This was the song that I was first introduced to by you. ever since then I've loved listening to your music I can't to watch you and this community grow keep at it man
it's surreal because I remember when I first met you and we were such a small community 300 subs , 30 or so people in the discord and now almost 1k and your grinding out bangers i love you homie never stop this music shit , ay pin this ❤️
They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm [Verse] I don't know where my heads been at And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that The pain won't go away till my brain go splat And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay The fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same Lost in my head, lost in my mind Telling myself that I'll be just fine Nothing's okay, nothing's alright Smoking all day, crying all night And what the fuck you expect from the kid I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter [Hook] They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm They don't wanna talk They don't wanna feel The voices in my head saying I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm real I don't think I'm
Almost to 420 views, haha! Such a great video to by the way super job man, loved when you're walking and its black behind you, looks trippy and awesome.
I think it's crazy how much you've impacted my life with just lyrics and beats... and I'm truly happy to know I'll be listening to you five, ten, fifteen years from now. Just smoking and listening to your music helps so much and it's unbelievable how someone can relate so much or how one person can help so many other and themselves with music. I have so much love for you homie, and I'm sure everyone else does here too, and years from now, millions more will too!!!
I got out of the psych ward one month ago and I've been listening this song on repeat every day. I'm pretty sure the songs about severe mental illness such as schizophrenia and it means a lot to me. Even though the song makes me feel like s*** and it makes me feel worse it makes me feel more connected
Bro, this shit is so underrated...I've shown you to all my friends...its completely BAFFLING that your shit that hits hard to people with depression cant overtake these shitty rappers on the radio. keep it up man. Much love from NY!
I have been binge listening to this song for like eight hours straight I love u guardin your music means something to alot of us. It tells a story that we can relate to and I thank u for that. ♥️♥️♥️🤘😛 (Plz reply)
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You're a god editor.
and no i didn't mean to say good
thank you so much ❤
Listening to this song every morning.. good video.
thank you so much homie. that means a lot
we love you.
i love you guys
This was the song that I was first introduced to by you. ever since then I've loved listening to your music I can't to watch you and this community grow keep at it man
that means a lot to me. thank you so much
ayy bro, lyrics so relatable, you seem like such a nice guy as well. keep doing your thing, we love you x
thank you so much. that means a lot homie. i love you too 👽❤️
damn guardin
👽❤️
it's surreal because I remember when I first met you and we were such a small community 300 subs , 30 or so people in the discord and now almost 1k and your grinding out bangers i love you homie never stop this music shit , ay pin this ❤️
Jordan 👌
Jordan ❤
Jordan ayee
that really means a lot man. thank you so much. we're doing big tings guys
now we're 45k
artists like you guardin, have true talent and need to be famous. this is the type of music everyone should be vibin' too.
that really means a lot. thank you homie 👽❤
Guardin your welcome 👽❤
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm
[Verse]
I don't know where my heads been at
And I've been feeling like a nuisance just because of that
It's like a headache but the funny thing about it's that
The pain won't go away till my brain go splat
And I've been trying to decode myself, figure my shit out
Get a better grip and spark the spliff that's in my mouth
I can't cope without the dope and time's just runnin' out
Losin' my patience, I'm vacant, a hollow body now
I'm finding other ways to try to cope with all the pain
And if I'm being honest with you, baby I am not okay
The fucking voice inside my head is driving me insane
And silence kills me, lately it just hasn't been the same
Lost in my head, lost in my mind
Telling myself that I'll be just fine
Nothing's okay, nothing's alright
Smoking all day, crying all night
And what the fuck you expect from the kid
I got demons in my orbit that I'm tryin' to rid
Of all the shit that I deal with, I act on a whim
I'm like a fish outta water trying to swim
Bedroom dweller, I'm feelin' so fucking stellar
When I empty my clip into the chest of the teller
Killed the man inside of me that's been lane switchin' better
Grab the 9, grip the trigger, this my suicide letter
[Hook]
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm
They don't wanna talk
They don't wanna feel
The voices in my head saying
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm real
I don't think I'm
wish this was bumped higher lyrics to this song are important
The way you do your music videos are unique. Never change that, keep it going man. ❤
thank you so much man
This guy just keeps giving you music you can relate to. It's completely gorgeous and I appreciate it.💯
something really deep and inspirational right here
thank you man
Honestly this song is keeping me alive right now.
2018 still listening
Lost in my head
Lost in my mind
Tellin' myself
That I'll be just fine
nothings okay
nothings alright
smoking all day
crying all night
This song is so relatable man, been listening to everything on your Spotify but this one just hits me different
My friend sent me this
I dont regret watching it
never stop what you're doing my dude
congrats on 1k, heres to 10k :)
thank you so much. we'll never stop 👽❤️
Thank you for making music and letting me be a part of something beautiful.
Hayden Gelsumini you're the most beautiful part of it all
I love your music! You're the best thing I've ever listened too! I love the lyrics, and eVeYthiNg!
that means a lot to me. thank you
Almost to 420 views, haha! Such a great video to by the way super job man, loved when you're walking and its black behind you, looks trippy and awesome.
thank you so much. i'm really glad you like it 👽❤️
"How the fuck do you love yourself when you dont even know who the fuck you are" Fuck i feel that.
I love this song
Always come back too this
Ayeee! Guardin is killing it
BayNay killin' it ❤
It just gets better every time I see the vid
that means a lot. thank you 👽❤️
My heartttt🖤 this hits just as good if not better 3yrs later
Can't stop watching this. It's so good. I love this song.
thank you so much 👽❤️
This is such a personal and relatable song
damn homie with the amazing audiovisuals
i love you 👽❤️
love this. met you in Indianapolis the other week. Cant wait for more music and more shows
Still hits just as hard the first time i heard this
I think it's crazy how much you've impacted my life with just lyrics and beats... and I'm truly happy to know I'll be listening to you five, ten, fifteen years from now. Just smoking and listening to your music helps so much and it's unbelievable how someone can relate so much or how one person can help so many other and themselves with music. I have so much love for you homie, and I'm sure everyone else does here too, and years from now, millions more will too!!!
I love him, been here since 2018 and I haven't found anyone better than him. you're doing great nick, I love you n ur music
ur music is saving me rn
Damn, love the music videos can we expect some more, if so i can't wait!
thank you so much
many more music videos comin'
Can't wait
This is awesome, I love it just like everything else you do. lots of love for you homie♡
thank you a ton. much love homie
Dope asf!
thank you so much
I personally love this song .
I'm honestly so addicted to your music you're amazimg
this song helped me get through high school 💕 and although I didn’t graduate with honors i cried with relief when I graduated💛
Saw this live at the collectivo in Milwaukee March 7 it was litt
I recently have found your music and ive honestly fell so in love with it 💕💕
another banger, love the vid my dude, keep it up and you'll be huge one day!
thank you so much ❤❤❤
criminally underrated
spot on
❤❤❤
dude i love this so much.
thank you ❤
❤️
Dope music video man! You're music is the shit, keep doing what you're doing.
thank you so much homie ❤
we got the 1k dude. congrats
we made it
thank you so much
Pretty god damn good!
thank you a ton
YESS CONGRATS ON 1k NICK
THANKS HOMIE WE DID IT
Its amazing how you made the lips sync to the lyrics eventhough its in slowmotion! :)
thank you. the slow motion idea has been in my head for a minute. glad i finally used it.
been listening for almost 2 years holy shit
I love this style
Still listening to this
i can see it 100 times and still being so fu** cool ♥
This gives the feels
I got out of the psych ward one month ago and I've been listening this song on repeat every day. I'm pretty sure the songs about severe mental illness such as schizophrenia and it means a lot to me. Even though the song makes me feel like s*** and it makes me feel worse it makes me feel more connected
fire
Keep it up man I love your stuff. I listen to your music so I can chill out but also bump hahhah.
thank you so much. that means a lot
golden just golden
thank you so much homie
this is absolute fire
thank you so much
Your music is real and it's fire mate!🔥
thank you so much. i'm glad ya enjoy it homie ❤
AYYEE U PUT IT UP TODAY FINGER LICKER LOVE U
it felt right
The edits go hard
i love this video so much
thank you ❤ i'm glad ya dig it
Awesome work bro, i saw you first time in Idleglance and i instantly loved your music, keep it up!
thank you so much
Thanks for all the music
This dude saved my life.
You the best
all you
I love it bro !!!!
thank you so much
Omg I love this. Thanks for your awesome music !! 💕👌
thank you for listening 👽❤️
Cannot wait till the next music video. The video compliments just how amazing the song is :)
thank you so much dude
aye 1k subs congratulations bro
thank you so much homie
you changed my life
The more I listen the grater a fan I become thanks for making music worth listening to 💚💚💚
Bro, this shit is so underrated...I've shown you to all my friends...its completely BAFFLING that your shit that hits hard to people with depression cant overtake these shitty rappers on the radio. keep it up man. Much love from NY!
i love this so much ♡
instrumental for this?
I have been binge listening to this song for like eight hours straight I love u guardin your music means something to alot of us. It tells a story that we can relate to and I thank u for that. ♥️♥️♥️🤘😛
(Plz reply)
Dude when u touring if so come to CT
Please never quit. We NEED you.always keep going ♥️
Great editing
thank you homie
Thats my fav Track I Love it
You are one of my fav artists
thank you so much. much love from new york 👽❤️
I appreciate you, guardin. Please, don't stop doing what you love..💚
I've never listened to a song that I've related to so much, i teared up, ngl
Actually it's so good, awesome video awesome song, keep it up homie
thanks homie ❤
Hello I'm a new subscriber and I love your stuff!!!
thank you homie
the girls rule sign on point! lol i remember u talkin bout that yesterday
haha right? it's the coolest thing in my room. i'm glad ya dig it ❤
omhmy THIS IS SO COOL
BLESS YA SOUL 👽❤️
whoo❤!
❤
This is good! Also what's with the black and white 😂
Also make ur instagram public plz
thanks homie. i don't use my instagram at all. mostly twitter & discord
This is sick, keep it up
thank you so much. i'm glad you like it
This is amazing 🙇🏻
aye this bumps 🔥
damn, the feels... the Feel. I firstly second you buddy
❤❤❤
still my fav song from you, love it video is very nice too editing is well done.
love you tbh
thank you homie. i love you too 👽❤️
Love from Australia ❤️