Surrendering means you have to let go of the character we create to show people who we think they want to know lol (ego death). Very very few of us are truly who we are or even know or even try to know who we truly are inside.. 5meo changed my life!.. showed me a past life, purged all the bullshit i was holding on to. I thought it was depression and sadness but it was pure ANGER, I was angry things in my life weren't going my way. Then the rocket light and launched me into the light. I feld source(god) but it was also me and everything else. It was pure LOVE. It was like I was home again. Felt more real than this reality as ever felt!! This reality is THE TRIP lol then I felt all my relatives past present and future all attached to my heart, all of them!! Then all of a sudden everything CLICKED, I knew it all! All the answers I wanted were all in me! Then I came to realize that there is NO reason to feel bad about anything lol it was like I finally understood the punchline of a joke I heard over and over but never understood lol I started laughing my ass off!!!!! I mean LAUGHING!!!! lol I woke up literally rolling on the ground laughing my ass off and yelled "it's all a cosmic joke!!!!" Lol.. it's like I finally saw that this reality is a video game and why would I ever get so worked up playing a character in the video game when it's not really me!! It like it turned the video game off and I saw that I have NOTHING to be sad or stressed or worried about!!! Lol there's experienced more but it would take too long to write. After this experience, it opened something in me. Now I have the wildest dreams!!! Dreams where I travel to other places, where beings and dead relatives and friends come and talk to me. Even my dog that passed away came to me. I've been shown climbeses of my future. I even came to myself once and told myself some deep stuff I needed to hear at the time.. life became way more loving, caring and magical! I want to do it again so bad but it's something you need to work up courage for lol plus I did it in Mexico with a shaman and did a whole ritual. I don't want to do it another way
Sounds like you purged alot of negative stuff during your experience which is why you were yelling "F U" and screaming. You asked to feel happiness as your intention so you released the unhappiness all things negative 🙏
Thank you for this share. I’m a retired combat veteran who has recently been diagnosed with liver cancer. I am scheduled for a ceremony in two months. Nervous, but willing to experience what is presented to me.
I just finished mine yesterday. Don't be nervous. Let go of your ego. It will try to hold on to the fabric of worldly matter. Once you let go, you will experience true eternal love. Never fear death. Good luck.
Thank you so much for this. Just had a very similar experience and felt like such a loser with everyone telling me how they surrendered and melted into God and now know the meaning of existence. It started great but when the big wave came...I freaked, refused surrender - it felt like mind rape, got paranoid and cursed at the sitter. I think we spent a lot of time wrestling while I was trying to get out of there and refusing the "mind meld" and telling the Universe, the sitter and the many invisible beings there to go f* themselves and whatever bs they were trying to suck me into. It told me..."What???" Then shit got real and I think I did lifetimes worth of shadow work. I don't remember a lot of it. I totally get the bliss and terror thing. Still rattled as hell. Listening to this is really calming my anxiety.
Hey Isis! Yeah I felt the same way, like I had failed to surrender. I felt annoyed when I heard of others amazing bliss filled journeys. Anyway keep breathing, go on lots of walks, and don't resist reactivations if they're happening to you. That will only make things harder in the long run. Good luck to you!
If you had gone further in that trip, you would have realized that it's not the medicine that is the being, it's YOU that is the being. 5-MeO-DMT strips you of your illusory ego, and you're left with the eternal, infinite, nothingness existence that is YOU. I believe you're mistaking the medicine as the being, because you didn't go far enough where you experience yourself as the Source of all there is.
most people who use psychedelics believe that the being of the plant they take is teaching them something which I dont believe either. it's their own (higher) self that makes use of the chemicals to give them an insight or whatever
Great story and share, Anthony! Lot's of similarities with me, except luckily I didn't get the terror or anxiety. Lot's of emotions and connecting with so called "negative" emotions in new ways with new understandings. And now, the ever present anchor of connecting deeply with my breath to help me choose better thought or emotional options in real life. Peace, Brother.
I did 75 mg December 22, 2023. I have not had any of the after effects you experienced. Also you should not use drugs like ambien after doing Bufo. IMO from what I’ve read . As far as your experience mine was similar in some ways. I went straight to source. Scariest thing I’ve ever gone through, dying in real time , however then there is rebirth a short 10 minutes later. It was the most beautiful experience I’ve ever had . It is a reminder we are all one consciousness, we are all the infinite source.
Brother; keep this for life: Never mix medications or other drugs related to serotonin, at least 5 days before and after an experience with a powerful entheogen. That's what bothered you. Each entheogen has its own spiritual elemental. That's what you experienced. Your private sacred experiences; it's yours. You keep. Nobody touches. Don't listen to someone who doesn't know what you're talking about, because they didn't have (your) particular experience. Peace and all the best to you!
I felt lke I couldn't but surrender whereas it was hard for me to do so with Ayahuasca. I felt crying from my experience. But I have so much shit buried, to be honest. Anyway, I'm going again for my second rodeo. I'll be doing it again this February, 2023.
I've got three toads and one pen. I've been scared to blast off just had one two minutes trip where everything was super cartoon and there were checked tunnels behind closed eyes music was horrible
Respectfully. I think there is something about yourself your afraid to look at or can't accept that prevented an appropriate breakthrough. I might suggest a gentler psychedelic such as shrooms. It might give you a reactivation you can Integrate better. Do it with friends
So with all that said, right now do you believe the overall experience was a net positive? As of now, several months later, did your intention become true of overall feeling happier each day? Was the negative trauma effectively purged? I just wonder if it actually did healing for you, or if it was a net negative experience all things considered.
Alot of people seem to end up worse after the experience. I am reluctant now. I was think of keeping a couple as pets. These toads actually make hardy pet . But I know I will get te.ted to milk one
I wouldn’t say that. If you have any experience with any psychedelics and tolerate ok then you’ll be fine IMO, I’m 53 and it was the best thing I’ve ever done for myself
Surrendering means you have to let go of the character we create to show people who we think they want to know lol (ego death). Very very few of us are truly who we are or even know or even try to know who we truly are inside.. 5meo changed my life!.. showed me a past life, purged all the bullshit i was holding on to. I thought it was depression and sadness but it was pure ANGER, I was angry things in my life weren't going my way. Then the rocket light and launched me into the light. I feld source(god) but it was also me and everything else. It was pure LOVE. It was like I was home again. Felt more real than this reality as ever felt!! This reality is THE TRIP lol then I felt all my relatives past present and future all attached to my heart, all of them!! Then all of a sudden everything CLICKED, I knew it all! All the answers I wanted were all in me! Then I came to realize that there is NO reason to feel bad about anything lol it was like I finally understood the punchline of a joke I heard over and over but never understood lol I started laughing my ass off!!!!! I mean LAUGHING!!!! lol I woke up literally rolling on the ground laughing my ass off and yelled "it's all a cosmic joke!!!!" Lol.. it's like I finally saw that this reality is a video game and why would I ever get so worked up playing a character in the video game when it's not really me!! It like it turned the video game off and I saw that I have NOTHING to be sad or stressed or worried about!!! Lol there's experienced more but it would take too long to write. After this experience, it opened something in me. Now I have the wildest dreams!!! Dreams where I travel to other places, where beings and dead relatives and friends come and talk to me. Even my dog that passed away came to me. I've been shown climbeses of my future. I even came to myself once and told myself some deep stuff I needed to hear at the time.. life became way more loving, caring and magical! I want to do it again so bad but it's something you need to work up courage for lol plus I did it in Mexico with a shaman and did a whole ritual. I don't want to do it another way
Sounds like you purged alot of negative stuff during your experience which is why you were yelling "F U" and screaming. You asked to feel happiness as your intention so you released the unhappiness all things negative 🙏
Thank you for this share. I’m a retired combat veteran who has recently been diagnosed with liver cancer. I am scheduled for a ceremony in two months. Nervous, but willing to experience what is presented to me.
I just finished mine yesterday. Don't be nervous. Let go of your ego. It will try to hold on to the fabric of worldly matter. Once you let go, you will experience true eternal love. Never fear death. Good luck.
I hope it went well. Wishing you a healing.
@Deborah McCoy i see your posts everywhere... wtf
@Svn777 probably a scammer, they are everywhere with the psychedelics
Thank you so much for this. Just had a very similar experience and felt like such a loser with everyone telling me how they surrendered and melted into God and now know the meaning of existence. It started great but when the big wave came...I freaked, refused surrender - it felt like mind rape, got paranoid and cursed at the sitter. I think we spent a lot of time wrestling while I was trying to get out of there and refusing the "mind meld" and telling the Universe, the sitter and the many invisible beings there to go f* themselves and whatever bs they were trying to suck me into. It told me..."What???" Then shit got real and I think I did lifetimes worth of shadow work. I don't remember a lot of it. I totally get the bliss and terror thing. Still rattled as hell. Listening to this is really calming my anxiety.
Hey Isis! Yeah I felt the same way, like I had failed to surrender. I felt annoyed when I heard of others amazing bliss filled journeys. Anyway keep breathing, go on lots of walks, and don't resist reactivations if they're happening to you. That will only make things harder in the long run. Good luck to you!
If you had gone further in that trip, you would have realized that it's not the medicine that is the being, it's YOU that is the being. 5-MeO-DMT strips you of your illusory ego, and you're left with the eternal, infinite, nothingness existence that is YOU. I believe you're mistaking the medicine as the being, because you didn't go far enough where you experience yourself as the Source of all there is.
most people who use psychedelics believe that the being of the plant they take is teaching them something which I dont believe either. it's their own (higher) self that makes use of the chemicals to give them an insight or whatever
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Amazing report. Congrats on finding your way through it ❤
Great story and share, Anthony! Lot's of similarities with me, except luckily I didn't get the terror or anxiety. Lot's of emotions and connecting with so called "negative" emotions in new ways with new understandings. And now, the ever present anchor of connecting deeply with my breath to help me choose better thought or emotional options in real life. Peace, Brother.
I did 75 mg December 22, 2023. I have not had any of the after effects you experienced. Also you should not use drugs like ambien after doing Bufo. IMO from what I’ve read . As far as your experience mine was similar in some ways. I went straight to source. Scariest thing I’ve ever gone through, dying in real time , however then there is rebirth a short 10 minutes later. It was the most beautiful experience I’ve ever had . It is a reminder we are all one consciousness, we are all the infinite source.
Thank you, great report.
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Brother; keep this for life: Never mix medications or other drugs related to serotonin, at least 5 days before and after an experience with a powerful entheogen. That's what bothered you. Each entheogen has its own spiritual elemental. That's what you experienced. Your private sacred experiences; it's yours. You keep. Nobody touches. Don't listen to someone who doesn't know what you're talking about, because they didn't have (your) particular experience. Peace and all the best to you!
Thank you for sharing this :)
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This was a great report
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Bruh whyyyy i have seen beigns they flicked me off but i seen egyptians as well beautiful experience
@david i seen the blue egyptians yes! They were peaceful. But the beign the flicked me off had a black arura around him
I felt lke I couldn't but surrender whereas it was hard for me to do so with Ayahuasca. I felt crying from my experience. But I have so much shit buried, to be honest. Anyway, I'm going again for my second rodeo. I'll be doing it again this February, 2023.
I've got three toads and one pen. I've been scared to blast off just had one two minutes trip where everything was super cartoon and there were checked tunnels behind closed eyes music was horrible
How do you milk the toads? Do you have to squeeze hard? I am thinking of. Buying a couple
Respectfully. I think there is something about yourself your afraid to look at or can't accept that prevented an appropriate breakthrough. I might suggest a gentler psychedelic such as shrooms. It might give you a reactivation you can Integrate better. Do it with friends
So with all that said, right now do you believe the overall experience was a net positive? As of now, several months later, did your intention become true of overall feeling happier each day? Was the negative trauma effectively purged?
I just wonder if it actually did healing for you, or if it was a net negative experience all things considered.
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Sounds to me from everything I've learned is that your dose wasn't enough. You needed more
Alot of people seem to end up worse after the experience. I am reluctant now. I was think of keeping a couple as pets. These toads actually make hardy pet . But I know I will get te.ted to milk one
I wouldn’t say that. If you have any experience with any psychedelics and tolerate ok then you’ll be fine IMO, I’m 53 and it was the best thing I’ve ever done for myself
@@michaelcater3749 thanks for the insight. I am 50 . I had some good experiences with psilosyben, good I sights. This 5 meo dmt. Looks overwhelming
Don't take sleeping pills. Please.
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@Deborah McCoy i got my own psychedelics .