Hi Christina, exactly this is what I am going through while meditating most of the times. I am 100% certain my heart is blocked. I would like to go to Reiki therapy to remove that blockage and to meditate much better. Let me know your thoughts how to remove it and live blissfully
Thank you, Christina. For all your positive encouragement I'm going through a lot right now. So I saved the video. And we'll watch it later. When my thinker is working. Much love and spiritual hug from Silas🌹❤🤸♂️🌻🌆
One day I woke up with a metaphor that really helps me handling the ego. If you compare your body with a car, you (the real you) is the one driving the car and the ego is like the computer in the car. It wants to get you safely to where you want to go. How ever, at some point it decide that the best thing is for it to take over, for safety of course. But it is you and only you that is driving- the computer can never do this because it doesn’t know where you are going, only you know this. So I can listen to my ego because it means well and wants me to be safe, but I always try to go with my feelings. They know where I’m going. I try to be aware🙏🌸
The further I venture into the dark night, the harder all of this work becomes. The trauma uncovered becomes sharper. The emotions are denser and less tolerable. The coping mechanisms start to fail. With each passing week, it becomes harder and harder to push pass the resistance and actually feel. Despite my progress in allowing myself to feel and allowing emotions to pass, it’s as if my soul keeps “upping the ante”. I’m sitting here typing this after hours of bawling (feeling) and emotional eating (bypassing) and bawling and emotional eating and bawling and eating. I have to trust that this is exactly where I need to be, even as I’m bypassing emotions and “blocking” myself half the time. Bypassing and being pessimistic does not mean I’m failing. It’s just a necessary part of this process. The more I judge myself for doing the things mentioned in this video, the louder my ego becomes and the more I feed my pain. Unconditional self-acceptance is where it’s at.
Thank you so much for posting this. I didn't realize I was guilting myself which was stunting my growth. Unconditional love no matter how slow I grow. There are no setbacks just part of the journey.
@@doughboy8894 did the same thing... just the process. I need to remember to not judge! I am enough right at this moment. It’s all in the process... Christina is so uplifting. I immerse myself in these high vibe talks every day No clinging to logic.
I can so much relate , watched this a year ago yet today the pain is great. I’m just so tired today. I know my angels/ guides , guide me here again. Thank you 🙏 Blessings to you all.
We need to eat. Digest and convert it to useability. So take breaks and practice what you have learned. Think about it all the time and constantly ask questions about all of it. This is not a race. We are only given what we can handle and never will we get more than we can handle. The divine knows what we can handle and sometimes it seemed like I was overloading but instead, I stretched and grew because I 100% trusted the Devine.
This makes so much sense! Your insight always comes at the perfect time. Really identify, especially with “clinging to logic”. Spot on. Your love and compassion leaps through the screen ♥️
Trusting without knowing is having FAITH...I heard you say in a former video that you don't believe in faith...but trusting without knowing is Faith...and that is trusting in God or Source Energy... which is FAITH and faith is believing in your Intuition....just saying 😊🤗💖💯
Without fail.. when I feel like I’m going backwards or stuck in fear, I can go to your channel and find the wisdom to help me out of it! You’re an Angel! Thank you Christina 🙏🏻
This is exactly the answer I was just asking the universe for in my meditation session. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video ❤️❤️❤️ Now I'm going to watch it again and take notes.
Instead of me saying “oh my goodnesses I don’t even know who I have become,” it’s my family (mom) saying “who have you become?” And it hurts to hear that because I’m over here doing ALOT of work within to become the best person I can be right now 👍🏼
@@freebird1599 yes, but, is the best for me? Really? Like when somebody says he or she loves you and then punch you on the face?.. 😶🙄🙄 Dont think so...
@@freebird1599 When your mom says she is not your mom anymore because you are too big, and you are in troubles, asking help, and she says that... dont think so... really. Not anymore. Living this since I have 18 years old, not more abuse, just no.
I've got a little post-it not at the foot of my bed. Just says 'grateful' on it. so every morning when I wake up I just go over the things i'm happy for, before I do anything else.
I do catch myself being nostalgic of who I was in the early phase of my awakening as I was so happy and balanced then, or so I like to believe. My faith in life was shaken when I later experienced one difficulty after the other, and my faith in myself similarly went down after experiencing one failure after the other... I love my little team from above though, and I believe in them. I believe in my soul as well and I really want to go along my path and become my true self, so I hold on, but whenever I see myself struggling because of my current low confidence, it's hard to shake away the nostalgia... I know however that the belief in myself I had back then was in a sense borrowed from an external source. It was because I had found out about my team, and I had found peers I felt supported, understood and loved by... It may be that I am to anchor this self confidence within myself now, so that I may stand strong, whether or not my life is harmonious, whether or not people support me... It's very hard at the moment, but it will be wonderful to find that place where I can at last enjoy a strongly rooted belief in myself and faith in life... (Thank you, Christina for these videos that speak to me so much!)
Yes! I relate to your comment a lot thank you! It is about finding the anchor of self acceptance, confidence in your 'being' in the present moment. It is within you, no need to search externally. "Stand in your power". Naturally from here your energy shifts and you are able to handle whatever occurs around you. But also love and good things are more able to occur because therefore you are open to receiving it. The ego can really self sabotage... because I don't know why I am self sabotaging in situations a lot or dwelling and focusing on negative things that have happened in my life . Practicing supportive mantras and gratitude helps a lot!
@@jaanaviit3847 Thank you for your response. I can relate to your words as well... After I read your post yesterday, one especially lingered... Self-acceptance... This one is so important for me right now, and yes, it is certainly one of the keys to rebuilding a healthy self-confidence and anchoring it within myself rather than outside of myself!
My mind/ego whatever is having a tantrum that would put a two year old to shame just now. Gratitude? difficult sometimes, but I am grateful to Christina for putting these videos out that I find incredibly helpful.
Hi Christina, I'm so grateful I found you and your videos. I didn't know what was happening to me and I thought I was losing my mind and was sure I was going to die. I was definitely guided to you and relieved to find all the information I needed to hear. I think my spiritual awakening started after mum died, I had cancer and my kid's dad took his own life. I am finally understanding the healing work that needs to be done is for my greatest good and that my life purpose is to be an energy healer. I was also worried when I suddenly wasn't able to eat a lot of foods like meat and dairy, I had severe reactions that medicine could not explain. I was worried until I saw your video on what you eat and It was exactly the same diet as my body wants, I cried with joy and relief,(I have also lost 60 kg)and feel 20 years younger. You are an amazing comfort to me and I so look forward to you videos, It's like you know what I need to hear and it always comes at the perfect time. Sending love and light.
Thank you for the encouragement. I had what I called an awakening experience about 8 months ago after several people in my life died. I have never been a “tree hugger” however after this awakening everything became brighter, more beautiful, meditating everyday, began feeling love for everything and everyone, wanted to hug people that I didn’t know .. ect .. my wife was pretty freaked out to say the least , she said she thought an old lady crawled up my ass and stole my soul. I went pretty far into myself for months and my wife said “ hey this is great but I’m going to need you to come back to reality and balance this thing as I was completely enveloped in it, seeing synchros all the time, taking pics of flowers and trees. So I agreed that I needed to back off a bit as people were getting pretty concerned that I was losing my mind. Fast forward to now and I am still very aware of what I learned to be the unconsciousness around me however I fall into unconsciousness on a more regular basis that when I was in the thick of the awakening. Some days I feel like it was all a dream as I have let the cares of the world creep back in. Not sure I will ever experience that blissful state again but I’m grateful to have had it. Thanks for what you do!
You MUST DO THIS-WATCH SADGURU'S VIDEOS, I AM JUST HELPING YOU. WHAT YOU FELT LIKE HUGGING TREES, PEOPLE IS VERY COMMON WHEN U REACH THAT STATE OF HIGHER SELF. SADHGURU SAID When u reach there people will call u mad bz u would want hug trees, be around it, feel ecstatic... How people who haven't experienced it can understand it? U need to believe in u! I myself feel like this office, job, the robotic way of people in office is so unreal and why is it important to follow it? Just type Sadhguru videos. You will get a lot of insight, his true love-his wife willingly left her body by meditation and since sadhguru loved her, he let her be, they had a daughter about I think 5 years then.
I'm a classic blocker.. and I tend to run from emotions because sometimes I'm just so overwhelmed I don't know what else to do and feel the answer is never going to come. Often I know the answers but its easy to cling to the familiar no matter how uncomfortable it might be. I'm trying to get better about this.. sitting with the yucky feelings until I feel better with them. Its not easy, like you said, but I keep trying no matter what!
Seriously every time I’m asking the universe and higher ups to please send me guidance and help me get thru this next faze in pops U. EVERY... TIME... U R absolutely 100 present one of my spirit guides so I thank you and am very grateful u pop in. 🙏✌️💜
Oddly, I feel like all these things were me before I started my spiritual awakening. In Jan. 1st of this year I did a shamanic guided meditation and it was so transformative and emotionally charged. I came out of it in tears and KNOWING that I was loved and never alone. I felt true love from my higher self for the first time. Now I feel healed and I'm more positive, less emotional and so, so grateful. Before this I was miserable and crying over past wounds and reactional. Now I feel like I'm in a "waiting period" of some sort. I am waiting I guess for some direction. Thank you Christina for all your help on this journey. ❤️ You are amazing. 🙏
I did an shamanic reiki inner child healing workshop a few weeks ago and it was transformative. A cloud was lifted off of me. Any attachment or abandonment issues that I had that were deeply buried is gone. I feel like a new person, or rather the person I was always supposed to be.
My ego is my biggest enemy.. bc I've always felt people were condescending towards me. I've always been different and never fit in and the older I've become the more I feel like I have to prove that I'm not just a crazy person that people need to "just understand" that "she's different".
I was soooooo blocking my spiritual growth and couldn’t figure out why I was giving love everywhere, but not feeling it. Only feeling down and heavy. I was trying to hold tight to my ego and control it. Thank you so much 💝🙏🏻
By watching this I've realize I've been going through the ego ( I'm all the time saying to my husband that I'm not the same person I was before we got married), logic ( just earlier today I was trying to figure out why I've gotten to where I feel nauseous for no reason), bypassing emotions ( I just recently lost my father and I've kept myself from grieving of it, when the feeling starts coming I suck it up n make myself stop) { which from some where of this is when I've started getting into a spiritual awakening}, negative mindset ( I gotten to the point I'm negative about everything around me especially my relationship with my husband) I feel like I've been in this spiritual awakening for last 2yrs now to the point I've started in the bed this whole most of the time. I'm ready to be able to get through this so I can be able find me n be happy again.
I have to say, when the transition gets physically and mentally uncomfortable, I obsess and gain knowledge, it would slow my heart and ease my thoughts, that's how I found you! Ha! But we are all so different, but man, having you and a few other channels, saved me many a manic day and night! Thank you!
I thought that I was “hallucinating” during isolation. I consulted a life coach who informed me that I am indeed an Empath. Good to know that I have not been crazy my entire life! I started thinking in spiritual terms as a small child. In bed I would feel myself “lifting” out from my heart chakra , but would get frightened because I could not leave my mother alone with her situation.
I honestly went through all of this recently. And I didn't fight it, because I didn't really know what was happening other than I wanted to rid myself of negative energy in my life. Falling into my spiritual awakening has been a great blessing. I feel lighter and more open in my upper body and chest area. I'm so grateful that it has run fairly smooth for me, thus far. Much love and light to you all. May you receive many blessings throughout your journey.
I am definitely blocking my spiritual growth. My ego keeps clinging to old behaviours that destabilise my physical and energetic body, for example eating certain foods that my body reacts negatively to, or even feeling the urge to smoke when I was never a smoker in my life, smoked a cigarette very ocasionally. My mind keeps pushing me into these and I frequently give in and feel terrible afterwards, because then my mind keeps repeating how weak I am and how I will never be good enough and how I keep only doing mistake after mistake. It´s quite horrible the way I put myself down, I just pray I will be able to stop it, it is driving me insane at the moment. Thank you for one more amazing video!
Yes I awakened when I was in my teens, I am undoing the final threads of programming as we speak, I am 42. You see, I have been at this final stage, my ego as it was based around my natal family. I shifted my identity so many times! I am now seeing I do it naturally!woohoo!!!
Okay, I'm stopping right here to share I had an NDE in 2012 & have gone thru many changes w ego. 1st I was a model & identified w beauty. I have gone thru abuse & abandonment issues..all of things associated w no love of myself or self esteem except thru others. I was in a fire & was in a coma for a mo. I suffered a brain injury as well & has taken 8 yrs to recoup mentally & still am. Everything I was I lost. Beauty, smarts. I had to learn absolutely everything over again. My ego was so.out of wack. It takes you down a notch or 2 or 3 having gone thru this. Right now, I'm ok w being burned & the brain injury is getting better every yr..the last 2 yrs have been w out my 2 front teeth & honestly that's been thr kicker. I know I am here to be a beacon of light for all I have been thru. I don't normally share quite this much but I needed to share. I have struggled so much & not looking for any pity. I am a Warrior. I was going to leave my husband & will when the timing is right. It's all interrelated. I'm a survivor of many things. Ty for being a light. I hope to have my own audience one day. You're wonderful
What fun is listening to Christina? I had no coach or mentor. I was on the learn as you go ride. Now l listen to Christina and she is so spot on. Like she is reading the playbook or something.
Yes when i couldnt understand what was happening andi prayed with a positive mindset. My soul stuggled but staying thankful to the Lord gave me strength to endure knowing the Lord only want good for me and my hisband and me staying strong has caused us to grow spiritually so quickly.
#4 negative mindset... yes, I was a negative and pessimistic thinker. I experienced the "awakening" AND the "dark purge/night" in the same 1.5 week. I cannot explain it other than "in order to save myself, I needed my brain to rewire itself into a more positive and optimistic way of thinking." I went through the "dark purge/night" repeatedly saying to myself "you are going to die", "humans are pathetic", "no one will miss you"... on repeat over and over again until something in my head clicked.. like an "aha" moment... and instead of the negative thoughts I started to say out loud "we are going to be okay", "I promise if you help me get through this alive, I will treat you better", "you cannot go on living the way you have been living, there is a better way", "when you wake up, you will feel better"... those were my mantras over and over again. I did not know I was looking for my soul and that I had found her. It's been 6 months since that 1.5 week, and I still am as positive and as optimistic as ever and I am doing "weird" things in my life that I have never thought I would ever do. Thank you Christina for making it easier to find our souls.
I have absolutely been feeling like I am blocking myself from progressing spiritually. I'll make spiritual steps forward and then feel completely blocked. This video is definitely what I need. I know that I am being my own worst enemy. I took notes lol. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I’ve been able to progress in my awakening because I was sooo eager to feel all of my emotions, no matter how “hard” or complicated they were. But putting all of these aside, like always, I have a “aha” moment with every video of you that I watch. At the end you mentioned 2 ways of overcoming negative thoughts, the last one “trusting without knowing”, you just made me realized that God put me through this because he wants me to feel better, to be better; I just started crying so hard and I felt a lot of love, I felt loved by God, this is not a random thing that came to make my life miserable, this has always been because he wants ME to be happy, it is so obvious, but I never realized it before. This is so sweet and beautiful, God is giving me a gift 😭🥰😁, now I have a new possitive thought to hold on whenever I feel in the void again, “God wants me and is helping me to be all I can be”. THANK YOU SO MUCH CHRISTINA!!! 🤗
There are some weeks now, that I am going through a spiritual emergancy, as you said in one of your videos. Yesterday it was really intense and in the evening I was just writing down everything that came up and I wrote that I feel like there is going on a fight inside me. My brain is fighting the needs of my heart, because the brain is afraid of the changes and this is why my heart is acing. So I decided to tell my brain that everything will be much easier if my mind can surrender to my heart, and that it is ok and safe to do this, because my heart knows excactelly what I need. And today my heart is not acing any more and my mind is relaxed. Well, and today there comes this video that explains everything so well! Thank you so much Christina!!!
Yes, I was blocking my spiritual growth until I watched your video. Now I wanna try to be optimistic again and try the solutions you mentioned. Thank you so much beautiful soul.
I am partly blocking myself by trying to understand why I feel so empty in m new apt, After listening to you, I am letting of those thoughts and trusting the universe, thank you
Thank you. Each time I return to your clinic I find that precisely those issues and emotions are addressed that have bubbled up to the surface. You just described my last week. Wondrous alchemy.
My biggest one is the ego. I already told it no with my trust issues. I gotta let it go and realize I can do this as well. Thank you for this video I appreciate it.
I've been BLOCKING MYSELF FOR WEEKS MONTHS. I've made myself sick seeking answer's ugh. You've saved me. Thank you!!!! I mean I also needed to find the diabetes so there was that.
"the truth is seldom beautiful," I have heard it said. I am timid to tell it as it is for fear of hurting my friends. I am "diplomatic" to my hurt, delaying my spiritual growth.
Everything is okay Yes my identity is shifting My ego structures are falling It is all necessary all wonderful I am becoming more of my authentic self Everything is okay I let the ego melt away
I tend to push my emotions deep down and just keep them there. I never thought that I was self sabotaging my growth, but I was never a very open person ever since I was a kid. I just wish I could be able to open up more.
Bom dia Christina I feel a lot of self-resistance and self-sabotage. Yesterday, I had done one of your activations during the morning and later on you came on my medication giving some tips. To be honest I don't remember then, was so real. Thank you for sharing 🌈🙏🏼 obrigada
Totally get the ego thing, yes it sure tries so hard to stay in control and can sneak up on you so easily, old habits!!! But is all so worthwhile to achieve, freedom is such a blessing...Donna
Yes, I have been feeling my growth blocked lately but didn't know why. As soon as you started listing the pesky behaviors I started checking them off one by one. With everything changing all at once my ego is trying to grasp onto anything it can to stabilize my foundation that is only strong because I've patched every weak area with cement. Without the cement, the foundation would quickly crumble. Negative mindset has been a lifelong battle, but I've done a lot of work on it the past two months. Time to get back to that and to the healing that still needs to occur.
I cannot thank you enough for this video Christina! You have no idea how hard my awakening has been and how painful its been to stay stagnant for years and not know what else I'm supposed to do to help myself. I got so many answers in this video
This is treasure. You have described this so exactly, I thought I was getting mentally ill, I’m so overjoyed that I can allow or even invite these shifts now that I know it’s part of such an amazing natural process. I’ve learned so much here thank you
This is so hard for me my ego has broken down and came back so many times thanks for the awareness. I'm 6 years in my spiritual awakening thank you again so much.
I definitly feel like ive been blocking my spiritual growth, I feel that im not being so gentle towards myself, i feel that my ego just wants to control it also says that it doesnt need to change that im Fine just the way I am im guessing it just wants approval. It even freaks out when I stop myself from compulsivly seeking out the answer via youtube and any other site that involve knowledge as to what it is that Im going through or what can I do to change my life it say NO NO NO I NEED CONTROL I NEED CONTROL repeatedly, its been very stressful for the past couple of years just dealing with this and fighting with it I realized from her other video that the ego is just someone who is trying to protect you and keep you safe from other people hurting you as well as yourself and I feel that I do use logic a lot when it comes to having an arguement and always trying to be correct about things I know that I often escape to go watch self help videos and numb my emotional pain instead of dealing with it head on i know that I struggle with a negative mindset that is no longer serving me at all I know that I need to practice self love and being gentle and kind instead of harsh I constantly fight with my mother and I dont like fighting with her because it just causes anxiety for both of us i feel that I am a piece of shit to her to the point where she doesnt want to be around me and often im by myself and I choose to be by myself and not trust anyone because I feel that I cant trust anyone and have the fear that ill be hurt by people and be treated like garbage I would often daydream and procrastinate alot because I feel that reality is just too painfull to deal with i would procrastinate and put thing that I know that I need or want to get done but never really can get done I feel that im just angry at people i have all of this rage within that just needs to be released I feel that Im also carrying a lot of worry and stress to a point where I feel pain in certain areas of my body i feel like i dont belong anywhere and have no friends i feel that im being consumed by my ego and I have to type this comment when literally i know that theres a choice for everything I know I feel that I just want approval from everyone I am often told by my mother that I make excuses for my own actions and that I blame others i also feel that I do that in a way where I blame my ego and daydreaming and also what im going through for not getting stuff done or for my behaivor I also feel that I dont even want to write this comment but i decided to do it anyway that but I know that I can at this to the best of my ability and use some of the tips that from this video to help change the circumstances of the life that I have or I am currently living right now as im typing this comment I feel very uncomfortable so I apologize for not going into a lot of detail I just feel like im forcing myself to do this which is very dreadful but im choosing to live a better life and to dicontinue prolonging my suffering and to atleast make an effort towards change.
the thing is that when somebody goes through depression and anxiety (from not having FORGIVEN somebody that has hurt them) it may be pretty difficult to be grateful. perhaps if I wouldn't have been so darn stubborn and just trusted the Universe that this was for the good, maybe I wouldn't have lost so many years in self loathing and pain. but the past is gone and here I am, quite a different person after having forgiven somebody that made my life a living hell. I am not grateful for all those painful years when I was abused but perhaps one day I will. I now trust that some good will get out of those years of anguish. thank you Tina for the work and the effort you put into these videos, they helped me a lot. and I believe there are so many that can say this.
Yup. Stuck in logic right now. Ego desperate to hold on to something cause it feels so fleeting. Even though I’ve been in this for 3 years my mind is like. “Maybe something else is wrong with you” Also because sooooo much emotional release. Learning to give myself a few meditation sessions a day where I’m just sitting in the feelings. Yucky!
Trusting without knowing: I do improvisationtheatre for 12 years now and I guess, I train my trust over all the years. In a good room with good people, it can be a like a rehearsel for the real life. That's why i love spolins improtheatre for therapy. I had same winnings in dancing and art therapy hours. I think it can help to feel self-efective in a way which can't go "wrong" - only expressing yourself. Go with the flow!
I found this video right when I needed it. I definitely knew somehow I was blocking my own growth but couldn't quite put my finger on it so thank you for explaining it so perfectly! I also need to tell myself that self care is taking my depression/anxiety meds to help me function for everyday life but I was being so hard on myself that I couldn't be normal without them, thus started that negative self talk of "I can't do this, everyone hates me, I'm not good enough for this, you can't be spiritual AND take meds.." etc. One thing I'm really struggling with though is trusting and loving myself. I'll work through it. Thank you for your videos ❤️
Thanks for your video. I try to do my best not to fall back there where I woked up. This virus time is getting my energy down. Its a rollercoaster now. Keep it positive! ❤️
negative mindset is so hard to get rid of. I succeeded last year for the first time in my life but it’s hitting me hard again this year which felt like every thing i tried was wrong. i hope i can deal with it again.
My ego is very stubborn right now. It's trying to make me click out of the video. It's giving me a headache, making it hard to focus, making my anxiety act up, and making my ADHD act up. I'm fighting my ego but this ego WILL die.
I needed to hear this! Thank you Christina for always coming though with such beautiful wisdom. I am in the middle of a huge identity shift... transitioning careers... about to leave my job of 7 years to walk fearlessly into the unknown. Thank you for your loving support!
Dear Christina, exactly what I needed to hear right now! Yes, my ego is doing it's best to keep me from shifting my identity. Thank you soo much for this video ❤🤩🤗🌻
My weakness is clinging to logic. I used to look for logical explanations for everything, every change or signs in my life. I said to myself " it did not make sense", " I can't be real", "there's no real proof for it". I realized that those beliefs have prevented me from changing and becoming a better self, better person. Now, instead of looking for a logical answer, I listen to my inner self and let things come naturally. Thanks for sharing.
I'm definitely clinging to logic. I remembered an entire past life, vividly, out of the blue. It was a relatively recent & fact-checkable life, but I haven't found any sign of my "past self" or the important people around me existing. The lack of verification has upended my entire spiritual path, and I've started veering into nihilism. I'm convinced at this point that I have serious mental health issues. It's an awful feeling, but I have no idea how to get myself out of it. If the biggest "spiritual" breakthrough I've ever had isn't grounded in reality, how is any of it? I have plenty of trauma that would explain why I'd make up a separate life for myself, so without confirmation I just can't trust my sanity. If I'd remembered some vague, distant life I'd be in the clear. Instead, now I struggle to believe in anything at all.
Christina, letting go of old identity is what slows me. I spent my life as “unconditional love”. I’m torn between owning the “rockstar” persona deep within me that’s busting to be set free & the me who had an NDE at age 2 telling me my role was to create a safe space for others to love and forgive. The internal struggle has lowered my energy, caused “burnout” and at the moment has me very confused and exhausted (in all areas of well-being). Ii relinquished doing anything unrelated to health. Like you, it’s been 5 yrs since I left nursing to share the healings I learned to turn trauma to love. Im pretty good at bending my reality with my deep connection with my higher power. How do I step into an identity of “me” when Ive spent 6 decades as “we”. Thank you! With love, gratitude and heart💕 Leslie
Funny how you were talking about resisting identity shifts because this morning I had a dream and my ego was making negative comments. So I did some gratitude mantras and the ego stopped ranting. Thank you for your timely and very helpful video x
Yes I'm sabotaging my spiritual growth, particularly by, resisting identity shifts and having a negative mindset. Thank you so much for your help with this Christina, love your posts, Adele 😍
at some point of this video i had tears in my eyes. i am grateful because i am not this negative person anymore! it felt awful when i was. and now i look back and dont feel this specific pain of negativity. its wonderful. i couldnt imagine this a year ago.
Thank you so much! This morning i woke up scared that my personality is desintegrating and I there are signs that I may get divorced when the awakening is complete. I was in panic. And you videos are so soothing. I do need to trust more.
Thank you for another very relevant video !!!! My key item is #3 emotional bypassing - you explain it so well and my challenge is ‘l will FEEL what I need to FEEL’
I definitely don't want to do anything that prolonges this process. I realized recently that I was going through this process after years.... I am perimenopausal which hasn't helped. I am tired, but grateful that I know what's going on. I am working on a more positive mindset, fortunately I remembered that the universe provides what we need when we really need it. I am working through the the "other shoe is going to drop" a little, things have been hard, but I feel a new beginning is on the horizon. I am learning to be patient and not try to control everything knowing that I just need to let it come to me. I sometimes try too hard, learning to relax, especially with learning to meditate...
This is great! I love how you communicate the places we get stuck because, sometimes, hearing someone describe the stickiness of types of thinking is all it takes for me to become conscious of my stuck thinking and that consciousness is the biggest step. And the practical “what to do about it” help is so fantastic. We’re all DIY’ing our ascension and it’s comforting and affirming to have teachers who get it because they’ve lived it. Thank you!
Thanks for the great video Christina! What you talked about reminds me of what I was struggling with last summer. I loved the two mantras you shared: "Everything is revealed in due time." and "I will feel what I need to feel." 💕
Yep. i feel i am absolutely stuck with my ego trying to remain control and explain everything..... i am frantic.... feeling like i have wasted so much time and am under the gun to figure this out before time runs out....It’s freaking me out! Thank you and i will use the mantra you mentioned..... all will be reveal in due time....i trust this and will go with the flow! Thank You!
You asked if we feel like we're holding our self back right now. Balkrishna I'm watching your video and that is very uplifting and very needed. You are very helpful you explain yourself well they also can tell that you have taken your profession very seriously you humbled yourself brought a great character Outlook approach. That is an inspiration to me to know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I am going to get through this. I am grateful but I have come across your videos. I am dedicated to have a better lifestyle for myself. I am strong. I am going to get stronger with help from you. I am crawling out of this ditch that I allowed myself to get in to. I am taking responsibility for my movements forward in life. I am so very proud love what you've done with your life. With love James
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Hi Christina, exactly this is what I am going through while meditating most of the times. I am 100% certain my heart is blocked. I would like to go to Reiki therapy to remove that blockage and to meditate much better. Let me know your thoughts how to remove it and live blissfully
By the way I love your videos, you are a life saver 😍
The timing and necessity of this video is divine. Thank You Christina!
Thank you, Christina. For all your positive encouragement I'm going through a lot right now. So I saved the video. And we'll watch it later. When my thinker is working. Much love and spiritual hug from Silas🌹❤🤸♂️🌻🌆
My new mantra to practice is, "I trust that there is a reason for so many changes all at once."
Love that !
Yes, that's a good one.
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I like that! Thank you!
Love this 💖
One day I woke up with a metaphor that really helps me handling the ego. If you compare your body with a car, you (the real you) is the one driving the car and the ego is like the computer in the car. It wants to get you safely to where you want to go. How ever, at some point it decide that the best thing is for it to take over, for safety of course. But it is you and only you that is driving- the computer can never do this because it doesn’t know where you are going, only you know this.
So I can listen to my ego because it means well and wants me to be safe, but I always try to go with my feelings. They know where I’m going. I try to be aware🙏🌸
I love this. Thank you for sharing. It really helped me understand better. 💖
Excellent metaphor. Thank you !!! :)))
Love this! Thank you!💖
This was beautiful, such a great metaphor!
this is really helpful, thank you for sharing!
The further I venture into the dark night, the harder all of this work becomes. The trauma uncovered becomes sharper. The emotions are denser and less tolerable. The coping mechanisms start to fail. With each passing week, it becomes harder and harder to push pass the resistance and actually feel. Despite my progress in allowing myself to feel and allowing emotions to pass, it’s as if my soul keeps “upping the ante”. I’m sitting here typing this after hours of bawling (feeling) and emotional eating (bypassing) and bawling and emotional eating and bawling and eating. I have to trust that this is exactly where I need to be, even as I’m bypassing emotions and “blocking” myself half the time. Bypassing and being pessimistic does not mean I’m failing. It’s just a necessary part of this process. The more I judge myself for doing the things mentioned in this video, the louder my ego becomes and the more I feed my pain.
Unconditional self-acceptance is where it’s at.
Thank you so much for posting this. I didn't realize I was guilting myself which was stunting my growth. Unconditional love no matter how slow I grow. There are no setbacks just part of the journey.
@@doughboy8894 did the same thing... just the process.
I need to remember to not judge! I am enough right at this moment.
It’s all in the process...
Christina is so uplifting. I immerse myself in these high vibe talks every day
No clinging to logic.
I can so much relate , watched this a year ago yet today the pain is great. I’m just so tired today. I know my angels/ guides , guide me here again. Thank you 🙏 Blessings to you all.
We need to eat. Digest and convert it to useability. So take breaks and practice what you have learned. Think about it all the time and constantly ask questions about all of it. This is not a race. We are only given what we can handle and never will we get more than we can handle. The divine knows what we can handle and sometimes it seemed like I was overloading but instead, I stretched and grew because I 100% trusted the Devine.
Just wow. I over ate yesterday. Threw it all up… Life seems perfect. But not with me. Not yet anyway … Thank you…..
Yes..when we trust the universe it blesses us with people like you who are there to help us through the journey...Thanks a lot
This makes so much sense! Your insight always comes at the perfect time. Really identify, especially with “clinging to logic”. Spot on. Your love and compassion leaps through the screen ♥️
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Yes! "Clinging to knowledge" -Perfect.
Trusting without knowing is having FAITH...I heard you say in a former video that you don't believe in faith...but trusting without knowing is Faith...and that is trusting in God or Source Energy... which is FAITH and faith is believing in your Intuition....just saying 😊🤗💖💯
Without fail.. when I feel like I’m going backwards or stuck in fear, I can go to your channel and find the wisdom to help me out of it! You’re an Angel! Thank you Christina 🙏🏻
Hey...!! Even I do that 🤗 the place where we can get solution...😊
This is exactly the answer I was just asking the universe for in my meditation session. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for making this video ❤️❤️❤️ Now I'm going to watch it again and take notes.
Good idea, I think I'll do the same. Check out Edward Griffen on individism. Be careful which group's influence you dear soul. Namaste.
Lol! I love when that happens! A real tangible answer to a inner question! ❤️🙏
Instead of me saying “oh my goodnesses I don’t even know who I have become,” it’s my family (mom) saying “who have you become?” And it hurts to hear that because I’m over here doing ALOT of work within to become the best person I can be right now 👍🏼
Just don't second guess your self, hang in there
Luli Sissy I’m so sorry you are feeling sad about it. I’m sure your mom loves you and wants the best for you!
@@freebird1599 yes, but, is the best for me? Really?
Like when somebody says he or she loves you and then punch you on the face?.. 😶🙄🙄 Dont think so...
@@freebird1599 When your mom says she is not your mom anymore because you are too big, and you are in troubles, asking help, and she says that... dont think so... really. Not anymore. Living this since I have 18 years old, not more abuse, just no.
Luli Sissy I’m so sorry you have had to endure such pain and suffering. I hope you can heal and get out of the situation because nobody deserves that.
I've got a little post-it not at the foot of my bed. Just says 'grateful' on it. so every morning when I wake up I just go over the things i'm happy for, before I do anything else.
I do catch myself being nostalgic of who I was in the early phase of my awakening as I was so happy and balanced then, or so I like to believe. My faith in life was shaken when I later experienced one difficulty after the other, and my faith in myself similarly went down after experiencing one failure after the other... I love my little team from above though, and I believe in them. I believe in my soul as well and I really want to go along my path and become my true self, so I hold on, but whenever I see myself struggling because of my current low confidence, it's hard to shake away the nostalgia... I know however that the belief in myself I had back then was in a sense borrowed from an external source. It was because I had found out about my team, and I had found peers I felt supported, understood and loved by... It may be that I am to anchor this self confidence within myself now, so that I may stand strong, whether or not my life is harmonious, whether or not people support me... It's very hard at the moment, but it will be wonderful to find that place where I can at last enjoy a strongly rooted belief in myself and faith in life... (Thank you, Christina for these videos that speak to me so much!)
Yes! I relate to your comment a lot thank you! It is about finding the anchor of self acceptance, confidence in your 'being' in the present moment. It is within you, no need to search externally. "Stand in your power". Naturally from here your energy shifts and you are able to handle whatever occurs around you. But also love and good things are more able to occur because therefore you are open to receiving it. The ego can really self sabotage... because I don't know why I am self sabotaging in situations a lot or dwelling and focusing on negative things that have happened in my life . Practicing supportive mantras and gratitude helps a lot!
@@jaanaviit3847 Thank you for your response. I can relate to your words as well... After I read your post yesterday, one especially lingered... Self-acceptance... This one is so important for me right now, and yes, it is certainly one of the keys to rebuilding a healthy self-confidence and anchoring it within myself rather than outside of myself!
@@sophiestj Yes indeed! Thank you and all the best on your inner journey!
@@jaanaviit3847 All the best on your Journey as well! :)
Really amazing video!
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“Only in my deep meditation do I come to know who I truly am.” Sri Chinmoy
My mind/ego whatever is having a tantrum that would put a two year old to shame just now. Gratitude? difficult sometimes, but I am grateful to Christina for putting these videos out that I find incredibly helpful.
Hi Christina, I'm so grateful I found you and your videos. I didn't know what was happening to me and I thought I was losing my mind and was sure I was going to die. I was definitely guided to you and relieved to find all the information I needed to hear. I think my spiritual awakening started after mum died, I had cancer and my kid's dad took his own life. I am finally understanding the healing work that needs to be done is for my greatest good and that my life purpose is to be an energy healer. I was also worried when I suddenly wasn't able to eat a lot of foods like meat and dairy, I had severe reactions that medicine could not explain. I was worried until I saw your video on what you eat and It was exactly the same diet as my body wants, I cried with joy and relief,(I have also lost 60 kg)and feel 20 years younger. You are an amazing comfort to me and I so look forward to you videos, It's like you know what I need to hear and it always comes at the perfect time.
Sending love and light.
Thank you for the encouragement. I had what I called an awakening experience about 8 months ago after several people in my life died. I have never been a “tree hugger” however after this awakening everything became brighter, more beautiful, meditating everyday, began feeling love for everything and everyone, wanted to hug people that I didn’t know .. ect .. my wife was pretty freaked out to say the least , she said she thought an old lady crawled up my ass and stole my soul. I went pretty far into myself for months and my wife said “ hey this is great but I’m going to need you to come back to reality and balance this thing as I was completely enveloped in it, seeing synchros all the time, taking pics of flowers and trees. So I agreed that I needed to back off a bit as people were getting pretty concerned that I was losing my mind. Fast forward to now and I am still very aware of what I learned to be the unconsciousness around me however I fall into unconsciousness on a more regular basis that when I was in the thick of the awakening. Some days I feel like it was all a dream as I have let the cares of the world creep back in. Not sure I will ever experience that blissful state again but I’m grateful to have had it. Thanks for what you do!
I love the awakening stage......
DJ L I’m just trying to figure out how to get there again lol
Those ppl are not aligned to your higher self never change who you are either they accept your journey or they don’t
You MUST DO THIS-WATCH SADGURU'S VIDEOS, I AM JUST HELPING YOU.
WHAT YOU FELT LIKE HUGGING TREES, PEOPLE IS VERY COMMON WHEN U REACH THAT STATE OF HIGHER SELF. SADHGURU SAID When u reach there people will call u mad bz u would want hug trees, be around it, feel ecstatic... How people who haven't experienced it can understand it? U need to believe in u!
I myself feel like this office, job, the robotic way of people in office is so unreal and why is it important to follow it? Just type Sadhguru videos. You will get a lot of insight, his true love-his wife willingly left her body by meditation and since sadhguru loved her, he let her be, they had a daughter about I think 5 years then.
@@SangeetaKumari-oj9xz thanks I am subbed to sadhguru
I'm a classic blocker.. and I tend to run from emotions because sometimes I'm just so overwhelmed I don't know what else to do and feel the answer is never going to come. Often I know the answers but its easy to cling to the familiar no matter how uncomfortable it might be. I'm trying to get better about this.. sitting with the yucky feelings until I feel better with them. Its not easy, like you said, but I keep trying no matter what!
Omg I totally said that. I was totally identified by my childhood trauma and when I got rid of it my ego was not happy 🙃 but much better now.
"Everything is revealed in due time." I love this!! 🙏
Seriously every time I’m asking the universe and higher ups to please send me guidance and help me get thru this next faze in pops U. EVERY... TIME... U R absolutely 100 present one of my spirit guides so I thank you and am very grateful u pop in. 🙏✌️💜
Oddly, I feel like all these things were me before I started my spiritual awakening. In Jan. 1st of this year I did a shamanic guided meditation and it was so transformative and emotionally charged. I came out of it in tears and KNOWING that I was loved and never alone. I felt true love from my higher self for the first time. Now I feel healed and I'm more positive, less emotional and so, so grateful. Before this I was miserable and crying over past wounds and reactional. Now I feel like I'm in a "waiting period" of some sort. I am waiting I guess for some direction. Thank you Christina for all your help on this journey. ❤️ You are amazing. 🙏
I did an shamanic reiki inner child healing workshop a few weeks ago and it was transformative. A cloud was lifted off of me. Any attachment or abandonment issues that I had that were deeply buried is gone. I feel like a new person, or rather the person I was always supposed to be.
My ego is my biggest enemy.. bc I've always felt people were condescending towards me. I've always been different and never fit in and the older I've become the more I feel like I have to prove that I'm not just a crazy person that people need to "just understand" that "she's different".
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I was soooooo blocking my spiritual growth and couldn’t figure out why I was giving love everywhere, but not feeling it. Only feeling down and heavy. I was trying to hold tight to my ego and control it. Thank you so much 💝🙏🏻
"If you're going to process the emotions at some point, why not today?" I like this question, it hits home for me. Thanks Christina.
By watching this I've realize I've been going through the ego ( I'm all the time saying to my husband that I'm not the same person I was before we got married), logic ( just earlier today I was trying to figure out why I've gotten to where I feel nauseous for no reason), bypassing emotions ( I just recently lost my father and I've kept myself from grieving of it, when the feeling starts coming I suck it up n make myself stop) { which from some where of this is when I've started getting into a spiritual awakening}, negative mindset ( I gotten to the point I'm negative about everything around me especially my relationship with my husband) I feel like I've been in this spiritual awakening for last 2yrs now to the point I've started in the bed this whole most of the time. I'm ready to be able to get through this so I can be able find me n be happy again.
I'm glad somsthing is helping you out 💛you're going to get through this and become stronger than you were yesterday.
I have to say, when the transition gets physically and mentally uncomfortable, I obsess and gain knowledge, it would slow my heart and ease my thoughts, that's how I found you! Ha! But we are all so different, but man, having you and a few other channels, saved me many a manic day and night! Thank you!
The positive, grateful self-talk is hard to do, but I like the way you explain it, it's very helpful.Thank you !
I thought that I was “hallucinating” during isolation. I consulted a life coach who informed me that I am indeed an Empath. Good to know that I have not been crazy my entire life! I started thinking in spiritual terms as a small child. In bed I would feel myself “lifting” out from my heart chakra , but would get frightened because I could not leave my mother alone with her situation.
7:50 that was exactly I was doing - aggressively googling trying to find out why I felt what I felt 🤭 thanks Christina!
I honestly went through all of this recently. And I didn't fight it, because I didn't really know what was happening other than I wanted to rid myself of negative energy in my life. Falling into my spiritual awakening has been a great blessing. I feel lighter and more open in my upper body and chest area. I'm so grateful that it has run fairly smooth for me, thus far. Much love and light to you all. May you receive many blessings throughout your journey.
I am definitely blocking my spiritual growth. My ego keeps clinging to old behaviours that destabilise my physical and energetic body, for example eating certain foods that my body reacts negatively to, or even feeling the urge to smoke when I was never a smoker in my life, smoked a cigarette very ocasionally. My mind keeps pushing me into these and I frequently give in and feel terrible afterwards, because then my mind keeps repeating how weak I am and how I will never be good enough and how I keep only doing mistake after mistake. It´s quite horrible the way I put myself down, I just pray I will be able to stop it, it is driving me insane at the moment. Thank you for one more amazing video!
Yes I awakened when I was in my teens, I am undoing the final threads of programming as we speak, I am 42.
You see, I have been at this final stage, my ego as it was based around my natal family.
I shifted my identity so many times! I am now seeing I do it naturally!woohoo!!!
Okay, I'm stopping right here to share I had an NDE in 2012 & have gone thru many changes w ego. 1st I was a model & identified w beauty. I have gone thru abuse & abandonment issues..all of things associated w no love of myself or self esteem except thru others. I was in a fire & was in a coma for a mo. I suffered a brain injury as well & has taken 8 yrs to recoup mentally & still am. Everything I was I lost. Beauty, smarts. I had to learn absolutely everything over again. My ego was so.out of wack. It takes you down a notch or 2 or 3 having gone thru this. Right now, I'm ok w being burned & the brain injury is getting better every yr..the last 2 yrs have been w out my 2 front teeth & honestly that's been thr kicker. I know I am here to be a beacon of light for all I have been thru. I don't normally share quite this much but I needed to share. I have struggled so much & not looking for any pity. I am a Warrior. I was going to leave my husband & will when the timing is right. It's all interrelated. I'm a survivor of many things. Ty for being a light. I hope to have my own audience one day. You're wonderful
What fun is listening to Christina? I had no coach or mentor. I was on the learn as you go ride. Now l listen to Christina and she is so spot on. Like she is reading the playbook or something.
Yes when i couldnt understand what was happening andi prayed with a positive mindset. My soul stuggled but staying thankful to the Lord gave me strength to endure knowing the Lord only want good for me and my hisband and me staying strong has caused us to grow spiritually so quickly.
#4 negative mindset... yes, I was a negative and pessimistic thinker. I experienced the "awakening" AND the "dark purge/night" in the same 1.5 week. I cannot explain it other than "in order to save myself, I needed my brain to rewire itself into a more positive and optimistic way of thinking." I went through the "dark purge/night" repeatedly saying to myself "you are going to die", "humans are pathetic", "no one will miss you"... on repeat over and over again until something in my head clicked.. like an "aha" moment... and instead of the negative thoughts I started to say out loud "we are going to be okay", "I promise if you help me get through this alive, I will treat you better", "you cannot go on living the way you have been living, there is a better way", "when you wake up, you will feel better"... those were my mantras over and over again. I did not know I was looking for my soul and that I had found her. It's been 6 months since that 1.5 week, and I still am as positive and as optimistic as ever and I am doing "weird" things in my life that I have never thought I would ever do. Thank you Christina for making it easier to find our souls.
I have absolutely been feeling like I am blocking myself from progressing spiritually. I'll make spiritual steps forward and then feel completely blocked. This video is definitely what I need. I know that I am being my own worst enemy. I took notes lol. Thank you, thank you, thank you!
I’ve been able to progress in my awakening because I was sooo eager to feel all of my emotions, no matter how “hard” or complicated they were. But putting all of these aside, like always, I have a “aha” moment with every video of you that I watch. At the end you mentioned 2 ways of overcoming negative thoughts, the last one “trusting without knowing”, you just made me realized that God put me through this because he wants me to feel better, to be better; I just started crying so hard and I felt a lot of love, I felt loved by God, this is not a random thing that came to make my life miserable, this has always been because he wants ME to be happy, it is so obvious, but I never realized it before. This is so sweet and beautiful, God is giving me a gift 😭🥰😁, now I have a new possitive thought to hold on whenever I feel in the void again, “God wants me and is helping me to be all I can be”. THANK YOU SO MUCH CHRISTINA!!! 🤗
Wow that's so beautiful 😍😍😍
There are some weeks now, that I am going through a spiritual emergancy, as you said in one of your videos. Yesterday it was really intense and in the evening I was just writing down everything that came up and I wrote that I feel like there is going on a fight inside me. My brain is fighting the needs of my heart, because the brain is afraid of the changes and this is why my heart is acing. So I decided to tell my brain that everything will be much easier if my mind can surrender to my heart, and that it is ok and safe to do this, because my heart knows excactelly what I need. And today my heart is not acing any more and my mind is relaxed. Well, and today there comes this video that explains everything so well! Thank you so much Christina!!!
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OMG thank you, I was wondering about waking up with sad feelings. It's like "what's wrong with me?"
Yes, I was blocking my spiritual growth until I watched your video. Now I wanna try to be optimistic again and try the solutions you mentioned. Thank you so much beautiful soul.
Girlll!!! You are so smart. I can’t tell you how on point you are and how much you are helping me in my spiritual awakening!!!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜💜
I am partly blocking myself by trying to understand why I feel so empty in m new apt, After listening to you, I am letting of those thoughts and trusting the universe, thank you
All 4 of those resonate with me and i am following the solutions intuitively. Thank you for this video ... perfect timing 🙌🙏❤
Thank you. Each time I return to your clinic I find that precisely those issues and emotions are addressed that have bubbled up to the surface. You just described my last week. Wondrous alchemy.
My biggest one is the ego. I already told it no with my trust issues. I gotta let it go and realize I can do this as well. Thank you for this video I appreciate it.
We are really very glad to have you💙
I've been BLOCKING MYSELF FOR WEEKS MONTHS. I've made myself sick seeking answer's ugh. You've saved me. Thank you!!!! I mean I also needed to find the diabetes so there was that.
"the truth is seldom beautiful," I have heard it said. I am timid to tell it as it is for fear of hurting my friends. I am "diplomatic" to my hurt, delaying my spiritual growth.
I love the 'trusting without knowing' ~!! I don't know why - but I always trusted my process.
Everything is okay
Yes my identity is shifting
My ego structures are falling
It is all necessary all wonderful
I am becoming more of my authentic self
Everything is okay I let the ego melt away
I tend to push my emotions deep down and just keep them there. I never thought that I was self sabotaging my growth, but I was never a very open person ever since I was a kid. I just wish I could be able to open up more.
Great ...let's be grateful .Can't be better than on helping us reminded to trusting without knowing. Alhamdulilah!
Everyday i am grateful that i become a better person than yesterday
I love the mantra "everything will be revealed in time".
Bom dia Christina I feel a lot of self-resistance and self-sabotage. Yesterday, I had done one of your activations during the morning and later on you came on my medication giving some tips. To be honest I don't remember then, was so real. Thank you for sharing 🌈🙏🏼 obrigada
Totally get the ego thing, yes it sure tries so hard to stay in control and can sneak up on you so easily, old habits!!! But is all so worthwhile to achieve, freedom is such a blessing...Donna
Yes, I have been feeling my growth blocked lately but didn't know why. As soon as you started listing the pesky behaviors I started checking them off one by one. With everything changing all at once my ego is trying to grasp onto anything it can to stabilize my foundation that is only strong because I've patched every weak area with cement. Without the cement, the foundation would quickly crumble. Negative mindset has been a lifelong battle, but I've done a lot of work on it the past two months. Time to get back to that and to the healing that still needs to occur.
I cannot thank you enough for this video Christina! You have no idea how hard my awakening has been and how painful its been to stay stagnant for years and not know what else I'm supposed to do to help myself. I got so many answers in this video
This is treasure. You have described this so exactly, I thought I was getting mentally ill, I’m so overjoyed that I can allow or even invite these shifts now that I know it’s part of such an amazing natural process. I’ve learned so much here thank you
This is so hard for me my ego has broken down and came back so many times thanks for the awareness. I'm 6 years in my spiritual awakening thank you again so much.
I definitly feel like ive been blocking my spiritual growth, I feel that im not being so gentle towards myself, i feel that my ego just wants to control it also says that it doesnt need to change that im
Fine just the way I am im guessing it just wants approval. It even freaks out when I stop myself from compulsivly seeking out the answer via youtube and any other site that involve knowledge as to what it is that Im going through or what can I do to change my life it say NO NO NO I NEED CONTROL I NEED CONTROL repeatedly, its been very stressful for the past couple of years just dealing with this and fighting with it I realized from her other video that the ego is just someone who is trying to protect you and keep you safe from other people hurting you as well as yourself and I feel that I do use logic a lot when it comes to having an arguement and always trying to be correct about things I know that I often escape to go watch self help videos and numb my emotional pain instead of dealing with it head on i know that I struggle with a negative mindset that is no longer serving me at all I know that I need to practice self love and being gentle and kind instead of harsh I constantly fight with my mother and I dont like fighting with her because it just causes anxiety for both of us i feel that I am a piece of shit to her to the point where she doesnt want to be around me and often im by myself and I choose to be by myself and not trust anyone because I feel that I cant trust anyone and have the fear that ill be hurt by people and be treated like garbage I would often daydream and procrastinate alot because I feel that reality is just too painfull to deal with i would procrastinate and put thing that I know that I need or want to get done but never really can get done I feel that im just angry at people i have all of this rage within that just needs to be released I feel that Im also carrying a lot of worry and stress to a point where I feel pain in certain areas of my body i feel like i dont belong anywhere and have no friends i feel that im being consumed by my ego and I have to type this comment when literally i know that theres a choice for everything I know I feel that I just want approval from everyone I am often told by my mother that I make excuses for my own actions and that I blame others i also feel that I do that in a way where I blame my ego and daydreaming and also what im going through for not getting stuff done or for my behaivor I also feel that I dont even want to write this comment but i decided to do it anyway that but I know that I can at this to the best of my ability and use some of the tips that from this video to help change the circumstances of the life that I have or I am currently living right now as im typing this comment I feel very uncomfortable so I apologize for not going into a lot of detail I just feel like im forcing myself to do this which is very dreadful but im choosing to live a better life and to dicontinue prolonging my suffering and to atleast make an effort towards change.
Just read this. I know you posted a year ago but sending you good wishes.
the thing is that when somebody goes through depression and anxiety (from not having FORGIVEN somebody that has hurt them) it may be pretty difficult to be grateful. perhaps if I wouldn't have been so darn stubborn and just trusted the Universe that this was for the good, maybe I wouldn't have lost so many years in self loathing and pain. but the past is gone and here I am, quite a different person after having forgiven somebody that made my life a living hell. I am not grateful for all those painful years when I was abused but perhaps one day I will. I now trust that some good will get out of those years of anguish.
thank you Tina for the work and the effort you put into these videos, they helped me a lot. and I believe there are so many that can say this.
"COMING UP, hello beautiful Soul 💕. Love it
Yup. Stuck in logic right now.
Ego desperate to hold on to something cause it feels so fleeting.
Even though I’ve been in this for 3 years my mind is like. “Maybe something else is wrong with you”
Also because sooooo much emotional release.
Learning to give myself a few meditation sessions a day where I’m just sitting in the feelings.
Yucky!
Trusting without knowing: I do improvisationtheatre for 12 years now and I guess, I train my trust over all the years. In a good room with good people, it can be a like a rehearsel for the real life. That's why i love spolins improtheatre for therapy. I had same winnings in dancing and art therapy hours. I think it can help to feel self-efective in a way which can't go "wrong" - only expressing yourself. Go with the flow!
I found this video right when I needed it. I definitely knew somehow I was blocking my own growth but couldn't quite put my finger on it so thank you for explaining it so perfectly! I also need to tell myself that self care is taking my depression/anxiety meds to help me function for everyday life but I was being so hard on myself that I couldn't be normal without them, thus started that negative self talk of "I can't do this, everyone hates me, I'm not good enough for this, you can't be spiritual AND take meds.." etc. One thing I'm really struggling with though is trusting and loving myself. I'll work through it. Thank you for your videos ❤️
I love how Christina takes a basic spiritual knowledge and adds to it! "Its not going to be as hard as you think."-I love that!
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Practicing gratitude is the best use of your will.
I am grateful to be at least "faking it til I make it" through most of the ways I used to block my growth. Thanks Christina
Hi Christina! I remember what you said about seeing your reflection, l saw the light in my eyes. My hand writing drastically has changed
Thanks for your video. I try to do my best not to fall back there where I woked up. This virus time is getting my energy down. Its a rollercoaster now. Keep it positive! ❤️
negative mindset is so hard to get rid of. I succeeded last year for the first time in my life but it’s hitting me hard again this year which felt like every thing i tried was wrong. i hope i can deal with it again.
My ego is very stubborn right now. It's trying to make me click out of the video. It's giving me a headache, making it hard to focus, making my anxiety act up, and making my ADHD act up. I'm fighting my ego but this ego WILL die.
I needed to hear this! Thank you Christina for always coming though with such beautiful wisdom.
I am in the middle of a huge identity shift... transitioning careers... about to leave my job of 7 years to walk fearlessly into the unknown. Thank you for your loving support!
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Dear Christina, exactly what I needed to hear right now! Yes, my ego is doing it's best to keep me from shifting my identity. Thank you soo much for this video ❤🤩🤗🌻
My weakness is clinging to logic. I used to look for logical explanations for everything, every change or signs in my life. I said to myself " it did not make sense", " I can't be real", "there's no real proof for it". I realized that those beliefs have prevented me from changing and becoming a better self, better person. Now, instead of looking for a logical answer, I listen to my inner self and let things come naturally. Thanks for sharing.
I am a willing and active participant in my soul's ongoing evolution, and my reformed superego is its newest and biggest fan.
I'm definitely clinging to logic. I remembered an entire past life, vividly, out of the blue. It was a relatively recent & fact-checkable life, but I haven't found any sign of my "past self" or the important people around me existing. The lack of verification has upended my entire spiritual path, and I've started veering into nihilism. I'm convinced at this point that I have serious mental health issues. It's an awful feeling, but I have no idea how to get myself out of it. If the biggest "spiritual" breakthrough I've ever had isn't grounded in reality, how is any of it? I have plenty of trauma that would explain why I'd make up a separate life for myself, so without confirmation I just can't trust my sanity. If I'd remembered some vague, distant life I'd be in the clear. Instead, now I struggle to believe in anything at all.
I am at such a great level of peace after this!
Christina, letting go of old identity is what slows me. I spent my life as “unconditional love”. I’m torn between owning the “rockstar” persona deep within me that’s busting to be set free & the me who had an NDE at age 2 telling me my role was to create a safe space for others to love and forgive. The internal struggle has lowered my energy, caused “burnout” and at the moment has me very confused and exhausted (in all areas of well-being). Ii relinquished doing anything unrelated to health.
Like you, it’s been 5 yrs since I left nursing to share the healings I learned to turn trauma to love.
Im pretty good at bending my reality with my deep connection with my higher power.
How do I step into an identity of “me” when Ive spent 6 decades as “we”.
Thank you!
With love, gratitude and heart💕
Leslie
Funny how you were talking about resisting identity shifts because this morning I had a dream and my ego was making negative comments. So I did some gratitude mantras and the ego stopped ranting. Thank you for your timely and very helpful video x
Yes I'm sabotaging my spiritual growth, particularly by, resisting identity shifts and having a negative mindset. Thank you so much for your help with this Christina, love your posts, Adele 😍
at some point of this video i had tears in my eyes. i am grateful because i am not this negative person anymore! it felt awful when i was. and now i look back and dont feel this specific pain of negativity. its wonderful. i couldnt imagine this a year ago.
Thank you so much! This morning i woke up scared that my personality is desintegrating and I there are signs that I may get divorced when the awakening is complete. I was in panic. And you videos are so soothing. I do need to trust more.
Identity shift is really difficult to accept because the identity we carry since long time it's not easy to accept a whole different identity.
Thank you for another very relevant video !!!!
My key item is #3 emotional bypassing - you explain it so well and my challenge is ‘l will FEEL what I need to FEEL’
I definitely don't want to do anything that prolonges this process. I realized recently that I was going through this process after years.... I am perimenopausal which hasn't helped. I am tired, but grateful that I know what's going on. I am working on a more positive mindset, fortunately I remembered that the universe provides what we need when we really need it. I am working through the the "other shoe is going to drop" a little, things have been hard, but I feel a new beginning is on the horizon. I am learning to be patient and not try to control everything knowing that I just need to let it come to me. I sometimes try too hard, learning to relax, especially with learning to meditate...
Hello Christina, thank you so much for all the wisdom you provide.
You are not your ego.
You are not your brain.
You are not your thoughts.
This is great! I love how you communicate the places we get stuck because, sometimes, hearing someone describe the stickiness of types of thinking is all it takes for me to become conscious of my stuck thinking and that consciousness is the biggest step. And the practical “what to do about it” help is so fantastic. We’re all DIY’ing our ascension and it’s comforting and affirming to have teachers who get it because they’ve lived it. Thank you!
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Lola B well said thank you!
This is all 100% who I was not long ago. This made me so grateful for how far I've come on this journey without any guidance. I'm incredibly lucky! 💟
Thanks for the great video Christina! What you talked about reminds me of what I was struggling with last summer. I loved the two mantras you shared: "Everything is revealed in due time." and "I will feel what I need to feel." 💕
Yep. i feel i am absolutely stuck with my ego trying to remain control and explain everything..... i am frantic.... feeling like i have wasted so much time and am under the gun to figure this out before time runs out....It’s freaking me out! Thank you and i will use the mantra you mentioned..... all will be reveal in due time....i trust this and will go with the flow! Thank You!
I love how your words always resonate with my soul. I always get so emotional. Thank you for sharing. ❤️
Get out of your own way. Let the divine in you flow to do MIRACULOUS THINGS through you. You’re more powerful than your physical body sees.
You asked if we feel like we're holding our self back right now. Balkrishna I'm watching your video and that is very uplifting and very needed. You are very helpful you explain yourself well they also can tell that you have taken your profession very seriously you humbled yourself brought a great character Outlook approach. That is an inspiration to me to know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. I am going to get through this. I am grateful but I have come across your videos. I am dedicated to have a better lifestyle for myself. I am strong. I am going to get stronger with help from you. I am crawling out of this ditch that I allowed myself to get in to. I am taking responsibility for my movements forward in life. I am so very proud love what you've done with your life. With love James
After seeing your videos I have realised that I am already handling my life changes with the correct mindset and attitude. Thankyou so much. 🙏🏻
You are just incredible, thanks for bringing light to thousands of people.