Q and A Part II - Some Questions Cannot Be Answered - Grief Journey

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    Jenny Appleford or Kyle Appleford
    7211 Haven Ave, Unit E-407
    Rancho Cucamonga, CA 91701
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    / @kyleapple9702
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    DIAGNOSIS:
    March 19th, 2021 Stage IIIA Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (Non-Smoking)
    February 2022 Stage IV Non Small Cell Lung Cancer (spreading to Brain, and other parts of lung and lymph nodes)
    Gene Mutation EGFR with Exon 20 Insertion
    TREATMENTS: Received or currently Receiving
    2021: 8 Rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin and Paclitaxel) with 30 concurrent radiation treatments to chest and lung
    Failed Immunotherapy directly after Chemo and Radiation (Durvalumab, 1 round)
    2022: Chemotherapy
    10 rounds of Chemotherapy (Carboplatin, Alimta, and Avastin)
    6 with Carboplatin, 4 without
    Targeted Brain Radiation (Completed)
    Most Recent Treatment plan, prior to passing:
    Whole Brain and Spine Proton Therapy (Radiation) 13 sessions
    Clinical Trial Medication NOLA
    The purpose of my channel is to document my cancer journey to look back on, and/or help anyone else going through anything similar. It is also to potentially help loved ones supporting those who are in this fight as well. This is also an easy way to update a lot of people at once. My main goal is to have footage of this journey for my husband and children to look back on. I originally created this channel as a sort of video diary for my
    family.
    Thank you so much for following along on this journey. Your love and support help me so much.

КОМЕНТАРІ • 608

  • @elainegeldart564
    @elainegeldart564 18 днів тому +144

    Kyle,as a lonely grandmother please make an effort to see your grandfather. I hardly ever see my grandkids. The reason they say they are too busy and I understand but a half hour visit once a month would make me happy. Please consider seeing him regularly. I know it would mean so much to him. We old people are so lonely. I'm crying for both of us as I write this

    • @ShannonGilpatrick
      @ShannonGilpatrick 18 днів тому +15

      I’m praying for you and your grandkids right now. My grandmother and I were very close until I lost her 6 years ago. Believe me when I say that your grandchildren WANT a bond with you.❤️

    • @fixinfkinsandwiches6183
      @fixinfkinsandwiches6183 17 днів тому +10

      I’m sorry to read that. I hope your grandchildren can start visiting more often. I had wonderful grandparents that I was very close to but by the time I was a teenager, I hardly ever saw them. Now they are gone and it’s a huge regret that I didn’t spend more time with them when I could.

    • @user-mi9wg2gq7c
      @user-mi9wg2gq7c 16 днів тому +4

      Please do consider visiting your grandfather more. My mother is 90 years old and she doesn’t get many visits from her great grandchildren or even her grandchildren. She misses them and is always so delighted when one comes in the door! I know I let life get in the way of spending more time with my grandmother and I have A LOT of regret. Life goes so fast and you miss knowing your grandparent as a child stories and young adult stories and then they’re gone.

    • @karinjones1669
      @karinjones1669 14 днів тому +1

      Elaine, it might be helpful to let people know how selfish people/ family really are.
      You've given your life to having a family yet your grandkids don't visit you.
      It is truly sad, if I was you I'd let people know that having a family isn't worth the effort, and probably was the biggest regret of your life.
      When your family doesn't have any time for you it shows the lack of character people have these days.

    • @APRN4441
      @APRN4441 9 днів тому

      I live in TN. I lost my grandmother 4 years ago and miss her desperately.

  • @roberthutter74
    @roberthutter74 16 днів тому +38

    Kyle, I’ve been silently following your channel for years. As a former cop in New York I’ve seen enough grief to humble the best of men, you are the strongest and genuine man I’ve ever met.

  • @JENSDEN
    @JENSDEN 18 днів тому +91

    i like how Kyle keeps some of his life with Jenny private

  • @donnabaardsen5372
    @donnabaardsen5372 18 днів тому +167

    My beloved son passed away suddenly from an undiagnosed medical condition, last Sunday. My heart is shattered into a million pieces. I will be laying him to rest this Thursday. I don't wish this horrific nightmare on anyone. It's against the laws of nature for parents to bury their children.

    • @meganlong6323
      @meganlong6323 18 днів тому +16

      I'm so sorry for your loss. I have two sons and I cannot imagine the pain you are going through. Just wanted to reach out and tell you that you are not alone.

    • @jennyapple4704
      @jennyapple4704  18 днів тому +31

      I’m so terribly sorry for your loss

    • @Katie-sf7jt
      @Katie-sf7jt 18 днів тому +10

      I am so sorry ❤ Bless you and your family.

    • @tamiewert808
      @tamiewert808 18 днів тому +10

      So sorry for your loss!

    • @naomisgram1
      @naomisgram1 18 днів тому +7

      😢

  • @SeeingHimNow
    @SeeingHimNow 18 днів тому +110

    Kyle, this is YOUR journey-no one else’s. Just know we’re here for you regardless of what you answer or don’t answer

  • @patriciakowerko8201
    @patriciakowerko8201 18 днів тому +136

    I'm so glad you kept Jenny's feminine floral dresses. She looked so beautiful in them. My husband died a year and a half ago and I still have most of his clothes still hanging in our closet. They actually bring me a lot of comfort.

    • @kelsonl6084
      @kelsonl6084 18 днів тому

      I know this isn’t a husband but after the dog love of my life died from brain cancer, I cut off some of her fur and would bury my nose in it and sob. I really wish I had gotten more fur or sealed it better so that I could still smell her..such a powerful sense to bring about emotions ❤

    • @traciebryant162
      @traciebryant162 18 днів тому +11

      She really did look beautiful in them. 💗

    • @Katie-sf7jt
      @Katie-sf7jt 18 днів тому +13

      No matter how sick she was, she always looked beautiful. Her soul shined through. ❤

    • @willimina362
      @willimina362 18 днів тому +10

      I’m at 6 years and I still have all my late husband’s clothes and shoes where he left them. I am comforted too. You will know in your heart when it’s time for doing something with his possessions. Don’t let anyone tell you when it’s time.. only you should decide that!❤

    • @irishgirl1753
      @irishgirl1753 18 днів тому +3

      I have been binge watching vlogs I’m so in awe of you Kyle ❤

  • @pslay9324
    @pslay9324 18 днів тому +170

    Who else is crying right now? I remember how Jenny was still happy and smiling and telling us to make the most of your life everyday. I miss her. Thank you 💥💥Kyle for sharing. ❤

    • @wendyouellette
      @wendyouellette 18 днів тому +11

      I understand where you’re coming from but Jenny wouldn’t want us crying! She was so happy right up till the end no matter how sick she felt. I believe she’d love Kyle and all of us reminiscing! I can see that big smile she always had!🐞

    • @lorriebogart4416
      @lorriebogart4416 18 днів тому +13

      Not me. I'm moving on. I went through the whole journey with them.
      It's time to heal.
      My husband is dying so I'll move on.

    • @sandilobianco6734
      @sandilobianco6734 18 днів тому +9

      @@lorriebogart4416 so sorry about your husband. I’ve moved on too. I think Kyle is still milking his wife’s death.

    • @maryann823
      @maryann823 18 днів тому

      @@sandilobianco6734Yes he is.

    • @patrickrobertson7290
      @patrickrobertson7290 16 днів тому +4

      @@sandilobianco6734What a horrible thing to say about another human being who is clearly deeply mourning his partner, the love of his life. Shame on you. And, do please move on. Don’t come back to Kyle’s channel. No one asked you to, anyway.

  • @nataliebrooks6822
    @nataliebrooks6822 18 днів тому +49

    Happy Father's Day tomorrow to a truly phenomenal Dad 💙💙💙

  • @betsybabf748
    @betsybabf748 18 днів тому +63

    I could see Ellis becoming a teacher. He has a kindness and a patience about him.

  • @lindalopez3916
    @lindalopez3916 18 днів тому +45

    Kyle, when you are ready, you may seriously consider using Jenny’s dresses and other pieces of favorite clothing and have a quilt made for Ellis and one for Winnie. I made a quilt for my niece using the t-shirts and sports shirts of her son, who suddenly passed away the day before his 19th birthday. I also made one for his grandmother. They now have a part of him to keep them warm and cozy….sending big hugs to all of you!

    • @joyce9523
      @joyce9523 18 днів тому +3

      Her dresses looked beautiful on her , she wanted Winnie to have them when she got older, But yes ITHINK that's a good ideal with some of her clothes ❤😊

    • @spunky38251
      @spunky38251 18 днів тому +2

      Beautiful idea ❤

    • @Netehope123
      @Netehope123 17 днів тому +1

      That is such a lovely idea.🇦🇺❤️💜🩷

  • @corneliusdenise
    @corneliusdenise 18 днів тому +43

    I still watch Jenny’s old videos because I miss her so I can’t even imagine how much you guys must miss her. I constantly think about her dad and her brother and her mother. I hope they’re doing well.

    • @nadiawelham7737
      @nadiawelham7737 15 днів тому +1

      I find it so hard because they were so in love and they have such a happy family, Its hard to see such a happy light be denied life, If i didnt have children, and if we could give our life to someone i would easily sacrifice my life for Jenny. She was a walking breathing Angel that was happy being in love and loving her family, and fought hard with dignity and such a brave fighting soul, I will never forget her shining light🌞

  • @cynthiawilliamson5905
    @cynthiawilliamson5905 16 днів тому +7

    Jenny knew the meaning of love…what money can not buy. She knew how to appreciate the important things, the things most of many miss or take for granted.❤

  • @olitheballer
    @olitheballer 18 днів тому +25

    I usually don't religiously watch channels like this, but for some reason it feels like it's my (our) duty to keep watch over Kyle and the kids for Jenny. Perhaps this is a blessing from Jenny and her way of watching over her family that she left behind.

  • @minettam1
    @minettam1 16 днів тому +10

    Kyle please make a concerted effort to see your grandfather more often. One day you’ll wish you had.

  • @user-cs6zl5be5k
    @user-cs6zl5be5k 18 днів тому +60

    After my husband passed away, our son took the clothes that fit him. He is taller than his father was so pants didn’t fit. I had a quilt made of his teeshirts from our cruises. The rest I donated. We were married for fifty years.

    • @traciebryant162
      @traciebryant162 18 днів тому +7

      I'm so sorry you lost your husband. What you shared is beautiful. ❤

    • @joannamarquis2705
      @joannamarquis2705 18 днів тому +4

      FIFTY years, that's a lot of memories.
      Which means you have a big hole in your life without him. It never gets easier. It seems the longer we get to have each other the more we miss.❤

    • @albussnape2
      @albussnape2 18 днів тому +3

      Compassion for your loss 💜 Respect for your 50 years loving each other, and for your beautiful post! 🙏

  • @blessedpath2007
    @blessedpath2007 18 днів тому +61

    I take a walk every day.
    During the walk I am filled with gratitude for every blessing in my life .
    I marvel at nature, God's beautiful gift to us all .
    Whenever I see a ladybug, I say, " Hello sweet Jenny" 🐞
    Kyle, I lift up prayers for you, Ellis, Winnie every morning.
    I ask God to give you joyful moments that will become beautiful memories as a family.
    Be blessed.❤️🙏

  • @missiris1234
    @missiris1234 18 днів тому +91

    You only have to share what you want. We need to respect your privacy and boundaries. You and the kids are very special people

  • @sharonjones4995
    @sharonjones4995 18 днів тому +13

    I did notice there were a couple of very personal questions, I was taken aback seeing them, I don’t understand people who have no boundaries. God Bless Kyle love and prayers coming your way.

  • @bagelshop6653
    @bagelshop6653 18 днів тому +14

    I think the burial part he doesn’t want anyone going to the cemetery a private family thing. I totally understand for privacy. Jenny is loved ❤

  • @tashi_kitty
    @tashi_kitty 16 днів тому +4

    When you spoke of Winnie being “just like her mom”, my heart broke all over again, seeing your emotion. But at the same time, the pride in your daughter shines through like diamonds!! I can totally see Ellis as a teacher. His quiet contemplation and his sweet dedication to his sister is inspiring. I hope you had a good Father’s Day. You’re the absolute poster boy for what it means to be a Dad.❤

  • @peytonsassafrass2207
    @peytonsassafrass2207 15 днів тому +4

    My dad died suddenly when i was 8 yrs old, even at my age now i remember so many things about my daddy, i was definitely a daddys girl! Its hard as a child to understand what happened, why couldnt drs make him better

  • @Lisa.Halloran
    @Lisa.Halloran 18 днів тому +13

    Kyle, I wanna be just like you when I grow up. I'm 50 years young and I respectfully am in awe of the person you are 🙌

  • @cariphillips
    @cariphillips 18 днів тому +20

    When my dad passed I took his clothes, especially the ones i had memories of him wearing and had them made into quilts and pillows. Everyone who received one was overwhelmed with the memories!

  • @robindelong936
    @robindelong936 16 днів тому +4

    Thank you for sharing. My husband of 28 years passed two months ago tomorrow from complications of frontotemporal dementia at the age of 65. Grief us overwhelming and private at times.

  • @lucylockyer9209
    @lucylockyer9209 16 днів тому +2

    I loved your answers Kyle……but I’m so glad you are working on the bedroom……..we all need decent sleep and our own oasis so it’s very worth doing…….it will have elements of you, and of course dear Jenny

  • @betsybabf748
    @betsybabf748 18 днів тому +32

    I saved all my husband's clothes. Our younger kids and I would sleep in his t-shirts a lot. Now our boys are getting older, they will take some of his shirts and hoodies to wear. My grandfather died when my mom was only 7, like one of our sons was when his dad died. Years later, I learned all about him by going through all his things, which my grandmother always saved. There is no better way to learn about something than to actually touch their things, especially their clothes. Someday, our future grandchildren will learn about my husband that way too.

    • @karleem3473
      @karleem3473 18 днів тому +4

      I’ve seen where you can send a loved ones clothing to them and they can make a teddy bear made out of a piece of clothing I want to look into doing that

  • @BabyDee72
    @BabyDee72 18 днів тому +89

    You keep privacy and never apologize. That's not what the channel is about, and no one needs to pry

    • @maryann823
      @maryann823 18 днів тому +3

      That what this channel is about , cancer journey before and after. Of course people is gonna pry.

    • @chriscutler8025
      @chriscutler8025 17 днів тому

      I Love Watching You All Together !!Jenny Loved You So Much !!
      You Both Had So Many Years You Lying Together With Your Babies Much Love Chris

    • @user-te1kv5dp7u
      @user-te1kv5dp7u 17 днів тому +1

      What? Her pregnancy, cancer journey and her memorial service was posted. People thought they missed something as whether Jenny was buried or cremated,questions about her final resting place. People did not mean ill will just wanted to know. It comes with the territory.

  • @SydneyKate1
    @SydneyKate1 17 днів тому +3

    Happy Father’s Day Kyle, I have never felt more proud for someone I’ve never met. You cry, I cry. You laugh and I’m there laughing right with you. Hugs to you and your sweet Littles 💛💛

  • @lisamurphy6912
    @lisamurphy6912 18 днів тому +18

    Happy Fathers day tomorrow 🎉 BEST dad

  • @mamahuebsch9668
    @mamahuebsch9668 18 днів тому +23

    Kyle, I think of you and your family often...my mom was diagnosed with the same cancer that Jenny had on the day Jenny passed. It was also one of our worst days! Stage 4 that had already spread to her liver, lymph nodes, brain and bones. She has been doing chemo, immunotherapy and radiation on the spot on her brain. We recently got amazing news that all of her tumors were shrinking and one of her 2 spots on her brain had disappeared. The one that disappeared didn't even get treated with radiation...the chemo and immunotherapy got rid of it. She has been handling the treatments really well. No loss of hair, nausea and very little fatigue. She has one more chemo/immunotherapy and then they are dropping the carboplatin and will just have the 2nd chemo drug and immunotherapy. Please keep her in your prayers! We actually live in Oregon near Salem. Still praying for you all!

    • @sunshine9122
      @sunshine9122 18 днів тому +4

      Wow, that's great to hear. Wishing your mom continued success with her treatment. Is she following a special diet or has she changed, removed, or added anything to her daily routine?

    • @claireashley427
      @claireashley427 18 днів тому +2

      Praying for your mom!❤🙏

    • @mamahuebsch9668
      @mamahuebsch9668 17 днів тому +1

      @@sunshine9122 thank you!! She hasn’t changed her diet. She is getting vitamin b shots as that is supposed to help alleviate some of the side effects from the chemo/immunotherapy. Thank you so much for the prayers!

    • @mamahuebsch9668
      @mamahuebsch9668 17 днів тому

      @@claireashley427 thank you so much!!❤️

    • @jackielong9927
      @jackielong9927 16 днів тому

      🙏❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️🙏

  • @karenbocek-steele2219
    @karenbocek-steele2219 18 днів тому +19

    Absolutely broke my heart when you said " She's just like her Mom". You're doing GREAT. My husband died unexpectedly 3 days after Jenny. Sharing your grief journey is helping me on mine.

    • @mandystrong8196
      @mandystrong8196 18 днів тому +2

      I’m so sorry, Is it harder when it’s unexpected or harder when you know it’s coming? Either way so heartbreaking.

    • @susanfleming496
      @susanfleming496 17 днів тому +3

      I'm so sorry for the loss of your husband. ❤

    • @tinam761
      @tinam761 14 днів тому +1

      I’m so sorry 😢 ❤❤❤

  • @sallymccoy6286
    @sallymccoy6286 16 днів тому +2

    Kyle, yesterday was Father's day. I hope you were able to enjoy it with your kids. Watching this video. I noticed you were drinking something out of a rooster mug. I am a collector or chickens and roosters. It snapped me in the face. I loved it.🐔🐓🐣❤. Enjoying summer with the kids? Your vay cay on yhe beach looked cold. God Bless you all. Keep strong 💪🏾 🙏🏼

  • @rhondasheldon6097
    @rhondasheldon6097 18 днів тому +19

    Happy Father's Day to one of the most solid Dad's Ive ever known. You certainly have your breakdowns which are proven to be most therputic. It took me quite a while to stop fighting the tears but when they came, the dam broke. I lost my husband to cancer eleven years ago and although to everyone else im fine but not on the inside. Thank you for helping me even yhough i am farther along. God bless you Kyle.

  • @peggymag8365
    @peggymag8365 18 днів тому +15

    Can’t believe you referenced that video where Jenny, you and her sister were sitting on the road smiling! That is the picture that stuck in my mind! So when you said - pink track suit, I jumped up! That was my favorite scene - it was inspiring, courageous of Jenny!!!! And I did say to myself when I saw that video - what a brave human-being! You are an awesome Dad! Keep doing what you are doing and with God walking with you, you will make it!!!

  • @BellabooItaly22
    @BellabooItaly22 15 днів тому +2

    Kyle, go find some fun things to do this week..... Maybe take the kids swimming at a water park‼️ Enjoy the water & sunshine..
    Hope you had a great father's day?
    Glad you have a housekeeper ❣️

  • @katemunro2579
    @katemunro2579 18 днів тому +21

    Ellis’s temperament is more sensitive than Winnie’s. He’s the one you’ll need to put extra care into. They are both so courageous and sweet. They reflect both you and Jen’s personalities. ☺️

    • @southerngirl1408
      @southerngirl1408 18 днів тому +5

      I totally agree, Ellis is the one that needs the extra care and attention. He’s such a precious little boy, I just want to hug him.

    • @tinam761
      @tinam761 14 днів тому

      Boys are not expected to be sensitive and he is older brother… yes, little boys that are quite intelligent are sensitive too … those qualities can blend together.

  • @wendyouellette
    @wendyouellette 18 днів тому +13

    I have a small butterfly garden and every time I look for all my caterpillars I see atleast one ladybug. Makes me think of Jenny every time. Sometimes they end up flying on me and it makes me happy. There’s atleast 3 dresses I hope you kept. One in particular was when you took her on an overnight little trip near Disney I believe but you surprised her with a sweet Hotel room and she dressed up in this sweet dress then modeled for you. It was the most adorable evening. Ended up that evening she became feeling unwell and so you ordered in and just spent the evening and all night cuddling. At least she was able to wear the special dress and that precious smile of hers looking at you was absolutely beautiful! I’ve never seen anyone who loved life as much as Jenny and also cared about everyone! She certainly had so much love in her to pass around to all her family, friends and all of us that were blessed to be of her journey. I know everyone learned something from sweet Jen!🐞

  • @taramcbrearty2918
    @taramcbrearty2918 17 днів тому +3

    Kyle i agree making time for grandpa is priority considering his age and the fact that he can not drive i was happy to hear jenny would have liked to see scotland i am of scottish heritage and have been many times and was voted most beautiful country this year the views are stunning i could just see beautiful jenny among the heather and the bluebells❤

  • @kelbug1962
    @kelbug1962 18 днів тому +28

    Kyle- I did the same when my husband passed- got rid of all the cancer, hospital stuff- couldn’t stand to look at it…then I let my stepson take what he wanted- my husband was bigger than his son ( he lifted weights) so, he couldn’t wear any shirts, but could wear some of his work out shorts etc. Then I donated all his coats to the Valor House, it’s a veterans home by me- they were so appreciative. My husband had a ton of nice coats and he always thanked veterans for their service and would pay for their lunch if we saw one while we were eating, so I knew he would want me to do that…I cried all the way home. I like you, have a spot in my closet with some of his shirts, sweat shirts and the robe I bought him for a wedding present, when we got married. I kept his leather biker jacket and boots. My friend makes memory bears and she made me several out of his shirts and then another friend took all my husband’s Harley t shirts and made me two huge quilts from them and I gave one quilt to my step son. Just last year I donated the rest of my husband’s clothes that I didn’t keep…and my husband passed almost 6 yrs ago this Nov.7…sometimes it takes years, but that’s ok…

    • @tinam761
      @tinam761 14 днів тому

      Beautiful to hear your story. I’m sorry for your loss… ❤

  • @silvialogan9226
    @silvialogan9226 18 днів тому +13

    Kyle, remember that you do not have to answer all the questions which we ask if you do not feel comfortable. It is your own private and personal life.

  • @Netehope123
    @Netehope123 17 днів тому +2

    Thank you for sharing Kyle. Loved that teddy bear made from Jenny’s pyjamas. I know Jenny loved wearing these flat brown sandals and Winnie wears a similar pair. I'm sure you've kept those. Do whatever you need to comfort Bud🇦🇺💜🩷🩵❤️

  • @robertashaffer3950
    @robertashaffer3950 16 днів тому +2

    Hi Kyle
    Thank you for answering people's questions.
    Regarding your grandfather, why not take the kids and go see your grandfather soon? The 3 of you have time now seeing you are off for the summer. The kids will spend time with their great grandfather 🙏
    Have you spoken to your therapist regarding you not sleeping in your bedroom? She will certainly have tips for you. 🙏

  • @lisarichard2463
    @lisarichard2463 18 днів тому +9

    Only share what you want.Only this channel is already a Blessing for us!! Thanks to Jenny we had the chance to know her! And she will never ever be forgotten ❤

  • @llotsdeede
    @llotsdeede 18 днів тому +16

    I Appreciate you so much. I don’t personally know you or your family BUT, I WATCHED JENNY’S ideas for about 2 years. It is amazing how I just feel like I know you all. I find I MISS JENNY. I watch a lot of the old ones. I love to see her and you and the kids. Such a fabulous family and I am so Sorry this is the cross you all have to bear. You are doing SOOOOOOO GREAT!!!!!!!!!

  • @mandyauger1035
    @mandyauger1035 18 днів тому +13

    Kyle, you're doing great and boundaries and privacy for some things is definitely warranted. Be gentle and kind to yourself. As bad as you may sometimes feel, you're doing beautifully with your kids. Jenny would be proud 👏 🩷🩵

  • @shaztownson6314
    @shaztownson6314 18 днів тому +3

    I made a blanket out of my husband's t.shirts and gave it to my son. Its very special to him.

  • @susanbarry1284
    @susanbarry1284 18 днів тому +22

    I pray for you an family every night an day Kyle🛐✝️

  • @holliethomson6147
    @holliethomson6147 18 днів тому +9

    Bless your beautiful hearts ❤❤❤ Beautiful Jenny is so very much loved. Forever missed and in our hearts always xxx🙏🙏🙏

  • @Kaydanny
    @Kaydanny 17 днів тому +3

    Hey Kyle! The tears won’t stop flowing, just wanted to say I’m still praying for you and the kids. I don’t think we will ever stop tbh 😍❤️ you’re such a tough cookie and we love you!!!
    I just wanted to say, maybe one day you can insert some short videos of Jenny at the very end of each of the videos you make. Well … if you’re up to do that! Just an idea.
    Jenny we miss you!!

  • @Katie75023
    @Katie75023 15 днів тому +2

    Kyle:
    You are in no way obligated to tell anyone what you consider too difficult to talk about!
    Jenny touched my heart with her undying optimistic attitude when she suffered so much with her cancer!
    I'm in a nearly 3 year long battle with blood cancer. Acute MyeloMonocytic Leukemia-AMML. It was first diagnosed as very high risk category MyeloDysplastic Syndrome MDS AKA Pre-Leukemia. In mid February after having 2 separate CT scans and another bone marrow aspiration and biopsy they told me that the MDS had rapidly progressed into AMML. I probably don't have more than another 10 months to possibly 14 months left to live before I will very likely be facing my own end.
    You are not required by anyone to reveal your personal life nor Jenny's, nor the relationship between You and your wife Jenny.
    I very much applaud You Kyle for your perseverance through the loss of your wife and as your best friend!🛐

    • @tinam761
      @tinam761 14 днів тому

      Oh Katie, I’m so sorry… I will 🙏🏼 for your healing and also for you to live life how you want to … I’ve had treatable cancer a couple times and so, I don’t exactly understand… just the tiniest glimpse.

  • @cathyoddie5885
    @cathyoddie5885 18 днів тому +8

    Happy Father's day For Tomorrow Kyle 💙
    You and Ellis and Winnie are Always in My Thoughts and Prayers ❤🙏
    God Bless You All 🙏 ❤

  • @krazyfarmhomestead2239
    @krazyfarmhomestead2239 17 днів тому +2

    you can share it with us we are ok with that :) . we took in our grandchild too, and so my husband is like his dad more. His dad passed away from bad things. go see your grandpa it will mean the world to him!!

  • @reginaschell7903
    @reginaschell7903 15 днів тому +1

    I remember that video very well !!
    Jenny ALWAYS had a beautiful smile on her face.
    An amazing woman 💜🙏

  • @cathyoddie5885
    @cathyoddie5885 18 днів тому +8

    Beautiful Jenny Taught us to Be Kind Always and to count our Blessings 🙌 🙏
    Her light Will Always Shine Brightly 💫💛
    Love You Dear Jenny ❤

  • @sherrykelley3354
    @sherrykelley3354 17 днів тому +2

    Happy Father's Day, Kyle. If anyone should be celebrated it is you!

  • @faithg9766
    @faithg9766 12 днів тому +1

    I so appreciate your honesty, but also the fact that you consider what you are sharing. I hope the room turns into a sanctuary for you & it brings you joy & peace.

  • @threeqtrtime
    @threeqtrtime 18 днів тому +8

    I know Jenny is smiling on you from heaven Kyle.. you make her proud ❤

  • @graceking8729
    @graceking8729 18 днів тому +30

    You are an AWESOME Dad! Happy Father's Day tomorrow!

  • @user-is4cx3dg5h
    @user-is4cx3dg5h 18 днів тому +9

    So sweet you have those early videos before cancer. The awesome memories of really special moments of your lives together. You are doing an awesome job as a father also. I just really want you to know people are still praying and thinking of you. Grief stinks, but you are doing awesome honoring sweet Jenny.

  • @chrisignacio8422
    @chrisignacio8422 17 днів тому +2

    Happy Father’s Day, Kyle! I am much older than you but hope to learn to become the husband/father you are!

  • @sadieyoung7397
    @sadieyoung7397 18 днів тому +10

    You answer whatever you’re comfortable with talking about. It’s your life Kyle and you are entitled to privacy. Love your videos as usual.

  • @SherryStultz
    @SherryStultz 18 днів тому +6

    Kyle, thanks for sharing. I'm glad you kept some things private. Jenny would be happy too. Be blessed, you and your family.❤❤❤

  • @Cancionera40
    @Cancionera40 18 днів тому +22

    My parents rarely went to any of my events, and the rare times my mom would (my dad never), she’d only criticize me, sometimes in front of everyone, which embarrassed me horribly. I very quickly learned to never tell them about my events because I did not want them there. Sounds like your grandparents did a great job.

    • @Proverbs--tx6yr
      @Proverbs--tx6yr 18 днів тому +2

      That was extremely self centered and has nothing to do with you..sometimes our enemies are the ones closest to us. You don't have to repeat that , you get to do it over with your family and do it differently . Be blessed 💗✝️

    • @benji0093
      @benji0093 18 днів тому +3

      Thanks for sharing. Yeah, right there with ya. You couldnt even call mine parents. It sucks when people dont even bother to do a decent job at it. And, well , sadly ofc this is due to them being people. People can really suck lol. If I've gotten anything from it, its the motivation to Not do that and be 10000x better for any future kids I might have, God willing. I hope you feel the same kinda desire to do better, Im sure you do, forget the bad examples just like they deserve to be forgotten. Take care, keep strong

    • @Kristen10-22
      @Kristen10-22 18 днів тому +2

      You aren’t alone. You didn’t deserve being criticized only praises and loved. My mom was the same. She put me down (as an adult) after our sons 5th gr principal was telling her how helpful I was as a volunteer. Mortified. I often wonder who I would have become if I had 2 parents like Jenny & Kyle.
      Sending hugs

    • @angelapietras1235
      @angelapietras1235 9 днів тому

      God bless you,I know you worshipped your wife and that’s awesome but later on Kyle,you need to move on love it really is very unhealthy to keep dwelling on the past.xxx

  • @eileenkiely5417
    @eileenkiely5417 16 днів тому +1

    Kyle, you are such a lovely person, you have been through so much but still stay strong for your 2 beautiful children who have also been through a terrible time losing their mummy ❤ ❤ god bless you all ❤

  • @personlady2438
    @personlady2438 18 днів тому +12

    Happy Father’s Day (tomorrow) Kyle! You are an amazing Dad! ❤

  • @gayaneg.3805
    @gayaneg.3805 18 днів тому +8

    i love your Hawaii videos, how you were creating memories with kids, knowing these would one day become cherished videos to look back on.

  • @danielam9467
    @danielam9467 16 днів тому +1

    Kyle you're so strong, thank you for your videos! one day at a time, you're amazing!🤗😁

  • @karleem3473
    @karleem3473 18 днів тому +3

    Kyle you are such an amazing man I wish Jenny could of lived longer she was so brave and strong through her cancer journey. Please know that you are such a great father and who were such an amazing husband to Jenny ❤

  • @Linnie-mm3gt
    @Linnie-mm3gt 18 днів тому +14

    🥇🥇🥇... "Happy Dad's Day", Mr. Kyle...
    I Pray You Have A Super Fun Day, With Your Beautiful Children, Son Ellis & Daughter Winnie... You Are
    "A GREAT DAD", Mr.Kyle... 🏆🏆🏆...

  • @Jacey1250
    @Jacey1250 18 днів тому +9

    Happy Father's Day, you are wonderful!

  • @debbiepierce4962
    @debbiepierce4962 18 днів тому +5

    Have a Happy Father's day Kyle!❤

  • @chrisbeaman8520
    @chrisbeaman8520 18 днів тому +11

    Prayers for you every day 🙏

  • @Tracy-gj3ig
    @Tracy-gj3ig 18 днів тому +5

    Thanks for this Q and A Kyle and sharing your thoughts with us and I’m sure most of us here totally understand that there are things you want to keep to yourself and that is of course absolutely important and understandable. I could absolutely see Ellis as a teacher and Winnie as a vet nurse or veterinarian 😊 They both have such a gentle kindness about them which is a real credit to you and Jenny 🩷🩷🐞

  • @verarivadeneira5275
    @verarivadeneira5275 15 днів тому +2

    My husband passed 25 years ago and I can’t even watch my wedding day, just the thought or the fear of feeling sad if I watch it, scares me!!

  • @ODESSA2024
    @ODESSA2024 18 днів тому +9

    HAPPY FATHER'S DAY ALL THE DADS 💚💙💚💙💚

  • @myahowlett6995
    @myahowlett6995 18 днів тому +21

    i can’t believe it’s been 7 months since she passed you seem to be coping better which is good and you kept your word being strong for your kiddies x Jenny is looking down on you smiling because she’s proud of you 😊 xxx

    • @AllisonQ582
      @AllisonQ582 18 днів тому +1

      This made me cry! I miss Jenny so much. ❤

  • @bettyfuller6940
    @bettyfuller6940 17 днів тому +2

    Kyle, you are the embodiment of what a husband and Daddy should be. I wish you and your little family the best. Keep your chin up. I am sure Jenny is looking down with pride and Joy.

  • @freelancerjourn
    @freelancerjourn 18 днів тому +8

    Blessings to you, Kyle, and Happy (early) Father’s Day. You are an incredible human being.

  • @phyllisgast8357
    @phyllisgast8357 18 днів тому +4

    Happy Farthers day to one of the best fathers I know!!! KYLE YOU ARE ONLY DESERVE THE BEST 😊 ❤I

  • @krystalkaraka3229
    @krystalkaraka3229 18 днів тому +7

    Thank you kyle for letting us know you would rather not speak about where jenny is resting etc. Im sorry i asked and dont want to make u feel uncomfortable or anything.
    I had asked such a question just because it was a major one for me when i lost my mum in august 23, i really struggled with the decision my mum had made prior to passing, in regards to wanting to be cremated and buried close by so me and my siblings could go and visit her at any time of the day or week.
    I struggled with knowing she was alone and i felt like she wasnt protected from the bad weather or people who could trample over her grave when visiting there own loved ones. So i do know how hard it is to speak on those type of things.
    Where ever jenny may be, weither its at home with yous or at a cemetery. Im sure shes in a beautiful place.
    Lots of love from new zealand ❤

  • @debralawler-nt9si
    @debralawler-nt9si 18 днів тому +4

    Jenny was an exceptional person ... Always putting others before herself. Miss her smile and even with all that she was going thru she was positive...

  • @miarosie
    @miarosie 17 днів тому +4

    Get up and out and go and visit your grandfather regularly - have you considered that he’s alone in grief too having lost his wife? People who only see elderly parents or grandparents at holidays forget that this can often mean you could potentially only see them another ten - twenty times before they die. 45 minutes drive is not an excuse - he gave you hours of his life when you needed him - offer him the same. Camp near him. Whatever. But don’t leave that man without visits.

  • @joannefonceca7446
    @joannefonceca7446 18 днів тому +10

    Happy Father's Day Kyle.I pray your day is filled with Love and Joy.💐🏆💞💕

  • @kristiericson1365
    @kristiericson1365 18 днів тому +2

    Turning my clothing into bears, or quilts is the thought I had for my husband, kids and grandkids.

  • @Pitsler
    @Pitsler 17 днів тому +7

    Now that you’ve vocalized your relationship with your grandfather …. Make him a priority, for both yourself AND your kids. ❤️

  • @hilarymccarthy1011
    @hilarymccarthy1011 17 днів тому

    Thank you, Kyle. You're so gracious as always. 🧡

  • @jojoFranklin
    @jojoFranklin 18 днів тому +18

    Jenny would be so impossibly proud of you. She chose a good man and a great father for her precious babies.

  • @RF1972.
    @RF1972. 18 днів тому +4

    I look for my son in the clouds..I know it sounds crazy...but I hope I see his beautiful face.

  • @-berberry
    @-berberry 11 днів тому

    We love Jenny and always will remember her. Thank you for sharing your families experience with us. We love you guys, too, and keep you in our hearts.

  • @dianegurule532
    @dianegurule532 18 днів тому +8

    Happy Father’s Day to you and your beautiful family have a blessed summer!❤

  • @angieconyers7133
    @angieconyers7133 18 днів тому +3

    You are. Wonderful person! Happy Father's Day!

  • @trishthedish2790
    @trishthedish2790 18 днів тому +13

    Kyle you don’t need to explain anything just be you

  • @dinkusmcgee1015
    @dinkusmcgee1015 2 дні тому

    I totally get the bucket list thing.It's all I want as a sick person is to enjoy my family❤. It's weird because you think if you get sick.You need to do this in this , but it's not like that. I am so sorry for your loss.
    I know how it feels, and now i'm going through it myself personally. I have two little humans as well❤ Bless your heart, kyle.
    Jenny is a true gem. I say that because she still lives on. Just on a different level. ❤❤

  • @dianamahar483
    @dianamahar483 18 днів тому +5

    Thank you for sharing, Kyle. God bless 🙏🏼🙏🏼🪻🎈😊🫶🏻

  • @lisarosebud6404
    @lisarosebud6404 16 днів тому +1

    Praying for you and your children ✝️

  • @daleroberts3848
    @daleroberts3848 9 днів тому

    7 minutes into your video, you're talking about the track suit video. I remember it well. My favorite part, was Ashley keeping a smile on her face, just like Jenny wanted. It couldn't have been easy. Ashley was so strong !

  • @liap1293
    @liap1293 17 днів тому +1

    Happy Father's Day, Kyle. You are a great dad!

  • @Blondiee22
    @Blondiee22 17 днів тому

    Happy Father’s Day Kyle…you are so amazing…

  • @sunig5590
    @sunig5590 18 днів тому

    Thank You for sharing the good stuff, the easy stuff, and the hard stuff.. Thank You for continuously sharing Jenny, Ellis, Winnie, and Yourself, with us.. Sending you loads of Love, Light, Laughter, and Peace.. ❤

  • @jmgsavage911
    @jmgsavage911 18 днів тому +3

    Have a wonderful Fathers day. You are the best!