There's nothing to be ashamed about crying over a loss. I lost my brother in a car accident and I cry about it all the time. I know what it feels like.
It’s not embarrassing it’s beautiful. and the fact that you kept it in the video shows how brave you are, and now you have motivated me to try this for my self to connect with my memories both good and bad
I'm definitely doing this, on my bucket list. I already have an issue with overthinking so going through this outdated possibly stop it or if not it'll still be an experience. My guess is its expensive tho so InshaAllah I still get the chance
that moment of remembering your grandma was really wholesome. its not embarrassing to be human Ryan. connecting with oneself and your memories in a genuine way is really positive and should happen more often for everyone. being able to remember beautiful things or be reminded of them is an amazing thing and is very inspiring. def inspires me to slow down and do the same
I love how you trust us to talk to us about your memory about your grandmother. It's obvious that she meant alot to you. You don't have to be embarrassed, we all have that one person who has had a huge impact in our lives.
I cried when he started talking about his grandma because that’s how I was with my grandma and she only recently passed a couple of days ago.i miss her a lot I’m currently crying.i miss taking naps with her and cooking with her just everything about her i would do any thing to see her again…
The memory with your grandmother is really special-don’t be embarrassed over shed tears. She obviously means a great deal to you. Thank you for choosing to share that moment with us. Edit: It’s really encouraging to see so many other people who have hearts for their families (and for humanity in general). I hope this conversation (minus the bots) has encouraged some of you as well!
Honestly this sounds so relaxing. No noise, no visual, no gravity. Only issue is I would get bored rather quickly with no way to write down what goes down in my head and likely would sleep through most of it.
I absolutely need some sort of music, being inside my brain just kinda scares me, but I would love this place, I’d probably just daydream the entire time though lmao
I cried too cause I was also like that with my grandma when I was a kid. She's now gone, just a month after my other lovely grandma passed away last year. Still hurts..
Yes we’ve really got to stop raising boys or being influenced by someone else that it’s weak or embarrassing to show any emotion besides love and anger. Even guys still rip on other guys who express or talk about caring for their partner etc. It’s a terrible way to live. We’re all human beings and this gender traits shit enforced is man made. “Women are caretakers” yeah because for so long they had no control over their reproductive system they gave birth to a large amount of children. I thought it was beautiful. A memory of the woman who stepped up and raised him. She may have passed away. The psychological toll of not letting certain feelings show, I can’t imagine. I think the results are pretty clear with some men and usually people get hurt or unalived. It’s so sad, it’s gotta stop.
5:38 it’s okay Ryan. It’s completely fine to cry over losing someone you loved. I lost my great grandma at a very young age. And I still cry to this day thinking about it. It’s been 9 years since she died. It’s not embarrassing at all. Everyone does it over a lost one
I was watching this with my family and when you started talking about your grandmother, we all fell silent. Just listening to your words. Thinking about our own grandma, and how we would fair if we were to do this ourselves. Great content dude!
Naw man, nothing to be ashamed of. Glad you were able to remember something that was formative in your life. I'm sure if I did this I would be sobbing remembering crazy shit my Mom and I did, or my friends who took their lives. We all have things we need to process. No shame, thank you for sharing this.
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When he talked about his grandma.. I literally started to tears up a bit. Im very scared to loose my grandmother, I love her so much bc she always loved me and helped me...
Do not be embarrassed at all about your memory! That was beautiful! Your emotions were so raw! It made me stop and think about my grandparents who practically raised me as well! It’s a lot of feelings !
Can we please normalize not being embarrassed about tears? That was such a beautiful memory you shared with us and I love the direction your content is going. Absolutely top tier. Edit: Seems a lot of people are finding humour in the "normalize" term, we get it💀 but the fact that there are also replies with people stating that they're not comfortable crying proves my point lol. We're not obligated to share how we're feeling but trust me, letting go and crying every once in a while can make you feel so much lighter. I think if we try as a collective to be less judgemental of people around us who cry (especially men), you'll find it easier to comfortably grieve or laugh or reminisce with tears. Watch a video of cute puppies, or soldiers coming home, or a sappy movie every now and then if you find it hard to let it out. Try and find time even if it's for 5 minutes to scream into a pillow or bawl your eyes out😂, don't be too hard on yourself, you're loved. It's going to be ok. ❤️
Man that's not embarrassing, it's relatable. I lost my grandmother about 3 months ago and memories are really all I have. Being able to tap into them and experience moments with loved ones who are gone is a gift.
you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show us your emotions, you’re human too and we totally understand that you have experiences and memories of your own! thank you for telling us about your grandma and your moment with her
5:21 i feel ya buddy. thats a amazing memory. i had quiet a few memories with my nan. not as special as you but she was always making my day easier till the faithful day in 2020 but thats okay cause we dont last forever and im excited to meet her again.
Loss is extremely hard to battle, and sharing your emotions is way better for than holding them in, which can cause mental problems. Thank you, Ryan, for remembering your grandma. She was probably the sweetest woman ever❤
That memory of his grandma made me feel such pure and innocent things I haven't felt since my own childhood. Crying is the most normal thing, man! It's what it means to be human!
Right I’m just gonna flat out say this. Ryan you say “don’t judge me” but no we won’t because there is no issue in bringing back memories from the past and being upset about it, society has made it so men shouldn’t cry or show emotions, but you can! We should all be able to show and express our emotions freely without being embarrassed. 🥰
5:50 Not at all embarrassing, bro. This world we've built, with all of its sound/light pollution, has majorly disconnected us from what's actually going on inside of us. We are rarely in-touch with our authentic and internal selves, which is why you feel embarrassment for crying in the first place. This is a beautiful moment and I really hope you have a million more authentic moments like this to connect with the deeper parts of yourself.
You don’t have to be embarrassed of crying over a loss of a loved one , crying is an essential part of life and everyone is here for you no matter what ❤ x
I honestly would love to try something like this. Just absolutely disconnected from the physical world, feeling like I’m literally inside of my own thoughts
@@saegetek1268 I feel like this will have a bigger impact on you. Just letting your body go, not caring about anything, and just going over old memories
As someone who has trouble with sensory overload, this looks like heaven (currently sitting in a dark room with noise-canceling headphones on so that I can't hear anything but my own heartbeat). But it also looks like straight up torture because any sort of stagnation causes me anxiety. I'm just now realizing I might have some issues.
Wanna hear nothing, do nothing, think nothing, see nothing, peace for three hours, a dream!...but it's unfamiliar btw, new territory, sooo do yaaa thooo? Hashtag-relatable
That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately! surely!
That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately!
When I went to prison on my first go around, they have a place called, " the box" which is basically the "hole" or solitaire confinement. It's horrible little messed up cell. The brick walls, no window, a big intimidating metal door, a metal framed bed bolted to the ground, a metal toilet with a sink on it. One light on the ceiling that stays on all day, all night. I was sent to the box the first time for a fight, that actually never really happened, with someone that I didn't even know, it's too long of a story but there I was in the cell next to his in the box and the only way to speak to each other was through a heating vent on the ground that ran through both of our cells. We would talk, because other than writing or reading that was the only thing to do. We talked for hours, for days, then weeks, we got pretty close without even ever seeing each other. The box will do something to weird to your mind. The first few days are probably the worst. Time is slow, the light will give you a headache and you'll spend a lot of time just walking back and forth but something happens to a lot of people in there after awhile, time starts passing. You forget all about it and it just kinda speeds up without you noticing it, at this point of being in there, what the hell is time anyways? It doesn't matter. You'll forget what day it is. Then forget the date all together and sometimes when your up really late talking you'll go to bed late, or early depending on how long you talked and then there goes your normal sleeping cycle and if it wasn't for the kind of shit food your getting you wouldn't know if it was day or night and usually at this point you couldn't give less of a fuck. When I said that the box does weird shit to your head I meant that it really twists your shit up because before they we're going to put me back in general population I decided I was just going to refuse. I was going to stay in that little cell for as long as I could or until I paroled and that's what I did. I spent three years in that box. Obviously my neighbor left and over the next few years many came and left and I enjoyed talking to them, getting to know them, getting close to a human with just conversation knowing that I would most likely never see them again, that was a special feeling. I liked the books I read and I got really good at drawing. Increased my drawing skills up to portrait level using covers of books and the occasional magazine. That cell changed me in more ways to count. Some good things and some not. Sorry for rambling it's just that this video reminded me of my little cell in the box.
@@RemoveHandles750 back when I was a teenager and pot was illegal I got into a lot of legal trouble because I smoked, I spent almost my entire teenage years in a home for boys. A boys home which was a lot more like its own neighborhood for delinquent children, at age sixteen they didn't know what to do with me since I had spent so much time there that pretty much all of my family either hadn't cared or washed there hands of me so they put me in a studio apartment in a much larger city than I've ever lived in at the point and I had grown up in the backwoods till then so it was quite the culture shock to me and I was only 16, enrolled in a school but no way to pay for anything so that's when my adult criminal career began. I went to prison the first time at 17 for home invasions and a safe breaking with a whole slew of misdemeanors. I don't ever want to blame that boys home for my actions but I've always found it quite ironic that they spent years working on my "delinquency" of being a pothead that when they finally washed their hands of me they decided to drop me off in a city, with absolutely no resources and something I couldn't even pay for.
Ryan is my inspiration, my parents said if I get 60k subscribers they'd definitely by me a better camera for recording... Please I'm literally begging you Guy's...
That grandma part hit me so hard. My grandma was my second mum, even more than my mum was when I was young she did everything for me and I loved her to bits, she died at 55 of cancer and to this day I can't even speak about her or think about her properly without just crying its literally uncontrollable. I know exactly how you feel there man it's not embarrassing it shows how kuch you loved her.
I was almost about to cry when you cried while talking about your memory with your grandma. It’s not embarrassing, you showed your emotions like that is incredible. I don’t know how it feels, because i never stayed a long time with my grandma, and i barely know her much. But, to those who loved theirs, im sorry for your loss. I
Can we appreciate what Ryan is doing for us? The happiness, sadness, feelings, all of these emotions mixed into one video? This is the best that you have done, I love it so much
When he talked about his grandma, I almost cried, I had a grandpa who was there for me, even miles away. Back in 2014, he passed away. I was told a story, my grandpa Alec, after he passed, my family saw him on the beach, waving. My grandma wanted to hug him one last time. Edit: It’s okay to be sad, just remember people always love you.
I have two well living grandmas and that when he was talking about naps it was- I was thinking about death, thinking about if I died in my nap or more terrifying that both my grandmas died while napping….shit the sounds in the video was so well edited that while watching I felt floaty. Cool video
We need more men like you. you got so openly vulnerable, and my heart broke when you asked me not to judge you :( its not embarassing, its human, and its stronger than anything to show these parts of ourselves, let alone to this many other people. i appreciate when men are vulnerable. i appreciate when men arent afraid to cry. i appreciate when men are brave enough to be emotional in a world where its so easy for them to bottle up their shit and not talk about it. its what differentiates boys from men. well done
It's alright man I cry over my grandma and she's not even dead yet it's just the thought of it that makes me cry it's okay we understand what it's like you don't have to be embarrassed or ashamed of it
I had never heard of this before, it looks so scary, I would 100% freak out after 15min, can't imagine doing 3 hours lol. I have to try this one day and conquer some fears. Nice video Ryan, and don't be ashamed that you cryed.
Ryan, my guy it's totally fine to cry and let out your emotions out ! It's not embarrassing that you cried on camera. Just stay positive ! Live in the moment !
Crying is not embarrassing Ryan remember that. I've lost my grandma about 2 years ago and every time I think about all those memories I had with her makes me cry like a baby. Remember we're here with you!
whenever i hear stories of people with loved ones that passed away, i always feel sad and feel grateful for the people i still have i'm one of those people as well.
Don’t worry about needing to cry. I teared up watching this. I have OCD, so the thought of doing something like this - surrendering myself to nothing but my thoughts - sounds like a hell, I can’t imagine how you must’ve been feeling.
Ryan don’t be embarrassed, you showing your emotions like that was incredible! It also shows to other guys that it’s okay to go through what you’re feeling and actually feel it.
I started crying at the grandma part, my grandma passed away in 2019 from cancer. She watched me during the day as I grew up, but eventually she moved away and there were some promises made that weren’t kept. As a little kid that really hurt me, I felt betrayed by someone I cared about. Because of that we always had a rocky relationship and I worry to this day that the rest of my family might think I didn’t love her, or that I don’t miss her. Sometimes I worry the same thing. This made me realize that I do. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable moment and giving the viewers the chance to reflect on their own lives. Don’t ever feel like you need to apologize for feeling
Nothing to be ashamed about, I lost a friend about a year ago in a huge accident and I cry about it all the time. In fact earlier today I watched Bridge to Terabithia and sat there sobbing the whole time.
I can’t remember if that movie made me cry but I remembered feeling very upset about the end and grieving with the main character. Seeing the name of the movie alone after so long has me feeling some kind of way. 🫂
@@rammycanales3784 Yeah, it was pretty funny and interesting learning all variants of polynomial equations that I never used before, not even in university learning aero-spacial Engineering. I know they teach us things to help us understand the rest, but you need to admit that the 1800's educational system still being the same with more content, and so there's boring science, as there's boring videogames and even boring hobbies, just created to systematically dose the "Things you should know" into our brains to vomit it afterwards in an exam. I love science, man, don't think I'm a Karen or something explaining why the Earth is flat and scientists are unreliable people trying to kill you, just saying that as everything in this universe is imperfect, science CAN be boring. =D
@@MacElMasMancoDeTodos I actually kind of think the same. More often than not, schools are very shitty at teaching the basics, and then kids become hesitant to continue STEM stuff. Yet, you are saying Science by itself is boring in your first comment, which is different from THE WAY SCIENCE IS THAUGHT IN SCHOOL is boring. Although, I argue for me any science concept is automatically not boring, but yeah, I get that for a majority of people this is not the same. I am just picking up to the fact that no science concept is inherently boring.
Ryan, that moment was amazing, not embarrassing. We as men must embrace that we, too, can and should feel without shame. It was great to see you visit such a distant memory through a genuine experience.
I felt that grandma part. I lost my grandma at 79 to pancreatic cancer, and whenever I think of her, I cry. There is nothing to be embarrassed about, it just shows how much you loved her.
Ryan when I was a young boy my great grandfather gave me my very first fishing pole it was about 3 feet And he watched me catch my first fish,a Little catfish that I named titan he had a missing whisker and 2 years later I found another one with a missing whisker and it made me cry bc I miss him and he died back in 2018.😢
I did this recently for the first time. Went straight to zero senses and got into the zone. Felt like I was completely detached from my physical body - almost as if I was floating outside and only aware of my consciousness and nothing else. There is nothing in this world that is like this - a deep mystical experience without ANY physical distraction.
Yep, it's amazing. Quite strange that he calls this the world's largest, though. It's normal-sized, for a room-style tank. I wouldn't go for those pod tanks. These large ones are the only ones you want to mess with.
@@jonshetrit5409 Yeah. The float pod gets you there, but you can't experience the same level of freedom as in a full-size cabin (or room). You can bounce off the walls gently, like the DVD screensaver, you can do the most amazing zero-gravity stretches that would never be possible outside of a substance that supports your body weight ... Overall it just feels very free and open. The pods are better than nothing, but they feel a bit more confined and are probably not recommended for anyone with claustrophobia. Cabins are the standard of float tank providers these days. Though it would be cool seeing companies offer small rooms with pods for cheaper prices so that you didn't have to be OK on money to experience this. We've gotta get floating to the masses. It's all the benefits of meditation and far more, for the generation that is unable to meditate due to intense tech addiction. (I'm one for sure.)
I love how Ryan’s content is becoming deeper, like he just spent 3 hours experiencing sensory deprivation as he speaks about how we are all too attached to our phones, for him to reach for his phone and read his notifications instantly as the time finishes. It’s just a smart way to show how we will always be consumed by technology.
Congrats... you had your first non-drug induced psychedelic experience, and in the process of the lack of input stimuli, your mind purged several emotions and thoughts that needed to come out. Some of the experiences shown here are traditionally triggered by psychedelic substances. When the mind has no input stimuli (no sight, sound and other things such as touch), it creates its own visuals based on the sum total of a person's lifetime experiences. The imagery seen can be metaphorical, with shapes, visuals and 3D & 4D space "representing different meaningful memories". This explanation is simplistic at best, but basically what is happening here. Well done on completing the challenge. It would be interesting to see your Dad go through the same experience, and see what comes out from his mental library.
"I don't have an ex" Man is so perfect and genuine he's only had one relationship that has held like super glue you are an inspiration in many ways. I look forward to the day your video brings you to Wisconsin totally hit me up I'll show you the best and worst spots for everything.
we’re here for you ryan, don’t be embarrassed at all most of us realize how hard it can be. i actually think you’re pretty kind for thinking of that because it shows how much u care
It’s not embarrassing man, my grandpa practically raised me too. My dad has always been pretty emotionally unavailable, but my grandpa was always there for me. Me and my brother were his entire world, and he made sure that we knew it. He passed away from dementia in December, and i miss him everyday. There’s no reason to be embarrassed from being vulnerable and missing someone you love.
5:50 That was not embarrassing. My dude you just had a surreal experience with your inner consciousness and it seemed like one full of joy and passion. That is awesome and really sweet.
Man, hope your grandma is doing fine, I've never had any meaningful moments with my grandparents, but I wish I had...the memories you have make you more human, crying is human.
5:44 It's okay Ryan. Everyone cries. No one can stay strong forever. I could have cry when just right when there is no light. Your stonger than me. Good job Ryan.
The problem with sensory deprivation is that once you do it you want to do it again. My first experience was 3 hours as well. I'm surprised you were allowed to wear clothing because the dyes can leak into the water. Being nude is 1000% a better experience. At one point I was thinking to myself in my head, "Am I asleep? I can't be asleep because if I were I would not be asking myself that question." Right after thinking that I woke up. I had been asleep! LOL At one point the walls of the isolation tank became transparent and I saw a grey alien and a slave from the civil war era. Both were starring at me. Why the heck did my brain make me see that, where did it come up with that? I have no freak'n clue!
@@lourdesjohnson7644 body temp. Very comfortable. I’ve been there. Tom is awesome. If you near Philly you absolutely have to go to his place in MARLTON, NJ. FLOAT SJ.
There's nothing to be ashamed about crying over a loss. I lost my brother in a car accident and I cry about it all the time. I know what it feels like.
You ok? Hope your doing ok
Lost my grandmother last year. It hurts.😔
@@spongederp160 me too 😔it hurts
@@Kubz0n I'm sorry for your loss
Everyone sorry for your loss hope your doping well
“Don’t judge me for this” Ryan I used to do the same thing, it’s hard thinking about someone you love completely gone. We’re here for you!
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It’s not embarrassing it’s beautiful. and the fact that you kept it in the video shows how brave you are, and now you have motivated me to try this for my self to connect with my memories both good and bad
I'm definitely doing this, on my bucket list. I already have an issue with overthinking so going through this outdated possibly stop it or if not it'll still be an experience. My guess is its expensive tho so InshaAllah I still get the chance
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that moment of remembering your grandma was really wholesome. its not embarrassing to be human Ryan. connecting with oneself and your memories in a genuine way is really positive and should happen more often for everyone. being able to remember beautiful things or be reminded of them is an amazing thing and is very inspiring. def inspires me to slow down and do the same
dude I almost teared up when you were talking about your grandmother. that’s such a warm memory, you don’t have to feel embarrassed of it.
Almost? Your a stronger person than me lol
@@moodisa I felt nothing
*I* teared up when he started crying
@@victoriajohnson279 what, why tho
@@victoriajohnson279 What do you mean by that?
I love how you trust us to talk to us about your memory about your grandmother. It's obvious that she meant alot to you. You don't have to be embarrassed, we all have that one person who has had a huge impact in our lives.
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@☺ χσχσ кєαg ☺ Im so sorry for your loss
Losing a family member might take forever to get off your mind i wish you the best of luck for your future.
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I cried when he started talking about his grandma because that’s how I was with my grandma and she only recently passed a couple of days ago.i miss her a lot I’m currently crying.i miss taking naps with her and cooking with her just everything about her i would do any thing to see her again…
So sorry
Sorry for your loss
I send peace and comfort 😢
The memory with your grandmother is really special-don’t be embarrassed over shed tears. She obviously means a great deal to you. Thank you for choosing to share that moment with us.
Edit: It’s really encouraging to see so many other people who have hearts for their families (and for humanity in general). I hope this conversation (minus the bots) has encouraged some of you as well!
I feel his pain though...
It’s so sad
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Honestly this sounds so relaxing. No noise, no visual, no gravity. Only issue is I would get bored rather quickly with no way to write down what goes down in my head and likely would sleep through most of it.
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I'd lose my mind. I'm already schizophrenic. I feel this would worsen it.
this is exactly what my thought process was
I absolutely need some sort of music, being inside my brain just kinda scares me, but I would love this place, I’d probably just daydream the entire time though lmao
you're not gonna know where you are at all.
The beautiful story of your grandma touches me. No need to be embarrassed for the tears. It shows the human side.
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Don’t be embarrassed about your grandma. I had a grandpa and I was crying the entire day. Showing your emotions is healty
I love how ryan managed to made us feel like we're watching a documentary but in youtube style !
Lmao I agree
If I was in a special tub thingy like that I would want no gravity and hot steamy water.
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It's not embarrassing to cry it's amazing
None of us even said the word cry
When he cried over his grandma, I cried too. No weakness or embarrassment there. Strength. Strength and love.
I did too, at 5:43, as soon as his face fell, I cried for him, I'm not sure why it hit me so hard, I felt so deeply for him
A strong person can cry because they're being strong too long
I thought he cried because he got water in his eyes. But yeah, that honestly makes sense and it was sweet to watch.
I cried too cause I was also like that with my grandma when I was a kid. She's now gone, just a month after my other lovely grandma passed away last year. Still hurts..
Yes we’ve really got to stop raising boys or being influenced by someone else that it’s weak or embarrassing to show any emotion besides love and anger. Even guys still rip on other guys who express or talk about caring for their partner etc. It’s a terrible way to live. We’re all human beings and this gender traits shit enforced is man made. “Women are caretakers” yeah because for so long they had no control over their reproductive system they gave birth to a large amount of children. I thought it was beautiful. A memory of the woman who stepped up and raised him. She may have passed away. The psychological toll of not letting certain feelings show, I can’t imagine. I think the results are pretty clear with some men and usually people get hurt or unalived. It’s so sad, it’s gotta stop.
5:43 NOT embarrassing. This is a beautiful moment of sentiment and vulnerability. Thank you for keeping this in the video.
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Wow crazy how your mind can do that to you. that is amazing and so brave for you to share that with everyone
5:38 it’s okay Ryan. It’s completely fine to cry over losing someone you loved. I lost my great grandma at a very young age. And I still cry to this day thinking about it. It’s been 9 years since she died. It’s not embarrassing at all. Everyone does it over a lost one
I was watching this with my family and when you started talking about your grandmother, we all fell silent. Just listening to your words. Thinking about our own grandma, and how we would fair if we were to do this ourselves. Great content dude!
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this feels like a literal documentary, insane work ryan!
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Naw man, nothing to be ashamed of. Glad you were able to remember something that was formative in your life. I'm sure if I did this I would be sobbing remembering crazy shit my Mom and I did, or my friends who took their lives. We all have things we need to process. No shame, thank you for sharing this.
"Crazy shit my mom and i did, My friends who took their lives" 😟
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Oh I hope you're okay Bro, keep strong, but it'd okay to cry. Love You bro 🙏
It is alright Ryan. I always cry over losses. Especially someone you love. My Grandpa died about 1 years ago ago, and I still cry over it.
When he talked about his grandma.. I literally started to tears up a bit.
Im very scared to loose my grandmother, I love her so much bc she always loved me and helped me...
Same bro same
mine died last year
I didn't expect to cry from this video
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life goes on though God bless you guys
@@escapetherace1943 im very very sorry for you then :/ all my love 🕊️
i wish i had mine:(
same, and my grandma is pretty close to dying of age
Do not be embarrassed at all about your memory! That was beautiful! Your emotions were so raw! It made me stop and think about my grandparents who practically raised me as well! It’s a lot of feelings !
@26 Mic Get some help
He has no grandparents yet
when i was born only grandpa was alive and hes in another country
@@majdhasproblems2308 no he had a grandma but not a grandpa
@@Nite.Z. gud to know
Can we please normalize not being embarrassed about tears? That was such a beautiful memory you shared with us and I love the direction your content is going. Absolutely top tier.
Edit: Seems a lot of people are finding humour in the "normalize" term, we get it💀 but the fact that there are also replies with people stating that they're not comfortable crying proves my point lol. We're not obligated to share how we're feeling but trust me, letting go and crying every once in a while can make you feel so much lighter. I think if we try as a collective to be less judgemental of people around us who cry (especially men), you'll find it easier to comfortably grieve or laugh or reminisce with tears. Watch a video of cute puppies, or soldiers coming home, or a sappy movie every now and then if you find it hard to let it out. Try and find time even if it's for 5 minutes to scream into a pillow or bawl your eyes out😂, don't be too hard on yourself, you're loved. It's going to be ok. ❤️
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YES SERIOUSLY MEN ARE ALLOWED TO CRY TOO
I get embarrassed about crying bc every time I cry it’s ugly crying
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❤ that was lovely what you said about your Grandma. It was very moving. Thank you for sharing.
Man that's not embarrassing, it's relatable. I lost my grandmother about 3 months ago and memories are really all I have. Being able to tap into them and experience moments with loved ones who are gone is a gift.
I'm sorry for your loss
Me too😭😭😭
May all our grandma's rest in peace 🕊️☮️💗🥺
@@kaylamullins2410 amen 🙏❤️
I lost my dad I don’t know my mom my grandpa died I live with my grandma
Ryan can literally make floating in a pool entertaining lol. He has some of the best storytelling on the platform.
@26 Mic no
@thegoodyeast even if your a bot, i agree.
jake paul is supposed to be a boxer and he just bein weird smh
@@hilohalo4100 bruh what are you talking about
Realy not true
you shouldn’t be embarrassed to show us your emotions, you’re human too and we totally understand that you have experiences and memories of your own! thank you for telling us about your grandma and your moment with her
What if I’m not human 🤨
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@@xcmmm what if im the monsteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer
@@wans2883 what if we dinosaurrrRrrRrrRtTTrTrRrrR
@@croutons9590 What if me MONKE 🦧
5:21 i feel ya buddy. thats a amazing memory. i had quiet a few memories with my nan. not as special as you but she was always making my day easier till the faithful day in 2020 but thats okay cause we dont last forever and im excited to meet her again.
That wasn't embarrassing that was amazing
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It was a wholesome moment of rememberence
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Dude, don't be embarrased. That was perfectly normal and incredibly heartwarming. If i'll be honest i'm tearing up myself, heheh.
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name looks xbox generated too W xd
Oml your pfp and username gives me nostalgia of when I used to play on my Xbox 360 when I was little.
@@JaiDoesVideos same
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Loss is extremely hard to battle, and sharing your emotions is way better for than holding them in, which can cause mental problems. Thank you, Ryan, for remembering your grandma. She was probably the sweetest woman ever❤
No need to feel embarrassed about your emotions Ryan. We all have people we miss 👊
yup 👍
Same but my moms mom and my sister
In my case my younger sis
@@VeerainsaiChadaI’m sorry to hear that
@@Ry4ggI’m sorry to hear that
That memory of his grandma made me feel such pure and innocent things I haven't felt since my own childhood. Crying is the most normal thing, man! It's what it means to be human!
@Check my about page link Bruh I get you’re a bot but pick any other comment except for one talking about a dead grandmother piece of f**k
@Check my about page link I can’t read
@@Redman9000 same, that’s why I can’t write
@@Beluga-df8kr and i cant type
@@kitsu._. how does this app work
Respect for showing that crying is actually okay. Even as a man.
It’s about the mentality, Jonathan. An adult is 18 years old. A man is someone who can act like a mature guy.
@@craftingtablegaming6311 if we're going by mentality then he is definitely still a boy
@@JayHub-p3n why?
@@calgoulden8223 did you grow up without a father? Do i really have to point out how this guy is pretty childish?
@@JayHub-p3n this how most young adults are and always have been idk what your point is
Seeing ryhan cry makes me want to cry man I’m really sorry for your loss
Right I’m just gonna flat out say this. Ryan you say “don’t judge me” but no we won’t because there is no issue in bringing back memories from the past and being upset about it, society has made it so men shouldn’t cry or show emotions, but you can! We should all be able to show and express our emotions freely without being embarrassed. 🥰
thats soo true
That is true
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That’s true I feel like I can’t express myself just because of my gender
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Watching him progressively get sadder and try to fight it then just breaking down was so sad to watch
You’re very soft alexis garcia
@@yanetlerebours6695your name is ironic
@@Taha_A why
@@himaririku5289 his name says superhero yet he is basically being the opposite.
@@Wrinkledwaterbottle 🤓
5:50 Not at all embarrassing, bro. This world we've built, with all of its sound/light pollution, has majorly disconnected us from what's actually going on inside of us. We are rarely in-touch with our authentic and internal selves, which is why you feel embarrassment for crying in the first place. This is a beautiful moment and I really hope you have a million more authentic moments like this to connect with the deeper parts of yourself.
I loved this take on that moment! Thanks for sharing
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@@haiguys2601 wtf
You don’t have to be embarrassed of crying over a loss of a loved one , crying is an essential part of life and everyone is here for you no matter what ❤ x
I honestly would love to try something like this. Just absolutely disconnected from the physical world, feeling like I’m literally inside of my own thoughts
You can acually do this, its called meditation ;)
@@saegetek1268 I feel like this will have a bigger impact on you. Just letting your body go, not caring about anything, and just going over old memories
Same
But I think I would be scared being alone
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As someone who has trouble with sensory overload, this looks like heaven (currently sitting in a dark room with noise-canceling headphones on so that I can't hear anything but my own heartbeat). But it also looks like straight up torture because any sort of stagnation causes me anxiety.
I'm just now realizing I might have some issues.
i feel the same way
Same
hey bestie it is just slightly possible you have adhd or autism lmfao
Wanna hear nothing, do nothing, think nothing, see nothing, peace for three hours, a dream!...but it's unfamiliar btw, new territory, sooo do yaaa thooo? Hashtag-relatable
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That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately! surely!
why did you repost a comment???
@@bootymuncher7649 UA-cam sometimes glitches where it says it hasn't posted a comment but it actually has
Damn stolen
@Seek Him with all your heart and you will find Him Stop it. Get some help.
@@aetimes2 no it was someone elses comment i mean lol
"I feel like a single celled organism rn" gold
That was really thought provoking Ryan, extremely interesting to see how you reacted to your senses being taken away. I bet it could be a really good memory trigger for people, don’t be embarrassed about which ones come up and how you feel about them, the story about your grandma was really powerful. I would love to try this - but I worry about how I would react to it, I think my anxiety might get too bad unfortunately!
I would be unable to breathe if i did that ): Seems cool though but not being able to hear, see and experience gravity would choke me
The fact that I was hallucinating strings in there too is creepy
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This is quality content. Even if he is trying to joke around or anything, he is making us laugh even when he is scared. This man deserves an award.
Give this man a FAT cookie.
@SimilarSouls he would deserve it for sure!
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When I went to prison on my first go around, they have a place called, " the box" which is basically the "hole" or solitaire confinement. It's horrible little messed up cell. The brick walls, no window, a big intimidating metal door, a metal framed bed bolted to the ground, a metal toilet with a sink on it. One light on the ceiling that stays on all day, all night. I was sent to the box the first time for a fight, that actually never really happened, with someone that I didn't even know, it's too long of a story but there I was in the cell next to his in the box and the only way to speak to each other was through a heating vent on the ground that ran through both of our cells. We would talk, because other than writing or reading that was the only thing to do. We talked for hours, for days, then weeks, we got pretty close without even ever seeing each other.
The box will do something to weird to your mind. The first few days are probably the worst. Time is slow, the light will give you a headache and you'll spend a lot of time just walking back and forth but something happens to a lot of people in there after awhile, time starts passing. You forget all about it and it just kinda speeds up without you noticing it, at this point of being in there, what the hell is time anyways? It doesn't matter. You'll forget what day it is. Then forget the date all together and sometimes when your up really late talking you'll go to bed late, or early depending on how long you talked and then there goes your normal sleeping cycle and if it wasn't for the kind of shit food your getting you wouldn't know if it was day or night and usually at this point you couldn't give less of a fuck. When I said that the box does weird shit to your head I meant that it really twists your shit up because before they we're going to put me back in general population I decided I was just going to refuse. I was going to stay in that little cell for as long as I could or until I paroled and that's what I did. I spent three years in that box. Obviously my neighbor left and over the next few years many came and left and I enjoyed talking to them, getting to know them, getting close to a human with just conversation knowing that I would most likely never see them again, that was a special feeling. I liked the books I read and I got really good at drawing. Increased my drawing skills up to portrait level using covers of books and the occasional magazine.
That cell changed me in more ways to count. Some good things and some not. Sorry for rambling it's just that this video reminded me of my little cell in the box.
Woah man... Glad to see you got through all that.
Very interesting story 🙏
What’d you go for? To jail I mean
@@RemoveHandles750 back when I was a teenager and pot was illegal I got into a lot of legal trouble because I smoked, I spent almost my entire teenage years in a home for boys. A boys home which was a lot more like its own neighborhood for delinquent children, at age sixteen they didn't know what to do with me since I had spent so much time there that pretty much all of my family either hadn't cared or washed there hands of me so they put me in a studio apartment in a much larger city than I've ever lived in at the point and I had grown up in the backwoods till then so it was quite the culture shock to me and I was only 16, enrolled in a school but no way to pay for anything so that's when my adult criminal career began. I went to prison the first time at 17 for home invasions and a safe breaking with a whole slew of misdemeanors. I don't ever want to blame that boys home for my actions but I've always found it quite ironic that they spent years working on my "delinquency" of being a pothead that when they finally washed their hands of me they decided to drop me off in a city, with absolutely no resources and something I couldn't even pay for.
@@mistercowboy202 well, hope you’re doing better now, be safe out there man
Honestly I find it amazing how you still showed it in the video. That was brave and I already respected you but I respect you way more now.
I really want to try this now... Looks oddly relaxing
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It’s so sad that the world has recognized crying as “embarrassing”! Ryan, never feel embarrassed about feeling that way! 💗
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😔 Yes it’s so sad.
Right
I mean crying its always embarrassing for me cause my friends might think im a crybaby
That grandma part hit me so hard.
My grandma was my second mum, even more than my mum was when I was young she did everything for me and I loved her to bits, she died at 55 of cancer and to this day I can't even speak about her or think about her properly without just crying its literally uncontrollable. I know exactly how you feel there man it's not embarrassing it shows how kuch you loved her.
Mum
@@Shriekiscool.what's wrong with someone saying 'mum'?
@@NoobeGuy nothing, he probably pointed it out because british people say mum
Hold this L bozo I'm smoking yo dusty ahh grandma in my pack 🚬🚬🚬
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Crying is not embarrassing, it's natural. It just shows that you still love your grandma. Remember, she's in a better place now ♥♥
I was almost about to cry when you cried while talking about your memory with your grandma. It’s not embarrassing, you showed your emotions like that is incredible. I don’t know how it feels, because i never stayed a long time with my grandma, and i barely know her much. But, to those who loved theirs, im sorry for your loss. I
i balled my eyes out before he elaborated more.-0.
bro its the exact same thing that happened to me but with my brother...
Dude why am I actually crying 🤧😢😢
I WAS ALREADY GONNA CRY WHEN I SAW HIM CRYING BUT I DIDN'T CRY & YOUR COMMENT MADE ME CRY
My grandma isn't dead
Can we appreciate what Ryan is doing for us? The happiness, sadness, feelings, all of these emotions mixed into one video? This is the best that you have done, I love it so much
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@@Jonathan-yr3so 😶
When he talked about his grandma, I almost cried, I had a grandpa who was there for me, even miles away. Back in 2014, he passed away. I was told a story, my grandpa Alec, after he passed, my family saw him on the beach, waving. My grandma wanted to hug him one last time.
Edit: It’s okay to be sad, just remember people always love you.
I have two well living grandmas and that when he was talking about naps it was- I was thinking about death, thinking about if I died in my nap or more terrifying that both my grandmas died while napping….shit the sounds in the video was so well edited that while watching I felt floaty. Cool video
I hope he’s doing well in heaven
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I cried too, I once had a grandma when I was 8 and I am still missing her
i only got 1 grandma and 0 grandpas
Hope you’re alright, sorry for your loss. Hope everyone here who lost someone is alright, and im sorry for your losses too
We need more men like you. you got so openly vulnerable, and my heart broke when you asked me not to judge you :( its not embarassing, its human, and its stronger than anything to show these parts of ourselves, let alone to this many other people. i appreciate when men are vulnerable. i appreciate when men arent afraid to cry. i appreciate when men are brave enough to be emotional in a world where its so easy for them to bottle up their shit and not talk about it. its what differentiates boys from men. well done
We have to many people like that now, telling everyone every feeling every minute of every day.
@@breakingames7772 is that a bad thing?
@@breakingames7772 also i think you're overexagerating
@@breakingames7772 cry about it
Stop trying to turn men into women
It's alright man I cry over my grandma and she's not even dead yet it's just the thought of it that makes me cry it's okay we understand what it's like you don't have to be embarrassed or ashamed of it
I know. Sometimes I think of my grandad dying, and I break down. I dread the day… 😢
Think the same and i cant even get sad in the slightest even for someone i like so much
Same 😢
I think about it more than I like to admit, and I always get so worried about it, and Ryan’s memory made me tear up
Its a scary thought
I had never heard of this before, it looks so scary, I would 100% freak out after 15min, can't imagine doing 3 hours lol. I have to try this one day and conquer some fears.
Nice video Ryan, and don't be ashamed that you cryed.
Not to be that person but cried
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@26 Mic bro hrs not u
Yeah I would love to do that it would be so scary though.
2:16 OMG RYAN WOWWWWW SUCH A GOOD JOB IM SO IMPRESSED
Ryan, my guy it's totally fine to cry and let out your emotions out !
It's not embarrassing that you cried on camera.
Just stay positive ! Live in the moment !
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Nobody should make fun of you for having emotional nostalgia sometimes it's unavoidable
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unavoidable for everyone except me
@@XD_yt4453 so quirky
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@@XD_yt4453 I know for a fact you've felt vulnerable at one point in your life.
Crying is not embarrassing Ryan remember that. I've lost my grandma about 2 years ago and every time I think about all those memories I had with her makes me cry like a baby. Remember we're here with you!
No, it's embarrassing. It's weak, pathetic, and it would get you killed in the wild.
@@manthe3711 is he on the wild?
@@ボブスチューデント Not with that attitude.
@@manthe3711 with what attitude?
whenever i hear stories of people with loved ones that passed away, i always feel sad and feel grateful for the people i still have
i'm one of those people as well.
2:18 WOOOOOW 🤩 🤯 RYAN NICEEEE JOB👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
Don’t worry about needing to cry. I teared up watching this. I have OCD, so the thought of doing something like this - surrendering myself to nothing but my thoughts - sounds like a hell, I can’t imagine how you must’ve been feeling.
Same, I’m autistic and would definitely have a meltdown lol
I'm autistic and have PTSD and OCD I would be crying for all 3 hours remembering all the trauma in my life
@Joeyrony 1 Yeah same, I have the unfortunate autism+OCD combo too. It’d be straight suffering.
I would start sobbing as soon as the lights turn off. My anxiety and all my phobias just rush in when I'm in a dark room.
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this man is up next. every video is soo good
next video is gonna be spending hours in space or some shit
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Glarses is gonna make a sensory deprivation keyboard
Oh hey Glarses :D
I survived Extreme Brown Switchsory Accumulation
ryan's dedication to his videos is so amazing
Yes for sure
You have to get more creative with comments
@@amogus7482 as creative as you are with that username?
@@krytex5729 i forgot
@@krytex5729 i think i need to go to the vet😅
Dude it’s ok if ur emotional about ur grandma I just know she was a very kind and loving lady you don’t have to be embarrassed about it ❤
no where near embarrassing, i lost my grandma 5 years ago and still cry about it, we r all here with you
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i lost my mom a month ago, still miss her
You’re very soft Charlene Choy
Rest In Peace.
@@rabidanimal233 I’m so sorry
Ryan don’t be embarrassed, you showing your emotions like that was incredible! It also shows to other guys that it’s okay to go through what you’re feeling and actually feel it.
I started crying at the grandma part, my grandma passed away in 2019 from cancer. She watched me during the day as I grew up, but eventually she moved away and there were some promises made that weren’t kept. As a little kid that really hurt me, I felt betrayed by someone I cared about. Because of that we always had a rocky relationship and I worry to this day that the rest of my family might think I didn’t love her, or that I don’t miss her. Sometimes I worry the same thing.
This made me realize that I do.
Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable moment and giving the viewers the chance to reflect on their own lives. Don’t ever feel like you need to apologize for feeling
🥴🥲 thank you for being one of the most kind people in the world🥲
@@duckdudeyt that’s so sweet of you 🥺🥺💕
so I'm trying to encourage that
and sry for your loss
Sorry for your loss my grandma on my dad's side died. So I know how u feel
2:16 WOAH GOOD JOB RYAN!
Nothing to be ashamed about, I lost a friend about a year ago in a huge accident and I cry about it all the time. In fact earlier today I watched Bridge to Terabithia and sat there sobbing the whole time.
i just remembered that bridge to Terabitia exists
Be strong, it's what your friend want
I can’t remember if that movie made me cry but I remembered feeling very upset about the end and grieving with the main character. Seeing the name of the movie alone after so long has me feeling some kind of way. 🫂
This. This is science. Not boring science, but practical science. *And he's testing it out with himself*
That's worth to see
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There is no boring science.
There is also no unpractical science.
@@rammycanales3784 Yeah, it was pretty funny and interesting learning all variants of polynomial equations that I never used before, not even in university learning aero-spacial Engineering. I know they teach us things to help us understand the rest, but you need to admit that the 1800's educational system still being the same with more content, and so there's boring science, as there's boring videogames and even boring hobbies, just created to systematically dose the "Things you should know" into our brains to vomit it afterwards in an exam. I love science, man, don't think I'm a Karen or something explaining why the Earth is flat and scientists are unreliable people trying to kill you, just saying that as everything in this universe is imperfect, science CAN be boring. =D
@@MacElMasMancoDeTodos I actually kind of think the same. More often than not, schools are very shitty at teaching the basics, and then kids become hesitant to continue STEM stuff. Yet, you are saying Science by itself is boring in your first comment, which is different from THE WAY SCIENCE IS THAUGHT IN SCHOOL is boring. Although, I argue for me any science concept is automatically not boring, but yeah, I get that for a majority of people this is not the same.
I am just picking up to the fact that no science concept is inherently boring.
Ryan, that moment was amazing, not embarrassing. We as men must embrace that we, too, can and should feel without shame. It was great to see you visit such a distant memory through a genuine experience.
7:12 constipation?? lmao that made me laugh out so loud that it got my mom concerned💀
LOL
I felt that grandma part.
I lost my grandma at 79 to pancreatic cancer, and whenever I think of her, I cry. There is nothing to be embarrassed about, it just shows how much you loved her.
If you declare with your mouth, 'Jesus Is Lord' and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. -Romans 10:9
Cancer is the worst
My grandma died nov 17 1956-2021 to pancreatic cancer I miss her a lot rest in peace to your grandma and mine
same here bro 😢😢
@@DaOminusEgg rest in peace
I’m crying over all these wholesome men validating your feelings and emotions. Good job all!!
I made to 171 👍
It’s just like basic emotional processing, nothing to celebrate
@@mauroangstyes it is
@@mauroangst That's definitely something to celebrate! When have you seen a grown man actually cry? Not in the movies.
*Cuz we don't shame feelings in this space* 👌🏿😤👌🏿
Ryan when I was a young boy my great grandfather gave me my very first fishing pole it was about 3 feet
And he watched me catch my first fish,a Little catfish that I named titan he had a missing whisker and 2 years later I found another one with a missing whisker and it made me cry bc I miss him and he died back in 2018.😢
5:42 I feel you man that wasn’t embarrassing that’s how I feel about my grandma too man it’s ok
Same For Me 😭
I did this recently for the first time. Went straight to zero senses and got into the zone. Felt like I was completely detached from my physical body - almost as if I was floating outside and only aware of my consciousness and nothing else. There is nothing in this world that is like this - a deep mystical experience without ANY physical distraction.
Yep, it's amazing.
Quite strange that he calls this the world's largest, though. It's normal-sized, for a room-style tank. I wouldn't go for those pod tanks. These large ones are the only ones you want to mess with.
@@dogchaser520 have you done both? What do you think are the disadvantages to the pod sized one?
@@jonshetrit5409 Yeah. The float pod gets you there, but you can't experience the same level of freedom as in a full-size cabin (or room). You can bounce off the walls gently, like the DVD screensaver, you can do the most amazing zero-gravity stretches that would never be possible outside of a substance that supports your body weight ... Overall it just feels very free and open. The pods are better than nothing, but they feel a bit more confined and are probably not recommended for anyone with claustrophobia. Cabins are the standard of float tank providers these days. Though it would be cool seeing companies offer small rooms with pods for cheaper prices so that you didn't have to be OK on money to experience this. We've gotta get floating to the masses. It's all the benefits of meditation and far more, for the generation that is unable to meditate due to intense tech addiction. (I'm one for sure.)
@@dogchaser520 thank you for this. Makes perfect sense.
I love this tank so much..I float as much as I can..
The emotional feeling you had is not embarrassing it was a fulfilling moment that you had and it was beautiful
That was not embarrassing Ryan, I almost cried because both my grandmothers died 2021. Including my mom. I get your pain
I love how Ryan’s content is becoming deeper, like he just spent 3 hours experiencing sensory deprivation as he speaks about how we are all too attached to our phones, for him to reach for his phone and read his notifications instantly as the time finishes. It’s just a smart way to show how we will always be consumed by technology.
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Congrats... you had your first non-drug induced psychedelic experience, and in the process of the lack of input stimuli, your mind purged several emotions and thoughts that needed to come out. Some of the experiences shown here are traditionally triggered by psychedelic substances. When the mind has no input stimuli (no sight, sound and other things such as touch), it creates its own visuals based on the sum total of a person's lifetime experiences. The imagery seen can be metaphorical, with shapes, visuals and 3D & 4D space "representing different meaningful memories". This explanation is simplistic at best, but basically what is happening here. Well done on completing the challenge. It would be interesting to see your Dad go through the same experience, and see what comes out from his mental library.
To be honest I don’t understand half of the words you said but it’s looking good so yea I hope it’s good or else.
“Read my name”
You interesting are
@@RedNovaMedia umm yea ok even though I didn’t understand anything it’s alright I get it Kida of
I wonder if this could be somehow used for trauma and stuff. No idea though if that would work
"I don't have an ex" Man is so perfect and genuine he's only had one relationship that has held like super glue you are an inspiration in many ways. I look forward to the day your video brings you to Wisconsin totally hit me up I'll show you the best and worst spots for everything.
So relatable T-T
No need to feel embarrassed, losses are big things. You made me tear up
You know, this is one of the only challenges I would actually be willing to lose. It feels more like a reward rather than a punishment
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This guy is amazing. (I’m talking about Ryan love him) I’m subbed
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That was not embarrassing, you remembered a memory with one of you favorite person. I would’ve cried too! ❤️
7:11 he left the body lmao. Now he is in spirit world. BRO ATE THE SPIRIT FRUIT
we’re here for you ryan, don’t be embarrassed at all most of us realize how hard it can be. i actually think you’re pretty kind for thinking of that because it shows how much u care
don't cry Ryan ur amazing don't let anyone get to u
A masterclass in storytelling. Emotions felt: laughter, fear, excitement, sadness, surprise. Wow
It’s not embarrassing man, my grandpa practically raised me too. My dad has always been pretty emotionally unavailable, but my grandpa was always there for me. Me and my brother were his entire world, and he made sure that we knew it. He passed away from dementia in December, and i miss him everyday. There’s no reason to be embarrassed from being vulnerable and missing someone you love.
Sorry bro
Proud of you man, for successfully nailing the requisite task and being a man: giving value to your thoughts.🥂
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@HyperISMADD 😂😂
@HyperISMADD you don't tell me what's funny for me, coz you don't know me - no hate❤️
@HyperISMADD racist
@HyperISMADD no
when you started talking abt your grandma i cried too. i feel you, and it’s not embarrassing! i feel the same when people i love pass away.
same!!! ❤
5:50 That was not embarrassing. My dude you just had a surreal experience with your inner consciousness and it seemed like one full of joy and passion. That is awesome and really sweet.
It isn’t embarrassing it’s society that makes it embarrassing making cuz they believe men shouldn’t cry
@@Da_doggo104 you're right...we are almost deprived of showing any sort of emotion
@@Da_doggo104it’s men who think men shouldn’t cry
Man, hope your grandma is doing fine, I've never had any meaningful moments with my grandparents, but I wish I had...the memories you have make you more human, crying is human.
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@26 Mic no
Crying is what aliens do
The government is trying to hide this
If he cried after, something probably happened to his grandma...
@@amybruce4694 thought about it...but it's also probable that he just misses her, didn't want to make assumptions
I felt so bad when he started crying! Ryan don’t be embarrassed it was such a nice memory! ❤
Hi do u want to be friends and sorry if this looks like my dad bc this is my dad's ipad
@@dantodd868 ?
That’s really weird
@lorax_gamer don't trust him he is a catfisher
@@dantodd868 get your own iPad kid
@@dantodd868 I'd like to be freinds with this guy/girl too
2:36 bro was a god 💀
smash through the ceiling cuz im reaching for the stars
5:44 It's okay Ryan. Everyone cries. No one can stay strong forever. I could have cry when just right when there is no light. Your stonger than me. Good job Ryan.
Erm actually it’s you’re not your
@@Roccoandgirlie dude, just be quiet 🙄
Erm actually it’s you’re not your
Erm actually it’s stronger not stonger
@@daiquimm no one asked nor cares... 😐
The problem with sensory deprivation is that once you do it you want to do it again. My first experience was 3 hours as well. I'm surprised you were allowed to wear clothing because the dyes can leak into the water. Being nude is 1000% a better experience. At one point I was thinking to myself in my head, "Am I asleep? I can't be asleep because if I were I would not be asking myself that question." Right after thinking that I woke up. I had been asleep! LOL At one point the walls of the isolation tank became transparent and I saw a grey alien and a slave from the civil war era. Both were starring at me. Why the heck did my brain make me see that, where did it come up with that? I have no freak'n clue!
Aliens take over world now >:)
What temp was the water? I don’t like cold 🥶
@@lourdesjohnson7644 body temp. Very comfortable. I’ve been there. Tom is awesome. If you near Philly you absolutely have to go to his place in MARLTON, NJ. FLOAT SJ.
I thing that's what we feel spiritually after death
sounds like you seen the ghost of the past and future. i suppose that makes you the ghost of the present then :)