YOUR CITY GAVE ME ATHSMA 0:06 Jubilee Line 3:08 Saline Solutions 6:30 Since I Saw Vienna 8:57 Losing Face 12:57 Your Sister Was Right 15:30 La Jolla 19:33 I'm Sorry Boris Mammalian Sighing Reflex 23:32 Amazon Standing Lamp 26:49 Mine/Yours 29:57 Around The Pomegranate 32:37 I Don't Think It Will Ever End 33:52 Glass Chalet 37:33 Melatonin 130 41:30 Oh Distant You 46:04 Eulogy 48:50 Dropshipped Cat Shirt 51:35 The Median 52:41 Trying Not To Think About It 56:41 10 Week Rule
First time listening to the songs since everything happened. I feel so upset with myself with how a wave of calm instantly washed over me after hearing the songs. But I guess nothing can change the fact that at least at some point these songs meant the world to me.
Despite everything Wilbur’s music will always have a certain place in my heart only one other person has, that person’s halfway across the country who wants nothing to do with me, even though Wilbur is a bad person his work will forever remind me of the person I let slip away
I can't believe he would write all of this, being so self aware of his effect on others and yet he still responded to Shelby's statement in the way that he did. "I'm a wanker, complete wanker." Like yeah you got that right buddy. Regardless of my hatred for him, thank you so much for this upload, it is really nice to be able to listen to what once was my comfort album without having to support that hypocrite.
im at such a bad place rn, so bad that i have actually gone back to listening to his music (not in a way that profits him AT ALL), i just wish that even after all these months, he still wasnt my comfort artist
this is my first time listening to his music again after everything that happened. god, i hate how each word he says leaves a bitter feeling on my tongue. i hate how much i've missed this album.
This is the only way I can listen to this man anymore. It breaks my heart, especially when ycgma was my comfort album. I can't support an abuser, but I cannot live without ycgma. Stand with Shelby y'all. Even if it hurts.
@@oliver0408 sadly , no one cares about the statement from wilbur , but lovejoy in their stories from instagram , said that they hope to return performing soon , so , i think that lovejoy could still perform with wilbur , when all this boom pass out
i actually only discovered who wilbur soot was through the release of msr, msr is such a good album, around the pomegranate is my favourite, and now ive discovered your city gave me asthma too. man this guy is awesome but someone needs to check up on him 😭
Will himself says he's alright now! YCGMA was pretty old during the time he moved out of london. You should check out the band he's in, it's named Lovejoy.
Oh my god, I just had a look, I didn't know he was in a whole band, I listened to the new album and Pebble Brain, ugh its so good, thank you for telling me this. Good to know that the guy is alright too.@@andesite.
1. he’s not an asshole 2. it wasn’t confirmed, wilbur himself says that he was deeply shocked by the allegations of abuse in the form of biting 3. SAY HIS NAME! 4. she’s accused some of her other exes of abuse, then when she was caught lying, she deleted everything from it.
I mean its not confirmed... he said this[The allegation of abuse, particularly in the form of biting, deeply shocked me. Throughout our relationship, I understood from our numerous conversations and text message exchanges on the subject, that this behaviour was consensual, playful and reciprocally enjoyed. I truly believe those personal message exchanges reflect mutual affection and understanding.] and its just her word vs his
ive seen you update this and im 100% with you on supporting shelby.I have to ask though,please dont remove this video,Its such a big comfort for me and i fall asleep to it every night,so yeah SOB
I hate it how much i love this songs. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to listen to it without supporting such a terrible person it really means a lot
While I wish I could still listen to all his stuff and "seperate the art from the artist", it's very hard to do so when his true personality is shown in most of these songs. It's hard to listen to some of these lyrics knowing he isn't lying or overexaggerating.
@@slayheather it’s not hate, it’s disappointment. That song in particular was there with me when I was suicidal, so knowing that the song I cried to every night two years ago was about abuse broke me.
@slayheather oh please enlighten me on how the man who refused to apologize yet did not deny anything he was allegedly accused of and basically said "im in therapy so stop talking about it" isnt an horrible person. The man who acted like an horrible manipulator and made quite everyone think it was just a character despite multiple signs of it not being just an act. I am trully sad you have fallen in his manipulation and lies.
@@eliwazzhere i swear this is like.. my seventh paragraph today. i’m just gonna start off by saying that she has no proof. she claims she had bruises in the pictures with wilbur, but you go back and see she was wearing short clothes (short sleeves, short skirts, short shorts, etc.) and there are no bruises to be seen, but there are bruises on wilbur. i don’t remember exactly where, but i remember seeing a bruise on his wrist, then she says she was covered in bruises.. and the fact she was talking about how she was scared and stuff, so she wouldn’t talk about it, then started rambling and bragging everywhere.. it’s clear that’s for clout. and when she talks about his apartment (i think) was messy and all that, if you’re depressed, upset, etc. it can cause you to become messy, not clean up, possible get angry, etc. biting has been confirmed by his mother, he did it since the age of 5 (i think) but it was consensual biting, none of the biting was done without consent. she had other ex-boyfriends and mostly she said how they abused her, and when she got caught for lying, she deleted all evidence about them. someone said that biting people to show affection is normal. he has had that for a long time and it’s more common than people think. someone used to have a friend who did that and they don’t mean to hurt you! they also said apparently "shvbble would hit him and throw stuff at him" and "she would make him smile in photos with her or she would hurt him" what is wrong with people? that’s a human being right there that’s being hurt but shvbble seems to not care about him and only care about the fame she gets from lying
His music has always been quite comforting, even though i moved fandoms, i was a big lvjy fan, and when my father passed about two years ago, and when i was in a situationship, and gotten back and forthed of leaving and going back, his music kept me comfted, it kinda keot me going, now as i come back, it just makes me so sad, all of that stuff comes back and makes me feel like myslef if hiw i felt, and whi else ctied to this some nights? Me, who accidentally fell asleep to this exact thing? Me,
@@meepling i swear this is like.. my sixth paragraph today. i’m just gonna start off by saying that she has no proof. she claims she had bruises in the pictures with wilbur, but you go back and see she was wearing short clothes (short sleeves, short skirts, short shorts, etc.) and there are no bruises to be seen, but there are bruises on wilbur. i don’t remember exactly where, but i remember seeing a bruise on his wrist, then she says she was covered in bruises.. and the fact she was talking about how she was scared and stuff, so she wouldn’t talk about it, then started rambling and bragging everywhere.. it’s clear that’s for clout. and when she talks about his apartment (i think) was messy and all that, if you’re depressed, upset, etc. it can cause you to become messy, not clean up, possible get angry, etc. biting has been confirmed by his mother, he did it since the age of 5 (i think) but it was consensual biting, none of the biting was done without consent. she had other ex-boyfriends and mostly she said how they abused her, and when she got caught for lying, she deleted all evidence about them. someone said that biting people to show affection is normal. he has had that for a long time and it’s more common than people think. someone used to have a friend who did that and they don’t mean to hurt you! they also said apparently "shvbble would hit him and throw stuff at him" and "she would make him smile in photos with her or she would hurt him" what is wrong with people? that’s a human being right there that’s being hurt but shvbble seems to not care about him and only care about the fame she gets from lying there was more i was gonna say but i forgot so i might edit this and add it later if i remember what i was gonna say
I honestly really thought i was over him. Writing this down i feel really pathetic but god damn it the truth is i miss his music and i miss having had someone to look up to but no amount of missing will ever make me stop supporting shelby. I hate him and i hate how out of nowhere ive started dreaming about his music even tho i hadnt listened to him ever since he got outed as an abuser, i thought that because of my hatred of him i wouldnt miss his music but these songs provided me so much comfort back then. It feels pathetic bc i know crying over him is what he wanted. So many of the men in my life are abusers and i know that all they want is for people to feel miserable over them but god damn it
Well, this is the only way I'll ever listen to YCGMA now. I refuse to listen to it on any streaming platform or account of his because I refuse to give such a vile man money.
it is, but the person who made these is a bad person and uploading his music to youtube is an only way to listen to it without directly supporting him and him profitting off listeners.
the moment since i saw Vienna came on I immediately bursted into tears, I miss him so much I just wish he wasn't such a bad person I used to see him as a dad but then when I heard the news I immeadiately stopped supporting him, it has been so long since I've listened to his songs, so thank you for making this.
I am so incredibly happy that he and Lovejoy arent in my wrapped, because msr went crazy for me in dec and january this year. Only the dropship shirt was my number 91 in the wrapped playlist. which I dont understand cause its def not my fave but these songs just hit sometimes. Its been a hard time and maybe I can sleep tonight with this playlist cause nothing else works. I miss how it used to be but thanks for this vide
Some of the best artists imo have many problems and sometimes are bad people. Going through hard shit inspires good art, as well as horrible actions. It's not surprising the two intersect pretty often
@@bocabub Ty and honestly, might get judged for this but considering all the stuff right now with Kris tyson and Dr disrespect, Wilbur could be a LOT worse. Not and excuse but yea
If it helps anyone feel less bad about enjoying this music, try picturing your sister was right being sung in a Brooklyn accent. I promise if it works you will laugh.
Language: Spanish (srry, I just want to let my thoughts out, it has been... what? 4 or 5 months? I want to ramble a little in my native language, if you take your time to translate this, i hope you have a wonderful day Recuerdo que desde 2021 escuchaba su música sin saber quien era él (Sex Sells y Your New Boyfriend), hasta 2022 me hice fan de su música, recomendándola y hablando mucho de él, desde que lo acusaron simplemente no pude volver a escuchar su música, incluso si casi toda su música me encantaba, aún a día de hoy termino tarareando el inicio de Portrait of a Blank Slate (adoro el inicio) o incluso cantando Consequences, pero, simplemente no puedo escucharlo más, y menos su ultimo álbum, me conozco, se que si lo vuelvo a escuchar, voy a volver a caer, dicen que se debe separar el arte del artista, pero no puedo hacerlo si literalmente su ultimo álbum habla sobre su forma de dar amor, no puedo :( Si escuchan su música, no pasa nada, no vengo a decir que soy superior a ustedes por hacerlo, ni a decir que soy inferior a ustedes por ello, sólo quiero expresar mi opinión, sobre esto, espero y todos tengan un lindo día.
This is my first time listening since everything was revealed. What has helped me a little is the fact that we were told that YCGMA was basically our own album, and that our own experiences and interpretations were correct. It helps to view things my own way and have something that I relate to. That being said, fuck William Gold, don’t give him any money or support, and take care of yourself
Ok hear me out I have taken an intake of everything and what has been stated so far by Wilbur and Shelby and everyone else. So here’s MY opinion. I believe that the relationship was abusive on both sides and that Shelby(shubble) had been abusive and that Wilbur had been too. There’s been proof that Wilbur has had bruises on his body but then on photos of Shelby with skin showing(outfit pics:etc) there was no bruises. Shelby also states that even if she used makeup it wouldn’t cover it. Also Wilbur never agreed to the abuse? He agreed that he bit and he was slobbish. Wilbur would have agreed to the abuse because he already agreed to the slobbishness and biting. Also Shelby’s other ex’s were accused of abuse? In just my personal opinion I believe that the relationship was just abusive both ways and that the whole situation needs to be dropped. Kids have committed, become depressed, been doxxed. This whole situation has gone to far. There’s a high chance that Wilbur may commit or do harm to himself right after he was done healing from depression( correct me if I’m wrong) And I just think it’s completely messed up. Yes I do not support his actions of biting and if he did, abuse. But Shelby’s cousin also came out stating that Shelby had swore then slapped Wilbur in a hotel room. SO PLEASE I BEG YOU. LOOK AT BOTH SIDES AND REALIZE THEY WERE BOTH IN THE WRONG
After actually blocking Lovejoy from my Spotify once it came out, I'm actually listening to his music again for the first time in ages. This hurts, in both ways of him actually being an asshole and what the music still does to me.
I am back. I never thought I would but I have not been doing too great and because I know how important these songs were to my this is my last resort. prepared to get sick from his voice like I did in the beginning, but maybe I can get out of this hole. Desperate times if I come back for HIM
Standing with a person who ruined his entire career over (at worst) play-biting too hard... is an awful thing to do. Where is your empathy? It's one thing to say you don't know, another to say he's a 100% guilty, terrible irredeemable monster. As if ex's are never known to lie, especially when she didn't prove anything.
I hate will but ever since the ig everything happened part of me think back on his arg and how its theorized to be abt how he pushed a woman or someone into a river or smth and they died right, part of me wonders and fears if that was a real thing that happened and he turned it into an arg to hide his tracks or smth and thats why the erg has never been fully solved since he doesnt want it to come out or smth. Idk im overthinking rn
"You cannot treat people this way without consequence" you also can't throw out serious accusations without proof. I can't just run to the internet and claim someone murdered someone, and expect them to go to jail forever without an investigation. These are allegations, at best, and until they can be proven, then they will stay as allegations. Edit to add: his tone deaf-not apology aside, he's been pretty quiet about this. Meanwhile she keeps posting for more clout every day. This further proves my point she is doing this to literally ruin him, instead of doing it to "raise awarenwss". Honestly, she should be ashamed of herself for representing victims of abuse. She's just some salty ex gf, who's ex bf happens to be famous, and she wants to capitalize on it. I hope he sues for defamation, cause right now, he has a case against her. By the way this is about shelby’s reply, i support her for coming by the way but oh my god i needed to get this off my chest. edit 2- At this point she’s just getting more and more clout for it, not spreading awareness edit 3- In the “apology” will wrote, it said it deeply shocked him at the biting allegations so he never fully admitted to it!!
literally what i've been thinking. spreading awareness is one thing, but at a certain point it just becomes shit talking. especially when that person has talked about his steps to get better. and something that is NEVER brought up is that he literally had his entire career wrecked in a few days. whether someone believes it's rightful or not, ANYONE would be upset. this is a man with famously bad mental health. people were pressuring him to talk on it. so he did. and then he probably deleted twitter or turned off notifications. obviously a response of someone in that state would not be up to twitter's high as heaven standards.
@@Pretty-Boy-Spencer Yes!!! She’s brought so much attention to it and herself it’s getting selfish, like i do feel bad for her but seriously? It’s not the best thing to put online and destroy someone’s mental health, career, friendships and more!
@@skribbleyayNo you’re right it isn’t, i get spreading awareness and all but at this point it’s all for clout i recon, she’s getting fame and she’s taking advantage of it!
i think the shelby situation should not have been public. she made it out of spite. wilbur abused but he isnt an abuser. people can change. this is being blown out of the water and being dramaticised. if it hurts you you should seperate the music from the artist. im sorry about what happened to shelby and i can only imagine her pain but this is something that shouldnt been made public. its a problem between the two of them. abuse is when the other person does something with the intention of hurting. wilbur just has a nervous tick. a person who has a tick of hitting people isnt an abuser.
So many hypocritical people here, I guess I really shouldn't get on Twitter, my brain would rot if I did. You literally cancel and hate on a person just because it's popular! Without even trying to look at what's going on more objectively.
will never abused her. look for the evidence people. theres tons of evidence that hes the victim!!! if u dont wanna hear his side, or at least look at the evidence, then ur part of the problem. SUPPORT WILBUR!!!! #WILBURSUPPORTSQUAD
dude, he literally said that he did abuse her 💀 did you read his ""apology""? in which he doesn't actually apologize, he just says that he has already changed and talks about himself you are part of the problem actually, not even his friends are on his side, none of them are.
"support shelby" for what? emotional manipulation? potential abuse? having no credibility? please, someone enlighten me, because i don't know what i'm meant to be supporting her for
YOUR CITY GAVE ME ATHSMA
0:06 Jubilee Line
3:08 Saline Solutions
6:30 Since I Saw Vienna
8:57 Losing Face
12:57 Your Sister Was Right
15:30 La Jolla
19:33 I'm Sorry Boris
Mammalian Sighing Reflex
23:32 Amazon Standing Lamp
26:49 Mine/Yours
29:57 Around The Pomegranate
32:37 I Don't Think It Will Ever End
33:52 Glass Chalet
37:33 Melatonin 130
41:30 Oh Distant You
46:04 Eulogy
48:50 Dropshipped Cat Shirt
51:35 The Median
52:41 Trying Not To Think About It
56:41 10 Week Rule
Once again finding myself back here. I hate how nostalgic and familiar every single of his songs are. I hate how i still know each word.
First time listening to the songs since everything happened. I feel so upset with myself with how a wave of calm instantly washed over me after hearing the songs. But I guess nothing can change the fact that at least at some point these songs meant the world to me.
haven’t listened to these songs in so long , thanks for making this so I can listen again without giving him any money
Despite everything Wilbur’s music will always have a certain place in my heart only one other person has, that person’s halfway across the country who wants nothing to do with me, even though Wilbur is a bad person his work will forever remind me of the person I let slip away
I can't believe he would write all of this, being so self aware of his effect on others and yet he still responded to Shelby's statement in the way that he did. "I'm a wanker, complete wanker." Like yeah you got that right buddy.
Regardless of my hatred for him, thank you so much for this upload, it is really nice to be able to listen to what once was my comfort album without having to support that hypocrite.
im at such a bad place rn, so bad that i have actually gone back to listening to his music (not in a way that profits him AT ALL), i just wish that even after all these months, he still wasnt my comfort artist
me too. hope you're doing at least a little better now
@@pastout i am, i hope you're doing good as well. It will get better soon
@@meenakshisaneesh3957 I'm okay but you're right, it will get better =)
this is my first time listening to his music again after everything that happened. god, i hate how each word he says leaves a bitter feeling on my tongue. i hate how much i've missed this album.
This is the only way I can listen to this man anymore. It breaks my heart, especially when ycgma was my comfort album. I can't support an abuser, but I cannot live without ycgma. Stand with Shelby y'all. Even if it hurts.
@@oliver0408 sadly , no one cares about the statement from wilbur , but lovejoy in their stories from instagram , said that they hope to return performing soon , so , i think that lovejoy could still perform with wilbur , when all this boom pass out
i'm not going to stand with an abuser (shelby)
@@meh_81real
@@meh_81I honestly can’t stand with either of them, they’re both not very good people.
i actually only discovered who wilbur soot was through the release of msr, msr is such a good album, around the pomegranate is my favourite, and now ive discovered your city gave me asthma too. man this guy is awesome but someone needs to check up on him 😭
Will himself says he's alright now! YCGMA was pretty old during the time he moved out of london. You should check out the band he's in, it's named Lovejoy.
Oh my god, I just had a look, I didn't know he was in a whole band, I listened to the new album and Pebble Brain, ugh its so good, thank you for telling me this. Good to know that the guy is alright too.@@andesite.
@@lutu_m You should also listen to maybe I was boring too if you haven't already, it's a pretty old ep of his but it's still good
@@robinnblood You guys are spoiling me with these gold mines, White Wine in a Wetherspoons is so damn beautiful
@@lutu_mEXACTLLYY
watching this during my indoor cat's outside time on the porch with him. such a sweetie, this lil boy, luv him. and this music.
putting this on after a long day in school, laying down, closing my eyes and letting myself get consumed by the music and rain.
thank you for this, im glad i can listen to my comfort music without supporting an asshole that was once my comfort streamer.
1. he’s not an asshole
2. it wasn’t confirmed, wilbur himself says that he was deeply shocked by the allegations of abuse in the form of biting
3. SAY HIS NAME!
4. she’s accused some of her other exes of abuse, then when she was caught lying, she deleted everything from it.
@@slayheather YEAH SAY IT!!!
Never once did I think that my comfort music would hurt me so bad.
Why Wilbur. Why.
I mean its not confirmed... he said this[The allegation of abuse, particularly in the form of biting, deeply shocked me. Throughout our relationship, I understood from our numerous conversations and text message exchanges on the subject, that this behaviour was consensual, playful and reciprocally enjoyed. I truly believe those personal message exchanges reflect mutual affection and understanding.] and its just her word vs his
ive seen you update this and im 100% with you on supporting shelby.I have to ask though,please dont remove this video,Its such a big comfort for me and i fall asleep to it every night,so yeah SOB
don't worry im not removing anything! Im releasing my final videos to do with Wilbur and Lovejoy today and tomorrow before moving onto new stuff!
I hate it how much i love this songs. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to listen to it without supporting such a terrible person it really means a lot
You’re gonna make me cry
didn't you use to have a crush on him? i saw your comment somewhere...
@@wonyliv_ you know HAHAHAHA
underrated!!! i like how the songs are a bit muted, so it also sounds kinda like theyre playing in another room
so good
Very good playlist for writing stories, I always work best when there's rain, music, and thunder.
I hate this man.
(he's one of my favorite artists and I listen to his music everyday)
This aged well as fine wine
@@STARSTRUCK-404this comment was after the incident
@@Fond_ yeah ik I'm just like mocking the ppl that say this
I absolutely love this so much whole-heartedly and I don't think anyone would understand. This is life support.
It pisses me off that this music is so good. Nobody so evil should be allowed to have this talent.
I hate how i still know every word. and yet i still love the music.
While I wish I could still listen to all his stuff and "seperate the art from the artist", it's very hard to do so when his true personality is shown in most of these songs. It's hard to listen to some of these lyrics knowing he isn't lying or overexaggerating.
never did i think id find myself missing this man, and who we thought he was. but here i am, the winter is definitely not helping
"don't trust English boys with far too much free time". Should've listened.
it’s sad that you’re coming back to a video to hate
@@slayheather it’s not hate, it’s disappointment. That song in particular was there with me when I was suicidal, so knowing that the song I cried to every night two years ago was about abuse broke me.
im so sorry. you are so strong ❤
@@miles.malarkey thank you🫶🏻
you're the only way for me to listen to this (horrible) man without giving him any support of finances. So thank you. #supportShelby !!
horrible? he only bit her, and it was with her consent
@@mario586_ bro is NOT up to date.... 💀💀
horrible? please research before coming to a video and posting a comment saying that he “abused” shvbble :)
@slayheather oh please enlighten me on how the man who refused to apologize yet did not deny anything he was allegedly accused of and basically said "im in therapy so stop talking about it" isnt an horrible person.
The man who acted like an horrible manipulator and made quite everyone think it was just a character despite multiple signs of it not being just an act.
I am trully sad you have fallen in his manipulation and lies.
@@eliwazzhere i swear this is like.. my seventh paragraph today.
i’m just gonna start off by saying that she has no proof. she claims she had bruises in the pictures with wilbur, but you go back and see she was wearing short clothes (short sleeves, short skirts, short shorts, etc.) and there are no bruises to be seen, but there are bruises on wilbur. i don’t remember exactly where, but i remember seeing a bruise on his wrist, then she says she was covered in bruises.. and the fact she was talking about how she was scared and stuff, so she wouldn’t talk about it, then started rambling and bragging everywhere.. it’s clear that’s for clout. and when she talks about his apartment (i think) was messy and all that, if you’re depressed, upset, etc. it can cause you to become messy, not clean up, possible get angry, etc. biting has been confirmed by his mother, he did it since the age of 5 (i think) but it was consensual biting, none of the biting was done without consent. she had other ex-boyfriends and mostly she said how they abused her, and when she got caught for lying, she deleted all evidence about them. someone said that biting people to show affection is normal. he has had that for a long time and it’s more common than people think. someone used to have a friend who did that and they don’t mean to hurt you! they also said apparently "shvbble would hit him and throw stuff at him" and "she would make him smile in photos with her or she would hurt him"
what is wrong with people? that’s a human being right there that’s being hurt but shvbble seems to not care about him and only care about the fame she gets from lying
His music has always been quite comforting, even though i moved fandoms, i was a big lvjy fan, and when my father passed about two years ago, and when i was in a situationship, and gotten back and forthed of leaving and going back, his music kept me comfted, it kinda keot me going, now as i come back, it just makes me so sad, all of that stuff comes back and makes me feel like myslef if hiw i felt, and whi else ctied to this some nights? Me, who accidentally fell asleep to this exact thing? Me,
thank you for uploading his stuff so I can listen to it ☹️
10/10 would listen again
I almost went into cardiac arrest after reading that description
genuine thank you for keeping this up even though wilbur's a terrible person, his music is still nice, especially when it has effects like these
he isn’t terrible, but i’m glad you still like his music :)
@@slayheather i'd say being an abvser is decently terrible !!
@@meepling he’s not an abuser, please research before saying things like that :)
@@slayheather ..he literally admitted to it??? do YOUR research on it 😭
@@meepling i swear this is like.. my sixth paragraph today.
i’m just gonna start off by saying that she has no proof. she claims she had bruises in the pictures with wilbur, but you go back and see she was wearing short clothes (short sleeves, short skirts, short shorts, etc.) and there are no bruises to be seen, but there are bruises on wilbur. i don’t remember exactly where, but i remember seeing a bruise on his wrist, then she says she was covered in bruises.. and the fact she was talking about how she was scared and stuff, so she wouldn’t talk about it, then started rambling and bragging everywhere.. it’s clear that’s for clout. and when she talks about his apartment (i think) was messy and all that, if you’re depressed, upset, etc. it can cause you to become messy, not clean up, possible get angry, etc. biting has been confirmed by his mother, he did it since the age of 5 (i think) but it was consensual biting, none of the biting was done without consent. she had other ex-boyfriends and mostly she said how they abused her, and when she got caught for lying, she deleted all evidence about them. someone said that biting people to show affection is normal. he has had that for a long time and it’s more common than people think. someone used to have a friend who did that and they don’t mean to hurt you! they also said apparently "shvbble would hit him and throw stuff at him" and "she would make him smile in photos with her or she would hurt him"
what is wrong with people? that’s a human being right there that’s being hurt but shvbble seems to not care about him and only care about the fame she gets from lying
there was more i was gonna say but i forgot so i might edit this and add it later if i remember what i was gonna say
i couldnt go the first fall/winter without ycgma.. #relapse
Real
I relate, I really hope you’re okay now though
@@masochistz awww im doing great. hope you are aswell! i listened to it for like a week and got my fix.
I honestly really thought i was over him. Writing this down i feel really pathetic but god damn it the truth is i miss his music and i miss having had someone to look up to but no amount of missing will ever make me stop supporting shelby. I hate him and i hate how out of nowhere ive started dreaming about his music even tho i hadnt listened to him ever since he got outed as an abuser, i thought that because of my hatred of him i wouldnt miss his music but these songs provided me so much comfort back then. It feels pathetic bc i know crying over him is what he wanted. So many of the men in my life are abusers and i know that all they want is for people to feel miserable over them but god damn it
What he wanted to say with those songs...
(you can kill me but I still think on that and the answer won't be easy)
Didn't think i could miss music as much as i do for these albums but here I am. I'm still so disappointed in wilbur it's actually insane
You should make one with maybe I was boring
i love his voice, it's so calming
Well, this is the only way I'll ever listen to YCGMA now. I refuse to listen to it on any streaming platform or account of his because I refuse to give such a vile man money.
'such a vile man' bro he only fucking bit her
ive been waiting for someone to do this for msr since it came out! thank you so much!
This needs to be put on spotify
it is, but the person who made these is a bad person and uploading his music to youtube is an only way to listen to it without directly supporting him and him profitting off listeners.
@@chaoticdotjpeg It would still be nice for it to be on spotify though, that way i could listen to it with my phone off or while using another app
Thank you. These always help me calm down.
the moment since i saw Vienna came on I immediately bursted into tears, I miss him so much I just wish he wasn't such a bad person I used to see him as a dad but then when I heard the news I immeadiately stopped supporting him, it has been so long since I've listened to his songs, so thank you for making this.
new year, same comfort artist. (no matter how i hate it)
thanks for this i really don't want to support his stuff. His voice makes me nauseous and uncomfortable so the muffling helps a lot to tune it out :,)
I am so incredibly happy that he and Lovejoy arent in my wrapped, because msr went crazy for me in dec and january this year. Only the dropship shirt was my number 91 in the wrapped playlist. which I dont understand cause its def not my fave but these songs just hit sometimes. Its been a hard time and maybe I can sleep tonight with this playlist cause nothing else works. I miss how it used to be but thanks for this vide
Can heavily relate, i fought so hard to not have them in my qrapped after strictly falling asleep to both albums
yessss someone made one of these for msr
y'all i know wilbur's got serious issues but damn it these albums are beautiful 🗿
Some of the best artists imo have many problems and sometimes are bad people. Going through hard shit inspires good art, as well as horrible actions. It's not surprising the two intersect pretty often
@@rokukou SO TRUE ROKU well put 🫡
@@bocabub Ty and honestly, might get judged for this but considering all the stuff right now with Kris tyson and Dr disrespect, Wilbur could be a LOT worse. Not and excuse but yea
the fact that i have to listen to him like this, fuck wilbur soot
If it helps anyone feel less bad about enjoying this music, try picturing your sister was right being sung in a Brooklyn accent. I promise if it works you will laugh.
Language: Spanish (srry, I just want to let my thoughts out, it has been... what? 4 or 5 months? I want to ramble a little in my native language, if you take your time to translate this, i hope you have a wonderful day
Recuerdo que desde 2021 escuchaba su música sin saber quien era él (Sex Sells y Your New Boyfriend), hasta 2022 me hice fan de su música, recomendándola y hablando mucho de él, desde que lo acusaron simplemente no pude volver a escuchar su música, incluso si casi toda su música me encantaba, aún a día de hoy termino tarareando el inicio de Portrait of a Blank Slate (adoro el inicio) o incluso cantando Consequences, pero, simplemente no puedo escucharlo más, y menos su ultimo álbum, me conozco, se que si lo vuelvo a escuchar, voy a volver a caer, dicen que se debe separar el arte del artista, pero no puedo hacerlo si literalmente su ultimo álbum habla sobre su forma de dar amor, no puedo :(
Si escuchan su música, no pasa nada, no vengo a decir que soy superior a ustedes por hacerlo, ni a decir que soy inferior a ustedes por ello, sólo quiero expresar mi opinión, sobre esto, espero y todos tengan un lindo día.
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS
Saline solution hit me hard man, I just recently learned it was about sh...😢
Idk if you take requests but it would be cool if this also had the maybe I was boring ep as a part of it would be cool i think!!!
i despise this man but no one else’s voice can ever put me to sleep like his can and and i hate it
This is my first time listening since everything was revealed. What has helped me a little is the fact that we were told that YCGMA was basically our own album, and that our own experiences and interpretations were correct. It helps to view things my own way and have something that I relate to. That being said, fuck William Gold, don’t give him any money or support, and take care of yourself
Ok hear me out I have taken an intake of everything and what has been stated so far by Wilbur and Shelby and everyone else.
So here’s MY opinion.
I believe that the relationship was abusive on both sides and that Shelby(shubble) had been abusive and that Wilbur had been too.
There’s been proof that Wilbur has had bruises on his body but then on photos of Shelby with skin showing(outfit pics:etc) there was no bruises.
Shelby also states that even if she used makeup it wouldn’t cover it.
Also Wilbur never agreed to the abuse?
He agreed that he bit and he was slobbish.
Wilbur would have agreed to the abuse because he already agreed to the slobbishness and biting.
Also Shelby’s other ex’s were accused of abuse?
In just my personal opinion I believe that the relationship was just abusive both ways and that the whole situation needs to be dropped.
Kids have committed, become depressed, been doxxed.
This whole situation has gone to far. There’s a high chance that Wilbur may commit or do harm to himself right after he was done healing from depression( correct me if I’m wrong)
And I just think it’s completely messed up.
Yes I do not support his actions of biting and if he did, abuse.
But Shelby’s cousin also came out stating that Shelby had swore then slapped Wilbur in a hotel room.
SO PLEASE I BEG YOU. LOOK AT BOTH SIDES AND REALIZE THEY WERE BOTH IN THE WRONG
Listening to compilations so I don't support an abuser
this was genuinely the only music i listened to jan-feb. i miss it so much but it makes me feel so weird listening to it
THANK YOU !!!
yall wtf happened? I used to love this guy w his music and soothouse. whys everyone saying hes evil, hes a cool guy
real, people are saying because he @bused his ex-girlfriend (shubble) but she never had proof when the wss does
@@slayheather but Wilbur already said that the allegations are true, that he did abuse her
@@itsme_time1596 he literally didn’t?
probably not his exact words but: "i am deeply shocked at the accusations of abuse particularly in the form of biting."
@@itsme_time1596 also where’s shelby’s proof?
Could you pleasseeee js do one with mammalian sighing reflex
i wish you wouldve added screensaver :(
After actually blocking Lovejoy from my Spotify once it came out, I'm actually listening to his music again for the first time in ages. This hurts, in both ways of him actually being an asshole and what the music still does to me.
❤️💤
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I am back. I never thought I would but I have not been doing too great and because I know how important these songs were to my this is my last resort. prepared to get sick from his voice like I did in the beginning, but maybe I can get out of this hole.
Desperate times if I come back for HIM
Standing with a person who ruined his entire career over (at worst) play-biting too hard... is an awful thing to do. Where is your empathy?
It's one thing to say you don't know, another to say he's a 100% guilty, terrible irredeemable monster. As if ex's are never known to lie, especially when she didn't prove anything.
I dont think either are good people, so I'd rather pirate his music. The title means nothing to me.
@Windy_Dawg If you don't mind me asking. Why do you think he isn't a good person? And is it enough to think, pirating is okay?
Hey I just wanted to know if wilbur has claimed this video?
I hate will but ever since the ig everything happened part of me think back on his arg and how its theorized to be abt how he pushed a woman or someone into a river or smth and they died right, part of me wonders and fears if that was a real thing that happened and he turned it into an arg to hide his tracks or smth and thats why the erg has never been fully solved since he doesnt want it to come out or smth. Idk im overthinking rn
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"You cannot treat people this way without consequence" you also can't throw out serious accusations without proof.
I can't just run to the internet and claim someone murdered someone, and expect them to go to jail forever without an investigation.
These are allegations, at best, and until they can be proven, then they will stay as allegations.
Edit to add: his tone deaf-not apology aside, he's been pretty quiet about this. Meanwhile she keeps posting for more clout every day. This further proves my point she is doing this to literally ruin him, instead of doing it to "raise awarenwss".
Honestly, she should be ashamed of herself for representing victims of abuse. She's just some salty ex gf, who's ex bf happens to be famous, and she wants to capitalize on it.
I hope he sues for defamation, cause right now, he has a case against her.
By the way this is about shelby’s reply, i support her for coming by the way but oh my god i needed to get this off my chest.
edit 2- At this point she’s just getting more and more clout for it, not spreading awareness
edit 3- In the “apology” will wrote, it said it deeply shocked him at the biting allegations so he never fully admitted to it!!
And by the way i know niki nihachu also said that wilbur bit her but still.
literally what i've been thinking. spreading awareness is one thing, but at a certain point it just becomes shit talking. especially when that person has talked about his steps to get better. and something that is NEVER brought up is that he literally had his entire career wrecked in a few days. whether someone believes it's rightful or not, ANYONE would be upset. this is a man with famously bad mental health. people were pressuring him to talk on it. so he did. and then he probably deleted twitter or turned off notifications. obviously a response of someone in that state would not be up to twitter's high as heaven standards.
@@Pretty-Boy-Spencer Yes!!! She’s brought so much attention to it and herself it’s getting selfish, like i do feel bad for her but seriously? It’s not the best thing to put online and destroy someone’s mental health, career, friendships and more!
That's kind of what I was thinking... it's not really fair.
@@skribbleyayNo you’re right it isn’t, i get spreading awareness and all but at this point it’s all for clout i recon, she’s getting fame and she’s taking advantage of it!
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i think the shelby situation should not have been public. she made it out of spite. wilbur abused but he isnt an abuser. people can change. this is being blown out of the water and being dramaticised. if it hurts you you should seperate the music from the artist. im sorry about what happened to shelby and i can only imagine her pain but this is something that shouldnt been made public. its a problem between the two of them. abuse is when the other person does something with the intention of hurting. wilbur just has a nervous tick. a person who has a tick of hitting people isnt an abuser.
THIS.
finally someone saying it
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So many hypocritical people here, I guess I really shouldn't get on Twitter, my brain would rot if I did.
You literally cancel and hate on a person just because it's popular! Without even trying to look at what's going on more objectively.
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I think neither Wilbur nor Shelby are good people
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will never abused her. look for the evidence people. theres tons of evidence that hes the victim!!! if u dont wanna hear his side, or at least look at the evidence, then ur part of the problem. SUPPORT WILBUR!!!! #WILBURSUPPORTSQUAD
dude, he literally said that he did abuse her 💀 did you read his ""apology""? in which he doesn't actually apologize, he just says that he has already changed and talks about himself
you are part of the problem actually, not even his friends are on his side, none of them are.
YEAHHHHU #WSS
"support shelby" for what? emotional manipulation? potential abuse? having no credibility? please, someone enlighten me, because i don't know what i'm meant to be supporting her for
#wilbursupportsquad
REALLL and then they use the same excuses just for them to be proved wrong
Thank you so much ☺️☺️🫶🫶 These always help me sleep
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