It does but most men REFUSE to get help. They’d rather white knuckle it through life because they’ve been conditioned to “man up” and think that getting help is considered “weak”.
Unfortunately I’m proof it doesn’t matter. Every time I’ve mentioned my mental health at work I’ve been fired within a week. Six times and counting a month ago. I have a plan now and it involves a list of people. 😉 Sorry not sorry.
@@HunterB738 Please keep it to your list and ONLY your list. There’s allot of good innocent people out there. Don’t make them suffer for other’s stupidity and unkindness.
@@HunterB738Have you actually tried seeing a therapist? You have to be proactive about your own mental health, and not expect others to. People will only let you down. Go see an actual therapist. Work is there to make others rich.
Please, please! Dear EMS Friend, God Loves You, and CARES ABOUT ALL THE ISSUES YOU ARE FACING! LOOK TO JESUS. HE WANTS YOU TO HAVE A GOOD AND BLESSED LIFE FULL OF HOPE AND PEACE, NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES! PLEASE, READ PHILLIPIANS 4 CHAPTER, VERSE 13 AND ALSO, ROMANS CHAPTER 8...HE CAME TO GIVE US LIFE FOR HERE AND NOW, AND THEN LIFE EVERLASTING WHEN HE CALLS US HOME! YOU CAN DEAL WITH PTSD! DONT LET PTSD DEAL WITH YOU!! JESUS AND HIS WORD IS YOUR WEAPON! SENDING PRAYERS AND BEST WISHES! GOD BLESS!❤
My man, you gotta get started on CPT, Cognitive Processing Therapy. It will be the second hardest thing you’ll ever do, just behind living with PTSD. But it will be well worth it… changed my life🙏
Suicide deeply affects the people who are left behind. The "what if's" can break some people. My heartfelt condolences to the Officers families, friends and colleagues. 💐🌺
No one came to help??? This world is filled with people who doesn't care about anything and allot of those who are willing to help are sometimes too busy with there own lives to truly make anytime to help those who may need it. But then again what is the "help"??? Words??? Medicine??? None of those may not help much when someone is truly ready to go and fully determined to end it all. I can't really say why continue if one doesn't really want to. Thing is we never asked to be born and we never asked to exist. Some of us are very happy to have existed and some of us wish we never existed. At the same time the trees, plants, water molecules, wildlife, insects, and virtually everything which has ever existed may not have ever truly asked to exist but the circle of life as a whole not only in this world but within other planets and everything exist to serve some purpose regardless if any individual purpose of any species is ever discovered or not. We know what the purpose of trees and bees are along with some other life forms but even if we may know our purpose doesn't mean we would desire to live in order to fulfil our purpose. The only thing I truly know which can save anyone from self harm is deep true love compatible enough to truly help someone be happy. Usualy one's desire to end one's self is a desperate attempt to just "escape" either a situation or emotional pain. Some people just don't want to be alive and sometimes it can be that simple via simply no interest in life or being alive. 2 different people I've gotten into relationships with they were ready for their end but for some unknown reason whatever love I had for them was enough for them to hang on to life which surprised me as I never did everything they wanted but I did give them plenty of hugs so I guess they felt loved. 1st one passed from heart condition and second one still alive but maybe not for long or maybe 2-3 years left if that. Why do people I come to love have to leave me behind 😭.... I know it's just a natural part of life but still.
i feel the same exact way.. but police are forced to deal with demons on an every day basis. i wanted to be a police officer until it dawned on me that i wasnt capable spiritually to do so. rest in peace officer
@BadGuyCoffee, Too many! I heard a lot of LEOs quit because our society at large has very negative attitude towards our LEOs. It's not good; there are competent and fair people as well as bad ones in every profession. It's not right to judge everyone by the actions of a fraction of the workforce.
To anyone reading this, I pray you will have a good day. And wherever in your life you are - remember there will be better days ahead, just up ahead, around the corner.
sorry dude, yea its pretty selfish thing to do, leaves loved ones with a void and survivors remorse, theres nothing you could have done. sorry for your loss
My nephew, a former officer retired because of a back injury was in his 40s when he got a hotel room and shot himself in the head. It is such a horrendous thing to turn all ones anger and hopelessness inward.. I wish I could talk with him one more time. I send my condolences to this Deputy's Family, Friends and fellow First Responders.
I am sure he is thinking of you somewhere in heaven god bless you i'm so sorry :(::: god bless you: "t is such a horrendous thing to turn all ones anger and hopelessness inward.. I wish I could talk with him one more time." LEOS hold so much in to hold the line they were promised so much during reforms like AI & drones etc & then the country & the election was hijacked by musk and the assange cult we need to support our cops with innovation like in car breathalyzers that lock the wheels & call an uber & learn to evolve with them, many if not most cops are college degreed & highly educated former military even Ivy League with a better grasp pn behavioral science social science than the civilian population & should ve far more integrated into our communities academia & the sciences none of them should be so stressed out with our problems that this happens..
How do you not turn the hatred and hopelessness inward? It helps you from being toxic.it just takes atoll in you internally. But you feel like you're not bothering anybody when you hold it inside.
That's a good way to word it… that's exactly what happens. The pain eats away at a person from the inside. Keeping it bottled up isn't good bc then it eventually gets too much to bear. Call on Jesus & He will help. He is the Great Physician. Talk to friends, exercise, do anything to heal & release the pressure caused by the pain. It's crazy how much pain just disappears by simply talking. Don't have anyone? Bring it to Jesus. He is always listening. ❤✝️❤
I’m sorry the deputy thought that was the only way. Sad news. You just never know what people are going through. Condolences to his family, friends and loved ones. PS… If there IS someone out there thinking of the it, please contact someone to speak with. If no one else, call 911. Some states even have newly created "crisis" lines, I believe Indiana might have one.
His job is not dangerous! Not even a top 20 most dangerous! I'm sure he has done horrible things to innocent people and that guilt finally came out if I had to guess
LMAO sorry cops don’t have THAT dangerous a job dear….it’s ranked like 10….come ON. You bought the cops lies about how wah wah bad they got it and are so put upon 🙄🤡
@@chrispotas6236 - Or more likely he got into police work hoping to make a difference in his community. Someone who worked hard to capture the criminals, and put them behind bars, only to see the system failing the community, and letting these guys back out to rack up more victims. I'm sure it is disheartening to believe in justice, only to find out the system is broken.
My heart breaks for all. My husband was retired LA County Sheriff Deputy. He always said he would not like to have that job today. God bless each and every one of you that put yourself on the line for all of us.
My heart aches for everyone involved. My department lost 2 great men last year to suicide. While we may never understand why they chose this path, we must remember they are human too. Sometimes I think it is hard for people to understand from a LEO perspective they feel like it is their only identity, but the truth is they are men and women…real people outside that badge. God Speed and please love and take care of one another. 💙🖤💙
There are really really complex problems in law-enforcement that should be a part of public discussion, I think the reason why they are not is there is so much shaming around crime and around victims and so much complex inter dynamics inside departments in between departments. Both victims and law-enforcement seem to have the same lifestyles, but sometimes they interact and then sometimes they don’t interact and I think as long as these things are suppressed and they don’t come to the surface they’re going to continue to blow up in our face during reforms, the country was hijacked And disinformation has been spreading and the FBI is obviously fully aware of this and all kinds of promises were made during reforms, including with biometrics and artificial intelligence, and those have never arrived and that is also what is killing both victims and officers is all the money being made of off of artificial intelligence, but it not being used because there are so many elite criminals so what happens is you have both police and victims being targets of all this disinformation and all these riots and the defund, the police movement and the abusing of Derek Chauvin, not having sympathy for George Floyd, who tried to kill a pregnant woman, and this is because of police and victims, and the public not having these discussions and the longer they’re not having the discussions about the realities of life. The more likely it is, the elite is going to continue to try to legalize crime and then just make it worse and the elite our legalizing crime to gain favor with China and Russia that’s the worst part, you can get a lot of evidence at Facebook and Instagram and share it passively among your peers. You don’t have to favorite or bookmark anything I research all of this and I am a victim of crime as well.
sadly the family wont be taken care of due to suicide. I covered a news story for someone that lost a spouse to suicide while with the sheriff office in Ventura county CA. no payout. the family fought and fought and lost appeal after appeal.
I heard about this problem when a fellow Bulgarian female officer from Chicago police dept, took her live. She was young, nice lady, that broke my hart completely...i never know why she did that .
To many of us, it’s a miserable “gift” … Society is a total mess, mostly by design. Around every turn someone waiting to screw you over and take advantage. Even at 33 having traveled everywhere except Africa in the world. Buying a newly built house at the market low back in 2012 and losing it and an expensive race car because of a girl. At work, busting my azz for Kaiser hospitals just to be unappreciated makes you feel some type of way after enough times. A feeling of disdain and apathy for this society, especially after the stupidity of 2020.
Yeah it doesn’t fit the typical case of cops commits suicide.. usually it’s after they retire, or if still a cop.. it usually off duty.. at home.. in their own space.. but suicide in uniform? On the job? In his patrol car? It’s just weird.. sorry
I worked at the Texas DPS HQ several years ago. The Major who was the head of the part of the Division of Emergency Management at the time, died by suicide on a Saturday. I hadn’t known him long, but he seemed like real sweetheart. He had about the thickest East Texas accent I have ever heard. It was devastating to everyone in the Texas DPS, but especially the Texas Division of Emergency Management (TDEM).
Standard OVERKILL response when a Cop is a "situation". Yes, there should be a response of sort...but NOT 50 plus squad cars and officers. And then 90 % of them simply walk around while the area's that are suppose to be patrolled by these very officers go unprotected for hours. A waste of tax dollars.
Surprised it's not more common. Imagine feeling your entire life and career is for nothing after so much risk, time, effort, sacrifice, and investment.
Please get these first responders mental health help. When I was a volunteer fireman, we had debriefing sessions after all hard calls. They made available to us counselors and clergy. Every dept needs this now more than ever. So sorry for the loss this family and law enforcement family has suffered.
A couple of years ago here in Mississippi, a cop had pulled his patrol car over on the interstate and shot himself in the head. He had been messing with an under aged girl and she told on him.
Yep, and you can see why they'd do it. They get a hero's exit instead of having to live as a criminal. They know what the system does to people because they've put others through it.
Over 1,200 suicides by LE in 6 years is incredibly high statistics. And I bet most were the "good ones," as narcissists rarely take their lives. When they do, it's only because they are about to head to prison, or they're already there.
As an Army Veteran, it always makes me feel uncomfortable when people say "thank you for your service". It's the police officers, EMTs, doctors, nurses, firefighters... those who see trauma over and over and over. People in these positions should NOT be allowed to work after X amount of time or after X number of traumatic cases. Yes, mental health services do help. But time is also a requirement to be able to have some amount of healing.
The problem is men think they are not suppose to cry or talk about the feelings, they see it as a failure and especially first responders. Where I live the S**side rate in males is 25 to 45 years old was high, so there a was huge campaign done where male first responders, professionals, sportsmen & vloggers etc all came out with their stories and to get across, it's ok to seek help and the S**side rate has dropped. The US is renowned for having one of the worst mental health systems and it needs to change. To the boys in blue, take care of each other, talk and unload your pressures. The Captain should be on it at all times.
In my experience, administration does NOT care at all about their sworn staff. It’s all about “liability.” The machine will always keep churning, and in the meantime cops pay the price.
@@Autisticbanmeforbeingdifferent As much as they show the general public. So I'm going to assume that he was a violent criminal until he proves otherwise.
@@dooddrones6521That’s a hell of a way to live your life. Are you going to question friends or family the same way if they start acting that way? That they’re hiding something? Sick.
So sad my heart breaks for his family and his police force brothers and sisters. I’m so sorry, my dad is retired police so this hits me hard too. ❤❤❤✝️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🇺🇸🇺🇸💙💙
Before I saw this ,I was sitting on my front steps and I was thinking how easy it would be to make everything just stop. I get it but my heart breaks for this man. He wasnt just a cop he was a man who for whatever his reason were,felt he couldn't do it anymore. I wish nobody ever felt this way. My sincere condolences to his family. I pray that God will have mercy on his soul. I'm so sorry.
Hope you are good, life has its ups and downs. Myself I take in all the pain/anxiety and thank God for the experience. You definitely have the Lord with you. Otherwise you would have never mentioned his name! Seek him deeper and all will be fine! God bless! Love you
@maasseffect6942 yes. I try to remember that God is always with me and I try to always remember Job and how he lost everything. I will never give up on God and that's what keeps me going. Thank you God bless and love you too
I’m sorry for him and his family. This must have been a shock to everyone. Please, if anyone is having these thoughts please talk to someone that can help. God bless his family and anyone that’s having these thoughts.
I agree. As a retired nurse in Canada, I looked after a fallen officer for many years in a long term care facility. He was only in his early twenties when a young thug hit him over the head with a bat. He became a quadraplegic until his death at 46. Such a sweet, humble man. Our favorite guy.
@@NalaRichenbachbut we all are not corrupt abusive evil and take out innocent people he is guilty of something harsh he dishes it out and could not take what was coming to him coward
I worked at a police dept. for 4 years as a clerk typist. I was surprised to find out how much politics is involved. Not only do the officers have to see the worst of the worst on the street, they have to deal with the politics at the office. Some good, some bad and I've seen both. Depends on who you know and if you're liked or not. I've seen some get a slap on the wrist for doing something wrong and others get severely disciplined or fired for doing the same thing. I respect all officers because I know what they go through and it's not fun and if they also have personal problems at home, it's 10X worse. My sincere condolences to this officer for whatever he was going through, his family, and his peers.
When you encounter the cops, ask them how are they doing, at the end of their shift they are still someone's husband, father, mother, sibling, and child 😢
Imagine being so traumatized from seeing such horrible things that this was the only way out. Yet people still hate on them so much. Poor man God bless his heart.
Guilt is a difficult thing to live with. Deleting himself wearing his uniform, inside his squad car, WHILE ON DUTY, wasn't an accident. It was a message.
Wtf are you implying, dude prob didn’t feel guilty about shi, maybe he was going through and has seen shi u and others could never imagine. Law enforcement and medical staff and anybody else that has to deal with fatal accidents or suicides or anything in that nature sometimes even involving fcking children see these things 24/7 and despite that law enforcement still get perceived as monsters in a general group and Medical and emergency staff never get the recognition they deserve. Its really a depressing reality
@@dxddyminato3145you're delusional. They SIGNED up for it. They didn't have to do it. And remember they kill 1100 people annually and only lose 140 tops
Great job by that department making sure their police were " fit for duty"...it is part of police department protocol to assure their police are fit for duty. Suicide rates are crazy!
sounds like these police departments need what schools have. some sort of counselor that they can talk to instead of driving to a remote location and head shotting themselves because their departments would consider them "weak or unfit" for duty.
Most agencies have access to confidential employee assistance programs, psychologists and certainly Chaplains. Asking for help can be difficult. It is however a sign of strength rather than weakness.
The sadist part is the cop that killed himself was probably one of the few honest, civil, non corrupt cops that signed up for law enforcement due to wanting to reduce as much crime as possible. Then once he become a cop he probably realized that the majority of his coworkers are equally corrupt as the criminals police are suppose to arrest. Example: i was in a buddy's car, we came to a red light. He made a complete stop before making a right turn at the red light but he didn't put his right indicator on. A cop seen him make the right turn with using his turn signal. Before the cop even got to the drivers side window he said "guys i smell weed, then he called another cruiser (obvious a corrupt coworker). They then made us get out of the car, searched not only me and my buddy but they searched the car for 2 hours. Because they found NOTHING now the radio for an officer with a K9. 45 minutes later, the 3rd officer arrives with a dog. At that point the police dog looked confused like "why are we here" The MOST RIDICULOUS thing is that me and my buddy i was with dont even smoke weed. Haven't for 18 years. EVERYONE SHOULD THANK THE MAJORITY OF POLICE for the EFFORTS they put in trying to arrest innocent people RATHER THAN going after people ACTUALLY committing REAL CRIME. Its hilarious that when cops are on the clock, wearing their police uniform and driving in a POLICE vehicle they feel untouchable and think they are above everyone else. MEANWHILE, the same cops that act so TOUCH and UNPROFESSIONAL while on duty are the same cops that tint their personal vehicles windshields even though its illegal to do so.
This is exactly why i resigned six months ago not from this department but I'll be ve honest thr majority of LEOs are corrupt if you're a "good ole boy" you will definitely NOT fit in.. i realized this so i left
well cops do kill other cops and set it up to look like suicide. Maybe he was a good cop who refused to join in on the other cops' criminal behaviors. Maybe he knew too much and they were afraid he would talk.
It’s never the bad cops who take their own lives….. rip dude
I suspect fowl play.
Exactly. And they keep RE-HIRING the bad apples!
Officer Elias Huizar, who, earlier this month, killed two people, tried to kidnap a baby, and then shot himself, begs to differ.
You dont know that. 95% of all cops are law breakers.
He’s a drama queen
Men’s mental health matters.. RIP to this deputy. Sad, tragic…
It does but most men REFUSE to get help. They’d rather white knuckle it through life because they’ve been conditioned to “man up” and think that getting help is considered “weak”.
Unfortunately I’m proof it doesn’t matter. Every time I’ve mentioned my mental health at work I’ve been fired within a week. Six times and counting a month ago. I have a plan now and it involves a list of people. 😉 Sorry not sorry.
@@HunterB738sounds like you should maybe take some personal responsibility, instead of lashing out at everyone else around you.
@@HunterB738 Please keep it to your list and ONLY your list. There’s allot of good innocent people out there. Don’t make them suffer for other’s stupidity and unkindness.
@@HunterB738Have you actually tried seeing a therapist? You have to be proactive about your own mental health, and not expect others to. People will only let you down. Go see an actual therapist. Work is there to make others rich.
Prayers from an EMS brother who struggles with PTSD.
I hope you are getting help. 🙏❤️
Please, please! Dear EMS Friend, God Loves You, and CARES ABOUT ALL THE ISSUES YOU ARE FACING! LOOK TO JESUS. HE WANTS YOU TO HAVE A GOOD AND BLESSED LIFE FULL OF HOPE AND PEACE, NO MATTER THE CIRCUMSTANCES! PLEASE, READ PHILLIPIANS 4 CHAPTER, VERSE 13 AND ALSO, ROMANS CHAPTER 8...HE CAME TO GIVE US LIFE FOR HERE AND NOW, AND THEN LIFE EVERLASTING WHEN HE CALLS US HOME! YOU CAN DEAL WITH PTSD! DONT LET PTSD DEAL WITH YOU!! JESUS AND HIS WORD IS YOUR WEAPON! SENDING PRAYERS AND BEST WISHES! GOD BLESS!❤
My man, you gotta get started on CPT, Cognitive Processing Therapy. It will be the second hardest thing you’ll ever do, just behind living with PTSD. But it will be well worth it… changed my life🙏
❤🙏
EMS is a very tough job!! Please get help to get through what you go through. I have prayed that you find exactly what you need. 🙏
Suicide deeply affects the people who are left behind. The "what if's" can break some people.
My heartfelt condolences to the Officers families, friends and colleagues. 💐🌺
The "WHY" is torturous! They take the answers with them!!🥺
Condolences to the family of the Deputy and the men and women he served with. A tragedy indeed
RIP this world is a form of hell. I'm sorry this happened to you and no one came to help you.
No one came to help??? This world is filled with people who doesn't care about anything and allot of those who are willing to help are sometimes too busy with there own lives to truly make anytime to help those who may need it. But then again what is the "help"??? Words??? Medicine??? None of those may not help much when someone is truly ready to go and fully determined to end it all. I can't really say why continue if one doesn't really want to. Thing is we never asked to be born and we never asked to exist. Some of us are very happy to have existed and some of us wish we never existed. At the same time the trees, plants, water molecules, wildlife, insects, and virtually everything which has ever existed may not have ever truly asked to exist but the circle of life as a whole not only in this world but within other planets and everything exist to serve some purpose regardless if any individual purpose of any species is ever discovered or not.
We know what the purpose of trees and bees are along with some other life forms but even if we may know our purpose doesn't mean we would desire to live in order to fulfil our purpose. The only thing I truly know which can save anyone from self harm is deep true love compatible enough to truly help someone be happy. Usualy one's desire to end one's self is a desperate attempt to just "escape" either a situation or emotional pain. Some people just don't want to be alive and sometimes it can be that simple via simply no interest in life or being alive. 2 different people I've gotten into relationships with they were ready for their end but for some unknown reason whatever love I had for them was enough for them to hang on to life which surprised me as I never did everything they wanted but I did give them plenty of hugs so I guess they felt loved. 1st one passed from heart condition and second one still alive but maybe not for long or maybe 2-3 years left if that. Why do people I come to love have to leave me behind 😭.... I know it's just a natural part of life but still.
The world is getting worse, Jesus saves.
@@kennethmatthew3453 You have a great point. That was kind of you to love others enough for them to want to live.
i feel the same exact way.. but police are forced to deal with demons on an every day basis. i wanted to be a police officer until it dawned on me that i wasnt capable spiritually to do so. rest in peace officer
@jflsdknf
He killed two people and tried to kidnap a baby. Sounds like he was trying to make it hell.
They see things that the rest of us don't. It weighs on them day after day , month after month , and year after year. Alone in their thoughts.
184 suicides per year is crazy!
Nationwide.
I suspect a lot them are about to go to prison but are hailed hero's
@@bluethunder5694jaded pessimism hurts you more than anyone else. Set yourself free.
@@cardboardcrawlersrc8805yes and it’s way too high
@BadGuyCoffee,
Too many!
I heard a lot of LEOs quit because our society at large has very negative attitude towards our LEOs.
It's not good; there are competent and fair people as well as bad ones in every profession.
It's not right to judge everyone by the actions of a fraction of the workforce.
That’s a very high suicide rate by officers in this department
I wonder if they have help from the cartels
Those were nationwide stats. This agency wouldn’t exist in that many officers died.
It ramped up in 2020.
@@ian5780 how many of them was about to go to prison?
Most likely murders covered as suicides.
To anyone reading this, I pray you will have a good day. And wherever in your life you are - remember there will be better days ahead, just up ahead, around the corner.
Nope I've been hanging on for years, nothing has improved. People don't need false hope andcfa,se promises we need people to walk with us and listen.
@@joywebster2678 I will say a prayer for you. I have had a troubled life myself. I will listen to you.
RIP to my son in law, who was like the son I didn't have, you've been gone 8 years now, I wish there was more I could've done to save you
He’s watching over you mama
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sorry dude, yea its pretty selfish thing to do, leaves loved ones with a void and survivors remorse, theres nothing you could have done. sorry for your loss
My deepest condolences to the officers family
My nephew, a former officer retired because of a back injury was in his 40s when he got a hotel room and shot himself in the head. It is such a horrendous thing to turn all ones anger and hopelessness inward.. I wish I could talk with him one more time.
I send my condolences to this Deputy's Family, Friends and fellow First Responders.
You sound super judgemental of those who've succumbed to suicide. Let's hope you never have to face that reality yourself...
I am sure he is thinking of you somewhere in heaven god bless you i'm so sorry :(::: god bless you: "t is such a horrendous thing to turn all ones anger and hopelessness inward.. I wish I could talk with him one more time." LEOS hold so much in to hold the line they were promised so much during reforms like AI & drones etc & then the country & the election was hijacked by musk and the assange cult we need to support our cops with innovation like in car breathalyzers that lock the wheels & call an uber & learn to evolve with them, many if not most cops are college degreed & highly educated former military even Ivy League with a better grasp pn behavioral science social science than the civilian population & should ve far more integrated into our communities academia & the sciences none of them should be so stressed out with our problems that this happens..
How do you not turn the hatred and hopelessness inward? It helps you from being toxic.it just takes atoll in you internally. But you feel like you're not bothering anybody when you hold it inside.
That's a good way to word it… that's exactly what happens. The pain eats away at a person from the inside. Keeping it bottled up isn't good bc then it eventually gets too much to bear. Call on Jesus & He will help. He is the Great Physician. Talk to friends, exercise, do anything to heal & release the pressure caused by the pain. It's crazy how much pain just disappears by simply talking. Don't have anyone? Bring it to Jesus. He is always listening. ❤✝️❤
An on-duty Kern County Sheriff’s Office deputy has just committed suicide.
I’m sorry the deputy thought that was the only way. Sad news. You just never know what people are going through. Condolences to his family, friends and loved ones.
PS… If there IS someone out there thinking of the it, please contact someone to speak with. If no one else, call 911. Some states even have newly created "crisis" lines, I believe Indiana might have one.
His dirty guilt was eating him up
@@Earlene-kf6vu Get a life.
@@Earlene-kf6vu Yeah right, more like corrupt judges letting you criminals out, making these officers feel like their job is useless.
It's cowardly to leave your loved ones in that much pain. His problems are over, but his family and friends problems are just beginning.
@@fremontpathfinder8463yes he's a coward and is guilty of something he couldn't face
I hope they still conduct an investigation to make certain that he actually took his own life.
Bro said "the cops should investigate themselves" 💀
@@randys2669 Don't they always.
@@randys2669 The investigation is being handled by Bakersfield PD, not Kern County SO.
if his bodycam was on the whole time then no reason to investigate. the evidence is right there
@@Redblood_669 IF
My condolences to his friends, family, and coworkers.
May the officer rest in peace.
Sad to think this man has a job where he never knows if he’s going to make it back home and things are so bad for him that he ensures he doesn’t.
A roofer or garbage man has a more dangerous job.
His job is not dangerous! Not even a top 20 most dangerous!
I'm sure he has done horrible things to innocent people and that guilt finally came out if I had to guess
LMAO sorry cops don’t have THAT dangerous a job dear….it’s ranked like 10….come ON. You bought the cops lies about how wah wah bad they got it and are so put upon 🙄🤡
Not even in the top 20 most dangerous jobs. He wasn't a "victim" more likely a perpetrator who couldn't live with his conscience.
@@chrispotas6236 - Or more likely he got into police work hoping to make a difference in his community. Someone who worked hard to capture the criminals, and put them behind bars, only to see the system failing the community, and letting these guys back out to rack up more victims.
I'm sure it is disheartening to believe in justice, only to find out the system is broken.
Prayer for The Family and Friends. 🙏🙏🙏
Of his victims that drove him to suicide.
@@Gone_huntingg YUP, That was an act of MURDER, Guarnateed eternal contempt. Nothing to be happy about.
@@Gone_huntingghopefully bro
No prayers from me
My heart breaks for all. My husband was retired LA County Sheriff Deputy. He always said he would not like to have that job today. God bless each and every one of you that put yourself on the line for all of us.
For sure. Not with all the cameras and people demanding accountability for their actions.
@@saddletramp1860Not the reason you 🤡
What gang was in ? While he was a police officer
He wouldn't like the job today because cops are finally being held accountable for their many crimes, once in a while.
Ya he wouldn’t want the job today because of the body cams and cell phone cams
Heartbreaking news. I pray he finds the peace he didn't have in life. 🙏
RIP my friend, thank you for your service, blessings for the family
My heart aches for everyone involved. My department lost 2 great men last year to suicide. While we may never understand why they chose this path, we must remember they are human too. Sometimes I think it is hard for people to understand from a LEO perspective they feel like it is their only identity, but the truth is they are men and women…real people outside that badge. God Speed and please love and take care of one another. 💙🖤💙
There are really really complex problems in law-enforcement that should be a part of public discussion, I think the reason why they are not is there is so much shaming around crime and around victims and so much complex inter dynamics inside departments in between departments. Both victims and law-enforcement seem to have the same lifestyles, but sometimes they interact and then sometimes they don’t interact and I think as long as these things are suppressed and they don’t come to the surface they’re going to continue to blow up in our face during reforms, the country was hijacked And disinformation has been spreading and the FBI is obviously fully aware of this and all kinds of promises were made during reforms, including with biometrics and artificial intelligence, and those have never arrived and that is also what is killing both victims and officers is all the money being made of off of artificial intelligence, but it not being used because there are so many elite criminals so what happens is you have both police and victims being targets of all this disinformation and all these riots and the defund, the police movement and the abusing of Derek Chauvin, not having sympathy for George Floyd, who tried to kill a pregnant woman, and this is because of police and victims, and the public not having these discussions and the longer they’re not having the discussions about the realities of life. The more likely it is, the elite is going to continue to try to legalize crime and then just make it worse and the elite our legalizing crime to gain favor with China and Russia that’s the worst part, you can get a lot of evidence at Facebook and Instagram and share it passively among your peers. You don’t have to favorite or bookmark anything I research all of this and I am a victim of crime as well.
Absolutely heartbreaking 💔, my sincere condolences to the family, friends, and fellow officers.
Not really
sadly the family wont be taken care of due to suicide. I covered a news story for someone that lost a spouse to suicide while with the sheriff office in Ventura county CA. no payout. the family fought and fought and lost appeal after appeal.
👍That happened 12 years ago ths month our daughter and I have hardship since.🫂
@@007.crackthecase4 so I was correct?
@@007.crackthecase4 Ventura County or in this video?
This is rough... Rest in peace brother.
You and I have no idea what he was going through. Just let him rest in peace now.
Well said. Thankyou for your kind thoughts. No more sarcasm. Thee is family to tihink of. Respect.
Responsibility was looming
How much can you see without the hurt!
My guess is he was going thru someone else’s business instead of his own🤣☠️
No rest when you self eliminate, that's a south bound trip. Just saying
I heard about this problem when a fellow Bulgarian female officer from Chicago police dept, took her live. She was young, nice lady, that broke my hart completely...i never know why she did that .
*life. Took her *life.
Heartbreaking. Condolences to his family and coworkers. What a sad day. 💔
Praying today for all of their family including those of KCSO. You all are loved and need to know that.
there is a story here, but the news refuses to cover it
And what’s the story?
Thoughts and prayers to his family, friends and department.
So heartbreaking 💔 my condolences to the families and friends and colleagues
RIP. Remember its an honor and an insane lottery type percentage win that we are here today, alive. Bless all of you and experience the gift of life.
To many of us, it’s a miserable “gift” … Society is a total mess, mostly by design. Around every turn someone waiting to screw you over and take advantage. Even at 33 having traveled everywhere except Africa in the world. Buying a newly built house at the market low back in 2012 and losing it and an expensive race car because of a girl. At work, busting my azz for Kaiser hospitals just to be unappreciated makes you feel some type of way after enough times. A feeling of disdain and apathy for this society, especially after the stupidity of 2020.
Unfortunately, without God we are. Nothing and don't have any power or strength to carry on without him... 😢
So true !
Strange that happened on duty. I've heard police officers commit suicide but not while working. How awful?!
Making a statement
Workman’s Compensation = $250,000.00
@@mikeward7290 thats peanuts!!!!
@@mikeward7290dosent work if it's suicide
Yeah it doesn’t fit the typical case of cops commits suicide.. usually it’s after they retire, or if still a cop.. it usually off duty.. at home.. in their own space.. but suicide in uniform? On the job? In his patrol car? It’s just weird.. sorry
How sad. My heart goes out to the family and loved ones of the officer. 💔
Life can sometimes be tough Our Condolences 💐
RIP beautiful angel 🕊️🙏
I am so very very sad to hear this. Please protect this family and ease their grief.
Thank you for your service and condolences to the family. I am sorry the resources may not have been available in your moments of need.
Blessed are the Peacemakers.
Amen ! Greater love has no man than to lay down his life for another.
Sincerest condolences. God watch over all of you.
Goodness this is close to our town. My heart and prayers are with his family.
Rest In peace 🙏 🪦
Rest in power 🔋 🙏 😢 😭 🪦🔋🙏🕊🕊🕊🕊💔💔💔💔
Rest in paradise till we all meet again please 🙏
This is so sad. Prayers to his loved ones. Our Peace Officers see it all and they are only human too..
I worked at the Texas DPS HQ several years ago. The Major who was the head of the part of the Division of Emergency Management at the time, died by suicide on a Saturday. I hadn’t known him long, but he seemed like real sweetheart. He had about the thickest East Texas accent I have ever heard. It was devastating to everyone in the Texas DPS, but especially the Texas Division of Emergency Management (TDEM).
The things that they have
to go through and see...😢
Standard OVERKILL response when a Cop is a "situation". Yes, there should be a response of sort...but NOT 50 plus squad cars and officers. And then 90 % of them simply walk around while the area's that are suppose to be patrolled by these very officers go unprotected for hours. A waste of tax dollars.
It's almost as if they operate like a gang......
Dude it was a motorcade for someone who lost their life wtf!?! Anyone in a job like that fire Ems military the same thing would happen
@@BillyBob-im7og Still OVERKILL
I'm going to let this comment go.
@@SapperMorton All Good 👋
Thank you for your service Officer. Prayers for family and friends of this officer
Look how they love each other. Condolences to all . Very very sad! Speak up ! No shame in getting help.
Sad, my thoughts are with the officer's family.
Surprised it's not more common. Imagine feeling your entire life and career is for nothing after so much risk, time, effort, sacrifice, and investment.
They get decent pay, benefits and a pension
You left out abuse of innocent people.
Please get these first responders mental health help. When I was a volunteer fireman, we had debriefing sessions after all hard calls. They made available to us counselors and clergy. Every dept needs this now more than ever. So sorry for the loss this family and law enforcement family has suffered.
RIP Deputy. Condolences to his family, friends and officers/deputies. 😢💔
A couple of years ago here in Mississippi, a cop had pulled his patrol car over on the interstate and shot himself in the head. He had been messing with an under aged girl and she told on him.
Yep, and you can see why they'd do it. They get a hero's exit instead of having to live as a criminal. They know what the system does to people because they've put others through it.
That is just so helpful now isnt it ?! 😞
@@wqv5423ln it is helpful to realize that cops are thugs and some wake up one day and can't live with the monsters they've become.
Over 1,200 suicides by LE in 6 years is incredibly high statistics. And I bet most were the "good ones," as narcissists rarely take their lives. When they do, it's only because they are about to head to prison, or they're already there.
As an Army Veteran, it always makes me feel uncomfortable when people say "thank you for your service".
It's the police officers, EMTs, doctors, nurses, firefighters... those who see trauma over and over and over. People in these positions should NOT be allowed to work after X amount of time or after X number of traumatic cases. Yes, mental health services do help. But time is also a requirement to be able to have some amount of healing.
Praying for his family and fellow officers.
Thank you. So many rude comments. I deleted some.
The problem is men think they are not suppose to cry or talk about the feelings, they see it as a failure and especially first responders. Where I live the S**side rate in males is 25 to 45 years old was high, so there a was huge campaign done where male first responders, professionals, sportsmen & vloggers etc all came out with their stories and to get across, it's ok to seek help and the S**side rate has dropped. The US is renowned for having one of the worst mental health systems and it needs to change. To the boys in blue, take care of each other, talk and unload your pressures. The Captain should be on it at all times.
Admin.
In my experience, administration does NOT care at all about their sworn staff. It’s all about “liability.” The machine will always keep churning, and in the meantime cops pay the price.
Tldr I'm blabbering
Talking about emotions is for females, doesn't help males
It’s a liability and that weird National line is a 911 proxy that serves no purpose.
Rest In Peace
Suicide is a straight shot to hell.
No resting.
No peace.
How heartbreaking, prayers for his family & co workers
Was there an investigation going on into this deputy? I’ll wait for more details.
Have some respect.
@@Autisticbanmeforbeingdifferent As much as they show the general public. So I'm going to assume that he was a violent criminal until he proves otherwise.
Hm.
@@dooddrones6521That’s a hell of a way to live your life. Are you going to question friends or family the same way if they start acting that way? That they’re hiding something? Sick.
@@brandoncortezemmanuel357 If the friends or family are cops, it would not be unreasonable.
So sad my heart breaks for his family and his police force brothers and sisters. I’m so sorry, my dad is retired police so this hits me hard too. ❤❤❤✝️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🇺🇸🇺🇸💙💙
My thoughts and prayers are with the family 💔
That’s so horrific. God bless his family and his family in blue.
Sad..........Ive lost so many friends to suicide. All Veterans.....
😔 my sincere condolences to those left on this earth.
Before I saw this ,I was sitting on my front steps and I was thinking how easy it would be to make everything just stop. I get it but my heart breaks for this man. He wasnt just a cop he was a man who for whatever his reason were,felt he couldn't do it anymore. I wish nobody ever felt this way. My sincere condolences to his family. I pray that God will have mercy on his soul. I'm so sorry.
Hope you are good, life has its ups and downs. Myself I take in all the pain/anxiety and thank God for the experience. You definitely have the Lord with you. Otherwise you would have never mentioned his name! Seek him deeper and all will be fine! God bless! Love you
@maasseffect6942 yes. I try to remember that God is always with me and I try to always remember Job and how he lost everything. I will never give up on God and that's what keeps me going. Thank you God bless and love you too
I’m sorry for him and his family. This must have been a shock to everyone. Please, if anyone is having these thoughts please talk to someone that can help. God bless his family and anyone that’s having these thoughts.
Rest in peace, sir.
May God comfort his family.
Respect and support all officers, they got difficult jobs.
I agree. As a retired nurse in Canada, I looked after a fallen officer for many years in a long term care facility. He was only in his early twenties when a young thug hit him over the head with a bat. He became a quadraplegic until his death at 46. Such a sweet, humble man. Our favorite guy.
Damn so many suicides. Rip
It's hard to cope with life when you realize what you've become, and continue to do it for a paycheck.
We all have problems. Some folks have a better support system than others.
@@NalaRichenbachbut we all are not corrupt abusive evil and take out innocent people he is guilty of something harsh he dishes it out and could not take what was coming to him coward
@hand730basketball players serve and protect? You're not very bright huh?
@hand730What are you talking about? Make sense of that??
@@number2342 cops serve and protect??? You're not very bright, huh?
A lot of scenarios that could go here. Hope they investigate thoroughly
I worked at a police dept. for 4 years as a clerk typist. I was surprised to find out how much politics is involved. Not only do the officers have to see the worst of the worst on the street, they have to deal with the politics at the office. Some good, some bad and I've seen both. Depends on who you know and if you're liked or not. I've seen some get a slap on the wrist for doing something wrong and others get severely disciplined or fired for doing the same thing. I respect all officers because I know what they go through and it's not fun and if they also have personal problems at home, it's 10X worse. My sincere condolences to this officer for whatever he was going through, his family, and his peers.
When you encounter the cops, ask them how are they doing, at the end of their shift they are still someone's husband, father, mother, sibling, and child 😢
So are the people they come in contact with.
Imagine being so traumatized from seeing such horrible things that this was the only way out. Yet people still hate on them so much. Poor man God bless his heart.
Seeing? Must be some new spelling of 'committing'
@@dooddrones6521You are right.
Prayers to both his families!
May God bless and watch over 🙏 his family!❤
Very sad. My sincere condolences to his family and friends. ✝️🙏💐
Wonder what kind of secrets this deputy couldn’t live with anymore? How dare we ask those questions!!🤔
🙏🙏🙏🙏 Prayers to the family and friends🙏🙏🙏🙏
Guilt is a difficult thing to live with. Deleting himself wearing his uniform, inside his squad car, WHILE ON DUTY, wasn't an accident. It was a message.
Wtf are you implying, dude prob didn’t feel guilty about shi, maybe he was going through and has seen shi u and others could never imagine. Law enforcement and medical staff and anybody else that has to deal with fatal accidents or suicides or anything in that nature sometimes even involving fcking children see these things 24/7 and despite that law enforcement still get perceived as monsters in a general group and Medical and emergency staff never get the recognition they deserve. Its really a depressing reality
What exactly was the message Einstein, clue us in.
@@dxddyminato3145probably involved in sus/illegal activities and got blackmailed
@@dxddyminato3145you're delusional. They SIGNED up for it. They didn't have to do it. And remember they kill 1100 people annually and only lose 140 tops
Why the f did you say guilt??? Really. Did you know this guy? No so dont asume guilt
Probably was going to snitch on his department they did the same thing to cops in LA last year
They did it in Mendocino County too. Two deputies were murdered by several other deputies. They set it up to look like suicides.
How incredibly heartbreaking 😢😢
Great job by that department making sure their police were " fit for duty"...it is part of police department protocol to assure their police are fit for duty. Suicide rates are crazy!
I wonder what he knew. If you think an officer is even decent you’re sadly mistaken.
Remember Men YOU MATTER and youre Health and Safety does as well
We can not imagine what the Sheriff was going through God Bless his soul and family.
They need to do more for their officers this is unacceptable!
sounds like these police departments need what schools have. some sort of counselor that they can talk to instead of driving to a remote location and head shotting themselves because their departments would consider them "weak or unfit" for duty.
Most agencies have access to confidential employee assistance programs, psychologists and certainly Chaplains. Asking for help can be difficult. It is however a sign of strength rather than weakness.
RIP 🙏
My condolences to all
His family/friends will ask why he didn't speak up. I can assure you he probably did at some point but he was shrugged off.
By the ones that say ''don't bring your drama around here'' but will say all they had to do was say something, I would have been there for them!
The sadist part is the cop that killed himself was probably one of the few honest, civil, non corrupt cops that signed up for law enforcement due to wanting to reduce as much crime as possible.
Then once he become a cop he probably realized that the majority of his coworkers are equally corrupt as the criminals police are suppose to arrest. Example: i was in a buddy's car, we came to a red light. He made a complete stop before making a right turn at the red light but he didn't put his right indicator on. A cop seen him make the right turn with using his turn signal.
Before the cop even got to the drivers side window he said "guys i smell weed, then he called another cruiser (obvious a corrupt coworker).
They then made us get out of the car, searched not only me and my buddy but they searched the car for 2 hours. Because they found NOTHING now the radio for an officer with a K9. 45 minutes later, the 3rd officer arrives with a dog. At that point the police dog looked confused like "why are we here"
The MOST RIDICULOUS thing is that me and my buddy i was with dont even smoke weed. Haven't for 18 years.
EVERYONE SHOULD THANK THE MAJORITY OF POLICE for the EFFORTS they put in trying to arrest innocent people RATHER THAN going after people ACTUALLY committing REAL CRIME. Its hilarious that when cops are on the clock, wearing their police uniform and driving in a POLICE vehicle they feel untouchable and think they are above everyone else.
MEANWHILE, the same cops that act so TOUCH and UNPROFESSIONAL while on duty are the same cops that tint their personal vehicles windshields even though its illegal to do so.
😂
This is exactly why i resigned six months ago not from this department but I'll be ve honest thr majority of LEOs are corrupt if you're a "good ole boy" you will definitely NOT fit in.. i realized this so i left
Prayers for ALL WHO SUFFER FROM MENTAL HEALTH
I'm so deeply sorry
I am so sorry for your loss KCSO.
I feel like there's more to this story
well cops do kill other cops and set it up to look like suicide. Maybe he was a good cop who refused to join in on the other cops' criminal behaviors. Maybe he knew too much and they were afraid he would talk.