@@hearingwithstyle since I didn't get very far into my transition, about the only long-term effect was probably extra tissue in my chest. Socially, I feel alienated on both sides of the issue. Psychologically, I would say it's just about trying to integrate your masculine and feminine sides into a single cohesive whole. The more I try to separate the two, the more erratic my sense of identity becomes.
Thank you for your story. Please don't let the very loud and ignorant ones tell you are not valid by detransitioning. I had to distsnce myself from the Alphabet community in the past 5 years. They have become a cuIt. The concept of detransitioning to other trans people has always been a problem. I'm so sorry people treat detransitioners the way they do. My childhood friend had a similar thing happen, and watching the fallout from that was one of the few last straws for me. I cannot associate with people that are always so hostile within their own community, but then turn around and pretend to presch love and acceptance to everyone else. It's wrong. Another example would be the wildly unnecessary hatred for b¡s3xuaIs within the Alphabet community for DECADES. "Just pick a side!" That's not how that works.... I've had so many b¡ friends be hated for just being themselves. I myself am a Iesbian.
Thank you again, I commented on your first video. You are courageous and you also have tremendous insight. Right now the world, especially the US is in the throws of some very crazy issues. I am a mom of someone whose experience I believe is very similar. As someone who is older and has gone through things myself I want to say to you most of all to hang in there. And know that the insanity is not yours, it is of the world around you. I have hope that things will change, that the tide will have to turn. You are not alone, there are many in very similar situations right now.
Sounds like you were seeking for love outside yourself, wishing to be loved by someone else based on your dating stories. Truth is... All the love you ever wanted is already yours. It's within you. You are so so loved. Unconditionally. There is great division going on in the 3D reality. So much judgement and condemnation for those different than the "norm" and those who "threaten" the false identities and roles people have played through eons. Many are too afraid to look deep inside themselves and face their own shadows. Disconnected from their true selves. The light and love of God. And yet... Even the separation is an illusion. I guess, I'll leave it at that. 😂 Thank you for sharing your story. Love and blessings. ❤
Hey your story is interesting. I have noticed that in certain communities that are super trans-positive, there is also a growing distaste towards masculinity in men and mistreatment of men who conform to certain gender norms. I often notice women categorically treating and speaking about men so poorly. Something you said sounded like you may have experienced this when you started getting older. It seems like some men are starting to resent themselves and their nature because they obviously want to be liked and admired by women. And in some cases, it may be creating a desire to try to switch to the other side just to gain better acceptance. I don’t think it’s really a conscious decision but when you’re being told that who you are is inherently bad, and then you see women being treated so kindly by other women (i .e. ariana and miley), and then the concept of transitioning is so widely applauded and accepted, it might make you seriously consider switching over (like it’s so easy). My point is, I think women need to start being kinder to men and accepting them for who they are, no matter which roles or personas they grow in to.
You are brave to come and share. I'm sure you know how many boys and young men struggle in the same ways. I have a family member who has followed the same road. Helpful to hear your thoughts. Thank you.
Reminds me of my own TRANS experience... I decided I wanted attention also, so I cut it off , shoved the phone up my azz, and identified as a "CYBORG" 👍👍👍
@@nemono-won7712 lol I'm not sure I identify as anything really. I guess I want some attention, I think we all do. But I'm on here to try to find more courage to be able to express my thoughts and feelings so I'm not just a powder keg
Math is the language of the universal truth and the blueprint upon which all existence is built. Mathematical truth can be used for good or bad and in between those two choices lies the principle of math. The principle of math remains there at a neutral position of neither good nor bad until our actions reflect upon it. We can use that truth to build something beautiful and lasting (Heaven) or something that is the opposite of that (Hell). Your personal truth is the meaning of life and not the foundation of life. Your existence can give meaning to life or take it away. The foundation of life is built on math, not God. The foundation of math is built on Truth. God is built on the same principle of math just as we are. The principle of math provides the necessary foundation of life and God provides the necessary substance also known as building blocks to build upon it. Without math, a good foundation those building blocks have no lasting foundation or no foundation at all. When something is built on a lie it's not meant to last, aka wages of sin is death. That is why when something is built on a bad foundation it's not meant to last, eventually, it will collapse and in most cases hurt like hell, to teach a painful lesson of not building or rebuilding your life on a lie, aka bad foundation. Individuals possess the necessary tools, capabilities, and resources within themselves to navigate life and its challenges without the need for external judgment. Therefore, there's no need for the creator to impose judgment, as it would only burden itself and others unnecessarily. With free will comes great power and responsibility. What you do or don't do is based on your judgment and not on someone else judgment. That is why your actions are going to judge you and no one else should. And how your actions are going to judge you? Your actions will reflect on you and your image and you will have to live with that. Do you know who you are? What do you see when you look in the mirror? What you see is called reflection. That means that you are a reflection. And what do you reflect? You reflect your consciousness, feelings, desires, actions and much more. And if you care about your appearance, reflection then you should care about your actions because those actions will reflect upon your true reflection. One day we will face the truth and we will have to live it. Please make sure that you can live with your actions because you will have to live with their reflection. Many of us when faced with the truth like true image would rather live a lie instead. Why? Well, because their true reflection is so ugly as a result of their ugly actions they would rather live a lie, false image than live with the consequences of their actions. Your image, reflection is like a home, a vessel for your mind, soul. What it means is that your reflection is built on the same principle as the house is. And we do not build houses on assumptions or beliefs we build them on mathematical truth. What can happen if a house or any other structure is built on a lie, bad foundation? Well, that house or that structure is not meant to last and it will collapse. And what can happen to those who live in that structure? For example, they can become homeless. You can become a ghost if you don't have a reflection aka vessel, body (home) for your mind, soul. Don't forget, that those who walk away from the truth are walking into hell. How long does anyone need to be in hell or hell-like situations? Well, that depends on each individual. Eventually, they will get tired of pain, suffering, building or rebuilding their lives on a bad foundation and eventually, they will seek the truth instead of walking away from it. How do you know if you have suffered enough? Well, do you like to suffer? If you don't like suffering then you shouldn't contribute to suffering or feed on the suffering in any way or form. That is why I became vegan. If someone tells us that they do not like suffering and yet they choose to feed on the suffering of animals or others, shows that they do like suffering otherwise they would not do it and if they do like suffering so much then they should not complain about it, instead they should embrace it with open arms ✝. If you would like to see the true reflection of life and those who are part of it before it’s unveiled, I suggest that you study the truth. The better your knowledge and understanding of truth is, the clearer your vision will become.
Did you find it more difficult to be male? What does this road going back look like?
@@hearingwithstyle since I didn't get very far into my transition, about the only long-term effect was probably extra tissue in my chest. Socially, I feel alienated on both sides of the issue. Psychologically, I would say it's just about trying to integrate your masculine and feminine sides into a single cohesive whole. The more I try to separate the two, the more erratic my sense of identity becomes.
Thank you for your story. Please don't let the very loud and ignorant ones tell you are not valid by detransitioning.
I had to distsnce myself from the Alphabet community in the past 5 years. They have become a cuIt.
The concept of detransitioning to other trans people has always been a problem. I'm so sorry people treat detransitioners the way they do.
My childhood friend had a similar thing happen, and watching the fallout from that was one of the few last straws for me. I cannot associate with people that are always so hostile within their own community, but then turn around and pretend to presch love and acceptance to everyone else. It's wrong.
Another example would be the wildly unnecessary hatred for b¡s3xuaIs within the Alphabet community for DECADES.
"Just pick a side!" That's not how that works.... I've had so many b¡ friends be hated for just being themselves. I myself am a Iesbian.
You are very brave. Thank u for the story of YOUR journey. Know that you r loved and seen. 🙏🏻
Thank you again, I commented on your first video. You are courageous and you also have tremendous insight. Right now the world, especially the US is in the throws of some very crazy issues. I am a mom of someone whose experience I believe is very similar. As someone who is older and has gone through things myself I want to say to you most of all to hang in there. And know that the insanity is not yours, it is of the world around you. I have hope that things will change, that the tide will have to turn. You are not alone, there are many in very similar situations right now.
hear an awful lot of myself in what you said; putting words to feelings/experiences that I hadn't yet. Insightful vid
Sounds like you were seeking for love outside yourself, wishing to be loved by someone else based on your dating stories. Truth is... All the love you ever wanted is already yours. It's within you. You are so so loved. Unconditionally.
There is great division going on in the 3D reality. So much judgement and condemnation for those different than the "norm" and those who "threaten" the false identities and roles people have played through eons. Many are too afraid to look deep inside themselves and face their own shadows. Disconnected from their true selves. The light and love of God. And yet... Even the separation is an illusion. I guess, I'll leave it at that. 😂
Thank you for sharing your story. Love and blessings. ❤
Hey your story is interesting. I have noticed that in certain communities that are super trans-positive, there is also a growing distaste towards masculinity in men and mistreatment of men who conform to certain gender norms. I often notice women categorically treating and speaking about men so poorly. Something you said sounded like you may have experienced this when you started getting older. It seems like some men are starting to resent themselves and their nature because they obviously want to be liked and admired by women. And in some cases, it may be creating a desire to try to switch to the other side just to gain better acceptance. I don’t think it’s really a conscious decision but when you’re being told that who you are is inherently bad, and then you see women being treated so kindly by other women (i .e. ariana and miley), and then the concept of transitioning is so widely applauded and accepted, it might make you seriously consider switching over (like it’s so easy). My point is, I think women need to start being kinder to men and accepting them for who they are, no matter which roles or personas they grow in to.
Thats about how I feel but I dont want to get on here and start telling women how to act lol
You are brave to come and share. I'm sure you know how many boys and young men struggle in the same ways. I have a family member who has followed the same road. Helpful to hear your thoughts. Thank you.
Reminds me of my own TRANS experience...
I decided I wanted attention also, so I cut it off , shoved the phone up my azz, and identified as a "CYBORG" 👍👍👍
@@nemono-won7712 lol I'm not sure I identify as anything really. I guess I want some attention, I think we all do. But I'm on here to try to find more courage to be able to express my thoughts and feelings so I'm not just a powder keg
Plenty in the same boat now. Ritchie Herron for one has a lot to say on this. (He went further tho)
Math is the language of the universal truth and the blueprint upon which all existence is built.
Mathematical truth can be used for good or bad and in between those two choices lies the principle of math.
The principle of math remains there at a neutral position of neither good nor bad until our actions reflect upon it.
We can use that truth to build something beautiful and lasting (Heaven) or something that is the opposite of that (Hell).
Your personal truth is the meaning of life and not the foundation of life.
Your existence can give meaning to life or take it away.
The foundation of life is built on math, not God.
The foundation of math is built on Truth.
God is built on the same principle of math just as we are. The principle of math provides the necessary foundation of life and God provides the necessary substance also known as building blocks to build upon it. Without math, a good foundation those building blocks have no lasting foundation or no foundation at all.
When something is built on a lie it's not meant to last, aka wages of sin is death.
That is why when something is built on a bad foundation it's not meant to last, eventually, it will collapse and in most cases hurt like hell, to teach a painful lesson of not building or rebuilding your life on a lie, aka bad foundation.
Individuals possess the necessary tools, capabilities, and resources within themselves to navigate life and its challenges without the need for external judgment.
Therefore, there's no need for the creator to impose judgment, as it would only burden itself and others unnecessarily.
With free will comes great power and responsibility.
What you do or don't do is based on your judgment and not on someone else judgment. That is why your actions are going to judge you and no one else should.
And how your actions are going to judge you?
Your actions will reflect on you and your image and you will have to live with that.
Do you know who you are?
What do you see when you look in the mirror?
What you see is called reflection.
That means that you are a reflection.
And what do you reflect?
You reflect your consciousness, feelings, desires, actions and much more.
And if you care about your appearance, reflection then you should care about your actions because those actions will reflect upon your true reflection. One day we will face the truth and we will have to live it. Please make sure that you can live with your actions because you will have to live with their reflection.
Many of us when faced with the truth like true image would rather live a lie instead. Why? Well, because their true reflection is so ugly as a result of their ugly actions they would rather live a lie, false image than live with the consequences of their actions.
Your image, reflection is like a home, a vessel for your mind, soul. What it means is that your reflection is built on the same principle as the house is. And we do not build houses on assumptions or beliefs we build them on mathematical truth.
What can happen if a house or any other structure is built on a lie, bad foundation?
Well, that house or that structure is not meant to last and it will collapse.
And what can happen to those who live in that structure?
For example, they can become homeless.
You can become a ghost if you don't have a reflection aka vessel, body (home) for your mind, soul.
Don't forget, that those who walk away from the truth are walking into hell.
How long does anyone need to be in hell or hell-like situations?
Well, that depends on each individual.
Eventually, they will get tired of pain, suffering, building or rebuilding their lives on a bad foundation and eventually, they will seek the truth instead of walking away from it.
How do you know if you have suffered enough?
Well, do you like to suffer? If you don't like suffering then you shouldn't contribute to suffering or feed on the suffering in any way or form. That is why I became vegan. If someone tells us that they do not like suffering and yet they choose to feed on the suffering of animals or others, shows that they do like suffering otherwise they would not do it and if they do like suffering so much then they should not complain about it, instead they should embrace it with open arms ✝.
If you would like to see the true reflection of life and those who are part of it before it’s unveiled, I suggest that you study the truth. The better your knowledge and understanding of truth is, the clearer your vision will become.
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