FET #1 CANCELLED | IT'S OVER

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  • Hi everyone,
    Sad to share this disappointing news with you all, as we were feeling really hopeful for our frozen embryo.
    We're doing our best to hold onto hope that we may still get our Christmas miracle, & if not, hoping that 2017 will finally be our year..
    Prayers to those of you who are also struggling, especially as we approach a challenging time of year for couples TTC..
    Thanks for watching, & for being so amazing!
    Love & baby dust! xo
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  • @ancyt6
    @ancyt6 7 років тому +1

    Oh no. I am so so sorry for you and Tim. I don't understand how it can be anybody's plan. I just hope the new year will bring some brighter days for you. Sending you big hugs and much much baby love.

  • @Fuentes066
    @Fuentes066 7 років тому

    For literal or figurative fertility, try making this Kwan Yin talisman(wrap) and keeping it in a space nearby. :
    During a waxing-to-full moon, take a pinch of black tea and a pinch of rice and put them in a yellow cloth, saying:
    ‘As a little tea makes a full cup
    so may my life be full
    As the rice expands in warm water
    so may my heart expand with love and warmth
    The fertility of Kwan Yin, wrapped neatly within.’

  • @LoveFamilyLife
    @LoveFamilyLife 7 років тому +2

    sorry things didn't go as planned again :( praying for that natural conception and sticky rainbow baby!

  • @karenomahony2087
    @karenomahony2087 7 років тому

    Celeste I am so sorry for your loss. Your strength and positivity is just an inspiration to me. We are all walking with you on this tough journey so you are not alone.
    You will one day hold your baby in your arms and all this heartbreak and upset will just melt away.

  • @jackie2933
    @jackie2933 7 років тому

    thank you for sharing. it's so hard to watch you both go through this, but I will be here no matter what. the fact that you have successfully conceived naturally in the past gives me so much hope for you. stay strong, we are here for you.

  • @awakealiveandwell
    @awakealiveandwell 7 років тому +6

    I'm so sorry. We had two out of three embryos not survive the thaw and it was devastating news. Sadly, the one surviving embryo wasn't a strong one either and that FET was not successful. Nevertheless, we conceived naturally shortly thereafter. Hoping your story is very similar.

    • @Liv4Today
      @Liv4Today 7 років тому +3

      Amazing that you conceived naturally after a failed FET. These kinds of stories always give me hope that one day we'll be successful. Congratulations on your happy ending. I hope Tim & Celeste (and myself) can enjoy our own soon too! xx

    • @awakealiveandwell
      @awakealiveandwell 7 років тому +1

      Liv 4 Today Sending you every good vibe, Liz. Fingers and toes tightly crossed for you and for Celeste. ❤️

  • @DragonRena
    @DragonRena 7 років тому

    I'm so sad for you guys! Sitting here on the couch almost crying. I know the pain of losing a baby and I hope you guys are blessed with a strong and healthy baby in your future.

    • @DragonRena
      @DragonRena 7 років тому +1

      and I need you to know you are such a inspiration for manny woman who feel like giving up. it is to bad that few people talk about this happening. much love

  • @alyssag5891
    @alyssag5891 7 років тому

    Celeste, i am a quiet subscriber, but have been watching you two for a while now. You guys are so very strong and handle every loss with such grace. I am keeping you in my prayers and hoping you were able to conceive naturally! Lots of love and baby dust your way!

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Alyssa Woodruff Thank you so much for your support & lovely words ❤️

  • @mellyooo8255
    @mellyooo8255 7 років тому +1

    This is my first comment. I've been following your journey this year and mine and my partner's have been quite similar. I have had 2 miscarriages this year over 4 cycles and am so ready for this year to be over. I hope next year is kinder to all. Your strength and resilience really is amazing - I have had to take time off work recently as everything was building up and I realised I just really needed to give myself time to rest and recover. Nothing much else to say, just wanted you to know that your videos have really helped me not feel so alone in this journey. You and Tim are going to be such wonderful parents. Lots of love and baby dust 🙏🏼💫

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Melly Ooo Thanks so much for your lovely comment! I'm sorry to hear we share similar stories, & sorry to hear of your losses.. I've reached a point now where I feel really ready for a break from work & for this year to be over. It definitely takes its toll after a while. Thinking of you & wishing you the best of luck. Let's hope 2017 will bring both of us nothing but joy! 💓

  • @seadventures1473
    @seadventures1473 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry, you are not alone, thousands of women including me are in the same boat as you. Keep positive and know a baby will come your way someday!

  • @JourneyInParenthood
    @JourneyInParenthood 7 років тому

    I'm so very sorry! My heart sank when I watched this. I truly am praying that you get pregnant naturally with a healthy baby soon!

  • @nicolefamily388
    @nicolefamily388 7 років тому +1

    So sorry for the loss of your embryo Celeste. Keep your chin up beautiful girl, amazing things can happen when you least expect them. Hopes and prayers for a healthy pregnancy in the very, very near future

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      I know this is a very delayed reply, but just wanted to thank you so much for your kind words

  • @CreatinginChaos
    @CreatinginChaos 7 років тому

    Oh Celeste, I'm so sorry. Sending you lots of love!

  • @lindzer722
    @lindzer722 7 років тому +2

    Thinking of you and all of your trials. My heart and my love is with you all

  • @kat2138
    @kat2138 7 років тому

    I'm hoping that you have conceived naturally. I'm so sorry for that heartbreaking news. I know it will happen for you. I have had a successful iui this month. Our 6th attempt at iui and 17 months of trying. Its unbelievable! I'm sending you much positive energy and love.

  • @daniprivatti10
    @daniprivatti10 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry to hear. I wish I could give u a big hug. Sending loads of love and positive thoughts for your Christmas miracle.

  • @kmuse5641
    @kmuse5641 7 років тому

    Praying for your maybe baby and a Christmas miracle for you both. You will get your rainbow, I have no doubt in my mind 🙏🍀🙏🍀🙏 love and loads of baby dusts. I love the fact your staying positive through it all Hun ❤️❤️ xx

  • @felicityarbuckle3102
    @felicityarbuckle3102 7 років тому +1

    Everything is crossed for you hun. Really hoping for good news. You deserve for things to go your way Xxx

  • @deedsk7029
    @deedsk7029 7 років тому

    So sorry for your loss. Like I had commented earlier we lost our last embryo as well, and we conceived naturally!! We tried for 7 years before our miracle happened 6 years ago, My mom passed away of terminal cancer when our first IVF miracle was only 7 weeks old, she was 48. When we were going through infertility treatments I remember telling my mom how mad I was, I just wanted to go wreck something. I couldn't understand why, we had to go through the losses, and heart breaks every month. She told me when she had received her terminal diagnosis, she said there are seasons in our lives where were need to throw stones. She literally went out and threw stones to show God just how mad she was. But she said there is a time to collect our stones too. As the rollercoaster that infertility is rolls up and down and back around each month, there is a season of going out on a limb trusting that things could happen( the trying stage) then a few days later we start to collect our stones, ( the waiting days) We have all the stones in the basket( the night before our period is due) Then if aunt flo decides to come, we start to throw the stones, we get angry, sad, and withdrawn. Only to get right back on that rollercoaster the next month. We called it the infertility brain. Even after we have had kids, we still have the infertility brain. We prayed for kids for years and we really had come to a point where we didn't think it would happen. After we had our first, we waited another 3 years on the rollercoaster of infertility before we were so surprised by a natural conception. The road is never easy with infertility. The weight of it emotionally and physically is immense. Keep your chin up, and keep that positivity going. Hope, it is your best friend and your enemy at times, but it keeps us( those suffering infertility) going, every month. Hang in there you Beauty!! There was a time when I thought I would never be a mommy. I am now the mommy of 3 beautiful girls, and I have another miracle on the way. I am proof there is Hope!!

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      MommyA K Wow, what an inspiration you are! Thank you so much for your beautiful words. I'm so incredibly sorry for the loss of your mother at such a young age.. Sounds like an amazing woman! Cannot thank you enough for your encouraging words- they mean so much! Congratulations on your gorgeous girls & your new little miracle on the way! 💞

  • @courtneycovey493
    @courtneycovey493 7 років тому +2

    I am so sorry dear. I can't even imagine how you're feeling. I'm praying for you guys ❤️

  • @sennymartinez5550
    @sennymartinez5550 7 років тому +1

    Thinking of you and praying for you! May God bless you with your baby soon! ❤️❤️

  • @desireehale4393
    @desireehale4393 7 років тому

    I have been watching your videos all day. My heart is breaking for you! I have been ttc for 4 years post tubal reversal. We ran out of money so we are no longer doing treatments. We are adopting from foster care now. In some ways that has been just as hard as struggling to get pregnant. I still hope maybe one day I will get pregnant again but I know thats not likely. I hope you finally get your sticky baby!❤

  • @brittanywright787
    @brittanywright787 7 років тому

    I am so sorry, as you said its better to have happened during the thawing process before transfer but it still hurts. I wish & pray nothing but positivity & baby dust for you & Tim!

  • @KathyMoreira1
    @KathyMoreira1 7 років тому

    I know this year has been very difficult for you and Tim and o truly hope and pray you convinced naturally this cycle. Sending sticky baby dust ❤️

  • @KrystalMarie1207
    @KrystalMarie1207 7 років тому

    Oh no! I am so sorry Celeste! You're right, this is our biggest fear when you're having a transfer. I wish there was something I could say to help but I know there are no words. I am holding on to the hope that you guys conceived naturally this month and we'll have good news in a couple of weeks! As always, all my love to you and Tim.

  • @kikirobinson7836
    @kikirobinson7836 7 років тому

    Ahh so disappointing to hear about the embryo ...that is definitely my fear as well for the end of this month when i do mine in Mexico! You are so strong and your ability to mourn and continue on is encouraging to me so thank you so much for continuing to share. I have hope for you this month anyway! Wish we could hangout! Keep praying for me too! God is good.

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Kiki Robinson Thinking of you & keeping you in my prayers for your upcoming transfer! 🙏🏼💕 Thanks for your support x

  • @Liv4Today
    @Liv4Today 7 років тому

    I saw your insta post. I'm so so sorry hun. I wish the outcome had of been different. I so hope 2017 will finally be your year. You are going to be an amazing mother when the time comes, and I hope that day is here for you soon! Much love.

  • @vickirees8300
    @vickirees8300 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry to hear about your embryo. Lots of luck for this cycle, I've got my fingers crossed for you xx

  • @daddsyprincess07
    @daddsyprincess07 7 років тому

    I put off watching this video today pretty much all day because I knew I would cry for you and I did I'm so sorry praying for sticky bean inside you right now and sending you so much love baby dust

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Thanks so much for your continued prayers

  • @pandoravictoria7821
    @pandoravictoria7821 7 років тому

    I can't tell you how sorry I am , your luck will change never give up I admire your will to keep trying you will be parents one day.

  • @sojbnz3111
    @sojbnz3111 7 років тому

    I am truly sorry for you. I am sending lots of prayers, positive thoughts and support. you are a very strong woman and have a beautiful heart and am sure your strengths will overweight this sad experience. I am sending you lots of baby dusts

  • @angeleyes72686
    @angeleyes72686 7 років тому

    My heart aches for you and your husband! I'm praying 2017 is your year!!

  • @katieevans7951
    @katieevans7951 7 років тому

    Oh no, I'm so sorry 😔 What a year you both have had. Will have my fingers crossed for you this month that it will still be a successful one! xxx

  • @mylenablues82
    @mylenablues82 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry and my heart just break hearing this sad news. I'm sending you lots of positive thoughts and prayers. Don't give up the faith.

  • @Juliiebee
    @Juliiebee 7 років тому

    Ugh! I just want so badly for things to start working out for you guys.
    Sending good thoughts you're way 💕

  • @samii170992
    @samii170992 7 років тому

    Aw Celeste my heart is breaking for you!
    I admire your strength, throughout all of your losses and unfortunate news you keep so positive and that is an incredible quality to have!
    Your baby will be lucky to have such an amazing woman as their mother. You will get your baby, don't lose your hope!
    Sending you and Tim all my love and strength!
    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Samii McCaffery Aw thank you for your beautiful words!! 💖

  • @Apsenniel09
    @Apsenniel09 7 років тому

    My heart breaks for you guys! I am so praying that you've conceived naturally and it grows into a strong, healthy baby!

  • @melissalong7169
    @melissalong7169 7 років тому

    So sorry Celeste! Love and prayers to you and Tim!

  • @gracemartin78
    @gracemartin78 7 років тому

    Praying that you have already conceived naturally and that all will end well. You really do deserve some great news!

  • @ChelseaHath1994
    @ChelseaHath1994 7 років тому

    Oh Celeste, I'm keeping you in my thoughts, I'm crossing my fingers for you, I believe it'll happen soon, you are amazingly strong I admire your strength x

  • @ClarillosVlog
    @ClarillosVlog 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry, I really hope this new year comes full of good news for you guys...

  • @lumakim363
    @lumakim363 7 років тому

    God bless you, never give up I lost 16 weeks baby boy 8 weeks ago and I'm still heartbroken but I never lose hope stay strong I'm praying for you !

    • @stevenblackden4363
      @stevenblackden4363 7 років тому

      Luma Kim I'm sorry for your loss

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Luma Kim I'm so incredibly sorry for your tragic loss.. Sending our love & keeping you in our prayers ❤️

  • @Hufflestitcher87
    @Hufflestitcher87 7 років тому +1

    I saw the instagram post but this video just breaks my heart :-( I am so sorry about your little snowflake. Sending love to you in this difficult time ❤ ❄🙏🌈

  • @megesposito264
    @megesposito264 7 років тому

    Hugs my love. I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through. Praying you get your Christmas miracle!!!! Xoxo

  • @lynettegordon8417
    @lynettegordon8417 7 років тому

    Thinking of you always. Prayers hugs and love

  • @PugsInARug
    @PugsInARug 7 років тому

    Sorry to hear the news :( I'll keep all my fingers crossed for a natural conception. You guys are going to be the best parents ❤️

  • @louiselewis5368
    @louiselewis5368 7 років тому

    Celeste, I have been following your journey for a little while now and I so understand your pain and the absolute heartbreak. I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you and Tim, sending love and light xxx

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      Louise Lewis Thank you so much for your prayers & lovely words xox

    • @louiselewis5368
      @louiselewis5368 7 років тому

      Tim and Celeste I know will be great parents, Merry Christmas to you and Tim, 2017 will be your year! Love to you and Tim

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Louise Lewis Thank you, Merry Christmas to you too! ❤️

  • @gabriellelogan1825
    @gabriellelogan1825 7 років тому

    I'm so so sorry for you both... I hope you get your Christmas miracle... sending all my love all the way from Northern Ireland!! Xxx

  • @livinglifeforlandon9000
    @livinglifeforlandon9000 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry Hun that you and your husband are going through so much. Just thinking positive and keep the faith. This journey is hard but stay in good spirits. God blessed

  • @EnglishVirgo
    @EnglishVirgo 7 років тому +2

    Gutted for you, but praying for you that you have a little bean already in your tummy and that it will stick. xx

  • @mommaamommab
    @mommaamommab 7 років тому

    Glad you are taking the medication for peace of mind - can't hurt, right? Our love and hearts are with you and Tim. Take care of yourselves and come back stronger. Xoxo. A&B

  • @littlehouseinthebigapple5716
    @littlehouseinthebigapple5716 7 років тому

    I am so sorry this happened! I've had my fingers crossed for you for this FET. Sending you many hugs.... you're still in the TWW. Hopefully that egg was caught. Again... so so sorry.

  • @MotherMuse
    @MotherMuse 7 років тому

    So sorry to hear this dear girl. Hoping you get your Christmas miracle anyway.. xo

  • @Gobby08
    @Gobby08 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry your embryo did not make it . But like Tim said try to look at the positive. Hoping you conceived naturally. If not, with each new year comes with new beginnings. prayers always, and hoping for a baby very very soon 💖

  • @deerodable
    @deerodable 7 років тому

    I am so sorry. I wish you comfort in this time right now and pray you find peace until your Blessed with your beautiful baby. Hugs from the U.S.

  • @keniacuellar8394
    @keniacuellar8394 7 років тому

    dont give up please! we support u and love u !!! i will be praying for u

  • @isabelaisabela2822
    @isabelaisabela2822 7 років тому

    Hey! So sorry about your bad news. You have mentioned in your video that one of your biggest fears were for the embryo not to survive the embryo thawing. This is one of the biggest mistakes. Thinking about our fears, about negativities ... Honestly we need to think only and only positive, without letting negative thoughts coming into our minds. Its "the secret" basically .... the law of attraction. Wish you two all the best hoping you will apply the law of attraction next time!

  • @rraychul2
    @rraychul2 7 років тому

    im so sorry, but im glad you are able to look at the positives. my fet is due between christmas and new year and im praying it survives

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      raychul-emma Wishing you all the best for your FET! 🙏🏼💕

  • @tinarowe8388
    @tinarowe8388 7 років тому +1

    I am so sorry to hear this.. my heart goes out to you both.. so hope 2017 is going to be both our years.. 😘 xx

  • @spiritoflight5673
    @spiritoflight5673 7 років тому

    stay strong Celeste. I'll be praying for you

  • @marinahinojosa7035
    @marinahinojosa7035 7 років тому

    So Sorry Things Didnt Work Out With This Transfer But Just Know Im Here And That I Pray You Get That Rainbow Baby.. Lots Of Love And Sticky Baby Dust ❤💙

  • @ilmjc09
    @ilmjc09 7 років тому

    😢 2016 couldn't have kicked you guys harder if it tried. I'm praying you have conceived naturally this month and it's a strong healthy little baby. positive vibes oxo

  • @veronicamphela771
    @veronicamphela771 7 років тому

    Wishing you nothing but the best with your endeavour, stay strong throughout and God will reward you one of the good days. I feel your pain and know what it means to want something and not getting it. In good time it will certainly happen.

  • @Daisyjc2386
    @Daisyjc2386 7 років тому +1

    Celeste, have you looked into NaPro Technology? I'm not sure if they have any certified doctors where your from but I'm seeing one and these doctors treat the underlying issues and encourage natural pregnancy and VERY closely monitor you and any blood work and treat minor and major issues. I tried with another doctor for 18 months no progress no success. Within 4 months of being with NaPro I conceived naturally, and my biggest issue was not being able to get pregnant at all. He treated several things he found. Unfortunately, I lost my baby at 10W but after going back with him I found out I am pregnant and keeping my prayers for all to turn out well. Your body does the hardest part, you can get pregnant naturally but your having trouble keeping the pregnancy and a NaPro doctor may help you find out the reason.

  • @briannabeaver6994
    @briannabeaver6994 7 років тому

    I'm praying for you that you got pregnant naturally this cycle and the sweet baby sticks.

  • @jeanineperez9119
    @jeanineperez9119 7 років тому +1

    Prayers and positive thoughts!! xoxo

  • @liljohn1972
    @liljohn1972 7 років тому

    I am sorry about your loss. Please just remember that there are thousands of babies to adopt!! I have two precious little girls from adoption. There are still hopes to be a Mum!!

  • @ericasepulveda4081
    @ericasepulveda4081 7 років тому

    keep your head up don't give up. I know it's hard but God is with you and your family. Prays and baby baby dust

  • @Loza422
    @Loza422 7 років тому

    Thinking of you guys! Hope you get a break from these bad things soon ❤️

  • @MrsBakeAndBeauty
    @MrsBakeAndBeauty 7 років тому

    I am so sorry! i wish you the best 🍀🍀🍀
    i had two miscarriages this year and am now pregnant in 9th week. i am so nervous now and feared.
    sending you greetings and best wishes from Berlin (germany)

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      MrsBakeAndBeauty Congratulations on your pregnancy. Praying this will be your precious rainbow! ❤️

  • @gulfbaby230
    @gulfbaby230 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry that you keep getting bad news. I'm praying that you are able to conceive naturally, I know it's hard to stay positive. At least you know that you can get pregnant. So keep trying. Just sending positive vibes and hope and prayers from Georgia, US!!

  • @limerihajdini
    @limerihajdini 7 років тому

    awh babes , im so sorry i hope it all turns around for the better for you both and for your family i know how hard this may be for the both of you . wish you all the best and hope next time around it gets better ❤ .. xoxo love you sweetheart. all the best.

  • @LymieMama
    @LymieMama 7 років тому

    Thinking of you and sending lots of love.

  • @Cheeky_Case
    @Cheeky_Case 7 років тому

    I hope guys conceived this month. So sad about your little embryo. Have a fun time at your work christmas party.

  • @dr.phillips2008
    @dr.phillips2008 7 років тому

    I am soooooooo sorry that you guys are going through this... prayers to u and Tim thanks for sharing... Stay strong sis don't let this brake you... all things are possible just keep believing and don't give up!

  • @kellymorton4023
    @kellymorton4023 7 років тому

    So sorry to here your sad news 😪
    You will have good news and you will both be parents they say everything happens for a reason I had a miscarriage last year and in July there I was rushed into hospital with ectopic pregnancy in my left tube I seen the little heartbeat it was so difficult I had to get operation to get the pregnancy removed it was the hardest thing I've went through 😭 and now I'm on my 5th day of stemming for IVF I'm going to be sharing my eggs with a couple who cannot have babies on there own it's the most rewarding thing I can do giving something back something special I'm so excited to be helping someone and I know that you will be very special parents when the time comes my thoughts and prayers are with you both 🙏🏻 take care
    Kelly.💜❤️💜xxxxx

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      Kelly Elliott What an amazing thing to be doing. Wishing you nothing but the best! ❤️ xxx

  • @rachael4983
    @rachael4983 7 років тому

    big hugs in this hard time xxxx

  • @jacquelynspencer8887
    @jacquelynspencer8887 7 років тому

    Oh Sweet, Beautiful Girl, my heart is breaking for you, but GOD IS SO GOOD and I'm praying praying praying that you will get your Christmas miracle. Please keep up the hope. When I was 19, I was diagnosed with a rare, terminal liver disease. My husband and I were high school sweethearts and I was given 3 years to live. We trusted in The Lord, got married anyway and started planning to have a baby. ALL DOCTORS WERE AGAINST US BC NO-ONE ON THE PLANET HAD EVER SURVIVED A PREGNANCY WITH MY LIVER DISEASE. We found out we were expecting shortly thereafter and were ecstatic. Our doctors were not. They scheduled a termination for me without even asking and we told them that "God had put the baby there, and since He put it there we knew we would be ok. My doctor said that his professional opinion was to terminate, it was his responsibility to save my life first, etc., and that I would most likely miscarry anyway. This news BROKE OUR HEARTS, but we told him that we still wanted to keep the pregnancy trusting that God would protect it. At 12 weeks, I WENT INTO REMISSION FROM MY DISEASE!! My liver enzymes went to normal and I felt great. My doctor was still negative bc the only other examples of "PSC PREGNANCIES" had all ended in death of the mother and baby. We just kept trusting in God and against ALL ODDS delivered a perfectly healthy baby girl, Courtney Anne, that is now 22 years old today!! When Courtney was a year old, we felt that God had one more baby for us. Our Doctor said, "NO WAY...DON'T PUSH YOUR LUCK...YOU GOT LUCKY WITH Courtney BUT THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN." Well, as a Christian, I do not believe in the word, "LUCK." So, my husband and I prayed, decided to try just for one month and 2 weeks later, we were PREGNANT AGAIN! OUR DOCTOR WAS IRATE. HE WAS NOT HAPPY, HOPEFUL OR KIND. HE THOUGHT THAT WE WERE CARELESS AND THAT "THIS PREGNANCY WOULD CERTAINLY END IN DEATH!" He broke my heart many times over bc I just wanted to be excited. BUT ONCE AGAN, GOD SHOWED HIM....I WENT INTO REMISSION AGAIN AND DELIVERED A PERFECT BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY, CALVIN THOMAS, WHO TODAY IS 19 years old! They, along with my husband are THE LOVES OF MY LIFE! They are the greatest gift I have ever ever received and even though I required a hysterectomy when Calvin was 7 weeks old, that was ok because our family was complete!
    I have since had 3 liver transplants for my disease, Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis and all of my transplants have sadly failed. I am now in bed on hospice care very very sick, but the docs have been saying that I was going to die for years now. I STILL BELIEVE THAT WE WILL GET ANOTHER MIRACLE AND THAT I WILL LIVE TO SEE MY GRANDCHILDREN ONE DAY. I AM 46 now and all of the odds are against me, but I have never ever given up hope and I never will. I have actually been on hospice for 4 years now. The doctors are STUNNED that I am still alive but I am not! My husband and I have been married 25 years and our children are perfect and beautiful. They say I am their best friend and I hope and pray that I will live many many more years however, God's Plan has been perfect so far, He has NEVER EVER LET US DOWN AND I DO NOT BELIEVE HE EVER WILL. If He takes me to Heaven, I will be with my family for eternity so I am at peace. OF COURSE, I WANT TO LIVE!! In my mind's eye, I see me and my husband telling our great grandkids our awesome testimony around the Christmas Tree one day as we celebrate 70 years of marriage. I tell you all of this to give you HOPE...UNNFAILING, UNWAVERING HOPE. Doctors are great,but GOD AND HIS PLAN ARE GREATER! Many times, it doesn't make sense, it is heartbreaking and you can feel hopeless. Celeste, THAT IS SOOOOOO NORMAL AND IT IS OK. BUT PLEASE REMEMBER THIS SCRIPTURE, "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH!!" I HAVE LIVED IT SO I CAN TELL YOU THAT IT IS SO POSSIBLE! I have grown to love you dearly! I never DREAMED I would say that to someone on the Internet, but YOU, PRECIOUS LADY, HAVE GRABBED AHOLD OF MY HEART AND YOU WILL FOREVER HOLD A SPECIAL PIECE OF IT! I PROMISE TO PRAY DAILY FOR YOU! I believe with all of my heart that your baby is coming. You are a precious, beautiful soul, who has tried, believed and trusted so hard...I JUST FEEL IT IN MY HEART THAT YOU WILL GET YOUR BABY! HAVE FAITH, HAVE HOPE, STAY POSITIVE, HOLD ONTO EVERY POSSIBILITY BECAUSE I BELIEVE THAT IT IS COMING SOON! LIKE I SAID, I LOVE YOU AND I AM PRAYING FOR YOU!!! Baby dust to you my love!! KEEP YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH AND KEEP THE FAITH....IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER!! Blessings, love and prayers for you every single day!!! With much love from Rowlett, Texas, Jacquelyn Spencer 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💞💞💞💞💞😘😘😘

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      Jacquelyn Spencer Wow, your words brought tears to my eyes.. What an incredible journey you have been on! Thank you so much for sharing, you are truly an inspiration. I honestly appreciate your kind words so much. We will be sure to keep you in our prayers daily.. Cannot even begin to imagine all you have been through & continue to go through.. You deserve to one day meet your grandchildren, & I pray you will be in their lives. I love what you see in your mind's eye, & pray that becomes a reality for you ❤️ Your positivity is SO inspiring. Wishing you & your family a Merry Christmas, & sending all our love & prayers! Xx

  • @SUPERRAE7
    @SUPERRAE7 7 років тому

    So sorry that you guys have to go through all the hurdles and heartache that you've had! hope you get your little miracle soon! ... I haven't been following you very long and not sure if you've gotten tested for celiac disease? might be worth looking into if you haven't, I've heard it can be connected to fertility issues. ... anyway, sending my love to you!

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      SUPERRAE7 I don't have celiac disease, but thanks for the suggestion & for your kind words! ❤️

  • @nikkimctouton6706
    @nikkimctouton6706 7 років тому

    oh Celeste I am so upset for you oh gosh that is so unfair thinking of you guys such a hard thing to deal with, my heart is breaking for you. x

  • @Growingwildthings
    @Growingwildthings 7 років тому

    I'm sorry!!! hugs!!!

  • @kellsbells1767
    @kellsbells1767 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry to hear this.

  • @strongertheninfertility3780
    @strongertheninfertility3780 7 років тому

    Oh mama you don't deserve this it's breaking my heart. I had two failed ivfs 3 failed iui's and 3 years ttc through hell and we did get pregnant natrurle on our own with our 15 month old with a o-3% chance it's heart breaking I cried though this video but I trust that you will be blessed some way some how darling xoxo I'm so sorry

  • @sueh9621
    @sueh9621 7 років тому

    Sending thoughts and prayers...

  • @chorus222002
    @chorus222002 7 років тому

    I am so sorry honey...I know the feelings, when you want something so bad and all we get is diassapointed left and right. I have given up on my journey, as much as I want a baby I just can't do it no more. I have lost 8 babies and my heart cant take it no more.. I have hope for you and ur hubby that ur dreams will come true.. I'm turning 43 next year so my clock isn't ticking as good as its used too according to the doctors, is one of the resonance why I don't want to try anymore...anyway, keep your hopes up and ur miracle baby will come true..

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      Faith, Hope and Love I'm so so sorry for all of your tragic losses... Can't begin to imagine how heartbreaking it must be to feel like your time is running out.. Praying you still get your little miracle 💓 Sending love!

    • @chorus222002
      @chorus222002 7 років тому

      Tim and Celeste thank you. I wish the same for and ur hubby. Merry Christmas and a happy new year and lots of baby dust.

  • @TTCFutureMommy09
    @TTCFutureMommy09 7 років тому

    Praying for you and your husband❤

  • @cynthiabttc9781
    @cynthiabttc9781 7 років тому

    Praying for you. I'm sorry this didn't work out. :( I pray that maybe you did conceive naturally. Stay strong.

  • @fingerscrossed1610
    @fingerscrossed1610 7 років тому

    Celeste, so so sorry to hear this. I hope you conceived naturally this cycle! You and Tim deserve some good news. On a separate note, I was wondering, will you be pursuing a full workup with a reproductive immunologist? Hope you're feeling alright. Good luck with the cycle and the new medication!

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      Fingers Crossed Yes, I'll be pursuing this in the new year. Thanks so much for your support ❤️

    • @fingerscrossed1610
      @fingerscrossed1610 7 років тому

      Tim and Celeste Happy new year, and sending lots of love to you both.

  • @kachaphanratchaprakhonenger
    @kachaphanratchaprakhonenger 7 років тому

    Sorry to hear that. pray for you will have a beatiful child soon

  • @chrislanstelly7709
    @chrislanstelly7709 7 років тому

    prayers its not over praying for that bfp that stays so srry you embryo didnt make it

  • @stephyboo3205
    @stephyboo3205 7 років тому +2

    Im so sorry to hear this🙁Ive just lost a baby at 7 weeks it was my first miscarriage and it was heartbreaking🙁Stay strong beautiful💖😘

    • @Liv4Today
      @Liv4Today 7 років тому +1

      Stephy - gosh I'm so so sorry to hear this. Big hugs to you as well on your journey. I hope you are recovering and being well taken care of.

    • @Ambaa436
      @Ambaa436 7 років тому +1

      Stephy Boo I'm so sorry to hear you miscarried I have also lost a baby at 7 weeks it's a horrible thing stay strong sending love

    • @stephyboo3205
      @stephyboo3205 7 років тому

      Thank you both so much❤

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому +1

      Stephy Boo I'm so sorry for your heartbreaking loss... 💔 Thinking of you & keeping you in my prayers! Sending you love & strength xx

    • @stephyboo3205
      @stephyboo3205 7 років тому

      Tim and Celeste Thank you so so much that means so much to me right now❤💖

  • @estreatje
    @estreatje 7 років тому

    F%^%} this shitty year! Glad it's december! May 2017 be your year and all your dreams come true

  • @startingoverfroma2z112
    @startingoverfroma2z112 7 років тому

    I am so sorry. I know all to well how hard infertility is, I am one of the lucky ones who received my rainbow but it took 4 years of heartbreak to get there. Are you taking coq10? I had poor egg quality and I honestly think the coQ10 helped. Although after being told it wasn't my thyroid for 4 years, it turns out that was the main issue. I hope this painful journey ends soon and you begin a joyful one. My prayers are with you.

    • @TimandCeleste
      @TimandCeleste  7 років тому

      Starting Over From A2Z I haven't been taking coq10, but have thought about it. Thanks for the suggestion & your lovely prayers ❤️

  • @bettyluckey9497
    @bettyluckey9497 7 років тому

    #Celeste, My heart is saddened for You n' Tim.. Sending Healing n' Positive Thoughts to You, BabyGirl.. Take Your own time.. Hugz.. Blessings. ♡

  • @christinworthy6714
    @christinworthy6714 7 років тому

    I'm so sorry.

  • @jennys5kids
    @jennys5kids 7 років тому

    I'm so very sorry!!! What about embryo adoption? Not sure if you have mentioned that so I apologize if you have.

  • @Candicem134
    @Candicem134 7 років тому

    Hey Celeste and Tim have you guys thought about adopting a newborn baby

  • @shelbycervantes5256
    @shelbycervantes5256 7 років тому

    try the Fairhaven products they r amazing

  • @stevenblackden4363
    @stevenblackden4363 7 років тому

    Im sorry it didn't work out

  • @teresa-jacobvess8764
    @teresa-jacobvess8764 7 років тому

    😢 so sorry you guys praying for you guys