god I haven’t listened to his music since everything came out about him. I hate that they’re still my favorite albums. I hate that he’ll always be the reason I learned how to play guitar.
what helped me to accept that fact was that I can still appreciate the talent in music he had but that's about it. he's a bad person and im doing everything in my power to not support him in any way or give him money.
@@Jess_lmaooAmazon Standing Lamp and I Don't Think It Will Ever End have changed my life. Those two are deffo up there too, along with Melatonin 130 and Trying Not to Think About It.
Same, listening to this again makes all the memories of feeling very alone flood back. I didn't feel sad about it though, because I was listening to music every second I could, especially this album. It's weird remembering walking home from school after staying an extra hour for extra revision, getting dark and fairly cold, blasting this album through my earphones in the empty streets. I don't know why, but I miss that short section of my life, and this album makes me sad that it's gone.
I want the excitement of getting this album out of nowhere again, I miss not feeling guilt every time I hear this music, it still speaks to me so deeply despite how much I've tried to distance myself from it
First time I’ve listened to this since that shit apology, and man does it hurt. I would fall asleep to this almost every night after it came out. I would cry to mine/yours. And hearing it now is so bittersweet. I appreciate you keeping this up so I can listen to it without him profiting at all.
I find myself relapsing and listening to his music, but every time I cry, it turns to anger and eventually I get disgusted hearing his voice. thank you for keeping this up.
Tracklist: 1. Amazon Standing Lamp 2. Mine / Yours 3. Around the Pomegranate 4. I Don’t Think It Will Ever End 5. Glass Chalet 6. Melatonin 130 7. Oh Distant You 8. Eulogy 9. Dropshipped Cat Shirt 10. The Median 11. Trying Not To Think About It 12. 10 Week Rule
i am back to the mental state i was in when i first found ycgma so this is morbidly, horrifyingly perfect (I'm so sorry to myself from like last year when everything was good and perfect and great it's bad again im sorry i hope ill come back soon and have good things to say) edit (10th may): just wanted to come back and say, (fuck wilbur), but things do get better and it'll take time and even if it gets bad sometimes you'll be okay again stay strong ly all :))
please look after urself !! ik im just a random person but ^_^ ive been goign through stuff recently and it SUCKS!!!!! take care of yourself and prioritize your own safety and health :3
Forgive yourself. You don't always have to be in a perfect mental state. For now though, enjoy this album like we enjoyed YCGMA when we weren't "okay." Let's make the most if it, friend :)
God I love this. It's so interesting seeing Wilbur's other side outside of Lovejoy. Some of these songs are love letters to other artists that Wilburs been influenced by. Namely ,Mine / Yours is similar to Sparky Deathcap and Dropshipped cat Shirt is Crywank to a T. I probably won't cling to this album as much as I do YCGMA, but I'll still love it nonetheless. Keep yourself safe everyone, and find solace in Wilbur's pretty music. Edit: Nevermind, this album lives rent free in my head now
0:00 Amazon standing lamp 3:19 Mine / Yours 6:26 Around the pomegranate 9:19 I don't think it will ever end 10:31 Glass Chalet 14:13 Melatonin 130 18:08 Oh distant you 22:39 Eulogy 25:26 Dropshipped cat shirt 28:11 The Median 29:17 Trying not to think about it 33:41 10 week rule
Thank you! I can’t find it on Spotify en so this is great!! It came out of no where and I’m almost in tears/pos it’s like old school Wilbur soot songs but also somthing super knew that I’m not used to
Relistening to this and crying because i forgot just how much his songs used to help me. For example, oh distant you was the song that truly helped me get over my ex after about 2 yrs, when the song started i immediately just started to cry. The same is the case with mine/yours
I know I shouldn't listen to him at all but I can't stop finding comfort in his music. For that I thank you for keeping this up so I can listen this with giving him money
listening to his songs reuploaded is making me feel so much better since hes turned out to be such an asshole, dont want him profiting after his shit-ass apology
im being serious, this is now my life fuel. holy shit, im so fucking excited, I can't stop listening to this!! YCGMA has gotten a hold of me when it released, and it's clung onto me as my comfort album for those last few years, so to see **THIS,** with a similar style, with the same colour palette, i just can't describe how fucking HAPPY and excited I am !! god, I hope others can understand what im feeling right now, because holy hell, I haven't felt so excited over anything in so long
Melatonin 130 was my lifeline for when I had a show on and I was wrecked with nerves. Mine/Yours was me and my best friends' favourite together. Glass Chalet was the one I could listen to on Spotify because of parental restrictions. This album is the one alongside ycgma that I have come to listen to without wanting to.
okay I’m not seeing any comments about how.. like… deep these lyrics are. I listened to the whole album, genius lyrics up, and holy shit, is he okay? there was one song where it’s just something about him not being misconstrued, like fuck, is this man GENUINELY okay? i hope he’s actually in therapy, most cc’s are
That was honestly my first thought because we know (to an extent) how bad his mental health was during ycgma time and this is so similar , so kinda concerning, however I think a lot of this might have been written DURING ycgma was, so it might be just him finishing it. I think if this IS his genuine current feelings the only people who can help him are his irl friends because it seems to me that we are in the “Bo burnahm” zone, a lot of the emotions in this are concerning how famous he is, his loss of experience, etc, which means us as the problem cannot help. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense, but I’ve been thinking about it for a bit
@@BoTeal nah, man totally makes sense!! as the other reply says, he’s okay, but even if so, all we would do is hurt. i can’t imagine how it’d hurt for people to be concerned for you to be the people who are the problem themselves, so all we can really do is enjoy the music and be mindful as an audience of what he is saying
Hi, it's been a while Oh, I could stop on by I wonder if you'll hear this when I'm done It's gonna be a lot more 'til I'm gone Waste inside my mind Bloodshot eyes and empty sheets It's all downhill, 2013 Ostentatious, Austin, Texas I get so drunk I can barely see Hit me now before this gets too cute Don't make me beg in this hotel room You'd think it'd get a lot easier without you [Verse 2] But you were right There's so much shit inside my mind I must confess the second time A lot of friends have left my life Escaping my tractor bеam of woe One small kiss and off they go Crying in deep vibrato [Instrumental] [Refrain] Midday missionary Latе night loathing Midnight cowgirl Morning smoking [Verse 3] Me and my girl could go all night (Midday missionary) My girl's the world, she fucks my life (Midnight loathing) A top-heavy Amazon standing lamp's (Midnight cowgirl) The only light left in my life A top-heavy Amazon Basics standing lamp's (Midday missionary) The only light left in my life [Outro] No, no you won't get nothing
Idk how to explain this, for a lot of people this feels like ycgma, for me i feel it's completely the opposite, and I believe it's because the completely different people each album found. My worries, my mental health, even my environment shifted, but I still enjoy each song of both albums but for different reasons now
HERE BEFORE THIS IS VIRAL- 2188 VIEWS, 2 HRS AGO. Omg Wilburs music has had such a possitive effect on my life I cannot put into words how thankful I am to be able to listen to his music, Thank you so much not just wilbur, everyone. For helping his music grow, and to wilbur, thank you. ❤
no because him releasing this on the day im having the biggest breakdown in like 2 months feels so insane like wdym im getting a backing track (and sort of tiny smile acc wow) to my crashing???? /// edit: like september-october i was uh rly bad mental state and missed like over half of all typa school things and literally had set a final date for myself lol, got better but uh had it all shattered like today cause of general school stress (™) and one really big solo school project thats due on friday (we got like 3 weeks to complete it, and its like a WHOLE lot of research and then putting it together into a working 30 minute presentation) and me being mentally ill didnt start until like last week, but i havent been able to focus on it and theres so so so many other things going on simultaneously and then boom im supposed to be done in like a day?? and i dont even have a sort of script or any slides or anything at all?? had a panic attack like idk 5 hours ago atp and spiraled into the same mental state i was in 2 months ago. but hey, at least the wilbur release could get me to do a lil :D lol
Unfortunately this will forever my best “cry myself to sleep” album, just the beginning triggers tears that I cannot resist. I won’t cry over losing a beloved artist of mine when I am not a victim of his wrongdoing, but hearing this song and the lines possibly referring to his different types of abusive tendencies makes me feel even worse for 1 being blind, 2 listening to this I hope I’m not the only one who thinks that
Does anyone else realize that "Amazon Standing Lamp" Was it created when Wilbur was in the DSMP? Once when he was with Quackity he mentioned that he was working on a song called "Amazon Standing Lamp."
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FUCK wilbur soot, i will be keeping this up so you can listen to his music without giving him money. Support victims, Fuck William Gold.
Thanks
I also wanna find some videos of covers of these songs
Got any?
You are a god thank you
HELL YEAH
fuck Wilbur! I hate that this album means so much to me
LITERALLYY@@elliotteastonblainemango5672
Instead of your city gave me asthma winter it's now mammalian sighting reflex winter
No it will always be ycgma winter, no matter what
I love this album but ycgma is special
Ycgma will forever be winter but I feel like this is more a msr summer
@@ciwoo_ autumn or spring*
are you alright and mammalian sighing reflex autumn, ycgma winter, wake up spring and pebble brain summer, there you go, mapped the whole year :))
god I haven’t listened to his music since everything came out about him. I hate that they’re still my favorite albums. I hate that he’ll always be the reason I learned how to play guitar.
what helped me to accept that fact was that I can still appreciate the talent in music he had but that's about it. he's a bad person and im doing everything in my power to not support him in any way or give him money.
@@jasmin9702yous do realise that all the money from wilbur music’s video on this goes to charity instead of wilbur or this random guy??
same bro, same..
That's fair. Bad people do good things, sometimes. It's the risk we take by being effected by anything.
HOW CAN THIS MAN JUST RELEAS A WHOLE NEW FUCKIN ALBUM ON RANDOM WENDSDAY I SWEAR TO GODS
It’s just really something for him to do
I honestly don’t think this is for us… I think it’s for will.
its definetly for me
decided to listen to the album here for the first time in months, and i’m literally sobbing. it’s extremely comforting hearing these songs again.
THE "HE GETS SILLY" PART IS SOMETHING ELSE
I knew he joke about “releasing a new album with no promo” a while ago but omfg
Omg as a person who listens to ycgma religiously, this is beautiful. Actually sobbing i cant
Eulogy and the median have changed my fucking life
@@Jess_lmaooAmazon Standing Lamp and I Don't Think It Will Ever End have changed my life. Those two are deffo up there too, along with Melatonin 130 and Trying Not to Think About It.
@@tempejklshame tho, I don't listen to Wilbur anymore after what he did
@@Jess_lmaoo I do. Just like how I listen to any other artist that has done a bad thing.
listening to this on here so will doesn’t get any money
same! my favs were trying not to think about it and mine/yours and it still is very high up on my spotify stats
Same, listening to this again makes all the memories of feeling very alone flood back. I didn't feel sad about it though, because I was listening to music every second I could, especially this album. It's weird remembering walking home from school after staying an extra hour for extra revision, getting dark and fairly cold, blasting this album through my earphones in the empty streets. I don't know why, but I miss that short section of my life, and this album makes me sad that it's gone.
this is gonna be one of those albums that sticks with me throughout my life isn’t it
it is
I WILL CRY TO THIS SO MANY TIMES MORE YALL DO NOT UNDERSTAND
I’M SOBBING CURRENTLY BECAUSE I LOVE IT. WILBUR KNOWS HOW TOO CHEER ME UP. I WAS CRYING BEFORE.
FIRST IT WAS YCGMA AND NOW ITS THIS
I want the excitement of getting this album out of nowhere again, I miss not feeling guilt every time I hear this music, it still speaks to me so deeply despite how much I've tried to distance myself from it
"i take you for granted because the alternative is far more alarming" that just hits
First time I’ve listened to this since that shit apology, and man does it hurt. I would fall asleep to this almost every night after it came out. I would cry to mine/yours. And hearing it now is so bittersweet. I appreciate you keeping this up so I can listen to it without him profiting at all.
I was here when Wilbur dropped a whole album without losing a single word about it😘✌️
the way it isn’t on spotify tho😞
It will be at midnight your time
I find myself relapsing and listening to his music, but every time I cry, it turns to anger and eventually I get disgusted hearing his voice. thank you for keeping this up.
Tracklist:
1. Amazon Standing Lamp
2. Mine / Yours
3. Around the Pomegranate
4. I Don’t Think It Will Ever End
5. Glass Chalet
6. Melatonin 130
7. Oh Distant You
8. Eulogy
9. Dropshipped Cat Shirt
10. The Median
11. Trying Not To Think About It
12. 10 Week Rule
i am back to the mental state i was in when i first found ycgma so this is morbidly, horrifyingly perfect
(I'm so sorry to myself from like last year when everything was good and perfect and great it's bad again im sorry i hope ill come back soon and have good things to say)
edit (10th may): just wanted to come back and say, (fuck wilbur), but things do get better and it'll take time and even if it gets bad sometimes you'll be okay again stay strong ly all :))
No literally. Wilburs songs do smth to me and idk if its just because it reminds me of ycgma period of my life
please look after urself !! ik im just a random person but ^_^ ive been goign through stuff recently and it SUCKS!!!!! take care of yourself and prioritize your own safety and health :3
Forgive yourself. You don't always have to be in a perfect mental state. For now though, enjoy this album like we enjoyed YCGMA when we weren't "okay." Let's make the most if it, friend :)
we’re gonna get through it together yeah? mentally ill strangers on the internet stick together 🫡🫶🏻
babe wake up a new Wilbur Soot album just dropped ‼️
God I love this. It's so interesting seeing Wilbur's other side outside of Lovejoy. Some of these songs are love letters to other artists that Wilburs been influenced by. Namely ,Mine / Yours is similar to Sparky Deathcap and Dropshipped cat Shirt is Crywank to a T. I probably won't cling to this album as much as I do YCGMA, but I'll still love it nonetheless. Keep yourself safe everyone, and find solace in Wilbur's pretty music.
Edit: Nevermind, this album lives rent free in my head now
0:00 Amazon standing lamp
3:19 Mine / Yours
6:26 Around the pomegranate
9:19 I don't think it will ever end
10:31 Glass Chalet
14:13 Melatonin 130
18:08 Oh distant you
22:39 Eulogy
25:26 Dropshipped cat shirt
28:11 The Median
29:17 Trying not to think about it
33:41 10 week rule
TYSM 😭❤
We love you and people like you. ❤️
"I look to the horizon, and all I ever saw was a background for my phone" Ouch, that was personal
I haven’t listened to any wlbur songs at all since the stuff came out. It’s such bittersweet and still a throwback listening to it now
Man this album made me cry; All of what has happened is just so convoluted and sad. I hope the best for Shelby, and the help for Will. He’s so sick.
couldnt express enough how much I love this silly album :'D
I love how the colors of the album are all the same from your city gave me asthma
I know!!! YCGMA meant a lot to me, and it's beautiful to see Wilbur making this album as a tribute to an album that "he doesn't own anymore."
This and also sparky deathcap coming out in such a small stretch of days is my new favorite thing of this year
the fact that this albums heavy los campesinos influence and sparky deathcap being a los campesinos solo project is so crazy
Thank you! I can’t find it on Spotify en so this is great!! It came out of no where and I’m almost in tears/pos it’s like old school Wilbur soot songs but also somthing super knew that I’m not used to
the spotify link :3 open.spotify.com/album/31KiskR7q89oowARNCmSMG?si=n0Vu3c2CTTKtPzM9KHGDDg
@@jackenjoyerthank you!! I wish it would actually play a song form it though😭😭(I don’t have premium)
@@jackenjoyerit’s greyed out for me and I’m not sure why :((
it comes out at midnight in ur country ^_^ if its greyed out it means its not out yet !@@claycountydays
CRYING SOBBING THROWING UP (this is going to be my most replayed album like ycgma)
SAME (this is going to change me mentally)
FR (ycgma changed my life)
thankyou for this cause I refuse to listen to the nightcore version first 😭
Real
Relistening to this and crying because i forgot just how much his songs used to help me. For example, oh distant you was the song that truly helped me get over my ex after about 2 yrs, when the song started i immediately just started to cry. The same is the case with mine/yours
This is beautiful I love ycgma,cmyb and miwb but recently fell out of love with the style of lovejoy songs but this is brilliant it’s so lovely
May I ask what does cmyb mean? Thanks.
cocaine makes you boring, its a scrapped album basically :] @@saikojax3778
@@saikojax3778 i think its cocaine makes you boring i think its a scrapped album but im no sure
@@c0nfus10n_it’s not a scrapped album, it’s the demo version of ycgma
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OML IM SO EXITED FOR THIS TO BE OUT ON SPOTIFY
Warning: dont listen while in your school cafeteria, will cry heart out if like me
I WILL CRY TO THIS TOO MANY TIMES I SWEAR
REAL
I didn't know I will ever hear this man release a whole album
mine/yours is so gorgeous reminds me so much of september by sparky death cap
but like hyperpopified
I mean, he wears his influences on his sleeve in this album, and i love every second of it :)
HERE BEFORE THIS VIDEO GETS POPULAR BUT OMFG I AM SHOOKETH THIS IS AMAZING.
He feels silly!! :3 He get's silly!! ^_^
i’m on the second song and I am already absolutely sobbing my heart out, I can’t do this right now
I don’t think it will never end
I know I shouldn't listen to him at all but I can't stop finding comfort in his music. For that I thank you for keeping this up so I can listen this with giving him money
the money doesn’t go to him, it goes to charity. Instead of that you chose to give it to this knob
HE GETS SILLY
“you said you’d figure out what can move me”??? YCGMA reference
I was like "Hi old friend!"
OMG, THANK YOU FOR POSTING THE FULL ALBUM
since wilbur turned out a shithead im listening to it here instead problem solved! (im coping)
listening to his songs reuploaded is making me feel so much better since hes turned out to be such an asshole, dont want him profiting after his shit-ass apology
Oh fuvk I sense that era of me returning even before the album this just solidified it 😭
Alright nah- I'm obsessed and im ready to cry- I fuvking love this album so much, but like wth Wilbur where did this come from-
this is such an amazing album i can't even. i was just scrolling through reddit on a random wednesday in peace and found this absolute magic.
this is so beautiful omg
Он так резко выложил этот альбом.. Я вообще не ожидала и даже не знала об этом альбоме..
Еще так неожиданно что соло альбом
im being serious, this is now my life fuel. holy shit, im so fucking excited, I can't stop listening to this!!
YCGMA has gotten a hold of me when it released, and it's clung onto me as my comfort album for those last few years, so to see **THIS,** with a similar style, with the same colour palette, i just can't describe how fucking HAPPY and excited I am !!
god, I hope others can understand what im feeling right now, because holy hell, I haven't felt so excited over anything in so long
Trust me, I'm feeling the same way, friend
Melatonin 130 was my lifeline for when I had a show on and I was wrecked with nerves. Mine/Yours was me and my best friends' favourite together. Glass Chalet was the one I could listen to on Spotify because of parental restrictions. This album is the one alongside ycgma that I have come to listen to without wanting to.
Sobbing. Crying. I CANNOT
wilbur i’m not over ycgma you can’t just drop this and expect me to be ok
SOBBING CRYING THROWING UP IM SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY
God glass chalet just unlocked a new nostalgic feeling in me. I felt emotional after like 5 seconds of hearing it
THIS IS SO JAHSHSHDJSH I SAW IT AND STARTED DOING JUMPING JACKS IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS ISTG
IM GOING FERAL I LOVE THIS I DONT WANNA WAIT TIL MIDNIGHT FOR THIS TO BE SPOTIFY AHHHHH HVFEKBQK
Oh God, i thought i was doing great in life, and here this album comes out to remind me how life sucks
okay I’m not seeing any comments about how.. like… deep these lyrics are. I listened to the whole album, genius lyrics up, and holy shit, is he okay? there was one song where it’s just something about him not being misconstrued, like fuck, is this man GENUINELY okay? i hope he’s actually in therapy, most cc’s are
he said that hes okay and that the lyrics are more him messing around about he he HAS felt ^_^
That was honestly my first thought because we know (to an extent) how bad his mental health was during ycgma time and this is so similar , so kinda concerning, however I think a lot of this might have been written DURING ycgma was, so it might be just him finishing it. I think if this IS his genuine current feelings the only people who can help him are his irl friends because it seems to me that we are in the “Bo burnahm” zone, a lot of the emotions in this are concerning how famous he is, his loss of experience, etc, which means us as the problem cannot help. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense, but I’ve been thinking about it for a bit
@@BoTeal nah, man totally makes sense!! as the other reply says, he’s okay, but even if so, all we would do is hurt. i can’t imagine how it’d hurt for people to be concerned for you to be the people who are the problem themselves, so all we can really do is enjoy the music and be mindful as an audience of what he is saying
CAN WE PRAY THIS GETS PUT ON APPLE MUSIC AND SPOTIFY PLEASE OMG
itll be out on spotify at midnight for you ^_^
@@jackenjoyer WAIT FR?? OMG IM AN IDIOT THANK YOU
Thank you for adding time stamps
ur welcome ^_^
Found my new obsession
i’m ripping my hair out this is everything i needed and didn’t need right now
Hi, it's been a while
Oh, I could stop on by
I wonder if you'll hear this when I'm done
It's gonna be a lot more 'til I'm gone
Waste inside my mind
Bloodshot eyes and empty sheets
It's all downhill, 2013
Ostentatious, Austin, Texas
I get so drunk I can barely see
Hit me now before this gets too cute
Don't make me beg in this hotel room
You'd think it'd get a lot easier without you
[Verse 2]
But you were right
There's so much shit inside my mind
I must confess the second time
A lot of friends have left my life
Escaping my tractor bеam of woe
One small kiss and off they go
Crying in deep vibrato
[Instrumental]
[Refrain]
Midday missionary
Latе night loathing
Midnight cowgirl
Morning smoking
[Verse 3]
Me and my girl could go all night (Midday missionary)
My girl's the world, she fucks my life (Midnight loathing)
A top-heavy Amazon standing lamp's (Midnight cowgirl)
The only light left in my life
A top-heavy Amazon Basics standing lamp's (Midday missionary)
The only light left in my life
[Outro]
No, no you won't get nothing
i just KNOW that in "I think think it will ever end" he had SO MUCH fun making the voices...
This didnt age well.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS.
I love this so much :]]] I'm going to listen to it over and over again until my ear will thing I need to listen to sth else.
hope u guys enjoy ^_^
Amazon standing lamp: OK GREAT START THATS ALL WE GOTTA SAY
Mine/Yours: Count all the part of me i'm yet to break
Im fr fucking inlove with this album, it just calms me down and it's amazing
OH MY GOD?????
Ur pfp matches ur reaction
Idk how to explain this, for a lot of people this feels like ycgma, for me i feel it's completely the opposite, and I believe it's because the completely different people each album found. My worries, my mental health, even my environment shifted, but I still enjoy each song of both albums but for different reasons now
Omg I absolutely love this. I'm so thankful to wilbur, lovejoy and youu. Thank youuu
thank you so much kind sir
IAM BAWLING MY EYES OUT
open.spotify.com/album/31KiskR7q89oowARNCmSMG?si=_UxlkBC_Qj2HYEEPTn2NCQ
please go support wilbur ^_^ once the album is released in all country i might remove this video !
obrigado :)
I’m acc begging for it to release uk on Spotify
Thank you for keeping this up, i cant believe the man im sourced from did all this, i wish the best for his victims. -June
THIS ALBUM BRO
Already got the pfp lol
HERE BEFORE THIS IS VIRAL- 2188 VIEWS, 2 HRS AGO.
Omg Wilburs music has had such a possitive effect on my life I cannot put into words how thankful I am to be able to listen to his music, Thank you so much not just wilbur, everyone. For helping his music grow, and to wilbur, thank you. ❤
this is so crywank coded
jay from crywank helped make it :P
@@jackenjoyer ohhhhhhhhh that makes a lot of sense, thanks for letting me know!!
I AM DEFINITELY COMPLETELY ABSOLUTELY FINE RIGHT NOW
i’m not okay what the hell is happening oh my god
no because him releasing this on the day im having the biggest breakdown in like 2 months feels so insane like wdym im getting a backing track (and sort of tiny smile acc wow) to my crashing????
/// edit:
like september-october i was uh rly bad mental state and missed like over half of all typa school things and literally had set a final date for myself lol, got better but uh had it all shattered like today cause of general school stress (™) and one really big solo school project thats due on friday (we got like 3 weeks to complete it, and its like a WHOLE lot of research and then putting it together into a working 30 minute presentation) and me being mentally ill didnt start until like last week, but i havent been able to focus on it and theres so so so many other things going on simultaneously and then boom im supposed to be done in like a day?? and i dont even have a sort of script or any slides or anything at all?? had a panic attack like idk 5 hours ago atp and spiraled into the same mental state i was in 2 months ago.
but hey, at least the wilbur release could get me to do a lil :D lol
this is so so so beautiful
Unfortunately this will forever my best “cry myself to sleep” album, just the beginning triggers tears that I cannot resist. I won’t cry over losing a beloved artist of mine when I am not a victim of his wrongdoing, but hearing this song and the lines possibly referring to his different types of abusive tendencies makes me feel even worse for 1 being blind, 2 listening to this
I hope I’m not the only one who thinks that
this is going to change me
That colour scheme.
IMINLOVEWITHTHIS
around the pomegranate is such a good song
Pomegranate love that one
HE GETS SILLY!!!😨😨😨
this hurts
THIS MAKES ME SOB (positively sad)
Does anyone else realize that "Amazon Standing Lamp" Was it created when Wilbur was in the DSMP? Once when he was with Quackity he mentioned that he was working on a song called "Amazon Standing Lamp."
ILL CRY
thank YOU!
i love this so much
IM NEVER GONNA STOP CRYING