that. I grew up and realized how horrible the things my family had put me through actually were. You were hurting, and I also related to that. All of the shame and guilt through a lens of seeming happiness. This label that no longer suits you is all people can see you as, but you’re far more than that. The way that you use your platform to share your pain with the world truly fills me with joy. I have never seen a celebrity be so authentic and true to themself. You have such a beautiful way of expressing yourself and I hope you continue to share your experiences 🖤 I have never felt less alone

  • @mereSwamp
    @mereSwamp 3 роки тому +5

    Please keep making more Jennette. This is the first one I've watched and I can tell the rest are amazing. This one really hit home for me in a sort of healing way. I hope you are able to heal completely. Just know and remember that it's important to focus on healing. Forgiveness and letting go will come naturally after the healing so you don't have to force it.

  • @carlyl2032
    @carlyl2032 4 роки тому +7

    I really liked this film. You really emphasize with Kenny and feel the struggle of his life, along with the helplessness he feels as he deals with everyone's self importance and like of general compassion. It's extremely relatable for people who suffer from depression as well.

  • @berenicerosales6422
    @berenicerosales6422 6 років тому +35

    im so proud of you Jennette .!!❤
    you did so great on this film 👏

  • @user-infinity-train
    @user-infinity-train 4 роки тому +19

    Jentte makes the best short films I've ever seen. The one called Independent women really surprised me at the end.

  • @solannacamacho5743
    @solannacamacho5743 3 роки тому +4

    Im 2 years late to this. But. Your film is really emotional. My grandmother is on oxygen, and is slowly dying with covid-19-19 symptoms and I've been staying with her since the beginning of the pandemic. She has always favored me since i was a baby and she told that no one appretiates her love and told that i am what makes her stronger. I support her so much and the rest of the family doesnt. It saddens me that no one ever visited her ever. And i can relate to "kenny" so much. My family doesnt know the pain my grandmother goes through ever single day. I try not to think about when she dies because she is the only one that understands me for who i really am. Instead of how many i reach out to. I always get made fun of for my being "grandmas little girl" thank god i checked this video out. Sending love and light to anyone who is going through the same thing.

  • @evambknl6546
    @evambknl6546 4 роки тому +7

    I’ve lost count of how many times I’ve watched this short film, but I’m back at it again !! This is the best short film I have ever seen, such a meaningful message and it makes me cry every time ! I can’t get enough of this you are extremely talented Jennette ❤️

  • @vegas11t
    @vegas11t 6 років тому +24

    Kudo's Jennette, thanks for sharing the production.

  • @sadiemyrick4547
    @sadiemyrick4547 5 років тому +2

    I love how the message is so clearly stated. "Nobody makes anybody anything. We make ourselves."
    We all make excuses or reasons for our failures. Kenny used his mom as his excuse for not living his dreams and doing anything with his life, but when she was gone he didn't change his life.
    You cannot blame others for the way your life turns out. The only one in the way of your dreams is you. You control your life. You make your destiny.
    Kenny allowed his mom to stand in the way of the life he wanted and he has no one to blame but himself. It's sad, but it's so real. Thanks, Jennette. This is such a great short film.

  • @Jamoswalkathon
    @Jamoswalkathon 5 років тому +6

    Jennette I absolutely loved this, the way this was directed was amazing. You totally left the impression that Kenny was done with his crappy family and was ready to explore his own life. You are absolutely stunning 😍😍

  • @Bluflys
    @Bluflys Рік тому +9

    The siblings represent her
    Kenny: as her who it was she who took care of her mom
    The sister a part of jennete
    that wants her mom to go and doesn’t care
    Todd is the famous part of her
    I feel so bad for jennete muccrdy

  • @fitlikeaglove7396
    @fitlikeaglove7396 6 років тому +53

    No one else noticed the house is McCurdy's grandparents home?

  • @lisalove991
    @lisalove991 2 роки тому +1

    WOW, I can relate heavily to Kenny. After caring for my grandmother that passed this year, I saw the difference in how she spoke to me as opposed to my cousins because they never lived with her. Same with my uncle. That line “You don’t count Kenny, I’m used to you.” Made me cry so hard because I had to deal with attitudes like that from my own family.
    Amazing job with this short film, I wish it could be a whole film tbh because it’s so good. You’re an amazing storyteller Jennette and I hope you continue writing and creating.

  • @jess9179
    @jess9179 6 років тому +21

    I really enjoyed this. I'm excited to see what you make next!

  • @alpicoo
    @alpicoo 3 роки тому +3

    This short really hits home... It truly captures this situation and these feelings so well.
    My mother and I took full time care of my narcissistic grandmother for 5 years before she died. It was like it was obvious to everyone that it would fall on us to do it, because the others had more important things... For years we suffered, could do nothing but care for her 24/7 and were only offered the most superficial assistance. They asked how we were once in a while but didn't really want to know. And in the end she died, and at her funeral everyone talked about her saintly children who took such good care of her, mentioned all of them with my mother last. My cousins were all crying, they haven't even bothered to come see her or call months before she died. I looked at them and couldn't, because I wasn't even sad, just angry.

  • @JAB_Entertainment
    @JAB_Entertainment 6 років тому +44

    Wow! Your writing was amazing! I was so invested in these characters and it was only a 16 minute film!
    Great writing and great directing. Please keep up the awesome work and keep sharing your shorts with us.
    Of course bts would be cool too. I’m trying to make as many shorts as I can right now, but still have a lot to learn. The shorts I’ve been making are comedies and drama’s.

    • @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial
      @JennetteMcCurdyOfficial  6 років тому +8

      i really appreciate this. thank you!!

    • @alltrixnotreat
      @alltrixnotreat 4 роки тому

      Same

    • @darrylwilkinson4131
      @darrylwilkinson4131 3 роки тому

      McCurdy what I see is that you are such a sweet and adorable angel who wanted more in life and you can still do that if you just believe in yourself it’s very easy sweetheart

  • @SariennMusic73
    @SariennMusic73 2 роки тому +1

    When real life experiences are used to create a film, this is the result. Emotional, empathical, vividly real. I bought and listened to your book via audible yesterday and spent my entire work shift with you, Jennette. I planned to listen over a few days but I couldn't do that. It was a one shot. Thank you for baring your truth to us all. I just found this film maybe 30 min ago and it brought your book to even more vividness.
    Jennette, I'm a stranger obviously, but I'm so proud of you. Your voice wasn't silenced, and your inner strength and drive is so admirable. You are a stronger woman than I ever could hope to be.

  • @donnajocatlady3839
    @donnajocatlady3839 3 роки тому +7

    I was Kenny. I took care of both of my parents until their deaths. I'm the only child, so there was no one else. Well done!!!

  • @Felixpewpew
    @Felixpewpew Рік тому +2

    I haven’t felt something in a while. Thanks for making something that made me feel a lot. I’m struggling with life and somehow this inspired me for a moment. Thank you

  • @ElibobellySandoval
    @ElibobellySandoval 6 років тому +160

    Loved it. Keep up the amazing work 😍👌🏽

    • @dawidradomski1066
      @dawidradomski1066 6 років тому +2

      Lol didn't you just write this?

    • @ElibobellySandoval
      @ElibobellySandoval 6 років тому +3

      Radomsiu wym? I edit it because I put the drool emoji 😂

    • @sammulkerrin
      @sammulkerrin 6 років тому +4

      @@dawidradomski1066 but u cant of seen it all yet....

    • @dawidradomski1066
      @dawidradomski1066 6 років тому +4

      @@ElibobellySandoval I meant that the film was 16 minutes long and you commented really early from the upload lol

    • @kaitlynbarber4315
      @kaitlynbarber4315 6 років тому +4

      Radomsiu unless she has already seen this film which I have multiple times before

  • @yuarentlucky
    @yuarentlucky 8 місяців тому +1

    I love how bright and colorful everything is in comparison to how grim the situation with Kenny's family is, this shit's awesome.

  • @TayIAm
    @TayIAm 6 років тому +7

    beautifully directed, not every film can invoke those feelings of desperation in you and you portrayed it perfectly. well done to you and everyone who worked on this! super excited to see what you have in store:) also that thumbnail shot was absolutely gorgeous 10/10

  • @sj_bakowski7934
    @sj_bakowski7934 5 років тому +57

    Great short, very sad for Kenny how his family treated him, he spent all that time taken care of his mom and none of his family cared or respected the toll it took on him.
    Great work Jen, loved it and it speaks volumes to anyone who has a parent to take care of. Hope your well havent seen you post any videos recently. Keep up the good art, stay strong, wise, and bold, i love everything you are looking forward to seeing more of your work and hopefully more videos soon.

  • @bookobsessed1587
    @bookobsessed1587 6 років тому +20

    I do wish that a couple of those scenes, with all the cuts, were just one take. Would’ve felt more organic, well to me at least. But then again, I’m not sure if I used those words (scenes, cuts, and take) in the right context because I don’t know a lot about filming. And i sat in front of my keyboard all nervous wondering if I should even say anything because I really did enjoy this. It was just something that took me out of the story a little bit. Or maybe it’s just me.

  • @ChipsMcClive
    @ChipsMcClive 4 роки тому +4

    His mom held on long enough for him to learn his lesson. A good teacher doesn’t have to be nice. I like it.

  • @grape2337
    @grape2337 2 роки тому +1

    After reading the book, this short film is... incredible, in so many ways. She put so much emotion and feeling into it. She's an inspiration as a director.

  • @Sk8Gnarley
    @Sk8Gnarley 6 років тому +13

    this is awesome! I saw it on another website last week, great job.

  • @21arclite
    @21arclite 5 років тому +4

    Astounding work!
    I still remember my father, and my girlfriend - both passing on the same day, back in 2001.
    It put me on auto-pilot, dealing with all of the arrangements in two states.
    Afterwards, when you're alone with your thoughts, and the grief paralysis takes hold, it occurs to you:
    You're not staring into the void.. The void is staring at you, asking "What comes next?"
    I'd never seen it expressed on film - until just now.
    Well done!

  • @superultragiggachigga
    @superultragiggachigga 6 років тому +13

    Okay first that was so damn good!! You did so well on this! Hopefully well see more work from you in the future

  • @candicegidion-carroll1333
    @candicegidion-carroll1333 11 місяців тому +2

    You’ve legit saved an entire population of people, who’ve been dying to wake up from this very ignored reality. I don’t need a label for who we are but the ones who know, know. Than you for giving us a voice. Even if it’s a voice that I’ll probably only hear I my head. It’s enough. It’s so freeing. Knowing I’m not the only one. ❤

  • @Emma-hr2hx
    @Emma-hr2hx 6 років тому +5

    Wow....
    So so great. I actually know nothing about films, but I genuinely notice and love the writing. I love how you got to know the characters well in such a short time. Amazing

  • @Evanisalive
    @Evanisalive 3 роки тому +1

    I love how in the beginning you see a close up on the Mom and she is center in the frame because she sees herself as the center of attention but Kenny remains only in wide shots showing how he sees himself as less important because of how selfless he is. Just brilliant.

  • @MetroStationluver18
    @MetroStationluver18 5 років тому +9

    This made me ANGRY TOWARDS THE END. VERY POWERFUL IMPACT.

  • @sarah4nn3
    @sarah4nn3 4 роки тому +21

    I just noticed Nora from icarly was in this AND the teacher from School of rock

  • @KyojinKaiju
    @KyojinKaiju 5 років тому +11

    This is... Wow. This is beautifully crafted with a lot of subtlety and layers to unpack. Everything felt incredibly natural and professionally well-executed! A stellar short film to say the least! :)

  • @pumpkinspicekitten3137
    @pumpkinspicekitten3137 5 років тому +1

    I really loved this. For the past five years, my mom and I have been the caretakers of my grandmother and some days there are ups and others there are downs and it feels like no matter how much you love them, it's always going to be difficult to care for them

  • @phillipwolf8689
    @phillipwolf8689 6 років тому +19

    This is really good. I know first hand what it's like to be Kenny.

  • @asmrkat1491
    @asmrkat1491 2 роки тому +5

    The actions of the brother and sister really got to me. They were turning into the narcissistic mother themselves. Kenny had sacrificed his dreams to look after her, and yet was expected to look after her because he hadn't achieved any of his dreams. His brother, sister and father used his unfulfilled dreams as a weapon against him.
    I would love to see a sequel where Kenny needs to navigate his way through his narcissistic family to achieve his dreams even more. For example, Kenny wanting to move out of the mother's house, but the rest of the family want him to stay because it's their childhood home. I can imagine that the only way he can escape the control of his family would be to stop emotionally investing himself.

  • @phantomcollector1976
    @phantomcollector1976 6 років тому +38

    HI JENNETTE I JUST WANTED TO SAY HOW MUCH I ENJOYED YOUR SHORT FEATURE WOW YOU REALLY DID AN OUTSTANDING JOB WRITING AND DIRECTING IT IT WAS VERY ENTERTAINING AND YOU SHOULD BE VERY PROUD OF IT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING TAKE CARE

  • @Zillagodzillen
    @Zillagodzillen 5 років тому +1

    This is what actually happening with my mom. My grandma had cancer before and she left everything and took care of my grandma. During that time all my uncles and aunts acted like they were the one that stayed by my grandma all along. When she passed away, the only one who’s very heartbroken is my mom.
    Fast forward to 3 years later, my grandfather had stroke. He was in coma for almost a month, and now he’s paralyzed and can only move the left part of his body. And my mom once again take care of her parent. My grandpa has the same behavior as the mom in this movie, he’s rude, possessive (mom can’t even spend her own time with her daughters, can’t even sleep or go to grocery store without him calling her over and over), and never appreciate my mom at all. That’s why I’m kinda glad that someone actually brought up this topic into a movie. I hope my mom will be free and happy someday, I love my grandpa too but I just wish he won’t be as possessive and appreciates my mom who sacrificed all her life for him.

  • @7DaysToRemember
    @7DaysToRemember 5 років тому +4

    As a 23 year old who is taking care of my amputee father and failing mother with only the financial support of my brothers...yeah. You guys hit the nail on the head. Amazing job, really.