the worst feeling in the world🤧🤍

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  • @dahaminishamini4579
    @dahaminishamini4579 Рік тому +1103

    Making fun of insecurities hurts the most.

  • @Cookier2442
    @Cookier2442 Рік тому +148

    To be honest being ignored and trying not to cry is the WORST feeling ever someone could feel...

    • @book_club.222
      @book_club.222 Рік тому +5

      No the worst feeling is when someone that you love dies

    • @Cookier2442
      @Cookier2442 Рік тому +3

      @@book_club.222 yh it very hurtfull ..

    • @tatemcraeismommy
      @tatemcraeismommy Рік тому

      I hate it when they leave you out. There have been so many occasions when I feel so left out that I just go to the bathroom and cry until whatever the event is is over.

    • @Jichu_unnie0
      @Jichu_unnie0 Рік тому +1

      frr thats literally me last year when a new girl was alone and i felt bad so i started talking to her and all and ofc my ex bff (we were still bffs then) started talking to her and slowly they were talking more together than with me. they even asked me why i was like that and if they did something wrong. i was holding my tears so hard. thats one of the reasons why we are not bffs anymore. i dont blame the other girl because she was alone and ofc my ex bff was better. but i blame my bff because she was my best friend and acted like we were simple friends and it hurt

    • @avqflrql
      @avqflrql Рік тому

      @@book_club.222i was about to lose a loved one last year.. he survived thanks to Allah

  • @shannonredmond3215
    @shannonredmond3215 Рік тому +361

    Holding back tears is the worst feeling in the world because if I’m going to cry and I hold it in it hurts my throat and it really hurts

    • @lineanoves6650
      @lineanoves6650 Рік тому

      I feel like eating big thorns when that happens, as well as the addition that someone placed a shackle around your throat as well.

    • @potat420
      @potat420 Рік тому +10

      Same

    • @CatLife230
      @CatLife230 Рік тому +8

      same

    • @dhvanikanbi9498
      @dhvanikanbi9498 Рік тому +5

      I hurts mine too but my mom still notice my tears and she is like "why are u crying darling?"

    • @idkwhattomakemynamelmao
      @idkwhattomakemynamelmao Рік тому +6

      Idk my face gets all wobbly, I start stuttering like crazy and my throat hurts like hell. And what hurts more is when my friends and family make fun of my stutter even tho they know I hate it…

  • @Loves-food
    @Loves-food Рік тому +13

    being ignored is the worst feeling ever

  • @Strawberry_Charlotte4722
    @Strawberry_Charlotte4722 Рік тому +368

    Sometimes crying can heal you! So it's okay to cry.

  • @annikalilartist7468
    @annikalilartist7468 Рік тому +65

    Best friends betraying you hurts the MOST

    • @tatemcraeismommy
      @tatemcraeismommy Рік тому +4

      Agreed. I lost my best friend of 12 years, and it’s so hard to push through.

    • @FireFlameFriends
      @FireFlameFriends Рік тому +1

      Yep

    • @Oreoandme.
      @Oreoandme. Рік тому +1

      Yess

    • @Thatoneb90
      @Thatoneb90 Рік тому +1

      All of my friends have betrayed me…. But I’ve found worthier and better friends 😢😢😢

    • @fatimahk2714
      @fatimahk2714 Рік тому

      ​@@tatemcraeismommyAwe, im worry. I hope you are doing okay, sending live ❤❤

  • @PEDERSNE
    @PEDERSNE Рік тому +1243

    i know that crying yourself to sleep sucks A LOT, but the sleep u get is so good oml 💀 it makes it worth the tears fr

  • @scarlotto132
    @scarlotto132 Рік тому +1

    Nothing can't hurt more than loosing a bestfriend and seeing your grandparents cry.

  • @chanranylay
    @chanranylay Рік тому +279

    suddenly crying when you’re angry is really frustrating as well… only some people can relate tho

    • @Ananya-ex7jk
      @Ananya-ex7jk Рік тому +26

      I can totally relate, whenever i am so much angry i try to speak but starts crying and i can't help it. I want to say so many things but can't and its frustrating 🙄

    • @chanranylay
      @chanranylay Рік тому +7

      @@Ananya-ex7jk exactly

    • @aminashaikh5283
      @aminashaikh5283 Рік тому +8

      It hurts more than anything else because u don't want to look pathetic and weak but those damn tears don't understand when they have to fall and when not ....I know I'm still suffering and pretending ..it has been more than 3 years 😢...But it still hurts ..I wish everything will be fine but it's a wish ..bye bye

    • @wickramarathnasri1938
      @wickramarathnasri1938 Рік тому +3

      totally me 😦

    • @Skylee01
      @Skylee01 Рік тому +3

      I can relate it’s just frustrating 🥺🥺

  • @isee_renn
    @isee_renn Рік тому +1

    being rejected and becoming a sad boy is a good start to study well🎉

  • @love_of_paradise
    @love_of_paradise Рік тому +270

    *How can this all be so relatable🥺*

  • @renita9772
    @renita9772 Рік тому +23

    In this video , I felt it. The person u care the most ignores you just for others . It hurts 😫

    • @newaccount4634
      @newaccount4634 2 місяці тому +1

      womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp womp

  • @musicallegends6705
    @musicallegends6705 Рік тому +116

    "Trying your hardest and it still wasn't good enough" really hit hard...

    • @valcino_zle_dvojce
      @valcino_zle_dvojce Рік тому +1

      Yes...

    • @SleepyHollowKnight
      @SleepyHollowKnight 8 місяців тому

      Hate to say it but I agree

    • @Im_unknownn
      @Im_unknownn 5 місяців тому +2

      I know this may hit hard to you , but be grateful guys that you dont have a life like me , today is my birthday , and i got sexually harassed, and i have no one to share it with , not even parents , i wish i could , i cried for 5 hours , and i still cant stop crying , i turned 15 today , god why do i have to go through this when i am soooo young , i hate my life 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @SleepyHollowKnight
      @SleepyHollowKnight 5 місяців тому

      @@Im_unknownn want to talk about it?

    • @Im_unknownn
      @Im_unknownn 5 місяців тому

      @@SleepyHollowKnight yeah sure i would love to ❤️😭

  • @Animatedediting5312
    @Animatedediting5312 Рік тому +11

    It's so true even crying on your birthday hurts a lot

    • @shinning_MuNa
      @shinning_MuNa Рік тому

      Yes. I'm also suffered on that

    • @WolfBlanc
      @WolfBlanc 9 місяців тому

      Seeing your parents crying

  • @dilara739
    @dilara739 Рік тому +102

    One thing I HATE is when someone talks over me and then I don’t get a chance to repeat myself.

  • @gopalparashar8503
    @gopalparashar8503 Рік тому +1

    It's very difficult to face these problem 😢😭😭😭😢

  • @fiddahrayann5939
    @fiddahrayann5939 Рік тому +32

    Being ignored ! Is the worst feeling that I had experienced alot🥺🥺

    • @parveenaziz730
      @parveenaziz730 Рік тому +1

      😢

    • @misa-ssi5391
      @misa-ssi5391 Рік тому

      🫂

    • @STAYing_for_kids
      @STAYing_for_kids Рік тому

      Especially ignored by parents is the worst type of pain ever 😔

    • @anime.geek330
      @anime.geek330 Рік тому

      Doesn’t affect me anymore. Happens like once a week at least

    • @anime.geek330
      @anime.geek330 Рік тому

      @@STAYing_for_kidsbro my mom has ignored for like a month at a time. You get used to it after a while

  • @anuschka3132
    @anuschka3132 Рік тому +1

    This is what happens to me everyday but I still smile it off😢🥲

  • @sophia.gunkel
    @sophia.gunkel Рік тому +36

    Sometimes crying before bed isn't the worst, some days I need a good cry to get everything off my chest and plus it makes me tired afterwards

  • @MustafaDogar-lb6kt
    @MustafaDogar-lb6kt 10 місяців тому +1

    The worst feeling in the world is when you realize that now you're not the most loved child now someone else took your place.🥺😞

  • @onlyforesaa
    @onlyforesaa Рік тому +34

    Seeing ur mom cry that Shi hurts bad😢

  • @1Poohpa
    @1Poohpa Рік тому +1

    Nothing compares to the feeling of nostalgic.

  • @Hafsajjbb
    @Hafsajjbb Рік тому +20

    Crying yourself to sleep is the best feeling

    • @Ananya-ex7jk
      @Ananya-ex7jk Рік тому +2

      Yup, doing that for over a month now

  • @dogworlds
    @dogworlds Рік тому +1

    For me the friend betraying you is the worst cuz it's actually happened to me😢

  • @-Literally.Vexy-
    @-Literally.Vexy- Рік тому +15

    IMO, crying yourself to sleep is one of the most soothing activity’s evaaaa

  • @zohara..6869
    @zohara..6869 Рік тому +1

    Even when you are telling the truth but someone said something before you and then you are been called lier...😢💔

  • @kloidema9556
    @kloidema9556 Рік тому +11

    Getting told of by your fav teacher,your parents saying they’re disappointed in you,someone humiliating you in front of your classmates,losing that one person,seeing your favourite K-pop idol getting hated a lot
    It’s life😢

  • @lexi-pf4lw
    @lexi-pf4lw Рік тому +1

    The sad part is the 2nd one is always true

  • @thebigbakugousimp5471
    @thebigbakugousimp5471 Рік тому +97

    You literally just described my life I’m about to subscribe

  • @arwapittalwala1213
    @arwapittalwala1213 Рік тому +1

    What is most hard is that you have experienced all of this🙃

  • @valeriaburman8493
    @valeriaburman8493 Рік тому +63

    Or loving someone you know doesn’t love you back 😢

  • @yasminkhatun5580
    @yasminkhatun5580 Рік тому +1

    Losing your trueself in a journey is the worst feeling ever.

  • @ItsMaddy_shorts
    @ItsMaddy_shorts Рік тому +5

    Crying yourself to sleep because your friend continues to make you feel left out on purpose.

  • @sahivickythegamers7175
    @sahivickythegamers7175 Рік тому +1

    *"BEING UNWANTED"*
    Is the worst feeling ever 😪

  • @whoss_abrylle
    @whoss_abrylle Рік тому +16

    being scolded by your favorite teacher.

  • @Poppy_777
    @Poppy_777 Рік тому +1

    The thing that is the worst feeling for me is loving someone so much but knowing they won’t last forever. 😢😭

  • @-mushr00m-
    @-mushr00m- Рік тому +104

    I have this one problem and when I explain it to one my friends they always laugh at me, they really don’t understand how annoying and frustrating it is

    • @Mokalicious__19
      @Mokalicious__19 Рік тому +7

      Me too bruhh! My friend is currently angry on me. I just said her to send me the pic of a test. (As my final exams are started). And to my shock, she just said that u r so lazy. U don't do anything by urself when I just asked her for a test.😔😔😔

    • @fowziaalshaikh1908
      @fowziaalshaikh1908 Рік тому +3

      if i was your friend i would never do that

    • @sakinafatima5983
      @sakinafatima5983 Рік тому +2

      sameee
      she asked me if we could have ice cream after school n i said no cause i wasn't feeling well but then she was like - WHYY!! and then she got angery n left

    • @HairyCheeseBallYUM
      @HairyCheeseBallYUM Рік тому +1

      Sameee

    • @aisha_-.
      @aisha_-. Рік тому +4

      I got you homie

  • @Vetroso_
    @Vetroso_ Рік тому +1

    My eyes are getting teary with all the reasons...

  • @MPandaLoverM
    @MPandaLoverM Рік тому +8

    Debatable but crying yourself to sleep is both the best and the worst feeling ever 😭👏

  • @simba_2009
    @simba_2009 Рік тому +1

    Crying yourself to sleep and trying your hardest but failing

  • @Charmfulfaith7
    @Charmfulfaith7 Рік тому +7

    Here’s one thing that hurts THE MOST: *seeing your parents cry*

  • @nausheenusman9577
    @nausheenusman9577 Рік тому +1

    from me : when ur friend circle separates
    if they are changing schools or ....... other reasons
    it hurts the most

  • @thefrictionsys
    @thefrictionsys Рік тому +6

    These are things I deal with on a daily basis ❤

  • @lillymay5210
    @lillymay5210 Рік тому +2

    I have been in sadness for 2 years now so I now like being sad because I have gotten used to it

  • @priyambdapandey9516
    @priyambdapandey9516 Рік тому +7

    The worst conditions when you cant express your pain

  • @sophiek9158
    @sophiek9158 Рік тому +2

    loving someone that has moved on and is ignoring.

  • @kulsoomzahrazahra2050
    @kulsoomzahrazahra2050 Рік тому +6

    And also loosing someone
    Miss you MOONBIN😢

    • @sarajellad9458
      @sarajellad9458 11 місяців тому

      I miss him so much😭 I hope he is in a better place now than this cruel world🌎😭he will never be forgotten 💔 😢 🙏 ❤️

    • @quit4everxx
      @quit4everxx 10 місяців тому

      i really hope he is okay, we fellow kpop stans need to start taking care of each other instead of trying to prove who’s the best 😭

  • @Syiz_x
    @Syiz_x Рік тому +1

    I'm used to being ignored. In school I'm invisible 😭😭😭💔

  • @V_07S
    @V_07S Рік тому +5

    I just realized I've felt all of them💔

  • @dahaminishamini4579
    @dahaminishamini4579 Рік тому +1

    Remember when all the unluck is finished, the only thing remained is LUCK. So don't give up you can hold it!!!!

  • @CatLife230
    @CatLife230 Рік тому +17

    this is currently my life rn. people make fun of me because i’m insecure about my body. i’ve been debating not being friends with my best friend of 9 years. she has just been so rude to me recently. the thing is, she has my crushes number, so i’m scared she’ll text him as revenge. i’ve cried myself to sleep so much these past few weeks more multiple reasons. i’ve had such stressful past 2 and 1/2 weeks. i’ve known that my best isn’t good enough, but recently it’s been harder to believe my teachers when they say “your best is good enough.” i failed a math test 2 months ago, and i’m still mad at myself about it. i’ve dealt with bullying my whole life, and it was ok this year up until recently. people are coming up to me and making fun of me every day. AND to add on top of that, my crush is ignoring my texts…

    • @hyunsuksluckycharm
      @hyunsuksluckycharm Рік тому +5

      Hey….. I know it’s your life and I can’t tell you what to do but I just wanna say I know how hard it is and I hope u feel better soon, I can tell you’re a nice person,don’t worry about ur so called “friend” or your crush, they don’t deserve you.
      I know we’re strangers and all
      But just know I’ll always be there if you wanna talk , YOU’RE GORGEOUS AND AMAZING,I LOVE YOU

    • @hyunsuksluckycharm
      @hyunsuksluckycharm Рік тому +1

      And anyone else that goes through all of this, just wait a little longer, things will get better

    • @CatLife230
      @CatLife230 Рік тому

      @@hyunsuksluckycharm thank you so much

    • @blinx_edits
      @blinx_edits Рік тому +1

      im sorry, ur beautiful just the way u are

    • @CatLife230
      @CatLife230 Рік тому

      @@blinx_edits thank you so much

  • @bhaktiera8433
    @bhaktiera8433 Рік тому +1

    All r tough n rough but I've experienced all of them in my life 😢💔

  • @ayeshanaveed6097
    @ayeshanaveed6097 Рік тому +3

    When your parents are crying 💔

  • @rainy2480
    @rainy2480 Рік тому +1

    Congratulations to myself!!
    I've experienced all of these.

  • @fowziaalshaikh1908
    @fowziaalshaikh1908 Рік тому +7

    I AGREE WITH THIS SO MUCH IM BROKEN BECAUSE THIS IS SO REALATABLE 💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @FLORA_SLAY
    @FLORA_SLAY 11 місяців тому +1

    I have kinda experienced all of them . Sometimes i don't even have someone to tell or share my feelings

  • @livywivy
    @livywivy Рік тому +6

    when you embarrass yourself infront of so many people

    • @Sooya_Jichu409
      @Sooya_Jichu409 Рік тому

      This is happened to me one time in school 😢😢 i feeled so bad that time 😢😢

    • @saybyebyetoyourfamily
      @saybyebyetoyourfamily Рік тому

      I cried in dance class last Thursday...I don't wanna go there but I have to today...

  • @Emaya_draney
    @Emaya_draney Рік тому +1

    The thing that hurts the most for me is when my crush is talking to another girl

  • @ilove_sc
    @ilove_sc Рік тому +5

    i’ve never related to something more😢

  • @Misatic
    @Misatic Рік тому +1

    "BEING IGNORED"
    "YOUR FRIENDS BETRAYING U"
    "SOMEONE MAKING FUN OF UR INSECURITIES"
    YK THIS THINGS TOTALLY HURTSSSSSSSSS THE MOSTTT

  • @Angelina27818
    @Angelina27818 Рік тому +6

    My best friend literally betrayed me today bc one of my friends was being rude and I almost cried and she didint help me your best friend is supposed to help you

  • @Chuckthompson1315
    @Chuckthompson1315 Рік тому +1

    Soooooo true all this happens to me every day😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @CrazyCeafan4life
    @CrazyCeafan4life Рік тому +1

    I cried for all 😢

  • @alishbakhanmansoor6032
    @alishbakhanmansoor6032 Рік тому +1

    It hurt too much 😢

  • @rosie.-33333-.
    @rosie.-33333-. Рік тому +1

    It’s even worse when the people making fun of something you do, are the ones that made it into a insecurity…

  • @Yourgirlkay09
    @Yourgirlkay09 Рік тому +1

    The most accurate thing I've seen all day

  • @The_Ultimate.
    @The_Ultimate. Рік тому +1

    The fact that I have gone through all of these bought tears to my eyes and I thought I was brave.

  • @power_girl_2281
    @power_girl_2281 7 місяців тому +1

    I loosed my childhood's first friend or childhood bestfriend... Because she have a secret crush on my bf..... It really give pain a lot

  • @Ruha_baroutji
    @Ruha_baroutji Рік тому +1

    I have experienced these and up to this day I still cry myself to sleep

  • @Animel0ver14..
    @Animel0ver14.. 10 місяців тому +1

    Another worst feeling is when the person you likes has a crush on your best friend
    That hurts soooo Much Broo😭😭

  • @theunderdog001
    @theunderdog001 Рік тому +1

    Knowing you tried your best but it still wasn't enough💔
    Well experienced this one many times

  • @raziyaamreliwala5493
    @raziyaamreliwala5493 Рік тому +1

    Even when he cheats on you 😭

  • @noorah_320
    @noorah_320 Рік тому +1

    Iam crying at zero clock becuase this vedio is soo relatable to not hurt. the fact that i expierienced every worst feeling mentioned here

  • @jennieplayz3766
    @jennieplayz3766 Рік тому +1

    Someone betrays u hurts so bad i had so many fake friends how betrayed me😢 it hurts and I'm alone and cry myself to sleep 😢😢😢

  • @biancacozo1269
    @biancacozo1269 Рік тому

    For me the hardest is trying not to Hurt myself

  • @KiWi220
    @KiWi220 Рік тому +1

    *knowing you tried your best but it still was not good enough* 💔

  • @sleepygirl101
    @sleepygirl101 Рік тому

    crying ur self to sleep is literally amazing you wake up like its the best sleep you've ever had!

  • @sreyakrishna230
    @sreyakrishna230 Рік тому +1

    The worst feeling is when u really studied hard but still didn't get enough marks😢

  • @evaaa19
    @evaaa19 Рік тому +2

    This is so true. My friend, he doesn’t know abt my insecurities and he’s always saying and picking up on them and then I can tell he tries not to say anything to hurt my feelings.
    Secondly, I agree with the crying urself to sleep. It is the worst feeling ever. There are some ppl in my class who r rlly, stupid, but the angry so then take it out on u. My friends it’s sadly called jealousy. So some nights I cry myself to sleep not knowing what the next day brings. It’s hard but true.
    Then ur friends betraying u. Yes 💯 yes. This is so true. I used to have a best friend and she legit just left me. She said we aren’t friends anymore, and I was useless and all those sorta things. Another night I cried myself to sleep.
    Then failing a test u studied hard for. Yes. Yea. Yes. This is so true as well. You could study so hard for a test a fail it. Sadly that’s just life. U may have not been in the right mindset or feeling up to it. Don’t worry, I’ve been there before.
    Know I tried ur best but ur still not enough. How do I even explain how relatable and true this is?! This is the most relatable thing ever. I try my hardest to cheer friends up, be myself, be me, be kind, but I still get tried like a piece of dirt on the bottom of ppls shoes. It’s almost as if I’m useless now. So for anyone that goes through this like me, as a wise man names Troy Bolton once said ‘we’re all in this together.’ Don’t let people beat u up over it ♾️🫶🏻
    Being ignored. OML YES. My gal I need attention. NEVER ignore me. That’s all I can say. I do agree tho it is an awful feeling.
    Someone insulting u and u try hard not to cry. Tell me abt it. This is me quite a bit of I’m honest. But I try to let it get past my and think abt what life I’m in at the moment. Put the past behind me. It’s hard, TRUST ME. But sometimes u have to 🫶🏻
    Thank u so much for reading this while essay I just wrote out!! Like I said if u go through any of this ur not the only one. I exist too. Lol. Have an amazing, day, evening, night, morning whatever it is for u right now. 🫶🏻✨♾️🫶🏻

  • @thedj_jain
    @thedj_jain Рік тому +1

    And what hurts the most is I've experienced all of them literally all of them.

  • @jeoneditz97
    @jeoneditz97 Рік тому +1

    You just said everything that happened with me😭💔

  • @Pari0_0
    @Pari0_0 Рік тому

    Idk abt you guys but crying myself to sleep feels peaceful to me, it's like the best sleep you've had in years ✨😌✨

  • @marriedto_SIRIUS_BLACK
    @marriedto_SIRIUS_BLACK Рік тому

    The amount of truth in this video hurts 😢
    Especially when all of them are relatable 😔

  • @PJG.ANGLERRRRR
    @PJG.ANGLERRRRR Рік тому +1

    pretend it's okey but we're not is the worst feeling ever 😊

  • @mollieplaysroblox
    @mollieplaysroblox Рік тому +1

    Something hurts more then all of that

  • @blinkeya
    @blinkeya Рік тому +1

    3,4 and 5 hits hard

  • @sanugidesilva326
    @sanugidesilva326 Рік тому +1

    I don't know how but youtube shorts always tend to know what I am going through at the moment.

  • @miligupta4979
    @miligupta4979 Рік тому +1

    u should also add one
    DOING GOOD FOR OTHERS
    it breaks me

  • @Mizukie_bora
    @Mizukie_bora Рік тому +1

    Making fun of insecurities is worse
    Like i have a lot 😖😩😐😔😭

  • @hemananyaa9556
    @hemananyaa9556 Рік тому

    Someone making fun of your insecurities hurts but your friends making fun of your insecurities hurts the most😞

  • @purply_80
    @purply_80 Рік тому +1

    I've been through all those and i can say from experience, they HURT!

  • @selenophile7338
    @selenophile7338 Рік тому

    It hurts the most when u want someone to hug u.......but ends up crying, hugging yourself.......sometimes it's so painful to even go out of house....meet people....looking yourself in mirror

  • @KarishmaRamjuthan
    @KarishmaRamjuthan Рік тому

    Being told about all your insecurities feels like a knife to the soul and heart

  • @tanaazzaman9763
    @tanaazzaman9763 Рік тому

    Crying yourself to sleep and trying not to cry when someone insults you are the worst one's for me🥺

  • @Poolluver
    @Poolluver Рік тому +1

    I got all of these and it's hard like no one is understanding you 😭😔🥺😞

  • @sayanahakhter1079
    @sayanahakhter1079 Рік тому +1

    If the world was described in one video it would be this

  • @LuvleyAmelie
    @LuvleyAmelie Рік тому +1

    So true 😢❤

  • @nishattasnim712
    @nishattasnim712 Рік тому +1

    The worst feeling is see your mom cry😢☹️

  • @aleksandraaleksandrova3625
    @aleksandraaleksandrova3625 Рік тому +1

    Ur crush not liking u is a bad feeling to

  • @Armlinkworld_kookie11
    @Armlinkworld_kookie11 Рік тому

    Crying myself to sleep, knowing u worked hard but not good enough and being ignored is my daily life🙂🙂