Doing things the same way always Paranoid thinking Mistrust Overthinking Obsessive thinking Self image like/hate self all in same day 🤣 No feelings /detached Just a few examples , such a roller coaster of moods and can be so tiring. Im i coming or going feeling x
I feel exactly the same and will potentially get a bpd diagnosis, thank you for sharing this video it makes me feel like I'm not alone in suffering with chronic emptiness.
i relate to this so much i really appreciate you for making this video dude. especially the thing about whole weeks where you’re just dissociating, paranoid and drained. locking myself in the house bc of the fear of going outside and feeling like you’re battling between two minds. thank you so much for this video, makes me feel so much less alone with the bpd shite! wishing u the best i hope u feel better soon
Watched this again , quite a lot to take in first view , very honest and truly BPD , so much connection in what your saying and how moods flip and thinking changes. Thanks for posting this , i feel better in that its not just me suffers this way , yet sad that others do too. Hopefully lockdown finished soon , weather picks up and you can try to get some normality back into your not so normal life x
Try getting checked for toxo. I know what your feeling. Ive been through months of going like this. Waking up and doing nothing all day for weeks on end because my brain wasnt functioning
I think the "sleep paralysis" thing is completely normal, as is not wanting to do stuff you need to do if you're depressed. I wouldn't beat up myself up too much about it. Much of what you experience is perfectly normal regardless of bpd.
Omg that's me , UA-cam not deleting my comments its me , i wake early feel bad for commenting and quickly delete it lol , because i feel bad , i think differently when i wake from when i wrote it. My moods drive me nuts lol i find it hard to decide anything and its like groundhog day. Sorry you thought it was UA-cam. I watch your vlogs and think im not like that ,why lol. I overthink everything. I've never met anyone with BPD , so its like searching Google and UA-cam trying to relate. Hope your feeling better since posting this Mads 🤪😃 x
P.s i can relate to this vlog to much lol , nice to no its not just me sadly 😭😃 Omg thats so me ,i feel detached from life like i have no emotions , i feel like i feel nothing, i drink at nite to feel something too 🤣. This is how i am this is BPD know feel live. I was so convinced you were normal that your meds had fixed you , my shrink won't give me any , ffs lol i was arguing saying mads on UA-cam has some and she's doing great. Could write forever now 🤣 brains in chat mode ,aww bless ya and thank you x
Watched 4 times now and its like your mouths moving but my thoughts are coming out. Omg im same with phone calls haha ffs and so much of what your saying thanks for posting , feel blessed and made me smile ,its not funny but its so me too , im not the only one living this mood crappy disorder x
Ohhhh I see, my bad. UA-cam have been deleting comments so I just assumed it had happened again. I’m glad this video fulfilled its purpose by showing people that it’s not all sunshine and roses. Thank you for watching and commenting, I really appreciate you taking the time to watch me x
@@madelinerose9161 any recommendations to fix this mood changes , im 54 only diagnosed last year after nearly 30yrs told depression and anxiety go out for walks stop drinking bla. I no that if something is not treated it gets worse. Same for anything. Never been so messed lol. Don't like it at all and I can't for trying stop it. No cure yet hard to accept.
@@johno6637 sorry to hear this John. I find it hard when my moods are cycling through one to another. Usually I’m reluctant to do anything majorly taxing to fix it, so I go for things that’ll distract me but not take ages and feel like a big effort e.g cook something easy, have a shower, talk to someone but make them talk about themselves to distract you from your own mood. Not sure if that’s helpful, but I agree going for walks or being told not to drink isn’t always helpful. I prefer the more practical distracting tasks x
Doing things the same way always
Paranoid thinking
Mistrust
Overthinking
Obsessive thinking
Self image like/hate self all in same day 🤣
No feelings /detached
Just a few examples , such a roller coaster of moods and can be so tiring. Im i coming or going feeling x
I feel exactly the same and will potentially get a bpd diagnosis, thank you for sharing this video it makes me feel like I'm not alone in suffering with chronic emptiness.
i relate to this so much i really appreciate you for making this video dude. especially the thing about whole weeks where you’re just dissociating, paranoid and drained. locking myself in the house bc of the fear of going outside and feeling like you’re battling between two minds.
thank you so much for this video, makes me feel so much less alone with the bpd shite! wishing u the best i hope u feel better soon
oh shit this videos a year old hahaha whoops but point still stands great vid
Thank you, I really appreciate your comment & im glad it’s made you feel less alone. Wish you all the best x
Watched this again , quite a lot to take in first view , very honest and truly BPD , so much connection in what your saying and how moods flip and thinking changes. Thanks for posting this , i feel better in that its not just me suffers this way , yet sad that others do too. Hopefully lockdown finished soon , weather picks up and you can try to get some normality back into your not so normal life x
Try getting checked for toxo. I know what your feeling. Ive been through months of going like this. Waking up and doing nothing all day for weeks on end because my brain wasnt functioning
love you stel & les. So proud of you for keeping it so real and raw
Thank lily! Love you lots x
That flatness. Totally relate.
Sleeping disorders can be hell.
I wish you the best.
I think the "sleep paralysis" thing is completely normal, as is not wanting to do stuff you need to do if you're depressed. I wouldn't beat up myself up too much about it. Much of what you experience is perfectly normal regardless of bpd.
I know and agree. Just wanted to have a stripped back video being honest about the not so good days x
Omg that's me , UA-cam not deleting my comments its me , i wake early feel bad for commenting and quickly delete it lol , because i feel bad , i think differently when i wake from when i wrote it. My moods drive me nuts lol i find it hard to decide anything and its like groundhog day. Sorry you thought it was UA-cam. I watch your vlogs and think im not like that ,why lol. I overthink everything.
I've never met anyone with BPD , so its like searching Google and UA-cam trying to relate. Hope your feeling better since posting this Mads 🤪😃 x
P.s i can relate to this vlog to much lol , nice to no its not just me sadly 😭😃
Omg thats so me ,i feel detached from life like i have no emotions , i feel like i feel nothing, i drink at nite to feel something too 🤣. This is how i am this is BPD know feel live. I was so convinced you were normal that your meds had fixed you , my shrink won't give me any , ffs lol i was arguing saying mads on UA-cam has some and she's doing great. Could write forever now 🤣 brains in chat mode ,aww bless ya and thank you x
Watched 4 times now and its like your mouths moving but my thoughts are coming out. Omg im same with phone calls haha ffs and so much of what your saying thanks for posting , feel blessed and made me smile ,its not funny but its so me too , im not the only one living this mood crappy disorder x
Ohhhh I see, my bad. UA-cam have been deleting comments so I just assumed it had happened again. I’m glad this video fulfilled its purpose by showing people that it’s not all sunshine and roses. Thank you for watching and commenting, I really appreciate you taking the time to watch me x
@@madelinerose9161 any recommendations to fix this mood changes , im 54 only diagnosed last year after nearly 30yrs told depression and anxiety go out for walks stop drinking bla. I no that if something is not treated it gets worse. Same for anything. Never been so messed lol. Don't like it at all and I can't for trying stop it. No cure yet hard to accept.
@@johno6637 sorry to hear this John. I find it hard when my moods are cycling through one to another. Usually I’m reluctant to do anything majorly taxing to fix it, so I go for things that’ll distract me but not take ages and feel like a big effort e.g cook something easy, have a shower, talk to someone but make them talk about themselves to distract you from your own mood. Not sure if that’s helpful, but I agree going for walks or being told not to drink isn’t always helpful. I prefer the more practical distracting tasks x