I'm going to make a cry for help video I think. I don't want money-- I want hope. I was abused for years by Brendan my now ex fiance in San Diego, I don't have friends to reach out to IRL my social networks don't exist for a variety of painful reasons. This channel is my last lifeline and I guess that's the only connection I have left. My life is just in pieces and I need a new start. I can't take it anymore. I can't say what I did but I'm still here and I need a new start. I can't believe I'm still here. Never thought a bitch like me would ever hit rock bottom. How can somebody so blessed wanna pass on? But damn... I don't belong anywhere. I'm lost AF. I have no direction. I have no goals. I am worried about my mom. I miss my fiance. I miss my old home and life. I miss having hope for a future. I'm lost.
I dont know what you are doing besides youtube but if you are not already, try going to the gym. Improving yourself day by day will help your self view.
Take a break and spend time with your mum. Remove yourself from environments that bring those emotions onto you. You're not alone, healing is a process, be patient with yourself and allow yourself to work through your feelings at a pace thats healthy. Your life is precious, be kind to yourself, you're worthy of love and you're worthy of someone better.
@@Skxp Damn I'd do almost anything for this to be a joke. My mom just had a surgery to remove cancer and praying it didn't spread. My fiance cheated on me in February and I've been abandoned back here in Canada to rot. My fiance won't even send me back my property, has gone behind my back and told everyone how bad I am including throwing "Fuck Cole" parties he told me-- has dangled his escapades with guys across South California over my head and now brags to me about some scientist "bear" that owns a house in anaheim and how much better than me he is. He has old mutual friends Spencer send pictures of him shirtless on a beach together smirking at the camera just to hurt me. Brendan love bombed me in my discord server the Sunday before the media tour and then came and saw me at the media tour-- people wondered why my videos were crap and it's because he showed up love bombed me and said this wasn't the end only to rug pull me and tell me how he was going to fuck our once mutaul friend spencer in the townhouse in san diego I was meant to have been living in and had thousands upn thousands of dollars of my property I bought myself with my own credit card and bank statements to prove it and he goes and does dirty with other men where I'm meant to be sleeping. Lord give me a break I don't know how much more of this I can take. I lost my house, I lost my marriage, I lost getting a software engineering position down in california and meanwhile he saddles me with knowledge of horrific things he plans to do to others and I can't speak because he has threatened to unleash his uncle's law firm to make me pay and suffer.
And this isn't even close to all of it. Damn. It gets so messed up. Forced back into the closet and forced to hide, I literally was told when we'd pull up to the apartment he rented back here to duck in the car to not raise suspicion. Never was on his HR paperwork so if he ever was hurt cause he is a scientist dealing with dangerous chemicals and he was at the hospital that I'd not even be informed let alone have visitation rights. I was denied going to his PhD graduation, major surgeries, parties, events like I was stripped of any dignity. He let his friends rag on me and rip me down and tear me apart and he told me to look the other way and gaslit me into thinking I was somehow the problem when no bs that was because his "friends" were homophobic as hell. He'd send and get nasty pictures from people he met online like artorious and used that to punish me. He'd cancel plans with me. He'd demand me to "keep him safe and protect him" and to focus on making more money because when he first got his phd and started working he "only" made 52k a year and couldn't afford rent and so he constantly and I mean constantly ragged on me and brought up how he couldn't afford anything and was going into debt and software would pay more money. He told me to stay in Canada incase entos fell apart that he'd have a place to go and come back to and for me to keep working my job up here to save money for the downpayment for a house and save and be super frugal and crap like and we're still not even close to done like damn the amount of crap. That's not even getting into the vicious things he's said about "brown people" aka his CSO and manager. Like yo it is so messed up it's SO MESSED UP.
All of the FF classes are EXTREMELY easy. Only FF players make it look like you need a phd's to squeeze an extra cd in order to top your dps, it's cringe as hell.
I agree, 9/10 times fights are cleared aslong as you follow the basic composition of atleast one of each dps type. If the run is clean then a clear is guaranteed. To ensure a clean run its probably a good idea to just play a class that jives with you.
Avatar removed, feedback noted. Also just to be clear even though I relistened to what I said and I figured it was clear cause I said it like 30x... I don't care or think any jobs are easy or care what you play... play what you want to play... so many comments taking me jokingly bringing up the silly things I've read online and even said "shit I've seen idiots on twitter and discord say" mid way through it... guys... what the fudge...
I didnt have a problem with the avatar. Only problem I could think of was the camera was focused on the avatar so when you moved the camera moved with you, which is kinda hard to watch because it looks jerky
So that's why video is a repost. the rig seem prety ok to me. you should't let other people decide how you present yourself. You play rhotgar; you have a tiger as image avatar ther is no reason that if you wante more interraction but are to shy (or even just unwilling) to show your face VTubing nock your self and have fun beeing ypouirself is better than internet clout.
I think what people could want to have or what they wish to be provided with „what is easy“ that the get an overview - what job is mechanically the least complex job to learn and play to be able even with less time to be a good member of any raid group. And I think there are not that many huge differences between all the jobs cause the combat gameplay is always solved with GCD and oGCD weaving in the correct order. That’s it 😅
I loving Pictomancer, is it easy persay. I don't know, but that depends on your play style. I will admit, it very forgiving on one's screw ups sense it doesn't really have a clear straight forward rotation. So I do question at times if I'm playing it right, but, that should go away the more dugeons I do. Red Mage new combo rotation, is something I haven't fully touched yet. It was my main from SB to Endwalker, and It will probably be my second class to level to 100, and then I'll do summoner. I primarily play casters. I need a healer job, however I do not love the scholar changes since SB, however, after hearing you Sage review for dawntrail. I may give it a shot. I don't like Black or White mage at all, I did level them painfully for the archmage title alone. On a side note, I still haven't found a glamour I like for pictomancer, I like professor or researcher type glmaours. Which, looks very awkward withe brush. I may need to just collect every brush and sweet which one works best.
I am not sure whether I should put a like on this because someone’s pain is not something I like but have in case it helps the algorithm. I do not know what country you are in but please try to get some professional help. If that’s not possible there are organisations such as The Samaritans who will give you a listening ear at the very least. It may seem very dark at the moment but know that there is always hope that things will improve. You have the support and goodwill of people in chat in this dark time. I wish you well.
hmm nice reupload. I agree with most of the stuff here. I think the easy classes are the ones that are meant for people with the memory of a goldfish. so basically white mage and summoner. I used to roll summoner on duty roulette's for the raise. If they ever choose to remove positionals all of the melee jobs will roll up to being the easiest.
I'm going to make a cry for help video I think. I don't want money-- I want hope. I was abused for years by Brendan my now ex fiance in San Diego, I don't have friends to reach out to IRL my social networks don't exist for a variety of painful reasons. This channel is my last lifeline and I guess that's the only connection I have left. My life is just in pieces and I need a new start. I can't take it anymore. I can't say what I did but I'm still here and I need a new start. I can't believe I'm still here. Never thought a bitch like me would ever hit rock bottom. How can somebody so blessed wanna pass on? But damn... I don't belong anywhere. I'm lost AF. I have no direction. I have no goals. I am worried about my mom. I miss my fiance. I miss my old home and life. I miss having hope for a future. I'm lost.
I honestly can’t tell if ur serious about all this. Is it serious or some sort of joke I’m missing?
I dont know what you are doing besides youtube but if you are not already, try going to the gym. Improving yourself day by day will help your self view.
Take a break and spend time with your mum. Remove yourself from environments that bring those emotions onto you. You're not alone, healing is a process, be patient with yourself and allow yourself to work through your feelings at a pace thats healthy. Your life is precious, be kind to yourself, you're worthy of love and you're worthy of someone better.
@@Skxp Damn I'd do almost anything for this to be a joke. My mom just had a surgery to remove cancer and praying it didn't spread. My fiance cheated on me in February and I've been abandoned back here in Canada to rot. My fiance won't even send me back my property, has gone behind my back and told everyone how bad I am including throwing "Fuck Cole" parties he told me-- has dangled his escapades with guys across South California over my head and now brags to me about some scientist "bear" that owns a house in anaheim and how much better than me he is. He has old mutual friends Spencer send pictures of him shirtless on a beach together smirking at the camera just to hurt me. Brendan love bombed me in my discord server the Sunday before the media tour and then came and saw me at the media tour-- people wondered why my videos were crap and it's because he showed up love bombed me and said this wasn't the end only to rug pull me and tell me how he was going to fuck our once mutaul friend spencer in the townhouse in san diego I was meant to have been living in and had thousands upn thousands of dollars of my property I bought myself with my own credit card and bank statements to prove it and he goes and does dirty with other men where I'm meant to be sleeping. Lord give me a break I don't know how much more of this I can take. I lost my house, I lost my marriage, I lost getting a software engineering position down in california and meanwhile he saddles me with knowledge of horrific things he plans to do to others and I can't speak because he has threatened to unleash his uncle's law firm to make me pay and suffer.
And this isn't even close to all of it. Damn. It gets so messed up. Forced back into the closet and forced to hide, I literally was told when we'd pull up to the apartment he rented back here to duck in the car to not raise suspicion. Never was on his HR paperwork so if he ever was hurt cause he is a scientist dealing with dangerous chemicals and he was at the hospital that I'd not even be informed let alone have visitation rights. I was denied going to his PhD graduation, major surgeries, parties, events like I was stripped of any dignity. He let his friends rag on me and rip me down and tear me apart and he told me to look the other way and gaslit me into thinking I was somehow the problem when no bs that was because his "friends" were homophobic as hell. He'd send and get nasty pictures from people he met online like artorious and used that to punish me. He'd cancel plans with me. He'd demand me to "keep him safe and protect him" and to focus on making more money because when he first got his phd and started working he "only" made 52k a year and couldn't afford rent and so he constantly and I mean constantly ragged on me and brought up how he couldn't afford anything and was going into debt and software would pay more money. He told me to stay in Canada incase entos fell apart that he'd have a place to go and come back to and for me to keep working my job up here to save money for the downpayment for a house and save and be super frugal and crap like and we're still not even close to done like damn the amount of crap. That's not even getting into the vicious things he's said about "brown people" aka his CSO and manager. Like yo it is so messed up it's SO MESSED UP.
All of the FF classes are EXTREMELY easy.
Only FF players make it look like you need a phd's to squeeze an extra cd in order to top your dps, it's cringe as hell.
I agree, 9/10 times fights are cleared aslong as you follow the basic composition of atleast one of each dps type. If the run is clean then a clear is guaranteed. To ensure a clean run its probably a good idea to just play a class that jives with you.
Avatar removed, feedback noted. Also just to be clear even though I relistened to what I said and I figured it was clear cause I said it like 30x... I don't care or think any jobs are easy or care what you play... play what you want to play... so many comments taking me jokingly bringing up the silly things I've read online and even said "shit I've seen idiots on twitter and discord say" mid way through it... guys... what the fudge...
the avatar was cute i don't know why people dragged you so hard in the comments of the previous video
I didnt have a problem with the avatar. Only problem I could think of was the camera was focused on the avatar so when you moved the camera moved with you, which is kinda hard to watch because it looks jerky
I think the avatar was alright. Better than a disembodied voice.
So that's why video is a repost. the rig seem prety ok to me. you should't let other people decide how you present yourself. You play rhotgar; you have a tiger as image avatar ther is no reason that if you wante more interraction but are to shy (or even just unwilling) to show your face VTubing nock your self and have fun beeing ypouirself is better than internet clout.
I didn’t mind the avatar. I just didn’t see the point he was trying to make in the video. It was just rambling.
Thx! Hope you feeling Better
I think what people could want to have or what they wish to be provided with „what is easy“ that the get an overview - what job is mechanically the least complex job to learn and play to be able even with less time to be a good member of any raid group. And I think there are not that many huge differences between all the jobs cause the combat gameplay is always solved with GCD and oGCD weaving in the correct order. That’s it 😅
I loving Pictomancer, is it easy persay. I don't know, but that depends on your play style. I will admit, it very forgiving on one's screw ups sense it doesn't really have a clear straight forward rotation. So I do question at times if I'm playing it right, but, that should go away the more dugeons I do. Red Mage new combo rotation, is something I haven't fully touched yet. It was my main from SB to Endwalker, and It will probably be my second class to level to 100, and then I'll do summoner. I primarily play casters. I need a healer job, however I do not love the scholar changes since SB, however, after hearing you Sage review for dawntrail. I may give it a shot. I don't like Black or White mage at all, I did level them painfully for the archmage title alone.
On a side note, I still haven't found a glamour I like for pictomancer, I like professor or researcher type glmaours. Which, looks very awkward withe brush. I may need to just collect every brush and sweet which one works best.
Easy jobs are the ones that you enjoy playing. Simple as that
I am not sure whether I should put a like on this because someone’s pain is not something I like but have in case it helps the algorithm. I do not know what country you are in but please try to get some professional help. If that’s not possible there are organisations such as The Samaritans who will give you a listening ear at the very least. It may seem very dark at the moment but know that there is always hope that things will improve. You have the support and goodwill of people in chat in this dark time. I wish you well.
hmm nice reupload. I agree with most of the stuff here. I think the easy classes are the ones that are meant for people with the memory of a goldfish. so basically white mage and summoner. I used to roll summoner on duty roulette's for the raise. If they ever choose to remove positionals all of the melee jobs will roll up to being the easiest.