I have been depressed for a long time, but after taking shrooms few months ago, l feel much happier and highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.
Having depression is one of the most torturous things in life. It changed my whole person, after many years I think I haven't recovered much of who I was before depression. My family didn't support me or maybe they didn't know how to deal with me and my emotions, the only person who was with me during my dark days was my litle brother, he was just 9 years old but he was smart enough to see that something wrong was happening to me. He did his best to help me, he used to watch TV by my side to secure I had a good time, but, of course, nothing could take away this thing to me, my mind couldn't stop. I learned how to "live" with it and how to hide my feelings. I lost my way and I did things that now I regret. I had to work a lot with myself, I searched for professional help and now I feel better.
I’m also having a severe depression and anxiety, I was a former OFW, a key account execution manager and had a 22 yrs of experience in sales. Unfortunately, I committed a lot of mistakes in the past that caused these anxiety and depression, my family left me, I got nothing except my old mother who’s helping me and the only person right now that understands me, I wanted to be cured and I really wanted to get of this sickness. I really need a help. How I wish I can also be healed and get back to society to become a better person and can help my fellows who are also suffering the same
@@Ima-d4p let’s keep our Faith to God. Ask for forgiveness to Him and seek Him because that’s the only thing we can do especially on my situation that I’m in a rock-bottom and it’s extremely hard.
The very worst type of depression is a sui cidal depression and the agitation that comes with it. You can’t cry, you don’t know how to get through the day, stomach in knots, fear of the future, regrets of your past shd you feel like a terrible person. It is what I describe as being tortured by your mind and finding no peace. You can’t concentrate or read or watch tv. Other types of depression are more manageable
Experiencing depression is like a room filled with dark emptiness; it is scary and lonely. And finding the door to get outside the room is very difficult and sometimes, painful. Angelo's story reminds us adults, teens, and kids that we all have our own battles in life. And, we are not alone. Approximately 280 million people in the world have depression, and you might be one of them. Like Angelo, I am also struggling lately with my life as a college student. Thinking about everything makes me want to give up, especially since I don't have anyone to talk to. Life has been difficult lately as an 18-year-old kid who is still figuring things out. There are times when I wish that I could forever be a kid who never gives a damn about anything. With my friends, I show no weakness. But I realize it is a defense mechanism to hide my problems, which I do not want to share. College life hits me hard. I face academic failures and disappointment, and I question my abilities. It's draining. It's like living in brittle glass. There are so many pressures and expectations from my family and friends. But, seeing it in a good light, those kept me going. They fueled my desire to prove myself and grow. And this video motivated me to seek help when in need because we can't beat this thing alone. That's okay; there's no shame in that. We can also beat this stigma. We must show others that it's normal to seek help, no matter how strong you think you are. I know it is not easy. Even Angelo and I are having difficulty with these types of things since I'm used to not depending on others. But to you who are reading this: Don't ever give up on yourself. I have faith in you. I wish you good luck in your silent battles. You can do it. And if you ever feel nobody loves you, always pray to God. He is the light in the darkest room of your life.
I am with this phase again for the second time and everything for me is impossible hopeless and hard, I feel sorry for myself and my family and people around me
I was just diagnosed last week... and i started with my meds last Friday... I was already feeling sad and overwhelmed and having PSI since the pandemic started. there were bright days.. but the dark days far outnumbered the bright ones... my first dog died January this year and his passing broke me. I was getting angry at the smallest of things... and i snap at my parents, shout at my dog just because i was feeling frustrated at everything that was happening.... It felt good to talk to the psychiatrist... It felt good to be heard. And since i started the meds, i feel a lighter.. and the mundane things that usually make me angry and ruin my day, i was able to tolerate them a bit better. It's a scary journey that i am taking... but i know that I will get better one day.
It gets better. I was diagnosed 7 years ago. Meds made me feel better, but they weren't the right ones. Last week, I went to a psychiatric unit and they fixed my medication. I feel like a new person and I'm enjoying things I haven't in so, so long. Just keep pushing. Make sure you tell others about your depression, it isolates you so much when you keep it inside. Much love to you. And, WE got this!!
I have dealt with depressive episode all my life, and believe me family and friends to date. were, and are not very helpful, i deal with it myself, i think they all need help themselves, believe me, they were and are vicious in their opinions of me, they, mainly family, all tell me i need help, when they are the ones with the real issues... ex:, my youngest brother tried to kill himself, and i know will do it again, my 2nd to the youngest sister, stays in a co - dependent relationship. (marriage), for 47 or so years, both her boys are messed up, in one way or another, and she loathes me for having the strength to move on from both of my x husband's, because of their abuse to me.. There is a lot more here, than meets the eye, i would be here for a month telling you about all their disorders, in which, are worse than mine.. Thank You for this video.. My childhood friend is a Therapist and owns her own clinics, she told me just today through a private message i was the only normal one in my family, and she decided to do this kind of work because of my family, and her brother, thanks for reading this...
The daily... Hourly struggle with suicidal thoughts....for years no rain or shine my first thought at waking up is I want to die... Nothing wrong specifically that made me dread the day... The moment I opened my eyes it engulfed me.. Kept me in bed... Made me lose all my friends.. Made me lose connection with my family... And I'm still in the thick of it and I don't know what to do
Dear Reader, You are not alone. I was diagnosed 7 years ago. I have tried 4 different medications. I am finally on one that helps. No more fatigue, my appetite is normal and I feel motivated. It can be scary. Please talk to friends and/or family about your struggle. Keeping it to yourself is so isolating. You can do this, you deserve to be happy and you will be. It gets better.
@@sandrag330 I've been seeing a psychiatrist since January. Then I started working again . I'm taking pills that seems to help me most times. There are days when it doesn't. But I'm glad in the progress I'm making. I've met some nice people at work. Thank you for asking♥️
Accept life as what it is , go with the flow of life. Dun blame our self for what beyond our control. Every one of us is here for a moment , just make our self happy . I believe most depression is a spiritual awakening more then a illness. So dun ever self stigmatise . Have hope that in time you will see the light after the dark night of the soul.
I’m dealing this alone… sobrang lungkot, sobrang hirap, sobrang sakit. Yung pain na hindi ko alam saan galing, yung darkness, loneliness and extreme sadness. Bumabaon sa puso ko. Sa utak ko, hindi ako makatulog, hindi ako makapag concentrate, lagi akong tulala, d makausap, parng walang bagay o tao na makakapag pasaya sakin kaht nasakin naman lahat ng yun, walang kulang sa buhay ko, pera, career, family, I was loved, but there’s one person who i loved the most na biglang naglaho. And that triggered the sadness. It’s been a year. But instead of healing through time.. i got worst. I cant handle it, its killing me inside
Wow❤❤❤ my whole body and mind is on fire right now, i cnt find the answers...ive lost so mich in the past 4 yrs and im nothing like i used to be.god please help me! What a story youve just told, i wanna be able to write one like this 1 day xxx
For those that are dealing with it alone,can we start a virtual support since we are from different parts of the world,I can coordinate the group???anyone out here?????
Is there a virtual support group anyone knows of you don't have to be in the same country?if not can we please start a support group and help support oneanother????
I am at this point so lonley. I barely have money coming in an have 1500 in bills each month which is know isnt crazy but its a lot when you have no money coming. I live in a small trailer with electrical issues in a bad part of town, im stuck in a car loan for a piece of shit car which is at the same time my only means of making money via uber and doordash. I cant get enough energy to go talk to a girl, or go get a good job, or really do anything and honesty im at a point where i barely care about anything at all and pretty much want to die all the time , but im pretty scared of heaven and hell so i really cant die for that reason because im surenthings are worse in hell, i just wish i could not feel anything because i dont really care anymore
It's so hard when you're just surviving. Please talk to someone you trust about how you're feeling. We hope that these resources can help you: www.who.int/campaigns/world-mental-health-day/2021/campaign-materials
We are newly registered nonprofit dedicated to support our community understand mental health and its impact. We are requesting books, from organizations that can donate books to our library.
Having depression is one of the most torturous things in life. It changed my whole person, after many years I think I haven't recovered much of who I was before depression. My family didn't support me or maybe they didn't know how to deal with me and my emotions, the only person who was with me during my dark days was my litle brother, he was just 9 years old but he was smart enough to see that something wrong was happening to me. He did his best to help me, he used to watch TV by my side to secure I had a good time, but, of course, nothing could take away this thing to me, my mind couldn't stop. I learned how to "live" with it and how to hide my feelings. I lost my way and I did things that now I regret. I had to work a lot with myself, I searched for professional help and now I feel better.
How lucky you are to have a mother who understand your depression...
Why
Yes
@@lucutes2936 because there are people who doesn't believe depression is real and sometimes those people can be your own flesh and blood.
True . .
My mother doesn't give a shitt
I have been depressed for a long time, but after taking shrooms few months ago, l feel much happier and highly motivated and my ADHD gone , lost a ton of anxiousness and had a few epiphanies about how I should live my life. I decided to buy an ounce for backup, but haven’t yet felt the need to take any more since then.
I have autism, I was diagnosed with it when I was 15. I tried shrooms and it made me function so much better.
Eek I’m autistic too and might wanna try mushrooms. How do I go about it?
Yeah doc.brenttt is your guide. Man is exceptional with anything psychedelics.
Yes doc.Brenttt
Despite the recent research on psychedelics,,there’s no realistic timeline for when,, or if, psychedelic will be approved by FDA..
Having depression is one of the most torturous things in life. It changed my whole person, after many years I think I haven't recovered much of who I was before depression. My family didn't support me or maybe they didn't know how to deal with me and my emotions, the only person who was with me during my dark days was my litle brother, he was just 9 years old but he was smart enough to see that something wrong was happening to me. He did his best to help me, he used to watch TV by my side to secure I had a good time, but, of course, nothing could take away this thing to me, my mind couldn't stop. I learned how to "live" with it and how to hide my feelings. I lost my way and I did things that now I regret. I had to work a lot with myself, I searched for professional help and now I feel better.
Pls help me I am in severe mental pain now how u recover
I’m also having a severe depression and anxiety, I was a former OFW, a key account execution manager and had a 22 yrs of experience in sales. Unfortunately, I committed a lot of mistakes in the past that caused these anxiety and depression, my family left me, I got nothing except my old mother who’s helping me and the only person right now that understands me, I wanted to be cured and I really wanted to get of this sickness. I really need a help. How I wish I can also be healed and get back to society to become a better person and can help my fellows who are also suffering the same
Same here 😢😊
@@Ima-d4p let’s keep our Faith to God. Ask for forgiveness to Him and seek Him because that’s the only thing we can do especially on my situation that I’m in a rock-bottom and it’s extremely hard.
Severe depression is unimaginably painful, hard to describe unless you’ve been through it
I have suffered a lot...severe hell...don't know why am I facing this??
@@neetucarpenter7992 It’s the worst
@@justmadeit2 yes
The very worst type of depression is a sui cidal depression and the agitation that comes with it. You can’t cry, you don’t know how to get through the day, stomach in knots, fear of the future, regrets of your past shd you feel like a terrible person. It is what I describe as being tortured by your mind and finding no peace. You can’t concentrate or read or watch tv. Other types of depression are more manageable
Experiencing depression is like a room filled with dark emptiness; it is scary and lonely. And finding the door to get outside the room is very difficult and sometimes, painful. Angelo's story reminds us adults, teens, and kids that we all have our own battles in life. And, we are not alone. Approximately 280 million people in the world have depression, and you might be one of them. Like Angelo, I am also struggling lately with my life as a college student. Thinking about everything makes me want to give up, especially since I don't have anyone to talk to. Life has been difficult lately as an 18-year-old kid who is still figuring things out. There are times when I wish that I could forever be a kid who never gives a damn about anything. With my friends, I show no weakness. But I realize it is a defense mechanism to hide my problems, which I do not want to share. College life hits me hard. I face academic failures and disappointment, and I question my abilities. It's draining. It's like living in brittle glass. There are so many pressures and expectations from my family and friends. But, seeing it in a good light, those kept me going. They fueled my desire to prove myself and grow. And this video motivated me to seek help when in need because we can't beat this thing alone. That's okay; there's no shame in that. We can also beat this stigma. We must show others that it's normal to seek help, no matter how strong you think you are. I know it is not easy. Even Angelo and I are having difficulty with these types of things since I'm used to not depending on others. But to you who are reading this: Don't ever give up on yourself. I have faith in you. I wish you good luck in your silent battles. You can do it. And if you ever feel nobody loves you, always pray to God. He is the light in the darkest room of your life.
We all have to deal with various degrees of depression. It helps others to hear your story Angelo. Thank you
I am with this phase again for the second time and everything for me is impossible hopeless and hard, I feel sorry for myself and my family and people around me
Un din Akala ko di n sya babalik.. :( 🙏
I'm here now, mostly because of my OCD. I hope you're doing better in your journey today 🙏
I was just diagnosed last week... and i started with my meds last Friday... I was already feeling sad and overwhelmed and having PSI since the pandemic started. there were bright days.. but the dark days far outnumbered the bright ones... my first dog died January this year and his passing broke me.
I was getting angry at the smallest of things... and i snap at my parents, shout at my dog just because i was feeling frustrated at everything that was happening....
It felt good to talk to the psychiatrist... It felt good to be heard. And since i started the meds, i feel a lighter.. and the mundane things that usually make me angry and ruin my day, i was able to tolerate them a bit better.
It's a scary journey that i am taking... but i know that I will get better one day.
It gets better. I was diagnosed 7 years ago. Meds made me feel better, but they weren't the right ones. Last week, I went to a psychiatric unit and they fixed my medication. I feel like a new person and I'm enjoying things I haven't in so, so long. Just keep pushing. Make sure you tell others about your depression, it isolates you so much when you keep it inside. Much love to you. And, WE got this!!
I have dealt with depressive episode all my life, and believe me family and friends to date. were, and are not very helpful, i deal with it myself, i think they all need help themselves, believe me, they were and are vicious in their opinions of me, they, mainly family, all tell me i need help, when they are the ones with the real issues... ex:, my youngest brother tried to kill himself, and i know will do it again, my 2nd to the youngest sister, stays in a co - dependent relationship. (marriage), for 47 or so years, both her boys are messed up, in one way or another, and she loathes me for having the strength to move on from both of my x husband's, because of their abuse to me.. There is a lot more here, than meets the eye, i would be here for a month telling you about all their disorders, in which, are worse than mine.. Thank You for this video.. My childhood friend is a Therapist and owns her own clinics, she told me just today through a private message i was the only normal one in my family, and she decided to do this kind of work because of my family, and her brother, thanks for reading this...
The daily... Hourly struggle with suicidal thoughts....for years no rain or shine my first thought at waking up is I want to die... Nothing wrong specifically that made me dread the day... The moment I opened my eyes it engulfed me.. Kept me in bed... Made me lose all my friends.. Made me lose connection with my family... And I'm still in the thick of it and I don't know what to do
I hope ur better now🙏
how you doing ?
Dear Reader,
You are not alone. I was diagnosed 7 years ago. I have tried 4 different medications. I am finally on one that helps. No more fatigue, my appetite is normal and I feel motivated. It can be scary. Please talk to friends and/or family about your struggle. Keeping it to yourself is so isolating. You can do this, you deserve to be happy and you will be. It gets better.
i need my mom right now
This is me right now. Life sucks right now. 99% of me wants to give up and 1% of me says not to.
Me to trying g but spinning the wheels
How are you doing?
@@sandrag330 I've been seeing a psychiatrist since January. Then I started working again . I'm taking pills that seems to help me most times. There are days when it doesn't. But I'm glad in the progress I'm making. I've met some nice people at work. Thank you for asking♥️
i wish i have friends that are willing to listen my story
Hope you're feeling better today Cris🙏
i want to listnen to your story i am also depressed
Accept life as what it is , go with the flow of life. Dun blame our self for what beyond our control.
Every one of us is here for a moment , just make our self happy .
I believe most depression is a spiritual awakening more then a illness. So dun ever self stigmatise .
Have hope that in time you will see the light after the dark night of the soul.
This was such a beautiful story, thank you for being brave enough to share your story.
Thank you for watching!
I’m dealing this alone… sobrang lungkot, sobrang hirap, sobrang sakit. Yung pain na hindi ko alam saan galing, yung darkness, loneliness and extreme sadness. Bumabaon sa puso ko. Sa utak ko, hindi ako makatulog, hindi ako makapag concentrate, lagi akong tulala, d makausap, parng walang bagay o tao na makakapag pasaya sakin kaht nasakin naman lahat ng yun, walang kulang sa buhay ko, pera, career, family, I was loved, but there’s one person who i loved the most na biglang naglaho. And that triggered the sadness. It’s been a year. But instead of healing through time.. i got worst. I cant handle it, its killing me inside
Wow❤❤❤ my whole body and mind is on fire right now, i cnt find the answers...ive lost so mich in the past 4 yrs and im nothing like i used to be.god please help me! What a story youve just told, i wanna be able to write one like this 1 day xxx
For those that are dealing with it alone,can we start a virtual support since we are from different parts of the world,I can coordinate the group???anyone out here?????
Im in 😢😢im tired of fighting alone
Yes
When i see ur story .. it heal me from inside..
I am proud of you for sharing and , fighting hard sir.
its happening to me now. i need help
I have found that generating the feelings of love is what is healing my depression. I’m sure it can work for you too!
Felicitaciones por el excelente trabajo realizado...
Is there a virtual support group anyone knows of you don't have to be in the same country?if not can we please start a support group and help support oneanother????
At least he has his mom 😢
This video has only 55k views in 6 years 😢
can i make it?
This is a hopeless world full of demons.
3 years recovery
How are you today and how you cope that
At least angelo have a mother who understands his depression
But I have no one who understands my depression 😔 😢😢
I'm so sorry to hear that. It's so hard when you feel alone. Sending love to you.
@@whowpro I want to get some help 😩 about depression 😢
I am at this point so lonley. I barely have money coming in an have 1500 in bills each month which is know isnt crazy but its a lot when you have no money coming. I live in a small trailer with electrical issues in a bad part of town, im stuck in a car loan for a piece of shit car which is at the same time my only means of making money via uber and doordash. I cant get enough energy to go talk to a girl, or go get a good job, or really do anything and honesty im at a point where i barely care about anything at all and pretty much want to die all the time , but im pretty scared of heaven and hell so i really cant die for that reason because im surenthings are worse in hell, i just wish i could not feel anything because i dont really care anymore
It's so hard when you're just surviving. Please talk to someone you trust about how you're feeling. We hope that these resources can help you: www.who.int/campaigns/world-mental-health-day/2021/campaign-materials
This is me.....🥺
Basically you leaned on your mom she helped well I don't have that lucky option good day to you¡!!¡!!!!!!!!!
Are you taking medication? Remember all medication have side effects. One cause of alzheimer's disease.
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pls do not hesitate to speak yo me if you need someone to listen to you. my handicap is that I can't speak Tagalog.
We are newly registered nonprofit dedicated to support our community understand mental health and its impact. We are requesting books, from organizations that can donate books to our library.
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I NEVER GET WHY PEOPLE CAN BECOME DEPRESSED IN THIS BEAUTIFUL WORLD WITH ALL THIS BEAUTY❤
Amongus
This video didn't help!!!!!!!!!
Having depression is one of the most torturous things in life. It changed my whole person, after many years I think I haven't recovered much of who I was before depression. My family didn't support me or maybe they didn't know how to deal with me and my emotions, the only person who was with me during my dark days was my litle brother, he was just 9 years old but he was smart enough to see that something wrong was happening to me. He did his best to help me, he used to watch TV by my side to secure I had a good time, but, of course, nothing could take away this thing to me, my mind couldn't stop. I learned how to "live" with it and how to hide my feelings. I lost my way and I did things that now I regret. I had to work a lot with myself, I searched for professional help and now I feel better.
i am glad you did when i pay my bills i think my daughter would be better of without me. i should die
Sometimes seeking help also could be so hard but we have to step up even when it's hard