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  • Mae's diary / maesdiary6
    the fundraiser is attached to mae's insta account and you can donate via her page.
    rest in peace mae, you have had a huge impact on my life and i will never forget our conversations.
    thanks for watching and supporting mae over the last few months, i can't put into words how much i appreciate what you guys have done.
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  • @AlexElmslie
    @AlexElmslie  15 днів тому +2866

    hey guys, please send the love and support to mae's comments on instagram.

    • @Rho
      @Rho 15 днів тому +25

      I'm sorry for your loss ❤ RIP Mae 🕊💐🕯

    • @bellblue5527
      @bellblue5527 15 днів тому +16

      I'm sorry for the loss of your sweet, kind and talented friend Alex. Please take comfort in knowing you are doing Mae such justice in spreading her story and bringing awareness to her life, her writing and the light she clearly brought to this world 💛✌🏻
      Rest in peace dear Mae ✨🌻💛🌻✨

    • @laurensparanormalreviewsan860
      @laurensparanormalreviewsan860 15 днів тому +10

      Heck 😢❤ love to her family

    • @victoriawilliams2786
      @victoriawilliams2786 14 днів тому +10

      My heartfelt condolences Alex. 💝💐🌺

    • @CuddlesNCassy
      @CuddlesNCassy 14 днів тому +1

      I'm blocked from Instagram for sexual content so can you please give us the link so I can donate? I'm sorry for your loss. May her soul rest in peace 🕊️❤

  • @galaxy_mooncat779
    @galaxy_mooncat779 15 днів тому +3451

    May she rest in peace, I’m so sorry Alex.

    • @user-hj3bv1ei9w
      @user-hj3bv1ei9w 14 днів тому +23

      Mae she 😂😂😂😂😂😂

    • @courtzz9046
      @courtzz9046 14 днів тому +186

      @@user-hj3bv1ei9w time and place my dude...time and place..

    • @FernBlackwood1995
      @FernBlackwood1995 14 днів тому +49

      @@user-hj3bv1ei9w This didn’t get the rage bait reaction you wanted, huh?

    • @user-hj3bv1ei9w
      @user-hj3bv1ei9w 14 днів тому +7

      @@courtzz9046 you'd do nothing

    • @JOKER-lr8df
      @JOKER-lr8df 13 днів тому +4

      @@user-hj3bv1ei9w man i tried to not laught but it was too hard cuz its pretty dark joke

  • @Noba_
    @Noba_ 14 днів тому +1325

    I have cancer, called Ewing Sarcoma, and hearing that someone lost their life to this horrible disease is heart breaking, im not in the right place to donate but ill share the video to all my friends. R.I.P Mae

    • @RipVanWinkle3
      @RipVanWinkle3 14 днів тому +55

      Hope you’re doing well currently ❤️

    • @Noba_
      @Noba_ 13 днів тому +31

      @@RipVanWinkle3 thank you 💓

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому +16

      I’m so sorry to hear this, it’s just so unfair. I hope you’re doing well during this ❤❤❤

    • @ELIZA-rm3iq
      @ELIZA-rm3iq 13 днів тому +9

      I hope your doing okay ❤❤

    • @TaylorTiree
      @TaylorTiree 12 днів тому +7

      Wishing you well soon ❤

  • @BlueJays0919
    @BlueJays0919 15 днів тому +2012

    May 21 will mark 3 years since my diagnosis of leukaemia (B Cell ALL). I was 42 when I was diagnosed, am 45 now. I will never understand why I am getting through it while others, especially children, are not.
    Theatre has been my salvation for almost 40 years, and tonight is opening night of One Flew Over The Cuckoo’s Nest. I am playing Nurse Ratched. My entire performance has been dedicated to my Mom, who lost her battle with pancreatic cancer last June. But I would like to dedicate tonight’s performance to Mae, and I’m sending all the love and hugs I have from here in the Pacific Northwest of British Columbia to you, and all of Mae’s family, friends, and loved ones.

    • @mollsslmao
      @mollsslmao 15 днів тому +46

      ur so strong, ur loved, ur kind and beautiful. you have a gift too change the world

    • @thestraydog
      @thestraydog 14 днів тому +32

      That's so sweet of you, I honestly hope the best for you and your treatment, and break a leg!! Nurse Ratched always struck me as such a villain as a kid, and I would love to see your take on her! Take care of yourself, and stay strong

    • @FernBlackwood1995
      @FernBlackwood1995 14 днів тому +15

      It’s strange to me too. My uncle in his 50s developed Hodgkins Lymphoma, had treatment and recovered from it. While that’s amazing, I wish that children could recover more easily from these things. It’s heartbreaking.
      I bet you’re an amazing actor. Thank you for being a kind soul.

    • @PanicLedisko
      @PanicLedisko 14 днів тому +7

      I'm so sorry, I lost my dad to metastatic melanoma, F cancer!

    • @kastheglitch
      @kastheglitch 12 днів тому +4

      so so proud of you for getting through it not matter what ❤

  • @thatguyscool
    @thatguyscool 15 днів тому +1552

    damn alex. thats genuinely super sad because cancer runs in my family too and there is such a big chance of anyone getting cancer

    • @Xessa82
      @Xessa82 14 днів тому

      Cancer also runs in my family. My grandmother got hit hard by cancer. She was such an amazing person but she got dealt a really crappy hand when it comes to health. She had 5 different types of cancer during her life time. She was born in 1944 and by the time she hit her early 40s in the late 1980s she was diagnosed with her first cancer, breast cancer. She had a double mastectomy and did either chemo or radiation, I can't remember which. I was just a small child then. She remained cancer free til around 2005 when she was diagnosed with kidney cancer. She had spent the previous 4 years caring for my grandfather who was dying from kidney failure. He had been diagnosed with diabetes 15 yrs before he died and it just wrecked his body leading to problems with his vision, amputation of fingers and toes and kidney failure. He did two types of dialysis over a 4 year period while he was on the transplant list but the dialysis never worked right for him. It just made him horribly sick. He had neuropathy of the stomach which caused him to throw up every day multiple times per day so eating was tough for him. He would constantly get sick and every time he did he got removed from the transplant list losing his spot "in line". He had met my gram after she had her children and adopted them all he wasn't biologically related to any of us. That made the chances of a match for a donor in our family unlikely. Family members were tested but no one was a match and people in his own family were to sick to even test or to old. He eventually started having issues with his heart and ended up in the hospital where he spent his last month of life. He ended up with sepsis and the port for his dialysis could no longer be used. They were unable to out a new one in so they could no longer continue his dialysis. He passed days later. My gram ignored her own health while caring for him unfortunately. Thankfully after he passed she went to the doctors because she hadn't been feeling right for a while. That's when they found the kidney cancer. It was isolated to one kidney so they removed that kidney. They thankfully got all of it and she was cancer free again. Unfortunately her remaining kidney began to fail not long after due to kidney disease which she didn't even know she had. She had too have her first kidney transplant in 2007ish. The immunosuppressant drugs she had to take after wipe out the immune system and make the body more susceptible to cancer unfortunately. Not long after she started developing areas of skin cancer on her body, 2 separate types of skin cancer. From like 2009 until she passed in 2020 she would have to go to in the dermatologist multiple times per year and every time they would remove areas of cancer, mostly from her back and arms but a couple times from her face and other body parts. Donated kidneys usually only last about 10 years and hers started to fail in 2016. She had to go on dialysis for a while and in 2017 she had her second kidney transplant. Both kidneys were donated by our family members. The first by her son, my uncle and the second by my cousin, her grandson. On February 5, 2019 we suffered the unexpected and tragic loss of my mother, she was only 54 when she died. It destroyed me and my grandmother as we were all extremely close. They were both my best friends. My grams health started to go down hill a bit after. By December 26, 2019 my gram had to go to the ER due to blood in her urine and horrible stomach pain. We thought it was the donated kidney but they quickly found that she had a mass in her bladder. By January 2020 she was diagnosed with extremely aggressive bladder cancer. They attempted to go in and remove the tumor that month but it had spread into the lining of her bladder. On February 5th, 2020 which was the first anniversary of my mom passing they did surgery on her again, this time an attempt to completely remove her bladder. They found that the tumor had spread more and was wrapped around her blood vessels, veins and nerves. They determined that it had spread to much and they wouldn't be able to remove her bladder so they closed her up. The cancer being wrapped around her nerves was causing her horrendous pain which they were struggling to keep under control. She went from living on her own being able to do everything for herself in December to being completely bed bound by February. We were told she wouldn't make it another year and might only have months left to live. Sadly she came down with the flu the end of February 2020 and had to be put on a ventilator. On March 5th, 2020, a year and one month after losing my mom, they took my gram off the ventilator and she passed away due to a combination of bladder cancer and complications from the flu. She has so many family members from her generation and above that had cancer, siblings, her own mother, her grandmother, etc. My grandmother had 4 children, my mom, aunt and two uncles. So far one uncle has had a cancer scare and my aunt has had cancer. No one from my generation has had it yet but there's quite a few of us and I'm sure it will happen eventually. It absolutely terrifies me. It's one of the worst things to watch a loved one go through. My grandmother fought and beat 4 types of cancer though. She was incredibly strong but the last one was just to much for her. I've struggled every day since losing my mom and gram both to come to terms with their deaths. It's so hard because we were so close. They were basically both mothers to me. My grandfather was like a father to me because my bio dad isn't in my life. It's quite lonely with out the three of them and I miss them all terribly. Sorry for the long comment. Just been thinking about my gram a lot today and saw this video, opened it out of curiosity, saw your comment and it all came pouring out. I hope that you and your family remain healthy and that none of you ever have to deal with cancer! I wouldn't wish that diagnosis on my worst enemy! Just always stay vigilant with your health, don't ever put off getting checked out if something doesn't feel right.

  • @nimbob19
    @nimbob19 15 днів тому +1396

    mae sounded like an incredible person, i've been following her for the past while on instagram and her writing was amazing

  • @evie--6734
    @evie--6734 15 днів тому +798

    Rest in peace beautiful, you were so brave and coped with issues most people couldn’t do.

    • @TLR.PRODUCTIONS0
      @TLR.PRODUCTIONS0 15 днів тому +5

      Fr bro 😭

    • @scarbot1713
      @scarbot1713 15 днів тому +41

      really not the right video for this type of comment

    • @_msytique
      @_msytique 15 днів тому +10

      not the time 4 this 😭😭

    • @evie--6734
      @evie--6734 15 днів тому

      @@scarbot1713 if u look at my other one you’ll see very well that I did not mean it in a rude way.

    • @evie--6734
      @evie--6734 15 днів тому +7

      @@_msytique I didn’t know what happened at that time. If you look at my other comment separately you’ll see I didn’t mean it in an insensitive way.

  • @seaweedaf
    @seaweedaf 14 днів тому +230

    I just looked at her instagram, its saddening to know that a young person just barely got to live. i hope she rests in peace. one of her sentences really struck me: "I can't control when i die, but i can control how i live"

    • @alyssahall9830
      @alyssahall9830 4 дні тому +1

      Yo just reading this comment in the middle of the video made me instantly tear up. What an incredibly powerful line.

  • @Dankyjabo
    @Dankyjabo 14 днів тому +444

    I used to work in a cancer ward, and i can honestly say I've never met a group of people more positive and optimistic than those suffering from cancer, as morbid as that sounds.
    Mae having the ability to spread joy and support through her words, happiness in spite of her life-ruining illness, is one of the most beautiful things that could ever happen - it makes me and I'm sure others who complain about our minor issues really sit and think about what there is to mope about.
    Rip Mae, wishing her family the best ❤️

    • @SaintShion
      @SaintShion 11 днів тому +6

      I had ovarian cancer previously and almost died 3 times from complications. I was in acutr care for 7 months after the ICU, it really affected the way I saw the world. Especially the acceptance Mae wrote about, accepting an ordinary life, thats its OK.
      I have cancerous tumors in my colon and I have surgery to get them all out tomorrow and I hope it goes well, I dont want tk do chemk again. Im chopsing to stay upbeat and hope for the best!

    • @melxnielong
      @melxnielong 10 днів тому

      ⁠@@SaintShionyou are so strong, I can’t imagine what you’re going through. Wishing you all the good health & luck from afar ❤

    • @shinkinshin001119
      @shinkinshin001119 10 днів тому

      They sound so incredibly strong. Cancer's such a bitch to deal with, it's amazing how there are people with cancer, that can still spread so much joy. Thank you for helping those with it.

    • @qlitch
      @qlitch 9 днів тому

      @@SaintShion i hope it went well!

    • @SaintShion
      @SaintShion 9 днів тому +2

      @@qlitch thanks for the love❤️ It went well according to the dr. Just gotta do follow up to make sure he got it all, and there hasn't been any regrowth that'll need chemo. Fingers crossed!

  • @HolleWatkins
    @HolleWatkins 15 днів тому +739

    Your heart's in the right place, man. Having normal conversations that aren't about her issue was probably one of her favourite things. I'm sure she just wanted to feel normal like everyone else sometimes. Monks believe that absence of life is absences of suffering. I hope that helps you. ❤

  • @alexisphillips5270
    @alexisphillips5270 15 днів тому +412

    rest in peace mae 🩷🕊️

  • @wrinkles9266
    @wrinkles9266 15 днів тому +681

    Sobbing when I found out, I hope she rests in peace because she really does deserve it 🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @magnoliaq4707
    @magnoliaq4707 14 днів тому +110

    i immediately knew this video would be about her, she changed the way so many people viewed their lives, she has left such a mark on this world

  • @louiseb6111
    @louiseb6111 12 днів тому +77

    For her wee age, she was quite the writer. What a way with words she really has. Its beautiful and wise. She won't be remembered for her illness. She'll be remembered for the beauty she put into the world. What a girl! I never heard of her before now, but thank you Alex, for sharing her with the rest of us. R.I.P. Mae! ❤

    • @hannahffion
      @hannahffion 9 днів тому +3

      exactly this. she made so many beautiful things. i will forever be thankful that i got the chance to see it

  • @foodie3620
    @foodie3620 15 днів тому +192

    This hit really hard.
    I just found out my cousin has leukemia this week. I’m visiting him tomorrow at the hospital for the first time since the diagnosis.
    Thank you for sharing Mae’s story. Thank you for being you and being vulnerable in this video.
    We all appreciate you Alex. Rest in peace Mae. I will be sharing her page.

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому +5

      I’m so sorry, I hope you’re all doing ok regardless. ❤❤❤

    • @foodie3620
      @foodie3620 12 днів тому +6

      @@aliciax5854 thank you. he hasn't told his children yet. I cannot imagine the fear and pain he is feeling. I wish nothing but good health for you and your family❤❤❤

  • @user-sk5lx3ts6r
    @user-sk5lx3ts6r 15 днів тому +136

    I’m so happy she’s being immortalised by her writing and remembered for more than her illness
    Rest in peace Mae🕊️

  • @LivMishasversion
    @LivMishasversion 15 днів тому +235

    As someone who kept up with mae’s instagram this is horrible news Alex you are such a kind human being and I’m sure she was more than happy to be in contact with you, you made her so happy when times were tough because that’s what you do Alex you’re an amazing person and we all love you so much! 🫶🫶🫶

  • @3un0i5
    @3un0i5 15 днів тому +136

    I'm only just now learning about this person, but I am absolutely devastated. I hope she's safe and happy, wherever she is ❤

  • @siddym1096
    @siddym1096 15 днів тому +98

    Heartbreaking. I didn't know her previous to this video but I checked out her page, and she was so insightful and intelligent. Happy Birthday, Mae. Rest in paradise, you will be missed by many.

  • @leongray9158
    @leongray9158 15 днів тому +122

    Rest in peace Mae 🫶❤🕊

  • @ellieakiley6411
    @ellieakiley6411 12 днів тому +17

    I’m a cancer survivor, (dysgerminoma at 6) and this is truly inspiring, may she rest in peace 💓

  • @jaydendoesthings5398
    @jaydendoesthings5398 15 днів тому +58

    My father has just been diagnosed with terminal oesophageal cancer and he is my rock. My world. I’m so so sorry for the loss of your friend, and I understand to an extent the pain cancer brings.
    My Nan (dad’s side) had cancer in her kidney and bladder. I lost my gran (mums side) to lung cancer. My mother had breast cancer twice. My dad now has terminal cancer. I always wonder when my time will be and so I live everyday to the fullest with the people I love, incase something were to happen to me or them. Cherish those moments you had with Mae, she would want you to do that.
    Take Care, Alex. ❤

    • @abiireland5912
      @abiireland5912 14 днів тому +4

      I wish nothing but comfort and happiness for you and your family 💚

    • @KateK..
      @KateK.. 13 днів тому +1

      I’m so sorry 😞 I’m tube fed as I have no oesophageal or stomach function and know and have known many people with oesophageal cancer. Life can be so unfair and cruel to the best people in this world. My thoughts are with you, your dad and your family ❤

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому

      So sorry to hear this, people really don’t deserve this 😔❤️❤️❤️

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому

      @@KateK..Ah bless you, it’s so nice to see people going through stuff like this while being kind to others. Hope you’re doing ok ❤❤❤

    • @KateK..
      @KateK.. 12 днів тому

      @aliciax5854 I'm doing as well as I can despite a lot of health issues but I always make sure I live life to the fullest I can xx

  • @samofficial13
    @samofficial13 15 днів тому +83

    So sorry for your loss Alex, wishing you all the best. My sister passed away suddenly recently, so im in a similar situation. ❤

    • @CharlieWhaley286
      @CharlieWhaley286 15 днів тому +8

      Rip

    • @samofficial13
      @samofficial13 15 днів тому +1

      @@CharlieWhaley286 thank you

    • @Kim-mp5wg
      @Kim-mp5wg 14 днів тому +5

      wishing you tons of healing 🫶 i’m so sorry that you lost your sister 🫂

    • @samofficial13
      @samofficial13 14 днів тому +2

      @@Kim-mp5wg thank you ❤️

    • @BoybossAchilles
      @BoybossAchilles 14 днів тому +4

      I'm so sorry for your loss, loosing a sibling is one of the hardest things you could ever go through, im proud of you for being here and wishing a comfortable recovery and life going forwards

  • @Mr.Noob4011
    @Mr.Noob4011 10 днів тому +9

    Hey Alex, Im not sure if you will see this, but I was diagnosed with Leukemia(ALL) when i was 13, I am 15 now and my treatment will end at the end of August. I am so sorry for your loss. The thing that I thought the most through out my treatment was how my family and friends feeling. So please i am sure Mae wont want you to keep grieving, I think she would want everyone to celebrate her accomplishments in life and her hard battle against the awful disease . No one deserves to have cancer.

  • @evie--6734
    @evie--6734 15 днів тому +100

    Hope she rests in peace 😭 so so sad. Hope everyone is okay.

  • @xXElliesguitarXx
    @xXElliesguitarXx 15 днів тому +68

    You’re such a kind soul, Alex. It’s really nice to see how much you respected and appreciated her as a person. I’m sure she’s smiling down on you and I hope she gives you a nice new star, a beautiful sunset or a lovely rainbow in the sky to look at! ❤

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому

      Fr! It’s so sad but she sounds like an amazing person

  • @toniryan7285
    @toniryan7285 15 днів тому +18

    You could tell how hard emotionally it was for you to sit down and even record this but the way your face lit up the more you spoke about her is why i know Mae would be proud to know the legacy she wanted is being kept❤ so sorry for your loss Alex and I’ll be checking out her diary🫶🏼

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому

      Yeah, he’s definitely going through it bless him. So sad 😔

  • @user-sk5lx3ts6r
    @user-sk5lx3ts6r 15 днів тому +56

    Thank you so much for giving her diary a platform and remembering her how she wanted Alex and for raising money for such an important cause. Sending her, her family and friends and you love and support in such a difficult time ❤️

  • @Pofuu._
    @Pofuu._ 15 днів тому +58

    Mae was roughly the same age as me, just a few months younger actually, and I found her through you posting her diary entries and such. They really resonated with me. Though, I had never struggled with cancer myself, but I lost my grandmother last year to it, and my grandfather this year on my eighteenth birthday. Her diaries and her words were inspiring, and encouraging, and it really did bring me a lot of peace and comfort during times where I needed them. And though I never knew her personally, she seemed so incredibly sweet and understanding. Rest in peace Mae ❤

    • @ghorewhorr
      @ghorewhorr 15 днів тому +7

      I hope you're doing OK sweetpea, losing someone to cancer is incredibly difficult. I hope you're keeping a smile on your face bc I just know that's what your grandfather's wants ❤❤❤

    • @Pofuu._
      @Pofuu._ 15 днів тому +3

      @@ghorewhorr 💗💗💗

    • @MayMoment_
      @MayMoment_ 15 днів тому

      ​@@ghorewhorrI love seeing silly usernames be sweet 🫡

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому +1

      Even though he died of different health issues, I can relate to losing mine. I did lose two aunts to cancer. It’s such a horrible experience when you’re really close to them let alone on your birthday, I can’t imagine what that’s like. Mine died the night before I was meant to see him, at least they know that we loved them and are ok now. Hope you’re taking care of yourself and taking it easy. ❤❤❤

    • @Pofuu._
      @Pofuu._ 13 днів тому

      @aliciax5854 Im so sorry for your loss :( Though despite how tough it is losing someone to such a disease, it brings comfort knowing others have experienced the same situation, and were not alone in this 💗 Hope you're alright, take care x

  • @jazhzz
    @jazhzz 12 днів тому +10

    I got diagnosed with leukemia (ALL) at 9 years old June 26 2019 and now I’m 14 and it only brought avascular necrosis to both of my hips, and reading Mae’s writing really gives me another perspective on other people’s experience with this horrible illness

  • @_Scazza_
    @_Scazza_ 15 днів тому +38

    I kept up with Maes instagram and she was such a sweet angel. I was heartbroken when I saw the post confirming her passing this morning. Hoping she rests easy 🤍

  • @debbie6659
    @debbie6659 15 днів тому +53

    may she rest in peace, sending you so much love alex i’m so sorry

  • @Khunai.
    @Khunai. 15 днів тому +17

    I'm so sorry Alex. This has me in tears. My husband lost a friend this year and she passed the day after he was supposed to give her a call and tell her how things were going. She was his mentor and was so so very proud of him and how far he's gotten since she met him in his career. He wanted to call her and tell her all about how his new job was going and he got busy, and the next day she was gone.
    That regret hurts so bad, and he festered on that for a long time, but you have to know that it's okay. Mae wouldn't want you to fester on it and regret it, just like Darcie wouldn't want my husband to either. She would want you to live your best life and be happy. Take the time you need to grieve, its healthy. And then move forward and let Mae live in on in your memory and through your actions. Its the best way you could honor her 💙 I'm so sorry you're going through this. Losing a friend is really really hard, and it sucks. Wishing you the best 💙

  • @draculaminds
    @draculaminds 13 днів тому +7

    I don't remember who quoted this but, you don't lose a battle with cancer, when you die with cancer, it dies with you, it's not a loss, it's a draw
    Rest In Peace May, I hope your family get all the support they deserve
    fuck cancer.

  • @Connors_interestingopinions
    @Connors_interestingopinions 15 днів тому +21

    Hope your ok, clicked immediately as I saw the title.

  • @hannahffion
    @hannahffion 9 днів тому +4

    To the people in the comments - I highly suggest you follow Mae's account. She constantly said that she wanted to be remembered, but not as 'the sick girl'. She was so much more than that. She was an incredible writer, an incredible singer, artist, and so much more. She was loved, she was appreciated, she was influential. Her friends and family are sharing more content that Mae had created before she passed, including her singing and more writing. Please take some time to read some of her diary entries, listen to her sing, or learn about her. She was an amazing girl and created amazing things. She was talented in so many ways and I hope that you take the time to appreciate that, because she deserves it, and you deserve to see the beautiful things she made.

  • @AHunt2024
    @AHunt2024 15 днів тому +7

    i've followed her journey for a few months- you show so clearly how much she made an impact on you and how incredible she was. genuinely has me tearing up. Happy Birthday Mae❤️

  • @sara-bo6cg
    @sara-bo6cg 15 днів тому +14

    gosh alex i am so sorry :( leaukemia is the worst. TW seeing a person full of life and slowly pass is the most saddest thing. Please take care of yourself
    We love you
    Rest in peace Mae ❤

  • @darrenjackson2800
    @darrenjackson2800 15 днів тому +18

    Its sad that shes gone but shes left invaluble support for everyone in that position. prayers to the family and thankyou for leaving behind something that can help so many people.👑

  • @charlie7982
    @charlie7982 15 днів тому +12

    I wish the best for her family 💔 on her birthday as well, that’s heartbreaking. She sounds like such an amazing person and I am going to read up on her as much as I can. Gone but not forgotten.

  • @rosie_k09
    @rosie_k09 15 днів тому +15

    i followed mae for a while after seeing your post ages ago, she was such a gorgeous writer and such a beautiful soul. seeing her singing, piano and art as well, she was so talented. sending love to you, her friends and family 💗

  • @charlottealdred8516
    @charlottealdred8516 15 днів тому +10

    Love this from you, youre a great person thank you for spreading this message and her story. ❤️❤️

  • @ascendance000
    @ascendance000 14 днів тому +5

    i’m so sorry for your loss, thank you so much for letting us know of an amazing person. take your time.

  • @rayray2055
    @rayray2055 15 днів тому +8

    burst into tears when I found out, all love and support to maes family

  • @plaguemaiden
    @plaguemaiden 13 днів тому +2

    just went and read her whole insta. what a smart and insightful soul ❤️ thank u for sharing her legacy with us, my heart is with u.

  • @Lynxxylynxx
    @Lynxxylynxx 15 днів тому +7

    rest in peace thats tough but im glad she was able to document her experience and i hope a cure is found soon because lukemia is terrible

  • @tayeLeClaire57
    @tayeLeClaire57 15 днів тому +5

    My uncle had just passed away with the same illness and i hope maybe they could meet up in heaven i know they’d enjoy each others company. rest easy beautiful.

  • @AlexTheParanormal
    @AlexTheParanormal 15 днів тому +8

    Hope you're doing alright, your so strong, sometimes this can be hard to deal with especially saying this in front of the camera, I'm proud of you for saying this in front of the camera, i hope her family and you are doing alright, take sometime to rest and look after yourself ❤

  • @random_4841
    @random_4841 15 днів тому +16

    This is so upsetting. Sending all my love to you and her family ❤

  • @CallmeMelinanow
    @CallmeMelinanow 15 днів тому +5

    Thank you for sharing this. Rest in peace sweet girl ❤

  • @alma0273
    @alma0273 15 днів тому +3

    i love u sm alex and i’m so sorry for your loss ❤️ mae was such a smart human and the way she worded things was so sweet and so different. she made an impact on a lot of people. glad she’s at peace now 🤍

  • @Aprazolue123
    @Aprazolue123 14 днів тому +4

    i’m so sorry Alex, I never knew her but i’m sure she was an amazing young girl. I’ve donated for the fundraiser for her, and may she rest in beautiful paradise. 💗🕊️

  • @pantherlady7
    @pantherlady7 11 днів тому +2

    Alex, I’m so so sorry for your loss. I am going thru this with my best friend. She has stage 4 Folicular Lymphoma and is fighting like hell. Thank you for showing such kindness and respect for your friend. Life truly is what we make of it. Lots of love. XoXo

  • @Bearr._.33
    @Bearr._.33 15 днів тому +12

    oh noo, i'm so sorry, keep your head up!! ☹️💗

  • @dream__soda7900
    @dream__soda7900 14 днів тому +4

    She was such a kind genuine soul, thank you so much for sharing her life with us. Mae has touched so many hearts with her words and she will be remembered with a smile. 💝

  • @_H0lly_
    @_H0lly_ 15 днів тому +4

    didnt get to know her but she sounded like the bravest person ever, sending prayers and love to both you and Mae’s family❤️❤️

  • @saffron5922
    @saffron5922 15 днів тому +2

    She touched so many lives and will continue to. Thankyou for sharing her voice and remembering her how she would want ❤️❤️

  • @Isabelle-lv2mu
    @Isabelle-lv2mu 15 днів тому +17

    Oh this is so sad. I’m so sorry ❤

  • @mcmeemcmgee3244
    @mcmeemcmgee3244 15 днів тому +4

    So sorry for your loss Alex, and yo Mae's friends and family too.
    Mae sounds like a beautiful soul, her writing has brought me to floods of tears, what a wise outlook she had. Rest in peace Mae 🕊
    I will be visiting her page to find out more 🤍

  • @Frant1cRabb1t
    @Frant1cRabb1t 8 днів тому +1

    When my brother was born he had a missing heart valve and he has Down syndrome, but a few months after he’d had his 4th heart surgery he got leukemia aswell and after a long 4 years he was finally deemed cancer free. It’s so sad to hear when someone died from cancer knowing that my brother was lucky to survive and I wonder a lot what would happen if he hadn’t made it through his tough upbringing. I’m so sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to all those struggling right now with any type of cancer, all those who are dealing with it first hand or have a family member with it I want you to know you’re strong and that you/your loved one is going to beat the absolute shit out of cancer. For those who have lost someone to the disease I’m very sorry and I’m sure that they were a great person, it’s a shame that so many amazing people get their time cut short by cancer.

  • @_khloewdx
    @_khloewdx 15 днів тому +9

    I’m so sorry alex, i hope you’re okay! 💗

  • @erinscanlon4151
    @erinscanlon4151 15 днів тому +12

    Aw Alex I hope your okay she’s in a better place now x

  • @johnlaurens5860
    @johnlaurens5860 15 днів тому +15

    We’re all here for you Alex❤️

  • @oscarmckinlay1041
    @oscarmckinlay1041 12 днів тому +1

    I took a read of her stuff, absolutely incredible work, she definitely had an impact on my life yet I wasn’t lucky enough to meet her, she seemed like such a sweet person and I’m so sorry for her passing, may she rest in peace

  • @MadisonJoy04
    @MadisonJoy04 12 днів тому

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I didn’t know about Mae until I watched this video and went to read her diary entries and looked at her art truly seems like she was one of the kindest most genuine people and was so talented. I’m glad you got the chance to bring some more light to her life and vice versa.

  • @Ally.isnthere
    @Ally.isnthere 15 днів тому +7

    Happy birthday Mae you’re forever loved❤

  • @gram5963
    @gram5963 15 днів тому +8

    How tragic. I am so sorry. Cancer is such a beast. 💔

  • @crktravellog5746
    @crktravellog5746 10 днів тому +1

    Your video was just recommended to me and I'm hearing from you and about Mae for the first time and i want to thank you for sharing about her life and her beautiful and inspiring words. I'm so sorry for your loss 💝

  • @jamieluft665
    @jamieluft665 15 днів тому +8

    I’m so sorry for the loss❤❤❤❤

  • @user-jz7xd3rw3p
    @user-jz7xd3rw3p 15 днів тому +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss and her families loss I hope you’re going to be ok x

  • @Cbawtam
    @Cbawtam 15 днів тому +7

    This is so sad 😢 I’m so sorry to hear about Mae

  • @anastialagarez3148
    @anastialagarez3148 15 днів тому +2

    Sending my love to you and her family.
    I feel your pain on this. My close friend recently has been diagnosed with bladder cancer .
    This is my deepest fear with her, sending you a big hug .
    That poem was beautiful, such a beautiful, pure heart and soul.

  • @r0tt1nb0n3z
    @r0tt1nb0n3z 15 днів тому +2

    you and Isaac gave me insight into Maes story and the moment I seen the news my heart broke she seemed like an amazing girl. may she rest well..

  • @sarahcross5994
    @sarahcross5994 15 днів тому +11

    May she rest in peace

  • @kattedits154
    @kattedits154 15 днів тому +3

    I hope her family is doing alright, that's horrible, I'm so sorry xxx

  • @miasonmars
    @miasonmars 14 днів тому +2

    i found mad through your stories and i am so glad i did. sending love and hugs xx

  • @Eve_Laloyd
    @Eve_Laloyd 8 днів тому

    Very sorry for you and her family. I recently went thru a loss and I'm a true believer in signs. Kinda of like the lamp behind you lighting up in the beginning

  • @kristianmorrison7373
    @kristianmorrison7373 15 днів тому +10

    Oh alex I’m so sorry man 😢wishing u well ❤❤

  • @Lillylovesyouuu
    @Lillylovesyouuu 15 днів тому +4

    You are an amazing human being Alex, we love you, wishing you the best, god bless her soul may she rest in peace 💗💗

  • @nicoleferlazzo6591
    @nicoleferlazzo6591 13 днів тому +2

    This is so sad. Cancer bloody sucks, especially when it takes young ones who have barely had a chance to live. However it does put everything into perspective, time is not infinite and we all should be making our absolute best effort to make each day count by not complaining about the small stuff, showing love, compassion and kindness but most importantly, not to put things off or procrastinate - be vulnerable and tell those you love that they are always in your heart. Bless you Alex for being the kind soul that you are and RIP to Mae who I've not heard of before (don't have Instagram). Mae will be so so proud of you Alex, as we all are. xx

  • @sebastiangreen4995
    @sebastiangreen4995 13 днів тому +2

    Just found out about her from this video. As an 18 year old I couldn't imagine going through something like that at 17 Rest In Piece Mae, fly high.

  • @millie-jessmcintyre5824
    @millie-jessmcintyre5824 15 днів тому +5

    mae is so lucky to have a friend like you

  • @_Hackett_councelor
    @_Hackett_councelor 15 днів тому +4

    Omg Alex . I hope you and her family all feel better soon . Sorry this happened and plz don't cryyyy , it'll make me cry now ❤

  • @zoehelena704
    @zoehelena704 14 днів тому +1

    I’m so sorry for you loss, she was such an amazing person. I hope you are doing okay

  • @liv6128
    @liv6128 14 днів тому +14

    I lost my boyfriend to his cancer in a week, one minute he was here and the next he was gone. He was also the strongest person I’ve ever met. They radiate so much positivity and light while going through the hardest thing literally ever. We must live our lives to the fullest while we can for those who can’t and never will get to. Be strong. 🩷

  • @mattyclark3264
    @mattyclark3264 15 днів тому +2

    started following mae’s journey because of you. thank you, alex.

  • @alexandramaia7423
    @alexandramaia7423 15 днів тому +8

    So sorry for your loss 😢

  • @slizer88
    @slizer88 15 днів тому +3

    Thank you Alex, for making this and sharing it with us who didn't know.

  • @imdefinitelynotkae
    @imdefinitelynotkae 14 днів тому +2

    This makes me feel so many ways, my dad is currently going through leukaemia and the doctors have already informed me and my family that theres a low chance hell make it. They said how his heart could any minute. I still have hope a miracle could happen and he will win the battle. Seeing this video about mae was comforting in a way, to be reminded that i should tell my dad how much i love him before it's too late. I wish i found maes page sooner, im going to read it after writing this, but i wish the best for maes family and friends because i understand how it feels its just horrible. Shes such a trooper to try be positive and be herself through all of this, shes an inspiration bless her with all my heart. An amazing writer and a kind hearted individual filled with love, she is dearly missed.
    I dont remember where i was going with this, but hearing maes story has helped me.
    Update: about 27 minutes after posting this i have been informed that my dad had passed minutes before my sister and mum got to the hospital, i miss him a lot already.

    • @aliciax5854
      @aliciax5854 13 днів тому +1

      You sound so lovely, I’m so sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and just remember that he loved you loads. ❤❤❤

    • @sealfan8
      @sealfan8 3 дні тому

      I am so sorry to hear about this, please take care of yourself and know that everything will be ok ❤

  • @jordiix
    @jordiix 12 днів тому

    I'm so sorry for the news. I'm sending love to her family. Its so hard to deal with a loss i lost one of my closest friends who loved and accepted me to an immunity disease. Who i thought so much of last year he was 29 and had three children. Worked was my old manager too. He has An amazing sister as well they where so close. it still destorys me we had plans to meet as he was coming out of hospital and things seemed to be on the up. and he passed on the monday of the week when the plans were going to take place. Remember all the good that's how i keep my memories of my friend alive personally i miss talking to him so much on the weekly me him my husband and a few friend would go out from work too happy times. Love and support to you and anybody dealing with loss. 💜

  • @nyalpiers7203
    @nyalpiers7203 15 днів тому +4

    Im so sorry for your loss ❤

  • @freitasgst
    @freitasgst 15 днів тому +3

    couldn't watch til the end for personal reasons, but wishing all the best to everyone she ever loved and shared herself with

  • @jadeshepherd8627
    @jadeshepherd8627 14 днів тому +1

    Mae sounded incredibly sweet. Im sorry for your loss, Alex. Its wonderful you met such a kind girl

  • @xo.hollyy
    @xo.hollyy 15 днів тому +1

    Happy birthday Mae. Sending all my love to Mae's family, friends and Alex. It's awful how cancer breaks families apart and wrecks peoples world it's such a cruel disease. Alex your amazing for bringing awareness to Mae's story people deserve to hear about all of this and to remember mae. Take as much time as you need to heal.
    Rest in peace beautiful girl, she deserves to rest 💗👼🏼

  • @lexi869
    @lexi869 15 днів тому +9

    Sending prayers

  • @Cutecore_yay145
    @Cutecore_yay145 15 днів тому +3

    Im so sorry. Shes in a better place now. Rip mea.🕊️

  • @sean-onfire4968
    @sean-onfire4968 14 днів тому +2

    so sorry for your loss man. you reading that post I nearly teared up. it's like she knew her time was coming :( she sounds like a wonderful genuine person who surely had a positive everlasting effect on everyone she knew. bless her soul and rest in peace.

  • @user-nk2iq8zt7m
    @user-nk2iq8zt7m 13 днів тому

    donated what i can! such a beautiful soul, she is an inspiration

  • @miahough_4786
    @miahough_4786 15 днів тому +20

    🩷🩷🩷 I pray she rests in peace

  • @xsiriuslupinx
    @xsiriuslupinx 15 днів тому +3

    heartbreaking news 💔 rest in peace mae ❤️