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The most important is your health. Take your time and do what you are most comfortable with.
I agree, I dont feel like you need to upload some cool edited a video, just knowing you are ok. Do what is easier for you, that will make "us" happy I think.
I love to hear how you are doing but you don’t have to apologize for your life taking you places you cannot control. Do what ever makes it easier on you I just like to see your lovely face and see how you are doing. Love and prayers from Minnesota, USA.
Hi Amy, so sorry you have had such a rough time health wise lately. Skip vlogmas, your health is the main priority right now. Spending time with family is important and also focusing on yourself. If you feel up to it, a quick update requiring no editing is good. We are thinking about you and wishing you all the best. Just remember do what is right for you, everyone understands, and loves you.
Lynette Shaw I second this. ❤️❤️❤️
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Id love to see the rest of your Harry Potter calendar.
Been worried because you havent uploaded
Oh yess!! The calendar would be lovely to see!
agreed!
Yeah just a quick video on the calendar and just scrap the rest
Please don't apologize, we understand ^^,
When it comes to videos you should just do what's best for you. It's your health, and your channel so if these kind of videos are the easiest for you to do, then that is perfectly ok. We're just happy that you're uploading and letting us know that you're ok ^^,
I would say just scrap the vlogmas stuff! Start fresh and lessen the load :)
I agree.
I agree! I think it would be a bit confusing (especially for new subbers) to have different timed videos. I am glad you are well, Amy! Lots of love❤
Babe, you do you. Do what you can, when you can, as you can. You're health, quality or life and comfort is more important than anything. Im pretty sire everyone is jist happy to see your face and hear your voice. We dont need anything from you, except to know your alive
Don't apologize Amy! Never! Your health comes first! We love you...even if you don't upload...we just miss you but we'll wait for you to feel better 💖💖💖
Listen ... just dump the Vlogmas (show us the Harry Potter from the calendar please) and continue updating us on how you are doing. We are not hear to look at fancy shancy video editing - we want to see YOU and how you are coping. Just don’t keep quiet - we worry when you do that. So glad to see you again.
She doesn’t have to post if she can’t/needs to prioritize other things.
Re: Vlogmas -- what about just all the Harry Potter unveilings?
Shadow Von Kat a small quick compilation video of the reveals yes I agree
Awww Amy so sorry you've been struggling so much. I've been worried about you. Nice to see your face. Just give us an update when you can take care of yourself first. Love from the Us
I think this video's like this one is great. We know you have to take care of you💙🤗🕊️
You could always save the rest of vlogmas for a Christmas in July bonus special lol. Post whatever you have the energy for, and if that's just updates for the minute, then we'll take it! 💙💙💙 Hope you are feeling better soon Amy X
Ashlee Exists clever idea! 💡
Yea, forget the vlogmas , just do what you can, we just want to know you're still alive and kickin'
I'd say forget vlogmas. New updates we'd like when your ready. Can't wait to see your new home and stuff that goes with that.. but I'd still like to see your advent with Harry Potter figurines. Lol
I think you should just carry on from this one. I respect that vlogmas must have took you a long time but if they aren’t edited it is just going to put more stress on you and chronic illness gives you enough stress as it is.
You don’t need to say sorry for missing uploads because of your health!!!!!❤️❤️❤️ it breaks my heart that you feel like you need to say sorry for something that you can’t control. I love your videos but I understand
Amy you have such a beautiful soul.💗 Whenever you feel like you can post is my vote. We want you to take care of yourself first.👌👊
I think you should def. do what is best for you ♥ don't feel like you HAVE to do anything. Lot's of love and spoons.
Just do what you need to do to be healthy, we’ll love and support you and your journey regardless ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Amy, I just woke up it’s 3 in the morning here. I got a ring that you had left a new video. Please take care of yourself, yes I worry constantly I don’t have IG so I don’t know a lot of what is going on with you so I get scared. Please don’t concern yourself with editing these. I just want to know your ok. But your health and well being is the MOST important thing. I love you, you an amazing woman, so so very strong. 💕💕💕🦋🦋🦋🦋
Just send whatever, you don’t have to edit if you don’t want to so just upload random rubbish if you wish. I just like watching anything related to you! I just want to see what was in the rest of the Harry Potter pop vinyls! So as long as I see all the openings I’m happy! I’ve been in hospital too, it sucks , two days after my birthday too, was meant to have surgery next week but it got cancelled because I had a gastric bleed. But I’ve decided to go back to study (part time) in two weeks, I also had to have an iron infusion too, I had a major reaction to it as well bleh vomiting blood isn’t fun! I totally get how horrible it is now :c
I am soooo glad to see you! And that you are ok !!! I missed you Amy 💖 skip vlogmas and upload them when you can I'm sorry you have been going through all of this 🥺😔
Do whats best for you. Im here for you and what YOU like to do !!
Dearest Amy, you silly beautiful woman you... Please do what is easiest for you. Anyone who would feel the need to demand their choice of content from you must not understand the reality of what being chronically sick is like on a daily basis. Please upload as you please with content that is easiest for you to handle. We got your back!!! Sending you loads of L❤️VE from my side of the planet 😊
You are so brave and inspirational. Please don’t worry about the Christmas uploads. I just like to see how you are doing. Just put yourself first. XXXXXX
I was just thinking about you when I saw this! Glad too see you - sending love
I like short updates like this! As for the Vlogmas, I agree with others that just really want to see the Harry Potter calendar ♥️ take your time and we're glad you're back
Sending hugs and love 💙❤️. I will send good energy out to universe for you.
I'm sorry you are dealing with so much. Hugs to Tom as well it's tough watching someone you love go thru ish.
First and foremost get to feeling better. A short update is appreciated but ABSOLUTELY not necessary just feel better, rest and know we are thinking of you
I’m so pleased to hear from you Amy. Please do what is best for you. Cath ups like this are fine so we know how you are. I’m so sorry you have been struggling and having a rough time. To me it’s more important you look after yourself and cut out any stress. I’ve been thinking about you. Sending you loads of love. Please look after yourself. Xx❤️❤️
Sorry you had to endure all that and with your hip surgery I’m also sorry that you had to go through all that pain I know it’s hard 💜🙏🏼 you shouldn’t say sorry yourself you can’t help it beautiful 💜soft hugs to you
Aww I was starting to get worried since u didn’t post in a while. I hope everything gets better and u can be ur normal stunning self 💕💗 and I think u should just upload when ever u can and make videos when u feel up to it. There’s no pressure
omg girl...dont even worry about blogmas...we only want to know how you are doing...take care xoxo
What I would like is to see you put less pressure on yourself. Open the rest of the calendar and show us who's who......stuff editing, who needs it, we're going to watch you anyway, and TAKE CARE OF YOU.......tis what the rest of us have to do honey.
NEVER BE SORRY, your health comes first xx
Carry on from now as and when you can post. My B12 was on the floor last year and the drain fog is awful, couldn’t function, couldn’t remember words and names of things. We will always he here for you ❤️
Brain fog even....!
I just had to get 6 B12 shots over three weeks cause it dropped below 100 and now I'm on monthly shots again. The brain fog is terrible :)
Brooke Gramberg make sure you take a good folate supplement as well as B12 needs it to work, mine was 90 and my folate was 2, took my 3 months after loading dose until I felt better. Hope you feel better soon x
@@symoneP Mine was in the 60s cause it took them a couple of months to catch it they thought it was my anemia playing up again, and thank you I hope yours is staying within range too. I have been taking a supplement lately but it hasn't really done much which sucks cause I'm a second year nursing student and I also have a whole bunch of other health issues that are pretty draining but such is life :)
Brooke Gramberg oh poor you! I pretty much stopped functioning with it at 90 so no idea how you are carrying on. Hopefully they will keep on top of it for you now. I’ve had an amazing few months of feeling better as I feel like I’ve had no life for the last 4 years as I’ve felt so awful. Good luck with the studies x
Don’t be sorry, your health is more important than filming for us. You are always in my daily prayers.
Omg yay, glad you have updated us! I’ve been worried about you! Hope you are doing a bit better!
We want you to do what’s best for you! We want you to focus on yourself. Your health and mental health. Just let us know you’re okay when possible. That is very much appreciated. ❤️❤️
Don't put too much pressure on yourself about UA-cam...
BUT DON'T LEAVE US FOR TOO LONG!!
:P
Lovely you need to put your health first.
We will always be here for you.
Love and blessings are with you and Tom always ❤️❤️❤️
Oh my gosh, Amy, your latest hospital op. sounds truly horrifying!! :O Stuff of nightmares.
For videos, I'd say maybe a raw/unedited short update video once a month or every few months, whatever feels natural to you at that time? But most important of all is *you*, so do what's best for you.
sending all my love and well wishes, please do what makes you feel comfortable and is the most easier option for you. family/health and friends comes first. sometime during the year I'd like to do a collaboration with you, with got the same heart issues and I'm working on a video in the future but hopefully 2020. rest up and all the very best.. :) :)
Amy you do what ever is the easiest for you. I hope your health straightens out for you soon. 🙏💙🙏💙🙏
Amy stop with the sorry your health comes first if its easy for you to skip then skip that totally fine
So glad you posted-just take good care of yourself...no sorries needed!
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You don’t owe anything to anyone lovely. No need to apologise. The main thing is that you’re doing ok x
hey amy hope ur ok❤️🙏🏾 and i just want vlogs whenever u can post or wabt to post
Amy I'm so glad you uploaded this I've been super worried about you. Skip vlogmas, start afresh. Only do what you feel you can do. Anything you manage to upload is amazing xxx 🙏❤️
Forget about the vlogmas series and just do recent low editing videos😊😊❤❤
Just carry on as you are - I'm certain subs will be happy to hear how you're travelling...
I'm New to watch you 😊...and OMG...you are so strong ...love your vidéo..😍 so glade to have New from you..🙏🙏 hello from Montréal 💞
Skip the vlogmas just keep going from here 💕 then when you feel better just make a Christmas 2020 montage with your favourite parts to music etc :) just an idea ! Feel better 💕💕💕💕
I was in hospital for a 5 day EEG (I got answers), and I thought myself how to use my left hand more. I've also noticed a decline in my health as well, so I'd like to say to try to be kind to yourself and get to your version of "better". Putting more stress on to yourself will only make you more tired. Truth be told, if you just got back to your usual videos as you can, I'd (I'd like to think most) understand and be fine with it.
Never worry about editing. Just take care of yourself. We all love you and just want what’s best for you and your health.
Don’t be sorry! Your health and well-being comes first!
Amy, do whatever is easiest for you and do not apologize for anything. Been worried about you. Please keep us updated as best you can. Love 😘 and 🙏 prayers to recover quickly. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Edna USA.
Amy, 0lrase don't apologize... You have extenuating health circumstances. I don't know if I would be as strong as you..... I am ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU AND Praying that your health with stabilize. You upload when you feel you can. God bless Tom! He is a hell of a sweet man to go through with all the c crises that pop up with you. LOVE YOU SWEET LADY! 💋💋💋
Hi Amy! So so glad to see, your ok! Sorry to hear, that you've been struggling lately. I know your not neccisarily, religious, and that's ok. I'm sending you lots and lots of prayers, and luv your way! No worries about uploading constantly, or feeling pressure to upload. I'm sure I can speak for those of us who luv you to bits, when I say; please don't push yourself! We'll be here watching, and supporting you every step of the way, when your able, and well. You need to take great care of yourself, and DEFINITELY LIVE IN THE MOMENT, EVERY DAY! None of us can calculate as to how much time we have in this world. Therefore, make sure 1st and foremost, you feel/know that your living YOUR life to every standard, you'd always wanted! Anywhoo... you know your body so, don't push yourself on account of us. OF COURSE we luv ya, and luv your vlogs. Even if it's little bits of small clips as to how your doing. If you don't feel well enough, have that crazy, silly man of yours, let us know how, your doing, and maybe...
*Things that make ya go hmmm?!* every now and again. please do, take wonderful care, and enjoy life! CONGRATS to you both, on your home being almost completed! If anyone deserves these blessings, it's the both of you! How beautiful your love and divotions are for one another. Ok, so.... I'm a rambling crazy lady. Lmao! Bless you, and your family! May you all continue to make all kinds of amazing memories! LOTS of luv, thoughts, and prayers!
Sincerely
Billiejo
Like I tell everyone, you do you. I don’t care exactly what you do. I care about you. If you ever need anything feel free to ask. I’m ALWAYS here, and willing to listen.
Please NO APOLOGIES NEEDED!!! Your health comes first. Please don't mess with editing. It takes too much energy and you need to recuperate. Just show them as they are. LOVE YOU!!💖🌹💜🌷
Please stop apologizing! You are fine. Upload without the edits....carry on from today! It’s just fine❤️
Stop apologizing sweetie!! You are sick which isn’t your fault or anything you asked for. I miss your videos but I know that when you’re not a lot is going on, my Love, Hugs & Prayers to you❣️❣️❣️❣️ I want you to take care of you 🙏❤️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
BIG, BIG, BIG HUGS!!!!!!! I'm so sorry you're having a rough time. Don't be so hard on yourself. Videos like this are just fine so that we at least know you are "okay". Let us know if you need anything! No apologies needed whatsoever..
Just a smile :-) Good to see yours!
Thank you so much for updating us. ❤️❤️❤️Amy, you should do what’s best for you. So glad your mom and grandparents are with you. Take care of yourself and spend time with your family. Don’t worry about vlogmas or editing. Sending you all my love. 💕💕💕💕
I hope you are feeling better now! Don't apologise, your health must be your priority and we understand.
As for suggestions, I think it'd be interesting to make videos about common misconceptions about EDS, Gastroparesis, POTS and MCAD.
Stay happy!
Take time for you we will understand completely health is something you cant control and if some viewers have some problems with it then they clearly don't understand and wont stick by your side like the true viewers!
Sorry to hear you're having a rough time.
I've got gp & I found the botox helped, for a while, but after about 6 it wasn't so great, but I got some motility increase.
I really hope things start to go in the right direction for you.
Pain sucks & nausea is the worst, so a combination is almost literally HELL.
Love from Scotland.
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You don’t have to apologise you just need to focus on your health xxx 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Yes do these videos I think editing and things might be be wearing on ur health... u do what u feel like doing... I’m with u whatever u decide... just let us know how u are doing I’ve haven’t heard from u in. A while got 😧 worried... 💕 love u girl.... Mississippi girl cozy in Alaska... peace and 💗 love
Wow, that sounded pretty scary what happened:( For you and Tom both. Please dont apologize for not uploading! Forget about the Vlogmas and start new, I think that would be the best! New start! Hopefully your health gets better❤️❤️❤️We love you and support you always❤️❤️❤️
My heart goes out to u sweetie!! I'm sorry u have been in the hospital and struggling!!!! We all care about you and want you to do what is best for you and what you feel up to!! And, I for one, think you're beautiful inside and out, so don't edit for us. this vlog was perfect and we all are grateful knowing you're as ok as possible and home from the hospital!! Forget whatever is left from vlogmas but if you want post what you have left when you're feeling stronger and much better, go for it. Vlogmas i n July would be AWESOME!! But otherwise, there is always next year. As an intro to vlogmas 2020, you could so a review in a collage of whatever is left from this past Christmas. Just my 2 cents!! HAHA!!
As far as posting in the near future, do vlog as you feel up to it and if you just feel the need to update us or even just vent with your continued struggles, then go ahead but please don't make it harder for yourself by editing it. We just LOVE LOVE LOVE hearing from you whether you're feeling good or like crap!! LOL!!
I just found you so I'm binge watching so don't worry about me!! HAHA!! I have this current video to know you're ok so now I can go on and check out your past vlogs!! Which I'm enjpying!! (I have chronic medical issues so I also live with some pf the stuff u use. So, I'm learning so tips?tricks from you, so thanks!!!) You present all of your struggles and daily medical tasks in a very enjoyable manner (If one can enjoy watching what you have to go thru!! And as a fellow person who catheterizes, thank you for ding a vlog on that!!!
Hang in there, sweetie we love u!!! Feel better!!
Can I ask what you do for a job? I've had POTS since the age of 6. 28 now and I'm struggling with... long term concerns. Mostly gastric. And possibly looking at an Ehlers diagnosis. After a life threatening arrhythmia - in American, my disability was pulled and I'm facing homelessness. My heart rate alone is consistently over 100 despite meds. Most care after 18 years of age was already pulled and now they say my POTS is degenerative. I can't work, I can't work to pay for college, I can't get finding for college, I can't get a wheelchair or IV fluids covered. I was a paramedic at a younger age but an arrhythmia abruptly ended that career after 18 months. I guess this is just an America problem. But I'm scrambling and honestly lost. I'm assuming I'll be on an NG eventually. Lack of a wheelchair pushes my chronic fatigue to points of periodic paralysis. One colon doesn't like to work, never has. I'm so exhausted. My joints are definitely failing. I was just curious about what you do. The only light in my life is hearing people in similar circumstances talk about 'normal' things, buying or getting a house, loving another, future plans. I've never had a future. I've never had an income for one. So I tend to live vicariously through other people.
Oh poor girl! We have missed you guys, and so sad to hear you've been in the hospital again. ❤️ Please do what's best for you. We love you all. And please don't be sorry. Do what feels right. We want to know how ya'll are doing. Always. ❤️😘
Btw, I have allergic reactions all of the iron but 1 that I'm allowed for my infusions. It's called Feraheme. Crazy reactions to the others. Smh. Xoxoxo guys.
You don't have to apologize for all what happened. This is what happens with chronic illness! This is our life and it's nothing you can plan ❤️ all what's important, is THAT YOU ARE SAFE! All what counts is your health! I'm sorry for your health issues and the Traumata bc that's what happens if you are ill... But for now I'm happy seeing you again and plz do what you think is best for you and what you're able to do on UA-cam 😘 take care of yourself, that's first priority 💝💝💝
All that matters is your health and well-being. If that means skipping vlogmas, uploading videos without editing or just taking a break from UA-cam, we’ll support you. Sending much love xx
Hey Amy. I've only just found your vlogs and I really enjoy watching them. Sorry you're struggling to upload and you're dealing with health issues. If you need any help editing videos I have some free hours per week to help you out. I work for a media company here in the UK and your videos are inspirational. If you need any help don't hesitate to contact me. I won't charge you anything. I left my email in another comment.
Stay healthy, and look after your mental health :) Looking forward to more videos.
I'd say leave vlogmas if it's stressing you out. You'll always have that footage for memories but you have to put your health and mental well-being before pleasing people on the internet xx
Much love girl. Hope you have better days soon!
1. Get better!!!
2. Don't over do anything!
3. Maybe simplify your vlogs so editing is easier for the time being.
We love you Amy!!!!
Amy, I would love to see anything you are comfortable doing. Please don't apologize, if all you feel like doing is an update, then do an update. If you just want to rest, just rest. Could Tom jump in and give a short update from time to time during times like this? Throw in a "Things that make you go Hmmm" segment? :D I know we all worry when we haven't heard from you in a while. Much love and prayers
Prayers Amy, and I'd say do whatever is easiest for you. . ✌. Man, just got done listening to your experience, Yeah I would definitely say do whatever the hell you want even if that means no vlogs... That sounds horrific... Much Love girl ...
It's ok. Don't apologize. We love and understand you. ♥️🤗♥️🤗❤️U do whatever is easiest for u.
Amy - nothing to apologise about. Your health needs to come first. ALWAYS. Just skip the rest of Vlogmas and carry on from here. Un-edited is fine, just chat is nice for a change and if its easier for you, then do that. Wishing you a quick recovery from this latest blip. Sending love from Glasgow, UK.
Don’t worry about vlogmas,maybe just the Harry Potter calendar ...also don’t ever think you have to apologize for your health,it’s not your fault and you can’t do anything to change it(no matter how much you want to)...do you get pre meds before your infusions? I always get 50 mg of Benadryl before any iron/blood transfusions to counter act bad reactions ,just curious...hope your health improves soon!
Ps: suctioning sucks,especially if your intubated at the same time
Hi Amy
Please dont apologize - at all!
I'm so sorry you're dealing with all of this. The only thing you need to do now is rest and recover, that comes first. Dont worry about vlogging, that should be the least of your concerns. We're all here for you whether you vlog or not. I am sending you out positive, healing energy & strength. You got this! (And Love your purple nails! 💅)
--- Hilary
Just focus on your health. skip vlogmas and carry on. No need to apologize, we love you and sending you good vibes from Colorado. ❤️❤️❤️
Hey lovely! Just want to see you happy and well. You don’t need any extra stress and pressure. I would just upload from now and maybe work on a vlogmas recap to be released in July for Christmas in July. Only if it’s doable otherwise you just keep doing what you can and don’t worry. You have enough going on. Much love! 🥰❤️
Always so sad when I hear you’ve been ill.
I want you well. So just recover and get better before you worry about blogging.
Excited about the house.
Visit with your grandparents. Enjoy them and and we will be here when you’re ready to come back. ❤️❤️🙏🏼
Don't worry about editing. Your health is more important to us! Year 2020 has been difficult for a lot of us for some odd reason, including myself. I hope you feel better soon and I'll be waiting for your next update! Love and hugs from Florida, USA.
honey, I totally understand brain fog. I'm disabled and have it. Theres always part of my day where I space out. Cant get my words to make a sentence. So you see, we all HAVE NO expectations from you. Forget about editing. We just want to see you and want updates only cause we care and so that we can be there for you and you and Tom if you ever need anything from us. You actually give me strength. Big hugs!
Skip the vlogmas and take care of you. Do what you feel comfortable with and don't worry about us we'll survive just do what you're able to do nothing more. Dr.s orders. Lol We love you no matter what you can give us. Your health is what's most important to us not the videos. Love and strength. Dini 🥰😍😘 💋💞
Your only human for heavens sake. No apologies needed. The most important thing is to take care of yourself right now. Don't worry about the vlogmas stuff right now. Just do whatever you can when your up to it. And hey you could do it in June or July for a Xmas in June or July sort of thing.....
Sending thoughts and positive vibes to both You and Tom..... 💜☮️⚛️
Amy, would like to see the rest of the lil Harry Potter Funkos! Get well, sweetie! Update vids are perfect! You need to be concentrating on yourself seriously! May peace, love & positive vibes be yours, miss Amy!!!
Don't worry about finishing vlogmas. But I do want to see the finished Harry Potter Advent Calendar!!!
Hun, you should seriously look into seeing a Lyme doctor ASAP. In Australia they deny Lyme is there but there are people who have Lyme, it’s been documented. PLEASE try and find a Lyme doc. That symptom you mentioned in the very beginning is a HUGE Lyme symptom. And the testing doesn’t mean squat bc it has a high negative rate when people really have it. Took me three years to diagnosed. God bless and good luck.
Hi Amy! Firstly, thank you for the updates! Then, I think that doing the vlogs, uploading vids and so on shouldn't be something that stresses you out, so please, choose whatever YOU prefer to. Your community seems to be very comprehensive, I'm sure none of us would blame you even if you decide to "disappear" from yt for a while.
That said, I personally would be fine with the non-edited updates, at least to know you are fine; But again, your health and serenity come first!
Just realised I hadn't subscribed - haha that's brain fog for you! Honestly don't ever worry that you need to apologise - you really don't. As a chronic illness fighter I totally get it but I think everyone gets it wether chronically ill or not. I think we worry a lot about our partners don't we - I've been with mine over 25yrs now and married for 21yrs. He's experienced some horrible stuff because of my illness. We have great people and stuff in our lives, just a ton of health/medical crap to deal with too. I think hospital shocked him initially but sadly got used to it. My 5yr old has never been afraid of it which is good, but also kinda sad. Hope things improve for you very soon, I've been watching your vids for a little while now and I love hearing about the things in your life similar to mine (like lines, equipment, hospital experiences, meds, medical stuffs...always helps to feel less alone) but also your chats about life. Take care x
Wow Amy, basically you almost died and went back to life. Lol, my god, girl! You are a Strong one! Best wishes! Hope you get super well really soon! Forget about the vlogmas for now, just keep doing this! When you feel like editing the vlogmas, doesn't matter when, then you do!
Amy, your supporters will love whatever you decide. You have to take care of yourself first or you won’t be able to blog. I can speak for myself, I go through very similar problems with my EDS. So, I completely understand and I think, most of your followers will too. Hang in there!
Don’t worry about vlogmas! Just do what you can/what you feel like now. And never apologize for things you can’t control. It doesn’t make us love you less! Hope things get better soon xx