I didn’t really lead troops during my time in the military. but I’ve had a dozen employees. bought, sold, rented homes, and more. But since the day I became homeless I’ve been treated as though I am useless n clueless. Problem is I wasn’t the typical homeless person as a serving homeless soldier, while I prepared to defend myself against everything the RCMP charged me with, therein keeping me in court 3x monthly during 3 years while I would also write to the minister of national defence, and the military chief of defence staff. Though I had to “live” at the law library therein successfully defending myself, it’s ultimately cost me my mental health. All while, all anyone could do is suggest I wasn’t trying hard enough to get myself out of homelessness. Lead me to believe as I’ve come to see why many across society do not get the mental health help we need, as everyone is quick to assume status over me insisting they know better, despite my livid experience. As of yet I don’t know how else to explain it, as of yet the following is the best I’ve drafted so far. Im literally telling everyone how to help me, how to help anyone. Ask questions. Ask questions instead of assuming I can breath, my injuries, if I can cary a load, or that I have a first aider or advocate. Ask me questions like you would if I had physical injuries.
In trying to understand why I am at the place in life that I am, at 63. Having invested much time and energy in skill building in my area of interest, I hit a wall of fear and backed myself out of every bit of the network I'd developed. I think I dont want to be seen/recognized. I dont want the status. I mean I do want it but being recognized, having the status, scares me, a lot. Maybe in a past life I abused power. I did observe the most successful one in my network being ugly in their elevated status which made me feel bad. it also made me feel bad when people changed their view of me, going from equal to elevated in peoples eyes, equal feels better.
This is so on point. Once you have it and it's your responsibility to make it happen sometimes you wish wish you could hand it back. Heavy is the head that wears the crown. 😅
This makes sense, when it comes to staying in marriages or relationships that are toxic...its the status part we are holding onto....what would people think of me instead of what do I think of the environment being healthy for all.
If a women is attracted to a bad boy prisoner -as they are sometimes- Does it stand to reason like attracts like Something like show me your friends and I’ll tell you who you are This is no reflection on me -
This is the most important topic to our generation. Thank you so much!!!
I didn’t really lead troops during my time in the military. but I’ve had a dozen employees. bought, sold, rented homes, and more. But since the day I became homeless I’ve been treated as though I am useless n clueless. Problem is I wasn’t the typical homeless person as a serving homeless soldier, while I prepared to defend myself against everything the RCMP charged me with, therein keeping me in court 3x monthly during 3 years while I would also write to the minister of national defence, and the military chief of defence staff. Though I had to “live” at the law library therein successfully defending myself, it’s ultimately cost me my mental health.
All while, all anyone could do is suggest I wasn’t trying hard enough to get myself out of homelessness. Lead me to believe as I’ve come to see why many across society do not get the mental health help we need, as everyone is quick to assume status over me insisting they know better, despite my livid experience. As of yet I don’t know how else to explain it, as of yet the following is the best I’ve drafted so far.
Im literally telling everyone how to help me, how to help anyone. Ask questions. Ask questions instead of assuming I can breath, my injuries, if I can cary a load, or that I have a first aider or advocate. Ask me questions like you would if I had physical injuries.
This is a fascinating insight - should be taught in school
I really enjoyed this Mark, thank you
Fantastic upload, Mark.
Status kills creativity and happiness.
Very interesting. It offers an explanation of the behaviour of certain people in governments all around the world right now
In trying to understand why I am at the place in life that I am, at 63. Having invested much time and energy in skill building in my area of interest, I hit a wall of fear and backed myself out of every bit of the network I'd developed. I think I dont want to be seen/recognized. I dont want the status. I mean I do want it but being recognized, having the status, scares me, a lot. Maybe in a past life I abused power. I did observe the most successful one in my network being ugly in their elevated status which made me feel bad. it also made me feel bad when people changed their view of me, going from equal to elevated in peoples eyes, equal feels better.
Excellent
I desired status until I had it.
This is so on point. Once you have it and it's your responsibility to make it happen sometimes you wish wish you could hand it back. Heavy is the head that wears the crown. 😅
Fantastic content ! TY !
This makes sense, when it comes to staying in marriages or relationships that are toxic...its the status part we are holding onto....what would people think of me instead of what do I think of the environment being healthy for all.
Excellent info
Very nice vid. Thx :)
Interesting
I could have done without the killing tree example . Otherwise an interesting an informative subject
If a women is attracted to a bad boy prisoner -as they are sometimes-
Does it stand to reason like attracts like
Something like show me your friends and I’ll tell you who you are
This is no reflection on me -
This is sick . You need say. Eloquent rubbish. Go
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