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I am so proud of you Khalilah, not only for being the smart, driven, sweet, classy, kind, funny, amiable, soon-to-be polyglot (lol) that you are, but also for being so vulnerable & transparent in this vlog. It was so relatable to me bcuz I was raised by my grandmother too, and losing her left me with a huge void that I will never be able to fill (your analogy about losing an arm is so accurate).
I honestly don't know where I would be without her, my grandfather, and my aunt, so I feel you on that 100%. My sole purpose in life is to try to make them proud... and like you, it's not gonna be the way I envisioned, but I'll keep grinding. I will also continue to honor them every day with the decisions I make, the way I carry myself, and the way I treat others.
I'm a pretty private person too, so I know how difficult it must've been for you to go there, so thank you so much for sharing your story with us. And I know you're not going to pursue medicine, but I'd be willing to bet my last dollar that your Grandma has ALWAYS been, and continues to be so proud of her Missy.
You're such an amazing young lady K, and that is undoubtedly a testament to your Grandma, your brother, and your uncle. You represent them so well.
Keep doing your thing, and we will keep watching and supporting. Sending an abundance of positive energy and big hugs to you! 💜🤗
wow this actually made me cry so hard but in the best way. I think I really really needed to hear this so thank you so much. I always look forward to your comments but this one is special ❤ I just know your grandma and your family are so proud of you and the person you are becoming. if you every need someone to talk to you can always email me or message me on instagram. Something tells me we would be great friends ❤
Wow this is so kind and beautiful. That last part of the third paragraph for sure ❤
@@khalilahd. You're so welcome, it's all facts! And thank YOU for your kind words! ❤️ And umm excuse me?! I thought we were friends already?! 🤨 I'm totally kidding, I know what you mean! 😆 I certainly will do that, thank you! 💛
@@alicemiriah That's so sweet of you to say Alice, thank you! I've seen you around, so you know how amazing K is!
@@khalilahd. ur so sweet 🧡
I truly am sorry butI promise to work hard for you all.
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Your gma is prouder than you could ever imagine n she told me to tell you she was just kidding. Stay strong
No need to apologize at all
THERE IS NO WIN WITHOUT A LOSS, AND YOUR LOSS ISNT ACTUALLY A LOSS @ ALL . ITS A LESSON THAT TAUGHT YOU PURPOSE AND GAVE U TUNNEL VISION ON WHERE U WANT TO GO . I SUPPORT U AND WE ARE ALL WITH YOU & HERE 4 U THROUGH OUT YOUR ADVERSITY ! WE FEEL YOUR PAIN AND CRY WITH YOU . BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY WE WILL RISE ABOVE EVERYTHING W YOU.
Wow thank you 💜💜 this means so much
Girl I am so sorry that you went through that your grandmother seems like an amazing person. I just wanted to let you know that your 500 MCAT score was not even bad I did worse and by God's grace, I am in medical school so it's still possible, even my classmates got around a 496 so if one day you change your mind (you definitely do not have to but I am saying it's not impossible 😊). However, I think you will be amazing whatever you do because you are a kind, caring soul and will be needed anywhere and everywhere. Praying for your success!
She was the absolute best and thank you so much for this. I know some people still make it into med school with a 500 but because I still needed to support my family I couldn't afford going to a school far from home and I live in the east coast so applying to schools up here would have been much harder. Science is something I will always love though so I'll always be open to going down this path again. Thank you so much for your words of encouragement Oumou 💜
@@khalilahd. Oh that absolutely makes sense I am so sorry. 😞Well, you don't have to be a medical doctor to still be a doctor!!! 😎Excited to see all that you accomplish and I am sure your grandmother would be proud of whatever you decide to do!
Your grandma sounds like the kind of woman who would be PROUD just to see you HAPPY and THRIVING! Never doubt the love and pride she had just having you as her grandchild! 💕
I think I sometimes forget that but you're absolutely right, thank you Caitlin ❤️
Very proud of you! Such a sweet soul! Remember exactly what you said about success not being linear. My Gosh I felt this and I have been there....Love ya lil sis!
Wow thank you so much Dr. Nina! I love your content and your kind words mean so much ❤️
Your grandma said she would be disappointed because she was trying to give you perseverance. She would and will be proud of you for any path you take or choice you make as long as you're happy and safe.
Thank you for your kind words Ashley ♥️ I think you're right 😊
Finished two books after watching your reading for 24hrs video. I hadn't finished a chapter book since highschool. You certainly motivated me 💪🏾. You're still in your purpose though things look different
wow thank you so much, stuff like this is what I do it for 💜
You’re truly amazing. Thank you for sharing your journey through life so far. I believe that because you are a kind, positive and productive person, that you can choose anything and find fulfillment. You are definitely the type to make others proud regardless of the direction you choose. I’m glad I kept seeing your comments everywhere and decided to check out the content lol can’t wait to see this new journey unfold. Keep being amazing, girl!
Wow thank you so much Alice hearts ❤️ support and kindness like this truly does mean so very much to me. I'm happy to have you on this journey with me 😊
khalilah becoming a doctor really just represents success in life generally, and just because you didn't find it in this avenue doesn't mean you can't be successful somewhere else. I believe that all of us who grew up poor can one day become a rose from the concrete. You can become the female version of laoshu or xiaoman lol, who wouldn't be proud of that? always staying wit u kd, blessings
lol thats the plan ❤️. Thank you for the kind words
Thank you for being vulnerable, but you never ever have to apologize or feel guilty for changing directions in YOUR life. Our worth is not in the titles and prestige that we have, but in our character. This was a beautiful tribute to your loving grandma. The only constant is change. Even if there's a day where UA-cam isn't your path anymore, you don't owe your community anything. I'm glad you're honoring what's in your heart even when it's hard. We're here for you Khalilah! ♥
You're right about just living for you but sometimes I think thats a luxury not everyone has. I'm learning to find balance between my own happiness and finding ways to honor and provide for my loved ones so thank you for this ❤️ your kind words truly mean a lot to me.
Hearing your story involving your grandma reminds me of the book “my grandmother asked me to tell you she’s sorry” by Frederik Backman . I recommend it! It’s beautiful! So sorry for your loss 🌹
I’m currently watching your video, love the rawness and honesty. All i can say is you literally go against the idea that they say if you are not raised by your parents, you tend to end up unmotivated more likely to end up doing this or that…. You should be so proud of yourself and how far you have come and I am certain your grandmother (and your uncles) mean everything to you and your siblings! Thanks for sharing this.❤.
thank you so much Sara your constant support has always meant a lot ❤
First, I want to say RIP to your beautiful grandma 😇🕊️🕊️ God bless her, she did such an awesome job raising you! Also I want to say thank you for sharing this video with us because, I know it wasn't easy. And just because, you are not pursuing being a doctor anymore does not mean you are a quieter 💯 you are very motivational to me and have a great energy about you 💯 it's safe to say that you give your grandmother a lot to be proud of 🖤
Wow thank you so much James. It definitely wasn't easy. I actually thought about taking it down in the first 5 minutes but I think it's important to be honest. Your support truly means a lot and I will continue to work hard ❤️
I see why you're so strong now. You could never let her down. ❤️
I think you're right. I will continue to work hard for her. Also thank you for being such a great friend to my brother. I hope you know you're like family to us ❤️
Khalilah, please don't apologise for being so honest and open with us, I'm so happy you were able to confide in us. I know nothing about medicine, but your story really hit home. Your grandma is proud of the girl she's raised and will always be no matter the path you chose as long as it's with love, passion and kindness. We got this together!
we absolutely do! thank you for believing in me I will continue to work hard for you all ❤️
You making this video touched my heart, please don't apologize for failing. As humans we all fall but your determination to keep going is a beautiful sign that you are a strong person. We will keep supporting you no matter what route YOU choose for YOUR LIFE!! ❤ I do want to say this i am happy you want to be the best and commit to youtube and your supporters but please never feel obligated. You don't owe us anything, we are just happy that you choose to share your life with us☺
Wow thank you so much. you have no idea what that means to me 💜
RIP to your grandma Khalilah :(. You are a wonderful person, and a good friend to all of us here!! Im glad that you are being vulerable and sharing this with us here!!!!
You are doing a great job and I’m sure your grandma is PROUD of you no matter what! We love you too so much K. ❤❤❤❤❤
I love you guys too ❤️
Hey don’t ever apologize for being emotional. You’re a human being. You are expressing an emotion and showing that you care and love your grandma.
Balling crying watching this. So random how I came across this and had no idea it would allude to all that I needed to hear. I just lost my grandma last month who took care of me as well and struggling with school and my career path. Thank you for the motivation. Whatever you’re doing, you’re doing to right and with authenticity. ❤
Wow this is so humbling ❤️ I’m grateful my story could provide you with some comfort and I’m so sorry for your loss. I wish you the best with your goals
God knows what we need exactly when we need it. You are loved Rissy!!! ❤
Khalilah, I want you to know that you have totally made me feel so much more motivated and just filled with passion about what I'm working towards. I really do relate how you feel, how you think you're not doing enough for your family or just not doing enough for yourself. I too am still working on how to love my self and know that I can chase my dreams. The thing that I really do admire of you is your consistency, confidence, and your mindset of trying to be the best version of yourself. That's where I take inspiration from u and learn things from you. I really just want you to know that you're gonna be a star, and you're gonna be successful, and your family is gonna be proud. And I just hope, and I do have faith, that you're gonna push through any obstacles or any thoughts that pull you away from what you want to do for yourself and your family. I also admire that you had the confidence and the attitude to open yourself up to us. And I'm gonna keep you and your family in prayer and that you keep finding motivated to chase your dreams. I also would like to take a moment to tell you that your Grandma sounds like the most wholesome, wholehearted, and just such a beautiful soul. I'm sure she's proud and been proud of you how far you've come.
I'm just so proud of you too, that you've been constantly working and just filling the world with love and spreading the positivity that I didn't know I needed.
Thank you so much Xavier. I always look forward to your comment each week but this one means the most to me. She truly was incredible ❤️ thank you for believing in me, I will continue to try and be someone your proud to support
Your grandmother sounds so sweet and full of love. Like she literally seems like the perfect person to have. I really am sorry for her loss and I do believe that she will still be happy for you. I appreciate what you are doing for this channel and just to let you know that it is alright to fail. Rest in peace to your loving grandmother. 🕊
thank you so much Saul ❤️ kind words like this truly mean so much
Rest in peace to your sweet Grandma ❤ I love you even more after watching this!
Thank you for being so open and honest! I’m sure you will get SO many amazing opportunities in life for being such a determined, hard worker!! Consistency is key❤ you got this!
Thank you Ori ❤️
I’ve been watching your newest videos for a while and adore you, you got me into reading again!! but I just across this video. I am truly so sorry for your loss, your grandma has raised an incredible young lady. Your videos are so joyful and inspiring and I know your Grandma is beyond proud of you. Sending you all the love and prayers ❤
This was a very brave video to make. It made me very emotional just watching it, and I can’t imagine how much courage it took to upload. I don’t think many people will be dissuaded from watching after such an honest and raw explanation. It says a lot about you, and what this channel is all about really. Persevering, adapting and overcoming whatever life throws at us whilst somehow staying positive. I subbed a few months back and enjoy your content. I came for the good vibes, and I’m staying for the good vibes.
Thank you so much Harry. I was terrified to make this video but the overwhelmingly kind words of encouragement and understanding really mean the world to me. I hope to continue to be someone you enjoy supporting 💜
@@khalilahd. No problem, thanks for creating such a wholesome channel. Best of luck turning the first page of a new chapter of your life! Wishing you the best, and season’s greetings from the UK😁
It's okay everything is going to be fine!
❤ I hope you have a merry christmas!
Thank you Caleb, I hope you do too ❤️
Wow. I started following you about a week ago coming across a reading VLOG/ bookstore visit you did. My grandma just died on Thursday and also had a heavy hand in raising me. I am hurt, but like you, some of her words linger (even the disappointing ones). So, I’m glad I’m here and I know that you didn’t want to be personal but hearing you process her death helps. Thank you.
It's funny the things you remember when you lose someone you love but I'm sure even the bad times you had with her were from a good place and if they weren't I'm sorry. As cliche as it sounds, time really does help with the hurt you're feeling so take your time and focus on getting through each day. I'll be wishing you nothing but healing and peace ❤️
Thankyou for being vulnerable and sharing❤ As a parent the only thing my child could do to make me more proud than I am from them just existing is them being a kind human who spreads joy. I GUARANTEE your grandma shares that sentiment. Truly what else matters when we get to the end of our life than how we made others feel no matter how we made it happen. And you, my friend have made so many of us feel joy and peace in the midst of our hard days. Thankyou!
Hi, Khalilah. Massive respect for being this vulnerable and open. Takes a lot of courage, fr.
You are an inspiration to a whole lot of people and though you may not know this, you're providing people with bursts of energy that they didn't even know they had.
I'm sure that you'll excel in whatever path you choose and I'm very certain that grandma is always going to be proud of you.
Please don't stop being the beautiful ray of sunshine you are and spreading positivity. Rooting for you. Take care!
It honestly wasn't at all. I wasn't even sure if I was going to put it out but I'm so grateful for all the kind words and understanding ❤️
I just found your channel and I really relate to this and feel you hardcore. I grew up with a single mom in a similar way, and actually just this past December quit my neuroscience PhD program after 4 years (being 2 years away from graduation). It was the hardest and most important decision I’ve ever made, and sometimes I feel like I’ve disappointed people. But then I realized….I’m afraid I’ve disappointed myself. But doing these things for ourselves is crucial and brave. And better than following through on a path that would have ultimately harmed us. So excited to dive into your channel, and sending all the good vibes!!
Wow thank you for taking the time to share this Jennifer. You’re right it IS brave to listen to your heart sometimes even when you’re scared of failing or disappointing people. I know I don’t know you personally but I’d like to say I’m proud of you for doing what was best for you. I’m sure the future has so much in store for you 🩷
@@khalilahd. Thank you!!! That made my day.
Your grandmother is a wonderful woman. She gave you and your brothers lots of love and support during your lives. She is your guardian angel who will always be proud of you no matter what paths you take and the decisions you make. Never forget the beautiful memories that you have with her. I know it is hard not having her here on earth but she will always be in your heart. Many thanks to your grandmother for giving you all what you needed. All my love and hugs to you. You will do well in whatever you choose to do as a career.
I appreciate your vulnerability Kha. It’s hard to focus and keep going when we lose someone significant, but I believe your gram would support whatever decision you made. Remember, failure is part of our success. That’s where we learn our lessons. We are proud of you today…and forever.
you're absolutely right ❤️ thank you for this
This mustn't have be easy for you to share; joining your channel and watching your videos has been comfort food to me this year. Your energy and charm is so positive and infectious...sending you a lot of love and support. I bet your grandma is proud of you wherever she is just as we all are. ❤
I appreciate your openness. My first year of medical school my godmother (my inspiration for family medicine and medicine in general) died and it was such a blow I ended up failing. Long story short, I did finish and am in residency after a LOT more failure... But I don't think that is my success. I feel like my success was the mental battle of overcoming my and the expectations of others to focus on God's. I hope you accomplish everything that you set your heart to do but even if you don't I think you're still a resounding success- because you're here on this Earth trying. It's very very hard/brave to live a life where you try and work towards something because it opens you to failure/disappointment which I think many of us are so afraid of.
Wow I’m so so happy for you!! It’s not easy to try again after failing and though I’m so sorry for your loss I’m happy you were able to find strength from that difficult time ❤️
I can relate to this video so much and i'm just in highschool about to go to college and it's the same thing you know wanting to be a doctor losing a loved one and for me it was dad who passed earlier this year and the feeling to make them proud is immense and i get so disappointed in myself when things don't go how i want them to but I can assure you they are definitely proud of us regardless and you can't let her down. I wish you the absolute best in your youtube journey and everything hereafter❤
I'm so sorry for your loss Phoebe and I know the kind of pressure you must be putting on yourself to make him proud but I hope you believe the same words you're tell me. He is proud of you, he loves you and will always be in your heart. I'll be rooting for you too ❤️
@@khalilahd. Literally made my day thank you❤
Thanks for sharing your story. It wasn't depressing, it was truth. Your grandma IS SO PROUD OF YOU! I bet she is now saying, "WE are going to learn Japanese and Korean and Spanish!" So keep her with you on this journey. It takes a lot of strength to change a plan (I walked away from medicine too) but if you commit to making this life the best life, you'll come out on top in the end and happiness will find you. Your channel has changed at least one life (mine!) Cause I'm a reader now (i was a tv girl, thru and thru), and I only found your channel on Tuesday! So keep shining bright and YAAASS to the book club!!! I totally watched the videos out of order LOL.
Rest in Paradise to your beautiful grandmother ❤ Thank you for sharing your story ! Keep being Amazing and Awesome Khalilah. It is totally okay to start all over again and again and again!!
Rest In peace to your grandmother. She sounds like a wonderful woman. Look at those beautiful smiles in that picture! 🥰 I think that above all, your grandma would want you to be happy. It’s natural that losing someone you love so dearly would have an impact on you in the way that it did, and it’s important that we give ourselves grace to be human. When the path you are on is working against your happiness and wellbeing in a real way, changing paths when you can’t realistically change your circumstance is the best choice and is an act of maturity and self-love. I think your grandmother would be proud of the person you are becoming and would encourage you just as enthusiastically on the journey you are on now as she did on your journey to become a doctor. She loved you and your dreams/goals because they were an *expression of you* not because of the dreams/goals in and of themselves. It sounds like she only wanted what was best for you and what would bring you joy! 🙂
Last thing, you’re not beholden to us or anyone else ultimately as far as reaching the goals you set go. Do you what makes you happy and can provide security in the long run. If that changes in a major or minor way in the future, so be it. Do what’s best for you, and enjoy the journey along the way 🤙🏾
Shoutout to your brother by the way! He seems like an awesome person. I’m close with my two sisters so it always warms my heart when I hear you talk kindly about your brother and how he supports you :)
wow I don't even know what to say but your words have touched me so deeply and I think its honestly something I needed to hear so thank you so much ❤️ She was and is my everything so sometimes its hard for me to remember that she just wanted me to be happy but its true and something I will work harder to to keep in the forefront of my mind. Thank you
@@khalilahd. you’re welcome, my friend. Be well 🙂
I found you here on UA-cam very recently... And I am so happy that I did. What you have shared here is so profound. Please know that your grandmother is very proud of you, and will always, always be. Your happiness is what matters the most to her and however you choose to find your happiness is what will make her happy too. I lost my father nearly six years ago and it has left a giant void in my soul. And sometimes I feel I am not doing enough in life and not being the person he would have loved to see me become. But then, I tell myself all he wants is for me to do my best. He just wants me to be happy. I have, very recently, had a big setback in life and I don't know what path to take next. I feel lost. But your words in this video have touched me so deeply. You have motivated me to embrace a possibility for change. So thank you! Thank you very much. I am here to learn to be productive with you. Once again, your words are beautifully honest and profound and inspiring! Loads of love ❤❤❤
Wow this just brought me so much joy. I’m so happy I could encourage during a time of uncertainty in your life and I’m so sorry you lost your dad. But you’re absolutely right; he just wants you to be happy. I’m learning that it’s okay if life doesn’t go the way you want it to just don’t give up. I’m rooting for you Priyanka 💜
@@khalilahd. Thank you so much Khalilah... yes, I agree, it is actually okay if life doesn't go the way we want to... I am finding out that we just need the courage to figure out a new path if the old does not work. Thank you for rooting for me and looking forward to being a part of your journey here 🙂
I’ve seen you commenting on different book channels and got curious so I clicked on this video. I would sincerely like to say thank you so much for this. I am going through a lot right now not only personally but academically and I am at a crossroads about certain choices in my life. But you being vulnerable about your journey (not only made me emotional) but also feel ‘seen’. I wish you good luck on whatever path you choose.
Things like this make me so happy. I’m glad you know you’re not alone 💜 I wish you the best during this difficult time and I hope you find peace with the changes you make. I’ll be rooting for you ☺️
@@khalilahd.Thank you sm for the kind words! I hope all goes well with you!
I would always see you comment on some of my favorite youtubers' videos (i.e: Damon Dominique, Unjaded Jade, Lisa Onuoha, etc) and I remember seeing a video awhile back about your journey to become a doctor which I definitely related to. Today I just rediscovered your channel and this video honestly touched my heart. I don't know your grandmother but I truly believe that she loves you more than life and she will be proud of you no matter which path you take. And I'm sure you already know this, but hopefully it helps coming from an outsider. She didn't say "We're going to be a doctor" or "We're going to Penn" because it's what she wanted. She said all that because it's what YOU wanted and she was going to support you and your dreams. So if your goals have shifted, I believe your grandmother would have shifted with you. I truly believe right now she is saying "WE are going to post every Sunday" and "WE are going to learn all these languages" because she just wants the best for you. And if being a doctor isn't the best for you, then she wouldn't want you to do it.
Never feel like you have to apologize for shifting gears. The community that you have built here on youtube isn't going anywhere and I'm looking forward to see all of the ways you're going to achieve your goals. Much love 🤎
Wow. I don’t even know what to say this was so sweet thank you so much Amina 💜 it’s taken some time to realize but I think you’re right and I’m eager to work hard to make her even more proud 🥹
@@khalilahd. You got this girl 🤎
Your grandma is so proud of you. Thank you for sharing. 💖💖💖💖
Thank you so much Christina 🥺💜
Whatever your decision will be I know your grandma would be beyond proud of you ❤
Thank you for sharing this beautiful story about the sweetest person in your life, your grandmother. Please remember that you made your grandmother proud by becoming the smart, beautiful and kind person that you are. There is no need at all to apologize for choosing one career path over the other. Sometimes in life when met with crossroads, it is always wise to choose what would work the best for us. Please remember that your grandmother wants you to be happy. Do not worry at all about the paths not taken. Happy Sunday and have a great week, my friend.
Thank you Lisa 💜
Medicine or not you’re going to be great and are already great. I love watching your videos and cheering you on from the sidelines.❤
Thank you 🥹❤️
Honestly, I just stumbled across your channel and found this video, knowing nothing about you or this platform and I already look up to you. You are such a strong person and your grandma will always be proud of you. Do what you love 💜
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As many have commented, we are so very proud of you. I am an Academic Advisor at a two-year technical college. You should know what I am going to say. Nothing is more impressive when students truly pursue what THEY want to do. It is okay to change your mind. I did. I thought I wanted to be a Nurse, and I would be the first in our family, so they bought me a stethoscope. I am not a Math and Science person, and when it came to the dissection of animals in my Anatomy and Physiology course, that was when i had to come clean with myself and my family. Now, 26 years later, in Higher Education with switching, I graduated with a Bachelor of Arts focusing on Human Services/Social Work and my Masters in Higher Ed. I still get to help people, but I need to learn Chemistry. You will do great in this world and on UA-cam by inspiring many people.
I love what you do here on the UA-cams! Unfortunately, I see too many students who do not know or are forced to pursue a career their parents chose for them. I work at the feeder college to a Big10 school, and the pressure to transfer to that University is nuts. Your college experience should be about exploration; it's unfair we insist 18-year-olds know what they want to be for the rest of their lives after graduation, even if they thought when they were little that was their path. We all change and evolve. I wish many students would have the same courage. We are all praying and supporting you! Thank you for sharing.
Aww loved this! So many of us would give anything to make our loved ones proud but sometimes life throw curve balls and it just changes our plans. I believe that as long as we follow our hearts, apply everything theyve taught us to be good ppl in this world and make it better they’ll be proud of us. Your grandma gave you the best gift ever raise you with love and to believe in yoursel, you can achieve whatever you set your mind to💖
So true. Thank you so much for your kind words 💜
I hope it’s something you can be proud of too! Thanks for sharing, follow your heart & for the motivation 💕 be gentle with yourself 🦋
Don’t worry 😉 everything will work out I promise 💎you can do and be anything 🥰🤗🙅🏿♂️
Hi! Thank you for being vulnerable and sharing your deepest feelings with us, it’s not easy and definitely a sign of strength. I also just decided to step away from my school’s respiratory therapy program, and I was only a semester in. I haven’t shared that with many friends or family members, but I’m a little nervous about it. However, mental health, being happy, and developing certain personality traits that the program reminded me I must work on is what’s most important for me. I’m going to try medical assisting! How was your experience with that? Did you enjoy it? How was school like for being an MA? Thank you again for sharing and you can find comfort in that you’re comforting others with your videos 🌷
This was really touching and heart warming. You're an inspiring individual and determined person🙌.
Not many people are 'real' on UA-cam, so we appreciate you for being open about your struggles, which in turn allows us to relate and reflect on ours. ❤
Side Note: I think that you would do really great in Tech, especially with your positive can-do attitude.💪
Don’t worry 🙏🏿 you will become a surgeon 👩🏾⚕️🥰🤗
You speak so eloquently! Thank you for bringing us into this story of your life. You are such a strong and beautiful person!
She is proud of you!! And I (a stranger) am proud of you! Thank you for sharing such a powerful video 😀
Thanks Amy 🥹💜
Thank you for sharing youe story There is Aboslutely nothing wrong with crying! ! I appreciate your vulnerability! I get its hard for sure! But thats what makes you strong and powerful as someone who has had two open heart surgeries i totally understand how hard it is! I am here for you if you need me
Wow I had no idea! Thank you for even sharing that. Your comments and support has always meant so much to me so thank you for your kind words, I'll be sure to continue to work hard to earn that support 💜
@@khalilahd. thank you khalilah! But you are a good person! You have a great heart! Your content is awesome and inspiring! Dont put so much pressure on yourself! You are doing incredible things! I am super proud of you!
@@khalilahd. and of course! I had two open heart surgeries, a stint, i been bullied, i had attempts of not being here anymore! But hey i am here! If i can get through that you can get through anything you got this friend!
@@Adamcameralens I am so sorry Adam but I'm so happy your alive and well 💜
@@khalilahd. your the best i appreciate you!!
You have the kindest, strongest, sweetest soul... Sending you all my love and good wishes, whatever outcome there is for you, it will be the one that was meant for you. Thank you for your vulnerability and honesty - whatever you do, however you choose to do it, we believe in you!
Thank you for this 🥺💜
This was the first video I watched on youre channel so I didnt have the background about everything but I really really appriciated this& you being open & honestly this made me cry a bit. I just subscribed& hope your channel will grow alot! I obviously dont know you or your grandmother but I believe & it sounds like you know that youre grandmother just wants you to be happy & is proud of you no matter what!
Wow thank you so much. It truly means a lot to hear that 🙏🏽
thank you for being vulnerable and sharing this with us. i am sorry for your loss. your grandma is very proud of you and so are we.
I just found you by your latest “book haul vlog” and thought you were so adorable I came to your channel to look for more book videos as I’m starting to read more and looking for recommendations. In doing so I stumbled upon this video and wanted to say that you did NOT fail love! In fact, it takes a very strong person to know when they need to readjust and realign to do what’s right for them and let me tell you your Grandmother will sooooo proud of you for that very reason alone! I always tell my son, “you will always stumble before you learn to walk” because I want him to know that it’s ok to not always be right, or always get 100’s on his tests because when gets something wrong it’s in that moment he’s actually learning! I don’t know you, I’ve never met you, & this is the second video of yours I’ve ever seen (but I’m now hooked and a subscriber 😉) and I see such a genuine soul and a bright light that can’t be dimmed! I know this was posted a while back, but it touched me and as a mom I wanted you to know that even as a stranger, I am so proud of you! Sending you lots of love and blessings for a prosperous year and many more to come! Keep your head up and always stay true to yourself and you will always succeed! Here’s a little something to get your fave coffee on your next book haul❤️ Xo - Blakeley Shea
BTW, my son is half Korean so I would love to learn Korean with you! I only know very little sayings like “se ráng hey yo” which means I love you and “come se hám ne dah” which means Thank You in a respectful way like to an elder (and the spelling of it is the only way I can do it in order for it to sound right in the Korean language lol but it’s probably not how you actually spell it 😂) there are a few others but I just don’t know how to spell it in English in order for it to translate in Korean 😊
Welp now I’m crying 🥹❤️ you’re so kind thank you so much for taking the time to write this out. It warmed my heart to read. You sound like an incredible mother and I’m so grateful to have you as a subscriber. I hope to see more of your comments (with your Korean spellings 😅) in the future 💜
@@khalilahd. You’re so welcome sweetie! And thank you for the kind compliment 🫶🏼 I just hope and pray my son thinks so too 🤗
And yes, I’ll definitely leave more of my ahhhmazing English spelling Korean phrases in the future lol 😆
i'm sorry for your loss.
i don't think your grandma would be disappointed in you even if you didn't wanted to be a doctor anymore and decided to be something else. i think she meant she'd be disappointed in you working this hard and still not having it pay off. i think that if you wanted to be a youtuber, or a lawyer, or a librarian she'd feel the same way, seeing you work hard at it and still not having what you deserve for it.
this kind of reminds me of chopper from one piece, when he worked hard in honor of doctor hiriluk to become a doctor himself after he made mistakes on the way there. the doctor was still proud of him.
I know you're right about this and sometimes I lose sight of this fact so thank you for the kind words 💜
Keep going, you got this.
this was so heartwarming!
Thank you Emi 💜
Minor set back for a giant come back! You will accomplish your goals you will accomplish your dreams! Its okay to fail! But its not okay to keep trying you got this
Very true as usual 😊 💜
Just found your channel, but I know your Grandma is looking down on you from heaven smiling at how beautiful you are and how proud she is of you! Sending a virtual hug💗
Thank you so much Rachel 🫶🏽🫶🏽 your kind words means a lot
Thank you for your vulnerability & sharing your story/journey with us. Please don't apologize for being open with us about your struggles. We genuinely care for your well-being; you're're such a bright star it helps me pick up my own head when I'm down. I find this video helpful because I also was raised by my grandmother who was a strong, determined & disciplined woman who really pushed her granddaughters for the better. I lost my grandma in September of 2020, not to COVID it was just her time. Since her passing I have felt as if a tremendous pillar was passed onto me. I don't want to ramble I just want to say thank you, I needed this more than I thought before clicking on your video. Much love to you & everyone you love. I wish you growth & perseverance on your journey 🫶🏾🙂
You don’t owe anybody anything. Any parent would be proud to have have someone like you represent their lineage. She was just trying to inspire you to do what you always dreamed of. I always wanted to be a tattoo artist. Now I build stairs. Sometimes you don’t find your path your path finds you. U are beautiful in every aspect and Gma is living through you. She can see through your eyes.
It’s not easy to let go of a dream but I completely agree with you. Sometimes you have to pivot I suppose. Thank you so much for your kind words Eddie❤️
Still here, keep going. LOVE YOU 💪🏾 🙏🏾 ❤️
❤️ ❤️ ❤️
It's ok to detour
Hey Khalilah, it’s okay to let out your emotions! I hope things go well for you and I am sure your late grandma is proud of you no matter what :)
Thanks Taylor ❤️
Thank you for sharing! At times I also feel like there’s pressure to make others proud
👍👍 I am also private person
Thank you so much for sharing. Your grandma would not be disappointed in you. She would want you to be happy. Find the spark in life that makes you get up each day and excited to challenge the world. She would have said the same thing no matter what you wanted to be as long as you were happy
Having bad parents or growing up in the wrong environment can really derail or stall someones life but having a good replacement guardian like your grandma is great. My condolences for you're loss am sure her life lessons will remain forever in your life. Life can be very exhausting at times. May Allah grant you ease & open many new doors 🚪 of success.
Thank you Ammar ❤️
Honey you haven't failed ,each of us have a journey and there are always bumps in every road and maybe you just needed a break to heal. And once you do you can always redirect and be successful. I think once you heal that desire will come back. ✨️ Give yourself some grace. Your grandma is surely proud of you and she is still with you. Blessings 🙌🏾
We are proud of you. Sometimes the right decision is the heartbreaking one, but we have to put our mental health and quality of life first.
The cost of preparation for & application to medical school is truly astronomical--and frankly, it prevents many wonderful applicants from pursuing a career in medicine. Then add on the costs of tuition + living expenses during medical school (& lost income during medical school!), and it becomes almost impossible (unless you have support from family, etc.) You are so brave for sharing this 💓 Never think less of yourself for doing what was necessary for your own happiness and financial wellbeing. your loved ones want you to be happy--by pursuing that happiness, you are making them proud! ✨
It truly has been an expensive, long journey and it wasn't easy coming to this decision so thank you for your kind words Emily ❤️
YOU’RE THE ONE - DON’T GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAM
i am super proud of you Khalilah! i just wanted to say that I'm so sorry for your loss, I'm sure your grandma will be so proud with me in up there, she is very lucky to have you as her grandchild, so talented and beautiful. have a great day Khalilah 🤍
this was so interesting!! i’m a new subscriber, so this video really helps to get to know you a bit more. you’re incredibly strong 💗 i totally get the “failing up” part, and main it really sucks. i have faith in you and believe your path is lit well ahead of you
Merry early Christmas girll
😭 the MCAT is awful im taking it in these next two semesters! We will be so successful no matter what route we take! :)) Also sounds like your grandmother was a beautiful person and I know she lives on with you in spirit! 🥺❤️
Thank you 🥹💕 and good luck with the MCAT! I know you can do it 🫶🏽
I want to say I’m sorry for your loss. She did a great job with raising you. Everything with the career choice, is just a redirection. You are still becoming a great inspiration to many. You are that. “The highest human act is to inspire”. Keep pushing forward, working hard, and she will always be there to guide you. Every step of the way.
You are Amazing!!
You got this Khalilah 👍🏾 ♥
Keep going! Your so amazing and you and your name is is so pretty! Your such an amazing content creator ! Sending lots of love from California
r.i.p to ur amazing grandma i relate coz mine are unwell but i dont feel ur pain so i will give u hearts 🧡🧡🧡
I dont think results are important, the important thing is trying hard, enjoying the path and improving yourself while you are doing your best for this journey.
im so proud of you and i know she's even prouder of you
Thank you for this 🥺🫶🏽
Truly beautiful person inside & out❤
Ur words inspire me 😩✊🏼
i wish you have a great day in there Khalilah 💐. i just want to tell you that your grandma will never ever be disappointed in you, either for any one who knows you. its okay to make a goal and think you have lost its way to it. life is full of different roots all the time. the thing is your grandma tought you how to plan for success and raised you very well. she standed for the great pourpus of the ideas it self, as to raise you to be a great person, not for the medicine school. as so you can be a very successful in any other field or study. i hope you can understand my words as an older brother to you, regarding the gap in between us as almost 15+ years older.
“Be strong and courageous, for the Lord is with you wherever you go”
Joshua 1:9
I’m sending you so much love❤❤❤
you are a beautiful person
Hola happy Sunday 😊
😞Love you
i love the way you talk!! ur voice and the way u deliver ur speech is similar to that of selena gomez OMG keep going girl
When I clicked the video, I just wanted to make sure I gave my Khalilah her views because she works hard and days where I don’t feel like doing anything her videos give me solace. But this video Is very special, may your grandma Rest In Peace ❤️. But there is something special about vulnerability. I tend to isolate when the world gets too much and hold things in and increase my suffering. This is also due to the fact that everyone around seems to have it together. You truly never know the cross another individual is carrying and I am glad I saw this. It wasn’t depressing it is very motivating in the only way people know how to motivate each other. The storm before fruition. I wish you all the best Khalilah. If I wasn’t before I am a 100% tuned in your journey. Your light and compassion serves more than you realize.
This was so sweet. Thank you so much 🥹❤️
loved you 🥲💙 and i admire your video 🥰🌸!