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I'm not trans myself, but I've noticed this kind of thing among some trans people around me. Everyone expresses their gender in a different way, regardless of what they identify it's a different experience fir everyone. True "masculinity" for me is being comfortable in your own skin and not being afraid to express yourself freely and differently. I'm glad you've been able to come to these realizations about yourself freely.
What a wonderful explaination
As a trans woman dating a trans man, you are absolutely valid. Gender is a wonderful thing to explore and express and from your absolutely amazing art I can’t wait to see how you grow into yourself!
as a young trans dude who likes wearing dresses and feminine clothes occasionally, I hate that I get misgendered or questioned when I do, so I can't stress enough how seen this made me feel, and it kinda makes me wanna wear a dress today ngl lol- I love your art btw, and thank you for spreading a positive message about this spectrum, I relate to you deeply due to not being on hormone blockers, testosterone, or having gotten top surgery, and it's sometimes nice to know I'm not alone! keep up the nice work, dude! :D
I'm a straight guy so obviously these videos aren't for me , but its still genuinely fascinating hearing people's different experiences exploring their gender and identity. Variety is the spice of life, as they say.
even being cis n straight the message of not needing to conform to stereotypes n exploring identity are still important, whether for being informed or for u to feel comfy exploring~
this video brings me so much comfort, i am a feminine trans guy who can't medically transition due to chronic illnesses. i feel like i am not masculine enough, and it's hard to relate to many other trans guys. i want to wear dresses and skirts and be super feminine but i get misgendered and told that i'm not actually trans. i'm trying to deconstruct that toxic mindset, but it's a process and it's hard. videos like this and creators like you are helping me so much on my trans journey, thank you for this .
As a feminine trans guy myself this was reassuring! Thank you for the lovely video :)
Say it with me everyone!
Clothes 👏 do not 👏 have 👏 a gender 👏
Clothes 👏 do not 👏 have 👏 a gender 👏
Clothes 👏 do not 👏 have 👏 a gender 👏
CLOTHES DO NOT HAVE A GENDERRRRRE 👏👏👏👏
YASSSS ✨⭐✨ SLAY MY KINGS, QUEENS, AND MONARCHS ALIKE 💖👑👑👑
@@user-mm7wj4nq2n not queens, queers ✨
I’m a trans guy who likes to present more masculine but I still have my feminine traits, I think we all do. It doesn’t make us any less of who we are
Diversity is good, I like this video, I am a trans person who, due to the circumstances in which I live, am forced to hide it so that they do not criticize me, but one day I will emerge from this situation like a butterfly coming out of its cocoon and being able to dress however I want without being criticized by my own family
This is something I've been struggling with a lot and it makes me feel better knowing others feel the same! I adore being feminine and wearing skirts/dresses but for the longest time I hated them because I kept getting referred to as female by family and even now, I have to explain a million times that I'm still a man, I just like feminine things and it's getting tiring but I'm glad I have people in my life who know who I am and accept me for it and I'm so happy you shared your story with us, hattey! Thank you for being you and I hope you are doing well!!!!! ❤❤❤
I'm a Trans guy who's gone through a lot of what you're talking about. It's important as a community that we open up more understanding of individual experiences and not of societal norm. This made my day.
I’m an afab enby who really leaned trans masc for a while. Then I started watching a TikTok show (called Hell’s Belles by Sea.ya.later) and all the characters are played by the same woman. But she has some dope ass, extremely (healthy) masculine demon characters, several of whom wear tank tops with kinda low arm pits. For tos reasons she wears a bra (often times a sports bra) when playing these guys. And it helped reassociate that as really masculine to me. And I fell in love with wearing bras again and wearing tank tops.
Legit, if anyone has deep religious trauma, queer or trans discrimination/dysphoria, or anything like that; I so highly recommend it. It helped me heal and allowed me to be free and return to religion in the way I wanted to (polytheistic tendencies for the win!)
But gender is what you make of it and god Mads I’m so proud of you dude for making it there! Healing and growth for the win! (Also, congrats on the best boyfriend ever. I’m a Demi gender lesbian, but damn some days I wish I got to be that for my own gf)
Okay no but this is legitimately how I feel, I'm nb but I'd like my physical appearance to present more in an androgynous, masc-leaning way, BUT at the same time I much prefer feminine clothes than anything else
Since I don't have a binder that properly fits me atm I'm still reluctant to wear anything too feminine because then I'd absolutely be seen in a way I don't identify as, so I'm looking forward to when I can order a new one and feel more comfortable
Thank you so much for sharing how you feel about being feminine as a trans guy. I'm not trans, I identify as a guy but I like it when people call me cute. It used to make me uncomfortable, not because of anything toxic, but it was hard taking the compliment. Now I like it when people call me that. My friends are Trans in their own journey, and I'm always doing my best to learn as much as possible. Again thank you so much for sharing, we all support you!
I had a really similar experience!
It's nice to feel seen
i'm a young trans male myself, and i find wearing dresses and skirts fun to wear too!!! i like how comfortable they can be, but i still feel dysphoric sometimes. i have a binder, but i am pre-t as well, so i completely understand the voice thing ☹️
I'm so glad I'm not the only trans guy who likes wearing girls clothes on occasion!
I sometimes like to title myself as a femboy transmasc mainly because thigh highs are my guilty pleasure! LOL This made me feel incredibly euphoric and happy! What a great way to wake up today!
As a closeted feminine trans boy the representation makes me so happy, i totally get it 🫶
The audible *Gasp, Mik!* I quietly did lolol. Cool to see you get so open like this, it could even inspire others to find out parts of themselves they didnt even know. Always good to see that kind of effect.
That's very sweet :]
Very relatable
I actually had the same experience watching drag race for the first time over the last year or so!! :D I transitioned almost 8 years ago, but seeing gottmik was like a 2nd trans awakening and completely changed what i thought being a trans man could be.
Bonus: i theorize we even have the same deadname 🥺 i have no way to confirm this other than his explanation of his drag name but if the delusion leads to more self love then I'll keep believing it lol
People can be Confused on how one can Transition but still act like the Gender you're Transitioning from. But that's mainly because the whole Transgender thing can still be New to some People and they may still be trying to Figure things out. Of course there are people who find it Confusing for more Wrong Reasons, but I wanna focus on the Good ones.
Trans rights you are valid
Your beautiful the way you are!
Your Community is always on your side, good luck on your journey dude ^^
the way i've had such a hard time figuring out my gender since i identify as a male but still enjoy feminine things had me on the worst parts of my gender journey, but i guess a journey has its ups and downs. this video brought me a little more of hope, so thank you for that
As a young feminine trans man myself this is really helpful since I'm really insecure about all the the feminine things I like its nice to know that I'm not alone thank you
I am a girl who is pretty masculine and I was the graded by my peers because of it and now I’m dating a trans girl and I’m the happiest girl alive
You are beautiful 💗
Yay you are perfect I'm happy for u 🎉
Based man
Yay!!! I’m also a feminine boy!! It’s kind of funny cause I’m genderfluid but somehow dressing feminine on masc days makes me feel euphoric
I'm cis gay guy. And for many years I've tried to blend into background in fear of conflic. I still have that fears. But I would lie that I wan't grinning when I painted my nails, at least in my home. I know that it wasn't from the place of dysforia. But the way to express myself and in a way my masculinity. Still have long way to not be afraid to mch and explore more. So I'm finding myself again in 27 heh. What I want to tell is that more feminene adjusted expression done by a guy still is expression of his musculinity.
My two best friends have really struggled with their identity, both finding it really hard to find like.. a good mix of masculinity and femininity. I’m glad there’s people out here spreading positivity about being yourself, and not really conforming to society’s “ideal” gender roles, and I hope everyone can find themselves and be truly comfortable in their own skin❤️
As a young, pre-t trans dude, I totally feel you. My ideal look for myself would be a tall, masculine man who wears eyeliner and eyeshadow, including other types of face makeup. Heck, even my persona is an effeminate clown with pigtails. I may have designed it a while ago, and I’ll probably change it up to meet my personal standards now, but I still like it!
I'M HERE FOR YOU BRO!!! YOU DO YOU AND LIVE TO THE FULLEST!! ✨️💕
Being feminine in any stretch as a trans man or even cis man (+ fluid/in a masc state) can be very difficult, and almost petrifying.
I had guy friends in the past before I came out that would hang out at my place JUST so they could try on a skirt, dress, or even crop top in a safe space.
I hate societal notions that open, flowy and/or accentuating clothing can only be made for "girls".
(And as a side note, the fact others would try and STOP people from being handsome is messed. I have met many handsome women/fluid people that it's ludicrous to think anyone can't be handsome or beautiful if they want to be)
Love your work and look forward to more! I hope you have the best rest of your week! 🌈☀️
Valid and true. Many cis guys struggle with similar insecurities, but obviously to a lesser extent.
OMG WHY DID YOU JUST DESCRIBE EVERYTHING ABT ME ON POINT (i didnt really grow up with dresses but make up and jewelry were huge for me and i feel like i have to hate anything remotely feminine in order to not be misgendered also middle school sucks anyway for anyone but thank you so much for this i dont think a video has ever helped me this much ❤)
As a feminine trans guy thanks for making this video
As a trans man myself, I deeply understand that. I spent years trying to figure out where I would fit because I'm not very "masculine". I am sensitive, speak in high pitch, i have a very "feminine" behavior and don't plan to transition.
I don't see myself as non binary, yet there's this pressure for conformity. Like, "pick a side" as if being queer isn't expressing your gender in a non fitting way.
Good luck on your journey, remember to always stay true to yourself. ♡
My experience with being a trans man almost resembles yours exactly! It's nice seeing I'm not alone ❤
Hey, I'm a trans man who's been following your content ever since the Hazbin Hotel days. I commissioned you once. I just wanted to say that I'm really happy for you and that you're able to be so confident in who you are! Being GNC is really rough, especially when you're trans. I hope you'll be able to get on HRT soon
I have a feminine trans man friend that I didn’t previously understand. This makes all the difference. Thank you.
I am a trans demi boy who is experiencing some of the things you mentioned in your video! I am still in my baby steps of being trans but watching this has made me feel a lot better about my journey! I had only discovered I was trans just a few months ago so things are still an adjustment for some people I know, but all the ones closest to me are very supportive! Thank you for sharing your story, much love your way! :)
Such a treat to watch after getting home from work ~ And, yeah. Confidence in yourself opens up avenues to a BUNCH of different clothes, even ones you really thought were contradictory to your ultimate goal. Turns out sky's the limit. I had a biker jacket I swore off after transitioning, it made me feel, boxy and aggressive looking. 3 years later, oh heck it drives my girlfriend wild ❤
whenever i watch videos targeted to trans ppl i always feel kinda bad, cuz im under the umbrella term (im demifluid) but i never know if these types of videos apply to me... cuz i dont know if ppl consider me as "trans" cuz i dont ALWAYS feel masc (im afab) so most ppl dont think i count as trans, i watched this vid and i hope this also applies to ppl like me who are under the umbrella term but dont fully transition and i hope any ppl who read this and relate to me know ur valid and if ur worried ur faking it or anything else, dont worry itll figure itself out 💙💓🤍
Oh my god you do not know how much I needed this- I’ve been struggling with my gender identity for so long and this affirmed me so much- thank you-
OH MY GOD 😭 I am also a feminine transmasc person. When I first came out at 12 I told the school counselor I wanna be called a boy and use he/him butbi don't wanna change my name and I wanna dress feminine and she told me I COULDN'T do that and if I was really trans I SHOULD want to look like a boy💀 so that led to an identity crisis that lasted 4 years where I was trans med, thank god I've actually figured myself out now🫶 I realized I don't have to be anything specific aside from me
I relate to this so much, I'm a trans teen who wants to look and be like all those big, strong masculine men I see everywhere in my small town, the ones with muscles, beards, mustaches and hard "manly" jobs, but at the same time I want to wear skirts and love dresses, but anytime I wear them I get called a girl when I explicitly say I want to be called a boy, but now I've started to slowly come to terms with the fact that I can be manly while wearing a skirt, and that being called a girl doesn't hurt me anymore, I've actually started to go by my dead/legal name recently and it's weird to hear cause I've been called a different name for about a year, but it feels natural to hear someone call me "Alli" or "Allison" again.
I think the biggest thing that you said that stuck with me is “what does being a man mean to me” cause that’s the core reason so many feel pressured to conform to this ideal man. When in truth men can be just as flamboyant and emotional as women and vice versa. Deep down these aren’t “gender specific feelings or emotions” they are human feelings and emotions. And we’re all human.
This helps that I'm not alone as a transgender Female that wants to be a man
For the longest time, I thought I was alone, and didn't think that I belonged and felt that nobody else felt the way I did. But after watching this video, it showed me that I'm not the only one, and sometimes it's hard, especially in your teen years when it's not something that's always socially accepted.
As a feminine trans guy myself who is just like you.. thank you.. it helped so much knowing im not just some.. strange case.. that i.. just hate being feminine and still a girl inside.. even a doctor told me that because she saw that my nails were painted teal.. thank you for sharing your story
I’ve been thinking about my gender recently too and this video and your comment sound just like my situation, best of wishes, this cheered me up greatly :D
i relate so much!! especially since i've recently started the diagnostic process to eventually get gender affirming care, and i've been thinking a lot about things like this. a lot of the questions are "when did you realise you were trans? what were the signs?". which are important questions, but it's infuriating that trans health care is so stuck in their ways regarding gender roles, the very thing harming many of us. so thank you for talking about your experiences!! i already really liked your comics, but it's nice hearing about you, the artist as well :) you seem like a really cool dude, keep doing you!!🙌
Honestly, as long as you are happy, it is perfectly fine! Its ok to feel feminine, masculine or anything! Its about comfort in one's own self. Also I find feminine men hot ngl.
i mean huh
what
@@KFCAnimations-oc9dq no need to hide it my friend, feminine men are GORGEOUS‼️
@@RandomNerd654 people who are hotter than me scare me
I'm nonbinary (more specifically, [vers]androgyne). When I first started transitioning, I leaned as hard masculine as I could, very much to the point of "overcorrecting," just to chase that initial euphoria from when I first realized my identity, and slowly drifted towards the androgyny I craved so much. Over the years, I've had to make conscious steps to allow myself to indulge in femininity and remind myself that masculinity and femininity can coexist simultaneously and being nonbinary doesn't mean I *have* to neutralize any gendered expression I possess, though this admittedly became easier after being on T for a while. I'm allowed to have facial hair and a femme hairstyle, I'm allowed to be flat chested and wear dresses, I'm allowed to wear makeup and show hairy cleavage.
Gender is a social construct and it's my plaything, and I'm gonna do whatever the hell I feel like with it because life's too short not to have fun
Im trans non-binary (FTNB). I wouldnt say im really masc or fem. But i do tend to like more masculine clothing. At times though, there will be feminine clothes that i like and sometimes there's a internal struggle when i wear feminine clothes. I like the designs and how comfy they are... But dysphoria hits hard. And its worse with commentary from blood relatives who tend to misgender and dead name me. But through my journey as someone who is trans, ive found friends who support me. They call me by my new name and my preferred pronouns. And when i share photos with them they're very supportive. Its because of the people ive found on my journey that i havent *completely* folded to the dysphoria and misgendering. Supportive people like them and hearing the journey of fellow trans people always makes me happy and feel better. Thank you for sharing your journey with us all.
i dont know how to start my comment ummm im a trans man as well! i use mainly he/him, and i use exclusively male terms. ive also noticed as of late that i like feminine things. i like feeling pretty or cute or dainty. i like jewelery, specifically rings or earrings, i like painting my nails. im emotional, a hopeless romantic, and i feel very deeply for people i love. ive had a lot of similar feelings to yours. ive loved hearing about your experience being queer; with both your demi-ness and your trans-ness, as i relate heavily to you, and its help me solidify my own labels.
your voice is a man's voice because it is yours. your body is that of a man because it is yours. everything that is yours is that of a man because you are a man. and that wont change, unless your decide that being a man isnt for you. clothes dont define gender. aesthetics dont define gender. gender probably isnt even real. be yourself forever.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience! I've also enjoyed wearing "traditionally feminine" things for years but I had alot of people around me telling me that I can't be trans masc if I like being "girly". I always describe my want to be more "feminine" as I want to be seen in dresses and skirts how other cis men are. Being feminine in a masculine way? But your story made me feel a lot more comfortable in just existing as I am without needing to explain it or justify it
I appreciate you sharing your story! Ive been NB for a couple years and still exploring the avenues of it all. Your art is so beautiful, love your characters and how you protray yourself with your partner❤ keep being incredible
-3- as a trans man who dresses like a 40 year old retiree but collects barbies, i can relate to the dysphoria of what the definition of being a man is
I'm a feminine trans man myself in this spoke to me
Hello, gender-fluid afab here. Uhm, this felt so right to watch, I know for a fact I’m gender-fluid but on those masculine days, it’s so hard because I’m not out or even in a safe environment to be out in. This was so uplifting- (considering today’s day was a boy day) and honestly, you go dude.
Holy shit dude. you have NO idea how much this video has made me feel seen.
I’m also a feminine pre-t trans man
This is so beautiful to hear! I hope you get to transition mediacally and keep getting to be you. I love hearing stories about how people have come to terms with their gender and i hope i can reach the same point of clarity that you have ❤❤❤
I'm faced with a similar problem rn. I am agender, but I would much rather be seen as masculine rather than feminine, but unlucky me, I have a pretty feminine body. I've never felt dysphoria, and I don't really care about how I dress. I like "masculine" and "feminine" clothes, but I'm worried I'll be seen as a girl if I present too feminine. It doesn't help that I was always a tomboy as a child, and I was sort of scared to like dresses or pink because that "wasn't me".
I AM IN THE SAME SHOES! I love you so much- and will walk right by your side every step of the way!
I relate so much!! I’m actually making a school Project dedicated to this exact concept that will go to participate in a fashion contest. Can’t wait to have top surgery one day so that I can wear anything (even tight tiny t shirts) without a bra and without disphoria. Would like a goat beard also. I’m so glad for how diverse the trans experience is and that people are starting to know. Personally one of my biggest inspirations was season 5 of Dragula. The cast was full of queer trans people and really showed me the true potential of drag. I hope you are doing alright dude. 🕺🏻
This is such a lovely video thank you for making this I'm so happy you have people who love and support you, you deserve it ❤
Feminine trans guy over 3 yesrs on T it's great when you start it and i felt safe in my gender to present fem because i look like a man in a dress instead of a woman
★_★ I LOVE THIS SO MUCH OMG!
This is an amazing video it made me feel better 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵
Omg I relate to this SOOOO much. My journey as a feminine Trans guy was exactly like this. 😭❤ I may not have people close to me that love and support me, but I hope one day I can, and I'm so glad that you do!❤
I am trans and always question what I want to do with my body so I can feel like the “man” I wanna be
Your drawings are so good!!💜
Me myself is still trying to figure out what I am.. I like dressing like a typical skater boy you would see in the early 2000’s and Imagining myself with a flat chest. I’m fine with people referring to me with gender neutral or boy terms, but at the same time I feel so damn conflicted if I want to be that.
Idk my mind is all over the damn place, but I loved this video nonetheless.
Be yourself my friend and i adore all your vids and such you are such a cutie bean
Hey, I nearly cried at this lol. I feel so seen in this because I'm a super feminine trans-masc. I definetly like skirts (I kinda like dresses too, but it's hard to find any that don't cup the chest-), and I played fairy pricesses all the time as a kid. My deadname, while it has it's special meanings to me, isn't who I am. I've always hated my voice, hair (when it was long), and always wanted a beard. Hell, I'd tie my hair under my chin all the time with a strand as a mustache all the time when I was little because the idea made me so happy!
Guess what I'm trying to say is, thank you for making this... I get it can be hard to be vulnerable, but the right people will find your stuff, like I did. Keep up the great work, and I love your animations so much!!!
Thank you so much for sharing!!!
It’s kinda nervous being trans if I’m honest but I’m giving it a shot
Dude….
We’re in the same boat! Except I just like the “masculine clothes” and I just don’t like skirts and dresses,I hope we can live in a world of peace and acceptance
Feminine transmasc here :"3 I'm choosing not to use T for personal preferences (maybe that will change one day). It is definitely rough feeling like you're valid when you don't fit the "mold". It's hard to explain sometimes, and I even find it hard to relate to other trans people I know. It also leads to a lot of internal "well ur afab and you wanna wear girly outfits. isn't that just femme?"
Basically you aren't alone, and thank you for reminding me I'm not either
YAAAASSSS KIIINNNGGGG. Im a genderfluid human who was born female [i mainly go by he/they tho].
You are an icon to me. We need more of this right here in the world. I love these positive vibes so fucking much, dude 💜🖤 you keep rockin your masculinity however you want
Great video finally found someone like me love the animation its a great idea
🙏 many people didn't know they needed this, thank you
Your incredible!
You quickly made me realize something about myself thank you
I am a cis Lesbian. But want to share my support to our fellow T's. What you dress doesn't determine if you are a vaild enough man or woman. You are not suddenly a girl if you decided to wear a dress; you are now a man in a dress. Men rock dresses. However you decide to express yourself I hope you find happiness and confidence in your journey.
I TOTALLY relate to the thing where I'm afraid people will see me as a girl if I wear dresses and stuff. I'm nonbinary though I'm pretty sure I'm 80% masculine but I switch between masculine and androgynous a lot so. I guess I wear some feminine things but it's like a combination of both you know? Anyway, I totally relate to almost everything here. When I was young, I didn't mind dresses, skirts etc, but when I got old enough to think about my identity and whatnot, that's when stuff starting hitting. I first thought I was a 100% trans male because I liked wearing masculine looking clothes, wanted a deeper voice, etc etc. But I thought about it for a bit and realized that I can use male pronouns and whatnot and not be 100% a dude. I mostly wearing masculine or androgynous clothes because I want people to look at me and think"Is that a girl or a boy?". Unfortunately I have a hard time looking in the mirror or showering because of my chest. I have binders which I wear at least once a week but sometimes I just get really depressed because I hate how I look. Luckily I have super nice and supporting friends and a boyfriend who see me how I want to be seen so I try not to think about it. Those dark moments DO still happen but not as much because 1. If I keep thinking about it, then I'm going to make myself more miserable and 2. I only have 3 more years till I can get the surgery so I still have hope.
And to all of my trans/nonbinary/genderqueer homies out there, you're not alone. We all support you. For those who have unsupportive families, I'm extremely sorry and I hope you can get out of the situation ASAP. You guys are loved and cared for and beautiful. Don't let anyone or anything stop you. And go at your own pace.
Thank you for this fellow human!! I feel really happy I’m still on my journey to figure myself out in this odd world so I really appreciate this!
This was a beautiful video Hattey. As always your art is fantastic and this comic was very heartfelt. I hope this video can help a lot of people who might have similar situations and can feel comfortable, positive, and reassured when watching it.
Guys in skirts slay
WAIT WHICH SEASON OF RUPAUL’S HAS A TRANS MAN?!
season 13
I have a dress in my wardrobe that I initial bought for a cosplay of Agatha from Wandavision (her episode 1 look) but I liked it soo much I have kept it the only thing is I feel bad or guilt whenever I wear out because I am always presieved as a woman when wearing it soo despite loving the outfit I only really wear it in my house from time to time or occasional on Halloween when I cosplay Agatha again or I just wear it and I always feel greate wearing it because it reminds me of my favourite character.
Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts with us! This is so awesome and supportive to everyone going through their own gender journey! ❤
I think this is the first time I’ve ever heard your voice. It’s nice. It makes me feel safe in away. 🥰💜
I get it I am a non-binery fem (16) who like dressing up and likes suits and I biggest Insecurity is my chest ever time I put on a wired bra or my chest touchs each other I feel the verge of a panic attack so I always ware a sport bra to keep them separate and it makes me more flat enough and I am planning to cut my hair shorter in time(now it's at my caller bone) and this video really makes me feel like I am not alone thanks for the video hatter ❤❤❤ I love your artwork ❤❤❤
Im a 23 year old male thats a bit feminine and been thinking about potentially going trans female for a while but due to anxiety and depression i didnt know this about myself till a bit later in life and the thought of "ive been a guy for my whole life itd it'd weird to change now" but because of my bf and some friends ive been getting better about it. I also wanna say i appreciate you telling your story, thank yall and have and amazing day ^,.,^
Nice video, dude
Good for you!