the last line really hit me hard. idky. but it did. "maybe i'm a fool for distancing myself from you. maybe that's why i couldn't admit that i loved you because for some reason i couldn't accept that maybe, just maybe you might of loved me too..."
I learned the hard way that time is too short, too precious to not take those wild leaps of expressing your feelings. Say what you feel. Mean it. Because you may never get that opportunity again.
@@fadedblue2846 i know what you mean i lost my chance with a guy i really care about just because i thought he didn't feel the same but now that i look back i really think he does. But its to late i doubt I'll he see him again since he quit where we both work.
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As I stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet I suddenly feel at peace.Maybe it's because at my feet lies the intersection of 2 distinct paths merging at a point of vulnerability.Maybe because is a reminder of you and me and the blissful bond we once shared without a care in the world my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold.Two souls kept warm by each others company.Two hearts dancing in the rain playfully.Two minds with the same thing in mind. You want me to be yours... I want you to be mine... Maybe I'm crazy..Maybe time as finally outplayed me.. Maybe I've stopped seeing beauty in little things..Maybe I stopped appreciating the gift life brings.Maybe I'm in over my head or maybe I just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed I don't know,maybe this is normal.Maybe I stopped being myself after you left,maybe this is all a test.Maybe I failed and I.. couldn't clean up the mess.Maybe that's why the rain suddenly fell colder on my skin.Maybe that's why whenever I try to apologize I don't know where to begin,or.. where to end.All this things i've typed up in my mind y wanna tell you,I just..can't bring myself to hit send.Maybe I fucked up and I won't admit it.. Maybe I'm a coward.Seems like I've got all the time in the world maybe I should do something about it,I mean.. every minute without you fells like and hour.Maybe I'm a fool for distancing myself from you.Maybe that's why I couldn't admit that I love you because for some reason..I couldn't accept that maybe.. just maybe you might have love me too
i remember once... i dated this girl.. yeah... it was online but.. it felt so real, the time we spent togheter, that made me so happy, so we finally got our chance to meet in real life but.. one day before the big day, she said she didnt want to see me, that she didn't love me anymore... that.. broke me so hard, i feel like is my fault sometimes you know? sometimes i mess up, well, she blocked me in every possible way and.. now... im here.. sitting at the chair, thinking about life, and i can relate to this so badly... its.. unexplainable
l4t3r I'm sorry that happened to you love, you're probably an awesome and really amazing person but everyone goes through heartbreak it's part of life but that just makes finding the one much more special you'll find the one, try to enjoy life one day at a time best of luck❤️
l4t3r You'll love again trust me, this girl I loved maybe still do,but she lived 8 hours away and she's the 1st girl I told my dad about. was willing to give her a home for her and her child. she hurt me and hurt me but I still said I love you and meant it with all my heart but yet she didn't have the decency to say we're done or goodbye she just put a dude's name with a heart, then she just bailed but it's okay, my heart just joy again and my eyes twinkle again 4 someone else who . it's not easy and yes I still think of her , I cried 2 days ago because of the pain she made me feel but it's okay, time will heal and I'll get someone who will stay. it's all fine just wait and maybe that pain will fade or stay or who knows but you just need to keep going, your heart will feel joy around someone else. Idk if this helps.
this reminds me of my last relationship . he showed me what being in love truly was . i was in love with this boy & i still am . when we dated i texted him for a few days , and i stopped replying for awhile . i was too afraid of getting my heart broken , and yet i was the cause of our relationship ending . he claimed that he was in love with me & even after we broke up but me being me , over thinking things , messed up the relationship . i texted him before school ended last year telling him how i felt & how much i regret it , he said " lmao hi " & that was it . now a new school year just began and it hasn't been an entire month , but everytime i see him i feel the urge to cry . and everyone tells me to move on & my friends try to hook me up with other guys but i just can't . i understand that it was my fault our relationship ended , just like everything else .
The last time I heard this audio, it reminded me of him, It made me smile at the memories and what was "our good", then the realisation of what I had lost made me shift to sadness. I had remembered how I miss him and how I don't have our good anymore. I cried. Both happy and sad. A long time later, now, Im listening to this audio and I feel nothing. Maybe, it's a sign of how strong I've become. Maybe it's a sign of how feeling less Ive become. Maybe. Maybe I'm free.
7:29, in my room. Note #1 It's every time. I fall in love. Then I'm sad. See, if your reading this your probably thinking "I didn't know he was depressed" Yea, wanna know why? Because no ever takes time to notice me. No one ever realizes how I'm feeling because no one cares. This pain is constant. I'm sick of people saying "someone likes you, but they're to shy to say it." No. I'm not using this as an attention grabber but I've already accepted he fact that that no one likes me. Might go my life without good things, it makes you stronger. I don't want to think anymore. I feel like I don't exist, like no one cares (which is true). I'm tired of disappointing everyone. I'm literally just the kid no one knows. I tell people and they laugh, no one listens an no one understands. You know how I feel. I wish I couldn't feel. Do you know anything about me? You just know I'm a human. I don't mean this to scare people.
You don’t know me and I don’t know but if you have came this far feeling like this you can keep going and it’s going to be hard at first trust me but eventually I know everyone says this but it will get better just one little step at a time
Sometimes you just feel like an astronaut. Lost in space. Not a clue which way is forwards. With a big heart and lots of love to give. Only simply wanted to be loved. To belong. And it feels like no matter what you say no one really understands. It seems almost as tho you live in another world. They’re responses seem so shallow. Nothing pierces the heart. You long for one thing. Real genuine human connection. Maybe you had it once. Maybe there was a time when you were really living. When you weren’t so over conscious of life. And it seems to me the more conscious I am and the more aware I become, the more I want to be lost and unaware. I’m learning that it’s all an anti intellectual thinking that will save us. It’s about loosening the grip and allowing yourself to really live. Wu wei. I’m not sure how to find this contentment but the only thing that seems to be leading me closer to that is christ. I don’t know if this helps you at all, or if you’ll even bother reading it. But knowing you’re not the only one out there lost in the sea of space can help a lot. Hope you find content
I’m a stranger but I understand you..You’re not alone. Don’t lose hope okay ^-^? In order to be darkness there has to be a bit of light right? Let that light grow. Even if you don’t want it to. Feeling pain and sorrow is what makes you, you! A human.
Ill never be at peace until i know shes with someone who actually cherishes her and fights for her. The thing is your on the other side of the world and ill never know. Id like to tell you how thankful i am for the memories and bring me peace from a dark past that haunts me. Thank you for finding me. But.. Im sorry. Im sorry for letting you down. The way i was with you i was mever like that with any of my exes. I hurt every single one because at the time i didnt care and i ended up leaving them or they left realizing they deserved better. Then you came. You were different. I told you everything about me even my darkest secrets, which most girls would think im crazy and leave but you stayed. At one point in time you loved me. Everyday after dropping you off i wpuld go home and talk to God. 80% of the time i cried while asking Him what good have i done to deserve someone so amazing. To deserve you. The way things turned out he answered 1 of 2 ways. Either saying your right what good have you done or by saying why cant you just enjoy the gift ive givin you. I actually tried with you and thats what hurts the most. Before you came id tell myself that no one will ever love me because im just not good enough for anyone. And even though i loved you so much i still ended up moving when i didnt have to and i didnt fight for you to stay.. We didnt even talk about it i simply said that im moving. You were going to join me but i understand why you didnt. You had your family to take care of and i had mine. I was going to return but money was rough and you couldnt wait longer. Eventually realizing that you deserved better and no matter how strong our bond was.. It wasnt enough. I wasnt enough. I guess i proved myself right. Im too broken to be good enough for anyone. I want to give up on dating but i know it wont happen somehow ill always have hope to try again. But im not going to consider dating till after the military but even that gets me thinking. Will i live after the war or coming home having ptsd being a million times worse than i am now. Id be more broken then ever if i wasnt good enough now, i wont be good enough then. And if it just so happens that your my last id be ok with that. Its how i wouldve wanted it anyway..
this just made me really depressed honestly because i have crushed on people in the past irl and online because im drawn to personalities but ive always been too afraid of saying something and getting shut down. to be rejected by someone youre close to cant be easy. how could you continue to relish in the same relationship you once had without things becoming awkward between the two of you? ...thats just how i think of things as ive always been nothing but negative.
Man i can relate to you so much, ive had a thing with a girl in my spanish class like we talked everyday, but i was to afraid to ask her questions that could change the future for us, ive should've spent more time with her when i had the chance, there was so much i wanted to tell her but was afraid of the answer, when im seeimg her with her guy friends i get jelous and thinking they are making out or something, when were not talking i think she's ignoring me. Im tired of this shit mind of mine
I didn’t know how hard this hit me until I felt the tears. It kinda hurts me, cause I didn’t fight for him and now he’s with someone else, someone who loves him. I mean, I’ve had a lot of ex’s in the past but he really stuck to me. I was too scared, to blind to see that he wanted me the same way I wanted him, and yet I let him go so easily. Just like that he was gone and I lost him. So quickly too. We had such great memories, the two of us hand and hand and I let him go. I watched him walk away, I watched him fall in love and I watched him fade away from my grasp. I didn’t even interfere cause I was too fucking scared of backlash, too scared that he would reject me or worse, let ME go. I didn’t want him to let me go, I wanted him to stay with me and I know I’m just rambling on and you probably don’t give any shits about my terrible love life but I honestly don’t know where else to say this. Because I just stood there, maybe. I stood there and I just let him leave. But I’m happy for him, in a sense. He’s happy, and he once told me if I’m happy then he’s happy. So I’ll be happy, for him. Even if he’s found a new happiness, someone who’ll love him and hold onto him, I’ll be happy, for him. Now that I’m thinking, it’s always been for him. Maybe I should let go, because it’s the right thing to do. I can’t keep holding onto some stupid thread of hope, all because of one terrible decision I made. But I cant and it hurts. All the liquor and crying, all my countless attempts at forgetting. I’ve tried other people, but I know none of them could hold a candle to the way his eyes shined when he smiled. He always had those little wrinkles, and cute dimples. I still miss him, and I don’t know when I’ll even forget. Probably Never, who knows. Edit: woah hey. It’s been a while.. uh. Hi. ‘He’ has kids and a wife and I’ve found someone else and I’m ready to move on. It took me a while, nearly four years to get my shit together and actually start improving myself but I’m getting there.
on this street corner and watch these two road meet I suddenly feel at peace Mabye, its because at my feet lies the intersection of 2 distinct paths.. merging at a point of vulnerability Mabye because it's a reminder of you and me and the blissful bond we once shared without a care in the world my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold two souls kept warm by each others company two heart dancing in the rain playfully two minds with the same thing in mind you want me to be yours..and i want you to be mine I don't know, mabye im crazy mabye time has finally outplayed me mabye i've stopped seeing beauty in the little things.. mabye i've stopped appreciating the gift life brings mabye im in over my head or mabye i just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed I don't know, mabye this is normal mabye i stopped being myself after you left, mabye this is all a test? mabye i failed and i.. couldn't clean up the mess mabye that's why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin mabye that's why whenever i try to apologise i don't know where to begin,or.. where to end All these things i've typed up in my mins i wanna tell you, i just.. can't bring myself to hit send mabye i fucked up and i wont admit it... mabye im a coward. seems like i've got all the time in the world mabye i should so something about it, i mean every minute without you feels like an hour mabye im a fool for distancing myself from you mabye that's why i couldn't admit that i loved you because for some reason.. i couldn't accept that maybe.. just mabye.. you might have loved me too.
This hits me so hard... this hurts so much... i don’t know when I should start my story... or when I should end it... because it started too seamlessly and it still hasn’t ended for me... I wish I could write it out right now... but gosh I’m too emotional at the moment...
This is what broke me reminding me of what I am and reminding me that actions are harder than words but words can hurt just as worse the same reason I’m lay here with a slash in my neck waiting for death. A year has past I still haven’t forgot you only you forgot me maybe later down the line we will see if u ever begin to have dreams of what could of been if I hadn’t been so weak but I still love you but I’ll leave you be
I loved a guy. I'm still in love with this guy. One night I met him unexpectedly, it was online but in the months to come he became more to me than just about anyone I've known my entire life. I've been through depression and everyday felt so meaningless, the future felt empty. Until I met him. We talked everyday but it slowly became an every so often thing but every time we talked it was unbelievable. I've had my fair share with guys in person that felt like movie moments, but with him it felt unreal. We tried dating but it didn't work out and now I still think about him. Recently it's been everyday. I'm supposed to be visiting his hometown in May because I have other friends down there and I'm hoping we'll meet and fall in love but it feels unlikely. It's this never ending pain and constant loops of what ifs. I've told him so many times how I felt but it still isn't enough. I wish I could write him so many times and just tell him I fucked up because I was scared but I know it won't do much.
As I stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet I suddenly feel at peace. Maybe it’s because at my feet lies the intersection of 2 distinct paths, merging at a point of vulnerability. Maybe it’s cuz it’s a reminder of you and me, and the blissful bond we once shared. With out a care in the world
My arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold. Two souls kept warm by each other’s company, two heart dancing in the rain playfully, two minds with the same thing in mind.. You want me to be yours and I want you to be mine.. *sighh* ion know maybe I’m crazy, maybe time has finally out played me, maybe I’ve stopped seeing beauty in the little things, maybe I stopped appreciating the gift life brings, maybe I’m in over my head, or maybe I just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed. Idk maybe this is normal, maybe I stopped being myself after you left, maybe it’s all a test, maybe I failed & couldn’t clean up the mess. Maybe that’s why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin, maybe that’s why when I try to apologize I don’t know where to begin for where to end. All these things I’ve typed up in my mind I wanna tell , I just can’t bring myself to hit send. Maybe I fucked up & I won’t admit it maybe I’m a coward. Seem like I got all the time in the world maybe I should do something about it, I mean, every minute w/o you feels like an hour... maybe I’m a fool for distancing myself from you, my that’s why I couldn’t admit that I loved you. Because for some reason... I couldn’t accept that maybe... just maybe you might have loved me too....
wow I remember listening to this 5 years ago... and here I am listening to it again with a nostalgic feeling it brings to me. Memories flashing in my head, the many times i cried and felt alone and now that I'm listening to this again I feel embarrassed i feel disappointed in myself feeling sad and depressed and feeling like i should end it... because of my ex and because of my family issues... when were kids they don't tell us how life is difficult How after birth it's just a continuous struggle for success, a struggle for happiness. Sometime soon after the pain u feel content, I'd say... you feel its normal and your use to it. You're not happy but you're not sad yet you just feel content with our selves... Imagine one day we're teens crying for love and crying to be accepted then next you're an adult making big money, you're not happy but you know what you have to do... Got kids, loved ones, or friends even for some. I'm reading everyone comments and what parts hit them the most. It's sad how far us humans have fallen to depend so much on one person... we are loyal, and we do everything we should do yet the good ones always get abandon why? Love... what is it?... Do any of us really know... what's the point when we never know the true intensions of other people. love yourself... don't end it... it does get better trust me just hold on till u can find your light don't make a person be your light but anything else. Spread the love not the hate :)
you’ll always have my heart , my mind , my soul. I made foolish mistakes in the past that had me loose my everything. I can only beat myself up for my mistakes and wrong doings. It’s not a about being a better person, it’s about growing every day and learning from you loses
Yo, when the rain comes in at the end, that really ties the whole poem together. it puts a vivid picture in your mind: A man, desperate and alone, searching his ravished thoughts for an answer that eludes him. Every painful memory of what was, bringing him farther away from the right answer, and finally, when his mind stops racing, he looks out beyond the window he's leaning on. To the world beyond: grey and obscure, with the skies crying just as he is; only to realize that the world itself doesn't know the answer. But it will mourn as he does, all the same.
‘Maybe I’m a fool for distancing myself from you, maybe that why I couldn’t admit that I loved you because for some reason I couldn’t accept that maybe just maybe you might have loved me too’ MY HEART💔
There is no failing in love, we can only rise from one love to another, sometimes is hard, sometimes is easy, maybe is not your moment, maybe is all you got, but in the end all that matters is the time you had with that person, the gift of the present. Cheer up, better days are coming!!!
honestly i miss him so much.. my best friend, whose distanced himself from me for two months now.. and it’s been lonelier than ever.. he’s really all i have and when he left, i couldn’t take it. i just wish i could hug him again and hold him forever because even though he’s not my boyfriend, he still broke my heart and took a part of me with him...
Madi Northwick I know how that feels. I wish I could take others pains and pin them on myself, but I can't. But what I can do is give others hope, and tell them that it will be okay. You will find somebody in the future that will make you very happy, and enjoy you for who you are and actually stay with you. Love is something that you call unconditional. You love somebody for who they are, no matter what happens to them. Example, if you liked a person and they got hit by a car and paralysed from the waist down, you'd still love them the same. Just keep your head up. Everything will be okay. God bless
She moved on 4 days after we broke up, or should I say after she left me. I hate it.. I was on my knees sobbing, begging her to just listen to me. I loved her so much, I loved every laugh, every glance she took of me, every touch, I loved the way she was so excited to hear about my day after I was done training, I loved how she would do anything to see me, I loved how she would go run at any moment, How she was so different from all the previous. I fucked up, I was a mess, but please believe me when I say I loved this girl so much, I would do anything for her and do the impossible to keep her out of harms way... But in a way I'm glad she moved on... Because the harm turned out to be me.. The last day we spent together, we made loved tears were spilled while we did. That same day she yelled at me she no longer wanted me and didn't care if I killed myself. She cheated and I lied. Horrible things were done but I will never regret her. She gave me happiness and taught me life lessons. She showed so much more than What I thought about this world. She made me be able to love everyone and never hate/dislike anyone. Thank you Ceci. I'll always love you..
Update: She moved to a different state with her new boyfriend, sure Its something me and her had planned but so long as she's happy and living her dream, Im happy. She deserves it no matter how wrong she might have done. She gave me love even if it was for a bit. Hopefully one day we can talk again.
Man I relate to this so damn much. “Maybe that’s why whenever I try to apologize I don’t know where to begin or where to end. All these things I’ve typed up in my mind I wanna tell you I just can’t bring myself to hit send.”
“every minute without you feels like an hour”. We broke up so you could better yourself because we’re both being toxic and didn’t fix ourselves before loving each other. I said I can’t wait til you feel better so I can run back into your arms but it feels like forever since I’ve seen you and it’s only been a feels day. I feel like I’m going crazy without your love and nothing can fill that void.
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Wow I can honestly say that is the best video I have seen like this, you can really feel the pain in his voice and it’s so real, it’s such a shame that hearts can break so horribly. The worst sort of pain is the one that reaches your heart as the heart is so strong yet so fragile and weather it’s loosing someone you love or loving someone who doesn’t love you the same, it turns out it was all just an show for them but for it was so much more it was life itself. How do you just continue with such a big part of you gone ? Maybe It’s me but what I do know is that I loved you more than words and actions could ever say your eyes so beautiful that I could gaze into them for hours and not get tired, your smile so special it made me feel that my worries and stress just wasn’t there. I loved her so much and trying to love a life without you just isn’t the same I am completely broken my heart barley beating anymore. I wish you all the happiness in the world but it hurts so much because I still miss your warm hugs the feeling of your body the touch of your lips against mine. I just don’t know what to do anymore I am lost 😔
At night like this I always comes back to listen and reminded myself how I messed up the whole thing and felt regret once again.. #hopethisfeelingdoesntlastforever
i did lost my girl for not beeing able to trust to her because my past was to hard for me, i couldnt clean the mess and i apologized with ( leaving ) leaving her to start a new chapter even i love her alot, i cant get back to her for losing myself into my nightmares of the past... :( its hard to love someone for real, i should have fight but i lost my arms during the past
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This makes me feel things, I cry every time I listen to it, there was someone I really cared about and I still do, I messed up, I didn’t appreciate them, I treated them like dirt under my feet and made them feel like nothing, I try to talk to them, I want to tell them, I feel like I can’t because I don’t want to them to worry, I want them to be happy, happier than me, after all that’s why they left, so they could make a new life that was better, I still have a chance to be with them, I want to be, I can’t handle feeling like this, they taught me what love feels like, but they also taught me what life feels like, missing them hurts worse than any physical I’ve ever felt, it’s never ending, nothing relieves the pain, even though there far there always right here with me in my heart, I love them and I miss them, I just hope they don’t feel the same way I do because I care about there feelings more than mine, I love them, I miss them, I can’t go much longer without them hopefully I can go be with them this summer, I could say so much more but I think I’m done
You hurt me, you broke me in pieces, i thought that i would DIE without you , "two souls kept warm by each others company", " maybe i stopped being myself after you left, maybe this is all test" ," MAYBE I'M A FOOL FOR DISTANCING MYSELF FROM YOU". if you ever read this , just remember us. P.S I WILL FOREVER BE YOUR MOON, and YOU WILL FOREVER BE MY SUN. YOU CAN'T CHANGE THIS. P.S.S. Maybe
13 and a half years. 10 years married. Who I thought was the one. Went through a miss carriage. Went through her dad dying. Went through my mum dying. All the troubles and the strife over the years, I gave her my everything. 6 months ago I found her with someone else...
I dated some it wasn't for long but I love him still. I miss the way I fit perfectly with his body I misstate way our hands felt like they were made for eachother I miss how I felt when I kissed him. I Miss fighting with him about DC vs Marvel. I. miss his smile his puppy dog eyes, his hair and how it flowed perfectly with him. I miss him telling me about what it was like in Japan. I miss laugh with him over every dumb thing for hours. I miss his voice and his laugh. I loved everything about him... But he broke me and it hurt like hell and I still have to see him smile laugh and be happy everyday in school because I have a class with him.
I’m currently going through this relationship that’s all online and yes I know it’s not really real but it’s real to me. Anyways I’ve recently been diagnosed with severe depression and honestly telling the guy that I care about more then I most care about most people, it’s taking it’s toll on me. I can’t tell him what’s going on because I’m scared that he will leave because of how broken I am. I know it’s stupid but it’s how I feel. These 2 minutes and 11 seconds has really helped me with my decision to tell him, I would rather him know and then decide if he wants to stay or not, instead of hiding a secret that is just not easy to keep.
it’s 1 am. as usual, i’m awake thinking about you again. i miss how we used to be. i miss the goodmorning texts i got from you. i miss being shown off by you. i miss you wrapping me in your arms and i miss feeling loved. i miss you. everyday i want you to come back to me. i’ve never cared so much about one person. your feelings are more important then my own. but i am a coward. i will never admit that i love you more then i love sunny days. but please, come back.
I am in love with my best friend he had a girlfriend and kidney stones I could never admit to him my true feelings and I thought that he would be fine , but he died last year and I hate myself for never telling him my true feelings . So if you love someone plz tell them
I’m in love with my bestie too! But I’m a girl and she’s straight. Shes had boyfriends while I was lying there heartbroken. I might as well give up, ya know? Whats the point in loving someone who doesn’t even love you back..
@@iikatym I see I’m sorry, I understand well, I believe it would be best to tell her but you know your situation best so follow your intuition also about my comment I found out later he was actually alive just decided to disappear, I moved on from him a lot has changed since then and I realized it wasn’t love.
maybe, i knew you never loved me but deep down i wanted to believe that for a minute you did. maybe the only reason i wanted you to stay so badly was because i was afraid of being alone, even if you made me feel like that the whole way through. maybe i just couldn’t bring myself to put me first and accept the love i was giving away, for me. i couldnt accept the fact that i wasn’t the only one you wanted, and it blinded me from seeing who you were. and maybe, i regret meeting you. just maybe.
Or maybe you started to realize just what you lost. The love I gave while you criticized my every move. Or the way I gave my life to you and the kids but you thought so little of me. Or the way I still loved you even when I knew there was something wrong. Or maybe your the one whose feeling guilty for the way you really did not show me unconditional love. Or the the way you left me with all your broken promises. You can yell to the world what a horrible person I am. But what’s killing you is your heart. It knows the truth. Your head plays tricks on you. But it’s the heart that’s breaking. Because you know you haven’t loved me like you keep saying. You were too busy with those others to notice how you broke me. But you will continue to blame me because you’ve always been weak. I should have never taken you back because your ways only got worse the last ten years. Your promises are nothing but useless words. You should feel pain and hurt at the way you have made me live for the past two years. Or how about telling my children I’m not a good mother, person or just human being. No your way of hurting me is going to come back around unless you put good energy out in this universe. You said you were a follower. But your actions prove your words are useless. You’ve become everything you thought you didn’t want. But your so selfish and have zero empathy or respect for me your life is going to reap what you sow. I no longer need you because you threw me away twice. You are your own worse enemy. I made a home and you destroyed it. I hope you do good by me. Because the energy that you have already put out there will come back to you. Be good and do good by others. Or God will make you.
Love is hell... in person or online half way across the world... 10 million miles away... and when you meet that person on the internet you will do anything for them and drop everything for them but they NEVER did the same.. excuse after excuse... until one day you feel your love is so real no matter 2 days 3 days go by with no contact for the 20th time you still feel strong love towards the person you know they will always come back... then the last time you spoke to that person you yell at them and they ignore you for 2 weeks... then that feeling of love turns into doubt... and then hate... and then anxiety kicks in... you want to contact them on Facebook or whatsapp... but your fingers won't move... when is the right time to give up on someone you love so much.. how much pain and loneliness can you take when you know they're perfectly happy living there lives without you knowing you will just hopelessly run back into their arms... like you have so many times before... I need to be free I thought she was my angel that found me... now I'm seeing it as a devil in disguise... the countless hours of thinking of this one person burries in your brain so badly you don't feel human... I love her but it's time to say goodbye... I cannot carry on like this no more... she is the reason for suffering something I once loved has turned into something I despise... I cannot rise from this darkness that I have become... never have a heart full of love for someone without a heart as full as yours... because you will end up hating them and missing them to the point of self harm.... she will make u feel.like shit... and laugh about it with her friends that you never liked... she always chose them over you... ah fuck it... never fall in love... Love will make you insane.. today I cut my heart off I AM DONE.
It hurts seeing things I already felt written back word by word of what I could not bring myself to say when I was younger before I moved on in destiny the thing is when it returns are you really ever strong or are the words endless repeating emotions passed back and worth experienced through karma with new faces different problems back and forth. Then there under it all are the ones that must be ours the we feel so desperately for and I wonder how it ever ends with so much pleading until it's just right between the two in another time another life all until the moment you waited for. It feels like eternity for a day but then the bright light breaks as the moon is taken across the world and it must have take you with it because I wake up alone. Dreaming and caring. We spread these knowledge's of emotions for what we need to relate to to feel less alone. Waiting and waiting and then suddenly it's there the return of something new in us with the feeling of not being alone a smile that makes us feel something a small spark but we wait for that one that first that made it out comparison to the rest hoping it will be enough. Something so deep in us that it can't be questioned. And I sit in my room and think about it all spread through all the strangers I meet all the emotions all the responsibility of knowing the relations we share that we pass and how this video makes me find parts of myself that I had already given now waiting for light to return to my life
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the last line really hit me hard. idky. but it did.
"maybe i'm a fool for distancing myself from you. maybe that's why i couldn't admit that i loved you because for some reason i couldn't accept that maybe, just maybe you might of loved me too..."
Yeah, it reminded me of my attraction for this guy. We sorta feel that way about each other. We both just seem to never admit it.
Patience Seville same
I learned the hard way that time is too short, too precious to not take those wild leaps of expressing your feelings. Say what you feel. Mean it. Because you may never get that opportunity again.
@@fadedblue2846 i know what you mean i lost my chance with a guy i really care about just because i thought he didn't feel the same but now that i look back i really think he does. But its to late i doubt I'll he see him again since he quit where we both work.
@@bbomg02 I am in a similar situation 😭😭😭❤️
"every minute without you, feels like an hour."
“Maybe I failed and I couldn’t clean up the mess” that’s a big one for me... I can’t build something out of ashes
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this is how i feel about my friend whom i lost a while ago....we just ignore eachother....i miss how we were...
I feel the same..
this is what i feel rn.
i feel this
do you still miss them?
because i know i do.
it’s been four years...
itz.broskif well it has been four years... but still has a special place in my life
This popped up randomly and I didn’t expect it to be this good I said, “oh f*ck” out loud and started tearing up
Same!
While listening to this, all I said was...”Why is this so relate able?!”
"Maybe I just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed."
As I stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet I suddenly feel at peace.Maybe it's because at my feet lies the intersection of 2 distinct paths merging at a point of vulnerability.Maybe because is a reminder of you and me and the blissful bond we once shared without a care in the world my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold.Two souls kept warm by each others company.Two hearts dancing in the rain playfully.Two minds with the same thing in mind.
You want me to be yours...
I want you to be mine...
Maybe I'm crazy..Maybe time as finally outplayed me.. Maybe I've stopped seeing beauty in little things..Maybe I stopped appreciating the gift life brings.Maybe I'm in over my head or maybe I just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed I don't know,maybe this is normal.Maybe I stopped being myself after you left,maybe this is all a test.Maybe I failed and I.. couldn't clean up the mess.Maybe that's why the rain suddenly fell colder on my skin.Maybe that's why whenever I try to apologize I don't know where to begin,or.. where to end.All this things i've typed up in my mind y wanna tell you,I just..can't bring myself to hit send.Maybe I fucked up and I won't admit it.. Maybe I'm a coward.Seems like I've got all the time in the world maybe I should do something about it,I mean.. every minute without you fells like and hour.Maybe I'm a fool for distancing myself from you.Maybe that's why I couldn't admit that I love you because for some reason..I couldn't accept that maybe.. just maybe you might have love me too
i remember once... i dated this girl.. yeah... it was online but.. it felt so real, the time we spent togheter, that made me so happy, so we finally got our chance to meet in real life but.. one day before the big day, she said she didnt want to see me, that she didn't love me anymore... that.. broke me so hard, i feel like is my fault sometimes you know? sometimes i mess up, well, she blocked me in every possible way and.. now... im here.. sitting at the chair, thinking about life, and i can relate to this so badly... its.. unexplainable
l4t3r I'm sorry that happened to you love, you're probably an awesome and really amazing person but everyone goes through heartbreak it's part of life but that just makes finding the one much more special you'll find the one, try to enjoy life one day at a time best of luck❤️
Matty dupe Thank you so much ❤
l4t3r take care 💕
asmiliciouss ill 💕
l4t3r You'll love again trust me, this girl I loved maybe still do,but she lived 8 hours away and she's the 1st girl I told my dad about. was willing to give her a home for her and her child. she hurt me and hurt me but I still said I love you and meant it with all my heart but yet she didn't have the decency to say we're done or goodbye she just put a dude's name with a heart, then she just bailed but it's okay, my heart just joy again and my eyes twinkle again 4 someone else who .
it's not easy and yes I still think of her , I cried 2 days ago because of the pain she made me feel but it's okay, time will heal and I'll get someone who will stay.
it's all fine just wait and maybe that pain will fade or stay or who knows but you just need to keep going, your heart will feel joy around someone else. Idk if this helps.
“Every minute without you, feels like an hour”
" I don't know.. maybe I'm crazy. maybe time finally outplayed me" 😥💭
That's 😥
We need more boys who think like that
How do you know how boys think?
lana - cos she's Sherlock Holmes
@@pablosmith5190 Lmaooo
yessss
Yes we do !!!😭😭😭
this reminds me of my last relationship . he showed me what being in love truly was . i was in love with this boy & i still am . when we dated i texted him for a few days , and i stopped replying for awhile . i was too afraid of getting my heart broken , and yet i was the cause of our relationship ending . he claimed that he was in love with me & even after we broke up but me being me , over thinking things , messed up the relationship . i texted him before school ended last year telling him how i felt & how much i regret it , he said " lmao hi " & that was it . now a new school year just began and it hasn't been an entire month , but everytime i see him i feel the urge to cry . and everyone tells me to move on & my friends try to hook me up with other guys but i just can't . i understand that it was my fault our relationship ended , just like everything else .
S I M P L Y Marissa if you need someone to talk to bc im going through the same rn and it hurts sm im here, Sc his.turtle or insta, spitonmysperm
Tae Ariaa im so sorry i just saw this now
Relationships suck im only giving my heart out one my time then im done
not all the men are the same , and not all the girls are the same
Exactly same.. I'm going through....
those last word hit me really hard " maybe just maybe...you loved me to..." ...
The last time I heard this audio, it reminded me of him, It made me smile at the memories and what was "our good", then the realisation of what I had lost made me shift to sadness. I had remembered how I miss him and how I don't have our good anymore. I cried. Both happy and sad. A long time later, now, Im listening to this audio and I feel nothing. Maybe, it's a sign of how strong I've become. Maybe it's a sign of how feeling less Ive become. Maybe. Maybe I'm free.
2 years ago, how are you now?
"maybe i fucked up, maybe i'm a coward"
...this hurts
No maybe about it. I am BOTH 💯
Just maybe....just maybe...you might have loved me too..
7:29, in my room.
Note #1
It's every time. I fall in love. Then I'm sad. See, if your reading this your probably thinking "I didn't know he was depressed"
Yea, wanna know why? Because no ever takes time to notice me. No one ever realizes how I'm feeling because no one cares. This pain is constant. I'm sick of people saying "someone likes you, but they're to shy to say it." No. I'm not using this as an attention grabber but I've already accepted he fact that that no one likes me. Might go my life without good things, it makes you stronger. I don't want to think anymore. I feel like I don't exist, like no one cares (which is true). I'm tired of disappointing everyone. I'm literally just the kid no one knows. I tell people and they laugh, no one listens an no one understands. You know how I feel. I wish I couldn't feel. Do you know anything about me? You just know I'm a human. I don't mean this to scare people.
You don’t know me and I don’t know but if you have came this far feeling like this you can keep going and it’s going to be hard at first trust me but eventually I know everyone says this but it will get better just one little step at a time
Sometimes you just feel like an astronaut. Lost in space. Not a clue which way is forwards. With a big heart and lots of love to give. Only simply wanted to be loved. To belong. And it feels like no matter what you say no one really understands. It seems almost as tho you live in another world. They’re responses seem so shallow. Nothing pierces the heart. You long for one thing. Real genuine human connection. Maybe you had it once. Maybe there was a time when you were really living. When you weren’t so over conscious of life. And it seems to me the more conscious I am and the more aware I become, the more I want to be lost and unaware. I’m learning that it’s all an anti intellectual thinking that will save us. It’s about loosening the grip and allowing yourself to really live. Wu wei. I’m not sure how to find this contentment but the only thing that seems to be leading me closer to that is christ. I don’t know if this helps you at all, or if you’ll even bother reading it. But knowing you’re not the only one out there lost in the sea of space can help a lot. Hope you find content
Kyle Tucker that was beautiful
I’m a stranger but I understand you..You’re not alone. Don’t lose hope okay ^-^? In order to be darkness there has to be a bit of light right? Let that light grow. Even if you don’t want it to. Feeling pain and sorrow is what makes you, you! A human.
You know it's getting hard when your search history is full of videos like this
3 years later, your search history looking a bit happier? :)
@@annabelroseee nope :)
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Ill never be at peace until i know shes with someone who actually cherishes her and fights for her. The thing is your on the other side of the world and ill never know. Id like to tell you how thankful i am for the memories and bring me peace from a dark past that haunts me. Thank you for finding me. But.. Im sorry. Im sorry for letting you down. The way i was with you i was mever like that with any of my exes. I hurt every single one because at the time i didnt care and i ended up leaving them or they left realizing they deserved better. Then you came. You were different. I told you everything about me even my darkest secrets, which most girls would think im crazy and leave but you stayed. At one point in time you loved me. Everyday after dropping you off i wpuld go home and talk to God. 80% of the time i cried while asking Him what good have i done to deserve someone so amazing. To deserve you. The way things turned out he answered 1 of 2 ways. Either saying your right what good have you done or by saying why cant you just enjoy the gift ive givin you. I actually tried with you and thats what hurts the most. Before you came id tell myself that no one will ever love me because im just not good enough for anyone. And even though i loved you so much i still ended up moving when i didnt have to and i didnt fight for you to stay.. We didnt even talk about it i simply said that im moving. You were going to join me but i understand why you didnt. You had your family to take care of and i had mine. I was going to return but money was rough and you couldnt wait longer. Eventually realizing that you deserved better and no matter how strong our bond was.. It wasnt enough. I wasnt enough. I guess i proved myself right. Im too broken to be good enough for anyone. I want to give up on dating but i know it wont happen somehow ill always have hope to try again. But im not going to consider dating till after the military but even that gets me thinking. Will i live after the war or coming home having ptsd being a million times worse than i am now. Id be more broken then ever if i wasnt good enough now, i wont be good enough then. And if it just so happens that your my last id be ok with that. Its how i wouldve wanted it anyway..
David r you wanna talk hun?
Astrix Tucker theres not much to talk about..
David r i just wanna help you be okay.
Astrix Tucker thats the thing.. I dont think i ever will be
David r do you have messenger hun? I can at least try
this just made me really depressed honestly because i have crushed on people in the past irl and online because im drawn to personalities but ive always been too afraid of saying something and getting shut down. to be rejected by someone youre close to cant be easy. how could you continue to relish in the same relationship you once had without things becoming awkward between the two of you?
...thats just how i think of things as ive always been nothing but negative.
Man i can relate to you so much, ive had a thing with a girl in my spanish class like we talked everyday, but i was to afraid to ask her questions that could change the future for us, ive should've spent more time with her when i had the chance, there was so much i wanted to tell her but was afraid of the answer, when im seeimg her with her guy friends i get jelous and thinking they are making out or something, when were not talking i think she's ignoring me. Im tired of this shit mind of mine
" Maybe I stopped being myself after you left, maybe this is all a test" , "Maybe I failed and I couldn't clean up the mess"
You didn't faild
I didn’t know how hard this hit me until I felt the tears.
It kinda hurts me, cause I didn’t fight for him and now he’s with someone else, someone who loves him. I mean, I’ve had a lot of ex’s in the past but he really stuck to me. I was too scared, to blind to see that he wanted me the same way I wanted him, and yet I let him go so easily. Just like that he was gone and I lost him. So quickly too.
We had such great memories, the two of us hand and hand and I let him go. I watched him walk away, I watched him fall in love and I watched him fade away from my grasp. I didn’t even interfere cause I was too fucking scared of backlash, too scared that he would reject me or worse, let ME go. I didn’t want him to let me go, I wanted him to stay with me and I know I’m just rambling on and you probably don’t give any shits about my terrible love life but I honestly don’t know where else to say this. Because I just stood there, maybe. I stood there and I just let him leave. But I’m happy for him, in a sense. He’s happy, and he once told me if I’m happy then he’s happy. So I’ll be happy, for him. Even if he’s found a new happiness, someone who’ll love him and hold onto him, I’ll be happy, for him. Now that I’m thinking, it’s always been for him. Maybe I should let go, because it’s the right thing to do. I can’t keep holding onto some stupid thread of hope, all because of one terrible decision I made. But I cant and it hurts. All the liquor and crying, all my countless attempts at forgetting. I’ve tried other people, but I know none of them could hold a candle to the way his eyes shined when he smiled. He always had those little wrinkles, and cute dimples. I still miss him, and I don’t know when I’ll even forget. Probably Never, who knows.
Edit: woah hey. It’s been a while.. uh. Hi.
‘He’ has kids and a wife and I’ve found someone else and I’m ready to move on. It took me a while, nearly four years to get my shit together and actually start improving myself but I’m getting there.
I'm sure he loves you too!!!!!
This.. Is litteraly destroying me from the inside.. But I cant stop listen to it..
"maybe that's why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin"
on this street corner and watch these two road meet
I suddenly feel at peace
Mabye, its because
at my feet lies the intersection of 2 distinct paths.. merging at a point of vulnerability
Mabye because it's a reminder of you and me
and the blissful bond we once shared
without a care in the world
my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold
two souls kept warm by each others company
two heart dancing in the rain playfully
two minds with the same thing in mind
you want me to be yours..and i want you to be mine
I don't know, mabye im crazy
mabye time has finally outplayed me
mabye i've stopped seeing beauty in the little things..
mabye i've stopped appreciating the gift life brings
mabye im in over my head
or mabye i just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed
I don't know, mabye this is normal
mabye i stopped being myself after you left,
mabye this is all a test?
mabye i failed and i..
couldn't clean up the mess
mabye that's why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin
mabye that's why whenever i try to apologise
i don't know where to begin,or..
where to end
All these things i've typed up in my mins i wanna tell you, i just..
can't bring myself to hit send
mabye i fucked up and i wont admit it...
mabye im a coward.
seems like i've got all the time in the world
mabye i should so something about it, i mean
every minute without you feels like an hour
mabye im a fool for distancing myself from you
mabye that's why i couldn't admit that i loved you
because for some reason..
i couldn't accept that maybe..
just mabye..
you might have loved me too.
"All these things that ive typed up in my mind i wanna tell you, i just...cant bring myself to hit send" that hit deep 💔 :(
This hits me so hard... this hurts so much... i don’t know when I should start my story... or when I should end it... because it started too seamlessly and it still hasn’t ended for me... I wish I could write it out right now... but gosh I’m too emotional at the moment...
Zzzzzzzzzz
This is what broke me reminding me of what I am and reminding me that actions are harder than words but words can hurt just as worse the same reason I’m lay here with a slash in my neck waiting for death. A year has past I still haven’t forgot you only you forgot me maybe later down the line we will see if u ever begin to have dreams of what could of been if I hadn’t been so weak but I still love you but I’ll leave you be
I loved a guy. I'm still in love with this guy. One night I met him unexpectedly, it was online but in the months to come he became more to me than just about anyone I've known my entire life. I've been through depression and everyday felt so meaningless, the future felt empty. Until I met him. We talked everyday but it slowly became an every so often thing but every time we talked it was unbelievable. I've had my fair share with guys in person that felt like movie moments, but with him it felt unreal. We tried dating but it didn't work out and now I still think about him. Recently it's been everyday. I'm supposed to be visiting his hometown in May because I have other friends down there and I'm hoping we'll meet and fall in love but it feels unlikely. It's this never ending pain and constant loops of what ifs. I've told him so many times how I felt but it still isn't enough. I wish I could write him so many times and just tell him I fucked up because I was scared but I know it won't do much.
As I stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet I suddenly feel at peace. Maybe it’s because at my feet lies the intersection of 2 distinct paths, merging at a point of vulnerability. Maybe it’s cuz it’s a reminder of you and me, and the blissful bond we once shared. With out a care in the world
My arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold. Two souls kept warm by each other’s company, two heart dancing in the rain playfully, two minds with the same thing in mind.. You want me to be yours and I want you to be mine.. *sighh* ion know maybe I’m crazy, maybe time has finally out played me, maybe I’ve stopped seeing beauty in the little things, maybe I stopped appreciating the gift life brings, maybe I’m in over my head, or maybe I just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed. Idk maybe this is normal, maybe I stopped being myself after you left, maybe it’s all a test, maybe I failed & couldn’t clean up the mess. Maybe that’s why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin, maybe that’s why when I try to apologize I don’t know where to begin for where to end. All these things I’ve typed up in my mind I wanna tell , I just can’t bring myself to hit send. Maybe I fucked up & I won’t admit it maybe I’m a coward. Seem like I got all the time in the world maybe I should do something about it, I mean, every minute w/o you feels like an hour... maybe I’m a fool for distancing myself from you, my that’s why I couldn’t admit that I loved you. Because for some reason... I couldn’t accept that maybe... just maybe you might have loved me too....
“ couldn’t accept that maybe, just maybe, you could of loved me too. “ that line hit me like a ton of bricks 💔
Omg this is my new fav poem and I'm crying!!
“Maybe i’m a fool for distancing myself from you “ that hit hard
wow I remember listening to this 5 years ago... and here I am listening to it again with a nostalgic feeling it brings to me. Memories flashing in my head, the many times i cried and felt alone and now that I'm listening to this again I feel embarrassed i feel disappointed in myself feeling sad and depressed and feeling like i should end it... because of my ex and because of my family issues... when were kids they don't tell us how life is difficult How after birth it's just a continuous struggle for success, a struggle for happiness. Sometime soon after the pain u feel content, I'd say... you feel its normal and your use to it. You're not happy but you're not sad yet you just feel content with our selves... Imagine one day we're teens crying for love and crying to be accepted then next you're an adult making big money, you're not happy but you know what you have to do... Got kids, loved ones, or friends even for some. I'm reading everyone comments and what parts hit them the most. It's sad how far us humans have fallen to depend so much on one person... we are loyal, and we do everything we should do yet the good ones always get abandon why? Love... what is it?... Do any of us really know... what's the point when we never know the true intensions of other people. love yourself... don't end it... it does get better trust me just hold on till u can find your light don't make a person be your light but anything else. Spread the love not the hate :)
so raw and so real...♡
you’ll always have my heart , my mind , my soul. I made foolish mistakes in the past that had me loose my everything. I can only beat myself up for my mistakes and wrong doings. It’s not a about being a better person, it’s about growing every day and learning from you loses
"you might have loved me to"
That hit me hard
Listening to this after a while kicks me back into memories so bad
this speaks to my soul.
Yo, when the rain comes in at the end, that really ties the whole poem together. it puts a vivid picture in your mind: A man, desperate and alone, searching his ravished thoughts for an answer that eludes him. Every painful memory of what was, bringing him farther away from the right answer, and finally, when his mind stops racing, he looks out beyond the window he's leaning on. To the world beyond: grey and obscure, with the skies crying just as he is; only to realize that the world itself doesn't know the answer. But it will mourn as he does, all the same.
‘Maybe I’m a fool for distancing myself from you, maybe that why I couldn’t admit that I loved you because for some reason I couldn’t accept that maybe just maybe you might have loved me too’
MY HEART💔
There is no failing in love, we can only rise from one love to another, sometimes is hard, sometimes is easy, maybe is not your moment, maybe is all you got, but in the end all that matters is the time you had with that person, the gift of the present. Cheer up, better days are coming!!!
maybe that’s why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin
This is literally the most beautiful thing I have ever heard
honestly i miss him so much.. my best friend, whose distanced himself from me for two months now.. and it’s been lonelier than ever.. he’s really all i have and when he left, i couldn’t take it. i just wish i could hug him again and hold him forever because even though he’s not my boyfriend, he still broke my heart and took a part of me with him...
Madi Northwick I know how that feels. I wish I could take others pains and pin them on myself, but I can't. But what I can do is give others hope, and tell them that it will be okay. You will find somebody in the future that will make you very happy, and enjoy you for who you are and actually stay with you. Love is something that you call unconditional. You love somebody for who they are, no matter what happens to them. Example, if you liked a person and they got hit by a car and paralysed from the waist down, you'd still love them the same. Just keep your head up. Everything will be okay. God bless
She moved on 4 days after we broke up, or should I say after she left me. I hate it.. I was on my knees sobbing, begging her to just listen to me. I loved her so much, I loved every laugh, every glance she took of me, every touch, I loved the way she was so excited to hear about my day after I was done training, I loved how she would do anything to see me, I loved how she would go run at any moment, How she was so different from all the previous. I fucked up, I was a mess, but please believe me when I say I loved this girl so much, I would do anything for her and do the impossible to keep her out of harms way... But in a way I'm glad she moved on... Because the harm turned out to be me.. The last day we spent together, we made loved tears were spilled while we did. That same day she yelled at me she no longer wanted me and didn't care if I killed myself. She cheated and I lied. Horrible things were done but I will never regret her. She gave me happiness and taught me life lessons. She showed so much more than What I thought about this world. She made me be able to love everyone and never hate/dislike anyone. Thank you Ceci. I'll always love you..
Update: She moved to a different state with her new boyfriend, sure Its something me and her had planned but so long as she's happy and living her dream, Im happy. She deserves it no matter how wrong she might have done. She gave me love even if it was for a bit. Hopefully one day we can talk again.
@@clementecarranza3110 I feel u mate I m at the same shit :(
I did not cheat on Chris that is a bunch of Lies
@@lyricgibson9677 ?
took the words out of my mouth.
wow.
That description was perfect, as was this audio, can't wait for more uploads 💋🖤
Maybe in over my head
I love her with every beat of my heart with every breath i take. She broke me and blames me for everything 😕
“Maybe i fucked up and I won’t admit it maybe I’m a coward” 🥺 something about this like jus resonates with me. This audio brought me to tears
I've been watching these for a while and I've cried so much
You truly don’t understand the pain till after the heart break
I’ve memorised every single word I am in love with this it brings me to tears every time
This poem will always my favorite ..
mine too
I know how that feels to scared to admit how u feel x
Man I relate to this so damn much. “Maybe that’s why whenever I try to apologize I don’t know where to begin or where to end. All these things I’ve typed up in my mind I wanna tell you I just can’t bring myself to hit send.”
❤️ hopeless hearts just passing through
“every minute without you feels like an hour”.
We broke up so you could better yourself because we’re both being toxic and didn’t fix ourselves before loving each other. I said I can’t wait til you feel better so I can run back into your arms but it feels like forever since I’ve seen you and it’s only been a feels day. I feel like I’m going crazy without your love and nothing can fill that void.
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A single conversation can change history forever.
just wanted to say that this has been my favorite video/audio ever since the first time I heard it; this is amazing.
This is amazing, but yet sad at the same time. I love this. I love him and I'm sure she loved you too.
this was beautiful.
Wow I can honestly say that is the best video I have seen like this, you can really feel the pain in his voice and it’s so real, it’s such a shame that hearts can break so horribly. The worst sort of pain is the one that reaches your heart as the heart is so strong yet so fragile and weather it’s loosing someone you love or loving someone who doesn’t love you the same, it turns out it was all just an show for them but for it was so much more it was life itself.
How do you just continue with such a big part of you gone ? Maybe It’s me but what I do know is that I loved you more than words and actions could ever say your eyes so beautiful that I could gaze into them for hours and not get tired, your smile so special it made me feel that my worries and stress just wasn’t there. I loved her so much and trying to love a life without you just isn’t the same I am completely broken my heart barley beating anymore. I wish you all the happiness in the world but it hurts so much because I still miss your warm hugs the feeling of your body the touch of your lips against mine. I just don’t know what to do anymore I am lost 😔
We love, we lose, we forget, then we remember all the good memories lead to all our bad memories...😔
Great video! Keep it up
Maybe they just came to our life to teach us a lesson that you can't be loved if you can't love yourself firsthand 💔
At night like this I always comes back to listen and reminded myself how I messed up the whole thing and felt regret once again.. #hopethisfeelingdoesntlastforever
this hit me so damn hard😭
I loved every minute of this 🤍 Thank you for sharing
Without a care in the world...my.arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold 😔
I heard this and I couldn't help but cry.
Maybe one day😔
Headphones+full volume-tears=love
This hit me harder than I expected
from 0:37 to 0:49 really hits me. Cause I've changed a lot and idk if I'm still that person i though i was...
i did lost my girl for not beeing able to trust to her because my past was to hard for me, i couldnt clean the mess and i apologized with ( leaving ) leaving her to start a new chapter even i love her alot, i cant get back to her for losing myself into my nightmares of the past... :( its hard to love someone for real, i should have fight but i lost my arms during the past
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This relates to me so much rn
This makes me feel things, I cry every time I listen to it, there was someone I really cared about and I still do, I messed up, I didn’t appreciate them, I treated them like dirt under my feet and made them feel like nothing, I try to talk to them, I want to tell them, I feel like I can’t because I don’t want to them to worry, I want them to be happy, happier than me, after all that’s why they left, so they could make a new life that was better, I still have a chance to be with them, I want to be, I can’t handle feeling like this, they taught me what love feels like, but they also taught me what life feels like, missing them hurts worse than any physical I’ve ever felt, it’s never ending, nothing relieves the pain, even though there far there always right here with me in my heart, I love them and I miss them, I just hope they don’t feel the same way I do because I care about there feelings more than mine, I love them, I miss them, I can’t go much longer without them hopefully I can go be with them this summer, I could say so much more but I think I’m done
..my feelings put into words💔
just beautiful...
Because you need to win somewhere else. Someone really really needs you and it's not me.
You hurt me, you broke me in pieces, i thought that i would DIE without you ,
"two souls kept warm by each others company", " maybe i stopped being myself after you left, maybe this is all test" ," MAYBE I'M A FOOL FOR DISTANCING MYSELF FROM YOU". if you ever read this , just remember us.
P.S
I WILL FOREVER BE YOUR MOON,
and YOU WILL FOREVER BE MY SUN.
YOU CAN'T CHANGE THIS.
P.S.S.
Maybe
13 and a half years. 10 years married. Who I thought was the one. Went through a miss carriage. Went through her dad dying. Went through my mum dying. All the troubles and the strife over the years, I gave her my everything. 6 months ago I found her with someone else...
im so so sorry, she will see what she is missing once its too late.
I dated some it wasn't for long but I love him still. I miss the way I fit perfectly with his body I misstate way our hands felt like they were made for eachother I miss how I felt when I kissed him. I Miss fighting with him about DC vs Marvel. I. miss his smile his puppy dog eyes, his hair and how it flowed perfectly with him. I miss him telling me about what it was like in Japan. I miss laugh with him over every dumb thing for hours. I miss his voice and his laugh. I loved everything about him... But he broke me and it hurt like hell and I still have to see him smile laugh and be happy everyday in school because I have a class with him.
I’m currently going through this relationship that’s all online and yes I know it’s not really real but it’s real to me. Anyways I’ve recently been diagnosed with severe depression and honestly telling the guy that I care about more then I most care about most people, it’s taking it’s toll on me. I can’t tell him what’s going on because I’m scared that he will leave because of how broken I am. I know it’s stupid but it’s how I feel. These 2 minutes and 11 seconds has really helped me with my decision to tell him, I would rather him know and then decide if he wants to stay or not, instead of hiding a secret that is just not easy to keep.
Those words made my heart milt in a cute and crazy way.. i love your channel.. and you are the best 😃❤️❤️
Great…
For everybody listining , broke and desperate.
Tough times don’t last forever - i promise 🙏
it’s 1 am. as usual, i’m awake thinking about you again. i miss how we used to be. i miss the goodmorning texts i got from you. i miss being shown off by you. i miss you wrapping me in your arms and i miss feeling loved. i miss you. everyday i want you to come back to me. i’ve never cared so much about one person. your feelings are more important then my own. but i am a coward. i will never admit that i love you more then i love sunny days. but please, come back.
Omg such a nice poem ❤❤ crying
HEAVEN
I am in love with my best friend he had a girlfriend and kidney stones I could never admit to him my true feelings and I thought that he would be fine , but he died last year and I hate myself for never telling him my true feelings . So if you love someone plz tell them
I’m in love with my bestie too! But I’m a girl and she’s straight. Shes had boyfriends while I was lying there heartbroken. I might as well give up, ya know? Whats the point in loving someone who doesn’t even love you back..
@@iikatym I see I’m sorry, I understand well, I believe it would be best to tell her but you know your situation best so follow your intuition also about my comment I found out later he was actually alive just decided to disappear, I moved on from him a lot has changed since then and I realized it wasn’t love.
I’m glad that theres people like you out in the world :D
maybe, i knew you never loved me but deep down i wanted to believe that for a minute you did. maybe the only reason i wanted you to stay so badly was because i was afraid of being alone, even if you made me feel like that the whole way through. maybe i just couldn’t bring myself to put me first and accept the love i was giving away, for me. i couldnt accept the fact that i wasn’t the only one you wanted, and it blinded me from seeing who you were. and maybe, i regret meeting you. just maybe.
Or maybe you started to realize just what you lost. The love I gave while you criticized my every move. Or the way I gave my life to you and the kids but you thought so little of me. Or the way I still loved you even when I knew there was something wrong. Or maybe your the one whose feeling guilty for the way you really did not show me unconditional love. Or the the way you left me with all your broken promises. You can yell to the world what a horrible person I am. But what’s killing you is your heart. It knows the truth. Your head plays tricks on you. But it’s the heart that’s breaking. Because you know you haven’t loved me like you keep saying. You were too busy with those others to notice how you broke me. But you will continue to blame me because you’ve always been weak. I should have never taken you back because your ways only got worse the last ten years. Your promises are nothing but useless words. You should feel pain and hurt at the way you have made me live for the past two years. Or how about telling my children I’m not a good mother, person or just human being. No your way of hurting me is going to come back around unless you put good energy out in this universe. You said you were a follower. But your actions prove your words are useless. You’ve become everything you thought you didn’t want. But your so selfish and have zero empathy or respect for me your life is going to reap what you sow. I no longer need you because you threw me away twice. You are your own worse enemy. I made a home and you destroyed it. I hope you do good by me. Because the energy that you have already put out there will come back to you. Be good and do good by others. Or God will make you.
if anyone needs a good talk im here for you
Maybe I love this voice ☹︎
Love is hell... in person or online half way across the world... 10 million miles away... and when you meet that person on the internet you will do anything for them and drop everything for them but they NEVER did the same.. excuse after excuse... until one day you feel your love is so real no matter 2 days 3 days go by with no contact for the 20th time you still feel strong love towards the person you know they will always come back... then the last time you spoke to that person you yell at them and they ignore you for 2 weeks... then that feeling of love turns into doubt... and then hate... and then anxiety kicks in... you want to contact them on Facebook or whatsapp... but your fingers won't move... when is the right time to give up on someone you love so much.. how much pain and loneliness can you take when you know they're perfectly happy living there lives without you knowing you will just hopelessly run back into their arms... like you have so many times before... I need to be free I thought she was my angel that found me... now I'm seeing it as a devil in disguise... the countless hours of thinking of this one person burries in your brain so badly you don't feel human... I love her but it's time to say goodbye... I cannot carry on like this no more... she is the reason for suffering something I once loved has turned into something I despise... I cannot rise from this darkness that I have become... never have a heart full of love for someone without a heart as full as yours... because you will end up hating them and missing them to the point of self harm.... she will make u feel.like shit... and laugh about it with her friends that you never liked... she always chose them over you... ah fuck it... never fall in love... Love will make you insane.. today I cut my heart off I AM DONE.
Another one. :-( They all come and go. Almost all.
this is beautiful
It hurts seeing things I already felt written back word by word of what I could not bring myself to say when I was younger before I moved on in destiny the thing is when it returns are you really ever strong or are the words endless repeating emotions passed back and worth experienced through karma with new faces different problems back and forth. Then there under it all are the ones that must be ours the we feel so desperately for and I wonder how it ever ends with so much pleading until it's just right between the two in another time another life all until the moment you waited for. It feels like eternity for a day but then the bright light breaks as the moon is taken across the world and it must have take you with it because I wake up alone. Dreaming and caring. We spread these knowledge's of emotions for what we need to relate to to feel less alone. Waiting and waiting and then suddenly it's there the return of something new in us with the feeling of not being alone a smile that makes us feel something a small spark but we wait for that one that first that made it out comparison to the rest hoping it will be enough. Something so deep in us that it can't be questioned. And I sit in my room and think about it all spread through all the strangers I meet all the emotions all the responsibility of knowing the relations we share that we pass and how this video makes me find parts of myself that I had already given now waiting for light to return to my life
I can recommend you to a great powerful man of God/prohet named DR WILLIAM text him on WhatsApp (+1 956-531-2406).. He can help you get your ex back with a powerful prayer that lasts forever I have been married for more than 5 years now..
You can also contact him via Email.
doctorwilliampatrick01@gmail.com..
Have you found the light yet
One of the most beautifull poems ......why i keep writing sad poems ._.ugh
*you might have loved me too*