Living in my van | The slow days: Part 1
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- Опубліковано 17 тра 2024
- I recently lost a very close loved one. Grief hurts and in the past I have used many ways to try to escape pain. I am grateful that I have learned how to work through pain, rather than try to run from it or numb it. I am far from perfect but I thank God I am learning and growing. I hope you enjoy sharing these slow, healing days with me.
❤I’m so very sorry for your loss. There is nothing quite like grief. I admire your strength. Please know that you are loved! ❤
Thank you 💖
I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Ruby will help you with your healing and be a comfort for you.
I'm 51 and i have never had a dishwasher in any home i have lived in. I always do the dishes after dinner so the kitchen is clean before i go to bed. Nothing worse than seeing a pile of dirty dishes in the moring when you wake up😝
Hi Rowan & Ruby. I notice you have 44.4 subscribers...Angel numbers 😇 Your ukulele music is beautiful. Take care ❤
✨44.4!! ✨🤗
I noticed the angel #’s too. We all know Rowan is an Earth Angel!❤
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44.5 now. lol
@@angie-xy5sf Her channel keeps on growing!😊
Love how Ruby is so safe but comfortable. The world would be a better place if we would all slow down, even just a bit.
Thank you for sharing your day with me. I lost my mom in January. Grief is so full of ups and downs. Take it day by day. I am keeping you in my thoughts. sending a soft hug.
Thank you 🙏 sending you peace and comfort. Day by day. 💖
Rowan, so sorry to hear your mom passed!
Ruby will definitely give u comfort, no doubt about it!!!!
It's horrible when that time comes around!
When I was young, my mom was always sick and I all the time worried about he leaving me, but didn't until I was 40, her, 62!
That was in 97' and still miss her!!!
Loving the window coverings!
Can't beat those Yeti coolers!
Love your video's!!!!
Ruby is just precious!!!
Thanks for taking us along and sharing!!!
Thank you 🙏
Oh Rowan, I didn’t hear you say your mom passed. I’m so sorry.
You’ve been on my mind as I’ve been binging on your older VLOGS. I only found out about UA-cam TV Subscriptions last July 2023 as I was looking for something affordable.
I thank God for all of the precious, amazing, incredible people aka new friends he has brought into my life since exploring all of their journeys through their VLOGS!!!
Seeing you from the start of this VLOG today, I had to put it on pause. I knew something was wrong, upsetting even if you didn’t include the hashtag grief. You bring so much light & happiness into so many of our lives!
Finding out from you on your older VLOG of your heartbreaking loss, 😢 my thoughts are that this may be the heartache you are consciously feeling right now. Of course, this is always with you but it may be in the forefront 💔. Sweet friend, my heart hurts for your tremendous loss. You are loved by many and admired for your strength by 1000’s 😢🙏🏼♥️. My prayer is for you to somehow receive even the tiniest amount of joy knowing that you are cared about by so many of us “strangers” who are part of this community/family that you created!
With Love,
Carolyn xo ✝️🩷
Thank you! 🙏 I definitely feel the love of this community and it is heartwarming and strengthening. It is an honor to share my journey. 💖
Hi. Sorry for your loss you take care of yourself and having Ruby will help so much.Sending hugs from Cumbria England 😊🍓
You’ve been strong for so long . Allow yourself the grace to move through your emotions . Allow yourself a few minutes a day to cry if needed . And please know that you are loved by so many of us . ❤️ P.S . I love the side- eye Ruby gives us on camera ❤️
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The grieving has definitely changed me the past couple of months . I believe they don't truly leave us❤❤
Grief never really goes away. It gets quieter, slower and sometimes it comes rushing back like the sea.
@@rikkemeek1506 I heard it is called SUG. “Sudden upsurge of grief.” After close to two years I’ve realized you are right. It never goes away- it never lessens -we maybe just don’t talk about it as much because that’s what people expect of us.
I'm praying that the Lord continues to heal your hurting heart. Listening to praise music and reading the Psalms helps me. God bless you Rowen and Ruby.
Your videos are so peaceful and relaxing. Much love to you and Ruby. ❤
Suzanne: So sorry for your grief. You helped me get through my surgery and I thank you so much for that. You might not think so at this time, but time helps, and turn to Ruby for comfort.
Awesome video Rowan & Ruby! Thank you! Take care and stay safe!❤️🙏🏼👍🏼👍🏼✌🏼❤️🐕❤️
Happy Saturday! Such a calm and relaxing video 🍓Thank you for sharing ❤🍓💕
Happy Saturday! 🍓
I lost my mom 4/2/14 to Alzheimer’s and then my dad 12/2/21 to a stroke after losing my dad I’ve never felt quite whole. Grief is so different for each person. I’m still struggling , but I know God is there getting me thru it all. I am sorry for your loss Rowan, God bless and keep you ❤
So sorry for your loss. Glad you are taking time for yourself. Snuggle up with Sweet Ruby and know that we are here. Sending you lots of love.
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You did such a great job with that van you should be proud of yourself you must be so happy to have Ruby with you dogs are the best ❣️
Your van is arranged great! It's lovely. It looks like a studio apt. So orderly. It's very homey! Ruby is getting big. I love how she looks at you. So much trust and love. Happy travels Rowan and Ruby 😊
Perfect day , to rest and just .. be. Day by day. 🍀⚘️
Hi Rowan, you have beautiful handwriting. 💖
I love the slow days. Puttering around doing things I've been putting off. Grief takes time. I lost my husband many years ago. I used camping to heal my mind and heart.
Grief never really goes away. It gets quieter, slower and sometimes it comes rushing back like the sea.
@@rikkemeek1506 you are so right...
I love your nest. Prayers and hugs sweet lady.
Enjoy the video. Very calming. Grief does hurt, cling to Ruby, dogs always make it better. Take care and travel safe.
Grief is felt by all but its an individual journey through. After losing my spouse I changed deep inside. Allow all your emotions space and honor each for in each you will find yourself. Hugs to you and Ruby. Know that even as you travel alone there are others collectively reaching out to steady you when you need.
You Both are Such a Joy !!!😁
Thank you!
Oh my Rowan, I am so sorry you lost your mom🥲You are doing what you need to, take it slow and do or don’t do whatever you feel like right now. Don’t worry about all of us, this is a loving community and understands you just don’t have your uumph right now. We love you and Ruby❤❤❤
Hey Rowan, I'm a newer sub. I really love watching your videos. I'm an End-of-Life Doula, so I understand the need to take the time you need, to grieve. Grief is not something that goes away after a funeral or after a week, a month-etc. It's unique unto you. It lived within you, along with all your other parts. That part you had in your heart for your loved-one, had a place, a shape. And now, it's shape-shifter, as it were. One day, in time to come, that empty sad place, will slowly fill back up with memories and gentle things. But not all at once and not today. So until then, we live. We breathe. And you give yourself grace. You are so very wise to know how critical it is to follow your instincts to slow down and heal. If we don't acknowledge the hurt and give that some love, we leave ourselves open for those old people and places we used to dwell, places we don't need to return to now. So I'm sending you all the healing. Sending Ruby a scritch and cuddle. Well done, Rowan, for listening to yourself. It's hard. I still struggle. I have my days, too. The best we can do is honour those feelings. It guarantees our growth. ❤🩹💝
It’s so strange to be without your mother, someone who you knew your whole live, I lost mine 3 years ago😢 when I curled her hair she was so happy, I have several pictures of these moments, like it was yesterday! Treasure the memories❤️🩹 The outro- music, 🥰
Do you have a fire extinguisher (Just in case) I also have long hair and need to tie it back when I cook with my gas stove. Always afraid my hair will catch fire. Please be careful. So happy that your new van feels like home. It’s beautiful
What would we do without our fur babies?? Mine has and is getting me thru a lot of dark days just as yours is doing for you. More good days ahead for both of you.
I can feel your heart from here 🥺🥹🙏🏼💗💕🫶🏻🌹🌸🌺🍓🤗
I'm so glad you are doing self-care. Everyone grieves differently, and it is good to allow yourself the freedom to express yours in the way that fits you. I've lost several loved ones, including my mom, hubs, and a daughter. Grief often sneaks up and hits me like a wave, even with no apparent trigger. But know that it does ease and comes less frequently as time passes. Time is your ally in this. Much 🙏🙏💖💖 to you and your family.
❤take those days and recharge. We love you and Rubes
So very sorry for your loss, Rowan. Always hard to lose someone close, but taking some downtime to just process the loss and re-energize is so very important. Sending many hugs to you and Miss Ruby. ❤❤
I appreciated your comments about modern conveniences. So true. We've lost that sense of place and purpose. Sending you love and light as you go through this hard time.❤
Your van is the most homey one I have seen. It's your sink, which I really love, and all your jars and teapot and kitchen setup. All the best to you. Stay safe out there.
I am so sad to hear that your mom passed away. Please know how loved and supported you are by your community. Tuesday will be 3 years that I lost my mom to cancer...we were incredibly close and I miss her every day. I "inherited" Prissy her chocolate Lab who looks exactly like Ruby. Imagine Ruby at 14 years old with white eyebrows weighing 93 lbs. Prissy and Ruby have the same mischievous look in their eyes, too! Prissy has only slowed down a little bit this past year and keeps me on my toes... Sending much love, thoughts and prayers from Florida. 🥰
Your home is adorable.
I love how chill you are. Have A Beautiful Day 💕
Thank you for sharing your journey, even in this difficult time. Bless you and your beautiful Ruby. My thoughts are with you
I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my mom in 2022 and I also lost my daughter the same year. It was rough for sure and still is. I’m praying for you. Hugs and love. 💕 🙏🙏🙏
YOU HAVE MADE A BEAUTIFUL HOME IN THAT VAN!! GREAT JOB
Lost my Dad last June. Just when I think its getting better I have a hard day. Sending u and Ruby virtual hugs
I noticed your new curtains before you even mentioned them, they are pretty I think they look Scandinavian. love to you and Ruby
Sending love from Vashon Island
Aww Rowan, sending you a hug. Grief is hard and it is tiring. But we just go through it and feel the feelings. I'm a bereaved mom. I get it. ❤ The intensity does ease with time.
So sorry for your loss. Warm greetings from Australia.
My condolences to you and your family members on the loss of your mom..prayers for strength during this sad time in your heart, grief is an up and down feeling, a sound,a scent, a laughter,a song can suddenly turn into tears but it's all good because you're releasing you feelings and love you have for your loved one. Prayers and love to You and Ruby 🙏🏻💖
I love your van set up.
So so sorry for your loss ❤I just discovered your channel, so glad I did 💖We just lost our dog and are taking it slow living in our van too. I love your videos, so calming. Take care 💖
There are times in our lives when we need to be alone. 😢 there are a lot of people following your channel & think of you & ruby. A lot of us have in the place with grief.we are supporting you in our thoughts each time we see you
You are not alone.😊😊😊
Really enjoyed todays mellow video🫶🏼
Glad you’re taking time to relax.
You and Ruby rock❣️🚐
I live in Western Australia & recently came across your videos and loving them.
Your an amazing woman and brave.
I imagine you are already working with the Artist Way book. If not, I really think you would love it. A real-life changer for creative spirits.
Sending love! I lost my dad on Christmas and grief is something that is definitely personal. Take all the time you need ♥
I'm learning through my grief that it takes the time it takes. I understand facing this without drinking, excessive thc use, just straight-on facing it. Sure makes me think of my mortality too. It's a journey, for sure. Thanks for sharing because it helps folks like me. ❤ Your ukulele skills are great! Ruby is beautiful, grown so sleek. Your place looks awesome, I like those labels.
Your little home, so cozy looking.
Hi new subscriber from Australia 🇦🇺
You have a great chuckle (laugh). Sorry for your loss. So glad you have ruby for continual comfort.
I have never had a dishwasher or dryer . I enjoy washing dishes and hanging out laundry . When I made a quesadilla like you did , I pour green salsa over it and slice avocado on top .😊
That sounds good!
nice to meet you! 🌼I have subscribed to your channel from Japan.⛩🌸I was healed by the slow flow of time and cute lifestyle videos.🫶🌳☺🌿From now on, I would like to slowly watch the past videos on your channel!🐕🍓✨
(I'm using translation software, so sorry if my English is weird..
Love your laugh it is great!
Agreed, I was just going to write the same comment but you beat me to it. That laugh just compliments Rowan's personality 😊
De Portugal mando boas energias para vocês as duas. Be safe!
Ruby is growing so fast!!! 😮❤😊
I love your van set up🤗💕ruby is growing so fast, safe travels.
Your campground looks so peaceful
Grief is so so hard, you are not alone through it hun♥️♥️ also your van is so so cute!!! I love the vibe & aesthetic. Looks super homey & cozy!!
Your videos are so uplifting and creative. I always learn something. Love you and Ruby. So sorry for your loss. Hugs from Oregon
Thank you! 🤗
I think that’s what I would miss the most is ice. In south Texas I have to have ice in my tea so I am glad you found a cooler that you can keep ice in. 😊
I have been away took a break from Facebook and UA-cam. I missed u a d been praying for u. I still want to go in the rode ur such an inspiration to me. I am 55 years old. I live with my cats. I am single. My parents are both passed and I have no kids. Well I'm back in the swing of things . I'll keep in touch . I live in Montclair Southern California. Laura aday
Just discovered your channel Rowan 😊caught up with your older videos enjoying getting to know you and Ruby.Look forward to more adventures Best wishes Diane 🇬🇧
I really like the fabric you’ve used on the inside of your window coverings.
Thank you! It practically jumped off the shelf at me in the fabric store!
Ruby is precious!
Hey Rowan🍓& Ruby🐾 I like how your Ukulele is the theme music for your videos🫶🏽
Hey guys!!! I hope you are doing better. Breaks my heart. I've been down with mother's day passing, myself. My mom passed july 5 of 22. It hurts.
Much love n hugs to you!! ❤
Grief is a roller coaster of emotions and so very tiring for me. Gratitude helps. Naps and fur babies too. ❤ Loved the self care and peace of this video. I've always liked doing dishes, except when my brother was drying as a kid. It's relaxing and you see progress quickly. Also warms me up when I'm cold. Hope Ruby's teeth are better. Did you find any? Stay safe Rowan. 🌲🐕 🍓
Hi Rowan and Ruby, this is Debbie and Willy. We are watching your video and you are using the chalk labels that I sent you with Ruby’s pillowcase and her duck I’m so glad you are getting a chance to use the chalk labels we sure love you love Debbie and Willy
Amazing. Thank you
Thank you! 🙏 They are so fun.
@@justrowan you’re so very welcome🍓
My deepest Condolences to you n your family.
Thank you... My mom passed away in January and though I'm 70 it's been a huge deal (thank God for Hospice Bereavement) so now a new chapter...I'm waiting on my camper van in the fall 🚐 💗📗🎨🌿🐿️I so NEED to slow down so thank you. I love your rubber cement trick, wavy fabric over solid window coverings drives me nuts and the ice in the cooler is heartening. I have to laugh because like you I'm always on one needful/beautification project or another.. so maybe I DON'T need to slow down 😅 thanks for the inspiration. Ps: cumin is one of my faves too and hanging up the laundry to dry was my chore as a child and I STILL love it but am not living in the weather for it (and no space for a line which is better than a rack!)
We love you keep you head up I lost my mom too 😢we got this
Keeping busy helps with me when feeling Melancholy. You have chosen a lovely spot to spend some down time.I love your little pops of strawberries in your van makes it look so homely.. I actually found strawberry cushions in my local chemist (drugstore) and I bought one (also a pineapple one) and it sits on my bed.. so cute. God bless you and Ruby, keep you both safe and comforted in life's many trials ❤❤😊
Thats a very nice kettle you have Rowan...beauty and function in one! Ruby is getting so big...she looks like a hunting breed. It was nice to hear your ukelele tunes as background music. Your relaxing day relaxed me too.
You are getting closer to 50,000 subsctibers. Congrats!
Wendy 🦋
Thank you! 😊
Your own non copywriter issue music, creamer for coffee, life is good. PLUS, Ruby at your side. 😊❤ The little things in life!!
Yes!! 😊
So sorry to hear about your loss , prayers that you feel love and life holding that cute paw and it helps you make it through this time of all your emotions, I was captivated by seeing you hold Ruby's paw, it is amazing how we are filled with such love and able to pass that along even if it through a simp k e holding of a paw!!!!!!!
Thank you 🙏💖🐾
It's amazing how quickly you've made this new vehicle into such a comfortable living space! Let alone the fact you have Ruby, your new roomie! I'm a fan, though simple living would be far beyond my reach! Is the music your own on the ukulele? NICE!
Thank you! It’s me on the uke! I’m just learning - I’m glad you enjoy it!
So sorry for the loss of your loved one.
He he…your laugh is great.
Hey you two. Just love your vloggs and I'm always looking out for the next one. I just love your calm demeanor and that gorgeous pup just keeps me coming back for more. I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of prayers and hugs🙏🙏🙏💓🧡💚🐾🌻🌺
Rowan , Am praying that each day gets a little easier for you. Take it one day at a time . God Bless you and Ruby. Til next time please know you are not alone . Love sent your way❤❤❤🙏🙏🌼🌼🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓🍓
Hello and always first is coffee ☕️ ! Love that!
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I’m so sorry for your loss, I just lost my 25 year old granddaughter and the baby she was carrying on April 28,2024. Our mini bus is in the shop. I can’t wait till it is out and we can start camping again. I need that time out in nature. Love the stickers I have some just like them.
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I will pray for you to find peace and comfort,in your troubles
Happy to see you & Ruby tonight! As always, love your videos. Take care. You have much love from your community!
Loving your videos so so much.ruby is just so cute.
Looks like you and Ruby girl had a lovely day. Well deserved.🐢🐩🐶🐕🌊🌺🌻☮️🌙🌈✨
I love to color, so relaxing ❤
It really is! 🍓
You are so Crafty! That’s a lovely window cover
Thank you!
Great video just Rowan 🍓😇💔
Thank you! 🍓
Ruby is getting so big❤❤❤❤
You are such a strong person
Hi Rowan you are a great inspiration. Greetings from Canada 🍁 I got the idea about the deep thought around cleaning the dishes and the idea of having all instant solutions for most part but this way of life of yours I think is for sure helping you and us watching to appreciate life in the small little daily things and so I think you are my inspiration. We are pondering deep into what to do next…we are almost about to lose our house however I realize that yes there are options…so we will see meanwhile I just wanted to THANK YOU ROWAN…I agree with the down time…are you still door dashing?
Hello ✋🏾HAPPY SATURDAY
Happy Saturday to you as well!