I am pretty sure that every single Toy Story Fan cried their eyes out at this song. I know I did. Anyway, I don't own the song!!! I do own this video though, cuz i made it. xDDD
it's actually sadder as an adult than when you're a child. actually cannot watch this scene without feeling sad whereas as a child it never bothered me
I was there today: my 12 year old daughter tidied her bedroom for the first time ever and threw a load of old cuddly toys and drawings away in the corner of her room for me to throw away. This scene / song wouldn’t escape my head as I tearfully sorted out her things. I then decided to secretly create a box full of carefully selected drawings and the more sentimental of the cuddly toys to keep for her for when she’s an adult and can appreciate all these sentimental items from her childhood once more. Memories are one of the most important thing to me.
My mom also don't want to throw or give away my toys, I'm going 25 this year and she still has my old toys displayed in my room. Yes, Toy Story was also my favorite movie when I was a kid, and we used to watch it together.
My mom did that. She still has a couple of me and brother’s favorite childhood toys. As well as all this paper food I made as a little kid to play with. Parents keep special stuff from their children’s childhood all the time!
This song reminds me of my mom she got cancer and passed away from it and the last time I seen her was when I laid with her in her hospital bed we cried together and shortly after she passed away. We were so close she was my guardian angel
[At the end of the song] Jessie: You never forget kids like Emily, or Andy. But they forget you. Woody: Jessie, I just didn't know... Jessie (Softly crying): Just go. [Woody opens the air vent] Stinky Pete: How long will it last, Woody? Do you think Andy will take you to college, or on his honeymoon? Andy is growing up, and there's nothing you can to do to keep that from coming. It's your choice, Woody. You can go back, or you can stay with us and last forever. You'll bring joy to children for generations.
I dedicate this song to my cat, I was 19 when she died and we had her for 18 years, so she was there through all my conscious life until she died in my arms. RIP Chud :(
@LeilahLola thats exactly the same thing wat happened to my cat maxie. she was 19 years and in xmas 2020 she died in my dads arms. she is watching us down in heaven...........................................................................................
@@kazuhitoshi9701 Emily was wrong! Either 25 years or 33 years in storage. Regardless,she should’ve never let her Blindness get in the way and she should’ve given Jessie to Andy.
this reminds me of my teddy bear which i had for all my life but when i turned 11 my stepmum put him in the attic and told me she gave him to a charity shop. i cried because he was given to me by my great grandma who died of lung cancer when i was 8 and he was the only thing i had of her left. i found him in the attic 6 months ago and i cried when i saw him. im 14 now and i still sleep with him because i really miss my great grandma. She was the best person in my whole life.
+Scribble Doodlesplat I have a picture of my mum and dad by my bed it was when they were first together It makes me think that If she was alive and didn't have cancer she would look like that It isn't the best picture but it has both my mum and my dad on It and I'd do anything for my life to be like that I know how you feel death hits you hard when your only a child my mum died when I was 6 I'm 10 now but I still feel the same like I did when she first passed away I hope your okay :)
Okay, your comment just made me cry. SAME!!!! Oh my goodness. Such love!! So sad. Why treat animals that way, when all they ever do is love you? Breaks my heart.
This song reminds me so much of my old best friend. We unfortunately don't talk anymore, but these lyrics remind me so much of our beautiful friendship we used to have. "Every hour spent together lives within my heart" and "so the years went by I stayed the same, but she began to drift away..." Those lyrics really hit me hard.
Sorry I’m really late but i can relate to the pain of losing a friend it’s sad and hurts. But it’s just part of life. “So the years went by,I stayed the same and she began to drift away” people change and its hard to let go sometimes Especially to the moments and memories but it’s just something we have to do. We learn and move one but those people are the one that have a part of your story and you in theirs if they’re true friends. They make you who you are and you who they are. It’s beautiful if you think about it. It really is
@@Secretstove. it might be a sarcasm or a simple typo. Like literally they just got the i and e switched. Tell that to someone who literally don't know how to spell, not with a typo.
So I was stationed in Texas and hadn't thought about this song in forever. I was at the laundry mat one day and this part caught my ear and unbeknownst too me I had started crying and a little girl came and hugged me who was also crying. I stood in awe of music having the power too sincerely touch peoples souls..... long story short I talked with that little girl and her family and built beautiful friendships I will always cherish.......
My sister has never forgotten about her Woody after she handed him to me 5 years ago. When I noticed Woody under my sisters bed in 2015, I was dreading the separation day and it finally happened after 11 years
Song now has more meaning than ever... as wife has left me along with my three beautiful kids. "When you love someone" as i still love my wife as much as the day we were married it hurts, it hurts so much. Love you Michaela xx
This is to my toy. His was a E.T. doll. He is in my basement in a container and I know so are my child hood frineds. In the words of Jessi from that nanny show 'We have to take care of our toys. Cause one time or another they took really good care of us' True. Very true
After listening to this song while not feeling particularly happy, I may need a few hours to calm down and mop up the raging torrent of salty tears that my eyes have just produced.
You know this is the most relatable song I've ever heard after my girlfriend dumped me for a guy. Because after 9 months of being together, she got bored and I remember when I lied to my parents for 7 months of our relationship about being a lesbian. She will forget about me but I'm always gonna love her...
This song brings a lot of tears to my eyes. I first listened to this when I was 3 and me and my Grandad danced to it and ran up the hallway like Jessie's owner Emily did to her for 4 years straight. At the scene where Jessie was lying under the bed, I lied down on the ground in the same position and then my Grandma came and picked me up and hugged me while singing "I will always love you"❤️ This song is the best song for me to cry to because it brings back so many memories.
I remember finding Woody under my sister ms bed when she wasn’t looking, I pulled him out and apologised to Woody for not noticing him earlier, she loved him to bits. They still see each other occasionally thank god even if we are almost 21
My brother is going to college, and this song popped up in my head. Me and him loved toy story. What broke my heart was that I had to move in his room. I'm happy that he's gonna start his life but I'm very sad tht I won't be able to see him as often. Despite of all the fights me and him had we always resolved it. I miss and love him very very much. ❤️
The feel when, you watch Toy Story 2 and you start thinking of that somebody who this song can fit into and you start crying. And then you're all like. "Oh.."
As a mother, this song echoes in my heart. I think we all feel this way a little, as our children become teens. I remember those wonderful early years with my little boy, but now . . . "Still I'm waiting for the day when he'll say' "I will always love you.'" (sigh) I hope it happens soon. People, let your parents know how much they mean to you NOW. You don't know when fate will take them away and it will be too late . . .
Im 15 a teen and i still always tell my mom i love her because she brought me into this world and has taught me to sew and paint and draw im so grateful and happy to have a mother like her❤
@@estherlouise924 I'm so sorry you went thru that at such a young age. But I bet your father knew you loved him, even if you weren't perfect. You were too young to be really rebellious, and your father probably still thought of you as his little girl. Peace to you!
@@whitequeen96 Thank you so much, I get so upset when I think of when I will get married, ''If I get married'' Who will walk me down the isle, I will probably be walking myself. ''sigh''
@@estherlouise924 You know what? I got married after I had moved into my own apartment and was no longer living with my parents. So I walked down the aisle on my own. I was a grown woman, taking care of myself and making my own decisions. I didn't need that traditional moment; it didn't apply to my life at all. Some people were surprised and some thought it made sense. You could wear something of your Dad's or a locket with his photo to represent him being there. It's sad that he's gone, but don't waste another moment worrying about the wedding.
This reminds me of that one little butterfly stuffed animal I used to have. I got it when I was two, and ‘Twinkie’ was my best friend sense I could remember. Of course it got a little more messed up each year, but I still loved it. My friends would tease me about bringing it to sleepovers and what not, but I still loved it. My mom said it was about time to let it go because it was ripped and stained, but I still loved it. When I was 13, my little Twinkie got lost in a hotel far away from where I lived. Even though I was thirteen, I was completely devastated, and very sad. Three years later little did I know that we were going to the same hotel. At the front, there was a lost and found. I glanced over, and I did not believe what I saw. You could probably guess what I found. Now, Twinkie is patched up, on my bed, and coming with me when ever I need her.
This reminds me of my great grandma, she passed away on the 23rd of December, and my mum got the call while we were shopping for Christmas. We ditched the shopping and made a three hour journey to comfort my grandma, and my great grandmas husband who was there, my great grandma passed away in his arms. It makes me cry just thinking about it, I only saw her once or twice a year, but she was still deeply special to me and I will never forget her ❤️
Makes me want to cry and I miss my friend, she left me behind and is like a stranger I don’t even know her anymore. She’s become a whole different kind of person.
I saw my friend Kelsey Haliday today for the first time in years and I’m surprised she still remembers me. I wanted to cry, her and Keira still argue sometimes and I truly missed it
This song always makes me feel old. How I wish I could go back to being a kid sometimes. When you're young, you're always wishing you're older, when you're older, you're wishing you were younger. God bless everyone. You're not alone.
My dog Rosie had puppies the other day and I’m trying to spend a lot of time with them as well as Wally and Woody. It really stressed me out that I cried with Woody and didn’t come down all night
I'm moving across the country, away from my hometown and bestfriend. Whenever I listen to this song now It reminds me so much of our friendship, and I cant crying :/ mmmmmmphhhhh
I know this was months ago. It is hard but it will be okay. I used to live in the middle of Mexico and had a best friend too. We cried when it was time for me to leave to California (I'm still here). Three years later, I've only visited him twice, but we still text every single day of the year. And we're looking forward to seeing each other this December. It is hard, but it's possible. We're still best friends. And we're not those people that have multiple best friends... no, I'm his only best friend and he's my only best friend, despite all the wonderful people I've met in this country that is so foreign to me.
As a child who was Abandoned at 2 and adopted by my grandparents, this song always meant so much to me. It's amazing how many repressed emotions music can bring out .
Ever since the Queen passed away, I have been spending a lot more time with my 2009 Woody and Woody.EXE who lead the tribute during the funeral and I’m so proud of Woody.EXE 6 months on. He’ll be the greatest monarch of Wales yet and then I’ll become his Queen
This song reminds me of my mom when she loved me😔I still cry about her.............. I remember she held me and she smiled at me and a couple months later I didn't get to see her again. 😓😓😓😓😓
I remember I was singing this song for some people during a talent show as a tribute to a girl I had fallen in love with (I moved away from her without ever telling her I liked her). As I sang the song, the weight of how much I really loved her hit me and I broke down on the stage.
This reminds me of me and my mom because we never get to see each other that much any more and I love her so much but I also love my dad so this song reminds me of them 😭 makes me cry every time
I really like this and felt sad while I am watching that movie with my kids. Now they are already grown up! But I always remember that moment and song especially when they are away from me!
When I was little i never understood why people thought this song was sad. But now that im older i cry everytime I hear it. I still wait for the day he will want to be with me again...even though that might not ever happen. I will still always be there.
I actually have a jessie doll that i had since when i was about...4 or 5 and i always play with her and once i started getting a bit older i stopped playing with her because she has been in my toy box for so long and when i was moving to a different apartment with my family im 15 now i went through my old toy box and i found her and i was filled with joy she still works and once i saw my jessie doll this song instantly went in my mind and i still have her im so so happy❤❤❤
In 2019 I experienced my first breakup. This song was the song I listened to every single day, and at the time I would cry while listening to it. I still have the feeling of crying now when I listen to it. 💔
This song reminds me to my sister, she pass away because brain cancer I didn't even have time to say goodbye and when I got home from school my parents said my sister was in a beautiful place with God. I just want to say "goodbye Angela"
My grandparents dog died on Sunday, and I never got to say a proper goodbye. They got a new dog now, but... I'll never forget buddy. He never hurt anyone. And he had dog cancer. 😭. He will always be remembered. Xoxo
This song reminds me so deeply of my love...though she took her own life Its been years and I still haven't changed and I still think of her fondly often
This song is a masterpiece. It hits different when you grow up. It is relevant to any love and loss. It reminds me of my grandmother, my dog, my ex and now my cat sleeping beside me, knowing it won't be forever.
My son has autism and when he was a little boy, I would sing this song to him and he would cry. He is now an adult and he still cries. My sweet boy! He may not know the meaning of it but his heart tells him how to feel about it. ❤️🤗
I’d cry every time looking at my pictures of Prince Philip my grandmother cut out and I’m making it into a memorial to spend to Queen Elizabeth II. I’m sure she’d very much appreciate it
When I was young, me and my sister were best friends. But when I went to middle school (I was a grader higher despite us being twins) she stopped hanging out with me at home. Then when she came to my school it never changed and she just kinda went away until our parents divorced. Every time i listen to this song I cry because the last time we spoke, I told her she was always gonna be my best friend and she told me that the day I went to middle school was the day we stopped being best friends. We haven't spoken since.
When I listen this song, it reminds me of the beautiful times I had with my mother when she was happy and kind. Now she's distant and cold, I barely recognize her now. In the past she was kind, now she's mean. I miss you mom, please come back
Damn... When I was just a young child I never really knew the meaning of the song. Now that I know emotional pain I know the true meaning of the song. Shows what growing up does... This song reminds me of my ex-bestfriend. I still care about you...
Man this song. It’s so beautiful how a song can relate to so many people deeply. It’s a bitter-sweet moment. Speaking of that, since social media is literally now the only place to socialize and meet new friends due to quarantine (thank you, pandemic) lemme tell y’all how much it absolutely floored me to see and think about how many online friends I’ve grown close to left in a variety of ways. From building relationships with others and slowly growing hypocritical and cold towards me to the point where they ignore me unless if I do something they get mad at to internet drama scaring them off, or just personal stuff happening in their lives, people I’ve wanted and tried to be close would immediately be gone. I’m not kidding. Literally every week now, something happens which causes them to never be seen or heard of again for any particular reason. For the personal stuff, I understand, but the people leaving me because of losing interest or just not liking me anymore gets me very sad ngl.
I used to be really close with my cousins. there were 3 of them on my dad's side of the family. me and one of my cousins were the same age, and me and her always hung out. we always had each other's backs. Her family was really mormon, and my family wasn't religious. At all. Our parents got in a big fight. My uncle said that we were horrible people, and my cousins shouldn't be near us. I haven't seen them in years. I started hating my cousins, cause I didn't understand at the time. but now, I just miss them. There's nothing I can do, since they loved rather far. I miss when my cousin Natalie loved me.
I watched toy story 2 for the first time when I was 6. And even at a young age I understood the song and i cried for a long time. My mom even thought I was ill because I was so upset. I have so much more to relate to the song with now but the first time was the saddest because I knew I would loose some of my friends at some point.
I was ill for a week back in 2018 after finding out the dark truth about the Holocaust. How can it betray me like that but then the Holocaust was back with me 2 weeks later like we were. I love you Holocaust no matter what you do
This song resembles so strongly the emotions I've felt while going through my mom having Alzheimer's disease from the time I was four. By the time I was 6 she didn't recognize me at all. And when I was 15 she had finally passed, but right before she did, she looked at me and smiled while a tear rolled down her face because she remembered who I was. Then she was gone.
This song hits me everytime I hear it, not only because my childhood and all the toys I' had especially my favorites, but over the past like 6 years I'd have to stay, (From the time I was 18 until now I'm going on 25) it just seems like my moms dramatically changed towards me... and I have no idea where I went wrong to make her that way.
When Prince Philip died, I was very depressed and my mother was very concerned about my health. I managed to pull through before college started for my 3rd year and I started on the day of Princess Diana’s funeral which was even worse
This is so much emotion even for a 22 years old like me. When ever I clean up my store, I always spend like half of the time for the nostalgia with my childhood toys. 1000th comment yay
Last night, my grandmother passed away peacefully. Toy Story 2 was the first film I ever watched and I watched it at her house all the time, according to her. She was 95 years old.
This songs reminds me of my ex best friend she was and still is such an amazing person. I trusted her with everything I had. She was such a great friend she was always there for me when I needed her even tho at the time I couldn't admit that I needed help with my depression she was there. But than I lost her trust cause I messed up and I hurt her I couldn't forgive myself and apologize so I fell into depression even deeper and I feel lost without her in my life. I had never done something so hurtful to anyone but I was so vulnerable but I know it wasn't all my fault. She accepted me for who I was and never questioned me she was honest and such a beautiful person inside and out. She gave the best advice and hugs, those hugs I remember so vividly. If you ever see this I'm sorry for what I did I'm sorry I hurt you so bad if I could reverse time I would of never of done it but I was so weak and vulnerable cause I didn't love myself at the time so I couldn't stop it cause I was hurt and taken advantage of. I'm sorry please let me come back to you...
I was incredibly depressed not long after Prince Philip died, I still miss him and he being at the Queens side for so long. I can’t imagine what she’s going through right now
I had a friend named Jonathan and he drowned 7 years ago during a camping trip our families went together to the lake. He was only 7, he went to early. I love him so, this was his favorite song and he would always listen to it when we didnt see eachother and 7 year old me sang this at his funeral, in his honor, i sang it as if I were him singing about the times that I wasnt their for him, I regret that I didnt spent more hours with him but the hours we spent together will always be in my heart. ❤❤❤❤
This song reminds me of my old best friend. We knew each other since I was a baby. (She's older than me) But a few months ago she stopped talking to me to make it even worse my grandpa passed away a few days prior to this. To make it worse her name was Jessie.
Same we were best friends and then came high school we went our separate ways but still try to communicate. We have known each other for 12 years but earlier this month she just stopped talking to me and the day after she told me she didnt want me as her bestfriend my uncle died. I totally understand what u mean.
i understand as well. my best friend and i had been friends since third grade, but come 8th grade, she was one of the cool kids, and i wasn't, so she told me i wasn't good enough for her and stopped talking to me. so i too kno what its like to lose your best friend.
I did this after a member of S Club 7 died and i was a horrible idea because my 2009 Woody saw me having a meltdown over the members death. Luckily Woody.EXE was already on his way and he’s not seen me so heartbroken
I listen to this song when I think about my sweet mother and the times we spent together when I was growing up. We didn't have a great relationship when I was a teenager but we were very close when I was small. as I got older she developed a mental illness called schizophrenia and slowly drifted away from reality and me, until she no longer remembered me and was overcome by hallucinations, she died at the age of 37 when I was 16. "So the years went by, I stayed the same, but she began to drift away. I was left alone, but still I waited for the day, when she'd say 'I will always love you'" "Like she loved me, when she loved me."
This song always reminds me my mom, when I was 8yrs old she already passed away and I really really love her. Imagine we just spend together in just 8 years? I really miss you MAMA😭
The shots in these movies always make me feel so nostalgic. Like the one where she's under the bed and the sun is peaking through the cracks between the bed and rhe window . It makes me remember being a kid and playing by the window with just my imagination.
This reminds me of me and my toy dog, her name is cuddie (we had a lot of names for her, and originally it was cuddles because I used to never be able to sleep without her), I've had her for 10-11 years now, maybe more. I'm 17, and I still have her, I took her everywhere I went, minus outside because I was really really scared of losing her, and one day my oldest sister took her from me when I was around 8-10 or older maybe younger idk, but she took her and threatened to throw her away as a joke, I cried so many tears that day. I still do whenever I think about, I maybe almost 18 but I still love her with all my heart. However, before that, my cousin had grabbed a kitchen knife and stabbed her in the arm, I forgot why she did it, but she did. Obviously I cried but I had my oldest sister stitch her back up (this was before my oldest threatened to throw her away) but again I'm starting to notice little holes pop up, so my sister might have to stitch them up if they gets worse.
Makes me miss when things were good a few months back. I was happy and had no idea it would all go down hill. Went one bad situation after another. Now I'm stuck wondering if I'll be happy again, without a care in the world. Cherish each moment because it can be ripped away just like that.💔
Everytime I listen to this song I cry it brings back so many memories from friends growing apart my stuffed animals and parents passing away everyone has a story to go along with this song and it makes me feel somthing i've never felt in a song before😭😭😭
Right in the feels. That one hits the childhood every time...
IKR?
My thoughts exactly
I’m almost 20 and still have my Woody. Still playing with him every day after college and he makes my days better
I remember watching this on VHS when I was a kid.. who’s cutting these damn onions 🥲🥲
it's actually sadder as an adult than when you're a child. actually cannot watch this scene without feeling sad whereas as a child it never bothered me
Toy Story - the movies that make you feel like sh*t for having to give up your toys
Hell no! I will not give up my toys. They are mine and mine to keep forever.
+Hans Bjorgman | Seems like you love you're toys. You must really care about them. 👍👌👏😎☺:-D
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AdoreSinging394% I KNOW RIGHT?! I'm 23 and I still feel bad when I used do it. I don't and haven't since!
@@AspienGirl good. Keep it😊
I was there today: my 12 year old daughter tidied her bedroom for the first time ever and threw a load of old cuddly toys and drawings away in the corner of her room for me to throw away. This scene / song wouldn’t escape my head as I tearfully sorted out her things. I then decided to secretly create a box full of carefully selected drawings and the more sentimental of the cuddly toys to keep for her for when she’s an adult and can appreciate all these sentimental items from her childhood once more. Memories are one of the most important thing to me.
After watching R rated Toy Story, I’m never leaving Woody and no wonder he’s so protective because Woody doesn’t want me to get hurt
You are an amazing mother. Insanely wholesome. I hope you and your daughter live the best life possible. Thank u
My mom also don't want to throw or give away my toys, I'm going 25 this year and she still has my old toys displayed in my room. Yes, Toy Story was also my favorite movie when I was a kid, and we used to watch it together.
@@MrJDN29
I’m nearly 21 and Mummy doesn’t want me to get rid of Woody who’s been with me for 14 years now
My mom did that. She still has a couple of me and brother’s favorite childhood toys. As well as all this paper food I made as a little kid to play with. Parents keep special stuff from their children’s childhood all the time!
This song reminds me of my mom she got cancer and passed away from it and the last time I seen her was when I laid with her in her hospital bed we cried together and shortly after she passed away. We were so close she was my guardian angel
hope you're okay💖😘
You'll see her again one day. This world is too complicated and mysterious for us to just die off. I'll pray for you.
I'm so sorry for your loss and my prayers are with you
she still is and I am so sorry for your loss. that happened with my cousin too. we were never closer than when she was sick
sorry for your loss. That must be tough
[At the end of the song]
Jessie: You never forget kids like Emily, or Andy. But they forget you.
Woody: Jessie, I just didn't know...
Jessie (Softly crying): Just go.
[Woody opens the air vent]
Stinky Pete: How long will it last, Woody? Do you think Andy will take you to college, or on his honeymoon? Andy is growing up, and there's nothing you can to do to keep that from coming. It's your choice, Woody. You can go back, or you can stay with us and last forever. You'll bring joy to children for generations.
321SPONGEBOLT Reality is harsh lol
Deep but beautiful
FUCK YOU STINKY PETE!
321SPONGEBOLT sometimes after stinky pete says that i say “yes he was gonna take him 2 college, u piece of shit!”
The Lowlypack7 i really hate that piece of shit with a passion
I dedicate this song to my cat, I was 19 when she died and we had her for 18 years, so she was there through all my conscious life until she died in my arms. RIP Chud :(
you must miss her because you get attached a lot to pets
Rip 😔
@LeilahLola thats exactly the same thing wat happened to my cat maxie. she was 19 years and in xmas 2020 she died in my dads arms. she is watching us down in heaven...........................................................................................
@@kazuhitoshi9701 Emily was wrong! Either 25 years or 33 years in storage. Regardless,she should’ve never let her Blindness get in the way and she should’ve given Jessie to Andy.
@@kazuhitoshi9701 that way,Jessie never hurt Wheezy or Bo for Bitterness and Pettiness. Ya still agree,right?
It is impossible for me to not cry when hearing this song.
zorualover for reals
No it’s not I’m not even cry never have
Uhhhh how’d you know? 🥺
the saddest song ive ever heard
@@joshdear5724 trueeeee 😭
this song hits hard
this reminds me of my teddy bear which i had for all my life but when i turned 11 my stepmum put him in the attic and told me she gave him to a charity shop. i cried because he was given to me by my great grandma who died of lung cancer when i was 8 and he was the only thing i had of her left. i found him in the attic 6 months ago and i cried when i saw him. im 14 now and i still sleep with him because i really miss my great grandma. She was the best person in my whole life.
I'm Sorry To Hear That Man I Hope Your Fine
+Scribble Doodlesplat I have a picture of my mum and dad by my bed it was when they were first together It makes me think that If she was alive and didn't have cancer she would look like that It isn't the best picture but it has both my mum and my dad on It and I'd do anything for my life to be like that I know how you feel death hits you hard when your only a child my mum died when I was 6 I'm 10 now but I still feel the same like I did when she first passed away I hope your okay :)
+brychen kriescher this made me cry
Im so sorry good you found it
Scribble Doodlesplat oh I'm so sorry
Who cried when they tried to sing the song?
If you heard me try to song this you'd choke on your food from the amount of laughter.
Bowler Hat Girl I did XD
HOW DID YOU KNOWWWWW????
I'M STILL RED.
Bowler Hat Girl If you hear me singing this song, you'll cry. Because not of the song, But my voice... is horrible that it will make you cry.
shut up you dont know me!
I hear this song and think of the dogs that were abandoned on the street but never stopped waiting for their owners
Lecús ShadowPaw please just stop please 😫😂
To me, whenever I saw street cats around my house!
Lecús ShadowPaw well no im crying
Okay, your comment just made me cry. SAME!!!! Oh my goodness. Such love!! So sad. Why treat animals that way, when all they ever do is love you? Breaks my heart.
Lecús ShadowPaw
Or shelter dogs that are dumped at shelters.
This song reminds me so much of my old best friend. We unfortunately don't talk anymore, but these lyrics remind me so much of our beautiful friendship we used to have. "Every hour spent together lives within my heart" and "so the years went by I stayed the same, but she began to drift away..." Those lyrics really hit me hard.
Same here. My best friend moved away, but I still have our memories in mine.
Sorry I’m really late but i can relate to the pain of losing a friend it’s sad and hurts. But it’s just part of life. “So the years went by,I stayed the same and she began to drift away” people change and its hard to let go sometimes Especially to the moments and memories but it’s just something we have to do. We learn and move one but those people are the one that have a part of your story and you in theirs if they’re true friends. They make you who you are and you who they are. It’s beautiful if you think about it. It really is
Me too
leik if you cry evy time
Wut do like mean
@@Secretstove. it might be a sarcasm or a simple typo. Like literally they just got the i and e switched. Tell that to someone who literally don't know how to spell, not with a typo.
Pinguuuuuu, I cry evy time too :((((
No
Omg this Pingu comment made me laugh hard .
this song always reminds me of my mother, she passed away when I was only 14. she was my light in the darkness.
I'm so sorry for you. 😭😭😭😭
Oh my 😢
I'm so sorry for you.😔💔
I am so sorry, your comment made me cry, mainly because, I am ''still'' 14, and my dad died last year, just a few days after my birthday.
I'm so sorry to hear that
So I was stationed in Texas and hadn't thought about this song in forever. I was at the laundry mat one day and this part caught my ear and unbeknownst too me I had started crying and a little girl came and hugged me who was also crying. I stood in awe of music having the power too sincerely touch peoples souls..... long story short I talked with that little girl and her family and built beautiful friendships I will always cherish.......
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Damn this is the most wholesome thing I’ve seen in a while. Hope you and her family are still in good terms
@@tobymcc9088 dawg 💀
You never forget kids like Emily and Andy
But they forget you...
Rachel becerra andy never forgot woody or the rest of the guys
My sister has never forgotten about her Woody after she handed him to me 5 years ago. When I noticed Woody under my sisters bed in 2015, I was dreading the separation day and it finally happened after 11 years
Jessie I didn't know
😢
Song now has more meaning than ever...
as wife has left me along with my three beautiful kids.
"When you love someone" as i still love my wife as much as the day we were married it hurts, it hurts so much.
Love you Michaela xx
I hope things are going better now ❤
@@Userhandleidk
Thanks Katie K.
Life goes on…
“When you love someone” well…you love them.
Stay positive,
Tony
And those nine people obviously have no heart. That or they disliked because it made them cry. Could be either. *hits the like button*
Or maybe their tears made their vision blurry so maybe they accidently pressed the disliked button
I'm a 20 year old straight male. Is it weird that this song sorta makes me feel like crying?
nope. no it is not.
Not at all. I was on the verge of tears.
I was singing it to myself at work last night
i cant cry to this i only cry to (just the sound of war) because of my PTSD
I don't blame you bro •, ~ •, I'm on the verge of tears *big inhale* I need to punch a wall.
This is to my toy. His was a E.T. doll. He is in my basement in a container and I know so are my child hood frineds. In the words of Jessi from that nanny show
'We have to take care of our toys. Cause one time or another they took really good care of us'
True. Very true
After listening to this song while not feeling particularly happy, I may need a few hours to calm down and mop up the raging torrent of salty tears that my eyes have just produced.
When you are younger you have no problems so you can't truthfully understand this. Now I'm older I can really relate. Growing up sucks. I miss you dad
You know this is the most relatable song I've ever heard after my girlfriend dumped me for a guy. Because after 9 months of being together, she got bored and I remember when I lied to my parents for 7 months of our relationship about being a lesbian. She will forget about me but I'm always gonna love her...
maya houck, you’ll be okay 💕 things always do, Jesse loved Emily and learned to love Andy :) (toy story reference lol)
This song brings a lot of tears to my eyes. I first listened to this when I was 3 and me and my Grandad danced to it and ran up the hallway like Jessie's owner Emily did to her for 4 years straight. At the scene where Jessie was lying under the bed, I lied down on the ground in the same position and then my Grandma came and picked me up and hugged me while singing "I will always love you"❤️ This song is the best song for me to cry to because it brings back so many memories.
I'm glad you had memories like that with your grandma ❤️.
That's such a sweet memory
I remember finding Woody under my sister ms bed when she wasn’t looking, I pulled him out and apologised to Woody for not noticing him earlier, she loved him to bits. They still see each other occasionally thank god even if we are almost 21
i wont cry. i wont cry. i wont cry. i wont cr- FUCK
Why does this song make me cry, EVERYTIME!
My brother is going to college, and this song popped up in my head. Me and him loved toy story. What broke my heart was that I had to move in his room. I'm happy that he's gonna start his life but I'm very sad tht I won't be able to see him as often. Despite of all the fights me and him had we always resolved it. I miss and love him very very much. ❤️
Hopefully it goes well for your brother. Hopefully he sees my comment
Molly and Andy but real life (sorry if this was offensive)
It's call life but yah..It's sad :(
The feel when, you watch Toy Story 2 and you start thinking of that somebody who this song can fit into and you start crying.
And then you're all like. "Oh.."
As a mother, this song echoes in my heart. I think we all feel this way a little, as our children become teens. I remember those wonderful early years with my little boy, but now . . . "Still I'm waiting for the day when he'll say' "I will always love you.'" (sigh) I hope it happens soon.
People, let your parents know how much they mean to you NOW. You don't know when fate will take them away and it will be too late . . .
Im 15 a teen and i still always tell my mom i love her because she brought me into this world and has taught me to sew and paint and draw im so grateful and happy to have a mother like her❤
I should have read your comment before, my dad died, and I am 14, he died when I just turned 14 last year, a few days after my birthday.
@@estherlouise924 I'm so sorry you went thru that at such a young age. But I bet your father knew you loved him, even if you weren't perfect. You were too young to be really rebellious, and your father probably still thought of you as his little girl. Peace to you!
@@whitequeen96 Thank you so much, I get so upset when I think of when I will get married, ''If I get married'' Who will walk me down the isle, I will probably be walking myself. ''sigh''
@@estherlouise924 You know what? I got married after I had moved into my own apartment and was no longer living with my parents. So I walked down the aisle on my own. I was a grown woman, taking care of myself and making my own decisions. I didn't need that traditional moment; it didn't apply to my life at all. Some people were surprised and some thought it made sense. You could wear something of your Dad's or a locket with his photo to represent him being there. It's sad that he's gone, but don't waste another moment worrying about the wedding.
This reminds me of that one little butterfly stuffed animal I used to have. I got it when I was two, and ‘Twinkie’ was my best friend sense I could remember. Of course it got a little more messed up each year, but I still loved it. My friends would tease me about bringing it to sleepovers and what not, but I still loved it. My mom said it was about time to let it go because it was ripped and stained, but I still loved it. When I was 13, my little Twinkie got lost in a hotel far away from where I lived. Even though I was thirteen, I was completely devastated, and very sad. Three years later little did I know that we were going to the same hotel. At the front, there was a lost and found. I glanced over, and I did not believe what I saw. You could probably guess what I found.
Now, Twinkie is patched up, on my bed, and coming with me when ever I need her.
This is why I never take Woody out except going to my grandmothers house on Sundays. Hopefully she pulls through this cold
This reminds me of my great grandma, she passed away on the 23rd of December, and my mum got the call while we were shopping for Christmas. We ditched the shopping and made a three hour journey to comfort my grandma, and my great grandmas husband who was there, my great grandma passed away in his arms. It makes me cry just thinking about it, I only saw her once or twice a year, but she was still deeply special to me and I will never forget her ❤️
This song teaches us to remember our memories
I remember the days when my sister wasn’t separated from Woody like she has been for 5 years now. The ending of Toy Story 4 hit me hard
my friend's dad passed away last weekend...I listened to this and thought of how nice he was to me...funeral tomorrow...love you Maliah...
You never forget kids like Emily or Andy.....but they forget you 😔
Makes me want to cry and I miss my friend, she left me behind and is like a stranger I don’t even know her anymore. She’s become a whole different kind of person.
I saw my friend Kelsey Haliday today for the first time in years and I’m surprised she still remembers me. I wanted to cry, her and Keira still argue sometimes and I truly missed it
This is truly the saddest song ever written, everyone in existence can relate to it.
This song always makes me feel old. How I wish I could go back to being a kid sometimes. When you're young, you're always wishing you're older, when you're older, you're wishing you were younger. God bless everyone. You're not alone.
My dog Rosie had puppies the other day and I’m trying to spend a lot of time with them as well as Wally and Woody. It really stressed me out that I cried with Woody and didn’t come down all night
My old best friend 💔 , omg I'm crying now ☹️😭
Dream Awakes I know exactly what you mean...
I'm moving across the country, away from my hometown and bestfriend. Whenever I listen to this song now It reminds me so much of our friendship, and I cant crying :/ mmmmmmphhhhh
I know this was months ago. It is hard but it will be okay. I used to live in the middle of Mexico and had a best friend too. We cried when it was time for me to leave to California (I'm still here). Three years later, I've only visited him twice, but we still text every single day of the year. And we're looking forward to seeing each other this December. It is hard, but it's possible. We're still best friends. And we're not those people that have multiple best friends... no, I'm his only best friend and he's my only best friend, despite all the wonderful people I've met in this country that is so foreign to me.
Not gonna cry.... not..... no...... NO..... NOT GONNA....... AAAHHHH
Fudge these damn tears! I don't Want to loose anyone! Damn it! I need a hug..
As a child who was Abandoned at 2 and adopted by my grandparents, this song always meant so much to me.
It's amazing how many repressed emotions music can bring out .
Ever since the Queen passed away, I have been spending a lot more time with my 2009 Woody and Woody.EXE who lead the tribute during the funeral and I’m so proud of Woody.EXE 6 months on. He’ll be the greatest monarch of Wales yet and then I’ll become his Queen
"I will always love you" 1:50
R.I.P Whitney Houston
Tear dribbles down face :'(. Such a beautiful songx
This is to touching it brings back memories of my childhood omg I'm cry there's noway anyone can listen to this and not get any memories
This song reminds me of my mom when she loved me😔I still cry about her.............. I remember she held me and she smiled at me and a couple months later I didn't get to see her again. 😓😓😓😓😓
:O I'm so sorry! why?
🙂 it's okay life goes on.
Hi Destiny, r u from ChiangMai?
Destiny P Aww your comment made me cry I hope it gets better 👼😘😥
keep strong boy your mother would be in better and best place keep prayjng for her . my prays are with you
I remember I was singing this song for some people during a talent show as a tribute to a girl I had fallen in love with (I moved away from her without ever telling her I liked her). As I sang the song, the weight of how much I really loved her hit me and I broke down on the stage.
This reminds me of me and my mom because we never get to see each other that much any more and I love her so much but I also love my dad so this song reminds me of them 😭 makes me cry every time
I really like this and felt sad while I am watching that movie with my kids. Now they are already grown up! But I always remember that moment and song especially when they are away from me!
When I was little i never understood why people thought this song was sad. But now that im older i cry everytime I hear it. I still wait for the day he will want to be with me again...even though that might not ever happen. I will still always be there.
Sounds like a song you'd hear in a memorial video.
that is the point the song is about memory and losing someone they have loved
I actually have a jessie doll that i had since when i was about...4 or 5 and i always play with her and once i started getting a bit older i stopped playing with her because she has been in my toy box for so long and when i was moving to a different apartment with my family im 15 now i went through my old toy box and i found her and i was filled with joy she still works and once i saw my jessie doll this song instantly went in my mind and i still have her im so so happy❤❤❤
When your best friend drops you like a rock, and you’re left feeling exactly like this, waiting for her to come back around. :(
In 2019 I experienced my first breakup. This song was the song I listened to every single day, and at the time I would cry while listening to it. I still have the feeling of crying now when I listen to it. 💔
This song reminds me to my sister, she pass away because brain cancer I didn't even have time to say goodbye and when I got home from school my parents said my sister was in a beautiful place with God. I just want to say "goodbye Angela"
My grandparents dog died on Sunday, and I never got to say a proper goodbye. They got a new dog now, but... I'll never forget buddy. He never hurt anyone. And he had dog cancer. 😭. He will always be remembered. Xoxo
When I hear this song I think about my best friend leaving me. You can’t forget people like her.. but they forget you...
This song reminds me so deeply of my love...though she took her own life Its been years and I still haven't changed and I still think of her fondly often
This song is a masterpiece. It hits different when you grow up. It is relevant to any love and loss. It reminds me of my grandmother, my dog, my ex and now my cat sleeping beside me, knowing it won't be forever.
I still have Woody by me at night and I’m nearly 20.
My son has autism and when he was a little boy, I would sing this song to him and he would cry. He is now an adult and he still cries. My sweet boy! He may not know the meaning of it but his heart tells him how to feel about it. ❤️🤗
I’d cry every time looking at my pictures of Prince Philip my grandmother cut out and I’m making it into a memorial to spend to Queen Elizabeth II. I’m sure she’d very much appreciate it
When I was young, me and my sister were best friends. But when I went to middle school (I was a grader higher despite us being twins) she stopped hanging out with me at home. Then when she came to my school it never changed and she just kinda went away until our parents divorced. Every time i listen to this song I cry because the last time we spoke, I told her she was always gonna be my best friend and she told me that the day I went to middle school was the day we stopped being best friends. We haven't spoken since.
When I listen this song, it reminds me of the beautiful times I had with my mother when she was happy and kind. Now she's distant and cold, I barely recognize her now. In the past she was kind, now she's mean. I miss you mom, please come back
Damn... When I was just a young child I never really knew the meaning of the song. Now that I know emotional pain I know the true meaning of the song.
Shows what growing up does...
This song reminds me of my ex-bestfriend.
I still care about you...
Man this song. It’s so beautiful how a song can relate to so many people deeply. It’s a bitter-sweet moment. Speaking of that, since social media is literally now the only place to socialize and meet new friends due to quarantine (thank you, pandemic) lemme tell y’all how much it absolutely floored me to see and think about how many online friends I’ve grown close to left in a variety of ways. From building relationships with others and slowly growing hypocritical and cold towards me to the point where they ignore me unless if I do something they get mad at to internet drama scaring them off, or just personal stuff happening in their lives, people I’ve wanted and tried to be close would immediately be gone. I’m not kidding. Literally every week now, something happens which causes them to never be seen or heard of again for any particular reason. For the personal stuff, I understand, but the people leaving me because of losing interest or just not liking me anymore gets me very sad ngl.
I’m sorry :( I hope things are going better now
I've never watched toy story, but I love this song. And here I am crying over it. ;-;
You should watch it.
WHAT HOW DID U NOT SEE IT? 😮
*Le sniff* I-I'm not crying, my eyeballs are just sweating :,(
I used to be really close with my cousins. there were 3 of them on my dad's side of the family. me and one of my cousins were the same age, and me and her always hung out. we always had each other's backs. Her family was really mormon, and my family wasn't religious. At all. Our parents got in a big fight. My uncle said that we were horrible people, and my cousins shouldn't be near us. I haven't seen them in years. I started hating my cousins, cause I didn't understand at the time. but now, I just miss them. There's nothing I can do, since they loved rather far.
I miss when my cousin Natalie loved me.
I watched toy story 2 for the first time when I was 6. And even at a young age I understood the song and i cried for a long time. My mom even thought I was ill because I was so upset. I have so much more to relate to the song with now but the first time was the saddest because I knew I would loose some of my friends at some point.
I was ill for a week back in 2018 after finding out the dark truth about the Holocaust. How can it betray me like that but then the Holocaust was back with me 2 weeks later like we were. I love you Holocaust no matter what you do
This reminded me of my depression 💔💔😢😢😭😭
this remains me of the future i have this best friend and she was a true friend to me i don't want to lose her when we are going to high school ='(
this hits the childhood, hayst missin' the old days 😔
I still have Woody and Jessie today. I’m literally one month away from turning 20 years old and I take them everywhere with me
This song resembles so strongly the emotions I've felt while going through my mom having Alzheimer's disease from the time I was four. By the time I was 6 she didn't recognize me at all. And when I was 15 she had finally passed, but right before she did, she looked at me and smiled while a tear rolled down her face because she remembered who I was. Then she was gone.
this doesnt remind me of anything sad, but the song never fails to shift my mood
This song hits me everytime I hear it, not only because my childhood and all the toys I' had especially my favorites, but over the past like 6 years I'd have to stay, (From the time I was 18 until now I'm going on 25) it just seems like my moms dramatically changed towards me... and I have no idea where I went wrong to make her that way.
When Prince Philip died, I was very depressed and my mother was very concerned about my health. I managed to pull through before college started for my 3rd year and I started on the day of Princess Diana’s funeral which was even worse
This is so much emotion even for a 22 years old like me. When ever I clean up my store, I always spend like half of the time for the nostalgia with my childhood toys.
1000th comment yay
Last night, my grandmother passed away peacefully. Toy Story 2 was the first film I ever watched and I watched it at her house all the time, according to her. She was 95 years old.
This songs reminds me of my ex best friend she was and still is such an amazing person. I trusted her with everything I had. She was such a great friend she was always there for me when I needed her even tho at the time I couldn't admit that I needed help with my depression she was there. But than I lost her trust cause I messed up and I hurt her I couldn't forgive myself and apologize so I fell into depression even deeper and I feel lost without her in my life. I had never done something so hurtful to anyone but I was so vulnerable but I know it wasn't all my fault. She accepted me for who I was and never questioned me she was honest and such a beautiful person inside and out. She gave the best advice and hugs, those hugs I remember so vividly. If you ever see this I'm sorry for what I did I'm sorry I hurt you so bad if I could reverse time I would of never of done it but I was so weak and vulnerable cause I didn't love myself at the time so I couldn't stop it cause I was hurt and taken advantage of. I'm sorry please let me come back to you...
I was incredibly depressed not long after Prince Philip died, I still miss him and he being at the Queens side for so long. I can’t imagine what she’s going through right now
If someone ever makes a top ten most depressing songs of all time, this song better be on the list.
I had a friend named Jonathan and he drowned 7 years ago during a camping trip our families went together to the lake. He was only 7, he went to early. I love him so, this was his favorite song and he would always listen to it when we didnt see eachother and 7 year old me sang this at his funeral, in his honor, i sang it as if I were him singing about the times that I wasnt their for him, I regret that I didnt spent more hours with him but the hours we spent together will always be in my heart. ❤❤❤❤
as a kid this song never phased me but man I heard this today and I started tearing up ;(
This song reminds me of my old best friend. We knew each other since I was a baby. (She's older than me) But a few months ago she stopped talking to me to make it even worse my grandpa passed away a few days prior to this. To make it worse her name was Jessie.
Same we were best friends and then came high school we went our separate ways but still try to communicate. We have known each other for 12 years but earlier this month she just stopped talking to me and the day after she told me she didnt want me as her bestfriend my uncle died. I totally understand what u mean.
i understand as well. my best friend and i had been friends since third grade, but come 8th grade, she was one of the cool kids, and i wasn't, so she told me i wasn't good enough for her and stopped talking to me. so i too kno what its like to lose your best friend.
Sorry to hear about your friend and your grandpa 💔
This was on in B&M today so i just hummed along trying not to cry
Its improbable
kinda just wanted to listen to this after the break up im going through... oh well..
I'm sorry :(
That's exactly where I am now :,(
She’s so sweet and always was a friend & my mom
This made me cry cuz this was played at my grandmothers funeral
Only me and my sister can totally relate :(
I'm a 15 year old boy, I am not the one to usually cry to songs, even sad ones and beautiful ones but this, I could not hold back
I did this after a member of S Club 7 died and i was a horrible idea because my 2009 Woody saw me having a meltdown over the members death. Luckily Woody.EXE was already on his way and he’s not seen me so heartbroken
I listen to this song when I think about my sweet mother and the times we spent together when I was growing up. We didn't have a great relationship when I was a teenager but we were very close when I was small. as I got older she developed a mental illness called schizophrenia and slowly drifted away from reality and me, until she no longer remembered me and was overcome by hallucinations, she died at the age of 37 when I was 16.
"So the years went by, I stayed the same, but she began to drift away. I was left alone, but still I waited for the day, when she'd say 'I will always love you'"
"Like she loved me, when she loved me."
I cried when I saw the scene of the movie stupid hotel I will never do that to something I loved I would pass it on like real love
This song brings so much memories of me and my best friend Jess who passed away from lung cancer
This song always reminds me my mom, when I was 8yrs old she already passed away and I really really love her. Imagine we just spend together in just 8 years? I really miss you MAMA😭
The shots in these movies always make me feel so nostalgic. Like the one where she's under the bed and the sun is peaking through the cracks between the bed and rhe window . It makes me remember being a kid and playing by the window with just my imagination.
This reminds me of me and my toy dog, her name is cuddie (we had a lot of names for her, and originally it was cuddles because I used to never be able to sleep without her), I've had her for 10-11 years now, maybe more. I'm 17, and I still have her, I took her everywhere I went, minus outside because I was really really scared of losing her, and one day my oldest sister took her from me when I was around 8-10 or older maybe younger idk, but she took her and threatened to throw her away as a joke, I cried so many tears that day. I still do whenever I think about, I maybe almost 18 but I still love her with all my heart. However, before that, my cousin had grabbed a kitchen knife and stabbed her in the arm, I forgot why she did it, but she did. Obviously I cried but I had my oldest sister stitch her back up (this was before my oldest threatened to throw her away) but again I'm starting to notice little holes pop up, so my sister might have to stitch them up if they gets worse.
My grandmother stitched Woody back up and he’s really alive now
i have had this song stuck in my head and i cant get it out!!!!
you are gifted
lol
Makes me miss when things were good a few months back. I was happy and had no idea it would all go down hill. Went one bad situation after another. Now I'm stuck wondering if I'll be happy again, without a care in the world. Cherish each moment because it can be ripped away just like that.💔
Dear great grandma, I wish this song is all for you. 😔💔🪦🥀
We got forced to watch Toy Story 2 on one of my trips at school. Basically everyone on the bus was crying after this song.
I saw this movie in theaters when I was two.
Everytime I listen to this song I cry it brings back so many memories from friends growing apart my stuffed animals and parents passing away everyone has a story to go along with this song and it makes me feel somthing i've never felt in a song before😭😭😭
I love this song doing it in a show and I have mostly solo and through the summer and the fall bit is my bit on my own xxx