Dude 2017 I moved back after breaking up with my fiance. She fucking shattered my heart, and I already take medication for depression. I was ready to end my fucking life. Then, I found Guardin. 🖤
The reason he hasnt blow up yet is because people need girls tweaking on crack. Or a good music video, with the story relating to the music lyrics. For example at the end of the (if he made a video) video when he said "Grab the 9, grab the trigger, this my suicide letter" it could have been him holding a gun to his grad but 1. Illegal 2. Plastic gun is also illegal 3.if it was real people would think you're actually insane 😜 but who cares about everything i just said no one's gonna read it 😒
first of all, the music is just breath taking I love the stuff your working on. second of all, almost every comment is you responding and sharing the love back. your unique. you care. and most of all. you love. keep producing and I'll keep listening. ;)
I still listen to this on my worst days, and it still works. I've been here since 2020, and shit like this has been the best form of therapy. Never stop doing what you love, because I love you for it.
I just heard this song for the first time in my friends car last night and i’m glad I asked who it was because I love you man. This is one of my favorite songs now
Lyrics: They keep telling me to love myself How the fuck do you love yourself When you don't even know Who the fuck you are anymore? Like you feel like you're reaching your breaking point Every fucking day and it's just It's hard, man They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm I don't know where my heads been at And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that The pain won't go away till my brain go splat And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay The fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same Lost in my head, lost in my mind Telling myself that I'll be just fine Nothing's okay, nothing's alright Smoking all day, crying all night And what the fuck you expect from the kid I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm
Guardin .. you have no clue how much of a genius you are .. I feel like you explain exactly how I feel but I could never put it into words at all much less as brilliantly as you do.. your music is literal therapy for me and like the only positive addiction I have .. dude I love you 🖤🖤
man listening to this song like really helps me realize that im not like the only one with really bad anxiety and you using music ro like descibe how youre feeling is amazing i really love your work sorry it took so long for me to mention this just wish u the best of luck in the future and im here to support u the whole way.
you are probably the best thing I found in the last years... your music inspires me.its so amazing. best. music. ever. I hope you get big one day because you deserv it so much bro. this song helps me so much...
I was diagnosed with major depression a few weeks ago and just got out of the mental hospital for being suicidal...long story short I always come back to your music because it puts how I feel into a song. Thank you for blessing me w it.
Its been 3 years since this song came out and 2 years since i first came across this song. i cant thank you enough for the music you make. your music have been always there for me and youve really inspired me to start making music myself. i love you
this deserves so much more views. you deserve so many more fans. i've been listening to you for months now but i always go back to this song. i think once you blow up this will be the song that does it for you
Commenting this as I'm standing in the crowd of a show of his. Never heard of this guy, heard music and wandered in. Crowd is going nuts for this guy, good music. Became a fan tonight..
I think this was the first one of your songs I heard and I'm still so happy to have found your music, your texts help me feel more understood love you and keep doing great things :)
I love you man, I’ve been struggling with depression but your music has been helping me and inspiring me, I’m going to be doing music and I hope to be as big as you one day.
Guardin has likely prevented suicide with is soul scrubbing voice. I was in a really bad relationship and afterwards I wanted nothing to do with life. This song saved me from many a dark day then, now it's the story of what I've survived. Thank you, Guardin.... thank you.
Stumbled across you on Spotify and fuckkkk you are so good dude, I’m obsessed. Never been able to relate to a song so hard. Keep doing what you’re doing, can’t wait to see you make it.
Your music has gotten me through so much. Thank you so much, without this song i wouldn't be here. I know that sounds ridiculous, but this song gives me strength. Thank you.
This.... makes me wish i can pull the trigger i don’t have, i also cry as i sing this ..i’m not okay guys my time is ticking and i’ve lost control of my demons
There’s at least one person, for everyone, who will miss them if they’re gone. The same goes for you, that alone is a reason for sticking around for as long as you can. I know from personal experience the words “things will get better” seem hollow when you’ve been down for so long. As hollow as they may seem at the time, they’re true. You have to keep rationally finding concrete and abstract reasons to stay, there’s a lot of them. Remind yourself whenever ur down. I hope you’re doing okay man ❤️
Thank you so much for this. Your song played randomly during one of my late night walks when my depression and anxiety was consuming me. Your lyrics immediately caught my attention because it beautifully put everything I felt into words. Thank you! and congrats on making a difference in so many people's lives !!!
You deserve a lot more, listened to all of your music and your lyrics have such deep meaning better than half of the mainstream artist today much love man
Honestly, I don't know how you aren't famous yet, I saw other people's uploads of your songs and it led me to you, don't worry man, this is 1.4 thousand people that have found you and there are still millions to come.
this vibe is still the epitome of your music. I hope to hear a lot more of this! (long time listener since this song came out, but always find myself coming back to it!)
guardin, always will shine the path of a new experience. honestly I think you are a drug cause your music brings messages that i cannot explain. like discovering lsd for the first time all over again, love you man. ❤
Greetings from Turkey bro. That means music is a common language that every people in the world speak and understand. No matter how much far away from each other, i can hear you. I can understand you. I feel you. Your works re getting better every day. Im sure you will shine soon. Dont forget people supporting you from the begginning :)
wow... every song i hear is so good. Its like you are creating music that ive been wanting to create or want to hear (lol if that makes sense). So Thank you.
I just heard this song on C9 sneaky's stream and someone in chat was nice enough to help me figuring out the songname. This song is FIRE !! definitely gonna stop by regularly now. peace
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This song saved my brother's life so I just wanted to say thank you
it's already been 2 years,god damn,it was one the darkest times of my life,this was all i used to listen to
Dante神 Ye
Dude 2017 I moved back after breaking up with my fiance. She fucking shattered my heart, and I already take medication for depression. I was ready to end my fucking life. Then, I found Guardin. 🖤
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Same now I’m back 😞
Dude holy shit same
Best chill song ever.
How have u not blown up yet?
thank you so much. we're gonna do big things, homie. i promise
Guardin you better keep your word :P
and even if you shouldn't “blow up“, what you made so far is already more than most ever will
we love you
Hahhahaaha ikr?
The reason he hasnt blow up yet is because people need girls tweaking on crack. Or a good music video, with the story relating to the music lyrics. For example at the end of the (if he made a video) video when he said "Grab the 9, grab the trigger, this my suicide letter" it could have been him holding a gun to his grad but 1. Illegal 2. Plastic gun is also illegal 3.if it was real people would think you're actually insane 😜 but who cares about everything i just said no one's gonna read it 😒
@@guardinmusic look how far you are now
You make WAY too much good music, holy shit. You're my favorite artist rn and proabably for a long time to come like damn
thank you so much. that really means a lot to me.
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I was literally so excited when I saw this notification.
And I wasn't disappointed.
thank you so much
6 years ago this song came out so crazy how time flys still my favorite artist to this day
first of all, the music is just breath taking I love the stuff your working on.
second of all, almost every comment is you responding and sharing the love back. your unique. you care. and most of all. you love. keep producing and I'll keep listening. ;)
thank you so much dude. that really means the world to me. much love
hey that’s me ^
It's so good dude Im glad you took your time with it
thank you so much. you deserve all the recognition in the world dude. i'm gonna push to promote your art as much as possible. you're beyond gifted
heeeh thanks, excited to work on the next song
Do you do artwork for stuff other than albums? Say I wanted something for my yt/twitch links? I’d be more than happy to compensate you for your time
I still listen to this on my worst days, and it still works. I've been here since 2020, and shit like this has been the best form of therapy. Never stop doing what you love, because I love you for it.
thank fucking god I found this Gem of a artist
i fucking love you. thank you
Dude I used to listen to this like maybe 3 or 4 years ago the lyrics just popped up in my head again, I’m so glad I found the song again
I just heard this song for the first time in my friends car last night and i’m glad I asked who it was because I love you man. This is one of my favorite songs now
Lyrics:
They keep telling me to love myself
How the fuck do you love yourself
When you don't even know
Who the fuck you are anymore?
Like you feel like you're reaching your breaking point
Every fucking day and it's just
It's hard, man
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm
I don't know where my heads been at
And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that
It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that
The pain won't go away till my brain go splat
And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out
Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out
Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now
I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain
And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay
The fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane
And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same
Lost in my head, lost in my mind
Telling myself that I'll be just fine
Nothing's okay, nothing's alright
Smoking all day, crying all night
And what the fuck you expect from the kid
I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim
I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim
Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar
When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm
Guardin .. you have no clue how much of a genius you are .. I feel like you explain exactly how I feel but I could never put it into words at all much less as brilliantly as you do.. your music is literal therapy for me and like the only positive addiction I have .. dude I love you 🖤🖤
man listening to this song like really helps me realize that im not like the only one with really bad anxiety and you using music ro like descibe how youre feeling is amazing i really love your work sorry it took so long for me to mention this just wish u the best of luck in the future and im here to support u the whole way.
It's been 4 almost 5 years and I still listen to this
you are probably the best thing I found in the last years... your music inspires me.its so amazing. best. music. ever. I hope you get big one day because you deserv it so much bro. this song helps me so much...
I was diagnosed with major depression a few weeks ago and just got out of the mental hospital for being suicidal...long story short I always come back to your music because it puts how I feel into a song. Thank you for blessing me w it.
One of the best songs... Hit me hard when i first heard it...
This...
this is awesome man
I can totally feel the emotions in this maybe because of the fact that I could relate
keep it up homie.
thank you. if you ever need anything, get a hold of me. my links are in the description.
its crazy to think that i heard this song for the first time over 3 years ago and i still come back to it
In 1 month this song will be 5 years old. Damn. Hits everytime i listen to it its just so good
2023- most played song, wild that after all these years Guardin is STILL my top played artist by far. going on 4 yrs strong 💪🏻 ❤
Its been 3 years since this song came out and 2 years since i first came across this song. i cant thank you enough for the music you make. your music have been always there for me and youve really inspired me to start making music myself. i love you
Thank you for this song. Been listening to this song for 7 years now, and it has helped a lot.
this deserves so much more views. you deserve so many more fans. i've been listening to you for months now but i always go back to this song. i think once you blow up this will be the song that does it for you
Commenting this as I'm standing in the crowd of a show of his. Never heard of this guy, heard music and wandered in. Crowd is going nuts for this guy, good music. Became a fan tonight..
Fuck yeah
I don't feel alone when I listen to your music
Thank you I needed this today 😍😍😍😍😍 make me go from depressed and stressed to happy and blessed in 3 mins it's amazing
Guardin I love you so much 🥺 ur music makes me so happy
They don't wanna talk they don't wanna feel... ❤
the voices in my head sayin' i don't think i'm real ❤
Guardin I don't know where my heads been at...
& i've been feelin' like a nuisance just because of that
Guardin it's like a headache but the funny thing about that is
the pain won't go away till my brain go splat
almost blew off my head. but thank god i found this song.
I think this was the first one of your songs I heard and I'm still so happy to have found your music, your texts help me feel more understood
love you and keep doing great things :)
i just... i miss these days, pre covid, pre hate, missing people
Damn man this is such a throwback for me.
I love you man, I’ve been struggling with depression but your music has been helping me and inspiring me, I’m going to be doing music and I hope to be as big as you one day.
Guardin has likely prevented suicide with is soul scrubbing voice. I was in a really bad relationship and afterwards I wanted nothing to do with life. This song saved me from many a dark day then, now it's the story of what I've survived. Thank you, Guardin.... thank you.
this song means so much to me man. thank you for making it
Stumbled across you on Spotify and fuckkkk you are so good dude, I’m obsessed. Never been able to relate to a song so hard. Keep doing what you’re doing, can’t wait to see you make it.
god damn man.. this song is how i found you and its so beautiful
Sitting here at 2 am rn hungover and i just realized alcohol cant fix my life so yeah this music is slapping anyway hope everyone doing ok
sitting here at 3:33pm drunk. everyone is not ok
it’s been a year and i keep coming back to this song. you’re amazing and i wish you all the best in this miserable world. stay strong
Wow 4yrs and I had a flash back of this song ☺️
Disillusionment is too real. Thank you for making this existence a bit less painful.
Your music has gotten me through so much. Thank you so much, without this song i wouldn't be here. I know that sounds ridiculous, but this song gives me strength. Thank you.
U still here homie?
Music this good can only come from letting life influence your music. When everyday life is your muse, you never run out of song ideas.
This.... makes me wish i can pull the trigger i don’t have, i also cry as i sing this
..i’m not okay guys my time is ticking and i’ve lost control of my demons
I'm here to talk man, I care about you
I'm here
There’s at least one person, for everyone, who will miss them if they’re gone. The same goes for you, that alone is a reason for sticking around for as long as you can. I know from personal experience the words “things will get better” seem hollow when you’ve been down for so long. As hollow as they may seem at the time, they’re true. You have to keep rationally finding concrete and abstract reasons to stay, there’s a lot of them. Remind yourself whenever ur down. I hope you’re doing okay man ❤️
your music has gotten me through some shit for real. been showing all my friends your music. much love
Thank you so much for this. Your song played randomly during one of my late night walks when my depression and anxiety was consuming me. Your lyrics immediately caught my attention because it beautifully put everything I felt into words. Thank you! and congrats on making a difference in so many people's lives !!!
Bro since DAY 1 every song every instagram live multiple accounts always gonna vibe and chill to this mans music stg
2018, still a beautiful song
Guardin, you're going to blow up, you're gonna be a star, thank you for making music. All of your music is so beautiful.
This is what I listen to when I'm at an all time low. I've been listening to guardin a lot lately.
Found this song in Spotify and it instantly got me hooked, for what it's worth just wanna let you know how great I think your music is.
Hey guardin, i love this :) I feel you man. I hope you have a better day from now on.
You deserve a lot more, listened to all of your music and your lyrics have such deep meaning better than half of the mainstream artist today much love man
thank you so much homie
much love
My brother showed me your channel and I fell in lve with it and with your voice. Your amazing my man
Honestly, I don't know how you aren't famous yet, I saw other people's uploads of your songs and it led me to you, don't worry man, this is 1.4 thousand people that have found you and there are still millions to come.
Song showed up in my reccomendations on spotify and glad i listened, can't stop listening
How am I just listening to these songs now so amazing
You're a God. Love your music
there's a god living in each & every one of us.
you guys bring out the best in me.
i love you
Guardin ValleZ is literally working on his 200 subs special using ur song again xD :3
that's exciting to hear. be sure to send it my way when it's up. i'd love to check it out
Guardin im definitely going to :D
Absolutely loving your vibe in your songs, keep up the great work! We all wanna see you grow
saw you live a few days ago in atl, now im obsessed with ur music. keep doing great things!! i love u so much
this vibe is still the epitome of your music. I hope to hear a lot more of this! (long time listener since this song came out, but always find myself coming back to it!)
Thank you so much, Guardin
guardin, always will shine the path of a new experience. honestly I think you are a drug cause your music brings messages that i cannot explain. like discovering lsd for the first time all over again, love you man. ❤
Wye sFaay sameeee
thank you so much. that truly means the world to me. i love you too homie
coming back to this brings back a rush of memories and emotions wowowowo
This is the most relatable and great thing ive ever heard
i remember when this dropped, cant believe it's been so long already..
Absolutely love the vibe in all your songs! Keep up the great work we all wanna see you grow!!
this is fucking amazing, a year has passed but it still has the initial impact it still has today
I love you guardin the fact you wished me a happy birthday on stream makes me so happy ♡
Listening for years to this, you've got my literaly tearing up.
I just found this, and my god this is beautiful.
I have scizophrenia and you're lyrics mean so much to me. Thank you for this song
U r the best bro and with the description I totally agree
Bob was here. Bob does not forget. Bob sees all.
long.live.bob.
just found this and i love it. been on repeat for a day now, good shit man
thank you homie. peep the music video. i think you'll really dig it
Did not disappoint, matches the vibe real nice i like it. I'll be sticking around for more
I heard this song sometime around when it came out, I’m 16 now and this shit hits harder
this is truly beautiful
First song I ever heard from Guardin, Never stopped listeing too this amazing artist
This song is all my emotions I love this dude
im officially addicted to this,
Best song ive ever heard
You deserve this you deserve more!
They don't wanna talk, they don't wanna feel
Greetings from Turkey bro. That means music is a common language that every people in the world speak and understand. No matter how much far away from each other, i can hear you. I can understand you. I feel you. Your works re getting better every day.
Im sure you will shine soon. Dont forget people supporting you from the begginning :)
what the fuck is that beat. this shit is INSANEEEEEE love it ! thank you!!
Truly went off on this, I think you're real.
I come to this song when I feel like I don't belong in the world thank you so much for this past 2 years Guardin
wow... every song i hear is so good. Its like you are creating music that ive been wanting to create or want to hear (lol if that makes sense). So Thank you.
Just here to say I’m still vibin to this still. Never has failed me and won’t ever. I hope you’re doing ok and same with everyone else in the chat. ♡
This makes me feel an emotion I thought I lost....thanks Fam..
bro im telling you ur gonna be famous soon, just keep up the good work and in no time this shit will be all over the radio
i just wanna be a voice for the people. just knowing i can help you guys out helps me get through a lot. much love ❤
Okay i know this is my second comment but thank you thank you thank you. I promise i'm done now lol but your music means the world to me
These songs have helped me with things in my life. There just to relatable. I luv this channel to much xx ❤💓
fucking hell yeah, been hyped since the streaming
love you homie
Wow I can’t even explain how deep these lyrics really are
4 year anniversary for this incredible song.
I just heard this song on C9 sneaky's stream and someone in chat was nice enough to help me figuring out the songname.
This song is FIRE !! definitely gonna stop by regularly now.
peace
Ese poder para tocar el alma es "arte"😞💗
u really deserve more views than that, i usually dont like songs at the first listening but ive been falling in love with ur's
"I got demons in my orbit that i'm tryin' to rid"
thank you so much