It’s been 2 years since we lost each other . Everyday I look over the miles apart looking past all the faces and it’s her that I see. I dream of her often and I am overwhelmed with a deep desire for her breath, her gaze the touch of her laughter. My soul misses everything about her.
I miss her smile... I miss her laugh... I miss her hugs... I miss her voice... I miss her touch... I miss her 😢❤ But she's still with me... Even tho she... Died....
These are just dogs... But I still have them in my heart. I wish someday they could come back to me... I want to hold them and love them. But my family is here and I have a grandson on the way... But my family is never going to be completely complete.
I miss you .Please take care of yourself . Thank you for loving me so much . It will forever be etched inside deep in my heart . I will never forget your love till my last breadth . I am so thank ful to god that he gave me a chance to meet you . I know it was for a really short period of time . But I was happy then . I was so happy, I was so much loved . I felt every colour of your love . I still feel it . Thank you so much . I will always be grateful that I once had you . That once I was loved so much .
It’s almost been two years without him. No he didn’t dump me. No I didn’t dump him. He died. He was my light. My happiness. My love. On May 30th 2017 an angel died. I remember the first time I saw him. The first time I told him I loved him. Our first kiss. Our first date. I thought he was the love of my life. I’ve moved on and I have found another but, that doesn’t stop the hurt I feel. The memories of him are fading. It hurts. But I live snd breathe for him. He would want that, even If he didn’t for me....
I’m sorry about him but just keep faith live for him you can never really move on just love the one you are with rn as much as you can hold them and no matter how bad it gets don’t give up
Don’t worry my man, you got this okay? I don’t know your situation right now, and I can’t relate, but what I can do, is give you hope I know is there, you might not believe in God, that’s your decision, and I’m not going to force you to become a Christian or to believe in him, but ima ask you to do this, pray, I understand you might not want too, or you might not see the point in it, you may find it stupid, or useless, but I promise you, he is there listening to you, if you just talk to god, even for a second, you don’t have to be all formal, just talk to him like a friend, tell him everything that’s going on, ask him for help, wisdom on what to do, and I promise you, he will listen, if you ask for wisdom, for love, for help, he will give it too you, it might be in the most unexpected way, but it is guaranteed, I understand you may think I’m being idiotic right now, but atleast give it a shot, you’ll never know if you don’t try it, I know I'm just a person on the Internet, but something happened to me a few weeks ago, and prayer kept me peaceful, trusting god was the best thing I ever did, god had a plan for me, anyways, it's not about me. He's got a plan for you too. Just try it out, talk to him, you never know what can happen. God bless you bro, you're in my prayers tonight 🙏🏽🙂
I miss the old you, when I found home in you before you show me your true self. You cannot forever hide the bad sides of someone just to stay with them. I regret that you did not do a thing to deserve me, and also how you let me with no choice than to choose myself over this abusive toxic love relationship. The worst decision, I had to take is to leave you, break our engagement while I was still loving you. Now after 8 months, I've heard that you have found someone and it's still hurting because i stupidly still care while you stop since long.
Because in reality you still love him from your heart and that is hard to get rid of.its called True Love. We all at times do get in that situation but we also forgive and forget.
I miss the way she looked at me As if I was heaven itself I miss how she used to hug me As if I was what she needed to live I miss how we used to talk As if we were true lovers I miss holding her It felt as though it was only me and her I miss holding her hand Small and soft. It was my life line I miss her wanting me I miss being loved I miss her I miss her I miss her But she doesn’t miss me.
Am actually feeling that way too and it really hurts so much I feel am invisible to her ,the things she used to do for she doesn't , sometimes I wish she never did the things I miss so much ... I really miss her 🥺🥺
13 years together married.1 year divorced 6 months into it already with someone else total cut off of contact. Nothing like i never existed. Its like im underwater. I lost everything that i lived for in my life in 1 day the pain was torture it still is
It's been 5 months already and I miss her. I have never loved someone like I loved her. Before her I was so sad all the time but then I met her and I was finally able to be happy she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love her and I don't think it's possible for me to stop loving her💔
I can still hear your voice in my dreams but I don't know if it's the real you. So far away but for some reason I can still feel you. I try to close my eyes but it doesn't help, I can still see you. It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend it's not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss. When time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me. I was just glad that finally, the piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat, your memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dream begin with scene so vivid I feel like I lose myself in the past and if I don't relive those moments, I'm afraid that the few memories that I have left of you won't last. And you'll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together it was actually the beginning that I remember the most. Because the first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside me for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list to describe it but I get lost in the sea of words so deep that it's hard to keep my head up. A tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist it. Even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces I promised that I will love you and all your imperfections. The moment your eyes thanked me I saw myself in their reflection I realised then, that you had let me in where only a few others have been. What was once shrouded within darkness, suddenly became clear. This was the sight of your heart where you'd hidden all that you've ever feared. All that you've ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you've forgotten. It's all the night where you cried so hard and left you breathless. Overwhelmed with disappointment and second guesses. I know it's not easy, when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain. It's like a leap of faith. So brace yourself because you won't always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually you'll learn not to fear. After all, there are few things in this world more resilient than a human spirit. And you know what? It's quite a sight. To look forward to a future brimming with life. A future bathe in colour so bright that'll make your heart sore as if heaven itself was right at your feet. And I'll be waiting for you there. In the place where we first heard those humming birds singing. Their sweet song always seem to take me back. Back to the beginning.
once i met a guy on the internet and well i know some might call online relationships stupid but everything felt so real and i started falling for him and he one day asked me to be his girlfriend and everything was going great in my life, i was starting to become a happier person and my depression started to cure and then one day he just came online and told me he doesn’t love me anymore. i never thought that would happen because i really loved him and got attached to him and few months later ,we were still friends and in june we talked for the last time ever. because he deleted all his accounts. and every night i just wanna go back and change everything or at least just talk to him again and every day i think about everything even it was so small it was so meaningful for me and it just ended so quickly and i just hope he will come back one day. i had to let this shit out so heh im sorry
Look bbg you seem like a sweet girl but he doesn't deserve you God has a plan for us and the right person will come to you keep your head up don't let him take away your happiness
Just An Editor I miss her so much and when she said to leave her it broke my heart she doesn’t understand that I won’t say my hurt all I will say ok because I don’t want to show her my hurt I just got to let her go let go of what I thought is love what she gave me what she could have gave me but I understand that you don’t understand my feelings to you could just fade
No one asked, but I did it. I can still hear your voice in my dreams but I don't know if its the real you. So far away but for some reason i can still feel you. I try to close my eyes but it doesn't help i can still see you. Its like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend its not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss. Where time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me I was just glad that finally a piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat you memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid i feel like i'll lose myself in the past and, if i don't relive these moments im afraid that the few memories I have left won't last, and youll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together it was actually the beginning that I remeber most. because the first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made it's way inside for a while. I mean I could try forever to compile a list if things to describe it but I'd get lost in a sea of words so deep itd be hard to keep my head up. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist. And even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces I promise that I would love you in all your inperfection. The moment your eyes thanked me, I saw myself in their reflection. And I realised that then you had let me in where only a few other have been. What was once shrouded in darkness suddenly became clear. This was the side of your heart where youd hidden all that you've ever feared. All that you've ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you forgot. It's all the nights where you've cried so hard it left you breathless. Overwhelmed with dissapointment and second guesses. I know its not easy when every step you takes reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with somthing other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain, it's like a leap of faith. So brave yourself because you wont always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure. But eventually you'll learn not to fear it. After all there are few things in this world more resilient then the human spirit. And you know what? Its quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life. A future bathed in colors so bright theyll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet. And I'll be waiting for you there. In the meadow where first heard those hummingbirds singing. Their sweet songs always take me back. Back to the beginning.
That is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard wow I feel amazing just listening to those words what a dream it’s amazing it’s beautiful it’s the most beautiful thing ever ever heard I swear I’m in tears of happiness that is just listening to those words makes my heart sing
I fall asleep thinking ... thinking of her ...crying all night missing her 💔 who I truly love and miss desperately and knowing even if we’re separated she will still be my cupcake , my one and only . even in our after life while I’ll be waiting for her on the other side . I love the poetry of love and life and what you said is so true and heart changing and the words I don’t have and couldn’t say “ you said the words I was looking for . You understand what we couldn’t say or feel and I appreciate your video and especially this one . This is my favorite video of all”.
I lost the thing I needed the most and I just keep wishing I could go back to the beginning...this will probably never happen but it’s what I dream about and my wish is for us to be back together
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Autumn Hughes I'm sorry to hear that I hope you are doing okay my girlfriend left me last month for another person and I know It hurts but you will make it through it and you will find another person a better one one that will love everything about you no matter what and someone who would stay by your side till the end
I gave her my all. I thought of having a future with her but she thought otherwise. She broke my heart a week before school started and my heart became so brittle. I saw her every day and she wanted to be friends but then I would only see her move on from me..... us. It’s been almost a year and I don’t know why but my body still hasn’t accepted that she isn’t with me anymore. My mind knows she’s never coming back but my heart wants to wait but for how long I will never know. I’m not lusting for love or acceptance but I lust for her. Nothing more then her. But she has someone else now and so do I. So why is it I always think of her
Random rant.. I'm 15, I'm autistic i have ADHD and PTSD and depression and many anxiety disorders..I feel like my mother gave up on me about two years ago, I'd understand why..but I don't want to imagine ever giving up on your own child. It gets so hard to breathe..I don't want to cry because I've been taught it's not okay..I'm a burden to her..she won't admit it..but because if me she's so stressed and paranoid and anxious..she just stopped caring..it's getting really obvious now..I don't know what to do I'm fucking stuck..it hurts so bad I miss feeling comfort all my parents so is yell..it gets so loud I can't stand it, its so scary..I'll try to update if things get better..but I'm sorry for ranting so much.. Edit: hii..it's Jan 5th 2021, I'm going to a mental hospital it's called MATC..I'm honestly scared..I truthfully dont want to be better..I'm afraid I'll be back to square one, not knowing who I am or going through the same thing all over again..fuck I just wish so fucking badly I was normal just for fucking once in my life..I don't want to feel happy again I keep on being happy it's like a high but in a month or so it just spirals.. Welp..another edit..it didn't get better lmaoo fucking hell..it's like my own personal little hell..I can't get away from anything..I shaved my head because I wanted to hurt myself but fuck it didn't help..I can't stop crying.. I'm just to tired of myself man..my "best friend" left my life a couple days ago because I'm to "mentally fucked up" and I agree..fuck it hurts I'm so afraid of things I can't control..
Its been 7 years already but still missing her every single day 💔 see her in my dreams and being stuck in my past. I will love her until my death. For ever. 💔
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I just had my first kid his 5th n I thought had my family.. even after his happiness in our relationship was over completely after our son was born, and I still held on to our family even when you couldn't even help me parent our son, and when You started to treat me like crap I always hoped it wasn't bc u hated me but when I left That when you wanted me... When it was to late and even tho it's still to late, I still love You and Think back n picture what it'd be like to have our happy family last a lifetime. Then My Heart Breaks All over again...
Nothing hurts more than going all in with a girl you trusted with everything and she cheats on you.. twice. We lived together for 2 years and she played me so good I was on the verge of marrying her.. I broke it off out of self respect but I hate that I can't stop loving her. Its been 4 months but the pain isn't going away. Its gotten to the point where it's not even about her, I don't even recognize myself anymore. My friends are telling me to just start hooking up with women cause I guess I am pretty attractive but I'm just not that kind of person. My dad cheated on my mom FOR YEARS before getting caught and since then I promised myself I'd never have sex with someone I wasn't committed to. But now I can't trust anyone...idk what to do..
Don’t listen to your friends stay true to yourself making love to somebody is supposed to be special and you’re right you should be committed to someone before you do something important like that
It’s only been 5 almost 6 months since we stopped talking. I broke up with him but only because I knew we couldn’t keep going. We both needed time, more time to fix ourselves so we can be ready to continue on. I loved him deeply, I was head over heels for this boy because he was one of a kind. When he left all the peace that I felt was gone and back to where I was again before I had met him again. Chaotic waves that continued to crash into each other over and over again just like before.
I just lost my love a few weeks ago too. My heart feels like it's been shattered into pieces and it does hurt. This poem brings every memory I have to hold to. All our beginnings is what I think about to make through the day. Thank you for this poem!
Your side of the bed is still open for you no one has ever replaced it I want you home with me I want us to be happy again like we were total having this I was so excited when you come home from work oh my God it was the best feeling in the world to see your face again I felt like you’ve been gone a lifetime but I don’t need you to fix me anymore I’m fixing myself God is working in my life I just wanna share my life with you you make me so happy we get along so well I don’t know what happened I guess we both gotScared and I reacted very poorly no excuses no excuses no excuses I thought you were gone before you really were because I expected that but now I know that everyone’s not like that that someone does last forever ours last forever come to me and I just told you hold your hand kiss your hand just onceTo remind you of how much love I really have for you so you can feel my love once again you need to feel it give me a chance to let you feel it
22 years and now we are no longer together. My first Christmas with someone else and I find myself missing you and just lonely inside . Even now that I have a wonderful lady in my life and I love her but I can't stand being without you. Merry Christmas DP . I'll love you for the rest of my life. I hate this but I hate being with someone who doesn't really love me like I need to be loved . Goodbye darlin
When someone loves you, the whole you, through and through. Knows all your imperfections, everything you've been through and what your still going through, yet doesn't lose sight of you When you can get your point across without speaking and make your presence known without visually seeing Hold on and don't ever let go! Souls speak on their own frequency It's a 1 and only, love like no other.... Please....Stay connected to me forever! I'll never lose sight of you either! 🥰😘😍
I want to hate her. I really do. I just can't. I miss her so much. I know she's never coming back, but I still keep waiting. Hoping. Praying. I can't contact her. She can choose to unblock me, I can't choose for her. I remember the first time I made her smile. It was so bright, and it felt so warm. Anytime she looked at me and smiled, I couldn't help smiling back. She said that she would be my friend until the day she died. She said that I made her happy, and that once she saw me smile again, everything fell into place. It wasn't a kiss, but a hug. That hug made everything slow down. I couldn't hear a sound, just like he said. I could have hugged her forever. It made me happy, and that's so hard to come by. She became a part of me, and now she's gone. I know nothing will ever fill that void in my chest. I know it will stay open. I have so much guilt and regret for how I treated her. She was the most amazing person, and now she's never going to speak to me. I know it was my fault. Although I feel my soul splitting just typing this, I know she'll be better this way. I don't think there's a way to fix it. If only I could express how I feel...
I had a friend and I fell in love with him and I had a chance with him I've had many actual dreams of him I remember everything with him and now he doesn't like me at all doesn't remember anything and he kissed someone else at a party and I'm just left in darkness because without his I don't know how to be me at all honestly
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I met her 8 years ago when I was broken. So broken I was ready for the end. And then she found me. She saved me, she showed me that I was still worth something. And then 3 years later she were gone from my life. I pray that she's happy now & has found someone that's able to give her everything I couldn't. I'll miss her forever
I miss you more than words could ever describe... Our first kiss on the sofa, made me so dizzy I literally fell off, your smile, our souls reflection in each other’s eyes... Your aura around me, breathing together, watching sunset, chilling in the hills as nature heals. How old are we? Old souls with young heart, my twin flame, I refuse to give up, we belong together, I will see you soon, hug you tight and going to pamper you and treat you as my queen and never let you go🙏❤️
I miss the laugh that we would share , skateboarding at 2 am , I miss having the feeling that I was happy around her and that I don’t feel comfortable or confident in myself anymore. She did this. She did this to me. But IK that she would. I told myself that the second She had someone new , I was not important enough for her. I was always there for her to pick up the tears , dry her face and make her smile. But now I’m here drenched in tears wondering was it me. So to my ex best friend….. I’m sorry for whatever reason u decided to leave me…… I’m sorry for that u felt distant from me.. I am…. But I’m hurt enough to look at one picture of us and cry , or remember one memory and cry.. but that doesn’t matter bc u out w new ppl now. U don’t need me.. so pls stop pretending that u care.. bc u don’t. U know that u don’t so just drop the act ok?. Goodbye sole mate. I’ll miss u.♥️
Zachary Lee Turner. If something takes you to this video , to this comment .. please know I realize. I realize the things I reacted to weren’t even a big deal. The things and people I didn’t give a chance .. I’m sorry .... I’m sorry and if anything takes your heart back to mine , I’ll be .... ever so grateful ...
I wish I could go back, to when I was happy... happy with her. Lost in her eyes, the sound of her voice, and the sight of her beauty. I miss it all... I miss her
Stephanie; I listen to this & think of you daily; every night before I go to sleep while holding the pillows where you laid as we slept together while crying myself to sleep. YOU will FOREVERMORE be My Queen Always; as I your King❤️
I was in love with my girlfriend for 6 years and she made me smile has I made her laugh till she can't breathe and I loved every moment with her and she passed a away to cancer about 3 months ago and all I miss is looking into her beautiful eyes and cute smile and miss kissing her before I go to work Every morning for she walk in the meadows of grace and light and forever shall she ly inside my heart and for she will always be my true love and I will never forget her. Rip my true love who made me smile when times were dark and sad.
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LYRICS (WROTE IT MYSELF) ❤️ I can still hear your voice in my dreams, but I don't know if it's the real you. So far away ... but for some reason I can still feel you. I try to close my eyes, but it doesn't help, I can still see you. It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend it's not there because it is, enveloped in the air around me like a invensible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss, when time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me. I was just that finally, a piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat, your memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid, I feel like I'll lose myself in the past and if I don't relive these moments, I'm afraid that the few memories, I have left of you, won't last, and you'll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together, it was actually the beginning that I remember the most, because the first time I made you smile, it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list of things to discribe it, but I get lost in the sea of words so deep it would be hard to keep my head up. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist and even tough the relationships had left you in bits and pieces, I promised that I would love you in all your imperfection. The moment your eyes thanked me, I saw myself in their reflection and I realized then that you had let me in where only a few others have been. What was once surrounded in darkness suddenly became clear. This was the side of your heart where you'd hidden all that you've ever feared, all that you ever lost, all the regrets you've buried and all the memories you've forgot. It's all the nights where you've cried so hard, it left you breathless, overwhelmed with disappointment and seconds guesses, I know it's not easy when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can't be so uncertain, it's like a leap of faith, so brace yourself because you won't always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually you"ll learn not to fear it. After all, there are few things in this world resilient than the human spirit and you know what? It's quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life, afutre bathed in colors so bright they'll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet and I'll waiting for you there, in the meadow where we first heard those hummingbirds singing. Their sweet songs always seem to take me back... Back to the beginning.
I loved him so much and in the end, he never loved me back. Never the same love I gave him. Now he isn't the same anymore and he moved onto another girl who he barely knows and cries over her and never cried over me. I still cry about him often, even though it's been 7 months. I finally gotten the courage to unfriend him and block him, to get rid of him and that hurt a lot but I know it's for the best.
Damm reminds me of my first love my first boyfriend that how I feel all of those lyrics 😭😭😭 I'm broken in side hurt lonely scared confused and all lot more
What hurts the most is that he thinks he's saving me from the pain and leaving me because it's what he thinks is best for me. But.. He's what's best for me.. And I'm not ready.. I'm not ready to leave yet..
“I realised then that you had let me in, where only a few others had been” that shit hit me hard, thank you for this, it reminds me of one particular relationship, it hurts everyday to think about it, but this video helps me get through it, thank you🖤❤️
this girl and i started off as things and over a few months we got closer. more intimate. she was my rock and i adored her. i fell in love and she fell in like, but i was too blinded my my feelings to see what was true. she didn't love me even when she said she did. she didn't want me even when she said she did. one day she blocked me on everything and that day not only did i lose a romantic interest but i lost a best friend. i later find out that she did this the day she got a girlfriend. the pain is dulled but the betrayal is still fresh in my mind and even though she was my rock she shattered me as if i was glass.
The man that I love is ignoring me ... is distancing himself from me .. .. why...? What went wrong...? He broke me. I’ve never been this low in my entire life. And all I can do is watch..
I dated my best friend and we were so happy but then we broke up! we still talk were still best friends. I love him and he loves me still. I will never regret him or say "I wish I never met him" no not at all because he is exactly the definition of what I need in a man boyfriend or whatever. but the day he broke up with me it didn't matter what he said, it's how he made me feel. All the memories. everything. I only hope the best for him and that he is SO happy. he means everything to me and always will.
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Use that to better yourself maybe it hurts but all we can do is make sure that we don't make the same mistake so go for a run and don't stop until you completely bettered yourself Stay strong
I sit here and think of how these words flow through my mind deep into my soul. I remember how you took my breath away and how beautiful you are inside and out. I found that you were truly broken due to the careless person that had your heart. I prayed that the Lord would allow me to put the pieces back where they belonged and seal them with Love. I know life puts so many obstacles and we endure the trials and tribulations of life and wonder when will it ever stop getting harder. The answer is when we close our eyes and confess with our mouths that God is in control and we need to be obedient then we will be rewarded. I Love You Kim 💕
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This took place a while back- Anyway.. she was my favorite being on this planet.. We had a roleplay family but we all agreed that we truly wished it were real.. The Mom had left 6 months before this, then it was just me and the daughter.. we both talked and vented to her old account but of course.. no response, her likes on the account, and her friends were forever to be the same.. This was on Chatgum btw; so on September 25, 2020, I realized that the daughter hadn't been on for about 2 weeks. It was unusual for her and I got worried because I was the help for her depression.. We had both explained that "when we get older, we're gonna meet" and "I just can't wait" Welp.. She never got back on.. not a peep of a goodbye, nothing.. If she were to come back and tell me she hated my guts and hoped I would die tomorrow, I'd cry the happiest tears a person could muster. Just to know that she's okay would without even the word of doubt make me able to die peacefully right this second- It's been a year now since she disappeared. When I think of her, it squeezes the heart that now lays dead in my chest; knowing that I never again will hear from this person and that I can't have closure in knowing that she's okay. I know it's heartless and cruel of me to say but I'd rather know she's dead than to keep this aching wonder in my chest.. You won't know how it feels till it happens; it's not something you can easily give your opinion on. I miss her so fucking much that it feels like if I remember another detail of her existence, my brain will give out and try to be at peace with death, at the slight chance I'd be able to see her again. In 2 years from now, I will have been old enough to go see her.. To see the angel that had been blessed to be in my life, wether it'd been 1 minute or 1,000 years; that woman will forever be in the heart that used to be-
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Recently had a break up with my ex after 3 years, my first real relationship, my first love... and watching these audios is breaking my heart even more
Its been couple months.. but i still miss him.. when i close my eyes i see his smile.. my heart is shattered, its hurts me so much.. i gave him so much love and i think i expected too much.. i tried ro bring something new to his life, but he said i ruined it and he doesnt have time for his things anymore.. i did it and i didn't even realise i wanted to spend soo much time with him.. but i love him.. i wanted him with all my heart.. and i ruined it.. I still love him and its killing me.. it looks like he is okay without me.. why cant i? Is that easy for boys to move on? :( i dont know when im gonna heal from this heartbreak..
Copied this word by word myself for all you lovelies I can still hear your voice in my dreams But im unsure if its the real you So far away But somehow i can still feel you I try to close my eyes but it doesnt help i can still see you Its like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends Its hard to pretend its not there because it is Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss, Where time slowed down and i could hear a single sound Had no idea what was going on around me I was just glad that finally A piece of happiness found me Waking up in a cold sweat Your memories stick to my skin if i dont relive these moments Im afraid that the few memories i have of you won't last And youll turn to nothing more than a ghost But of all the time we spent together It was actually the beginning i remember most Because the first time i made you smile It felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while I mean i could try forever to compile a list of things to describe it, but i’d get lost in a sea of words so deep it would be hard for me to keep my head up The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist And even if past realtionships had left you in bits and pieces I promised i would love you in all your imperfection The moment your eyes thanked me I saw myself in their reflection And i realized then that you had let me in Where only a few others have been What was once shrouded in darkness Suddenly became clear This was the side of your heart that you’d hidden all that you’ve ever feared All that you’ve ever lost All the regrets you’ve buried and all the memories you’ve forgotten Its all the nights you’ve cried so hard it left you breathless Overwhelmed with disappointment and second guesses I know its not easy when every step that you take Reminds you of a past mistake When every smile you fake Hides the pain you wish You could replace with something other than a burden The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain Its like a leap of faith So brace yourself because you wont always make it Sometimes you’ve gotta fall face first on the pavement To get a taste of failure But eventually you’ll learn not to fear it After all there are few things in this world more resiliant than the human spirit And you know what? Its quite a sight To look forward to a future brimming with life A future bathed in colors so bright they’ll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet And i’ll be waiting for you there In the meadow where we first heard those hummingbirds singing Their sweet songs always seem to take me back Back to the beginning
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I still love that special someone, he helped through my healing process, then one day it all stopped, he stopped trying, he stopped talking, he stopped smiling, he stopped laughing, he stopped what we had. It was all too much, I couldn't take the wave of emotions. We shared so many memories, we cried, we laughed, together. A few days later he's already moved on, I'm slowly loosing friends because of how "sad" I am and it's making them uncomfortable. But never did anyone ask if I was ok. I hid the hurt, I smiled and laughed, but at night I didn't sleep, I could hear his laugh, his voice, I could see his smile, his face. Him playing with his hands, unsure of what to say to me. Then, I got tired of it I asked him, "do you still love me, like I love you?" He said he wasn't sure, I simply said , this only seems to be hurting me....it's not even affecting you. He sighed and said "no.....I dont." That did it, fully knowing he didn't even give a second thought about me, did it. I cried for so long. But hid my feelings. He found new friends, he's changed, he was quiet, bubbly, funny, thoughtful, and caring. He was always there for me. He was a good student, he passed at least. Then these new friends come and his grades are slipping, he's getting detention, not finishing assignments. I was worried... His friends weren't guys, they were girls, very...mean, attention needing girls.. You get me? I still love him, even though he doesn't love me. I think, that hurts the most, knowing he doesn't even care to be friends, or knowing he moved on so quickly. If you read this, congrats, you actually listened to me, I just needed to vent, sorry.
Just know, i'm always here to listen to you. If you need anyone to talk with. I know it's hard to let go of someone you Love. But when you don't move on you will not grow. Pain makes as stronger. Put life gives us a choice weather we hold on to the pain or let go of it. I didn't say it would be easy. But it all starts with you. :)
Was I not good enough for her? I can't explain in words, how much I miss talking to her. I miss seeing her smile. I miss every single thing we had. Please, Godd Do something 💔
I met someone at a hockey practice, we started talking and fooling around, we laughed and made inside jokes throughout the tournament. We were always fooling around but then we always had a deep conversation, then the tournament ended. I didn’t know how to get a hold of him, but he found my insta and HMU, we talked way more, made more jokes and had way more deep talks. Then there was another tournament, we were the closest of friends, we knew how to make eachother smile. We hung out so much and understood eachother, after that tournament ended, we FaceTimed every night and fell asleep on the phone, that’s when I realized I fell for him long ago. I told him how I felt and after a few days he said he felt the same way, but we got into a fight months later and broke things off, we stopped talking, we stopped laughing. We gave up on eachother, left each other’s secrets in the deleted chat, and all we are now is a memory to us and our friends. I needed him but he’s gone, and I bet he’s off doing it all again w another girl 😕
I remember our first kiss, our first hug, the first time you made me smile. the first time you made me laugh so hard i couldn't breathe... I miss him so much its been 30 days without his presence i have dreams of him coming back to me and holding me while i sleep. but those are only dreams...
I will never forget her smile that I fell for, those eyes that looked me and instantly I knew she is the one. She is unfortunately in relationship and she wants to hold her commitments, I only love her more because of that. I will always be here for here and waiting. I hope we meet again some day. Forever.
i miss her more than anything.
I miss her too man, it will be okay, atleast, thats what they say
Some relationships you can just never fully come over. Miss her ❤
Me too me too!💔
Me too😔
Do u still miss her
It’s been 2 years since we lost each other . Everyday I look over the miles apart looking past all the faces and it’s her that I see. I dream of her often and I am overwhelmed with a deep desire for her breath, her gaze the touch of her laughter. My soul misses everything about her.
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@@jeffreywilson7225 your comment is bullshit. To even comment like this is heartless. Fu k off.
this song is so me and my baby girl. like every word. like every time we broke up and we got with people other than us.
that fucked feeling when one hug is your most important achievement in life....
Yup and there are the feeling things again. Water falling out of my eyes. Damnit I miss her so much!
I miss him, he made me feel alive.. now im nothing
he faded into the night.
This is so beautiful 😔❤️
This is truly so beautiful Ily Dgm forever 💞
I lood you in where no one’s ever Been. You didn’t have a map. You just followed your guts. But you wanted to leave. And not stay..
I love love this 💕💕
I miss her smile...
I miss her laugh...
I miss her hugs...
I miss her voice...
I miss her touch...
I miss her 😢❤
But she's still with me... Even tho she...
Died....
These are just dogs... But I still have them in my heart. I wish someday they could come back to me... I want to hold them and love them. But my family is here and I have a grandson on the way... But my family is never going to be completely complete.
I miss you .Please take care of yourself . Thank you for loving me so much . It will forever be etched inside deep in my heart . I will never forget your love till my last breadth . I am so thank ful to god that he gave me a chance to meet you . I know it was for a really short period of time . But I was happy then . I was so happy, I was so much loved . I felt every colour of your love . I still feel it . Thank you so much . I will always be grateful that I once had you . That once I was loved so much .
This is beautiful
It is soo much impossible for me to forget you jenny....
It’s almost been two years without him. No he didn’t dump me. No I didn’t dump him. He died. He was my light. My happiness. My love. On May 30th 2017 an angel died. I remember the first time I saw him. The first time I told him I loved him. Our first kiss. Our first date. I thought he was the love of my life. I’ve moved on and I have found another but, that doesn’t stop the hurt I feel. The memories of him are fading. It hurts. But I live snd breathe for him. He would want that, even If he didn’t for me....
I am so sorry :(
This is truly heartbreaking. I hope he's in a better place now, waiting for you 💔
He will always with you on your heart
I feel your pain....
I’m sorry about him but just keep faith live for him you can never really move on just love the one you are with rn as much as you can hold them and no matter how bad it gets don’t give up
‘I’d get lost in a sea full of words so deep it’d be hard to keep my head up”
yes
This comment section is the saddest place ever
Joono😄
Frfr
Broooooo I’m dying inside! I’m in the sea and I can’t keep my head up💔
Don’t worry my man, you got this okay? I don’t know your situation right now, and I can’t relate, but what I can do, is give you hope I know is there, you might not believe in God, that’s your decision, and I’m not going to force you to become a Christian or to believe in him, but ima ask you to do this, pray, I understand you might not want too, or you might not see the point in it, you may find it stupid, or useless, but I promise you, he is there listening to you, if you just talk to god, even for a second, you don’t have to be all formal, just talk to him like a friend, tell him everything that’s going on, ask him for help, wisdom on what to do, and I promise you, he will listen, if you ask for wisdom, for love, for help, he will give it too you, it might be in the most unexpected way, but it is guaranteed, I understand you may think I’m being idiotic right now, but atleast give it a shot, you’ll never know if you don’t try it, I know I'm just a person on the Internet, but something happened to me a few weeks ago, and prayer kept me peaceful, trusting god was the best thing I ever did, god had a plan for me, anyways, it's not about me. He's got a plan for you too. Just try it out, talk to him, you never know what can happen. God bless you bro, you're in my prayers tonight 🙏🏽🙂
It's okay. I'll hold your hand and we can make it together or we can drown together. Either way, you won't go through this alone. I swear it. 💕
same..
that reminds me of a song.... head above water
I miss the old you, when I found home in you before you show me your true self.
You cannot forever hide the bad sides of someone just to stay with them.
I regret that you did not do a thing to deserve me, and also how you let me with no choice than to choose myself over this abusive toxic love relationship.
The worst decision, I had to take is to leave you, break our engagement while I was still loving you.
Now after 8 months, I've heard that you have found someone and it's still hurting because i stupidly still care while you stop since long.
I hate him , right?
So why does this make me miss him ...
If you loved him once from the Depth of your heart you wouldn't forget him or even stop loving him because he will always remain a part of you
Because you miss the feeling
cant hate something you love
@@angelbaby1640 “There’s a fine line between love and hate”
Because in reality you still love him from your heart and that is hard to get rid of.its called True Love. We all at times do get in that situation but we also forgive and forget.
Omg:( literally crying😭
Bro...
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@Mateo Blake do it
@@intuitiveforcestarot1365 EGW?
4years later still thinking of you.
“Even though last relationships have left you in bits and pieces, I promise that I would love you in all your imperfections” that hit me hard.
I miss the way she looked at me
As if I was heaven itself
I miss how she used to hug me
As if I was what she needed to live
I miss how we used to talk
As if we were true lovers
I miss holding her
It felt as though it was only me and her
I miss holding her hand
Small and soft. It was my life line
I miss her wanting me
I miss being loved
I miss her
I miss her
I miss her
But she doesn’t miss me.
I miss her so much
I feel the same 🥀😪💔
Same but i miss him😞
Am actually feeling that way too and it really hurts so much I feel am invisible to her ,the things she used to do for she doesn't , sometimes I wish she never did the things I miss so much ...
I really miss her 🥺🥺
13 years together married.1 year divorced 6 months into it already with someone else total cut off of contact. Nothing like i never existed. Its like im underwater. I lost everything that i lived for in my life in 1 day the pain was torture it still is
It's been 5 months already and I miss her. I have never loved someone like I loved her. Before her I was so sad all the time but then I met her and I was finally able to be happy she was the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love her and I don't think it's possible for me to stop loving her💔
I'm Dead
It can be mended
Was she your first love?
I know exactly what you mean. Its been 7 months for me and hes still the first and last thing i think about everyday...everynight. :(💔
😪💔
Well.. it's been 3 years.. hopefully she's still residing in your heart
Why do humans get so comfortable with someone and forget to cherish them? We take advantage of time and that hurts the most.
I can still hear your voice in my dreams but I don't know if it's the real you.
So far away but for some reason I can still feel you. I try to close my eyes but it doesn't help, I can still see you.
It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend it's not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist.
I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss. When time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me. I was just glad that finally, the piece of happiness found me.
Waking up in a cold sweat, your memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dream begin with scene so vivid I feel like I lose myself in the past and if I don't relive those moments, I'm afraid that the few memories that I have left of you won't last. And you'll turn into nothing more than a ghost.
But of all the time we spent together it was actually the beginning that I remember the most. Because the first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside me for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list to describe it but I get lost in the sea of words so deep that it's hard to keep my head up.
A tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist it. Even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces I promised that I will love you and all your imperfections.
The moment your eyes thanked me I saw myself in their reflection I realised then, that you had let me in where only a few others have been.
What was once shrouded within darkness, suddenly became clear. This was the sight of your heart where you'd hidden all that you've ever feared. All that you've ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you've forgotten. It's all the night where you cried so hard and left you breathless. Overwhelmed with disappointment and second guesses. I know it's not easy, when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake.
When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain. It's like a leap of faith.
So brace yourself because you won't always make it.
Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually you'll learn not to fear.
After all, there are few things in this world more resilient than a human spirit.
And you know what?
It's quite a sight. To look forward to a future brimming with life. A future bathe in colour so bright that'll make your heart sore as if heaven itself was right at your feet.
And I'll be waiting for you there. In the place where we first heard those humming birds singing. Their sweet song always seem to take me back. Back to the beginning.
Thank you
you should inbox me these lyrics so I can copy & paste them bcus they won't let me do it on here ☹️
pls n thnx ❤️
Waikit Law could you please send them to me too?
anharvey77@1770.us
I’m listening to this poem every couple of months and I know the lyrics in my head, it’s just amazing.
once i met a guy on the internet and well i know some might call online relationships stupid but everything felt so real and i started falling for him and he one day asked me to be his girlfriend and everything was going great in my life, i was starting to become a happier person and my depression started to cure and then one day he just came online and told me he doesn’t love me anymore. i never thought that would happen because i really loved him and got attached to him and few months later ,we were still friends and in june we talked for the last time ever. because he deleted all his accounts. and every night i just wanna go back and change everything or at least just talk to him again and every day i think about everything even it was so small it was so meaningful for me and it just ended so quickly and i just hope he will come back one day. i had to let this shit out so heh im sorry
Look bbg you seem like a sweet girl but he doesn't deserve you God has a plan for us and the right person will come to you keep your head up don't let him take away your happiness
Same😔
web noir same.
Daniela Torres thank you!!
Amber Robinson im sorry ):
I miss
Her smile
Her laugh
I miss...
*her*
Just An Editor I miss her so much and when she said to leave her it broke my heart she doesn’t understand that I won’t say my hurt all I will say ok because I don’t want to show her my hurt I just got to let her go let go of what I thought is love what she gave me what she could have gave me but I understand that you don’t understand my feelings to you could just fade
yup....
i love you
this.. hit me hard.. it hurt 😅
I know how that feels buddy, but keep fighting
Omg i loved this, this reminds me of someone... in my life... i miss soo much
USAFan ROBLOX Tell her/him then.
this touched my heart because this is how I am. I lost my wife, and I still feel her. I miss her so much...
No one asked, but I did it.
I can still hear your voice in my dreams but I don't know if its the real you. So far away but for some reason i can still feel you. I try to close my eyes but it doesn't help i can still see you. Its like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend its not there because it is. Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss. Where time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me I was just glad that finally a piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat you memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid i feel like i'll lose myself in the past and, if i don't relive these moments im afraid that the few memories I have left won't last, and youll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together it was actually the beginning that I remeber most. because the first time I made you smile it felt like the warmth of the sun had made it's way inside for a while. I mean I could try forever to compile a list if things to describe it but I'd get lost in a sea of words so deep itd be hard to keep my head up. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist. And even though past relationships had left you in bits and pieces I promise that I would love you in all your inperfection. The moment your eyes thanked me, I saw myself in their reflection. And I realised that then you had let me in where only a few other have been. What was once shrouded in darkness suddenly became clear. This was the side of your heart where youd hidden all that you've ever feared. All that you've ever lost. All the regrets you've buried and all the memories you forgot. It's all the nights where you've cried so hard it left you breathless. Overwhelmed with dissapointment and second guesses. I know its not easy when every step you takes reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with somthing other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain, it's like a leap of faith. So brave yourself because you wont always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure. But eventually you'll learn not to fear it. After all there are few things in this world more resilient then the human spirit. And you know what? Its quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life. A future bathed in colors so bright theyll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet. And I'll be waiting for you there. In the meadow where first heard those hummingbirds singing. Their sweet songs always take me back. Back to the beginning.
I remember you
That is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard wow I feel amazing just listening to those words what a dream it’s amazing it’s beautiful it’s the most beautiful thing ever ever heard I swear I’m in tears of happiness that is just listening to those words makes my heart sing
When there's a Beginning there is always an end
I disagree
Where there is a end, there is a beginning
@Bradley Smith true 😔
Circle
Thats the problem there is no end if you think about it... you either go yo heaven or hell witch neither are the end..
sometimes you just need to flick a switch and if u believe hard enough, everything will go away
I fall asleep thinking ... thinking of her ...crying all night missing her 💔 who I truly love and miss desperately and knowing even if we’re separated she will still be my cupcake , my one and only .
even in our after life while I’ll be waiting for her on the other side . I love the poetry of love and life and what you said is so true and heart changing and the words I don’t have and couldn’t say “ you said the words I was looking for . You understand what we couldn’t say or feel and I appreciate your video and especially this one . This is my favorite video of all”.
I'm sorry to hear it brother. Hope things have bettered for you now.
If only there was a time where I could fix the mistakes the haunts me till this day
Me too ...:/
I'm in your position right now I wishhh I just wish I can I'm dying inside those regrets are coming to again and again I need him back
@@blen183 please come 2e
That was the most beautiful poem I've ever heard! Wow! He's amazing!
Christie marie he’s so beautiful like holy shit
Phibbles makes me cry it's just do beautiful it reminds me of a love I once had ,the things he'd say
''I try to close my eyes, but it doesn't help I can still see you.'' Wonderful moments in this. Love it.
“You’re so far away but I can still feel you. It’s hard to ignore you. It’s like you’re a ghost, you never left..”
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Some men steal your energy so smartly..
I lost the thing I needed the most and I just keep wishing I could go back to the beginning...this will probably never happen but it’s what I dream about and my wish is for us to be back together
I can recommend you to a great powerful man of God/prohet named DR WILLIAM text him on WhatsApp (+1 956-531-2406).. He can help you get your ex back with a powerful prayer that lasts forever I have been married for more than 5 years now..
You can also contact him via Email.
doctorwilliampatrick01@gmail.com
We never know what the time will bring. Never give up 😉
My bf broke up with me today and its our antiversay
Autumn Hughes I'm sorry to hear that I hope you are doing okay my girlfriend left me last month for another person and I know It hurts but you will make it through it and you will find another person a better one one that will love everything about you no matter what and someone who would stay by your side till the end
thats gay BRUH CHILL LMAO
+thats gay lmfao
thats gay lmfaooo I'm weakkk
Autumn Hughes I know someone called Summer Hughes, so you being called Autumn Hughes is just funny
'I was just glad that finally, a piece of happiness found me" woah this line hits me so deep
I gave her my all. I thought of having a future with her but she thought otherwise. She broke my heart a week before school started and my heart became so brittle. I saw her every day and she wanted to be friends but then I would only see her move on from me..... us. It’s been almost a year and I don’t know why but my body still hasn’t accepted that she isn’t with me anymore. My mind knows she’s never coming back but my heart wants to wait but for how long I will never know. I’m not lusting for love or acceptance but I lust for her. Nothing more then her. But she has someone else now and so do I. So why is it I always think of her
how are you?
I'll repeat the question above: how are you?
How are you bro?
Random rant..
I'm 15, I'm autistic i have ADHD and PTSD and depression and many anxiety disorders..I feel like my mother gave up on me about two years ago, I'd understand why..but I don't want to imagine ever giving up on your own child. It gets so hard to breathe..I don't want to cry because I've been taught it's not okay..I'm a burden to her..she won't admit it..but because if me she's so stressed and paranoid and anxious..she just stopped caring..it's getting really obvious now..I don't know what to do I'm fucking stuck..it hurts so bad I miss feeling comfort all my parents so is yell..it gets so loud I can't stand it, its so scary..I'll try to update if things get better..but I'm sorry for ranting so much..
Edit: hii..it's Jan 5th 2021, I'm going to a mental hospital it's called MATC..I'm honestly scared..I truthfully dont want to be better..I'm afraid I'll be back to square one, not knowing who I am or going through the same thing all over again..fuck I just wish so fucking badly I was normal just for fucking once in my life..I don't want to feel happy again I keep on being happy it's like a high but in a month or so it just spirals..
Welp..another edit..it didn't get better lmaoo fucking hell..it's like my own personal little hell..I can't get away from anything..I shaved my head because I wanted to hurt myself but fuck it didn't help..I can't stop crying.. I'm just to tired of myself man..my "best friend" left my life a couple days ago because I'm to "mentally fucked up" and I agree..fuck it hurts I'm so afraid of things I can't control..
I hope it gets better for you. I miss my kids no matter how I feel
Bro you need a hug. It's going to be okay brother
@@darkwizard9330 thank you yes I do lol..
@@xxweird_thingxx6311 internet hug as good as i can make one🤝🤹🏾♂️👥
@@darkwizard9330 🥺🥺 thank youu
Its been 7 years already but still missing her every single day 💔 see her in my dreams and being stuck in my past. I will love her until my death. For ever. 💔
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I just had my first kid his 5th n I thought had my family.. even after his happiness in our relationship was over completely after our son was born, and I still held on to our family even when you couldn't even help me parent our son, and when You started to treat me like crap I always hoped it wasn't bc u hated me but when I left That when you wanted me... When it was to late and even tho it's still to late, I still love You and Think back n picture what it'd be like to have our happy family last a lifetime. Then My Heart Breaks All over again...
I’m lost without her ... who am I kidding I’ll never be okay without her ..my baby girl left me ..💔💔
:-(. You both seem so sad. And Al Aziz and Baby Girl. I'm sure that's painful.
I know how you feel my girl has gone I miss her so much amen
Nothing hurts more than going all in with a girl you trusted with everything and she cheats on you.. twice. We lived together for 2 years and she played me so good I was on the verge of marrying her.. I broke it off out of self respect but I hate that I can't stop loving her. Its been 4 months but the pain isn't going away. Its gotten to the point where it's not even about her, I don't even recognize myself anymore. My friends are telling me to just start hooking up with women cause I guess I am pretty attractive but I'm just not that kind of person. My dad cheated on my mom FOR YEARS before getting caught and since then I promised myself I'd never have sex with someone I wasn't committed to. But now I can't trust anyone...idk what to do..
Don’t listen to your friends stay true to yourself making love to somebody is supposed to be special and you’re right you should be committed to someone before you do something important like that
I wish i had someone who could actually love me like that.
We can dream
It’s only been 5 almost 6 months since we stopped talking. I broke up with him but only because I knew we couldn’t keep going. We both needed time, more time to fix ourselves so we can be ready to continue on. I loved him deeply, I was head over heels for this boy because he was one of a kind. When he left all the peace that I felt was gone and back to where I was again before I had met him again. Chaotic waves that continued to crash into each other over and over again just like before.
I just lost my love a few weeks ago too. My heart feels like it's been shattered into pieces and it does hurt. This poem brings every memory I have to hold to.
All our beginnings is what I think about to make through the day. Thank you for this poem!
I lost the love of my life 😭😭😭💔💔I’m so tethered shattered and broken 😭
Your side of the bed is still open for you no one has ever replaced it I want you home with me I want us to be happy again like we were total having this I was so excited when you come home from work oh my God it was the best feeling in the world to see your face again I felt like you’ve been gone a lifetime but I don’t need you to fix me anymore I’m fixing myself God is working in my life I just wanna share my life with you you make me so happy we get along so well I don’t know what happened I guess we both gotScared and I reacted very poorly no excuses no excuses no excuses I thought you were gone before you really were because I expected that but now I know that everyone’s not like that that someone does last forever ours last forever come to me and I just told you hold your hand kiss your hand just onceTo remind you of how much love I really have for you so you can feel my love once again you need to feel it give me a chance to let you feel it
22 years and now we are no longer together. My first Christmas with someone else and I find myself missing you and just lonely inside . Even now that I have a wonderful lady in my life and I love her but I can't stand being without you. Merry Christmas DP . I'll love you for the rest of my life. I hate this but I hate being with someone who doesn't really love me like I need to be loved . Goodbye darlin
When someone loves you, the whole you, through and through.
Knows all your imperfections, everything you've been through and what your still going through, yet doesn't lose sight of you
When you can get your point across without speaking and make your presence known without visually seeing
Hold on and don't ever let go!
Souls speak on their own frequency
It's a 1 and only,
love like no other....
Please....Stay connected to me forever!
I'll never lose sight of you either! 🥰😘😍
Beautiful❤️
I want to hate her. I really do. I just can't. I miss her so much. I know she's never coming back, but I still keep waiting. Hoping. Praying. I can't contact her. She can choose to unblock me, I can't choose for her. I remember the first time I made her smile. It was so bright, and it felt so warm. Anytime she looked at me and smiled, I couldn't help smiling back. She said that she would be my friend until the day she died. She said that I made her happy, and that once she saw me smile again, everything fell into place. It wasn't a kiss, but a hug. That hug made everything slow down. I couldn't hear a sound, just like he said. I could have hugged her forever. It made me happy, and that's so hard to come by. She became a part of me, and now she's gone. I know nothing will ever fill that void in my chest. I know it will stay open. I have so much guilt and regret for how I treated her. She was the most amazing person, and now she's never going to speak to me. I know it was my fault. Although I feel my soul splitting just typing this, I know she'll be better this way. I don't think there's a way to fix it. If only I could express how I feel...
I really needed to hear this
@@allylittle3931 I'm glad I could do that for you.
@@allylittle3931 And if you ever want to talk, I'm here. Insta is enoch0100.
@@thesignpainter3272 thank you :)
@@allylittle3931 Of course, I'm here if you need someone. :)
“if i dont relive these moments, im afraid that the few memories of you wont last”....damn that hit different :(
I had a friend and I fell in love with him and I had a chance with him I've had many actual dreams of him I remember everything with him and now he doesn't like me at all doesn't remember anything and he kissed someone else at a party and I'm just left in darkness because without his I don't know how to be me at all honestly
It's ok I love you
It's ok that she left me...but the fact she forgot abt me so fast is the part that hurts the most.
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*I promised I would love you in all your imperfections.. The moment your eyes thanked me. I saw myself in their reflection.*
This got me..
I met her 8 years ago when I was broken. So broken I was ready for the end. And then she found me. She saved me, she showed me that I was still worth something. And then 3 years later she were gone from my life. I pray that she's happy now & has found someone that's able to give her everything I couldn't. I'll miss her forever
I miss you more than words could ever describe... Our first kiss on the sofa, made me so dizzy I literally fell off, your smile, our souls reflection in each other’s eyes... Your aura around me, breathing together, watching sunset, chilling in the hills as nature heals. How old are we? Old souls with young heart, my twin flame, I refuse to give up, we belong together, I will see you soon, hug you tight and going to pamper you and treat you as my queen and never let you go🙏❤️
❤❤ I cry everytime I hear this I love this so much 💕
I miss the laugh that we would share , skateboarding at 2 am , I miss having the feeling that I was happy around her and that I don’t feel comfortable or confident in myself anymore. She did this. She did this to me. But IK that she would. I told myself that the second She had someone new , I was not important enough for her. I was always there for her to pick up the tears , dry her face and make her smile. But now I’m here drenched in tears wondering was it me. So to my ex best friend….. I’m sorry for whatever reason u decided to leave me…… I’m sorry for that u felt distant from me.. I am…. But I’m hurt enough to look at one picture of us and cry , or remember one memory and cry.. but that doesn’t matter bc u out w new ppl now. U don’t need me.. so pls stop pretending that u care.. bc u don’t. U know that u don’t so just drop the act ok?. Goodbye sole mate. I’ll miss u.♥️
Zachary Lee Turner. If something takes you to this video , to this comment .. please know I realize. I realize the things I reacted to weren’t even a big deal. The things and people I didn’t give a chance .. I’m sorry .... I’m sorry and if anything takes your heart back to mine , I’ll be .... ever so grateful ...
Crystal Rose oh this comment breaks my heart
I wish I could go back, to when I was happy... happy with her. Lost in her eyes, the sound of her voice, and the sight of her beauty. I miss it all... I miss her
Stephanie; I listen to this & think of you daily; every night before I go to sleep while holding the pillows where you laid as we slept together while crying myself to sleep. YOU will FOREVERMORE be My Queen Always; as I your King❤️
I was in love with my girlfriend for 6 years and she made me smile has I made her laugh till she can't breathe and I loved every moment with her and she passed a away to cancer about 3 months ago and all I miss is looking into her beautiful eyes and cute smile and miss kissing her before I go to work Every morning for she walk in the meadows of grace and light and forever shall she ly inside my heart and for she will always be my true love and I will never forget her. Rip my true love who made me smile when times were dark and sad.
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I miss her... so goddamn much
LYRICS (WROTE IT MYSELF) ❤️
I can still hear your voice in my dreams, but I don't know if it's the real you. So far away ... but for some reason I can still feel you. I try to close my eyes, but it doesn't help, I can still see you. It's like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends. It's hard to pretend it's not there because it is, enveloped in the air around me like a invensible mist. I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss, when time slowed down and I couldn't hear a single sound. Had no idea what was happening around me. I was just that finally, a piece of happiness found me. Waking up in a cold sweat, your memories stick to my skin. I swear some nights my dreams begin with scenes so vivid, I feel like I'll lose myself in the past and if I don't relive these moments, I'm afraid that the few memories, I have left of you, won't last, and you'll turn into nothing more than a ghost. But of all the time we spent together, it was actually the beginning that I remember the most, because the first time I made you smile, it felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while. I mean, I could try forever to compile a list of things to discribe it, but I get lost in the sea of words so deep it would be hard to keep my head up. The tender warmth of your lips made it hard to resist and even tough the relationships had left you in bits and pieces, I promised that I would love you in all your imperfection. The moment your eyes thanked me, I saw myself in their reflection and I realized then that you had let me in where only a few others have been. What was once surrounded in darkness suddenly became clear. This was the side of your heart where you'd hidden all that you've ever feared, all that you ever lost, all the regrets you've buried and all the memories you've forgot. It's all the nights where you've cried so hard, it left you breathless, overwhelmed with disappointment and seconds guesses, I know it's not easy when every step you take reminds you of a past mistake. When every smile you fake hides the pain you wish you could replace with something other than a burden. The most frustrating thing about love is that it can't be so uncertain, it's like a leap of faith, so brace yourself because you won't always make it. Sometimes you gotta fall face first on the pavement to get a taste of failure, but eventually you"ll learn not to fear it. After all, there are few things in this world resilient than the human spirit and you know what? It's quite a sight; to look forward to a future brimming with life, afutre bathed in colors so bright they'll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet and I'll waiting for you there, in the meadow where we first heard those hummingbirds singing. Their sweet songs always seem to take me back... Back to the beginning.
Thanks!!!
Carina-Lou i cant copy it 😭
I’m here in 2020 and some nights I listen to this and picture you , then I hit replay so all our memories flow though my mind and I’m truly happy.
I loved him so much and in the end, he never loved me back. Never the same love I gave him. Now he isn't the same anymore and he moved onto another girl who he barely knows and cries over her and never cried over me.
I still cry about him often, even though it's been 7 months. I finally gotten the courage to unfriend him and block him, to get rid of him and that hurt a lot but I know it's for the best.
Damm reminds me of my first love my first boyfriend that how I feel all of those lyrics 😭😭😭 I'm broken in side hurt lonely scared confused and all lot more
I’m actually sobbing 😭😭 it hit me so damn hard 💔
What hurts the most is that he thinks he's saving me from the pain and leaving me because it's what he thinks is best for me.
But.. He's what's best for me..
And I'm not ready..
I'm not ready to leave yet..
“I realised then that you had let me in, where only a few others had been” that shit hit me hard, thank you for this, it reminds me of one particular relationship, it hurts everyday to think about it, but this video helps me get through it, thank you🖤❤️
Online relationships will leave you torn avoid them at all costs get real love not internet. Trust me on this
this girl and i started off as things and over a few months we got closer. more intimate. she was my rock and i adored her. i fell in love and she fell in like, but i was too blinded my my feelings to see what was true. she didn't love me even when she said she did. she didn't want me even when she said she did. one day she blocked me on everything and that day not only did i lose a romantic interest but i lost a best friend. i later find out that she did this the day she got a girlfriend. the pain is dulled but the betrayal is still fresh in my mind and even though she was my rock she shattered me as if i was glass.
The man that I love is ignoring me ... is distancing himself from me .. .. why...? What went wrong...? He broke me. I’ve never been this low in my entire life. And all I can do is watch..
I dated my best friend and we were so happy but then we broke up! we still talk were still best friends. I love him and he loves me still. I will never regret him or say "I wish I never met him" no not at all because he is exactly the definition of what I need in a man boyfriend or whatever. but the day he broke up with me it didn't matter what he said, it's how he made me feel. All the memories. everything. I only hope the best for him and that he is SO happy. he means everything to me and always will.
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this audio doesnt make me sad and it doesnt make me happy it just brings so much comfort to me and i dont know why
Same ❤
She left me because of my mistakes and I realize now how much I put her through
Use that to better yourself maybe it hurts but all we can do is make sure that we don't make the same mistake so go for a run and don't stop until you completely bettered yourself Stay strong
I sit here and think of how these words flow through my mind deep into my soul. I remember how you took my breath away and how beautiful you are inside and out. I found that you were truly broken due to the careless person that had your heart. I prayed that the Lord would allow me to put the pieces back where they belonged and seal them with Love. I know life puts so many obstacles and we endure the trials and tribulations of life and wonder when will it ever stop getting harder. The answer is when we close our eyes and confess with our mouths that God is in control and we need to be obedient then we will be rewarded. I Love You Kim 💕
I Love You the Most Cruz 💕
I love this 🥺 I take time out my night sit in the dark and just listen to this
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This took place a while back- Anyway.. she was my favorite being on this planet.. We had a roleplay family but we all agreed that we truly wished it were real.. The Mom had left 6 months before this, then it was just me and the daughter.. we both talked and vented to her old account but of course.. no response, her likes on the account, and her friends were forever to be the same.. This was on Chatgum btw; so on September 25, 2020, I realized that the daughter hadn't been on for about 2 weeks. It was unusual for her and I got worried because I was the help for her depression.. We had both explained that "when we get older, we're gonna meet" and "I just can't wait" Welp.. She never got back on.. not a peep of a goodbye, nothing.. If she were to come back and tell me she hated my guts and hoped I would die tomorrow, I'd cry the happiest tears a person could muster. Just to know that she's okay would without even the word of doubt make me able to die peacefully right this second- It's been a year now since she disappeared. When I think of her, it squeezes the heart that now lays dead in my chest; knowing that I never again will hear from this person and that I can't have closure in knowing that she's okay. I know it's heartless and cruel of me to say but I'd rather know she's dead than to keep this aching wonder in my chest.. You won't know how it feels till it happens; it's not something you can easily give your opinion on. I miss her so fucking much that it feels like if I remember another detail of her existence, my brain will give out and try to be at peace with death, at the slight chance I'd be able to see her again. In 2 years from now, I will have been old enough to go see her.. To see the angel that had been blessed to be in my life, wether it'd been 1 minute or 1,000 years; that woman will forever be in the heart that used to be-
One wish before i die is to tell the girl how much i loved her... always and forever
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Recently had a break up with my ex after 3 years, my first real relationship, my first love... and watching these audios is breaking my heart even more
Its been couple months.. but i still miss him.. when i close my eyes i see his smile.. my heart is shattered, its hurts me so much.. i gave him so much love and i think i expected too much.. i tried ro bring something new to his life, but he said i ruined it and he doesnt have time for his things anymore.. i did it and i didn't even realise i wanted to spend soo much time with him.. but i love him.. i wanted him with all my heart.. and i ruined it.. I still love him and its killing me.. it looks like he is okay without me.. why cant i? Is that easy for boys to move on? :( i dont know when im gonna heal from this heartbreak..
Copied this word by word myself for all you lovelies
I can still hear your voice in my dreams
But im unsure if its the real you
So far away
But somehow i can still feel you
I try to close my eyes but it doesnt help i can still see you
Its like the sweet smell of your fragrance never ends
Its hard to pretend its not there because it is
Enveloped in the air around me like an invisible mist
I still remember the sweetness of our first kiss,
Where time slowed down and i could hear a single sound
Had no idea what was going on around me
I was just glad that finally
A piece of happiness found me
Waking up in a cold sweat
Your memories stick to my skin
if i dont relive these moments
Im afraid that the few memories i have of you won't last
And youll turn to nothing more than a ghost
But of all the time we spent together
It was actually the beginning i remember most
Because the first time i made you smile
It felt like the warmth of the sun had made its way inside for a while
I mean i could try forever to compile a list of things to describe it, but i’d get lost in a sea of words so deep it would be hard for me to keep my head up
The tender warmth of your lips
made it hard to resist
And even if past realtionships had left you in bits and pieces
I promised i would love you in all your imperfection
The moment your eyes thanked me
I saw myself in their reflection
And i realized then that you had let me in
Where only a few others have been
What was once shrouded in darkness
Suddenly became clear
This was the side of your heart that you’d hidden all that you’ve ever feared
All that you’ve ever lost
All the regrets you’ve buried and all the memories you’ve forgotten
Its all the nights you’ve cried so hard it left you breathless
Overwhelmed with disappointment and second guesses
I know its not easy when every step that you take
Reminds you of a past mistake
When every smile you fake
Hides the pain you wish
You could replace with something other than a burden
The most frustrating thing about love is that it can be so uncertain
Its like a leap of faith
So brace yourself because you wont always make it
Sometimes you’ve gotta fall face first on the pavement
To get a taste of failure
But eventually you’ll learn not to fear it
After all there are few things in this world more resiliant than the human spirit
And you know what?
Its quite a sight
To look forward to a future brimming with life
A future bathed in colors so bright they’ll make your heart soar as if heaven itself was right at your feet
And i’ll be waiting for you there
In the meadow where we first heard those hummingbirds singing
Their sweet songs always seem to take me back
Back to the beginning
Did you like it?! :)
@@Wordplay7891 yes hah it is so beautiful
I loved her and I still love her💔
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@@williambruce778 she's happy with someone else and I don't wanna make her sad :) thanks for your effort
I still love that special someone, he helped through my healing process, then one day it all stopped, he stopped trying, he stopped talking, he stopped smiling, he stopped laughing, he stopped what we had. It was all too much, I couldn't take the wave of emotions. We shared so many memories, we cried, we laughed, together. A few days later he's already moved on, I'm slowly loosing friends because of how "sad" I am and it's making them uncomfortable. But never did anyone ask if I was ok. I hid the hurt, I smiled and laughed, but at night I didn't sleep, I could hear his laugh, his voice, I could see his smile, his face. Him playing with his hands, unsure of what to say to me. Then, I got tired of it I asked him, "do you still love me, like I love you?" He said he wasn't sure, I simply said , this only seems to be hurting me....it's not even affecting you. He sighed and said "no.....I dont."
That did it, fully knowing he didn't even give a second thought about me, did it. I cried for so long. But hid my feelings. He found new friends, he's changed, he was quiet, bubbly, funny, thoughtful, and caring. He was always there for me. He was a good student, he passed at least. Then these new friends come and his grades are slipping, he's getting detention, not finishing assignments. I was worried... His friends weren't guys, they were girls, very...mean, attention needing girls.. You get me?
I still love him, even though he doesn't love me. I think, that hurts the most, knowing he doesn't even care to be friends, or knowing he moved on so quickly.
If you read this, congrats, you actually listened to me, I just needed to vent, sorry.
Just know, i'm always here to listen to you. If you need anyone to talk with.
I know it's hard to let go of someone you Love. But when you don't move on you will not grow. Pain makes as stronger. Put life gives us a choice weather we hold on to the pain or let go of it. I didn't say it would be easy. But it all starts with you. :)
@@Deepwithin-us 😊🥺😔😶
The first five seconds were enough for crying.
My boy, I miss you. I’m so sorry for everything. I wish you come back.
I miss you so fucking much
he’s all i think about and i miss him even though i know i shouldn’t
Was I not good enough for her?
I can't explain in words, how much I miss talking to her.
I miss seeing her smile.
I miss every single thing we had.
Please, Godd
Do something 💔
I met someone at a hockey practice, we started talking and fooling around, we laughed and made inside jokes throughout the tournament. We were always fooling around but then we always had a deep conversation, then the tournament ended. I didn’t know how to get a hold of him, but he found my insta and HMU, we talked way more, made more jokes and had way more deep talks. Then there was another tournament, we were the closest of friends, we knew how to make eachother smile. We hung out so much and understood eachother, after that tournament ended, we FaceTimed every night and fell asleep on the phone, that’s when I realized I fell for him long ago. I told him how I felt and after a few days he said he felt the same way, but we got into a fight months later and broke things off, we stopped talking, we stopped laughing. We gave up on eachother, left each other’s secrets in the deleted chat, and all we are now is a memory to us and our friends. I needed him but he’s gone, and I bet he’s off doing it all again w another girl 😕
I remember our first kiss, our first hug, the first time you made me smile. the first time you made me laugh so hard i couldn't breathe... I miss him so much its been 30 days without his presence i have dreams of him coming back to me and holding me while i sleep. but those are only dreams...
Who am I , who am I trying to be
Anyone ,anyone but myself
I will never forget her smile that I fell for, those eyes that looked me and instantly I knew she is the one. She is unfortunately in relationship and she wants to hold her commitments, I only love her more because of that. I will always be here for here and waiting. I hope we meet again some day. Forever.
The things I would do just hear her call me the nickname she gave me
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