living in a childhood dream. (corecore + ambient mix)
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- Опубліковано 16 січ 2024
- liminal ambience playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IG...
included:
school rooftop (bird sounds)
it feels like i've forgotten something
you not the same
comfort chain
green to blue - slowed + reverbed
snowfall
bleached
apathy
new home (slowed)
watching the stars
dreamy
distorted memories
present
#ambientmusic #darkambient #sleepmusic
liminal ambience playlist: open.spotify.com/playlist/4IGoHvtWv0G3TsCV2oGUxe?si=d92881cf7f6a43ba
Where did everything go? 😢
Everything's hiding because they're shy
maybe the inside of a toysrus for the next one?
Nostalgia is the most beautiful form of pain
Man, that's deep....
fr tho
Nostalgia ain't what it used to be!
Over-abundance will do that.
You can't live in the past.
Escapism is a hell of a drug.
@@Seeks__ hmmm
It’s crazy how life can seem so simple as a kid, but gradually it stops and all you have are memories.
if you have them
its because life used to happen around you and that was magical now it just happens to you
Dude U Literally said wat I was thinking Word for Word😮😮😮😮 it's Really Cool ..but im a little Scared now kinda in a Cool Way I Guess lmaoooo
I wish I enjoyed it more and wasn't so worried about school and other people. I was to caught up in my anxieties to take in the present
Amen
Those birds remind me of when I was younger. I was 9 with my family and we would go on walks to parks all the time. Then one day it just stopped. We rarely ever go out anymore and I miss spending time walking, talking and taking pictures of nature. Now, all I can do is cry and regret how much I ruined those outings by complaining.
Hey, maybe those times weren't as great as you thought. Yes, I too had moments as you, yet kept a grudge of anger on the times I've felt betrayed by my own. Yet here I am, reminiscent on those times despite my awareness of the bad times. Idk, it just felt safe compared to being on your own as an adult with memories left over from a past self.
Mourning Doves are my favorite time of the year. I have a couple nesting nearby somewhere and the female lets me get 5 feet from her. I feed them bread as much as I can. They don't like tortilla chips. I feed them bird seeds but they get expensive now and then
On my UA-cam Channel Background I captured a hummingbird in my shed and took a picture of it. It's amazing once you learn Life needs to be simple and delicate:)
I remember those too, but thought they were owls
Ya I don’t know how everyone can have the same memories of those birds. Crazy how similar we all reallly are.
@@kaecake9575miss those days
We didn't even know we'd be doing things for the last time.
What happened?
Your comment tugged my heart a bit too much stranger internet friend.
You know it gets real when family members start to pass away. That childhood is forever lost and you’re never getting it back. One of the most painful part of being an adult💔 You only have the memories that truly make you happy. The money doesn’t even make you happy anymore. You just wish you could rewind time and re live every moment again. My biggest wish is to restart my life and have unlimited wishes
A qWW wwwaa❤
@@64gbheart-disk19
@@64gbheart-disk19for real
Stuck in memories that everyone else has moved on from.
What?
You wouldn't surprise tho if I tell you that you're not the only one who constantly felt like you've stuck in the memories of the past, everyone who listen to this feel the same and thought the same.
I remember toys being expensive and I'm glad I outgrew them
@@ExtraordinaryTK I think he means that everyone that was involved in his memories has moved on from things that happened, and he's the only one that thinks about them.
@@mrcreeper479 I knew and my respond probably didn't come out right lol as to those people probably felt the same but life is about moving forward and you just wouldn't know.
One day I stopped climbing trees.
It wasn't a conscious decision.
I can't recall the last time I did it, or why I stopped.
Years ago.
Another lifetime almost.
Gone.
One day I should have stopped climbing trees. I was way too old. But I climbed one anyway, slipped, skinned my arm and pulled my shoulder. I probably also should have stopped then, but I'll never learn!
@@SdulcamaraI am glad you didn’t stop. Makes me happy to hear that you never lost your curious inner child.
Time is unkind at times...
I loved climbing trees. But then I got fined by the HOA for climbing on the roof by going up the tree so they sawed all the tree branches off the lower part. I try climbing trees when I can, but adults are always there to break you down.
You can still climb another tree brother
I remember my dad would take me and my brothers to Toys R Us,, and against our moms wishes, he would let us decide on a game that we can all play together. I think the last thing we got was Battletanx: global assault. Rest in peace dad.
Love that memory for you!!!! ✝✝🕊🕊
You could pick anything. That's what you got. Lucky.
I remember Battletanx: Global Assault! I loved that game! I played it non stop. My dad bought it for me as well. RIP to my dad, miss him so much.
Rest in peace to your pops.
Global Assault was one of my favorite games I played it all the time with dad and brothers
Mornings like this… if you get up early enough you’ll still be able to long to go outside and feel the humidity on your skin, the soft movement of mosquitos, that empty but safe feeling. Life is the strangest ride at the amusement park. Everyone’s been on it, some riding higher and lower than most. Some get off earlier or later than most and yet we’ve all witnessed something like this one way or another.
That’s exactly the memories I was thinking. Early summer mornings with those birds, before I had school, and all we would do was play. A constant fever dream…
Beautifully put.
JESUS CHRIST!
Thanks Jesus
That was really nice, now I want to wake up really early just to experience that again..Thanks, Jesus.
Dude just seeing the toys r us alone is making me cry I miss that store so much
Toys R Us is stil around though
@@TheChillMelodist true, it’s just that I live in Massachusetts and the one I grew up going to closed and turned into something else and I haven’t seen any around at all. I miss going there for all the pokemon events and buying pokemon cards.
Crying over corporate greed and materialistic bullshit?
@@williamgass9242someone didn't get toys as a kid 😢
@@jamesk2860 not from toys r us.
You get older when you (allow) 3 things to cease: movement, wonder, hope.
You aren't nostalgic for an age, but for a lost mindset.
That's true, actually.
That is amazing.. Perfect words
Born 1993, when I was around 5/6 me and my family had to move to Germany, Osnabruck because my Dad was stationed there for being in the British Army. We stayed there until 2001. I can honestly say from what memories are still there in my head, are the best years of my life. If I could just relive those days, just for a few hours, I would be so happy.
I spend hours crying happy/sad tears on Google Earth Pro with the time machine of the maps. Seeing my old Primary School before it was demolished. Seeing the Army barracks my dad was at before that too was sadly demolished. Seeing my old childhood home which I haven't seen since we left 23 years ago.
It's even more saddening with how Germany's privacy laws are. Google Street view is practically none existent. So the buildings and the streets I fondly remember are mainly just these pixelated resemblances of buildings that I still vividly remember from my childhood but I can't see how are now or was a few years ago. I only have what I remember, and the odd remnants of videos here on UA-cam which is extremely lacking and rare to find
Thankfully some time last year, Germany finally lifted those privacy laws for Google Maps Street view and i finally got to see my home again for the first time since we all left way back in 2001. I will be honest. I've never cried so much in such a long time. It was harrowingly different everywhere i looked around Osnabruck but I could also see things that haven't changed at all.
The walks we went on, the Warner Brothers Movie Theme Park down south near Dorsten. Pony rides in the woods and picking the oldest one there who was called Boris. I picked him all the time because he liked to eat the grass a lot which made the ride last longer so I could spend more time with him. The little & big lake walk just behind the Nettebad. The traditional Christmas Markets in the town centre. Playing video games when my Dad finally came home on my Playstation 1, we would try and beat the games in one day but never could because I didn't have a memory card. Getting excited whenever Pokemon was on the TV. Friends round mine to share the big swimming pool I had.
Watching Halloween Town before going out trick or treating. Finding our first ever pet, a kitten abandoned behind a grit bin while we were on a bike ride and taking her home, we named her Millie. So many memories. All lost to time. With only old VHS tapes & photographs to try and relive those memories at least just a tiny bit.
Oh what Id do just to go back to those days. Nostalgia is such a beautiful but cruel mistress. I hate to love it and love to hate it. I Miss you Osnabruck. I miss you childhood.
But. I have a daughter of my own now, she turns two in November, still crazy to say that, time truly doesn't stop. I honestly can not wait to be the best father I can possibly be. And to make everlasting memories with her that she can look back on and smile just as much as I do looking back at the ones I made with my Mum & Dad.
Oh Germany. Oh Osnabruck. Oh childhood. You were the best of days. I'll revisit you one day. With the whole family hopefully.
Greetings from Germany! Well written...!🤗
Beautiful.
Its comments likes these that take me back to moments similar to these. Moments with family, the good moments.
Makes me so glad to hear that you could make such beautiful memories here! I hope that you can come back with your own little family and make some new memories, memories you can remember in many many years later and warm up your heart! wish you all the best Bro!
Love this and so beautifully written ❤️ my dad was in the British army too so we spent a lot of time in various places in Germany during the 90s. I have such fond memories of living there and one day would love to go back for a visit but I know it won't be the same. Nostalgia is bittersweet!
Nostalgia is one of those feelings that feel good as much as it hurts
Hurts?
Yes more on
Keep going everyone. Right now, things may not seem right in the world. You may even harbor crippling sadness, perhaps anger, or maybe no feelings at all. It is okay. Right now you are here and you are breathing. For that, I am proud of all of you. Please keep going. It makes me feel better knowing there are others like me that are pushing forwards despite everything. Keep going today so that you can experience better days that are waiting ahead of us. One day soon, you are going to feel the sunshine on your face and you're going to smile and be happy that you have been granted life. Do not take it for granted. Keep going. Go, go go.
Thank you for this beautiful message, I needed to hear this. Sending you positive vibes :D
🤍
Thank you my friend
2017 was my favourite year
Same
The birds at the beginning remind me of when I was a little girl, waking up in the morning and hearing them chirping from my window. I felt no anger, sadness or worry for the day. Only peace and wonder of what it had to offer. I miss that.
I was born in May 2001 specifically. As a kid growing up i remember that i always cherished memories no matter how small or big they were. Going to eat out somewhere was literally the most exciting thing to do. Blockbuster man….i just remember getting good grades and being able to rent my favorite movies and shows. Going to school as a 2000s kid WAS SO NOSTALGIC!! The rainbow tarp, the little scooters we used to ride on and get our fingers caught in, the school lunches and man…the school parties!! Field trips to another city or country was something so exciting. I remember when i always woke up in the morning for school watching cartoons waiting for the school bus to pick me up and my mom telling me to get ready. Going to school when it was still dark outside, just that. The foods, the music, the art just everything of my childhood is a core memory of who i am. Not being raised around technology as much made me want to meet new people see new things and just be alive. Going to relatives houses for the weekend or so and having a good time.
Going to middle school and high school is what really made me appreciate memories. I may not be friends with the same people. But at least they were my friends and there for me when i needed them the most. Choir and theatre made me appreciate the people and memories we created. Going to LA for choir concerts and taking the long bus rides every year was just awesome.
The memories you make and what you do with them is up to you. But always remember those memories are always there with you. Idk you but you are loved and appreciated 🫶🏻
thanks, dud
Oh, this comment was so helpful to read. Thanks for sharing :)
This. 🩵
Dude shut up please
you mean the rainbow tarp where the whole class grabs a piece and lifts it up so everyone can sit inside? I remember our elementary school had an inflatable planetarium (or something like that) for the 5th graders, but I moved away before I saw it.
Reminds me of when me and my family would wake up to the birds sounds and ate breakfast and watched tv and watched the sunset while playing outside and when we thought our parents wouldn’t die. Miss the old days 😓🫶🏻
In 10 years these will be old days.
Wow I wasn't expecting that last part. I lost dad almost a year ago.
What happens then still happens now. You said it yourself
born Jan 2006, I just turned 18, I miss not having technology be the main focus of our world. Elementary school without a phone was so good for my development. People keep talking about some meteor shower internet blackout thats gonna happen in like 5 years, and the old I get the more I hope it does.
What day? I was born January 2006 too, i was the 19th
I was born in 2009… technology was all i really grew WITH. Family and all that yes but technology grew with me. So long i’ve turned addicted…i’ve just accepted my integration. We are just different fates of one person. We all are.
It's funny how when you feel down, you look around and people seem to smile as if there's nothing to worry about. But when someone else feels bad, you smile and just try to reassure them because that's how everyone else handles it. At least that's what happens to me anyway. It's odd when we get caught up in our own emotions, it's hard to keep control when life can be pretty chaotic. But I find seeing people being good because that's the best way to be makes me feel really good too. Like parents actually taking the time out their day to bond with their kids, siblings who may not like their siblings, for a day just having a nice time playing games or watching movies. Even people who have bullied others, but realised they've taken it too far and start to show genuine acts of kindness like asking how they've been or asking if they need help, not because they see what they did as nothing wrong, but because they realise they're not great people and just want to try to be better. I love seeing things like that, you don't see that happen all the time but when it does happen, it's almost magical. Seeing the kindness in other people makes me happier than anything else to be alive
It hurts, you know? I'm 15.. I still have memories to make, but life isn't so carefree and happy like it used to be. My parents fight every time they see each other now, no longer loving each other like they used to. I remember when we would ride our bikes together around the neighborhood and to the park. Grilling hot dogs over a fire pit in our backyard. The hot summer days when we would just sit outside eating popsicles and hear stories from my parents' childhoods. The days I would run down the streets to my friend's house so we could play outside for hours before I would be called back for dinner. The days I wasn't constantly worried about what I had to do tomorrow. The days I was oblivious to stress and how busy life is.
For the last 4 years, school has been pressuring me with what I am to do when I turn 20 and get a job. I no longer have freedom. I feel chained to a wall. I'm so tired, so exhausted, worrying about what will come in my future. I constantly fear about school and how I can ruin my entire life if I do one wrong thing. I no longer have friends to hang out with or just ride bikes with. Sure, I have two wonderful friends, but we only talk in school. All of my old friends are now at other schools and have their own friends. My one friend I would text every single day and constantly call so we could laugh and have fun randomly stopped texting one day.
Life is hard. I'm trying to make the best out of it, but everything looks so dull. In the past, life was vibrant. I never wanted to sleep due to being afraid I might miss something. I would never want to sleep and just stay awake to have fun. Now all I want to do is sleep. I want to sleep and have night come so I can fall into another dream where life isn't hard anymore. I pray often to God for guidance on what to do with my life. I constantly pray asking him to help me just trust him with my life and to take over it for me, but it's just so hard.
Me personally, I focus entirely on school work and dance now in my life. I feel so distant from my family, which is partially why life has been hard, but dance is my only escape from hard days. The only time I can have fun and be me.
I both love and hate looking back on my past when I was only half my age. I love it because I smile knowing my parents gave me the best childhood I could ask for. I smile knowing I have so many good memories, but I also hate it. Now all I ever do is compare my current life to my past. Now no talks. I don't do anything for fun. Everything I do now must impact my life one way or another. I have to be perfect. "I have to fit in." I have to always be happy. I can't let my true emotions show. I can't speak my mind. I can't fail. I can't do anything for the fun of it. I hate it so much. Everything is slowly tearing me apart and I have no one to go through it with except God.
I can't even begin to tell you how many tears my eyes shed while writing this, and I know I'm a kid. "I shouldn't be worrying, I StIlL haVE a ChILdhoOd I'm gOinG ThrOuGh." Sure. Maybe I'm still in my "childhood," but it sure as heck doesn't feel like it. I'm so angry all the time (anger issues), I have no free time, nothing makes me happy anymore. One day I will look back in this and probably laugh at myself, but that's what I always do. I will at some point in life think that I was super stupid back then and that I'm foolish, but honestly, it's how I feel right now and I needed to say it. Sorry to anyone who can relate to my message.
The only thing I can tell you at your current situation is that, god never gives somebody a burden that they can not carry. Just hang in there pray to god one day it will be beter, imagen having a life without challanges, it would be boring wouldnt it?
@@canerkasapoglu5835 thank you, I appreciate the words. I needed to hear that... 🩷
You don't know what hard is yet just wait lol
@@dankestgalaxy5952 Well good for me.
As 27 year old who had same fears as you and similar situation i feel you so im going to say to you what i would want and need to hear at that time.
Friendships end, people feel stressed and fight, everything changes. I ask myself why im here and what should i do but one thing i know is to never give up. You are seeing and feeling how hard life is and learning new things about the world and about yourself. It will be hard but worth it. You have people who love you and will help you. You have yourself- brave and intelligent. You mean a lot to a lot of people. You are loved.
For school and the tings that bother you- take time and go calmly- you will figure it out. Think what interest you (nature, animals, people and their behaviours... etc.), what are your skills (good listener, people person, tech savy, etc...), about what do you want to learn more? And dont worry to much- everything you decide is connected and lead to somewhere. Even if you dont like what schol you go to- you can always change it. There is no shame in that. Even when you feel like failure you will manage. Even if you think you wasted time and feel dumb for your mistakes- you learned something. Dont be so hard on yourself, you are young- you have so much stuff to see and learn! It will be alright! You got this!
You are the same person, but smarter and more experienced now. You often look back at happy memories. You realise you wouldng change a thing.
Suddenly you stop focusing on your surroundings , life suddenly becomes less colourful
What?
@@williamgass9242 the shift from childhood to adulthood
Fr Brother
Or when i began the two waves of fear and anxiety. 7 years old… fearing space and the end. 9 years old, scared of the afterlife, black holes.
I think that was when life became not less colorful…but all the smells in life became new
@@ChillyUltraKill bullshit
there is something hard about memories of when you where a kid and you got new toys. i can't really explain it but it's hard to think about the joy they used to bring you just so you abandon them years later. For some people they where our first friends.
I always find abandoned toys so sad. Especially if they are in the shape of animals or dolls
Someone loved them once
Now, they're just trash in the cold
Shut up
The mourning doves and robins singing remind me of the summer evenings of my childhood: me swinging high on our swing set in our backyard, wearing Crocs and my Barbie denim jacket, with grape popsicle in hand, waiting for Dad's truck to come rumbling up the street of our small suburban town. Those days seem too far away 😢💔
So they remind you of birds?
Bro 💀
@williamfartgas are you stupid?
She said she misses her childhood
I miss everything.
Before 2019, everything was amazing for me except for a few things but.
What was there was good, now its all just reminiscing about old times thats all thats left of those days memories.I truly miss everything and everyone that have gone cause there is not much left.
Actually, my guessing would be that if you look around there is still much left. Things have just rearranged and the universe is a little bit bigger.
Tomorrow , bigger still, looking back at memories of once existing in a smaller universe.
No shit
Love all the comments, there really is something special about childhood where you just store all these memories (sometimes that can obviously be bad, but for the sake of positivity, lets run with it) and they have so much meaning & significance, even from birds tweeting, or the smell of fresh cut grass after playing out all day as a kid. Powerful stuff.
You deserve a like and comment my friend 😎
Also nice pfp 👍
Comments hit hard while listening these music
i remember waking up early and my room would be nice and cold, not too cold but a comfortable temperature.. and the sun would shine and the mourning dove would sing its song and i would sit up and listen to it and draw.
i miss the good times when i was young.
Yes, I get the sound of morning woodpigeons here.
Nice.
Bullshit
@@williamgass9242 "🤓bullshit🤓" had a bad day?. Something definitely crawled up your ass.
I miss my childhood so much.💔Back when life was actually worth living. I was so happy and free. I hate that I have to grow up and become a stupid adult now🙄
It's just how it is. I know it's sad, but think about it this way: If you were a kid still, you couldn't do anything on your own.
Don't dwell too much on the past or you'll miss out on some the unknown pleasures of today.
I guess.
You were probably stupid as a kid too
. . . and then suddenly, today was five years ago.
It is possible to be happy as an adult. Don't give up hope. Find what made your childhood special. And maybe share it with someone else once you've found it!
I don't know how to express what I'm feeling right now. Childhood will forever be engraved in our memories and have a special place in our hearts.Everything,down to the last detail, felt different.The sun shining,the bright colors of the tree leaves and just pure happiness.No distractions,just us being kids.
Idiocy
I wish weird things like this existed irl you always read fake stories of people finding places or towns that don't actually exist and when they leave it's not there anymore I would love to experience that while I listen to corecore/dreamcore
huh
wtf you even talking about
@@Moodboard39 just fake stories on the Internet, search I visited a town that shouldn't exist and something of that nature will pop up
But some places of backrooms or liminal places really exists like that hotel on england
And u also can use tour imagination to take pictures of liminal places on liminal perspectives while listening liminal músic i have 300 and more pictures like that Will put on tiktok and insta.
And people o surfer or had like symthom from some trauma ,Lost a lot or stress or ilness like depression anxiety pstd bipolar borderline ocd, depersonalizatiom, derealization, autism, deficit attention, epilepsy scchyzophrenia, chronic pain , multiple or double personality, dissociative Run, dissociative amnésia , etc can experience the life like this and looks like feels and see and experience the places around you like this away, Liminally . Every spaces turns liminal spaces.
U also can disconect yourself with meditation. And a lot of ways. Everyone can experience dissossoation sometimes on life
The birds remind me of when I was little. My grandparents would bundle me and my sister up early in the morning and pull us in our little red wood wagon to the local park. I can clearly remember the smell in the air, the soft cooing of the mourning doves and the rattle of the wagon wheels as they rolled over the sidewalk cracks. My sister and I wrapped up with some snacks to tie us over as we listened to our grandma and grandpa talk. then one day we didn’t go anymore, we were too big to fit in the wagon, sometimes I wonder where the wagon is now.
Another bullshit bird comment
That mourning dove at the start. ❤
The Mourning Dove is a beautiful touch.
This immediately took me back to sitting on the front porch with my great grandmother during the summer. I miss her.
Did she live next to a parking lot?
Love coming to pages like this where comments are nothing but positive and heartwarming.
and what is wrong with negative? not all things always positive
@@Moodboard39 I bet you're fun at parties.
Mostly bullshit
1 - School Rooftop (With bird sounds) | 0:00 | 1:23
2 - It feels like i've forgoten something | 1:24 | 3:36
3 - You not the same | 3:37 | 5:47
4 - Comfort chain | 5:48 | 8:49
5 - Green to blue (Slowed & reverbed) | 8:50 | 11:58
6 - Snowfall | 12:01 | 14:02
7 - Bleached | 14:03 | 15:26
8 - Apathy | 15:27 | 17:22
9 - New home (Slowed) | 17:23 | 20:17
10 - Watching the stars | 20:18 | 21:55
11 - Dreamy | 21:56 | 25:27
12 - Distorted memories | 25:29 | 27:16
13 - Present | 27:16 | 29:44
Full title or the artist for track #13? Thanks!
@@sylvancureg429 the artist for track #13 is Lloyd Vaan
Never knew one day I would stop playing with toys having fun with my sister loving & caring for eachother
Se leemos divertido
Just yesterday I was playing with friends, feeling the joy of my mom coming home with a treat for me, and princess movies were enjoyable, then I walked through the portal to today and I only hang out once in a while with my girlfriend and stay in my room when I come home from highschool, stare at my tablet watching the only series that makes me feel alive, and doing quads sometimes, and dont talk to anyone for hours............
Then I turn 18..... and the childhood flashbacks start all in a dream and then you realize........ "once again.... I have wasted ...another childhood...another life....another soul...... again"
I know exactly what you mean
This image looks like it's a rainy sunday morning before the sunrise and before the store open... You only hear the birds and the rain with a view of an empty an desolate parking lot.
Yes it doesn’t look open yet
Some places just depressing af
Man I miss when everything was simple and perfect. I had everything, friends, happy parents, siblings, and a beautiful home. Now ive moved my parents are divorced, my siblings just fight all day and my friends don't care about me. Now I feel alone and i want to go back.
I used to work graveyard shift at a toys r us. The store looked just like this when I’d leave at 6 am.
Graveyard shift at ToysRus? For those kids coming in at 3am in the morning?
Bullshit
@@Venn922 Who do you think works in the warehouse / stocking / filling shelves / cleaning?
I still remember when I was younger and I would go outside into our neighborhood. Those birds were all I could hear, it was nothing before, but now it’s like music to my ears and it hurts. It hurts that I’m not even in high school and I feel like I can’t really see my surroundings anymore. I can’t hear those doves calling anymore.
I grew up primarily in the 2010s, yet I still have so many memories of the 2000s, playing GTA on my dad’s ps2 when I really shouldn’t have been allowed. The piles of toys I owned, fighting going to school and being sick and being allowed to stay home and watch all our Pixar movie VHS tapes, it’s so bizarre looking back on it. Being an adult of the now….its so sad, cost of living and a war looming….makes you wish for the times of them to return
I feel you @brotherhoodjames2270 🥲 I also grew up in the 2000s an playing gta 3 on my cousins ps2 as well when I was 8 year's old 😂, not to mention the TMNT 2003 series an 2012 series ❤, teen titans, Looney tunes, pokémon 😊,I watched an so on.
I also remember playing on the Nintendo 64, gameboy color an advance, gamecube ❤, I can go on of how much I enjoyed doin all those year's ago, an hell 😂, I remember playing magic school bus on windows 95 an 98 even though I'm 23 now!!
What a nonsense statement
@@williamgass9242 sorry that my comment upset you so much William I should have really been considerate of you oh how could I do this
@@brotherhoodjames2270 considerate of anyone, not just me
The birdsong, especially the mourning dove, make this perfect and complete.
i wasnt expecting the nostalgia to hit me this hard...the birds caught me by surprise
Yes everyone mentions the birds
Damn this brought me to tears, only 24 but still miss being a kid
Same here 🥲 an I'm turning 24 in August this year
I'm turning 24 this October.
Reminds me of my childhood growing up in my old neighborhood. Id hear the birds chirping, riding my bike, pinching my dads snapdragon flowers. No worries, no bills, no nothing. I was only there for 6 years, but im still so attached to the old place. I pass it often and reminisce.
So it reminds you of birds?
Cheese weasels...@@williamgass9242
Have you ever just had a smell…from when you were young. A whole gallery of smells…that disappeared one day but come back sometimes. What are they? And why are they here?
@@ChillyUltraKill those are memories
@@williamgass9242 very bad memories
when you can't understand where all the time went.... just remember when you were a child climbing trees and running around in the grass with your parents trying to get you to come in..... Trust me just b/c you grew up doesn't mean u can't have fun and try to view the world as you used to. Just. Trust.
It was the year 2000. The turn of the millennium. I was 5. Nothing mattered. I don't know if I'll ever feel the comfort of being so care free every again....
The birds remind me of staying up all night and going to bed when the sun and birds woke up, amazing how its the exact same birds almost scary how you recorded them right from my memory. Ive made mistakes in life that of which i will never be able to repay, life goes on none the less. When we all look at one another as brothers and sisters beauty will spread like wildfire, i take comfort in that.
Bullshit
@@williamgass9242 what are you yapping about?
@@Radicalpea6971 yapping?
The mourning dove coos are the glue to this nostalgic feeling for me, because if I'm working, them I'm already up before them, and if I have the day off, then I rarely wake up in time to hear them anymore. It's a once-a-year thing where I wake up and hear them.
Another bird comment
I never lost my inner child. I know exactly where he is. But I stopped believing myth was real because I stopped seeing only what was in front of me. As I saw more and more of the world, I realized that all those little imaginings were fantasy- and the reality was sadder and more painful. When I read Flowers for Algernon as a child, I never understood the ending. Why would Charlie be happy at the end? Now that I'm an adult, I get it- just like Charlie, I've seen too much. I understand too much. But that story teaches the solution too. We have to narrow our perspective. We have to only focus on things that bring us joy and not on all those things that bring us sadness and pain. Charlie was happy, going back to being unable to see all that was- because he could only see the things that brought him joy.
Narrow your focus. If something doesn't bring you joy and it isn't essential to live and be happy, then set it to the side. Put your attention, your focus on those things that make you happy. Those things that sooth your soul. Don't look at those dreams of a forgotten past as some lost, happier time, but as a guide for how to be happy again. As a child, we didn't care about politics, we didn't watch the 24 hour news cycle, we didn't listen to reports of this shooting or that war. We focused on our family and our friends. We went outside and adventured. We dreamed big. We couldn't wait to grow up because we wanted the freedom adults seemed to have coupled with the freedom we already had as children.
We can't turn the clock back, we can't go back to what we were- ignorant and unseeing. But we can set aside all those things that cause us pain and heartache and suffering that we need not engage with. We can gather up all those things that bring us joy and wonder and happiness, and we can fill our hours with light and laughter.
I don't believe in myth anymore. But my inner child hasn't gone anywhere. He's sitting right here with a smile.
Dwelling on what used to be won't push you into your destiny. Move on and heal up. No one said this was gonna be a breeze
We all find ourselves here every so often.
I don't believe in destiny
I believe that life is one big stack of dominoes where one event triggers another and another and so on
You know it took me a long time to realize that, but our childhood was heaven for us, we had nothing but we had anything in our hearts, and all we wanted was to grow up, how silly we were. But now its clear, our childhood is the proof that heaven exists, our childhood is what gives us the faith that one day things will be like we were children, but it will never be. We can build a new heaven , this is possible , but remember, the original is always the best. the memories of our childhood, of the "good old days", is what holds us, it gives us hope that we had such a pure and innocent childhood. Without the memory of our childhood most of the people would kill themselvs, you know why, because our first years in life, our childhood, is the living proof of heaven, that we experienced from a place that was once pure and innocent. Today i realized i cant have the pure and the innocent heaven i had in my childhood,but i can create another one, that have different values, but its still heaven.
Childhood is not heaven
Ah Toys R Us... I'll never forget going in with my dad to buy a original Xbox for my 8/9th birthday. Even got the limited collected edition of Halo 2 with the steel book case. It was during a fall evening and I remember seeing the light rays pierce through the windows in the front as the sun was about to set leaving the register. I didn't know how good I had it.
I remember my parents going in with me to buy a toy of an alien from Independence Day that made tinny roaring sounds
Yes it's a store
ох, чувство ностальгии попало в глаза, что вызвало слезы. слушая эту музыку, я всегда вспоминаю те времена, которые действительно доставляло мне немалое удовольствие. как я сидела за одной партой с близким для меня человеком, смеялась ,улыбалась... но такое счастье к сожалению длиться недолго, я уйду после 9, а он к сожалению до 11. с другой стороны я наоборот рада,что закончила школу,ибо она была противным местом для меня, где я подвергалась издевательству не только со стороны одноклассников,но и учителей.
Tho I battled with loneliness depression for a long time, Im still so thankful for the tiniest of things. I've been reading the Holy Bible for a couple years now, and it's teaching me not to look at the things I don't have but look at all the blessings I received..
"I believe in Jesus" and no matter how lonely I feel, I will remember that he is with me. We Humanity as a whole destroyed the world and made things complicated, It was our fault things turned out the Way they did, It was never his fault. So no matter what pain Im going through. I will never not trust in God, I know he is with me through these hard times. (I'm not alone) and I will never give up 🙏✝️♥️
wow this one hurt 😔
That picture makes me wanna cry.
Same bro 😢
@@clarktubeyt i know 😭 feels like another lifetime.
To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
I remember back in the 2000s in the summer, i used to ride my bike in the cul-de-sac & play with my friends. Then when we got tired of outside we'd come in to play Bully on PS2 at my place. My tiny poodle dog would chase my friend around & bark at him because he smelled like his dogs & she just didn't like visitors. (I miss her too.) My friend lived a few houses down & had the same floorplan layout at his house that mine did. I didn't have that many friends at school because I was going to private school while my friends went to public. I had a lot more bullies & enemies at school. I changed schools in after 6th grade since the bullying got out of hand. In my new school i made friends so I started spending more time with them. I still had some trauma from the bullies but they didn't make me feel bad about it & accepted me. I would still hang out with my friend in the neighborhood but it was becoming less & less. By the time I got to high school, my friends all moved away & the kids that stayed in the neighborhood weren't really friends or anyone I'd hung out with. Almost total strangers. They just knew my house was the one with the pool. I never kept in touch with the neighborhood friends because I was at summer camp most of the summer when they moved away. I wasn't able to get a mailing address or new phone number since it was back in the days where u'd change everything to ur new area code when u moved sooner than later. I wish I could meet my homies again. Didn't even know their last names. Maybe that friendship was meant to stay in that time period so I could always have those pure memories. I hope they're doing well tho. Thanks for a good childhood to my bros & my doggo!
amen bro
I miss it soo much(sighs)good old times the only things I would get in that precious store is Lighting Mcqueen cars I would have a big bin at home and just toss them in when im done. My dream was to fill the bin up to the brim and just play with all of them.
I've been going through difficult times and when i started listening to this playlist, the bird at 0:06 just made me tear up because there were so many of those near where i lived growing up. I'd always hear them in the morning as I'd start my day. This brings back so many memories
man the School Rooftops music really takes me back to 2016 thats feeling is just worth anything
the first song will always hold a special place in my heart. it reminds me so much of when i was younger and would play video games with my older sisters before they got older and then i had to play my own video games. i remember one time i wanted so bad to play minecraft but i didnt have it for myself yet at the time. but the song also reminds me of the pasts ive created on multiple of my own video games. te friends ive made and the people ive watched play those over and over again. the times spent at first in the living room with the small x box to now with a huge computer of my own in what used to be my sisters room.
crying over small things like not getting to go outside when i was younger happened a lot with me. i was a sensitive child. i liked the outside and i couldnt find something to compare to the fun i found in the outside. now its like that for me but with video games. thank you.
(and 6:07 is such an accurate representation of me playing this one minecraft world with my cousin.
I miss waking up as a kid excited to start the day, having the energy to conquer anything and everything...
Not anymore.
Remember when you were little and how you would wake up at 9, the birds chirping, hearing the wind passing through the trees. Its hard to see stuff like that now and remember because it all falls to the sound of city life. I'll say what most other comments say: nostalgia hurts.
the hell is corecore? either way, even as an older person, I enjoy these tunes - oddly depressing as they are
Those birds man. Im only 14 and I lived the 2000s child life. But that only lasted until i was 9. Those birds were everything i heard. I still hear them and i get emotional
Yes the birds were right in the beginning
I think we all nostalgic to our childhood because we don't have to grow up and realize that all of our dreams are just no true,,
Growing up and watching people lament about their childhoods, the mistakes they made, wondering why they had kids or why did they stop drawing/singing/something…
I took all their laments to heart to become who I am today. Didn’t go out to make a family. Didn’t get married. Didn’t have kids. I think even my own body decided to accept this role too, since I stopped getting taller at 14. Heck, I pretty much stopped developing at 14 and only aged instead. I now just look like one of those weird 30 year old actors who get cast as teenagers. I still wear some of the clothes I wore as a teen. I’m stuck as a weird bonzai person. I’m past my family-having prime. I actually don’t regret it but I don’t really know what to make of it. I have no frame of reference
Old me : I wish i become older very fast
ME now : I want to go back to my old version who has amazing life and full of wonderful memories
Bro that pigeon call at the beginning hit me so hard with nostalgia.😢
I miss when the world looked like this. Less urban, less clustered, just less. This modern world made it where every town is becoming absorbed by the bigger cities. Enjoy the communities you have while they last because in 10-20 years sadly I doubt there will be a single stretch of land that isn't being built on outside of government protected National Parks. But you know, all for the love of the almighty dollar.
Yup
Those birds sounds remind me of when I was younger. I was on a trip with my family to a small small town in the middle of nowhere. I woke up to hear the birds singing in the beautiful nature. That was my favorite place to visit as a young child. I haven’t been in years.
The childhood dove has return, hearing the dove making that gorgeous call brings back so many memories of the past, they’ve been with us through our childhood to adulthood
Aww man
It doesn’t get any better than this 😩
Can you take me back Can you take me back?
Can I come too?
@@SamuelBlack84 Yes! I can’t leave you behind
Let’s go!
The bird noises remind me of back when I lived in a small town in 4th grade. Where everything was simple, I had friends all over school and next door. I knew nothing of family drama, and I was happy. Those days I would sit on our back porch and listen to birds right after the crack of dawn..
So they remind you of birds?
@@williamgass9242 Yes, I remember how peaceful it was to listen to them
I guess you like birds. Some people don't.
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☑ I would always wake up earlier and go outside to just listen. I would sit so quietly and feel at peace. I remember the first time I had ever played Minecraft and I remember the feeling of putting the controler down to go to bed. Growing up is realizing that you may not have time for all the things that you used to so enjoy youth while you can. Don't be so quick to grow up. Those birds will always keep a special place in mine and everyone's heart. Nostalgia is a beautiful yet painful thing to experience. Follow your dreams
I remember waking up from an afternoon nap in my childhood bedroom hearing those birds sing. No worries about kids, bills, etc. Good ol days
It was not even sunrise as you walked through the forest as the soft sound of birds singing seemed to lead you……as you found the heart of the forest you came across an abandoned building called ‘Toys R Us’ the name alone seemed to bring you back in time as you saw your younger self running in the building like it was the best place in the world……you didn’t even realize you were crying as you continued to stand in the cold, doing nothing but staring at the building….
yes. i instatnly teared up. the field looks so familiar and the lights are all on, but no one is there. very liminal
Walk in and find all those mid 2000s lego sets, take them all with me
@@Shvetsario for me I believe it was Pokémon toys. ☺️ geeze how I miss that store…..I remember being so happy when the Toys R Us at my hometown was creating an event where kids could trade there collectable toys like shopkins and la la loopsies. 😭
Agreed. While also hearing the Toys r Us commercial tune in your head
A memory of a forgotten landscape
What?
Thanks for this. This really helps block out the sound of my parents fighting. I really appreciate it.
In my hometown there’s an outlet mall that has been largely abandoned for my entire life. The only things hanging on inside it are a Macy’s and a Noble Roman’s pizza. The mall was built in the 80s, and it’s so weird to see pictures from that era because it was so busy, such a hotspot for the youth of the time. My parents see it as an outlet mall that used to be really cool back when they were growing up in the 80s, but since I never had that frame of reference, I always just viewed it as a place where my Mom would take my siblings and I to eat Noble Roman’s after school sometimes. It’s so fascinating to me how even a single building can be viewed so differently by different people, and how even after death some buildings can remain, and even become completely different things throughout time in the minds of people.
Childhood is the most precious of gifts, and I imagine the lot of us are here because ours were spoiled… keep going to show that kid it turned out alright
Oh wow. I go through so many ambient Playlists and videos but don't stay for long because they don't catch my mind. This one, though, was an instant nostalgia. That first song made me feel like when I was a child and my parents were looking to buy a home. Before the internet. And we drove to so many different houses that were often not near a city. And I remember many of these vague views of grasslands or unkempt bushy areas, bird sounds, mourning pigeos coos, insects, and the ambience of the outside world. I miss that.
I was born in 1983, I remember the gentle autumn leaves and brisk winds that would drift along making me feel alive, and joyful in Long Island,NY. Carving pumpkins in my elementary school days. Now as an adult,I do miss my childhood, but I'm glad I grew up a bit, I got to know our Lord Jesus around 18... never looked back since.
I LOVED TOYSAREUS AS A KID!! memorys lol!
Yes toys r us was a store
@@williamgass9242ye
@@williamgass9242yo Will get a job
i dont hear that bird anymore.....
I miss Toys R Us but that store was so expensive
There's times in early autumn when I'm taking a walk and the weather is still perfect. But it makes me sad, because I know winter is coming with its shorter days and cold, grey skies. I guess, "wistful" is the word that describes the feeling best. Enjoying a moment while recognizing it's coming to an end . . .
I recently realized how long it's been since I was last in a truly creative headspace. I used to put creativity under my greatest strengths, and I realized that I can't do that anymore. It's no longer one of the things I'm good at. It feels like losing a wing. I can flap, but I can't fly.
Hearing th birds and seeing toys r us again, leaves a sting in my chest
The cry of mourning doves always brings me back to childhood. Such a cool addition to this mix!
born in 2011(13 yrs.) ... I still have fun memories of toy Rus; I remember life being colorful and playing till dark,I remember Rhianna playing in the stores in the malls, I wish life could be like this again.
i totally understand. im only 14 (born in 2009) myself but am still dealing with the grief of my childhood. i wish i didn't take it for granted now that im a teenager.
I was born in 2013 and same
I remember when I was a kid..I had a lot of anxiety and still do and I have this stuffed animal of a sheep, a pillow pet like one. I named him, Fluffy, and I remember I couldn’t sleep without him in my arms or next to me. I was usually scared to sleep. Fluffy made me feel happier and safer without question.
It was so simple, but just holding him as I slept, it felt like Fluffy made everything feel calm and safe.
I miss being a kid, something as simple and comforting as a stuffed animal..Made my little world feel perfect, but now that I’m a adult. There’s so much more and it’s harder to find my adult fluffy to make everything feel okay again like back then.
Maybe I should bring Fluffy back out of my closet bins again. I haven’t hugged him since I put him there.
Reminds me of looking out the window at 7:00AM every morning 5 years ago. But….yk..We grew up, birds retired, no one to take care of you, no more fun.
I know i may be young but I was born in 2008, i remember going to school hearing those birds. I never knew there was going to be a last time i would ever hear those birds.
those birds are still around
Related to the dinosaurs y'know, birds.
Love this! I legit had a reoccurring dream as a child that I would fly out of the window at night to go Toys R Us and play in the Barbie aisle. I would play until dawn then fly back to my bed. Memory unlocked ❤
This is an incredible mix. Start to finish this isn't music you hear. It's music you feel.