I really like this. It reminds me when I was working nights at my old job. It was always foggy like this when I would get out and the area was dead silent. I would stare off into the distance and think about my life, the mistakes I've made, and where I hoped to be in the future. There was always an intense feeling of melancholy and loneliness after I got out of work. If those moments of my life had a soundtrack, this would be it.
And I slowly climb waiting to kill for upon my death another hill I will climb just until I wait to fulfil my next desires and I shall find on top that hill. A maiden and with all I will bare more children that I can’t compare I know at least one most definitely will make it at that hill
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This feels for me at least, like an ascension in the direction of clarity and thinking, in a very very dark and foggy time in life. Masterpiece indeed.
Why u doing that? we're only here to die and get pyche tortured in a pit of dispaer endlessly in total isolation or treated in a way to a point we're socialization=hell on earth now.... haha wtf ? u trying to do that around here with me ? haha wtf.
I hope you’re doing well brother, life is indeed dark and foggy atm, I’m praying you and me get through this. Just know you’re not alone, this life is just hard to navigate
That's a great interpretation. I tuned into this thinking about the same thing: Yesterday I was in a truly bad shape. I cried yesterday, but after crying and talking it out, I finally realized about my mistakes, and what I have to do about them. I may be wrong, but this is a step in the good direction. As a last note, we are, In fact, close to november
@@preknopreguntesporqueminom9050 I am glad you experienced the full range of emotions of that state and now can move on, remember this: you’re stronger now.
I feel happy thinking that this kind of music used to make me feel drowned, desolated, but now it brings me a peace I can't describe... Absolutely love it.
I always felt like Silent Hill 2 takes place in November, the first Silent Hill in January, Silent Hill 3 in June and Silent Hill 4: The Room in April.
I believe the first one takes place around summer. Harry was taking Cheryl on a vacation and Kaufmann mentions it's weird to be snowing this time of year.
Tomorrow we are going to put my dog to sleep, and it is the hardest feeling to know that today she is here, and tomorrow she will not be, and listening to this music only makes me reflect that it was my fault, for not giving her a vaccine, she's hurting, and it breaks my heart to know that when I get home from school she won't be here anymore
Im really sorry for your loss, please know that you're not alone in this. If you need someone to talk to or simply lend a listening ear, know that there are people who are willing to listen and give you a hand While it may not feel like it now, as time passes, It will get better, I promise that the pain will become more manageable, and the memories you shared with your dog will bring you comfort and warmth. It's okay to take the time you need to mourn, take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself. Im sure it will get better for you and I hope she rests in peace, Im sure she had a nice life
Please Please don't blame yourself, I can't stress this enough, some things in life are just meant to unfold in the way they do, it's unavoidable, we just have to accept life on its terms, not how we'd like things to be, your Dog doesn't want you to feel like this, just remember and feel all the beauty you shared together, this will get rid of all the bad feelings
Hi, I hope this reaches you in good health and I relate a lot to what you said even now My cat was put down around the same time you wrote your comment and I felt the same. I regretted ignoring his change in character because it was a call for help that was ignored. When he was finally taken to the vet, he had really enlarged kidneys that were going to fail. Everyday I saw him deteriorating. He was tired, skinny and at his few last days he wouldn’t eat and would starve himself. One morning he had a fit which led to him being put down. It was horrible and I felt stupid for ignoring the signs. But what helped me feel better was that I loved him all his life and took care of him and gave him attention as much as I could. I never hurt him and only loved him. The fact that you are heartbroken about your dog shows how loving you were to her and you gave her a good life. Please don’t tear yourself down and think about what you should have done, it wont change anything. Trust me I’ve done that too much and it only made me feel worse. You loved your dog and gave her the best life she could have gotten and I’m sure she felt your love and appreciated you! Thank you for reading this and I hope you are doing well
I feel like there is a reoccring theme with mental illness here, no judgement btw. This music gives me relief from depression. There is a comfort in the melancholy of silent hill. I know its a horror, but the music especially makes me feel like I can relax, and that maybe the world is supposed to be kind of fucked up and that its not just me that is fucked up. Anyways, stay strong, Im counting on it.
First of all, sorry for the translation, I'm Italian, however this music reminds me of last year when I worked as a night security guard in an outdoor station in the middle of nowhere. This music sends me back to those dark but also melancholic moments because in the darkness I reflected on my life and my choices
I always come back to this place, I remember exploring these stories with this person I deeply cherished. She would play the songs in piano for us. We got separated years after - I have felt loneliness my entire life in many different occasions. It gets to a point where I find myself at a loss, unable to gather focused thoughts for too long unless I am at my job performing. A surreal experience sometimes lingers on me, best way I can describe is . A perception at an atomic level so to say, and it is present for me in many instances, it can pierce through me at any moment, it can be present in one small glimpse around the corner of my eye. Today it happened when I poured hot coffee in my mug just like every morning. A very strong nostalgia. I don't think I long for her anymore I am somewhat void of many of the real life attachments that consume our current 'rich' societies, I try not to overthink or dwell on the past... but I long for that lost space. Our small quiet paradise on earth. That for me is Silent Hill. It is egotistical for me to say but I remember feeling I was the happiest person on earth during COVID, cos all I had to do was being with her. I can remember all. I remember mundane activities like going on foggy streets to throw the garbage at night time, our footsteps the only noise you could hear. I try not to stay here for too long but it can be a daunting task to make new memories if you feel that your past has been stained. Don't get stuck in Silent Hill, every person has their own dark trauma refuge off reality and the only thing you can do for your own benefit is to understand it exists and cope with it. Sorry for the long rant.
for those of you reading this, i hope your having a good day. and i just wanted to let you know that your not alone when it comes to feeling lost sometimes, i hope that your journey will prosper and you will find the happiness you have been seeking all along. a wise person once said "for every dark day, theres a brighter tomorrow" so just remember that. and never give up on yourself
It is so hard but try to change your perspective. You can still be young at heart. People die at all ages, premature babies to 100+ year olds. Young is a term but not an age, it's really about how you approach your life. But I feel it man, I do. Best of luck o7
Really love this game and its ambience. I only first played it a few weeks ago, knowing absolutely nothing about it other than that it was a classic; but it was the soundtrack that I would always listen to that made me play the game. Ended up playing SH1 and currently SH3 now.
@@Altegore started playing the first one a while ago on the ps2 emulator, i was rly digging it, stopped for no reason but i gotta get back to it sometime... also got the 2nd one ready to go
This sound conveys so many emotions. Makes you feel like something is wrong, in a melancholic sense with no obvious cause. Feeling lost, so many things to think about... But also makes you feel like you have hope to make the change in whatever you're struggling with, that everything will be fine as long as you don't give up. Strange, how something sounding so simple can invoke such different feelings in everyone. Thank you for making these Silent Hill inspired tracks, best of luck to you ❤
Existential ambient masterpiece, inspired by the most existentially philosophical game of all times. Transcendental and otherwordly, a sonic unity of the herein and the therein. Currently listening to this, while reading to Heideggerian Phenomemology. Priceless, thank you so much to the composer.
A feeling of melancholy and deep longing this piece invokes soo much. Silent Hill really is the apex of the horror genre it’s Halloweenie as I like to call it, nostalgic and beautiful.
One year ago, I told you that I used to listening this when I was studying and I passed the exham of Microeconomy. Today I told you that I passed Economic History studying with this. It helped me to stay focus. Thank you ♥
Since my childhood my life feels like this. The only thing that saved me is my art... I love the fog and this kind of atmorfere for that reason, specially during the long nights, when i'm not having nightmares because i can't sleep... I just want my best friend to be alive, she passed away when i was 10 years old, i feel guilty about it, i never said goodbye.
I was so afraid when I tried searching for these and couldn’t find them- thank you so much for putting the link up on your other channel to find them. Your silent hill mixes have changed my life and are perhaps the best I’ve ever come across. Thank you for your work!
You know that period when you’re in a depressive episode and for a moment, even if it’s just for a few minutes or for the day, you feel like you’re going to be -okay-? The consistent dread of life, this depression, seems to have a weakness. You feel the need to get up and go for a walk outside, make your bed, cook something for yourself, or clean up your place. You get a jolting need to do something besides waiting around for nothing. You, for the first time in a long time, feel yourself healing. You know you’re not out of the woods yet, but your mind and soul is starting to shift somewhere different. You can feel this emotional tug of war with yourself and an empty gloom. Something that has no form. For this small time, the feeling is no longer the normal one that you have had every waking moment. It’s as if you’re in the eye of a hurricane looking up at the surroundings and what it has destroyed so far, but safe for just a second to observe. The consistent dread of life, this depression, seems to have a weakness but you just don’t know what it is to expose it. And once you’re back to this sort of reality that you’ve come to be familiar with, you still have a bit of that ‘hope’ you gained in that moment. That’s what this song makes me feel. And even though I have been in a happy place for some time, in a strange way I can’t wait to have this feeling again. That feeling of growth that only time can build. Thanks for this one. You’ve captured a feeling.
So beautiful. Despite embracing stoicism and gaining a very positive outlook on life no matter what situation I end up facing, it's always nice to return here, to Silent Hill. Its melancholy is in a way the most calming thing I've ever experienced.
I've written and re-written this comment and just keep rambling about all the things I love about this and how happy I am for finding it. Genuinely, thank you for making this piece. Subscribed and excited to look through your other work!
Great work man, just amazing. I haven't really thought of this period of my life in a long time, but this music brings me back to settling in a new city after highschool by myself. When I first moved out of my small hometown, I did so later than most did. I waited until October versus doing it right after highschool during the summer. I spent most of the summer procrastinating, worrying about moving somewhere unknown, but eventually pushing myself to find an place strictly off of apartment sites and google street view alone. I packed up both my car and my older brother's car setting out to Austin TX. My 600sq ft studio apartment was off of South Lamar and Manchaca. Not a maintained place by any means but it was affordable and in a decent area with a lot of walkability. I remember pulling up and just seeing how gloomy it was when we got out. We visited Austin during the summer and spring breaks, but never when it was like this. He stayed a few days just making sure I was settling in right and we continued to venture through my new city. A lot of walking in my new neighborhood, talking, eating, but mostly walking and taking in the new views together. It felt weird to be around him knowing that we were, for the first time ever in 18 years, going in our separate paths. I could see the end of an era of our lives, where we would not be around each other 24/7. No longer kids, ironically something we were looking forward to our entire lives. We talked about it once while eating and drinking out. We reached another level of understanding of how things were going to be, how our lives were about to be different. A deep feeling of dread was in front of me, and that was also the direction of my future in order for me to grow. At night we would chill in my apartment playing games and just talk to each other. I brought my PS2 with me and even though the Xbox One just released, I couldn't afford it. Sims 1, NBA street, Star Wars Battlefront, and Gauntlet Dark Legacy were some of the games we played. We eventually went to Game Over video games (a local game store) and I bought a handful of PS2/PS1 games. One of those being Silent Hill 2. I remember it being expensive at the time, probably $40, for just the disc in a paper sleeve. After my brother left to go back home, it was just me and whatever the hell I imagined my future being in a new city was supposed to be. I did the same walking, eating, but mostly walking without my brother--without anyone. I thought a lot about where my life was going. I felt scared, I knew no one here and I just went because I felt like I had to. Like a moth to a flame so to speak. I got my new job at HEB (grocery chain in Texas) and was doing that when I wasn't exploring. I'd take a bus to some random part of town, get lost, and somehow find my way back to my apartment. Id find some trail or park to go and get lost in. I recall one time I stopped at this trailhead around 3 or 4pm and didn't find my way back until well after 10pm. I had no idea what I was looking for and I felt like I was biting off more than I could chew. Spent most nights thinking about just packing up of what I could and head home. I missed my brother a lot. We grew up together, but I just didn't know why I had to leave that comfort. After a few weeks I started to have a clearer head enough to focus on things other than working and started to play some of the games I had for my PS2. I had finished Silent Hill 1 a few times over and enjoyed it, but for some reason never played 2. Im not going to get into how amazing this game is, as I believe everyone else here knows very well, but this game was exactly what I needed at that time in my life. The setting and story alone was enough for me to connect with in a weird way, but the music solidified it. When I would load up a save I would just stand there listening to the ambiance while I got dinner ready or did a few chores. It was my background to life for a few months and I needed it. It was as if two parallel paths, my mind and this piece of art of a game, somehow crossed. It felt right, and it felt comforting. Spring eventually came and my brother moved up in that time, but it was great to have this game along side me when I was in a time of doubt. After about 2 he moved out because we were definitely crammed. He moved about a 15 minute bike ride away, so we would meet up and hang whenever we could. Within a few more months our lives just kind of took off and we were doing our own thing. When I first started to like Yamaoka's music more and more, I went to Half Priced Books to look for something along that line. I remember asking someone who worked there if they had anything like Yamaoka and described it as, "gray, ambient, kind of scary." I was recommended Aphex Twin's Ambient Works 2, which is still one of my favorite albums to this day. I felt like this is more of a journal for me to remind myself that its okay to feel lost. Without that feeling, we would never find the great moments and memories that make us. Its been more than a decade since I first moved to Austin, and its been another 2 years since I left there. In a way I feel that same sense of loneliness and doubt that I felt then. The only difference is, I know I'll be okay.
In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill. You promised me you'd take me there again someday. But you never did. Well, I'm alone there now... In our 'special place'... Waiting for you...
It's fascinating you composed this in the image of SH2, and even though I never heard it in game, it truly feels like it belong somewhere in there. Phenomenal work.
Dafuq would you walk at night for more than 40 minutes? You either talk bullshit to present yourself in some kind of lone-wolf'y light or there is something fishy about your night treks. That's not normal.
J'aime vraiment ça. Cela me rappelle quand je travaillais de nuit dans mon ancien travail. C'était toujours brumeux comme ça quand je sortais et la zone était silencieuse. Je regardais au loin et pensais à ma vie, aux erreurs que j'avais commises et où j'espérais rejoindre le futur. Si ces moments de ma vie avaient une bande son, ce serait celle-ci
Wow dude, what a hidden gem, such a great work! Reminds me of a good old days, when we were just kids, enjoying our lives, and doing whatever we wanted. Truly a masterpiece
This is amazing. Silent hill holds a dear place in my heart, it makes me live out my days in serenity these soundtracks. You're a talented artist keep at it.
I couldn't study with this music It drops me deep deep down feeling like ummmm distracted abandoned victom kinda aerie and like there is no hope My mom get out of asylum today and i have no power to work out, this makes me happier when i feel my body and know im making myself looking better, though i can't do this thing today. Yesterday i was barely moving when i've been told shes going home. Btw its interesting how being close to her irl makes me feel like child who has no bounds Why i even listen to such music if it makes me feel worse bruuhh
I know why you're here. I know it's tough for you right now, but believe me, you can handle it. Don't give up, traveler; a bright path awaits us ahead.
Absolutely lovely piece of music mate. It gives off both RE2/SH2 vibes, like the calmness and feeling of safety inside the Save Rooms in the Raccoon City PD, yet the mystery and "alien"-like notes of SH2 (specifically the Lakeview Hotel). Cheers!
Esse som ambiente é muito confortante pra mim. Eu trabalho a noite e fico no meu carro ouvindo esse som ambiente e me da uma paz e me faz pensar na vida e na minha mae que faleceu a muito tempo. Gosto demais desses sons ambientes de SH são muito especiais para mim.
have started listening to this in august to make myself familiar with the loneliness which will stab me in November while i see fog and listen to this song. sorry to the person who removed his like from my comment.
I totally understand the melancholy this kind of mix is supposed to give, but honestly this just makes me feel at peace now. life can be really hard and fucked up, it still kind of is today, but this comment section and ambiance is somehow very comforting. things are weird, but overall, they're ok. everything is ok. pretty sure that a few years ago it would've make me feel numb, and depressed, and reflect negatively on everything, but right now it just feels fine. still sort of sad but fine. and i really hope everyone listening to this and feeling awful can eventually come to the realization that, yeah, things are kind of shit, but it's ok. you'll manage. take this from the 24 y/o person listening to this drunk right now, in her cozy appartment, lovingly watching her partner play video games while she reflects on her life. things will get better, truly. I never thought I would be here experiencing such calm and comfort today, listening to this while still feeling hopeful and content.
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I really like this. It reminds me when I was working nights at my old job. It was always foggy like this when I would get out and the area was dead silent. I would stare off into the distance and think about my life, the mistakes I've made, and where I hoped to be in the future. There was always an intense feeling of melancholy and loneliness after I got out of work. If those moments of my life had a soundtrack, this would be it.
Finally realizing that you have satanic juice running through your veins?
hmmmm
You should be thankful you were never robbed or shot in that darkness of the late night
@@ElBadriano I was always cautious of that
Sounds like an amazing vibe, I imagine experiencing it would be soothing
“In my restless dreams.. I see that town.. Silent Hill”
Are u her?
"You promised you'd take me there again someday, but you never did."
@@JRWells08 🤝
And I slowly climb waiting to kill for upon my death another hill I will climb just until I wait to fulfil my next desires and I shall find on top that hill. A maiden and with all I will bare more children that I can’t compare I know at least one most definitely will make it at that hill
I love the game I love the music thank you silent hill ❤
- Please never delete this shit bro.
- I listen to this when I open at work in the morning when I couldnt find it I freaked the fuck out.
- LOL thanks
me too
I would download it in case you don't have internet.
You work with 17 mil subs?😂
@@TheHeavyassaulterHey where is your profile picture from?
@@TheHeavyassaulterthe acc. actually copies comments from other videos and then pastes them somewhere else where the topic is same. so, a bot technically.
This feels for me at least, like an ascension in the direction of clarity and thinking, in a very very dark and foggy time in life. Masterpiece indeed.
Why u doing that? we're only here to die and get pyche tortured in a pit of dispaer endlessly in total isolation or treated in a way to a point we're socialization=hell on earth now.... haha wtf ? u trying to do that around here with me ? haha wtf.
I hope you’re doing well brother, life is indeed dark and foggy atm, I’m praying you and me get through this. Just know you’re not alone, this life is just hard to navigate
@@Vert-. i hope we will see closure, you, me and everyone stuck in silent hill.
That's a great interpretation. I tuned into this thinking about the same thing: Yesterday I was in a truly bad shape. I cried yesterday, but after crying and talking it out, I finally realized about my mistakes, and what I have to do about them. I may be wrong, but this is a step in the good direction.
As a last note, we are, In fact, close to november
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I am glad you experienced the full range of emotions of that state and now can move on, remember this: you’re stronger now.
I feel happy thinking that this kind of music used to make me feel drowned, desolated, but now it brings me a peace I can't describe... Absolutely love it.
same
yes, like all the negative shit fades away
Same here.
Couldn't agree more, man.
Me too
I always felt like Silent Hill 2 takes place in November, the first Silent Hill in January, Silent Hill 3 in June and Silent Hill 4: The Room in April.
Oddly specific...but kinda fitting.
I believe the first one takes place around summer. Harry was taking Cheryl on a vacation and Kaufmann mentions it's weird to be snowing this time of year.
It's weird because for me November is summer, but it's still makes sense to me
I feel when i pass away i will hear something like this. eternal peace..
It's finally November
it is
Tomorrow we are going to put my dog to sleep, and it is the hardest feeling to know that today she is here, and tomorrow she will not be, and listening to this music only makes me reflect that it was my fault, for not giving her a vaccine, she's hurting, and it breaks my heart to know that when I get home from school she won't be here anymore
Im really sorry for your loss, please know that you're not alone in this. If you need someone to talk to or simply lend a listening ear, know that there are people who are willing to listen and give you a hand
While it may not feel like it now, as time passes, It will get better, I promise that the pain will become more manageable, and the memories you shared with your dog will bring you comfort and warmth. It's okay to take the time you need to mourn, take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself. Im sure it will get better for you and I hope she rests in peace, Im sure she had a nice life
Please Please don't blame yourself, I can't stress this enough, some things in life are just meant to unfold in the way they do, it's unavoidable, we just have to accept life on its terms, not how we'd like things to be, your Dog doesn't want you to feel like this, just remember and feel all the beauty you shared together, this will get rid of all the bad feelings
Hi, I hope this reaches you in good health and I relate a lot to what you said even now
My cat was put down around the same time you wrote your comment and I felt the same. I regretted ignoring his change in character because it was a call for help that was ignored. When he was finally taken to the vet, he had really enlarged kidneys that were going to fail. Everyday I saw him deteriorating. He was tired, skinny and at his few last days he wouldn’t eat and would starve himself. One morning he had a fit which led to him being put down. It was horrible and I felt stupid for ignoring the signs. But what helped me feel better was that I loved him all his life and took care of him and gave him attention as much as I could. I never hurt him and only loved him. The fact that you are heartbroken about your dog shows how loving you were to her and you gave her a good life. Please don’t tear yourself down and think about what you should have done, it wont change anything. Trust me I’ve done that too much and it only made me feel worse. You loved your dog and gave her the best life she could have gotten and I’m sure she felt your love and appreciated you!
Thank you for reading this and I hope you are doing well
Just did that yesterday with our family dog.. she was with us for 15 years. So weird to stumble upon your comment, I hope you’re healing ❤️🩹
@@PresidentGrant54I get the comparison was for apparent inevitability but really?... Death and the Sun rising are two clearly opposing moods...
This hits different in November
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i have C-PTSD & this week i’ve been having awful nightmares. this music has given me a sense of peace i have never known. thank you🖤
I feel like there is a reoccring theme with mental illness here, no judgement btw. This music gives me relief from depression. There is a comfort in the melancholy of silent hill. I know its a horror, but the music especially makes me feel like I can relax, and that maybe the world is supposed to be kind of fucked up and that its not just me that is fucked up. Anyways, stay strong, Im counting on it.
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stop lying any time
I have bad anxiety so I listen to this at work, my boss is amazing for letting me. Otherwise it’s hard to concentrate and get stuff done.
@@MackyMan73 another song i like for anxiety is “weightless” by marconi union. i used that song all the time. really helps!!
@@greatestever8775 thanks for anxiety song plug, I’ll give it a listen tonight.
First of all, sorry for the translation, I'm Italian, however this music reminds me of last year when I worked as a night security guard in an outdoor station in the middle of nowhere. This music sends me back to those dark but also melancholic moments because in the darkness I reflected on my life and my choices
This genuinely feels like a track in SH2. It's fantastic!
I fall asleep after 5min..
I always come back to this place, I remember exploring these stories with this person I deeply cherished. She would play the songs in piano for us. We got separated years after - I have felt loneliness my entire life in many different occasions. It gets to a point where I find myself at a loss, unable to gather focused thoughts for too long unless I am at my job performing.
A surreal experience sometimes lingers on me, best way I can describe is . A perception at an atomic level so to say, and it is present for me in many instances, it can pierce through me at any moment, it can be present in one small glimpse around the corner of my eye. Today it happened when I poured hot coffee in my mug just like every morning. A very strong nostalgia.
I don't think I long for her anymore I am somewhat void of many of the real life attachments that consume our current 'rich' societies, I try not to overthink or dwell on the past... but I long for that lost space. Our small quiet paradise on earth. That for me is Silent Hill. It is egotistical for me to say but I remember feeling I was the happiest person on earth during COVID, cos all I had to do was being with her. I can remember all. I remember mundane activities like going on foggy streets to throw the garbage at night time, our footsteps the only noise you could hear.
I try not to stay here for too long but it can be a daunting task to make new memories if you feel that your past has been stained. Don't get stuck in Silent Hill, every person has their own dark trauma refuge off reality and the only thing you can do for your own benefit is to understand it exists and cope with it. Sorry for the long rant.
Everybody wants to escape this cold dark place where I live but for me this is more home than any sunny beach.
I prefer rain and dark days, than sunny ones.. .I find sunny hot days depressing
@@Deadsmegma exactly, too much light makes you go blind
@@BLVCKSCORPonly in darkness do things come to light
@@Deadsmegma Likewise. It's one thing to tell myself other people feel this way too, but to actually see someone express it is comforting
There's a beauty to both. I think. I come from a tropical island, but I lived in a cold city for a while. The snow is beautiful in a solemn way.
Listening to this on a fog-bound November day.
for those of you reading this, i hope your having a good day. and i just wanted to let you know that your not alone when it comes to feeling lost sometimes, i hope that your journey will prosper and you will find the happiness you have been seeking all along. a wise person once said "for every dark day, theres a brighter tomorrow" so just remember that. and never give up on yourself
Thank you my friend... thank you... :)
I love u Ty sm
I had a good day and a bad day today (Nov 23rd). Thank you for this.
I wish you a perfect day. Thanks :)
Life's tough but.... we'll all get there 🙏
Sitting here alone thinking about life. What I would give to live my younger years again. Please send me back 😢
Don't be sad you can't go back, be happy you experienced it 😊
It is so hard but try to change your perspective. You can still be young at heart. People die at all ages, premature babies to 100+ year olds. Young is a term but not an age, it's really about how you approach your life. But I feel it man, I do. Best of luck o7
Silent Hill has always felt like home to me, sonewhere I can truly be myself
Silent Hill is everything, love, hate, regret, all of it. Silent Hill is us in every way. I would not be the same person without Silent Hill 1to 4.
There is a hill somewhere in a roundabout in Roswell, GA that overlooks Atlanta perfectly. This is what that view sounds like.
Perfect for November morning
Really love this game and its ambience. I only first played it a few weeks ago, knowing absolutely nothing about it other than that it was a classic; but it was the soundtrack that I would always listen to that made me play the game. Ended up playing SH1 and currently SH3 now.
Lol, savor the experience mindfully - wish I could experience SH for the first time again...
@@Altegore started playing the first one a while ago on the ps2 emulator, i was rly digging it, stopped for no reason but i gotta get back to it sometime... also got the 2nd one ready to go
This sound conveys so many emotions. Makes you feel like something is wrong, in a melancholic sense with no obvious cause. Feeling lost, so many things to think about... But also makes you feel like you have hope to make the change in whatever you're struggling with, that everything will be fine as long as you don't give up. Strange, how something sounding so simple can invoke such different feelings in everyone. Thank you for making these Silent Hill inspired tracks, best of luck to you ❤
Existential ambient masterpiece, inspired by the most existentially philosophical game of all times. Transcendental and otherwordly, a sonic unity of the herein and the therein. Currently listening to this, while reading to Heideggerian Phenomemology. Priceless, thank you so much to the composer.
A feeling of melancholy and deep longing this piece invokes soo much. Silent Hill really is the apex of the horror genre it’s Halloweenie as I like to call it, nostalgic and beautiful.
The paradoxical feelings that this causes can never truly be expressed.
i want to stay here forever.
I know it’s like an endless dream room
This track makes me think of someone who just escaped something traumatic and they can now rest easy knowing they are finally free.
Feels amazin
you should watch the silent hill movie. what you say is pretty accurate, but nobody is free after visiting silent hill
One year ago, I told you that I used to listening this when I was studying and I passed the exham of Microeconomy. Today I told you that I passed Economic History studying with this. It helped me to stay focus. Thank you ♥
Since my childhood my life feels like this.
The only thing that saved me is my art...
I love the fog and this kind of atmorfere for that reason, specially during the long nights, when i'm not having nightmares because i can't sleep...
I just want my best friend to be alive, she passed away when i was 10 years old, i feel guilty about it, i never said goodbye.
I was so afraid when I tried searching for these and couldn’t find them- thank you so much for putting the link up on your other channel to find them. Your silent hill mixes have changed my life and are perhaps the best I’ve ever come across. Thank you for your work!
Funny how this randomly pops up in an extra tab once in awhile, while I'm watching some other video and extra depth is suddenly added to everything
You know that period when you’re in a depressive episode and for a moment, even if it’s just for a few minutes or for the day, you feel like you’re going to be -okay-? The consistent dread of life, this depression, seems to have a weakness.
You feel the need to get up and go for a walk outside, make your bed, cook something for yourself, or clean up your place. You get a jolting need to do something besides waiting around for nothing. You, for the first time in a long time, feel yourself healing.
You know you’re not out of the woods yet, but your mind and soul is starting to shift somewhere different. You can feel this emotional tug of war with yourself and an empty gloom. Something that has no form. For this small time, the feeling is no longer the normal one that you have had every waking moment. It’s as if you’re in the eye of a hurricane looking up at the surroundings and what it has destroyed so far, but safe for just a second to observe.
The consistent dread of life, this depression, seems to have a weakness but you just don’t know what it is to expose it. And once you’re back to this sort of reality that you’ve come to be familiar with, you still have a bit of that ‘hope’ you gained in that moment.
That’s what this song makes me feel. And even though I have been in a happy place for some time, in a strange way I can’t wait to have this feeling again. That feeling of growth that only time can build.
Thanks for this one. You’ve captured a feeling.
So beautiful. Despite embracing stoicism and gaining a very positive outlook on life no matter what situation I end up facing, it's always nice to return here, to Silent Hill. Its melancholy is in a way the most calming thing I've ever experienced.
Stoic mentality is not discordant to acknowledgement of melancholy besides it's therapeutic in a way
I’m healing from a painful nerve disorder and I listen to your music for hours sometimes and I know that it helps , thank you
Quiet thoughts and deep breathing in as you take those brave steps forward.
I listen to this every day for the past 4 months. Thank you so much for this. Never delete it please
I wish you a perfect life. Know that you are worthy and you deserve the best.
Thank you for your encouragement take care
The peace of a PS2 in a dark room, alone, with Silent Hill 2 and nothing else.
I've written and re-written this comment and just keep rambling about all the things I love about this and how happy I am for finding it. Genuinely, thank you for making this piece. Subscribed and excited to look through your other work!
Great work man, just amazing. I haven't really thought of this period of my life in a long time, but this music brings me back to settling in a new city after highschool by myself.
When I first moved out of my small hometown, I did so later than most did. I waited until October versus doing it right after highschool during the summer. I spent most of the summer procrastinating, worrying about moving somewhere unknown, but eventually pushing myself to find an place strictly off of apartment sites and google street view alone. I packed up both my car and my older brother's car setting out to Austin TX. My 600sq ft studio apartment was off of South Lamar and Manchaca. Not a maintained place by any means but it was affordable and in a decent area with a lot of walkability. I remember pulling up and just seeing how gloomy it was when we got out. We visited Austin during the summer and spring breaks, but never when it was like this.
He stayed a few days just making sure I was settling in right and we continued to venture through my new city. A lot of walking in my new neighborhood, talking, eating, but mostly walking and taking in the new views together. It felt weird to be around him knowing that we were, for the first time ever in 18 years, going in our separate paths. I could see the end of an era of our lives, where we would not be around each other 24/7. No longer kids, ironically something we were looking forward to our entire lives. We talked about it once while eating and drinking out. We reached another level of understanding of how things were going to be, how our lives were about to be different. A deep feeling of dread was in front of me, and that was also the direction of my future in order for me to grow.
At night we would chill in my apartment playing games and just talk to each other. I brought my PS2 with me and even though the Xbox One just released, I couldn't afford it. Sims 1, NBA street, Star Wars Battlefront, and Gauntlet Dark Legacy were some of the games we played. We eventually went to Game Over video games (a local game store) and I bought a handful of PS2/PS1 games. One of those being Silent Hill 2. I remember it being expensive at the time, probably $40, for just the disc in a paper sleeve.
After my brother left to go back home, it was just me and whatever the hell I imagined my future being in a new city was supposed to be. I did the same walking, eating, but mostly walking without my brother--without anyone. I thought a lot about where my life was going. I felt scared, I knew no one here and I just went because I felt like I had to. Like a moth to a flame so to speak. I got my new job at HEB (grocery chain in Texas) and was doing that when I wasn't exploring. I'd take a bus to some random part of town, get lost, and somehow find my way back to my apartment. Id find some trail or park to go and get lost in. I recall one time I stopped at this trailhead around 3 or 4pm and didn't find my way back until well after 10pm. I had no idea what I was looking for and I felt like I was biting off more than I could chew. Spent most nights thinking about just packing up of what I could and head home. I missed my brother a lot. We grew up together, but I just didn't know why I had to leave that comfort. After a few weeks I started to have a clearer head enough to focus on things other than working and started to play some of the games I had for my PS2. I had finished Silent Hill 1 a few times over and enjoyed it, but for some reason never played 2.
Im not going to get into how amazing this game is, as I believe everyone else here knows very well, but this game was exactly what I needed at that time in my life. The setting and story alone was enough for me to connect with in a weird way, but the music solidified it. When I would load up a save I would just stand there listening to the ambiance while I got dinner ready or did a few chores. It was my background to life for a few months and I needed it. It was as if two parallel paths, my mind and this piece of art of a game, somehow crossed. It felt right, and it felt comforting.
Spring eventually came and my brother moved up in that time, but it was great to have this game along side me when I was in a time of doubt. After about 2 he moved out because we were definitely crammed. He moved about a 15 minute bike ride away, so we would meet up and hang whenever we could. Within a few more months our lives just kind of took off and we were doing our own thing.
When I first started to like Yamaoka's music more and more, I went to Half Priced Books to look for something along that line. I remember asking someone who worked there if they had anything like Yamaoka and described it as, "gray, ambient, kind of scary." I was recommended Aphex Twin's Ambient Works 2, which is still one of my favorite albums to this day.
I felt like this is more of a journal for me to remind myself that its okay to feel lost. Without that feeling, we would never find the great moments and memories that make us. Its been more than a decade since I first moved to Austin, and its been another 2 years since I left there. In a way I feel that same sense of loneliness and doubt that I felt then. The only difference is, I know I'll be okay.
In my restless dreams,
I see that town.
Silent Hill.
You promised me you'd take me
there again someday.
But you never did.
Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...
I wish that someone finds my music, in a few years, and enjoys it. God bless you all.
It's fascinating you composed this in the image of SH2, and even though I never heard it in game, it truly feels like it belong somewhere in there. Phenomenal work.
Never played but love this. These white noise videos are seriously underrated for re-centering yourself
This is beautiful, it's deserves more recognition
Edit: I guess it did get it, nice to be the first coment under this
Working like charm !!!! thanks for sharing and keep up !!!
Iistening to this while going for a walk at night feels so peaceful and away from society for at least 40 minutes,
On repeat of course. 😂
be careful...you might stumble upon a town that looks just like yours except...no, somethings wrong...
Dafuq would you walk at night for more than 40 minutes? You either talk bullshit to present yourself in some kind of lone-wolf'y light or there is something fishy about your night treks. That's not normal.
J'aime vraiment ça. Cela me rappelle quand je travaillais de nuit dans mon ancien travail. C'était toujours brumeux comme ça quand je sortais et la zone était silencieuse. Je regardais au loin et pensais à ma vie, aux erreurs que j'avais commises et où j'espérais rejoindre le futur. Si ces moments de ma vie avaient une bande son, ce serait celle-ci
Quelle était ton ancien travaille ?
Standardiste et musicien , allez y voir vous même si vous ne voulez pas me croire 🤠@@Freeze.8
This is really lovely.
Wow dude, what a hidden gem, such a great work! Reminds me of a good old days, when we were just kids, enjoying our lives, and doing whatever we wanted. Truly a masterpiece
i love this with my whole heart.
Absolutely love it... Thanks a lot for producing such a great SH2 ambience track!!
its an eerie feeling when i first listened to it but now it just makes me feel empty yet comfortable with the eerie void
Literally every time I listen to this I start to feel so calm oh thank you
Wow! This music is so much charming * _ *
Kind of evenings you have sometimes in your mind even if it's shining outside
This is very pleasant ❤
I love this track so much
This is amazing. Silent hill holds a dear place in my heart, it makes me live out my days in serenity these soundtracks. You're a talented artist keep at it.
Perfect one with a complete step by step details u had shown.. thx u !!!
Those foggy november days
I heard this everyday while I’m studying. Two days ago I passed the exam of Microeconomy. THANK YOU FROM ITALIA 🇮🇹 ❤️
This is awesome. Thank you very much for making this!
I feel so calm and safe every time I listen to this. My blood pressure is dropping and my pulse is slowing down
i just want to say thank you for this, this music calmed me down so much
I cannot believe what I am seeing it with my eyes! LOOL TY SO MUCH!
Best music to work or study to. Thank you
thanks! simple and understandable guide!
Your channel is single handedly saving my exams xD I study so well with your music
I couldn't study with this music
It drops me deep deep down feeling like ummmm distracted abandoned victom kinda aerie and like there is no hope
My mom get out of asylum today and i have no power to work out, this makes me happier when i feel my body and know im making myself looking better, though i can't do this thing today. Yesterday i was barely moving when i've been told shes going home. Btw its interesting how being close to her irl makes me feel like child who has no bounds
Why i even listen to such music if it makes me feel worse bruuhh
thank you for making this incredible video, it's helped me write and calm myself at nights💓
i love the feeling this gives me..
another wonderful composition, very soothing
Absolutely brilliant, well done.
This is really good. Well done!
always nice to be here
This is really well done.
My dad died in May, today is his birthday
I am sorry for your loss. I hope this music will bring you some peace
Absolutely love this. Ambient on top :) Keeps me hyper focused and is simply a natural stress reliever. PS I love SH2 and cannot wait for its remake!
Absolutely gorgeous! Can't wait to hear more from you!
This gives me peace. Thank you
please keep doing tracks like this one, I'd love if you did one based on SH3 and SH1
Don't tell me what to do.
@@AudioGardenSlave123 are you serious right now? I was telling you that because I really liked this track lmao 💀
@@idkwhattoputinmyusername You wanna get smacked? Just keep making demands like this.
@@AudioGardenSlave123 you are not even the guy that made the track lmao
@@idkwhattoputinmyusername Whatever, that's beside the point.
Amazing work. Thank you.
I know why you're here. I know it's tough for you right now, but believe me, you can handle it. Don't give up, traveler; a bright path awaits us ahead.
Reading that horseshit has only made this traveler want to vomit.
YOur tracks are really something else.
superthanks dude. you ar incredible awsome!
Absolutely lovely piece of music mate.
It gives off both RE2/SH2 vibes, like the calmness and feeling of safety inside the Save Rooms in the Raccoon City PD, yet the mystery and "alien"-like notes of SH2 (specifically the Lakeview Hotel).
Cheers!
Esse som ambiente é muito confortante pra mim. Eu trabalho a noite e fico no meu carro ouvindo esse som ambiente e me da uma paz e me faz pensar na vida e na minha mae que faleceu a muito tempo. Gosto demais desses sons ambientes de SH são muito especiais para mim.
i love silent hill so much
So calm and peaceful 🥱😪
Thank you so muchhh broo. Ur the best
like I'm traveling into my 2003 cloudy summer, oh boy, brilliant work! 👏 💀🤙
only ogs remember when this game came out so much nostalgia and memories
🤝
@@Altegore oh I saw you at "i miss her but im in silent hill" video
@@РоманКормильцын lol, I think I remember your picture as well.
Good job it works for me
fog is the one word id use to describe how i feel
have started listening to this in august to make myself familiar with the loneliness which will stab me in November while i see fog and listen to this song.
sorry to the person who removed his like from my comment.
I totally understand the melancholy this kind of mix is supposed to give, but honestly this just makes me feel at peace now. life can be really hard and fucked up, it still kind of is today, but this comment section and ambiance is somehow very comforting. things are weird, but overall, they're ok. everything is ok.
pretty sure that a few years ago it would've make me feel numb, and depressed, and reflect negatively on everything, but right now it just feels fine. still sort of sad but fine.
and i really hope everyone listening to this and feeling awful can eventually come to the realization that, yeah, things are kind of shit, but it's ok. you'll manage. take this from the 24 y/o person listening to this drunk right now, in her cozy appartment, lovingly watching her partner play video games while she reflects on her life. things will get better, truly. I never thought I would be here experiencing such calm and comfort today, listening to this while still feeling hopeful and content.
Oh God I felt that. I feel exactly the same listening to this. You described it so accurately I have no words it's perfect
was so impressed. thank you.
That's what i call the peace
amazing work my friend.
i wanna live in there