Dear Mathilda: To our daughter in Heaven I Trisomy 22 & Medically necessary Pregnancy Termination

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  • Опубліковано 16 лис 2024

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  • @colleensainsbury9022
    @colleensainsbury9022 Місяць тому +19

    Having had a late miscarriage at 15 weeks, I feel so sad for your anguish. My own miscarriage was 35 years ago, and I can still remember the fear and sadness. Please take a big, big hug from me .

  • @13taytayfan
    @13taytayfan Місяць тому +39

    I am so sorry for your loss! Sending love!

  • @thebatridesagain
    @thebatridesagain Місяць тому +22

    God rest you Matilda, sweet baby girl. I can’t imagine the pain you are all going through, loosing a child is always heartbreaking. Sending love and prayers to you and your beautiful family. Take care of yourself Emma, and know that you are loved.

  • @miiol7018
    @miiol7018 Місяць тому +13

    I'm so sorry ❤ You didn't fail your daughter: All she ever knew was being surrounded by your warmth and love.

  • @donotresuscitatetrampstamp
    @donotresuscitatetrampstamp Місяць тому +28

    oh beautiful angels, you are loved and i’m so sorry

  • @abigaildevoe
    @abigaildevoe Місяць тому +9

    the brightest sun always comes after the harshest rain. sending so much love to you and your family ❤️

  • @anajorgebatista7770
    @anajorgebatista7770 Місяць тому +15

    She's in a better place now,safe from this world, truly wish you and your family the best and all the love in the world❤️❤️

  • @MyOperaHouse
    @MyOperaHouse Місяць тому +5

    Sending you my deepest sympathy for your loss. This is such a sensitive and vulnerable situation and all of us appreciate you sharing your experiences. All the very best to you and your family ❤

  • @christopherkeil
    @christopherkeil Місяць тому +7

    My most profound sympathy for your loss. It is so painful when a parent loses a child. I’m not sure it ever goes completely away. You and your husband remain in our thoughts.

  • @matildealexandreromao9668
    @matildealexandreromao9668 Місяць тому +6

    My dear, I’m so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your experience, you will certainly help so many mothers of angel babies feel seen and heard. Your baby will always be up there in the sky looking at you, proud of how kind, beautiful and brave her mommy is. You are so loved. ❤️

  • @piinkoon
    @piinkoon Місяць тому +5

    Already commented on IG but still feel such a need to emphasize how sorry I am for your loss. This video made it all so much more real, and I'm wishing only the best for you and your family. Sending love and hugs from afar

  • @kirstynhume7666
    @kirstynhume7666 Місяць тому +5

    This is heartbreaking. I'm so sorry for your loss 😓💔🙏

  • @nicolebrandt5449
    @nicolebrandt5449 Місяць тому +5

    Emma, I am sending you and your family love and peace. I wish I can give you a hug. This is a hardship that no one should endure. You are loved and have all our support. ❤

  • @PaulyShore898
    @PaulyShore898 Місяць тому +1

    You're extremely brave to talk about this. A lot of people don't handle this sort of thing with respect so I haven't talked about my own experience.

  • @wlammy4ever
    @wlammy4ever Місяць тому +4

    Im sure she felt every second she was safe and loved❤❤❤❤

  • @ferpoire3233
    @ferpoire3233 Місяць тому +10

    Emma you did the right thing. Do not doubt it for a second. I am so sorry for your loss. Please be kind to yourself, you are an awesome human being and a great mom!

  • @sakgeaik
    @sakgeaik Місяць тому +5

    this made me cry a couple of times. I cannot imagine what you're going through nor can I relate but I feel your anguish and greef through the screen. You're so incredibly strong for being able to go through that and post it on the internet for anyone to be able to view. I wish you and your family nothing but love and the ability to heal. You're so strong Emma I wish you specifically nothing but happiness in your life any baby anywhere would be lucky to consider you their mama. ❤️ Rest in peace to your sweet baby girl.

  • @autumn_ghosts_
    @autumn_ghosts_ Місяць тому +10

    Oh Emma I'm so sorry little sister😔💔 I am sending you love, healing and peace💙 please don't say this is your fault..it is not. That little angel girl was just to precious for this world. 💗 she sent you that rainbow 🌈 to let you know she is ok. She felt more love in her little life then some ever know. You will see her again someday sweet sister until then your grandpa will take good care of her❤

  • @glendalazelle3909
    @glendalazelle3909 Місяць тому +4

    Blessings to you and all the broken hearted
    From England

  • @klaraendrstova
    @klaraendrstova Місяць тому +7

    i already wrote a comment on instagram but once again i'm so sorry this happened and sending my condolences. You're one of the most genuine people in this world and you don't deserve to go through this 🤍🤍 sending love and strength to you all

  • @ericasaldivar9229
    @ericasaldivar9229 Місяць тому +3

    hearing you say her name was incredibly moving

  • @tikaedits
    @tikaedits Місяць тому +1

    I am extremely sorry, Emma. This is devastating to watch, I can't even begin to imagine how you feel. Sending love to you ❤

  • @Jim-l6u9i
    @Jim-l6u9i Місяць тому +3

    Dear Emma, I am so so sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how hard your situation must be. My heart breaks for you. I wish you all the best as well as all the strength to heal. Keep smiling 💕💕

  • @phoebeveerman4128
    @phoebeveerman4128 Місяць тому +5

    Oh dear Emma, this is a really horrible situation, I feel so sorry for you and your family. Words aren't enough, but I hope that you and your family can assuage your grief together. Your videos bring me and everyone so much joy and if you feel like taking more time off, do whatever you desire. I am so sorry. :(

  • @elizanaecz8553
    @elizanaecz8553 Місяць тому +3

    Dear Emma, I'm so terribly sorry for your loss...I don't know even what to say beside sending love to you and your family in this sad and hard time in your life.

  • @chlariepeace3093
    @chlariepeace3093 Місяць тому +2

    Emma i am very sorry for your loss very sad but in haven now at peace 😢😢😢😢❤❤❤

  • @THWPRJCT
    @THWPRJCT Місяць тому +2

    Dear Emma. My deepest sympathies with you and your family. I am very sorry. You have not failed Mathilda.

  • @doedarling1215
    @doedarling1215 Місяць тому +1

    Thank you for sharing such a private and emotional process, this is heart breaking and I'm sending you love.

  • @naiaradealmeidamarco
    @naiaradealmeidamarco Місяць тому +1

    My condolences dear, your sweet Matilda will always be with you in your hearts, God bless you always ❤

  • @porridgebowl
    @porridgebowl Місяць тому +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss 🩷 my thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time

  • @miss_aubrey1989
    @miss_aubrey1989 Місяць тому +1

    Emma, I'm so sorry for you 😭💔! Sending love, hugs, and support from the Philippines! ❤️‍🩹🇵🇭

  • @marybachler1099
    @marybachler1099 Місяць тому +1

    I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet baby. I will keep you and your family in my prayers for strength and healing. There are no words I can say to ease your pain. You and your husband will carry the love for your daughter forever and I send ❤️ and caring. Please be kind to yourself. None of this was your fault. Your angel is in heaven where there is no suffering. 🙏♥️

  • @StellaMariaGiulia
    @StellaMariaGiulia Місяць тому +1

    I'm so sorry, Emma! There are no words for this kind of loss. Sending you and your husband love and a huge hug, please give Teddy Boy a extra long one ❤

  • @blameitonblackstar
    @blameitonblackstar Місяць тому +2

    My heart is breaking for you and your family. I am so sorry for your loss.

  • @LauraMunnster33
    @LauraMunnster33 Місяць тому +1

    I’m so deeply sorry for your loss. I can’t imagine what you’re going through right now but sending so much love ❤️

  • @grant78uk
    @grant78uk Місяць тому +7

    I’m sorry for your loss. 😢

  • @fawnlillie
    @fawnlillie Місяць тому +1

    we all love you so much emma ❤ i definitely cried along with you but i truly believe Mathilda knows how much you love her. i think she sent you that rainbow to show you even after a downpour of rain, you will be able to find joy and happiness in life and in the lessons you’ve learned. Mathilda will always be with you 🌈

  • @karenhickey1131
    @karenhickey1131 Місяць тому +1

    Oh beautiful Emma, I am so sorry for your loss 💗 I know you aren’t a religious person, but I pray that God heals your hearts, and fills and surrounds you and your husband, with His love and peace. That He encounters you, and brings you both comfort in this sad time 💗
    Babies are very precious to God, just as they are for their parents… and the ones that don’t get to stay on earth, have a special place in Heaven where they are well looked after, loved and cared for.
    There is no pain, no unforgivness, no tears, no sickness in Heaven…Mathilda is completely healed now, and surrounded by God’s love and peace….and when she looks down from Heaven upon you, She is filled with love. She does not blame you, she loves you 💗
    Be comforted in knowing, that you will see her again someday, when it is your time to go to Heaven…think of how wonderful that day will be, when you finally get to hold her in your arms, and you never have to let go of her again ❤
    Sending you my love precious Emma, take care 🌸💗

  • @chlariepeace3093
    @chlariepeace3093 Місяць тому +2

    I am crying for you sweetheart I am sorry 😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤🌈🌈🌈🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️💐💐💐💐💐🙏🌈

  • @daysuq
    @daysuq Місяць тому +2

    Es tut mir sehr leid für deinen Verlust, ich hoffe, dass du Trost bei deinen Lieben findest. Ich schicke dir eine virtuelle Umarmung.

  • @estherwijnbeek8072
    @estherwijnbeek8072 Місяць тому

    I am sending you big hug; so sorry you had to lose your daughter. You are so brave to tell us all this; she is safe with God now and you are a very loving mother. I lost my child in a miscariage and it will always hurt but I know I will see it one day in Heaven.

  • @marquessabiggs8707
    @marquessabiggs8707 Місяць тому +1

    Words can't express my love and sympathy, sending you and your loved ones all the love and comfort in the world ❤️

  • @RedDrowned
    @RedDrowned Місяць тому +3

    ❤ sending love and peace your way!

  • @cathrinezaccaginini2626
    @cathrinezaccaginini2626 Місяць тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your loss. It's probably going to be a very hard time for you, you and your family. I'm sending you the biggest hug just from me

  • @Ringos_mom
    @Ringos_mom Місяць тому +1

    I’m so sorry. You’re very strong and brave! I’m sending you and your family all my loving. 💗💗

  • @jamesnock5572
    @jamesnock5572 Місяць тому +4

    So sorry for your loss and pain sending love and condolences to you and your family at this sad time

  • @beep3121
    @beep3121 Місяць тому +2

    Oh Emma, I am so sorry. Sending you loads of love ❤

  • @LyndseyCouts
    @LyndseyCouts Місяць тому

    Sorry about your loss Emma, rest in peace Mathilda!

  • @oldhollywoodangels
    @oldhollywoodangels Місяць тому +3

    Sending love to you ❤ I am so sorry

  • @cole20s
    @cole20s Місяць тому +2

    I’m so so so sorry. Sending you and your family so much love.

  • @irenetsa8246
    @irenetsa8246 Місяць тому

    Im so sorry for your loss!! Sending lots of love and i hope that Matilda knows how much y loved her and cared about her❤❤

  • @journeytakesatrip
    @journeytakesatrip Місяць тому +4

    I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through all of this heartbreak for the last few weeks. I commend you for the tough decision you made, for caring about your baby to not want her to suffer, and for being so open and honest about this process. You haven’t failed her, quite the opposite you’ve done nothing but love her. I hope that having your story out will help you heal without having to pretend that everything is ok. 💔

  • @andromedaxy2747
    @andromedaxy2747 Місяць тому

    I'm so sorry for your loss, I've been thinking a lot of you the last days. I wish you and your family all the strength you need ❤

  • @cathyjardine2957
    @cathyjardine2957 Місяць тому

    So terribly sorry for this heartbreaking loss for you and your family. Hugs 😢

  • @johannakastner5766
    @johannakastner5766 Місяць тому +1

    Im sorry for your loss! God will Take care of her im Sure she Angel Look with smile to you . Much streng and love for you

  • @DeidreL9
    @DeidreL9 Місяць тому

    Oh Emma, blessings and love. She will be waiting for you🙏❤️

  • @RedDrowned
    @RedDrowned Місяць тому +2

    "The poor little darling creature, scarcely three months old, had already, for me, individuality and character... And now they tell me, to console me, that I shall surely have other children. But where is Sonia?" Dostoevsky wrote in letters.. when you can, read them, you'll surely feel understood and less alone ❤ I wish you and your family all the best in this hardship.

  • @Alecrim-dp1yb
    @Alecrim-dp1yb Місяць тому +2

    I'm so so sorry to hear about it. I'm sending my prayers 💚💚💚

  • @ByMandyJulie
    @ByMandyJulie Місяць тому +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss! You’re so brave for sharing

  • @michaldelaguin8975
    @michaldelaguin8975 Місяць тому +1

    I'm so so sorry for your loss, dear Emma😭❤️

  • @babiegirl526
    @babiegirl526 Місяць тому

    im so sorry i didnt know you had a baby and another baby that is terrible mathilda is always with you. since girls are born with all their eggs she been with you your whole life and she always will be with you as you will forever be her mummy

  • @thesatanicmajesty
    @thesatanicmajesty Місяць тому +1

    Sending so much love and light your way ❤️‍🩹

  • @eleanorrigby7897
    @eleanorrigby7897 Місяць тому +4

    I pray for your peace. Losing a child before meeting them is indeed heartbreaking. Please don't blame yourself, you made a difficult decision but it was the right thing to do. Know that your little angel is at peace now, shes no longer in pain, and im sure she's smiling down at you from heaven, she was loved and she'll always be loved😢❤. Praying you meet again in the other realm. Keep your loved ones and your son close with you through this time. God bless you all 🙏 ❤

  • @bamacopeland4372
    @bamacopeland4372 Місяць тому +3

    I'm sorry for yalls loss. Sending loves yalls way.

  • @kesy3782
    @kesy3782 Місяць тому +4

    So so sorry, sending love ❤

  • @timetraveler8777
    @timetraveler8777 Місяць тому +1

    Dear Emma , I feel so sorry for you , you don't deserve this situation

  • @abigailphilips825
    @abigailphilips825 Місяць тому

    I'm so desperately sorry for your loss Emma and for your Husband and little boy. Hard as it is, it wasn't Mathilda's time to travel to this dimension yet. She's not lost to you, death whether in utero or in the physical body may feel like the end, but it's not. Your little girl continues on and one day you'll see her and hold her, whether she chooses to come to this dimension another time or you meet later, but know you will be reunited one day and in the meantime, she'll draw very close to you. May you get a flash of light that shows you she's with you, soon you'll feel the love she has for you and for the heartbreaking choice you had to make. Treat yourself gently, as gently as you need to. x

  • @rosie-kh1jk
    @rosie-kh1jk Місяць тому

    Am so sorry for your loss what an awful thing to have to go through :( sending love to you and your Family

  • @Amora986
    @Amora986 Місяць тому

    You are thee most beautiful soul of angelic energy i feel your hurt and im crying
    With you sweet angel😪 just know that little angel baby will always be your guardian angel and she knew Love with her sweet beautiful mama,you a capable of so much love that you are a healing force of goodness love and light,i know these words cant take away the pain and hurt your going though 💞but know your baby is at peace and a angel of light to shine within and upon you forever,🙏💕🧚‍♀️

  • @Coralinepiano
    @Coralinepiano Місяць тому

    I am very sorry for you loss❤You are in my thoughts and prayers❤

  • @Coralinepiano
    @Coralinepiano Місяць тому

    We love you very much❤I am thinking of you always💗

  • @zuzannahochschulz3260
    @zuzannahochschulz3260 Місяць тому +1

    So sorry for your loss 😢😢😢🕊

  • @purpleonmymind
    @purpleonmymind Місяць тому

    Blessings to you and your family ❤

  • @td64youtubechannel80
    @td64youtubechannel80 Місяць тому +1

    I'm so sorry for your daughter.

  • @online2000.
    @online2000. Місяць тому +1

    Oh my gosh I am so sorry

  • @mori.kurogawa7936
    @mori.kurogawa7936 Місяць тому

    Maybe you feel less alone if you connect with other loss parents. Or follow their channels. It makes it much more real to see how they are happy again without denying the grief they will carry forever. Makes you believe it can be possible for you, too. And remember your babies together. It's not about moving on.
    I hope your next pregnancy will be easy and healthy, in time and if you wish so. Sadly, it's such an uncertain time and many children are lost. But not forgotten.

  • @megnorman4260
    @megnorman4260 Місяць тому

    I’m so sorry

  • @judis6224
    @judis6224 Місяць тому +1

    So sorry Em,you might just need ice packs you might have bleeding hemeroids.put your feet up.try not to worry,easier said then done.

  • @them3lster
    @them3lster Місяць тому +1

    ❤️

  • @Emma-bd6pe
    @Emma-bd6pe Місяць тому +1

  • @juleso9797
    @juleso9797 Місяць тому

    ❤️🙏🏼

  • @talitasmit9337
    @talitasmit9337 Місяць тому

    😭

  • @Notagain44
    @Notagain44 Місяць тому

    I am so sorry for your loss and grief 💔 Psalms 34:18 says the Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

  • @judis6224
    @judis6224 Місяць тому

    So mean to have to do it alone.be careful if you get pregnant again,could be hard to get pregnant,so sorry Em,sending hugs.she is a living human,dont listen.you havent failed her Em.😢

  • @judis6224
    @judis6224 Місяць тому

    Cool outfit Em.😊

  • @judis6224
    @judis6224 Місяць тому

    Get a second opinion em before you do anything drastic,know your scared,get in quick.

    • @jennasmith2181
      @jennasmith2181 Місяць тому +2

      What a fucking stupid and heartless thing to write.

  • @caitlynm8
    @caitlynm8 Місяць тому

    I am so sorry Emma 🤍🤍🤍 Please don’t be too hard on yourself, you saved her life and your life. Ik it was the hardest decision to make but you did it out of love and protected your daughter. This isn’t your fault. Sending my support always 💌

  • @BeautyNoodle
    @BeautyNoodle Місяць тому