Madeline Rose
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things change | WEEKLY VLOG
It's the 4th anniversary of the MAD series, and this year we're changing it up. But anyway...hello! It's been a while again (I'm sorry!) but hopefully, this clears up as to why. I hope everyone is doing okay.
Mad x
Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
[I do not own the music featured in this video - original music is The Other Lover by Little Dragon & Moses Sumney and Alone & Unafraid by ELIZA].
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Відео

How to get into University with no A-Levels (Foundation Year)
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In this video, I mention 3 ways of getting a degree without having A-Levels. I, myself, have gone to Uni via a Foundation Year, which I highly recommend. I talk through how to approach your personal statement when you haven't got college/a-levels to talk about. I hope everyone is well. Mad x Follow my Instagram: @madelinerbrown
Vincent's 1st Birthday (Bunny Birthday)🐰🎈
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It's my rabbit, Vinnie's, 1st Birthday! So I wanted to dedicate the day and a video to him as he deserves it....yes, I am sad. I hope everyone is doing well. Mad x Follow my Instagram: @madelinerbrown Music: ♪ Marshmellow (Prod. by Lukrembo) Link : ua-cam.com/video/y7KYdqVND4o/v-deo.html
What happened to 2021? Thoughts & Feelings
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Now 2021 has drawn to a close, it's that time again where I sit and reflect (moan) about the year. I hope everyone had a nice Christmas & New Year! Mad x Jack's UA-cam: ua-cam.com/channels/AnwdBQWavyho5ckGw2twXQ.html Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown Music: Highball (Prod. by Lukrembo)
caught in a crash | VLOG
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29th July So it's the last vlog of the week...unfortunately our plans went out the window due to being caught in a crash on the M25. Nevertheless, the vlog must go on. Thank you to everyone for watching this years vlogs commemorating the MAD series. I found this year a bit harder to do for a number of reason, but it was still good to be back. I hope you've enjoyed watching them. Mad x Follow my...
i bought a rabbit | VLOG
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28th July In today's vlog I buy a Rex Rabbit. I'd been looking into getting a rabbit and finally, I went for it. Come the evening, I met with friends to go skating. Solid day. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
a good day | VLOG
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27th July Hi all - apologies for the vlogs taking so long to roll out, I've been a bit rubbish at balancing day to day life with editing. Nevertheless, here's another video. Today was a better day where we got jobs done, gym, had a nice evening at Josh's & ended the day, albeit very late, but in high spirits. I hope everyone is well & enjoying this years vlogs. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madel...
one of those days | VLOG
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26th July Hi, today's video is a bit of a meh one - I've been getting these more and more frequently where it's so hard to get up and move. I'm still trying to work out the cause or even if there is one. But for now, it's just about riding the wave. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
hungover | VLOG
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25th July Today's video is only a short one - I was very hungover...not fun. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
messy mothers meeting | VLOG
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24th July It's day two of the yearly vlogs...things get messy, to say the least, so much so that a lot of footage was left on the cutting room floor. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
tacos & vr horror games | VLOG
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23rd July It's that time of year again where I vlog for a week to commemorate the MAD series. Today's video consists of the gym, vegan tacos and playing virtual reality horror games...enjoy! Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown Music: Wine (Prod. by Lukrembo)
university, relationships, therapy & new pets | LIFE UPDATE
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Hi all, I'm back and in today's video I just wanted to have a quick catch up on what's been going on during the time I haven't been uploading. I hope everyone is doing well and I shall see you in the next one. Love Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
An honest chat | BPD + Emptiness, Anxiety, Paranoia and Sleep Paralysis
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Hi all, today's video wasn't a planned one but felt I should film it in its rawest form. I'd had a couple days feeling extremely numb, alongside bad anxiety and paranoia. So here's me just talking through a few things, not looking my best, but hey, that's reality sometimes. Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown
Meet my Pet Mice + Cage Tour!
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Hi all, today's video is a little different to the usual tone - I wanted to introduce you to my pet mice, Stella and Lesley. They are literally the loves of my life and wanted to show them off in all their beautiful glory. I hope, as always, that we are all keeping well! Mad x Follow my instagram: @madelinerbrown Follow Stella and Lesley's instagram: @stellaandlesely
My Diagnosis Story | Borderline Personality Disorder
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In today's video I talk about the main events that happened leading up until I was diagnosed with BPD at the age of 18. Borderline Personality Disorder is an illness that clinicians are reluctant to diagnose, and so can take many years of misdiagnosing and effort to be understood. I personally was very glad to finally find out what it was that had been troubling me for many years, and have sinc...
GOODBYE 2020, HELLO 2021
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GOODBYE 2020, HELLO 2021
Putting up my Christmas Decorations
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Putting up my Christmas Decorations
Bleaching the Underlayer of my Hair (successfully!)
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Bleaching the Underlayer of my Hair (successfully!)
a good day | VLOG
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a good day | VLOG
tattoos, gym and joe lycett | VLOG
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tattoos, gym and joe lycett | VLOG
anxiety | VLOG
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anxiety | VLOG
back to the gym | VLOG
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back to the gym | VLOG
no dough yo's | VLOG
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no dough yo's | VLOG
happy 2nd anniversary | VLOG
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happy 2nd anniversary | VLOG
my mental health and lockdown
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my mental health and lockdown
exercise, cleaning & keeping on top of things | VLOG
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exercise, cleaning & keeping on top of things | VLOG
Throwing an Online Birthday Party!
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Throwing an Online Birthday Party!
the new normal | VLOG
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the new normal | VLOG
Surviving Self-Isolation
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Surviving Self-Isolation

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @Peaceful7love
    @Peaceful7love 8 днів тому

    I can relate I feel exposed

  • @khizraiqbal7209
    @khizraiqbal7209 14 днів тому

    I want its training as therapist please .what is the process ?

  • @glorynnodi
    @glorynnodi 18 днів тому

    Thank u so much am trying to get my math and English but it's very hard I want to know if I can do the foundation level also

  • @timpulver5932
    @timpulver5932 Місяць тому

    Thank you for sharing. It really helps others to not feel alone and to be open the seeking help - as hard as it can be.

  • @afsaramehrin2993
    @afsaramehrin2993 2 місяці тому

    The education system here in Bangladesh is so messed up and you also have certain family members here who are extremely unsupportive and don’t want to see you become successful in life ! I couldn’t continue studying further than O levels and to make this sound a bit shocking… I completed my O levels way back in 2010 when I was 18 !!! and my O level grade ranges are between “B”s to “D”s; my O level results aren’t too good but also… aren’t too bad either. I was supposed to start A levels in 2011 and finish by 2012 but that never happened because my dad refused to pay for my tuition fees and at the same time, I struggled to find the right subject(s) to study. Throughout my 20s up until recently in my 30s, I never knew what a ‘foundation year’ was until I Googled : “alternatives for A levels” again, after a long time. I also Googled up the same thing several times in the past but back then, I couldn’t find any solutions to my problem. I only recently got familiar with the term, ‘foundation year’ and I’m still yet to learn more about how this whole thing works. I’m just glad I came across your video. Not only did my father’s side of the family stop me from finishing higher education when the time was right, they also stopped me from having a job, exactly 4 years after I worked as a teacher’s assistant in a small pre-school throughout my early to mid 20s… as a result, I’m now living the life of an adult woman who’s struggling to meet her end’s needs, which means… I won’t be able to afford a foundation year until I’m financially independent enough to stand up on my own feet. My father’s side of the family intentionally sunk me rock-bottom so that they can forcefully get me married off to an illiterate man who can hardly speak a word of the English language. I constantly live in fear out here in Bangladesh, every single day. I don’t ever want to get married and let them get away with ruining the remaining portions of what’s left of my life !! Even at 32, I’m still determined to resume my studies no matter how long it takes to complete… and when I heard that international students will need to fly to the UK to complete foundation year before getting into university, my heart sank a bit because… I can’t leave Bangladesh without my 2 cats and I also can’t afford to travel to the UK or any other country in this world whether if it’s on my own or with my 2 cats; my mom kept both my passport and her passport locked away in her closet and she’s still refusing to return my passport back to me. I had ‘Art & Design’ as an O level subject and my goal was to finish an MA in Fine Arts no matter whichever university it was from… my father’s side of the family never let it happen because they don’t want to see me succeed in life. It just hurts to see everyone moving forward and I’m still stuck in one place because of my father’s family’s one-sided ego. I just hope your video can actually help me someday in the near future because I still believe, it’s never too late to get what you want.

  • @flazada
    @flazada 2 місяці тому

    This was incredibly helpful. Now if I could just figure out how to part my Fringe

  • @humanisthumanist8299
    @humanisthumanist8299 3 місяці тому

    very helpful. my daughter finished secondry school withh grade 99.8 out of 100, She is 16.5 yr old. Her diser is to study medicine. I want her to study medicine in UK as an international student. from my search I found two obstacles, one of them is A-level requirement, If the foundation year is an alternative way the problem will be solved. I am searching now. Thnak you for enlightening personal statement. Thank very much. stay happy and gorgeous.

  • @0308.
    @0308. 5 місяців тому

    Thanks for this video ❤

  • @benk4305
    @benk4305 5 місяців тому

    I got maths and english at a 4, would it be possible for me to do a foundation year when i turn 19 and in the meantime work and self study the subject to put on the personal statement?

  • @chagantiketankumar5397
    @chagantiketankumar5397 5 місяців тому

    are foundation year equivalent to A levels ? I did foundation year but i want to join different university but the university's minimum requirement is A levels or equivalent any info on this would be helpful

  • @lepeeman6582
    @lepeeman6582 6 місяців тому

    bless you bless you bless you, God you lifted a weight off my shoulders. what you said about feeling "lesser" really hit home. I can't do my A levels because I'm 19 and haven't started the course yet and my parents can't afford it anyways as we're refugees.

  • @lepeeman6582
    @lepeeman6582 6 місяців тому

    bless you

  • @eileenspamer-kw3kz
    @eileenspamer-kw3kz 7 місяців тому

    gosh they are bigger than my 4 pet girl mice from uk granny my mice are with me 24/7 as im housebound , they are so funny just like little clowns, loved mice since i was a kid, would love pet rats but they need more mammy comittment

  • @mrshadenoughofallthis911
    @mrshadenoughofallthis911 8 місяців тому

    My son looked at doing this. But all the universities seem to want A levels at grade D or C to get on a Foundation year.

    • @sadiyosharaf1318
      @sadiyosharaf1318 8 місяців тому

      Sweetie grade D in a levels is it a faillear

    • @mrshadenoughofallthis911
      @mrshadenoughofallthis911 8 місяців тому

      @@sadiyosharaf1318 He hasn’t done any A-levels. He was in hospital for most of the last 2 years seriously unwell.

    • @pirate.the.skull.captain5319
      @pirate.the.skull.captain5319 22 дні тому

      @@sadiyosharaf1318 D's, it's now considered a pass, education in the UK ditched the A-U and it's now 1-9, 9 being an A* 1 being a U a D is now a 5 also known as a Low C which is a pass level. Sure unis still want 4s (Cs) but they're now more acceptable/Leanient with 5s (D) levels as many students excel in the course they wanted with only 5s in GCSEs. There have been many stories of people not doing well in school but doing super well in uni because the unis gave them a chance, it's also the reason unis are more accessible to those who didn't do well in schools due no fault of their own like bullying, health or late diagnoses after education which affected such. It's the reason Access to higher HE now exists. and why unis do foundation years.

  • @oliviacady5856
    @oliviacady5856 9 місяців тому

    Who's here in 2024?

  • @litajohnson7082
    @litajohnson7082 10 місяців тому

    Genuine question from new mice owner: how do they not run away or jump out of your hand just taming?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 10 місяців тому

      Don't get me wrong, they would at times, especially Stella as she was a more nervous mouse. But on the whole, the more they are handled and allowed to roam in enclosed spaces that you are in with them, the more they get used to you and seem content in chilling :)

  • @amolaps
    @amolaps 10 місяців тому

    Wow this video has been really helpful, I can’t thank you enough. I’ve been travelling abroad recently for the last 3 months to find my ‘life direction’ I guess. I’ve always loved cars and racing and took an interest in aerodynamics but the entry requirements are fairly scary given my background. I resonated with your story and I similarly faced mental challenges when I was 15 doing my GSCE’s. Long story short I loved to Leeds during year 13 whilst Covid was happening. Not the best timing in the world. I studied at some college in York for two years and got a level 3 diploma but decided to continue working which I was doing part time. Then I travelled and now I’m here, looking to enrol on a foundation course. This videos been really insightful and I can’t thank you enough!

  • @m1x0mx
    @m1x0mx 11 місяців тому

    Hi, could i ask you a question? how could i prove my volunteers work in psychology for the ucas essay?

  • @jasminethompson2670
    @jasminethompson2670 11 місяців тому

    you sound like Amy Winehouse

  • @nzmaseko1069
    @nzmaseko1069 11 місяців тому

    Do you think I would qualify for a foundation year programme with BBCC in AS level?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 11 місяців тому

      I wouldn’t see why not. Each uni will have a different criteria, but from my experience, they go by the standard requirement for GCSE maths and English, what makes you ideal for the course, and then any relevant work experience. Hope that’s helpful 😊

  • @leticiacarvalhocattani4158

    Hey! Which uni you did your foundation year?

  • @tahzeebmusic6477
    @tahzeebmusic6477 Рік тому

    Greetings Madeline. I'm currently studying for As Levels exams. after that can I do Foundation without A2 exams?

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 Рік тому

      Yes. I only got AS levels and never completed the A-levels. That’s why I had to do the foundation year. It’s essentially the equivalent of A-levels x

    • @sadiyosharaf1318
      @sadiyosharaf1318 8 місяців тому

      ​@@madelinerose9161the foundation year should it be studied how many years please?

  • @Olando89
    @Olando89 Рік тому

    Sleeping disorders can be hell. I wish you the best.

  • @Olando89
    @Olando89 Рік тому

    Love the accent innit. UK accents are so cool.

  • @Natalaie
    @Natalaie Рік тому

    U r similar to Hania Es, she was talking about bpd in Poland 😂😅❤😊

  • @Elvis-guy1973
    @Elvis-guy1973 Рік тому

    There's a serious class issue in the UK(where education is concerned)and Its always been a barrier for me, even now at 50 I don't feel that I'm treated fairly.

  • @Elvis-guy1973
    @Elvis-guy1973 Рік тому

    Interesting and more down to earth than the sneeringlly annoying approach of my local Uni. I'm 50(just) and all of the terminology has changed and it's not so easy to understand Ucas points, etc,etc.

    • @ajharmiah2692
      @ajharmiah2692 5 місяців тому

      Ucas points is earned by doing courses. To do a specific degree it requires a certain amount of ucas points as well as other pre requisites.

  • @Elvis-guy1973
    @Elvis-guy1973 Рік тому

    "That's where it all went to shit!"😂😂

  • @RaysDad
    @RaysDad Рік тому

    The health system maze, implausible diagnoses, hospital rules & procedures, drug side-effects . . . Luckily most people aren't faced with these horrors.

  • @coiorr8370
    @coiorr8370 Рік тому

    nice, thanks.

  • @DragonBallz000
    @DragonBallz000 Рік тому

  • @HonestlyAnnaFun
    @HonestlyAnnaFun Рік тому

    Cool fact about the roots

  • @eugenelewis2249
    @eugenelewis2249 Рік тому

    Brava! This takes a lot of courage and love. Thank you. Beautiful sense of humor and humility. Sending you encouragement and gratitude from wet Portland, Oregon, USA.

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 Рік тому

      Thank you! That means a lot. Hope you have a good day :)

  • @amandacosta4225
    @amandacosta4225 Рік тому

    You have no idea how much you helped me 🫶🏻🫶🏻

  • @heidiham523
    @heidiham523 2 роки тому

    That flatness. Totally relate.

  • @paulkemp8520
    @paulkemp8520 2 роки тому

    Umm, awkward question to ask related to the end point there, so, I will be a mature student, I'm working class, great, fills diversity quotas. But, umm, I'm bi, I feel dirty even thinking about using it, but, how strongly does diversity effect entery chance? Completely unironically, pronouns... I do prefere they/them, like... my god I feel like a snake even thinking about it, is the diversity quota thing really real? Ethically, no I really shouldn't, but, practically?

  • @Me-ig3vy
    @Me-ig3vy 2 роки тому

    Did you wash the bleach out with cold or warm water?

  • @bowling1973
    @bowling1973 2 роки тому

    wow what a a beautiful cage with beautiful mouses. Good Job! You plan get more or limit ??

  • @jacksheehan8001
    @jacksheehan8001 2 роки тому

    It’s so nice to see somebody in the exact same position as me, with the same feelings of being behind!

    • @wecannotescapewecannotcome592
      @wecannotescapewecannotcome592 2 роки тому

      Me too i have to do my O-level next year and i dont wanna do A-levels and after graduating i directly want to go to a uk uni

    • @sxmmmy247
      @sxmmmy247 7 місяців тому

      @@wecannotescapewecannotcome592did you manage to do it?

    • @fatinPetFamilyBD
      @fatinPetFamilyBD 2 місяці тому

      Hello dear it would be great if you tell about Uk University, cause I'm looking for a University in UK who offers a foundation year with Bachelor's Degree. ​@@wecannotescapewecannotcome592

  • @berbel73
    @berbel73 2 роки тому

    Hi your mice look lovely and they seem extremally happy but all I would suggest is getting a bigger cage the minimum is 80x50cm.I am aware that this was posted a year ago but I just wanted to help if they are still with us. I hope this is helpful for you your mice are lovely!

  • @RobbietheMann1
    @RobbietheMann1 2 роки тому

    I really reallt really like this edit, this song bangs too, keep keep killin' itt

  • @Nicole-zt1cf
    @Nicole-zt1cf 2 роки тому

    I feel exactly the same and will potentially get a bpd diagnosis, thank you for sharing this video it makes me feel like I'm not alone in suffering with chronic emptiness.

  • @Tumanic1996
    @Tumanic1996 2 роки тому

    Thanks for the video useful info

  • @nadia3824
    @nadia3824 2 роки тому

    Super helpful!! I'm trying to get into uni for something I didn't study at Alevels/college so I've been looking all over for info on how I could get in without falling too far behind.

    • @tanbinraman1999
      @tanbinraman1999 Рік тому

      Did it work out at the end?

    • @nadia3824
      @nadia3824 Рік тому

      ​@@tanbinraman1999I managed to get in with a foundation year at a decent uni

  • @Tristanlolll
    @Tristanlolll 2 роки тому

    Thank you for this video, Im really struggling trying to find away around the obstacle of; not having A levels, and this video really helped me feel a bit better about my situation.

  • @angelineocasiovelazquez3063
    @angelineocasiovelazquez3063 2 роки тому

    At 6:42 what was that product you used ?

  • @ladonnaramirez1533
    @ladonnaramirez1533 2 роки тому

    I just turned 39 two days ago & I started DBT 4 weeks ago...I hope & pray I'm as strong as you one day to share my story.

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 2 роки тому

      Happy Birthday for 2 days ago! I hope DBT is going well. Keep at it, it’s a long process and it’s never linear. But you’ll never regret getting better x

    • @ladonnaramirez1533
      @ladonnaramirez1533 2 роки тому

      @@madelinerose9161 i newd your words! TY! Tough day!

  • @Insaneinthemembrane101
    @Insaneinthemembrane101 2 роки тому

    I’m gonna be doing an online version of this group soon, quite anxious and don’t know if I’m down for video groups yet.. I mean it’s not the same as being in the same room for me, still gonna give it a go though, took me years to actually finally get a diagnosis… I knew myself already but haven’t had the proper resources or help. Hope this helps somewhat :) I really admire your strength and honesty

  • @VPad-u2w
    @VPad-u2w 2 роки тому

    Nothing but prayers and support for you. Brave putting yourself out there. Stay strong. ✌️

  • @stellamckenna5516
    @stellamckenna5516 2 роки тому

    i relate to this so much i really appreciate you for making this video dude. especially the thing about whole weeks where you’re just dissociating, paranoid and drained. locking myself in the house bc of the fear of going outside and feeling like you’re battling between two minds. thank you so much for this video, makes me feel so much less alone with the bpd shite! wishing u the best i hope u feel better soon

    • @stellamckenna5516
      @stellamckenna5516 2 роки тому

      oh shit this videos a year old hahaha whoops but point still stands great vid

    • @madelinerose9161
      @madelinerose9161 2 роки тому

      Thank you, I really appreciate your comment & im glad it’s made you feel less alone. Wish you all the best x