1 Waves of random anxiety almost like an undefined emotional panic 2 Not knowing what I believe anymore 3 Great desire to be by myself 4 Feeling a sense of groundlessness 5 Huge dislike of small talk and idle chit chat 6 Feeling like I'm supposed to be doing something but not knowing what that something is (lack of purpose)
Since making this comment things have changed dramatically for me. As an introvert, quarantine, which I call home retreat, does not bother me at all. I travelled to Crestone CO and spent 7 days at a zen monastery (ie, that desire to be alone). Since returning my internal life has changed dramatically. All the issues I stated above are gone with the exception of enjoying my own company and not being fond of chit chat. Neither of those is a problem though. I have this pervading sense of peace and ease. Habits have changed as well. I get up every morning at 5 and go for walk to an area where I can watch the sunrise. I go to bed each evening at 9. For a person who was always a night owl and a late sleeper this is huge. I no longer have the desire to drink and I used to drink 2 or 3 glasses of wine a day. The interesting thing is that the changes were not a conscious decision on my part. It's like they just happened. It's hard to explain. My days are simple and have an easy rhythm. There is no desire to have an outer purpose (I'm 54 and retired) Things that used to bother me no longer bother me or if irritation or a sense of being bothered arises, it's very weak and dissipates quickly. Did my trip to Crestone have anything to do with this change? I don't think so. People don't need to leave their current environment to experience a shift. I know not everyone can do that. It would have happened anyway.
And for whatever reason, I was not notified of any of these replies except the last one which brought me here for my update. Wondering how you all are doing now?
I can't be around people for very long and any kind of small talk feels wrong and exhausting. It also seems that I'm losing the majority of my friendships.. I don't have any strong connections anymore because I feel like nobody sees what I'm seeing. Feels lonely sometimes..
@Breaking Out Of The Shell Agreed!! Coffee all day everyday lol...Seriously tho, I am still struggling in all of these areas as of now. I have known for most of my life that I was different. Until recently I had no idea exactly what I have been / still am dealing with. I have lived YEARS pushing things aside and trying to brush off so many MAJOR experiences I have endured. Honestly I have suffered ALOT of loss in a short amount of time. They all were some of the closest people to me throughout this life. Of course I could feel their energy and get different signs from each of them. With each of them they come and go and I know immediately when their energy is no longer present. Then I lost my Mother in law a few weeks ago. Since then she has been with me constantly. She referrers to it as us being linked but is not exactly sure why? I am not sure if this is normal? Has this happened to others before? It is and has been very intense, I am feeling so many different emotions. It's gotten to the point where I have no choice but to try and better understand and take control of the situation. It just feels impossible and I have no idea where begin looking for answers?
@Breaking Out Of The Shell WOW, I apologize for hitting you with that. I honestly just hit reply to make a lighthearted comment, And to also point out a synchronicity. Which is at the time of me watching this video there are 222 dislikes! Which I think is awesome in and of itself! I had NO intension of going into all of that right now. Maybe I was meant to or just needed to for myself? Anyway...Sending Much Love, Light, and Positivity to you, and anyone else who may read this!
Jasmine B I relate completely!! I have to isolate myself from everyone. It's not an easy thing to have to deal with, "amongst many other difficult things" I also wanted to point out that at the time of me watching this amazing video there are exactly 222 dislikes and I am typing this comment at 10:10pm!! Talk about synchronicity... Sending some positivity your way!! I wish you nothing but the best on your journey!!
My symptoms: - increased sensitivity and severe social anxiety - isolation and introversion - poor emotional control, lots of crying - enjoying being alone - feelings of bliss and despair - awareness of own emotions, no way to avoid them or stuff them away like before - getting messages from spirit guides through song lyrics, t shirts, visual signs, all the time - getting triggered a lot and not having the ego to defend oneself with anymore - a grounding peace and calm (this was very strong in the first days and weeks after the awakening, but slowly weakened with time as the despair set in) - acceptance of things as they are, both the good and the bad - a sense of connectedness with all of humanity and the divine - less judgment, more compassion, a sense that we are all human and all just going through the same suffering of being alive - extreme weight loss (20lb in six months) - feelings of despair, like this emotional turbulence and isolation will never end
What am I feeling: - feeling like going crazy a lot of unbalanced emotions - feeling anxious out of nowhere - just wanna be left alone - questioning the whole existence - everything seems different - synchronised numbers everywhere - mind is buzzing with thoughts but it's calm at the same time
It can be hell. But the hardest part for me was letting go of old beliefs and perceptions. It lightens up, but u completely change. That includes your interests your friends groups and daily activities. It’s different for everyone but reverting back to old habits might be the worst decision to make. It is really about letting go of resistance and embracing changes. Thanks Christina 💜💜💜
chellyvino there’s no fixed time on an awakening. just be open to the changes and flow, do what your intuition feels you should. you can also watch Christina’s 6 steps of a spiritual awakening video!! Love and Light
I am now in spiritual awakening and all of those you mentioned above, it really resonates. - Lost interest - feels like dying - dizzy - feels vomiting - my soul is coming out - physical pain especially my back - becomes teary eye But this video makes me understand what's going on. Thank you for this cristina 😊
@@leusxmiie ur reply is at the exact timing in my clock at 11:11 wat a synchronicity❤ i recently got spiritual wake up bcz of my twin.. i dnt knw what should be the next thing i should do in my life.. realy really anxious abt all those things.. i didn't even have clear idea abt the spiritual awakening process. Seeing loads and loads of numbers everday, feeling extremely anxious all day, depression, etc., what should i do nw?
@@banupriya6278 It's quiet normal bcuz u arscending into 5D and evolve ur consciousness. Just meditate to come ur mind and ask your guides some guidance and clarity. You don't have to worry about it. Those ppl who experienced spiritual awakening are highly sensitive of the energy.
@@leusxmiie Thank you. All i have to do is meditate everyday? But i didn't even feel sensitive energy towards others so tis will happen aftr meditating everyday?
Hold your ground deepen your roots you will grow out of this. My awakening was a nightmare I’m still challenged but not near as much. You have a purpose.....
No one would blieve me when I told them about leaving the planet, I saw a lot of things that I didn't see in the military. Everything out in the universe is energy. E V E R Y T H I N G.
I just wanted to let you know that today You changed my life. I am in phase 3 ( I learned this today)I have been suicidal, depressed, in pain physically, anxious and all around miserable. I now have hope!! I have been saying for months to my loved ones " something inside me is dying, but I feel like its dying to make room for something great" I now know that I am not alone. You were sent to me today by the universe. I want to thank you for speaking out and being a light at the end of the tunnel for me. Sending love and light❤💫
OMG!!!! You explained EVERY single thing I am going through! The heightened sensitivity, picking up energy all around me, the anxiety, the new personality, feeling of isolation and loneliness, physical disturbances, heart awakening and finally seeing things like I have never before!!!!i was starting to get depressed...this process started 3 YEARS ago and this year all the lessons are just now coming together. However, no one could help me understand this and I was beginning to wonder what was wrong with me and didn’t know who I was anymore. I feel like my entire world has shifted but you nailed it!!!! I am so grateful, Christina🌷
Sunni same I get feel lord presence more when I meditate a lot and lord reveal to me a lot things I never thought before I get very cold chills a lot and I shake a lot and I get very very emotional non stop cry more then I do way before I was baptized I get more emotional now then every
I’m having such strong feelings to just be alone.. but In a good way, I’m finally feeling like my own true cheerleader only I can push myself towards greatness❤️
My signs: - sensitivity to others moods - past (life) wounds coming up spontaneously, in an emotional level, my mother’s thoughts, sometimes acting them out - fears purging out, causing anxiety, suicidal thoughts - personality changes (different food, loosing weight, willing to change my area of work) - feeling lonely and disconnected, dispear - physical symptoms: electricity cuts, weight loss, muscle tingling, dizziness, feeling like being pregnant - my heart opening, sometimes crying for no apparent reason, feeling extensive anger and resentment towards my twin, as like all my core wounding related pain would be poured on him
8 hard signs 1) Increased sensitivity 2:42 1.1) Feeling energy of other peoples 1.2) You open up to the spirit world more 2) Mental disturbances 4:55 - depression, hallucinations, psychosis 2.1) Very old material comes up to be processed 9:50 2.2) You tap into collective thought patterns 12:24 3) Increase in anxiety 15:05 4) Personality changes 16:25 5) You feel disconnected and alone 18:59 6) Physical Disturbances 20:30 7) Astral Projection 22:44 8) Your heart awakens 24:48 HOW TO HANDLE THE SIGNS OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING 27:58 1) Observe without judgement 28:28 2) Ground and soothe 31:56 3) Hold your power 34:00 4) Hermit when necessary 36:56 5) Intend to heal 40:06
This week I came to understand my singleness as not something I should be ashamed of, rather I decided to stand in the power of my singleness...this is heart work as well. This video resonated on so many levels. Great work!
I truly agree with your comment. I can say I have a feeling I’ll always be single. This journey spiritually in my human experience is be done alone. I’m very ok being alone. Don’t get me wrong I have my needs taken care of ( know what I mean) but relationships wise. It’s not in my radar at all. My purpose is to serve others and constantly renew and ascend myself.
This has been such an incredibly difficult time for me. During my spiritual awakening, I left a very controlling religion, and am being shunned by my family and friends, and my heart is breaking, yet, deep down, I know it’s going to get better, and I’ll grow from this. Thank you so much for your videos Christina!
I wish I saw this sooner. I am a light worker. I would love to help you if I can... i am a Reiki practitioner, Master level. I can help you with a remote session.
Religious ppl were the cruellest! Ex-deacons wife in southern Baptist church! I can assure you they ALL THINK IM CRAZY!!!! marriage dissolved bc I hear voices! Lol my baptist deacon husband couldnt understand why Father/Creator/Spirit didnt speak to him!
Wooooow, good for you!!!! Woooooow. You're SO BRAVE AND BEAUTIFUL!!!!! Good for you. Your family loves you deep down, they're just afraid of what they don't understand. That's all! Give it time. But your progress is seriously impressive!!!! Wooooow. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing such a veeeery personal story. Your strength and bravery inspire me. Thank you!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
6 years for me. Started at 18, now im 24. Would not wish this experience on my worst enemy. Been going on so long I often question whether or not i'm just broken. The only thing that keeps me optimistic is my painfully slow progress and spiritual synchronicities. But I am far from happy.
Symptoms -anxiety anxiety anxiety anxiety -insomnia -crying a lot -super sensitive -just want to be alone -ppl drain my energy -feel like I do not belong My family everyone around me I feel overwhelmed and it makes me want to isolate because I get really sensitive to their comments. Inside I feel hopeless that I become a wreck but then I have to tell myself no you ate actually fórralo no habits and changing for the better and some people never change , I have 27 years of reprogramming to do and it’s okay . I am beyond grateful I found this UA-cam channel !
I wonder how many people don’t understand what is going on and end up being prescribed meds by their doctor. I started down that path but it didn’t feel right. That was 4 years ago❤️
I was supposed to be on meds and my intuition said those pills were slowly killing that I didnt need them I stopped taking them and everything with me from then on was great
I have been to so many doctors having tests done, including even a heart catheterization. That keep telling me your symptoms are so bad but there is nothing wrong with me. I end up at the hospital at least twice a month because the high blood pressure meds have the opposite effect on me. This sucks so much, when will this process be over??
Part 2 : 1. OBSERVE WITHOUT JUDGMENT: Detach from all the thoughts and memories and watch the mental activity in the mind Without judgements. 2. GROUND AND SOOTHE : Go out in Nature , Earthing, Do Tapping or Massages , Warm Baths with Epsom salts, Meditation or Aromatherapy. 3. HOLD YOUR POWER Don’t be influenced by other people’s energy. Realise your Power and visualise yourself as a burning Fire. 4. HERMIT WHEN NECESSARY: especially in initial phases of spiritual Awakening. Remove yourself from situations which are dense and difficult, if necessary. Try not to become a recluse though. 5. INTEND TO HEAL Use your power to accept, feel and process in order to Heal.
I want to add that physical illnesses, as Christina mentioned, can come up for people during spiritual awakening and that the BRAIN and the NERVES are physical parts of the body. As such, mental illness is the same as physical illness during a spiritual awakening. I have clinical depression, clinical anxiety, OCD, and schizophrenia, yet the universe has woven its way in to remind me this is part of my journey to learn from and will eventually heal. I thank these illnesses as I now have (as best I can) mastered managing my mind and my thoughts and my feelings. I know that one day when I am healed I will take these skills and use them to help others. No illness during awakening is an accident and it is part of the journey to grow. X
rightt .....i also thought i hv all these mental.problems within me ....like trigernness from sounds or thinking negative thoughts again and again 😌😌😌😌u r great love you girly♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
-high sensitivity -overly emotional (many things tend to make me cry) -irritability (many things tend to set me off or offend me) -deep feelings of loss/regret -problems falling asleep or not feeling tired -lack of feelings or emotions -not wanting to be around people or large crowds -feeling things as if they happened before or dreaming of something and it actually happened -heading voices or seeing things are aren’t really there -no energy and not being able to lose weight -feeling others emotions/thoughts when they say nothing at all
I've experienced the typical depression, isolation, lack of interest, addictions, and the Dark Night. All this has recently progressed to reverence for God and beauty, crying, and feeling energy near my heart. I can feel my ego dying...it feels like my ego is scared as shit. Sometimes I look at random people and feel love and connection with them. I also developed this laugh, and sometimes I'll laugh and people get offended, but I'm not laughing at them, I'm laughing because I understand them and am connecting.
I love that unlike so many in these circles, you actually talk about mental illness and how it can be separate from spirituality. It's nice to see someone acknowledge that all your issues don't just evaporate when you're awakened.
I am currently experiencing all of these signs. I am just now coming to the realization that all of these symptoms, were in fact, my spiritual awakening!
Thank you for the additional “symptoms:” yep; these will go, too. 👍 I hope the trees’ lovely groundedness helped you feel better. Namaste, and I hope it smoothes out for you soon!
@@connieharzman9444 Welcome. It's been a super confusing time. Also I come from a science background. Studied physics at university and have my diploma in computer science, then these odd things have happened. The knowing things about people without knowing how I know them that turn out to be true is one of the oddest experiences. I do not know anyone else that has these experiences in real life.
@@susangrande8142 So you had these experiences also ? I do not know anyone else that has them in my life except for synchronicities. I know some people that experience those. When some of this began I did go see a counsellor because I felt I might be delusional. I recall that counsellor mentioning kundalini to me though I am not informed on that. It is smoothing out. I am receiving a lot of projection from others still and that is unsettling. When it happens I feel the sudden change in my energy and I do not yet know how to avoid this experience. It happened tonight as I was very happy then someone told me to stop and called me a name. Thank you Susan.
Silent Grove you’re welcome! I’ve lost a friendship or 2, because my priorities and values have changed. My relationship with my husband changed a lot, as my values changed. He rolled with it. I tried to tell him as much as I could about what I was going through. I insisted I didn’t want to go to big cities for vacations any more, when I was in the hypersensitive stage. That change in values also contributes to the confusion about reality, and the loss of trust in almost everything. (I became wildly clairsentient or claircognizant, not sure which right now, and clairaudient.) I’m sorry you went through that unsettling bit about the human interactions being mostly projection. That is unsettling, isn’t it? If you still are looking for suggestions on avoiding being affected by others’ energy so much, I recommend Donna Eden. Check her out on the Web. She has lovely energy, too! 💖 I hope the lymphoma has healed for you.
After my initial awakening I went into hermit mode for 30 days with daily meditation for protection, help and healing Right after that I was able set my intentions and now I am capable of sending positive messages through channeling to loved ones, and others Visiting beings that need guidance, and I have traveled back to my home source and seen where I live, I shine my light always, and send showers of love to all of humanity, Thank you for being with us Christina❤️☮️☯️⚛️💫
My Symptoms 1. Social Anxiety 2. Feeling of throat tightness 3. That anxious feeling in my solar plexus Currently i have this three but before it was fear, cold, flu which was not going by any medication, lower back pain , too much sensitivity around the throat , continous negative thoughts etc
U seem like such a very smart soul about all of this awakening process. I wished that I could have of found your videos when I started my awakening over 10 years ago now. Great job helping so many souls. ❤️
I have been in the middle of my 1st spiritual awakening for the past few years now. And I’ve been stuck. Until now. I am so thankful for you Christina, thank you for opening my eyes to what is happening to me so that I can start to heal and be more enlightened! ♥️
I've experienced them all. I still go through them but they don't last as long. I love the fact that I'm not crazy and never was. Great message. Thank you
That is what I think and unfortunately I shared it with people because I was too scared and i got negative reaction because they became worried about me and suggested to see a doctor to get some medicine. as a result I became sadder and lonlier. absolutley no one around to understand me .... i am extremely overwhelmed.
Yes it happened to me, back in 2011. When i told my mom, that i felt like a holy person. She put me in hospital and got injected with respidol with out listening to me. And got stamped with bipolor with psychosis.
Anxiety, isolation, lack of patience, cannot deal with peoples small talk or continuous moaning. I feel very self absorbed. I also believe activity in my house has become stronger. I don’t feel happy as I was in the beginning. Also feel numbness.
I am in hermit mode right now. I have been learning to love myself and truly appreciate what I have to give in this life🦋. It has been very hard and I am still on my journey, but coming across your videos has given me a new perspective on life. Thank you Christina ✨
This resonates so much with me right now. My wife and I are going through a spiritual awakening together but our experiences are totally different. She is my soulmate but we still have our own paths. Its nice to hear someone talk about the things that are on my mind. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and bringing clarity to others 💜
Omg been so mentally and physically ill for 2 years tried all sorts of meds now stopped them all. Been seeing 444 signs for months everything u have described is exactly what I am going through had morphine pain patches that burnt my skin was diagnosed with eupd even though I’m an empath. This makes so much sense Thankyou so much
Its just hard to not be able to fight when attacked. My ego just dissapeared, not sure if thats a good thing because now I feel wounded and like I should have stood up for myself. I cant even get mad, I got fired and I just said thank you. I mean who does that... A woman verbally attacked me at the elevator and I just smiled at her. That makes them mad even more.. I just feel not from this world. People avoid me, they are confused, Im confused. Its like I just exist and observe, and then afterwards the thoughts of guilt kick in.
I went through this for about a year and half I think I did go crazy lol I wanted to die. I ended up moving across the country and it's opened me up again. My ego Isnt what it used to be, but it's big enough to protect myself most times. I also can tell people are attracted to me because the ego isn't inflamed, but alot of jealousy is there as well. Good luck 👍👍 you are not crazy or alone. My suggestion would be to mix it up, see if you can incorporate some newness in your life!
Observe without judgement, YES! Don’t get involved with the drama, yes, I’m going to write this down in my journal and use it as my mantra. Yes I ground and soothe, I’ve been going to the park and lying on a tree trunk and looking up at the sky, that is my go-to! I also do a lot of soothing baths with epsom salts and yoga, dancing, listening to music, meditation, yeah I do all of that self-care every single day. I’m going to use that living fire when I go to a social event this weekend as well as protecting myself with a shield, both work. I’ve been hermitting and it has been good to build up my energy system and I’m going to come out and use my power with intention to heal. I INTEND TO HEAL THIS, I WILL HEAL THIS NOW. Thank you Christina you are a powerhouse of healing! xx I FEEL MY POWER, I AM IN THIS RIGHT NOW. NAMASTE!
My spiritual awakening was AMAZING! I could feel myself transforming at a cellular level. It also pushed me into mediumship as I could look at people and instantly hear and see deceased loved ones around them.
Thomas Keets OMG you too. I was warned about upcoming death of loved one. It came true it was sodevestating. So real. Didn’t know this would happen sensitivity is enormous
I wasn't aware that I have been picking upon collective consciousness until you mentioned about the crazy, scattered thoughts. Lately, I wake up with great noise in my head that I feel weakened. I have been trying to calm my mind by self soothing first thing..deep breathing..laying in bed, eyes closed for a few more minutes to allow it to pass. It really does a number on a person. Thank you for the suggestion of wearing fire to burn unwelcome energies, I will definitely work on developing that! You're awesome...❤❤❤
I have been a hermit for the last two years. I went through depression, anxiety, stress. I would be energized one day and lethargic the next. I have always been an empath. I find electric appliances turn off and on during the day and night. I hear voices calling my name. So many of the things you have mentioned. Thank you for unlocking my confusion...🙏🌹💖
I know I'm probably not alone. I felt so happy and I felt so open and connected to everything and I felt like I had to do something but I didn't know what it was. And all of a sudden I feel so lost and confused. If your going through this your not alone.
Light in Love The sound can see The light in me And we are free Eternally Where flames can heal And truths reveal No dark can steal The love we feel. VCH6464 11/19/2019 BE IN PEACE AND PEACE WILL BE IN YOU!!! Namaste!!!
@@duuljaangiseppe4374 Oops..."No dark can steal"...typo...good eye!!! "No, dark can't steal" would work too!!! Appreciate this catch!!! Eyes to see!!! Namaste!!!
I kept seeing the number 11 everywhere, so I asked for guidance and clicked on this video. I have pretty much experienced everything, all the signs.. It all started with ayahuasca and I'm grateful for this process.
Thank you for confirming I’m not crazy. The last year I seriously thought I was losing it and might have a mental condition. So many emotions and so much isolation. I know I’m about to turn a big corner, too. My dark night of the soul has been happening for 6.5 years now, haha. You are so helpful and I’m so grateful. ❤️🤍🙏🏼
Same here, 8 yrs.. joke you good, at least during those years of stress and isolation, I did an awful lot of inner work, crying, meditating, emotions were coming up, so yes it went on for years, but what I know now is wonderful .. hope you’re good 💜💜💜
There are a number of them... I am very sensitive and find myself not able to tolerate low vibrational situations... I try to shine light wherever I go and whoever I come in contact with. I understand that it isn't healthy to look down on others who are not as awakened as u are. That's where I tend to pray to spirit to assist them to help nudge them into the right direction. I can't save everyone, and I won't lose myself at the expense of helping someone else . I have done that to many times. I found this very comforting.... thanks
So much of this resonates with me..the physical symptoms: I'm exhausted and can sleep 16 hours a day...loss of appetite..loss of interest in things that I used to enjoy. Emotionally, feel over overwhelmed by the suffering of All the Beings in the world..human , animal and plants ( trees especially). Just feel so helpless and useless in this world. As I'm getting older, it seems as though my body and mind are deteriorating and there's a sneaking suspicion that I've squandered whatever gifts that I had to help heal the world....or even myself at this point. Sometimes, I just feel like I'm ready to die already, and get it over with. Then I hang out with my friends' dogs or cats...or go for a walk in the woods, then things seem ..."manageable ". I'm intrigued by your concept of coming into our own power. That truly resonates with me, as I've felt powerless for most of my life, almost as if I had to ask permission of others to even be here. Evidently, I really needed to find you/your channel at this point. Thank you!
My whole life has been tough, I’m now 54. And it still keeps coming!! I am so tired I just want out!! I have four beautiful kids plus three beautiful grandchildren. My youngest son who is 20 still lives with me but I’m exhausted. I suffer chronic pain in both my legs, from a rare cancer in my hamstring. And 8 weeks of radiation everyday. so I can’t do what t used to do. I’m hoping housing can get me a smaller home cause I just need to be on my own. I have suffered bad mental health for years. I’ve read some other comments and wow we have all been through a lot. We are definitely meant to be here!! Sending you all love and strength!! And I Thank you for your videos. Only found you yesterday but I have learnt a lot. 💞🙏🏻😘💞
Andrew Cummings Thank you for your kind words! I’m praying a smaller home comes soon! My son who lives with me is a narcissist and it can be very hard to heal with him around. I love him dearly but he treats like I’m a piece of crap!! 😔. There are days when I’m strong. But there’s more days that I’m not. 😥 Sending you love. Hope all is going great for you! 💞😃🙏🏻
Since I've found your videos I've found so much comfort in my awakening. I have experienced all 8 and more. At this point I'm trying to figure out exactly when my awakening began. Thank you so very much for all of your insight and in sharing your experience with the world. It's been very difficult for me to talk about it and have anyone take me seriously. A year I lost everything and my son was kidnapped because of my "awakening behaviors". I'm great now but I have a whole new life that doesn't include my child and it's heartbreaking.
So sorry to hear of the loss of your child. Ii knew for 3 years that my relationship with my daughter had to change so when I finally said I needed that we have been estranged and at this point I don’t see how or if we will reconnect unless her awakening happens and we can heal together. Blessings to you and I pray that you will somehow someday be reunited with your child.
@@marcyannwhite thank you 😊 just recently he’s been showing signs of awakening, he will send me pictures of hearts that he finds❤️ he’s thinking about moving to Virginia where his sister and I are. Are you back in contact with daughter yet? I will keep you in my thoughts Marcy🙌🏻
Thank you for your guidance ❤ My signs 1.I began having intense dreams which graduated to visions. 2.Anxiety, mental dusturbances, felt anxious, fearful and paranoid thoughts. I thought I was going crazy. 3..I began waking up at 2:22 am later 3:33 am, felt nervous system got hyper-sensitive, felt anxiety. 4.My personality changed and ppl cud see it and told me. 5.I felt lonely, unplugged, disconnected from those around me. 6.Strongly felt Astro projection. I felt I was living in an unreal world. 7.Heart opening, it was overwhelming with all the emotions flooding out. 8.Yes even I learnt to sit back, detach myself and observe as if watching a movie.
I was spiritual before but then in July 2020 I had a spontaneous psychosis out of grief and saw a lot of deeply spiritual things. It rattled me to my core and now I'm convinced I experienced something profound that modern psychiatry cannot explain.
Increased feelings. I shut my feelings down at age 13 due to regular violence by my dad while growing up. After going through the Dark Night of the soul its like my feeling woke up and I feel so much. So much pain and tears with the feelings. It happened at age 61
When we progress to becoming our higher self we need to heal and move on from the old self. Spiritual awakening takes care of it all. Just flow with the cleansing of the old dumped emotions.
I believe art can help a lot when dealing with emotions coming up from the past. For me it has been playing the guitar, journaling and seldom times when I feel a desire to draw something.
Sometimes I feel Sad but happy at the same time... I have a moments in that I perceive too much information, from people around me, from places, even someone else thoughts running in my head, colors, luminous particles that collage in this 3d dimension, it's so much that I can't process with the mind, I've felt that intense fear and I don't know where come from, my days are not the same anymore I see things from another perspective, a deep knowledge that we are part of everything and everything is part of us, there's not divisions anymore... You that are reading this let me tell you You're not lonely, even when you can feel it almost solid, we're together, sharing the same experience in our own way, it doesn't mean that you're alone, I pretty sure that you can feel a super energy running into you that tells you: YOU ARE ENERGY, YOU ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS, OR THAT YOU BELIVE THAT YOU ARE, YOU ARE MORE THAN YOU THINK AND YOU ARE PART OF THE UNIVERSE AND THE UNEVERS IS ALSO PART OF YOU, PART OF YOU HIGHSELF.
ohh Christina... speechless to hear you here.. I'm in 15 years of my chaos in my spiritual awakening.. and now I found your this video.. thank you so much. I'm living in my fire to burning energy vampire right now.. and will get back my power .love you 🙏🙏🙏💖🌸
I am going through intense emotional pain from childhood trauma. I feel I really started to wake up 15 months ago. The despair and anxiety is overwhelming. I don’t know if my heart is opening even though I am facing all of the buried old traumas...? I ache to have relief of the despair.... Gratitude Christina....🙏
Spiritual awakening pushes us towards our higher self. To move on from our old self we need to come out clean. All the dumped negative energy is clearing up. Let the divine energy do its work. Just flow with it.
I recently felt a whole lot of these. All my shadows seemed to surface and now I'm like in the killing of the old egoic self process. I changed jobs like 4 times in the last two months and everything (relationships, family frustrated with me etc. Etc.) fell apart. Now I'm just trying to step out and integrate back into taking full responsibility for myself and my choices really for the first time in my life. It's truly been an interesting journey. I got to be grateful and I'm most certainly fortunate to have people behind me helping support me. Much love to the beautiful people out there on this journey and I thoroughly enjoyed the content ma'am!
Thanks for this. I must admit I feel like I am going crazy most of time. It feels like nothing makes sense anymore. It is really hard to find a will to go on when all things I used to relate to seem to be of no value now. You say it is temporary, well, it's been quite a while since I started feeling like this. I seem to be running out of strength, energy or even willingness to do it any further. Anyway, thanks for the video, it is a bit comforting.
1_ over sensitivity 👍 2_ mental disturbances 😒👍 triggers from past 3_ increased anxiety 👍 4_ personality changes 👍 5 _ disconnected and alone 👍😒 6 _ physical disturbances 👍 7_ astral protection 👍in and out 8_ heart activation 👍 ♥️ I had this before in first activation but fells like someone turned up the volume Thank you so much for your help it's nice to know I'm not crazy 🤪🤪🤪 and others are experiencing what I am ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Going through a spiritual awakening is what I call “mental adult chicken pox” lol! I literally experienced all of these signs. And I was like yup, here we are we caught the bug. WOKE!! 👀
I was feeling intense joy for a while but during the last two weeks I suddenly feel empty and disinterested in just about everything...sex, material things, interacting with others, etc. I still feel at peace but this empty, depressed feeling has had me concerned and the people around my have noticed that I am not the same. I am glad that it is only temporary. I feel that the best thing I can do is surrender to the experience and trust the process. Everything that happens to me happens for me and for the good of humanity. When I come out the other side I will be more loving and conscious than ever and I will be a healing light to all those around me.
After I had the experience of the awaken I had mental problems like anxiety disorder and depression I started seeing things that nobody else could see I had no mental problems until my 26 -30 nowadays I learned to deal with it or I should say I know everything
I lived almost all the things you said in the video tbh. And since my spiritual awakening I have been also in hospital for more than 5 months. But all good. I mean it’s what it is but yes it’s the best thing that happpened to me
I had psychosis 4 years ago and it was ruled as drug induced, but I know that it was linked to kundalini now and the more I experience the more I believe it. This channel is a godsend
Hi, My name is Aileen and after 1 year of my spiritual awakening the dark night of the ego is over and yes now I can see that all these mental disturbances were a blessing in disguise of course I can see that now because I'm starting to meditate and I feel more peaceful but yes for me the hardest was the fearful thoughts, the depression, the fear, the isolation and now I know that all these pain and suffering was because the old identity was dying and now I'm able to connect with my real self. Thanks Christina you have helped me so much to have a total acceptance to life.
You are basically describing the entire last year of my life. Careful if you meditate for hours every day and seek Enlightenment ... it will actually work if you keep at it! But, it's not like you thought it would be, with clouds of Buddhas and Bliss. Christina's description is much more accurate.
My spiritual awakening happened just over three years ago. I just finished coming through my "dark night of the soul" and I am exhausted! There are many days where I just want to hermit and rest. I am much more sensitive to the world around me and sometimes give my energy away when out in public. I will use the burning fire technique. I also feel very disconnected and sometimes I do get very emotional. I also at times feel very disillusioned with the world and people around me. At the same time, I have a sense of peace and a feeling that something very good is on the horizon. I'm just thankful to be in this process and to be constantly led to sources of guidance such as your videos, Christina, that help me understand this process.
Divine Awakening not necessarily. I used to watch a lot of spiritual things and teachers but now after my spiritual awakening i realized I had no clue until now what they were really speaking of. I now know 100%. He would definitely know if he was it hits HARD.
LovelyHealthySpirit it’s took me 10 years of really bad depression, then after mom died last year, I started seeing a cranial lady then I started seeing 11:11, it was only after that I started looking it up xx
im not sure if anyone else feels this way but sometimes during my awakening i feel like im not on track or im not doing well enough, like i easily get blocked. then eventually i become self aware but its like im teetering sometimes between being self aware and being caught up in emotion and worry
thank you so so so much. I go nearly through every point you've discussed 1 - both energy and sensitivity to other dimensions. 2 - sometimes feel like I literally go insane 4 - so true, every part of it 5 - I've started to feel so disconnected from my family, friends and people around 7 - YEEEEAH. I was shocked the first time I've projected. every part o this point is so true 8 - I feel all of those repressed emotions I feel overwhelmed thank you for this video. I needed it so much.
Spiritual awakening is a hard journey. It's ok sometimes you are just alone or helpless like I'm feeling now. But that's OK. Not all the people come through this path. But keep calm you will reconnect again. You might find people don't resonate you or self-doubt. But remember. It's ok. We all go through this process. Keep calm and everything will be alright. Stay positive. It's ok to feel like that at this moment
I don't have a degree. But everything you say, I already know. As you speak, it always feels like a reminder that I know this information already. The biggest block I have is hearing my guides. I get feelings not hearings. I am realizing my dreams are my guides communication. Yes, lots of old wounds come up from this lifetime. Are thoughts of murdering part of past lifetime? I don't visualize. I feel and think these feelings. I still hold anger from family connection. I am, on a daily being conscious about this. Thank you so much. I truly appreciate you.
Thank you Christina!!!! Spirit guided me to you at the beginning of my awakening in May and have experienced all of these symptoms! The past few weeks came the really disturbing thoughts. I will now sit with them as the observer in my power. You are a life saver! I literally thought I was going insane and thought that things had calmed down. Apparently this is part 2! I appreciate you so much!!!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
I appreciate you. I had my first big one in April and I was a mess. I felt like I was feeling a shift a couple weeks ago and now my brain feels the same as it did last time. I am emotionally a mess, staticky and messy brain, anxiety, depressed, in the middle of letting go of dreams I had and now feeling empty. I instinctively know that the emptiness is room being cleaned out for new things. - I am isolating more -overeating this time -angry, regretful, and learning some harsh lessons - reflecting a lot - sleeping is horrible - I feel like I am going crazy -racing thoughts and my anxious attachment is back - I am very very tired - I realized I no longer feel energetically connected to people - i have been doing trauma work EMDR and brainspotting and all this new stuff has come up Thank you again. I needed to hear that.
Well... this explains pretty much everything I've been dealing with the past few months. Since I can't go back to sleep, I'm in for the ride. I had my first reiki session today and it was like a gut punch of years/lives of stuffing feelings and fears back down. It was a feeling like nothing I've ever known. But now I understand why.
My spiritual awakening happened during the hardest part of my life. My girlfriend got pregnant and her family doesn't want her to live with me. It was a nightmare but right now after four years, I recovered. I encountered an empath who helped me through my awaking stage without even mentioning anything about this spiritual stuff. He is a genius old man.
I suffer from depression, anxiety, panic attacks, totally feel paranoid at times, I feel at times that something will happen to my childre or my pets, etc..I went through my past and it came out of nowhere. I remember my dreams since I as long as I can remember. I can't be around people, it's agitating for.
Hermit phase lol. I am only at the parks around me all day every day. Had to scale down work to make myself available to ground so this reaffirms something that created a lot of anxiety for me. Centering myself feels much more important than money at the moment. Thank you Christina 🙏
I am riding an avalache, then I am up, then I am down, then I am exhausted, then I am in so much pain I can barely walk, then comes the flashes, like a thousand bats swirling around me and just when I cant take anymore, I collapse on my sofa, put on some relaxing , meditative music and it all calms down. Feel drunk afterwards or like I am awakening from anesthesia, not knowing what just happened. Thank you Christna, this video helped me understand each stage and how I have to learn to breath, relax and let go. Allow the process to take place without me interfering, detaching.
I'm going through all of them! I'm sharing this video with my loved ones who are worried about me, so that they can understand what I'm going through. Thank you for this video and this channel! I love you. 🤗❤️
I‘m really thankfull for finding your videos today… I am having all kinds of symptoms you described…. I never gave up for 6,5 years but I was almost not able to do anything in this time, just surviving. Thank your for bringing me some peace and clearness back into my life 🙏🏻
I feel like I am on a spiritual awakening, but it feels like it’s all happening at once. I switched jobs from a very toxic environment from both the people and job, to a job that I just always wanted. Then I feel like I got a slap in the face of soooo many things hitting me at once. I was sleeping like 18hrs a day if I wasn’t working. I couldn’t stay awake, I kept having all these dreams knowing I am just an observer that I wasn’t the person experiencing it. I accidentally astral projected and I knew I was even though I had never done it before. And even though I have sleeping for the majority of two months. It feels as though I gained an insane amount knowledge. My diet suddenly change at the drop of a hat, my attitude changed, rarely touch social media. I haven’t done anything I love doing, that I still love doing. I can’t tell if I am rushing through, or I am being taught with urgency. It’s an odd feeling to have, because it feels like enough time even though I know it’s not enough time. I am extremely confused.
So the universe brought me here and I can't help but ask... has anyone felt a spiritual awakening since they were a child, but realized it as an adult? I am still trying to navigate this as an adult but I have felt almost everything mentioned in this video, except for the past life flashes.
I have also felt like I had experienced these symptoms and also situations as a child. But I am not sure. I am even unable to confirm that I had felt these all for sure. I need clarification very badly. This confusion is hurting me even more. At once I feel like I have experienced these in childhood but at the same I feel like perhaps not. Whatever the truth is but I am suffering very badly at present.
Before writing my comments I read some comments... and, it is very clear , all have these "symptoms." , as me ( all 8) ! It means, you really save lives (mine too)! I’m 77 years old, and sometimes, or very often, I thought the aging is the cause of my symptoms. I tried to verify…and it wasn’t! I “tested” my mind: reading scientific books, doing complicated mental games, etc. You definitely do a wonderful work for us. One more thing you can do: to speak …about aging and the spiritual awakening
I’ve been getting this intense chest and upper back pain in between my shoulder blades and right where my heart is sometimes and I’ve been checked out 3 times lol blood tests are perfect, x rays are perfect, ekg perfect, so I looked up physical pains during a spiritual awakening and I was so surprised, and relieved, that others feel this when going through the process as well!!!
Thought forms. Oh ya! I can read people’s thought. I know when they are not being truthful. l rather stay home. Lol. Disassociate works. All of your video is exactly my experiences. So intense . Your strategies are perfect. Thank you. 🌟💜⭐️
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1 Waves of random anxiety almost like an undefined emotional panic
2 Not knowing what I believe anymore
3 Great desire to be by myself
4 Feeling a sense of groundlessness
5 Huge dislike of small talk and idle chit chat
6 Feeling like I'm supposed to be doing something but not knowing what that something is (lack of purpose)
This is simailar to me wanna talk
Aissat khaoula hah are you still going through this? I also am and i have no one to talk to
Why is this literally me ..like to the Tee
Since making this comment things have changed dramatically for me. As an introvert, quarantine, which I call home retreat, does not bother me at all. I travelled to Crestone CO and spent 7 days at a zen monastery
(ie, that desire to be alone). Since returning my internal life has changed dramatically. All the issues I stated above are gone with the exception of enjoying my own company and not being fond of chit chat. Neither of those is a problem though. I have this pervading sense of peace and ease. Habits have changed as well. I get up every morning at 5 and go for walk to an area where I can watch the sunrise. I go to bed each evening at 9. For a person who was always a night owl and a late sleeper this is huge. I no longer have the desire to drink and I used to drink 2 or 3 glasses of wine a day. The interesting thing is that the changes were not a conscious decision on my part. It's like they just happened. It's hard to explain. My days are simple and have an easy rhythm. There is no desire to have an outer purpose (I'm 54 and retired) Things that used to bother me no longer bother me or if irritation or a sense of being bothered arises, it's very weak and dissipates quickly.
Did my trip to Crestone have anything to do with this change? I don't think so. People don't need to leave their current environment to experience a shift. I know not everyone can do that. It would have happened anyway.
And for whatever reason, I was not notified of any of these replies except the last one which brought me here for my update. Wondering how you all are doing now?
I can't be around people for very long and any kind of small talk feels wrong and exhausting. It also seems that I'm losing the majority of my friendships.. I don't have any strong connections anymore because I feel like nobody sees what I'm seeing. Feels lonely sometimes..
@Breaking Out Of The Shell Agreed!! Coffee all day everyday lol...Seriously tho, I am still struggling in all of these areas as of now. I have known for most of my life that I was different. Until recently I had no idea exactly what I have been / still am dealing with. I have lived YEARS pushing things aside and trying to brush off so many MAJOR experiences I have endured. Honestly I have suffered ALOT of loss in a short amount of time. They all were some of the closest people to me throughout this life. Of course I could feel their energy and get different signs from each of them. With each of them they come and go and I know immediately when their energy is no longer present. Then I lost my Mother in law a few weeks ago. Since then she has been with me constantly. She referrers to it as us being linked but is not exactly sure why? I am not sure if this is normal? Has this happened to others before? It is and has been very intense, I am feeling so many different emotions. It's gotten to the point where I have no choice but to try and better understand and take control of the situation. It just feels impossible and I have no idea where begin looking for answers?
@Breaking Out Of The Shell WOW, I apologize for hitting you with that. I honestly just hit reply to make a lighthearted comment, And to also point out a synchronicity. Which is at the time of me watching this video there are 222 dislikes! Which I think is awesome in and of itself! I had NO intension of going into all of that right now. Maybe I was meant to or just needed to for myself? Anyway...Sending Much Love, Light, and Positivity to you, and anyone else who may read this!
Jasmine B I relate completely!! I have to isolate myself from everyone. It's not an easy thing to have to deal with, "amongst many other difficult things"
I also wanted to point out that at the time of me watching this amazing video there are exactly 222 dislikes and I am typing this comment at 10:10pm!!
Talk about synchronicity...
Sending some positivity your way!!
I wish you nothing but the best on your journey!!
This is my life
@@kalaspears6288 “Find the others..” as McKenna says, I think you’re right on track
My symptoms:
- increased sensitivity and severe social anxiety
- isolation and introversion
- poor emotional control, lots of crying
- enjoying being alone
- feelings of bliss and despair
- awareness of own emotions, no way to avoid them or stuff them away like before
- getting messages from spirit guides through song lyrics, t shirts, visual signs, all the time
- getting triggered a lot and not having the ego to defend oneself with anymore
- a grounding peace and calm (this was very strong in the first days and weeks after the awakening, but slowly weakened with time as the despair set in)
- acceptance of things as they are, both the good and the bad
- a sense of connectedness with all of humanity and the divine
- less judgment, more compassion, a sense that we are all human and all just going through the same suffering of being alive
- extreme weight loss (20lb in six months)
- feelings of despair, like this emotional turbulence and isolation will never end
Very similar to me , some not at all. No spirit guides for instance.
What are you practicing to experience spiritual awakening.. can u please share it with me
I didn’t make it happen. It just happened to me.
Me too same 😳
I can truly relate to these symptoms I also am experiencing the same. Best wishes to you all.💚
What am I feeling:
- feeling like going crazy a lot of unbalanced emotions
- feeling anxious out of nowhere
- just wanna be left alone
- questioning the whole existence
- everything seems different
- synchronised numbers everywhere
- mind is buzzing with thoughts but it's calm at the same time
Exactly, me too!
Ditto!! 🤯
Yes exactly
Ding Correct answer
Same
+All of a sudden I feel emotional and start crying
It can be hell. But the hardest part for me was letting go of old beliefs and perceptions. It lightens up, but u completely change. That includes your interests your friends groups and daily activities. It’s different for everyone but reverting back to old habits might be the worst decision to make. It is really about letting go of resistance and embracing changes. Thanks Christina 💜💜💜
Thank you! I really needed to read this comment today
❤️🤗🙏🏼
How long does it take? I’ve been in it for 2-3yrs...severe depression etc
chellyvino there’s no fixed time on an awakening. just be open to the changes and flow, do what your intuition feels you should. you can also watch Christina’s 6 steps of a spiritual awakening video!! Love and Light
Exactly!! Because if you step back, you may lose it
I am now in spiritual awakening and all of those you mentioned above, it really resonates.
- Lost interest
- feels like dying
- dizzy
- feels vomiting
- my soul is coming out
- physical pain especially my back
- becomes teary eye
But this video makes me understand what's going on. Thank you for this cristina 😊
Hi, can u help me?
@@banupriya6278 What is it ?
@@leusxmiie ur reply is at the exact timing in my clock at 11:11 wat a synchronicity❤ i recently got spiritual wake up bcz of my twin.. i dnt knw what should be the next thing i should do in my life.. realy really anxious abt all those things.. i didn't even have clear idea abt the spiritual awakening process. Seeing loads and loads of numbers everday, feeling extremely anxious all day, depression, etc., what should i do nw?
@@banupriya6278 It's quiet normal bcuz u arscending into 5D and evolve ur consciousness. Just meditate to come ur mind and ask your guides some guidance and clarity. You don't have to worry about it. Those ppl who experienced spiritual awakening are highly sensitive of the energy.
@@leusxmiie Thank you. All i have to do is meditate everyday? But i didn't even feel sensitive energy towards others so tis will happen aftr meditating everyday?
I am feeling a hermit mode and a huge desire to move out of the city and into the country.
We are in same boat ⛵
Hold your ground deepen your roots you will grow out of this. My awakening was a nightmare I’m still challenged but not near as much. You have a purpose.....
Leslie Austin me too 😟
The desire to live in the nature is very intense. Sammee🌳
Same Here
One thing I learn on my spiritual awakening is that your patience will be test to the max but it will make you stronger at the end .👍🏾
@Grace Amirkhas how are you now
@Grace Amirkhas how are you now
No one would blieve me when I told them about leaving the planet, I saw a lot of things that I didn't see in the military. Everything out in the universe is energy. E V E R Y T H I N G.
Yes I believe
I just wanted to let you know that today You changed my life. I am in phase 3 ( I learned this today)I have been suicidal, depressed, in pain physically, anxious and all around miserable. I now have hope!! I have been saying for months to my loved ones " something inside me is dying, but I feel like its dying to make room for something great" I now know that I am not alone. You were sent to me today by the universe. I want to thank you for speaking out and being a light at the end of the tunnel for me. Sending love and light❤💫
How you doing these days
I really hope you're feeling a bit stronger now X
OMG!!!! You explained EVERY single thing I am going through! The heightened sensitivity, picking up energy all around me, the anxiety, the new personality, feeling of isolation and loneliness, physical disturbances, heart awakening and finally seeing things like I have never before!!!!i was starting to get depressed...this process started 3 YEARS ago and this year all the lessons are just now coming together. However, no one could help me understand this and I was beginning to wonder what was wrong with me and didn’t know who I was anymore. I feel like my entire world has shifted but you nailed it!!!! I am so grateful, Christina🌷
Sunni same I get feel lord presence more when I meditate a lot and lord reveal to me a lot things I never thought before I get very cold chills a lot and I shake a lot and I get very very emotional non stop cry more then I do way before I was baptized I get more emotional now then every
Sunni omg i Just started feeling like this
Right with you on all fronts
Same
I’m having such strong feelings to just be alone.. but In a good way, I’m finally feeling like my own true cheerleader only I can push myself towards greatness❤️
I feel the same way. I despise shopping of any kind. People. 🥺
My signs:
- sensitivity to others moods
- past (life) wounds coming up spontaneously, in an emotional level, my mother’s thoughts, sometimes acting them out
- fears purging out, causing anxiety, suicidal thoughts
- personality changes (different food, loosing weight, willing to change my area of work)
- feeling lonely and disconnected, dispear
- physical symptoms: electricity cuts, weight loss, muscle tingling, dizziness, feeling like being pregnant
- my heart opening, sometimes crying for no apparent reason, feeling extensive anger and resentment towards my twin, as like all my core wounding related pain would be poured on him
Also take help of psychtrasist
Who is spiritual also
I feel tingly feeling all over my body
Same here, aggravated with my twin
8 hard signs
1) Increased sensitivity 2:42
1.1) Feeling energy of other peoples
1.2) You open up to the spirit world more
2) Mental disturbances 4:55
- depression, hallucinations, psychosis
2.1) Very old material comes up to be processed 9:50
2.2) You tap into collective thought patterns 12:24
3) Increase in anxiety 15:05
4) Personality changes 16:25
5) You feel disconnected and alone 18:59
6) Physical Disturbances 20:30
7) Astral Projection 22:44
8) Your heart awakens 24:48
HOW TO HANDLE THE SIGNS OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING 27:58
1) Observe without judgement 28:28
2) Ground and soothe 31:56
3) Hold your power 34:00
4) Hermit when necessary 36:56
5) Intend to heal 40:06
Very helpful thank you!
Thank you
This week I came to understand my singleness as not something I should be ashamed of, rather I decided to stand in the power of my singleness...this is heart work as well. This video resonated on so many levels. Great work!
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I truly agree with your comment. I can say I have a feeling I’ll always be single. This journey spiritually in my human experience is be done alone. I’m very ok being alone. Don’t get me wrong I have my needs taken care of ( know what I mean) but relationships wise. It’s not in my radar at all. My purpose is to serve others and constantly renew and ascend myself.
This has been such an incredibly difficult time for me. During my spiritual awakening, I left a very controlling religion, and am being shunned by my family and friends, and my heart is breaking, yet, deep down, I know it’s going to get better, and I’ll grow from this. Thank you so much for your videos Christina!
I wish I saw this sooner. I am a light worker. I would love to help you if I can... i am a Reiki practitioner, Master level. I can help you with a remote session.
Religious ppl were the cruellest! Ex-deacons wife in southern Baptist church! I can assure you they ALL THINK IM CRAZY!!!!
marriage dissolved bc I hear voices! Lol my baptist deacon husband couldnt understand why Father/Creator/Spirit didnt speak to him!
@@ireneweber3 I'm interested
Wooooow, good for you!!!! Woooooow. You're SO BRAVE AND BEAUTIFUL!!!!! Good for you. Your family loves you deep down, they're just afraid of what they don't understand. That's all! Give it time. But your progress is seriously impressive!!!! Wooooow. Thank you SO MUCH for sharing such a veeeery personal story. Your strength and bravery inspire me. Thank you!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I left 2 religions...last one very controlling...i feel you on this one. Hang in there 🙏❤
Easily one of the most painful experiences a person can go through - *because it can be stretched out several years*
How many years for you my friend?
Hell yeah !😑
It will all be worth it! Just got listen to the signs your been given. Read the alchemist x
6 years for me. Started at 18, now im 24. Would not wish this experience on my worst enemy. Been going on so long I often question whether or not i'm just broken. The only thing that keeps me optimistic is my painfully slow progress and spiritual synchronicities. But I am far from happy.
Paul VanderVelde I’m sending you love and light sweet soul.... you are not alone💚🙏💚
Reading these comments made me happy to realize that I wasn’t the only one going through these thoughts in 2020. What a year...
me too
Symptoms
-anxiety anxiety anxiety anxiety
-insomnia
-crying a lot
-super sensitive
-just want to be alone
-ppl drain my energy
-feel like I do not belong
My family everyone around me I feel overwhelmed and it makes me want to isolate because I get really sensitive to their comments. Inside I feel hopeless that I become a wreck but then I have to tell myself no you ate actually fórralo no habits and changing for the better and some people never change , I have 27 years of reprogramming to do and it’s okay . I am beyond grateful I found this UA-cam channel !
I hope I’m not the only one praying this is all real and hoping the reality I’ve always known isn’t reality at all.
I wonder how many people don’t understand what is going on and end up being prescribed meds by their doctor. I started down that path but it didn’t feel right. That was 4 years ago❤️
I have had a terrible terrible year......
Or take their own lives
I was supposed to be on meds and my intuition said those pills were slowly killing that I didnt need them I stopped taking them and everything with me from then on was great
I have been to so many doctors having tests done, including even a heart catheterization. That keep telling me your symptoms are so bad but there is nothing wrong with me. I end up at the hospital at least twice a month because the high blood pressure meds have the opposite effect on me. This sucks so much, when will this process be over??
I stopped my meds last year (not even asked from my therapist). Then my awakening started to happen in a month, still continues
Part 2 : 1. OBSERVE WITHOUT JUDGMENT: Detach from all the thoughts and memories and watch the mental activity in the mind Without judgements.
2. GROUND AND SOOTHE : Go out in Nature , Earthing, Do Tapping or Massages , Warm Baths with Epsom salts, Meditation or Aromatherapy.
3. HOLD YOUR POWER Don’t be influenced by other people’s energy. Realise your Power and visualise yourself as a burning Fire.
4. HERMIT WHEN NECESSARY: especially in initial phases of spiritual Awakening. Remove yourself from situations which are dense and difficult, if necessary. Try not to become a recluse though.
5. INTEND TO HEAL Use your power to accept, feel and process in order to Heal.
Thank you for this. I needed this advice today.
Thank you so much!! You have a beautiful name 🙂✨🙏💜
Whats wrong with being a recluse....
I want to add that physical illnesses, as Christina mentioned, can come up for people during spiritual awakening and that the BRAIN and the NERVES are physical parts of the body. As such, mental illness is the same as physical illness during a spiritual awakening. I have clinical depression, clinical anxiety, OCD, and schizophrenia, yet the universe has woven its way in to remind me this is part of my journey to learn from and will eventually heal. I thank these illnesses as I now have (as best I can) mastered managing my mind and my thoughts and my feelings. I know that one day when I am healed I will take these skills and use them to help others. No illness during awakening is an accident and it is part of the journey to grow. X
Wow makes so much sense I have depression, anxiety and OCD too💕🙏🏾 . I hope your journey gets better
rightt .....i also thought i hv all these mental.problems within me ....like trigernness from sounds or thinking negative thoughts again and again 😌😌😌😌u r great love you girly♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
I had bad cold for 2 weeks that I lost my voice
Did you chose to do meds ?
-high sensitivity
-overly emotional (many things tend to make me cry)
-irritability (many things tend to set me off or offend me)
-deep feelings of loss/regret
-problems falling asleep or not feeling tired
-lack of feelings or emotions
-not wanting to be around people or large crowds
-feeling things as if they happened before or dreaming of something and it actually happened
-heading voices or seeing things are aren’t really there
-no energy and not being able to lose weight
-feeling others emotions/thoughts when they say nothing at all
@Terry Matilda Me too!
Me also!
This is really me as well. Damn.
I feel understood
How did you get through all of this without going completely mad? How do you ground yourself?
I've experienced the typical depression, isolation, lack of interest, addictions, and the Dark Night. All this has recently progressed to reverence for God and beauty, crying, and feeling energy near my heart. I can feel my ego dying...it feels like my ego is scared as shit. Sometimes I look at random people and feel love and connection with them. I also developed this laugh, and sometimes I'll laugh and people get offended, but I'm not laughing at them, I'm laughing because I understand them and am connecting.
This is so beautiful and I am going through the same thing. I feel I’m not alone anymore I’m glad others feel the same way
I love that unlike so many in these circles, you actually talk about mental illness and how it can be separate from spirituality. It's nice to see someone acknowledge that all your issues don't just evaporate when you're awakened.
If this was taught in school we would not be led so astray.
John Mckay I just said this today. So important to learn.
So True 🌎✨🐇
Skoo is 4 foo
That's so true
I believe it would be more enlightening when the universe calls in the right timing for each individual...
I am currently experiencing all of these signs. I am just now coming to the realization that all of these symptoms, were in fact, my spiritual awakening!
Sign checklist:
Sensitivity: Heck yes, having experiences of clairsentience
Thank you for the additional “symptoms:” yep; these will go, too. 👍 I hope the trees’ lovely groundedness helped you feel better. Namaste, and I hope it smoothes out for you soon!
Yup. Big time. All day. Every day.
@@connieharzman9444 Welcome. It's been a super confusing time. Also I come from a science background. Studied physics at university and have my diploma in computer science, then these odd things have happened. The knowing things about people without knowing how I know them that turn out to be true is one of the oddest experiences. I do not know anyone else that has these experiences in real life.
@@susangrande8142 So you had these experiences also ? I do not know anyone else that has them in my life except for synchronicities. I know some people that experience those. When some of this began I did go see a counsellor because I felt I might be delusional. I recall that counsellor mentioning kundalini to me though I am not informed on that.
It is smoothing out. I am receiving a lot of projection from others still and that is unsettling. When it happens I feel the sudden change in my energy and I do not yet know how to avoid this experience. It happened tonight as I was very happy then someone told me to stop and called me a name.
Thank you Susan.
Silent Grove you’re welcome! I’ve lost a friendship or 2, because my priorities and values have changed. My relationship with my husband changed a lot, as my values changed. He rolled with it. I tried to tell him as much as I could about what I was going through. I insisted I didn’t want to go to big cities for vacations any more, when I was in the hypersensitive stage. That change in values also contributes to the confusion about reality, and the loss of trust in almost everything. (I became wildly clairsentient or claircognizant, not sure which right now, and clairaudient.) I’m sorry you went through that unsettling bit about the human interactions being mostly projection. That is unsettling, isn’t it? If you still are looking for suggestions on avoiding being affected by others’ energy so much, I recommend Donna Eden. Check her out on the Web. She has lovely energy, too! 💖 I hope the lymphoma has healed for you.
After my initial awakening
I went into hermit mode for 30 days with daily meditation for protection, help and healing
Right after that I was able set my intentions and now I am capable of
sending positive messages through channeling to loved ones, and others
Visiting beings that need guidance, and
I have traveled back to my home source and seen where I live,
I shine my light always, and send showers of love to all of humanity,
Thank you for being with us Christina❤️☮️☯️⚛️💫
My Symptoms
1. Social Anxiety
2. Feeling of throat tightness
3. That anxious feeling in my solar plexus
Currently i have this three but before it was fear, cold, flu which was not going by any medication, lower back pain , too much sensitivity around the throat , continous negative thoughts etc
Gaurang Dhanotia I’m going through this right way 🤕
Liz Liz G me too!
I have all the same symptoms
Same
Wow throat tightness! I feel this too !
It’s funny cause the intro is actually how I first felt about awakening. I was super high on life and wanted to hug everyone 😂
U seem like such a very smart soul about all of this awakening process. I wished that I could have of found your videos when I started my awakening over 10 years ago now. Great job helping so many souls. ❤️
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Me too...☺💙
Yes, I wished that I had them maybe 3 years ago.
I have been in the middle of my 1st spiritual awakening for the past few years now. And I’ve been stuck. Until now. I am so thankful for you Christina, thank you for opening my eyes to what is happening to me so that I can start to heal and be more enlightened! ♥️
I've experienced them all. I still go through them but they don't last as long. I love the fact that I'm not crazy and never was. Great message. Thank you
That is what I think and unfortunately I shared it with people because I was too scared and i got negative reaction because they became worried about me and suggested to see a doctor to get some medicine. as a result I became sadder and lonlier. absolutley no one around to understand me .... i am extremely overwhelmed.
Yes it happened to me, back in 2011. When i told my mom, that i felt like a holy person. She put me in hospital and got injected with respidol with out listening to me. And got stamped with bipolor with psychosis.
@James Carter absolutely strongly agreed 👍 👌 👏 🙌 i did .
Anxiety, isolation, lack of patience, cannot deal with peoples small talk or continuous moaning. I feel very self absorbed. I also believe activity in my house has become stronger. I don’t feel happy as I was in the beginning. Also feel numbness.
Because you've been chosen, you are a threat to 'change's that are necessary for our world.
I am in hermit mode right now. I have been learning to love myself and truly appreciate what I have to give in this life🦋. It has been very hard and I am still on my journey, but coming across your videos has given me a new perspective on life. Thank you Christina ✨
This resonates so much with me right now. My wife and I are going through a spiritual awakening together but our experiences are totally different. She is my soulmate but we still have our own paths. Its nice to hear someone talk about the things that are on my mind. Thank you for sharing your wisdom and bringing clarity to others 💜
Did you at any time, break up or speak about divorce?
Omg been so mentally and physically ill for 2 years tried all sorts of meds now stopped them all. Been seeing 444 signs for months everything u have described is exactly what I am going through had morphine pain patches that burnt my skin was diagnosed with eupd even though I’m an empath. This makes so much sense Thankyou so much
Its just hard to not be able to fight when attacked. My ego just dissapeared, not sure if thats a good thing because now I feel wounded and like I should have stood up for myself. I cant even get mad, I got fired and I just said thank you. I mean who does that... A woman verbally attacked me at the elevator and I just smiled at her. That makes them mad even more.. I just feel not from this world. People avoid me, they are confused, Im confused. Its like I just exist and observe, and then afterwards the thoughts of guilt kick in.
I went through this for about a year and half I think I did go crazy lol I wanted to die. I ended up moving across the country and it's opened me up again. My ego Isnt what it used to be, but it's big enough to protect myself most times. I also can tell people are attracted to me because the ego isn't inflamed, but alot of jealousy is there as well.
Good luck 👍👍 you are not crazy or alone. My suggestion would be to mix it up, see if you can incorporate some newness in your life!
Observe without judgement, YES! Don’t get involved with the drama, yes, I’m going to write this down in my journal and use it as my mantra. Yes I ground and soothe, I’ve been going to the park and lying on a tree trunk and looking up at the sky, that is my go-to! I also do a lot of soothing baths with epsom salts and yoga, dancing, listening to music, meditation, yeah I do all of that self-care every single day. I’m going to use that living fire when I go to a social event this weekend as well as protecting myself with a shield, both work. I’ve been hermitting and it has been good to build up my energy system and I’m going to come out and use my power with intention to heal. I INTEND TO HEAL THIS, I WILL HEAL THIS NOW. Thank you Christina you are a powerhouse of healing! xx I FEEL MY POWER, I AM IN THIS RIGHT NOW. NAMASTE!
My spiritual awakening was AMAZING! I could feel myself transforming at a cellular level. It also pushed me into mediumship as I could look at people and instantly hear and see deceased loved ones around them.
Thomas Keets OMG you too. I was warned about upcoming death of loved one. It came true it was sodevestating. So real. Didn’t know this would happen sensitivity is enormous
Mickey Thomas, has it just started for you?
I wasn't aware that I have been picking upon collective consciousness until you mentioned about the crazy, scattered thoughts. Lately, I wake up with great noise in my head that I feel weakened. I have been trying to calm my mind by self soothing first thing..deep breathing..laying in bed, eyes closed for a few more minutes to allow it to pass. It really does a number on a person.
Thank you for the suggestion of wearing fire to burn unwelcome energies, I will definitely work on developing that! You're awesome...❤❤❤
I have been a hermit for the last two years. I went through depression, anxiety, stress. I would be energized one day and lethargic the next. I have always been an empath. I find electric appliances turn off and on during the day and night. I hear voices calling my name. So many of the things you have mentioned. Thank you for unlocking my confusion...🙏🌹💖
I know I'm probably not alone. I felt so happy and I felt so open and connected to everything and I felt like I had to do something but I didn't know what it was. And all of a sudden I feel so lost and confused. If your going through this your not alone.
Light in Love
The sound can see
The light in me
And we are free
Eternally
Where flames can heal
And truths reveal
No dark can steal
The love we feel.
VCH6464 11/19/2019
BE IN PEACE AND PEACE WILL BE IN YOU!!! Namaste!!!
@@duuljaangiseppe4374 Oops..."No dark can steal"...typo...good eye!!! "No, dark can't steal" would work too!!! Appreciate this catch!!! Eyes to see!!! Namaste!!!
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I kept seeing the number 11 everywhere, so I asked for guidance and clicked on this video. I have pretty much experienced everything, all the signs.. It all started with ayahuasca and I'm grateful for this process.
Thank you for confirming I’m not crazy. The last year I seriously thought I was losing it and might have a mental condition. So many emotions and so much isolation. I know I’m about to turn a big corner, too. My dark night of the soul has been happening for 6.5 years now, haha. You are so helpful and I’m so grateful. ❤️🤍🙏🏼
That’s insane. How are you now
Same here, 8 yrs.. joke you good, at least during those years of stress and isolation, I did an awful lot of inner work, crying, meditating, emotions were coming up, so yes it went on for years, but what I know now is wonderful .. hope you’re good 💜💜💜
There are a number of them... I am very sensitive and find myself not able to tolerate low vibrational situations... I try to shine light wherever I go and whoever I come in contact with. I understand that it isn't healthy to look down on others who are not as awakened as u are. That's where I tend to pray to spirit to assist them to help nudge them into the right direction. I can't save everyone, and I won't lose myself at the expense of helping someone else . I have done that to many times. I found this very comforting.... thanks
So much of this resonates with me..the physical symptoms: I'm exhausted and can sleep 16 hours a day...loss of appetite..loss of interest in things that I used to enjoy. Emotionally, feel over overwhelmed by the suffering of All the Beings in the world..human , animal and plants ( trees especially). Just feel so helpless and useless in this world. As I'm getting older, it seems as though my body and mind are deteriorating and there's a sneaking suspicion that I've squandered whatever gifts that I had to help heal the world....or even myself at this point. Sometimes, I just feel like I'm ready to die already, and get it over with. Then I hang out with my friends' dogs or cats...or go for a walk in the woods, then things seem ..."manageable ". I'm intrigued by your concept of coming into our own power. That truly resonates with me, as I've felt powerless for most of my life, almost as if I had to ask permission of others to even be here. Evidently, I really needed to find you/your channel at this point.
Thank you!
My whole life has been tough, I’m now 54. And it still keeps coming!! I am so tired I just want out!! I have four beautiful kids plus three beautiful grandchildren.
My youngest son who is 20 still lives with me but I’m exhausted. I suffer chronic pain in both my legs, from a rare cancer in my hamstring. And 8 weeks of radiation everyday. so I can’t do what t used to do. I’m hoping housing can get me a smaller home cause I just need to be on my own. I have suffered bad mental health for years. I’ve read some other comments and wow we have all been through a lot. We are definitely meant to be here!! Sending you all love and strength!! And I Thank you for your videos. Only found you yesterday but I have learnt a lot. 💞🙏🏻😘💞
Andrew Cummings Thank you for your kind words! I’m praying a smaller home comes soon! My son who lives with me is a narcissist and it can be very hard to heal with him around. I love him dearly but he treats like I’m a piece of crap!! 😔. There are days when I’m strong. But there’s more days that I’m not. 😥
Sending you love. Hope all is going great for you! 💞😃🙏🏻
"give me a hug!" *runs out of frame*
lol You're adorable.
Tyto Alba yes! ♥️
I experienced all of them... Thank you for making me feel like I am not alone.
Since I've found your videos I've found so much comfort in my awakening. I have experienced all 8 and more. At this point I'm trying to figure out exactly when my awakening began. Thank you so very much for all of your insight and in sharing your experience with the world. It's been very difficult for me to talk about it and have anyone take me seriously. A year I lost everything and my son was kidnapped because of my "awakening behaviors". I'm great now but I have a whole new life that doesn't include my child and it's heartbreaking.
So sorry to hear of the loss of your child.
Ii knew for 3 years that my relationship with my daughter had to change so when I finally said I needed that we have been estranged and at this point I don’t see how or if we will reconnect unless her awakening happens and we can heal together.
Blessings to you and I pray that you will somehow someday be reunited with your child.
@@marcyannwhite thank you 😊 just recently he’s been showing signs of awakening, he will send me pictures of hearts that he finds❤️ he’s thinking about moving to Virginia where his sister and I are. Are you back in contact with daughter yet? I will keep you in my thoughts Marcy🙌🏻
I’ve been binge watching your videos and I resonate with everything you’re saying. Your videos are helping me so much!!
Thank you for your guidance ❤
My signs
1.I began having intense dreams which graduated to visions.
2.Anxiety, mental dusturbances, felt anxious, fearful and paranoid thoughts. I thought I was going crazy.
3..I began waking up at 2:22 am later 3:33 am, felt nervous system got hyper-sensitive, felt anxiety.
4.My personality changed and ppl cud see it and told me.
5.I felt lonely, unplugged, disconnected from those around me.
6.Strongly felt Astro projection. I felt I was living in an unreal world.
7.Heart opening, it was overwhelming with all the emotions flooding out.
8.Yes even I learnt to sit back, detach myself and observe as if watching a movie.
I feel like I’m Experiencing 1 through 6 and have a really hard time dealing with it.
Same . I keep seeing 4:44 or 6:44 or 9:44. This anxiety is killing me
I was spiritual before but then in July 2020 I had a spontaneous psychosis out of grief and saw a lot of deeply spiritual things. It rattled me to my core and now I'm convinced I experienced something profound that modern psychiatry cannot explain.
Increased feelings. I shut my feelings down at age 13 due to regular violence by my dad while growing up. After going through the Dark Night of the soul its like my feeling woke up and I feel so much. So much pain and tears with the feelings. It happened at age 61
When we progress to becoming our higher self we need to heal and move on from the old self. Spiritual awakening takes care of it all. Just flow with the cleansing of the old dumped emotions.
@@sb2459 Thank you S B. You are correct. I am dealing with my demons and letting go. It just a very painful process.
I believe art can help a lot when dealing with emotions coming up from the past. For me it has been playing the guitar, journaling and seldom times when I feel a desire to draw something.
Sometimes I feel Sad but happy at the same time... I have a moments in that I perceive too much information, from people around me, from places, even someone else thoughts running in my head, colors, luminous particles that collage in this 3d dimension, it's so much that I can't process with the mind, I've felt that intense fear and I don't know where come from, my days are not the same anymore I see things from another perspective, a deep knowledge that we are part of everything and everything is part of us, there's not divisions anymore... You that are reading this let me tell you You're not lonely, even when you can feel it almost solid, we're together, sharing the same experience in our own way, it doesn't mean that you're alone, I pretty sure that you can feel a super energy running into you that tells you: YOU ARE ENERGY, YOU ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS, OR THAT YOU BELIVE THAT YOU ARE, YOU ARE MORE THAN YOU THINK AND YOU ARE PART OF THE UNIVERSE AND THE UNEVERS IS ALSO PART OF YOU, PART OF YOU HIGHSELF.
ohh Christina... speechless to hear you here.. I'm in 15 years of my chaos in my spiritual awakening.. and now I found your this video.. thank you so much. I'm living in my fire to burning energy vampire right now.. and will get back my power .love you 🙏🙏🙏💖🌸
I am going through intense emotional pain from childhood trauma. I feel I really started to wake up 15 months ago. The despair and anxiety is overwhelming. I don’t know if my heart is opening even though I am facing all of the buried old traumas...? I ache to have relief of the despair....
Gratitude Christina....🙏
I could have written this myself. Despair is really it. It’s so hard. Hang in there my friend. We will come out of this alive and better off.
Thank you Michelle... I understand how you feel... I am here if you need a friend...💚
Spiritual awakening pushes us towards our higher self. To move on from our old self we need to come out clean. All the dumped negative energy is clearing up. Let the divine energy do its work. Just flow with it.
I recently felt a whole lot of these. All my shadows seemed to surface and now I'm like in the killing of the old egoic self process. I changed jobs like 4 times in the last two months and everything (relationships, family frustrated with me etc. Etc.) fell apart. Now I'm just trying to step out and integrate back into taking full responsibility for myself and my choices really for the first time in my life. It's truly been an interesting journey. I got to be grateful and I'm most certainly fortunate to have people behind me helping support me. Much love to the beautiful people out there on this journey and I thoroughly enjoyed the content ma'am!
Thanks for this. I must admit I feel like I am going crazy most of time. It feels like nothing makes sense anymore. It is really hard to find a will to go on when all things I used to relate to seem to be of no value now. You say it is temporary, well, it's been quite a while since I started feeling like this. I seem to be running out of strength, energy or even willingness to do it any further. Anyway, thanks for the video, it is a bit comforting.
Thank you so much for writing this. I feel the exact same.. So I'm not going crazy afer all..
Jak tam sobie teraz radzisz?
@@giannochan Or we're both going crazy ☺ But that is only when assumng the society is sane but is it?
1_ over sensitivity 👍
2_ mental disturbances 😒👍 triggers from past
3_ increased anxiety 👍
4_ personality changes 👍
5 _ disconnected and alone 👍😒
6 _ physical disturbances 👍
7_ astral protection 👍in and out
8_ heart activation 👍 ♥️ I had this before in first activation but fells like someone turned up the volume
Thank you so much for your help it's nice to know I'm not crazy 🤪🤪🤪 and others are experiencing what I am
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Going through a spiritual awakening is what I call “mental adult chicken pox” lol! I literally experienced all of these signs. And I was like yup, here we are we caught the bug. WOKE!! 👀
Not woke thats somthing else. ..awake woken
I was feeling intense joy for a while but during the last two weeks I suddenly feel empty and disinterested in just about everything...sex, material things, interacting with others, etc. I still feel at peace but this empty, depressed feeling has had me concerned and the people around my have noticed that I am not the same. I am glad that it is only temporary. I feel that the best thing I can do is surrender to the experience and trust the process. Everything that happens to me happens for me and for the good of humanity. When I come out the other side I will be more loving and conscious than ever and I will be a healing light to all those around me.
🦋 This is so real. Sincere gratitude! ♥️
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After I had the experience of the awaken I had mental problems like anxiety disorder and depression I started seeing things that nobody else could see I had no mental problems until my 26 -30 nowadays I learned to deal with it or I should say I know everything
I lived almost all the things you said in the video tbh. And since my spiritual awakening I have been also in hospital for more than 5 months. But all good. I mean it’s what it is but yes it’s the best thing that happpened to me
I had psychosis 4 years ago and it was ruled as drug induced, but I know that it was linked to kundalini now and the more I experience the more I believe it. This channel is a godsend
Definitely have been changing. Never been in Hermit mode sooo much and my sleep pattern and appetite have been up and down for months🤦🏽♀️
Hi, My name is Aileen and after 1 year of my spiritual awakening the dark night of the ego is over and yes now I can see that all these mental disturbances were a blessing in disguise of course I can see that now because I'm starting to meditate and I feel more peaceful but yes for me the hardest was the fearful thoughts, the depression, the fear, the isolation and now I know that all these pain and suffering was because the old identity was dying and now I'm able to connect with my real self. Thanks Christina you have helped me so much to have a total acceptance to life.
You are basically describing the entire last year of my life. Careful if you meditate for hours every day and seek Enlightenment ... it will actually work if you keep at it! But, it's not like you thought it would be, with clouds of Buddhas and Bliss. Christina's description is much more accurate.
My spiritual awakening happened just over three years ago. I just finished coming through my "dark night of the soul" and I am exhausted! There are many days where I just want to hermit and rest. I am much more sensitive to the world around me and sometimes give my energy away when out in public. I will use the burning fire technique. I also feel very disconnected and sometimes I do get very emotional. I also at times feel very disillusioned with the world and people around me. At the same time, I have a sense of peace and a feeling that something very good is on the horizon. I'm just thankful to be in this process and to be constantly led to sources of guidance such as your videos, Christina, that help me understand this process.
I don’t think I’m having a spiritual awakening but I still like watching these videos lol
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You more than likely are if your watching these kind of videos xx
Divine Awakening not necessarily. I used to watch a lot of spiritual things and teachers but now after my spiritual awakening i realized I had no clue until now what they were really speaking of. I now know 100%. He would definitely know if he was it hits HARD.
LovelyHealthySpirit it’s took me 10 years of really bad depression, then after mom died last year, I started seeing a cranial lady then I started seeing 11:11, it was only after that I started looking it up xx
Oh you will no fir sure!
im not sure if anyone else feels this way but sometimes during my awakening i feel like im not on track or im not doing well enough, like i easily get blocked. then eventually i become self aware but its like im teetering sometimes between being self aware and being caught up in emotion and worry
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Yep!
thank you so so so much. I go nearly through every point you've discussed
1 - both energy and sensitivity to other dimensions.
2 - sometimes feel like I literally go insane
4 - so true, every part of it
5 - I've started to feel so disconnected from my family, friends and people around
7 - YEEEEAH. I was shocked the first time I've projected. every part o this point is so true
8 - I feel all of those repressed emotions I feel overwhelmed
thank you for this video. I needed it so much.
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Glad im not alone with that insane part.
Especially the bit about opening your heart. You explain it all in such a straightforward and sincere way.
Spiritual awakening is a hard journey. It's ok sometimes you are just alone or helpless like I'm feeling now. But that's OK. Not all the people come through this path. But keep calm you will reconnect again. You might find people don't resonate you or self-doubt. But remember. It's ok. We all go through this process. Keep calm and everything will be alright. Stay positive. It's ok to feel like that at this moment
I don't have a degree. But everything you say, I already know. As you speak, it always feels like a reminder that I know this information already. The biggest block I have is hearing my guides. I get feelings not hearings. I am realizing my dreams are my guides communication. Yes, lots of old wounds come up from this lifetime. Are thoughts of murdering part of past lifetime? I don't visualize. I feel and think these feelings. I still hold anger from family connection. I am, on a daily being conscious about this. Thank you so much. I truly appreciate you.
Thank you Christina!!!! Spirit guided me to you at the beginning of my awakening in May and have experienced all of these symptoms! The past few weeks came the really disturbing thoughts. I will now sit with them as the observer in my power. You are a life saver! I literally thought I was going insane and thought that things had calmed down. Apparently this is part 2! I appreciate you so much!!!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
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I appreciate you. I had my first big one in April and I was a mess. I felt like I was feeling a shift a couple weeks ago and now my brain feels the same as it did last time. I am emotionally a mess, staticky and messy brain, anxiety, depressed, in the middle of letting go of dreams I had and now feeling empty. I instinctively know that the emptiness is room being cleaned out for new things.
- I am isolating more
-overeating this time
-angry, regretful, and learning some harsh lessons
- reflecting a lot
- sleeping is horrible
- I feel like I am going crazy
-racing thoughts and my anxious attachment is back
- I am very very tired
- I realized I no longer feel energetically connected to people
- i have been doing trauma work EMDR and brainspotting and all this new stuff has come up
Thank you again. I needed to hear that.
Oh my gosh,I did think I was going crazy!Sitting here shedding tears of thankfulness and relief.
how are you feeling you wrote this 8 months ago, I hope you receive this and can reply. Much love.
Well... this explains pretty much everything I've been dealing with the past few months. Since I can't go back to sleep, I'm in for the ride. I had my first reiki session today and it was like a gut punch of years/lives of stuffing feelings and fears back down. It was a feeling like nothing I've ever known. But now I understand why.
i know im not healed yet because i cry very easily over lots of things
You're purging. I remember I would cry about anything I thought about. NOW, I can't force a tear out.
Me too omg
My spiritual awakening happened during the hardest part of my life. My girlfriend got pregnant and her family doesn't want her to live with me. It was a nightmare but right now after four years, I recovered. I encountered an empath who helped me through my awaking stage without even mentioning anything about this spiritual stuff. He is a genius old man.
Holy cow. You are so incredible. I'm going through almost all of these!!!
I suffer from depression, anxiety, panic attacks, totally feel paranoid at times, I feel at times that something will happen to my childre or my pets, etc..I went through my past and it came out of nowhere. I remember my dreams since I as long as I can remember. I can't be around people, it's agitating for.
Hermit phase lol. I am only at the parks around me all day every day. Had to scale down work to make myself available to ground so this reaffirms something that created a lot of anxiety for me. Centering myself feels much more important than money at the moment. Thank you Christina 🙏
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Im exactly where you are bro, feels like the next stage
I am riding an avalache, then I am up, then I am down, then I am exhausted, then I am in so much pain I can barely walk, then comes the flashes, like a thousand bats swirling around me and just when I cant take anymore, I collapse on my sofa, put on some relaxing , meditative music and it all calms down. Feel drunk afterwards or like I am awakening from anesthesia, not knowing what just happened.
Thank you Christna, this video helped me understand each stage and how I have to learn to breath, relax and let go. Allow the process to take place without me interfering, detaching.
I'm going through all of them! I'm sharing this video with my loved ones who are worried about me, so that they can understand what I'm going through. Thank you for this video and this channel! I love you. 🤗❤️
I‘m really thankfull for finding your videos today… I am having all kinds of symptoms you described….
I never gave up for 6,5 years but I was almost not able to do anything in this time, just surviving.
Thank your for bringing me some peace and clearness back into my life 🙏🏻
My spiritual awakening I saw letters and numbers on my skin, clothes on walls and I nearly ended up in the mental ward
I feel like I am on a spiritual awakening, but it feels like it’s all happening at once. I switched jobs from a very toxic environment from both the people and job, to a job that I just always wanted. Then I feel like I got a slap in the face of soooo many things hitting me at once. I was sleeping like 18hrs a day if I wasn’t working. I couldn’t stay awake, I kept having all these dreams knowing I am just an observer that I wasn’t the person experiencing it. I accidentally astral projected and I knew I was even though I had never done it before. And even though I have sleeping for the majority of two months. It feels as though I gained an insane amount knowledge. My diet suddenly change at the drop of a hat, my attitude changed, rarely touch social media. I haven’t done anything I love doing, that I still love doing. I can’t tell if I am rushing through, or I am being taught with urgency. It’s an odd feeling to have, because it feels like enough time even though I know it’s not enough time. I am extremely confused.
So the universe brought me here and I can't help but ask... has anyone felt a spiritual awakening since they were a child, but realized it as an adult? I am still trying to navigate this as an adult but I have felt almost everything mentioned in this video, except for the past life flashes.
I have also felt like I had experienced these symptoms and also situations as a child. But I am not sure. I am even unable to confirm that I had felt these all for sure. I need clarification very badly. This confusion is hurting me even more. At once I feel like I have experienced these in childhood but at the same I feel like perhaps not. Whatever the truth is but I am suffering very badly at present.
Before writing my comments I read some comments... and, it is very clear , all have these "symptoms." , as me ( all 8) ! It means, you really save lives (mine too)! I’m 77 years old, and sometimes, or very often, I thought the aging is the cause of my symptoms. I tried to verify…and it wasn’t! I “tested” my mind: reading scientific books, doing complicated mental games, etc. You definitely do a wonderful work for us. One more thing you can do: to speak …about aging and the spiritual awakening
I’ve been getting this intense chest and upper back pain in between my shoulder blades and right where my heart is sometimes and I’ve been checked out 3 times lol blood tests are perfect, x rays are perfect, ekg perfect, so I looked up physical pains during a spiritual awakening and I was so surprised, and relieved, that others feel this when going through the process as well!!!
Oh my God, i went trought that. Its paintful and worrying
Thought forms. Oh ya! I can read people’s thought. I know when they are not being truthful. l rather stay home. Lol.
Disassociate works. All of your video is exactly my experiences. So intense .
Your strategies are perfect.
Thank you.
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