Therapist Reacts to Mansion by NF

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  • Therapist analyzes the lyrics of Mansion by NF to talk about the danger of not letting anyone into your mansion, it leads to decay and invites individuals to use the song as inspiration to reach out, to let fear out the front door, and invite others to come in.
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  • @user-ji7ie8jy3b
    @user-ji7ie8jy3b Місяць тому +249

    How could you leave us - nf pleeeeeeeaaaassse

    • @Smiles14075
      @Smiles14075 Місяць тому +13

      Please react to this ☝️ grab the tissues

    • @prestone6838
      @prestone6838 Місяць тому +3

      This! ☝️

    • @jeffgaming8486
      @jeffgaming8486 Місяць тому +3

      Running

    • @JAlexanderSnow
      @JAlexanderSnow Місяць тому +3

      Also, if you're in the mood for an emotionally devastating video - Happy is an incredible song in which you get to hear Nate sing. Hope is an incredible video too with the visual representation of the internal psyche battle... but I imagine if you're a fan of NF you could pretty much list every one of his songs and you'd be blown away! He really is an unprecedented talent.

    • @VegardLaur
      @VegardLaur Місяць тому

      Yeeeees!!!!

  • @sethwood9240
    @sethwood9240 Місяць тому +106

    When I first heard him, I had just gotten clean and sober and listened to him all day every day.

    • @EvalenaSheets-of7zb
      @EvalenaSheets-of7zb Місяць тому +3

      Good for you man👍 keep going strong fellow human

    • @justAman548
      @justAman548 Місяць тому +2

      You don’t find NF, NF finds you
      Much love brother

    • @markg1994
      @markg1994 Місяць тому +2

      One day at a time

    • @sethwood9240
      @sethwood9240 Місяць тому +1

      @@justAman548 absolutely he did

    • @sethwood9240
      @sethwood9240 Місяць тому +2

      @@markg1994 5yrs 3 months tomorrow

  • @JAlexanderSnow
    @JAlexanderSnow Місяць тому +105

    I feel like NF and Ren just paint an absolutely flawless picture of what trauma looks like inside a person's mind, where they to create a sort of linear narrative. It's incredibly comforting to hear someone articulate trauma and mental illness the way they do. When I first heard this song it was like someone wrote a song about my life and that's both reassuring and tragic at the same time. Something about Michigan just seems to breed abusive parents. To hear Nate's story, and Ren's for that matter, just breaks my heart. Yet it's reassuring to see someone whose endured so much accomplish what they have. Living hope, that is.

    • @twnt5861
      @twnt5861 Місяць тому +2

      I was born and have lived in Michigan my whole life with wonderful parents and I have raised my two son's the same way I was raised. Abusive parents are Everywhere, not just Michigan. Please don't generalize.

    • @JAlexanderSnow
      @JAlexanderSnow Місяць тому

      @@twnt5861 I was born there as well and spent the first 22 years of my life there. I knew far more people who grew up in abusive homes than those who didn’t. At no point did I suggest that it was an epicenter or that Michigan alone gave rise to horrible parents. I simply said there was something there that seemed to breed them, and I said so from personal experience as well as the experiences of those I’ve personally met.
      I’ve also been a magnet for the worst quality human beings my entire life. My general experience with people has been profoundly negative, yet I still find myself daring to believe in them. Good people are everywhere, so are bad ones. I make statements based on experience I have, but it doesn’t cloud my judgement of all people. I’m not that ignorant. From what I’ve seen first hand there seem to be more in Michigan (specifically in the town I grew up) than anywhere else I’ve been.
      If I gave the impression that Michigan alone has shitty parents or that they don’t exist anywhere else I apologize. It’s not what I said and certainly not what I meant. I am, as I said, speaking to the majority of those I met - which I openly admit is not a great many compared to the multitudes that exist. My statement however still stands. I suppose my mistake here was not prefacing my comment with ‘in my experience’. But hey, nobody’s perfect 🤷‍♂️

    • @JulitaLena123
      @JulitaLena123 Місяць тому +1

      Beautiful said❤

    • @stevedishon773
      @stevedishon773 Місяць тому +4

      Can you imagine if NF and Ren wrote and performed a song together?!?!?!?!

    • @death_0_048
      @death_0_048 Місяць тому +8

      Fun fact REN in an interview said NF was one of his biggest inspirations

  • @macjohn871
    @macjohn871 Місяць тому +68

    This is the beginning of the NF journey, you have to go in order now lol. It's worth it.

    • @TylerB91
      @TylerB91 15 днів тому

      ABSOLUTELY AGREEEE!!!

  • @benr2018
    @benr2018 Місяць тому +74

    I'm DYING for you to get to Therapy Session from NF. As a therapist you should be all over that one! It's so amazing. NF in a therapy session with his alter ego

  • @Rex-qv5lc
    @Rex-qv5lc Місяць тому +47

    NF JOURNEY TIME!!!! Welcome to the Family!!!! Can’t wait for Intro 3

    • @Jack-bn8jw
      @Jack-bn8jw 29 днів тому

      Omg yes

    • @TylerB91
      @TylerB91 15 днів тому

      One of my absolute favorites by NF!!!

  • @skater61991
    @skater61991 Місяць тому +43

    NF family missed you!

  • @shanebacon2433
    @shanebacon2433 Місяць тому +26

    Really recommend going in order after this, NF connects his songs and shows his mental health journey throughout his albums, you'll cheer, you'll cry, you'll see his growth

  • @Crisis-1837
    @Crisis-1837 Місяць тому +47

    Intro 3 HAS to be next!!!

    • @andrewhuber6744
      @andrewhuber6744 Місяць тому +6

      All in due time. Gotta follow the journey to really get that one. I’m here for all of it

    • @andymarye679
      @andymarye679 Місяць тому +2

      Can’t wait for this one!

    • @Elyias
      @Elyias Місяць тому

      Please do each NF album in order. PLEASE!

    • @Elyias
      @Elyias Місяць тому

      The nf albums tell a story in order and definitely should listen in order

    • @synthe_
      @synthe_ Місяць тому +1

      @@Elyias She already did other NF reactions (out of order). I think she started with The Search.

  • @Tophaloaf23
    @Tophaloaf23 Місяць тому +4

    Taylor is incredibly talented at articulating the importance of mental health. She shepherd's her viewers (and likely her patients) to a point of understanding, and then helps them identify a plan of action. Amazing stuff.

  • @jeanicemeier3696
    @jeanicemeier3696 Місяць тому +7

    I love you. You really get him. I love that fact and that you’re so excited about it. All it just makes me smile. I listen to this guy every day and I’m 56.

  • @caitlingreen7355
    @caitlingreen7355 Місяць тому +27

    Ooooo we are so close to How Could You Leave Us 😫

    • @roch5359
      @roch5359 Місяць тому +2

      Oh I love that song but just reading the title makes me tear up

    • @caitlingreen7355
      @caitlingreen7355 Місяць тому

      @@roch5359 I literally only listen to it when I am watching a reactor. Other than that instead clear of that one…I was traumatized the first time I discovered it and never ventured back on my own after that

  • @tjboylan20
    @tjboylan20 Місяць тому +12

    When I first heard NF he hadn’t even released any studio albums, all he had was covers, NF was going Church to Church doing small performances, He didn’t have any CDs, nothing. Then I finally found his albums the day Therapy Session Dropped

  • @Ontaros1
    @Ontaros1 Місяць тому +17

    One of my favorite parts of this song is when he's talking about his room of regrets. Says he doesn't want to face it but he might as well cause that's the room where he sleeps. In other words all his regrets rush in when he's trying to sleep, when there's no distractions to keep him safe from those regrets.
    Now that you've heard this though, if you don't plan to specifically take "the journey" Intro III connects directly to this song if you want more of this line of thought.

  • @Lohanmilitia
    @Lohanmilitia Місяць тому +8

    Love when people go back to the beginning and start to slowly realize and get it all and get the references and everything. It's a fantastic experience. Love this dude!

  • @emineboga8818
    @emineboga8818 Місяць тому +8

    you need to react "Intro 3" . the fear and NF having a conversation in that track.

  • @dennisr.4918DennyDesigns
    @dennisr.4918DennyDesigns Місяць тому +12

    You have no idea the depth and vast collection of NF music. I could not love your reaction to this song more! Thank you. You have just touched the surface of this journey. In this song we learn NF personifies his emotions. We met Fear and learned he sleeps with Regret. These two will be back in future songs. Amazing commentary and counsel.

  • @rollinthrone5109
    @rollinthrone5109 Місяць тому +13

    Oh my lady, what a rollercoaster ride have ahead of u but remember this part for intro 3.. love ur NF reactions 😊

  • @sethwood9240
    @sethwood9240 Місяць тому +13

    I relate to everyone of NF's songs

  • @carszie
    @carszie Місяць тому +4

    You gotta do intro 3 now lol. And side note- watch the video to hope again too. So powerful when hope is showing, old nf pushes him back inside the mansion.

  • @MimiMyself
    @MimiMyself Місяць тому +7

    Ooohhh I am SO excited for this.Folow up with Intro III…. They are directly connected.

  • @elizabethrose2523
    @elizabethrose2523 Місяць тому +5

    Listening through NFs catalogue in order shows a great journey through his life and him working on his mental health

  • @joshuacraig6447
    @joshuacraig6447 Місяць тому +3

    This song captures all of us who suffered some form of abuse. For myself, I was emotionally, mentally, and verbally abused in my childhood. Instead of getting help, I bottled it up inside and it affected every relationship I had including my two older kids who won't talk to me now. It took some major events through three marriages and divorces and committing a violent act that broke me. I am thankful to God and the therapists He put in my life for the healing and change I have experienced. That hurt never goes away, but I have learned to positively cope with them. I still have a long road of healing but I am more open to it now than I was before.

  • @mandyharvey684
    @mandyharvey684 Місяць тому +6

    Intro 3 as a follow up to this song

  • @Nobody21367
    @Nobody21367 Місяць тому +6

    I would recommend, NF- how could you leave us (Get tissues), NF- Just like you or NF- Hope

  • @thatonedude1003
    @thatonedude1003 Місяць тому +3

    Your reaction is the same reaction that my brain has every time I hear this…and I’ve been hearing it for many years…and quite often. He somehow created a narrative that explains to those that don’t deal with these thoughts/emotions (like I do) what it feels like in the inside. Absolutely brilliant.
    Great reaction as always by the way.

  • @dustinnewell6422
    @dustinnewell6422 Місяць тому +4

    Been waiting on this. Definitely didn't disappoint. Therapy Session, How Can You Leave Us, Notepad. You can't go wrong with NF. Story in my opinion is underrated. I'm here for the ride.
    Side note your interpretations of the lyrics hit different. Thank you for that!

  • @rossjarrett6831
    @rossjarrett6831 Місяць тому +4

    Every time I watch you ya make my day. Thanks for being you, you’re amazing!✌🏻

    • @HeartSupport
      @HeartSupport  Місяць тому

      AWWWW thank you so glad you're here :) - T

  • @christopherbrenon
    @christopherbrenon 25 днів тому +1

    When you remember that he alludes to the rooms in his mansion being songs it gives a whole other meaning to the part where he says he doesn’t have enough room in the song

  • @b.t.9266
    @b.t.9266 День тому

    I love that you called out the line "GOD says I not locked in"
    I cant wait to see your reaction to INTRO-
    2 and INTRO-3

  • @user-ui5iz4ub9m
    @user-ui5iz4ub9m Місяць тому +3

    I love that you reacted to this one. It still hits deeper than anything and helps me deal with the consequences of abuse. I opened that door, but so many others are still closed from that. There isn’t a soul in the world on whose shoulder I would willingly cry, but this was the reminder I needed that hiding from the people who care about me will never help. Who knew a music reaction could be a mini therapy session lol. Great video ❤

  • @AceOfSunny
    @AceOfSunny Місяць тому +10

    WHOO! I was waiting for your reaction to this NF song!

  • @Bourbon-time
    @Bourbon-time Місяць тому +2

    Intro 3 is the best follow up to this.

  • @dawn921
    @dawn921 20 днів тому

    Hearing you understand what he's saying, has me bawling here on my porch at 55 years old. He puts it how I could never explain, and you heard it. Thank you so much.

  • @timsanchez242
    @timsanchez242 28 днів тому +1

    i feel it too, been listenting to nf for years, pure reaction

  • @maxy2328
    @maxy2328 Місяць тому +4

    One of his best songs regarding to lyricism. Many more beautiful and impactful songs are waiting for you to react!

  • @mikeross1984
    @mikeross1984 Місяць тому +1

    I am very happy to see you reacting to more NF. There are so many more song's that you need to dive into, but I'm just here waiting and watching, I know you will get to those, at the right time for you and all of us. Much love.

  • @jfirebird5833
    @jfirebird5833 Місяць тому +2

    Glad you are feeling better - I was hoping a new NF reaction would pop up - and you NAILED it!! 🔥🔥🔥
    Love your reactions, you get it and unpack it so well. Keep them coming - I can't wait til you get to his Intro III track. Beautiful reaction 🖤🤍✝

  • @vh135
    @vh135 19 днів тому +1

    You have to listen to INTRO III. He references Mansion in this song, and you’ll love it as much as you loved Mansion.

  • @Ryandavis62095
    @Ryandavis62095 10 днів тому

    This song literally just brought me to tears. I relate to every word of this song. I've gone through so much shit, and I've spent most of my life alone. I have been living almost exclusively in my head. I've never felt more seen than I do now.

  • @davidepps5239
    @davidepps5239 Місяць тому +2

    Thank you for being here... your reactions are very intuitive

  • @kurtk1054
    @kurtk1054 Місяць тому +1

    So at peace knowing you got around to this track. So many ways to chop this one up but I sincerely appreciate the route you took. We’re all at different stages of construction, I hope upon hope that your words can give light to those still surveying their mental acreage. And maybe, just maybe, for us who are already fortified we hear your words and muster the courage to crack open a window.

  • @austinsharpoutdoors
    @austinsharpoutdoors Місяць тому +2

    Intro III would be a great one that ties with this

  • @Ub3rM3nsch05
    @Ub3rM3nsch05 Місяць тому +2

    Genuinely impressed at Nate's self awareness for a guy his age. Im sure theres a few rooms, cupboards that i need to be facing..

    • @DeepeningTheListening
      @DeepeningTheListening Місяць тому +1

      In "Hope" Nate says that he got help to start the healing process. His self awareness is impressing and I'm so happy that he puts it in his lyrics. Getting an expert to help with self awareness makes things a lot faster than trying to do it all on your own.

  • @persie5163
    @persie5163 Місяць тому +1

    I love this for you.
    I get to relive my experience of how i got to fall inlove with NF yrs ago through you.
    Please do more. I'm here for it all.

  • @BruceWayneHussein
    @BruceWayneHussein Місяць тому +1

    Glad your feeling better. Another wonderful reaction. Thank you.
    I think you need "How could you leave us" next. ❤❤❤

  • @Allfibs
    @Allfibs Місяць тому

    Been waiting for you to make it to this one and again another great vid thanks

  • @ethanadams-bird2311
    @ethanadams-bird2311 Місяць тому

    Love your reactions

  • @shaunraymond5615
    @shaunraymond5615 Місяць тому

    Listened to this song 100 times and I never got that double! Well done!

  • @kalischannel8847
    @kalischannel8847 Місяць тому +1

    Excellent job reacting. Can't wait to see more! It's an amazing journey!

  • @durky4891
    @durky4891 Місяць тому

    I am loving your reactions and viewpoint on NF and Ren

  • @chris101389
    @chris101389 Місяць тому +1

    I love this channel and all the videos it has helped me so much dealing with my mental health!! I don't think that Taylor gets enough credit for this there aren't to many therapist that can see from both sides of the male and female spectrum of mental health! I wish I had one around my area like her!

  • @MrMartinBoettcher
    @MrMartinBoettcher Місяць тому +1

    ❤ Thank you for all your work! Cheers from germany.

  • @rodrigopica3084
    @rodrigopica3084 Місяць тому

    Great breakdown and great advice! Keep going, great job!

  • @gabriella7025
    @gabriella7025 Місяць тому +1

    I ABSOLUTELY LOVE YOUR REACTIONSSS! I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MORE. OH MY GOD I LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUUU❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @mrspgp
    @mrspgp Місяць тому

    brilliant breakdown of this song from a therapeutic standpoint, the best one i've seen, thank you 👏🏻😊

  • @invinciblefeelings1439
    @invinciblefeelings1439 Місяць тому +1

    This one hits hard, loved the review and reaction. Thank you 👍🏻

  • @martynelson3013
    @martynelson3013 Місяць тому

    Awesome reaction!! 🩸🗝

  • @jamesshilale2967
    @jamesshilale2967 Місяць тому

    Awesome reaction! 👍

  • @jeffreygreene1776
    @jeffreygreene1776 6 днів тому

    @heartsupport when he said “I built a safe room and I don’t let anyone in there” that got me

    • @HeartSupport
      @HeartSupport  2 дні тому

      From Micro: @jeffreygreene1776 Thank you so much for opening up about this, my friend. It means a lot that you decided to share your experience here. www.loom.com/share/a19da9d0b2c74b179102c03d10b5ebfc

  • @christopherbrenon
    @christopherbrenon 25 днів тому

    Last few lines of the song always blow my mind

  • @roberth7139
    @roberth7139 Місяць тому

    In the closed captions, shrug is drug, fear is beer, "And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Drug it off like it ain't nothing," later on "beer came to my house years ago, I let him in" “History doesn't repeat itself, but it often rhymes .... To explore the psych goes deeper than the symptoms. Therapist, I love your reactions, I'm understanding ourselves so much more. Thank you!

  • @bretts7694
    @bretts7694 10 днів тому

    Such a beautiful song.

  • @jamesedwards9544
    @jamesedwards9544 Місяць тому

    Great reaction!!!!

  • @user-mj2ku4qt1e
    @user-mj2ku4qt1e Місяць тому

    I'm so glad your going back even when you rewatch the ones you've done your still going to be blown back by the tie ins

  • @dmcgarry07
    @dmcgarry07 Місяць тому +4

    yes! mansion finally!

  • @annaknight5111
    @annaknight5111 День тому

    Eloquent take on this ❣️🤗💜

  • @calebrutter484
    @calebrutter484 Місяць тому +1

    Such an amazing reaction, I love it. They you break this down is beautiful, thank you. This is art in itself, you are talented. You gotta follow the Journey cause he tells the story in progression throughout the rest of his albums. Love this!

    • @HeartSupport
      @HeartSupport  Місяць тому

      thank you for the support friend. Means so much - T

  • @redtail_
    @redtail_ Місяць тому

    I love this reaction and it's everything I thought it might be. I really enjoyed this, thank you

    • @HeartSupport
      @HeartSupport  Місяць тому

      so glad you're here and you liked it :) - T

  • @DKon3
    @DKon3 Місяць тому

    Hi there! I have only been following your account for a few weeks (maybe months by now). I appreciate the raw emotions and feeling and the way you can pronounce them. I like your Ren videos, but im a big NF fan so i like this video too (or rather i really dislike it, because it gets close). all in all good job and keep going :)

  • @anthonybaldwin555
    @anthonybaldwin555 Місяць тому

    I’m glad you’re back and felling healthy again! Thank you for this reaction! 🫶

  • @user-tc5jf1ci5d
    @user-tc5jf1ci5d 27 днів тому

    Should definitely do a reaction to Intro 3! Basically a sequel to this song and Therapy Session. He and "Fear" which he mentions in this song, have a conversation. So good.

  • @franciscomenano
    @franciscomenano Місяць тому

    your reaction...just brilliant. Love from the other side

  • @AlwaysBeSmiling
    @AlwaysBeSmiling Місяць тому

    What a great reaction to this AMAZING song!!!! More NF......best artist on the planet!!!

  • @fabryroberti
    @fabryroberti Місяць тому

    i feel like that when he says "we ain't got enough room in this song" he also wanna say that there's alot to talk about that topic and giving it only 30/60'' wouldnt be enough ...and thats why he wrote a full song about it

  • @primo1331
    @primo1331 Місяць тому

    happy you back yo!

  • @yuna91203
    @yuna91203 Місяць тому

    I always love the line that says about "this is the room where I sleep". It always triggers in me this vision of, when he lies down and closes his eyes at night, those are the memories that he dreams about. That even when he's not awake, he can't get away from the things that tear him apart.

  • @Yagerbombs83
    @Yagerbombs83 Місяць тому

    when he's talking about his mom and said "we ain't got enough room in this song." Well that's because in his next album Therapy Sessions, he has the song "How could you leave us" which is the exact song about what happened with his mother. I highly encourage listening to it. Then on his latest album Hope, he has the song "Mama" which is essentially the conclusion to his mama problems.

  • @Thetokebloke
    @Thetokebloke Місяць тому

    I love all your reactions and how you explain it for people who dont fully understand it. NF speaks to the masses of people with mental illness. I myself struggle heavily with depression and actually had a friend three states away call a wellness check on me. It was eye opening. I think you'd love the lyricism in How Could You Leave Us. But be prepared with tissues.

  • @krw73
    @krw73 20 днів тому

    Great reaction. In "Intro 3"... He argues and fights and tries to kill fear.

  • @xOsleepwalkerOx
    @xOsleepwalkerOx Місяць тому

    thank you for what you do. I love you for it

  • @markb4021
    @markb4021 Місяць тому

    Highest order of poetry and confession for those dealing with their dark mental outlook and inlook. Thanks for the psychological insight.

  • @EL_TeXaN15
    @EL_TeXaN15 Місяць тому

    Great reaction! just subscribed!

  • @NathanCline12-21
    @NathanCline12-21 Місяць тому

    I'm almost 50, I have been to many therapists/ mental health facilities in my life and early on I learned that most people didn't actually listen to me so I learned to either test if they were listening by saying more and more outrageous stuff or just telling them what they wanted to hear to get out of it. It taught me that my feelings would just be dismissed and treated as invalid. That lead me to just keep it inside and to never let it out which lead to destructive behavior. ❤❤

    • @HeartSupport
      @HeartSupport  Місяць тому +1

      From Mantlebeard: @NathanCline12-21 Hey there. I did this quick video response to your post to share some thoughts and offer support. Thank you for your post. www.loom.com/share/23f1335967e94f47a5f995eb3772792f?sid=678902a5-9585-43b1-b1bf-bb75f2c3e763

    • @NathanCline12-21
      @NathanCline12-21 Місяць тому

      @HeartSupport thank you for your video, I have found that friends and my wife have always been the best listeners even if they couldn't offer any professional help sometimes just feeling heard is what is needed to not feel so alone. Music has also always been a way for me to feel not so alone.

  • @sbizarro1077
    @sbizarro1077 Місяць тому

    Great reaction as always.
    People will ask for their favorite song...but stay on the journey. Us Outcast appreciate the journey. Your perspective is greatly appreciated. There are some tracks that will blow your mind...looking forward to it. Don't starve us of your reactions. Much appreciated.

  • @austinclark1526
    @austinclark1526 25 днів тому

    You're making me feel like NF was my therapist through music

  • @alysonturner2718
    @alysonturner2718 Місяць тому

    I've added this song to my playlist now, thanks ! O:-)

  • @thatonebooknerd7756
    @thatonebooknerd7756 4 дні тому

    Intro III connects directly to this song. You have to do that one soon

  • @isabella9654
    @isabella9654 Місяць тому

    I can't wait to get my 7 & 8 string guitar and drum set back. I sold them during a BPD impulsive moment and have regretted it since. I'm so glad I found your channel and the fundraiser you're running because oddly enough, I've always told people who I confide into, that I speak my mind best through music and as a result, I will send songs such as some from NF when I'm depressed about my dad and don't know how to word it best, sometimes music lyrics get it just right. ❤

    • @isabella9654
      @isabella9654 Місяць тому

      To add to this, a perfect example is in this song: "This part of my house, no one has been in it for years. I built a safe room, I don't let no one in there 'cause if I do, they might disappear and not come back and I admit I'm emotionally scared to let anyone inside so I just leave my doors locked. You might get other doors to open up but this doors not. 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me, and I'll be the only person that I can blame when you deserve me." Hits home waaaayyyyy too hard. I felt for the longest time that my dad's suicide was my fault and finally through therapy I understand he had his own reasons. During my transition this past year, my mother and step father kicked my wife and I out from a home they let us stay in due to me being disabled with epilepsy. As a result, trauma from my mother doing this and playing victim as if she had no say in the matter, my constant thoughts of those around me are "...if my mom will do it then they definitely will" so why even try? I just stay isolated and I'm still working on not having these thoughts but having borderline personality disorder doesn't help the situation, especially with my wife when I always feel that she will leave eventually so just mentally prepared for it is how I live. At the moment, my trust is practically nonexistent.
      Just my personal experience

  • @VolleyTobu
    @VolleyTobu Місяць тому +1

    Please do HOPE, it teases Mansion! It would be the perfect next video!!

  • @jonathonthomas1255
    @jonathonthomas1255 Місяць тому

    God I love your energy!!

  • @atcgaminglife8151
    @atcgaminglife8151 Місяць тому

    i just recently got back to listening to nf but he part of the mansion we don't walk into really hit me, cause I also got a room like that and I really do not wanna face what's inside there.

  • @zerker9461
    @zerker9461 Місяць тому

    Do the NF journey!!! It's so important

  • @richardm3780
    @richardm3780 Місяць тому

    omg, I cant wait for you to go on the NF journey. He's about to blow your mind. Start in order and stick to it. It's worth it.

  • @jaroen8654
    @jaroen8654 Місяць тому

    great reaction as always.
    if you want to get into more about his mother with the lyrics: "theres not enough room in this song" then you should listen to "how could you leave us - nf".
    if you want to get more into the whole fear thing and him dealing with it you should listen to "intro 3 - nf".
    nf really is a master story teller and rapper. cant wait for the next one!

  • @Vamp-vi1if
    @Vamp-vi1if 4 дні тому

    Yeah... I tear up every time I listen to this song. I'm not going into detail in something so public as UA-cam comments so instead I'll just say this: We all have things in our past we're either afraid of, or maybe even things we're not so proud of. And that can be mistakes you yourself have made, or the actions of people you feel you should have been able to look up to. It can be some of the most uncomfortable conversations to have these relics of your past thrown up in your face, to have the "door" forced open. Not to help you heal, but to revisit the matter and ridicule and minimize that pain that was so awful that you locked it away in the first place. Trauma doesn't ever really go away in it's entirety. It's how you cope with it that shows where you're at in your own journey. Some of us have been through our own struggles and learned this or that so dont be afraid to reach out and ask for help even if there are thick headed people out there that won't understand, there are also people that will.

  • @jamesschudel2675
    @jamesschudel2675 Місяць тому

    Thanks for the videos! I love hearing your reactions and it makes me feel better. I use music to help me get through some tough times. I'm usually the person who makes people laugh but I'm like this song. I've locked a lot of things away and I act like everything is fine but I'm really not. My problem is I will try to make everyone happy by trying to help them the best I can but they act like I don't have issues myself. they say you don't understand how I'm feeling it's not like your suffering. the truth is I am suffering but I dont show it. Just like this song I lock it up in a room and try to forget about it but the problem is that I can't. I love life and I would never hurt myself or anyone and that's the reason I don't mind being alone because I know I'm not going to hurt myself

  • @rianking8197
    @rianking8197 Місяць тому

    This song is linked to his newer song hope which I been playing on repeat recently oh and clouds both have really cool video’s definitely check them two songs out ❤️‍🔥love your channel thank you 🌹

  • @user-px7zb6ku3x
    @user-px7zb6ku3x Місяць тому

    You need to hit up his tour this year. the amount of people he has touch is insane. emotional stuff for sure..

  • @Noah-bo4rl
    @Noah-bo4rl Місяць тому

    I need to find someone that has this level of both understanding and positive energy...