Dear Anxiety Lyric Video | Spoken Words | Clayton Jennings
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- Опубліковано 5 вер 2024
- Ok straight up everything in this video is not mine and trust me all rights go to [CLAYTON JENNINGS] . He made this video and the music/lyrics to it. I do not intend to make anything off this video, it's just purely to spread the word about what he is doing and how he is helping people get through tough times. 💜
Anxiety...not even gonna get into the topic, Anyways...
He has helped me through a lot and has helped me believe that it's not always God's fault. Please go check him out because he will change how you see God. He has a gift that is so special and it needs to be shared. The topics he talks about are personal to him and many of his fans. He is truly underrated and i hope he keeps changing people's lives.💜
Damn ok this blew up wow
Hope you guys enjoy and go check his channel out♥️😁
0:36 so damn true
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@@mollimclainn
I'm not religious but alot of Clayton's music was my fighting music during radiation and chemo for my brain cancer.
@@Malachi-mf3qb8122😊
Medicine doesn't cure anxiety depression or ptsd, it suppresses it. IT never goes away. Internal battles are worse than the physical.
Exactly :)
Facts tho
I'm not too sure about depression and ptsd even if they have them and I know you can work through them but anxiety is uncureable with anything you might be able to help it but it will never be gone because it is an instinct everyone has anxiety just the ones who were diagnosed with it means it affects our everyday lives
Everything always stays “the past never forgets” the past may be that the past but everything stays the trauma, the depression, the anxiety all of it. it never leaves, it just ignores you sometime and medicine helps you ignore it. But it stays…forever
The first healing Jesus ever did was healing a man with demonic spirits. There is freedom but you must CLING to the him and take up your cross. If u love him u will keep his commandments but he forgives u if u are sorry and turn away from that sin.
U were fashioned in ur mother's womb. U were on purpose by the Lord wanted Loved and not alone.
Dear you who reading this. It is possible you can set yourself free of PTSD, depression and anxiety. Keep having Hope, keep fighting. One day you will look back and wonder why you ever felt like this. It will get better. Maybe not today, or tomorrow. Maybe not next week or next Month. Maybe in a year maybe 4. But one day, It will be over. Keep fighting. You deserve peace ❤
thank you I needed this
Having anxiety attacks in front of peoples but no body noticed . wanna be alone but deep down want someone to hold me even when knowing no one is there and will never be .
Me too. I realized that I have anxiety attacks every single day but they just don’t show, I realize that those moments when I’m just dead silent and I feel like I can’t function and my brain is just becoming chaos and I just zone out and I’m there listening to the world but I don’t respond or show I know what’s happening because I can’t my anxiety won’t let me, I realize those are anxiety attacks for me. I just want you to know I feel what you wrote above every single day of my life
Everyone leaves and it hurts when you open up. Anxiety isn't a joke, anxiety can change you. Anxiety is nothing that will go away easy.
That is true. VERY TRUE. This is coming from someone that has SEVERE Anxiety! I have NEVER told anyone or got RID of it.
As someone with schizophrenia, this video explained everything I've gone through from start to finish. Always be strong. Every day in my life is a challenge, but i am grateful for everything that has happened. Always keep in mind , you are not alone in this.
Everyone who reads this you are important you are smart you are talented. You are lovable what you feel, and what you think matters you deserve peace and happiness.
I hold a love for him that feels like a warm embrace, crafted in patience and understanding. Every time he retreats into his own world, it aches, but I remain unwavering. I know the depth of his fears makes real connection feel daunting, yet my heart stays open, a sanctuary waiting for his return. My love is a lighthouse in his storm, honoring his vulnerability and the strength it takes to show it. I don't need him to be perfect; I just want him to be himself-flawed yet capable of profound connection. I’m committed to walking this winding road with him, each step filled with grace and compassion. My heart is a beacon of hope, ready to invite him closer, to trust in my unconditional love. I had to let him go, but I support him from afar.
Wow. I could have written this; it speaks volumes to what I am going through. Let us remember that God is our only hope through our struggles with anxiety and depression.
I relate to this so much. Im only 19 but ive dealt with anxiety for 15 odd years. Nobody knows my life story and I guarentee if they did they wouldnt question my life chouces anymore
I hate people that don’t want to listen or try to understand other people’s feelings but I just really hope you’re getting better as time goes on and positive things are happening more often 😊
Same I’ve felt anxiety Lying on my shoulders like
@@TrentonQueen 2 years since I posted this comment and I still have the same issue lol
Things never change about this problem for me. Most of my days are glum and grey in my eyes.
Since 4...? Bro Thats kinda weird
I'm 13 and I play this song to fall asleep too when I'm staring at the ceiling
So true
@@Summer11121 I know right
@@sarabutterfly8309u okay
Same
Help exists. Reach out. God’s love endures. Five years medication free. I could not do it without Him.
These words make me feel like I can actually live my life again the savior he's talking about at least for me is him these words that he's pouring himself into make me feel every emotion he's feeling it felt like a warm hug when your sobbing out in the cold alone and then the one person you can trust comes and finds you to take you back home and I'm letting them take me thank you so much for this ❤
Why does this explain my life day by day week by week
Hey I’m here if you need me but I know it’s hard during lockdown but try and find some distractions to make your days feel a little different, be safe ♥️
I swear this spoken word was directed specifically to me. Every verse is what I've experienced and have been through over the years. Down to the age references he talks about. I'm 34 years old and my mental illness has been the most manageable it's ever been. But it still finds its way to me when I'm the most vulnerable and when I least expect it. All I know now is God has me in his hands no matter how dark the valley may be. And that's honestly what has saved me over the years. Knowing that he's got me. No matter what.
I’m proud of you for having that outlook but I’m sorry to hear that’s how bad it’s been
It's so true that it hurts. When I'm alone, those fears of failure really crash into my head, I hear the voices that make me so anxious that I cant even explain. I try so hard to stop thinking about these but just cant. I'm so feared of failure that it hurts bad. And the most terrific thing about this is that, you never know when suddenly you'll become so damn low that it would take the entire world's energy to enjoy even 1 little reason of enjoyment.
That was really beautifully said may I say but are you ok?💙
@@How_About_No_ yes I am 😊
I'm glad, hope that continues to stay that way
this sh!t made me cry, im a 16 year old girl struggling with severe anxiety and depression since i was 12 and a half/13 years old. i have trouble sleeping but also being awake. i kept everything a secret until i as 15/16, struggling and crying in silence. medication doesnt help, barely suppresses it. I've had so many attempts all which never worked. my family used to think I'm being lazy when i just want to stay home in bed until i had my first breakdown after 2 months of losing my grandma. but now everyone knows that im easily triggered. my life has been hell. but i still fight even though im exhausted...
I’m so sorry you’re going through that, you don’t deserve to but you’re so strong for still being here and I know your grandma would be watching over you.
I went through a similar situation, it does get better and easier with time ♥️
This gives me chills everytime I hear it. I love sharing your message with everyone. ❤️ keep being strong ❤️
Thankyou so much I really appreciate it, feel free to spread Claytons words even more because they are so powerful
Much love and keep being strong too beautiful ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you- I agree with everything in this video and feel like this is so relatable- I had my first panic attack when I was 9...
lxovely.hearts husbandos awwwwww I really really hope you’re doing ok now
If you need to chat at all I’m here for you and it doesn’t matter if I don’t know you I’m here 🤍
But I know how you feel and just hope you’re doing better now
i have anxiety from my birth now i am 11 years and i am relatable so much🖤🖤
I hate when parents say “did you take your medication” “yes I did but just because I took my medication it doesn’t make it go away”
I had mine at 13 but it was just pushed to the side. My fake friends (which were the main cause of this) even told me to go have another one.
I had another one today and whenever I don't feel right I stand in the hall of the English department or walk really slowly past and my creative writing teacher KNEW something wasn't right at all. He always talks to me when I do this but today was different. He helped me try to breathe he gave me permission to just stay outside of the classroom even though I wasn't in his class at the time. He kind of pieces together that I might have anxiety (I'm not diagnosed) and he knew being in a noisy music room would not help me at all because of what it was. One of my friends came with me to at the end of the day when I went to go see him and my creative writing teacher even helped me hide the fact it might be due to anxiety by the hot weather and it not making anyone feel right. (He does this because he wants me to tell people at my own pace.)
I will forever be grateful for him and also other things he's done for me 🤍🤍
No one has to read it 😂
It probably doesn't even make sense.... I'm really sorry if it doesn't and you waste your time reading it 😔
(For some reason I can't delete the comment 😅)
That was extremely Powerful
This makes me tear up everytime i hear this because i know how it feels and its the worst feeling ever!
My schizophrenia is killing me man i didnt want to say anything but these voices i just cant take it anymore
Cried about this song because I've had my first panic attack at 7,spent 30 years alone and scared of opening up and telling about how I feel about things... My mother asked me if I was feeling alright and I stood silent... I felt like I let my own mom down... This song is my life on a personal level...
This made me cry. I’m 29, always dealt with depression & anxiety and can’t get my life together. I too spent so many years crying out to a god for help only to get silence in return. That’s the line that stuck out to me the most. But i relate to this over all, so much, except for the end. Still haven’t found my relief or my savior, a sense of belonging or being accepted or truly loved & liked, or a solid source of hope that it’ll happen. I just hope to one day not be spiritually alone. To have closeness with someone who really gets me. And to be able to help others feel less like i always have.
So many people feel this way. It’s why we need to try to remind ourselves to be gentle, to love people, to give grace, to be there to the degree possible to give what help we can.
Bro..... My friend showed me this and i cried i have anxiety the my friends are gonna die so i tell them how much they mean every night and i almost experience depression when I had something stuck in my liver and mass on my kidney. And I got depressed when I couldn’t see or talk to my dad. Thank you for making a relatable video. ❤️hope you are ok❤️🫶🫶🫶
I have fallen in love with this artist. I don’t know who he is but wow, this is literally my entire life.
Im glad to hear that, his name is Clayton Jennings ☺️
Wow you frickin moved me to tears I'm over here at 2:30 in the morning because I can't sleep because I have insomnia sobbing from you literally speaking my truth!!! I loved your words , your voice I just felt u speaking through me!!
Tania Martinez awwwww that’s incredible this isn’t mine I definitely don’t take any credit but I’m so glad it impacted you the right way, I’m here if you need me for anything but I’m so glad it made you feel that way, you rock girl!💖
I feel just like all the lyrics are met just for me... Thank you for your lyrics Clayton Jennings..😭💔🙏💌💯 SASHA ADRIANNA 🕊️
I been dealing with anxiety and other metal health since I was 13teen and so many days and night I wish god would take this metal health away from me . I hate feeling like this everyday and night it never goes away so if you deal with this too I’m here for you because I know what you are going through
Holy shit, that was just like a gut punch & it was all true, only I haven't found any savior. But it's been 20yrs for me & I've had to live 2 lives because I have 4 kids, so I have to hide that part of me the best I can idk what else to say here.
Stay strong ma brother , you're not alone 🙏 💙 everything will be alright 🙏
Wow...wow...wow! The build up of the anger rage and helplessness in your voice here. This was so emotion packed that I almost followed with scenes that made it like a movie. Awesome job
My son is fighting all this an when I listen to this I broke into tears sometimes people just need a listening ear
im only 13 why do i feel so much pain...
I all of this. I’m 11 almost 12 and I suffer from depression and anxiety and I can’t tell my parents because they will worry to much and no understand. I make videos about GOD but I still can’t find peace. I put on a rack smile so people don’t worry. 😞😔
Hi, I’m 43 now and a mom of 2 kids. 16/18, my 18 year old has horrible anxiety like myself. I started having them around your age. I want you to know you’re not alone. Your strong for being so open with your post. I hope you see that-;) I’ve learned to not be ashamed, we are strong for having to deal with it- YOU are strong! Please never be afraid to reach out for help if you ever need it. But I just wanted you to know you’re not alone. ❤
@@elizabethhunt6149 thank you I’m really struggling and I know people are too probably more than me, but it still hurts Thank you so much. It means so much to have someone who gets me.
@@Elizabeth_R. oh you’re so welcome! And I truly mean everything from the bottom of my heart. It’s a horrible thing to suffer from. And especially times when we see others who don’t. Just remember you’re strong, you are not alone. Even if people don’t understand in your personal circle, know lots do. I will surely keep you in my thoughts and prayers. But know you’re strong! ⭐️⭐️⭐️
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I have to do the same thing every single day with a fake smile on my face, and I still do it. I don't know how to escape it
Hung in there, the one who suffered the most was the the strongest of all in reality.
Thanks For this one, Because World is too harsh too understand, Felt That Someone Is Expressing my thoughts with same anger, energy, frustration,
Just A Thanks♥️
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my UA-cam channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates.
Ik i'm a little late but imma be honest I heard this and I couldn't stop crying. He helped me truly understand what was wrong with me
I am so glad to hear that he has helped you Robert, wish you only positive things for your future ☺️
33 yrs old and hate being alone to it always always takes me to a dark place
The truth in this is so powerful the struggle of life ways on us and it feels like there's no release or escape but I'm my case I did find my escape in the form of my savior Jesus Christ now that doesn't mean I don't struggle far from it but now when I do I have someone to help carry the burden and the stress God bless yall
I felt this pain and I start feeling it and I wasn't that old I was juster in kindergarten, five god damn years old and thing is I'm still feeling this hell with me so everytime I hear songs like this i cry but I only told the people I can trust mostly my girlfriend,the only difference from me and these lyrics is that in still only eleven
I posted for the first time two times and as I looked when was the first time I posted it says 2 months ago 3 months ago and today still I’m battling 4 months from the first time I post my comment but it’s been over 25 years my prayers going out to everyone who knows what it is to live with this horrible illness because they too like myself battling with this horrible disease amen be kind
This still really hits me hard as someone who struggles with anxiety attacks and cptsd as my demons torture me every night they get a chance to do so when i can’t sleep or if i sleep then they follow me into my dreams turning them into reality like nightmares
It’s been so true for so many people, I wonder if the Devil sends others like People who are to busy being right, instead of being humble and work on themselves before attaching themselves to once happy people. I was told the Devil shows up in not horns and a tail, but in something beautiful or something we may want, and that’s why to never leave our faith. No matter what or who thinks about it. Godbless
I know thus was 4 years ago, but this song has stopped me from Self harming I, which I found this song sooner, so I never even started self harming in the first place
I've started self-harming again, and what makes this worse is I'm having a voice in my head saying die end your life. And I'm scared but then this other voice came alone and said. Come on, do it. There's nothing stopping you from ending it, and now I don't know if there is.
What I hate the most is going to bed.. I’m happy during the day but suffer during the night the voice keep telling me “your ugly, your worthless, no one loves you, go kill yourself“ no one knows... No one will.. If i make one bad move the voices will hauntbme till i cant breathe.. At school its just as bad.. Loosing friends by the moment not being about to control my temper crying if i get a low score. Being the ’sensitive’ kid is just one of the names.. Being told im insane but did u ever look at and see that this kid is just like everyone else. Im begging to be listened to.. The only thing that keeps me sane is music...
Bless you! I feel your pain. Thank you for your authenticity.
beautifully deep
I relate to this way too much and I’m 26 years old been dealing with anxiety since I was 5 in a half , ptsd by age 8 by age 9 depression cptsd at age 17 , all due to bullies from school and at home or at summer camp, never ending torment but I won’t let them tear me apart or give up on myself, even if I have to take a longer break then others to improve on my physical health and I’ve always been good at dealing with my mental health by age 18
I actually have anxiety around people since covid and I'm 23 years old and I'm dealing with anxiety and this so true about this and thanks for this video!
I feel everything you don’t want to feel but they feel right to me and these are depression, anxiety etc Ig I’m just too broken and psychotic
Too all those who are suffering. Trust me theirs people out there to help. Just ask. Trust me.x
It's the way i feel all day. This life aain't good its a task
Been having anxiety and all since I was a small child so I can relate to this Soo much it hurts 😢😢😢
I've thought about ending it all sometimes, it hurts so fucking much. I feel like I'm fighting a war for my mind, body, and spirit... And I'm losing on all three fronts. But I will keep fighting, out of spite or hate, love or happiness, revenge or just to protect the woman I love.. I will keep trying no matter how many arrow-like words and actions pierce my heart, I will make keep making her happy no matter how much pain I go through. I can take it, I have to for her..
I get that I love your song if you need someone I will be here for anyone that needs to talk
"I was ten when i first had a panic attack" Sounds like it was for me. on my 10th B-Day I had a panic attack
This is honestly beautiful and so relatable, thanks for having the strength to make this
I found this right after a friend I opened up to about my life at said that I need to get out of their because just because it is not physical pain anymore doesn't mean that they should destroy my mental state anymore than they already have
Depression anxiety and panic attacks bipolar these are the demons I battle every day for over 25 years and unless you suffer from this terrible illness you have no idea what it is what it feels what your life is like when people like myself and so many through out the world are battling this terrible illness that is as fatual as cancer and every illness that eventually can consume your life and slowly it becomes deadly and for those who are fortunate not to have this terrible illness will never understand that it’s not in our mind that we’re not looking for attention or being a drama queen and especially for your own love ones to Mock and treats us like these l Illness is of no concern to them they should Neil down and thank the lord that they don’t know nor suffer from this terrible illness that is also known as the silent killer…..
I got to say I suffer from PTSD from childhood trauma and I've suffered from emotional neglect. I also have autism which is an anxiety disorder as well. And this really hits home feel when I'm home alone when everything spirals out of control
I was 8 when I had my first I thought I was gonna die I have one every day now and I’m only 12 year old meds don’t work nothing works, I know anxiety will never leave us we always have it when I’m 13,15,16,18,20 and more every one has it sometimes people don’t have it as bad as others it e hurts but it’s like and I asked life why it’s so hard and it said people don’t appreciate the easy moments.❤
My entire life my family has treated my anxiety like a joke but its made me lose everything around me. The only 2 people i didnt feel anxious around have passed away and i am truly alone. I hope i can bounce back this time but i dont want to even leave my house to the point i quit my job. Im so alone
This song and I are so much alike in many things.
what i tell my self each day "fight it your self cut ur pains away drink your pain away dont ask for help theyll betray you. your better off dead." that made shit worse
Bro 😭 this touched me! 🙏 thank you for making this brother ❤❤❤
This is exactly how i have been living my life.... am glad i can handle it now...
So proud of you for getting to this point, keep it up and stay strong ♥️
Fr I love this song it exactly what and how I feel
I hear this and im crushed what do i do i dont want to give up but i dont see any light at yhe end of the tunnel God in heaven helpe
Be somebody you are proud of. ❤❤
you took my whole life 13 damn years and i cant get them back
This is so powerful like dang
Can someone please explain why this Is happening out of no where?
Every night I cry for no reason. I can't spend the night at anyone's house because I end up going home around 1-2 AM. I can never seem to not have anxiety, or whatever it's called. I always feel like I have to spend time with everyone in my family, or I feel guilty that I didn't spend enough time with them.
This hurts and I cant seem to escape this feeling of guilt and anxiety.
You go through ups and downs in life and sometimes the downs are more prominent
It’s not going to feel like this forever but I understand what you’re going through.
Maybe talking to your family or someone you trust could help with these feelings?
I hope you’re ok :)
this me very day
this is so inspirational i love it 🎀
Anxiety my dearest enemy and my closest foes Anxiety my only constants.💔
to everyone that watches this video,
you are all pretty both in and out, you can do anything. been there with insecurities believe me. being a teenager is the hardest thing in the world. but when u work out who you are you dont care what other people think or what the world does to you. i love you all
india
Omg this is soo true every day is a battle i would rather be dead
This song needs to be bigger
You’re not wrong
All of this❤️❤️❤️
Trauma hurts so much!
Amen Clayton Jennings
Amen x❤
This made me cry
Awwww I’m sorry, I really hope it was for a good reason and you weren’t sad over a bad thought
OH MY GOD! I just turned 30 and why is his reading from the imaginary diary I have.
I can relate....
i have trust issues and i am working on it but i keep pushing the people that want to help me further away…
I feel anxiety has no cure 😢😢you wake up feeling happy then other day you feel like 😢you have no purpose to live but again you too scared to die because you will hurt the people who are close to you😢😢 i feel medication doesn't work 😢
Just thanks can relate to it all so thanks
Thank you.
@@derikbarclay7854 No Problem :)
I love this song because it's how I feel im 11 years old 🖤🖤🖤🖤💔💔💔💔💔💔🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Omg this is,😍like it can hit hard,also puting this on relatable but I have never had a panic attack!
I also only 11🙃
I have found escape in a form of a saviour.
t's a good thing he's finally letting it out...
i write spoken words but tthis is amazing well im suffering too but i cant cry anymore i just laugh because well just have to to avoid questions...........
thank you
LunarMoon Epic no problem!! 😁
Fire ; )
it's been 4 years now and im still trying.😢
I just can't
Im just so sick of feeling this way
YES