Every night, this is the tool I've used to overcome my insomnia. Thank you ❤ I do want to ask: Do you happen to have uploaded the track that starts at 24:00? The tune is mesmerizing, the ambiance is astonishingly beautiful, and it helps me clear my mind. I wish to hear more. Please.
I have stage 4 cancer... I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. My chance of survival is low and I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen to my sister. Scared that one day I won't wake up and I'll never see her beautiful eyes again. I want to fall asleep to never wake up so the pain can end, but I also want to live, to travel, to hug the people I love. Probably no one will read this, but I just needed to get it off my chest. If someone does, please know that I believe in you! I know you can do it! You are stronger than you think! I know the pain is a lot, but give yourself a reason to live every day, even if it's just feeling the rain one more time. You are given a choice, please choose to not give up.
Stay strong! Stay strong! You’ve got this. I pray, you will get out of this mess. And I can’t promise you will, but don’t be scared. You’re amazing, I don’t know who you are, how old you are, how perfect you are, but you should know that God loves you. He will help you through this mess, this sickness. 🙏❤️
For the guy with stage 4 cancer, uf you're still out there just know I'm praying for you ❤. Thank you. I know your family is proud of you whether you made it or not
The most beautiful side of the Internet. To the guy with stage 4 cancer, I pray that you're doing well and is living a healthy life with your loved ones, if not I pray you're in a better place now and your family is doing well, and thank you so much for giving so many people hope and for shining a bright light at this side of the Internet
To the stage IV cancer guy. Im going to pull myself out of depression and find myself a job tomorrow. Im going to change my life for the better because of you, thank you for your words. "Even just to feel the rain one more time." I will never see the rain as bad again.
I work in Oncology and Haematology Nursing. I was working a night shift a few months ago and i walked into a patient's room and she was just sat in her chair, looking out the window. No rain, no wind, just barely the light shone through, and onto the street outside. I stood at the door for a moment and she didn't turn around. Her prognosis was poor, and the doctor's had just done imaging that day before to confirm it. They had the conversation with her and her husband of course. So i just stood there for a moment. After a few seconds i said "what are you up to over there?" As i've found often the least offensive way to broach someone in the recesses of their thoughts is with a very light attempt at humour. She turned to me with her reddened eyes and just held eye contact for a moment, as if she was wondering what to say. She said "i grew up on a farm as a child. I never had the opportunity to look out my window and see all these buildings like i've done this morning. It's nice to watch the world wake up, for once." And so i asked if i could just sit and watch with her. She said yes. And so there we sat, watching the world wake up. We didn't share a word after that initial contact. I left her that morning after saying goodbye, knowing that i would never see her again. I said i was glad that i got the opportunity to meet her, and that i was a better man for her presence in my life. I drove home in silence, as if also in reverence for a life not over yet. Pulled into my driveway, got out and had a shower. Waited for my wife to leave the house and sobbed into my pillow. I often still think of her, and she reminds me to enjoy my life, as challenging as it may be sometimes. As short a time as i knew her, i miss her. I'm writing this after reading the comments for 10 minutes knowing that she is surely dead at this point. I suppose my message is to cherish people while you have them. You never know how long.
I love your comment. You are a good man for giving her some company. Many are too afraid to ask someone if they need some company. But i tell you it helps. You are brave and nice for doing it~
John 3:16 🕊(New King James Version) 16 "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." ✝️
to the stage 4 cancer person, and to all of you here: i'm tearing up just typing this but whatever you are going through, it WILL get better at some point. i know i could have it a lot worse but we all have our own battles right? i believe in all of you. i'm spending today (christmas) alone for various reasons but for whatever holidays you all celebrate, i'm here for you
This feels like a secret checkpoint you reach only if you’ve procrastinated your sleep and now it’s 3am. Good on the devs for considering this portion of players.
@@Mooshkajoenothing’s wrong with you. Sleep schedules are just kinda weird sometimes. Like when I try to wake up on time for school by going to sleep early, but then I just end up not sleeping. Kinda sad but it is what it is. There’s always tomorrow where you can try again
it's true. I clicked on this at 5:30am. didn't even really see the title before I started, but it was quite the punch to the gut. I've preferred being up at night since I was a preteen. it's the time I've always felt most comfortable and I can really let go as myself
For the guy with stage 4 cancer. I'm sorry. Thank you for still encouraging us when you were struggling. Although you might never read or see this, or you never could. I love you. Keep fighting everyone.
I read comment after I blubbered for 30 minutes... his brother said he passed 4 days ago. That was 2 months ago. OP posted 2 months ago. I hope he was able to feel this love and support.
@@Bea-Nuh-Luh Ohh man, My heart just sank when reading Your update. Hope he moved along in peace and isn't scared anymore...Seemed such a lovely person. Life is such a strange thing we all do. Much love to You and Yours. To better days ahead. 😌
Hope you get to go peacefully when you want and escape any pain. 3 billion people don't even want to be here and they're doing war At the end of the world in a hot dry aired environment they're would be opium poppies everyone would eat when they're was no food. Why make people go to war when maybe 3,000,000,000 people are waiting to leave instead. Keep your legs on your boys and you'll have enough food on the planet Best of luck to you all Grass needs to go through a chewer to tear it up before it gets sprayed with water and put in coolers for cows. Also Grass could be made humanely digestible with unpasteurized cow protein, and cow enzymes, maybe needs lemon and cane sugar then fermented and pasteurized and lawns we mow 16x a year can feed the world in a soup salad, or grass smoothies. Grass have everything you need for a cow to make a calf that becomes a bull. : ) You mow the entire world and throw away the grass, you need mow human and cow food, but you already do, the world's biggest crop : ) Might have to blend it with milk before it freezes slowly for more cell rupture and makes crystals maybe
@@Bea-Nuh-Luh I am so sorry to hear that. I saw that comment and teared up from it. I hoped that he would get better but, now i know he is not with us anymore. 🙁
Wait. WAIT! Not only did we find a safe heaven of good people. But we are also the awake people of 3 AM. THIS IS A REVELATION! LET US ENJOY THIS GLORIOUS MOMENT TOGETHER! I’m not down and certainly hope mine and many other comments keep everyone else UP!
To stage4 guy I used to have burketts lymphoma in my spine 6yrs ago after chemo and a long operation I've been cancer free for 6yrs hang in there my friend miracles happen
Looks like the channel owner likes to scroll this comment section too, even though this was posted 5 months ago they come back to this one, I wonder why.
It feels so strange how everyone in a UA-cam comment section is peaceful and actually accepting here. There's still hope in humanity, and it's proven. *To whoever reading this, you are loved. You matter. You aren't ugly, you're beautiful in your own very special way. If you're going through a tough time right now, it'll eventually get better no matter what. If... One of your loved ones is no longer here, then that just means they're in a better place... They're watching your journey from the skies as you progress throughout your life. Everything will get better, trust me. Thank you to whoever was reading this, and remember, you're loved, you matter. Have a good day/night/afternoon.❤️* *(i genuinely cried while typing this out)*
I never comment on YT. But you made me do it. I want to be a part of your story. It's not that late in France, but sleeping is always difficult and, this place, this check-point makes me feel less alone, less scared. Thank you all for building this little castle of love. Come back here when you're lost
I never comment too and I'm French. The author of this comment and you all, I hope you'll find people, friends, a lover, who will cure your loneliness. This comment section making you emotional is the proof that you're a good person and you deserve the better ❤ Maybe try to get out of your comfort zone and met people thanks to your hobbies... I know it's not easy and ask more than a "petit coup de pied au derrière" but you can do it.
For the guy with Stage 4 cancer made me feel more hopeful, I wish him my well and hope he's in better place now. I don't have much purpose in my life, but I wait for the right time and until then, I'm there to support any of the vulnerable moments. it makes me happy to see people who isn't scared of expressing themselves here. Thank you all for being brave.
@@simp_personEventually everyone comes to that day, it's about celebrating when you can and what you can. But when we all reach that day, think back to all you've done, think about how many days you survived against the only one you couldn't, that's so many days compared to just the one. But until then, cherish the days you do survive, and strive for more.
I am writing this ten minutes to one in the morning. Today I asked out my crush. It is the last day of school. I currently cannot sleep, and have not slept at all. ... I think she likes me back.
For the person with stage 4 cancer I want to tell u this Life is a maze your stuck in and can't find the exit but We learn that sharing moments and happiness to others Will make u find true peace if your out there be careful I really found it lovely how people reacted to your message😢
I am loved? I doubt it. Liked, at most. The only person who I assume loved me (she never once told me she did) died years ago. My sisters sure don't love me. I am important? I mean, yeah, I guess on an objective level that is true. I have a job, I pay taxes, I consume so my money benefits other people. Other than that, I doubt people would care for more than a month if I disappeared.
@@lyndislegion287 If any of us disappear eventually no one will care. But while we are here we can make a positive impact in people's lives. Eventually you will find certain people have come to love you, and maybe you love them. Happiness will sneak up on you. Just don't give up, and don't despair. You are more important than you know, because there is more to your story. Aaaand this is might sound really lame but it's the truth so screw it- if I found out you disappeared or died I would genuinely care. I know I don't know you on a personal level but I care about you as my fellow human. I hope you are doing okay. We are basically one big distant family after all. :) Be well lyndislegion.
@@lyndislegion287 Some random user loves you. Well two if you read in on Michael_MW I'd say "you're not alone, BELIEVE in yourself" but og, that's probably the most basic line you'll ever hear and only take at surface-level. I'm not the best conveying emotion but I know how solitary and isolating it feels when someone doesn't have anyone to "go to" or rely on emotionally nor on a relationship level after losing the most trusted, idolized, and loved for person in your life. I mean maybe there's friends, associates, or co-workers around but could anyone really tell anyone else how they felt without putting their emotional wellbeing in jeopardy? Or at the very least, having the false hope someone cares until realizing shortly thereafter they don't? Loss is common, to me at least, yet every time it feels like an alien concept to me. Might be ranting here, it's late. [2:59 EST] I'll remember you. Maybe not personally and I'll never know your name but I will remember the feeling felt reading and typing (source: trust me bro) but in all honesty, I never forget a way someone makes me feel. Why else do you think people cherish memories so much Anyhow, this has been some random user having a semi-deep moment on an already depressing comment section. Have a good 24-hour session pal! Reach out to someone if you feel the need, even if it is a fellow internet stranger.
My cat died last night. He was a good cat. 11 years old. I remember cuddling with him in cold, rainy nights. It hurts, but i know he's waiting in the world beyond. He's had a good, spoiled life. I miss you, kinder, my baby boy ❤
now i think about it. im dreading the day my little one passes, 17 years old recently, i hear your sadness and hope you find sollace in you memories of him, stay strong mate.
I've been there too. Bradley was my first cat, and we shared a birthday. He was my first best friend and the sweetest cat I've ever met. He died eleven years ago, a couple weeks after our 14th birthday. He was living with a friend of my uncle's but he never let me visit him. I never got to say goodbye. I just hope that one day I'll see him again on the other side.
They are going on now but u can use the time to build your sw😢 memory 😅❤🎉 I know it seems like a loss lowest places but I can promise you you will see them again I like you think better just remember to enjoy it more next time and anything that you can remember em make new memories with them happy your own mind and your own kingdom and forgive yourself I can promise you I the love that they had for you will always
Hugs to you from an internet stranger. I know what you’re going through and I know nothing will help but time. Hold on tight to your memories of your sweet baby.
It is. Though I found a lot it bittersweet. I wish I could help each and every person here who's going through things. But my options are limited. I hope I can make positive changes in ppls' lives here. Love you friend.
@@Sketchguy1248 Thank you for this. I also hope that I can be that catalyst for positive changes in the lives of others (one day). For me this past year or so, it has been amazing people like yourself who have guided me through so many obstacles, helped make and nurture positive changes in my life, and now I'm lucky enough to have a second shot at this game of life. For that, I am so grateful. One day, I hope I can be that same person for others. I know I have a lot of work to do, but I also know it's possible for me to get there. Let's just say it's a work in progress at this point in time lol. Thanks again.
It always will be in the end we all just have to appreciate what we have now life can be beautiful and it is but the people in it are the ugly part and while many things go wrong you have to push on and see the greatest parts of life
I'm proud of you, if youre alive reading this today im proud of you, you've made it this far so please continue to make it, I love you and there will never be another you
@btsgirl734 I'm proud of you, please know that youre worth everything good in your life and that you are here for a reason, you matter and im so glad you're here today
Been reading comments for the past 30 minutes, most time I’ve ever spent on a comment section. I’ve found people I actually relate to and it’s crazy because this is probably the first time ever, as I was homeschooled and don’t have friends, whoever you are reading this and going to share, I just want to say thank you, thanks for making me realize I’m not the only one in mental pain and stuck.
I was as well homeschooled my last couple years of school and well didn't haven't many friends to begin with I know how you feel love you stranger I wish you the best out in this large beautiful difficult world..❤
No he doesn’t. The last thing he said to me he sees me as a friend but hasn’t messaged me in almost two months. What does that suppose to mean? What am I supposed to interpret by that?
Ive been going through a tough time recently, and have started self harming. I am currently 23 hours sober after listening to this. I hope you all know thst you are doung so well even just being here, and im glad youre all here.
I can relate, as I have all begun to self-harm in this tough chapter of life even though I never thought I would. The feeling of needing to do it never really leaves, but I’m 4 days and-a-bit sober. I’m too afraid to open up to anyone in my life, hence why I’m opening up here. It feels peaceful and comfortable and your words especially have impacted me, as I know I am not alone through this. I hope you and everyone else that might or might not read this is doing well. We can get through this. You CAN get through this. As the guy with the stage 4 cancer said, “give yourself a reason to live every day, even if it’s just feeling the rain one more time.” And that is now what I will live by. I love you, you’re doing so well! I’m very proud of you! Congratulate yourself for the small things in life, you deserve it. ❤
I'm so proud of you doing this and you can do it, little love. Come back here when you feel low and we'll be here again, in between the time that passes and the world's themselves.
Just know that there are many other human beings here including me that can comfort and relate with you :) you're our fellow hooman and we'll always love you for that ❤
I stumbled over this and for some reason started reading the comments. It made my heart happy. I am 70 years old. My 2 sons have died and I am in poor heath. Please remember this…God is good and your life will fly by and before you know it you will be look back and wish you had done things differently. You young people…you still have a chance to make good choices and enjoy your days instead of dreading them. There are so many comments, that this will probably never get read by anyone, but I am praying for all of you!
You can have regrets but not live regretfully. Life is about the teachable moments. Learning what really matters instead of worshipping material items. I've never seen an ocean or sky that I didn't appreciate. Life is a pace and not a sprint. Learning to be the best version of you. Your best version benefits your loved ones so much more than you realize. So to be cliche, with age comes wisdom.
You still got time left and when reading this I seen the replies; everything in life that comes and goes is a new thing we come into contact with in life it’s something that we cannot stop but it’s something we can look upon and get a better understanding of how beautiful life can be for the rest of humankind so don’t regret nothing just be mindful and love yourself for who you are. god bless you; Jesus loves you🙏💙💜
I knew a girl growing up. She had no other friends but me. I bullied her sometimes but he always stuck by me. She always hung around me. She was a true and honest friend. On our last day of school, she was crying and said she was afraid she'd never see me again. I told her that wasn't true and said that id always be her friend. I drew a little flower on her Jansport zip-up binder and she gave me a hug that felt like it had more love in it than I had ever had in my life. I never saw her again. Its those memories that are buried under years of trauma and hidden behind feelings on insecurity that keep me up on late night like this. That I'll never have moments like that again, but it brings me peace that the years of pain haven't dulled my heart yet. I miss her. A lot. I hope she's okay.
Trust me she misses you and really wants to see you again and I’ll bet one day you’ll see her again and I had the same experience I had a beautiful friend but she got a boyfriend and after that for about 10 years sense kindergarten she never spoke to me in person only on text messages and even then it mostly was just “hi how are you” and “I’m ok” and she never says anything else after one day she had a falling out with him and came to my house in that climb through the window style entrance and we started talking about what happened and she broke up with him because he was very controlling and he was the reason we never spoke because he didn’t like how I looked because apparently to him I was the better looking man and I was a very big person (I have always been a big person in size and weight) and he just didn’t like how I used to hang out with her and when he became her boyfriend he just became so mean to her and forced her to like him or he would beat me up beyond recognition (I was her best and only friend at that time) and I told her that she can stay with me and my parents for a bit (her parents left her with a babysitter because of work) and tell her babysitter that she going to be staying at a friends for the night and that stay home from school because I was going to handle it so me and my GF at the time who’s now my ex but on good terms kinda came up with an idea (we were both juniors then) she would lead him to the back of the school with the promise of a “good time” and him being the person that he was took it up and when he got there I just let him have it and I just saw red I couldn’t hold back and I got in trouble but not serious trouble and eventually my friend broke up with him and after my senior year I broke up with my girlfriend for personal reasons I don’t want to say and my friend comforted me through out the tough times and in the early months of college and eventually I started having feelings and when I figured out she also had feelings for me sense the break up we just sticked together and just clicked she’s basically like me but a girl and when she started dating my god I was the happiest man on earth and we did the thing together and now are expecting but then I got a knee injury and now the world is just slowed down and I just want to be back in the days where I was happy and not laying down depressed I wish you the best on finding her and I hope you can be happy like I once was as for what I look like in my edits I just use old photos of myself now I don’t look much different just older and more scares and not as cheerful I hope you wake up and feel amazing cause I know I’m not
@@Themaskededitor4 Thats a great story and i hope you get better with your knee injury so you can enjoy your time with them even more (im not saying that you dont enjoy your time with them but you get what i mean)
You are not ugly You are caring You are loved you are not alone You are inspiring You are pretty You are nice Loved ones that have passed are still here in your heart 🙂 You probably won’t see this tho
I miss my mom. She's not passed. But sometimes i think about how she won't be around forever and i get a deep feeling of guilt that I don't live with her. I know that's part of growing up but i genuinely cannot imagine a world without my mother. I'm so terrified of her going before i can say goodbye. Edit: thank you for all the kind comments. I'm planning on calling her when I wake up tomorrow! I hope I can get to see her soon. Thank you all for being so supportive and relating with your own stories
thats why you say everything before the day it does happen, death is a common thing, everyone experiences it, just in diffrent ways. People usally take advantage of what they have so they never get over it when its gone, What i want you to do is say everything to your mom, it doesn't matter if its worth talking to her about or not. you only live once, then your life on earth is over, So say everything, tell her everything.
Omg I feel u 😢 this is exactly why I moved back to my country after living in Europe for 10yrs...I felt like I needed to spend more time with my parents before they got too old 😞❤️ luckily I got admitted to my 1st choice school which at the same time is located in the same city my parents live, and now I'm back home with my parents 🥰🥰
Damn i got this feeling too. Like how I am supposed to live without her? What about house? What about Bills? She always cook something for dinner for us. How to live without this one person that love you no metter what you do?
It's only fake humanity. People say nice things because that's what they feel they have to do. People forcing themselves to belong to a community, however positive, is still just as sad as the reason they came here in the first place.
I lost my dad eight months ago. Six days ago I turned 27 and I miss him so much. He'd always sing and make a racket with all his tools when coming from work. I've always preferred silence but since he's not around I've been dreading it. I just miss his smell and his laugh so much and how he would complain about everything and tell me to help him in the kitchen again... I miss you dad. I love you.
I'm so sorry for your lose, i lost my father in May 2022, and in my experience, the silence is sometimes there just so you have space to remember the noise, if that makes sense
I'm sorry for your loss, I know how you feel though, my dad is on his way out. He's pretty much accepted he's gonna die soon, it's heartbreaking to watch it wither away a once great man.
I just turned 27 this past January, and I don't know if this would help, but... I've lost a lotta people in my life (genetic cancer that specifically strikes early), and one of the best ways I've found to cope, is to celebrate and carry on the things you miss about them. If you miss the sound of a racket in the garage and singing, maybe go teach yourself to build a shelf while you rock out to your favorite jams (or whatever his tools were for and his music was, idk lol I'm working with what I got) My uncle used to stay up all night playing video games in the other room (he was like a big brother to me), so I put on Game Grumps to kinda simulate that. And my grandpa (basically my dad cuz my dad took off early), well he would always have a pet bird and would always feed the squirrels, so we put up owl decorations everywhere and put up bird feeders and keep a bag of peanuts handy for the squirrels. And whenever we see a Robin (his name), we like to think it's him checkin' in on us. That kinda stuff. My mom's currently stage 4 (terminal) as well. Her big thing was always taking photos and making photo albums for people so that's gonna be the tradition I carry on from her--hopefully not too soon yet tho :') I don't know. Food for thought. Hope you can sleep better soon. And don't forget to let yourself cry, it's really good for your brain (at least up to a point). And hug the people you have left and let them help you if they say they want to--respect that they mean it. All that jazz
Ah hell man, I'm sorry. I remember when I lost my old man, it's been 6 years now, he was a painter, so whenever I smell a freshly painted room or house I feel sad, but it will get better you'll move on and it won't hurt so bad
To the stage 4 cancer guy, you probably wont see this and never will, but thank you, i realized every detail in life is important even if you have to experience certain things every day until you cant experience it anymore, makes me feel wholesome and accepting of myself for a very long time after being trapped in my depression and my negative side. I notice things now because of you, and one day we all wont be able to see the world as beautiful and unpredictable as it is. Fly high, we love you.. ❤❤
I just fed my four month old baby since my wife has postpartum depression i take the baby at night so she can get some sleep. Its about 3.30 and i havent slept one bit since i went to bed. Everything is so quite, all i hear is my babys soft breathing. It feels like me and him are, at these moments, all alone in the universe. I think back to when me and my little brother would stay up all night trying to spot UFOs in the vast northern sky. Even though i love being a dad i miss those simpler days sometimes. Edit: thank you all for your kind words! My baby is now 7 month and nowadays he sleeps like a baby so to speak☺️ My wife is still struggling but she has made a lot of progress❤️
I wish I had a baby in my life. They are wonderful. I pray your wife gets help. There are some effective medications available for ppd. Take good care of your child.
Man, depression sucks, doesn't it? Having friends around me, call, text, chat with me and more, yet I still feel alone, feeling so empty but so full of emotions. Wanting to speak on how i truly feel, but i just cant yet. To those who are dealing with even the slightest bit of depression, we're in this together, we all made it this far. Lets enjoy our quiet "me" time and also enjoy the soothing yet hollow track.
Man that “quiet me time” really got to me, most nights I’m up thinking about what’s going to happen in my life and i really just need to take this time for myself and breathe. Everything will be okay
Remember that there will be light again. It may not be permanent, and it may not be immediate. Hell, it might not even be soon, but the light will shine on you again. I've felt hopelessness and despair, and that's what I wished people would've told me.
Talking from the perspective of the friends that "chat call text" you mentioned. It's kinda heartbreaking, watching someone spiral down into a well of sadness. Wish we could make it stop any more than you can. Seeing therapy and medicine fail the way it did killed me. I'm not friends with that person anymore, hope he's doing alright. :)
My mother was abused almost her entire life by her parents, and then later her husband. Although she currently seems better, I know she is constantly fighting her emotions regarding her past. Whenever I think about this, it always brings me to tears knowing that when she passes in the future, all in all, she didn't have the life she deserved. She is kind, strong, and always knows what to do when I'm down. To anyone dealing with a loss, I pray that you get through it, and know that whatever you put your mind to, you can always do. You are strong and can get through anything when you push yourself to succeed.
Life is hard right now. It’s 2:56am in the UK, and I’m crying reading all these comments. You’re all such beautiful souls. Humanity can be so cruel, so it warmed my heart to find such kindness here when I wasn’t expecting it ❤
People always say “don’t cry because it’s over. smile because it happened.” But sometimes it’s good to reminisce. To cry a little. To allow yourself time to appreciate what was. To make peace with what is. And then to move on. Move on, but never forget.
Naah look to the future man. Fully and completely, it's the only part of your life you can affect in a meaningful capacity so what's the point of looking towards the past? Live laugh and love (today, not yesterday)
Saw this and instantly got choked up. I've been grieving the sudden end of my senior year of college four years ago because of COVID. Before it all happened, I was looking forward to my 'last' everything - concerts in various ensembles, club meetings, galas and banquets before beginning grad school. And it all got...ripped away. Fortunately, I got to still partake in some of those activities during grad school, but it wasn't the same. And then when I officially graduated and moved for work, I remember waking up crying from dreams of just ACHING to be back in those ensembles, doing the grind of being stressed in a practice room, or being silly with small groups. The grief is more subtle now, I don't cry for it as much. I still find myself longing for it on the more 'still' days, and...here, crying to reminisce on the 'good ol' days'. Thank you for this reminder, you're appreciated.
Today I received a gift from my Veterinarian. Last week my heart broke in half as I said goodbye to my 16 year old goodest girl. Today I received her paw prints and nose print. It was such a bittersweet moment. People can be so kind when you least expect it.
I lost my 2 year old cockatiel on the 11th. She meant the world to me but in the end I couldn’t help her when she was hurting. I hope the 2 years she was with me were good. My condolences to you and your girl.
Sorry for your loss, I lost my dog when she was only a year old. She was a purebred Labrador we got for free, as a puppy she was small enough to fit in our limited space but once she got too big we only let her in when the temperature got to cold/hot. While she was waiting for us to come back home near the edge of the road some people ran her over and when my dad said she was dead I walked back inside and felt nothing, it only hit me that she was gone when my sister walked in crying. At the very least she has a successor and while he might not be the brightest at least he's alive. His leg got messed up from his leash getting stuck on it, he got ran over, and he lost an eye on one of his trips and didn't come back for a week, but even then he still came back. I know I still haven't fully recovered from her death yet because I have night mares about her, the most recent one was seeing her having a fancy little grave, nothing bad at all yet it made me cry all the same. I hope you and your loved ones can make it through whatever comes your way.
I was suicidal and even had a date set for it. I didn't go through with it, maybe I was scared or I didn't even care to do it. Now sometimes I stay up late to think about all the amazing things I would miss if I wasn't around anymore. Everyday you live is a gift. Hang in there. It will be better someday.
I work in pharmacy, and i had a patient a couple of years back, looked me dead in the eyes, and said, "Hey, remember that every day is a good day. Some are just better." He smiled and put his hand on my shoulder before walking away with his hunched old man walk he always had. Idk if he looked at me and somehow noticed the deep depression and the sheer loniness I've been feeling for ages, but it's a line i think to myself daily. Weirdly, it helps kinda. Just in case no one's told you today yet, but thank you, all of you. Everything you do, no matter how small, is seen by someone. We appreciate all you've given us. Remember to rest, but also remember to keep going. You've got this. You aren't alone out here.
to the stage four cancer guy you are my idol i look up to you even if your not alive your alive in this comment thank you for the motivation love you and i deeply respect you
You did it. Today was a real challenge. Give yourself a pat on the back, take some deep breaths, and know that it will all be okay with some more hard work and willpower. People love you, never forget that. Oh, and one more thing... Thank you for not giving up! Stay strong, stranger!
@@gutturalslug2184 Sometimes people are born that are incapable to do anything major or are not meant to do that.. and that is fine.. go about on your own pace and things will get better as time goes by.. forcing yourself to do things or feel guilty about it does nothing for you or anyone else.. take time to heal and take time to rest and you can start picking up where you left off another time.. i am in the same boat.. wish you good luck stranger
to be honest, i am giving up. My applications to jobs that i need to fund my college are getting turned down left and right. i keep a smile on my face for my mother and brother but every night i stay up till 4 in the morning doing nothing to better my self. Im losing hope in myself and in humanity. We are killing the planet and each other and for what? Cash gain? I find it more pitiful than i find myself. I lie to myself daily. "youll work off the weight" "she will actually show up" "Your doing your best" the lies get more complex day after day. it wont stop anymore. I cried when i read your comment. sorry for dumping this on anyone who reads.
I think the title helped… I clicked on it because it felt relatable in the moment. I’m guessing you did, too. I kind of wonder if the reason we’re all talking like this is because we’re all a little sad and are trying to get through our problems, and thus want to help others get through theirs as well. I dunno, though.
@@codytheemeraldminecart3313i think it's a perfectly valid theory i don't even know why i clicked on here, i just felt like it, but i don't regret it, and even if i probably won't read every comment as it's quite late and i still need to sleep, i'll still read as much as i can
Two years ago, my best friend took his own life. He was active on Steam the night before, and I saw him online. To this day, I still wonder if I had messaged him, would he still be alive now? There was no way for me to know, but I still blame myself. For anyone out there who feels alone or like the world wouldn't be different without them, please know that life gets better. Please know that no matter what you think, someone will be up at 1 in the morning sobbing their eyes out because they miss you. Do me a favor and keep living. Do it for yourself. Do it for my dear friend Evan. I miss you, buddy. See you some day.
Do you not blame yourself. You did what you could, and you were not aware of his struggles. You tried your best, and that's all that one asks for you. I just hope your buddy found peace, and I am sorry for your loss.
I gonna say it in French : Ce n’est pas avec des « si » que l’on refait un monde. Garde ton ami dans ton cœur et retrouve le jeu en jeu chaque fois que tu fermes les yeux en repensant à toutes ces soirée à jouer avec lui ! Je te souhaites que tout aille bien et que tu reste fort à te relever . 💪🏻 Pensée à ton ami. Si seulement on pouvais lire dans la tête de nos proches cela serait tellement bien plus simple 💫❤️.. Peace & honor 4 u
It feels..strange, seeing no arguments, no toxic people. I feel like I’ve finally found the people I’ve been looking for. The people I’ve been seeking. I hope that guy with stage 4 cancer lives ❤ he/she is a warrior. I have nothing bad going in my life. Well, nothing that I would use to seek attention for, so I will not mention it. I am proud of you all. Keep going. The fact that you’ve fought to this day shows how powerful you are. You’ve probably gone through so many tough times, but you pushed through it. I don’t think you realized how powerful you are. Keep fighting, and I’m proud of all of you.
I'm at rock bottom trying to get back on my feet instead of letting years of trauma, depression, and isolation ruin me. Whenever I manage to stand on my own two feet again, I'll remember nights like these and the comfort they bring. God bless you all. Better days are ahead, though it might not seem like that at first. o7
I suggest maybe giving the lord a chance? Finding a purpose is impossible without him, and with him you’ll have the hope of heaven; a perfect landscape for us believers.
Whatever battles you face, you never truely face them alone. You will stand on those feet of yours and you’ll do one better, you get up and walk away from the battles you faced with pride - always remember you are loved, even if that love is hidden somewhere deep inside where only you can find it, but a love for yourself that has kept you here every minute of everyday
Hey, just saying something that helped me specifically. Happy music. Stuff from bands like Surfaces. They always get a smile on my face and some energy for life. If you aren’t feeling it, though, that’s ok. Also getting outside, if you can help it. The sun feels great when it’s not baking you entirely. I made it. I was coming off one of the roughest years ever and this summer changed it all. Behind every cloud is the shining sun. Keep your head high king
@@Ultraysss I actually do go outside to relax- err- try to relax and clear my head, but I do it at night when it's quieter and cooler outside. Gives me the opportunity to stargaze and take my mind away from everything else haha. Glad to see at least one of us is starting to see some good in life though!
Comment section gave me so much peace I finally stopped fighting myself about going to sleep just because I dread waking up tomorrow. Goodnight everyone! Tomorrow will have new opportunities for little joys.
I'm actually tearing up because of these comments, not because of sadness or anything, they're just all so lovely. To anyone reading this, thank you and just know that there is something that you can hope to everyday and that even if somebody doesn't love you as you think they do, there's more reasons to live and love than relationships like that.
onww people making comments to the guy with stage 4 cancer 😭💞💞 this is so beautiful to see, he thought no one would see his comment, now over 60 thousand strangers are paying tribute to him, and I hope he is well, wherever he is! 🙃
I'm Norwegian and I'm told it's one of the best countries in the world to live in. I turned 39 years old today, have two children and a spouse and a steady and good job. I should be happy...but I'm not. I'm diagnosed with severe PTSD and dissociative identity disorder. Every day is a massive struggle. I'm afraid and lonely, and I cry a lot alone in the dark some days But long relaxing videos like these help me go to sleep, relax and keep my mind at a calm state. Not every pain is visible and loneliness can happen to anyone. Thank you for uploading this video. It has helped me through a lot more than you can imagine.
I understand, it's really dificult wen your suffering but you cannot show it, when everybodie think that you are allright but it isn't the case. I hope that thing get better for us all Sorry for the misteak I am french
I wish I could go back in time. To the simpler times, where it was only me and my litle brother, sitting in the floor and playing Minecraft. We used to build a city, which we never finished. He grew up, I grew up. From a little boy who used to invite me to play with him, to an almost teenager, who doesn't invite me to play with him anymore. Since my grandpa died and I grew up, I've been feeling lonely and lost. Life's just not the same anymore. The worst part of growing up is realizing that life wasn't happier, it was just SIMPLER. I miss you grandpa. Sorry for any english mistakes, I'm not a native english speaker.
Hi there! Jesus says to you today: "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28 May God bless you! 😊
Yknow i hardly ever come to these videos for the music. But the comment sections are always the most wholesome things ever. If you’re here and reading this than here’s what I say. I know almost everything sucks nowadays. But think of anything good. Not just things good for you but the good you do. Do you work in fast food? Then you make people happy. You work in healthcare? You make people feel not so alone when they are at their lowest. Don’t do things because you have to. Bring purpose to what you do. No matter how small the task someone somewhere is happier because of you. And if you don’t think anyone is happy because of you. Then know I am. Keep going friends,find good and spread it
This comment made me cry. I remember my friend chose to call me when she was crying, when she was feeling at her lowest, she chose to call me. There is always someone in the world that cares about us. Even if they have passed, they never forget.
i'm sure she didn't forgot you and probably think of you like you do. who knows maybe you'll end up seeing her again you never know what might happen in the futur
This comment section makes me feel alive again, I have trouble believing that I’m real sometimes that causes me to breakdown often but this is the most realist thing I’ve seen that make me feel real. I pray that the person with stage 4 cancer is alive and well and knows that they are loved and supported by family, friends, even strangers. Reality isn’t negative, reality is just a path we take that leads to our outcome. Most people believe that reality is that theirs no hope or possibility but there is, it doesn’t have to be an exaggerated miracle it can just be the smallest thing that can make someone feel alive and welcomed. I believe everyone has a life that is valuable of its own, I hope you do too. Goodnight.
Dear Michael. After primary school, I thought it would get better. It didn’t. And still hasn’t after moving between new schools twice. I remember our business idea we created for our future. Our plans to become rich and famous. I remember playing dungeons and dragons with you and your father helping. To be honest, I don’t really know what’s going on right now. I feel like im being dragged along in life, and I don’t know whether to feel happy or sad. You’ll never see this, I’m certain, but I miss those days so much. I hold them in the deepest part of my heart, and I never intend to let them go as long as I breath. You will always be my one and true best friend. Our time was cut too short. Thank you so much Michael, for everything.
He would be honored to have someone cherish those memories like you are. Thoughtful and empathetic. Take that honesty and let it grow your future relationships.
I also lost someone named Michael who loved dungeons and dragons. We met in middle school and I lost him in highschool. Never met his family but I'm sad that they are all gone now. I remember crying in the school library asking people if they knew him or his brother Adam. Never got closure to what happened. I hope you recover. I know it's never easy and you are amazing with how strong you are. If you still plan to do the business idea I wish you the best.
I don’t wanna grow up. I just want to be a kid forever. I cling to those old memories and wish I could relive them. The nostalgia is hurting me. I am scared of getting older. I want to go back to simpler times before all this stuff happened. I just wanna be a kid again
Want and will don't coincide for a reason. The faster you stop clinging to the past the faster you can take the reigns of your own life and liiveee ^_^ Do that darling you'll do great. Surely
A lot of us try to cling to those simple times before responsibilities, bills, relationships etc etc, it's only natural. Especially even we remember the idyllic moments from our childhood when we felt truly happy, peaceful and relaxed. Unfortunately we all have to grow up and the sooner you let go the sooner you can move on and make your life your own. Live it one day at a time, you'll get there eventually, I did, although I still make many mistakes. Keep at it
Yeah dude. Every year goes by I realize I’m getting old as shit. My mind is still set in late 2019, yet it’s mid to late 2024. Only thing we can do is accept that those times are over know, and it’s now time to go to a new chapter.
Responsibility sucks, but that doesn't mean you have to go and give up on what makes life fun. It's your life, and you must live it the way you see fit. You are in total control, and I know you can make of yourself whatever you want.
It's 3:00 am right now, and I need to be up early tomorrow morning. I'm tired, and I'll be tired tomorrow. Sometimes I think I'll never be not tired, and it's my own fault. Sometimes, I take a nap and ignore the world for a bit. Sometimes, I can't fall asleep, and stay up wondering. People grow up, and they change. It's nice to have places like this where people can come and leave a snapshot of where they are in life, so they can come back and see how far they've come. Some people won't come back, and this will be one more thing they leave behind. (I get far too introspective when I'm tired. If you're reading this, thank you.) Edit: It’s been 2 weeks since I wrote this, and I just came back to check on it since I was getting some notifications about it. I never expected 900 people to like this. Thank all of you for your kind words in the comments. It’s only been 2 weeks, and not a lot has changed. But optimism is always something I can at least pretend to have. I’m sure things will get better, and to everyone feeling the same way I am, I’m sure we’ll all get to a better point one day. Once again, a huge thank you to everyone in the replies. All your words mean a lot and I wish everyone a good night.
So sweet to see so many different people, from all around the world, all different ages, all at a different point in life, but all gathered around one little video among thousands... Take a break guys, the world will still go on, you can rest for a while, even for a minute
To anyone reading this: You are strong, and whatever struggle you're facing, know you're about to make a breakthrough as you're closer to success than you think. A smile is contagious, so never stop smiling while seeing the good in everything. For anyone who has illness, stress, frustration, or being alone, im hear to tell ya you're not alone. You are loved. We as humans are like diamonds. In order to become stronger, we must endure the pressure life throws at us.
I would like to see all these "lovers" of mine. Even only one. Humans are mostly as hard as diamonds and like diamonds cut deeply and have many faces. But thanks for the sweet lies.
Its crazy. Sometimes, a comment section like this, is the place full of people you relate to the most. And thats actually nice. To see others do their best. Be strong. Helping others. Right now, at this very moment. Theres nowhere else I rather be, than with all of you. I hope everyone ia doing good. And thank you for enjoying this with me. I really needed the company tonight.
I’ve seen more genuine kindness and love between strangers here than ever before, and I kinda don’t want to leave. But comes the morning on the horizon, and it draws a wakefulness back to the forefront of all our minds. Savor this time we’ve got. Goodnight
I don’t think much will read this, but seeing others write down their stuff inspires me. I have severe anxiety and depression. It’s hard for me to want to live when I know every day for me is going to be the same. I don’t want to wake up every day to just go through it like always. I hate my life. But that doesn’t mean you should. Find your reason to get up, it could be something big like a pet, or something small like a walk. Find your reason, and then you can get through basically anything.
i hope you find something that helps you, something to break that constant loop from day to day. you are just as special as those you surround yourself with, and i hope you can find some semblance of hope and happiness in the smallest things, exactly what you want for us x
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I get it man, I’ve been in the dark abyss a few times in my life so far and it can feel harder the next time it comes, but it is possible to and you feel stronger when you get through it. I hope you do yourself the favor like I did of seeking out a doctor to try medication, it’s helping me some. There’s also ECT and group therapy, but because I’m introverted I think I might reach out to someone about trying ECT for myself. And I like to think that I’m regaining a little control over myself by DOING something. Lastly, for all those who don’t know depression very well, DOING anything is the complete opposite of where your mind is. You can be completely aware of how you feel and what you’d actually like to do, but instead your brain is depleted of energy to care to act and you feel tired and want to go to bed but also you don’t want to go to bed and be sad and alone. It’s torture, and for complex reasons not fully understood, a lot of humans go through mental suffering like this. There is hope and beauty in becoming aware that beauty can exist outside of your mind. Try to remember you don’t have to do anything- that anything you do, you do for yourself; and you deserve good.
If we can find a reason to get up everyday, so do you, mate. Try find something to love or I don't know... Try to prove to yourself isn't that bad... Anyways, I wish you all best and take care, man 🤝
These comments sections shows that there is hope in humanity and that no matter how hard life gets, never give up. Keep chasing your dream even if you fall, get up, and try again. to those who go through a tough stage in life. You are not alone. Every single one of you is loved.
It's true. All these comments are copy paste. You see the same comments (or slight variants of it) on all these ambient videos. Including on Lo-Fi videos. It's just a way to farm easy likes from people who are most likely depressed unfortunately. It's not sincere.
This is making me cry, all the comments here are peaceful souls wandering on in life and it really warms my heart to see that i am not alone to see that people like all of you are experiencing the same troubles... And we will all pass through it, together.
When I was 15, I held my dad in my arms as he passed. It was very sudden since it was a pulmonary embolism. 2 years later, my best friend lost his life climbing a mountain. I was in a very dark place for a long time. Im 24 now and have managed to travel to a few places and meet some amazing people along the way. I've come to realize that I'm now living for both of them. I know that for some of you, it may seem dark and gloomy now, but trust me, things do get better. I am living proof of this. Know that you are loved and you are much stronger than you think. Whatever you are going through, you've got this.
God bless you bro… have a happy life, don’t take it for granted and I hope you never see something as heartbreaking as what you saw when your dad died 😞
Is it truly living if you are simply around so others won't be sad if you are gone? It's honorable to keep going for the sake of your father and friend, who must have meant a lot to you.
My health is failing me. My kidneys, my heart... auto immune... thyroid nodules that might be cancer... I'm a mess. I have two children ages 10 and 6... I just want to be in thier lives long term. I lost my father to terrible pancreatic, brain, and lung cancer at age 21 and while I am lucky to have that many years, it was far too soon. I miss him every damn day since Oct of 2006 but I fear joining his soul far too soon. I hope that someone prays for me as I am praying for those in these comments I am reading. The earth has become a hostile place full of hatred... I pray for peace to all our souls and a love that cannot be imagined to envelop us all on this planet. God we need you 🙏🏽
I’m sorry for the difficulties that beset you. From all the lost children, lonely hearts and ghosts that inhabit this space, you are loved. Be good, stay safe, be kind.
I have never seen a comment section so sad but supportive at the same time; it's either always negative or somewhat positive. I feel at peace to have come here and to the stage 4 cancer guy I hope wherever you are, you're happy.
Today is my 24th birthday. I have achieved much less than I could have in life all this time. But I do not feel worried. Ahead of me I see a blank canvas, for the first time in many years I feel inspired. I wished to be a better version of me next year this time around. For me and for my loved ones, I must push forward and be successful. Even if I don’t fulfill my dreams, i will be satisfied with helping the people I love fulfill their dreams. I do not feel old, but I do not feel young either. God bless everyone
For the guy with stage four cancer it won't let me comment on your comment so i sincerely pray to the lord you live for your sister mate❤. I lost my grandpa and grandma recently and I thought it was bad till i lost my friend so i just hope you survive man I can't imagine how it is having cancer but reading your comment made me cry so hard 😢😢😢 god will help all who truly pray for his saving i love you mate please be safe❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
I stumbled across this at 2:37 am and was completely taken off guard by the overwhelmingly encouraging comment section. I find it wild that we all are mutually sharing the same feelings and compassion. I wasn't planning to comment but felt compelled to after reading. I wish everyone here good luck, we're all here to strengthen each other.
I found this at a time but my dumbass doesn't know how to tell the time so I can not tell you when I found this but for anyone who reads this just know that even if life feels like hell just know it will get better as long as you believe in yourself,stay strong
I came across this video at 1:05am, hope you have a wonderful, happy, and healthy life. We may never interact with each other again, but may the contact our souls have shared in this moment be remembered for many years.
I am going through the worst year of my life so far. Multiple deaths around me, a failed relationship due to all the years of trauma and stress I've neglected. Almost feel like losing touch with my profession which was always a safe haven for me when things got though. Questioning a lot of stuff at 3 am in a place that is thousands of miles away from my home. Finding this corner of the internet with all of you lovely people... Makes it feel a bit warmer. I hope the road ahead is straight and with less trouble for all of us. I hope we get nights where we sleep early and long. I hope none of you give up.
By the grace of God we won't brother. The burdens on our shoulders may be heavy, but so long as we all have each other, we can shoulder them. I know we can.
God is watching us even when we're in the wilderness. You will one day reach your Jericho, the unconquerable mass in your life that seems so much bigger than you. But know and rejoice, my friend. God has set this before you as a stepping stone so you, yes you, may reach your land of milk and honey. Seek the Lord through all of this, my friend. And yes, never give up because victory is already yours. In Jesus, you are more than a conqueror. Amen 🙏.
Bro, it's happening to me too 😭 I've almost got the brain damage, almost committed suicide, got 2 nerve breakdowns in a row, got the biggest depression ever, felt useless not once but 6 times, almost died from car crash 2 times. Even my relationship with my gf almost ended cuz of nerve issues. I don't have a saviour, even i can't defend myself from that pain. I hope my life will turn better, i hope 😭
Dear reader, Wherever you may be, whoever you are, I wish you all the happiness in the world. Remember that you have the power to change your life. The only limits that exist are the ones you set for yourself. Believe in yourself, and you can accomplish anything you set your mind to. Embrace challenges as opportunities to grow, and never give up on your dreams. The world is full of possibilities, and the only thing standing in your way is you. Stay positive, stay strong, and remember that you are capable of achieving greatness. Keep pushing forward, and never doubt your own abilities. Love, a girl on the internet
And yet I don't have anyone. Nobody wants me, no one needs me. No friends at all, no special someone. Just cold, tears, darkness and more tears. I am alone, and I am very scared.
@@Yuu_Touko You make yourself believe that. The only person that'll change your outlook on yourself is you. I'm sorry things are going the way they are but nothing's gonna change if you accept how your life is. I promise things will get better if you make an effort to make change. I promise there a people who care, If a random stranger cares that's gotta mean something.
I’m sorry that i have to keep typing this to people, but somewhere in these comments his brother mentioned that he passed a few months ago, not long after his comment. May he rest in peace.
I ran away from an abusive household and wound up living the early years of my adulthood wandering a city I had no context for. I made a lot of friends along the way, and they helped me to realize that my problems run deeper than I can ignore. My father left my narcissistic mother, so I moved in with him. He's no picnic, but I manage much better with him. Today, I'm still working on giving structure to my life, but I'm taking it one step at a time, day by day. I think that some day soon I'll find a more peaceful life than the turbulent one I have now. Blessed be.
The path of peace that you walk will show you the value of your hard work. Keep at it, find what you love most and follow it to glory. Let your love and the love from your family guide you. You can do this.
I lost my mom a month ago. She was always in her happy place sitting on our porch watching the rain hit the blades of grass. The pitter patter in this video has brought me to tears. I miss her so much
I'm so sorry for your loss internet friend. I'm 36 and absolutely broken, fully at rock bottom with multiple addictions and severe depression and anxiety through the roof. The only thing keeping me alive on this plane of existence is my mother, who is everything to me. Ive always told her id never ever do anything to myself because I've caused her enough grief as it is but she's in her 70s now....I think about if and when she dies and I honestly can't see myself lasting even an hour when it comes. I'm terrified. I cry my eyes out most nights. I try put a cheery face on for her so not to worry her even more but a mother is only as happy as her saddest child someone once said, so my mam can see through my fake smile and it breaks me. I really really don't want to be here any more but I'm just hanging on for her. I can't imagine how you must feel, I am so so sorry for your loss.....I'm so scared and broken. Love - Liam from England
Ironically, this made me stay up longer reading the comments and seeing people’s stories. I’m going into college and I’m terrified. I don’t feel like an adult, I hardly feel like myself most days but every day I try to set small goals; get up out of bed, eat something healthy and at least 2 meals a day, go on a walk around the neighborhood. Some days I can’t manage to move, and some days it’s better than others. I know that I personally have a lot of privileges I’m grateful for, a loving family, friends and financial stability but I feel like it’s me. I don’t know why I can’t take advantage of the opportunities in front of me when so many others with less can. My mother is the strongest person I know, my brother is the funniest and most social person I know, my sister is the hardest working and most committed person I know, my father is the most supportive and actionable person I know. I know I am talented, I know I’m funny, and kind, and beautiful but some days I can’t see it. I just can’t and I know it’s delusional. I’m terrified of failing everyone. I’m terrified of failing myself. Some days I really hate myself. But some days I really love myself, because I’m still here and I’m still trying. To anyone who needs to hear it, you don’t have to be as good or better than the people around you, you should try to be the best at being you. It’s okay to fail, it’s okay to take two steps forward and one step back. You’re one step closer than you were before. Thank you to anyone who read this.
It’s totally normal to feel that way especially in ur teenage years just make sure to hang in there don’t have any negative thoughts about yourself or about anything that effects you, you’re not behind, you’re not disappointing anyone you’re good enough just the way you are and god has planned out everything for you, there’s literally no need to worry about anything just have discipline, take a break when you need it and don’t give up that’s all ♥️🫂
I've been reading these comments for about an hour while trying to encourage and support others. I hope I managed to at least bring some positivity with my not so good advice. Now I just need to learn to take my own advice
Thanks for sharing this because every word I read made me feel like I was looking at myself in a mirror. But how long can I live taking two steps back for every one step forward, only god can tell.
It really does, yes. It helps remind me that there is always people out there for you, you may just not be looking in the right place, you know? Gives me more hope for humanity ❤
To anyone who reads this, I believe in you. Really, I do! Whatever struggles you may be going through right now, I believe that you'll make it through and come out the other side much stronger and resilient than before. It may not seem like it at first but keeping going no matter what. You got this! 😁
Hey, since your comment had no replies and I want more people who stumble into this comment section to see it, I will vent in a fragmented manner some of my thoughts and feelings I can't share with the people close to me right now
So you see, where I live, there is this thing called "busy season". There are 2 of these a year, one from October to December and another from April to Juin/July. It consists of a period of high pressure for everyone involved with the education sector, including me, pretty much all my friends, siblings and my parents, so everyone is very stressed all the time in these intervalls.
That's why I can't bring myself to burden people close to me- who are already barely keeping up with the weights on their shoulders- with my own problems and negative feelings.
And right now, I so happen to have an overabundance of said problems and negative feelings. The least physically tangible but most emotionally taxing is that the person I am in love with ended up doing something that hurt me immensely and I chose to let them out of my life because of it. And due to that, combined with the fact I can barely breathe due to a weird liquid partially blocking air to my lungs, I found myself in the middle of the night scrolling on my phone for relief from my feelings when I found this video and it's very lovely comment section.
To anyone that finds themselves here at 3am, and thinks "What am I doing? Why am I wasting time?", just remember: You are you, and your life is yours and yours alone. Just because others sleep at a certain time, or do things a certain way, does not mean you are wrong for doing it differently. We are born alone in darkness, and we will return, alone, to darkness someday soon. Be happy living your life as YOU, in your unique way, rather than feeling inadequate because of how others say you SHOULD live. Us humans, we're funny creatures. We forget how short our lives actually are, and treat life as if it will be forever. Becoming anxious over things that will end sooner than we know. If everything is to end within the span of a flash of light (as compared to the length of the universe itself), then why not enjoy every moment that we have, rather than spend that time anxious and in despair? There are no "good" or "bad" events... only our perceptions of them. You are alive, you are breathing, you are joy. That is yours and yours alone, something that no one else can ever experience in the same way.
Thank you bro it is literally 3am for me right now and tbh i struggle to sleep im an insomniac and struggling but i appreciate running into people on the internet who just say things like this
Nothing but prayers and wishes for the best to come, for all of you. I'm prideful to see all of you come together just to experience some peace, to see some humanity. I love yall so bad, please smile knowing that someone out there youve never met, heard, or laid your eyes on still loves you hard even when you can't ❤
whoever's reading this, I want you to know that I'm proud of you. Today was pretty rough but you got though it. Your strongness is beautiful, sometimes when we have these bad days it can feel like the world has stopped, or has become slower. but take a moment now, to breath. close your eyes and reflect on all those hard times you have overcome. You are worthy my friend. :)
Thank you. It’s been rough lately. Felt like I’m a mistake. I keep striking out and I have little to no friends. I keep trying to find a friend group, but I don’t fit in any of them. Most of the time I wish I could just disappear. But I know that I shouldn’t give in to that, so I don’t. I remember the good times, and the good friends I’ve made. May not be a lot, but I cherish them so much.
You've got this, Greg! You'll find your place, and your path. What are you passionate about? That's the direction you should go. Live your life with purpose.
My Mom passed away from stage 4 Cancer in May. It was probably around the time where I found this UA-cam channel and decided to give it a shot... Now I can't sleep without it.. to the guy who mentioned 2 months ago about having stage 4 Cancer; My mother was told she'd have 1 year to live. She battled for 6 years with it. Just because you're given a deadline, doesn't mean you can't push it back. Make every last second count. Fix the wrongs you've had with enemies. It haunts me till this day that I never got to apologise to my Mom. Don't make the same mistakes I did. ❤
Bless your heart and I’m deeply sorry for your loss❤️🙏🏾but remember she is with you!! She may not be here on this earth but listen to me…she’s somewhere where the light continues to shine bright with the memories of you and whoever else that has had an impact in her life replaying. She’s smiling at you right now beautiful so keep a calm mind and a lifted spirit,Im prod of you. 💕
Im sorry for your loss friend. Just remember that in this cruel world, you arent alone. Theres always people who care about you and want to see you at your best. Keep being an amazing person, and dont forget that you are loved ❤️
hey guys thanks all for caring about my brother sadly he actually pasted away 4 days ago i didn't cry or even being sad i was happy to see him again somewhere..... rest in peace Tom❤
Everyone handles grief differently. I too have not cried after a loss and felt guilty about it. Just know the fact you feel guilty shows you care. Grief might just hit late. Good luck and I wish you the best.
It’s okay to not feel sad about it. He’s your brother and you love him. You’ll see him again one day. And loss is always hard, but we all stick together in life, people I mean. So don’t worry man, people, your family, your friends, they will stick by you
Please stop scrolling... just for a moment, and breathe. Remember that someone cares about you. No matter how hard things are...I care, even though I'm a stranger...much love and I'm wishing you well❤
This world is big despite being completely surrounded we often fell like no one is their, if you are willing to try a challenge something that you can do is try to have 100 conversations a month. Even if it is just a simple hello it helps.
If feel you. Sometimes I feel like we're all pieces of a same soul, locked in bodies we can't leave. It's makes it hard to communicate, because we're all separated and only have imperfect tools to do so. We want to be whole again, which is why we hug.
To anyone who reads this, It will get better. Maybe not now, maybe not for a while, but it will happen. Never give up hope, as long as you have hope there will always be a rainbow after the storm. I know it sounds cheesy and fake but I’ve had enough people in my life that have given up, whether emotionally or physically. I’ve almost given up myself. It’s hard to get out of it believe me I know, but it is worth it. You might not feel like it but there are people who care about you and want to see you succeed. And you deserve to succeed. Fight for what you want in life, if you don’t know what you want yet then try as much as you can so you can figure it out. Please keep fighting, if not for yourself then for the ones around you and if not for them, then for the you that you used to be. Think of how younger you would treat you and treat yourself the same way.
Lost someone who was very close to me today. My great grandmother who always stood by me in my lowest points. She will never get to see me at my best in the flesh. I’m gonna miss her in this life, but I can’t wait to tell her all that I accomplished.
I’m living in the halfway house, the view makes me feel alive, I love this city and hopefully I will get my living space in the next few years. Love you, god bless. Amen.
I first visited this video before my surgery. The procedure was very intense, similar to open heart surgery. I ended up with a collasped lung and so much pain an epidural hardly helped. Two months later and the pain has only subsided, not left. I'm thinking of a guy who was the only person I've felt that kind of genuine love for, who I kissed for the last time one year before that surgery, not knowing it would be the last time I ever saw him. That relationship was the best, most traumatizing thing to happen to me. Now I feel broken in both body and spirit, but I'm not giving up. I've tried to take my own life twice before, but not again. I'm not finished yet. Neither are you. So we're in this together. ❤ April
Hope it's get better for you. I can't feel your pain like you felt it, but you have all of my support. Please don't give up, they are still people caring about you. We are in this together. You can do it ❤
Fight. Kick. Scream. Anything. You're winning. So don't let the pain get the upper hand. Beat the sadness back, and recover. Then go find someone who makes your heart feel like it'll explode all over again. I don't know you, yet I just feel like I believe in you. Crazy isn't it? I wish you luck
I’m 18 coming to terms with the fact that I’m finally growing up. I’ve been struggling a lot with fitting in during my time here, and recently I’ve felt horribly alone. It warms my heart to see people coming together in the comments section of this video to share their own struggles and tidbits from their lives. I wish the best for all of you, we’re all beautiful souls on this planet. I hope each and every one of us finds meaning and loves our lives. Take care everybody :)
I relate to this a lot. It's scary to realize you're growing up and even more so when you feel as though you don't have a place or group to fit in with. I try my best to be optimistic and approachable, but new/old friends put a wall up like they're sectioning me off. This keeps me up at night and the most I can do is watch videos or listen to music to help cope with my insomnia. That was a bit of a rant with a rough end, but I just wanted to say that we're all in this together.
Don't be scared. You'll eventually fit in no matter how different you are. People tend to confuse acting like a idea rather than something constant. Be you. -soon to be 19 year old
Hey! I know that pain well. Its like dying in a way, a death through continued life. I'm 21, and I still hardly understand myself or the world. But what I did thankfully learn is that this generation has a special responsibility to share We must learn to love each other, the world is full of so much hate. And its disgusting- Embrace the spite you feel and choose to love instead of hate where you can. Just put out a bit more love than you see around you A bit more kindness than you get And slowly but surely the whole of humanity will get better. I hope you have a wonderful life! Know it will be full of struggles. But the beauty that you will find in unexpected places is what makes life worth living. Those few moments you see the blue sky in all its glory makes the battle worth continuing. I want to just leave you with this sentiment: "Be the change you want to see in the world" Have a wonderful day/night, and goodluck!
I may not have much to share as a 15 year old but being abused / neglected as a child (I’m living better now), I find it really calming to come here and see how nice the comments can be, especially since we’re in a time where kindness is very absent among people.
Thank everyone
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Nice video❤
Every night, this is the tool I've used to overcome my insomnia. Thank you ❤
I do want to ask: Do you happen to have uploaded the track that starts at 24:00? The tune is mesmerizing, the ambiance is astonishingly beautiful, and it helps me clear my mind. I wish to hear more. Please.
Are there mid roll ads
Is there an arg or some shit? Do u need help?
God bless you ❤✝️🙏
For the guy with 4 stage cancer, I'll pray for you and your family.
I hope you get better
I bet he he's in another life already, may his soul rest in peace 🕊️
oh man i hope u will be fine man
@@TrumpetandSword Read the room
I read another comment that said they passed about 2 months after their comment 😢
that guy xd
I have stage 4 cancer... I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. My chance of survival is low and I'm scared. I'm scared of what will happen to my sister. Scared that one day I won't wake up and I'll never see her beautiful eyes again. I want to fall asleep to never wake up so the pain can end, but I also want to live, to travel, to hug the people I love. Probably no one will read this, but I just needed to get it off my chest. If someone does, please know that I believe in you! I know you can do it! You are stronger than you think! I know the pain is a lot, but give yourself a reason to live every day, even if it's just feeling the rain one more time. You are given a choice, please choose to not give up.
You’re amazing
I hope you are doing okay 🙏
Buddy, hang in there.
Don't you dare give up hope on what's next to come, stay strong and stay resilient!
Stay strong! Stay strong! You’ve got this. I pray, you will get out of this mess. And I can’t promise you will, but don’t be scared. You’re amazing, I don’t know who you are, how old you are, how perfect you are, but you should know that God loves you. He will help you through this mess, this sickness. 🙏❤️
For the guy with stage 4 cancer, uf you're still out there just know I'm praying for you ❤. Thank you. I know your family is proud of you whether you made it or not
I love how the comments here connect to each other
@@Kittiiiiiii fr
His comment got me tears 😭
I pray for him/her
@@Karan186-uSame here
The most beautiful side of the Internet. To the guy with stage 4 cancer, I pray that you're doing well and is living a healthy life with your loved ones, if not I pray you're in a better place now and your family is doing well, and thank you so much for giving so many people hope and for shining a bright light at this side of the Internet
❤
To the stage IV cancer guy. Im going to pull myself out of depression and find myself a job tomorrow. Im going to change my life for the better because of you, thank you for your words.
"Even just to feel the rain one more time." I will never see the rain as bad again.
Hey man, how did it go?
@YouAreTrash. How's it going?
@@A_Professional422 since he really didn’t respond, how’s it going with you?
@@dbeme07 I'm alright man, thanks for asking. You?
@@A_Professional422 I’m doing good as well! Good to hear that.
I work in Oncology and Haematology Nursing. I was working a night shift a few months ago and i walked into a patient's room and she was just sat in her chair, looking out the window. No rain, no wind, just barely the light shone through, and onto the street outside. I stood at the door for a moment and she didn't turn around. Her prognosis was poor, and the doctor's had just done imaging that day before to confirm it. They had the conversation with her and her husband of course. So i just stood there for a moment.
After a few seconds i said "what are you up to over there?" As i've found often the least offensive way to broach someone in the recesses of their thoughts is with a very light attempt at humour. She turned to me with her reddened eyes and just held eye contact for a moment, as if she was wondering what to say. She said "i grew up on a farm as a child. I never had the opportunity to look out my window and see all these buildings like i've done this morning. It's nice to watch the world wake up, for once." And so i asked if i could just sit and watch with her. She said yes. And so there we sat, watching the world wake up. We didn't share a word after that initial contact. I left her that morning after saying goodbye, knowing that i would never see her again. I said i was glad that i got the opportunity to meet her, and that i was a better man for her presence in my life. I drove home in silence, as if also in reverence for a life not over yet. Pulled into my driveway, got out and had a shower. Waited for my wife to leave the house and sobbed into my pillow.
I often still think of her, and she reminds me to enjoy my life, as challenging as it may be sometimes. As short a time as i knew her, i miss her. I'm writing this after reading the comments for 10 minutes knowing that she is surely dead at this point. I suppose my message is to cherish people while you have them. You never know how long.
I love your comment. You are a good man for giving her some company. Many are too afraid to ask someone if they need some company. But i tell you it helps.
You are brave and nice for doing it~
Thank you for sharing this, bud. I hope you're ok.
❤God bless you 🎉 thank you
You seem like a wonderful man. I hope your life is happy and blessed with wonderful days.
Also, may the woman in your story rest in peace.
❤
Hallmark movie interaction. You're a good man
This comment section seems so cozy and sad at the same time. I wish you all the best.
Skibidi
Cant sleep family and I won't get along.. night all. 😢
John 3:16 🕊(New King James Version)
16 "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life." ✝️
@@Skiddytoednah nah, you got a point Sal.
@@Skiddytoedsame bro 😢
to the stage 4 cancer person, and to all of you here: i'm tearing up just typing this but whatever you are going through, it WILL get better at some point. i know i could have it a lot worse but we all have our own battles right? i believe in all of you. i'm spending today (christmas) alone for various reasons but for whatever holidays you all celebrate, i'm here for you
im happiest at night when nothing but me is awake. its silent.
You aren't alone. That is for sure. 👽❤️
Exact thoughts, bud.
@@F21_332 now thats just scary being in a house at like 2am with everyone but you alseep 💀💀
real
yeah! is claming too!
This feels like a secret checkpoint you reach only if you’ve procrastinated your sleep and now it’s 3am. Good on the devs for considering this portion of players.
i saw this at 3:33
It's 9:30 am. I'm really messed up. I have to work in 4 hours. Why am I like this?
What's wrong with me?
@@Mooshkajoenothing’s wrong with you. Sleep schedules are just kinda weird sometimes. Like when I try to wake up on time for school by going to sleep early, but then I just end up not sleeping. Kinda sad but it is what it is. There’s always tomorrow where you can try again
@@J1407b-butdifferent
Thanks, bud.
it's true. I clicked on this at 5:30am. didn't even really see the title before I started, but it was quite the punch to the gut. I've preferred being up at night since I was a preteen. it's the time I've always felt most comfortable and I can really let go as myself
For the guy with stage 4 cancer. I'm sorry. Thank you for still encouraging us when you were struggling. Although you might never read or see this, or you never could. I love you. Keep fighting everyone.
I read comment after I blubbered for 30 minutes... his brother said he passed 4 days ago. That was 2 months ago. OP posted 2 months ago. I hope he was able to feel this love and support.
@@Bea-Nuh-Luh Ohh man, My heart just sank when reading Your update. Hope he moved along in peace and isn't scared anymore...Seemed such a lovely person. Life is such a strange thing we all do. Much love to You and Yours. To better days ahead. 😌
Hope you get to go peacefully when you want and escape any pain.
3 billion people don't even want to be here and they're doing war
At the end of the world in a hot dry aired environment they're would be opium poppies everyone would eat when they're was no food. Why make people go to war when maybe 3,000,000,000 people are waiting to leave instead. Keep your legs on your boys and you'll have enough food on the planet
Best of luck to you all
Grass needs to go through a chewer to tear it up before it gets sprayed with water and put in coolers for cows.
Also Grass could be made humanely digestible with unpasteurized cow protein, and cow enzymes, maybe needs lemon and cane sugar then fermented and pasteurized and lawns we mow 16x a year can feed the world in a soup salad, or grass smoothies. Grass have everything you need for a cow to make a calf that becomes a bull. : )
You mow the entire world and throw away the grass, you need mow human and cow food, but you already do, the world's biggest crop
: )
Might have to blend it with milk before it freezes slowly for more cell rupture and makes crystals maybe
@@Bea-Nuh-Luh rip😭😭😞
@@Bea-Nuh-Luh I am so sorry to hear that. I saw that comment and teared up from it. I hoped that he would get better but, now i know he is not with us anymore. 🙁
Wait. WAIT!
Not only did we find a safe heaven of good people. But we are also the awake people of 3 AM.
THIS IS A REVELATION!
LET US ENJOY THIS GLORIOUS MOMENT TOGETHER!
I’m not down and certainly hope mine and many other comments keep everyone else UP!
Exactly how I was thinking. Thank you for this comment
To stage4 guy I used to have burketts lymphoma in my spine 6yrs ago after chemo and a long operation I've been cancer free for 6yrs hang in there my friend miracles happen
Insomnia
So this is where all the good people go on the internet! Lots of love here. Amazing to see. Take care everyone!
Looks like the channel owner likes to scroll this comment section too, even though this was posted 5 months ago they come back to this one, I wonder why.
Take care as well man, my best wishes to you and everybody from México
It’s an interesting phenomenon
Hi it's no me
It feels so strange how everyone in a UA-cam comment section is peaceful and actually accepting here. There's still hope in humanity, and it's proven. *To whoever reading this, you are loved. You matter. You aren't ugly, you're beautiful in your own very special way. If you're going through a tough time right now, it'll eventually get better no matter what. If... One of your loved ones is no longer here, then that just means they're in a better place... They're watching your journey from the skies as you progress throughout your life. Everything will get better, trust me. Thank you to whoever was reading this, and remember, you're loved, you matter. Have a good day/night/afternoon.❤️*
*(i genuinely cried while typing this out)*
This reminds me of that check point video as
how would you know though
Am I, as an extinct species, also beautiful?
@@AnomalocarisIsStillHere Yes, you are. :)
@@ShadowKing-error404 yippee
I was trying to listen to some music not speedrun depression. Don't give up, everyone. Sending you love
Came here to vibe, left after trying to encourage people
@@ILove20PieceNuggets I came cuz it is literally me rn, not leaving til daybreak
Love received❤
Thank you for that laugh i needed a bit of dark humor!
Thank you for the moment of levity. Love you bud.
I never comment on YT. But you made me do it. I want to be a part of your story. It's not that late in France, but sleeping is always difficult and, this place, this check-point makes me feel less alone, less scared. Thank you all for building this little castle of love. Come back here when you're lost
I never comment too and I'm French. The author of this comment and you all, I hope you'll find people, friends, a lover, who will cure your loneliness. This comment section making you emotional is the proof that you're a good person and you deserve the better ❤ Maybe try to get out of your comfort zone and met people thanks to your hobbies... I know it's not easy and ask more than a "petit coup de pied au derrière" but you can do it.
@@mokakohi6107we all have to love each other, more than we have in the recent past
That's what i was just doing man, this place always helps because of people like you. Those who choose to comment, for the ones that can't
For the guy with Stage 4 cancer made me feel more hopeful, I wish him my well and hope he's in better place now.
I don't have much purpose in my life, but I wait for the right time and until then, I'm there to support any of the vulnerable moments. it makes me happy to see people who isn't scared of expressing themselves here.
Thank you all for being brave.
You can reply to comments so they get a noti
You've survived 100% of your bad days. You're doing great.
I love you.
But what if one day, I don't survive? What then?
@@simp_personEventually everyone comes to that day, it's about celebrating when you can and what you can. But when we all reach that day, think back to all you've done, think about how many days you survived against the only one you couldn't, that's so many days compared to just the one. But until then, cherish the days you do survive, and strive for more.
It's called survivorship bias.
you dont have to lie
Thank you ❤
Hey, today was no cake walk. You did good.
Thank you man
Thank you. I hope you know that you're doing great
But I just didn’t do anything today
Please know, that goes both ways kind stranger. You did good too.
I am writing this ten minutes to one in the morning. Today I asked out my crush. It is the last day of school. I currently cannot sleep, and have not slept at all.
...
I think she likes me back.
For the person with stage 4 cancer I want to tell u this
Life is a maze your stuck in and can't find the exit but
We learn that sharing moments and happiness to others
Will make u find true peace if your out there be careful
I really found it lovely how people reacted to your message😢
This place feels like a checkpoint.
Stay strong. You are loved, you are important. Keep your head up.
I am loved? I doubt it. Liked, at most. The only person who I assume loved me (she never once told me she did) died years ago. My sisters sure don't love me.
I am important? I mean, yeah, I guess on an objective level that is true. I have a job, I pay taxes, I consume so my money benefits other people. Other than that, I doubt people would care for more than a month if I disappeared.
You too brother.
@@lyndislegion287 If any of us disappear eventually no one will care. But while we are here we can make a positive impact in people's lives. Eventually you will find certain people have come to love you, and maybe you love them. Happiness will sneak up on you. Just don't give up, and don't despair. You are more important than you know, because there is more to your story.
Aaaand this is might sound really lame but it's the truth so screw it- if I found out you disappeared or died I would genuinely care. I know I don't know you on a personal level but I care about you as my fellow human. I hope you are doing okay. We are basically one big distant family after all. :)
Be well lyndislegion.
I hope you're ok.
@@lyndislegion287 Some random user loves you.
Well two if you read in on Michael_MW
I'd say "you're not alone, BELIEVE in yourself" but og, that's probably the most basic line you'll ever hear and only take at surface-level. I'm not the best conveying emotion but I know how solitary and isolating it feels when someone doesn't have anyone to "go to" or rely on emotionally nor on a relationship level after losing the most trusted, idolized, and loved for person in your life. I mean maybe there's friends, associates, or co-workers around but could anyone really tell anyone else how they felt without putting their emotional wellbeing in jeopardy? Or at the very least, having the false hope someone cares until realizing shortly thereafter they don't? Loss is common, to me at least, yet every time it feels like an alien concept to me. Might be ranting here, it's late. [2:59 EST]
I'll remember you. Maybe not personally and I'll never know your name but I will remember the feeling felt reading and typing (source: trust me bro) but in all honesty, I never forget a way someone makes me feel.
Why else do you think people cherish memories so much
Anyhow, this has been some random user having a semi-deep moment on an already depressing comment section. Have a good 24-hour session pal! Reach out to someone if you feel the need, even if it is a fellow internet stranger.
My cat died last night. He was a good cat. 11 years old. I remember cuddling with him in cold, rainy nights. It hurts, but i know he's waiting in the world beyond. He's had a good, spoiled life. I miss you, kinder, my baby boy ❤
That’s awful:( I’m sorry
now i think about it. im dreading the day my little one passes, 17 years old recently, i hear your sadness and hope you find sollace in you memories of him, stay strong mate.
I've been there too. Bradley was my first cat, and we shared a birthday. He was my first best friend and the sweetest cat I've ever met. He died eleven years ago, a couple weeks after our 14th birthday. He was living with a friend of my uncle's but he never let me visit him.
I never got to say goodbye. I just hope that one day I'll see him again on the other side.
They are going on now but u can use the time to build your sw😢 memory 😅❤🎉 I know it seems like a loss lowest places but I can promise you you will see them again I like you think better just remember to enjoy it more next time and anything that you can remember em make new memories with them happy your own mind and your own kingdom and forgive yourself I can promise you I the love that they had for you will always
Hugs to you from an internet stranger. I know what you’re going through and I know nothing will help but time. Hold on tight to your memories of your sweet baby.
I've never felt more connected to humanity through a YT comment section.
It's nice.
It is. Though I found a lot it bittersweet. I wish I could help each and every person here who's going through things. But my options are limited. I hope I can make positive changes in ppls' lives here. Love you friend.
Truely, I was just chilling when I saw this
@@Sketchguy1248 Thank you for this. I also hope that I can be that catalyst for positive changes in the lives of others (one day). For me this past year or so, it has been amazing people like yourself who have guided me through so many obstacles, helped make and nurture positive changes in my life, and now I'm lucky enough to have a second shot at this game of life. For that, I am so grateful.
One day, I hope I can be that same person for others. I know I have a lot of work to do, but I also know it's possible for me to get there. Let's just say it's a work in progress at this point in time lol.
Thanks again.
It always will be in the end we all just have to appreciate what we have now life can be beautiful and it is but the people in it are the ugly part and while many things go wrong you have to push on and see the greatest parts of life
@@Sketchguy1248 Samee
I'm proud of you, if youre alive reading this today im proud of you, you've made it this far so please continue to make it, I love you and there will never be another you
Thank u so much been dealing ending me and depression alot this made me cry so much I needed to hear those words 😢❤
@btsgirl734
I'm proud of you, please know that youre worth everything good in your life and that you are here for a reason, you matter and im so glad you're here today
Been reading comments for the past 30 minutes, most time I’ve ever spent on a comment section. I’ve found people I actually relate to and it’s crazy because this is probably the first time ever, as I was homeschooled and don’t have friends,
whoever you are reading this and going to share, I just want to say thank you, thanks for making me realize I’m not the only one in mental pain and stuck.
I was as well homeschooled my last couple years of school and well didn't haven't many friends to begin with I know how you feel
love you stranger I wish you the best out in this large beautiful difficult world..❤
My love to all of you, dear strangers. 💜💜💜
God bless you, ❤
The only outside contanct with peolpe as a kid was going to School for me
For reals
The comment section is actually better than 90% of the motivational videos out there in the Internet
That's sure, these late night checkpoint are safe haven of the internet
I love all of you ❤
thats so true :)
❤Yall don't deserve a bad life, live in the moment, because THIS is the moment❤
For those people reading the comments, hope your days gets better homie. Call a loved one and just say hello, they've been missing you.
You deserve some hugs, thanks.
❤😭
Nobody misses me
@@TylerArmyLeader I miss you
No he doesn’t. The last thing he said to me he sees me as a friend but hasn’t messaged me in almost two months. What does that suppose to mean? What am I supposed to interpret by that?
Ive been going through a tough time recently, and have started self harming. I am currently 23 hours sober after listening to this. I hope you all know thst you are doung so well even just being here, and im glad youre all here.
You doing ok, little lady? Hope all is well...
I can relate, as I have all begun to self-harm in this tough chapter of life even though I never thought I would. The feeling of needing to do it never really leaves, but I’m 4 days and-a-bit sober. I’m too afraid to open up to anyone in my life, hence why I’m opening up here. It feels peaceful and comfortable and your words especially have impacted me, as I know I am not alone through this. I hope you and everyone else that might or might not read this is doing well. We can get through this. You CAN get through this. As the guy with the stage 4 cancer said, “give yourself a reason to live every day, even if it’s just feeling the rain one more time.” And that is now what I will live by. I love you, you’re doing so well! I’m very proud of you! Congratulate yourself for the small things in life, you deserve it. ❤
I'm so proud of you doing this and you can do it, little love. Come back here when you feel low and we'll be here again, in between the time that passes and the world's themselves.
Just know that there are many other human beings here including me that can comfort and relate with you :) you're our fellow hooman and we'll always love you for that ❤
God bless you all 🩷 try not to hurt yourself, or at least please disinfect the wounds. We don't want any infections, now do we? 😁
I stumbled over this and for some reason started reading the comments. It made my heart happy. I am 70 years old. My 2 sons have died and I am in poor heath. Please remember this…God is good and your life will fly by and before you know it you will be look back and wish you had done things differently. You young people…you still have a chance to make good choices and enjoy your days instead of dreading them. There are so many comments, that this will probably never get read by anyone, but I am praying for all of you!
Everyone has their regrets. Reading your comment isn't one of mine. I hope you can find some happiness in the memories you hold of your children.
You can have regrets but not live regretfully. Life is about the teachable moments. Learning what really matters instead of worshipping material items. I've never seen an ocean or sky that I didn't appreciate. Life is a pace and not a sprint. Learning to be the best version of you. Your best version benefits your loved ones so much more than you realize. So to be cliche, with age comes wisdom.
Sorry for your lost and hope you spend the rest of your life in peace
You still got time left and when reading this I seen the replies; everything in life that comes and goes is a new thing we come into contact with in life it’s something that we cannot stop but it’s something we can look upon and get a better understanding of how beautiful life can be for the rest of humankind so don’t regret nothing just be mindful and love yourself for who you are. god bless you; Jesus loves you🙏💙💜
I appreciate your words and wisdom in them. I will do my best and keep these thoughts with me best I can. :)
Goodnight, good luck and thank you. 😊
I knew a girl growing up. She had no other friends but me. I bullied her sometimes but he always stuck by me. She always hung around me. She was a true and honest friend.
On our last day of school, she was crying and said she was afraid she'd never see me again. I told her that wasn't true and said that id always be her friend. I drew a little flower on her Jansport zip-up binder and she gave me a hug that felt like it had more love in it than I had ever had in my life.
I never saw her again.
Its those memories that are buried under years of trauma and hidden behind feelings on insecurity that keep me up on late night like this.
That I'll never have moments like that again, but it brings me peace that the years of pain haven't dulled my heart yet.
I miss her. A lot.
I hope she's okay.
Trust me she misses you and really wants to see you again and I’ll bet one day you’ll see her again and I had the same experience I had a beautiful friend but she got a boyfriend and after that for about 10 years sense kindergarten she never spoke to me in person only on text messages and even then it mostly was just “hi how are you” and “I’m ok” and she never says anything else after one day she had a falling out with him and came to my house in that climb through the window style entrance and we started talking about what happened and she broke up with him because he was very controlling and he was the reason we never spoke because he didn’t like how I looked because apparently to him I was the better looking man and I was a very big person (I have always been a big person in size and weight) and he just didn’t like how I used to hang out with her and when he became her boyfriend he just became so mean to her and forced her to like him or he would beat me up beyond recognition (I was her best and only friend at that time) and I told her that she can stay with me and my parents for a bit (her parents left her with a babysitter because of work) and tell her babysitter that she going to be staying at a friends for the night and that stay home from school because I was going to handle it so me and my GF at the time who’s now my ex but on good terms kinda came up with an idea (we were both juniors then) she would lead him to the back of the school with the promise of a “good time” and him being the person that he was took it up and when he got there I just let him have it and I just saw red I couldn’t hold back and I got in trouble but not serious trouble and eventually my friend broke up with him and after my senior year I broke up with my girlfriend for personal reasons I don’t want to say and my friend comforted me through out the tough times and in the early months of college and eventually I started having feelings and when I figured out she also had feelings for me sense the break up we just sticked together and just clicked she’s basically like me but a girl and when she started dating my god I was the happiest man on earth and we did the thing together and now are expecting but then I got a knee injury and now the world is just slowed down and I just want to be back in the days where I was happy and not laying down depressed I wish you the best on finding her and I hope you can be happy like I once was as for what I look like in my edits I just use old photos of myself now I don’t look much different just older and more scares and not as cheerful I hope you wake up and feel amazing cause I know I’m not
@@Themaskededitor4 Thats a great story and i hope you get better with your knee injury so you can enjoy your time with them even more (im not saying that you dont enjoy your time with them but you get what i mean)
@@manishouldstop4263 thank you really it means a lot
Y’all over here making me cry and shit lol y’all both seem to have beautiful souls and I wish y’all nothing but the best in your future endeavors
@@noahhoover7518 thank you and you too I hope you will enjoy your day/night
You are not ugly
You are caring
You are loved
you are not alone
You are inspiring
You are pretty
You are nice
Loved ones that have passed are still here in your heart
🙂
You probably won’t see this tho
i saw it. thank u
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you❤
Im none of these things sorry to point that out
To the person reading this: You're a bright and shining star! I believe in you and everything you do 🌟
Aweee❤
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I miss my mom. She's not passed. But sometimes i think about how she won't be around forever and i get a deep feeling of guilt that I don't live with her. I know that's part of growing up but i genuinely cannot imagine a world without my mother. I'm so terrified of her going before i can say goodbye.
Edit: thank you for all the kind comments. I'm planning on calling her when I wake up tomorrow! I hope I can get to see her soon. Thank you all for being so supportive and relating with your own stories
Go well darling. Feeling like this is all part of the process. You have a kind heart. Blessed be. 💕
thats why you say everything before the day it does happen, death is a common thing, everyone experiences it, just in diffrent ways. People usally take advantage of what they have so they never get over it when its gone, What i want you to do is say everything to your mom, it doesn't matter if its worth talking to her about or not. you only live once, then your life on earth is over, So say everything, tell her everything.
Omg I feel u 😢 this is exactly why I moved back to my country after living in Europe for 10yrs...I felt like I needed to spend more time with my parents before they got too old 😞❤️ luckily I got admitted to my 1st choice school which at the same time is located in the same city my parents live, and now I'm back home with my parents 🥰🥰
Damn i got this feeling too. Like how I am supposed to live without her? What about house? What about Bills? She always cook something for dinner for us. How to live without this one person that love you no metter what you do?
I know what you mean, I wish I could see my Mother one more time and tell her how much she meant to me she passed in 1993 at the age of 69..
this comment section is the first place where i see so much humanity, there is still hope
you deserve the universe and peace
It's only fake humanity. People say nice things because that's what they feel they have to do. People forcing themselves to belong to a community, however positive, is still just as sad as the reason they came here in the first place.
@@KieranHunter haha humans are interesting
@@The_trash_content and stupid, but that's what makes us interesting
Its pretty common in sleepy playlists
This comment section is lame as hell.
I lost my dad eight months ago. Six days ago I turned 27 and I miss him so much.
He'd always sing and make a racket with all his tools when coming from work. I've always preferred silence but since he's not around I've been dreading it. I just miss his smell and his laugh so much and how he would complain about everything and tell me to help him in the kitchen again...
I miss you dad. I love you.
I'm so sorry for your lose, i lost my father in May 2022, and in my experience, the silence is sometimes there just so you have space to remember the noise, if that makes sense
Love ya, man. Life is never fair. We all lose loved ones before their time and some after. It's never easy to let go. You got this.
I'm sorry for your loss, I know how you feel though, my dad is on his way out. He's pretty much accepted he's gonna die soon, it's heartbreaking to watch it wither away a once great man.
I just turned 27 this past January, and I don't know if this would help, but... I've lost a lotta people in my life (genetic cancer that specifically strikes early), and one of the best ways I've found to cope, is to celebrate and carry on the things you miss about them. If you miss the sound of a racket in the garage and singing, maybe go teach yourself to build a shelf while you rock out to your favorite jams (or whatever his tools were for and his music was, idk lol I'm working with what I got)
My uncle used to stay up all night playing video games in the other room (he was like a big brother to me), so I put on Game Grumps to kinda simulate that. And my grandpa (basically my dad cuz my dad took off early), well he would always have a pet bird and would always feed the squirrels, so we put up owl decorations everywhere and put up bird feeders and keep a bag of peanuts handy for the squirrels. And whenever we see a Robin (his name), we like to think it's him checkin' in on us. That kinda stuff. My mom's currently stage 4 (terminal) as well. Her big thing was always taking photos and making photo albums for people so that's gonna be the tradition I carry on from her--hopefully not too soon yet tho :')
I don't know. Food for thought. Hope you can sleep better soon. And don't forget to let yourself cry, it's really good for your brain (at least up to a point). And hug the people you have left and let them help you if they say they want to--respect that they mean it. All that jazz
Ah hell man, I'm sorry. I remember when I lost my old man, it's been 6 years now, he was a painter, so whenever I smell a freshly painted room or house I feel sad, but it will get better you'll move on and it won't hurt so bad
To the stage 4 cancer guy, you probably wont see this and never will, but thank you, i realized every detail in life is important even if you have to experience certain things every day until you cant experience it anymore, makes me feel wholesome and accepting of myself for a very long time after being trapped in my depression and my negative side. I notice things now because of you, and one day we all wont be able to see the world as beautiful and unpredictable as it is. Fly high, we love you.. ❤❤
I just fed my four month old baby since my wife has postpartum depression i take the baby at night so she can get some sleep. Its about 3.30 and i havent slept one bit since i went to bed. Everything is so quite, all i hear is my babys soft breathing. It feels like me and him are, at these moments, all alone in the universe. I think back to when me and my little brother would stay up all night trying to spot UFOs in the vast northern sky. Even though i love being a dad i miss those simpler days sometimes.
Edit: thank you all for your kind words!
My baby is now 7 month and nowadays he sleeps like a baby so to speak☺️
My wife is still struggling but she has made a lot of progress❤️
This comment is literally so beautiful you sound like a lovely dad and nice husband please have a great night!
@@mugibestwaifuforever thank you for your kind comment! I did have a good night eventually☺️ I hope you did too.
That was the sweetest little back & fourth . .bless you both
This is too wholesome for me I got a wholesomeness overload
I wish I had a baby in my life. They are wonderful. I pray your wife gets help. There are some effective medications available for ppd. Take good care of your child.
Everyone in this comment section deserves peace and love. Reading such real stories reminded me what it is to feel and be human.
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Hope the same for you and your loved ones ❤
Believe in one god Allah for when you stand before him know that is the day when you realise what your true purpose in life really was.
Love
I love your pfp
Man, depression sucks, doesn't it? Having friends around me, call, text, chat with me and more, yet I still feel alone, feeling so empty but so full of emotions. Wanting to speak on how i truly feel, but i just cant yet. To those who are dealing with even the slightest bit of depression, we're in this together, we all made it this far. Lets enjoy our quiet "me" time and also enjoy the soothing yet hollow track.
Man that “quiet me time” really got to me, most nights I’m up thinking about what’s going to happen in my life and i really just need to take this time for myself and breathe. Everything will be okay
@@simplygunner Honestly, you and me both, but we made it this far, right? I'm sure we got this
Remember that there will be light again. It may not be permanent, and it may not be immediate. Hell, it might not even be soon, but the light will shine on you again.
I've felt hopelessness and despair, and that's what I wished people would've told me.
Oh tell me something I don't know xD at this point Im just gonna have to embrace it but hey, its nice to know people feel the same :)
Talking from the perspective of the friends that "chat call text" you mentioned. It's kinda heartbreaking, watching someone spiral down into a well of sadness. Wish we could make it stop any more than you can. Seeing therapy and medicine fail the way it did killed me. I'm not friends with that person anymore, hope he's doing alright. :)
My mother was abused almost her entire life by her parents, and then later her husband. Although she currently seems better, I know she is constantly fighting her emotions regarding her past. Whenever I think about this, it always brings me to tears knowing that when she passes in the future, all in all, she didn't have the life she deserved. She is kind, strong, and always knows what to do when I'm down. To anyone dealing with a loss, I pray that you get through it, and know that whatever you put your mind to, you can always do. You are strong and can get through anything when you push yourself to succeed.
I hope you're feeling okay😁
God bless you 🩷
Life is hard right now. It’s 2:56am in the UK, and I’m crying reading all these comments.
You’re all such beautiful souls. Humanity can be so cruel, so it warmed my heart to find such kindness here when I wasn’t expecting it ❤
Exact 4 days later, I am in the same position as you ❤
Cool songs on your profile bro!@@FuNoK83
@@FuNoK83we all are brotha...we all are...
Grow up men, this is nothing over the hardships that are yet to come
@@Lemantra ye, ww2 was nothing
I wish I had friends like you guys growing up.
You still are growing up. We all are.
All of us is still growing up, we still have something to see, feels, and learn
@@drrisen-9442 how do you know if hes 18?
Subscribed man. We here for you
i wish i had friends growing up too, i had fihting parents maybe that close enough lmao
People always say “don’t cry because it’s over. smile because it happened.” But sometimes it’s good to reminisce. To cry a little. To allow yourself time to appreciate what was. To make peace with what is. And then to move on. Move on, but never forget.
SOPHIE told us that It's OK to Cry. Sometimes that's what you need.
Dang......that's deep
Naah look to the future man. Fully and completely, it's the only part of your life you can affect in a meaningful capacity so what's the point of looking towards the past? Live laugh and love (today, not yesterday)
I needed to see this. Thank you.
Saw this and instantly got choked up. I've been grieving the sudden end of my senior year of college four years ago because of COVID. Before it all happened, I was looking forward to my 'last' everything - concerts in various ensembles, club meetings, galas and banquets before beginning grad school. And it all got...ripped away. Fortunately, I got to still partake in some of those activities during grad school, but it wasn't the same. And then when I officially graduated and moved for work, I remember waking up crying from dreams of just ACHING to be back in those ensembles, doing the grind of being stressed in a practice room, or being silly with small groups. The grief is more subtle now, I don't cry for it as much. I still find myself longing for it on the more 'still' days, and...here, crying to reminisce on the 'good ol' days'.
Thank you for this reminder, you're appreciated.
I’ll pray for the guy who has stage 4 cancer, I hope you feel better soon!
He passed a few months ago, unfortunately. His brother updated us somewhere in these comments.
Oh no ... not him😢😞😞.... .... damn cancer, always taking away the most cherished ... my sincere condolences to his family
@@FrostedD2Oh… may he rest in peace ♥️..
His soul is now able to roam around up high. He may have passed, but the cancer will never take away someone's spirit ❤
Today I received a gift from my Veterinarian. Last week my heart broke in half as I said goodbye to my 16 year old goodest girl. Today I received her paw prints and nose print. It was such a bittersweet moment. People can be so kind when you least expect it.
I lost my 2 year old cockatiel on the 11th. She meant the world to me but in the end I couldn’t help her when she was hurting. I hope the 2 years she was with me were good. My condolences to you and your girl.
@@awitchnamedchloe same to you. I understand and hope you can heal soon
Oh my a nose print, that's so special! May u find peace in fond memories of her🤗
Sorry for your loss, I lost my dog when she was only a year old. She was a purebred Labrador we got for free, as a puppy she was small enough to fit in our limited space but once she got too big we only let her in when the temperature got to cold/hot. While she was waiting for us to come back home near the edge of the road some people ran her over and when my dad said she was dead I walked back inside and felt nothing, it only hit me that she was gone when my sister walked in crying. At the very least she has a successor and while he might not be the brightest at least he's alive. His leg got messed up from his leash getting stuck on it, he got ran over, and he lost an eye on one of his trips and didn't come back for a week, but even then he still came back. I know I still haven't fully recovered from her death yet because I have night mares about her, the most recent one was seeing her having a fancy little grave, nothing bad at all yet it made me cry all the same. I hope you and your loved ones can make it through whatever comes your way.
The final boop
I was suicidal and even had a date set for it. I didn't go through with it, maybe I was scared or I didn't even care to do it. Now sometimes I stay up late to think about all the amazing things I would miss if I wasn't around anymore. Everyday you live is a gift. Hang in there. It will be better someday.
I'm glad you're still here
god bless you my friend. may you never lose hope, and i wish you well, no matter what, no matter where.
womp to the wompisest of womps
@user-co5hp7cy3e Being kind is very important. May you get through the struggles you're trying to hide beneath your hard shell. Spread positivity ok.
@@BoyKizzler you are so cool and edgy man. Keep this attitude up. It will get you to the top!
I work in pharmacy, and i had a patient a couple of years back, looked me dead in the eyes, and said, "Hey, remember that every day is a good day. Some are just better." He smiled and put his hand on my shoulder before walking away with his hunched old man walk he always had. Idk if he looked at me and somehow noticed the deep depression and the sheer loniness I've been feeling for ages, but it's a line i think to myself daily. Weirdly, it helps kinda.
Just in case no one's told you today yet, but thank you, all of you. Everything you do, no matter how small, is seen by someone. We appreciate all you've given us. Remember to rest, but also remember to keep going. You've got this. You aren't alone out here.
Thank you❤
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to the stage four cancer guy you are my idol i look up to you even if your not alive your alive in this comment thank you for the motivation love you and i deeply respect you
You did it. Today was a real challenge. Give yourself a pat on the back, take some deep breaths, and know that it will all be okay with some more hard work and willpower. People love you, never forget that.
Oh, and one more thing...
Thank you for not giving up! Stay strong, stranger!
we got this!!!
Most importantly the Lord loves you (here’s a lil teddy bear for comfort) ->🧸
@@gutturalslug2184 Sometimes people are born that are incapable to do anything major or are not meant to do that.. and that is fine.. go about on your own pace and things will get better as time goes by.. forcing yourself to do things or feel guilty about it does nothing for you or anyone else.. take time to heal and take time to rest and you can start picking up where you left off another time.. i am in the same boat.. wish you good luck stranger
WHAT IS BLUD YAPPIN ABOUT
to be honest, i am giving up. My applications to jobs that i need to fund my college are getting turned down left and right. i keep a smile on my face for my mother and brother but every night i stay up till 4 in the morning doing nothing to better my self.
Im losing hope in myself and in humanity. We are killing the planet and each other and for what? Cash gain? I find it more pitiful than i find myself.
I lie to myself daily. "youll work off the weight" "she will actually show up" "Your doing your best" the lies get more complex day after day. it wont stop anymore.
I cried when i read your comment. sorry for dumping this on anyone who reads.
It’s truly amazing how a 12 hour abstract video of a window with ambient music can bring out so much love and compassion from everyone in the comments
I think the title helped… I clicked on it because it felt relatable in the moment. I’m guessing you did, too. I kind of wonder if the reason we’re all talking like this is because we’re all a little sad and are trying to get through our problems, and thus want to help others get through theirs as well. I dunno, though.
@@codytheemeraldminecart3313 Aw that’s a nice take on it
@@codytheemeraldminecart3313i think it's a perfectly valid theory
i don't even know why i clicked on here, i just felt like it, but i don't regret it, and even if i probably won't read every comment as it's quite late and i still need to sleep, i'll still read as much as i can
Two years ago, my best friend took his own life. He was active on Steam the night before, and I saw him online. To this day, I still wonder if I had messaged him, would he still be alive now? There was no way for me to know, but I still blame myself. For anyone out there who feels alone or like the world wouldn't be different without them, please know that life gets better. Please know that no matter what you think, someone will be up at 1 in the morning sobbing their eyes out because they miss you. Do me a favor and keep living. Do it for yourself. Do it for my dear friend Evan. I miss you, buddy. See you some day.
It's not your fault my guy🩷
Do you not blame yourself. You did what you could, and you were not aware of his struggles. You tried your best, and that's all that one asks for you. I just hope your buddy found peace, and I am sorry for your loss.
My name is Evan.. I know I don't believe in reincarnation and stuff like that but what if?
This is the most incredible thing I've ever seen
I gonna say it in French : Ce n’est pas avec des « si » que l’on refait un monde. Garde ton ami dans ton cœur et retrouve le jeu en jeu chaque fois que tu fermes les yeux en repensant à toutes ces soirée à jouer avec lui ! Je te souhaites que tout aille bien et que tu reste fort à te relever . 💪🏻
Pensée à ton ami. Si seulement on pouvais lire dans la tête de nos proches cela serait tellement bien plus simple 💫❤️..
Peace & honor 4 u
It feels..strange, seeing no arguments, no toxic people. I feel like I’ve finally found the people I’ve been looking for. The people I’ve been seeking. I hope that guy with stage 4 cancer lives ❤ he/she is a warrior. I have nothing bad going in my life. Well, nothing that I would use to seek attention for, so I will not mention it. I am proud of you all. Keep going. The fact that you’ve fought to this day shows how powerful you are. You’ve probably gone through so many tough times, but you pushed through it. I don’t think you realized how powerful you are. Keep fighting, and I’m proud of all of you.
I'm at rock bottom trying to get back on my feet instead of letting years of trauma, depression, and isolation ruin me. Whenever I manage to stand on my own two feet again, I'll remember nights like these and the comfort they bring. God bless you all. Better days are ahead, though it might not seem like that at first. o7
I suggest maybe giving the lord a chance? Finding a purpose is impossible without him, and with him you’ll have the hope of heaven; a perfect landscape for us believers.
Hope you succeed o7
Whatever battles you face, you never truely face them alone. You will stand on those feet of yours and you’ll do one better, you get up and walk away from the battles you faced with pride - always remember you are loved, even if that love is hidden somewhere deep inside where only you can find it, but a love for yourself that has kept you here every minute of everyday
Hey, just saying something that helped me specifically. Happy music. Stuff from bands like Surfaces. They always get a smile on my face and some energy for life. If you aren’t feeling it, though, that’s ok.
Also getting outside, if you can help it. The sun feels great when it’s not baking you entirely.
I made it. I was coming off one of the roughest years ever and this summer changed it all.
Behind every cloud is the shining sun. Keep your head high king
@@Ultraysss I actually do go outside to relax- err- try to relax and clear my head, but I do it at night when it's quieter and cooler outside. Gives me the opportunity to stargaze and take my mind away from everything else haha.
Glad to see at least one of us is starting to see some good in life though!
Comment section gave me so much peace I finally stopped fighting myself about going to sleep just because I dread waking up tomorrow. Goodnight everyone! Tomorrow will have new opportunities for little joys.
Likewise, we can all finally get some rest.
Goodnight, fellow friend.
I'm actually tearing up because of these comments, not because of sadness or anything, they're just all so lovely. To anyone reading this, thank you and just know that there is something that you can hope to everyday and that even if somebody doesn't love you as you think they do, there's more reasons to live and love than relationships like that.
onww people making comments to the guy with stage 4 cancer 😭💞💞
this is so beautiful to see, he thought no one would see his comment, now over 60 thousand strangers are paying tribute to him, and I hope he is well, wherever he is! 🙃
I'm Norwegian and I'm told it's one of the best countries in the world to live in. I turned 39 years old today, have two children and a spouse and a steady and good job. I should be happy...but I'm not.
I'm diagnosed with severe PTSD and dissociative identity disorder. Every day is a massive struggle.
I'm afraid and lonely, and I cry a lot alone in the dark some days
But long relaxing videos like these help me go to sleep, relax and keep my mind at a calm state.
Not every pain is visible and loneliness can happen to anyone.
Thank you for uploading this video. It has helped me through a lot more than you can imagine.
happy birthday @sunnfjordingen
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Thank you @@void5239
@@void5239 Thank you
I understand, it's really dificult wen your suffering but you cannot show it, when everybodie think that you are allright but it isn't the case.
I hope that thing get better for us all
Sorry for the misteak I am french
23 åring her som også sliter mye med ensomhet. Ønsker deg alt vel:)
I wish I could go back in time. To the simpler times, where it was only me and my litle brother, sitting in the floor and playing Minecraft. We used to build a city, which we never finished.
He grew up, I grew up. From a little boy who used to invite me to play with him, to an almost teenager, who doesn't invite me to play with him anymore. Since my grandpa died and I grew up, I've been feeling lonely and lost. Life's just not the same anymore.
The worst part of growing up is realizing that life wasn't happier, it was just SIMPLER.
I miss you grandpa.
Sorry for any english mistakes, I'm not a native english speaker.
Hi there! Jesus says to you today: "Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." -Matthew 11:28
May God bless you! 😊
I just wanted to say that I didn’t notice a single mistake in your writing. I actually found it quite beautiful ❤
@@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot I'll look for him. Thank you
@@Disrup7orThank you! That means a lot to me :)
@@Jesus_Christ_loves_you_alot I looked for him, and I am already feeling quite better. Thanks :)
Yknow i hardly ever come to these videos for the music. But the comment sections are always the most wholesome things ever. If you’re here and reading this than here’s what I say.
I know almost everything sucks nowadays. But think of anything good. Not just things good for you but the good you do. Do you work in fast food? Then you make people happy. You work in healthcare? You make people feel not so alone when they are at their lowest. Don’t do things because you have to. Bring purpose to what you do. No matter how small the task someone somewhere is happier because of you. And if you don’t think anyone is happy because of you. Then know I am. Keep going friends,find good and spread it
This comment made me cry. I remember my friend chose to call me when she was crying, when she was feeling at her lowest, she chose to call me. There is always someone in the world that cares about us. Even if they have passed, they never forget.
i'm sure she didn't forgot you and probably think of you like you do. who knows maybe you'll end up seeing her again you never know what might happen in the futur
Elden ring is cool
"Then know I am." thank you dude.. i needed that today. reading that line is the closest ive come to breaking in a long time..
Thanks Kaleb. Take care of you please
This comment section makes me feel alive again, I have trouble believing that I’m real sometimes that causes me to breakdown often but this is the most realist thing I’ve seen that make me feel real. I pray that the person with stage 4 cancer is alive and well and knows that they are loved and supported by family, friends, even strangers. Reality isn’t negative, reality is just a path we take that leads to our outcome. Most people believe that reality is that theirs no hope or possibility but there is, it doesn’t have to be an exaggerated miracle it can just be the smallest thing that can make someone feel alive and welcomed. I believe everyone has a life that is valuable of its own, I hope you do too. Goodnight.
Dear Michael. After primary school, I thought it would get better. It didn’t. And still hasn’t after moving between new schools twice. I remember our business idea we created for our future. Our plans to become rich and famous. I remember playing dungeons and dragons with you and your father helping.
To be honest, I don’t really know what’s going on right now. I feel like im being dragged along in life, and I don’t know whether to feel happy or sad. You’ll never see this, I’m certain, but I miss those days so much. I hold them in the deepest part of my heart, and I never intend to let them go as long as I breath. You will always be my one and true best friend. Our time was cut too short.
Thank you so much Michael, for everything.
He would be honored to have someone cherish those memories like you are. Thoughtful and empathetic. Take that honesty and let it grow your future relationships.
I also lost someone named Michael who loved dungeons and dragons. We met in middle school and I lost him in highschool. Never met his family but I'm sad that they are all gone now. I remember crying in the school library asking people if they knew him or his brother Adam. Never got closure to what happened. I hope you recover. I know it's never easy and you are amazing with how strong you are. If you still plan to do the business idea I wish you the best.
@@pablorocky6064Sad..
gay?
@@dan-ee3we hahahahahaha
I don’t wanna grow up. I just want to be a kid forever. I cling to those old memories and wish I could relive them. The nostalgia is hurting me. I am scared of getting older. I want to go back to simpler times before all this stuff happened. I just wanna be a kid again
Want and will don't coincide for a reason. The faster you stop clinging to the past the faster you can take the reigns of your own life and liiveee ^_^
Do that darling you'll do great. Surely
A lot of us try to cling to those simple times before responsibilities, bills, relationships etc etc, it's only natural. Especially even we remember the idyllic moments from our childhood when we felt truly happy, peaceful and relaxed.
Unfortunately we all have to grow up and the sooner you let go the sooner you can move on and make your life your own. Live it one day at a time, you'll get there eventually, I did, although I still make many mistakes. Keep at it
i understand. i wish i could play gamecube with my brother again. i miss those days
Yeah dude. Every year goes by I realize I’m getting old as shit. My mind is still set in late 2019, yet it’s mid to late 2024. Only thing we can do is accept that those times are over know, and it’s now time to go to a new chapter.
Responsibility sucks, but that doesn't mean you have to go and give up on what makes life fun. It's your life, and you must live it the way you see fit. You are in total control, and I know you can make of yourself whatever you want.
It's 3:00 am right now, and I need to be up early tomorrow morning. I'm tired, and I'll be tired tomorrow. Sometimes I think I'll never be not tired, and it's my own fault. Sometimes, I take a nap and ignore the world for a bit. Sometimes, I can't fall asleep, and stay up wondering.
People grow up, and they change. It's nice to have places like this where people can come and leave a snapshot of where they are in life, so they can come back and see how far they've come. Some people won't come back, and this will be one more thing they leave behind.
(I get far too introspective when I'm tired. If you're reading this, thank you.)
Edit: It’s been 2 weeks since I wrote this, and I just came back to check on it since I was getting some notifications about it. I never expected 900 people to like this. Thank all of you for your kind words in the comments.
It’s only been 2 weeks, and not a lot has changed. But optimism is always something I can at least pretend to have. I’m sure things will get better, and to everyone feeling the same way I am, I’m sure we’ll all get to a better point one day.
Once again, a huge thank you to everyone in the replies. All your words mean a lot and I wish everyone a good night.
sleep well man
Tired people are nice. So honest, no fake emotions... 🫂
Me too :(
Sleep my friend
Bro what
So sweet to see so many different people, from all around the world, all different ages, all at a different point in life, but all gathered around one little video among thousands...
Take a break guys, the world will still go on, you can rest for a while, even for a minute
To anyone reading this:
You are strong, and whatever struggle you're facing, know you're about to make a breakthrough as you're closer to success than you think. A smile is contagious, so never stop smiling while seeing the good in everything. For anyone who has illness, stress, frustration, or being alone, im hear to tell ya you're not alone. You are loved. We as humans are like diamonds. In order to become stronger, we must endure the pressure life throws at us.
Not just endure, but get stronger, thrive in chaos, and antifragile
I would like to see all these "lovers" of mine. Even only one. Humans are mostly as hard as diamonds and like diamonds cut deeply and have many faces. But thanks for the sweet lies.
Its crazy. Sometimes, a comment section like this, is the place full of people you relate to the most. And thats actually nice. To see others do their best. Be strong. Helping others. Right now, at this very moment. Theres nowhere else I rather be, than with all of you. I hope everyone ia doing good. And thank you for enjoying this with me. I really needed the company tonight.
Hope everything works out for u too ❤
I like the company too. Good Bless. Sleep Well. I love y’all.
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I’ve seen more genuine kindness and love between strangers here than ever before, and I kinda don’t want to leave. But comes the morning on the horizon, and it draws a wakefulness back to the forefront of all our minds. Savor this time we’ve got. Goodnight
I don’t think much will read this, but seeing others write down their stuff inspires me.
I have severe anxiety and depression.
It’s hard for me to want to live when I know every day for me is going to be the same. I don’t want to wake up every day to just go through it like always.
I hate my life.
But that doesn’t mean you should.
Find your reason to get up, it could be something big like a pet, or something small like a walk. Find your reason, and then you can get through basically anything.
everything will be okay in the end, if it’s not okay it’s not the end. hope you’re well
It's the same with me and many, many others... I hope this will end and our lives will regain colors.
i hope you find something that helps you, something to break that constant loop from day to day. you are just as special as those you surround yourself with, and i hope you can find some semblance of hope and happiness in the smallest things, exactly what you want for us x
I get it man, I’ve been in the dark abyss a few times in my life so far and it can feel harder the next time it comes, but it is possible to and you feel stronger when you get through it. I hope you do yourself the favor like I did of seeking out a doctor to try medication, it’s helping me some. There’s also ECT and group therapy, but because I’m introverted I think I might reach out to someone about trying ECT for myself. And I like to think that I’m regaining a little control over myself by DOING something.
Lastly, for all those who don’t know depression very well, DOING anything is the complete opposite of where your mind is. You can be completely aware of how you feel and what you’d actually like to do, but instead your brain is depleted of energy to care to act and you feel tired and want to go to bed but also you don’t want to go to bed and be sad and alone. It’s torture, and for complex reasons not fully understood, a lot of humans go through mental suffering like this.
There is hope and beauty in becoming aware that beauty can exist outside of your mind. Try to remember you don’t have to do anything- that anything you do, you do for yourself; and you deserve good.
If we can find a reason to get up everyday, so do you, mate. Try find something to love or I don't know... Try to prove to yourself isn't that bad... Anyways, I wish you all best and take care, man 🤝
These comments sections shows that there is hope in humanity and that no matter how hard life gets, never give up. Keep chasing your dream even if you fall, get up, and try again. to those who go through a tough stage in life. You are not alone. Every single one of you is loved.
These comment sections prove that sincerity is dead and these comments are all copy/pastes of one another to farm likes
It's true. All these comments are copy paste. You see the same comments (or slight variants of it) on all these ambient videos. Including on Lo-Fi videos.
It's just a way to farm easy likes from people who are most likely depressed unfortunately. It's not sincere.
This is making me cry, all the comments here are peaceful souls wandering on in life and it really warms my heart to see that i am not alone to see that people like all of you are experiencing the same troubles... And we will all pass through it, together.
We will by the grace of God, big hug
U good?
@@Br1anwastaken hope him/her be ok
@@EATBnose same
@@Sakura-The-Femboy we are all the same sometimes lonely sometimes scared sometimes broken child looking for comfort and much love and always be kind.
When I was 15, I held my dad in my arms as he passed. It was very sudden since it was a pulmonary embolism. 2 years later, my best friend lost his life climbing a mountain. I was in a very dark place for a long time. Im 24 now and have managed to travel to a few places and meet some amazing people along the way. I've come to realize that I'm now living for both of them. I know that for some of you, it may seem dark and gloomy now, but trust me, things do get better. I am living proof of this. Know that you are loved and you are much stronger than you think. Whatever you are going through, you've got this.
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God bless you bro… have a happy life, don’t take it for granted and I hope you never see something as heartbreaking as what you saw when your dad died 😞
Is it truly living if you are simply around so others won't be sad if you are gone? It's honorable to keep going for the sake of your father and friend, who must have meant a lot to you.
This made me cry I can relate because I'm struggling with this still😢
My health is failing me. My kidneys, my heart... auto immune... thyroid nodules that might be cancer... I'm a mess. I have two children ages 10 and 6... I just want to be in thier lives long term. I lost my father to terrible pancreatic, brain, and lung cancer at age 21 and while I am lucky to have that many years, it was far too soon. I miss him every damn day since Oct of 2006 but I fear joining his soul far too soon. I hope that someone prays for me as I am praying for those in these comments I am reading. The earth has become a hostile place full of hatred... I pray for peace to all our souls and a love that cannot be imagined to envelop us all on this planet. God we need you 🙏🏽
I’m not religious but I believe in god and I will pray for you ❤❤ your time on this planet is so special
I’m sorry for the difficulties that beset you. From all the lost children, lonely hearts and ghosts that inhabit this space, you are loved. Be good, stay safe, be kind.
@4ngel.f1sh while I do believe in God I'm not religious either, I am very spiritual though so I totally get it ❤️ thank you so much darlin!
@Mulejaw ❤️ thank you so very much
I hope you are ok and will heal from this. I am only 13 but i understand how you feel. Get well soon. ❤️
I have never seen a comment section so sad but supportive at the same time; it's either always negative or somewhat positive.
I feel at peace to have come here and to the stage 4 cancer guy I hope wherever you are, you're happy.
Today is my 24th birthday. I have achieved much less than I could have in life all this time. But I do not feel worried. Ahead of me I see a blank canvas, for the first time in many years I feel inspired. I wished to be a better version of me next year this time around. For me and for my loved ones, I must push forward and be successful. Even if I don’t fulfill my dreams, i will be satisfied with helping the people I love fulfill their dreams. I do not feel old, but I do not feel young either. God bless everyone
Im glad that you're deciding to take matters into your own hands. You have many great years ahead, I'm sure of it
@@ILove20PieceNuggets Hopefully so, healthy and happy years for us all
Just make sure you live your life and you enjoy every opportunity that arises. Help those in need of support but do not lose yourself in the proces!
The years ahead of you will be bright and jovial, I know it.💛
Happy belated birthday Mr.ShaoKahn
For the guy with stage four cancer it won't let me comment on your comment so i sincerely pray to the lord you live for your sister mate❤. I lost my grandpa and grandma recently and I thought it was bad till i lost my friend so i just hope you survive man I can't imagine how it is having cancer but reading your comment made me cry so hard 😢😢😢 god will help all who truly pray for his saving i love you mate please be safe❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
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I hope they're doing well. At least wherever they are, hope their sister is doing good too!
I never met my grandpa I miss him
You lost your friend!? I lost my dog and my grandpa it was heartbreaking to see them go💔
@@SSuzukiiI wish I was in good condition I'm always hated
I stumbled across this at 2:37 am and was completely taken off guard by the overwhelmingly encouraging comment section. I find it wild that we all are mutually sharing the same feelings and compassion. I wasn't planning to comment but felt compelled to after reading. I wish everyone here good luck, we're all here to strengthen each other.
For some reason i also stumbled across this video at 2:37, may the universe treat you kindly tomorrow 🤍
I found this at a time but my dumbass doesn't know how to tell the time so I can not tell you when I found this but for anyone who reads this just know that even if life feels like hell just know it will get better as long as you believe in yourself,stay strong
@@Mrkrabs42069good message and all but how can you not tell the time 😭
I came across this video at 1:05am, hope you have a wonderful, happy, and healthy life. We may never interact with each other again, but may the contact our souls have shared in this moment be remembered for many years.
2:37am for me too 👀
To the person who has cancer I hope you get better and that you'll have good life full of love and happiness and you will make it through ❤❤❤❤❤❤
I am going through the worst year of my life so far. Multiple deaths around me, a failed relationship due to all the years of trauma and stress I've neglected. Almost feel like losing touch with my profession which was always a safe haven for me when things got though.
Questioning a lot of stuff at 3 am in a place that is thousands of miles away from my home.
Finding this corner of the internet with all of you lovely people... Makes it feel a bit warmer.
I hope the road ahead is straight and with less trouble for all of us. I hope we get nights where we sleep early and long.
I hope none of you give up.
By the grace of God we won't brother. The burdens on our shoulders may be heavy, but so long as we all have each other, we can shoulder them. I know we can.
This is all part of the process, if we can, don't be discouraged and stay strong
Heh.. Thanks
God is watching us even when we're in the wilderness. You will one day reach your Jericho, the unconquerable mass in your life that seems so much bigger than you. But know and rejoice, my friend. God has set this before you as a stepping stone so you, yes you, may reach your land of milk and honey. Seek the Lord through all of this, my friend. And yes, never give up because victory is already yours. In Jesus, you are more than a conqueror. Amen 🙏.
Bro, it's happening to me too 😭
I've almost got the brain damage, almost committed suicide, got 2 nerve breakdowns in a row, got the biggest depression ever, felt useless not once but 6 times, almost died from car crash 2 times. Even my relationship with my gf almost ended cuz of nerve issues. I don't have a saviour, even i can't defend myself from that pain. I hope my life will turn better, i hope 😭
Dear reader,
Wherever you may be, whoever you are, I wish you all the happiness in the world. Remember that you have the power to change your life. The only limits that exist are the ones you set for yourself. Believe in yourself, and you can accomplish anything you set your mind to. Embrace challenges as opportunities to grow, and never give up on your dreams. The world is full of possibilities, and the only thing standing in your way is you. Stay positive, stay strong, and remember that you are capable of achieving greatness. Keep pushing forward, and never doubt your own abilities.
Love, a girl on the internet
impossible
This made me cry
Thanks.
You all deserve to be loved and cared for. Every single one of you.
And yet I don't have anyone. Nobody wants me, no one needs me.
No friends at all, no special someone. Just cold, tears, darkness and more tears. I am alone, and I am very scared.
@@Yuu_Touko You make yourself believe that. The only person that'll change your outlook on yourself is you. I'm sorry things are going the way they are but nothing's gonna change if you accept how your life is. I promise things will get better if you make an effort to make change. I promise there a people who care, If a random stranger cares that's gotta mean something.
@@Yuu_Touko u have me I know we don't know each other but I'm sure it a good person ^^
Thank u I needed this also same to u
@@Fresh_sans123 of course man, have a good day/night you deserve it
To the guy with stage four cancer stay strong buddy we are all here for you❤
I’m sorry that i have to keep typing this to people, but somewhere in these comments his brother mentioned that he passed a few months ago, not long after his comment. May he rest in peace.
I ran away from an abusive household and wound up living the early years of my adulthood wandering a city I had no context for. I made a lot of friends along the way, and they helped me to realize that my problems run deeper than I can ignore. My father left my narcissistic mother, so I moved in with him. He's no picnic, but I manage much better with him. Today, I'm still working on giving structure to my life, but I'm taking it one step at a time, day by day. I think that some day soon I'll find a more peaceful life than the turbulent one I have now. Blessed be.
you are strong and centered beyond belief. you can complete any given task, and any challenge
Blessed be. From one truly spiritually open as you are. 🙂↕️🖤
Nothing but good vibes. I hope all is well ❤
The path of peace that you walk will show you the value of your hard work. Keep at it, find what you love most and follow it to glory. Let your love and the love from your family guide you. You can do this.
I pray God works in your life and u continue to thrive despite your environment❤ you got this my friend
I lost my mom a month ago. She was always in her happy place sitting on our porch watching the rain hit the blades of grass. The pitter patter in this video has brought me to tears. I miss her so much
Pitter patter.... its the best. She's a grrrl after my own ❤
I'm so sorry for your loss internet friend. I'm 36 and absolutely broken, fully at rock bottom with multiple addictions and severe depression and anxiety through the roof. The only thing keeping me alive on this plane of existence is my mother, who is everything to me. Ive always told her id never ever do anything to myself because I've caused her enough grief as it is but she's in her 70s now....I think about if and when she dies and I honestly can't see myself lasting even an hour when it comes. I'm terrified. I cry my eyes out most nights. I try put a cheery face on for her so not to worry her even more but a mother is only as happy as her saddest child someone once said, so my mam can see through my fake smile and it breaks me. I really really don't want to be here any more but I'm just hanging on for her. I can't imagine how you must feel, I am so so sorry for your loss.....I'm so scared and broken. Love - Liam from England
I'm sorry to hear that
I lost my mom about a year ago. I know the pain of losing someone like that. You’re not alone.
Damn Danny, I'm sorry for your loss, I hope eventually you'll be okay, wish you all the best stranger
Ironically, this made me stay up longer reading the comments and seeing people’s stories.
I’m going into college and I’m terrified. I don’t feel like an adult, I hardly feel like myself most days but every day I try to set small goals; get up out of bed, eat something healthy and at least 2 meals a day, go on a walk around the neighborhood. Some days I can’t manage to move, and some days it’s better than others. I know that I personally have a lot of privileges I’m grateful for, a loving family, friends and financial stability but I feel like it’s me. I don’t know why I can’t take advantage of the opportunities in front of me when so many others with less can. My mother is the strongest person I know, my brother is the funniest and most social person I know, my sister is the hardest working and most committed person I know, my father is the most supportive and actionable person I know. I know I am talented, I know I’m funny, and kind, and beautiful but some days I can’t see it. I just can’t and I know it’s delusional. I’m terrified of failing everyone. I’m terrified of failing myself. Some days I really hate myself.
But some days I really love myself, because I’m still here and I’m still trying.
To anyone who needs to hear it, you don’t have to be as good or better than the people around you, you should try to be the best at being you. It’s okay to fail, it’s okay to take two steps forward and one step back. You’re one step closer than you were before.
Thank you to anyone who read this.
It’s totally normal to feel that way especially in ur teenage years just make sure to hang in there don’t have any negative thoughts about yourself or about anything that effects you, you’re not behind, you’re not disappointing anyone you’re good enough just the way you are and god has planned out everything for you, there’s literally no need to worry about anything just have discipline, take a break when you need it and don’t give up that’s all ♥️🫂
I've been reading these comments for about an hour while trying to encourage and support others. I hope I managed to at least bring some positivity with my not so good advice.
Now I just need to learn to take my own advice
Thanks for sharing this because every word I read made me feel like I was looking at myself in a mirror. But how long can I live taking two steps back for every one step forward, only god can tell.
I felt this on a molecular level 😭 I am going through the exact same thing
Ur not alone we as man women 7yo 20yo feel the same way.thank you
Seeing everyone comfort each other really shows something.
It really does, yes. It helps remind me that there is always people out there for you, you may just not be looking in the right place, you know? Gives me more hope for humanity ❤
i miss my family and my friends. none of them are dead, i just feel like i've lost them.
im rooting for you
don't give up,soldier, you have other ways to recover the things your lost. Just keep figthing.
I'm pretty sure many of them feel the same way. You might need to take the first step however, because most people hesitate to do so.
That's the realest thing I've read in a while... You're not alone in this, just know that. 💜
I relate..
To anyone who reads this, I believe in you.
Really, I do!
Whatever struggles you may be going through right now, I believe that you'll make it through and come out the other side much stronger and resilient than before.
It may not seem like it at first but keeping going no matter what.
You got this! 😁
Hey, since your comment had no replies and I want more people who stumble into this comment section to see it, I will vent in a fragmented manner some of my thoughts and feelings I can't share with the people close to me right now
So you see, where I live, there is this thing called "busy season".
There are 2 of these a year, one from October to December and another from April to Juin/July.
It consists of a period of high pressure for everyone involved with the education sector, including me, pretty much all my friends, siblings and my parents, so everyone is very stressed all the time in these intervalls.
That's why I can't bring myself to burden people close to me- who are already barely keeping up with the weights on their shoulders- with my own problems and negative feelings.
And right now, I so happen to have an overabundance of said problems and negative feelings.
The least physically tangible but most emotionally taxing is that the person I am in love with ended up doing something that hurt me immensely and I chose to let them out of my life because of it.
And due to that, combined with the fact I can barely breathe due to a weird liquid partially blocking air to my lungs, I found myself in the middle of the night scrolling on my phone for relief from my feelings when I found this video and it's very lovely comment section.
Many of those comforted me, and many more motivated me to strive to be the person I want to be most, Op's comment included.
To anyone that finds themselves here at 3am, and thinks "What am I doing? Why am I wasting time?", just remember: You are you, and your life is yours and yours alone. Just because others sleep at a certain time, or do things a certain way, does not mean you are wrong for doing it differently. We are born alone in darkness, and we will return, alone, to darkness someday soon. Be happy living your life as YOU, in your unique way, rather than feeling inadequate because of how others say you SHOULD live. Us humans, we're funny creatures. We forget how short our lives actually are, and treat life as if it will be forever. Becoming anxious over things that will end sooner than we know.
If everything is to end within the span of a flash of light (as compared to the length of the universe itself), then why not enjoy every moment that we have, rather than spend that time anxious and in despair? There are no "good" or "bad" events... only our perceptions of them. You are alive, you are breathing, you are joy. That is yours and yours alone, something that no one else can ever experience in the same way.
Your words are soothing me bro.. thank you , may god bless you and lead you to the right ways always 🙏🏻🤍
This is so beautiful..thank you friend. Wherever you are in your life journey I hope you are happy.
Your commenr made me feel so much better about my situation, you have done a good deed by helping people with your words ❤
Are u a mind reader or smth it's litch 3: 35 am for my bro
Thank you bro it is literally 3am for me right now and tbh i struggle to sleep im an insomniac and struggling but i appreciate running into people on the internet who just say things like this
Nothing but prayers and wishes for the best to come, for all of you. I'm prideful to see all of you come together just to experience some peace, to see some humanity. I love yall so bad, please smile knowing that someone out there youve never met, heard, or laid your eyes on still loves you hard even when you can't ❤
whoever's reading this, I want you to know that I'm proud of you. Today was pretty rough but you got though it. Your strongness is beautiful, sometimes when we have these bad days it can feel like the world has stopped, or has become slower. but take a moment now, to breath. close your eyes and reflect on all those hard times you have overcome. You are worthy my friend. :)
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Thank you. It’s been rough lately. Felt like I’m a mistake. I keep striking out and I have little to no friends. I keep trying to find a friend group, but I don’t fit in any of them. Most of the time I wish I could just disappear. But I know that I shouldn’t give in to that, so I don’t. I remember the good times, and the good friends I’ve made. May not be a lot, but I cherish them so much.
You've got this, Greg! You'll find your place, and your path. What are you passionate about? That's the direction you should go. Live your life with purpose.
Just STOP with the virtue signaling BS. You don't mean any of this crap. You don't care, no one does.
@@Mutiny960 I’m sorry that you feel that way man. But people do care, you just need to look for them
My Mom passed away from stage 4 Cancer in May. It was probably around the time where I found this UA-cam channel and decided to give it a shot... Now I can't sleep without it.. to the guy who mentioned 2 months ago about having stage 4 Cancer; My mother was told she'd have 1 year to live. She battled for 6 years with it. Just because you're given a deadline, doesn't mean you can't push it back. Make every last second count. Fix the wrongs you've had with enemies. It haunts me till this day that I never got to apologise to my Mom. Don't make the same mistakes I did. ❤
Bless your heart and I’m deeply sorry for your loss❤️🙏🏾but remember she is with you!! She may not be here on this earth but listen to me…she’s somewhere where the light continues to shine bright with the memories of you and whoever else that has had an impact in her life replaying. She’s smiling at you right now beautiful so keep a calm mind and a lifted spirit,Im prod of you. 💕
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Im sorry for your loss friend. Just remember that in this cruel world, you arent alone. Theres always people who care about you and want to see you at your best. Keep being an amazing person, and dont forget that you are loved ❤️
Hey..hang in here...things might get better, I don't know you but wish you a prosperous life.
Dang, made me tear up fr. I hope you're doing good.
hey guys thanks all for caring about my brother sadly he actually pasted away 4 days ago i didn't cry or even being sad i was happy to see him again somewhere..... rest in peace Tom❤
Everyone handles grief differently. I too have not cried after a loss and felt guilty about it. Just know the fact you feel guilty shows you care. Grief might just hit late. Good luck and I wish you the best.
It’s okay to not feel sad about it. He’s your brother and you love him. You’ll see him again one day. And loss is always hard, but we all stick together in life, people I mean. So don’t worry man, people, your family, your friends, they will stick by you
He will always be there for You.
My Uncle also passed away 6 days ago. Om shanti(I am Indian)
May God rest his soul in peace! My condolences to you! I am sorry for your loss.
Please stop scrolling... just for a moment, and breathe. Remember that someone cares about you. No matter how hard things are...I care, even though I'm a stranger...much love and I'm wishing you well❤
Thank You for your kind words ❤
i feel so lost. so alone. this is comforting
This world is big despite being completely surrounded we often fell like no one is their, if you are willing to try a challenge something that you can do is try to have 100 conversations a month. Even if it is just a simple hello it helps.
If feel you. Sometimes I feel like we're all pieces of a same soul, locked in bodies we can't leave. It's makes it hard to communicate, because we're all separated and only have imperfect tools to do so. We want to be whole again, which is why we hug.
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We are all one in a way, at least everyone present at the moment.
It's like that for a bunch of us. Peace be with you, my friend.
To anyone who reads this,
It will get better. Maybe not now, maybe not for a while, but it will happen. Never give up hope, as long as you have hope there will always be a rainbow after the storm.
I know it sounds cheesy and fake but I’ve had enough people in my life that have given up, whether emotionally or physically. I’ve almost given up myself. It’s hard to get out of it believe me I know, but it is worth it. You might not feel like it but there are people who care about you and want to see you succeed. And you deserve to succeed. Fight for what you want in life, if you don’t know what you want yet then try as much as you can so you can figure it out. Please keep fighting, if not for yourself then for the ones around you and if not for them, then for the you that you used to be. Think of how younger you would treat you and treat yourself the same way.
i'm glad that ur a fighter, The best is yet to come , be patient , and don't forget , you are strong ❤🥹
Nonsense. It must become worse. People being obsessed with making things "better" is why everything turned to shit.
@@IduhecrcrcfccrvvI like your pfp, it's peaceful.
Thank you. That was beautiful.
@@SyndicateOperative why do u say that ?
Lost someone who was very close to me today. My great grandmother who always stood by me in my lowest points. She will never get to see me at my best in the flesh. I’m gonna miss her in this life, but I can’t wait to tell her all that I accomplished.
Im so sorry for your loss❤
im so sorry for your loss. if you ever need to talk im here.
I'm sorry for your loss ❤️ I'm sure she will see all you accomplish, and she will be so proud. ❤️
I'm so sorry ❤ losing someone you love is not an easy thing to handle.
Sorry for your loss, I hope you recover as smooth as can be possible
I’m living in the halfway house, the view makes me feel alive, I love this city and hopefully I will get my living space in the next few years. Love you, god bless. Amen.
I hope anyone who hears this, regardless of the state thar they are in, finds peace. I will pray for all of you.
Please do. Me and my family REALLY need it
Good fortune to you and your family :)
May the anons be with you :)
I first visited this video before my surgery. The procedure was very intense, similar to open heart surgery. I ended up with a collasped lung and so much pain an epidural hardly helped. Two months later and the pain has only subsided, not left. I'm thinking of a guy who was the only person I've felt that kind of genuine love for, who I kissed for the last time one year before that surgery, not knowing it would be the last time I ever saw him. That relationship was the best, most traumatizing thing to happen to me. Now I feel broken in both body and spirit, but I'm not giving up. I've tried to take my own life twice before, but not again. I'm not finished yet. Neither are you. So we're in this together.
❤ April
Hope it's get better for you. I can't feel your pain like you felt it, but you have all of my support. Please don't give up, they are still people caring about you. We are in this together. You can do it ❤
Take care of yourself, you will be fine! I'm sure of it!
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Keep going, April. The sun will be up for you in the morning.
You’ll do great.
Fight. Kick. Scream. Anything. You're winning. So don't let the pain get the upper hand. Beat the sadness back, and recover. Then go find someone who makes your heart feel like it'll explode all over again. I don't know you, yet I just feel like I believe in you. Crazy isn't it?
I wish you luck
I’m 18 coming to terms with the fact that I’m finally growing up. I’ve been struggling a lot with fitting in during my time here, and recently I’ve felt horribly alone. It warms my heart to see people coming together in the comments section of this video to share their own struggles and tidbits from their lives. I wish the best for all of you, we’re all beautiful souls on this planet. I hope each and every one of us finds meaning and loves our lives. Take care everybody :)
I relate to this a lot. It's scary to realize you're growing up and even more so when you feel as though you don't have a place or group to fit in with. I try my best to be optimistic and approachable, but new/old friends put a wall up like they're sectioning me off. This keeps me up at night and the most I can do is watch videos or listen to music to help cope with my insomnia.
That was a bit of a rant with a rough end, but I just wanted to say that we're all in this together.
Don't be scared. You'll eventually fit in no matter how different you are. People tend to confuse acting like a idea rather than something constant. Be you. -soon to be 19 year old
Hey! I know that pain well.
Its like dying in a way, a death through continued life.
I'm 21, and I still hardly understand myself or the world. But what I did thankfully learn is that this generation has a special responsibility to share
We must learn to love each other, the world is full of so much hate. And its disgusting- Embrace the spite you feel and choose to love instead of hate where you can.
Just put out a bit more love than you see around you
A bit more kindness than you get
And slowly but surely the whole of humanity will get better.
I hope you have a wonderful life! Know it will be full of struggles. But the beauty that you will find in unexpected places is what makes life worth living.
Those few moments you see the blue sky in all its glory makes the battle worth continuing.
I want to just leave you with this sentiment: "Be the change you want to see in the world"
Have a wonderful day/night, and goodluck!
Hey. I'm in the exact same boat, and knowing someone else is going through this helps a lot.
Thanks for sharing./g
I may not have much to share as a 15 year old but being abused / neglected as a child (I’m living better now), I find it really calming to come here and see how nice the comments can be, especially since we’re in a time where kindness is very absent among people.