White Lighters (What's the Difference?)

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  • Опубліковано 5 лют 2025
  • My new acoustic single, "White Lighters (What's the Difference?), from my upcoming... Album? EP? We'll figure that out together. Thank you all for the love and support this song has received, and for your patience with its release. I love you, stranger.
    Lyrics:
    When I was just a child I had so very much to say,
    and by now I might've said my piece, but old habits don't just go away
    and so I keep on singing - singing's all that makes much sense
    in this world so full of vitriol, so void of recompense
    Well I can't get too mad at this life I get to live,
    but the older that I get the harder it gets to forgive
    when they said I could be anything,
    I chose to be a star;
    they were right, I've shined my brightest,
    but it seems I'm out too far to see
    or maybe I'm an asteroid,
    passing by for just a lucky few
    a moment, a lonely view
    then I'm back to drifting
    Next time I pass a planet,
    I'm not sure that I'll be missing
    'Cause what's the difference if it's all just gonna end?
    Anything to find my relevance, again
    What's the difference if it all gets blown apart?
    Maybe in the ashes, we all have a heart
    but what's the difference by then?
    What's the difference?
    Carrying white lighters doesn't seem to be enough,
    already missed my shot to join the 27 club
    maybe I'm too prideful, probably I should be ashamed
    to think I'd ever be remembered, like Amy Winehouse or Kurt Cobain
    but I've heard so many people say my music saved their life,
    and truly, I am grateful; I just wish it still saved mine
    supposed I should be grateful it's already too late;
    no one found my music until I was 28
    Maybe I'm an asshole to not want to feel alone again,
    but misery loves making friends
    maybe I've conflated mediocre music with being underrated
    What's the difference if the world's just gonna end?
    Can't I find peace in my irrelevance again?
    What's the difference if we blow it all apart?
    Maybe in the ashes someone finds my art
    and history remembers me as Avant Garde,
    but what's the difference?
    What's the difference?

КОМЕНТАРІ •

  • @erniybfsn5840
    @erniybfsn5840 2 місяці тому +213

    “It’s already to late No one found my music until I was 28” gives me chills

  • @Blykester
    @Blykester 2 місяці тому +61

    The snippet of this song was how i first found this artist. Listened to it on repeat and listened to his most recent album good stuff

  • @eazy2klean
    @eazy2klean 2 місяці тому +53

    This is criminally underrated

  • @r3viii975
    @r3viii975 2 місяці тому +97

    Need on spotify ASAP

    • @Justin-lm4wc
      @Justin-lm4wc 2 місяці тому +5

      I was just thinking the same thing!

    • @918KLR
      @918KLR 2 місяці тому +1

      That’s a streaming platform you need a distributor, and it costs money

    • @taylorvolkers7114
      @taylorvolkers7114 2 місяці тому

      ​@@918KLR he has a Spotify he just needs to release it

    • @KashDex
      @KashDex 2 місяці тому

      @@918KLRdistrokidd is incredibly cheap

    • @alexrodriguez-gs4so
      @alexrodriguez-gs4so Місяць тому

      @@918KLR he’s been on spotify since 2018

  • @clintparsons4524
    @clintparsons4524 3 дні тому +1

    Music you can really feel. Hats off to you. It's nice to find some depth in such a shallow world.

  • @lego940
    @lego940 2 місяці тому +15

    I wish I had more friends that understand how beautiful this song is.. pure emotion

  • @RedahGreen
    @RedahGreen 6 годин тому

    Absolutely amazing bro...cant wait for the release 🤝❤️

  • @dansker24
    @dansker24 4 години тому

    All love and respect from Denmark. what a masterfull piece of music!!

  • @ChronicSkooma
    @ChronicSkooma 2 місяці тому +95

    Sob story incoming.
    at 16 i said that was it. I had a decade. 26 was the year id call it if i didn't make myself proud. Ive commented on your work before.
    28 is a great year to get your footing, dude im 29. every day since my 26th birthday has been a win. I wont say "it gets better". its too empty. I will say thank you. Your music has been on repeat on my list since i found it a while ago. at time if writing there is 104(plus this one) views. You made it. 23.7k subs just on youtube. You made it. Your hopeful, topical, yet dramatic mid west emo style hit.
    Just be fucking proud man. even if you stopped today ill tell my kids of a guy whose music helped me feel something i had grown jaded to.
    i really mean that.

    • @BrokenatBest
      @BrokenatBest  2 місяці тому +24

      @@ChronicSkooma I am incredibly thankful for the following I have and honored that you find something in it worth sharing, and I am proud of the music I make, I'm simply exhausted from trying to make a career of it. I have no intention of stopping though. Thanks for your thoughtful reply. ❤️

    • @delilahmaxwell6707
      @delilahmaxwell6707 2 місяці тому

      ​@BrokenatBest are you willing to do collaborations? I can do different kinds of vocals and guitar

  • @icecamcake4397
    @icecamcake4397 2 місяці тому +35

    I can't even find the words to describe this song- which is ironic because the only thing that does come to mind is that it put a sound to the whirlwind of pain and fear I'm feeling right now. I hope you find half as much meaning in creating these songs as I find listening to them, because they've changed me into someone I think is better than the person I would've been without hearing them.

    • @BrokenatBest
      @BrokenatBest  2 місяці тому +10

      @@icecamcake4397 I can't tell you how much it means to me that my music has been useful to you, I'm honored to hear that I have an impact. Thank you for listening ❤️

  • @2k_Mitsubishi
    @2k_Mitsubishi 13 годин тому

    this is literally amazing need this on spotify ASAP🙏

  • @Jonathan-kw5up
    @Jonathan-kw5up 16 годин тому

    Absolutely beautiful👏

  • @Papistrelli
    @Papistrelli 22 дні тому

    Bro ur bringing back modern baseball in 2015 vibes. I didn't know I needed this again

  • @mooginnit9140
    @mooginnit9140 2 місяці тому +11

    I have listened to this like 50 times

  • @averyvisor8911
    @averyvisor8911 2 місяці тому +6

    Weeks ago I had this on repeat sobbing 😭

  • @harrysrevenge7194
    @harrysrevenge7194 13 днів тому +1

    Wow - utterly beautiful. Wish this was on Spotify but I’ll be happy to listen this song on repeat on here instead. Love from the UK

  • @SuperlativePain
    @SuperlativePain 3 дні тому +1

    i needed this.

  • @lonnievazquez5634
    @lonnievazquez5634 11 днів тому +1

    This is beautiful😭probably my new favorite artist ngl😭i wanna sing like you some day❤

  • @electro-nicrepairs4296
    @electro-nicrepairs4296 22 дні тому

    Also, brother. The greatest of our species are often overlooked until theyre gone. We see you. We hear you. You have made a difference in this life.

  • @DanielleBradford-n6m
    @DanielleBradford-n6m 27 днів тому +1

    This is the song that brought me here. I just found you while doomscrolling videos on Facebook.

  • @quanzoboi420
    @quanzoboi420 26 днів тому

    I can’t really explain any of what this song makes me feel. It’s just I listen to it and can’t help but cry for reasons that I can’t even begin to articulate.

  • @river_the_drake5229
    @river_the_drake5229 8 годин тому

    hey man, I'm coming from insta and just to let you know we NEED this on spotify. beautiful lyrics and voice.

  • @RatKing-y4s
    @RatKing-y4s 2 місяці тому +4

    I need this song in my veins rn

  • @sikbeats2729
    @sikbeats2729 2 місяці тому +27

    just got off my 14 hr shift fire

  • @BrokeCarCrewTie
    @BrokeCarCrewTie 2 місяці тому +8

    I've been soo ready for this to drop

  • @nathantaylor5360
    @nathantaylor5360 3 дні тому

    Don’t give up. Your music is beautiful

  • @Kasey-h6j
    @Kasey-h6j 21 день тому +1

    You came across my feed on FB. I could listen to you all day. I know I plan to. Thank you for posting. Your voice is amazing!

  • @brooxmill
    @brooxmill 25 днів тому +1

    The star line went over my head so many times that was beautiful word play again and many times more thank you for helping me through dark times ily

  • @xavierthomas7590
    @xavierthomas7590 2 місяці тому +13

    "the older I get the harder it gets to forgive" you have no idea how real that is. It's hard to forgive people that wrong you. I try but I'm too flawed to really do it. The anger over what they did is too much sometimes...what's the difference anyway if we all just live to die

    • @BrokenatBest
      @BrokenatBest  2 місяці тому +2

      Forgiveness is for you as much as it is for them. You being hurt isn't going to hurt someone who doesn't care about you, and holding onto anger about someone who does only hurts you more. You don't have to let them back in to let it go, just drop the weight, you deserve the relief. ❤

  • @dmgalaxyz4729
    @dmgalaxyz4729 26 днів тому

    This is some of the best music I have heard from a small artist

  • @parzival62769
    @parzival62769 Місяць тому +3

    A masterpiece of music, should have 10 fold the views

  • @noahayling4728
    @noahayling4728 Місяць тому +1

    I just keep coming back to the masterpiece, absolute godly song writing

  • @Yartingtonr6
    @Yartingtonr6 2 місяці тому +2

    this man deserves all the fame in the world

  • @giftedproductions5478
    @giftedproductions5478 2 місяці тому +18

    This is beautiful. I know to you this has likely already lost its meaning, as everything does with time, the more you practice it, the less emotion you assign to it until eventually you’re just queuing emotions and lyrics and all that. But regardless, this is meaningful. You may not believe it or not but this made me want to cry. It’s like… imagining a person singing this isolated in a space ship somewhere in the vast universe. Waiting for something that may not happen. Or maybe it will. You feel completely alone, but there are people who feel exactly how you feel. I feel it, that’s for sure. You managed to bring words to fears and thoughts so many people deal with, just by sharing your personal experience. That, in it of itself is beautiful.

    • @BrokenatBest
      @BrokenatBest  2 місяці тому +3

      @@giftedproductions5478 this one is pretty personal, and still new enough to sting. I'll admit that it's lost a little magic, because it took me more takes than I'm happy to admit to get the album version recorded, but none of it's meaning or importance to me. I'm honored that you find meaning in it too, and grateful that this song, ironically, helped me not to feel alone again for a time. Thanks for your kind words. ❤️

  • @eternalI-j6d
    @eternalI-j6d 2 місяці тому +9

    Yess! I heard this on TikTok. Since then I’ve been waiting to hear this beautiful piece in full. Thank you so much for sharing your art with us all. 🎉

    • @BrokenatBest
      @BrokenatBest  2 місяці тому

      @@eternalI-j6d Thank YOU so much for listening ❤️

  • @VladickHelms
    @VladickHelms 2 місяці тому +16

    maybe I'm too prideful, probably I should be ashamed
    to think I'd ever be remembered, like Amy Winehouse or Kurt Cobain
    but I've heard so many people say my music saved their life,
    and truly, I am grateful; I just wish it still saved mine
    This gives me chills. Even though the public may not recognize you, I will. And I know so many other people will too. Because I speak from the heart when I say that you did save my life. I'm in a dark place. But I feel better knowing that I'm not alone. You've been able to articulate my feelings like I never have. I've attempted 3 times, but you've convinced me to stop. To keep trying. So thank you. You've changed so many lives, and I hope that you eventually get the recognition that you deserve, because your music isn't mediocre, It's incredible. Your ability to touch my heart is something that I have never felt before. Best of luck to you.

  • @GabrielMartin-w2e
    @GabrielMartin-w2e 25 днів тому

    This song is a straight hit to the heart keep making great music man

  • @Discopirate
    @Discopirate Місяць тому

    This was my entire Saturday

  • @Pawn936
    @Pawn936 2 місяці тому +2

    I love you, stranger
    I just turned 28 recently
    In late October…
    Ive been listening to your music (and have been learning to play and sing your songs)
    You have a great voice, your song writing is remarkable, and your musical decisions have been worth study to me…
    Your voice has been heard, and even if you left this earth tomorrow, I would still remember you and sing your songs. You left a mark…
    You found eternal life in music friend, you, or atleast your words will be remembered…

  • @TheSuperBanana1000
    @TheSuperBanana1000 Місяць тому +2

    I need this on spotify!!

  • @ColdBlunts
    @ColdBlunts 2 місяці тому +7

    heard on tiktok and had to check it out

  • @igameonps8938
    @igameonps8938 Місяць тому

    Love this you're on my playlist forever ❤

  • @deadxjustice3942
    @deadxjustice3942 18 днів тому

    Absolutely beautiful👏 keep the good work! 💯

  • @williamrowe9481
    @williamrowe9481 Місяць тому

    Great tune keep up the beautiful work

  • @YoungWood8
    @YoungWood8 Місяць тому +2

    Great song ❤

  • @Kyle-v7b2w
    @Kyle-v7b2w 20 днів тому +2

    I found your art brother and it's much appreciated

  • @truuspectre
    @truuspectre 2 місяці тому +2

    I don't know if you'll see this, but I'll say it anyway.
    You're INCREDIBLY talented, and you have a taste in lyrics and the words you write in your music get me in a special way. Told myself at 13 I'd be done. I told myself that I wouldn't make it, and yet I'm still standing. Your lyrics make sense to me, and I love being able to relate to music. Man, please don't give up. I want to see you on stage. I want to see your concerts, and I want to hear you on the radio. I want to live to see that, so if nothing else, you're keeping me here. I love you man. Please never give up.

  • @Ranboi7
    @Ranboi7 2 місяці тому +2

    🤦🏽‍♂️Someone needa put my boy on tour🔥

  • @BoogaGoon
    @BoogaGoon Місяць тому +2

    Godbless you brother and thankyou

  • @chilligepfanne
    @chilligepfanne Місяць тому +1

    dont know if it means much but thanks for this song it is pure beauty i'm laying here sobbing to the song. wishing you the best

  • @ProdSLB
    @ProdSLB Місяць тому +2

    This deserves so much more attention

  • @alliecarolynnmunroe
    @alliecarolynnmunroe 23 дні тому

    Unreal.

  • @code-xemike
    @code-xemike 26 днів тому

    Brother i cant put into words how this song made me feel. Thank you

  • @jzcle
    @jzcle 29 днів тому

    this is absolutely beautiful and it may be my best find ever

  • @408locote
    @408locote 2 місяці тому +2

    😞 thanks bro. I needed this. can't wait to play this on repeat on spotify

  • @cagoddess1001
    @cagoddess1001 Місяць тому

    This is heartbreakingly beautiful

  • @chriscorella3436
    @chriscorella3436 2 місяці тому +2

    Beautiful song my friend.. wish everyone on earth could hear this song. Might change the world

  • @codename1c329
    @codename1c329 24 дні тому +1

    hey man. Your work is always such a beautifully and unaplegeticaly sad way for me to get my thoughts in line. Music that helps me be okay with living without it feeling as if i need to sugercoat the horrible parts of my life. In this song you seem to express a desire to be remembered or a footprint to leave on the world. all this is to say that you have definitly left a footprint in my life. I understand that that is maybe not the glamoreus fame you want, nor the one that you deserve, if that fame is achieved through talent at least. But i do hope you can find some solace in that i will remember you even if i dont see any more of your videos ever again. Im thankfull for the unique way of dealing with my sorrow you have given me.

  • @thrashersplinter2009
    @thrashersplinter2009 2 місяці тому +1

    Much love from Austin Texas ❤

  • @jonwarren5105
    @jonwarren5105 2 місяці тому +1

    Need this dropped on Spotify asap 🙏🏿

  • @natethevoicemusic6085
    @natethevoicemusic6085 2 місяці тому +3

    I feel grateful to be one of the 17k people in the world that know this masterpiece exists.

  • @lego940
    @lego940 Місяць тому +2

    This song should be at the top of any rock/alt station. I will be requesting it here in omaha, nebraska! This song makes me feel so many emotions

    • @krisdoran9156
      @krisdoran9156 Місяць тому

      Here in Omaha as well, making waves!! Need on Spotify desperately

  • @DakanaLocklear-t9x
    @DakanaLocklear-t9x Місяць тому +1

    I need this on SoundCloud I don’t usually listen to this type of music but this is 🔥.

    • @GregoryScully-u7d
      @GregoryScully-u7d 10 днів тому

      🔥🔥 got me blowing this join back thinking about how my life has changed so much, and my son. So many people gone too soon and my life very possibly is half way over and it feels like just yesterday I was a kid. I hope this world is nice to my son

  • @Cooleykde
    @Cooleykde 20 днів тому

    As a 28 year old artist , who cant decide if I should continue, I just thank you

  • @melissatape
    @melissatape Місяць тому +1

    I love you music, much love

  • @cheedam8738
    @cheedam8738 Місяць тому

    This music is like it's made from heart to heart bro, just a guitar and some dope lyrics

  • @cobaltprince4936
    @cobaltprince4936 Місяць тому

    Added to my funeral playlist

  • @codyfannin505
    @codyfannin505 Місяць тому

    You're really good, man. I love it. Good luck to you

  • @sameXx972
    @sameXx972 2 місяці тому +1

    love this song man, keep it up 👏👏

  • @MiroTallberg
    @MiroTallberg 2 дні тому

    I did find your art. Thanks man

  • @morewubswithyourdubs
    @morewubswithyourdubs Місяць тому +1

    Thank you for all of your music.. I’ve struggled with extremely severe atypical depression as far back into my childhood as I can remember and there have been more times than I can count where I’ve been beyond ready to end it all, just to be pulled back from the brink because I was able to help someone else with their suffering because of all the suffering I’ve experienced in my life.
    Ever since I found your music, it’s what I go to when I’m at that point again and it makes me feel like the roles are reversed for once and you’re the one helping me they way I’ve always helped others.. I know I probably did a shit job explaining things; but just know that right now as I sit here typing this with tears in my eyes, your music has saved my life many times and I am beyond grateful that you exist, even though we have never met.
    Keep pushing man, it’s all we can do and you ARE leaving an incredible and beautiful mark on this world and the people in it fortune enough to find you.

  • @balisonguser420
    @balisonguser420 2 місяці тому +2

    I'm gunna tattoo "peace in irrelevance" on my sleeve. I love this line and I hold the personal belief that history was made on the backs of the forgotten/un-named. Their irrelevance is part of why we have culture. Some days it's hard for me to hold to this. Thank you.

  • @NoOneElse777
    @NoOneElse777 2 місяці тому +1

    since I found the song it's been on repeat

  • @joeezzzyy9142
    @joeezzzyy9142 2 місяці тому

    Awesomeeee!!

  • @MillyUNTOUCHED
    @MillyUNTOUCHED 2 місяці тому +3

    Just wow. This made me smile man your amazing

  • @DarthDragmire
    @DarthDragmire 2 місяці тому +4

    You have some of the most beautiful songwriting I've had the privilege of enjoying. Beautiful anthem to all the starving artists out there. Thank you for being you.

    • @BrokenatBest
      @BrokenatBest  2 місяці тому +1

      @@DarthDragmire Thank YOU for listening and very much for your kind words, I'm glad you like it. ❤️

  • @FrédérickLevesque-u6c
    @FrédérickLevesque-u6c Місяць тому

    you good bro you got it soul of a soolmen big love

  • @jai1874
    @jai1874 Місяць тому +1

    in the ashes i found ur art. thank u partner

  • @levydeez
    @levydeez 2 місяці тому +3

    Isn't it beautiful that mabey someone is writing a song just for you. So many beautiful little toons

  • @christopherforrest2695
    @christopherforrest2695 2 місяці тому

    This is amazing brother

  • @patrickkelly9874
    @patrickkelly9874 Місяць тому

    He's amazing

  • @jakecardinal7488
    @jakecardinal7488 9 днів тому

    Put this godsend onto Spotify broski

  • @eoin6088
    @eoin6088 Місяць тому +1

    Please release this on Spotify it’s amazing

  • @user-ki2dk3ej3o
    @user-ki2dk3ej3o Місяць тому

    On repeat all day

  • @NervousAroundFemales
    @NervousAroundFemales 2 місяці тому +2

    cant wait for this to be on spotify one day

  • @michaelterry3916
    @michaelterry3916 2 дні тому

    Let's get this on all platforms please🙏🙏🙏

  • @ninobrown7680
    @ninobrown7680 2 місяці тому

    I love this song ❤

  • @liamsmith1445
    @liamsmith1445 Місяць тому

    Beautiful

  • @kevincifuentes1742
    @kevincifuentes1742 25 днів тому

    This song its so beautiful, thank u bro

  • @Coconutspvpserver
    @Coconutspvpserver 2 місяці тому +3

    This is a masterpiece you are going to be a legend in my book

  • @vanishwhite6423
    @vanishwhite6423 Місяць тому +1

    so beautiful

  • @dylanturner8375
    @dylanturner8375 Місяць тому

    "so full of virtiol, so void of recompense" - chills

  • @Taurusxbox
    @Taurusxbox Місяць тому +1

    The Depth you shown in this song is incredible you deserve all the love you receive and not trying to be mean but your other music just doesnt have what this song does . Listening to this i can tell it really means a lot to you i can relate to the pain in your voice. I try not to listen to sad songs anymore as artists can easily turn meaningless lyrics into a cashgrab. This isnt that though its raw and its honest. Keep it raw and honest and you will make it. I sincerely hope you do. 😊

  • @SubconsciousMindLibrary
    @SubconsciousMindLibrary 2 місяці тому

    Incredible

  • @E3666god
    @E3666god 2 місяці тому +3

    The collab we all need, you Oliver Anthony and Benjamin Todd

  • @markireland-xh3ew
    @markireland-xh3ew Місяць тому

    This hit home a little too hard. Keep up the absolutely amazing work my guy

  • @cosninja2138
    @cosninja2138 2 місяці тому +2

    ❤your songs help everyone who listens to them so much

  • @zachsmith6265
    @zachsmith6265 2 місяці тому +2

    You are a top 3 songwriter of your generation thank you for the supply of real music

  • @ChiChi-wh6tg
    @ChiChi-wh6tg Місяць тому

    I hope you glow bro i really do this beautifully wrote. Keep it up please 🙏

  • @toxikricc
    @toxikricc Місяць тому +2

    Dude I really fw the Midwest emo kinda sound. You make me want to actually get back into music. I've been missing it for so long, but I have all these useless excuses for not trying anymore.