I am shaking while listening to you, in shock, because you are describing my life story, as it happens. With 90% of the details overlapping with what you experienced till you were 15. It's difficult to believe almost identical stories were happening in completely different parts of the world.. The difference is, my family especially my mother was hiding the dark secret for 42 years, which meant a life in hell for me, but I cooperated to protect her and my siblings. I just came out and started to heal recreantly, including getting rid of 21 years of drug abuse, which I used to sooth my heavy C-PTSD, and after getting back to God. I am finally restarting my life, feeling emotionally as if I was child again, when it all started. I am literally learning how to live again and how to deal with people and different situations in a normal, not in the constant PTSD - anxiety - panic attacks mode as I was in the past, but God is supporting ne on the journey. He always was, I just didn't see it in the darkness. Thank you for your braveness to tell the story for all of us with similar experience.
I am a foster parent of a petite cute 9yr old girl who was horribly sexually abused by her step dad for a long time, this girl is broken and needs a ginuine smile, I so want to bring the light back into her precious little heart and bring her to know the Lord as her savior and Lord , have Peace in her heart, forget and forgive the things that were done to her, she has been through 20 foster homes..how can we stop the fits of rage. Outbursts of hatred, kicking holes in the doors with her tiny bare beet and uncontrolled nights of torment in the night , she wakes up yelling and crying out, we try to talk to her but it's like shes not there and cannot hear us or think rationally on her own, her eyes become pupils that are so large and black that he whole eyes are black (it's frightening) it takes hours of talking to get her to calm down... My heart cries out for this child, I wish she can just be a happy normal child, restored in the Lord and His goodness .. pray the prayer of faith for Jaelyn
I'm not sure how things are now but if things are not okay, you need to plead the blood of Jesus, fast, read/speak the word of God and pray over this little girl's life because this is something only God can do and I recommend contacting this man of God. His utterances/prayers bring deliverance because he is walking with the fire of the holy spirit. He also has a Facebook in his name if you can't get in contact with him through UA-cam. Anyways I will be praying either way for her 🙌🏼 ua-cam.com/channels/9hDjFXkfauB0qsg9y0rPGA.html
Get her a teddy bear and soft comforting music esp hymns like Jesus loves me...Dr. Bruce Perry has written great books esp recently on how to heal trauma even sexual abuse, things like a regular pattern routine of weighted blankets, seeing a trusted message therapist etc. may help, it did for a traumatized adopted girl he worked with, eventually her fits subsided. They need a regular pattern of love, support and things that help them physically and emotionally self-soothe
0 seconds ago *They are all completely different ministries. But what they all have in common is that they believe in the power of God and people get delivered. They are also all God fearing. I gave you a few ministries that I know so that you will have options. Oh also when I was really attacked I had Evangelist Fernando Perez' (yet another good ministry) prayers playing in the background while I slept (he has hours long prayer videos). His English is not perfect, but his prayers helped me a lot. I also sent many prayer requests to these ministries I've mentioned and also to Times Square Church and other churches and ministries. I had a lot of people praying for me and I was watching Christian videos/services every day.
God is so good! I continue to pray for my family who has been through so much hurt and pain because of abuse from my father and I see God working in all our lives because of him, I am so grateful to my Lord and savior, healer and peace maker Jesus Christ!!
Dear Lisa, what a beautiful testimony,,after God your husband is the hero in your life, that he became your friend first over 6 years and gave you space for healing ., What a beautiful young mother of 10 children ,praise the Lord 🙇♀️ 🇮🇳🇨🇦
Thank you Lisa. You will and have helped many. You are a powerful woman of God, beautiful inside and out. I can see victory and blessing over your life and future. May you bring the Kingdom in ever increasing power-filled ways. May the joy of the Lord be your strength. Thanking God for you and blessing you and yours in the name of Jesus. May He not only restore you mind, body, soul and spirit, but may He recompensate the years the enemy stole from you. Peace and joy be yours beautiful sister!
This such a moving yet painful testimony to hear and watch. I wanted to cry and my heart broke hearing the betrayal that this young lady experienced throughout her childhood. The betrayal of her father who was supposed to be a protector of his wife and children, the betrayal from her mother who should've been her second protector, saw with her own eyes what was happening, yet resorted to self preservation, only thinking of themselves.😔 I'm thankful that the Lord has brought so much healing in her life and within her heart so that she was able to share her story. I'm so glad that what the enemy tried to use to destroy this young lady and her destiny, the Lord turned it around for her good. He gave her a voice that cannot be silenced, and she has gotten the Victory through the Lord. Praying that the Lord will use her mightily in whatever the calling is that He has for her, continual heart healing and that He will bring wholeness to her and her sister.❤️❤️❤️ She is braver than she will ever know!!
Please pray for me. I could only listen to part of your story. It tore my heart. Tho I was not abused by a father, I do understand Ur pain... A pain I'm still asking God to heal my heart. 😢❤
Wow!! What an amazing end to a very sad & traumatic past. What a mighty testimony. God bless Lisa & her family. Which he obviously already has. 10 children too. Wow!! That's a lot of children. God bless you Lisa.xx
Jesus saves us not only from the sins that we commit, but He also is OUR ONLY true Salvation from the sins that others commit against us. Praise God! What a great testimony. Mine is similar. I have great respect for this woman of God!
So powerful, God is a God is restoration. Thank you so much for this powerful testimony, God knows how to take the broken pieces of our lives and make a masterpiece. #LiveforGod 👏👏👏
@@samuelljstewliqueur9983No We make bad choices and blame HIM I pray you heal from whatever hurt you.. GOD is not responsible for human action we act sometimes driven by our sins and hurt others and ourselves.
Thankyou for your courage and honesty in sharing this most painful of traumas, that gives voice to the many who are suffering in silence and shame. May God bless your journey and that in sharing your story , it gives others the courage to speak out and STOP this abuse that they may still be trapped in. May those who need to see this.... come across it and gain the courage to bravely share their story.
That hit home for me trying to figure out what's wrong with me and why i can't heal. When she said she couldn't go from room to the other. Thats how i feel now. I can't function. I feel like my soul is trapped as just that
! Thessalonian 18:5 say In good time and bad time give glory to God for this is his will for you no matter how hard it is God did come through and his name has been glorify in the end for the devil cant win for ever
Moggs- I have lead women through sexual support groups for years. This question is real and something that a lot of people ask, including myself at one point. As she said Gods hand was in her life, as it was in mine. Seeking to understand the fallen world and the choices people make is so hard. The bible is real and is filled with messages of Gods hand in situations. There is sexual abuse in the bible also. It is hard to understand why God did not interview in the way we would have hoped but it is also comforting to know that God is with us always in trials and tribulations. I know this may be hard for you to understand, but I pray that you will have a real encounter with the God who made you and loves you so much.
We live in a fallen world where people are given the choice to live God's way or to reject his teachings. Christian or not, God's Word says that in this life we will have trouble. No where does God promise to insulate us from all hurt & harm, but he promise to be with us. I've witnessed the response from Christians versus Non-believers during times of tragedy, death, job loss, etc and true believers often display a peace that is indescribable. It has to be God. In situations where others would have lost their mind, God uses the believer's hurt to strengthen them for his kingdom. It's remarkable that Gid can take damaged & broken people and make them warriors & advocates. As a person that suffered abuse myself, I can testify that God is in fact a Good Father.
They can only harm our bodies but not our souls...Why don't you ask HIM instead.. We may never understand HIS wisdom but we can learn to trust HIS will.
Who is this woman?!! A TOWER OF STRENGTH!! What an AMAZING AND POWERFUL TESTIMONY!!! Jesus our Healer & Redeemer!
What an amazing story. I celebrate this woman. As a sexual abuse survivor, I know it takes a lot courage to talk about these things.
I am shaking while listening to you, in shock, because you are describing my life story, as it happens. With 90% of the details overlapping with what you experienced till you were 15. It's difficult to believe almost identical stories were happening in completely different parts of the world.. The difference is, my family especially my mother was hiding the dark secret for 42 years, which meant a life in hell for me, but I cooperated to protect her and my siblings. I just came out and started to heal recreantly, including getting rid of 21 years of drug abuse, which I used to sooth my heavy C-PTSD, and after getting back to God. I am finally restarting my life, feeling emotionally as if I was child again, when it all started. I am literally learning how to live again and how to deal with people and different situations in a normal, not in the constant PTSD - anxiety - panic attacks mode as I was in the past, but God is supporting ne on the journey. He always was, I just didn't see it in the darkness.
Thank you for your braveness to tell the story for all of us with similar experience.
I am seeing this after 5months
Wow... You're really a strong woman
Sending plenty hugs
I hope you are going through your healing phase well?
I am a foster parent of a petite cute 9yr old girl who was horribly sexually abused by her step dad for a long time, this girl is broken and needs a ginuine smile, I so want to bring the light back into her precious little heart and bring her to know the Lord as her savior and Lord , have Peace in her heart, forget and forgive the things that were done to her, she has been through 20 foster homes..how can we stop the fits of rage. Outbursts of hatred, kicking holes in the doors with her tiny bare beet and uncontrolled nights of torment in the night , she wakes up yelling and crying out, we try to talk to her but it's like shes not there and cannot hear us or think rationally on her own, her eyes become pupils that are so large and black that he whole eyes are black (it's frightening) it takes hours of talking to get her to calm down... My heart cries out for this child, I wish she can just be a happy normal child, restored in the Lord and His goodness .. pray the prayer of faith for Jaelyn
I'm not sure how things are now but if things are not okay, you need to plead the blood of Jesus, fast, read/speak the word of God and pray over this little girl's life because this is something only God can do and I recommend contacting this man of God. His utterances/prayers bring deliverance because he is walking with the fire of the holy spirit. He also has a Facebook in his name if you can't get in contact with him through UA-cam. Anyways I will be praying either way for her 🙌🏼 ua-cam.com/channels/9hDjFXkfauB0qsg9y0rPGA.html
I'm praying, friend.
Get her a teddy bear and soft comforting music esp hymns like Jesus loves me...Dr. Bruce Perry has written great books esp recently on how to heal trauma even sexual abuse, things like a regular pattern routine of weighted blankets, seeing a trusted message therapist etc. may help, it did for a traumatized adopted girl he worked with, eventually her fits subsided. They need a regular pattern of love, support and things that help them physically and emotionally self-soothe
Therapy and love support maybe a hobby would help🙏🏼❤
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*They are all completely different ministries. But what they all have in common is that they believe in the power of God and people get delivered. They are also all God fearing. I gave you a few ministries that I know so that you will have options. Oh also when I was really attacked I had Evangelist Fernando Perez' (yet another good ministry) prayers playing in the background while I slept (he has hours long prayer videos). His English is not perfect, but his prayers helped me a lot. I also sent many prayer requests to these ministries I've mentioned and also to Times Square Church and other churches and ministries. I had a lot of people praying for me and I was watching Christian videos/services every day.
The fact that even after going through so much she had not given up on her faith is so brave.❤️
God is so good! I continue to pray for my family who has been through so much hurt and pain because of abuse from my father and I see God working in all our lives because of him, I am so grateful to my Lord and savior, healer and peace maker Jesus Christ!!
What a powerful woman. Thank you for having the courage to stand up
This is what happened to me- exactly. Thank you for speaking out on this - big hugs my soul sister ❤💜💙
Dear Lisa, what a beautiful testimony,,after God your husband is the hero in your life, that he became your friend first over 6 years and gave you space for healing .,
What a beautiful young mother of 10 children ,praise the Lord 🙇♀️
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Thank you Lisa. You will and have helped many. You are a powerful woman of God, beautiful inside and out.
I can see victory and blessing over your life and future.
May you bring the Kingdom in ever increasing power-filled ways. May the joy of the Lord be your strength.
Thanking God for you and blessing you and yours in the name of Jesus.
May He not only restore you mind, body, soul and spirit, but may He recompensate the years the enemy stole from you.
Peace and joy be yours beautiful sister!
This such a moving yet painful testimony to hear and watch. I wanted to cry and my heart broke hearing the betrayal that this young lady experienced throughout her childhood. The betrayal of her father who was supposed to be a protector of his wife and children, the betrayal from her mother who should've been her second protector, saw with her own eyes what was happening, yet resorted to self preservation, only thinking of themselves.😔 I'm thankful that the Lord has brought so much healing in her life and within her heart so that she was able to share her story. I'm so glad that what the enemy tried to use to destroy this young lady and her destiny, the Lord turned it around for her good. He gave her a voice that cannot be silenced, and she has gotten the Victory through the Lord. Praying that the Lord will use her mightily in whatever the calling is that He has for her, continual heart healing and that He will bring wholeness to her and her sister.❤️❤️❤️ She is braver than she will ever know!!
Please pray for me. I could only listen to part of your story. It tore my heart. Tho I was not abused by a father, I do understand Ur pain... A pain I'm still asking God to heal my heart. 😢❤
wow, im just floored. at her strength, at her husbands strength, and what the transformative power of a relationship with God can really do.
Wow!! What an amazing end to a very sad & traumatic past. What a mighty testimony. God bless Lisa & her family. Which he obviously already has. 10 children too. Wow!! That's a lot of children. God bless you Lisa.xx
Jesus saves us not only from the sins that we commit, but He also is OUR ONLY true Salvation from the sins that others commit against us. Praise God! What a great testimony. Mine is similar. I have great respect for this woman of God!
Thank
You this is the answer I’ve been looking for…. I was crying at the fridge
@@stephaniebrooks7667 amen !
Thank you for being so brave to share your testimony 🙏❤️
Thank you for your testimony!!!this is what freedom looks like .Being an open book. Glory to God!
It is heartbreaking to hear this woman's story.
So powerful, God is a God is restoration. Thank you so much for this powerful testimony, God knows how to take the broken pieces of our lives and make a masterpiece. #LiveforGod 👏👏👏
Thank you for sharing your message. God has given me healing for sexual abuse also this is a beautiful story❤️ God is so good!!!!
Beautiful and strongest woman ever God bless ❤
You are so strong, amazing woman you are!! God is using you in ways you don’t know in many lives.
God allows you get beat up blood over your face and god allows you pick a bad choices
@@samuelljstewliqueur9983No
We make bad choices and blame HIM
I pray you heal from whatever hurt you..
GOD is not responsible for human action we act sometimes driven by our sins and hurt others and ourselves.
I will share this with others. This is a powerful testimony. I can relate . God bless
May Our Holy God, continue to guide you and bless you and your family. Peace and healing be with you and yours.
Amen!!! Thank you for sharing!!God's continued blessings!!
Great testimony. Keep believing in God was a miracle.
God bless you abundantly. Much love and respect ✊❤️
Blessed by this amazing testimony.
What a very powerful yet beautiful woman. I love your story, may God continue to bless you. 💕🙌🏾☺️
Thank you Lisa😊. God Bless you 🙏
Thankyou for your courage and honesty in sharing this most painful of traumas, that gives voice to the many who are suffering in silence and shame. May God bless your journey and that in sharing your story , it gives others the courage to speak out and STOP this abuse that they may still be trapped in. May those who need to see this.... come across it and gain the courage to bravely share their story.
Thank you Lisa for your testimony!! God is a redeeming God!!
Who else teared up? AMEN 🙏🏼 (My toddler is clapping)
Your story is close to mine. God bless you!
What a testimony!!! May God bless you always!🙏🏽
your courage is admirable.
Your story has been so encouraging ❤, may God continue to bless and keep you😢,thank you for sharing
10 kids! Wow. The Lord has brought this woman from out of a hellish place and called her blessed
You are an amazing soul. Keep sharing your testimony and be that mom that those foster moms were to you. God bless you.
Thank-you so much for sharing your story.
I can’t believe how awful this is and even worse her mom even her friends mom was a better mom than her actual mom
That hit home for me trying to figure out what's wrong with me and why i can't heal. When she said she couldn't go from room to the other. Thats how i feel now. I can't function. I feel like my soul is trapped as just that
THANK YOU LORD Jesus Christ
God stop all forms of abuse. Stop illegal drug use.
Amen.
Beautiful testimony 😢❤ JESUS THANK YOU
🙏❤🙏❤🙏 be abundantly blessed!
Thank you Lisa. May the Lord Jesus Christ richly bless you 😢💖
This is a really good message.
What a Powerful Testimony indeed.God is great..
God bless you sister.
Thank you
God remove unclean spirits from my body and baby and life in Jesus Christ name amen.
Lord , is there no restoration for the mess I have made
You are an amazing woman ❤
Amen! Nothing is too hard for God😊
I needed this. Thank you for your courage and may God bless you forever.
Only Jesus can work miracles like this.
God bless you
Thank you so much for sharing this.
I’m glad God saved you rescued you did what only He could do 😊❤
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! Thessalonian 18:5 say In good time and bad time give glory to God for this is his will for you no matter how hard it is God did come through and his name has been glorify in the end for the devil cant win for ever
Great history! God is mercyfull!
❤❤❤❤❤ how to effectively deal with my past. I want to be comfortable with God
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My body is starting to ache with rape abuse! God help!
Jesus Christ will make a way for you. May the blood of Jesus Christ cover you and protect you what ever you are facing
Tell me her father is in jail for life
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Who all have you killed? God help!
I hope he is in prison with her mother
Rosie Marlene Mandy and Susie are doing witchcraft on me! God help!
Dear Bobbie, I hope you all is well with you 🙇♀️
Question for you bible punchers.
What was your imaginary friend doing when the abuse was taking place ?
Why didn't he/she/it intercede ?
Moggs- I have lead women through sexual support groups for years. This question is real and something that a lot of people ask, including myself at one point. As she said Gods hand was in her life, as it was in mine. Seeking to understand the fallen world and the choices people make is so hard. The bible is real and is filled with messages of Gods hand in situations. There is sexual abuse in the bible also. It is hard to understand why God did not interview in the way we would have hoped but it is also comforting to know that God is with us always in trials and tribulations. I know this may be hard for you to understand, but I pray that you will have a real encounter with the God who made you and loves you so much.
We live in a fallen world where people are given the choice to live God's way or to reject his teachings. Christian or not, God's Word says that in this life we will have trouble. No where does God promise to insulate us from all hurt & harm, but he promise to be with us. I've witnessed the response from Christians versus Non-believers during times of tragedy, death, job loss, etc and true believers often display a peace that is indescribable. It has to be God. In situations where others would have lost their mind, God uses the believer's hurt to strengthen them for his kingdom. It's remarkable that Gid can take damaged & broken people and make them warriors & advocates. As a person that suffered abuse myself, I can testify that God is in fact a Good Father.
They can only harm our bodies but not our souls...Why don't you ask HIM instead..
We may never understand HIS wisdom but we can learn to trust HIS will.
How can you be so sure that's a wise thing to say?
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