As always, I hope you got some value out of this, in some way, shape or form. I don't believe people "need" this experience, but it was very interesting for me personally. I don't think I would do it again, as I have everything I need at this stage in my life. Please consider supporting us on Patreon for more meaningful content about spirituality, culture & philosophy. You also get access to a Patreon exclusive video podcast featuring me & my girlfriend Yesenia. Patreon: www.patreon.com/user?u=3120234&ty=h My Music: soundcloud.com/your-mate-tom/ Thank you to Jose & Dakota for being awesome. AYAHUASCA RETREAT (also offers BUFO ceremonies): Use code "YMT" at check out at www.arkanainternational.com for a discount or some freebies. (Deep tissue massage, Isolation tank, or DMT light session) Thank you to all who have supported us. Because of your generosity, we are able to create free meaningful content for you full time. Thank you :) Much love, Tom
Oy Tom Thanks for sharing this m8 This is a beautiful story. I just wanted to share that - long ago, I had a psychedelic experience that was the exact opposite. My greatest fears externalized Wrong set and setting, very wrong! Everything everywhere turned black, grey, or sepia toned. Everything was dead, rotten, it was zombie land, the undead world. The sadness and horror were overwhelming. The impression lingered for years within me. My friends said that I had changed permanently (for the worse) from that experience. Guys, set and setting is SO important.
Psychedelics have the ability to make you understand that there is really nothing to worry about. Everything will be ok. And its beautiful to know this.
Or since DMT only naturally releases in large amounts when you die, it's most likely naturally developed coping mechanism for death. You brain is not a processor, it is a filter. DMT is the filter catalyst so you don't know your dyeing when you're dying and you think everything will be okay. It's like setting your clock 5 minutes ahead to fool yourself to be early for appointments. If you really believe a chemical reaction is some higher powerful rubbing you on the back saying you're important, you're loved, it's all gonna work out for you no matter what, then you're narcissistic enough to believe you have no ego because you couldn't understand that a powerful chemical is producing feelings and inner thoughts and realizations already present but ignored until the trip. All that's happening is you're conflating your own locked inner thoughts and emotions with the voices and energies of the planet or god or some non sense.
Just had my first Bufo experience and yes, I experienced infinity and LOVE. I finally felt the love I constantly push out yet never appear to receive in return. The universe gave it back to me ten fold. WHOMEVER IS READING THIS - I LOVE YOU.
I had a psychedelic experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
heaven is perfect oness bliss joy and love , one with god gloriously extending forever without any friction in perfect peace as there is nothing outside to threaten it nothing diferent inside, all one, this world is just a nightmare but we will all soon wake up
i cried when he came back and said “i understand” “it’s beautiful”... sometimes i fear for the world we live in, but experiences like this give me hope. 💙
I was in tears when your guide hugged you. I felt his love. All of your guides sitting around you! I cried because I've never had that love from anyone, and crave that type of love from friends, my spouse, parents, siblings etc. Maybe in my next life. Thank you for sharing your journey 🙏
Part of our awakening journey is to realize that all the love we seek outwardly from partners, family and friends, is already within us as we are connected to the Divine. That is what psychedelics shows us.
Ive done it and came back with the realisation that the greatest gift in existence is simply existing which is taken totally for granted more than anything else. I still feel the gratitude 4 years later.
@@tannerdwyer Don't do it just at this point in time then, you can actually do a lot of damage with this stuff. Look after yourself and realise you can still reach deep parts of yourself more safely with something like a 5-7 day water fast which is considered pretty safe unless you have an eating disorder. I felt very lucky to come out the other side with my mind intact after some of my psilocybin and Ayahuasca trips.
@@tannerdwyeryea don't be scared of it.. I too thought all the worst and not being in control and bad trip and all that crap anxiety tells you.. it really doesn't.. its not all that hyped up, it's just pleasant and calm. You won't regret it. Open your mind
The crazy thing about this is that WE KNOW! Deep down underneath the human matrix we know the vastness, interconnection, and eternal nature of life and love - but we lose ourselves in the human mind, we forget, but even in what is lost - we remember.
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.
I was having this constant and unbearable anxiety because of university stress. Not until I came across Ted Winston, a very intelligent mycologist, He saved my life honestly.
Psilocybin mushrooms have proven very effective in the treatment of various mental health issues. Helped me get out of years of depression and excessive alcohol use. My social anxiety is gone as well.
they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!
YES very sure of Dr.Burkeshroom. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today
I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a microdose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
I have done 5 MEO about 7-8 months ago… one thing I want to point out is the aftermath (the very next couple of weeks) which Tom didn’t really talk about… you become a bit fragile and if you consume any cannabis or shroom products - you are easily experiencing flashbacks and “jump into portals” much like during 5Meo experience. Just wanted to share this, hope it helps other people to prepare :) Overall, it is an interesting and very enlightening experience. My shaman said a very smart thing : “this experience and the medicine is only 10% of work - the rest 90% is on you, through meditations, self discipline and living the life you want to live”. Much love and peace to everyone
Great advice! After the medicine I get reactivations for several weeks. Especially when near sleep or meditating. And yes, the real work is definitely learning to like your ego and connecting it to your true spiritual self. Much love to you.
I did the toad yesterday..wow! I needed to talk someone with experience. I woke up really early, panicking, I wake my wife, call my friend, they calmed me down…and now I’m writing this..please tell these go? X
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelic treatment was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
I could remember several years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here
Can you help me with the reliable source. I'm 64 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Greece. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.raymycology. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a microdose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.
This biggest take away from my most intense trip was feeling like I’m going to die, panicking about dying and then saying it’s okay to die and truly accepting death but with that means enjoying life. We spend more time dead than alive. So please live while you can.
It's generally widespread belief in Psychology that there are two parts of our psyche. One pulling us towards death, and one pulling us towards life. Do with that knowledge what you will ❤️
I felt this once after dying in a dream, seeing my transparent body go up and up. But it was the feeling which I'll never forget. The beauty of death. The beauty of life. The love in everything. Understanding everything in death, everything, and realising there is nothing to fear. Life is a gift. Death is the ultimate bliss.
The clips of them hugging after he came to really hit me. The strongest memory I had from my most recent Shroom trip is that I just wanted someone to hug. Even today I was feeling so down that I wish I could’ve had someone just to hug. A lot of the times I just need a hug from a friend.
Hope you are doing well. Death is certainly us going home. I feel this way. I'm not part of any religion, but I am spiritual. I do believe that a God could exist, I do believe there is some source that we all come from. A well of souls that we return to and maybe we get put in another earthly vessel, maybe we don't.
My dad passed Jan 8 , had him on hospice I remember one night he was knocked out from the medication, randomly he quietly muttered “I wanna go home” then passed like 2 or 3 weeks after that
When I watched his journey, the way they took care of him in a loving and caring manner. How he came from a dark part of his heart to be free and embrace the new him. I sincerely cried all the way through. How grateful I am for him, his life has changed for the better.
Remember that you don’t attract what you want, you attract who you are. So focus on love. Focus on happiness. Focus on feeling fulfilled and like you already have everything you’ve ever wanted. Focus on gratitude. You are a powerful source of energy. When you do this, you will get what you want because you are in alignment and focusing on all you have instead of a lack. Just know you have everything you have ever wanted. It’s already yours . Be joyful! Sending loving energy to you all. ❤️
This comment actually is sooo true at the same time I’m currently really struggling with anxiety and have been given antidepressants which I’ve never wanted to do can anyone help me with Someothing that can help me get over this anxiety cloud that is constantly over my head please !!!
Very brave to show this very personal vulnerable experience to the world. This was exactly my experience. I did it once 6 years ago and I still feel like I'm learning from it. I'm glad I waited till I was 40 until I did it. I really want to say to young folk to not rush into this experience. It will come to you when you are ready.
@@asherweck The problem starts from the fact that you think you need it. You don’t need a drug to get away from your depression. I wish you the best 🙏🏽.
I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with ADHD. Spent my whole life fighting ADHD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
Whenever I do DMT, and the pieces to my visual field start to reassemble. I'm left with the overwhelming feeling that reality itself is the trip. That the dmt space is my home and this reality is my journey away from home. A meaningful journey at that. Wonderful video friend. Much love.
@@Ref_God Dark web (tor browser), Canada research chemical stores, bufo alvarus toads in arizona only during the summer months, retreat to mexico where its legal btw lol. Plenty of ways but you are going to have to really want it if youre gonna get your hands on it. You can even make it pretty easily i hear
@@Ref_God get some mimosa h hostilis root bark. Preferably ground up. Make a solution with hydrochloric acid and the ground material. Use a base (sodium hydroxide) to separate the compound from the acid. Then add naphtha to defat the final solution (removes lipids) so when you evaporate off the remaining liquid you are left with pure crystal. Do not rush the process especially with regard to purging the remaining constituents. This is not meo-5 DMT but rather N-n DMT. Mimosa hostilis is what they make ayahuasca with, so if you don't want to go through this process you can take strong vinegar and bathe a mixture of mimosa hostilis and Cucci vine. Lightly simmer and refine the mixture using several extractions to condense the compounds. Get exact measurements from multiple sources to be sure. Take precautions, and be respectful of this amazing compound. I wish you luck.
I micro dosed mushroom after fighting depression for over 7years l, being incapable of work for the last 2years. In a short summary I became depression free within a couple of months and still I'm 6months later. It saved me/.
. Micro dosing is mentally addictive and can cause phychosis if not taken on the right dose that's why I recommend Dr.henryshroom a renowned mycologist and vendor, who taught me how to trip and also grows mushrooms. He saved my ass from suicidal thoughts, you just don't wanna be in my situation but all the best I'm very okay now thanks to dr.henryshroom//.
As someone who has experienced the toad myself, when he said "i understand" i knew right away that this man was free of worries just like me after my trip and it filled me with joy. My optimistic side hopes that we can one day reach a society where these kinds of experiences are the norm because in my opinion every human deserves the option to try the toad and free themselves of the inconsequential worries of the world.
I had a psychedelic experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. How can I overcome this as I still have anxiety about it till this day. I fear I am being sent to hell. How can I free myself of fear and see the heavens?
You’re lucky to have a friend who can administer psychedelics for you and stay by your side the whole time and hug you when you need it. I wanna find me a buddy like that
@C zula / HodlHands I'm by Rockford! Just turned 18!! Let's breakthrough on some NN dmt over summer! And talk about or journey 🤗 we can use my gpen connect to dab it
@C zula / HodlHands we an hour and 17 min away! Wooow! And ahh my friend fear is natural and something that should be appreciated honestly. It's just a part or bringing true meaningfulness into the experinces you face daily. And the ones you sometimes decide to tackle head on like dmt! I've had ego desth on lsd once previous to my dmt breakthrough and experience with many different compounds in that same period of my young life. But the intensity and profound nature of a breakthrough with or without religious attachment is a truth no doubt you will have to face and I think you may get a lot of value from that if your honestly looking into it already bro.
I hear you all. I’m in southern Wisconsin and ready to rock and roll. Old af?🤣😂... I’m over 40 ,and though not as often, I still get down. I prefer 5-meo, but whichever is calling you ...all good! Zoomers are the closest thing I have experienced (macrodosed) that brought me to a mini breakthrough. We should all get together for a pow wow sometime. It would be interesting to say the least. Love and light!✊🏼✌🏼❤️
I’ve been struggling a lot with depression and anxiety since Covid and I can’t tell you how much watching this has helped my mood today. Thank you for reminding me that everything will be ok.
I hope that what’s causing your anxiety due to Covid is the fact that dangerous, evil, unscrupulous elites like Klaus Schwab, Bill Gates and others are seeking to use Covid as a way to turn the world into a dystopian, fascist 1984 type of environment where absolutely NO freedom or individuality exists. That is definitely cause for concern to anyone with a critically thinking brain.
The way that you reacted and the way that everyone is reacting around you just makes me feel so comforted. I’ve dabbled in psychedelics only a little bit and i don’t see myself doing them again but just seeing you so moved and so in awe of it makes me believe even more that everything’s gonna be okay. Thankyou for this video mate!
That means you felt his happiness. I felt it too. Though we are only watching the footage. The presence of the universal energy called love surrounded his body. Hence why there were hugs all around The new world needs to understand that in order to evolve, we need to heal the earth. And have a much more deeper connection with mother Earth again, and love everyone, despite who he/she is, or what they have done People are innocent from birth But are influenced by their environment and people around them
Omg me too. The ego doesn’t understand at all, and therefore does not exist. Because if understanding exists, how can there be such a thing as not understanding? That’s what we remember when he says I understand, that true understanding actually exists and therefore confusion is an illusion. It’s also when someone radiates love, it’s much harder to keep telling yourself fear is real in the presence of such a person. Because if love is real, fear does not exist. Where does love stop? Have you ever seen love that stops? If you have I assure you it wasn’t love. It is strange to think of love at stopping at a certain point. Love is not seperated and therefore is not limited, in fact it is ever extending because its essence is sharing. Fear in the contrary can never extend because it is based on seperating, it can only divide things up so images arise that are made up by our imagination. Fear is only the idea there can be a place outside of what is one. It would be the opposite of love and focusing on it makes us forget what love is. You can not combine these two thought systems because either fear is real, or love. When you want fear to be real, you won’t remember who you are. As soon as you remember love, there’s absolutely no need for fear.
Tom, Theo did a ceremony for me at the exact same place at Sacred Valley just a few weeks ago. Your video about a year and a half ago inspired me to do it. I wasn't ready last year when I went to Peru for the first time though this year I felt the calling. It is the most indescribable loving experience I have had in my whole life! I completely merge with consciousness, there is no body, no thought, just being.. just existing in the vast sea of consciousness. You are a great guy and I love what you do, thank you will all my heart for this video ❤
8:58 has to be the purest expression of love between two men that I've ever seen. That really moved me. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Much love, -Kenneth
Omg... I sobbed. Hard. I was overcome with so much love being shared here. Im beginning my journey into the psychedelic world at the ripe old age of 54 and being diagnosed with PTSD. I WANT to heal myself mind, body and soul. Im so glad I have just found you Tom. Thank you from the depths of my heart. 🙏💜☮
I have the same diagnosis and went into 🍄 for the same reason. I've been careful to start low and slow and to do them in a safe space and not to fight the trip, and have had some profound and painful and awesome experiences. It's really helped me process things, and while I still have work to do, the 🍄 seemed to take me from knowing things in my head to knowing them in my heart. It was like many years of good therapy condensed into one experience. Generally it takes me a few weeks after each session to really process or integrate the experience fully, so be patient with yourself and the process and best wishes with your recovery.
Jose is a beautiful soul. I reckon that level of compassion is just the right thing when coming back here like that; I'm glad you went there for this experience, my friend. I'm always moved when I see the love being shared through that understanding. I love you all.
T I M E S T A M P S: 0:00 I "understand" 0:52 Bufo Alvarius Documentary begins 2:07 What is 5-MeO-DMT? 3:58 Toad preparation 4:58 My Trip to infinity begins 6:49 Unity with oneness 8:20 Returning to the human plane 12:03 Complete joy & gratitude 15:36 1 year later (Bufo Trip Report) 23:08 Was it worth it? 31:50 Dakota's thoughts at the time 33:48 My thoughts at the time
Thank you for sharing this Tom. Hearing your experiences are inspiring. Like a lot of people on here I’ve dabbled in psychedelics. I don’t believe I’m anywhere near ready for something like this, though I hope one day I’ll feel ready for it. My current goal is to prep myself to try the 5.5 shroom trip. Looking forward to more of your content!
Thanks for sharing this man, the way that these intense trips are reported to have felt like merging into oneness etc. Reminds me of something called merging with thr brahmajoyti or impersonal Brahman effulgence in vedic belief/spiritual practice which is said to be only one of many ways you can have self realization or god realization but not the ultimate or only way. Thanks for being staying so humble 🙏
I lost a close friend back in September, he was my roommate and one of my best friends. I also lived with my brother at the time and they used to always talk about what comes after death. A few days after he died, my brother had a dream where he asked him if they were right about what they thought, and he told my brother that everything was infinite. I thought it was interesting how you said infinity, makes me feel like it’s all true. He was 37, an amazing guy, I hope where ever he is now is a good place ❤️
Its within everyone. Its why people branch off society to meditate their whole life cause they are already ready to transcend back to "source" after death cause they are already partially there while in the physical realm. But if source is everything, infinite, not bounded by time, that must mean we are all eachother, fragments of the same whole. We are all one consciousness experiencing different vessels at the same time, and that i believe is the furthest i can comprehend higher dimensions. We are all experiencing a very specific and different perspective that if we think too hard about it our ego drives fear or anxiety, existentialism. But higher dimension is just like our collective consciousness, each life experience is like a side of a shape, but we're all directly connected in a way that canmot be seen as a 3d shape, and thats what heavy meditation or pshychedelics tries to make your mind visualize it and thats why intense visuals are often infinite everchanging impossible geometry that is infinitely detailed. Our physical brains literally cant picture it. Love has the highest vibrational frequency among emotions which is why it is crucial in ascending beyond all the negative.
What actually happens.... What is the meaning of I know ?? I have been stressed since long due to various reasons in my life and due to bad decisions...or Bad Luck .... Anyways.. that has pushed me to weed Smoking.....yes it is helping my anxiety...and stress .... which is affecting my left side of the body with less feelings and half body goosebumps etc... Can this really make a difference in anxiety level and stress ..
Amazing video brother. I know there’s no way to know what it’s like without experiencing it, but man did you portray it through the screen incredibly well. I have been considering this for a long time, im inspired to do it the right way, as you did, one day. Thank you ❤️
I’ve never done any type of medicine like this haven’t even tried smoking weed. But the way I learn so much and these videos open up my mind into a point of perspective has changed my life. I know I don’t know the true effects of any of these medicines but to know that they exist and they can help me in life later is truly a good feeling
I think if I ever did DMT I'd want that guy he had right beside me lol. He knows what he's doing , keeping the guy calm and relaxed. Cuz I know I'd freak out I'd be that girl on the ground screaming lol
Mushrooms are easy to grow. There is videos online. You just need to buy substrate and the spores. It's all legal till that first mushroom pops up from the soil. But can't really get caught if no one finds out. Not really going to get, don't know why police would randomly just start searching your house, just keep it to yourself.
I remember watching a UA-camr say that the experience finds you. I wish I knew the gentleman that guided him through his experience. It’s one of the most peaceful one I’ve seen. Heck of gift
All the healing and peace I was trying to find through counselling, psychologists, pharmeceuticals, tedious healing modalities, and every question I ever had about life was answered in a sapo ceremony. Thank you for this gentle reminder brother! Great work! 🙏❤🌹
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Germany. Really need
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I find one thing to be common with these molecules, is they all give you a deep appreciation for life. Only through gratitude can you find empathy only through empathy can you find compassion and only through compassion can you come into true love. Blessings Tom.
I’m empathic for people who have little awareness and struggle with daily survival yet I have little gratitude for where I’m at in life or for even being here. I think the biggest part of empathy is understanding and the want to be compassionate towards others. I’ve struggled to love myself my entire life and I’ve noticed this struggle makes being empathic, grateful, or even happy much harder.
@@beyondtriggered the world will tell you that if you're not doing, you're not valuable, but we aren't human doings we are human beings. Before you can truly fulfill your purpose you have to be who you are, not who the world says you should be. Once you can program yourself to see your truth you can then open up and find the love of life you desire. It's not easy, it's the most difficult work one can do but it's worth it.
@@SoMyExperience I meditate pretty often (at least 30 minutes a day) and I often reflect on my potential and meeting myself where I'm at now. I don't really have a list but I am grateful for many simplicities such as family, friends, being alive, and my health\health of others. I do agree the world will shit on you if you're lazy or not doing much but in a way being skillful in any regard makes you more valuable to society. I don't think I have a certain purpose other than those I manifest for myself. I've lived a pretty wild life with some good yet mainly toxic experiences but I imagine my future can only get better from here.
@@beyondtriggered your list is very vague I can't imagine how you would be able to feel a deep sense of gratitude with no list. Without a sincere gratitude for life you can never reach empathy of others, there for your compassion could be viewed as "fake" therefor you never get the chance to show your real love. Only through loving others can we all find our purpose. "What is a good man but a bad man's teacher, what is a bad man but a good man's work." -Lao Ztu I wish you well in all you desire to achieve and manifest in your reality. May you learn from experience and thrive in toxic situations. May you change in many ways and find your truth in this lifetime. Blessings and encouragement-AlwaysLove
He understand only in part. He still does not understand that the reason he is tied to source.....because he is source itself. He is still too afraid to understand the true nature of his being. He'll get it eventually, all of creation will eventually.
@Honk Honkler John 10:33-34. "The Jews answered him, saying, For a good work we stone thee not; but for blasphemy; and because that thou, being a man, makest thyself God. Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods? Psalm 82:6 I have said, 'You are gods; you are all sons of the Most High.' You have not done your due diligence and sought out the truth but merely allowed others to tell you what the truth is. Well I just gave you definitive proof. But you will probably follow the way of 2 Timothy 3-5. " For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. 4 They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. 5 But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry." You don't want the responsibility and accountability that comes with being God. Because then....you can't blame anyone for anything. Everything becomes YOU so YOU are solely responsible for everything.
there is no god BUT ALLAH Jesus IS But ALLAH S PROPHET AND ALLAH SAYS EVERYONE OF You IS ASTRAY EXCEPT WHOM ALLAH GUIDES SO ASK ALLAH FOR GUIDANCE ALLAH WILL GUIDE You IF ALLAH WILLS everything happens IF ALLAH WILLS nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON I have ASKED ALLAH FOR KNOWLEADGE WISDOM UNDERSTANDING ALLAH HAS PLEASED AND HOUNERD Me and I ASK ALLAH FOR MORE ALLAH SAYS IF You ARE GRATEFUL ALLAH WILL INCREASE You IN FAVOR BUT IF You deny ALLAH S PUNISHMENT IS SEVERE You cant kill unjustly or force anybody to believe ALLAH WILL NOT EVEN ACCEPT You THEN ALLAH ACCEPTS WHEN Youre INTENTION IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH IF You do anything FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH But its not really for the sake OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH you and the person who forced you ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN SAVE YOURSELFS AND YOUR FAMILES FROM HELLFIRE ITS FUEL IS MEN AND STONES ALLAH WANTS TO REWARD Whoever BELIEVES IN ALLAH AND WORSHIPS ALLAH WITH ETERNAL PARADISE BUT whoever denies ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH this person IN HELLFIRE THE GRAVE AND THIS LIFE FEAR ALLAH none has the right to be feared praised and worshipped EXECPT ALLAH ALLAH DOSENT NEED anyone to worship ALLAH it is We Who Gain from WORSHIPPING ALLAH WHEN ALLAH WANTS TO CREATE ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN THAT ALLAH SAYS BE AND IT IS ALLAH DIDNT SAY BE AND IT WAS that means ALLAH WAS CAPABLE AND NOT ANYMORE BUT THATS NOT WHAT ALLAH SAID ALLAH SAID BE AND IT IS MEANING ALLAH IS FOREVER CAPABLE OF CREATING! the devil is our open enemy everyone(human) who is born gets born with a devil whom ALLAH TESTS Us with but the devil and his followers will burn and abide IN HELLFIRE FOREVER ALLAH SAYS ALLAH WILL GATHER the wicked AND MAKE THEM BE PRESENT IN HELL upon their knees ALLAH DOSENT WRONG anyone We wrong ourselves! But the devil has no power over Us he can just invite us in our thoughts and We can chose to respond or not to that thought how do you respond? By contuinueing to think of that thought and then commiting that thought then is youre own fault because you followed youre own lust! Our death is written how when and where it will happen BY ALLAH its already destined and then ALLAH WILL RESSURECT Us naked bare footed and uncircumsied in The Day Of Judgement no one will escape ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS THE MASTER OF THE DAY OF JUDGMENT ALL COMMAND BELONGS TO ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS DONT THINK ALLAH IS UNAWARE OF WHAT THE WRONGDOERS DO ALLAH ONLY DELAYS THEM TO A DAY WHEN THEIR EYES WILL STARE IN HORROR! ALLAH WILL GIVE EVERY ANIMAL HUMAN BEING AND JINN ANOTHER CREATION ALLAH HAS CREATED BEFORE Us AND STILL EXISTS ALLAH HAS CREATED them FROM A SMOKELESS FLAME everyone will get their rights that Day Justice will only be served that day! This IS A CLEAR WARNING FROM ALLAH SO you cant say you werent warned download Muslim Pro read the Quran in your translation and you will come to see that This Is THE TRUTH dont show off ALLAH KNOWS what Our Souls whisper to Us the first to enter Hellfire are those who showed off! Were doing good deeds that they acted were FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH but in reality they were showing off! So intention is very important! WORSHIP ALLAH ALONE WORSHIP ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W ALLAH SAYS IF You LOVE ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W AND ALLAH WILL LOVE You AND FORGIVE You AND Youre sins! ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Said Islam will have 73 sects all will enter Hellfire except one and there is one group that has named themselves after ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad's S A W Habits Habits in arabic = Sunnah and they made a nickname sunni but We shouldnt say We are sunni We should they We are nothing but Muslims thats WHAT ALLAH WANTS so the sunni follow nothing But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W so you can see which is the right path but you can see which sect He was talking about that will Prevail! No leave falls from a tree except BY ALLAH S PERMISSON nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON prepare for youre death BY PLEASING ALLAH and You will Prevail! In This Life and THE HEARAFTER THE HEARAFTER IS THE PERMENANT SETTLEMANT AND THE REAL HOME (PARADISE) the wordly life is nothing but play and amusment ALLAH SAID! terrorist arent real Muslims ALLAH U AKBAR MEANS ALLAH IS THE GREATEST Jesus and the All The Other Prophets are But ALLAH S PROPHETS there is nothing LIKE ALLAH Jesus has no father only mother Son Of Mary (Maryam) but We are from ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Ummah = Nation! His nation is the only nation ALLAH WILL SAVE AND TAKE OUT FROM THE HELLFIRE (those who were Muslims but corrupt) BUT ALLAH WILL STILL PUNISH Them BUT BY THE MERCY OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL SAVE The Muslims AFTER ALLAH IS DONE PUNISHING Them ALL THE OTHER Prophets their followers who were corrupt will abide and burn eternally in Hellfire! All The Prophets Will Say on The Day Of Judgement ALLAH SAVE Me their worried only about themselves All the Prophes OF ALLAH got a supplication that they had in this life that if they were to use it they were granted it All of Them used it Jesus used it when they wanted to kill Him ALLAH TOOK HIM UP TO THE HEAVENS He isnt dead yet He will die and come back and kill the one eyed liar the antichirst! But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Saved it He didnt use it He will use it on the Day Of Judgement ASKING ALLAH ALLAH SAVE My Nation! When All The Prophets OF ALLAH WILL SAY ALLAH SAVE Me ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Will Say ALLAH SAVE My Nation and every person who becomes a Muslim is From His Nation! He is the seal of the Prophets OF ALLAH He wasnt sent out to a nation He was sent out from His time to the end of time! ALLAH SAYS Muhammad IS THE BEST CREATION ALLAH HAS EVER CREATED! ALLAH IS ALL AWARE OF WHAT We Do! We Cant SEE ALLAH BUT We Can TALK TO ALLAH THRU ALLAH S CREATION ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS CLOSER TO Us THAN Our JUGULAR VAIN ALLAH WILL REAVEL HIMSELF TO THE PEOPLE OF PARADISE IN THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT IN PARADISE! I will end with this ALLAH SAYS THE one who leaves THE REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH WILL INDEED live a depressed life! AND ALLAH SAYS WITH ALLAH S REMEMBRANCE THE HEARTS FINDS REST!
This Shaman emanates a lot of love bro, his groundedness and calmness show you found a real one, its nice to see you finally had the experience you were looking for :)
Watching people's DMT experiences is like David Goggins videos for the heart and soul man. Seeing 2 grown dudes hug like that is some wholesome sht no homo hahaha.
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Man this is so beautiful, made me tear up watching your return and the hugging. I want to experience this so bad, depression and addiction controls my life. Working a shitty job I hate, not making enough money to be able to afford a journey like this. Feel like I don't deserve happiness like this sometimes.
Hi, I don't know where you come from, but if you search you will find - look for shamans in your area, there will definitely be one who performs this ceremony. Lots of love on your path. namaste
You don't need to go to peru.... just grow some mushrooms at home...it is easy once you go through a little trial and error. Do plenty of research and you can grow one tub of mushrooms for maybe $100 - $200 investment.... you will be giving them away to people you have so much....
Tom bro... I am only 10 minutes in so far, and I have to say, this is already turning out to be such an incredibly beautiful and raw piece of pure art! Wow! Thank you
I feel so melancholic about existence. I recognize the beautiful gift that it is, and am so deeply grateful I get to come here at all. How lucky I am to manifest as myself on this earth, a soul walking around on this plane. I’m SO grateful. And because of this gratitude, even though I know everything is good in the universe and I will be ok after death, I almost don’t want to let this existence go… it’s such a brief period of time we get to come here. I love it so much. I have so much love for this experience we call being human. It’s so beautiful and precious. And maybe I just feel this way because I’m young, I’m only 21, but I don’t want to let this go. I care about it so much. I care about everything here. Everything matters and I have so much love for it all, my heart aches to know I only get to have it for a short little while…
when i think about past experiences i could cry, you cant unsee after it is beautiful my eyes watered up just seeing this guy go thru this i am very happy for him
@@fullmoon1072 oh I have I took WAY too many psychs and the trip was telling me “this is what death feels like” and it took a huge weight off my chest because I was always terrified of what happens when you die but now that I know what it feels like, I’m almost excited to die.
This made me tear up. When you said there’s nothing to be afraid of referring to death. Or even ego death in a sense. I thought about my great grandma who passed away and I’ve been grieving about it, but idk it makes me happy to think of it in a sense that she is 100% free now. She went back home to source energy and that is all love and no pain. I just idk I’m just happy to see it in that way. She was the kindest most loving woman I’ve ever had the privilege to know, her heart was pure and she was the true embodiment of unconditional love & I know she deserves nothing but the best. Just to think of it in the perspective that she is free and completed her mission here on earth and is now truly free with source makes things a lot more easier on my soul. Thank youu for this video.
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My very first experience with Psychedelics was with Toad. At age 60. With two loving guides that know what they are doing, so I felt safe. Changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible. Several other amazing experiences with other substances since, sometimes topping those up with toad for the neuroplasticity. A magical medicine and experience - but only for a few times at most, after which there will be nothing else to see.
Tanks really much for Sharing! your Journey reminds me deep in my Heart of the thruth! I had goose bumps, and it was a really good description of your Journey with all that Pictures, thanks for being so open minded to see you in these intimate vulnerable situations on your journey.
This video came to me as a gift from above, really needed to see this right now. Been feeling lost and disconnected from myself the last few weeks with existential anxiety and thoughts about creation and what the purpose of life is. Seeing you have this experience gave me such comfort and I feel so much better now! Sometimes we need to be reminded of how magical life is. Thank you so much man for the effort you put into these videos! Pure art!
@@kaylamorris7381 Glad to hear that! So cool that we can experience part of that profound toad energy straight through the screen from another side of the planet!
@@RoXoR92 agreed. I have had the same messages through LSD and that was intense enough. I think this experience would be too much for me at this point in my life . So I agree it is nice to experience it through the video and kind of understand the profound realizations
Me too. A close friend recently passed away in an accident and I had been reflecting on / afraid of death and the afterlife destinations of my loved ones. I am so glad I came across this video today.
Tom, this was spectacular. You have a very strong grasp for articulating the experience in a non-controversial, non-contradictory way which is super important when the audience is the entire world. As a student of psychopharmacology, I am on my own journey to pioneering the path to becoming a psychotherapist that specializes in both DMT and Psilocybin therapy. Your videos have helped me in a myriad of ways, especially solidifying the evidence of the therapeutic potential that these medicines have to offer. Much love brother.
Wow that is interesting I have always thought about like doing what you just said, someone who specializes in tryptamine therapy and such. If you don’t mind explaining, what education and such does one need to do something like that?
Iherdu Luvlawngdich hey mate, I currently have a degree in psychological and Brain Sciences. I am now looking for the right person to do research with during my masters which will either be neuroscience or pharmacology with a specialization in psychedelics. Also I am looking into doing work with MAPS. From everyone I have talked to getting a PhD is an over qualification for being a psychedelic therapist but there will probably be some courses designed specifically for the career once it becomes a more common practice after more work is done with the FDA
@@jacksons8061 oh wow cool, appreciate the response by the way man. so what kind of work are you looking to do with MAPS? are they making any revolutionary headway as far as psychedelic therapy goes?
We appreciate the balance in the reporting of this experience. Thank you mate. We understand it is not for everyone, we do not ‘sell’ it. It feels like the people that are correct for this find their way to it. #1-safety. # 2-do no harm. Pre screening is required, post integration is very important for most people. Thank you thank you thank you.
Me too mate, this was a beautiful video and the guy who does the administration is a beautiful soul. I've never watched anything like this before and have shed tears as well. Good luck in life mate !!
there is no god BUT ALLAH Jesus IS But ALLAH S PROPHET AND ALLAH SAYS EVERYONE OF You IS ASTRAY EXCEPT WHOM ALLAH GUIDES SO ASK ALLAH FOR GUIDANCE ALLAH WILL GUIDE You IF ALLAH WILLS everything happens IF ALLAH WILLS nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON I have ASKED ALLAH FOR KNOWLEADGE WISDOM UNDERSTANDING ALLAH HAS PLEASED AND HOUNERD Me and I ASK ALLAH FOR MORE ALLAH SAYS IF You ARE GRATEFUL ALLAH WILL INCREASE You IN FAVOR BUT IF You deny ALLAH S PUNISHMENT IS SEVERE You cant kill unjustly or force anybody to believe ALLAH WILL NOT EVEN ACCEPT You THEN ALLAH ACCEPTS WHEN Youre INTENTION IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH IF You do anything FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH But its not really for the sake OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH you and the person who forced you ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN SAVE YOURSELFS AND YOUR FAMILES FROM HELLFIRE ITS FUEL IS MEN AND STONES ALLAH WANTS TO REWARD Whoever BELIEVES IN ALLAH AND WORSHIPS ALLAH WITH ETERNAL PARADISE BUT whoever denies ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH this person IN HELLFIRE THE GRAVE AND THIS LIFE FEAR ALLAH none has the right to be feared praised and worshipped EXECPT ALLAH ALLAH DOSENT NEED anyone to worship ALLAH it is We Who Gain from WORSHIPPING ALLAH WHEN ALLAH WANTS TO CREATE ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN THAT ALLAH SAYS BE AND IT IS ALLAH DIDNT SAY BE AND IT WAS that means ALLAH WAS CAPABLE AND NOT ANYMORE BUT THATS NOT WHAT ALLAH SAID ALLAH SAID BE AND IT IS MEANING ALLAH IS FOREVER CAPABLE OF CREATING! the devil is our open enemy everyone(human) who is born gets born with a devil whom ALLAH TESTS Us with but the devil and his followers will burn and abide IN HELLFIRE FOREVER ALLAH SAYS ALLAH WILL GATHER the wicked AND MAKE THEM BE PRESENT IN HELL upon their knees ALLAH DOSENT WRONG anyone We wrong ourselves! But the devil has no power over Us he can just invite us in our thoughts and We can chose to respond or not to that thought how do you respond? By contuinueing to think of that thought and then commiting that thought then is youre own fault because you followed youre own lust! Our death is written how when and where it will happen BY ALLAH its already destined and then ALLAH WILL RESSURECT Us naked bare footed and uncircumsied in The Day Of Judgement no one will escape ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS THE MASTER OF THE DAY OF JUDGMENT ALL COMMAND BELONGS TO ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS DONT THINK ALLAH IS UNAWARE OF WHAT THE WRONGDOERS DO ALLAH ONLY DELAYS THEM TO A DAY WHEN THEIR EYES WILL STARE IN HORROR! ALLAH WILL GIVE EVERY ANIMAL HUMAN BEING AND JINN ANOTHER CREATION ALLAH HAS CREATED BEFORE Us AND STILL EXISTS ALLAH HAS CREATED them FROM A SMOKELESS FLAME everyone will get their rights that Day Justice will only be served that day! This IS A CLEAR WARNING FROM ALLAH SO you cant say you werent warned download Muslim Pro read the Quran in your translation and you will come to see that This Is THE TRUTH dont show off ALLAH KNOWS what Our Souls whisper to Us the first to enter Hellfire are those who showed off! Were doing good deeds that they acted were FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH but in reality they were showing off! So intention is very important! WORSHIP ALLAH ALONE WORSHIP ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W ALLAH SAYS IF You LOVE ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W AND ALLAH WILL LOVE You AND FORGIVE You AND Youre sins! ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Said Islam will have 73 sects all will enter Hellfire except one and there is one group that has named themselves after ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad's S A W Habits Habits in arabic = Sunnah and they made a nickname sunni but We shouldnt say We are sunni We should they We are nothing but Muslims thats WHAT ALLAH WANTS so the sunni follow nothing But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W so you can see which is the right path but you can see which sect He was talking about that will Prevail! No leave falls from a tree except BY ALLAH S PERMISSON nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON prepare for youre death BY PLEASING ALLAH and You will Prevail! In This Life and THE HEARAFTER THE HEARAFTER IS THE PERMENANT SETTLEMANT AND THE REAL HOME (PARADISE) the wordly life is nothing but play and amusment ALLAH SAID! terrorist arent real Muslims ALLAH U AKBAR MEANS ALLAH IS THE GREATEST Jesus and the All The Other Prophets are But ALLAH S PROPHETS there is nothing LIKE ALLAH Jesus has no father only mother Son Of Mary (Maryam) but We are from ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Ummah = Nation! His nation is the only nation ALLAH WILL SAVE AND TAKE OUT FROM THE HELLFIRE (those who were Muslims but corrupt) BUT ALLAH WILL STILL PUNISH Them BUT BY THE MERCY OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL SAVE The Muslims AFTER ALLAH IS DONE PUNISHING Them ALL THE OTHER Prophets their followers who were corrupt will abide and burn eternally in Hellfire! All The Prophets Will Say on The Day Of Judgement ALLAH SAVE Me their worried only about themselves All the Prophes OF ALLAH got a supplication that they had in this life that if they were to use it they were granted it All of Them used it Jesus used it when they wanted to kill Him ALLAH TOOK HIM UP TO THE HEAVENS He isnt dead yet He will die and come back and kill the one eyed liar the antichirst! But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Saved it He didnt use it He will use it on the Day Of Judgement ASKING ALLAH ALLAH SAVE My Nation! When All The Prophets OF ALLAH WILL SAY ALLAH SAVE Me ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Will Say ALLAH SAVE My Nation and every person who becomes a Muslim is From His Nation! He is the seal of the Prophets OF ALLAH He wasnt sent out to a nation He was sent out from His time to the end of time! ALLAH SAYS Muhammad IS THE BEST CREATION ALLAH HAS EVER CREATED! ALLAH IS ALL AWARE OF WHAT We Do! We Cant SEE ALLAH BUT We Can TALK TO ALLAH THRU ALLAH S CREATION ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS CLOSER TO Us THAN Our JUGULAR VAIN ALLAH WILL REAVEL HIMSELF TO THE PEOPLE OF PARADISE IN THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT IN PARADISE! I will end with this ALLAH SAYS THE one who leaves THE REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH WILL INDEED live a depressed life! AND ALLAH SAYS WITH ALLAH S REMEMBRANCE THE HEARTS FINDS REST!
Wow. Wow. And wow! You are such a strong, brave and sweet person! really felt the love exchange between you and the guides, the love that is pouring and expanding out of your heart, the healing energies through my screen, what a wonderful experience. No words. Just pure love.💖 From my heart to yours✨
@@whiteangel977 First of all you need to be self-aware of your situation. You said you feel miserable and that already says a lot. To put it simply your not comfortable in the state that you are presently. To be able to change this, first of all you need the willingness to change and to know your state is in some sense not ok to live with. You need to detach yourself completely from ignorance and be able to judge yourself as if you were another person, you need an objective perspective. Now tell me why do you feel miserable (i know the comment section isn’t ideal).
You are literally the source as you walk. It's just human awareness that seems to have forgotten due to cultural norms governing our minds in more recent times
@Tom Sutherland it’s true, we go through life trying to attain purpose or some grand intervention, we are that source within ourselves. You can travel the galaxy and always find yourself, I think many expect some major change, it’s the subtle realisation that is always the most profound
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This made me cry too! Life is so beautiful and death is nothing to be feared. We live on infinitely, we are the trees, the sun, the sky, the moon. It is all Love and we are Pure love. I have never tried psychedelics but I reach a similar state I believe when meditating or doing breath work. Thank you for a reminder of this state of love and bliss with the universe/god whatever you want to call it. So beautiful 💓💓💓💓
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn it has nothing to do with religion like a "first world white person" might say about jesus or another. More like an ant standing in front of a wall that has no ends vertically or horizontally, a thing infinitely bigger than the insignificant human ego, it puts you in the presence of something like a god, or whatever other god-like energy you make of the experience. The epitome of the psychedelic experience is to be shown that human life/routine and social constructs are meaningless if we are capable of observing an energy or sensation we might as well call god
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn He's not saying fear nothing at all. He went into the trip with a fear of death. He came out saying there's nothing to fear. The context here is his fear of death.
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn I agree. It is rational to fear the unknown and things that are out of your control. I'm just stating he's talking about his fear of death when he says there's nothing to fear. And regardless of if DMT showed him reality or truth, or if it's just a fever dream. It was able to make him feel there's nothing to fear when it comes to death. Maybe it's a false sense of security, but nevertheless he no longer fears death.
The moments you said I understand, I felt goosebumps. I did an ayahuasca journey and during my last journey after navigating all the choas in me during five previous journeys I was overwhelmed with love. Make me think of the choas now. There are no words to explain either the love or the choas. But you can simply say I understand.
Just wanted to let you know Tom, that this video is one of my go-to vids that I watch when I'm feeling down or depressed. You sir are gifted with video editing and creating. Never forget that. The world needs you, keep posting please.
This was one of the best explanations of Bufo I’ve watched. I am leaving this week to experience an entire retreat leaving to Bufo. So excited s out the possibilities. Thanks for sharing.
That was so blissful to watch, thank you for sharing. I love how i can emphatically connect with you and everything just by watching, was in grateful tears throughout the whole experience after the hug and connection was established. Especially in these times where it feels like the majority has lost their connection to the spiritual realm (at least where i live), this was so heart-warming and peaceful, it's almost like tripping along. Pure gratitude and acceptance. Truly wish more people find their way to liberation, life doesn't have to be endless suffering. Namaste. 🙇🏽♂️🙏🏽❤
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I took 10 grams of psychedelic mushrooms the other day and while the visuals were minimal, A lot made sense. Nothing is about me and life will continue on. Nothing is personal and everyone has their own lives to worry about. If I were to describe it in one sentence, I'd say that "life goes on and nothing was ever personal". Realizing that was such a beautiful experience and one that I'll never forget
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I want to do this so bad !!! What did you mean exactly when you said there’s nothing to fear ?
That’s Amazing!
Oy Tom
Thanks for sharing this m8
This is a beautiful story.
I just wanted to share that - long ago, I had a psychedelic experience that was the exact opposite.
My greatest fears externalized
Wrong set and setting, very wrong!
Everything everywhere turned black, grey, or sepia toned.
Everything was dead, rotten, it was zombie land, the undead world.
The sadness and horror were overwhelming.
The impression lingered for years within me.
My friends said that I had changed permanently (for the worse) from that experience.
Guys, set and setting is SO important.
Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful 🥰🙏🏻
Thank you for this. It made me feel strong feelings. I can relate to this alot.
Psychedelics have the ability to make you understand that there is really nothing to worry about. Everything will be ok. And its beautiful to know this.
not for everyone tho. u gotta be strong mentally 🤞🏼
@@YanaCarvajal not only that, you also have to know what to look for. I've seen people take acid and get nothing from it, just a "fun night"
They are like the construction crews that connect the different areas (cities) of the brain together, so it's no longer functioning compartmentally
Bull$ hit
Or since DMT only naturally releases in large amounts when you die, it's most likely naturally developed coping mechanism for death. You brain is not a processor, it is a filter. DMT is the filter catalyst so you don't know your dyeing when you're dying and you think everything will be okay. It's like setting your clock 5 minutes ahead to fool yourself to be early for appointments. If you really believe a chemical reaction is some higher powerful rubbing you on the back saying you're important, you're loved, it's all gonna work out for you no matter what, then you're narcissistic enough to believe you have no ego because you couldn't understand that a powerful chemical is producing feelings and inner thoughts and realizations already present but ignored until the trip. All that's happening is you're conflating your own locked inner thoughts and emotions with the voices and energies of the planet or god or some non sense.
Just had my first Bufo experience and yes, I experienced infinity and LOVE. I finally felt the love I constantly push out yet never appear to receive in return. The universe gave it back to me ten fold. WHOMEVER IS READING THIS - I LOVE YOU.
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i love u much much
I had a psychedelic experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. It was so magical and so full of love, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
I do respect and believe in psychedelics as treatment, yet I’m reluctant about using them personally. Not sure about how “good” it may do to someone
dr.martyshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
I find it funny if there's any psychedelic therapy there online
He's on instgram??
Coming from a person who has done a crap ton of psilocybin it really hit home when he said, "there's nothing to be afraid of." Good on you, brother.
Haha i was looking for someone to comment that. Can totally relate lol. H'es right!
When he said he thought he’d never come back I felt that 🤣
@@russellny8086 hahah for sure, there is no better feeling that the come down of a really intense trip
Where can I get some? I have cancer and I m desparate..
heaven is perfect oness bliss joy and love , one with god gloriously extending forever without any friction in perfect peace as there is nothing outside to threaten it nothing diferent inside, all one, this world is just a nightmare but we will all soon wake up
The trip sitter or whatever he is is an absolutely magnificent guide/person to do this with
@@Ryan-xe6vh stfu
They called a shaman
@@Ryan-xe6vh you really got him there ryan!
@@Ryan-xe6vh but a picture of hogwarts express van is not
@@matthewespinosa7682 ur closed off mentality will open one day to the possibilities of everything and nothing
"I don't hold any significant trauma, I don't suffer from any mental illness..."
Universe: lol okay, hold my toad
Lol
Mannnn i cracked up soooo bad🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I'm glad I'm getting old, I can't wait to die!
I know that was horse shit. I need the release of my bullshit I’m 40 years old. Need clarity and a reset. To much old garbage. Lord give me Toad
This comment is pure gold 😄👌✨
That trip-sitter seems like the perfect, most loving dude. So glad you met him and had the experience with him.
Jose is the owner or Arkana. He's the real deal. This is at Sacred Valley in Peru. You should try to make it down there.
definitley saving his website, going to be buying a trip to go visit and get to have this experience with my girlfriend@@BLZNTRZ
Of course. He's getting 1K per session
@@LeonardoOliveira-sq7sd I could pay you 1k to do the same thing and you would not offer the same magic.
Yeah he seemed like someone who could really comfort you if you started having a bad experience
Psychedelic have the ability to induce profound altered states of consciousness
True, it helped me in facilitating deep emotional processing and introspection.
Do you know where I can get one? I really need this to clear my head
I got mine from dr.stolly_
Is he on Instgram?
Yes, Dr.stolly_ saved my cousin from bipolar disorder and some addiction. It has a lot of potential benefits
It filled my soul watching two men embrace in a non sexual or romatic way. I hope this is a new normal for humanity.
it doesnt happen where you live? your society is f up
Go to a rave party haha
I thought the same!
Yes it reminded me of the Louis CK episode where he was at the dentist. ua-cam.com/video/-yIyYrggzK8/v-deo.html
@@subzero3499 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
i cried when he came back and said “i understand” “it’s beautiful”... sometimes i fear for the world we live in, but experiences like this give me hope. 💙
@@millicentluke1686 they ship world wide ?
@@kunnyfunt4716 tagging to see how the shipping goes
That "I understand" ... i was screaming that at God on my first psychedelic trip🤦🏾♀️
Yes it was very heart warming all the comfort :) I truly loved the way the ceremony was helf
That part of the video gave me the same feeling. It tore me to pieces.
I was in tears when your guide hugged you. I felt his love. All of your guides sitting around you! I cried because I've never had that love from anyone, and crave that type of love from friends, my spouse, parents, siblings etc. Maybe in my next life. Thank you for sharing your journey 🙏
I hope you find peace and happiness. Also maybe it would be good for you to go and do this yourself. x
Love them the same way you expect them to love you. Love everything and everybody and your thirst for love will be quenched.
Thanks for sharing so vulnerably, that's beautiful. Makes me want to hug you
Part of our awakening journey is to realize that all the love we seek outwardly from partners, family and friends, is already within us as we are connected to the Divine. That is what psychedelics shows us.
Same, it was beautiful to watch❤
Ive done it and came back with the realisation that the greatest gift in existence is simply existing which is taken totally for granted more than anything else. I still feel the gratitude 4 years later.
haha - that's so simply and well put love it
I have anxiety im scared to take any psychedelic unless it's a day after I took a benzos. Any tips or advice to me
@@tannerdwyer
Don't do it just at this point in time then, you can actually do a lot of damage with this stuff. Look after yourself and realise you can still reach deep parts of yourself more safely with something like a 5-7 day water fast which is considered pretty safe unless you have an eating disorder. I felt very lucky to come out the other side with my mind intact after some of my psilocybin and Ayahuasca trips.
@@tannerdwyeryea don't be scared of it.. I too thought all the worst and not being in control and bad trip and all that crap anxiety tells you.. it really doesn't.. its not all that hyped up, it's just pleasant and calm. You won't regret it. Open your mind
@@iamnicksavageWhere Can I Go And Experience This?
The crazy thing about this is that WE KNOW! Deep down underneath the human matrix we know the vastness, interconnection, and eternal nature of life and love - but we lose ourselves in the human mind, we forget, but even in what is lost - we remember.
Just subbbed..that was beutifuly ❤️🙏🏼
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We humans are experts at forgetting.
@@TheJakecakes bingo! Just subbed family ❤️
@@saimayousuf ❤️🙏🏼
Psychedelics are just an amazing discovery. It's quite fascinating how effective they are for depression and stress..saved my life.
Psychedelics definitely have potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.
I'm feeling the same way too. I put so much on my plate and it definitelv affects mv stress and anxietv levels
I was having this constant and unbearable anxiety because of university stress. Not until I came across Ted Winston, a very intelligent mycologist, He saved my life honestly.
He often interacts on insta, using the user below..
Ted_winston21
Psilocybin mushrooms have proven very effective in the treatment of various mental health issues. Helped me get out of years of depression and excessive alcohol use. My social anxiety is gone as well.
they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Greece. Really need!
YES very sure of Dr.Burkeshroom. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today
I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a microdose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
On instagrem?
I have done 5 MEO about 7-8 months ago… one thing I want to point out is the aftermath (the very next couple of weeks) which Tom didn’t really talk about… you become a bit fragile and if you consume any cannabis or shroom products - you are easily experiencing flashbacks and “jump into portals” much like during 5Meo experience. Just wanted to share this, hope it helps other people to prepare :)
Overall, it is an interesting and very enlightening experience. My shaman said a very smart thing : “this experience and the medicine is only 10% of work - the rest 90% is on you, through meditations, self discipline and living the life you want to live”.
Much love and peace to everyone
*#Morelife_tripstore*#
Great advice! After the medicine I get reactivations for several weeks. Especially when near sleep or meditating.
And yes, the real work is definitely learning to like your ego and connecting it to your true spiritual self.
Much love to you.
That’s a plus then. Maybe to make up for all the “flashbacks” we were supposed to get doing acid back in the day.
😂
Integration in very important. I used to be scared of the reaction at the begging not I am very happy when it happens.
I did the toad yesterday..wow! I needed to talk someone with experience. I woke up really early, panicking, I wake my wife, call my friend, they calmed me down…and now I’m writing this..please tell these go? X
Tom: I do not condone the use of drugs.
Also Tom: KKAAAA MMMEEEEEE HHHAAAA MMMMMEEEEE HHHHHAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
ua-cam.com/video/6EIS82fRoO0/v-deo.html
A super saiyan beyond a super saiyan!!!
Because that's what it is right? An unbelievable amount of energy that surpassed everything ever done before!
And this, is even further beyond!
@@yourmatetom haha excellent choice with the ssj3 music, love it
Depression haunted my life from a very young age, and I was put on a bunch of SSRIs as a child in attempt to deal with it. None worked.Psychedelic treatment was brought to my attention. It was the first thing that actually had real effects. They should only be used with great care and respect.
I hear this is supposed to be good for people who have mental health issues. I actually just started the research process of microdosing and all that. Im to the point where I want shock treatment.
dr.perryshroom is your guy. Got all kinds of psychedelics stuff. Guided me through my first ever experience
Been through this conversation before. I can’t do anything without a proper medical professional following me.
YES, he is dr.perryshroom. There's a lot of potential in psychedelics
hm. Can dr.perryshroom dispatch to me in Tx?
I could remember several years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD. Also suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my mom recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire essay about psychedelics. they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here
Can you help me with the reliable source. I'm 64 and have suffered for years with addiction, anxiety and severe ptsd, I got my panic attacks under control myself years ago and they have come back with a vengeance, I'm constantly trying to take full breaths but can't get the full satisfying breath out, it's absolutely crippling me, i live in Greece. I don't know much about these mushrooms. Really need a reliable source!! Can't wait to get them.
YES very sure of Dr.raymycology. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! I went on a microdose treatment for a couple of months and within the first week, every sight of a cigarette got me questioning why I was doing all that to myself. It really works.
childhood. It was relentless. I assumed it would ultimately end me somehow. About twelve years ago I randomly accepted the offer from a friend of a few doses of mushrooms. I did them two consecutive nights alone. First night was pretty mild. The second night? Wow. I saw my depression from every angle, realized much. Next day: depression totally gone. Never came back, never coming back. It's like it's a forest far away I can remember, and could probably find again with enough effort, but it has zero impact on anything in my life or mind. They honestly saved my life and improved it immensely. I never did them again, either. I wish there was a good, organized way to administer them to people who would benefit from them.
This biggest take away from my most intense trip was feeling like I’m going to die, panicking about dying and then saying it’s okay to die and truly accepting death but with that means enjoying life. We spend more time dead than alive. So please live while you can.
Ego deaths are crazy as hell on a recent trip I was so scared to let go and literally cried I can’t it was insane
It's generally widespread belief in Psychology that there are two parts of our psyche. One pulling us towards death, and one pulling us towards life. Do with that knowledge what you will ❤️
“There’s nothing to be afraid of. Thank God, seriously.”
I felt this once after dying in a dream, seeing my transparent body go up and up. But it was the feeling which I'll never forget. The beauty of death. The beauty of life. The love in everything. Understanding everything in death, everything, and realising there is nothing to fear. Life is a gift. Death is the ultimate bliss.
@@maccybear8093amazing
Except shadowbans
The clips of them hugging after he came to really hit me. The strongest memory I had from my most recent Shroom trip is that I just wanted someone to hug. Even today I was feeling so down that I wish I could’ve had someone just to hug. A lot of the times I just need a hug from a friend.
I send you a virtual hug
Hugs 😘
i am a hugger come come come 😚😍🥰
❤️
*hug* unconditional love. You are loved and worthy ALWAYS. I love you.
“death is going home” im sobbing. these words alone helped me so much
Hope you are doing well. Death is certainly us going home. I feel this way. I'm not part of any religion, but I am spiritual. I do believe that a God could exist, I do believe there is some source that we all come from. A well of souls that we return to and maybe we get put in another earthly vessel, maybe we don't.
My dad passed Jan 8 , had him on hospice I remember one night he was knocked out from the medication, randomly he quietly muttered “I wanna go home” then passed like 2 or 3 weeks after that
We are just walking each other home. Ram Das
Which is precisely, I think, why psychedelics are dangerous for people with suicidal ideation.
@@Wonderland_Homestead why they can help bro
When I watched his journey, the way they took care of him in a loving and caring manner. How he came from a dark part of his heart to be free and embrace the new him. I sincerely cried all the way through. How grateful I am for him, his life has changed for the better.
Remember that you don’t attract what you want, you attract who you are. So focus on love. Focus on happiness. Focus on feeling fulfilled and like you already have everything you’ve ever wanted. Focus on gratitude. You are a powerful source of energy. When you do this, you will get what you want because you are in alignment and focusing on all you have instead of a lack. Just know you have everything you have ever wanted. It’s already yours . Be joyful! Sending loving energy to you all. ❤️
So good I took a screenshot so I can go back to this amazing message.
Thank u
You most definitely attract what you want. As long as you devote enough energy on wanting it and attaining it you will get it.
Thank you
This comment actually is sooo true at the same time I’m currently really struggling with anxiety and have been given antidepressants which I’ve never wanted to do can anyone help me with Someothing that can help me get over this anxiety cloud that is constantly over my head please !!!
Very brave to show this very personal vulnerable experience to the world. This was exactly my experience. I did it once 6 years ago and I still feel like I'm learning from it.
I'm glad I waited till I was 40 until I did it. I really want to say to young folk to not rush into this experience. It will come to you when you are ready.
Yes 🙏🏻 but I need it again years later.. I’m back to depression/ anxiety and stress. I was free for awhile but have fallen back into the depths
@@asherweck The problem starts from the fact that you think you need it. You don’t need a drug to get away from your depression. I wish you the best 🙏🏽.
really well said
Brother you have just encouraged me to do it now. Im 43.
Right words, perfect moment. At least for me. Thank you. ❤️
Why wouldnt you advise young people to try this? (Im 16 by the way, and i really want to try this).
You cannot possibly be in a better environment and surrounded by better people whilst doing psychedelics then you had right here, amazing people.
I've been there and did the same exact ritual in Sept 2022. It was beautiful. Magical. It felt as perfect as perfect gets. I'll never forget it
@@BLZNTRZ Hey, how can I find out more about visiting this place and these amazing people?
Google Arkana Spiritual Center, it can be pricey but dude is it worth it... 1,000%@@dannydevlin1893
I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with ADHD. Spent my whole life fighting ADHD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
I'm so very happy for you, Psilocybin is absolutely amazing, the way it shows you things, the way it teaches you things. I can not believe our world and our people shows less interest about it's helpfulness to humanity. It's love. The mushrooms heals people by showing the truth, it would be so beneficial for so many people, especially politicians and the rich who have lost their way and every other persons out there.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
How can I find him? Is he on Instagram
Whenever I do DMT, and the pieces to my visual field start to reassemble. I'm left with the overwhelming feeling that reality itself is the trip. That the dmt space is my home and this reality is my journey away from home. A meaningful journey at that. Wonderful video friend. Much love.
I had the same feeling. As if life was the simulation
I get the same feeling as well !
How do I get my hands on DMT
@@Ref_God Dark web (tor browser), Canada research chemical stores, bufo alvarus toads in arizona only during the summer months, retreat to mexico where its legal btw lol. Plenty of ways but you are going to have to really want it if youre gonna get your hands on it. You can even make it pretty easily i hear
@@Ref_God get some mimosa h hostilis root bark. Preferably ground up. Make a solution with hydrochloric acid and the ground material. Use a base (sodium hydroxide) to separate the compound from the acid. Then add naphtha to defat the final solution (removes lipids) so when you evaporate off the remaining liquid you are left with pure crystal. Do not rush the process especially with regard to purging the remaining constituents. This is not meo-5 DMT but rather N-n DMT. Mimosa hostilis is what they make ayahuasca with, so if you don't want to go through this process you can take strong vinegar and bathe a mixture of mimosa hostilis and Cucci vine. Lightly simmer and refine the mixture using several extractions to condense the compounds. Get exact measurements from multiple sources to be sure. Take precautions, and be respectful of this amazing compound. I wish you luck.
The secret to every trip is that we are pure Infinite consciousness having a brief individual human experience. ❤️
More to life.
YEP, or as the Kybalion says what we call spirit is infinite living mind.
❤️🙏🏼
Where is this place ?
Brahh when he entered his anahatana chakra and hugged his guide proved that our soul was made for love not sin
I micro dosed mushroom after fighting depression for over 7years l, being incapable of work for the last 2years.
In a short summary I became depression free within a couple of months and still I'm 6months later. It saved me/.
So happy for you
I want to try micro dosing coz I heard it is a very moderate trip and it's so coo. Anyone got a source ?????/
. Micro dosing is mentally addictive and can cause phychosis if not taken on the right dose that's why I recommend Dr.henryshroom a renowned mycologist and vendor, who taught me how to trip and also grows mushrooms. He saved my ass from suicidal thoughts, you just don't wanna be in my situation but all the best I'm very okay now thanks to dr.henryshroom//.
Please does he shipp outside the state?????^^^^^^^^^.
Yeah from what he told me, he makes shipment in almost all corners of the country and it's discreet and fast.✅..
I suffered anxiety for several years, taken a lot of medications.
Currently I’m trying out psychedelics and psilocybin mushrooms
I really want to have a taste, does anyone know where I can source them?
@@paulwilson1727 cole.shroomm%#
On instagrm
Psychedelics are great remedies for mental health illness. Really works.
cole.shroomm has been my supplier for over a year now. No problems.
As someone who has experienced the toad myself, when he said "i understand" i knew right away that this man was free of worries just like me after my trip and it filled me with joy. My optimistic side hopes that we can one day reach a society where these kinds of experiences are the norm because in my opinion every human deserves the option to try the toad and free themselves of the inconsequential worries of the world.
Mycohenry33 on IG recommended and guided me for my microdosing journey hit them up they also ship and grow shrooms and all psychedelics products
Wonderfully said and completely agree. I hope one day this can be available for all of us.
I had a psychedelic experience once that sent me to eternity and meeting the creator. My ego dissolved yet I was physically terrified. How can I overcome this as I still have anxiety about it till this day. I fear I am being sent to hell. How can I free myself of fear and see the heavens?
That "I understand" ... i was screaming that at God on my first psychedelic trip🤦🏾♀️
@@Sclafani_art_studio you need Jesus , you should've never dabbled in these things. Ask for forgiveness.
You’re lucky to have a friend who can administer psychedelics for you and stay by your side the whole time and hug you when you need it. I wanna find me a buddy like that
Unfortunately, those are very hard to find 😕
@@Rafalcalde me too... Let's all meet up and become best buds... Is what I'd like to say haha
@C zula / HodlHands I'm by Rockford! Just turned 18!! Let's breakthrough on some NN dmt over summer! And talk about or journey 🤗 we can use my gpen connect to dab it
@C zula / HodlHands we an hour and 17 min away! Wooow! And ahh my friend fear is natural and something that should be appreciated honestly. It's just a part or bringing true meaningfulness into the experinces you face daily. And the ones you sometimes decide to tackle head on like dmt! I've had ego desth on lsd once previous to my dmt breakthrough and experience with many different compounds in that same period of my young life. But the intensity and profound nature of a breakthrough with or without religious attachment is a truth no doubt you will have to face and I think you may get a lot of value from that if your honestly looking into it already bro.
I hear you all. I’m in southern Wisconsin and ready to rock and roll. Old af?🤣😂... I’m over 40 ,and though not as often, I still get down. I prefer 5-meo, but whichever is calling you ...all good! Zoomers are the closest thing I have experienced (macrodosed) that brought me to a mini breakthrough. We should all get together for a pow wow sometime. It would be interesting to say the least. Love and light!✊🏼✌🏼❤️
I’ve been struggling a lot with depression and anxiety since Covid and I can’t tell you how much watching this has helped my mood today. Thank you for reminding me that everything will be ok.
I hope that what’s causing your anxiety due to Covid is the fact that dangerous, evil, unscrupulous elites like Klaus Schwab, Bill Gates and others are seeking to use Covid as a way to turn the world into a dystopian, fascist 1984 type of environment where absolutely NO freedom or individuality exists.
That is definitely cause for concern to anyone with a critically thinking brain.
Tom, you're such a good filmmaker. You're a big inspiration for a lot of people so keep it up man!
The way that you reacted and the way that everyone is reacting around you just makes me feel so comforted. I’ve dabbled in psychedelics only a little bit and i don’t see myself doing them again but just seeing you so moved and so in awe of it makes me believe even more that everything’s gonna be okay. Thankyou for this video mate!
X reference in your name?
@@syko.uk. you know it:) one of his most realest songs imo
Why did I tear up when he came back around to consciousness with the 'I understand'
Because you're an empath💝
That means you felt his happiness. I felt it too. Though we are only watching the footage. The presence of the universal energy called love surrounded his body.
Hence why there were hugs all around
The new world needs to understand that in order to evolve, we need to heal the earth. And have a much more deeper connection with mother Earth again, and love everyone, despite who he/she is, or what they have done
People are innocent from birth
But are influenced by their environment and people around them
Omg me too. The ego doesn’t understand at all, and therefore does not exist. Because if understanding exists, how can there be such a thing as not understanding? That’s what we remember when he says I understand, that true understanding actually exists and therefore confusion is an illusion. It’s also when someone radiates love, it’s much harder to keep telling yourself fear is real in the presence of such a person. Because if love is real, fear does not exist. Where does love stop? Have you ever seen love that stops? If you have I assure you it wasn’t love. It is strange to think of love at stopping at a certain point. Love is not seperated and therefore is not limited, in fact it is ever extending because its essence is sharing. Fear in the contrary can never extend because it is based on seperating, it can only divide things up so images arise that are made up by our imagination. Fear is only the idea there can be a place outside of what is one. It would be the opposite of love and focusing on it makes us forget what love is. You can not combine these two thought systems because either fear is real, or love. When you want fear to be real, you won’t remember who you are. As soon as you remember love, there’s absolutely no need for fear.
Same here
The whole video made me emotional.
Tom, Theo did a ceremony for me at the exact same place at Sacred Valley just a few weeks ago. Your video about a year and a half ago inspired me to do it. I wasn't ready last year when I went to Peru for the first time though this year I felt the calling.
It is the most indescribable loving experience I have had in my whole life! I completely merge with consciousness, there is no body, no thought, just being.. just existing in the vast sea of consciousness.
You are a great guy and I love what you do, thank you will all my heart for this video ❤
8:58 has to be the purest expression of love between two men that I've ever seen. That really moved me. Thank you for sharing your experience with us. Much love, -Kenneth
thats the gayest thing i have ever seen
@@bobilondon01that’s the most fragile masculinity I’ve ever seen - yes I’m talking about you.
@@RachelSings21 🤓
It’s fascinating that the human mind can retain this cosmic/death experience.
yes I was thinking the same thing, did he actually go in not out, like the whole universe is in our brain
@@ianmoon5436 it is, we are the cosmos, one single stream of consciousness
@@millicentrichard9564 he got raided
yeah wtf is this place
The mind is limitless.
Omg... I sobbed. Hard. I was overcome with so much love being shared here.
Im beginning my journey into the psychedelic world at the ripe old age of 54 and being diagnosed with PTSD. I WANT to heal myself mind, body and soul. Im so glad I have just found you Tom. Thank you from the depths of my heart. 🙏💜☮
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Trip_Pharmacist
I want to as well but have no money. I suffer with anxiety, PTSD and major depression
Bless you my love , drop who you believe yourself to be and embrace who you really are ., the garments of god . The infinite creative .
oMG me tooooo.... I could feel all the healing.. ✨✨✨💜✨✨✨
I have the same diagnosis and went into 🍄 for the same reason. I've been careful to start low and slow and to do them in a safe space and not to fight the trip, and have had some profound and painful and awesome experiences. It's really helped me process things, and while I still have work to do, the 🍄 seemed to take me from knowing things in my head to knowing them in my heart. It was like many years of good therapy condensed into one experience. Generally it takes me a few weeks after each session to really process or integrate the experience fully, so be patient with yourself and the process and best wishes with your recovery.
Jose is a beautiful soul. I reckon that level of compassion is just the right thing when coming back here like that; I'm glad you went there for this experience, my friend. I'm always moved when I see the love being shared through that understanding. I love you all.
T I M E S T A M P S:
0:00 I "understand"
0:52 Bufo Alvarius Documentary begins
2:07 What is 5-MeO-DMT?
3:58 Toad preparation
4:58 My Trip to infinity begins
6:49 Unity with oneness
8:20 Returning to the human plane
12:03 Complete joy & gratitude
15:36 1 year later (Bufo Trip Report)
23:08 Was it worth it?
31:50 Dakota's thoughts at the time
33:48 My thoughts at the time
I would recommend exporting your video's in 21:9 ratio when its edited in 21:9, cheers
Thank you for sharing this Tom. Hearing your experiences are inspiring. Like a lot of people on here I’ve dabbled in psychedelics. I don’t believe I’m anywhere near ready for something like this, though I hope one day I’ll feel ready for it. My current goal is to prep myself to try the 5.5 shroom trip. Looking forward to more of your content!
Thanks for sharing this man, the way that these intense trips are reported to have felt like merging into oneness etc. Reminds me of something called merging with thr brahmajoyti or impersonal Brahman effulgence in vedic belief/spiritual practice which is said to be only one of many ways you can have self realization or god realization but not the ultimate or only way. Thanks for being staying so humble 🙏
I lost a close friend back in September, he was my roommate and one of my best friends. I also lived with my brother at the time and they used to always talk about what comes after death. A few days after he died, my brother had a dream where he asked him if they were right about what they thought, and he told my brother that everything was infinite. I thought it was interesting how you said infinity, makes me feel like it’s all true. He was 37, an amazing guy, I hope where ever he is now is a good place ❤️
Its within everyone. Its why people branch off society to meditate their whole life cause they are already ready to transcend back to "source" after death cause they are already partially there while in the physical realm. But if source is everything, infinite, not bounded by time, that must mean we are all eachother, fragments of the same whole. We are all one consciousness experiencing different vessels at the same time, and that i believe is the furthest i can comprehend higher dimensions. We are all experiencing a very specific and different perspective that if we think too hard about it our ego drives fear or anxiety, existentialism. But higher dimension is just like our collective consciousness, each life experience is like a side of a shape, but we're all directly connected in a way that canmot be seen as a 3d shape, and thats what heavy meditation or pshychedelics tries to make your mind visualize it and thats why intense visuals are often infinite everchanging impossible geometry that is infinitely detailed. Our physical brains literally cant picture it. Love has the highest vibrational frequency among emotions which is why it is crucial in ascending beyond all the negative.
Beautiful
What actually happens.... What is the meaning of I know ??
I have been stressed since long due to various reasons in my life and due to bad decisions...or Bad Luck ....
Anyways.. that has pushed me to weed Smoking.....yes it is helping my anxiety...and stress .... which is affecting my left side of the body with less feelings and half body goosebumps etc...
Can this really make a difference in anxiety level and stress ..
@@BraveCat9927 fantastic way to describe what this is..
@@BraveCat9927 This was so well written!
Amazing video brother. I know there’s no way to know what it’s like without experiencing it, but man did you portray it through the screen incredibly well. I have been considering this for a long time, im inspired to do it the right way, as you did, one day. Thank you ❤️
I’ve never done any type of medicine like this haven’t even tried smoking weed. But the way I learn so much and these videos open up my mind into a point of perspective has changed my life. I know I don’t know the true effects of any of these medicines but to know that they exist and they can help me in life later is truly a good feeling
Hippie Erika calls herself a hippie yet has never smoked weed 😳 😒 😐 😑 🙄 😂
@@beagles4612 yeah, wtf? 🤣🤣🤣🤣
@@beagles4612hope you had a great time laughing on her
I think if I ever did DMT I'd want that guy he had right beside me lol. He knows what he's doing , keeping the guy calm and relaxed. Cuz I know I'd freak out I'd be that girl on the ground screaming lol
why is that so funny 😂😂
That was my brother for me on my trip. His presence made everything less frightening . And more amazing
Mushrooms are easy to grow. There is videos online. You just need to buy substrate and the spores. It's all legal till that first mushroom pops up from the soil. But can't really get caught if no one finds out. Not really going to get, don't know why police would randomly just start searching your house, just keep it to yourself.
@@ThePeacePlant you sound just like the police.
@@user-pq1me8zu4s fed
The super Saiyan 3 music when your trip begins is so fitting 😂
Lol agreed 😂
That did it for me😄👌🏽
I got goosebumps when I heard it haha
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Soon as I heard the first notes bro lol💪🏻
What a great set of guides. That first hug when he came back made me cry a bit.
I remember watching a UA-camr say that the experience finds you. I wish I knew the gentleman that guided him through his experience. It’s one of the most peaceful one I’ve seen. Heck of gift
All the healing and peace I was trying to find through counselling, psychologists, pharmeceuticals, tedious healing modalities, and every question I ever had about life was answered in a sapo ceremony. Thank you for this gentle reminder brother! Great work! 🙏❤🌹
YES I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS
same!!!!! btw ure a dope guy dakota keep it up my g 🙏🏻
hey man ive been watching your videos since 2015 its been great to see your personal growth! im from new zealand i love u alot
Omg I love you
Dakotaaa❤️❤️
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What a wonderful documentary. I was sobbing through most of it. It was so magical and so full of love. Thank you so very much.
Tripping is not really bad but find a good mycologist Who will teach you the right things you need to know
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Germany. Really need
Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
The shroom experience stands as my most remarkable journey, an awe-inspiring encounter that left an indelible mark of amazement.
Is he on instagram?
Yes he is. dr.sporessss
I find one thing to be common with these molecules, is they all give you a deep appreciation for life. Only through gratitude can you find empathy only through empathy can you find compassion and only through compassion can you come into true love. Blessings Tom.
I’m empathic for people who have little awareness and struggle with daily survival yet I have little gratitude for where I’m at in life or for even being here. I think the biggest part of empathy is understanding and the want to be compassionate towards others. I’ve struggled to love myself my entire life and I’ve noticed this struggle makes being empathic, grateful, or even happy much harder.
@@beyondtriggered do you happen to have a living gratitude list? How often do you meditate on who you are?
@@beyondtriggered the world will tell you that if you're not doing, you're not valuable, but we aren't human doings we are human beings. Before you can truly fulfill your purpose you have to be who you are, not who the world says you should be. Once you can program yourself to see your truth you can then open up and find the love of life you desire. It's not easy, it's the most difficult work one can do but it's worth it.
@@SoMyExperience I meditate pretty often (at least 30 minutes a day) and I often reflect on my potential and meeting myself where I'm at now. I don't really have a list but I am grateful for many simplicities such as family, friends, being alive, and my health\health of others. I do agree the world will shit on you if you're lazy or not doing much but in a way being skillful in any regard makes you more valuable to society. I don't think I have a certain purpose other than those I manifest for myself. I've lived a pretty wild life with some good yet mainly toxic experiences but I imagine my future can only get better from here.
@@beyondtriggered your list is very vague I can't imagine how you would be able to feel a deep sense of gratitude with no list. Without a sincere gratitude for life you can never reach empathy of others, there for your compassion could be viewed as "fake" therefor you never get the chance to show your real love. Only through loving others can we all find our purpose. "What is a good man but a bad man's teacher, what is a bad man but a good man's work." -Lao Ztu
I wish you well in all you desire to achieve and manifest in your reality. May you learn from experience and thrive in toxic situations. May you change in many ways and find your truth in this lifetime. Blessings and encouragement-AlwaysLove
The fact that the first thing he said is “I understand” explains more than enough.
This stuck out to me too…it gave me chills.
M C yes!! Absolutely
He understand only in part. He still does not understand that the reason he is tied to source.....because he is source itself. He is still too afraid to understand the true nature of his being. He'll get it eventually, all of creation will eventually.
@Honk Honkler John 10:33-34. "The Jews answered him, saying, For a good work we stone thee not; but for blasphemy; and because that thou, being a man, makest thyself God. Jesus answered them, Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods?
Psalm 82:6
I have said, 'You are gods; you are all sons of the Most High.'
You have not done your due diligence and sought out the truth but merely allowed others to tell you what the truth is. Well I just gave you definitive proof.
But you will probably follow the way of 2 Timothy 3-5. " For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear. 4 They will turn their ears away from the truth and turn aside to myths. 5 But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry."
You don't want the responsibility and accountability that comes with being God. Because then....you can't blame anyone for anything. Everything becomes YOU so YOU are solely responsible for everything.
there is no god BUT ALLAH Jesus IS But ALLAH S PROPHET AND ALLAH SAYS EVERYONE OF You IS ASTRAY EXCEPT WHOM ALLAH GUIDES SO ASK ALLAH FOR GUIDANCE ALLAH WILL GUIDE You IF ALLAH WILLS everything happens IF ALLAH WILLS nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON I have ASKED ALLAH FOR KNOWLEADGE WISDOM UNDERSTANDING ALLAH HAS PLEASED AND HOUNERD Me and I ASK ALLAH FOR MORE ALLAH SAYS IF You ARE GRATEFUL ALLAH WILL INCREASE You IN FAVOR BUT IF You deny ALLAH S PUNISHMENT IS SEVERE You cant kill unjustly or force anybody to believe ALLAH WILL NOT EVEN ACCEPT You THEN ALLAH ACCEPTS WHEN Youre INTENTION IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH IF You do anything FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH But its not really for the sake OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH you and the person who forced you ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN SAVE YOURSELFS AND YOUR FAMILES FROM HELLFIRE ITS FUEL IS MEN AND STONES ALLAH WANTS TO REWARD Whoever BELIEVES IN ALLAH AND WORSHIPS ALLAH WITH ETERNAL PARADISE BUT whoever denies ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH this person IN HELLFIRE THE GRAVE AND THIS LIFE FEAR ALLAH none has the right to be feared praised and worshipped EXECPT ALLAH ALLAH DOSENT NEED anyone to worship ALLAH it is We Who Gain from WORSHIPPING ALLAH WHEN ALLAH WANTS TO CREATE ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN THAT ALLAH SAYS BE AND IT IS ALLAH DIDNT SAY BE AND IT WAS that means ALLAH WAS CAPABLE AND NOT ANYMORE BUT THATS NOT WHAT ALLAH SAID ALLAH SAID BE AND IT IS MEANING ALLAH IS FOREVER CAPABLE OF CREATING! the devil is our open enemy everyone(human) who is born gets born with a devil whom ALLAH TESTS Us with but the devil and his followers will burn and abide IN HELLFIRE FOREVER ALLAH SAYS ALLAH WILL GATHER the wicked AND MAKE THEM BE PRESENT IN HELL upon their knees ALLAH DOSENT WRONG anyone We wrong ourselves! But the devil has no power over Us he can just invite us in our thoughts and We can chose to respond or not to that thought how do you respond? By contuinueing to think of that thought and then commiting that thought then is youre own fault because you followed youre own lust! Our death is written how when and where it will happen BY ALLAH its already destined and then ALLAH WILL RESSURECT Us naked bare footed and uncircumsied in The Day Of Judgement no one will escape ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS THE MASTER OF THE DAY OF JUDGMENT ALL COMMAND BELONGS TO ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS DONT THINK ALLAH IS UNAWARE OF WHAT THE WRONGDOERS DO ALLAH ONLY DELAYS THEM TO A DAY WHEN THEIR EYES WILL STARE IN HORROR! ALLAH WILL GIVE EVERY ANIMAL HUMAN BEING AND JINN ANOTHER CREATION ALLAH HAS CREATED BEFORE Us AND STILL EXISTS ALLAH HAS CREATED them FROM A SMOKELESS FLAME everyone will get their rights that Day Justice will only be served that day! This IS A CLEAR WARNING FROM ALLAH SO you cant say you werent warned download Muslim Pro read the Quran in your translation and you will come to see that This Is THE TRUTH dont show off ALLAH KNOWS what Our Souls whisper to Us the first to enter Hellfire are those who showed off! Were doing good deeds that they acted were FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH but in reality they were showing off! So intention is very important! WORSHIP ALLAH ALONE WORSHIP ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W ALLAH SAYS IF You LOVE ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W AND ALLAH WILL LOVE You AND FORGIVE You AND Youre sins! ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Said Islam will have 73 sects all will enter Hellfire except one and there is one group that has named themselves after ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad's S A W Habits Habits in arabic = Sunnah and they made a nickname sunni but We shouldnt say We are sunni We should they We are nothing but Muslims thats WHAT ALLAH WANTS so the sunni follow nothing But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W so you can see which is the right path but you can see which sect He was talking about that will Prevail! No leave falls from a tree except BY ALLAH S PERMISSON nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON prepare for youre death BY PLEASING ALLAH and You will Prevail! In This Life and THE HEARAFTER THE HEARAFTER IS THE PERMENANT SETTLEMANT AND THE REAL HOME (PARADISE) the wordly life is nothing but play and amusment ALLAH SAID! terrorist arent real Muslims ALLAH U AKBAR MEANS ALLAH IS THE GREATEST Jesus and the All The Other Prophets are But ALLAH S PROPHETS there is nothing LIKE ALLAH Jesus has no father only mother Son Of Mary (Maryam) but We are from ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Ummah = Nation! His nation is the only nation ALLAH WILL SAVE AND TAKE OUT FROM THE HELLFIRE (those who were Muslims but corrupt) BUT ALLAH WILL STILL PUNISH Them BUT BY THE MERCY OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL SAVE The Muslims AFTER ALLAH IS DONE PUNISHING Them ALL THE OTHER Prophets their followers who were corrupt will abide and burn eternally in Hellfire! All The Prophets Will Say on The Day Of Judgement ALLAH SAVE Me their worried only about themselves All the Prophes OF ALLAH got a supplication that they had in this life that if they were to use it they were granted it All of Them used it Jesus used it when they wanted to kill Him ALLAH TOOK HIM UP TO THE HEAVENS He isnt dead yet He will die and come back and kill the one eyed liar the antichirst! But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Saved it He didnt use it He will use it on the Day Of Judgement ASKING ALLAH ALLAH SAVE My Nation! When All The Prophets OF ALLAH WILL SAY ALLAH SAVE Me ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Will Say ALLAH SAVE My Nation and every person who becomes a Muslim is From His Nation! He is the seal of the Prophets OF ALLAH He wasnt sent out to a nation He was sent out from His time to the end of time! ALLAH SAYS Muhammad IS THE BEST CREATION ALLAH HAS EVER CREATED! ALLAH IS ALL AWARE OF WHAT We Do! We Cant SEE ALLAH BUT We Can TALK TO ALLAH THRU ALLAH S CREATION ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS CLOSER TO Us THAN Our JUGULAR VAIN ALLAH WILL REAVEL HIMSELF TO THE PEOPLE OF PARADISE IN THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT IN PARADISE! I will end with this ALLAH SAYS THE one who leaves THE REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH WILL INDEED live a depressed life! AND ALLAH SAYS WITH ALLAH S REMEMBRANCE THE HEARTS FINDS REST!
This Shaman emanates a lot of love bro, his groundedness and calmness show you found a real one, its nice to see you finally had the experience you were looking for :)
Yo Tom, I've sat here and listened to this entire documentary, sir i'm proud of you and I'm thankful very much.
Keep Moving Forward 🌗❤☀
Watching people's DMT experiences is like David Goggins videos for the heart and soul man. Seeing 2 grown dudes hug like that is some wholesome sht no homo hahaha.
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@@dmtdanny2772 no
Funny how it has that effect, right?
Hell yeah dude right on!
The fact that this was in my recommended makes me happy since youtube seems to be promoting psychedelic related channels again
It promotes whatever your search history projects that you want to have promoted to you.
Deemz on Snapchat. Add Hull167 on Snapchat that’s the connect. Hook you ☮️
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@@amandasmith3338 reported
This was such a beautiful little documentary of your experience. Definitely brought tears to my eyes. Thank you ❤
Man this is so beautiful, made me tear up watching your return and the hugging. I want to experience this so bad, depression and addiction controls my life. Working a shitty job I hate, not making enough money to be able to afford a journey like this. Feel like I don't deserve happiness like this sometimes.
Hi, I don't know where you come from, but if you search you will find - look for shamans in your area, there will definitely be one who performs this ceremony. Lots of love on your path. namaste
You don't need to go to peru.... just grow some mushrooms at home...it is easy once you go through a little trial and error. Do plenty of research and you can grow one tub of mushrooms for maybe $100 - $200 investment.... you will be giving them away to people you have so much....
Can you imagine what the frog must feel like all the time!
I want that life aha
It wouldn't affect it cause the dmt is basically a poison
You usually don’t trip off your own poison lol
That's not how it works
You can see the frog is bored of it from doing it everyday... Hoomans
Tom bro... I am only 10 minutes in so far, and I have to say, this is already turning out to be such an incredibly beautiful and raw piece of pure art! Wow! Thank you
TOMS VIDEOS GET BETTER EVERY TIME WTF
It isn't lost per se it is hidden because if people remembered then what would be the point to live life
@@joshuabranson74 i think you responded to the wrong comment my dude!
I feel so melancholic about existence. I recognize the beautiful gift that it is, and am so deeply grateful I get to come here at all. How lucky I am to manifest as myself on this earth, a soul walking around on this plane. I’m SO grateful. And because of this gratitude, even though I know everything is good in the universe and I will be ok after death, I almost don’t want to let this existence go… it’s such a brief period of time we get to come here. I love it so much. I have so much love for this experience we call being human. It’s so beautiful and precious. And maybe I just feel this way because I’m young, I’m only 21, but I don’t want to let this go. I care about it so much. I care about everything here. Everything matters and I have so much love for it all, my heart aches to know I only get to have it for a short little while…
when i think about past experiences i could cry, you cant unsee after it is beautiful my eyes watered up just seeing this guy go thru this i am very happy for him
And “there’s nothing to be afraid of” he definitely experienced what the sweet release of death feels like. It’s an indescribable sensation.
In life or in death, there is nothing to be afraid of..... What is to be must be.........
@@millicentrichard9564 order deez nuts
Have you experienced it? What is it like and why do you call it a release?
@@fullmoon1072 oh I have I took WAY too many psychs and the trip was telling me “this is what death feels like” and it took a huge weight off my chest because I was always terrified of what happens when you die but now that I know what it feels like, I’m almost excited to die.
@@mackenzielemieux2956 "Dying should be one of the great events of life." -Alan Watts 💕💘💓✌
This made me tear up. When you said there’s nothing to be afraid of referring to death. Or even ego death in a sense. I thought about my great grandma who passed away and I’ve been grieving about it, but idk it makes me happy to think of it in a sense that she is 100% free now. She went back home to source energy and that is all love and no pain. I just idk I’m just happy to see it in that way. She was the kindest most loving woman I’ve ever had the privilege to know, her heart was pure and she was the true embodiment of unconditional love & I know she deserves nothing but the best. Just to think of it in the perspective that she is free and completed her mission here on earth and is now truly free with source makes things a lot more easier on my soul. Thank youu for this video.
@Lee Parry the answers you are looking for are not on a screen.
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No one should fear death but you should where your soul is going go when you die,is it going to be in Gods presence or far away with the devil
My very first experience with Psychedelics was with Toad. At age 60. With two loving guides that know what they are doing, so I felt safe. Changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible. Several other amazing experiences with other substances since, sometimes topping those up with toad for the neuroplasticity. A magical medicine and experience - but only for a few times at most, after which there will be nothing else to see.
Tanks really much for Sharing! your Journey reminds me deep in my Heart of the thruth! I had goose bumps, and it was a really good description of your Journey with all that Pictures, thanks for being so open minded to see you in these intimate vulnerable situations on your journey.
This video came to me as a gift from above, really needed to see this right now. Been feeling lost and disconnected from myself the last few weeks with existential anxiety and thoughts about creation and what the purpose of life is. Seeing you have this experience gave me such comfort and I feel so much better now! Sometimes we need to be reminded of how magical life is. Thank you so much man for the effort you put into these videos! Pure art!
Me too . Got chills multiple times and remembered why I should be happy
@@kaylamorris7381 Glad to hear that! So cool that we can experience part of that profound toad energy straight through the screen from another side of the planet!
@@RoXoR92 agreed. I have had the same messages through LSD and that was intense enough. I think this experience would be too much for me at this point in my life . So I agree it is nice to experience it through the video and kind of understand the profound realizations
Me too. A close friend recently passed away in an accident and I had been reflecting on / afraid of death and the afterlife destinations of my loved ones. I am so glad I came across this video today.
@@dattagrace Sorry for your loss friend.
Tom, this was spectacular. You have a very strong grasp for articulating the experience in a non-controversial, non-contradictory way which is super important when the audience is the entire world. As a student of psychopharmacology, I am on my own journey to pioneering the path to becoming a psychotherapist that specializes in both DMT and Psilocybin therapy. Your videos have helped me in a myriad of ways, especially solidifying the evidence of the therapeutic potential that these medicines have to offer. Much love brother.
Remember how important the setting and level of good vibes and love and respect are when going into these states
Wow that is interesting I have always thought about like doing what you just said, someone who specializes in tryptamine therapy and such. If you don’t mind explaining, what education and such does one need to do something like that?
Iherdu Luvlawngdich hey mate, I currently have a degree in psychological and Brain Sciences. I am now looking for the right person to do research with during my masters which will either be neuroscience or pharmacology with a specialization in psychedelics. Also I am looking into doing work with MAPS. From everyone I have talked to getting a PhD is an over qualification for being a psychedelic therapist but there will probably be some courses designed specifically for the career once it becomes a more common practice after more work is done with the FDA
@@jacksons8061 oh wow cool, appreciate the response by the way man. so what kind of work are you looking to do with MAPS? are they making any revolutionary headway as far as psychedelic therapy goes?
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what a fantastic trip sitter/shaman, pure love, bliss and positivity!
man i felt that!
We appreciate the balance in the reporting of this experience. Thank you mate. We understand it is not for everyone, we do not ‘sell’ it. It feels like the people that are correct for this find their way to it. #1-safety. # 2-do no harm. Pre screening is required, post integration is very important for most people.
Thank you thank you thank you.
I teared up when Kota came in and hugged you
me too
Same
@@xNeiko101x its #meetoo .....we saw ur documentaries about you vee
#meetoo movement
Same 😆
Retired firefighter here. Cried the whole video. I wanna go on this journey. Pretty experienced with psychedelics and am very intrigued.
May you find peace in your life 💪keep those boots on and running
Safe journeys brother
@@FORGETYOU8 Thank you
@@davidwalkerblack You as well!! Thank you
Me too mate, this was a beautiful video and the guy who does the administration is a beautiful soul. I've never watched anything like this before and have shed tears as well. Good luck in life mate !!
Thank you! Amazing High Quality Content and I look forward to have this experience myself. ♥
This is incredible ! So much emotion. “There’s nothing to be afraid.” Most of us are dying to find that peace. Awesome video dude !
Genetic_tripstore^^^
The lady at the start screaming and pleading to make it stop, I would like to hear her experience thoroughly
me too!
Maybe she has some brutal trauma and inner demons that came from to the surface
im sure after she felt , healed and great after.
@@eliutjuarez3233 shouldn’t assume that
@@LazyAssHat Shouldn’t assume not either 🙂
You can almost feel the emotions through the screen, incredible.
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Almost?! Bro I’m literally balling my eyes out lol
Exactly. Brough tears to my eyes
@@zay4510 imagine if you went on the trip, you would be balling your souls out
there is no god BUT ALLAH Jesus IS But ALLAH S PROPHET AND ALLAH SAYS EVERYONE OF You IS ASTRAY EXCEPT WHOM ALLAH GUIDES SO ASK ALLAH FOR GUIDANCE ALLAH WILL GUIDE You IF ALLAH WILLS everything happens IF ALLAH WILLS nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON I have ASKED ALLAH FOR KNOWLEADGE WISDOM UNDERSTANDING ALLAH HAS PLEASED AND HOUNERD Me and I ASK ALLAH FOR MORE ALLAH SAYS IF You ARE GRATEFUL ALLAH WILL INCREASE You IN FAVOR BUT IF You deny ALLAH S PUNISHMENT IS SEVERE You cant kill unjustly or force anybody to believe ALLAH WILL NOT EVEN ACCEPT You THEN ALLAH ACCEPTS WHEN Youre INTENTION IS PURELY FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH IF You do anything FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH But its not really for the sake OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH you and the person who forced you ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN SAVE YOURSELFS AND YOUR FAMILES FROM HELLFIRE ITS FUEL IS MEN AND STONES ALLAH WANTS TO REWARD Whoever BELIEVES IN ALLAH AND WORSHIPS ALLAH WITH ETERNAL PARADISE BUT whoever denies ALLAH ALLAH WILL PUNISH this person IN HELLFIRE THE GRAVE AND THIS LIFE FEAR ALLAH none has the right to be feared praised and worshipped EXECPT ALLAH ALLAH DOSENT NEED anyone to worship ALLAH it is We Who Gain from WORSHIPPING ALLAH WHEN ALLAH WANTS TO CREATE ALLAH SAYS IN THE QURAN THAT ALLAH SAYS BE AND IT IS ALLAH DIDNT SAY BE AND IT WAS that means ALLAH WAS CAPABLE AND NOT ANYMORE BUT THATS NOT WHAT ALLAH SAID ALLAH SAID BE AND IT IS MEANING ALLAH IS FOREVER CAPABLE OF CREATING! the devil is our open enemy everyone(human) who is born gets born with a devil whom ALLAH TESTS Us with but the devil and his followers will burn and abide IN HELLFIRE FOREVER ALLAH SAYS ALLAH WILL GATHER the wicked AND MAKE THEM BE PRESENT IN HELL upon their knees ALLAH DOSENT WRONG anyone We wrong ourselves! But the devil has no power over Us he can just invite us in our thoughts and We can chose to respond or not to that thought how do you respond? By contuinueing to think of that thought and then commiting that thought then is youre own fault because you followed youre own lust! Our death is written how when and where it will happen BY ALLAH its already destined and then ALLAH WILL RESSURECT Us naked bare footed and uncircumsied in The Day Of Judgement no one will escape ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS THE MASTER OF THE DAY OF JUDGMENT ALL COMMAND BELONGS TO ALLAH ON THAT DAY ALLAH SAYS DONT THINK ALLAH IS UNAWARE OF WHAT THE WRONGDOERS DO ALLAH ONLY DELAYS THEM TO A DAY WHEN THEIR EYES WILL STARE IN HORROR! ALLAH WILL GIVE EVERY ANIMAL HUMAN BEING AND JINN ANOTHER CREATION ALLAH HAS CREATED BEFORE Us AND STILL EXISTS ALLAH HAS CREATED them FROM A SMOKELESS FLAME everyone will get their rights that Day Justice will only be served that day! This IS A CLEAR WARNING FROM ALLAH SO you cant say you werent warned download Muslim Pro read the Quran in your translation and you will come to see that This Is THE TRUTH dont show off ALLAH KNOWS what Our Souls whisper to Us the first to enter Hellfire are those who showed off! Were doing good deeds that they acted were FOR THE SAKE OF ALLAH but in reality they were showing off! So intention is very important! WORSHIP ALLAH ALONE WORSHIP ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W ALLAH SAYS IF You LOVE ALLAH FOLLOW ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W AND ALLAH WILL LOVE You AND FORGIVE You AND Youre sins! ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Said Islam will have 73 sects all will enter Hellfire except one and there is one group that has named themselves after ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad's S A W Habits Habits in arabic = Sunnah and they made a nickname sunni but We shouldnt say We are sunni We should they We are nothing but Muslims thats WHAT ALLAH WANTS so the sunni follow nothing But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W so you can see which is the right path but you can see which sect He was talking about that will Prevail! No leave falls from a tree except BY ALLAH S PERMISSON nothing happens WITHOUT ALLAH S PERMISSON prepare for youre death BY PLEASING ALLAH and You will Prevail! In This Life and THE HEARAFTER THE HEARAFTER IS THE PERMENANT SETTLEMANT AND THE REAL HOME (PARADISE) the wordly life is nothing but play and amusment ALLAH SAID! terrorist arent real Muslims ALLAH U AKBAR MEANS ALLAH IS THE GREATEST Jesus and the All The Other Prophets are But ALLAH S PROPHETS there is nothing LIKE ALLAH Jesus has no father only mother Son Of Mary (Maryam) but We are from ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Ummah = Nation! His nation is the only nation ALLAH WILL SAVE AND TAKE OUT FROM THE HELLFIRE (those who were Muslims but corrupt) BUT ALLAH WILL STILL PUNISH Them BUT BY THE MERCY OF ALLAH ALLAH WILL SAVE The Muslims AFTER ALLAH IS DONE PUNISHING Them ALL THE OTHER Prophets their followers who were corrupt will abide and burn eternally in Hellfire! All The Prophets Will Say on The Day Of Judgement ALLAH SAVE Me their worried only about themselves All the Prophes OF ALLAH got a supplication that they had in this life that if they were to use it they were granted it All of Them used it Jesus used it when they wanted to kill Him ALLAH TOOK HIM UP TO THE HEAVENS He isnt dead yet He will die and come back and kill the one eyed liar the antichirst! But ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Saved it He didnt use it He will use it on the Day Of Judgement ASKING ALLAH ALLAH SAVE My Nation! When All The Prophets OF ALLAH WILL SAY ALLAH SAVE Me ALLAH S PROPHET Muhammad S A W Will Say ALLAH SAVE My Nation and every person who becomes a Muslim is From His Nation! He is the seal of the Prophets OF ALLAH He wasnt sent out to a nation He was sent out from His time to the end of time! ALLAH SAYS Muhammad IS THE BEST CREATION ALLAH HAS EVER CREATED! ALLAH IS ALL AWARE OF WHAT We Do! We Cant SEE ALLAH BUT We Can TALK TO ALLAH THRU ALLAH S CREATION ALLAH SAYS ALLAH IS CLOSER TO Us THAN Our JUGULAR VAIN ALLAH WILL REAVEL HIMSELF TO THE PEOPLE OF PARADISE IN THE DAY OF JUDGEMENT IN PARADISE! I will end with this ALLAH SAYS THE one who leaves THE REMEMBRANCE OF ALLAH WILL INDEED live a depressed life! AND ALLAH SAYS WITH ALLAH S REMEMBRANCE THE HEARTS FINDS REST!
Wow. Wow. And wow! You are such a strong, brave and sweet person! really felt the love exchange between you and the guides, the love that is pouring and expanding out of your heart, the healing energies through my screen, what a wonderful experience. No words. Just pure love.💖 From my heart to yours✨
I cried the whole time , man I just réalise that all I need is a hug, i feel miserable
Virtual hugs send to you❤💜💙🧡💛💚
You’re loved 🖤🤞🏽
Do you strive to improve yourself ? Answer this and i’ll have your cure.
@@ThisMeantime yes please
@@whiteangel977 First of all you need to be self-aware of your situation. You said you feel miserable and that already says a lot. To put it simply your not comfortable in the state that you are presently. To be able to change this, first of all you need the willingness to change and to know your state is in some sense not ok to live with. You need to detach yourself completely from ignorance and be able to judge yourself as if you were another person, you need an objective perspective. Now tell me why do you feel miserable (i know the comment section isn’t ideal).
You are literally the source as you walk. It's just human awareness that seems to have forgotten due to cultural norms governing our minds in more recent times
@Tom Sutherland it’s true, we go through life trying to attain purpose or some grand intervention, we are that source within ourselves. You can travel the galaxy and always find yourself, I think many expect some major change, it’s the subtle realisation that is always the most profound
Lmao. It’s just massively psychedelic (neurochemically manipulative) there’s nothing profound about it except the profoundness we choose to create.
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@@j9145 no matter the origin or creator, it is still a profound experience
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Crazy to see how well your editing, quality of your vids AND you YOURSELF have grown over time. 🙏 Stay up, homie!
This made me cry too! Life is so beautiful and death is nothing to be feared. We live on infinitely, we are the trees, the sun, the sky, the moon. It is all Love and we are Pure love. I have never tried psychedelics but I reach a similar state I believe when meditating or doing breath work. Thank you for a reminder of this state of love and bliss with the universe/god whatever you want to call it. So beautiful 💓💓💓💓
Great vid, just seeing your experience is very helpful!
"There is nothing to be afraid of, thanks god, thank god!" 🥰
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn it has nothing to do with religion like a "first world white person" might say about jesus or another. More like an ant standing in front of a wall that has no ends vertically or horizontally, a thing infinitely bigger than the insignificant human ego, it puts you in the presence of something like a god, or whatever other god-like energy you make of the experience. The epitome of the psychedelic experience is to be shown that human life/routine and social constructs are meaningless if we are capable of observing an energy or sensation we might as well call god
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn I’m Latino, surrounded by other latinos. But I get your point lol.
@@haziyo so its like hard drugs u take them and all fear goes away?
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn He's not saying fear nothing at all. He went into the trip with a fear of death. He came out saying there's nothing to fear. The context here is his fear of death.
@NoT rEaL SoCiAlIsMBeRnIe HaD A GOOd ReAsOn I agree. It is rational to fear the unknown and things that are out of your control. I'm just stating he's talking about his fear of death when he says there's nothing to fear. And regardless of if DMT showed him reality or truth, or if it's just a fever dream. It was able to make him feel there's nothing to fear when it comes to death. Maybe it's a false sense of security, but nevertheless he no longer fears death.
The Dragon Ball Z music when he rips that DMT was unexpected.
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A nice touch tho right? I appreciated it tbh lol
@@bigzeus3236 i think it was pretty cringe
I THOUGHT I heard SSJ3 and gohan ssj2 themes haha
Everything about psychedelics is unpredictable 😇😂😂😂
That was a beautiful scene my friend, made me cry when you embraced him. “I understand.” CHILLS
that hug was beautiful. Bless you brother. Thank you for sharing.
The moments you said I understand, I felt goosebumps. I did an ayahuasca journey and during my last journey after navigating all the choas in me during five previous journeys I was overwhelmed with love. Make me think of the choas now. There are no words to explain either the love or the choas. But you can simply say I understand.
bro! In which country he did this experience???
Where does one go for this?
Just wanted to let you know Tom, that this video is one of my go-to vids that I watch when I'm feeling down or depressed. You sir are gifted with video editing and creating. Never forget that. The world needs you, keep posting please.
You’ve outdone yourself. this is incredible, had a really good time watching this. Amazing too see how you’ve grown as a person and as a creator ❤️
This was one of the best explanations of Bufo I’ve watched. I am leaving this week to experience an entire retreat leaving to Bufo. So excited s out the possibilities.
Thanks for sharing.
A very accurate explanation of the experience, you done an amazing job creating this documentary brother!.. 🙏🙏🙏
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That was so blissful to watch, thank you for sharing. I love how i can emphatically connect with you and everything just by watching, was in grateful tears throughout the whole experience after the hug and connection was established.
Especially in these times where it feels like the majority has lost their connection to the spiritual realm (at least where i live), this was so heart-warming and peaceful, it's almost like tripping along. Pure gratitude and acceptance.
Truly wish more people find their way to liberation, life doesn't have to be endless suffering.
Namaste. 🙇🏽♂️🙏🏽❤
He actually merged with Joe Rogan when he had his eyes closed.
Lmaooo underrated comment. The likes r gonna shoot up i can feel it ! 11 right now
Imagine seeing Joe in your DMT trip
💀😭
@@pabloalan4190 he got raided
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I took 10 grams of psychedelic mushrooms the other day and while the visuals were minimal, A lot made sense. Nothing is about me and life will continue on. Nothing is personal and everyone has their own lives to worry about. If I were to describe it in one sentence, I'd say that "life goes on and nothing was ever personal". Realizing that was such a beautiful experience and one that I'll never forget