Life Update: Why I Was Away From YouTube & Where I Am At In Healing From Adult Child of Alcoholic
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- Опубліковано 16 лип 2024
- Hi, in this video I'm talking about where I'm currently at in life, what's been happening that made me withdraw from UA-cam for some time and how is the ACOA healing progress going. I hope you'll enjoy this little catch up :)
❤ FAQ
Where are you from?
- I’m a naturalised Brit, originally from Poland (I have been living in the UK for the last 13,5 years)
Where do you live?
- In Edinburgh, Scotland
How old are you?
- In this video I’m 32
What’s your skin type?
- Normal to dry with the tendency to T-zone.
❤ What I'm wearing
- Satin Dress - Zara
- Earrings - Swarovski
- Watch: Rosefield Silver Mercer
Makeup:
- BB Cream - Missha Perfect Cover no 21
- Highlighter - Watt's Up by Benefit
- Contouring Bronzer - Hoola by Benefit
- Lipstick - 3ce Velvel Lip Tint, shade Taupe
- Mascara - Rimmel Overload
- Brow Shadow - Mac
❤ Equipment used
- It's Canon 700D + EF-S 18-55mm f/3.5-5.6 lens
❤ If you would like more info about my skincare check out these videos:
1. How to Get Crystal Clear and Glowing Skin - • How to Get Crystal Cle...
2. Morning Routine for Moistfull Dewy Skin - • Morning Routine for Mo...
3. Small Skincare Changes That Made My Skin Best I’ve Ever Had - • Small Skincare Changes...
❤ You may also like
Face massage for specific areas on your face which you can start with:
1) Eye wrinkles massage - • Eye Wrinkles Massage -...
2) Smile wrinkles massage - • Smile Wrinkles Massage...
3) Forehead wrinkles massage: • Forehead Wrinkles Mass...
❤ Skincare books I recommend to read:
“The Little Book of Skincare” by Charlotte Cho (eBay link: ebay.to/2rw7lMs)
“The Japanese Skincare Revolution” by Chizu Saeki (eBay link: ebay.to/2rwpCt7)
❤ Check out my massage videos:
1) Neck tightening massage- • Tightening NECK Massag...
2) Everyday anti-aging face massage- • Everyday Full Face Mas...
3) Face puffiness massage- • "Follow Me" Face Massa...
4) Basic every day face massage - • Face Massage I'm Actua...
5) Leg slimming lymphatic massage - ua-cam.com/users/edit?o=U&vide...
6) Face lifting massage - ua-cam.com/users/edit?o=U&vide...
7) Heavy lower half of the face: • Massage for Heavy/Sagg...
❤ Keep in touch?
Instagram: Olgatoja
Thanks for watching!
I miss you Olga, you've been crossing my mind whenever I do face massage in the morning lately. Thank you so much, and I hope you're doing well wherever you are at 💗..
@Menwa Yes, I miss her too, she's such a beautiful human being inside and out. I hope she's doing okay.
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Same! I hope she is doing ok too. Miss her videos 😢❤
Came here exactly because I thought that I haven’t seen any video from her in a long time:( We miss you Olga!❤️
Please come back to use we miss you....I enjoyed your massage smiles advice so much ..
Hello can someone pls tell me if a 15 years old kid can do face massages cause I am 18 now and have struggled with wrinkles near my chin and big and asymmetrical face because of these face massages will it fade away or become normal again pls help .
Miss you, dear Olga! I hope that you will give us an update about how you and your family are; your job; any travels that you have made; any new skin info... but, only when you are ready and the time is right for you. Wishing you all the best, and a wonderful Christmas and New Year!😊🎄
Beautiful person inside out, thank you for this video! Your message is so precious! ❤
Thank you
Olga, you have no idea how you helped me with your personal videos in the past. I was so grateful for every one of them. Maybe it’s because we share similar cultural background of children from Eastern Europe living in difficult era after the fall of the Berlin wall. I understand very well every single word you say. I even cried watching this. One big thank you again. Love and hugs from Slovakia!
Wow your comment is so powerful... I think you are totally right, similar backgrounds - Eastern Europe and post war grandparents trying to raise our parents in extremely difficult circumstances... I think there is many more of us, many suffering in silence. But that's why I'm talking about it, to bring light into the issues - time might move on but some things are still in us. I'm moved by your words and the impact my videos had on you. So happy I decided to make them :) Keep strong and take care, we can get through it!
@@olgatoja how are you we are writers
Miss u ... where r u dear @@olgatoja
@@kanwalirshad5128omg i have been thinking of her too .. ohh i missed her too
@@suchabeautifulday1733 she's where
Olga-it was so wonderful to see you and I too thank you for sharing your healing journey with us. Hearing you talk about how hard you have worked and the effort you have put into your happiness journey brought me to tears. I am so impressed with the steps you took to take care of yourself and I wish you continued success on this journey and much happiness. I have really enjoyed your channel and will definitely watch whenever you feel you can post!
Thanks for the catch-up on your life, Olga! I truly hope the very best for you!
Thank you Olga for your vulnerability in sharing your past hurts with us. You did encourage me today, as I am also on my own healing journey. God bless you as you continue to heal and become the women you were created to be!
Your transparency is so helpful. Glad you are taking care of yourself. Thankyou Olga.❤️
Many of us come from trauma families but don’t recognize it. I’ve had many years of therapy as well. We are all a work of progress. You are awesome! Don’t let anyone tell you different. I enjoy listening to Mel Robbins on you tube. She is very motivating you in right direction. Don’t look back, you’re not going that way❤️
sorry to hear about your childhood, however great and happy that you are sharing your journey :) and you look stunning! Have a lovely day x
Good to see you again. There is a UA-cam lady who has a channel called "The Crappy Childhood Fairy" - her name is Anna Runkle as she gives excellent advice on Childhood Post Traumatic Syndrome Disorder and some good strategies fyi. Much love to you on your healing journey.
Thank you very much for recommendation, I'm away to check her channel now!
@@olgatoja another is Patrick teahan. Also Jerry Wise and Thais Gibson. All these sources together literally saved my life
I love her videos they are very helpful
Jerry wise has helped me tremendously with acoa healing
Her facials videos are marvelous ❤️I can’t thank you enough! I pray that the GOOD LORD continue to HEAL AND PROTECT YOU 🙏 please come back because your videos are amazing and a blessed to most of us! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️👍👍👍
Thanks for sharing your journey, decisions and emotions with us, Olga. The biggest hug for you, and wish all the best continue coming your way in your journey!!! 💕💜
Thank you so much for sharing your personal truth with us! That was so beautifully unexpected. Let us all help to make authentic honesty a way of life to show that none of us have to struggle in silence. Your absolutely gorgeous inside and out!
So happy to hear that you are focusing your time and energy on yourself and to heal. You are brave to open up on your channel and share your personal side to your fans.
More strength to you Olga ! You came up with such a beautiful video , about self love and growth ! Hope it's going to be a long way in helping others to believe and make themselves stronger and better everyday!
I was missing you lately, and even went through your old videos to do the face message again these days. Really good to hear form you. These all shall pass! I don't know if it would help. In my country, there's a lot of stressing factors happening and I have trained myself to do breathing as well as meditation as a habit. It's helped me cope with my life. Just sharing and wishing you all the best - love from Myanmar!
This was so touching, Olga. You made me cry, I could absolutely relate to what you said 100%. I wish you to continue healing, and please come back only when you are 100% well. Lots of love from England❤
Lovely to hear from you and glad things are looking up. Well done for all the hard work- the self-healing journey never ends! X
Thanks for your support, ehh thats true. I hope it gets easier at some point :) Best wishes and have a good day!
I’ve always been a magnet for narcissists too, long before I even knew what the definition of one really was. Now I just stay away from men (relationship-wise). For some people this may be a horrible solution, but for me, it’s perfect since I have no wish to have children or get married. Glad that you’re healing and back on YT.
Wish you happy life ❤❤❤
That's exactly what you have to do gorgeous Olgatoja🌻!! Take the time for you and heal!!! So happy your taking care of you!! You look so happy and continue to be around positive people!! All the best always ❤️ ❤️ ❤️YOUR A RAY OF 🌞 SUNSHINE
Hello Olga, I am so happy for you that you are where you are now. Amazing and so good to hear. Take care.
Thank you so much for sharing and spreading awareness. Also, congrats on your flat!
Thank you Olga 💕 Your videos helped me a lot . Wishing you all the luck and happiness 🌟
I love you, your journey resembles to mine. You gave me a bit of hope. I've been working on myself for a year and felt like i wasn't making progress "quick enough". you helped me to have more realistic expectations
thank you for sharing your story Olga, and for talking about your healing journey. really happy to hear that your mental health, confidence and overall self-esteem has increased and bloomed! Hope you keep healing and keep growing! With love, from the States ❤
Thank you very much for encouraging words, I think it's important to talk about it as it's a story of many many of us not only some odd crazy people but also those who are around and you wouldn't even tell they went through anything sometimes. I also wish you best wishes and sending hugs and love your way to the US!
@@olgatoja hi
Currently healing from growing up in a home with a Bipolar and Schizophrenic mother. What you say and your experience really resonates 🤍 I’m so appreciative of you for talking about this.
Hello Olga! 🌷I am so happy that you are alright. I had no idea what you are going through...😳 I always saw you as happy, positive and smiling person. 👸 I wish you the best! Good luck with your personal development journey! ♥🌹
Olga, Thank You Very Much for sharing your healing Journey❣️You are a beautiful soul❣️Praying Blessings Upon You❣️
Beautiful message. Thank you. All the best to you, Olga. God bless 🙏🏻
I missed you and your perfect peaceful smile. I am so happy to see you more bright and beautiful than before. Wishing you blessed and fun filled days ahead. Keep smiling 💖
So good to see you back! We missed you. Continue taking are of yourself!
Thank you for sharing your story and for taking us along! Lately, you have been glowing and it feels like you have reached true happiness and contempt in your life. I am happy for you!
Do you have any book recommendations you would like to share? Like your favourites/life changing books relating to self-help/self-develpment, financial, spiritual, ?
Well done Olga, wonderful that you are investing in your well-being and moving forward at a business level, wishing you every success on your journey of discovery!! Exciting!
When I saw your video, I felt immediately that you are an amazing person. Your journey is so much like mine, and I understand everything you say and this is close to my heart. Great to see you are taking care of yourself and I wish you so much peace and happiness 🧡 hope to hear from you again when you feel like you would like to share, much love from the Netherlands!
Thank you for sharing your story and your journey. You are an inspiration to me to take care for myself. Physically and mentally. Thanks a lot 🙏
Sending love and support from Arizona! You're doing great and working so hard, bless you. 💖
Thank you for this video. i have not felt that I have progressed in therapy in the past, but considering returning. Good luck to you!
It’s wonderful to hear you are doing well, but yes, don’t forget to take care of your body as well as your mind! 🙂 My therapist is working with me on my boundaries and schema, and last time she said I have to remember “I matter”. As do we all! Look forward to seeing you as and when, it’s like a little sunbeam pops up when you post ❤️
Oh Hi ..sweety it's really really good to see you after long me and my sister talked many times about ..about your whereabouts and why you left or not making videos.
I wish you all luck, light , energy and unconditional love to your way.
Stay blessed
Thanks a lot for sharing your experience. I’m going through the same process and I’m glad to hear good results 😀. Take care of yourself beautiful strong lady ☺️✌🏻.
So happy to see u back again..much love to you🥰❤❣😘😍😍😍
Very well said Dear Olga. I understand, have been going through similar life path. Coming from Central EUrope upbringing that is so much more negative and judgmental I had to leave and find my peace, still working on it..it might be a lifetime journey....take care...hug Jana
Hi Olga, thank you for sharing your difficulties. I am also trying to figure out how to have work life balance. To prioritise the people I love, my marriage and loving God and others. Loving Jesus gives me a whole new purpose and a whole new life. Without Him, I would have still felt empty and probably my life would have ended during my traumatic childhood experience. Know that you are not alone and continue to be strong. Will keep you in my prayers and I hope you will find that wholeness in 2022 with wonderful relationships built on trust and love. Bless you !! Hugs from singapore !!
Big hugs back 🤗 take time to heal and take care of yourself ❤ 🇿🇦🇹🇼
Thank you!! This vid and you and life are so beautiful and I'm so happy you are doing good. We've been through the same types of things and I agree, it would be nice if the healing was just this overnight, be done with it thing, but it just keeps going haha :D I was taking notes, and I swear we're at about the same stages of all of this so hearing and seeing you discuss this makes me feel not alone at all, which is how I've always felt. It's so easy to want to try and do everything myself with no help, but that is not the way. I've met a couple people who are just brilliant and are like magic and have made my life even better and I can't believe how that feels and what it seems it has added to my heart and my life. I will continue to write and dance and walk and read and eat nom foods and drink tons of water and sleep really good and work and take care of my responsibilities when needed, and I'll be love in every moment I can, listening, observing, playing and experimenting with all the things in our gorgeous world🍓🍒🍬 it's like life has just begun, really. Much love ❤️ You are brilliant and an angel and I am sure you know it by now.💎💘🌨
Many blessings to you! 🙏🏻
You are much much stronger than you think ♥️
You are brave and strong to reveal yourself in this way!👏 You have my admiration, you are a beautiful person in soul and not only in body and a very good source of inspiration in terms of personal development. I think that an annual check-up, even a routine check-up by a psychologist, would help many of us to defuse the emotional bombs that we unconsciously carry within us. In other words, the color of the dress suits you perfectly! I hug you virtually so dearly! 🤗✊
You are amazing keep going, from now whenever i will question myself why i have chosen to be a psychologist i will remember this, that there are many people who need this i am not going to leave this profession and i will definitely help those who are in need of healing!
Happy to see you again you are strong person to talk about part of your life to help other and encourage lots of people still straggling in life
keep your mind busy with positive things that we have in our life very pleased to hear about you 👍👍👍❤❤❤🌷🌷🌷
Thank you for your encouragement, I work on focusing on positive every day but also it's impossible sometimes unless we deal with the past properly. It's work in progress!
@@olgatoja Come Back Olga
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Thank you, darling, for sharing this story! My friend, father of 2, is dealing with alcoholism ++, now in rehab again, and I will share your long term life issues with him, hopefully he will get it for the sake of his kids!
Love your face massage techniques: been doing them for some 2 months and my face got much nicer and more firm (I am 48), I will never stop them! Thank you a million for them, too!
Wish you have fulfilling life, surrounded with loving people: there is no space in life for sadness and tears, only joy!
Good to see you again gorgeous ❤️ stay blessed
Hey Olga, hope u are doing better. I have found ur skincare,facial massage in previous month and it has been so beneficial.
Take care of yourself girl, u can do it!! Don't worry it will take time ,u r doing great!! Wish u lots of love, happiness!
Brave lady 💖 acknowledging our problem s it is the only way to get over them and heal of course professionals are there to help. God bless you and welcome back dear.
Thank you for sharing much needed 💞
I am so proud of you 💜
Thank u for sharing, n glad to see ur calm energy ... Lot of Love
So glad you have recovered...glad you are fine.
Thank you for sharing Olga.
Yes I am still working on my childhood trauma.
Much LOve to you ♥️💃🏼♥️
I didn't know about your problems in the past. But I'm so happy to watch you now in better mental condition and doing so well!! You're very brave girl 🔥 Pozdrowienia z Polski ;)
I miss you olga. Hope you are fine. Happy New Year ❤
Olga I’am glad to see u back you are brave girl hope u continue ur life happily & peacefully..keep away from alcohol and don’t look back to ur past good luck dear>>
God bless you. May He continue to inspire you to reach the depths of his loving peace.
Hello dear olga, hope u r fine. Miss u and ur videos, hoping that u will come back with beautiful stuff and share ur beautiful experiences 💗, stay safe and healthy
hope that you are ok? it worries me that you seem to have vanished completely from YT
Dear Olga as person u r sooo nice. Becoz lots of people just don't Care about these kind of things.
I hope you make videos again .... ❤️ Olga I miss your energy. It's calming and positive
Good To see you again 👋🖤
Take care dear it is always please hearing you. Lots of love ❤️❤️❤️👏
Hey 👋 Wow, you look beautiful my dear! I know it’s hard work 😓 but oh so worth it. It takes a strong person to do this, you are stronger then you think. 👏🎉 Congrats, keep up the good work. Value, and be kind to yourself. Ty for sharing your thoughts and story.😀☕️👍
I‘m so happy to see you again 😍👍🏽
I felt sad when you said that after you made a video you would go to bed and cry. So many put on a smile for everyone when they are hurting inside. I am so happy you are doing better. I will be praying for you. You are a beautiful soul.
How are you? I hope you are very well and will give an update soon. You are missed.
God bless you, Olga! :)
You are an inspiration! Thank you
We miss you❤
Hi Olga! I hope you are well..This may be weird but you keep popping in my mind this past few days.. Take care❤️
Have you ever thought of doing face massage and cosmetic streams? Or writing a book of all the facial massage techniques you've learned over the years? You have 690k subscribers and are an expert on facial massage and obscure cosmetics. I don't think your full potential in this domain is being fully realized. You are very valuable to the world not just for this but also from *how* you do things. It's not just the physical beauty information you are conveying but also the true beauty that you exude in your videos which is quite rare especially on social media where so many are only concerned with appearances. Your physical beauty is a representation of your inner beauty and it comes across in the videos. Anyway I hope things are going well for you.
Bless you Olga! Glad you are taking care of yourself. Can you make a video of some techniques that helped you heal? Thank you
So sweet!! Good Luck!!!
Hope u are having a wonderful 2023..
We all miss your videos..
glad you are back..We missed you
you look wonderful, so glad you are doing well
Before seeing you I didn't know what was a breathtaking beauty... now I truly struggle to breath while looking at you.
You can Rule the world with that face of yours.💘
Good to see you again lol ☺️☺️☺️☺️
Proud of you Olga 🌷
I am amazed that you are growing againt nature like you are looking more younger and younger each passing day how 🥺💞a radiant face and I am just at beginning of 20s developing wrinkles around my eyes.and kudos to you are inspiring all of us us
Why She Quit U Tube ?
I do daily facial yoga in my gym as a facial yoga instructor...just because of you..u made my life olga you r sooo soooo beautiful by face and by heart..I love you..❤
I missed u... Just came to see ur face... Love within ur aura❤
Hi dear olga ,i can really relate to you being adult child of alcoholic myself,i pray you heal properly..and come back with your best version ...keep going ❤❤
Olgatuga why are you not posting videos, dear how are you, is everything ok? I'm concerned for you please update ❤
A big hug from my heart to yours dear Olga.
I can feel it!
Good job Olga! And good blessed you 💗💗💗👏👏😊 your fan fr the Philippines 🇵🇭
I am very happy to see again..... u looking beautiful...
Thank you for your very privat story... I pray for your health 🤲☀️
Really..Happy to see you again 🙂
Hi😊 Nice to see again, im from the Philippines. God Bless💗
Your videos really give me hope in regards to beauty. Not just physical. The skincare and beauty tips and routines are just physical manifestations of something deeper. The world is better when you make videos.
I hope you come back.
How did you do it? We would love to know. Happy to see u again❤
CONGRATULATIONS! Keep it up!
thank god u come back u look soo beautiful