seeing someone put honey i'm home in a disturbing vocaloid iceberg is so wild to me because the fandom has a reputation of like. not rlly finding ghost's songs disturbing at all and will often draw or write them doing silly things n allat (which i don't judge bc i love that and i do it too) plus a bunch of ghost's first posted drawings of norman were of him playing minecraft, being imprisoned and crying because he lost a stick LMAO
I love that we have two interpretations of Gakupo that are so completely opposite of each other. Sometimes he’s written as a mysterious prettyboy with Yandere and Stalker tendencies And sometimes he’s portrayed as an awkward dorky guy that has troubles with people, especially with Women.
For the song, Leia, a popular theory was that the man in the MV, had a wife named Leia. Leia had gotten killed (I think it was a car accident) and the man decided to paint a portrait of her. The second song, Reon, shows the story from Leia's perspective ;v; Edit: The man in the MV's name is Reon. Him and Leia were both lovers, and when Leia was killed, Reon decided to create a painting of her in her memory. However, Reon soon went crazy, believing that the painting was actually Leia, and he began to withdraw from the world slowly. When reality finally hit him, he decided to finish his painting, and then he killed himself also, burning everything around him.
Kikou is the jack strauber of vocaloid Just for those who don't even know who jack strauber is he writes songs that seem. Kinda silly sometimes lighthearted or slightly upbeat but usually symbolizes or goes over things like suicide, abuse, depression and drug addictions Which is very much like kikou who songs sound at times cheerful and also up beat but also goes over things like death, abuse, and rape.
Im so happy to see this comment cause im a huge Kikuo and Jack Stauber fan. Love both their works but never thougt of it that way. Its really interesting cause their work do remind of each other.
I read from somewhere, someone theorized/interpreted “Forced Obedience” as possibly being about the Korean comfort women during WW2 (For those who don’t know “Comfort Women” were female sex slaves for the Japanese soldiers during that time period. A lot of which came from different parts of Asia including China and the Philippines, and especially Korea in this case) This actually makes a bit more sense looking at the lyrics, and there’s even a part where the lyrics switch from Japanese to Korean
It's funny because the last Iceberg helped me to find music that was like a vent to my broken inner child. I listen Vocaloid music since I was a troubled teen but stopped because the music was to happy (yes even songs like rolling girl were too happy for me), not knowing that songs like that always existed within the community. I blame my lack of skill within the english language (my fist language is german.) Thanks for making another video about this topic 🖤
What about utsuP's songs? He's got a bunch of really dark songs, like sepuku/harakiri, Adult's toy and such like that. They're also REALLY good metal songs, one of my favorite producers 💯
I mean Magic of the Massacre is insanity incarnate, at least video wise, Corpse Attack seems self-explanatory, Brainwashing Technique of the Monkey Dance is silly in concept and title, but apparently it's basically saying we're the same as a monkey in behavior, likely worse. Anyway, Poster Girl Prank is a criticism of the idol industry featuring discount Tim Burton (ding), The Living Ghost is Alive is probably something about feeling dead inside and wondering what your purpose in life is and features discount Bring Me the Horizon (I'd do the sins gag but seriously, the breakdown sounds like Shadow Moses), Parasite is about disease ridden mosquitoes from the pov of a mosquito, etc.
Im dying. The whole elixir thing with Kagome Kagome, reminded me of “We ordered the Among Us potion off the dark web.” Also the Coin Locker Baby album is so dark, the feature song Coin Locker Baby is so messed up because it’s based off true events that still happen (i think)
One time a kid in my art class had the teacher play mind brand over his speaker. To this day I still cant believe that she literally had a song about losing you virginity and pregnancy played on the class speaker.
With the English fuck words and all? Well, I guess my teacher played Pumped Up Kicks in class even after I told her what it was about, so I guess it's whatever.
thank you for talking ab sekai their songs are so so so underrated, they also have some other disturbing songs that aren't related to our anniversary (like tabidachi, after, and kuchisaki zennin) there's not a lot of info on their songs but i think there's some translations out there (i also tried translating one of their songs but im not fluent in japanese so it's probably inaccurate)
as a person who has subbed multiple seikai songs on my alt and has kind of become a massive seikai fan due to the requests of subbing their songs, I can confirm every single one of their songs are an ungodly level of messed up, but we love seikai for that! If you want more from seikai, they are still active on Twitter and post somewhat regularly I believe.
@@Shaggybangsnot exactly there are many ideas on what it could be about but a popular depiction is the either the Kantō or Gando massacres. The Kantō massacre was whenJapanese army killed many ethnic minorities and political radicals in Japan one of the biggest groups were ethnic Koreans in Japan. The Gando massacre is when the Japanese were occupying the Korean Peninsula when many of the Japanese army would sexually assault (Im not gonna say the other word in UA-cam comments for fear of getting banned from commenting again) and brutally murder the Koreans living there. The reason on why it’s believed to be that is because in the song there are many parts where it’s Korean and not Japanese and especially the part about trampling over bodies.
Yeah it’s a very obscure song called, “Spectro dumps lore in a video that has nothing to do with the content being discussed but did it anyways because I was bored” by yours truly
from the Kitsune series (also called Onibi), ive got a couple more pretty creepy songs . Beheading Dance Performance, The demon child in the clear mirror and The beautiful demon shadow (or something like that) and Will' o the wisp. They may be worth checking out!
Candy house deserves to be here (if only you consider it an actual vocaloid song because teto is used in it). Reading the lyrics of it for the first time made me vomit not gonna lie and i wasn't even able to complete reading the whole lyrics at one go because it was just too much for me. It took me almost 1 months to be finally able to collect enough courage to go through the remaining lyrics, no exaggeration.
I originally wanted to add it but for some reason I felt like there wasn’t enough to talk about tbh. Although I should have at least acknowledged it at some point in the video
@@PetRock42 a girl enters inside a house in middle of a forest and gets r***** there, the whole song is just her describing everything happening to her in a really graphic and straightforward manner.
I can't remember who it's by but there's a vocaloid known as Candy House (Snack House in Japanese) which has very blunt and straight to the point lyrics and meanings about SA and Grape (without the G) and said person finding pleasure/comfort in it. The artwork in it is pretty messed up looking too but it's such a happy sounding song
Great video man. A perfect sequel to one of my personal favorite Iceberg videos to watch. A lot of these songs I already knew about (I'm all kinds of fucked up) But every song on layer seven aside from "Our Anniversary" I didn't know about. I think one that could've been added (Though it's a bit of a stretch) is "Please give me a red pen". The song was basically his final message before toaster bathing himself. And of course, there are many other disturbing Vocaloid songs, one off the top of my head is S.I.U by Maretu. Vocaloid is a genre of music that will forever have amazing songs, bad songs, happy songs, sad songs, lighthearted songs, and then the songs that make you want to bleach your brain. And I wouldn't want it any other way. The world of music wouldn't be so fascinating to me if Vocaloid never existed. And this video along with your previous Iceberg video, are prime examples of the stuff you could do with Vocaloid. There are multiple dark songs from good to bad, creative to lazy, atmospherically to visually horrific, you won't find anything else with this much diversity. Whether that's a good or bad thing. Again, amazing video man.
Thank you! I almost added Please give me a red pen but the song was more sad than disturbing. The producer’s story really made me feel bad about the situation and I thought it would be distasteful to add that to the iceberg. I do plan to cover his career in the future.
I forget if coin locker baby was mentioned in the last vid, as well as mind brand and also uh not by wonder of these two the tailor of enbizaka! And finally Corpse Dance
How do you feel about the “hyperventilation dance” then? Its a bit if a different genre than those 2. I think kikuo’s song are disturbing because of the cheery sound but dark lyrics. “Dont look at me like that” and “cotton candy” aswell as “universe cat drowning” are some of my favorites. Maretu is just banger.
23:11 September wasn't actually a Vocaloid song though? The version sung by Oliver, at least as far as I remember, was just a cover. The original was sung by I believe TLT themselves. Used to listen to the cover a lot as a child (Should I have been? No, absolutely not.) as well as the original. That aside, if you ever make yet another follow-up video I highly recommend looking into more of Babuchan's works! They're the one that did "That Happy Child," but there's also "The Last Song of the Beginning of the World", which is theorized to be about a girl who has a baby that unfortunately dies.
Just wanted to say that it's not only Onibi series thats creepy. Masa has the sisters story, and the secret box story. Id like to also add mentalisim maria and encantada. Both are worth checking out! They're tamer than the onibi series, but still have a bit of edge to them. Masa can not only make music with Japanese motifs, but rock music too!
I've discovered vocaloid songs thanks to Kikuo, one of my favourite artists. Many of her songs are sad or creepy but they are some bangers. But when I searched for "Creepy vocaloid songs" I didn't expect to listen to things like "Crushed Mary" or "Kagume Kagume". Those songs gave me some trauma. But others are really eerie, for me I mean, like "Vocaloid Utopia". The last one is now one of my favourite songs.
No offense but is the iceberg supposed to get more disturbing as it goes down or more obscure? Because no damn way Paparazzi Murder Party is that disturbing or Obscure. Like I feel like Bacterial Contamination would've gone there.
also he put forced obedience above the death day saga. forced obedience has actually serious subject matter, but death day saga's scares look like they came out of a shitty 2010's exe game.
When I saw Our Anniversary I'm like "Nope nope nope hell no no I will not dear god no"(Side note: I listened to it for like a minute and just gave up, if you are into these things then good for you)
Damn when I first listened to our anniversary, I was scared shitless. It almost gave me nightmares and I literally couldn't sleep last night. I usually don't get scared from listening to dark vocaloid songs but our anniversary is the first vocaloid song that actually terrified me and the fact that it was around 12 in the midnight when I first listened to that song 💀. But at least I'm getting used to that song the more I listened to it.
I’m late to the party, but I’m here to give some ‘disturbing vocaloid’ recommendations from my personal collection, some with lore descriptions, some without. 1. I’m not going to the sea - kirihito p I really think it’s better if you go listen to this song yourself. The meaning is pretty clear. Also the atmosphere is incredible. 2. A broken cd that girl left to you - dennoko p A song modeled after a skipping CD that makes unique use out of the Japanese’s syllable-based language. It starts out as a regular love song, but the CD starts skipping and the lyrics turn dark, as the girl who left the cd falls into deep depression after her heart is broken. It’s so cool. 3. 0 people’s waltz - babuchan Honestly Babuchan’s best song to-date. A mix of strange children’s drawings, haunting Miku vocals, and of course Babuchan’s signature ‘loud noise breakdown sections’. If I remember the comments correctly, it’s theorized that this song is about a young child slowly dying from radiation poisoning. All I remember for sure is that summer vacation will last forever. 4. Bloody Mary - MASA Another one of his old works that he deleted, but there’s a reupload. It’s in the weird screamo style he used for that lost media song. It’s basically a girl obsessed with eyes. 5. Grotesque Love Song - shoutarouP Underrated yandere banger. No further explanation needed. 6. That Woman - shoutarouP ANOTHER yandere banger, but this time with scary visuals to go along. 7. Bathroom Girl - Mayuko According to some translated comments, it’s about abortion. Idk how political they get with it, but the music itself is pretty unnerving. 8. DIVE (ft. kai yuki) - nicol 15 minutes of some of the strangest ambient tracks and echoed vocals you’ve ever heard. I can’t explain it to you. You just need to listen to it. 9. I wonder if you’ll say you’re sorry - machigarita A girl torturing and killing someone who wronged her. It goes hard on the revenge playlist. 10. ニョロ美、大丈夫P【初音ミク】 デュラハニカル・マーチ【オリジナル曲】 I actually just found this recently. Short and strange. The only lyrics (according to comments) are “now that you’ve seen me like this I have to kill you”. Side note: OP, if you make a third video, I hope you do a little more research than you did on this one. Claiming “September” is a vocaloid song is insane. No offense. I just saw your reply about it saying you should have looked a bit more and it got me a little worried about how much research you actually do. Because I feel like you would have known the Oliver version was a cover if you actually looked it up.
hey this is nice! Rare to find ppl who talk about vocaloid songs like this. have u by any chance has covered about joruzin/ankoku douwa's older songs? they're a bit disturbing too, especially the older ones. It has similar vibes to some songs here made in around the same era
14:47 I identify my ocd with that song, feeling as if your thoughts and actions are not yours and people getting mad at you because of said actions and all you do is go down a spiral of sadness as to not being born with a working brain and being so difficult to deal with
Not having a Wiki page doesn't necessarily mean a song is obscure. Could also indicate that it's too fucked up and breaks ToS. Secrets of Wysteria and Crushed Mary don't have Wiki pages, despite their notoriety.
Also I know it isnt related to the song but there is a saying “keep your promise, or I’ll cut your finger off” you can hear it in Q. Kinda weird how its so similar
Thank you! If you’re interested in more, watch this playlist here to catch up on the story so far. ua-cam.com/play/PLkz0ZTNhuEZxwjFZbFpu5DOptCb40atvj.html&feature=shared
if you are ever to make a part 3 please consider including at least one song from abu-se-ken 🙏 from "i want to be cremated" to "iesu", his songs are quite disturbing and filled with queer trauma, cannibalism, sewerslide and other heavy topics also maybe I'm dumb, but i haven't seen any of babuchan's songs??? they are quite disturbing, like " balloon syndrome" and "that child's happiness"
This here is the video that got me to learn a smidge about Seikai's stuff out of curiosity (and haunted my sleep with that damn miku face/model somehow. Fun-). IIRC, I learnt that Seikai made songs until 2017, with their last song being called Fade of Passion (uploaded originally on May 21 2017, thanks 5 minute google searching). I've also seen that they're still active on Twitter (or X) too.
Bro that Masa song mentioned around 13 minutes in sounds like it would be on repeat on my playlist if it still existed :'))) P.S. Daijoubu P is an epic troll P.S.2. I haven't seen the original video, but I just had two songs pop up in my mind that would fit. Honey Eater starring Kagamine Rin by sakizakisaki and one horrible song about Yuzuki Yukari being a basement locked up abuse victim that I don't remember the name of, but it's pretty easy to stumble upon UA-cam just looking up Yuzuki Yukari
If someone made another one of these lists, the song La Llorona should be on there. It's based on a Mexican Urban Legend about a woman who finds out that her husband cheated on her, and is planning on forcibly taking their children away to be raised by his Mistress. In a fit of disassociation, pain, insanity, and rage she did the unthinkable, and drowned her two sons in a river. Legend says, that if you were to approach a woman drenched in a white veil and dress crying and screaming for her children to come back to her near the river , you should NEVER approach her. The legend also says, that she either starved herself to death trying to find them, or drowned herself. Some versions of the legend also state that she went on to kill her husband AND his Mistress!!!
hey, fun fact about the Kagome Kagome thing, its based off a ww2 CREEPYPASTA, I mean YEA they were expiramented on, but their injuries were on perpose to try and gain mortality, a fail results in that, but at the END of the music video about that girl who carries that weapon, she apears if you dont say yes or no and the door slams shut, not letting you in, and boom, scary lady chases you lol
As soon as I heard that one of the songs was based off the Russian sleep experiment my soul immediately took a vacation from my body LIKE BRO THAT IMAGE ACTUALLY SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME!!! IT LITERALLY MAKES ME SWEAT MY ASS OFF LOOKING AT IT AND ITS FUCKING NIGHT TIME WHERE I AM!!!
I love seeing g&p songs on here bc usually they’re not too bad compared to the others as they’re definitely worse ones but honey im home is my fav song :3 keep up the good work!! ^^
If you ever plan on making a part 3, there should be a layer for just SOOOO's songs since his songs are literally so fucked up, and maybe you should include the rest of the Onibi Series, Abnormal Love Enthusiast, the secret box series, the sisters story and maha story from MASA (and there is also a lot of flashing for the SOOOO songs and some of them were deleted for copyright and are on Nico Nico Douga)
MARETU being one here is so nice because his music is so dark but so healing I like all his songs there was the video I forgot by who explaining MARETU’s music and it’s a really good song MARETU inspires me to make music because I want to heal people like he healed me I really like maegamist, confusion, kawaki, and before I was born check his music out if you have the time it’s good music (Sorry for ranger I’m just excited to see people mention MARETU)
before i was born by maretu has such a foreboding ending where you're just left in silence while beeping slows down and stops, eventually bringing you to a game over screen. it fits the themes so well! also, is it just me or are the lyrics really comforting? talking about how you shouldn't fear death since it's an inevitable... well, regardless, batshit song that goes hard and leaves you feeling empty in the end! 10/10, would recommend
So the title of that horrifying video is "Our Anniversary." It's been in my vocaloid playlist for a while now and I always skip it cause it has a damn jumpscare. 🥲 Update: SO THERE IS ANOTHER?! (My Date) Update again: There is another... (My Death Day)
Actually, the song itself is called "Kakome Kakome". It's a very common mistake in the community to label it with the same title as the game it's based on. Other than that, great video!
From all the info I gathered, I tried understanding the lyrics as wise as possible to spread the right words. And honestly it was easier that I thought- The song itself is not really that mysterious, it's like Rin doesn't want to hide her jealousy about the "woman" she's talking about the entire time. So first she clarifies something about friends and states she has a vision that doesn't want them to disapear or leave her all lonely, but then later on says "but that vision is destroyed" which can possible mean that she lost her friends and it's all thanks to again, "that woman". And then talks about the man she crushed and how she saw him kissing with that woman, and that caused her to absolutely break down. The follow lyrics are just about Rin expressing her detest towards the woman and she would show it to her in a very aggressive, gruesome way "I can't let that woman have you, you're mine and mine only!!" talking about her crush and how he belongs with her. At the very end the last lyric was "The woman's head is cut into pieces, her eyes are crushed and her brain flows out. In the blood that splashes and envelops us, a rainbow is formed" I think it speaks for itself. I hope I gave you all the information you needed!!
Say what you want, but tragedy of the Cepage(spelling that wrong) is an absolute fucking BANGER. The meaning of it, horrifying, but the song itself,underated masterpiece, i will die on that hill Edit: saw another gakupo song on here and im just saying I can fix him too.
if u do a part three maybe u can add "that happy child" "balloon syndrome" "complex" and "Banshee strikes" from what i heard they are disturbing but if they aren't im sorry about that btw i loved the video im still watching it so im not sure if u mentioned any of the suggestions i gave if u already did then im sorry
Ok. I gotta talk about September by The Living Tombstone. The song is a MLP FIM fansong, but not originally a Vocaloid song. The original WAS sung by The Living Tombstone himself alongside Mic. The version using Oliver is a Vocaloid COVER of that song made roughly a year after the original song came out. (Now if there is any information that can tell me otherwise, I would love to see it). This is not the same thing as a Vocaloid song that is based off of a piece of media that is outright a Vocaloid song like some of the ones made by Creep-P(you most likely know the ones), that one Oliver Slenderman song, you get my point.
34:36 - 34:58 gave me so much of a genuine scare as i had my volume full max i jumped so hard that my touch sensitive earbuds fell out and i had to lean against one of my room walls to be as far away as i could physically be. I literally wont be able to sleep in the dark tonight because of my dumbass not expecting a scare
Sorry but, daijobou-p's "what can we do" is fucking TERRIFYING. I literally had nightmares after watching the video that's why I love him so much. For context: what can we do is a 'song' about Miku going through the stages of drugs, the first time using it, slowly getting addicted, and overdose. I saw in the video Miku was first introduced as a drawing doing drugs. The music was calm, she had a chance to still back away. But then she became this insane creature that was following the drugs, pills, cigarettes ect., it's like you could tell that she got very addicted, the music became much more intense too, it was a sign of panic and grief. They were running away from her, but she was chasing them meaning that she wants to keep them away from her but she just can't hold back. She keeps saying "what should I do, should I eat them??" as if she's panicking, she's terrified that she can't stop and seemed to be very confused of what to do, but she couldn't hold back, there's no turning back now right?? So she took the drugs and started eating, smoking, getting absolutely wasted. And in the end, the music got calmer, and I had this chill. It was like I could sense which emotion it presented, giving up. She gave up on every hope she had of still living a happy life. Drugs get mostly used by those who suffer from depression, and when taking them, you suddenly feel this spark of happiness, but for Miku it felt like even if she took so much, she didn't feel the spark anymore, nothing can save her. So when the music stopped it felt like she died, her soul was in so much pain she couldn't take it anymore and ended up overdosing herself, maybe even on purpose. Damn I wrote a whole ass paragraph, but this is the shortest way I could've explained it, but I highly forbid watching it. Anyway pookies don't do drugs and stay safe!! 💖
Hey guys.
Akuma Miko here, this was fun to help spectro with, I hope you enjoyed covering layer three with me !!
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seeing someone put honey i'm home in a disturbing vocaloid iceberg is so wild to me because the fandom has a reputation of like. not rlly finding ghost's songs disturbing at all and will often draw or write them doing silly things n allat (which i don't judge bc i love that and i do it too) plus a bunch of ghost's first posted drawings of norman were of him playing minecraft, being imprisoned and crying because he lost a stick LMAO
I mean Charon and Norman are just some silly little guys
@@Denzi-P plus, they aint just slightly fruity, their the whole fuckin produce aisle
@@Lunar-oddityI'm taking that and I swear I will use it before I die
NORMAN MINECRAFT🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@@Lunar-oddityI'm using that when describing me and my sisters I hope you know that
I love that we have two interpretations of Gakupo that are so completely opposite of each other.
Sometimes he’s written as a mysterious prettyboy with Yandere and Stalker tendencies
And sometimes he’s portrayed as an awkward dorky guy that has troubles with people, especially with Women.
Don’t forget: DANCING SAMURAI!!!
@@GamerMage2k-kl4iq Why do I think of THAT specific song EVERY time I think of Gakupo lmfao??
@@BoldActionSkitty Because it is ingrained into some Vocaloid Fans minds…
@@GamerMage2k-kl4iq Fair enough
All he needs is some gothic lolita clothes like his voice provider, and to also be in a visual kei band that sounds like baroque rock
idk why it made me laugh when miku started singing “mi” repeatedly
relatable
for some reason the mi's really reminded me of that one baby shark remix
@@sheedokdeedok 😭😭
FR IT SOUNDED LIKE A DISCO REMIX
She’s doing the note scale but her voice can’t go high enough
For the song, Leia, a popular theory was that the man in the MV, had a wife named Leia. Leia had gotten killed (I think it was a car accident) and the man decided to paint a portrait of her. The second song, Reon, shows the story from Leia's perspective ;v;
Edit: The man in the MV's name is Reon. Him and Leia were both lovers, and when Leia was killed, Reon decided to create a painting of her in her memory. However, Reon soon went crazy, believing that the painting was actually Leia, and he began to withdraw from the world slowly. When reality finally hit him, he decided to finish his painting, and then he killed himself also, burning everything around him.
Kikou is the jack strauber of vocaloid
Just for those who don't even know who jack strauber is he writes songs that seem. Kinda silly sometimes lighthearted or slightly upbeat but usually symbolizes or goes over things like suicide, abuse, depression and drug addictions
Which is very much like kikou who songs sound at times cheerful and also up beat but also goes over things like death, abuse, and rape.
U mispelled em wrong, Kikou is supposed to be Kikuo and Jack Strauber is Jack Stauber XD
@@keriunknown yeah it took me a while to notice
Im so happy to see this comment cause im a huge Kikuo and Jack Stauber fan. Love both their works but never thougt of it that way. Its really interesting cause their work do remind of each other.
TEARS FALLING DOWN AT THE PARTY SADDEST LITTLE BABY IN THE ROOM🔥🔥🔥
I read from somewhere, someone theorized/interpreted “Forced Obedience” as possibly being about the Korean comfort women during WW2 (For those who don’t know “Comfort Women” were female sex slaves for the Japanese soldiers during that time period. A lot of which came from different parts of Asia including China and the Philippines, and especially Korea in this case)
This actually makes a bit more sense looking at the lyrics, and there’s even a part where the lyrics switch from Japanese to Korean
It's funny because the last Iceberg helped me to find music that was like a vent to my broken inner child. I listen Vocaloid music since I was a troubled teen but stopped because the music was to happy (yes even songs like rolling girl were too happy for me), not knowing that songs like that always existed within the community. I blame my lack of skill within the english language (my fist language is german.) Thanks for making another video about this topic 🖤
No problem!
What about utsuP's songs? He's got a bunch of really dark songs, like sepuku/harakiri, Adult's toy and such like that. They're also REALLY good metal songs, one of my favorite producers 💯
we need utsu-p songs in icebergs!!!
I mean Magic of the Massacre is insanity incarnate, at least video wise, Corpse Attack seems self-explanatory, Brainwashing Technique of the Monkey Dance is silly in concept and title, but apparently it's basically saying we're the same as a monkey in behavior, likely worse. Anyway, Poster Girl Prank is a criticism of the idol industry featuring discount Tim Burton (ding), The Living Ghost is Alive is probably something about feeling dead inside and wondering what your purpose in life is and features discount Bring Me the Horizon (I'd do the sins gag but seriously, the breakdown sounds like Shadow Moses), Parasite is about disease ridden mosquitoes from the pov of a mosquito, etc.
harakiri is such a beautiful song ❤
Frrr@@Sssssshinshi
DEEP FRIED KERMIT THE FROG😭
BAHAHAHA
Im dying. The whole elixir thing with Kagome Kagome, reminded me of “We ordered the Among Us potion off the dark web.” Also the Coin Locker Baby album is so dark, the feature song Coin Locker Baby is so messed up because it’s based off true events that still happen (i think)
MARETU also has lost medias, he even had an old song called "atashi wa baito!!w" which has the exact same melodies as Suji's pre-chorus.
One time a kid in my art class had the teacher play mind brand over his speaker. To this day I still cant believe that she literally had a song about losing you virginity and pregnancy played on the class speaker.
With the English fuck words and all? Well, I guess my teacher played Pumped Up Kicks in class even after I told her what it was about, so I guess it's whatever.
thank you for talking ab sekai their songs are so so so underrated, they also have some other disturbing songs that aren't related to our anniversary (like tabidachi, after, and kuchisaki zennin) there's not a lot of info on their songs but i think there's some translations out there (i also tried translating one of their songs but im not fluent in japanese so it's probably inaccurate)
they also have videos that are only uploaded to nico nico douga but i haven't found any translations of them except for my death date
as a person who has subbed multiple seikai songs on my alt and has kind of become a massive seikai fan due to the requests of subbing their songs, I can confirm every single one of their songs are an ungodly level of messed up, but we love seikai for that! If you want more from seikai, they are still active on Twitter and post somewhat regularly I believe.
Those lyrics in forced obedience had caught me wayy off guard
Tell me about it
@@spectrohelioticit's about miku and her sister (probably rin?) Getting r**ed, the lyrics are pretty graphic and straightforward in this one
@@Shaggybangsnot exactly there are many ideas on what it could be about but a popular depiction is the either the Kantō or Gando massacres. The Kantō massacre was whenJapanese army killed many ethnic minorities and political radicals in Japan one of the biggest groups were ethnic Koreans in Japan. The Gando massacre is when the Japanese were occupying the Korean Peninsula when many of the Japanese army would sexually assault (Im not gonna say the other word in UA-cam comments for fear of getting banned from commenting again) and brutally murder the Koreans living there. The reason on why it’s believed to be that is because in the song there are many parts where it’s Korean and not Japanese and especially the part about trampling over bodies.
I love “Black and White Ward” but it always confused me, I’ve struggled so much to decipher it in a way that made sense to me
Yes I love vocaloid! Vocaloid horror songs are so underrated and barley talked about. Love this :)
came for the vocaloid stayed for the lore lmao
Check out the rest of it if you’re curious: ua-cam.com/play/PLkz0ZTNhuEZxwjFZbFpu5DOptCb40atvj.html&feature=shared
THE LORE SEGMENTS CONFUSED ME BECASUE I WAS LIKE “tf is this a vocaloid song”
Yeah it’s a very obscure song called, “Spectro dumps lore in a video that has nothing to do with the content being discussed but did it anyways because I was bored” by yours truly
@@spectroheliotic I’ll go listen to it 😱
from the Kitsune series (also called Onibi), ive got a couple more pretty creepy songs . Beheading Dance Performance, The demon child in the clear mirror and The beautiful demon shadow (or something like that) and Will' o the wisp. They may be worth checking out!
Candy house deserves to be here (if only you consider it an actual vocaloid song because teto is used in it). Reading the lyrics of it for the first time made me vomit not gonna lie and i wasn't even able to complete reading the whole lyrics at one go because it was just too much for me. It took me almost 1 months to be finally able to collect enough courage to go through the remaining lyrics, no exaggeration.
I originally wanted to add it but for some reason I felt like there wasn’t enough to talk about tbh. Although I should have at least acknowledged it at some point in the video
YOU BEAT ME TO IT
Op, cool if you tell me what the lyrics are about?
@@PetRock42 a girl enters inside a house in middle of a forest and gets r***** there, the whole song is just her describing everything happening to her in a really graphic and straightforward manner.
@@Shaggybangs Thank you for answering my comment. Really glad that I didn't google that one.
I can't remember who it's by but there's a vocaloid known as Candy House (Snack House in Japanese) which has very blunt and straight to the point lyrics and meanings about SA and Grape (without the G) and said person finding pleasure/comfort in it. The artwork in it is pretty messed up looking too but it's such a happy sounding song
the vocals are by Kasane Teto
It's sad that I don't see anyone talking about HikkieP
Great video man. A perfect sequel to one of my personal favorite Iceberg videos to watch. A lot of these songs I already knew about (I'm all kinds of fucked up) But every song on layer seven aside from "Our Anniversary" I didn't know about. I think one that could've been added (Though it's a bit of a stretch) is "Please give me a red pen". The song was basically his final message before toaster bathing himself. And of course, there are many other disturbing Vocaloid songs, one off the top of my head is S.I.U by Maretu.
Vocaloid is a genre of music that will forever have amazing songs, bad songs, happy songs, sad songs, lighthearted songs, and then the songs that make you want to bleach your brain. And I wouldn't want it any other way. The world of music wouldn't be so fascinating to me if Vocaloid never existed. And this video along with your previous Iceberg video, are prime examples of the stuff you could do with Vocaloid. There are multiple dark songs from good to bad, creative to lazy, atmospherically to visually horrific, you won't find anything else with this much diversity. Whether that's a good or bad thing.
Again, amazing video man.
Thank you! I almost added Please give me a red pen but the song was more sad than disturbing. The producer’s story really made me feel bad about the situation and I thought it would be distasteful to add that to the iceberg. I do plan to cover his career in the future.
istg the first time I listened to dance of the corpses, I felt like someone was watching me from my closet. Ever since, its been a favorite
Tbh for me everything by MARETU and Kikuo I find really disturbing.
I forget if coin locker baby was mentioned in the last vid, as well as mind brand and also uh not by wonder of these two the tailor of enbizaka! And finally Corpse Dance
Oh fuck it just got mentioned help
How do you feel about the “hyperventilation dance” then?
Its a bit if a different genre than those 2.
I think kikuo’s song are disturbing because of the cheery sound but dark lyrics. “Dont look at me like that” and “cotton candy” aswell as “universe cat drowning” are some of my favorites.
Maretu is just banger.
23:11 September wasn't actually a Vocaloid song though? The version sung by Oliver, at least as far as I remember, was just a cover. The original was sung by I believe TLT themselves. Used to listen to the cover a lot as a child (Should I have been? No, absolutely not.) as well as the original. That aside, if you ever make yet another follow-up video I highly recommend looking into more of Babuchan's works! They're the one that did "That Happy Child," but there's also "The Last Song of the Beginning of the World", which is theorized to be about a girl who has a baby that unfortunately dies.
Yeah I thought something was off when that got recommended to me.
yeah babuchan’s one of my fav vocaloid producers
my fav songs by them are that happy child, lololol, balloooon syndrome, and broken toy mania
don't forget 0 people's waltz! that one makes my heart hurt to no end.
Unpopular opinion : Daijoubu-p is the most underrated vocaloid artist
What can we do? Is such a good song i love it so much
Controversial opinion but I 100% agree on this, I’m sorry.
@@matyldasetlak9378 YES.
Just wanted to say that it's not only Onibi series thats creepy. Masa has the sisters story, and the secret box story. Id like to also add mentalisim maria and encantada. Both are worth checking out! They're tamer than the onibi series, but still have a bit of edge to them. Masa can not only make music with Japanese motifs, but rock music too!
I've discovered vocaloid songs thanks to Kikuo, one of my favourite artists. Many of her songs are sad or creepy but they are some bangers. But when I searched for "Creepy vocaloid songs" I didn't expect to listen to things like "Crushed Mary" or "Kagume Kagume". Those songs gave me some trauma. But others are really eerie, for me I mean, like "Vocaloid Utopia". The last one is now one of my favourite songs.
I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE OUR ANNIVERSARY I LOVE OUR ANNIVERSARY SO MUCH AHFVTHHHGH (i am so normal about seikai)
IHHHHH ONIBI SERIES
I LOVE OUR ANNIVERSARY TOO!!!!!
No offense but is the iceberg supposed to get more disturbing as it goes down or more obscure?
Because no damn way Paparazzi Murder Party is that disturbing or Obscure. Like I feel like Bacterial Contamination would've gone there.
I wouldn’t consider Bacterial Contamination obscure or too disturbing either
@@onthefridge-w7pbacterial contamination is def a layer 1 type song, it’s one of the most popular vocaloid horror songs imo
@@onthefridge-w7pBesides, Bacterial Contamination was in the previous Disturbing Vocaloid Iceberg
Bacterial Contamination isn't even disturbing as a song, it's just the offputting visuals of the MV :/
also he put forced obedience above the death day saga.
forced obedience has actually serious subject matter, but death day saga's scares look like they came out of a shitty 2010's exe game.
Masa studio, i particularly enjoy the beheading dance performance, the chorus is amazing.
9:39 OH OH HAVE YA’LL TALKED ABOUT SPECIMEN GIRL WITH GAKUPO??? Its sooo good, but also, duh, disturbing,
Edit: YASSS
When I saw Our Anniversary I'm like "Nope nope nope hell no no I will not dear god no"(Side note: I listened to it for like a minute and just gave up, if you are into these things then good for you)
Yeah, I’m not a personal fan myself. When editing that part of the video I was super paranoid. Almost called it quits, no joke
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH
I listen to it a lot like it’s in my vocaloid playlist 💀
Damn when I first listened to our anniversary, I was scared shitless. It almost gave me nightmares and I literally couldn't sleep last night. I usually don't get scared from listening to dark vocaloid songs but our anniversary is the first vocaloid song that actually terrified me and the fact that it was around 12 in the midnight when I first listened to that song 💀. But at least I'm getting used to that song the more I listened to it.
When I listened to Our Anniversary, it felt weird to me. While yes the lesson is somewhat bold (don’t bully anyone), the song itself is really creepy…
I’m late to the party, but I’m here to give some ‘disturbing vocaloid’ recommendations from my personal collection, some with lore descriptions, some without.
1. I’m not going to the sea - kirihito p
I really think it’s better if you go listen to this song yourself. The meaning is pretty clear. Also the atmosphere is incredible.
2. A broken cd that girl left to you - dennoko p
A song modeled after a skipping CD that makes unique use out of the Japanese’s syllable-based language. It starts out as a regular love song, but the CD starts skipping and the lyrics turn dark, as the girl who left the cd falls into deep depression after her heart is broken. It’s so cool.
3. 0 people’s waltz - babuchan
Honestly Babuchan’s best song to-date. A mix of strange children’s drawings, haunting Miku vocals, and of course Babuchan’s signature ‘loud noise breakdown sections’. If I remember the comments correctly, it’s theorized that this song is about a young child slowly dying from radiation poisoning. All I remember for sure is that summer vacation will last forever.
4. Bloody Mary - MASA
Another one of his old works that he deleted, but there’s a reupload. It’s in the weird screamo style he used for that lost media song. It’s basically a girl obsessed with eyes.
5. Grotesque Love Song - shoutarouP
Underrated yandere banger. No further explanation needed.
6. That Woman - shoutarouP
ANOTHER yandere banger, but this time with scary visuals to go along.
7. Bathroom Girl - Mayuko
According to some translated comments, it’s about abortion. Idk how political they get with it, but the music itself is pretty unnerving.
8. DIVE (ft. kai yuki) - nicol
15 minutes of some of the strangest ambient tracks and echoed vocals you’ve ever heard. I can’t explain it to you. You just need to listen to it.
9. I wonder if you’ll say you’re sorry - machigarita
A girl torturing and killing someone who wronged her. It goes hard on the revenge playlist.
10. ニョロ美、大丈夫P【初音ミク】 デュラハニカル・マーチ【オリジナル曲】
I actually just found this recently. Short and strange. The only lyrics (according to comments) are “now that you’ve seen me like this I have to kill you”.
Side note: OP, if you make a third video, I hope you do a little more research than you did on this one. Claiming “September” is a vocaloid song is insane. No offense. I just saw your reply about it saying you should have looked a bit more and it got me a little worried about how much research you actually do. Because I feel like you would have known the Oliver version was a cover if you actually looked it up.
hello friend, great recommendations ! can you tell me the last song name in romaji or english?? i would like to look it up.
@@haleandguu I copied and pasted the name directly from its video title, so if you search that you should be able to find it, no translation needed.
@espighty ah , ill have to try it on my computer then, i cannot copy paste from youtube app :) thank you!
hey this is nice! Rare to find ppl who talk about vocaloid songs like this. have u by any chance has covered about joruzin/ankoku douwa's older songs? they're a bit disturbing too, especially the older ones. It has similar vibes to some songs here made in around the same era
I’ll take a look at those songs. Maybe for a future video 😉
you should've include og mv of fox's wedding because it's more eerie and distrurning! tho i still love this iceberg, made very well!
14:47 I identify my ocd with that song, feeling as if your thoughts and actions are not yours and people getting mad at you because of said actions and all you do is go down a spiral of sadness as to not being born with a working brain and being so difficult to deal with
If there will be ever a part three, songs like "specimen girl" and "I wonder if you say you're sorry" have to be included
Isn't specimen girl literally in the video
There’s a super obscure one I heard recently called Lonely Rabbit by saiB. It doesn’t even have an entry on the wiki
Not having a Wiki page doesn't necessarily mean a song is obscure. Could also indicate that it's too fucked up and breaks ToS. Secrets of Wysteria and Crushed Mary don't have Wiki pages, despite their notoriety.
“Yubikiri” literally means “cut finger”
Also I know it isnt related to the song but there is a saying “keep your promise, or I’ll cut your finger off” you can hear it in Q. Kinda weird how its so similar
just came here to add that your lore is so awesome !!!! subbed for sure !!!
Thank you! If you’re interested in more, watch this playlist here to catch up on the story so far.
ua-cam.com/play/PLkz0ZTNhuEZxwjFZbFpu5DOptCb40atvj.html&feature=shared
As far as I know, "Septrember" was not created with Oliver, but someone did a cover (Kaito will also be included)
Thank you for including our anniversary
YEAHHHHHHHHH thank you for randomly popping up in my recommended, feels like you’ve been gifted to me from god
I’m grateful 🥹
The seikai songs made me feel scared AF and I screamed so loud at a screamer from my de*** day I won't sleep tonight ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
if you are ever to make a part 3 please consider including at least one song from abu-se-ken 🙏
from "i want to be cremated" to "iesu", his songs are quite disturbing and filled with queer trauma, cannibalism, sewerslide and other heavy topics
also maybe I'm dumb, but i haven't seen any of babuchan's songs??? they are quite disturbing, like " balloon syndrome" and "that child's happiness"
This here is the video that got me to learn a smidge about Seikai's stuff out of curiosity (and haunted my sleep with that damn miku face/model somehow. Fun-).
IIRC, I learnt that Seikai made songs until 2017, with their last song being called Fade of Passion (uploaded originally on May 21 2017, thanks 5 minute google searching). I've also seen that they're still active on Twitter (or X) too.
Bro that Masa song mentioned around 13 minutes in sounds like it would be on repeat on my playlist if it still existed :')))
P.S. Daijoubu P is an epic troll
P.S.2. I haven't seen the original video, but I just had two songs pop up in my mind that would fit. Honey Eater starring Kagamine Rin by sakizakisaki and one horrible song about Yuzuki Yukari being a basement locked up abuse victim that I don't remember the name of, but it's pretty easy to stumble upon UA-cam just looking up Yuzuki Yukari
I forgot about Kagome, Kagome, but that one scarred me when I was younger.
Candy house is VERY disturbing, made me feel sick to my stomach that people had to go through what that song is about.. :(
If someone made another one of these lists, the song La Llorona should be on there. It's based on a Mexican Urban Legend about a woman who finds out that her husband cheated on her, and is planning on forcibly taking their children away to be raised by his Mistress. In a fit of disassociation, pain, insanity, and rage she did the unthinkable, and drowned her two sons in a river. Legend says, that if you were to approach a woman drenched in a white veil and dress crying and screaming for her children to come back to her near the river , you should NEVER approach her. The legend also says, that she either starved herself to death trying to find them, or drowned herself. Some versions of the legend also state that she went on to kill her husband AND his Mistress!!!
23:29 song wasn’t originally a vocaloid song as far as im aware
Interesting
so glad daijobu p is on here❤❤❤
DAIJOUBU-P MY BABY I NEED FRIENDS WHO LIKE HIM
@@karamellatimelester FRRR
@@comet-xu9ol LETS BE FRIENDS
ghost could make a whole freaking novel with their Honey I’m Home lore 😭
fr!
hey, fun fact about the Kagome Kagome thing, its based off a ww2 CREEPYPASTA, I mean YEA they were expiramented on, but their injuries were on perpose to try and gain mortality, a fail results in that, but at the END of the music video about that girl who carries that weapon, she apears if you dont say yes or no and the door slams shut, not letting you in, and boom, scary lady chases you lol
The Night Series is pretty dark but also EXTREMELY underrated. Bad End Night is probably one of my favorite vocaloid song of all time
Me who hasn't heard your voice unfiltered but is super happy for part two
Also who the fuck made that honey im home description
The world may never know 👀
As soon as I heard that one of the songs was based off the Russian sleep experiment my soul immediately took a vacation from my body
LIKE BRO THAT IMAGE ACTUALLY SCARES THE SHIT OUT OF ME!!! IT LITERALLY MAKES ME SWEAT MY ASS OFF LOOKING AT IT AND ITS FUCKING NIGHT TIME WHERE I AM!!!
I love seeing g&p songs on here bc usually they’re not too bad compared to the others as they’re definitely worse ones but honey im home is my fav song :3 keep up the good work!! ^^
If you ever plan on making a part 3, there should be a layer for just SOOOO's songs since his songs are literally so fucked up, and maybe you should include the rest of the Onibi Series, Abnormal Love Enthusiast, the secret box series, the sisters story and maha story from MASA (and there is also a lot of flashing for the SOOOO songs and some of them were deleted for copyright and are on Nico Nico Douga)
Oh, and also bloody mary from MASA
34:41
I imagine Miku screaming at the top of her lungs:
IM HIGH ON DRUGS AND NOTHING CAN STOP MEEEEEEEEEE!!!
If you want to make a part 3: Pogo's playland by moros is a quiet disturbing song.
MARETU being one here is so nice because his music is so dark but so healing I like all his songs there was the video I forgot by who explaining MARETU’s music and it’s a really good song
MARETU inspires me to make music because I want to heal people like he healed me
I really like maegamist, confusion, kawaki, and before I was born check his music out if you have the time it’s good music
(Sorry for ranger I’m just excited to see people mention MARETU)
After doing research for this video, they’re slowly becoming my favorite producer.
@@spectroheliotic omg really saaaame his music is very good it’s helped me through a lot 🖤🤍🖤🤍
I was waiting for this, great video.
Thank you
before i was born by maretu has such a foreboding ending where you're just left in silence while beeping slows down and stops, eventually bringing you to a game over screen. it fits the themes so well! also, is it just me or are the lyrics really comforting? talking about how you shouldn't fear death since it's an inevitable... well, regardless, batshit song that goes hard and leaves you feeling empty in the end! 10/10, would recommend
YES!!! one of my favourite songs by maretu, it’s so well made and the beeping at the end always makes me ever so slightly unnerved
So the title of that horrifying video is "Our Anniversary." It's been in my vocaloid playlist for a while now and I always skip it cause it has a damn jumpscare. 🥲
Update: SO THERE IS ANOTHER?! (My Date)
Update again: There is another... (My Death Day)
Actually, the song itself is called "Kakome Kakome". It's a very common mistake in the community to label it with the same title as the game it's based on.
Other than that, great video!
Fruiting Bodies by Riproducer is also pretty horrifying if you take into account the non-metophoracial implications
You forgot: Uminaoshi -- Maretu (Says about a girl who tried s#icide while she was pregnant)
Yeaaah... I think that September one by The Living Tombstone is a cover using Oliver???
Oh shit…
Layer 7 was absolutely horrid good lord
I kept putting my hands over my eyes at the third entry
if you ever do a part three, i think "the face" by daijoubuP and "i won't forgive you even if you die" (i think by machigeritaP) should be on there
Does anyone know the backstory behind “That Woman” sung by Rin? It looks incredibly disturbing and I can’t find anything about it
I just did a Google search of that song WTF WAS THAT
From all the info I gathered, I tried understanding the lyrics as wise as possible to spread the right words. And honestly it was easier that I thought-
The song itself is not really that mysterious, it's like Rin doesn't want to hide her jealousy about the "woman" she's talking about the entire time. So first she clarifies something about friends and states she has a vision that doesn't want them to disapear or leave her all lonely, but then later on says "but that vision is destroyed" which can possible mean that she lost her friends and it's all thanks to again, "that woman".
And then talks about the man she crushed and how she saw him kissing with that woman, and that caused her to absolutely break down. The follow lyrics are just about Rin expressing her detest towards the woman and she would show it to her in a very aggressive, gruesome way "I can't let that woman have you, you're mine and mine only!!" talking about her crush and how he belongs with her.
At the very end the last lyric was "The woman's head is cut into pieces, her eyes are crushed and her brain
flows out. In the blood that splashes and envelops us, a rainbow is formed" I think it speaks for itself. I hope I gave you all the information you needed!!
The part when Miku kept saying mi and then the jumpscare scared the life out of me oml
deep fried Kermit the frog sent me 😭😭😭
I just watched what can we do mv and i actually feel nauseous its gross
Some of these peeps just need a little hug
THE REALITY AVATAR- 2:36
Say what you want, but tragedy of the Cepage(spelling that wrong) is an absolute fucking BANGER. The meaning of it, horrifying, but the song itself,underated masterpiece, i will die on that hill
Edit: saw another gakupo song on here and im just saying
I can fix him too.
Long haired men are my kryptonite
Let forget about his voice
Forced Obedience not being on layer 7 kinda shocked me ngl I liked this list none the less and hope to see more
why is okashi no iye not on here?
oh my god.. that song literally made me cry.
I gagged watching My date because of how the arms stretched and her body posed like that
THe intro is lowkey hilarious, but also decently produced
i was not scared at all baecue i am protected by my root beer colecton
Barqs or Mug
@@spectroheliotic MUG ROOT BEER
@@mr.kneecapsv2950 hell yeah
update on the root beer colecton there is now 22
my family members made it 0 :(
if u do a part three maybe u can add
"that happy child" "balloon syndrome" "complex" and "Banshee strikes"
from what i heard they are disturbing but if they aren't im sorry about that
btw i loved the video im still watching it so im not sure if u mentioned any of the suggestions i gave if u already did then im sorry
You should really do a Masa work design iceberg!
Ok. I gotta talk about September by The Living Tombstone.
The song is a MLP FIM fansong, but not originally a Vocaloid song. The original WAS sung by The Living Tombstone himself alongside Mic. The version using Oliver is a Vocaloid COVER of that song made roughly a year after the original song came out.
(Now if there is any information that can tell me otherwise, I would love to see it).
This is not the same thing as a Vocaloid song that is based off of a piece of media that is outright a Vocaloid song like some of the ones made by Creep-P(you most likely know the ones), that one Oliver Slenderman song, you get my point.
there is a pretty recent vocaloid artist named Tsumikusa and all of their songs are disturbing. If you make a pt 3, please do try to include it.
Imagine the absolute last entry is Len’s Banana song
nothing in his world can beat seeing young voice provider of Gakupo in animal print doing fanservise stuff istg my bro is too cringe for this world
9:42 WHYS IT ALWAYS GAKUPO BRO 💀😭😭😭😭😭😭
34:36 - 34:58 gave me so much of a genuine scare as i had my volume full max i jumped so hard that my touch sensitive earbuds fell out and i had to lean against one of my room walls to be as far away as i could physically be. I literally wont be able to sleep in the dark tonight because of my dumbass not expecting a scare
OUR ANNIVERSARY, MY DATE, AND MY DEATH DAY IS MY FAVORITE SONGS!!!!!! YEAH!!!!
omg i cant believe Fruiting bodys made it in this iceberg, i love this song
God I had to skip most of layer 7 because of how not ready for jumpscares I was
You become what you hate:
Miku turns Britis
STOP i actually had to turn this off for a bit . amazing stuff dude
Sorry but, daijobou-p's "what can we do" is fucking TERRIFYING. I literally had nightmares after watching the video that's why I love him so much. For context: what can we do is a 'song' about Miku going through the stages of drugs, the first time using it, slowly getting addicted, and overdose. I saw in the video Miku was first introduced as a drawing doing drugs. The music was calm, she had a chance to still back away.
But then she became this insane creature that was following the drugs, pills, cigarettes ect., it's like you could tell that she got very addicted, the music became much more intense too, it was a sign of panic and grief. They were running away from her, but she was chasing them meaning that she wants to keep them away from her but she just can't hold back. She keeps saying "what should I do, should I eat them??" as if she's panicking, she's terrified that she can't stop and seemed to be very confused of what to do, but she couldn't hold back, there's no turning back now right?? So she took the drugs and started eating, smoking, getting absolutely wasted.
And in the end, the music got calmer, and I had this chill. It was like I could sense which emotion it presented, giving up. She gave up on every hope she had of still living a happy life. Drugs get mostly used by those who suffer from depression, and when taking them, you suddenly feel this spark of happiness, but for Miku it felt like even if she took so much, she didn't feel the spark anymore, nothing can save her. So when the music stopped it felt like she died, her soul was in so much pain she couldn't take it anymore and ended up overdosing herself, maybe even on purpose.
Damn I wrote a whole ass paragraph, but this is the shortest way I could've explained it, but I highly forbid watching it. Anyway pookies don't do drugs and stay safe!!
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