I lost my 20 year old daughter to an accidental fentanyl overdose a year and a half ago. My life will never be the same. I loved her with all of my heart and I miss her every day. I come here to listen , find peace and think about my little girl. I miss you sweet pea. Dad loves you.
Loneliness and freedom. Thats what i have. I used to have tons of friends and not much to my name. I have become fairly successful compared to my peers after graduating highschool and yet i feel nothing but eternal loneliness. I change what i do if i can but this feeling never disapates. Im only 19 going on 20 but i really hope my spark for life can be reignited. After loseing my friends and girlfriend and first relative last year (all in less then 2 months) i just feel numb. I am taking steps to feel better, out for midnight walks listening to music like this
I wouldn't like to be a young man trying to navigate this modern world. It's brutal. I'm 50 and yes I've had some many fantastic times and many not so. I'm still here I care for others around me. But I have zero family since age 16 never married no kids. But I travelled a lot to xplore the world with my bands and friends. That's a memory I cherish so deep. That freedom that isn't available today. I hope you continue to move forward and enjoy life without to many external pressures putting you off. Stay good and true and I wish you the best. You are the master of Ur own destiny ❤
Here's my story. Ive definitely been extra lonely the past 3 years or so. starting around 16 years ago life peaked and it was all downhill. Most of my family has passed on and my friends are now all married with kids so my phone no longer rings. I was an extremely social person coming from a large tight group of friends. Every day im haunted by memories of the past and how good things used to be. It all replays in my head. Having my parents, seeing my friends daily and always doing things with them. Having a loving girlfriend at my side that swore she'd never leave. If i was ever given the opportunity To go back i wouldn't even think twice. But a question came to mind. What if the past is only occupied by the people that want to re-live it. Imagine getting back and youre all alone. I try to keep my head up and always try to make friends but life today couldnt hold a candle the my past. I now have a fantastic job and make more money then i ever have but it seems to mean nothing without anyone to enjoy it with.
Please do not fret over the memories and moments you had, made, and shared over the years with other people. Instead of constantly wanting to go re-live those precious moments, you should just smile that you had the opportunity to live those(what i would assume) great memories.
Just keep on enduring friend, yeah probably you'll never re-live those days, but who knows what tomorrow will bring, maybe you'll get to experience new stuff and meet new people, have similar experiences or even better, at least in different perspectives... but you will never know if you don't try, just remember that is ok to feel sad or tired, everyone is afraid at some point too, and no one knows what will happen in their life, best thing you can do is keep pushing through, with a smile... smile for all those who helped you to be where you are today, god bless you and whoever is reading this!
Can’t agree more to that. Being alone os something I must have every day. But the feeling of loneliness is something so much different than just simply being alone all the time. I just wish people could understand. I can always be around people at any time wether at parties, family, work, etc. I will still feel lonely. This music seems to help me feel like it’s going to be alright though.
I know exactly what I'm supposed to be and do in life, it just seems like a endless search to fulfill that goal, dream....whatever it might be called. I have a special one in my sights but I hope she doesn't loose sight of me
Since when did the everyday sounds that occur in my life become obnoxious noise? I no longer feel interested in meetings or conversations, I'm lonely At all times I pushed my friends away from me, I tried to fit in but everything was so bad, I couldn't find any compatibility with the people around me, i'm always trying to find my previous self, but maybe loneliness suits me better
Being alone is a gift. You can never know yourself by pretending to be normal in order to fit in and be one of the crowd. Theres an old Japanese saying: You have 3 faces. The one you wear out in public and when you meet strangers. One you wear when you are around family and friends. And one you wear when you are alone. The last face is the real you.
It crazy how this video or music can express feelings if only people could and would understand. Nobody knows what others are going through, and yet, if they did, they would take advantage of what is happening and their feelings. If this ends up happening, know that those people who dont get you or understand you and take advantage of were not the people meant to be in your life. Im only 13 turning 14 this years but I know that all people were not meant to be here forever or stay with you forever. But it's okay, because we get through it ? No people will never get through it they just try to let the pain drift away by doing other thing. But nothing is ever gonna go away. But I hope that people understand this. Have a nice night/day/evening/afternoon. Never forget what you were meant to do and what you were made for. Bye.
Once you get use to be alone you’ll start enjoying it, being around people (especially negative people) will mentally exhaust you to the point, you become depressed. Enjoy your own company, peace and protect your energy. When you wake up, focus on the positive aspects of life even if you’re not at where you want to be in life, yet; be happy with the progress you made lately. “Comparison is the thief of joy” and try not to dwell on the past, be thankful and appreciative of the little things and I promise you will slowly climb out that dark place, you feel that you’re in, God bless 🙏🏽
I feel this in my soul...😑😑😑 No matter how many people are around me, I'm always alone.... Nobody gets it... I'm so afraid to die, but I'm also afraid to be alive sometimes... It's like I'm too self aware for my own good... I wish i could be oblivious to everything like most people are. Just care about the moment instead of the big picture. Get lost with others, instead of in my head... If only it were that easy.... The older i get the harder it is...
I think exactly like you, I’m afraid of dying too, and because of this fear that I understood more and more made me live the worst moments of my life. But I’ve clung to life more than ever. I want to live and realize my dream...even though I feel it is very, very far away. I also struggle to socialize it has never been clear to me, I’m not good at maintaining social relationships, in fact those few friends I had I don’t feel anymore ... but I’m afraid it’s normal for those who are not a big talker. For a long time I suffered the thing... but I learned to accept and embrace loneliness. I know that many of my thoughts are wrong... but I also have my values and principles, if I have to live alone so be it. Sorry for the long comment eheh😅. And to anyone out there who is suffering, I hope with all my heart that you will find the courage and peace and serenity to live this life, you can do it❤
I am alone with no fear of just loneliness. It is the fear that b/c ive been alone so long it will be too much effort for someone to bring me out. Fear they will give up right when i am about to give in. I am afraid of loneliness outside of my control. I am afraid of being less alone and more lonely. I am afraid
I don’t mind being alone. but being lonely is what really hurts. the empty and cold feeling that not even a fire can warm. the darkness that not even the sun can brighten up and the fear of not having a meaningful connection that cares. that’s what bothers me.
Ive just been disowned by my sister, my best and worst friend. We are bad for each other. We don't understand each other and at this point, I don't think we ever will. Things reached a peak 5 days ago and I have never been so scared in my entire life, but everyone is brushing it off as though its a normal sister v. sister argument. She's vowed to never speak to me again and i have vowed to never stop thinking of her. I've never felt as isolated as I do when she is in the house. Loneliness feels like it's a never ending plague sometimes.
я расскажу свою историю тоже. в один момент все люди, что были со мной рядом, и которые звались друзьями, оказались для меня не больше, чем просто знакомыми. мои оптимистичность, общительность и дружелюбие испарились в воздухе. я общалась всего с одним человеком, онлайн, и ни с кем не виделась два года. всегда гуляла одна. но затем постепенно стала возвращаться в общество, у меня появилась подруга. я начала привыкать видеться с ней, общаться. затем компания, отношения. но все снова закончилось. стало только хуже. теперь я ищу общения с людьми, но каждый человек словно бы пустышка, оболочка с набором различных индивидуальных алгоритмов действий. я не чувствую близости с людьми. будто бы сама жизнь вынудила меня погрузиться в одиночество, которое не стало моим выбором, а скорее стало моим самочувствием. мне абсолютно не с кем поговорить, ведь общение перестало приносить мне хоть какое-либо удовольствие. я чувствую усталость абсолютно всегда. у меня проблемы со сном, а днем я не хочу никуда выходить, не хочу ничего делать. и так уже продолжается несколько лет, я не понимаю, что происходит, я чувствую, словно весь мир всего лишь проекция, что люди неживые, искусственные.
Friend, you have strength, I can't imagine what it's like to lose your beloved mother, it hurts a lot, but I know that you are strong, no matter what happens, life goes on, I'm sure she's happy for you❤
I've always adjusted to people and tried to be comfortable for everyone. but when I recently started trying to say something that doesn't suit me, I lost absolutely everyone. but later I found one person who accepted me.
That is how that works. Look out for yourself. Say what you want and do not want. If that is a problem to the people you deem as friends, they are in fact not your friends. As in, simply not the right people for you.
@@mr.buntstiftjojo6183 I don't know what exactly you want to know, but 1. Being comfortable with yourself is not a goal but a process. It's also not being indifferent because "indifferent people are psychopaths, and who would want to be one?" It's understanding that you have way less shit to give than you thought, because honestly, most of the people you give a shit for, DONT ACTUALLY GIVE ONE. 2. Finding the person who will be comfortable with you shouldn't be your priority. Sure people NEED others but the idea of being lonely only exist because "others" exist. If you can find your own happiness, you wouldn't need a person to accept you, but understand, you are the one doing the "accepting". And when you both "accept eachother" There's more room to grow for both of you, as people.
When I think of “alone” I think of peace but apart of the peace comes with cons like thinking of what I’m going up for later in the future and being afraid.
i dont like being alone. it leaves me without distraction from the thing in my head, the thing that acts like an emotionally abusive parent. thats why i fill the silence with misic, and the space with art and crafts and hobbies and friends.
well, my part is that it was recently valentines day and my school hosted a game night for sure I went cause I'm trying to practice my socialism skills, but I was no good I didn't talk to anyone I didn't dance with anyone I was just alone And feeling very lonely Later that day I texted my sister which I don't do often and I told her that I'm always anxious when it comes to talking to people, and she said I'm just not comfortable with people Idk, and the thing is we need to strangers before we can be friends I'm scared that I might not have external attention and connection. even way before that I found joy into being alone, but you can be alone only to such an extent, it will start eating you we are human after all we will always need some external love nowadays I just chill in my solitude
I don’t have any friends, never had a girlfriend or a kiss, I’m a 23 year old man, that’s what brought me here to comment to this video today to peacefully face the loneliness.
You walk up the stairs to the roof as the rain hits your skin. You couldn’t find who screamed earlier and you wanted alone time it was strange because you live alone and never felt this. There was one part I hadn’t said yet and that his life is a mess, he got fired, almost died from a car accident, and left a man sitting alone in the snow with a broken car. He felt bad for everything he did. You stare at the bottom city, cars pass, lights beam, and rain hitting rooftops. The reality your in is a mess and you may have accidentally leaned to much and this was your escape of this Hell you live in. End of File❤
A few days ago, a girl left me, I was insanely empty without her in my life, I thought about different things, but I could not understand why she left me when I was always there and loved her insanely much... It's very difficult for me to forget her. She was probably the only one who understood me, I am incredibly grateful to her for everything, but I will never understand why she left me for her friends...
It is the mind-body that feels loneliness, fear, ambition, or love. We all do. These conditions come and go, sometimes within an hour. Listen to what’s beyond… That’s where we truly reside.
I feel alone and this music shows me happiness some thing that actually makes me smile even tho I was rejected from 1 girl that actually sayed that your no my type and I'm to ugly to be with her I feel like I can and will never be in love nothing other than music makes me happy
Oh, to be alone! What a wonderful feeling! I dislike being around people. They annoy me! This looks like a great place to be, quiet, alone, and free! I don't fear loneliness I embrace it. But alone time is hard to find, actually I never get it. Well maybe I do when I drive to and from work, but that is very short-lived. Besides, I have to watch out for the other drivers. Being alone, I wouldn't have to. Oh, how I deram of being alone!
Oh, what a lovely place to be! Alone, quiet, and free! Oh, the rain I see! And I love the peaceful flee Oh, the wonders that nature brings To be beautiful, wild, and free Oh, my friends have left me.. I sit beneath a fallen tree. Oh.. what a lonely place to be.
Forgive me for typing this out i was in a trance listening to this and ive been going through it rough. So read if ya want too. It's never about how to dream... its about limits and walls that are in front of it... most if not all have fallen to the ground to one of these blocks... as the world has ways to test one's resolve, dedication, love, and fears... as hope, passion, discipline, and knowledge are the tools that help out in ways that others fail to... many things are achievable to anyone whether that's to shape wood to move metal to mending cloth to even exist and live in a world... but remember what you choose is always gonna be a thing that casts you whether that be strong or enduring that is a path you go for...remember limits and walls are there but you choose to go through, go around, go over, go below... it's up to you if you want to or you need to... From your lad, Deswood
Since November 2023..I've always been helping my friends that I love so much..I was always spreading love and support when one of them was not feeling well..because I'm a kind spirit..but a few days ago..my grandfather passed away..at the moment I'm writing this..this is 24 hours after my grandfather's funerals..I don't have any grandmothers and grandfathers anymore..since November 2023..I feel like everyday is a pain because there's always a friend of mine who doesn't feel well..I dunno how long I can last but I feel like I'm slowly fading away..I'm eating less..days feels longer... Will I die..? I dunno to be honest..I feel helpless..even if I have my friends to spend time with..it doesn't change the fact I'm eating less etc... Heh..whatever..this is probably the end of my life soon..who knows..........?
Don't give up now. Their is so much to look forward to just keep working at it and I promise good times will come again. Also RIP for your grandfather.
I had a dream where i was walking in like this abandoned building with my friends but I lost them, so I decided to go out of the building and when I did I was in this abandoned city with moss on the building I walked around for a bit until i finally woke up
You try to justify the way you hurt yourself but in reality there is no justifying that nor is there anything gratification in it. For the fsct you gain nothing from it!
Che dirvi.. più che la paura della solitudine è la stanchezza mortale di essere circondati dalle persone false. Meglio soli, che male accompanati non è un proverbio sbagliato. Sarebbe bello ritrovarsi tra Anime sole. Però è pure bello, sentire la Presenza del Cielo dentro se stessi malgrado un esistenza solitaria. Un Abbraccio a Tutti Voi Amati Fratelli e Amate Sorelle di Buona Volontà che vivete in solitudine. 🫂💐🐺
Not particularly happy, not particularly sad. I don't want to die, but I don't really want to live either. Perhaps this is what healing feels like. If so it's rather disappointing...
How do i escape from this reality that iam in ,each day ism living In survival mode nothing changes iam alone can't hangout with friends because families issues i can't just move out bc this economy won't let me now i just feel lost
I'm sorry bro, whatever you've been through I know you're going to come back stronger than before. The only thing I can tell you is that the world has not ended, new opportunities always come. Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Don't let others define the world for you. Get up and grab the opportunities. Have an awesome day!
“ When you fall down get up “ we all face it in life I can’t see my friends because of family issues as well and I feel lost as well but you’ll get through it one day. ❤❤❤❤❤
As someone whose dealt with this for 10 years now you just have to take it one day at a time and work on yourself life isn't a race it's a marathon try doing different things until you find something you truly enjoy in life hell there were days after I lost my grandmother the most important person in my life that I didn't want to be here not suicide or anything more so wishing I didn't exist other then work (which was a challenge to go to in itself) I would just lay in bed just staring at the ceiling for hours until finally one day on a whim I decided to start going on simple little walks which eventually led to me meeting new people and going out more sorry I'm rambling a bit the point is your journey isn't over we all have amazing things to offer to this world we all just have to find our purpose and I know you will too someday stay strong bud were all in this together 🫡
Im that one guy who likes to be alone but never really wants to be completly alone because there are so many mistakes oyu can do each day and you cant change
Seriously, that's not a giant siting on the building . That's joe papiss waiting for a cab, he needs to return his Library books before he gets charged. No worries Jim beam!!.
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I lost my 20 year old daughter to an accidental fentanyl overdose a year and a half ago. My life will never be the same. I loved her with all of my heart and I miss her every day.
I come here to listen , find peace and think about my little girl.
I miss you sweet pea. Dad loves you.
Sending you strength and prayers from Argentina ❤ I'm so sorry for your loss.
все там будем дружище...
I'm father too and i cant even imagine how it feels when you lose your girl. Connection in pain. I hope you'll find peace
Red hat!
Quotes like this keep me alive.
Loneliness and freedom. Thats what i have. I used to have tons of friends and not much to my name. I have become fairly successful compared to my peers after graduating highschool and yet i feel nothing but eternal loneliness. I change what i do if i can but this feeling never disapates. Im only 19 going on 20 but i really hope my spark for life can be reignited. After loseing my friends and girlfriend and first relative last year (all in less then 2 months) i just feel numb. I am taking steps to feel better, out for midnight walks listening to music like this
I wouldn't like to be a young man trying to navigate this modern world. It's brutal. I'm 50 and yes I've had some many fantastic times and many not so. I'm still here I care for others around me. But I have zero family since age 16 never married no kids. But I travelled a lot to xplore the world with my bands and friends. That's a memory I cherish so deep. That freedom that isn't available today. I hope you continue to move forward and enjoy life without to many external pressures putting you off. Stay good and true and I wish you the best. You are the master of Ur own destiny ❤
Thankyou. ❤🫂🙏😔🫂
Trust the healing process and dont give in to hopelessness. You will get through this. The sky will be clear again
I feel the most comfortable when I’m alone.
Me too 😅❤
Right. Who else feels prefers your own company?
ryt true
@@diamondsegundo👋🏻🤝🏻
I hate people just dogs for me 🐕
Here's my story. Ive definitely been extra lonely the past 3 years or so. starting around 16 years ago life peaked and it was all downhill. Most of my family has passed on and my friends are now all married with kids so my phone no longer rings. I was an extremely social person coming from a large tight group of friends. Every day im haunted by memories of the past and how good things used to be. It all replays in my head. Having my parents, seeing my friends daily and always doing things with them. Having a loving girlfriend at my side that swore she'd never leave. If i was ever given the opportunity To go back i wouldn't even think twice. But a question came to mind. What if the past is only occupied by the people that want to re-live it. Imagine getting back and youre all alone. I try to keep my head up and always try to make friends but life today couldnt hold a candle the my past. I now have a fantastic job and make more money then i ever have but it seems to mean nothing without anyone to enjoy it with.
I resonate. Plus. I muse. On how. And why. I have ended up. Here.
Completely understand. 42 and I've let fear control me. I surrender to the sad. Family with kids. I failed as a man. In recovery. Life is hard mam
Please do not fret over the memories and moments you had, made, and shared over the years with other people. Instead of constantly wanting to go re-live those precious moments, you should just smile that you had the opportunity to live those(what i would assume) great memories.
Just keep on enduring friend, yeah probably you'll never re-live those days, but who knows what tomorrow will bring, maybe you'll get to experience new stuff and meet new people, have similar experiences or even better, at least in different perspectives... but you will never know if you don't try, just remember that is ok to feel sad or tired, everyone is afraid at some point too, and no one knows what will happen in their life, best thing you can do is keep pushing through, with a smile... smile for all those who helped you to be where you are today, god bless you and whoever is reading this!
I can relate, for whatever my words are worth. Rest assured you are not alone. And I wish you a good day.
I dont want to alarm anyone but there appears to be a giant sitting on top of that building
So?
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Dw it's just me
That's my good buddy Sasquatch 😄
hey Sasquatch how u doin
I love being alone but I hate having no one by my side.
I also love being alone. But I hate being lonely.
Can’t agree more to that. Being alone os something I must have every day. But the feeling of loneliness is something so much different than just simply being alone all the time. I just wish people could understand. I can always be around people at any time wether at parties, family, work, etc. I will still feel lonely. This music seems to help me feel like it’s going to be alright though.
I love being alone and I have the perfect husband that also loves being alone....we can sit together in beautiful silence.
I feel this everyday
You have god by your side always
The loneliness in these photos are remarkable. Imagine being the person on the roof all alone Thinking “Who am I supposed to be”
The person on the roof is a freaking Nephilim. They're sad they can't get in and hang with their homies.
A giant, apparently.
I bet he's thinking: "Why am I as big as a couple of storeys and how do I get down since I can't fit through the staircase?"
I know exactly what I'm supposed to be and do in life, it just seems like a endless search to fulfill that goal, dream....whatever it might be called. I have a special one in my sights but I hope she doesn't loose sight of me
He could also be thinking: "Where's all the giant sized prey for me to consume?"
Since when did the everyday sounds that occur in my life become obnoxious noise? I no longer feel interested in meetings or conversations, I'm lonely At all times I pushed my friends away from me, I tried to fit in but everything was so bad, I couldn't find any compatibility with the people around me, i'm always trying to find my previous self, but maybe loneliness suits me better
Being alone is a gift. You can never know yourself by pretending to be normal in order to fit in and be one of the crowd.
Theres an old Japanese saying:
You have 3 faces. The one you wear out in public and when you meet strangers.
One you wear when you are around family and friends.
And one you wear when you are alone.
The last face is the real you.
Being around good people is better my friend. Don't be a lone wolf too much.
It crazy how this video or music can express feelings if only people could and would understand. Nobody knows what others are going through, and yet, if they did, they would take advantage of what is happening and their feelings. If this ends up happening, know that those people who dont get you or understand you and take advantage of were not the people meant to be in your life. Im only 13 turning 14 this years but I know that all people were not meant to be here forever or stay with you forever. But it's okay, because we get through it ? No people will never get through it they just try to let the pain drift away by doing other thing. But nothing is ever gonna go away. But I hope that people understand this. Have a nice night/day/evening/afternoon. Never forget what you were meant to do and what you were made for. Bye.
Once you get use to be alone you’ll start enjoying it, being around people (especially negative people) will mentally exhaust you to the point, you become depressed. Enjoy your own company, peace and protect your energy. When you wake up, focus on the positive aspects of life even if you’re not at where you want to be in life, yet; be happy with the progress you made lately. “Comparison is the thief of joy” and try not to dwell on the past, be thankful and appreciative of the little things and I promise you will slowly climb out that dark place, you feel that you’re in, God bless 🙏🏽
Sometimes...it feels like I dont have the right to feel sad...to relay my troubles or problems.
so relatable ong
I relate to that a lot..
I never felt sad when I was alone, but quite often when I was with people
This one hits deep.
Bro pictured my entire life in one frame
I feel this in my soul...😑😑😑 No matter how many people are around me, I'm always alone.... Nobody gets it... I'm so afraid to die, but I'm also afraid to be alive sometimes... It's like I'm too self aware for my own good... I wish i could be oblivious to everything like most people are. Just care about the moment instead of the big picture. Get lost with others, instead of in my head... If only it were that easy.... The older i get the harder it is...
I think exactly like you, I’m afraid of dying too, and because of this fear that I understood more and more made me live the worst moments of my life. But I’ve clung to life more than ever. I want to live and realize my dream...even though I feel it is very, very far away. I also struggle to socialize it has never been clear to me, I’m not good at maintaining social relationships, in fact those few friends I had I don’t feel anymore ... but I’m afraid it’s normal for those who are not a big talker. For a long time I suffered the thing... but I learned to accept and embrace loneliness. I know that many of my thoughts are wrong... but I also have my values and principles, if I have to live alone so be it. Sorry for the long comment eheh😅. And to anyone out there who is suffering, I hope with all my heart that you will find the courage and peace and serenity to live this life, you can do it❤
@@sim31it. thank you for your comment. It is comforting a bit to know there are like minded people out there
Being alone is the only feeling i know. Especially being around others make me feel only more alone. Noone cares about me, least of all myself.
No one cares about you?
Relatable.
Alone time is vital for me. I get a little frazzled if I don't. The freedom it brings is hard to turn away from if I ever have to
I am alone with no fear of just loneliness. It is the fear that b/c ive been alone so long it will be too much effort for someone to bring me out. Fear they will give up right when i am about to give in. I am afraid of loneliness outside of my control. I am afraid of being less alone and more lonely. I am afraid
this music type is stunning its so nice i honestly fell asleep to it but... alone time is a gift to me.
I don’t mind being alone. but being lonely is what really hurts. the empty and cold feeling that not even a fire can warm. the darkness that not even the sun can brighten up and the fear of not having a meaningful connection that cares. that’s what bothers me.
Ive just been disowned by my sister, my best and worst friend. We are bad for each other. We don't understand each other and at this point, I don't think we ever will. Things reached a peak 5 days ago and I have never been so scared in my entire life, but everyone is brushing it off as though its a normal sister v. sister argument. She's vowed to never speak to me again and i have vowed to never stop thinking of her. I've never felt as isolated as I do when she is in the house. Loneliness feels like it's a never ending plague sometimes.
я расскажу свою историю тоже. в один момент все люди, что были со мной рядом, и которые звались друзьями, оказались для меня не больше, чем просто знакомыми. мои оптимистичность, общительность и дружелюбие испарились в воздухе. я общалась всего с одним человеком, онлайн, и ни с кем не виделась два года. всегда гуляла одна. но затем постепенно стала возвращаться в общество, у меня появилась подруга. я начала привыкать видеться с ней, общаться. затем компания, отношения. но все снова закончилось. стало только хуже. теперь я ищу общения с людьми, но каждый человек словно бы пустышка, оболочка с набором различных индивидуальных алгоритмов действий. я не чувствую близости с людьми. будто бы сама жизнь вынудила меня погрузиться в одиночество, которое не стало моим выбором, а скорее стало моим самочувствием. мне абсолютно не с кем поговорить, ведь общение перестало приносить мне хоть какое-либо удовольствие. я чувствую усталость абсолютно всегда. у меня проблемы со сном, а днем я не хочу никуда выходить, не хочу ничего делать. и так уже продолжается несколько лет, я не понимаю, что происходит, я чувствую, словно весь мир всего лишь проекция, что люди неживые, искусственные.
Me gustaría que fuéramos vecinas. Quizás podríamos ser amigas. 🥺
Прекрасная картинка, с прекрасной музыкой и настроением, спасибо большое💔
Я рад это слышать, друг, надеюсь, у тебя все будет хорошо
Looks like Russia
I lost my mother 😢 a month ago today my life will never be the same I will forever be missing her and a part of me died with her.
Friend, you have strength, I can't imagine what it's like to lose your beloved mother, it hurts a lot, but I know that you are strong, no matter what happens, life goes on, I'm sure she's happy for you❤
I've always adjusted to people and tried to be comfortable for everyone. but when I recently started trying to say something that doesn't suit me, I lost absolutely everyone. but later I found one person who accepted me.
Hold that person dearly.
That is how that works. Look out for yourself. Say what you want and do not want. If that is a problem to the people you deem as friends, they are in fact not your friends. As in, simply not the right people for you.
And how long did it take? Iam 39 now and i don't know further 😢
Jesus!
@@mr.buntstiftjojo6183 I don't know what exactly you want to know, but
1. Being comfortable with yourself is not a goal but a process. It's also not being indifferent because "indifferent people are psychopaths, and who would want to be one?" It's understanding that you have way less shit to give than you thought, because honestly, most of the people you give a shit for, DONT ACTUALLY GIVE ONE.
2. Finding the person who will be comfortable with you shouldn't be your priority. Sure people NEED others but the idea of being lonely only exist because "others" exist. If you can find your own happiness, you wouldn't need a person to accept you, but understand, you are the one doing the "accepting". And when you both "accept eachother" There's more room to grow for both of you, as people.
Это очень похоже на мой родной город, сразу столько воспоминаний нахлынуло… а с этой музыкой так вообще можно уходить в чертоги разума😔💔💔
I wish I could go back to that time and live with it forever
i enjoy being alone, but loneliness. I have to learn to enjoy
When I think of “alone” I think of peace but apart of the peace comes with cons like thinking of what I’m going up for later in the future and being afraid.
Me gustan estas músicas, calma en la madrugada 💤😊
Thank you!
What is the first part of the song called@@empty11113
The sweet melancholy. Love it.❤
i dont like being alone. it leaves me without distraction from the thing in my head, the thing that acts like an emotionally abusive parent. thats why i fill the silence with misic, and the space with art and crafts and hobbies and friends.
There is no fear, just peace
Peace is a lie.
Found only in “God.” ♥️🔥
La solitude c’est ce qui vous pousse à aller vers les autres , sans la solitude nous serions seul ❤ soyez relativiste , ça aide à rester positif
There is a distinct difference between being alone, and having nobody by your side.
well, my part is that it was recently valentines day and my school hosted a game night for sure I went cause I'm trying to practice my socialism skills, but I was no good
I didn't talk to anyone
I didn't dance with anyone
I was just alone
And feeling very lonely
Later that day I texted my sister which I don't do often and I told her that I'm always anxious when it comes to talking to people, and she said I'm just not comfortable with people Idk, and the thing is we need to strangers before we can be friends
I'm scared that I might not have external attention and connection. even way before that I found joy into being alone, but you can be alone only to such an extent, it will start eating you
we are human after all we will always need some external love
nowadays I just chill in my solitude
Damn thats so real
Being alone is all i,v ever known! Nobody cares about me except me!
I care about the well being of strangers! Whether good or bad. Stay save and love yourself.
Same, I wish I had someone to at least go to the mall with
@@julikroos so would I. I miss my friends I no longer talk to
Langsung keinget masalalu yang sering bahgia 😌🤧
The price of true freedom, is loneliness. You learn to live with it.
I had many friends, but they suddenly disappeared and everything changed. I don't know why, and now I'm alone
I don’t have any friends, never had a girlfriend or a kiss, I’m a 23 year old man, that’s what brought me here to comment to this video today to peacefully face the loneliness.
Good luck bro, I've kissed girls and feel like shit but I dont wanna imagine myself in your situation I would cried like a baby good luck
@@ummaxdecashutoubel624 Thank you.
Работал и рисовал под этот плейлист спасибо. Только человек на крыше хрущёвки аномально большой
You walk up the stairs to the roof as the rain hits your skin. You couldn’t find who screamed earlier and you wanted alone time it was strange because you live alone and never felt this. There was one part I hadn’t said yet and that his life is a mess, he got fired, almost died from a car accident, and left a man sitting alone in the snow with a broken car. He felt bad for everything he did. You stare at the bottom city, cars pass, lights beam, and rain hitting rooftops. The reality your in is a mess and you may have accidentally leaned to much and this was your escape of this Hell you live in. End of File❤
"alone and the fear of loneliness" yeeeey, this one is for me ^,^
This one is for us 😅🤝
A few days ago, a girl left me, I was insanely empty without her in my life, I thought about different things, but I could not understand why she left me when I was always there and loved her insanely much... It's very difficult for me to forget her. She was probably the only one who understood me, I am incredibly grateful to her for everything, but I will never understand why she left me for her friends...
It is the mind-body that feels loneliness, fear, ambition, or love.
We all do.
These conditions come and go, sometimes within an hour.
Listen to what’s beyond…
That’s where we truly reside.
I feel alone and this music shows me happiness some thing that actually makes me smile even tho I was rejected from 1 girl that actually sayed that your no my type and I'm to ugly to be with her I feel like I can and will never be in love nothing other than music makes me happy
loneliness is where your power is
Oh, to be alone! What a wonderful feeling!
I dislike being around people. They annoy me!
This looks like a great place to be, quiet, alone, and free!
I don't fear loneliness I embrace it.
But alone time is hard to find, actually I never get it. Well maybe I do when I drive to and from work, but that is very short-lived. Besides, I have to watch out for the other drivers.
Being alone, I wouldn't have to.
Oh, how I deram of being alone!
Oh, what a lovely place to be!
Alone, quiet, and free!
Oh, the rain I see!
And I love the peaceful flee
Oh, the wonders that nature brings
To be beautiful, wild, and free
Oh, my friends have left me..
I sit beneath a fallen tree.
Oh.. what a lonely place to be.
@@RiverseaYT hate?
@@RiverseaYT what hate?
Forgive me for typing this out i was in a trance listening to this and ive been going through it rough. So read if ya want too.
It's never about how to dream... its about limits and walls that are in front of it... most if not all have fallen to the ground to one of these blocks... as the world has ways to test one's resolve, dedication, love, and fears... as hope, passion, discipline, and knowledge are the tools that help out in ways that others fail to... many things are achievable to anyone whether that's to shape wood to move metal to mending cloth to even exist and live in a world... but remember what you choose is always gonna be a thing that casts you whether that be strong or enduring that is a path you go for...remember limits and walls are there but you choose to go through, go around, go over, go below... it's up to you if you want to or you need to...
From your lad, Deswood
I have the fear of loneliness, so it hits a lil hard
btw the name of the first music is "help me (slowed)" by azure
Since November 2023..I've always been helping my friends that I love so much..I was always spreading love and support when one of them was not feeling well..because I'm a kind spirit..but a few days ago..my grandfather passed away..at the moment I'm writing this..this is 24 hours after my grandfather's funerals..I don't have any grandmothers and grandfathers anymore..since November 2023..I feel like everyday is a pain because there's always a friend of mine who doesn't feel well..I dunno how long I can last but I feel like I'm slowly fading away..I'm eating less..days feels longer...
Will I die..? I dunno to be honest..I feel helpless..even if I have my friends to spend time with..it doesn't change the fact I'm eating less etc...
Heh..whatever..this is probably the end of my life soon..who knows..........?
Don't give up now. Their is so much to look forward to just keep working at it and I promise good times will come again. Also RIP for your grandfather.
Being lonely is a perk, only when it's a choice.
I always feel alone even with people I just don’t fit in I feel like and don’t feel like I deserve friends of the few I have
I had a dream where i was walking in like this abandoned building with my friends but I lost them, so I decided to go out of the building and when I did I was in this abandoned city with moss on the building I walked around for a bit until i finally woke up
it hits different..
I wish everyone could understand
It was black... Im still lonely till this day and idk how long...
Sometimes i feel like everyone avoids me and ignores me
Been all over the world 🌎
That cityscape looks just like Santiago Chile.
Ese man es más grande que un departamento entero. :o
You try to justify the way you hurt yourself but in reality there is no justifying that nor is there anything gratification in it. For the fsct you gain nothing from it!
Che dirvi.. più che la paura della solitudine è la stanchezza mortale di essere circondati dalle persone false. Meglio soli, che male accompanati non è un proverbio sbagliato. Sarebbe bello ritrovarsi tra Anime sole. Però è pure bello, sentire la Presenza del Cielo dentro se stessi malgrado un esistenza solitaria. Un Abbraccio a Tutti Voi Amati Fratelli e Amate Sorelle di Buona Volontà che vivete in solitudine. 🫂💐🐺
Not particularly happy, not particularly sad.
I don't want to die, but I don't really want to live either. Perhaps this is what healing feels like.
If so it's rather disappointing...
What is the title of the very first song? I am obsessed
Help me (slowed) by Azure
@@emiliosanchez8689 you are literally the greatest, thank you sm!
Alone by choice . Since l9ngtimes but today ...specifics evets .
betul jalur ke australia barat aku pakein gerbang orocimaru.
street nya memang saya tutup.
It’s like spa music but better
Just a beautiful image. It would be a dream... If, I was sitting there... Like the guy in this image. I mean it! I'd pay a lot of money, to do so. ✨
I would be scared of the height 😢
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
That's a BIG human on the roof of that apartment.
How do i escape from this reality that iam in ,each day ism living In survival mode nothing changes iam alone can't hangout with friends because families issues i can't just move out bc this economy won't let me now i just feel lost
I'm sorry bro, whatever you've been through I know you're going to come back stronger than before. The only thing I can tell you is that the world has not ended, new opportunities always come. Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. Don't let others define the world for you. Get up and grab the opportunities. Have an awesome day!
“ When you fall down get up “ we all face it in life I can’t see my friends because of family issues as well and I feel lost as well but you’ll get through it one day. ❤❤❤❤❤
I really hope soo that we do i really hate living on survival mode 🥹🫶@sophiaranjo8013
As someone whose dealt with this for 10 years now you just have to take it one day at a time and work on yourself life isn't a race it's a marathon try doing different things until you find something you truly enjoy in life hell there were days after I lost my grandmother the most important person in my life that I didn't want to be here not suicide or anything more so wishing I didn't exist other then work (which was a challenge to go to in itself) I would just lay in bed just staring at the ceiling for hours until finally one day on a whim I decided to start going on simple little walks which eventually led to me meeting new people and going out more sorry I'm rambling a bit the point is your journey isn't over we all have amazing things to offer to this world we all just have to find our purpose and I know you will too someday stay strong bud were all in this together 🫡
Im that guy who is sitting top of the useless building and thinking like did i make right choice to be alone forever
i really like the guy who sits on the rooftop, whose height is at least three-storey
Just enjoy the music and vibes. This is not a documentary.
Чет он великан прям 🤣
Im that one guy who likes to be alone but never really wants to be completly alone because there are so many mistakes oyu can do each day and you cant change
❤
Being alone is only lonely if you don’t like the company you’re with.
Bomba quiero noo famoso por agua ruido
life is this
Having depression, does the first initial track be almost like a musical mood. Titled(i stopped having fun, help me learn to feel again)
What is the song at 5:35?
Где треклист?
I desperately need the name for the song that plays at 26:38. My soul needs it.
The forst song is by Azure - Help me
First*
Slowed reverb
What s the first music name? I've been searching it but I can't seem to find it (even with Shazam, which is completly normal I think)
I feel so drawn to the first song what’s the name of it?
Help me (slowed) by Azure
Conspiracy wise i was younged thsn that 😂❤🎉😊
what is the first song plz ??
that song is "help me".
@@empty11113 Auteur ?
hey can you explain how you edit the picutres to look that way?
Is that Chernobyl?
What’s the first song?
that song is "help me (slowed)"
@@empty11113thank you, subbed
What's the name of the first song?
that song is "help me".
Such tiny windows comparing to the sitting guy. The house crisis is real.
sehat cerita kepeng.
Seriously, that's not a giant siting on the building . That's joe papiss waiting for a cab, he needs to return his Library books before he gets charged. No worries Jim beam!!.
Can you pls tell me the name of the first one ?
Help me (slowed) by Azure
I thought this was a video essay for a sec
Один и страх в панелях
Not for nothing but probably not a good idea to hang out on the rooftop in a lightning storm.
the story of the lone sigma