Duster | Sleep Mix

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  • Опубліковано 17 лип 2024
  • Don't cry
    0:00 Inside Out
    2:21 The Landing
    5:03 Stars Will Fall
    6:59 Topical Solution
    11:56 Unrecovery
    15:27 Closer To The Speed of Sound
    18:24 Auto-Mobile
    20:31 Operations
    24:01 Lomo
    26:43 Moon Age

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  • @lol4bit
    @lol4bit  10 місяців тому +155

    Update to those who are waiting for the Duster Sleep Mix 2. It is finished and ready. But there are some issues with copyright and im trying to get that sorted out so i can upload it finally.

    • @bliggzz
      @bliggzz 10 місяців тому +6

      LETS GOOOOOO

    • @EllieCoreYT
      @EllieCoreYT 8 місяців тому +6

      Thank you for making This video, I am a fan of duster and I like when people make a video with songs in one video, it’s like I don’t need to click on a video after it’s done playing and watch ads. I really appreciate it

    • @jakob.
      @jakob. 7 місяців тому +5

      Thank you for this mix, its my go to study playlist for some reason, even though it feels like im in a pit of despair

    • @user-zh7yg3vt7h
      @user-zh7yg3vt7h 5 місяців тому +1

      🎉🎉🎉😊😊​@@bliggzz

  • @savo7447
    @savo7447 2 роки тому +1793

    listening to duster opens the real me (i am at my limit, i cant take it anymore)

    • @Void_Wars
      @Void_Wars 2 роки тому +62

      Sometimes I prefer pears over apples (Life is an endless struggle with your own mind and character, your journey will never satisfy your needs.)

    • @satanyourlord1134
      @satanyourlord1134 2 роки тому +11

      Real

    • @vobh
      @vobh 2 роки тому +4

      off topic but is that walter white in your profile picture

    • @flor4504
      @flor4504 2 роки тому +2

      @@vobh yes it is with hank they are there like :D

    • @peepeetwister3437
      @peepeetwister3437 2 роки тому

      same ong (I am a minor inconvenience away from putting a bullet through my brain)

  • @Mikeythedumb
    @Mikeythedumb 2 роки тому +806

    perfect to cry myself to sleep 10/10

  • @catshit_2600
    @catshit_2600 Рік тому +61

    I crumbled down when a teacher told me "you didn't study for the test" when I studied for atleast 6 hours

    • @lambdashiftakadavidheikkil2657
      @lambdashiftakadavidheikkil2657 Місяць тому +4

      Study everyday for an hour and don't stress out you'll be fine

    • @cxtezii
      @cxtezii 16 днів тому

      You don't have to prove them anything, you tried your best and that's the good thing, you tried. I hope you're doing well

  • @orthodoxfollower.
    @orthodoxfollower. Рік тому +226

    for me this is not depressing, it's comfortable and kinda relaxing

    • @batuhanulker5814
      @batuhanulker5814 8 місяців тому +13

      Ikr, people out here using yhe comments like a pychiatrist

    • @poopyshit_2
      @poopyshit_2 8 місяців тому +7

      i fall asleep to this and wake up really well rested

    • @bradleyredlin8313
      @bradleyredlin8313 3 місяці тому +2

      dis shi is luh calm

    • @lisaroberts2693
      @lisaroberts2693 2 місяці тому

      yeah i agree

    • @LolikFonZmeykin
      @LolikFonZmeykin 2 місяці тому +1

      Literally "goodnight world" album of Yakui the Maid, if he didn't fixed his depression for a some time.

  • @matthewcross2991
    @matthewcross2991 2 роки тому +2233

    god i love this playlist! (i haven’t felt so fucking ill in my life mentally like i can’t get this fog out of my head everything feels slower than usual but i blink and weeks pass without me even realising) duster are truly great aren’t they

    • @kaitlyngarron6387
      @kaitlyngarron6387 2 роки тому +38

      Find something to do like a hobby. Maybe learn guitar or get some plants to take care of. It Fr helps, it gets better

    • @FadedRxses
      @FadedRxses 2 роки тому +10

      Me with the late onset grief brainfog rn 😁

    • @kegajitt
      @kegajitt 2 роки тому +6

      Um? Real? (?)

    • @rizzking
      @rizzking 2 роки тому +17

      I’m decaying slowly.

    • @n7ah_222
      @n7ah_222 2 роки тому +1

      real

  • @crossimao
    @crossimao 2 роки тому +7868

    Love this! (I havent been able to feel any sort of emotion in the past 8 months)

    • @devonbacha4037
      @devonbacha4037 2 роки тому +157

      Same brother. Jam on.

    • @dylanolson6077
      @dylanolson6077 2 роки тому +211

      Kind of ironic, I come here to stop feeling emotions.

    • @devildogs1147
      @devildogs1147 2 роки тому +65

      @@devonbacha4037 Jam On For As Long As The Universe Lasts.

    • @juliowoah
      @juliowoah 2 роки тому +16

      same sonic

    • @mxaryvz
      @mxaryvz 2 роки тому +71

      wow, yeah i absolutely love this ( i dont even know what to do with my life anymore, except listening to duster )

  • @honeyzZz_
    @honeyzZz_ Рік тому +1845

    this playlist is so calming! (i’m a piece of dust floating around the universe. i am meaningless.)

  • @fallen-mad1044
    @fallen-mad1044 Рік тому +681

    has anyone actually been able to sleep to this without breaking down into tears

    • @havenfred6807
      @havenfred6807 Рік тому +15

      last night

    • @Camio_Lotus
      @Camio_Lotus Рік тому +41

      Haven't been able to cry in some time, everything feels so empty and tiring, so yes...

    • @adamzane5673
      @adamzane5673 Рік тому

      meeeeeee!

    • @himbokoopa
      @himbokoopa Рік тому +6

      i haven’t used it to try and sleep but i often use duster as study music. i can’t explain why, their music isn’t very depressing to me outside of a few examples (echo bravo, me and the birds, and topical solution being 3 that come to mind), they’re mainly just very calming and help me get rid of my stress

    • @saylor3447
      @saylor3447 Рік тому

      me :D

  • @Markovets
    @Markovets 2 роки тому +742

    I love this mix 😌 (The panic attacks won’t stop, I keep overthinking and making everyone despise me)

    • @dianamurzi18
      @dianamurzi18 2 роки тому +11

      I HATE the panic attacks, the last one I had I couldn’t stop shaking for 3 hours straight and my arms where sore after.

    • @daisyhowe8877
      @daisyhowe8877 Рік тому +1

      this one >

    • @j_8943
      @j_8943 Рік тому

      Everyone has their own method but I found certain tricks to calm down attacks, I see it’s been 5 months hope all is well man!

    • @lexinoelle7217
      @lexinoelle7217 Рік тому +2

      Hey y’all, just wanna say that God has designed a purpose just for you and that you matter to him. So much so that he send his only son to die and rise again so that we could spend forever and have relationship with him. He created this beautiful planet and you!! Real belief in this sacrifice and repentance for your sins (aka steps in the opposite direction that God planed for us) is the first step to a beautiful relationship with God. He wants us to grow in him and not perish without knowing his great love🫶🏾🫶🏾

  • @graysoncline4172
    @graysoncline4172 2 роки тому +158

    I luv duster( I'm in a perpetual state of constant self destruct and need constant reassurance or I will spontaneously combust at 12:37 am on July 13th)

    • @abbypfau8898
      @abbypfau8898 2 роки тому +5

      i hope you will be alright

    • @gracemccalman2045
      @gracemccalman2045 2 роки тому +2

      hey man, it's gonna be okay. your very loved and I know you are a good person. just keep pushing through, i promise it'll get better.. eventually. and please don't combust at 12:37am on July 13th. your needed

    • @pelagic133
      @pelagic133 2 роки тому

      me too

    • @Winter_Lantern
      @Winter_Lantern 2 роки тому +1

      ya good?

    • @Scizzors512
      @Scizzors512 2 роки тому

      Today's the day. Are you dead?

  • @Mit2uba.
    @Mit2uba. Рік тому +155

    Duster is a unique band it makes you feel almost emotionless like down but also not the kind of down where you cry its the kind of down where you don’t know how to feel lost almost its like you’re staring at an empty abyss trying to figure out where it went wrong

    • @handlesareweird_
      @handlesareweird_ 8 днів тому

      empty enough to realise that no matter how long you stare the abyss wont ever look back

  • @jennicabatuhan9463
    @jennicabatuhan9463 Рік тому +105

    I love how people shares their experiences and how they're feeling in here

    • @kylenewsome8439
      @kylenewsome8439 11 місяців тому +4

      Absolutely. I agree. What a time to be alive. Alive with all of you's.

    • @el.flac01
      @el.flac01 4 місяці тому +2

      Yea because everybody just doesn't know eachother :)

  • @dstructive
    @dstructive 2 роки тому +564

    such a good playlist! (last year i fell into a endless loop of constant depression and i didn’t know how to express or tell anyone about it but eventually i finally climbed out of it. just a few weeks ago this girl i loved with all my heart broke up with me out of nowhere and now i am afraid to fall back into that rabbit hole but i think i already did and have no idea what to do anymore i just feel like life has no purpose anymore.) would recommend to friends and family!

    • @TheawesomeGuy0710
      @TheawesomeGuy0710 2 роки тому +15

      Make a journal logging your journey out of the hole, you’ve done it before and you can do it again, keep this journal with your for the rest of your life as a reminder of how good life can be sometimes. Your purpose right now is to reply to me

    • @yulin6899
      @yulin6899 Рік тому +6

      start a long term project on a different field on your farm, like say youre creative in music, film is also creative so go and make a music video, joining hobbies are so frickin fun, its such a release at least for me. and having something longterm like a music video, its really fulfilling when you complete it. humans are here to learn so dont stop learning, make the effort to learn the shit you want! good luck mate!!

    • @devynglenn7697
      @devynglenn7697 Рік тому

      It does get better my friend, I’ve been in a similar spot and I thought id never escape the pain and eventually fall victim to myself, but I didn’t! I have a healthy relationship now that puts my past to shame. I’ve slowly learned to love myself for the first time since I was a young kid. Do what these people said and find a hobby you love and express yourself. Just be you. Nobody is perfect and bad days still sneak up. But I wish you all the best and I hope you keep fighting for yourself and make it out of that hole again!

    • @charba4t391
      @charba4t391 Рік тому +1

      same

    • @dstructive
      @dstructive Рік тому

      @@devynglenn7697 no it doesnt

  • @calliephobia
    @calliephobia 2 роки тому +1075

    I love these songs! (i don't know how much longer i can go on, everyday feels the same and i can't break the cycle of it please help)

    • @n7ah_222
      @n7ah_222 2 роки тому +8

      let me know when you find out

    • @bacon7248
      @bacon7248 Рік тому +15

      hey! If everything does feel the same then maybe you got to do what you like for even day, if its possible you can just change your 1 day in the year and you could learn something from that day and that thing will help you see futher in life, keep on truckin.

    • @kdubz222
      @kdubz222 Рік тому +10

      i too love this music (i want to comfort you but im not sure how to in yt comments but ik exactly how your feeling. you got this. sooner or later youll get out of this hole, and you'll be more happy. you might not stay happy but theres always the end before the next beginning. everyday can bring something different.)

    • @khangkong8955
      @khangkong8955 Рік тому +7

      break out of the matrix

    • @m2rtenA
      @m2rtenA Рік тому +2

      @@kdubz222 No, you cant possibly feel what he/she is feeling, we can only make assumptions but sometimes assuming what other people feel might make them even feel worse so just be there to support not assume..

  • @twizz5179
    @twizz5179 Рік тому +394

    listening to duster always makes me cry and reminds me of my loneliness

    • @XxBLOOMIN
      @XxBLOOMIN Рік тому +1

      Damn

    • @aoaakf1
      @aoaakf1 Рік тому +2

      same

    • @L70243
      @L70243 Рік тому +1

      oh, it makes me happy and is calming for me

    • @Minionbooty
      @Minionbooty Рік тому

      Mood

    • @mrjoejon6882
      @mrjoejon6882 Рік тому +3

      You're a burning bit of stardust! Don't be ashamed of your existence! Be genuine and you will ALWAYS burn bright!

  • @pradabears
    @pradabears Рік тому +72

    this is a really good mix (if you’re reading this i love you)

    • @imaitaliansk8er
      @imaitaliansk8er 7 місяців тому +1

      thanks :)
      -your friendly italian egg

    • @sillybillyhill
      @sillybillyhill 7 місяців тому +5

      please make out with me then

    • @calimber
      @calimber 5 місяців тому +1

      all i need to hear bruj💀

    • @pradabears
      @pradabears 5 місяців тому

      @@imaitaliansk8er you’re welcome :)
      - jexx

    • @pradabears
      @pradabears 5 місяців тому

      @@sillybillyhill sure 😳

  • @pollyp11
    @pollyp11 2 роки тому +35

    I drove a 73 Plymouth Duster in the late 80's. It sat in my backyard for 5 years, me and my siblings use to play in it when we were younger pretending to drive. Started right up after sitting for all those years. I held the cracked dashboard together with duct tape and put as many bumperstickers on it as possible. Got pulled over by cops when I was 20, it was all they could do was stand there and laugh at the 'No Nukes', 'Abolish Apartheid' 'Robin Hood was right' while I did the DUI test, scared to death. Drove that black Duster to Southern Utah in the middle of summer, no AC and the gas gage didn't work. Wish I could go back and play this album on my portable boombox while driving through the empty desert.

  • @marlbororeds7377
    @marlbororeds7377 2 роки тому +193

    this is so calming! (I can't remember the last time I was happy. everything feels like a motion blur and I'm scared ill never get out of it.)

    • @bacon7248
      @bacon7248 Рік тому +5

      I'm sure you will find your sparks soon. I know its hard knowing that you won't be happy unless a certain thing happens, but that doesn't really have to be the main part. I really hope you find a path to the next stage of life, it is hard but keep on fighting :)

    • @marlbororeds7377
      @marlbororeds7377 Рік тому +2

      @@bacon7248 thank you so much. you're such a kind person, I wish the best for you :)

    • @kdubz222
      @kdubz222 Рік тому +1

      i know exactly how your feeling, when i experienced this i became a very nonchalant person and everyday was the same for me. i was no longer happy. you'll get out of this hole i promise you sooner or later. life is hard sometimes but its just about fighting the battles we're given. someone told me today sometimes we wait for something big to happen so we can be happy again when in fact sometimes if we just take a moment and appreciate the way the little things are, we can find some sort of contentness and happiness. i dont know how life is for you right now but hopefully duster is bringing you some sort of serenity

    • @aoaakf1
      @aoaakf1 Рік тому

      real

  • @freakbobreal
    @freakbobreal Рік тому +78

    Epic!!! (i lost the only person i loved and i cant do anything)

    • @basurasinvisitas3577
      @basurasinvisitas3577 3 місяці тому +1

      i want to be with her so bad, i don’t even know what to do. i feel like my life is passing through my eyes, i miss her so much

  • @pacingtape401
    @pacingtape401 Рік тому +109

    In love with this band! (I am stuck in a cycle where I think I have moved on until I remember a particular memory of her in vivid detail and all of a sudden there is a part of me missing and it will not come back.)

  • @pl4stic1ne67
    @pl4stic1ne67 2 роки тому +341

    damn I love this playlist sm! (I'm listening to this on the floor with a fucked up leg while I paint. I'm so proud of how far I have come, I haven't enjoyed painting or anything else really for so long, and looking at these comments I remember of how it felt to be in that hole, how it seemed to never have an end, to not have any hope to have a life that felt any different or that even felt like anything at all. I want to let everyone in this comment section know that there is something better, and even if things don't get better, you will. Recovery is never impossible, please don't give up)

    • @just_a_kid1
      @just_a_kid1 2 роки тому +8

      im trying to not give up trust me.

    • @sydneyhinnegan7428
      @sydneyhinnegan7428 2 роки тому +4

      Thank you so much 💗

    • @computergeeeeeeek02
      @computergeeeeeeek02 2 роки тому +7

      i second this…. i felt the exact same way reading everyone’s comments. my heart hurts for everyone but it’s possible to recover and it’s crazy how i never thought i’d be okay.

    • @daisyhowe8877
      @daisyhowe8877 Рік тому +2

      THIS ONE >

    • @oryoncreates
      @oryoncreates Рік тому +3

      This meant so much to read. Thank you. Also, I'm very proud of you.

  • @Grindsaw
    @Grindsaw 2 роки тому +556

    Nice mix man😃Love it😄(Every day I tell myself that tomorrow will get better, but every day it gets worse and worse, hope fades and emotions are absent, and only deep inner anger remains, because of which I constantly feel irritated and hurt my friends and loved ones, then i feel guilty and starting to hate my life even more)

    • @ximenavaltierra
      @ximenavaltierra 2 роки тому +1

      how i’m feeling right now

    • @kaitlyngarron6387
      @kaitlyngarron6387 2 роки тому +2

      That’s how I felt, if it provides any comfort, it does get better but it takes a hell lot of patients and time. Hang in there!!

    • @riellelatte1733
      @riellelatte1733 2 роки тому

      literally me

    • @mirzagr9208
      @mirzagr9208 2 роки тому

      Me 😁

    • @n7ah_222
      @n7ah_222 2 роки тому +1

      real

  • @kill3er-pizza949
    @kill3er-pizza949 Рік тому +31

    I love duster fr (I’ve become soulless, a husk of a man and I haven’t felt real self love or even happiness for that matter. But at the same time I don’t feel sad, I’m just existing at this very moment.)

  • @billsarmastrokaim9164
    @billsarmastrokaim9164 Рік тому +19

    i love this so much (noone trusts me noone cares about me, noone appreciates me, i have screwed up my life, i lost myself, my emotions, my character, my smile, my childhood friends and im in a depressive state making me not appreciate anything)

  • @Amelia_xoxo
    @Amelia_xoxo 2 роки тому +231

    Love this playlist! (When I was younger I thought people were depressed only for attention, so I never spoke out about how I was feeling. Now as the years have passed I have seem to have fallen into an endless loop of depression and I’m not sure if I’m able to get out of it.)

    • @dragonogre4349
      @dragonogre4349 2 роки тому +9

      dw itll only get worse

    • @pl4stic1ne67
      @pl4stic1ne67 2 роки тому +5

      you are, I promise. in the future you'll look back to now and realise how much progress you are able to make, even if it feels small. (here's some advice if u want it, feel free to ignore. I am just a stranger on the internet after all) if u can, set small goals for yourself, no matter how small as long as they feel somewhat significant to you, and try to achieve one more each day, tell yourself that at least today was different from yesterday because of this. And don't beat yourself up for not achieving these goals, relapsing and slowing down is only natural in healing, as long as you pick back up, even if it's at a slower pace, you will get better

    • @tristantobias7332
      @tristantobias7332 2 роки тому

      maybe you will get out of it maybe you wont but never give up trying if theres even a chance at being happy go for it all you can do is fight and never stop and know your important.

  • @jordyn3743
    @jordyn3743 2 роки тому +114

    gosh, I can't express how alive this makes me feel! ( I relapse every hour, and I avoid looking at any reflections because I can't stand the sight of myself.)

    • @JasmynOfwgkta
      @JasmynOfwgkta Рік тому +2

      I love you friend

    • @alaynah5733
      @alaynah5733 Рік тому

      this is so #me!! (im sorry you feel like that you deserve everything)

  • @dimskomusic
    @dimskomusic Рік тому +37

    i never feel sad listening to duster, just really calm, like i have someone gently whispering in my ear that they understand how i feel and its gonna be fine.

  • @adeptguy2116
    @adeptguy2116 6 місяців тому +3

    lmao one time i listened to a duster sleep mix with orbitron in it, thanks for not including that in this one, i about had a heart attack last time

  • @jan2386
    @jan2386 2 роки тому +69

    I love duster and this playlist ( I feel like I’m worthless, that my potential is being wasted I can’t process anything I can’t even cry at a loss anymore I don’t think I can cry all together I simultaneously want to sleep forever and stay awake forever, I don’t know what I’m doing with my life I hate myself I hate the way I look and the way I’m perceived I can’t even interact with people anymore I have no friends anymore I can’t feel anything and I can feel everything at the same time I want to succeed but idk how I fear failure I fear life I fear everything)

  • @monk_7148
    @monk_7148 2 роки тому +77

    What a great compilation! (some nights I try so hard to cry, just so that i can feel some sort of emotion, but even when if i do, i know that emotion is temporary and i will return to the gray again.)

    • @dave8288
      @dave8288 2 роки тому

      I wish I could trade, and feel nothing.

    • @bacon7248
      @bacon7248 Рік тому

      Life may seem though and I believe it is, but I'm sure someone will come into your life and make you see something else in life. I know it may not be true, but I met a person that made me change the way I see life, and showed me alot to it. I KNOW it may not seem like a real thing to happen but in whatever you believe, that is the ANSWER. keep on fighting

    • @Peruvianstar
      @Peruvianstar Рік тому

      real

  • @flintsawangket
    @flintsawangket Рік тому +32

    i’m in love with this mix! (i wish i could count the days i have left on one hand)

  • @beelzemobabbity
    @beelzemobabbity Рік тому +183

    Duster is such comfort music to me. (I am so exhausted all of the time i am forced to watch as i ruin my life. Everything feels so fast and so painfully slow. I just wish time would stop. i wish i could feel that someone is beside me and I wouldn’t feel so alone all the time. I wish i knew why i hated being around others and yet crave their company. I wish i was nicer to the few people who care about me but im so irritated all the time i find myself saying the wrong things each time I open my mouth. Sometimes I secretly wish i had a terrible illness, so people would know and care about me.) i listen to them all the time.

    • @joshnolan2514
      @joshnolan2514 Рік тому +2

      This is me , I relate to u , just enjoy life as it is focus on the positive

    • @joshnolan2514
      @joshnolan2514 Рік тому +4

      I’m typing this as being outside whilst my friends r inside and I always feel like I’m the least respected in the group and the punching bag and no1 thinks I’m smart, it’s so hard to tell how much of its real or me over reacting it’s so hard to know when to be firm and let something go but it gets better im much better at it then I was a year or 2 years ago u jusr gotta do what u like / enjoy because when it comes down to it you just have to enjoy it because if ur not enjoying it and ur focusing on the negatives why ? For the long list of negatives there is a long list of positives we just tend to focus on the negatives for some reason and I believe this wastes time and you’ll look back wishing you had just been happy with what u had / Where u were try to appreciate the moment as cheesy as that is it’s true trying to be like I’m here this is fun , life is good god is good life is good

    • @MeIlw
      @MeIlw Рік тому +3

      cornball

    • @dracofnwraco
      @dracofnwraco Рік тому

      @@joshnolan2514 probably because they're all inside and you're outside typing a comment. Find another friend group or accept the fact you don't have social skills

    • @beelzemobabbity
      @beelzemobabbity Рік тому +4

      @@MeIlw what are you on about?

  • @rad_space6086
    @rad_space6086 Рік тому +1316

    This is a really cool playlist! (Nothing's wrong and I've actually been in a way better place than I was a few years ago back when I used to cry at night thinking I was a total screw up, I just like Duster. I wish the best to you guys though and hope you're doing better)

  • @Larsssssss
    @Larsssssss 2 роки тому +35

    duster makes me cry i love you duster

  • @laraibfatima3616
    @laraibfatima3616 Рік тому +6

    It breaks my heart seeing all these people that are absolutely broken ☹️ I wish y'all overcome your struggles soon and actually become your better self instead of hanging onto your past self, which is long gone . I'm here for you guys

  • @Ashyternal
    @Ashyternal 2 роки тому +141

    This is just what i needed! (its seriously been so hard the past couple of months, i've relapsed back into self harm after 2 years and my mental health is taking a huge hit, i've isolated from friends, i just sit in bed all day and all night rotting away, all the while feeling like im useless. I stopped going to college, stopped going out with my friends and just going out in general. My parents noticed and now im going back to therapy once a week. I honestly don't feel like trying anymore. I just want to give up. Every little movement like moving my hand or getting up just feels so hard, even as i type this now its probably the most work im going to get all day. Living like this isn't nice, the amount of people i've seen romanticize these living conditions, clothes everywhere on the floor, trash, debris. I just feel like a slob, scum even. I hate feeling like this, these emotions that haven't come to me for so long, they really hurt. I really don't know how long i can continue on like this. The only thing actually keeping me alive is my partner. Sometimes I just wish I was normal. I have nothing else but myself basically. I hate living in this dump of a room but i have no motivation or will to clean it, i feel like a patient stuck in a hospital bed. Since I've been gone from my friends, everything apparently is now just falling apart, people are showing actual hate for each other, we've known each other and been friends for literally over 10 years, its crazy how 10 years of friendship can end in just 2 months, or is it 3 now? I'm not too sure, the days are blending into one another like usual. My best friend of 10 years literally doesn't seem to care for me anymore, calling me selfish, generally not trying to dm me, and hes the one who complains I don't talk to him much, I wonder why hm? I'm sick of everything, these people that I considered my friends turn out to be just people I knew, strangers. I feel like I'm really going to regret putting this comment in but it definitely feels better to get all of this off my chest. I have no hope for the future at the moment, I just hope things turn for the best soon. But it's not like I'm going to try am I? It's just useless at this point.)

    • @lol4bit
      @lol4bit  2 роки тому +39

      im glad people have the guts to speak out like this. i wish you luck on your recovery and i hope you find true meaning and pleasure in life. you aren't truly alone

    • @qtfinx7268
      @qtfinx7268 2 роки тому +7

      ong or fr

    • @Smirksol
      @Smirksol 2 роки тому +2

      Heyy I’m so sorry your going through this…I’m also going through the same thing,..I’m skipping classes a lot and I can’t stand people…I get way too anxious. If you wanna be friends I’ll be here

    • @BREATHER_
      @BREATHER_ 2 роки тому +1

      You’re not alone. You just explained my situation almost to a T. Thank you for this little bit of time I don’t feel completely isolated even though I am

    • @TheawesomeGuy0710
      @TheawesomeGuy0710 2 роки тому

      It’s just what I needed too!!

  • @lllussion
    @lllussion 2 роки тому +238

    I love this mix! (I’m at my limit and honestly don’t know if I can take this much longer. )

  • @carnigob42069
    @carnigob42069 Рік тому +11

    this is the kind of music that plays in your head when its raining in the morning and you're waiting for the bus. haven't been to school in 5 years but this brought me back, thanks.

  • @Koer4607
    @Koer4607 11 місяців тому +12

    I've went through all hard times. I'm happy now. But I still love listening to it. You can do it guys, I believe in you

  • @iwantadominantmommy
    @iwantadominantmommy 2 роки тому +95

    I always feel special when I find underrated cool playlists like this

    • @TetrAggro
      @TetrAggro Рік тому

      It has 300k views dork

    • @iwantadominantmommy
      @iwantadominantmommy Рік тому +3

      @@TetrAggro it didn't have that many when I commented, and imo it deserves more

    • @nah3869
      @nah3869 Рік тому

      ik

  • @deadliftdeeznutz
    @deadliftdeeznutz 2 роки тому +90

    great playlist, keep up the good work!! (rotting. I'm rotting from the inside out. my brain is melting into black tar. my insides curdling as the bugs eat the matter within me. bones turning into dust, blood coagulating into thick sludge. still, not a crack nor scratch lie visible on my porcelain husk.)

    • @real8143
      @real8143 2 роки тому +1

      real

    • @hiddendagger7
      @hiddendagger7 2 роки тому +6

      this is gonna sound emo but I honestly agree with that one

    • @everyone_5996
      @everyone_5996 2 роки тому

      Where is that from

    • @deadliftdeeznutz
      @deadliftdeeznutz Рік тому

      @@everyone_5996 where is what from?

    • @beelzemobabbity
      @beelzemobabbity Рік тому

      @@deadliftdeeznutz they were wondering if it was a quote i think, because it was so well written.

  • @xxjhn_frk0
    @xxjhn_frk0 3 місяці тому +2

    UA-cam is my comfort place now!

  • @immyyy
    @immyyy Рік тому +11

    Can’t tell if i agree to the comments about this being comforting or not. But because I’m still doing miserable, whenever I listen to this while studying or something I start crying and the voices in my head about leaving go lower in tone but louder in strength.

  • @elerver1082
    @elerver1082 2 роки тому +89

    These songs are relaxing (I thought I gotten better and recovered but im slowly going back to the way I was and im scared im going to be worse)

  • @aleh2459
    @aleh2459 2 роки тому +47

    i love this mix thank you so much! (im rotting in bed for the past 5 hours)

  • @nat1club349
    @nat1club349 Рік тому +25

    This playlist represents my mental state right now (I feel empty and hollow but don't wanna speak about it because I feel like I feel like this as a way to subconsciously get attention. I'm tired, the static in my brain is getting louder and I wanna die.)

  • @Starry_m3l0dy3
    @Starry_m3l0dy3 Рік тому +10

    this playlist is great! thank you so much for the calming mix! ( my abandonment issues are crippling and and despite having good relationships i cant help but think they are temporary and that they will one day end and the people i love will leave)

  • @chadthunder5068
    @chadthunder5068 2 роки тому +47

    I don't know why Duster is getting so much attention lately but I'm all for it.

    • @acontentthief3210
      @acontentthief3210 2 роки тому +1

      i don’t know aswell but it makes me happy for duster

  • @user-qv1op9jb9o
    @user-qv1op9jb9o 2 роки тому +51

    duster songs are always so similar but so different, love them sm

  • @M0d3rn_M4ds
    @M0d3rn_M4ds Рік тому +10

    awesome playlist! (i cant cry anymore, no matter how hard i try no tears fall out, i havent been able to show emotion for the past 2 years)

  • @chris.75
    @chris.75 Рік тому +12

    I love this playlist ( last year was a living hell I fell into depression in a constant loop of torture all of the people I loved would blame me, but now I'm doing better in life.) would recommend to friends.

  • @sxrvphimm
    @sxrvphimm Рік тому +251

    man, i love duster, this playlist is the best! (I miss being genuinely happy, because whenever I feel happiness now I always know in the back of my mind I will always return to feeling nothing but misery at the end of the day, and nothing and nobody can save me anymore. the days go on without me noticing and they're all the exact same as the last, I don't know how many more of them I can go through, I need to make it stop somehow, I'm not living anymore, I'm suffering.) it puts me right to sleep! (i need to be medicated.)

    • @marijeewana
      @marijeewana Рік тому +7

      @@loveheart14 the only thing thats corny is ur inability to pick up women

    • @marijeewana
      @marijeewana Рік тому +5

      i hope your okay man

    • @bugperson
      @bugperson Рік тому +4

      Why is this is relatable?

    • @citrus5514
      @citrus5514 Рік тому +4

      deftones pfp checks out lol.
      in reality though i hope that you are doing much better, i can relate to yr struggles

    • @anintruwuder4894
      @anintruwuder4894 11 місяців тому +1

      real

  • @aevieb5463
    @aevieb5463 2 роки тому +76

    I love this playlist! (I've spent every single day of the summer so far just in my room either sitting watching streamers on twitch or working out but I haven't seen anyone because my best friend basically ghosted me to go spend time with her boyfriend and my girlfriend is in the mental hospital for the whole summer and my other friends just kinda don't wanna hang out so my depression has been getting worse and I listen to this everyday and just cry because I don't know what emotion im feeling and it just physically hurts because I can't think of what emotion im feeling and I just want to have it go away or at least know what it is)

    • @lol4bit
      @lol4bit  2 роки тому +16

      when everyones busy, i go out alone to just relax and clear my head, with music.
      theres a comfort in spendimg time alone. try to enjoy what you've got and keep on the grind 🦾

    • @bacon7248
      @bacon7248 Рік тому +1

      Hey! If you want you could try to get some online friends for comfort. If real friends are ghosting you, why not an online friend? Its like talking to someone that you don't know but you might get along. I'm sorry to hear that your girlfriend is in the mental hospital, I hope you both stay strong.

  • @jasper0jk
    @jasper0jk Рік тому +65

    I listen to this every night (I am not ok, I hate myself, and I don't even know how to feel anymore)

  • @amirahkhayali2957
    @amirahkhayali2957 Рік тому +3

    omg i’m in love with duster songs (i’m tired i’m tired i’m tired everything is just too much for me)

    • @ellenwei6825
      @ellenwei6825 Рік тому

      i am happy u stay awake even tho your tired. It gets better

  • @terub0z
    @terub0z 2 роки тому +13

    thank u for this i love duster (i hate the person ive become and at this point i dont even know who i am anymore. i cant recognise myself. i have no clue where my life is going or where ill be in the future and im scared. i stay up every night thinking about what will become of me. and yet, despite this fear, in response, i do nothing about it. i simply embrace the fact that im weak and ill die alone. i try to occasionally comfort myself and cover up this acceptance with random 3am pep talks or desperate attempts to try and fix myself but in the end i am only left with the realisation that i may never change. that i may never improve. that ill never grow as a person. i could only dream of someday becoming the normal kid ive always wanted to be. i feel trapped. trapped inside a hole where there are only me and my thoughts scattered all over the walls, constantly screaming at me every second of the day with whatever i decide to busy myself with. i cannot cry for help because i am afraid. i instead hide away tucked in the corner avoiding anyone who tries to help, ignoring that voice inside my head telling me to stop. and when that person goes away i am drowned out in guilt and despair knowing that opportunity i had was just ripped away because of my own selfishness. and there i lay inside that hole alone, foolishly expecting a friend to just magically appear. but nobody is there. not even the shadow of a person casting down on me watching as my sanity slowly deteriorates. the only thing i can do is pathetically rot away inside this hole, feeling sorry for myself and expecting someone to save me despite knowing nobody will and its all my fault. i watch helplessly as life repeats itself over and over as more and more thoughts flood my head as if my existence itself has turned against me and is trying to drive me insane. all i do in response is attempt to blind myself from the harsh reality of life with "the little things" that give me that tiny ounce of happiness until it all fades away and i return to this world of nothingness.)

    • @vadushka6399
      @vadushka6399 2 роки тому +2

      real

    • @rhyannacarey1373
      @rhyannacarey1373 2 роки тому +1

      Oh....this hit hard honestly I just.....I've got nothing at this point

    • @aoaakf1
      @aoaakf1 Рік тому

      real, but actually real👌😂

  • @sophiagranillo8999
    @sophiagranillo8999 2 роки тому +30

    every duster song is a song to sleep to.

  • @iftw.
    @iftw. Рік тому +6

    this playlist made me feel so sad. I want to document all my memories with my friends and ex-friends. i dont have good memory so i wont remember these fleeting moments that mean so much to me. i'll miss the past so much i just want to hear the voices of me and my friends as kids when im older. i want to see everything we did, the promises we made, the sad moments and happy ones. every little moment means so much to me. the time when i got hit by a volleyball when i was walking into the locker room, the time when my teacher pulled me aside during class to talk about my day and my feelings, the time when i was crying in my mom's car because someone at my table insulted my friend, the time when arjay always kept saying he wanted to play my electric bass, the time when kingston mistook a cello for a bass, the time when me and my friends were having the time of our lives, the first time i went to bella terra after school with my friends, my first day of middle school, the year i always had a low ponytail (so embarrased from that). moments with people im not even friends with i want to keep so badly. i want to remember everything. i want to continue being friends with all of my friends even if end up talking less in the future i still want us to be connected in some way. i hope all my friends live healthy lives and enjoy life the fullest and meet the people they want to be with forever and i hope they achieve their dreams. as for me, my dream is to become a fashion designer despite not having any motivation, no inspiration, and no actual driving force/reason to become one. I want to try everything i want to have the time of my life. I dont want to leave the friends that i have now. I dont want to go to seperate highschools, seperate places after highschool, seperate pathways in life. I want all of us to be together. hopefully we'll never have to seperate but i know its inevitable cause no matter what we'll die and go our own ways and live our own lives...

  • @nqhaai
    @nqhaai Рік тому +27

    This song gives so much nostalgia! (I do get nostalgia. I do remember crying for hours for people who aren't worth my efforts. They made me so happy even at the smallest things and I wish they knew. I don't understand why someone else is better than me. I'm good enough. Probably the best compared to the someone. What do you see in the person? I just want to be important. I don't care in what situation. Make me feel important. Honestly, am I at fault to be treated this poorly?)

  • @bradleya4923
    @bradleya4923 2 роки тому +34

    mmm its 4 am and this playlist is really hitting hard! ( Im screaming into my pillow crying)

  • @leia7745
    @leia7745 2 роки тому +29

    as soon the inside out starts playing my tears suddenly fell on my cheeks and now it won't stop

    • @lol4bit
      @lol4bit  2 роки тому +3

      i think its a good song to start the mix with

    • @Gh0styKai
      @Gh0styKai Рік тому

      I love u

  • @theriddlersdiscordkitten
    @theriddlersdiscordkitten Рік тому +3

    Adore this piece of media! (I can’t handle it anymore, can’t look happy anymore without thinking about him, but he moved on. He didn’t even care about the relationship, but I did. I can’t feel any emotion anymore.)

  • @Dryrubbersock
    @Dryrubbersock 7 місяців тому +5

    Guys it gets better,
    Life really is like a book. Every chapter is accompanied by one main emotion. This chapter was about love that was never meant, this chapter made me want to kill my self. School was awful, hanging out felt awful, girls made me feel awful. But now, I feel the pages flipping. My last chapter was depression and now that I've changed schools and stoped talking to her i start to feel that happiness again. It was worth all the pain it really was. My pages finally turned and this is a new chapter, a chapter of happiness. I don't care how long it lasts, its here now. School makes me happy again, i really want to go. Friends make me happy again, old and new ones. They make me feel giddy, like some happy child. When I'm not crazy in love I can actually feel like a child and its great. I stoped talking to the girl that was everything because a girl shouldn't be everything. Now I don't feel the urge to be with some one, I don't feel pain when I hang out with girl friends because I dont want to be with them. Thats why it hurt to be with her, because I needed her, she didn't need me. You shouldn't haave to need any girl that doesn't need you, no girl should be able to dictate your life, now that I cht her off I feel greater than ever.
    It hurts to cut some people of but it hurts more to keep people you love but dont love you back in your life. Cut peole off because some times it really makes you happy. I'm happy now. I'm in a new chapter and life doesn't suck. If life sucks maybe it's time to start a new chapter. I know it's easy to stay sad. I fought hard not to die and it was worth it, living was worth it.

  • @h0pelessbl4st31
    @h0pelessbl4st31 Рік тому +23

    omg i love this band! (I have moments when i go numb and others when i feel everything at such high intensity that i can feel my head explode from the weight of the emotions, and i get overwhelmed by any human interaction because of my severe anxiety that makes my head hurt, i barely get any sleep or i sleep the whole day while i stay awake at night with my thoughts eating me alive. i don’t feel safe anywhere because there’s always panic inside my mind)

  • @inodoro5824
    @inodoro5824 2 роки тому +118

    if this mix had songs from the new album "together" it would be one of the best mixes I've heard in my life, nice job!

    • @lol4bit
      @lol4bit  2 роки тому +7

      ah true, i really only looked at their classics

    • @karkaaaaa
      @karkaaaaa 2 роки тому +1

      @@lol4bit you also forgot the unreleased albums, there are EXCELLENT songs on albums like Experimental Dust or On The Dodge!

    • @lol4bit
      @lol4bit  2 роки тому +2

      @@karkaaaaa i might re-do this mix in the future with more songs

    • @dylanolson6077
      @dylanolson6077 2 роки тому

      Their new album is kinda weak tho can’t lie

    • @catgirl33333
      @catgirl33333 2 роки тому +1

      @@dylanolson6077 i thought so too on my first listen but i started to appreciate it more on repeat listens

  • @mooshupanda5861
    @mooshupanda5861 Рік тому +20

    "sleep mix" more like try to sleep for an hour but end up contemplating everything in your life and feeling nothing but a heavy emptiness

    • @mancubusvoid4503
      @mancubusvoid4503 Місяць тому

      A sign that you're not living life the way you need to friend

    • @cainan37
      @cainan37 26 днів тому +2

      I have never read something so accurate in my entire life.

    • @whatsinswillhecomit
      @whatsinswillhecomit 21 день тому

      OW THAT IS SUPRISINGLY SO RELATABLE TO ME-

    • @thecougarprince
      @thecougarprince 11 днів тому

      What kinda psycho sleeps to this shit? I mean, I'll be really honest... What the fuck is this dog shit music? It has no beat, no real singing, no real instrument playing? I can't imagine who would listen to this and on what occasion? Ya can't dance to it, can't sing along? I mean, at least punk rock packed a punch and got you ready to kick some heads in? This is trash?! WTF?

  • @harrysox2815
    @harrysox2815 Рік тому +9

    Listened to this at one of the lowest moments I've had recently, cried more than I do normally. Thank you Duster and thank you for this playlist

  • @tylerthecreatorreal
    @tylerthecreatorreal 2 роки тому +39

    so cool! great mix! (i cant get what happened out of my head. i havent cried in so long and its genuinely so painful. i need help but no one is there for me.)

    • @bacon7248
      @bacon7248 Рік тому +3

      Hey! If no one was ever there for you, well I believe that someone out there cares for you, and that may be me. I will think about how your life is going and I won't forget it, because, people being happy is everything to me. I'm sure your gonna cry sometime in the future, maybe something will sadden you and you will feel emotion again. Someone could come into your life and give you sparks, stay strong man.

  • @drusticc5667
    @drusticc5667 2 роки тому +26

    I LOVE DUSTER (someone help me i can't stop thinking about how much time i waste doing nothing, i feel like my life will fade away into nothing)

    • @Mika-du4po
      @Mika-du4po Рік тому

      real

    • @bacon7248
      @bacon7248 Рік тому +2

      doing nothing is better than doing something wrong, but thats okay if you even do waste time doing something bad or good, it doesn't even matter. Everyone does die but, its not worth it to be thinking about death, it can make people more paranoid. keep on fighting :)

    • @thundersong15
      @thundersong15 Рік тому +1

      Who cares what your life will be if you don’t enjoy it while you have it

    • @aoaakf1
      @aoaakf1 Рік тому

      real

  • @marlonrodrigues2822
    @marlonrodrigues2822 Рік тому +4

    Handpicked. To sleep in tears, sobbing. Thank you. Asking the question? Why am I still alive?

    • @handlesareweird_
      @handlesareweird_ 8 днів тому

      perhaps to come to a point when you will be trully happy and content with living? thats what im usually thinking to myself anyway

  • @TheOneandOnlyRey
    @TheOneandOnlyRey Рік тому +35

    This playlist really sparks joy in me! (I suffer alone as I hold up a strong smile, unable to truly describe to others what has been devouring me from inside silently.)

  • @pissmast3r
    @pissmast3r 2 роки тому +17

    Took the biggest dump ever to this man thank you, rly helped out

    • @detrodusjp9587
      @detrodusjp9587 2 роки тому +7

      great change of pace my man, thank you for this comment.

  • @qoru
    @qoru 2 роки тому +9

    man this is awesome, i've loved duster since i found then in 2019 :) (nothing makes me sadder seeing old friends hanging out with each other, i'm scared that no one will ever ask to hang out with me ever again and it makes me sad)

  • @aloser3916
    @aloser3916 Рік тому +5

    I Love duster ( I feel an eternal emptiness, I want to be better but I just can’t do it anymore. I want to let go but I’m scared of letting go, I’m done but I’m not finished, my very being disgusts me and the hallucinations won’t stop) they’re my favourite band!!

  • @jamjoo711
    @jamjoo711 Рік тому +19

    This is an amazing mix! ( if you're reading this I just want to you to know that I love you and you matter)

    • @pepsut
      @pepsut Рік тому

      Biggest cap i ever read you dont even fking know and even if u did u wouldn't want to know me

  • @knoxboyd5150
    @knoxboyd5150 2 роки тому +11

    this is fire bro 🔥(the voices wont stop get them out of my head)

  • @sevengoeke412
    @sevengoeke412 2 роки тому +19

    Duster touches me so deeply I don't even know how to describe it. Stars Will Fall is exactly what healing sounds like I don't understand how they did it.

  • @katelyn.bowden
    @katelyn.bowden 2 місяці тому +3

    i love duster!
    (i feel like ive reached my limit. im tired, and everyday is just a constant loop. it's taking a serious toll on my mental health and i don't know how much longer i can take. this could be my last comment. ever.)

  • @Alex-fq8ld
    @Alex-fq8ld Рік тому +9

    10/10, would cry to sleep again with this

  • @re-mo3jq
    @re-mo3jq 2 роки тому +10

    Thanks for the playlist! (Rather than sleeping, i ended my dreading my existence instead)

  • @ashtonhaaayes6675
    @ashtonhaaayes6675 2 роки тому +34

    sometimes im just not ok, and that's ok

  • @ethancamper2274
    @ethancamper2274 Рік тому +30

    This is a wonderful mix of music ☺️ (I'm dying on the inside knowing tomorrow will never come...)

    • @j_8943
      @j_8943 Рік тому +2

      Sun always rises, just takes some time
      Hope all is well man, we’re all in this together whether you realize it or not

  • @inkershrike
    @inkershrike Рік тому +8

    I've been a fan for quite a while but nothing still beats listening to Duster under a dark gray sky or when it's raining.

  • @_who_is_the_doggo_8613
    @_who_is_the_doggo_8613 2 роки тому +27

    Dude this playlist is amazing! I love it!!!!( I’m always stressed about everything and scared that I will be forever alone because I was always the wired quiet kid and always scared others away. I never had anyone to be friends with, to hangout with them or joke around. I had one time but I hurt them and now they’re gone forever. They moved on while I still think about how I couldn’t even apologized to them. I isolate myself from others rather than hurting someone again without realizing it. I don’t want to die but I don’t want to live like this. I’m trying to fit in but I’m still so different from others. I’m so tired from it.)

  • @organicmachines3225
    @organicmachines3225 2 роки тому +15

    This sad music, listening, not watching anything, really gets me in the moment. Content like videos and movies drown me. These get me in my thoughts. I need that mindfulness. Connection to my mind and to my body. I am so lost usually. This exposes a sadness but it also exposes to me reality.

  • @cannibawlz
    @cannibawlz Рік тому +2

    great mix!! love !!! (why am i so sad when im experiencing actual happiness and companionship for the first time in 2 years.)

  • @epipremnum_.aureum
    @epipremnum_.aureum Рік тому +5

    thanks for this playlist! (i fell into a seasonal depression and have just gotten out of it, scrapped my finals week because of it, and almost failed my most important class, and now i feel like a huge failure because i'm not sure i can even continue school at this point, hopefully i'll get better before the start of the next semester, because i don't know what i'd do if it doesn't)

  • @korti6677
    @korti6677 2 роки тому +16

    This is indeed a wonderful mix to sleep to! (I haven't been able to have a good sleep in months. I cannot fall asleep, I stay awake rotting in my bed for days on end.)

  • @romanisromantic3074
    @romanisromantic3074 2 роки тому +28

    I love this, very good mix! (when I have nightmares I can't tell if I'm asleep or awake)

  • @lunarmentt
    @lunarmentt Рік тому +14

    duster feels like home. it makes me feel belonged in a way. it makes me feel exclusion from it. when i perceive i am nothing or have nothing i loop back to duster. reminding myself of the constant agony whilst slowly enduring it and staying alive by holding on to the fragments of whats left. for some reason it seems to be neverending, like the time is passing but im always stuck. living a constant lie to myself, any compliments or nice comments i may receive are instantaneously disregarded and scrapped as deceitful. i absolutely despise what i am and have becoming and slowly becoming. whatever is transforming what its becoming. i keep losing my head all about me is falling. i try so many things but no valiance . the lowest, there is nowhere but somehow down from. the flee obstructed by the addictive sensations of what it shouldnt be. the erasure of it calms me but haunts me. drowsing, often, the only time i truly feel in the place where i desire to reside, the demise aspiring my dedication.

  • @SMACK3Deveryday
    @SMACK3Deveryday 13 хвилин тому

    It’s depressing but comforting at the same time seeing all the sad comments and knowing that all of us are struggling… we making it out the despair y’all stay strong

  • @nat-fu9th
    @nat-fu9th 2 роки тому +16

    duster has my heart ( i cry to duster when I feel like everything’s my fault. maybe it is no one knows)

  • @Shir4ak
    @Shir4ak 2 роки тому +10

    This is my favorite mix! (I haven’t felt so empty and emotionless in the past month, I feel like no one will understand the shit that I’m going through and I feel even worse because of it, I’m losing so many people that I love and I’m probably losing even more people in the upcoming months and I’m losing myself to a void of my mind and everyday I wake up I cry because I woke up alive)

  • @epicomomentoetiopiano
    @epicomomentoetiopiano Рік тому +1

    Man I can't get enough of this! (wherever I look I can't see the same colors in those little everyday things that used to make feel human)

  • @theo-iv5ie
    @theo-iv5ie 2 роки тому +15

    this makes me feel so alive (im struggling with overthinking rn)

  • @ashleegentry1169
    @ashleegentry1169 2 роки тому +9

    love these songs! (sometimes i miss the feeling of cutting. i’ve been almost two years clean and i still vividly remember it like yesterday. the pain, the burning, the adrenaline, how it became so addicting. i thought i was better. im trying to be better. yet sometimes my anger gets the best of me and i just want to relive it all over again. i miss feeling something, even if it was something like relapsing. i want to just finally be happy. truly happy. i just want to stop thinking. im tired of the constant overthinking i can’t sleep. im so tired yet i can’t sleep. i wish i just stopped caring abt what others thought abt me. i wish i only cared for my own well-being. i hate being such a push over. im tired of letting people treat me like shit, i thought i changed for the best yet im still the same pathetic pushover i was before. the funny thing is no matter how bad i want to relapse i just can’t. my shitty pride just won’t let me. when i get upset i get the strong urge to change something whether it’s to cut my hair, dye it, get a piercing, just something. i constantly feel like i have to have some kind of control over myself or else something bad is gonna happen, i hate myself so much that i want to relapse. i just want to be happy. i wish i could love myself as much as i love others.)

  • @SillyjustsillyIsaid
    @SillyjustsillyIsaid Рік тому +4

    I played this playlist whenever I can, duster has always have been my favorite band. Right now, I'm growing up with emotions overflowing through me and they really helped me. Duster is the best. Tysm for making this playlist- I really enjoy this!

  • @poopyshit_2
    @poopyshit_2 8 місяців тому +2

    wow this is so calming! (i actually enjoy this and sleep to it every night. ive almost never cried listening to duster)

  • @lol4bit
    @lol4bit  2 роки тому +83

    this comment section is concerning.

    • @Hotel52
      @Hotel52 2 роки тому +5

      well it is a duster mix so you should at least expect comments like this

    • @mateo1110
      @mateo1110 2 роки тому

      i won't cry