EVERYTHING I EXPERIENCE DAILY WITH BPD
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- Опубліковано 6 січ 2023
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People are always telling me I’m so dramatic and I’m like obviously you knob. My nervous system, my amygdala, they are not working right. That’s literally why it’s a diagnosis.
hahahahah idk why this made me laugh but that was funny 🤣 and YES YOU RIGHT!!!💕
The episodes of extreme sadness. The feelings of fatigue that come with that you feel like a battery that is shot and then within an hour or two back to fully charged.
most females on the autism spectrum are still being diagnosed with BPD. "Nothing is either good or bad. but thinking makes it so."SHAKESPEARE
Love to all of us !
not me bawling my eyes out just a few minutes in because I've never felt so understood and validated.
I found you and learned I have BPD a few years ago and while it's helped me get therapy for it and learn so much about myself I still struggle a LOT with how to deal with family that either don't believe in it or think I can just choose to change it. 🤯I feel like it'd be easier to deal with if I didn't have people constantly making me feel bad about "not being normal"
Right?!
Random men validate you?
you quit self harm at 30? that gives me so much hope. I was feeling down about still struggling at 26 since 11 and my therapist recently brought up that a lot of people tend to get better by their 20s and I felt like it would be with me forever. but yeah just hearing that made me feel a bit of hope for myself
I always thought I’d just grow out of it. I was 33 (three years ago) when I last harmed. I found out the love of my life was cheating on me and I just couldn’t handle it. It was a horrible laceration and I really scared myself, so I stopped. I still get the urge to a lot when I am stressed, but I have held strong so far. I clench every muscle in my body as hard as I can for as long as I can. I grit my teeth and grunt lol. It helps! 🎉
Wow girl! I really needed that. I was in therapy for 10 years and I always felt I had something going on in my therapist refused to diagnose me because she thought it could be a stigma for me. Finally, I figured it out on my own and made my more recent therapist go through the DSM and finally give me a real diagnosis. It feels really good to know what my thing is. I've struggled feeling like just an alien among other people. I was a an only child. And not a lot of kids around in my neighborhood. I didn't have anyone to bounce stuff off of. So I pretty much retreated into my own world. And just knowing what my diagnosis is now helps me so much. I appreciate your video and your sharing all your details with us. I cannot tell you what it means to me. I'm very grateful for you. I am now going to subscribe and follow you and hope to get a better grip on my own self. Have a beautiful weekend. You amazing goddess!
8 YEARS?! I aspire. that's my new goal. to be loved like Brian loves you, to the point I can say, "we've been together for 8 years"!
ITS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO HEAL. I loveeeee that. it's so important. it's too easy to wallow in a victim mentality when you've been through so much. but it's so important to heal - like you said, no one else is gonna do it for you.
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You juat described my whole life 🫣 I don't have access to a doctor right now but the more I research BPD, the more I see myself.
THE LOVING DIFFERENTLY THINGGGGG. seriously. People literally tell me "nobody loves people the way you do."
It's true. We love differently. We love fully.
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Love your authenticity…yay you definitely ❤ love it that you are so mindful at such a young age…I wasn’t diagnosed until I turned 60.. you are a beautiful lady inside and out
Thanks for making this. Almost all of this relates. I'm currently in treatment for BPD/ADHD comorbidity. Your videos, posts and the support you provide to your audience really means a lot. I hope this year brings you all the best. 💖🌟✨️
hi! i have diagnosed adhd too but have doubts about having bpd, even though i don't think i have it. was there any different symptoms between bpd and adhd that standed out for you? bc they have a lot of similarities
I am not diagnosed but I'm working on getting evaluated at the moment. This entire video resonated with me and I've never felt so understood. Thank you for going over the positive aspects as well. They're all so true and very comforting, and sometimes I need to be reminded that there are good things too.
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😥🤯OMFG! I'm sitting here listening to your videos by myself. My husband comes out to the car & is grabbing some boxes, stops after a couple of minutes & says, "Were you just talking out of her mouth?" I looked at him & said, "I was going to say that when you got in the car!"
👻 Your moment in 2017 was like me last year. My mental health was awful and I had a real wake up call about four months ago. I've been taking responsibility for my healing ever since and been doing so great! We ARE resilient. 💖
👻 Your video popped up, when i searched for bpd. There are things ive learned from your video. I have BPD along with anxiety, seasonal deprission. Exactly how you feel, is how i feel. If i dont have my medications or take them on time, i get so angery and lash out at family and my husband. May i mention, i also have a fear of swolling pills. So getting my perscribed medications doen is a pain, but they go down. Right now, im trying to keep out of a deprission, so i lay out and as always busy hand busy mind, im constantly up and moving, i dont take naps either lol i have a spending problem and issues with stress and not eatting. In the end this is me and i cant help it and i keep my circle small and stay off facebook or any social media that triggers me. I also could talk to you, for hours about my issues lol
my wife developed bpd in adolescence and it took till her late 40s before she healed fully. what I did to start her off healing was to use entraining to anchor the euphoric periods subconsciously, so that I could make her feel euphoric by using a particular tone of voice. I did this multiple times using different stimuli. this was made far easier because of our shared childhood experiences dating back to infancy. I had to prevent her from flying off for a couple of days but I managed it by keeping her hooked on riddles and tales so that she couldn't bear to leave until I told her the answers. then, when it had sunk in, I let her come and go as she pleased again. when she started showing signs of neurosis I gave her the stimuli that would cause the euphoric feelings to overwhelm the confusion. in no time she cottoned on how to reprogram her thinking patterns and stay away from the rabbit-holes. that's how I had coped with the bpd relationship in the first place, and I passed it over to her. after that she made the decision to return to therapy and it only took a few weeks before she was free from all mental illnesses.
This is amazing
@@NotReallyRebecca it's nothing short of miraculous
I appreciate how humble you are about all this. Thanks for sharing. It helps a lot. 👻
I am an individual that has been diagnosed with BPD and got diagnosed with it 16. I am getting treatment for this condition so still working on my recovery. BPD never goes away...It is hard on a daily basis to deal with and thank you for this video.
I do not get 😒 the God complex. But mood swings seems like a roller coaster 🎢 for me. I have cut ppl off in my family and several of my family members are gone passed on. I truely believe everyone that struggles with this disorder deals and copes with it differently. I use to hate being dignosised with BPD and ashamed of it I would not talk about it?? 🤔 💭 The love ❤ part I can really relate too and deep empathy. We are true survivors. I have found this video 📹 to helpful, informative, and educational thank you again. I wish more ppl understood this particular disorder. Good for you and all of your hard work take care. 👻 🌹 💐 You are beautiful keep up the hard work take care. Wishing you all the best. 👻
👻These things should be taught in schools, thank you for this video, as someone with BPD I feel like I'm on the verge of insanity and in constant torture the moment I have the minor thing that triggers me. Learning that there is life still for people like me and it gets better gives me hope.
I go between being super hyper sexual and being a hermit and not wanting sex with another person at all. I think this has to do with my last relationship being very abusive and my mistrust in men in general now because of it.
I can relate to almost Everything you’ve listed on here. I have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and I think this video paints an accurate picture of what it’s like to experience bpd symptoms. Proud of you Sammy for making these great mental health videos 😀
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Thank you for being so open and straightforward. Its awesome to get an unfiltered view of someone that is struggling or has struggled with BPD without all the extra fluff.
I love the quote you use btw, it really hit it home for me that I do need to see someone.
Thank you so much for posting
I have BPD & it is a daily management, I’ve stopped self harming my body after ending a toxic triggering relationship, I was literally in fear and anxiety and I’m feeling better, on my road to stability
Thank you for being such an inspiration to not only me but so many others ❤
So inspiring Sammy! Thank you ❤
So many great points in this video! Very helpful stuff! I liked your description of strong survival instincts, mindset, leadership qualities, and being sensitive and loving. Thanks Sammy-Marie for shining an inspiring light 🙏 ❤
So happy to hear about your year free of sh!! ✨️
I love you, gurl. being so brave to be out there. much love!
Your hair looks amazing!! ❤️
I relate to EVERYTHING you said in this video. Thank you for validating our feelings!♥️♥️
So proud of you for never giving up 💘💘💘
Great video! You have come so far and you're at such a different place than before! You're inspiring to people! Love you much! You're resilient!
PERIODT. Thank you for this vid babe 🤍
I totally get this I have this as well and was indenial with things felt so sorry for my kids and my relationship I struggle everyday 😢 now in treatment trying to cope with things
I am so happy I found your channel, your vids are helping me more than I can put into words. Thank you❤
I’m always interested to learn about BPD in your videos. 👻 Mental illness is tough but I like that you mentioned the positives. Something people may not realize that you mentioned is how the good emotions are very strong too, just like the bad ones are. And the creativity and perceptiveness about other people always helps too.
YOU ARE AWESOME!!
Thanks so much i feel im not alone , you're amazing❤❤❤❤❤
Thanks for this. I have a better understanding now.
👻 I absolutely love you and all the content you create. You’re really inspiring 💜
Really relatable video Sammy! A video comparing euphoria and mania would be really helpful, I'm not really sure which im experiencing, thanks! :)
I kinda wanted to figure this out. But I dated a girl with borderline personality disorder a few years back and for a while it was fine. Months down the line she broke up with me and I took it well I was just like “ok I understand” and I left. She got upset at me because I didn’t fight for her and she started talking to a friend of mine to get me jealous. So I started talking to a cousin of hers and she went bat shit crazy. Is this normal behavior amongst people with bpd?
OMG! This is sooo meee.. i too struggle for almost all My life. And UP to now.. still feeling empty and suddenly i Will feel The most prettiest person in The world.
Thank you so much for sharing! I'm pretty curious on how similar (and different) ASD, ADHD, and BPD is which is why I'm watching ❤
I'm still under my psychiatrist's observation (although so far her suspicion is mostly ADHD and ASD) and it feels like the symptoms overlap and often misdiagnosed. I was also given antipsychotics, if I didn't take em, the symptoms appear again 😅
I had frequent mood swings, fear of abandonment, "intense", easily annoyed, fought with my parents a lot for my temper, snap at people, imagining the worst scenarios and sh urges just for the slightest stress. But all of these aren't as intense as what you explained. I barely feel empty, depressed and suicidal.
I wish so much power for you, love your outlook on BPD, seeing the silver lining and strengths coming with it, and taking accountability in everything we do 🥰
👻 Such a wonderful project to start coaching! I truly believe healed "borderlines" are the best coaches you can imagine because you can relate to the struggle as well as knowing what you tried yourself, even if there is no one size fits all.
Thank you for amazing and informative video we love you and support you ❤
Great informative content as usual!!! ❤
This hairstyle is super cute on you ✨️
This video is good to explain different things and emotions of trauma 😔 i been through this is alot sounds like me with the creative part
👻... Really enjoying watching your videos... Your forthrightness and enthusiasm are very inspirational!
👻👻👻 im so impressed by everything. Your hard work shows. I have a loved one who has bpd and bipolar 2 and she is both very self aware about the issues but also feels like this is just how she is/ will always be because its the illness
Omg bipolar video please !!! 😱 I was diagnosed with bipolar 2 in 2020 and you'd think I'd be more prepared for the extreme downs because I know to expect them to come eventually, but wow they are still sooo hard and I feel like I'm never going to come out of it
They should teach this in high-school
Great video so much good advice
i also have bpd and bipolar 2 and i can totally relate to everything you described
I’d love to hear your opinion on euphoria vs mania! Still have a hard time delineating the differences based off of everyone’s opinions
👻 love your videos! Thank you
Awesome info 👻 thanx for sharing
👻 Love this video, thank you Sammy!
You nailed it
So many good video ideas.
Yes, make all of them.
Who what where when why how is your remedy??
👻 so proud of you and your growth!!!!!! I know it’s not mental health related but can you do a skincare routine one day? I would’ve never guessed you were in your 30s!!!
Sammy does have great skin, even without make up. (:
@@ellasoriginalchannel9713 trueee we need the details 🥰🥰
👻👻👻👻👻Thank you so much for this video. I am still struggling with myself but this makes me feel less alone.
👻 One thing I absolutely love about having bpd is the open-mindedness we have and our abilities to relate to anyone. I have such a vast spectrum of interests that allows me to find something to talk about with others and helps people that are more shy open up and feel more comfortable. I take an interest in people sharing their likes and dislikes or how they live their life. I'm always curious to learn if there is a topic I want to incorporate into my own life. Culture is a huge part of that for me. I want to know all I can about other cultures and ways of life. We can be so genuine.
Would really like to dm with you about my unique situation. You are a amazing inspiration, and I appreciate your way of articulating the disorder.
Being an empath with bpd is such a challenge!!
Thank you Queen! You are the best ❤👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻👻
Please do the mania vs euphoria video!!!
👻 love you girl 💜
Will you please do a video all about bipolar disorder? Unfortunately, I lost family relationships because of it, and I'd love to learn more. Thank you
I’m fighting bpd for other now and it has destroyed almost everything in my life. I struggle everyday and I somedays do t even know if I can beat it. I am trying so hard. But I truly do t know what to do.
Please do the comparing BPD euphoria with bipolar hypomania! I have BPD and wonder if I have bipolar too
Thank you for sharing 👻👻
I feel so seen after watching your video
I’m a Sagittarius with bpd too omg
👻 always watch your videos xxx
Amen.
Am I even a person? I feel like I'm just borderline. Like it's really depressing hearing multiple people and books describing my whole life.
I'm told I am extremely CPTSD, combined type ADHD, and maybe bipolar...🤔 Taken tests for BPD and I check off all the boxes. Autism and Tourettes have also been tossed around. So....? What do you suggest?
Thanks for sharing! 🖤🖤🖤👻💀
I relate. And I love the positives at the end. ✨🤍 also, love your eye makeup. Looks sooo good with your hair color ✨
👻👻👻 thank you thank you!!! ❤❤
👻thank you.
Imagine the abandonment I felt when my alcoholic sister told me no one likes me
i am so sorry u experienced that. i like you man
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Healing others helps us heal.
Also...PMDD mixed with CPTSD
I wish I had the euphoria thing! I only have the horrible empty depression. It SUCKS!
I have bpd and I’m so so tired
I'm bpd and bipolar 2 also. Would love a difference of euphoria and mania .... Like what? Tell me how you thinking.
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Can someone recommend a book ( probably DBT based) I can use to help myself with BPD?
Dude you are such a badass. Keep going lady!
Ghost emoji!😊
I have BPD and bipolar. I work 2 jobs and I’m constantly broke. It’s a real morale crusher to work your a** off and see no reward. I’m on a 2 day manic and 2 day depressive cycle. It’s exhausting to work with these moods. I don’t know what to do anymore. My 2022 was a total disaster and I’m still living off my dead grandma’s money that my mom gives me so I won’t k*ll myself bc I desperately want to.
Bipolar 2 video please
This is hard to understand because i feel like i have aitistic traits that overlap
would you be able to do a video on your s3lfh4rm coping skills? I started when I was around 12 too and instead of c7tting now I h1t myself as hard as I can or bang my head against something repeatedly
you are borderpolar...there is specific exposure therapies and dietary needs for your brain chemistry
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🧟♀️ I'm still a zombie because my soul hasn't left my body yet
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