i mean... that's literally what upbeat means in a musical sense. but i'm being a little shit by focusing on technicalities and i completely agree with you lmao.
the concept of just "rolling" hits me so hard. everyday when i woke up in 8th grade i would just say "one more day" or "just til sunday" it was like torture, but you have to do anything just to not end it all. when miku said "just a little more" i almost started crying. the entire concept of just "rolling" til everything gets better, but it really doesnt instead it gets worse yet you still hope, you just have to keep going. its so bittersweet, and i just want to thank wowaka for this masterpiece. theres no other song thst describes the feeling of just having to keep going for the sake of it better than this song.
i resonate with this so hard... this was my exact thought process too and this song hits so hard because of it. it's kept me going basically since i've started school years ago ;>
I've read the comments, and people keep saying that the beat is happy but the song is depressing. Am I the only one who thinks the sound of the song sounds super melancholy and sad? Like I don't hear this beat being happy at all. It just sounds sad.
As a guy who doesn’t cry often, this song always hits a sensitive spot because I used to listen to it when I was going through heavy stuff. Still thankful to be rolling.
@@flourescentadolescent4515 especially if you think someone's faking them, as if you think they are, that means there's definitely something going on in their head that they need to get help with.
interesting how vague the ending is. ive seen some people say that the person represents rolling girl's depressed state and the end is her giving in to it, and some say that her hugging the person represents rolling girl getting over everything and feeling okay again. i like that when she hugs the person, everything stops. rolling girl stops rolling and everything is calm and quiet
There's a lot of ppl saying the "rolling" here, means the cutting of herself. But I think it might be her continuing on living. Like, she doesn't want to die, she can't see the end clearly yet. Not yet, at least. So she keeps on "rolling" as in, living, or in other words, not dying. It's not time yet. She's hesitant. The boy there is a symbol of her depression. In the end, she finds comfort in this 'friend'. That she has. She was slowly pushed into the end. Thus the ending of the song, it cuts off, she stops 'rolling' and offs herself. She's tired. I'm sorry I'm bad at expressing opinions but this is just sad-
I think the "rolling " signifying her emotions supposed to signify her emotions cause it gets more and more intense the music then just stops as her life since her depression caught up to her
Well....ammm according to some people and also the internet. Rolling means Self-harming...But I would like to think about this song as how you put it...
Rolling girl remaining in her dreams She only wants to stay, it seems All the noise slicing layers in her head Has her screaming away, has her screaming away "No problem", she tells herself today But what she says repeats in the grey, oh Fail again, failing again Fussing over mistakes she thinks would remain But then she starts all over again Just once more, just once more "I will roll again today I know for sure" Oh, that girl said what she said Playing every word and playing to pretend "Are you better now?" "No, I don′t know how" What's the point of living if pain′s never ending Please, just let me stop my breath Right now Rolling girl is taunted by her gaze She can't recall the hue she erased Voice's scream, blending all around her head Blending over again, blending over again "No problem", she breathes another lie The pain and guilt she feels amplifies, oh "You′ll be fine", is what they all say Even when they see me on my way towards my fate They′d watch me roll again Just once more, just once more "Rolling down a hill just like I did before" Oh, that girl said, what she said Repeating every word and hiding every meaning "Are you better now?" "No, I don't know how" Maybe someday you′ll see the progress I'm doing Please, just let me stop my breath Not now Just once more, just once more "I will roll again today I know for sure" Oh, that girl said, what she said Playing every word and playing to pretend "Just once more? No, no more" Take my hand and come with me It will be okay Please, just let me hold your breath for now
Gone too soon. Rolling Girl holds such a special place in so many of our hearts. She will always roll on in your memory wowaka, thank you for everything.
To this day, i still like to think that the ending was Miku finally admitting her depression and accepting help instead of bottling it all up and pretending she's okay and that she can handle everything by herself. At the end the boy helps her realize that she's not alone and that he'll always be there to help her whenever she needs it. I think it's better than the suicide ending considering that when he embraced her she was full of color at the end
hey, i'm tossing my thoughts to the sea of comments :) this song is special to me. i was in a very, very bad spot around 2019-2020, and i was in such a deep depressive state that i was just.. ready to go. i was done. i was into vocaloid then- music was my main source of comfort. and one day, i found rolling girl. it hit hard. my memory is poor now, but i'm sure there were days i cried while blasting it through my earbuds. i always interpreted "mou ikkai" (believe that's how it's pronounced, i dont speak japanese) as "one more time", and i think that was the most important part to me. i took it as "one more day", and that was one of the many things that pushed me through that time. coming back to this song, i'm so glad i'm here. i'm glad i'm here to hear it again and i'm glad i stayed. i kept rolling, and i'm so happy i did. i'm not fully better now- i have my rough days, and my dark moods, but i'm here and that is so important. i want to thank wowaka for making this song. it pushed me through my dark, dark early teenage years and i at least wanted to say thank you. and hey, if there's another kid out there like me- one more time. i promise you the clouds will break. they may break and come back, or only let a small bit of light through, but the sun will shine again one day. i promise. one more time. thank you, wowaka, and thank you to everyone who supported me. let's roll :)
Hey heyy.. wow.. I felt like I just found myself.. For so many times I have told myself one more day, just one more.. And step by step.. I have come a longg wayy but nowadays I feel like I need to start all over again. I need to find myself again. Day by day. Again. I have seen the days I said I am glad I am so glad I kept continuing. I kept continue living. I'm glad I stayed. But now I know I need to start again. And one more time.. One more rolling.. Day by day... I thank you for writing this, your experiences. Im glad to know that there is another person out there like me. It means a lot for me
2:14 I love the little guitar riff(?) at this part. It sounds so hopeless, like something just jumped out of your reach. I think it represents how depressed and far away the Rolling Girl really feels...this part always gives me goosebumps.
Trying my best to explain this: The boy in this video is supposed to represent depression. 1:22 "One more roll. Today too I will roll." Rolling is representing living. "I will live a bit more. I'll keep living today." "is it enough yet?" He's asking if she wants to pass already "Not Yet. Because the end is not visible." She wants to keep living until it's her time. "I will stop your breath... Now." She wants to get rid of him. She wants to get rid of her depression. The boy smiles, he knows she won't be able to do it, he's still there with her. 1:51 She's still there, she's still living. She keeps getting more bandages, it's meaning that she keeps getting hurt by going on. She gets hurt the more she keeps "rolling". "Rolling Girl's shell of her former self. It will not reach the color on the other side." She keeps rolling but she still can't see the colors = she can't find the happiness. 2:21 She's seen running. she running away from him. "Hey, I said whaever happens is fine." She tries telling herself, knowing it's not true causing the boy to catch her. 2:29 When he catches her he wanted to convince her it's time. "One more roll." She insists "You will roll me somehow" She will try to keep on living. 2:41 "Is it enough yet?" "A little more" she keeps insisting "Pretty soon something will probably be visible" She is sure soon she will finally be able to see the colors "I will stop your breath... Now." This time, the boy says it. he pulls her by her throat, she's too powerless to convince him this time. She can be seen crying as he does it, she thought it will be painful and she will regret it. But the boy hugs her, it's then she sees how fast it was and how it caused her to see the colors. "Is it enough yet?" The boy asks again "It's fine" She said, she said it because she finally saw that it will be easier than to keep rolling. "You will probably be tired soon, right?" You will be tired if you don't stop. "I will end your breath... Now." the boy says. The girl then closes her eyes which means she finally agreed, she finally gave up to depression. She's dead now, she stopped rolling. Thank you for listening. I hope you all are doing the best. Keep rollling. You will eventually reach the end and it will stop hurting.
Even if you aren't a vocaloid fan, you have to admit the power of the message of this song. Absolutely beautiful. Anyone who is going through, or has gone through depression knows how scary it is. The rolling I think means going through life trying your best but still getting hurt constantly. You tell yourself to keep trying, but there is another part of you that just wants it to end. It doesn't necessarily mean suicide, it just means giving in. Being alive but not living.
Every day, every hour feels like a roll of the dice. Am I going to feel better? Am I going to want to die again? It feels like an endless loop. Sometimes there's reasons for certain rolls, like forgetting to eat or take medicine, but others are just so unpredictable. I never know what kind of hour I'm going to have. Will I be able to sleep? To eat? Will I ever? Every moment feels like an eternity, and you just have to remind yourself that it's just another roll, that there are plenty more, and that a roll is just a roll. Even though it never feels like "just" a roll. It never feels like just a roll. But somehow, over time, you can almost catch a pace with the bad rolls. I have others help me roll all the time. Without them, I think, not only would I be unable to roll, but the rolling would be meaningless. If I knew that I could finally stop rolling without hurting anyone else, I would. In a heartbeat.
@@mattiebibb6383 i kept rolling for past two years, then it got better and i was fine. But now i have to roll again. I even tried to die but it was unsuccessful. However, i learned that it can't last forever. It's just a chapter of everyone's life. One is shorter one is longer than you could ever imagine but it constantly gets better, trust me. Keep rolling, don't give up :)
I've been rolling for about 8 or 9 years now from constant bullying and depression since I was around 8 or so. It sucks, contemplating suicide. My mind wants to give in, but my body keeps refusing, and I feel like I'll be in this state for a long time. Half of me wants to just die, the other half yearns for a better tomorrow. So I just keep rolling...
Nathan Cabiles- I know you were asking ArtsyLaVerne but I just couldn’t help wanting to answer the question. I myself am not American but I do live in America, maybe it’s because my parents are not exactly rich and from a different country that they pressure me to become the “smart one” or “breadwinner” of the family because I’m the only one getting a proper education. I think it all depends on the person your asking and what background. I don’t think American schools are more strict than other countries, in fact I think they could possibly be more laid back compared to others.
_username :0 oh thanks its ok,thanks for your answer well it is true your parents might push you to be smart because they want you to have a good education to become rich and happy in america because foreigners parents usually want that for their children,good luck in america bro : D
i’m reading through the comments of people saying the beat is a happy bop but the meaning is sad. but i can’t hear the happy in the sound, i hear anxiety, panic,anger and sadness throughout it and the animation honestly is breathtaking as to the fact it can be interpreted in many ways always resulting in what we ourselves relate to. everything about this song is so familiar. i thank you for this.
Fr, the song doesn't sound happy. It sounds haunting af. If this is happy to you, seek help lmao. And if you know the slang meaning of roll (self harm) it's so much more anxiety inducing
I only just started to get really into vocaloid when he passed away. This is beautiful art and pioneered the genre of vocaloid songs packed with such unbelievable power. I'm glad he produced such a legacy. Live on in spirit, Wowaka.
小晴天_QYC Another interpretation of this song is that both the boy and the girl are in an abusive relationship where they "love" each other but also physically injure each other. 😭 Maybe this is why she chokes him? Because at the end, she tried to choke herself but the boy wrapped her in a hug.
@@kate5266 as explained by someone else rolling is slang for self harm meaning that she's harming herself and at the end it just cuts off abruptly insinuating that she took her own life
i don’t know what it is but every time, like LITERALLY every time i hear this song i get in my feels and start BAWLING. r.i.p wowaka, we miss you you changed the vocaloid community forever 🙏🙏 it reminds me a lot of my old self and i’m happy to say i’m still here!! still rolling “one more time?” “not yet…” thank you for everything, wowaka.
i could write a whole paragraph on how i feel about this song, but really this song helped me in my darkest times… wowaka wouldn’t like people to be sad about his death, instead remember his legacy. roll on, wowaka! ❤
lyrics: ロンリーガールはいつまでも 届かない夢見て ronri－ga－ru haitsumademo todokanai yumemite Rolling girl is forever, Looking at an unreachable dream 騒ぐ頭の中を掻き回して、掻き回して。 sawagu atama no naka wo kaki mawashite kaki mawashite The inside of her busy head, Scraping around,Scraping around 「問題ない。」と呟いて、言葉は失われた？ " mondai nai " to tsubuya ite kotoba wa ushinawa reta "No problem"She mutters, Were the words lost? もう失敗、もう失敗。 mou shippai mou shippai Already a failure,Already a failure 間違い探しに終われば、また、回るの！ machigai sagashi ni owareba mata mawaru no If it ends in a game of spot the difference, again,roll! もう一回、もう一回。 mouikkai mouikkai One more roll,One more roll 「私は今日も転がります。」と、 " watashi wa kyou mo koroga rimawasu " to "Today too I will roll" 少女は言う 少女は言う shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu The girl says,The girl says 言葉に意味を奏でながら！ kotoba ni imi wo kanade nagara While the meaning is played by the words! 「もう良いかい？」 " mou iikai " "Is it enough yet?" 「まだですよ、まだまだ先は見えないので。息を止めるの、今。」 " madadesuyo madamada saki wa mie nainode iki wo to meruno ima " "Not yet" " Because the end is not yet visible " "I will stop your breath...Now." ローリンガールの成れの果て 届かない、向こうの色 ro－ringa－ru no nane no hate todoka nai mukou no iro Rolling Girl's shell of her former self, It will not reach,the colour on the other side 重なる声と声を混ぜあわせて、混ぜあわせて。 kasana ru koe to koe wo maze awasete maze awasete The overlapping voices, Mixing them together,Mixing them together 「問題ない。」と呟いた言葉は失われた。 " mondai nai " to tsubuya ita kotoba wa ushinawa neta The numbled words "No problem"were lost どうなったって良いんだってさ、 dounattattete ii ndattesa Hey,I said whatever happens is fine 間違いだって起こしちゃおうと誘う、坂道。 machigai datte oko shichaouto sasou sakamichi A hill road that even invites causing a mistake もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai mou ikkai One more roll,One more roll 私をどうか転がしてと watashi wodouka koroga shiteto You will roll me somehow 少女は言う 少女は言う shoijo wa iu shoujo wa iu The girl says,The girl says 無口に意味を重ねながら！ mukuchi ni imi wo kasa nenagara While I overlap the meaning reticently! 「もう良いかい？」 " mou iikai " "Is it enough yet?" 「もう少し、もうすぐ何か見えるだろうと。息を止めるの、今。」 " mou sukoshi mousugu nanika mie rudarouto iki wo tomeruno ima " "A little more" "Pretty soon something will probably be visible" "I will stop your breath..Now." もう一回、もう一回。 mou ikkai mou ikkai One more roll,One more roll 「私は今日も転がります。」と、 " watashi wa kyou mo korogarimasu " to "Today too I will roll" 少女は言う 少女は言う shoijo wa iu shoujo wa iu The girl says,The girl says 言葉に笑みを奏でながら！ kotoba ni emi wo kanade nagara While the smile is played by the words! 「もう良いかい？もう良いよ。そろそろ君も疲れたろう、ね。」 " mou iikai mou iikai yo sorosoro kimi mo tsukare tarou ne " "Is it enough yet?" "It's fine" "You will probably be tired soon,right?" 息を止（や）めるの、今。 iki wo yameruno ima I will end your breath...Now Music:wowaka Song:Miku Hatsune illust:akiakane Movie:yama_ko
Thanks so much for the lyrics. Though we could get English lyrics from captions I appreciate how you gave us the Kanji, Romaji, and English lyrics (especially the Romaji)
I've known this song for many years, but I never really knew what the guy was supposed to represent until I read the comments. It does make sense that he is supposed to represent Miku's depression, but I really noticed something at 1:40. She tries to make him back off by choking him, but he just stands there and smiles... Honestly that gives me chills seeing that, like it's his way of saying that Miku doesn't really have a chance of true happiness at all.
Yeaaah, I also noticed at 2:01, it looks like that same dude is tormenting her in that scene as well. From what I can tell, Miku starts yelling at him to stop talking, before losing it and starts screaming at the top of her lungs. All the while, he just starts laughing at her anguish. It's kind of crazy how stuff like this can be missed the first time around.
There is a problem to this theory. At the end of the video where the same guy that is tormenting her was preventing her from suffocating to death by hugging her. You can also noticed that the up until the part where he is hugging her there was only black and white, so you can think of it as inside of her busyhead is hallucinating and warping her point of view in reality If there something wrong to my own theory feel free to reply to this
@@david-rr8pi I would not say you are wrong. For the majority of the song, it is shown pretty well that Miku is mentally unstable, and it is very possible that she is imagining the guy just being against her in general. The thing that just throws me off honestly, is the lyrics near the end. Notably the last line, translating to something like "Stop breathing now" or "I'll end your breath now" (It's always different in every video I've seen, really depends on who's translating). That part does makes me think the guy is going against Miku too, but it's all just speculation.
we gather here today, at april 5th 2022, to pay respect to Wowaka who died in 2019. Thank you for your work over the years, it has helped me and many, many others. And hopefully more in the future. Rest in peace, may you find comfort.
If you look carefully: 1:41 - The boy was smiling when the girl choked him. It was the girl saying "I will stop your breath now." 2:05 - The way how he talked changed from normally to smiling to laughing as if he was provoking her. 3:06 - I think it was the boy saying "I will stop your breath now" this time. I know some may say that he might be her friend or boyfriend trying to be supportive, but I'm more convinced that he represents her depression. Based on these highlights, it seems like the boy was enjoying the fact that she was trying hard not to give up, after telling her to give up (just so he can laugh at her failure). For the ending, I personally think he stopped her from choking herself and hugged her and said "It's fine. You will probably be tired soon, right? I will stop your breath now" because he sympathies her when she finally gave up in the end. It is like how you would show respect or sorrow to your rival after you won and ended a long lasting war. This applies the same to the guy (or depression) as he was convincing her to give up for so long and he finally succeeded. Before she ends her life, he would comfort her at the last moment since she might even "be tired" from even choking herself. So, instead of her killing herself, she lets the boy kill her (representing the depression was killing her).
The last song I listened to before the end of the decade... Made me cry, but was worth it just to listen to the song that helped change my life in so many ways. Edit: joke's on you guys, i changed my profile so now the replies don't correlate!! ୧(>∀
this song along with others hurts a hell lot because it seriously reminds me of my eight grade year and how horribly depressed i was. i really like the song but it makes me want to bawl from the terrible memories it brings. it makes me glad that atleast im alive to still write it all out rn
I heard... People who think about death a lot, will have to face it earlier then expected He sacrificed himself for his music and to transfer his message to us R.I.P Wowaka
Welp. Seems i die earlier than i ever expect.... All because of one stupid thing that happend in school. I am gonna say it. FUCK YOU 2016!!! YOU HAVE ONLY GIVEN ME PAIN. FUCK YOU. JUST FUCK YOU........ I FEEL WORTHLESS, BECAUSE OF A STUPID CHOICE OF 366 DAYS, FUCK IT, IT IS A LEAP YEAR. FUCK YOU 2016. just fuck you........ YOU WILL TWKE MY LIFE ONE DAY, BUT FUCK YOU !
So in Japan people that are about to commit suicide take their shoes off, and if you look closely when you get a full body drawing of Miku (On this) she's not wearing any shoes just her socks, and at the end she is hugging the personification of her depression showing that she has given up on her life. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you have a wonderful day/night/afternoon/evening bye now!
No he did save her life. At 2:50 you can clearly see it's HER hands that was stopping her own breathing and he pulled her hands away from her neck(thus saving her from suicide) then he pulled her into a hug
@@nurfarhani8517 Yea idk why people say the man is depression and the fact that Miku was wearing shoes its just not noticeable cuz it blends with her socks
@@icecreammachine7636 well it makes sense, miku running away and him pulling her back. Strangling him but he smiles, probably means that her attempts do nothing. Embracing her to stop her, meaning that she finally gave in.
I am a rolling "girl." I've suffered emotional abuse, had to pretty much raise my little sibling, all of that. I've been a victim of s/a. I've dealt with heavy loss of people I loved. I've watched all of my friends turn to drugs and get corrupted by them. I've been in relationships that ended horribly, and became abusive. I've been told for the past 5 years, "things will get better, I promise." I keep trying to push through, I keep trying to carry on, I've nearly lost my battle twice, everyone always thinks I'm fine because I "look happy" and talk about how great and beautiful I think I am. But they don't know that when i say these things, I'm only repeating the lies I tell myself. They don't know how much I struggle. They lie and tell me they're trying to get me help but make no active moves toward it. Am I just undeserving of help? Am I not worth saving? I get that a scientist never likes their first test rat, when they say the experiment fails, but am I that bad of a test rat? I'm sorry, what can I do more of to be worthy of your love? I want to be loved like the other, I want to be a favorite, too. Why do you hate me? Why can't I be loved? Why do you yell at me when I cry but hold them when they do, too. Am I the monster you created?
We're all here for you. A lot of people care for you, it's not enough yet.. - If you harmed yourself, you would harm someone else as well. Don't give up. I'm sure you'll find hope some time soon. You have a life, and you can't live forever. So *spend it wisely. Beloved.*
everytime i hear this song i start crying. I relate to this song in so many ways. When life started to feel heavy and stressful, I used to survive everyday. Life wasn't enjoyable, I thought about death every single day, but I knew I couldnt kill myself. So every time I repeated myself "I cant. I need to stay, I cant go yet" and so, every day, I kept telling me the same thing. One part of me want to let go, the other wants to stay. "No problem she mutters" I always say "its nothing, dont worry" my boyfriend keeps telling me "you always say that its nothing and then you cry" Idk why I cant express myself. I just dont want to let people know, yk, make them worry. So I just stay silent. And yk smile like everything is okay. "Hey, I said whatever happens its fine, A hill road that even invites causing a mistake" for me is "hey its fine whatever happens, If I make a mistake that causes an incident." thinking about suicide. But its still a thought so I keep going. "Is it enough yet?" "Not yet" "Because the end is not yet visible" - "is it enogh yet?" "A little more" "Pretty soon something will probably be visible" . this says everything. When still all the reasons you have are not enough to kill yourself, so you wait. But while you're waiting, more time passes, more you get worse. And you start seeing the end of all. I see it. Its a bit far but I'll reach it, one day. Not when i'll get old though.. I planned everything. Thats why I love this song.
This a perfect example of how dangerous the human mind is to itself, despite being capable of so much.... sometimes we can't take it, despite how hard we try.... and we try to last one more roll of the dice until we can't ....
The saddest part is that Miku's so broken that she is embracing her depression at the end and finally stops breathing (commits suicide) rather than rolling again (inflicting self harm to calm herself down) every single time when she's tortured. She thinks depression is her only true comfort in a world where she's terribly abused mentally, physically and emotionally, which would free her from this world so she can finally rest in peace. RIP Wowaka. You're a true legend. This song is deep and gold and has helped me so much through my depression. I hope the "Rolling Girls" around the world deserve something better in their lives rather than breaking down. Thank you for making this song and introducing me to Vocaloid. Vocaloid playlist is the only one which I listen to because it's so catchy and sometimes so sad but relatable. I'm glad people still come here in this comment section even 10 years later, although recently it is to tell you how much we miss you. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
@Mochi and Turtles Wowaka was the legend who changed the whole Vocaloid industry by producing timeless songs like 'Rolling Girl'. He sadly passed away on April 5th, 2019 due to heart failure, that too, at the young age of 31. Why must fate be so harsh? :,(
Tomorrow is the 13th year anniversary of when this song came out, still one of the best Hatsune Miku songs out there, Rest In Peace Wowaka, you created so many childhood memories and I thank you for that, I hope you’re resting easy in heaven and we’ll all see you one day, ❤️🫶🏻♾️
In 1:57 she says "She will never reach the colors on the other side", meaning that she'll never be free or in peace, but in the last seconds when she's hugging the guy there is color, meaning that she committed suicide. In my perspective, the guy is the representation of Miku's depression.
Poor her,people don’t understand that robots can also have real human feelings inside,not just „happy,sad,angry And scared“ She also can have depression in some songs.
Another sad comment passing through. I can't believe wowaka is really gone. I grew up VOCALOID and his songs were a big part of my life, they really got me through a lot - this song in particular. So many memories... I sang Rolling Girl in my native language at a recording studio for a workshop, I listened to Rolling Girl when I was going through extreme periods of depression and suicidal ideation, I vented my feelings of hopelessness in the comment sections of the old subbed video. It wasn't just this song, but when I heard he passed away, this was the one I came to. That's probably what most people did (it /was/ his most popular song), and this comment is probably going to be lost in the swarm of others like it, but I'm so sad - it's not that this piece of my childhood is /gone/, but it'll certainly never be the same, and it's heartbreaking how short his life was, even though he reached so many people's hearts. RIP.
Favorite song of all time. Nothing has topped this for me over the many years and I don't think it will ever be topped. Thank you wowaka, rest in peace.
Thoughts Regarding Comments: A) It's possible to give in to depression without it necessarily being suicide. Holding/stopping one's breath needn't be physically literal. A full-on mental breakdown is plenty damaging and has permanent effects of its own. B) You don't need to be bullied to feel like you don't belong. Not understanding others and not being understood is enough to cause real problems. It's totally possible to feel alone even when surrounded by other people. C) I'm seeing comments with the typical narrative of: bullied -> depressed -> self-harm -> suicide. That's a really reductive and stereotypical conception of depression and anxiety. The truth is far more insidious. The idea of rolling along day after day after day and just picking up more bumps and bruises as life goes on rings more true. It's far less dramatic and far more frustrating. D) The damage caused by depression and anxiety is usually invisible to others. It is very, very easy to ACT normal in one's day to day dealings with people. E) Despite other interpretations, to me the end of the song is saying it's okay to stop trying so hard. Sometimes pushing yourself to roll on like nothing's wrong isn't worth hurting yourself more. Some days you just have to stop and give up and let the depression work itself out. It will take time until you feel like you're capable of rolling again.
Agreed with your E point. The feeling I got when reading the translation was “this isn’t sustainable” she can’t just keep on rolling ignoring her problems and saying I’m fine. She has to face them and solve them. The way I saw it, she’s trying to ignore her problems acting like they aren’t there hoping they will sort themselves out without actually facing them, and that, ignoring her problems (or rather not facing them), is what’s not sustainable. It’s hurting her to just say “I’m fine” and not acknowledge her situation, and that, I think, is the message of the song. It’s okay to not be okay, but not acknowledging that fact will end up hurting you. Edit: it's basically like if you were physically sick and you just ignored it. That sickness would end up killing you. Same thing. Not acknowledging her problems and choosing to ignore them is like ignoring a sickness. You can pretend it's not there, but it is, and while you pretend it does not affect you it's tearing you down bit by bit. Only by Acknowledging you are sick can you get healed; only by acknowledging she has problems and confronting and solving them can she stop their damage. Idk, that might be convoluted, but that’s the feeling I got.
@@laurenpettit7593 I used to think that the boy was her friend and that he saved her from ending it all and she finally found compassion from someone - boy, was I WAY OFF.
I used to think the boy was symbolic for bullies, since she was always running from him and trying to protect herself from him and sometimes bullies are what push people to commit, I guess it can still mean that for different people but the true meaning still stands
This was the first vocaloid song I ever listened to, it really helped me through my stressful days of secondary school. It was comforting in a way to know I wasn’t alone and that we could all help each through these hard times. I really owe this song a whole lot, thank you Wowaka, rest in peace
Its the anniversary of rolling girl. Its been like 10 years since its gotten published. And the song just hits so much harder now that wowakas gone. He made such beautiful stuff like damn. Its sad he had to leave so early. Rest in peace wowaka.
@@tweekbats DAMNIT this is my favorite Vocaloid song and I was into Vocaloids when the Anniversary was happenings and I had no god dam idea WTF IS WRONG WITH ME
Yesterday was the 2 year anniversary of Wowaka's tragic passing. The impact and influence he had on the Vocaloid community was astronomical. I know for sure his music and legacy will live on through us and inspire many more. Thank you for everything you've done. Rest in peace.
every time I listen to this I really just want to break down and cry. Rest now Wowaka. You have all moved us with your powerful lyrics and amazing music.
Miku was supposed to go to coachella in 2020, which was sadly cancelled due to the pandemic, and i believe this song was gonna be played, and i can just imagine all the other people dancing and having fun to this, when they dont understand a word, while all the miku stans are sobbing and twerking at the same time
I want to thank Wowaka for writing this song. In 8th grade I really was at my lowest. I had no friends and I was in a really bad depressive episode that seemed endless. But there was music; there was this song. And when I listened to it, i felt like I was understood, that I was not alone, that someone somewhere else was fighting the same battle as me. And the very first time I sang this song loud; I felt like I was finally able to express everything that was hurting me back then. And it was amazing because the lyrics are in Japanese, and none that I knew spoke that language, so for the first time in years, I was able to say it loud, and to know I was not alone, and I was not afraid of hurting people around me by saying how I felt. I can't imagine my life without this song, it means so much to me, because this song was my voice when I wasn't able to say how I was feeling.
this week i returned home from the mental hospital after an attempt and this song has been oddly comforting. i remember listening to this song when i was in middle school and feeling depressed, im 20 now. some things never change it seems
after knowing about wowaka's death, this song immediately came to my head. maybe because this song helped me cope with my depression when i was 13. i'll honestly never forget him, after all, his songs introduced me to vocaloid. we'll never forget you, wowaka.
@@urinarytractinfection4508 Um. Tons of people use music to cope with mental illness. Me too, and I was diagnosed by a professional. Of course it doesn't dissolve your problems, but it can bring some comfort when the writer tells a story similar to yours.
ill drop my ramblings about my visage of this song so do feel free to disagree in the coments of this post (btw tw: sh, not EFL, depresion, mentions of suicide): as we all know "rolling" is meant to represent "living", so the rolling girl is a living girl by extention. but the way i see this story going is this: A girl (that shall be refered as Miku from now on) is facing depresion, and keeps telling herself that one more day rolling will be ok. during the first courus we see the boy that sticks with her through the depresion. on the next verse, we notice that Miku resorted to things such as self harm to push forward for one more day rolling. the second courus begins and we see her pushing through again, as the boy asks "Is it enough yet?" like he is confronting her about the situation, and, in her spiral, Miku pushes him away. as the second courus ends, Miku takes her hands to her neck in an attempt to end it all, but he bursts in, grabing her hands, forcing her to stop it before she dies, as the final courus finaly bursts into a wild world of color and hope as they talk with the words "Is it enough yet?" "It's fine" "You will probably be tired soon, right?" as the song ends with the two holding each other, almost like they are promising to fight the depresion together. now onto my closing thoughts on this: maybe my visage on this song is more hopefull than most as, well, i belive thats what the song is meant to bring, hope, a hope that you can go for another day rolling, and eventualy come out on top. i like this as it shows that depresion isent a hopeless battle, it shows that you can do it again, **one more time, one more time**. to any one reading this, thanks for listening to me ranble on a song to the creator, im thankfull for the masterpieces you made, im sad i could not have a talk or listen to your woes, but i say that we keep your memory alive, by keeping this song playing on our souls. to any one that needs to hear this, lets roll together for as long as we need to finaly be able to see the color we forgot, ***one more day, one more fight, one more time***
Me at age 10 in 2013: "This song is pretty good, I like it" Me at age 17 in 2020, clinically depressed: "This song hits too fucking deep, I still like it but now for a much deeper relation."
It's really heartbreaking to really think about this Wowaka passed away a few years now and it hit the community HARD. I've never seen so much fanart for a specific artist being made so fast, so many people were touched from his songs given he composed songs about depression which in itself is a bold move to make on his part. After he released Unhappy Refrain he pretty much was going to wrap up with vocaloid given that the community wasn't giving him enough credit for HIS voice On the 10 year anniversary of Miku we got another vocaloid song from wowaka called Unknown Mother Goose from my understanding the song was about wowaka coming to terms with his vocaloid career I even heard he basically saw Miku as his mother in the music career, someone that with help you with what your looking for to do but eventually will have you rely on yourself To those out there who are hardcore vocaloid fans just remember that the producers make the songs don't forget to give most of your praise for a song to the person who wrote it in the first place wowaka wherever you are, whatever your doing I hope you can rest easy knowing that you made a difference in so many peoples lives and even still continue to so
i love this song so much, it never gets old. the message of it and how it is portrayed here is realistic. "one more roll" is a way of trying to convince yourself that your almost there, even though you feel yourself losing hope. last week, i had to go home early from school because i almost fainted twice and genuinely felt so drained i couldnt keep my head up at all. that morning, i woke up feeling like shit but i told myself "im almost there, its almost winter break. just a little more". i realized im a human, and humans have limits. i had forced myself to believe i could surpass those limits and just "get over it." depression is a serious thing and so is overworking yourself. always remember to take care of yourself and value how you feel mentally because if you dont soon those mental feelings could become physical. self care is important and its okay to take mental health days
I just wanna point out how this song has a double meaning. On one hand, it could be a song about perseverance, while on the other it could be a song about depression. It's all about how it's framed. In the vids where various characters are rolling down a hill doing flips and stunts, they eventually stick the landing. In this one, it's implied that someone killed themself.
The moment I clicked this, I feel like.... I was stuck in a loop, a loop between depression and anxiety. Until... I can try again, In just one more time. I gotta say, Even though I'm new here in this community of Vocaloid, I know that Mr. Wowaka's death hit pretty hard for you guys, and the whole Vocaloid fandom community. Now, I don't really know much about Vocaloid, but I guess I wanted to know more about it. Why? Because I want to experience something new. I keep repeating the same stuff over and over again. But this time, I wanted to experience something new for once. And that started from Vocaloid. A young teenage girl who wanted to listen something new. Now, the reason why I clicked this song is because.... About a few weeks ago, My former classmate died of suicide. I guess he had family problems at home. And I felt sad and heartbroken. And so that's why I clicked this song. The moment it started playing, The second I knew is that this song isn't just a masterpiece. It's a message. A message that everyone needed the most. I know we feel sad, depressed, and stressed out. But maybe.... If we can try again, for just one more time, then that's how we'll get back up again. Besides, Rolling Girl now became my comfort song. A song that no one else can relate to. To Mr. Wowaka, I know you're no longer here, but I think you are the one of a kind music producer that Vocaloid ever has. Thank you. And to my former classmate, I know we weren't close that much, But if I wanted to talk with you at least, if you trust me to talk about your problems, then you would've been alive today. Life is short but, Suicide was never the answer. Also, enjoy every moment while you're still young. There's so much things that we still want to do. And.... I think that's the only thing I want to say. In hard times like this, We always have our loved ones beside us. Even... If it's hard to open up somethin' that's unbearable. Anyone can lose their way, All you need is the courage to walk on this daunting, hollow path we're crossing.
A rolling girl: She is in a constant state of unhappiness, and catches herself dreaming often of a world where she’s finally successful but most importantly content. But those are unfortunately just unreachable dreams for our rolling girl; she keeps “rolling” or pushing through life, for the hope that things will get better. She is convinced that no matter how much she wants to give up on this life, she’s not ready to go. And the truth is, our rolling girl isn’t ready to go. She has so many things she wants to do in life, so many people to meet, so many memories to make…but depression doesn’t stop for the dreams of a young girl. Depression doesn’t loosen his firm grip on her heart, he wields it tightly, cracking it, everytime she dared to think “no, I will go on. Because things will get better.”. With every stab he takes at her heart, her strife’s lasting wound grows deeper and deeper. Every time she insists, having no one but to convince but herself, “no. I must go on. Things will get better” she grows more and more tired as she utters this sentence. Every time she utters this sentence to herself, it seems to lose some meaning and credibility, until there is practically none left. Each time she assures herself things will get better she believes it even less. She finds herself in the same position countless times. After depression grimly attacked her very being and left her even more wounded than the last time he did, she became more and more weak, leaving her more vulnerable to depression himself. You see, he has just one goal, to crack her heart to where it is utterly broken and simply cannot beat anymore. He has to leave her so wounded that she starts seeing white specks dancing across her vision, as he holds her hand with a big smirk on his face as she leaves this world. Not because death took her from this world before she was ready to go, but because she willingly gave herself to him because she felt it was her only option with her heart in the hospital. Rolling girl can’t let that happen! It’s her name; she has to keep going no matter how unhappy she has! She has to keep believing things *will* get better! She has to fight depression and not let him have the satisfaction of being the one to take her out of this world instead of death. She insists to depression that she’s not ready to go…so she runs away from him. She wants to get rid of her depression so badly, she just wants to get rid of the parasite in her heart, trying to suck the life out of her. He just stands there, smirking at her all the way while she attempts to run, knowing she can’t do it. Knowing she can’t get rid of him; she can’t run away from this parasite. At this point, her world’s become so colorless and meaningless. Her heart cracks more with every second, threatening to break at any moment, depression refusing to let go of her any time soon. Rolling girl is so fucking tired. She’s tired of continuesly fighting against this man, only for him to come back stronger. She’s sick of telling herself that despite depression’s horrific win streak in the war, he wouldn’t win the war he waged against her. She was sick of telling herself everyday that there was hope despite the fact he emerged from every battle stronger, her weaker. She was sick of depression repeatingly insisting that her time was up, that she was ready to go, when she was anything but! But it sure did feel like her time was… NO! She couldn’t think like that! She had to keep fighting! …But that’s easier said than done. The one thing she kept telling herself, that things would get better, kept getting proven wrong in front of her eyes countless times. That was her only defense against the monstrous man who called himself her depression. And as much as she hated to admit it, that man was more comforting than any friend she had ever had. Rolling girl can’t find the strength to repeat her signature affirmation as she crumbles in the arms of her depression. The affirmation she’s been repeating for years, has become so meaningless and devoid of any credibility…A voice keeps screaming inside her to push that demon of a man aside and be a soldier and not surrender to his little war. But that voice is becoming less and less loud. One day, when her heart was about to break, and her wounds were so severe they were about to send her into the afterlife, depression violently grabbed her by the throat, ignoring her persistent cries. He knows she most likely is too weak to oppose what he’s going to do next. Our rolling girl has become utterly powerless in depression’s grip. She’s not ready to go, she’s not ready to go! Our rolling girl believes without a doubt that leaving this world will be utterly painful and a decision she’d regret as soon as she felt her soul exiting her body. But than, depression does the unthinkable and pulls her into a tight embrace. And our rolling girl does the even more unthinkable… She doesn’t have enough strength to get out, and doesn’t physically object, just stares at his chest with red, dull eyes. Eyes that have seen herself crumble a million times to this man’s endless tyranny. If she doesn’t get out of his arms fast enough, he’ll assume she’s too tired of this world and too wounded to go on and take her out. She needs to get out. But how can she do that when she’s nothing but an absolute shell of her former self and nothing but a weak soldier with a million wounds? How can she do that when her affirmation seems to be nothing more than a bold faced lie? I won’t tell you how this story ends; because this is where all rolling girls have differing endings. Some leave depression’s arms and challenge him to another battle they will lose, while some leave his arms and finally find happiness. But some sadly take off their shoes and engulf themselves in their worst enemy, as he delivers their last hug in his tight embrace, feeling accomplished and satisfied with his opponents’ surrender. “Wait, so, do people around rolling girl ever truly understand the struggles of rolling girls and their never ending battle of their positive affirmations and their demonic depression?” I’m a rolling girl, I would know. It’s not a pretty answer. But I’m a rolling girl, so I have to keep speaking positive affirmations into my mind, so I’ll end my little analysis of our fight against our hope and that horrible man’s injections of despair here. (This was a vent writing and god damn I wrote a lot-)
Omg this is the best comment I read on this video and really hit me hard because I am also a “rolling girl” but I just wanna thank you for writing this it really explained this topic so well and deserves to be seen by everyone | (• ◡•)|
That was a beautiful description and personal explanation. I'm sorry you were dealt these cards in life, I understand how you're feeling (at least somewhat, everyone's experience us different). I'd like you to know that yours not alone. I and many others, feel with you.
I have a friend who's been suffering from depression for + years. Thank you, for now I can finally understand how she feels. If there's a way I could help her I'd love to know, because just seeing her suffering every day makes me feel pain, I want her suffering to end, but not her life.
So basically Miku's character is a girl in highschool going through depression and who feels like a failure. The meaning behind "rolling" i believe is because shes barely getting by, instead of walking confidently to her dream shes rolling downhill to depression. So the boy isnt actually real, his uniform doesnt match hers or the other students, he is actually a manifestation of her depression. He keeps asking her "is it enough/are you done?" Signaling that he wants her to give up but she keeps saying "no 1 more time!" As she isnt ready to give up on her dreams or life but as time goes on she gets weaker and more injured because of her "rolling". Eventually she gives into the guy/her depression and allows him to "stop her breath" meaning suicide. In the last scene you see them hugging but Miku isnt wearing shoes, which in Japan its very common to take off your shoes before jumping off buildings so that someone knows you were there. In the end the rolling girl stopped rolling.
The beginning of the song starts with a screen turning on, and ends with it turning off. But if you loop the song, it turns on again. The struggle begins again. She rolls one more time. And it hurts, and it's painful, but is it not a better ending to keep going? If you loop the song, she keeps rolling. So for a better ending, leave the song on loop.
Only 6 years later I realize how depressing this song actually is...
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Now you have 900 likes... correct...
Soviet Doki really I knew from the start
Yep bc when i first watched this i was like 8/9 ;-;
Yesss I'm the 1,000th like ;-;
miku is going to be at Coachella. I am coming back to this after like 5 years
Oof, sad i'm in asia
c a s h e w s i s h e r e
Same here
c a s h e w s i s h e r e me too
bchar MEEEE
@@casshews same here
The meaning of “one more roll.” symbolizes that she tried many times before giving up. Same thing as saying “One more day.”
Roll with the punches. One more roll.
one more circle of misery
It's about 💊
Me when doing gacha stuff "One More ROLL!" and got nothing good.
daying girl 💀 /j
I feel like this song is a perfect example that fast tempo does not always mean the song is happy and upbeat
i mean... that's literally what upbeat means in a musical sense.
but i'm being a little shit by focusing on technicalities and i completely agree with you lmao.
Have you ever listened to Maxwell's Silver Hammer? I'd say that's the perfect example lol
@@cosmodusty I can't find any source that claims upbeat can ever just mean fast.
how the hell can you hear happy and upbeat shizz when i hear pain😍🔫
Breakcore fanatics: *sweats nervously*
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"It's fine" sounds like 'morirò' which in italian means "I'll die"
Oh my g o d-
gui on mania ciaooo
Omagah
O_o
oh fuck
You're probably tired too, Wowaka.
Rest now.
Jensi Oquendo ok
Jensi Oquendo ok
We're all tired
Edit: thank you so much everyone
Yeah this isn't the time bit I'm the 666th like sorry
This made me cry lol
the concept of just "rolling" hits me so hard. everyday when i woke up in 8th grade i would just say "one more day" or "just til sunday" it was like torture, but you have to do anything just to not end it all. when miku said "just a little more" i almost started crying. the entire concept of just "rolling" til everything gets better, but it really doesnt instead it gets worse yet you still hope, you just have to keep going. its so bittersweet, and i just want to thank wowaka for this masterpiece. theres no other song thst describes the feeling of just having to keep going for the sake of it better than this song.
💔💔💔💔
R u okay .?
It gains a double meaning when you learn rolling is old internet slang for self harm.
i resonate with this so hard... this was my exact thought process too and this song hits so hard because of it. it's kept me going basically since i've started school years ago ;>
Fr tho!
Another song that has a similar meaning I think is Those Who Carried On by GHOST
it's a bit more happy than this one
i've cried an unimaginable amount of tears while listening to this song
Did you convert your house into a swimming pool?
real
Same
@@beyondthegrave124 😂
Guess what I’m doing now hahah
I showed my mom and she’s Japanese and she’s like: *SILENCE*
Oof
If i showed this to my mom (with subtitle we are arabic in this house) idk even know why i will get screamed at 👁👄👁
@@thisgirlislazy9471 انتي عربية:0؟؟
damn if i showed my Australian mum she would just ask why am i showing her Japanese sh!t smh
@@miauthe1 Hma
I've read the comments, and people keep saying that the beat is happy but the song is depressing. Am I the only one who thinks the sound of the song sounds super melancholy and sad? Like I don't hear this beat being happy at all. It just sounds sad.
Same
me too. it reminds me of a train. it sounds super overwhelming and nonstop
Dude same it sounds hella overwhelming
I personally think the song sounds strong. Not sad but a song of perseverance.
Me too, it might just be all the songs that i’ve listened to that are like this, but to me it kind of sounds like a loud cry for help, y’know?
As a guy who doesn’t cry often, this song always hits a sensitive spot because I used to listen to it when I was going through heavy stuff. Still thankful to be rolling.
I didn’t cry bc i understand it
Same...
glad we're all rolling bud
@@iamnotawellknownperson Bro that's the most edgy corny youtube comment I seen in a while hahahaha
@@iamnotawellknownpersonGood job kiddo
My friend would’ve been 16 this month, Rest In Peace. Suicide is no joke.
Rest In Peace to your friend Warning signs are no joke. Take them seriously don’t wait until it’s to late.
Ik suicide is not funny and cool
@@flourescentadolescent4515 especially if you think someone's faking them, as if you think they are, that means there's definitely something going on in their head that they need to get help with.
Omg, my condolences
Rest In Piece to your friend. I hope they’re in a better place now up in the clouds above :)
keep rolling wowaka, good night sweet prince
We will all miss him
Goodnight
LAST NIGHT, GOOD NIGHT THE SONG WHO INSPIRED HIM TO MAKE VOCALOID MUSIC IF I'M NOT MISTAKEN
hmm more like sweet honey Miku Hatsune
Oyasumi nasai Wowaka-sama
RIP Wowaka. You made everyone’s childhood memorable.
nostxlgia nice pfp
@@nekokomaeda8957 mha
Sniff sniff
*i smell peppermint boi profile pic*
Sorry just have to point out your profile picture...TODOROKI!
@XAVIER MORALES your welcome😂
8 years later, it still hurts and is just as relatable. R.I.P. Wowka, thank you for this painfully relatable serenade. Bawling rn
wowaka died?
@@senoritarat966 yup. May he rest in peace
interesting how vague the ending is. ive seen some people say that the person represents rolling girl's depressed state and the end is her giving in to it, and some say that her hugging the person represents rolling girl getting over everything and feeling okay again. i like that when she hugs the person, everything stops. rolling girl stops rolling and everything is calm and quiet
There's a lot of ppl saying the "rolling" here, means the cutting of herself. But I think it might be her continuing on living. Like, she doesn't want to die, she can't see the end clearly yet. Not yet, at least. So she keeps on "rolling" as in, living, or in other words, not dying. It's not time yet. She's hesitant. The boy there is a symbol of her depression. In the end, she finds comfort in this 'friend'. That she has. She was slowly pushed into the end. Thus the ending of the song, it cuts off, she stops 'rolling' and offs herself. She's tired.
I'm sorry I'm bad at expressing opinions but this is just sad-
Ok this is an awesome way to put it, I’d portray it as this because cutting seems as if it would be too specific.
I think the "rolling " signifying her emotions supposed to signify her emotions cause it gets more and more intense the music then just stops as her life since her depression caught up to her
holy shit i didnt realize that- i knew what the song was saying but i wasnt sure what the exact words were saying
Well....ammm according to some people and also the internet. Rolling means Self-harming...But I would like to think about this song as how you put it...
That’s exactly what I thought the meaning of “rolling” was too omg
came here to mourn the loss of Wowaka. This will forever my favorite song by him, and I miss him deeply.
WAIT WHAT
@@Heavy_Buddy ikr im also late...just found out today...
I did. 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
@@LIVIDBITE, that's good.
Im so sad and i just found out today AHHHHHHH :(
It's still impressive that a 240p video looks really good
I feel like the video being 240p only adds to the aesthetic of it.
I didn't even notice it
Rolling girl remaining in her dreams
She only wants to stay, it seems
All the noise slicing layers in her head
Has her screaming away, has her screaming away
"No problem", she tells herself today
But what she says repeats in the grey, oh
Fail again, failing again
Fussing over mistakes she thinks would remain
But then she starts all over again
Just once more, just once more
"I will roll again today I know for sure"
Oh, that girl said what she said
Playing every word and playing to pretend
"Are you better now?"
"No, I don′t know how"
What's the point of living if pain′s never ending
Please, just let me stop my breath
Right now
Rolling girl is taunted by her gaze
She can't recall the hue she erased
Voice's scream, blending all around her head
Blending over again, blending over again
"No problem", she breathes another lie
The pain and guilt she feels amplifies, oh
"You′ll be fine", is what they all say
Even when they see me on my way towards my fate
They′d watch me roll again
Just once more, just once more
"Rolling down a hill just like I did before"
Oh, that girl said, what she said
Repeating every word and hiding every meaning
"Are you better now?"
"No, I don't know how"
Maybe someday you′ll see the progress I'm doing
Please, just let me stop my breath
Not now
Just once more, just once more
"I will roll again today I know for sure"
Oh, that girl said, what she said
Playing every word and playing to pretend
"Just once more? No, no more"
Take my hand and come with me
It will be okay
Please, just let me hold your breath for now
i wish we could bookmark comments bcz i would bookmatk this, i prefer this translation of the video
you should make a variation of this song with these lyrics
I want to but I'm poor and dumb 💀
Brooo thanks for ruining my day 😭😭😭 but that was so good im almost crying
@@classiestsodaever It already exists. These lyrics are by Lollia, from her cover of this song.
Gone too soon. Rolling Girl holds such a special place in so many of our hearts. She will always roll on in your memory wowaka, thank you for everything.
Wait what happend i dont know
@@alexischaparro7198 April 5, 2019, VOCALOID creator and producer wowaka died of heart failure.
@@toxicfrancium oh 😭😭😭 thats really sad😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 thanks for telling me tho
@@alexischaparro7198 Yeah, of course. It hit all of us really hard.
これはとても怖い
my little brother: whYy is she sCraTching heR hair so muCh doEs she hAve buG in hAiR
LMAO
This is why you can't show kina stuff they just ruin it xD
This kid: Sometimes my genius... is almost enfrighting
i legit have lice and scratching my head rn
@@crusty2076 oh leader pretty weird place to meet you, I was pretty depressed. So came to listen this song
To this day, i still like to think that the ending was Miku finally admitting her depression and accepting help instead of bottling it all up and pretending she's okay and that she can handle everything by herself. At the end the boy helps her realize that she's not alone and that he'll always be there to help her whenever she needs it. I think it's better than the suicide ending considering that when he embraced her she was full of color at the end
Good to know that I'm not the only one who thinks like this
hey, i'm tossing my thoughts to the sea of comments :)
this song is special to me. i was in a very, very bad spot around 2019-2020, and i was in such a deep depressive state that i was just.. ready to go. i was done.
i was into vocaloid then- music was my main source of comfort. and one day, i found rolling girl.
it hit hard. my memory is poor now, but i'm sure there were days i cried while blasting it through my earbuds.
i always interpreted "mou ikkai" (believe that's how it's pronounced, i dont speak japanese) as "one more time", and i think that was the most important part to me. i took it as "one more day", and that was one of the many things that pushed me through that time.
coming back to this song, i'm so glad i'm here. i'm glad i'm here to hear it again and i'm glad i stayed. i kept rolling, and i'm so happy i did. i'm not fully better now- i have my rough days, and my dark moods, but i'm here and that is so important.
i want to thank wowaka for making this song. it pushed me through my dark, dark early teenage years and i at least wanted to say thank you. and hey, if there's another kid out there like me-
one more time.
i promise you the clouds will break. they may break and come back, or only let a small bit of light through, but the sun will shine again one day. i promise.
one more time.
thank you, wowaka, and thank you to everyone who supported me.
let's roll :)
Rolling thought life, but the steeps are worth passing,
I'm happy to hear that you made it through the darker times
Hey heyy.. wow.. I felt like I just found myself.. For so many times I have told myself one more day, just one more.. And step by step.. I have come a longg wayy but nowadays I feel like I need to start all over again. I need to find myself again. Day by day. Again. I have seen the days I said I am glad I am so glad I kept continuing. I kept continue living. I'm glad I stayed. But now I know I need to start again. And one more time.. One more rolling.. Day by day... I thank you for writing this, your experiences. Im glad to know that there is another person out there like me. It means a lot for me
@@selindoga roll on, my friend!
This is exactly what happened to me
this is me rn lol this song is a comfort
R.I.P Wowaka. Just heard the news of your passing minutes ago.
He lives on through his music
KoeSeer I can’t wowakaway from the pain 😔
@@BruhSoundEffect ffs xD
@@BruhSoundEffect Username checks out
Don't sad let's yaranaika
Me in 2015: Just let the girl roll dammit she wants to roll ;(((
Me in 2020: OH NO WAIT,,,,
when you finally read the whole lyrics
Lol
5 years really makes a difference
_For the song to sound creepy, put on .75x_
I'm not an Otaku I swear! Perfect for memorising the romaji but don’t know how to speak japanese
I just realized. Many japanese writers/ singers had passed away.
Rest in peace Wowaka🕊😔
wowaka passed away due to heart failure in 2019
RIP 🙏🕊️
2:14 I love the little guitar riff(?) at this part. It sounds so hopeless, like something just jumped out of your reach. I think it represents how depressed and far away the Rolling Girl really feels...this part always gives me goosebumps.
Today is Wowakas birthday. He would've been 34 today. Happy birthday to the greatest vocaloid artist in history
He passed away 3 years ago due to heart failure,RIP Wowaka
Fuck thats horrible
I’m not crying
how am i only finding out about his now ;-;
Rest in peace .
R.I.P Wowaka. Nov. 4, 1987 - April 4, 2019. you will be missed.
Not being rude.. but he died April 5th. It’s very tragic that he died. Yes, he Will be missed by many.
Far too young
April 5th*
Pqincc No he died April 5th
Ashton Scripts may be due to different time zones
i miss wowaka :(
i know hes been gone since 2019
but i still miss him
his style of music makes me feel good for some reason
this is literally the embodiment of "if your happy, you enjoy the song, but if your sad, you understand the lyrics"
Is it weird that I find this an absolute bop while also enjoying the meaning?
Its a bop but I don't hear the happiness at all in the song
@@nanamacapagal8342yea the shit just honestly always sounded sad to me lol
Whatever my mood I like songs that are an emotional gut punch, and this always is
Cant be sad if i dont know japanese
Trying my best to explain this:
The boy in this video is supposed to represent depression.
1:22 "One more roll. Today too I will roll." Rolling is representing living. "I will live a bit more. I'll keep living today."
"is it enough yet?" He's asking if she wants to pass already "Not Yet. Because the end is not visible." She wants to keep living until it's her time.
"I will stop your breath... Now." She wants to get rid of him. She wants to get rid of her depression. The boy smiles, he knows she won't be able to do it, he's still there with her.
1:51 She's still there, she's still living. She keeps getting more bandages, it's meaning that she keeps getting hurt by going on. She gets hurt the more she keeps "rolling".
"Rolling Girl's shell of her former self. It will not reach the color on the other side." She keeps rolling but she still can't see the colors = she can't find the happiness.
2:21 She's seen running. she running away from him. "Hey, I said whaever happens is fine." She tries telling herself, knowing it's not true causing the boy to catch her. 2:29
When he catches her he wanted to convince her it's time. "One more roll." She insists "You will roll me somehow" She will try to keep on living.
2:41 "Is it enough yet?" "A little more" she keeps insisting "Pretty soon something will probably be visible" She is sure soon she will finally be able to see the colors
"I will stop your breath... Now." This time, the boy says it. he pulls her by her throat, she's too powerless to convince him this time. She can be seen crying as he does it, she thought it will be painful and she will regret it. But the boy hugs her, it's then she sees how fast it was and how it caused her to see the colors. "Is it enough yet?" The boy asks again "It's fine" She said, she said it because she finally saw that it will be easier than to keep rolling. "You will probably be tired soon, right?" You will be tired if you don't stop. "I will end your breath... Now." the boy says. The girl then closes her eyes which means she finally agreed, she finally gave up to depression. She's dead now, she stopped rolling.
Thank you for listening. I hope you all are doing the best. Keep rollling. You will eventually reach the end and it will stop hurting.
Damn, that was deep 😭
@@NoName-rv1fc sad truth
I literally cry everytime I listen to this song-
@@synkimiko730 Same
Oh god
Even if you aren't a vocaloid fan, you have to admit the power of the message of this song. Absolutely beautiful. Anyone who is going through, or has gone through depression knows how scary it is. The rolling I think means going through life trying your best but still getting hurt constantly. You tell yourself to keep trying, but there is another part of you that just wants it to end. It doesn't necessarily mean suicide, it just means giving in. Being alive but not living.
Every day, every hour feels like a roll of the dice. Am I going to feel better? Am I going to want to die again? It feels like an endless loop. Sometimes there's reasons for certain rolls, like forgetting to eat or take medicine, but others are just so unpredictable. I never know what kind of hour I'm going to have. Will I be able to sleep? To eat? Will I ever? Every moment feels like an eternity, and you just have to remind yourself that it's just another roll, that there are plenty more, and that a roll is just a roll. Even though it never feels like "just" a roll. It never feels like just a roll.
But somehow, over time, you can almost catch a pace with the bad rolls. I have others help me roll all the time. Without them, I think, not only would I be unable to roll, but the rolling would be meaningless.
If I knew that I could finally stop rolling without hurting anyone else, I would. In a heartbeat.
@@mattiebibb6383 i kept rolling for past two years, then it got better and i was fine. But now i have to roll again. I even tried to die but it was unsuccessful. However, i learned that it can't last forever. It's just a chapter of everyone's life. One is shorter one is longer than you could ever imagine but it constantly gets better, trust me. Keep rolling, don't give up :)
I've been rolling for about 8 or 9 years now from constant bullying and depression since I was around 8 or so. It sucks, contemplating suicide. My mind wants to give in, but my body keeps refusing, and I feel like I'll be in this state for a long time. Half of me wants to just die, the other half yearns for a better tomorrow. So I just keep rolling...
It's like Limbo but for living? Like you feel dead inside constantly but you know you are alive so you just keep going for better or for worse
to everyone that has commented on this thread, i hope yall are doing better
"one more time?"
"not yet, we still can't see what's ahead" I feel like this is the only sort of light in this song
why does this song go so unbelievably hard
Once you know the lyrics it hits even harder
i wish i knew
This song got me through some of the worsts of high school. Thank you, so much, Wowaka.
ArtsyLaVerne if you are american is it hard there? Is it hard to learn or is it the students and the bullys?
Im not from america.
Nathan Cabiles- I know you were asking ArtsyLaVerne but I just couldn’t help wanting to answer the question. I myself am not American but I do live in America, maybe it’s because my parents are not exactly rich and from a different country that they pressure me to become the “smart one” or “breadwinner” of the family because I’m the only one getting a proper education. I think it all depends on the person your asking and what background. I don’t think American schools are more strict than other countries, in fact I think they could possibly be more laid back compared to others.
_username :0 oh thanks its ok,thanks for your answer well it is true your parents might push you to be smart because they want you to have a good education to become rich and happy in america because foreigners parents usually want that for their children,good luck in america bro : D
1 month ago eh?
me too!!!!
i’m reading through the comments of people saying the beat is a happy bop but the meaning is sad. but i can’t hear the happy in the sound, i hear anxiety, panic,anger and sadness throughout it and the animation honestly is breathtaking as to the fact it can be interpreted in many ways always resulting in what we ourselves relate to. everything about this song is so familiar. i thank you for this.
The sound is choking. I feel nothing but an overwhelming sense of anxiety.
I fucking love this.
For me it's mostly both
But I can hear emotional most of the time
I don't see any comments saying it. Ppl saying that the beat is sad are more
Fr, the song doesn't sound happy. It sounds haunting af. If this is happy to you, seek help lmao. And if you know the slang meaning of roll (self harm) it's so much more anxiety inducing
Yeah, this is not an upbeat song. This is the audio equivalent to uncontrollable hatred and sorrow. Idk what everyone else is hearing.
This song sounds like screaming while trying to not let others hear it.
I only just started to get really into vocaloid when he passed away. This is beautiful art and pioneered the genre of vocaloid songs packed with such unbelievable power. I'm glad he produced such a legacy. Live on in spirit, Wowaka.
«She tried to kill her depression, but the depression ended up killing her»......
Jesus christ lol, that should be in scripted on my grave
@@zykaro9057 nooo, I hope you're doing fine. Keep fighting! Trust me, the light feels great, after wandering in darkness.
R.I.P Wowaka... 😔😔😥😥😔😔
@@hatsunemikuchannel2023 🙏🙏
I think it's more like she tried to run away from him searching for hope but he ended up catching her and ended her suffering
9 year old me : Why is she choking him THE HELL
15 year old me: OHHHHHH THE BOI REPRESENTS HER DEPRESSION oh I know why
小晴天_QYC Another interpretation of this song is that both the boy and the girl are in an abusive relationship where they "love" each other but also physically injure each other. 😭 Maybe this is why she chokes him? Because at the end, she tried to choke herself but the boy wrapped her in a hug.
@@kate5266 as explained by someone else rolling is slang for self harm meaning that she's harming herself and at the end it just cuts off abruptly insinuating that she took her own life
@@sonyerra9553 Oh yeah :(
9 year old you *SHOULD NOT BE CURSING*
@Selina SenthilKumar Wow thank you Selina very cool
i don’t know what it is but every time, like LITERALLY every time i hear this song i get in my feels and start BAWLING. r.i.p wowaka, we miss you you changed the vocaloid community forever 🙏🙏 it reminds me a lot of my old self and i’m happy to say i’m still here!! still rolling
“one more time?”
“not yet…”
thank you for everything, wowaka.
i could write a whole paragraph on how i feel
about this song, but really this song helped me in my darkest times… wowaka wouldn’t like people to be sad about his death, instead remember his legacy. roll on, wowaka! ❤
lyrics:
ロンリーガールはいつまでも 届かない夢見て
ronri－ga－ru haitsumademo todokanai yumemite
Rolling girl is forever, Looking at an unreachable dream
騒ぐ頭の中を掻き回して、掻き回して。
sawagu atama no naka wo kaki mawashite kaki mawashite
The inside of her busy head, Scraping around,Scraping around
「問題ない。」と呟いて、言葉は失われた？
" mondai nai " to tsubuya ite kotoba wa ushinawa reta
"No problem"She mutters, Were the words lost?
もう失敗、もう失敗。
mou shippai mou shippai
Already a failure,Already a failure
間違い探しに終われば、また、回るの！
machigai sagashi ni owareba mata mawaru no
If it ends in a game of spot the difference, again,roll!
もう一回、もう一回。
mouikkai mouikkai
One more roll,One more roll
「私は今日も転がります。」と、
" watashi wa kyou mo koroga rimawasu " to
"Today too I will roll"
少女は言う 少女は言う
shoujo wa iu shoujo wa iu
The girl says,The girl says
言葉に意味を奏でながら！
kotoba ni imi wo kanade nagara
While the meaning is played by the words!
「もう良いかい？」
" mou iikai "
"Is it enough yet?"
「まだですよ、まだまだ先は見えないので。息を止めるの、今。」
" madadesuyo madamada saki wa mie nainode iki wo to meruno ima "
"Not yet" " Because the end is not yet visible " "I will stop your breath...Now."
ローリンガールの成れの果て 届かない、向こうの色
ro－ringa－ru no nane no hate todoka nai mukou no iro
Rolling Girl's shell of her former self, It will not reach,the colour on the other side
重なる声と声を混ぜあわせて、混ぜあわせて。
kasana ru koe to koe wo maze awasete maze awasete
The overlapping voices, Mixing them together,Mixing them together
「問題ない。」と呟いた言葉は失われた。
" mondai nai " to tsubuya ita kotoba wa ushinawa neta
The numbled words "No problem"were lost
どうなったって良いんだってさ、
dounattattete ii ndattesa
Hey,I said whatever happens is fine
間違いだって起こしちゃおうと誘う、坂道。
machigai datte oko shichaouto sasou sakamichi
A hill road that even invites causing a mistake
もう一回、もう一回。
mou ikkai mou ikkai
One more roll,One more roll
私をどうか転がしてと
watashi wodouka koroga shiteto
You will roll me somehow
少女は言う 少女は言う
shoijo wa iu shoujo wa iu
The girl says,The girl says
無口に意味を重ねながら！
mukuchi ni imi wo kasa nenagara
While I overlap the meaning reticently!
「もう良いかい？」
" mou iikai "
"Is it enough yet?"
「もう少し、もうすぐ何か見えるだろうと。息を止めるの、今。」
" mou sukoshi mousugu nanika mie rudarouto iki wo tomeruno ima "
"A little more" "Pretty soon something will probably be visible" "I will stop your breath..Now."
もう一回、もう一回。
mou ikkai mou ikkai
One more roll,One more roll
「私は今日も転がります。」と、
" watashi wa kyou mo korogarimasu " to
"Today too I will roll"
少女は言う 少女は言う
shoijo wa iu shoujo wa iu
The girl says,The girl says
言葉に笑みを奏でながら！
kotoba ni emi wo kanade nagara
While the smile is played by the words!
「もう良いかい？もう良いよ。そろそろ君も疲れたろう、ね。」
" mou iikai mou iikai yo sorosoro kimi mo tsukare tarou ne "
"Is it enough yet?" "It's fine" "You will probably be tired soon,right?"
息を止（や）めるの、今。
iki wo yameruno ima
I will end your breath...Now
Music:wowaka
Song:Miku Hatsune
illust:akiakane
Movie:yama_ko
Thanks so much for the lyrics. Though we could get English lyrics from captions I appreciate how you gave us the Kanji, Romaji, and English lyrics (especially the Romaji)
TYYY
I've known this song for many years, but I never really knew what the guy was supposed to represent until I read the comments. It does make sense that he is supposed to represent Miku's depression, but I really noticed something at 1:40. She tries to make him back off by choking him, but he just stands there and smiles... Honestly that gives me chills seeing that, like it's his way of saying that Miku doesn't really have a chance of true happiness at all.
She does the same at 2:50 but couldn't hold him back
Yeaaah, I also noticed at 2:01, it looks like that same dude is tormenting her in that scene as well. From what I can tell, Miku starts yelling at him to stop talking, before losing it and starts screaming at the top of her lungs. All the while, he just starts laughing at her anguish.
It's kind of crazy how stuff like this can be missed the first time around.
@@ThatDaftGuy omg you're right
There is a problem to this theory. At the end of the video where the same guy that is tormenting her was preventing her from suffocating to death by hugging her. You can also noticed that the up until the part where he is hugging her there was only black and white, so you can think of it as inside of her busyhead is hallucinating and warping her point of view in reality
If there something wrong to my own theory feel free to reply to this
@@david-rr8pi I would not say you are wrong. For the majority of the song, it is shown pretty well that Miku is mentally unstable, and it is very possible that she is imagining the guy just being against her in general. The thing that just throws me off honestly, is the lyrics near the end. Notably the last line, translating to something like "Stop breathing now" or "I'll end your breath now" (It's always different in every video I've seen, really depends on who's translating). That part does makes me think the guy is going against Miku too, but it's all just speculation.
me in 2012: it's a love song
me in 2020: WAIT A MINUTE
saaaame
Same but with two faced lovers
wait you only realized that now
@@nemu4677 yes ._.
The man is a metaphor for depression.
You can clearly miku's not wearing shoes at the end. RIP.
we gather here today, at april 5th 2022, to pay respect to Wowaka who died in 2019. Thank you for your work over the years, it has helped me and many, many others. And hopefully more in the future. Rest in peace, may you find comfort.
I wish you the best, rolling girls.
If you look carefully:
1:41 - The boy was smiling when the girl choked him. It was the girl saying "I will stop your breath now."
2:05 - The way how he talked changed from normally to smiling to laughing as if he was provoking her.
3:06 - I think it was the boy saying "I will stop your breath now" this time.
I know some may say that he might be her friend or boyfriend trying to be supportive, but I'm more convinced that he represents her depression.
Based on these highlights, it seems like the boy was enjoying the fact that she was trying hard not to give up, after telling her to give up (just so he can laugh at her failure).
For the ending, I personally think he stopped her from choking herself and hugged her and said "It's fine. You will probably be tired soon, right? I will stop your breath now" because he sympathies her when she finally gave up in the end. It is like how you would show respect or sorrow to your rival after you won and ended a long lasting war. This applies the same to the guy (or depression) as he was convincing her to give up for so long and he finally succeeded. Before she ends her life, he would comfort her at the last moment since she might even "be tired" from even choking herself. So, instead of her killing herself, she lets the boy kill her (representing the depression was killing her).
Amazing
That was really sad
This is the first time I’ve cried while reading comments
This wouldn’t have made me think so deep, if it wasn’t for my own depression.
I have wanted to kill myself before.
This makes me wanna cry.
I don't know what part are you talking about
The last song I listened to before the end of the decade... Made me cry, but was worth it just to listen to the song that helped change my life in so many ways.
Edit: joke's on you guys, i changed my profile so now the replies don't correlate!! ୧(>∀
This despair
I thought you died
Hi junko!
I don’t know if I like that Junko is saying this.....
Junko Enoshima aside from the fact that your profile says junko, i’m happy that things have gotten better. :)
this song along with others hurts a hell lot because it seriously reminds me of my eight grade year and how horribly depressed i was. i really like the song but it makes me want to bawl from the terrible memories it brings. it makes me glad that atleast im alive to still write it all out rn
every time I hear this song now, I want to cry. the producer passed away a few years ago; but the love in his work will forever live on.
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I heard... People who think about death a lot, will have to face it earlier then expected
He sacrificed himself for his music and to transfer his message to us
R.I.P Wowaka
Didnt he die from heart problems..?
whoops...
Welp.
Seems i die earlier than i ever expect....
All because of one stupid thing that happend in school.
I am gonna say it.
FUCK YOU 2016!!!
YOU HAVE ONLY GIVEN ME PAIN.
FUCK YOU.
JUST FUCK YOU........
I FEEL WORTHLESS, BECAUSE OF A STUPID CHOICE OF 366 DAYS,
FUCK IT, IT IS A LEAP YEAR.
FUCK YOU 2016.
just fuck you........
YOU WILL TWKE MY LIFE ONE DAY, BUT FUCK YOU !
@@Dark_Zacian don't say that even if you suffer pain you should get some help and even if the year has been bad just have hope :)
Hentai Cake same
Rip Wowaka. Rest in piece❤
Brilliant Baka peace?
Brilliant Baka? You got a... quite a name there?
He will live on through his music:(
Holden Kids
Same. Rest In Peace, and thank you for creating such wonderful songs, Wowaka.
Rip Wowaka your music has touched millions of hearts🕊️
10 years... holy shit how life has changed
Right??!?
Ok boomer
Yep, life has gone into ashes
pig face bruh
@pig face Stfu bitch
So in Japan people that are about to commit suicide take their shoes off, and if you look closely when you get a full body drawing of Miku (On this) she's not wearing any shoes just her socks, and at the end she is hugging the personification of her depression showing that she has given up on her life. Thank you for taking the time to read this and I hope you have a wonderful day/night/afternoon/evening bye now!
Bruh Indonesia no use shoes and sock lol
@@Capekbanget210 lol
No he did save her life. At 2:50 you can clearly see it's HER hands that was stopping her own breathing and he pulled her hands away from her neck(thus saving her from suicide) then he pulled her into a hug
@@nurfarhani8517 Yea idk why people say the man is depression and the fact that Miku was wearing shoes its just not noticeable cuz it blends with her socks
@@icecreammachine7636 well it makes sense, miku running away and him pulling her back. Strangling him but he smiles, probably means that her attempts do nothing. Embracing her to stop her, meaning that she finally gave in.
I am a rolling "girl."
I've suffered emotional abuse, had to pretty much raise my little sibling, all of that.
I've been a victim of s/a.
I've dealt with heavy loss of people I loved.
I've watched all of my friends turn to drugs and get corrupted by them.
I've been in relationships that ended horribly, and became abusive.
I've been told for the past 5 years, "things will get better, I promise."
I keep trying to push through, I keep trying to carry on, I've nearly lost my battle twice,
everyone always thinks I'm fine because I "look happy" and talk about how great and beautiful I think I am.
But they don't know that when i say these things, I'm only repeating the lies I tell myself.
They don't know how much I struggle.
They lie and tell me they're trying to get me help but make no active moves toward it.
Am I just undeserving of help? Am I not worth saving?
I get that a scientist never likes their first test rat, when they say the experiment fails, but am I that bad of a test rat?
I'm sorry, what can I do more of to be worthy of your love? I want to be loved like the other, I want to be a favorite, too. Why do you hate me? Why can't I be loved? Why do you yell at me when I cry but hold them when they do, too. Am I the monster you created?
Things’ll get better.
I promise.
sending you a virtual hug 💓
things do get better. even if you think it won't. please, don't give up now.
We're all here for you.
A lot of people care for you, it's not enough yet.. -
If you harmed yourself, you would harm someone else as well.
Don't give up. I'm sure you'll find hope some time soon.
You have a life, and you can't live forever.
So *spend it wisely. Beloved.*
Hope ur doing well
i hope ur doing well now so much love❤️
everytime i hear this song i start crying.
I relate to this song in so many ways.
When life started to feel heavy and stressful, I used to survive everyday.
Life wasn't enjoyable, I thought about death every single day, but I knew I couldnt kill myself. So every time I repeated myself "I cant. I need to stay, I cant go yet" and so, every day, I kept telling me the same thing. One part of me want to let go, the other wants to stay.
"No problem she mutters"
I always say "its nothing, dont worry" my boyfriend keeps telling me "you always say that its nothing and then you cry" Idk why I cant express myself. I just dont want to let people know, yk, make them worry. So I just stay silent. And yk smile like everything is okay.
"Hey, I said whatever happens its fine, A hill road that even invites causing a mistake"
for me is "hey its fine whatever happens, If I make a mistake that causes an incident." thinking about suicide.
But its still a thought so I keep going.
"Is it enough yet?"
"Not yet"
"Because the end is not yet visible"
-
"is it enogh yet?"
"A little more"
"Pretty soon something will probably be visible"
.
this says everything.
When still all the reasons you have are not enough to kill yourself, so you wait. But while you're waiting, more time passes, more you get worse. And you start seeing the end of all.
I see it. Its a bit far but I'll reach it, one day. Not when i'll get old though.. I planned everything.
Thats why I love this song.
Well, why dont you want him to worry?
This a perfect example of how dangerous the human mind is to itself, despite being capable of so much.... sometimes we can't take it, despite how hard we try.... and we try to last one more roll of the dice until we can't ....
So should I sell mine to the black market?
@@radioactiveboi842 By all means XD
@@CharuzuAutomatonArtificer time to buyer then who will need a brain full of hent@i
Deep. But True. 😢
@@radioactiveboi842 🤨
The saddest part is that Miku's so broken that she is embracing her depression at the end and finally stops breathing (commits suicide) rather than rolling again (inflicting self harm to calm herself down) every single time when she's tortured. She thinks depression is her only true comfort in a world where she's terribly abused mentally, physically and emotionally, which would free her from this world so she can finally rest in peace.
RIP Wowaka. You're a true legend. This song is deep and gold and has helped me so much through my depression. I hope the "Rolling Girls" around the world deserve something better in their lives rather than breaking down.
Thank you for making this song and introducing me to Vocaloid. Vocaloid playlist is the only one which I listen to because it's so catchy and sometimes so sad but relatable. I'm glad people still come here in this comment section even 10 years later, although recently it is to tell you how much we miss you. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I miss wowaka too....
Yet i am at the point where i have given up my suicide thought to think of murdering people i hate...
@@Dark_Zacian oh wow
@Mochi and Turtles Wowaka was the legend who changed the whole Vocaloid industry by producing timeless songs like 'Rolling Girl'. He sadly passed away on April 5th, 2019 due to heart failure, that too, at the young age of 31. Why must fate be so harsh? :,(
@Mochi and Turtles he died of heart failure ;-;
I wanna like your comment but I don't wanna ruin the 420 XD
Tomorrow is the 13th year anniversary of when this song came out, still one of the best Hatsune Miku songs out there, Rest In Peace Wowaka, you created so many childhood memories and I thank you for that, I hope you’re resting easy in heaven and we’ll all see you one day, ❤️🫶🏻♾️
In 1:57 she says "She will never reach the colors on the other side", meaning that she'll never be free or in peace, but in the last seconds when she's hugging the guy there is color, meaning that she committed suicide.
In my perspective, the guy is the representation of Miku's depression.
Poor her,people don’t understand that robots can also have real human feelings inside,not just „happy,sad,angry And scared“ She also can have depression in some songs.
THIS WAS MADE 10 YEARS AGO AND HALF OF THE COMMENTS ARE ABOUT WOWAKA
But srsly tho, rip 😭
R.I.P - 101
Wowaka in skyrim.
Just a comment to cheer you up.
It's so sad even though i might be late, but still
What happend?
「 La Yumeko 」 Wowaka (the producer of this song) passed away in 2019
Another sad comment passing through.
I can't believe wowaka is really gone. I grew up VOCALOID and his songs were a big part of my life, they really got me through a lot - this song in particular. So many memories...
I sang Rolling Girl in my native language at a recording studio for a workshop, I listened to Rolling Girl when I was going through extreme periods of depression and suicidal ideation, I vented my feelings of hopelessness in the comment sections of the old subbed video.
It wasn't just this song, but when I heard he passed away, this was the one I came to. That's probably what most people did (it /was/ his most popular song), and this comment is probably going to be lost in the swarm of others like it, but I'm so sad - it's not that this piece of my childhood is /gone/, but it'll certainly never be the same, and it's heartbreaking how short his life was, even though he reached so many people's hearts.
RIP.
Awww, I hope your doing better
Don't worry... You're not alone! I'm going through some seriously hard times... I really hope that you are doing better...
I just love sad songs. Btw what happened to the author?
Are YOU PEARL
WAIT WHAT DO YOU MEAN WOWAKA IS GONE I GREW UP WITH THEM
Favorite song of all time. Nothing has topped this for me over the many years and I don't think it will ever be topped. Thank you wowaka, rest in peace.
Fr
Rest in peace Wowaka, may you be the the greatest vocal our artist in heaven
Thoughts Regarding Comments:
A) It's possible to give in to depression without it necessarily being suicide. Holding/stopping one's breath needn't be physically literal. A full-on mental breakdown is plenty damaging and has permanent effects of its own.
B) You don't need to be bullied to feel like you don't belong. Not understanding others and not being understood is enough to cause real problems. It's totally possible to feel alone even when surrounded by other people.
C) I'm seeing comments with the typical narrative of: bullied -> depressed -> self-harm -> suicide. That's a really reductive and stereotypical conception of depression and anxiety. The truth is far more insidious. The idea of rolling along day after day after day and just picking up more bumps and bruises as life goes on rings more true. It's far less dramatic and far more frustrating.
D) The damage caused by depression and anxiety is usually invisible to others. It is very, very easy to ACT normal in one's day to day dealings with people.
E) Despite other interpretations, to me the end of the song is saying it's okay to stop trying so hard. Sometimes pushing yourself to roll on like nothing's wrong isn't worth hurting yourself more. Some days you just have to stop and give up and let the depression work itself out. It will take time until you feel like you're capable of rolling again.
Thank you for this!
I like this
I really like this interpretation, it makes a lot of sense too, especially as someone with anxiety
I agree. Only thing I’d like to point out, though, is that she isn’t wearing shoes at the end of the song and is limp.
Agreed with your E point. The feeling I got when reading the translation was “this isn’t sustainable” she can’t just keep on rolling ignoring her problems and saying I’m fine. She has to face them and solve them. The way I saw it, she’s trying to ignore her problems acting like they aren’t there hoping they will sort themselves out without actually facing them, and that, ignoring her problems (or rather not facing them), is what’s not sustainable. It’s hurting her to just say “I’m fine” and not acknowledge her situation, and that, I think, is the message of the song. It’s okay to not be okay, but not acknowledging that fact will end up hurting you.
Edit: it's basically like if you were physically sick and you just ignored it. That sickness would end up killing you. Same thing. Not acknowledging her problems and choosing to ignore them is like ignoring a sickness. You can pretend it's not there, but it is, and while you pretend it does not affect you it's tearing you down bit by bit. Only by Acknowledging you are sick can you get healed; only by acknowledging she has problems and confronting and solving them can she stop their damage.
Idk, that might be convoluted, but that’s the feeling I got.
I can't believe I shipped the boy and Miku when I was younger- I didn't understand the song back then at all.
I don’t think any of us really did haha
@@laurenpettit7593 I used to think that the boy was her friend and that he saved her from ending it all and she finally found compassion from someone - boy, was I WAY OFF.
I used to think the boy was symbolic for bullies, since she was always running from him and trying to protect herself from him and sometimes bullies are what push people to commit, I guess it can still mean that for different people but the true meaning still stands
Depression x Miku, best couple ever.
Same oof
This was the first vocaloid song I ever listened to, it really helped me through my stressful days of secondary school. It was comforting in a way to know I wasn’t alone and that we could all help each through these hard times. I really owe this song a whole lot, thank you Wowaka, rest in peace
ONE MORE ROLL, ONE MORE ROLL
She knew she was gonna be in a gatcha game
I hate the fact I laughed at this. Goddamnit.
help I was crying bc of the song until I saw your comment 😭
@Lazy Katt chill💀
@@lazykatt2438project sekai?
Oh my god
Its the anniversary of rolling girl.
Its been like 10 years since its gotten published. And the song just hits so much harder now that wowakas gone. He made such beautiful stuff like damn. Its sad he had to leave so early.
Rest in peace wowaka.
feb 14th (valentines day) is the day rolling girl got released. For anyone wondering or seeing this a whole different day
valentine
NO, WHY WAS I NOT THERE ON VALETINES
@@tweekbats DAMNIT this is my favorite Vocaloid song and I was into Vocaloids when the Anniversary was happenings and I had no god dam idea WTF IS WRONG WITH ME
@@tweekbats if you said "keep on rolling wowaka" and did you know that roll is a slang for self -harm? Just asking
@@irisgabriela3633 Oh god thanks for letting me know-- Im sorry-
Yesterday was the 2 year anniversary of Wowaka's tragic passing. The impact and influence he had on the Vocaloid community was astronomical. I know for sure his music and legacy will live on through us and inspire many more. Thank you for everything you've done. Rest in peace.
How did he die?
@@toxicghxstii heart failure
@@hikawasayo6190 RIP I guess then, idk that was the first time I saw this song or heard of wowaka
in less than a week will be 3 years
@@toxicghxstii « I guess » is crazy my guy 🤨
Today marks another anniversary of Wowaka passing away, we will never forget you, we will miss you.
every time I listen to this I really just want to break down and cry. Rest now Wowaka. You have all moved us with your powerful lyrics and amazing music.
I ACTUALLY CANNOT BELIEVE THAT THEY TOOK DOWN THE OG VIDEO
I'm shocked too, I thought I was doing something wrong when I couldn't find it anymore o_O
THOSE PHUCKS
Oh lord same, thank god there's! this
what's different in the og video and this one?
Natonious I really want to know too
Miku was supposed to go to coachella in 2020, which was sadly cancelled due to the pandemic, and i believe this song was gonna be played, and i can just imagine all the other people dancing and having fun to this, when they dont understand a word, while all the miku stans are sobbing and twerking at the same time
**TWERKS IN DEPRESSION**
*sad twerking*
That's so harmonious I love it
Lol
*Twerks while rolling*
I want to thank Wowaka for writing this song.
In 8th grade I really was at my lowest. I had no friends and I was in a really bad depressive episode that seemed endless.
But there was music; there was this song. And when I listened to it, i felt like I was understood, that I was not alone, that someone somewhere else was fighting the same battle as me.
And the very first time I sang this song loud; I felt like I was finally able to express everything that was hurting me back then. And it was amazing because the lyrics are in Japanese, and none that I knew spoke that language, so for the first time in years, I was able to say it loud, and to know I was not alone, and I was not afraid of hurting people around me by saying how I felt.
I can't imagine my life without this song, it means so much to me, because this song was my voice when I wasn't able to say how I was feeling.
this week i returned home from the mental hospital after an attempt and this song has been oddly comforting. i remember listening to this song when i was in middle school and feeling depressed, im 20 now. some things never change it seems
I hope you're okay now. Please keep going,life sucks sometimes but I believe in you💗
Miku: I am severely depressed. I need help.
fans waving glow-sticks: y'all hear sumn? 👁👄👁
also miku: not a real person
😂😂
Ur pfp is...
HANAKO KUUUUUUN!
I get the joke but
Fr tho thats not hatsune miku
I mean it is her voice but
Its a different artist
They are only using vocaloid
but in the animation its miku i think?-
@@genxtq. i think its her?
after knowing about wowaka's death, this song immediately came to my head. maybe because this song helped me cope with my depression when i was 13. i'll honestly never forget him, after all, his songs introduced me to vocaloid.
we'll never forget you, wowaka.
Same here, I never realized.
If a vocaloid assisted you to "cope" You never had depression in the first place
Tbh Making edits is a basic asf thing
everyone has different ways to cope.
@@urinarytractinfection4508 Um. Tons of people use music to cope with mental illness. Me too, and I was diagnosed by a professional. Of course it doesn't dissolve your problems, but it can bring some comfort when the writer tells a story similar to yours.
@@lavitorroja2632 I have a feeling your professional religiously goes on Tumblr
I just started crying listening to this song
ill drop my ramblings about my visage of this song so do feel free to disagree in the coments of this post (btw tw: sh, not EFL, depresion, mentions of suicide):
as we all know "rolling" is meant to represent "living", so the rolling girl is a living girl by extention. but the way i see this story going is this:
A girl (that shall be refered as Miku from now on) is facing depresion, and keeps telling herself that one more day rolling will be ok. during the first courus we see the boy that sticks with her through the depresion. on the next verse, we notice that Miku resorted to things such as self harm to push forward for one more day rolling. the second courus begins and we see her pushing through again, as the boy asks "Is it enough yet?" like he is confronting her about the situation, and, in her spiral, Miku pushes him away. as the second courus ends, Miku takes her hands to her neck in an attempt to end it all, but he bursts in, grabing her hands, forcing her to stop it before she dies, as the final courus finaly bursts into a wild world of color and hope as they talk with the words "Is it enough yet?" "It's fine" "You will probably be tired soon, right?" as the song ends with the two holding each other, almost like they are promising to fight the depresion together.
now onto my closing thoughts on this:
maybe my visage on this song is more hopefull than most as, well, i belive thats what the song is meant to bring, hope, a hope that you can go for another day rolling, and eventualy come out on top. i like this as it shows that depresion isent a hopeless battle, it shows that you can do it again, **one more time, one more time**.
to any one reading this, thanks for listening to me ranble on a song
to the creator, im thankfull for the masterpieces you made, im sad i could not have a talk or listen to your woes, but i say that we keep your memory alive, by keeping this song playing on our souls.
to any one that needs to hear this, lets roll together for as long as we need to finaly be able to see the color we forgot, ***one more day, one more fight, one more time***
Me at age 10 in 2013: "This song is pretty good, I like it"
Me at age 17 in 2020, clinically depressed: "This song hits too fucking deep, I still like it but now for a much deeper relation."
bruh same
wish the best for you :) i hope vibing out to this makes you feel better
yea its shocking how happy we were as a kid not knowing the future
ua-cam.com/play/PL3MJVMLSz1-QfTnyPp-mcBNTKbtlhtMu4.html fuck your depression. stay strong.
are you 18 now?
It's really heartbreaking to really think about this
Wowaka passed away a few years now and it hit the community HARD. I've never seen so much fanart for a specific artist being made so fast, so many people were touched from his songs given he composed songs about depression which in itself is a bold move to make on his part. After he released Unhappy Refrain he pretty much was going to wrap up with vocaloid given that the community wasn't giving him enough credit for HIS voice
On the 10 year anniversary of Miku we got another vocaloid song from wowaka called Unknown Mother Goose from my understanding the song was about wowaka coming to terms with his vocaloid career I even heard he basically saw Miku as his mother in the music career, someone that with help you with what your looking for to do but eventually will have you rely on yourself
To those out there who are hardcore vocaloid fans just remember that the producers make the songs don't forget to give most of your praise for a song to the person who wrote it in the first place wowaka wherever you are, whatever your doing I hope you can rest easy knowing that you made a difference in so many peoples lives and even still continue to so
Thank you for writing this
@(insert a good profile name) yes.
🥺
I AIN'T READING ALLAT🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️‼️
@@KoriSan002too sad to bad
I love finding out funny meme song i listened on a semi regular basis 6 years ago is actually depressing as fuck
i love this song so much, it never gets old. the message of it and how it is portrayed here is realistic. "one more roll" is a way of trying to convince yourself that your almost there, even though you feel yourself losing hope. last week, i had to go home early from school because i almost fainted twice and genuinely felt so drained i couldnt keep my head up at all. that morning, i woke up feeling like shit but i told myself "im almost there, its almost winter break. just a little more". i realized im a human, and humans have limits. i had forced myself to believe i could surpass those limits and just "get over it." depression is a serious thing and so is overworking yourself. always remember to take care of yourself and value how you feel mentally because if you dont soon those mental feelings could become physical. self care is important and its okay to take mental health days
I just wanna point out how this song has a double meaning.
On one hand, it could be a song about perseverance, while on the other it could be a song about depression.
It's all about how it's framed.
In the vids where various characters are rolling down a hill doing flips and stunts, they eventually stick the landing.
In this one, it's implied that someone killed themself.
This is a really deep comment and i felt that.
In other videos with this music, they roll down a hill. Honestly if i made this type of video it'll be just my oc rolling down the stairs bc why not
8 year old me: W O A H THIS IS DARK
13 year old me: *literally jams to it every second*
ღliz uwuღ me 8: woah this is dark. Me now 15: haha
*while crying*
you poor troubled children, i remember when i was like that
@@catboychemicals6630 ah, the good old days...
17 y/o me: **jams harder**
The moment I clicked this,
I feel like....
I was stuck in a loop, a loop between depression and anxiety.
Until... I can try again,
In just one more time.
I gotta say,
Even though I'm new here in this community of Vocaloid,
I know that Mr. Wowaka's death hit pretty hard for you guys, and the whole Vocaloid fandom community.
Now, I don't really know much about Vocaloid, but I guess I wanted to know more about it.
Why? Because I want to experience something new.
I keep repeating the same stuff over and over again. But this time,
I wanted to experience something new for once.
And that started from Vocaloid.
A young teenage girl who wanted to listen something new.
Now, the reason why I clicked this song is because....
About a few weeks ago,
My former classmate died of suicide. I guess he had family problems at home.
And I felt sad and heartbroken.
And so that's why I clicked this song.
The moment it started playing,
The second I knew is that
this song isn't just a masterpiece.
It's a message. A message that everyone needed the most.
I know we feel sad, depressed, and stressed out.
But maybe....
If we can try again, for just one more time, then that's how we'll get back up again.
Besides, Rolling Girl now became my comfort song.
A song that no one else can relate to.
To Mr. Wowaka,
I know you're no longer here, but I think you are the
one of a kind music producer that Vocaloid ever has.
Thank you.
And to my former classmate,
I know we weren't close that much,
But if I wanted to talk with you at least, if you trust me to talk about your problems, then you would've been alive today.
Life is short but,
Suicide was never the answer.
Also, enjoy every moment while you're still young.
There's so much things that we still want to do.
And....
I think that's the only thing I want to say.
In hard times like this,
We always have our loved ones beside us.
Even... If it's hard to open up somethin' that's unbearable.
Anyone can lose their way,
All you need is the courage to walk on this daunting, hollow path we're crossing.
I can hear the agony through the screen. Good job, Wowaka, and rest in peace, sir.
Bullied 6th graders be like “I’m fine” but this is in their music playlist
Yeah basically it -Fern
uh.....
I mean I'm not in 6th grade anymore but this was indeed in my playlist
I have been caught
8th grade but still yes very true
wait no lower ur voice
A rolling girl: She is in a constant state of unhappiness, and catches herself dreaming often of a world where she’s finally successful but most importantly content. But those are unfortunately just unreachable dreams for our rolling girl; she keeps “rolling” or pushing through life, for the hope that things will get better. She is convinced that no matter how much she wants to give up on this life, she’s not ready to go. And the truth is, our rolling girl isn’t ready to go. She has so many things she wants to do in life, so many people to meet, so many memories to make…but depression doesn’t stop for the dreams of a young girl. Depression doesn’t loosen his firm grip on her heart, he wields it tightly, cracking it, everytime she dared to think “no, I will go on. Because things will get better.”. With every stab he takes at her heart, her strife’s lasting wound grows deeper and deeper. Every time she insists, having no one but to convince but herself, “no. I must go on. Things will get better” she grows more and more tired as she utters this sentence. Every time she utters this sentence to herself, it seems to lose some meaning and credibility, until there is practically none left. Each time she assures herself things will get better she believes it even less. She finds herself in the same position countless times. After depression grimly attacked her very being and left her even more wounded than the last time he did, she became more and more weak, leaving her more vulnerable to depression himself. You see, he has just one goal, to crack her heart to where it is utterly broken and simply cannot beat anymore. He has to leave her so wounded that she starts seeing white specks dancing across her vision, as he holds her hand with a big smirk on his face as she leaves this world. Not because death took her from this world before she was ready to go, but because she willingly gave herself to him because she felt it was her only option with her heart in the hospital.
Rolling girl can’t let that happen!
It’s her name; she has to keep going no matter how unhappy she has! She has to keep believing things *will* get better! She has to fight depression and not let him have the satisfaction of being the one to take her out of this world instead of death. She insists to depression that she’s not ready to go…so she runs away from him. She wants to get rid of her depression so badly, she just wants to get rid of the parasite in her heart, trying to suck the life out of her. He just stands there, smirking at her all the way while she attempts to run, knowing she can’t do it. Knowing she can’t get rid of him; she can’t run away from this parasite. At this point, her world’s become so colorless and meaningless. Her heart cracks more with every second, threatening to break at any moment, depression refusing to let go of her any time soon.
Rolling girl is so fucking tired. She’s tired of continuesly fighting against this man, only for him to come back stronger. She’s sick of telling herself that despite depression’s horrific win streak in the war, he wouldn’t win the war he waged against her. She was sick of telling herself everyday that there was hope despite the fact he emerged from every battle stronger, her weaker. She was sick of depression repeatingly insisting that her time was up, that she was ready to go, when she was anything but!
But it sure did feel like her time was…
NO! She couldn’t think like that! She had to keep fighting!
…But that’s easier said than done. The one thing she kept telling herself, that things would get better, kept getting proven wrong in front of her eyes countless times. That was her only defense against the monstrous man who called himself her depression. And as much as she hated to admit it, that man was more comforting than any friend she had ever had.
Rolling girl can’t find the strength to repeat her signature affirmation as she crumbles in the arms of her depression. The affirmation she’s been repeating for years, has become so meaningless and devoid of any credibility…A voice keeps screaming inside her to push that demon of a man aside and be a soldier and not surrender to his little war.
But that voice is becoming less and less loud.
One day, when her heart was about to break, and her wounds were so severe they were about to send her into the afterlife, depression violently grabbed her by the throat, ignoring her persistent cries. He knows she most likely is too weak to oppose what he’s going to do next. Our rolling girl has become utterly powerless in depression’s grip. She’s not ready to go, she’s not ready to go! Our rolling girl believes without a doubt that leaving this world will be utterly painful and a decision she’d regret as soon as she felt her soul exiting her body. But than, depression does the unthinkable and pulls her into a tight embrace.
And our rolling girl does the even more unthinkable…
She doesn’t have enough strength to get out, and doesn’t physically object, just stares at his chest with red, dull eyes. Eyes that have seen herself crumble a million times to this man’s endless tyranny.
If she doesn’t get out of his arms fast enough, he’ll assume she’s too tired of this world and too wounded to go on and take her out.
She needs to get out.
But how can she do that when she’s nothing but an absolute shell of her former self and nothing but a weak soldier with a million wounds? How can she do that when her affirmation seems to be nothing more than a bold faced lie?
I won’t tell you how this story ends; because this is where all rolling girls have differing endings. Some leave depression’s arms and challenge him to another battle they will lose, while some leave his arms and finally find happiness. But some sadly take off their shoes and engulf themselves in their worst enemy, as he delivers their last hug in his tight embrace, feeling accomplished and satisfied with his opponents’ surrender.
“Wait, so, do people around rolling girl ever truly understand the struggles of rolling girls and their never ending battle of their positive affirmations and their demonic depression?”
I’m a rolling girl, I would know.
It’s not a pretty answer. But I’m a rolling girl, so I have to keep speaking positive affirmations into my mind, so I’ll end my little analysis of our fight against our hope and that horrible man’s injections of despair here.
(This was a vent writing and god damn I wrote a lot-)
Omg this is the best comment I read on this video and really hit me hard because I am also a “rolling girl” but I just wanna thank you for writing this it really explained this topic so well and deserves to be seen by everyone | (• ◡•)|
I loved this so much, I love you.
That was a beautiful description and personal explanation. I'm sorry you were dealt these cards in life, I understand how you're feeling (at least somewhat, everyone's experience us different). I'd like you to know that yours not alone. I and many others, feel with you.
@@leaf7884 tysm :^) i've gotten much better from where i was at that point but i still have a long way to go
I have a friend who's been suffering from depression for + years. Thank you, for now I can finally understand how she feels. If there's a way I could help her I'd love to know, because just seeing her suffering every day makes me feel pain, I want her suffering to end, but not her life.
There's many great vocaloid artists but wowaka was truly the best of all. Gone but never forgotten my brother
It's been 5 years since wowaka passed. i hope he knows how much his music has made an impact on all of us around the world.
So basically Miku's character is a girl in highschool going through depression and who feels like a failure. The meaning behind "rolling" i believe is because shes barely getting by, instead of walking confidently to her dream shes rolling downhill to depression.
So the boy isnt actually real, his uniform doesnt match hers or the other students, he is actually a manifestation of her depression. He keeps asking her "is it enough/are you done?" Signaling that he wants her to give up but she keeps saying "no 1 more time!" As she isnt ready to give up on her dreams or life but as time goes on she gets weaker and more injured because of her "rolling". Eventually she gives into the guy/her depression and allows him to "stop her breath" meaning suicide. In the last scene you see them hugging but Miku isnt wearing shoes, which in Japan its very common to take off your shoes before jumping off buildings so that someone knows you were there. In the end the rolling girl stopped rolling.
Rolling also means “ Self harm” in some ways
T^T
In Japan, the term rolling also can mean screwing something up
Well shit, I thought the boy was a good friend that supported her
This is the best interpretation
9 y/o me: this is so weird wtf
11 y/o me: wait I kinda like it
16 y/o me: OH THE BOY IS HER DEPRESSION ohhh MOU IKKAI MO-
I'm 9 and like the song knowing its dark and it will always be apart of me but what do you except ddlc I'd my favorite game
@@michelledolbeck4230 this is 100% something i would say when i was 9 and fnaf was my favorite game
@Kokichi Oma Same. I was 13-14 when I started looking at vocaloid and I thought I was young but?..
im vibing it with 12, bro, why didnt i discovered vocaloid when i was younger
@@miranpadilla3395 lmao same
Not even a weeb anymore, but damn this song reminds me of my childhood
5 years... We love u wowaka 🖤🤍
The beginning of the song starts with a screen turning on, and ends with it turning off. But if you loop the song, it turns on again. The struggle begins again. She rolls one more time. And it hurts, and it's painful, but is it not a better ending to keep going? If you loop the song, she keeps rolling.
So for a better ending, leave the song on loop.
thats what ive been doing
no. It's just endless pain.
Same as Disappearance of Hatsune Miku, but more literal
Well i think its better to not do that, cause endless pains worse than death
if anything thats just worse