First Time Hearing Wish I Had An Angel by Nightwish | Suicide Survivor Reacts

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  • Опубліковано 30 тра 2024
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  • @MentalAmanda
    @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому +8

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  • @judedornisch4946
    @judedornisch4946 2 місяці тому +44

    welcome back to Nightwish. I'm still surprised this channel doesn't have their How's the Heart of Floor's Invincible.

    • @janihaavisto79
      @janihaavisto79 2 місяці тому +2

      I Concur

    • @Donna-C
      @Donna-C 2 місяці тому +4


      How’s the Heart - Planet Rock Acoustic session is so good

  • @r.e.4640
    @r.e.4640 2 місяці тому +3

    ALL hale the REAL TRUE QUEEN 👑 of NIGHTWISH and of ALL FEMALE SYMPHONIC METAL SINGERS!!!, the very beautiful looking and very unique voice of the enchanting TARJA!!!😀👍👍🤘

  • @chriso6719
    @chriso6719 2 місяці тому +19

    The song was written out of frustration and anger. Tuomas had been at a bar, with his then girlfriend, and all the guys there kept hitting on her, even those that knew they were dating. I believe this song had to have some profanity edited out after calming down and sobering up.
    From the 2004 album, Once, the 5th and last record with Tarja on lead vocals. This was the last song Tarja sang with Nightwish, it was the show closer at the 2005 Helsinki concert (End of an Era DVD), she was fired after that show. Anette and Floor have sung this also, including Wacken 2013 with Floor.

  • @ArchitectB
    @ArchitectB 2 місяці тому +11

    Marko has those crazy eyes, but he is actually a kind science nerd. Welcome back to NW. I like your analyze and reaction of this song. 🙂

  • @user-hr9cy7vj6o
    @user-hr9cy7vj6o 2 місяці тому +10

    Tarja Turunen & Marko Hietala. Kiitos from Finland.

  • @vogel2280
    @vogel2280 2 місяці тому +2

    Welcome back to Nightwish and your first introduction to the first singer Tarja! I hope we will see you again, because there are so many songs on the Nightwish repertoire about society and mental health.

  • @berndgross7921
    @berndgross7921 2 місяці тому +6

    This song was the soundtrack to the movie "alone in the dark"

  • @ligthbringer99
    @ligthbringer99 2 місяці тому +3

    I Love tarja's era! Please more with her or maybe you should try to dive into tarja solo stuff it's pretty underrated but worth to listen to.

  • @judgedino
    @judgedino 2 місяці тому +5

    I absolutely love this NightWish song!
    It was on repeat when this album came out.....
    This was the beginning of my on/off affair with this band!
    ❤😂❤😂

  • @deadpoolsnipes537
    @deadpoolsnipes537 2 місяці тому +3

    Thank you ❤ ❤❤❤❤ Great Choice one of my favorites... Miniva does an incredible cover of this song... Take Care 😁

  • @markbaldock6895
    @markbaldock6895 2 місяці тому +2

    This song has been sung by all three singers that has been in nightwish. Each singer has put their own take on this song. It’s worth checking each version out

    • @Briansgate
      @Briansgate Місяць тому

      Thank you for actually appreciating all of the singers!

  • @Jon60987
    @Jon60987 2 місяці тому +2

    Great reaction. A lot of your thoughts after 1 take are things I did not think of after many many. A very intense song that I have listened to a thousand times or so. I'm glad that you chose the version sung by the vocalist that this song was written for. Nightwish had 3 female lead vocalists that were all great in their own ways, and I like the versions of songs as sung by the artist the song was originally written for. It's also a reminder that the persistent band members were different musicians as the band matured.

  • @CesarBozzolasco-un1uy
    @CesarBozzolasco-un1uy 2 місяці тому

    Greets from Argentina. I want to share a story. There is a bridge that join two states (corrientes with chaco) and There is a group of people who patrol the bridge 24/7 to prevent others from jumping. They called Los angeles del puente ( the angels os the bridge )
    These heroes deserve everyone's respect and gratitude.

  • @janihaavisto79
    @janihaavisto79 2 місяці тому +3

    Hello from Finland!
    My mental health has been challenged recent times. My mother passed away 2,tyres ago, dad passes almost 2 years to the day. Now my Grandmother's funeral was 1st of February.😢

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому

      That's a lot! We're here if you need to talk or want to share memories of them 💖

    • @DukeHalliday-cv4fx
      @DukeHalliday-cv4fx 2 місяці тому +1

      Hey Amanda I Lost My Father In 2001 1 Week After I Got My 1.St Tattoo n Then Lost My Stepfather In 2002 n Then My Mother 2 3 Years Ago Next Month.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому

      Was your first tattoo in memory of your father? I think that's a beautiful way to process grief.

  • @bill9605
    @bill9605 2 місяці тому +1

    When you post stuff
    That puts a little happiness in my day.

  • @frostogtaake
    @frostogtaake 2 місяці тому +1

    I love you Amanda! Thank you. 🧡💚💜

  • @ganggreen9012
    @ganggreen9012 2 місяці тому +3

    I've read a few potential origin stories for this song. The one most frequently cited is that Tuomas was at a club with the woman that he was dating at the time and several men who knew she was with him were hitting on her anyway.

    • @Henrik_Holst
      @Henrik_Holst 2 місяці тому

      it was also used as the soundtrack for alone in the dark so I wonder if it was used after it was written or if they had a commission to write a soundtrack song (it sounds very soundtracky vs their other songs).

  • @jaywolford3898
    @jaywolford3898 2 місяці тому

    This song holds special significance for me because I had a dear friend named Angel who has passed. It took several years to listen to this song as she was a love of my life after she passed.

  • @make_m_finland
    @make_m_finland 2 місяці тому +5

    Thank you for your reaction!🙂 ....This female singer was Tarja Turunen (one of the tree founders of NW). To me this song is "Old loves they die hard Old lies they die harder". ... by the way Marco (male singer of this song) was THE gay who first said that Tarja have kick out of the band. That happened 2005....
    2024 Tarja and Marco touring together😄🙂... So sometimes life is like a movie... anything is possible. Greetings from Finland! (NW fan since 1998) ...and yes LIVE peformances are better with Tarja❤ or Floor❤

  • @Dethian666
    @Dethian666 2 місяці тому

    Top reaction keeping it real bless your soul

  • @BracchiAlessandroFineArt
    @BracchiAlessandroFineArt 2 місяці тому +3

    Nightwish army Italian Division Present ! 🤘

  • @wanmac31
    @wanmac31 2 місяці тому +1

    😊🇫🇮💙🪄🎼✨💯👍
    Nightwish playlist ty 💙🇫🇮

  • @fluufmeister5771
    @fluufmeister5771 2 місяці тому +2

    Sooooooo....... I have Tourette Syndrome, and yes it is a little bit of a bitch to have. For me Wishing to have an Angel is LITERALLY Wishing to have an Angel to help me get through a Hard Time.... It STILL is an AWESOME song and I MUST say it means SOOOO much to see other people looking into it.

  • @elvwood
    @elvwood 2 місяці тому

    Given your comments here, I definitely think you should react to the music video for _Amaranth,_ featuring the second lead singer Anette. Also, Nightwish do a lot of songs about toxic or troubled relationships _(Ghost_ _Love_ _Score_ and _Romanticide,_ to pick a couple more), though not as many as there are about the loss of childhood innocence!

  • @mezmerized4lifejay654
    @mezmerized4lifejay654 2 місяці тому +1

    I LOVE your Mariah video soooo much ❤️ Can you react to Mariah’s “THROUGH THE RAIN”. It’s incredible and so inspiring 🙏🏼

  • @hisshadow9525
    @hisshadow9525 2 місяці тому +1

    Tarja is GODDESS
    Tarja + Marco = magic

  • @markclements7767
    @markclements7767 2 місяці тому

    Hello Amanda, greetings from UK
    It is great seeing you back reacting to my favourite band 🥰
    Funny thing, it was only about four days ago that I was binge watching all of your previous reactions to Nightwish. Maybe there is a message there, eh? 😂

  • @QingWeiSanguine
    @QingWeiSanguine 2 місяці тому

    Thank you so much for caring ❤ I am currently getting help and I'm starting to feel better already ❤

  • @kheldaur2107
    @kheldaur2107 2 місяці тому

    Marco is such a great singer

  • @EmeraldWings90
    @EmeraldWings90 23 дні тому

    You're fantastic at analyzing lyrics, so few people pay attention to them in reaction videos (except for a select few songs), I love that you're doing this.
    By the way, is BetterHelp a safe/good service? I've seen that there are many videos speaking against it for being a bad sponsorship... Just be careful.

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  17 днів тому +1

      I had done research on them before but am taking community concern into consideration and have suspended my sponsorship with them pending more in depth research 💖

    • @EmeraldWings90
      @EmeraldWings90 17 днів тому

      @@MentalAmanda

  • @user-mc9qo3fb5b
    @user-mc9qo3fb5b 2 місяці тому +1

    Nightwish 🤘🤘🤘🤘.
    Like for reaction 👍👍👍👍

  • @TheScorpio1999
    @TheScorpio1999 2 місяці тому

    This is a rabbit-hole I need to revisit. There are things about this band's sound that remind me of the things I'm fond of about Dream Theater; the theatrical presentation (bad pun, I know), the intensity, the rhythmic shifting going on; I gravitate toward stuff like that. They're growing on me. Need to put some of their stuff in my Spotify.

  • @rishacrow99
    @rishacrow99 2 місяці тому +1

    its a great song

  • @anthonywilliams8849
    @anthonywilliams8849 2 місяці тому +2

    🌻

  • @damienmaynard8892
    @damienmaynard8892 2 місяці тому

    A small silence in music is a "tacet". Eddie and the Cruisers movie featured a good conversation about it! Marko rocks! Thirteenth Apostle? Thomas (Tuomas?) The Doubter - more logical/undertandable for people to read about someone who doubted. Vatican left it out - The Gospel of St Thomas - but the Nag Hammadi library didn't!

  • @jasonmarshall7572
    @jasonmarshall7572 2 місяці тому

    Tuomas the keyboard player writes 95% of the songs he's known as the metal Mozart and is an Empath. Tuomas expresses his feelings and emotions a lot into the lyrics and dramatic use of metal music and classical music to share his feelings also he has a poetic heart.

  • @hats4cats
    @hats4cats Місяць тому

    It's a shame she got kicked out, but apparently she wouldn't show up to practice sessions thinking she was "above the band" or something like that.

  • @GryLi
    @GryLi 2 місяці тому +1

    Please do live stuff it is so much better

  • @kimpires
    @kimpires 2 місяці тому +6

    ❤tarja❤the best singer of nightwish,she is the voice of nightwish❤

  • @WYOOIL5402
    @WYOOIL5402 2 місяці тому

    Check out FFDP The Bleeding

  • @mr_negativ6680
    @mr_negativ6680 2 місяці тому

    hello, I want to see your reaction to the band grey daze, the song sometimes, this song was performed by Chester Bennington, I really want to see your reaction, thank you in advance.

  • @weathered19
    @weathered19 2 місяці тому +2

    Ghost Love Score!!!! Ghost Love Score!!

    • @sabbracadabra7503
      @sabbracadabra7503 2 місяці тому

      She already did it (the Floor version from Wacken).

  • @AdolfoSalinasP
    @AdolfoSalinasP 2 місяці тому

    I'm not a big fan of this studio version (and this shampoo commercial), but live performance give me whataver you want (with Tarja, Anette and Floor).

  • @ShatterEffectGaming
    @ShatterEffectGaming 2 місяці тому

    I hope you check out DYWTYLM and Are You Really Okay? by Sleep Token.

  • @lucasberhends1141
    @lucasberhends1141 2 місяці тому

    Can you react to "tearjerker" by korn? Btw Nice vídeo ❤

  • @bill9605
    @bill9605 2 місяці тому

    Please please please
    Arch angel
    Deceiver deceiva
    She's another one with an angelic voice

  • @user-cv4nq2ym7n
    @user-cv4nq2ym7n 2 місяці тому

    You should check out a band called badfinger

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому +1

      They did the finale song for Breaking Bad! Baby Blue. Love that song!

    • @user-cv4nq2ym7n
      @user-cv4nq2ym7n 2 місяці тому

      @@MentalAmanda you’d get a lot of reactions, ps your beautiful beyond dreams, just saying

  • @user-dt8zq2ev1h
    @user-dt8zq2ev1h 2 місяці тому +1

    Mybe you do you just don't see it Amanda 😇

  • @bill9605
    @bill9605 2 місяці тому

    This type a metal
    It's not very big in the united states
    But in europe
    This shit is epic
    They play soccer stadiums

  • @ecbftl
    @ecbftl 2 місяці тому

    You really need to listen to/watch Invincible, solo song from Floor Jansen (not metal).
    It is a powerful song and video originally written for the Invictus games.
    It is about ptsd and recovery from all kinds of trauma, particularly for women.
    ua-cam.com/video/ee3i72-HN6o/v-deo.html

  • @BrendonChase_2015
    @BrendonChase_2015 2 місяці тому +1

    I remember you doing some NW songs, like GLS with JustJen back in the day, but not "7 Days to the Wolves" (yet..) 😁 The Wembley Live version of course, since with Nightwish you want to see them perform live. Cheers!

  • @emmanx011
    @emmanx011 2 місяці тому +1

    Emma from Nightwish Army, checking in ❤
    (Long time ago... lol)
    Try listening to Floor and Mark singing this Live on Wacken.. (or Wembley 2015??; Don't remember...Sorry. 😘)
    But...try Floor and Mark live.
    It's AMAZING!
    Btw...if you want more "heavyer Nightwish", try Planet Hell, sung by the "2nd singer, my country man/Lady, ANNETTE OLSEN", in the California studios LA.
    Or Floor, our VALKYRIE GODDESS, of course.
    Thank you for your thoughtful reactions. ❤

    • @HelMut3103
      @HelMut3103 2 місяці тому +2

      No one beats Tarja and Marko.. And no one sings Tarja’s songs better than herself..

  • @denniseldridge2936
    @denniseldridge2936 2 місяці тому

    Hi, great reaction. However, I believe the song is not that deep; in fact, I think it's about what a dude feels in the bar at the end of the night having not been able to find himself a partner lol. Although I'm sure your own interpretation is not at all misplaced 🙂

  • @BrotherTime1975
    @BrotherTime1975 2 місяці тому

    ua-cam.com/video/pVPTUEW1PEM/v-deo.htmlsi=1SWQmVHHr7zewi6R
    This was released the year my father passed away. He was my sun, my everything. Forever in my heart.

  • @scottclark3761
    @scottclark3761 2 місяці тому

    Amanda...love you girl. But...Nightwish is better live. The live versions are awesome.

    • @sabbracadabra7503
      @sabbracadabra7503 2 місяці тому +1

      Their albums, and music videos, are fantastic. It doesn't always have to be live.

  • @VivianaRaquelGonzalez-1988
    @VivianaRaquelGonzalez-1988 2 місяці тому

    Gracias por reaccionar a la versión original de I Whis i had an Angel de Nightwish con Tarja Turunen primera vocal femenina y COFUNDADORA DE LA BANDA DE NIGHTWISH 🤘🏻🧜🏻‍♀️👑🎸🖤
    Y si tienes una buena interpretación de eso trata la canción de un ángel ( mujer ) no correspondido y el deseo de un poeta enamorado y obsesionado ( historia Real de Tuomas y Tarja) hecha poema y canción el que entendió, entendió y el que no hagan la tarea investigativa e interpretativa enlacen las canciones de Nightwish ( Tuomas ) y las de Tarja como SOLISTA 😄😄😄 ahí lo entenderán 😉

  • @jeffreyphipps1507
    @jeffreyphipps1507 2 місяці тому

    Actually, this song was going to be used for a TV show or movie - but it didn't happen. I think you were reading too much into it.

  • @jeffreyphipps1507
    @jeffreyphipps1507 2 місяці тому

    "Christianity" in this case simply has to refer to followers of Christ. Keep in mind that the religion didn't come along for centuries. The predominant religion during the time of Christ was Judaism. He was seen as a heretic. It wouldn't be until later that Christianity was no longer outlawed.

  • @deminybs
    @deminybs 5 днів тому

    EPICA>nightwish
    🤷
    but this song is okay

  • @tarmotyyri6733
    @tarmotyyri6733 2 місяці тому +6

    Just two problems with this one - not live & not with Floor Jansen on female vocals.

    • @timmyzg13
      @timmyzg13 2 місяці тому +12

      Not problem at all. This was written for Tarja and Marco, and doesn't matter who sings it, still is their song.

    • @sabbracadabra7503
      @sabbracadabra7503 2 місяці тому +5

      Not a problem at all. This song belongs to Tarja.

    • @user-hr9cy7vj6o
      @user-hr9cy7vj6o 2 місяці тому +2

      Tämä on Tarja & Marko. stop.

    • @HelMut3103
      @HelMut3103 2 місяці тому +2

      Here’s just one problem..your comment…🥱 Than don’t watch it..🤷🏻‍♂️

    • @SokolRock
      @SokolRock 2 місяці тому

      @@sabbracadabra7503 "This song belongs to Tarja."
      Ha ha ha! Wishful thinking. Tarja didn't write this song, like all the other songs she sang in Nightwish. She doesn't own any of the Nightwish songs, so every time she sings something from Nightwish at her solo concerts, she has to pay royalties to Tuomas. That's why, even from the very beginning of her solo career, she kept the number of Nightwish songs performed at her concerts to a minimum.

  • @kahpde
    @kahpde 2 місяці тому

    First time i see you. 1 thing i want to say. Dont bring religion when you react to NW.

    • @ArthurTwoshedsJackson
      @ArthurTwoshedsJackson 2 місяці тому +4

      Don't tell her what to say on her channel. No one cares about your atheist take.

    • @Boa_Omega
      @Boa_Omega 2 місяці тому +2

      Gethesamane?? The Carpenter?? Bless the Child?? You missed the fact that Tuomas is a Christian?
      No one is forcing anyone to believe as they do.
      Its enough for her to share her feelings . That is why it is called a reaction video. Her faith is part and parcel of the reaction.
      Plus you will blow a gasket knowing a French Canadian Dominican Friar has reacted to NW himself.
      Share love not hate

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому +1

      I need to see this French Canadian Dominican Friar reaction!

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому +2

      I will react in whatever way is most authentic to me 😊

  • @islgrl292
    @islgrl292 2 місяці тому

    Why the fired siinger of almost 20 years? Nightwish has currently one of the best Singers on the planet. Tarja has her own current music, but likely she is singing NW, she cannot seem to understand she isn't with NW anymore! Maybe she should see a counselor?
    This is metal music, not religious music.

    • @alexandra-md5he
      @alexandra-md5he 2 місяці тому +2

      Poison , poison, poisooooon !!!!!

    • @Boa_Omega
      @Boa_Omega 2 місяці тому +5

      She co founded the band . the music written around her, and probablly about her. She has a 20% share of the royalties .
      We the #WinterStorm love to hear Tarja sing the old favourites. Two songs a night as an encore is fan service and because she has agency she can sing any song she wants to live.
      Putting it out commercially would violate © if she tried to make money off others property.
      You who have not seen it need too see The Female Voices of Metal Festival September 2013.
      Tarja invited to the stage her very good friend Ms.Floor Jansen.
      They sang the Gary Moore hit that NW covered in 2000, Over the hills and far away
      Tarja was asked and gave her blessings for Floor to accept the offer to join the band.
      They have been friends since 2002 when Floor's band After Forever opened in Europe that summer.
      They have done instagram live together.
      Floor and Tarja called for no hate. Jusrt continue the love .
      How about Floor's fans showing some respect for her words and share the love!!

    • @islgrl292
      @islgrl292 2 місяці тому

      @@alexandra-md5he Opinion, Opinion, Opinion. Last I heard Andrew Lloyd Webber wrote Phantom, Floor hasn't been allowed to sing it, until Henke got involved. Why? Baby the toxic queen's tarnished memory. Read their letter to her, There is the poison. Classic toxic work environment, by the abusive queen. She wants to sing songs about herself, let her sing them, or. Better yet Marko, she immediately snagged up to sing with her,. How about "Master Passion Greed. There is the poison." Quit giving her a pass. Typical, Pele NEVER BLAME the narcissist! Nightwish has a singer for TEN YEARS NOW! She should not be competing with them.

    • @HelMut3103
      @HelMut3103 2 місяці тому +3

      Tarja cannot understand she isn’t with Nightwish anymore..? 🤦🏻‍♂️ What?😅 She is glad about that. And she is singing one or two NW songs in her concerts for the fans. Because she’s allowed to do that..

    • @MentalAmanda
      @MentalAmanda  2 місяці тому

      Because the people requesting it didn't specify and (it being my first time listening) I had no knowledge of different versions or which one to go with.

  • @EmergencyAutismHologram
    @EmergencyAutismHologram 2 місяці тому

    Love the reaction! You were a bit blindsided by the song I think. 😂
    Would love it if you could react to Linkin Park - Given Up