It will be ok, lets keep going, stay with us and move forward for all those who failed. Rise in the remembrance of those whomst have fallen, we will make it.
It's been 3 years and I seem to have finally recovered. Hold tight boys and girls, eventually this feeling ends and things get better, but you have to be strong and rough it out. Good luck.
Today is my birthday. I'm 22, I am tired and stuck in my hometown. My friends have all moved away and each week, month and year that goes by I can feel the distance growing stronger with the only people I've ever felt myself around. I work, I come home and sometimes I dream. I long for company and direction but it all feels so hopeless. It's been years. Not sure what brought me here but it seems we're all having a hard time. Thanks for reading my vent. I hope we all come out okay in the end.
At the end of the day, if someone wants to be in your life, they will be. Truly - if they are capable, they will make the effort, and they will show up. If they do not - let that be your closure. However, you do not have to hate them. You do not have to remember their contribution to your life as anything but beautiful. Do not ruin them in your mind, do not grip until you feel resentment. Instead, love them without attachment. Love the lessons they taught you. Wish them well every single time you think about them. Miss them, but do not ache for them to come back. If the people in your life left because they were not ready to value you, or love you, or be there for you, do not wish for them back, do not ask for them to be more than they can be at the moment. Wish for them to figure themselves out. Wish for them to grow. They are on their own journey - a journey you are not a part of. And that is okay. You have to learn that that is okay. So instead of focusing on the people who left, focus on the people in your life who have chosen to be there. Focus on the ones who stayed, on the ones who appreciate you and respect you. Focus on the people who match the love you give them, focus on the people who empower you and grow you and make your life beautiful. You are surrounded by human beings who will not shy away from the love you give. You are surrounded by human beings who know that they want you in their life, people who show you that every single day. Don't take them for granted. Don't lose touch with what you have, chasing what you no longer do. Trust me when I say - you will miss out on beautiful things if you continue to stay rooted in all of the ways you were wronged, and if you continue to let your past pull you from experiencing what the present has to offer you. Do not close yourself off to your potential. Instead, open yourself to the world, and allow for it to fill that space with the kinds of people, the kinds of moments, and the kinds of experiences that exhilarate you, that compel you - that make you love yourself, and your life, and what you have to offer, more and more each day. -@alexandracordovacardenas117 comment from a video called love without attachment By sisyphus 55
I painted all day. That's what I do, I'm an artists. Anyway, just when I thought I was finished for the day I came upon this album and I painted some more. I think I might give it another listen and continue.
God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
@@Mr.M971 God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
@@madmax2943 God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
He was my first love. We were immature teens in a small town and I was an undiagnosed borderline. We fuked everything up. After 4-5 years of no contact he died. Listening to this makes me feel like he sees me. Incredible album.
I dated a borderline and I'm bipolar. It went off the rails. But the honeymoon phase was incredible. If we were more mature we wouldn't have tarnished that. Death is such a roadblock in this mortal coil. Bless you. It'll be alright. I just heard this album for the first time. I really like it.
I'm going through a divorce. I never thought life would do to me what it did. I never knew how adults could be so cruel, until life made me choose between my own happiness or the happiness of the person I loved the most. I never knew how adults could end up so desperate for an escape they would resort to drugs, sex, suicide, alcohol, anything to take the pain away, until I realized I had grown up to be what I hated. I am uncomfortable in my skin and I feel a guilt for my existence. Its not fair that it didn't work out, it's not fair we got engaged at 19 and grew up into two different people. This album captures what I feel in a way my own thoughts cant. If god were real, time is proof he is a man. Only a man could keep his pace, never stopping or slowing, when his children are being left behind. When his children are begging to go back, to rest, to wait. But he doesn't even look back, time keeps going and leaves you right where you are. I am so far behind I feel lost, I don't know which direction to turn.
sorry to hear but thank you for existing. i feel this so much. i dont know you but believe, I love you. existence is weird, terrifying, lonely but we are here. i believe in us
28:53 Hearing this song makes me feel like a car-struck deer, tired and running out of air. It makes me feel like the Bear or coyote watching me struggle to stay awake and alive, knowing it must feed yet it had no hand in my demise. It is now that I realize I have been feeling like this for a while and just haven't noticed until now. Thank you so much for waking me from that nightmare
so real. im honestly at my last straw i cant get out and my mom threw away my razors i think im gonna dig them back out cause i need to survive honestly
sometimes i feel like im destined to be alone like im supposed to never find anyone to share anything special with. never to hold hands. never to kiss. never to fall in love and hope to get married. and thats okay.... but sometimes i wish i was able to be desirable to other people. i know that the loneliness i feel is portayed to others and it scares them away. but i dont know why im sad sometimes....i just am. id like to imagine that if i wanted someone to know how i felt everyday id send them your album. its devastatingly beautiful. thank you for creating this
This is my greatest fear in life, I've been trying to explain it to myself but couldn't put it into words, im still very young, but my entire life so far, I've never had a real friendship with anyone, and now the one friend I've ever had in my life, is leaving, and i will never see them again and if i do, im worried it wont be the same friendship, sounds fucking stupid i know but its fine and it doesnt matter becuase ill just keep going, living life empty and without feeling anything, thats why i listen to these songs, i need to make myself feel something.
Sounds like you doubt yourself a lot as a person. Carry on doing things normally and eventually something unexpected will happen just trust me. Spent nearly 5 years to learn and see it through. I’ve been there too :/
I miss my best friend. Every morning I wake up and I think of her. I see her house and her family in my dreams, where we are still close Where we share the same food and draw at the same table I miss my best friend She doesn’t reach out much anymore. I don’t either I think I feel it’s unnecessary, as she’s let me go I haven’t let her go I miss my best friend It’s been months since we’ve seen each other face to face. I have to accept its changing, the way we love I have to learn to move on from a person who saved me from the darkness that once devoured my soul I have to know, that every day it may not be the same as it was years ago, as we shared a lunch table and fruit snacks. I miss you Lauren, I hope you know how dear you are to me, I wish we never faded away. I wish things never changed. I miss you.
dude.. this is the exact way im feeling too.. everything about her is so familiar and i can’t forget. but i also can’t remember enough i miss her so much i’m sorry you’re going through it too
Think of me once in a while, take care, is the song that absolutely devastates me every time I listen to it. It just sounds and feel so gut wrenching. Truly a beautiful song.
I feel lonely everyday... I cry loudly at night wishing someone to kiss, hug, comfort, me I live with my dad and step mom and I hate my step mom she makes me feel bad about myself.... And I only see my mom every other weekend... Same wth my siblings my siblings are in there 20s so they never have time for me....I just want to be loved man....
Love is a difficult thing. I feel lonely everyday as well and it just gets to a point where you become so lonely you’re numb. When you’re numb from that loneliness you forget all about love which is the beautiful thing and a very hard thing. I think for me that I’ve just come to realize that the grass still brushes my feet when I step on it. It grows and grows again and again yet people don’t really pay attention to it and think about all of the memories it holds. So I mean- as stupid as it sounds, just be grass. You don’t have to talk, you don’t have to do anything but exist. Thats what we all should do. I hope you find peace. And also- I really love grass lol.
Dear, you are more loved than you could ever imagine. The Lord’s heart hurts to see your exhaustion. He is there if you need Him. I’m sorry you’re enduring so much. Please hold on.
Hello, my name is Anete or Zane! Im 17 years old soon to be 18, i finshed school and now am learning on how to be a cook. I like to go on walk, when i dont want to be around people, i like the woods and the smell of fresh spring air, i like the the smell of fresh cut grass and the smell after the rain, i love the stars and the moon, even tho when i was smaller i was really scared of the dark, i started to really like the dark and the quiet. I love spending my time with people i mostly love, and that would be my little brother and my best friend Caroline, they both one of the best people i ever meet, even tho sometimes we fight and annoy the heck out of me, i still love and cherish them. I love daydreaming, even tho i do it to much, i love it because it makes my thought get a little quiet for a bit, i can fantasies about the things that i love the most. I love music, music now i just like a therapy session where i can just stay quite and be in my daydream, even tho my thoughts sometimes get a little louder than the music, i still can enjoy it a little. I like soft things, the sensation just makes me feel safe and warm. I like sunflowers, i think they are mostly not everyones choice, but its for me, they beautiful, sunny and it makes me happy. I like movies and books, mostly fantasy and adventure ones. I like fantasy. I never have been in a serious relationship, even tho i try hard to get one, but im also scared. Im scared of tight spaces and im scared of big spider, but i can hold them if i would want to, i just dont like when they crawl up my arm. Im scared a little of heights, bc whenever i am somewhere to high, my legs start to wobble and i start to feel dizzy, but i also love the adrenaline that comes from it. I love animals, especially cats,dogs, frogs, rats, any bird. I would travel if it wouldn't meant for money and my diabetes. I have undiagnosed anxiety, but diagnosed Depression. My mental health started to go down when i was only 12, i would feel mostly really unhappy or be really sensitive. I really didnt have the best childhood, mostly it was just my parents blaming me, but i tried my best to be a daughter that tbey would want. I appreciate them, but they really never were for me like parents. I really one day someone will like me the way i am, i hope pne day i will be in someones eyes a Lover. I hope someday i will be enough for people to accept me.
Hello ! What a beautiful message you wrote here ! I love music too. Hanging out and listen Pretend by Alex G. You know, in life, there's always people that's gonna love you and some others that doesn't. And both's gonna tell you how they feel about you and sadly, in most negative way (because this is always easier to tell something mad about people in there back that tell them in front of their face that you love them). So, that's a fact, folks gonna love you or not. You cannot choose who love you BUT you can choose whitch person you want in your life and you want to listen. If people say mad things, avoid them, they're are just unhappy in their life, that's all. They don't matter for ya. If people say good thing, listen to them, cherish them, spend time with them ect... But others people are important for mental health, but imo they aren't the most important thing. At the end of your message, you said you 'hope that someday you will be enough for people", but, I think, (and that's just my way of seeing life), that it's not a great thing to wait other's love for being in harmony with yourself. You have to love yourself, alone. Do not compare yourself with others or do not wait for their love. Other people love is not bring strong self-confidence. Start to falling in love with you, accept who you are, then accept that you can become whatever the fuck you want ! You is not a prison. You are what you want to become. You, is everything. I can clearly see in your text that you are someone with a lot of imaginations and personnality. You are like a whole fucking universe ! And the space growth everyday and become more infinite. Humans can do the same. They can become bigger, they can grow everyday, but they are to scared of getting out of their comfort zone. Evolve my bro ! Imagine this example : You buy GTA 6, but when you start you first game there is this text message : "Dear little sheep, you have ONLY one life in this game. After your death in game, you cannot play anymore". So you start the game. You have 2 choice. What are you gonna do : - 1) Do not touch your controller. Stay in fucking T pose. Do not move for hours and years and do not play the game, because you are "safe" here and you don't want to die... OR - 2) At the first second of the game, you start running, exploring the whole map, talks to girls, make some crazy courses, make mistakes, hanging out at L.A at night, go to night culbs, make some RP because you love fantasies, go to college, walk in some green forest, go to beach, watch Avatar 3 in theaters, I dunno fucking everything that the game allowed you to do ! And then you die. At the end of each game you're gonna die. That's a fact. You start, you birth. And one day, it will end. It is what it is. You cannot control this fact. BUT MY BROTHER AND I SWEAR TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE LOVIN MOST IN THIS EARTH : YOU CAN CONTROL what you do between birth and death. You prefer dying in GTA 6 knowing that you made absolutely nothing in this amazing game, or knowing that you explore all the posibilities that this fucking game offers ? I think you know the right answer ! You understand what I want to say : In life, this is the same thing ! AND MORE. Because in GTA 6, that's just a game, virtuals, with limits (it gives you impresion of no limits but this is not, that's a code, with rules ect...). In life, you have no limits ! Long life to you my friend ! Be happy. Be bigger ! Evolve ! DO, FALL, GET UP and DO, and DO AND DO... All over again. Experience is life ! (sorry for the faults i'm french lol). Have a good day Little Sheep !
Hey there, I'm Erik, someone in the exact same year range as you. You are you, and you are more than enough. No one in this world is as much as you as you are, and for that you've won, and you can keep winning being the best you you can be. You are much, much more than enough. Within you there is love and warmth, warmth and water, water and life. Within you it's the past and the present and the future only you alone can build and be, for you are the world, as beautiful as the stars, as vast as everything and as pure as time. I aspire to nothing, absolutely nothing, else than what you are and feel, and think and maintain within you. You have been able to build upon a void, glance at its exit and be free of it. I've yet to find the light, even after so many years, I'm still claimed by the dark. Please, keep being like you are, and please, keep being well and happy. Take care, Anete.
For a long time, I’d sit in my room alone and id think about a person. Sometimes when I feel really hurt I still do, sometimes when I dont know if i can do it anymore i still do. But for a long time, i’d conjure up some person, id put music on and just lay there in the stillness of my room and cry. and then id think about a person. Someone that didnt exist who loved me, who held me, and who looked into my eyes and said nothing, but made me feel everything. And just for a night, i felt okay. But underneath the okayness there was a twinge of pain in my heart. Because I knew it was a dream. Never did i ever think that one day i could really feel the touch, never did i ever think id be able to look into their eyes, never did i ever think I could really hear their voice. But I kept on with it. And years went by, where id lay there dreaming while awake. But then i met you, and long story short i fell in love. And now when i close my eyes in the stillness of my room I can feel you there even when your not. I can feel you’re love even when im far away, deep in my mind. And even just while grasping a pillow or the air i feel okay. Because I know now the person id conjured up for so long is real. And they do look into my eyes and say nothing but make me feel everything, and their touch does feel like the softest most magical thing, and their voice does make me wanna keep on. when I say you’re my dream, I mean that in the most honest sense. While im awake and while im asleep you are my dream. And as much as that little voice tries to fight me, Itll never change that fact. I love you brendan.
Currently going through a rough break up. I feel like it's underestimated how painful break ups are, I literally think about throwing myself off a building a few times a day. Well I just wanted to say that I never connected with an album to this extent. Every song feels how I feel, the lyrics describe the thoughts that are constantly going through my mind. Thank you for this, I'm glad I discovered it.
It's been 6 months bro, are you better? Sounds silly but time heals all wounds, it's been 2 years for me now and I still dream of her, but the pain is bearable. Stay strong
@@Gtown215crazy we’re reading this comment at the same time. hope you’re taking care of yourself friend as well, i know this album can bring out raw feelings and sentiment.
I love you, Catherine. May you found peace by launching yourself from that building. May your childrens remain safe, I will take great care talking to your daughter. I really hoped to see you to my marriage, by my side. I guess things are like that, sometimes. I'll get you a seat, even tho it'll stay empty. I speak to you before the sea. I love you, Catherine, goodbye.
28:57 Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care by Take Care (8am, Nov 15, 2023) Take Care The fact that this little irish man can make some of the saddest tunes under multiple aliases is insane to me liam mccay aka: Take Care Sign Crushes Motorist Birth Day Mantra Miserable Teens Club etc etc
28:53 This was written in five minutes, spare me. You could see the agony painted within his eyes. The way that his words cut flowers from his ribs with just a glance. Now, he was simply a shell with daggers pinned between porcelain bones and flowers gutting his soul. It was heartbreaking to look upon a man aged no more than 15, and see a hollow shell of what could’ve been a dreamer. Only if he wasn’t crushed by the words of others. He thought to pull the daggers from his exposed ribs, if that made any difference, he would still feel weightlessly empty where the daggers weighed. Even if there was a god, perchance, he would not save this being who begged for divine intervention of some sorts. He would never return to living a normal life. Creativity ran deeper than anyone could comprehend, his mind overflowing with ideas and plans to change the world through words, and no one could understand him. He was a canvas, long overdue to be thrown out, but the creativity always recycled it. Creativity was his only friend. Grasping his hand and running far away within his imagination. He had dreams once, those now replaced by nightmares of premature death, of living his life to the fullest and changing the world; yet he stared at himself in the mirror and was reminded of not having anything to weigh his body down, only his mind and soul were worth his body weight by tenfold. Worthless; someone had sat in front of the mirror and muttered that word over and over again, like aiming a bow at an animal undeserving of death. Cruelly, forced into a relationship in which no reciprocation was returned, he rotted. His creativity rotted. What organs and flesh remained on his body melted away like memories from a childhood not his own, always glancing towards someone and begging for someone to relate to him or understand him as a person. One day, he will find someone like him. With a body light as a feather, but a mind as heavy as the world below your feet, you will love once more. ~ This small writing is dedicated to those in which who feel as if there is nothing to continue for, to those who feel beaten and lost, to those who are struggling with abusive relationships or struggling with mental illness; to all those who are struggling. You are not alone within your situation; thousands stand where you stand at the exact moment. No matter how alone you feel, you are standing with thousands or millions of people who have felt just the same way as you, facing the same situation with a mindset that they will surely be defeated. Please don't give up, don't throw away your body and soul, your potential for blossoming into a beautiful person. I believe in you all, I support you, and there are others who love and care for you. ~ Sincerly, Cupid.
It took a long time… It took my whole life in fact. It took several breakdowns and insecurities, several words of self hatred in front of the mirror, several hours crying in my bedroom alone at midnight when no one in the house could hear me, several hours of therapy and healing, several hours of questioning my purpose on this plane of existence, several trial and errors, several goodbyes and thanks, several moments of grief and relief, and finally, several words of self appreciation, understanding and love… But it finally happened, I’m happy now… I never thought I’d be glad to be alive again, but I am… Please don’t give up just yet You don’t need to be perfect You’re worthy of being loved You’re worthy of being alive You WILL heal one day The universe loves you
needed to read this because I am in a wierd pocket of emotion that is making me question alot of things. Thank you for your story and showing that it is possible.
hey Vince. its been 9 months since you passed. and during those 9 months, I have gone through absolute hell. I miss you so much. I miss your voice, your laugh, i miss you calling me. I genuinely don’t know what to do at this point. I have done literally everything I could. I have written many songs about it, gone to therapy, got put on meds, I have done every trick in the book. And I’m still left with the absolute soul crushing feeling of not having you here. I really hope you’re safe and protected up there, I miss you so much. I truly do. I don’t know how I will continue to go on without you, but I will try my absolute best. I love you and I’m sorry for everything. Forever young.🤍🕊️
Today is my birthday, I'm 22 and sad. Why? My gf dumped me now. We r already 3 years. I feel so empty. I have few friends but I can't vent out my feeling to them I don't have a bro to call upon on. To all of my birthdays I didn't even have a cake ever, my gf is the one who only gave me in my entire life. I love her so much and I can't imagine my life without her. I feel so empty. As Im listening into this music can't help my tears are falling. Telling myself why my life is so miserable. I want to disappear n be forgotten. This kind of music helps me ease my pain. Thank you so much for reading hope we'll be okay sumday..
so true i found take care in july 2023 cad now i feel like this brought back memories of when i was extremely depressed so i’m glad you like the songs i like as well☺️
Ceci est mon checkpoint : Je ne suis pas anglophone, c'est peut être pour cela que t'as musique m'a fait ressentir l'inverse de ce que tu exprime. Je considère la musique comme de la magie , et ton sort m'a redonné courage. J'ai 19 ans et ma génération est bloqué dans un doute perpétuel, dans un malheur sans fin , comme sur la photo, ont subsiste dans un vide profond. J'ai bientôt 20 ans et j'ai une dysphorie de genre qui me fais souffrir tous les jours, je vois du noir en permanence . Mais cet album pendant ma scéance de musculation m'a permis de me rendre compte que j'étais déjà un homme et que avec encore plus de travail , je pourrais entrevoir mon vrai moi sous cette peau de femme. Cet à mes 6 ans que j'ai pensé pour la première fois à cessé d'exister, en somme de mourir. Je pense que c'est de la dépression mais je n'ai jamais vu un médecin pour me faire diagnosticer, depuis mes 6 ans je suis malheureux. Mais avec cette musique j'ai ressenti une chaleur en moi , une flamme dans mon cœur à l'image du sacré coeur, une ardeur de vie comme les guerriers gaulois . Je suis Français, je suis donc un mélange entre cette culture chrétienne et les rites celtes oublié, je veux rendre fier mes ancêtres qui ont aimé ces terre ,j'aime cela et je veux aimé encore plus, et pour cela je dois m'aimer. Et ta musique m'a fait m'aimer , Merci du fond du cœur
Votre histoire est très touchante. Aimez vous. Vous n'etes pas seul.e. On a qu'une vie. Il faut en profiter un maximum. C'est facile à dire, mais le vrai secret est là : FAIRE. Arretez de penser. Stoppez les ruminations. Stoppez youtube, insta, ect... Reconnectez vous avec la vraie vie, pas celle qui est numérique. Priez si vous est chrétien.ne. Ne cherchez pas à vous "rentrez" dans une case. Vous etes qui vous etes. Et votre dysphorie vous fais soufrir parcque vous n'acceptez pas qui vous etes. Ne regardez pas les autres, n'écoutez pas ce qu'ils racontent. Concentrez vous sur vous et votre coeur. Voyez plutot votre "problème" comme une force. Vous n'etes pas "diviser" entre deux... au contraire, vous etes tout à la fois ! Vous abritez en vous un univers entier. Vous etes en perpetuelle expension. N'empéchez pas cette chenille de se transformer en papillon, par peur qu'elle soit "different". Le piège de la société est de croire qu'on doit etre quelqu'un avec une personnalité précise, des gouts spécifiques, un type de vetements particulier, en outre, sa propre prison, un esclave de sa propre personne, qu'on doit etre un véritable système avec des règles bien établi qu'on ne peut transgresser sous peine de nous "trahir". Mais c'est totalement faux. L'esprit est puissant. Acceptez qui vous etes, evoluez, devenez une meilleure version de vous meme. Vous etes ce que vous pensez. Explosez bon sang, exprimez vous ! Vous pouvez devenir ce que vous voulez... Il suffit de pleinement le vouloir ! FAITES, FAITES, FAITES. TOMBEZ. LEVEZ VOUS. RECOMMENCEZ. Vous n'avez rien à perdre à essayer. Vous avez tout à gagner ! Le véritable échec est de ne rien faire par "sécurité". J'ai confiance en vous. Pensez comme les autres c'est disparaitre. S'écouter c'est naitre. La seule personne que vous devez convaincre dans votre vie, c'est vous meme. Je vous souhaite le meilleur ! N'oubliez pas : Soyez fier de qui vous etes ! Evoluez, encore et encore... Bonne journée !
I wish I could just be better. It's so hard. I do what I'm supposed to; I turn in my assignments, I socialize, I even stopped smoking. I've been clean for 2 months and nothing has changed. I always end up right back where I started. Why can't I just be better?
if u keep beating yourself up about something so out of ur control right now, you'll feel even worse, and that cycle will repeat. ur doing really well, i dont know u, but the things u said ur doing are really hard, yet ur still pushing thru. u need to give urself credit for that. I dont knowall the details, but I'm sure that good things came from what you've accomplished. good job:3
Be patent with yourself luv...think about the positive things in life like your friends, family, pets, having fun, if this helps tell yourself positive things about yourself everyone until you actually realize your perfect just the way you are...
one of the coldest, most soul-crushing and desolate albums i've ever heard. Liam's words portraying the loss of his loved one hits different, and the music adds to this desperation.
I just finished listening to this playlist, and honestly, it pulled me into a really dark place. Lately, I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed, like there’s this constant pressure weighing me down. I thought I had moved past a lot of the stuff that happened before, but these songs brought everything back, and it’s like I’m drowning in emotions I didn’t even know were still there. As I listened, it felt like I was being dragged back to moments I’ve been trying so hard to forget. Those times when everything felt like it was falling apart and I had no idea how to fix it. I remember feeling so lost, like I was stuck in this endless loop of bad days, and no one really understood what I was going through. Each song in this playlist felt like it was telling a piece of my story-a story I never wanted to revisit but couldn’t escape from. I used to come home every day, put on my headphones, and lose myself in music, hoping it would help me escape from everything. But instead of finding an escape, I found myself right back in the middle of all the pain I was trying to forget. I’ve been dealing with a lot of personal issues-some because of people I thought I could trust, and some just from the pressure of trying to keep it all together. But the hardest part has always been the battle within myself, trying to make sense of everything that’s happened. These songs took me back to those nights when I couldn’t sleep because my mind was racing with a million thoughts. Those nights when I’d wake up in a panic, feeling like I was drowning in darkness, with no way out. I feel like I lost a part of myself during that time, a part I haven’t been able to get back, no matter how hard I try. Listening to this playlist today, I felt like I was reliving all of those moments again. It’s like every emotion I’ve tried to bury came rushing back to the surface, and I wasn’t ready for it. I felt this overwhelming sadness, this deep sense of loss, like something important was taken from me and I’ll never get it back. That fear of the future, that uncertainty about what’s going to happen next, it’s all so suffocating. Sometimes I feel like I’m living in this dark world where there’s no light at the end of the tunnel. That hopelessness and frustration have been with me for so long, and I thought I had finally left it behind. But listening to these songs made me realize that maybe I’m still not okay. There are still parts of me that are broken, wounds that haven’t healed, and memories that still hurt every time I think about them. I can’t really explain how much these songs affected me. It’s like they took me on a journey through my past, forcing me to face everything I’ve been trying to forget. These aren’t just songs to me-they’re memories, feelings, and pieces of me that I thought I’d buried. Maybe it’s good that I’m facing these emotions again, maybe it’s something I need to do to heal, but right now, I just feel so heavy, like I can’t breathe. I know I need time to process everything I’m feeling. Maybe I need to take a break from music for a while, or at least from these kinds of songs that stir up so much pain. But I also know that these feelings are a part of me, and that facing them is the only way I’ll ever really be able to move on. If anyone’s reading this, just know that if you’re feeling the same way, you’re not alone. It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling, and it’s okay to take the time you need to heal.
im 16 and ive been feeling a gut wrenching pain through my whole body especially my heart and throat ever since i was 12 , i dont recognize myself anymore ,i feel distant from everybody even those who seem close, my heart throbs everyday and i just want to get rid of this feeling , i feel that most people here can relate to me and hopefully one day we can be contenet with ourselves
Im at a similar point in life. Ive cried while walking to school so much lately and every time i just feel this stinging burning feeling in my nose and down to my chest. I hope one day youll feel better, i may not know you but i really hope that youll be happier one day. I believe in you
This is exactly what I have been feeling the past three months. I sometimes force myself to smile but this pain get worse. I recently started to learn a techniqual skill and the fact that am progressing makes me feel happy. And when this happens the pain diminishes because I feel like am achieving something in life. So this is what I can advice you. Try to learn something you've always wanted to or if you don't know what to do, let yourself get bored. I mean get off of social media, get off of your phone, and don't try to distract yourself with something. Just sit there and let your brain wonder. Trust me, your brain will surely start to generate ideas which may eventually lead you to something fulfilling. It has been working for me lately.
Many moments have fleeted me, but when I look back and truly stand still in memories I find some peace. However even peace has its hint of sadness. As hard as it is to admit I don’t have too many good memories. It’s hard looking at the world with optimism, hoping I can make new good memories to overcome the bad. I wish it was that simple but sometimes when you’ve been beaten physically, mentally and emotionally over and over again by people the who you’re born From. The people you have no choice but to trust tainted by abuse of substance and violence it breaks you. I don’t understand how to feel happy trying to fill my voids like a black hole toys and eats away at my soul it grows and my heart tires ever more loathing the growing fires I’m burning inside what can drown out the cry’s that have me so hopelessly dire what can help me rest I’m oh so very tired
This album feels like my relationship to my dad. I'm not all the way through it, in fact I'm only 11:20 minutes in, but I know what I'm feeling. Thank you for making this album.
I was hurt by a person who I trusted with my life. After that I thought I'd never let anyone to be as close to me as they were. I was pretty much sure that physical contact just wasn't for me, and that I will live the rest of my life without it. But then I met someone new. And to say that I was deeply terrified and unable to trust them is like saying nothing at all. However it turns out that I can, and that I really, truly wanted to. And also that I love to cuddle. So here we are. I allowed someone to hug me for longer than a few seconds. The process took exactly 550 days. Maybe it's possible to love and be loved... you know like... without all the pain. Maybe It's not that I'm really that hard to love... maybe they just didn't love me and thsts it. Yours truly Ev♡
this album will always remind me of my friend who has recently passed away of cancer, I started as her friend last year and already we had similarities she was funny and connected well with everyone and that same year she was diagnosed with cancer we waited for her to come back for about a year and this month was supposed to be the day she would come back to school but instead im gonna be at her funeral on friday i won’t be able to make another memory of her,not another joke,not another happy birthday, or not another conversation with her i’ll never forget the memories i made with her and this album will always be here to remind me of her.
thank you for this wonderful music friend. melancholy is the natural state of life for many for a long time and this helps people get through it. God bless.
I hope one of these days i just don't wake up more, sometimes im too tired to even talk... just stare at blank hearing these kind of songs makes it feel placing
I've always been alone my entire life, but i feel even more lonely now that I'm in highschool...its hell for me... everyone hates me, nobody wants to talk to me...but ik I'll outgrow it... it'll get better..the day i find someone who truly loves me and cares about me, I'll send them this playlist.
This is insane, im going through some stuff atm and was just mindlessly going through youtube when i got recommended this and it just took me out completely and made me feel so many emotions, thank you this is beautiful.
I held my baby nephew for the first time three years after I buried my first loved one and the amount of sorrow in the world is only rivaled by the joy. the sun rises and sets and these days ive been getting to bed at a decent time and waking up before the sun does. I drink my coffee with creamer and I listen to my favorite songs over and over and I hug my parents and my siblings before I go to bed. I learn and I laugh and I cry and I hate myself and I love myself and I make mistakes and I succeed. the children I dream about will be in my arms when I blink and then they'll be graduating and ill be gray and wrinkled and sun spotted and smiling. ill hold my husbands hand and some warm night my soul will let go of his and grab onto the hand of Jesus and I will die. my body will be lowered down to the earth like my families have been and my children will weep but they have their own children now , and life will go on and I will watch them from the sky. Your purpose is greater than your struggles, the small joys bigger than even large sadness. don't waste the potential you have to be kind. I love you all, and wish you a goodnight. Think of me once in a while, Take Care.
My reaction to it was exactly the opposite... it makes me feel right here, right now, with all the weight of the world in my back and crying like a baby.
night time tears I always knew that I was hurt I just didn't recognize it Until much too late for closure Now I spend a lot of time recollecting Repressed memories of anguish I unlock and view through time Sometimes I reflect too much And tears of past sorrow Visit me and torment me as I cry I break down without a soul To provide me comfort or peace I cry here alone and unnoticed My night time tears trailing I never thought I'd feel this way I collect yet I want to reject I know I can't run from my past It'll consume me if I do So I try to recollect and live again It lied dormant for much too long Now I pay the price of ignorance Which is misery and pain Every time I go a little further My thirst for knowledge is growing My night time tears will come But I will not stop until I have found All of the misery that I come from Closure I know is quite far It's like a drug I chase I need the high so desperately Yet I am never sustained of the need I continue to chase and crawl Each step is agony Yet each time I think I've reached it It's still not there only a glint A glint of white in the dark This feels self destructive yet I chase Am I facing all the feelings? Or just creating new ones that reside So many things I feel and think I feel like I'm falling is this healing? Or is this opening old sad scars Each step is so crooked then I thought I know it'll be better tomorrow But will it or will I be the same old me All this time have I changed? I know I have but I wonder if it Meant anything for me as I continue Is the path of closure closing old doors? I know I still retain memories But will I continue to remain in sorrow? My questions I know no answer to Feels like I'm fighting What I believe and what I don't Will I ever find closure?
feelin empty while i listen to this, scrolling through the photos when we were so oblivious. when we were together and happy. when we were just us 5 when we were us.
I'm 15, and all my life I remember being a bad daughter. It's like no matter what I do, I still manage to mess things up. Honestly, I don't think I ever really tried to be better, and I don't how to now. I'm tired of being yelled at, or hearing my parents scream at each other over stupid things. I'm tired of my siblings getting into fights all the time because they don't understand each other. I'm tired of being stuck in the house all day because I'm homeschooled, I'm tired of being awful at staying friends with people, I'm tired of my body making everything harder because of EDS (Ehlers-Danlos syndromes). I can't even to get myself to do simple homework, and I've messed up even more. I just want things to be different. It's gotten hard not to blame myself for my family being so dysfunctional. I'm the oldest kid, and I'm pretty sure I've messed up my younger siblings. I missed another assignment in my online class tonight. I had plenty of time to do it, even more then I needed. But I sat, staring at the screen instead of doing what every other teenager my age is doing. I have no dreams for life, nothing to look forward to. At this point, I'm just trying to get to the next holiday, and that's what I've been doing for the past three years. They feels like the only time I can forget all the broken things in my life. I want to be here, it just feels like there is no point anymore. I'll stay, because I'm too much of a coward and afraid of the unknown to do anything. Take care of yourself. Drink some water, eat something you like, brush your teeth, shower, go on a walk, brush your hair, take a nap, get a good nights rest. Just because things might be bad now, doesn't mean they always will be. I believe in you. 'Baby steps', as one of my favorite content creators has said.
i am writing this at 6 am i couldn't sleep i am so tired. i hate my life. i hate my behaviour, my addictions, my situation. i've been alone for the past 3 years w very lil social interaction here and there. i try to cope w addictions but i fall back to the same place. i always feel this emptiness and dread in my heart that i can't get rid of since so long. My dad is disappointed in me that i didn't study enough to get into college for free. he's been yelling at me for 3 days and i haven't bothered. i don't react to anything anymore i just let life push me wherever cuz i am tired. i am done. i realized i have nothing in my control as i thought i feel so powerless so i gave up i started indulging in a life full of escapism where none of it makes me happy but it makes me sane enough to keep going. I am not happy ab my life i am wasting my youth for nothing. home rotting alone. Alone, bothered, angry and hurt. I hate myself for falling for my habits yet I don’t resist it. My dreams are dead. I wasn’t born lucky or fortunate enough to have the wealth or the opportunities i need. I wish life could give me a chance. i wish i can take a break from this emptiness and dread. i want to feel happy for once. i want to feel loved.
You deserve a chance to feel happy, to feel loved, and to feel like your life is worth living. I know it’s hard to see that right now, but I believe that change is possible, even in the darkest moments. Please don’t give up on yourself. You’re worth so much more than the pain and the emptiness you’re feeling. You deserve a life that makes you feel alive, and I truly hope you find a way to move toward that. If you ever need to talk, I’m here for you.
My agony is mine, but it reminds me of you. Just please don't leave, it destroys me- from the inside out. When I fell for you, I needed someone to love me. And its all my fault, my agony. Ive been shot in the stomach, I want it to go away, I want to go away, Just think of me once in a while, take care.
I will always love you Hallie, even though you had to break my heart. I think we always knew deep down, that you going into the military would tear us apart. I'm sorry you couldn't live like that, the guilt you must've felt is unbearable. I will always cherish the memories you gave me, and the time I got to spend with you. Maybe in a different life we could've spent just a little more time together.
These songs make feel. I know it's an odd sentence, but i guess what I mean is I rarely feel human like its not what i really am, and im not the type to care about religions, why we're here, who we are, if we were alive before or not.. So when i say i don't feel human im not saying "in a past life i was this" im saying.. in a world surrounded by life, surrounded by death, and everything in between. I feel im on the outside observing and learning more than i bargained for, friends i make i know will one day die, and so will i. I don't mean to live forever, but even though every day passes by is another day i die just a little inside. I want to be free but i don't know from what. I want to feel but actively avoid allowing myself to feel. I wake up knowing there is no reason to. I go to bed knowing I'm just preparing for death. And often i dream knowing im sleeping. I don't have a reason to live and i know that. I deal with hallucinations as if they're some estranged family member. "I don't know who you are, and i used to be afraid of you, but now i think i understand youll always be here for some reason" And i argue with my mind because it never is mine alone. And i know i could die, and sometimes I crave to do so. But my friends exist, and they need help too So if i leave now, what would that do to you? So there, there is my reason to live Though I still wish to die i wish to die after you, so i can always be here to do whatever i can do...for you.. I dont feel human, because i have no care to live, and no purpose like you do, i wait behind trees and enjoy being alone in forests because then is the only time I really feel peace, everything else is nothing... And i don't care what happens to me, im sure I'll be fine, as I always have been, as i always will be Because when one day i fall, i can at least say i had a reason, a purpose... And it was you
With these lyrics and melodies in the background they are wow, I feel that although my body is locked up without being able to go anywhere, my mind imagines me in a thousand places full of tranquility that maybe in my -
To everyone out there struggling, you are heard and you are loved. Maybe things irl are not making it look that way.. But listen. I hear you and care about you, and so do other people. Stay strong out there. To infinity, and beyond!
I look forward to going to sleep every night because then I don’t feel this way anymore and it’s a state of nothingness. So maybe I should just stay asleep and never wake up. Especially if this is what the rest of life is. I’m sorry for thinking this way
i found your boyhood album a few weeks after it came out and loved it! only just now im finding your channel with your other music and love it all too! i wish i found it sooner it was hard to find your music with all the different names :(
The deaths, the cold ass nights, hot ass days, the physical, mental and emotional suffering, the mental anguish of tomorrow's problems, it's beautiful in a way. To go through so much and still come out on top, to suffer and realize that you're actually suffering and get through what you couldn't do or thought was impossible. It's a long road and it will get harder, worse more painful but we're stronger than yesterday. Everyday is a win against your enemies, against your demons, against all of the doubts, as long as you're not 6 feet under, you'll always be on top. So go forth and appreciate life, look to the sky, the sun rise and set, the moon, at the colors that make up what you see, listen to the wind, the quiet air, the birds, taste those delicious foods and drinks and smell those gorgeous scents because that is precious, that is the beauty and goodness to the ugliness and evilness of this world. There is always something trying to knock you down so stand tall and don't give up.
the first time i came across take care on spotify was by accident. i don't remember how many plays it had at the time, but i was really surprised when i heard "think of me once in a while, take care" that i had heard so many times on tik tok. i became interested in delving deeper into this musician's work. i remember listening to "regect" one february night and being amazed at how sincere this music was, i had never heard anything like it before. now i listen to take care and sign crushes motorist's albums day after day and every time i think of the same person. honestly i don't know why i got so attached to him, there was no good reason for it, but nevertheless i did.we didn't even talk much, we were just classmates. I haven't seen him for two months, so my feelings have almost faded and i'm glad about it, because he is not the kind of person i should fall in love with. it's not that i don't listen to my heart and only use my mind, but he's really not the person i pictured him to be in my head. so it's time for me to forget this person i made up. thank you for what you do. i guess your works are inspired by bitter life experience, so it's very valuable that you share your feelings with people through music. .. sorry, i had to use google translator so my comment may sound a little strange. i dislike english grammar
Look guys, I know yall are deppressed and I was too last year. But it does get better if you put in the effort to get better. Just cut out the toxic influences in your life, stop hurting yuorself even if it feels super good. IN the long run doing these two things made my life 10x better, and honestly is the only reason I'm not dead.
I just want the people that used to comfort me back, the good people in my life always leaves in the end, everyday I Imagine someone comforting me, making me feel loved, making me feel happy, but thats all in my head, that will never be in reality, I would only be happy only for a short while,
19. Haven't finished highschool yet. just got out of a hard situation and now im going right back into it. I question why things happen the way they do. Even when i tried my absolute best:/. Your songs make me feel some sort of comfort in my soul. I appreciate that.
im so sorry :((( i know it may not look like that, but its going to get better. it may not stop hurting, but it will hurt much less with time. its going to be okay
My birthday was just a few days ago and it made me realize how lonely I really am. All the friends i’ve made are either far away or are younger/older than me. I’m stuck in this stupid town and can’t move away yet because I have no money to do so and in this economy, I genuinely think I won’t make it past my 20’s. Everything seems like it’s too much effort and it seems like everything’s against me. I don’t wanna live like this anymore…
dude same. i’m an occasional writer and i LOVE music so much and am so moved by it and feel it so strongly but i don’t know how to make it, i’ve written lyrics before but they come nowhere near capturing how i feel
sometimes, there are times where bad things happen but do not affect us. but sometimes they do, and there are times after such experience we recover, and in most cases we don't. but if we don't, it takes a lot of time and effort to get it through and start over yourself again. but if we lose a loved one, we need to start a new chapter, you know? even if we made the best memories possible with that person we lost along the way. but whatever it is, i hope whoever reads this is having a great time and if anyone is going through a hard time then just know that you are not alone in this, and for those on the edge of suicide then please just hang in there for a little i know that it might go away sometime, just hang in there, a lot of people will miss you. and if anyone is living in a toxic household then i am wishing things get well for you, and if anyone is witnessing/going through divorce then my dearest apologies for you, with God's willing you will get better things in life. and if you are having a very bad health condition then i hope you get well soon, no matter how bad it has gotten, i hope you'll be okay soon. side note on end: I'm only writing that for a slight ounce of affirmation and comfort, please don't leave, destroy me from the inside out and i feel like I've been shot in the stomach truly hit home for me. and quite literally the definition of heartbreaking, truly an amazing piece of art, liam is a truly talented guy and is deserving of all that love and support he gets! :) and for whoever reads this you are truly amazing and beautiful, i hope things get better for you if you are going through whatever i mentioned in the following, and if you are genuinely not doing well then I'm sorry for you, I'm just one person in the comments of a song after all, no one might read this but I'll leave it here for those who find it take care ♡
i'm 17 and homeschooled. i moved in with my father when i was 9 but hes turned emotionally abusive. my grandfather died a couple years ago and we still live in his house when we were supposed to have moved out but my dad hasnt had a job in almost 10 years and wont find us a place to live, we are on the brink of being kicked out. i havent had friends since middle school but that was when i started to develop mental illness and ended up in the psych ward for the first time. ive been fully alone ever since. i started dating someone i met online and i've come to realize how opposite we are to each other and sometimes my partner does and says those things that are truly hurtful like they dont even know you. i think im being cheated on. but we got promise rings. i gave up ket and we've been in sh/ed recovery together. i have done everything for them and i always end up feeling unwanted. i'm going to my friends funeral tomorrow, his birthday was last month. he would've been 21. everything is happening at once.
Hola, me llaman Emi de Emiliano y queria compartir mi sentir con toda esta musica. Tengo 19 años y no fue hasta hace 2 que empece a poder verme al espejo y ver las cosas buenas que hay en mi, las que se hacer, soy bastante bueno dibujando y toco un par de instrumentos, la gente me encuentra agradable. Despues de mucho tiempo llegue a sentirme plenamente bien conmigo mismo. Años atras tuve cuadros de ansiedad sin rozar la depresion, realmente no se si la padezca ya que mi familia jamas ha querido checar eso seriamente, casi en la totalidad de la prepa me era incluso dificil ver mi reflejo y concebir la idea de que no soy una mala persona ni una molesta, antes solia tirarme al suelo esperando que el dia se acabe, sintiendo como mi cuerpo ya no queria funcionar, yo no queria funcionar, todos los dias me sentia totalmente cansado sin siquiera hacer algo realmente, pensaba en negativo todo el tioempo y considere multiples veces el suicidio o refugiarme en las drogas. Esos tiempos pasaron, toque fondo y afortunadamente supe levantarme y no volver a caer en ese circulo de tristeza, me abri mas, le di la importancia que mis sentimientos y emociones merecen e incluso actualmente tengo pareja y es la mujer mas bella y linda que alguna vez podre conocer. Pero apesar de todo, esa tristeza sigue aqui dentro, en alguna parte, sigo teniendo bajones emocionales que no me dejan hacer nada mas que dormir. 2 semanas atras tome un cuchillo y pense en cortarme las venas, no lo hice y me alegro que fuera asi. Quiero vivir, enserio que quiero, solo que a veces no se cómo.
I just turned 16 yesterday and I've been listening to liam stuff since december 2022, and listening to this it's not the same anymore but i can sence the same feeling when i first listen to this masterpiece. I cried a little today listening to this album. I'm getting older but i feel the same. Oh liam saved me.
Man it sucks, coming back to this music genre instantly reminds me of her... I miss her so much man, I literally can't let go of her...... I need some help from you guys, please help me get over it.
Be sad, let her go, grieve her, suffer and allow yourself to suffer. Distractions don't work, in the best case they slow down the process of letting go, in the worst they develop into addiction. Time will heal you, your body is scientifically built to work like that, you can trust me. Take care
this album is what my depression feels like. just alone. and so so tired. it hurts so much, but the its a dull kinds of pain. like im in so much pain, but the pain is the colour gray. thats the only way i can describe it. everyone tells me that its just seasonal depression. its not. i am like this all the time. i try so hard to to hurt myself. its such an addiction. im so dead inside. i feel like im gonna turn gray.
Man I remember coming back to listen to youre music only a few months ago to see this album with a couple hundred views now to come see it with 100k plus I’d awesome congrats 🎉
My brother Rory looked very similar to this dude, he took his life july 4 2020, we planned a big party that day, we were gonna have a great time, it was my 19th birthday. He passed before he made it to that party... I love you Rory Dale Swanson April 10 2003-July 4 2020
theres nobody else i can talk to anymore, they just think im an egocentric narcissist that will never listen she broke up with me on valentines, all i listen to by now is take care and sign crushes motorist, i can heavily relate to these albums and i thank whoever made these projects, it means the world to me now is there anyone i can talk to on discord about my feelings? it would mean the world to me since i cant afford proper therapy
22 and all i can think of each passing day is how much i miss my family, having friends, being a baby. i wish i had friends. i wish my brother talked to me. i miss smoking weed with my little sister before her boyfriend changed her. i miss seeing my mom smile when she’s with our family. i just miss it all
I have lied to everyone my entire life to be liked . and now I realized that no one knows me , not even a little bit . I feel so lonely.
keep ur chin up bruh
That happens to everyone, lol
It will be ok, lets keep going, stay with us and move forward for all those who failed. Rise in the remembrance of those whomst have fallen, we will make it.
Time to start telling the truth, man.
i feel tbis
It's been 3 years and I seem to have finally recovered. Hold tight boys and girls, eventually this feeling ends and things get better, but you have to be strong and rough it out. Good luck.
i am honesty so happy for you my man i hope that you will gett only the best in your future stay strong bro okay?
sorry if my eng suck btw
@@francescobarbato5121 Yeah that's the plan, you too my guy
Man I hope
@@p0zzed it’s gonna suck for a REALLY long time, so yeah. But life never was about finding an easy way out. You got this.
Thank you for your comment, gives other people hope when they need it most.
Today is my birthday. I'm 22, I am tired and stuck in my hometown. My friends have all moved away and each week, month and year that goes by I can feel the distance growing stronger with the only people I've ever felt myself around. I work, I come home and sometimes I dream. I long for company and direction but it all feels so hopeless. It's been years. Not sure what brought me here but it seems we're all having a hard time. Thanks for reading my vent. I hope we all come out okay in the end.
You said words what I feel often, but I'm scared to say out loud. That empty feeling wont go away, I feel you.
At the end of the day, if someone wants to be in your life, they will be. Truly - if they are capable, they will make the effort, and they will show up. If they do not - let that be your closure.
However, you do not have to hate them. You do not have to remember their contribution to your life as anything but beautiful. Do not ruin them in your mind, do not grip until you feel resentment.
Instead, love them without attachment. Love the lessons they taught you. Wish them well every single time you think about them. Miss them, but do not ache for them to come back. If the people in your life left because they were not ready to value you, or love you, or be there for you, do not wish for them back, do not ask for them to be more than they can be at the moment. Wish for them to figure themselves out. Wish for them to grow. They are on their own journey - a journey you are not a part of. And that is okay. You have to learn that that is okay.
So instead of focusing on the people who left, focus on the people in your life who have chosen to be there. Focus on the ones who stayed, on the ones who appreciate you and respect you. Focus on the people who match the love you give them, focus on the people who empower you and grow you and make your life beautiful. You are surrounded by human beings who will not shy away from the love you give. You are surrounded by human beings who know that they want you in their life, people who show you that every single day. Don't take them for granted. Don't lose touch with what you have, chasing what you no longer do.
Trust me when I say - you will miss out on beautiful things if you continue to stay rooted in all of the ways you were wronged, and if you continue to let your past pull you from experiencing what the present has to offer you. Do not close yourself off to your potential. Instead, open yourself to the world, and allow for it to fill that space with the kinds of people, the kinds of moments, and the kinds of experiences that exhilarate you, that compel you - that make you love yourself, and your life, and what you have to offer, more and more each day.
-@alexandracordovacardenas117
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I hope this relates to you, it hit me when I started finding people
I remember dreaming every single day in a streak and I remember them till this day
What options do you have?
I painted all day. That's what I do, I'm an artists. Anyway, just when I thought I was finished for the day I came upon this album and I painted some more. I think I might give it another listen and continue.
Time heals the soul. I find old paintings beautiful. These newer ones hurt me too much.
Same bro
God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
@@Mr.M971 God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
@@madmax2943 God loves you I want you to know that and he will never leave you or forsake you and if you ask the Holy Spirit to live in you, God will let it happen and you can be saved if you confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord and that God raised him from the dead you will be saved bro
Not even sleep can fix this type of tired.
not even sleep can fix being regularly tired lets be honest
@@InglebertHumperdincIIIlmao you ruined their deep moment
last track is soul crushing
He was my first love. We were immature teens in a small town and I was an undiagnosed borderline. We fuked everything up. After 4-5 years of no contact he died. Listening to this makes me feel like he sees me. Incredible album.
holy shit bro
I dated a borderline and I'm bipolar. It went off the rails. But the honeymoon phase was incredible. If we were more mature we wouldn't have tarnished that. Death is such a roadblock in this mortal coil. Bless you. It'll be alright.
I just heard this album for the first time. I really like it.
@@ImprovEyes-fc9fo bless you too!!
@@ImprovEyes-fc9fo maturity wont fix mental illness, wanted to die since i knew what death was and nothings changed.
@@starrycat127 That means you're still learning. Good luck!
I'm going through a divorce. I never thought life would do to me what it did. I never knew how adults could be so cruel, until life made me choose between my own happiness or the happiness of the person I loved the most. I never knew how adults could end up so desperate for an escape they would resort to drugs, sex, suicide, alcohol, anything to take the pain away, until I realized I had grown up to be what I hated. I am uncomfortable in my skin and I feel a guilt for my existence. Its not fair that it didn't work out, it's not fair we got engaged at 19 and grew up into two different people. This album captures what I feel in a way my own thoughts cant. If god were real, time is proof he is a man. Only a man could keep his pace, never stopping or slowing, when his children are being left behind. When his children are begging to go back, to rest, to wait. But he doesn't even look back, time keeps going and leaves you right where you are. I am so far behind I feel lost, I don't know which direction to turn.
sorry to hear but thank you for existing. i feel this so much. i dont know you but believe, I love you. existence is weird, terrifying, lonely but we are here. i believe in us
your comment made me tear up. I wish you all the best in this life
28:53 Hearing this song makes me feel like a car-struck deer, tired and running out of air. It makes me feel like the Bear or coyote watching me struggle to stay awake and alive, knowing it must feed yet it had no hand in my demise. It is now that I realize I have been feeling like this for a while and just haven't noticed until now. Thank you so much for waking me from that nightmare
This dumb as hell
gives me ua-cam.com/video/wYUi4YBLM0Y/v-deo.html vibes
You gay
so real. im honestly at my last straw i cant get out and my mom threw away my razors i think im gonna dig them back out cause i need to survive honestly
@@grace_ouxllxtte somebody smell like shit
sometimes i feel like im destined to be alone like im supposed to never find anyone to share anything special with. never to hold hands. never to kiss. never to fall in love and hope to get married. and thats okay.... but sometimes i wish i was able to be desirable to other people. i know that the loneliness i feel is portayed to others and it scares them away. but i dont know why im sad sometimes....i just am. id like to imagine that if i wanted someone to know how i felt everyday id send them your album. its devastatingly beautiful. thank you for creating this
i know this feel
This 100% is how I feel.
hey, youre okay you will find someone to love you fully :)
This is my greatest fear in life, I've been trying to explain it to myself but couldn't put it into words, im still very young, but my entire life so far, I've never had a real friendship with anyone, and now the one friend I've ever had in my life, is leaving, and i will never see them again and if i do, im worried it wont be the same friendship, sounds fucking stupid i know but its fine and it doesnt matter becuase ill just keep going, living life empty and without feeling anything, thats why i listen to these songs, i need to make myself feel something.
Sounds like you doubt yourself a lot as a person. Carry on doing things normally and eventually something unexpected will happen just trust me. Spent nearly 5 years to learn and see it through. I’ve been there too :/
I miss my best friend.
Every morning I wake up and I think of her.
I see her house and her family in my dreams, where we are still close
Where we share the same food and draw at the same table
I miss my best friend
She doesn’t reach out much anymore.
I don’t either
I think I feel it’s unnecessary, as she’s let me go
I haven’t let her go
I miss my best friend
It’s been months since we’ve seen each other face to face.
I have to accept its changing, the way we love
I have to learn to move on from a person who saved me from the darkness that once devoured my soul
I have to know, that every day it may not be the same as it was years ago, as we shared a lunch table and fruit snacks.
I miss you Lauren, I hope you know how dear you are to me, I wish we never faded away. I wish things never changed.
I miss you.
this shits getting too real.
dude.. this is the exact way im feeling too.. everything about her is so familiar and i can’t forget. but i also can’t remember enough
i miss her so much
i’m sorry you’re going through it too
word (i fell in love with her too, and she left me when i was at my lowest)
Think of me once in a while, take care, is the song that absolutely devastates me every time I listen to it. It just sounds and feel so gut wrenching. Truly a beautiful song.
I feel lonely everyday... I cry loudly at night wishing someone to kiss, hug, comfort, me I live with my dad and step mom and I hate my step mom she makes me feel bad about myself.... And I only see my mom every other weekend... Same wth my siblings my siblings are in there 20s so they never have time for me....I just want to be loved man....
You are. You always are. Even though you don't know it
Love is a difficult thing. I feel lonely everyday as well and it just gets to a point where you become so lonely you’re numb. When you’re numb from that loneliness you forget all about love which is the beautiful thing and a very hard thing. I think for me that I’ve just come to realize that the grass still brushes my feet when I step on it. It grows and grows again and again yet people don’t really pay attention to it and think about all of the memories it holds. So I mean- as stupid as it sounds, just be grass. You don’t have to talk, you don’t have to do anything but exist. Thats what we all should do. I hope you find peace. And also- I really love grass lol.
Dear, you are more loved than you could ever imagine. The Lord’s heart hurts to see your exhaustion. He is there if you need Him.
I’m sorry you’re enduring so much. Please hold on.
Hello, my name is Anete or Zane! Im 17 years old soon to be 18, i finshed school and now am learning on how to be a cook. I like to go on walk, when i dont want to be around people, i like the woods and the smell of fresh spring air, i like the the smell of fresh cut grass and the smell after the rain, i love the stars and the moon, even tho when i was smaller i was really scared of the dark, i started to really like the dark and the quiet. I love spending my time with people i mostly love, and that would be my little brother and my best friend Caroline, they both one of the best people i ever meet, even tho sometimes we fight and annoy the heck out of me, i still love and cherish them. I love daydreaming, even tho i do it to much, i love it because it makes my thought get a little quiet for a bit, i can fantasies about the things that i love the most. I love music, music now i just like a therapy session where i can just stay quite and be in my daydream, even tho my thoughts sometimes get a little louder than the music, i still can enjoy it a little. I like soft things, the sensation just makes me feel safe and warm. I like sunflowers, i think they are mostly not everyones choice, but its for me, they beautiful, sunny and it makes me happy. I like movies and books, mostly fantasy and adventure ones. I like fantasy. I never have been in a serious relationship, even tho i try hard to get one, but im also scared. Im scared of tight spaces and im scared of big spider, but i can hold them if i would want to, i just dont like when they crawl up my arm. Im scared a little of heights, bc whenever i am somewhere to high, my legs start to wobble and i start to feel dizzy, but i also love the adrenaline that comes from it. I love animals, especially cats,dogs, frogs, rats, any bird. I would travel if it wouldn't meant for money and my diabetes. I have undiagnosed anxiety, but diagnosed Depression. My mental health started to go down when i was only 12, i would feel mostly really unhappy or be really sensitive. I really didnt have the best childhood, mostly it was just my parents blaming me, but i tried my best to be a daughter that tbey would want. I appreciate them, but they really never were for me like parents. I really one day someone will like me the way i am, i hope pne day i will be in someones eyes a Lover. I hope someday i will be enough for people to accept me.
I love this comment
Hello ! What a beautiful message you wrote here ! I love music too. Hanging out and listen Pretend by Alex G.
You know, in life, there's always people that's gonna love you and some others that doesn't. And both's gonna tell you how they feel about you and sadly, in most negative way (because this is always easier to tell something mad about people in there back that tell them in front of their face that you love them). So, that's a fact, folks gonna love you or not. You cannot choose who love you BUT you can choose whitch person you want in your life and you want to listen. If people say mad things, avoid them, they're are just unhappy in their life, that's all. They don't matter for ya. If people say good thing, listen to them, cherish them, spend time with them ect...
But others people are important for mental health, but imo they aren't the most important thing. At the end of your message, you said you 'hope that someday you will be enough for people", but, I think, (and that's just my way of seeing life), that it's not a great thing to wait other's love for being in harmony with yourself. You have to love yourself, alone. Do not compare yourself with others or do not wait for their love. Other people love is not bring strong self-confidence. Start to falling in love with you, accept who you are, then accept that you can become whatever the fuck you want ! You is not a prison. You are what you want to become. You, is everything. I can clearly see in your text that you are someone with a lot of imaginations and personnality. You are like a whole fucking universe ! And the space growth everyday and become more infinite. Humans can do the same. They can become bigger, they can grow everyday, but they are to scared of getting out of their comfort zone. Evolve my bro !
Imagine this example : You buy GTA 6, but when you start you first game there is this text message : "Dear little sheep, you have ONLY one life in this game. After your death in game, you cannot play anymore". So you start the game. You have 2 choice. What are you gonna do :
- 1) Do not touch your controller. Stay in fucking T pose. Do not move for hours and years and do not play the game, because you are "safe" here and you don't want to die...
OR
- 2) At the first second of the game, you start running, exploring the whole map, talks to girls, make some crazy courses, make mistakes, hanging out at L.A at night, go to night culbs, make some RP because you love fantasies, go to college, walk in some green forest, go to beach, watch Avatar 3 in theaters, I dunno fucking everything that the game allowed you to do ! And then you die.
At the end of each game you're gonna die. That's a fact. You start, you birth. And one day, it will end. It is what it is. You cannot control this fact. BUT MY BROTHER AND I SWEAR TO THE PEOPLE THAT YOU ARE LOVIN MOST IN THIS EARTH : YOU CAN CONTROL what you do between birth and death. You prefer dying in GTA 6 knowing that you made absolutely nothing in this amazing game, or knowing that you explore all the posibilities that this fucking game offers ? I think you know the right answer !
You understand what I want to say : In life, this is the same thing ! AND MORE. Because in GTA 6, that's just a game, virtuals, with limits (it gives you impresion of no limits but this is not, that's a code, with rules ect...). In life, you have no limits !
Long life to you my friend ! Be happy. Be bigger ! Evolve ! DO, FALL, GET UP and DO, and DO AND DO... All over again. Experience is life !
(sorry for the faults i'm french lol).
Have a good day Little Sheep !
@@erymano467 that was beatyfull bro :')
You are so human. I would really love to figure you out. ❤️
Hey there, I'm Erik, someone in the exact same year range as you.
You are you, and you are more than enough. No one in this world is as much as you as you are, and for that you've won, and you can keep winning being the best you you can be.
You are much, much more than enough. Within you there is love and warmth, warmth and water, water and life. Within you it's the past and the present and the future only you alone can build and be, for you are the world, as beautiful as the stars, as vast as everything and as pure as time.
I aspire to nothing, absolutely nothing, else than what you are and feel, and think and maintain within you. You have been able to build upon a void, glance at its exit and be free of it. I've yet to find the light, even after so many years, I'm still claimed by the dark.
Please, keep being like you are, and please, keep being well and happy. Take care, Anete.
I really like this record. It's completely raw and visceral, portraying love, lost, pain, agony in a very relatable way.
29:00 This is perfect for the ending of this album, it sounds so tragic
The song title is “Think of Me Every Once In A While”
i love that song so much. it makes me feel emotions i never felt before. i think its also the song of how i found this album
For a long time, I’d sit in my room alone and id think about a person. Sometimes when I feel really hurt I still do, sometimes when I dont know if i can do it anymore i still do. But for a long time, i’d conjure up some person, id put music on and just lay there in the stillness of my room and cry. and then id think about a person. Someone that didnt exist who loved me, who held me, and who looked into my eyes and said nothing, but made me feel everything. And just for a night, i felt okay. But underneath the okayness there was a twinge of pain in my heart. Because I knew it was a dream. Never did i ever think that one day i could really feel the touch, never did i ever think id be able to look into their eyes, never did i ever think I could really hear their voice. But I kept on with it. And years went by, where id lay there dreaming while awake. But then i met you, and long story short i fell in love.
And now when i close my eyes in the stillness of my room I can feel you there even when your not. I can feel you’re love even when im far away, deep in my mind. And even just while grasping a pillow or the air i feel okay. Because I know now the person id conjured up for so long is real. And they do look into my eyes and say nothing but make me feel everything, and their touch does feel like the softest most magical thing, and their voice does make me wanna keep on. when I say you’re my dream, I mean that in the most honest sense. While im awake and while im asleep you are my dream. And as much as that little voice tries to fight me, Itll never change that fact. I love you brendan.
:)
Oh wtf you made my eyelids pee
Currently going through a rough break up. I feel like it's underestimated how painful break ups are, I literally think about throwing myself off a building a few times a day. Well I just wanted to say that I never connected with an album to this extent. Every song feels how I feel, the lyrics describe the thoughts that are constantly going through my mind. Thank you for this, I'm glad I discovered it.
i know it's hard but you can do it i hope you feel ok soon .✨🪐
It's been 6 months bro, are you better? Sounds silly but time heals all wounds, it's been 2 years for me now and I still dream of her, but the pain is bearable.
Stay strong
@@Gtown215crazy we’re reading this comment at the same time. hope you’re taking care of yourself friend as well, i know this album can bring out raw feelings and sentiment.
how are you now?
I love you, Catherine.
May you found peace by launching yourself from that building.
May your childrens remain safe, I will take great care talking to your daughter.
I really hoped to see you to my marriage, by my side.
I guess things are like that, sometimes. I'll get you a seat, even tho it'll stay empty.
I speak to you before the sea.
I love you, Catherine, goodbye.
oh my goodness, may she had found love in Jesus Christ and the Holy Ghost.. i will send a prayer for her every night
@@kamdennten thanks a lot, that's really kind of you
28:57
Think Of Me Once In A While, Take Care by Take Care (8am, Nov 15, 2023)
Take Care
The fact that this little irish man can make some of the saddest tunes under multiple aliases is insane to me
liam mccay aka: Take Care
Sign Crushes Motorist
Birth Day
Mantra
Miserable Teens Club etc etc
28:53
This was written in five minutes, spare me.
You could see the agony painted within his eyes. The way that his words cut flowers from his ribs with just a glance. Now, he was simply a shell with daggers pinned between porcelain bones and flowers gutting his soul. It was heartbreaking to look upon a man aged no more than 15, and see a hollow shell of what could’ve been a dreamer. Only if he wasn’t crushed by the words of others.
He thought to pull the daggers from his exposed ribs, if that made any difference, he would still feel weightlessly empty where the daggers weighed. Even if there was a god, perchance, he would not save this being who begged for divine intervention of some sorts. He would never return to living a normal life.
Creativity ran deeper than anyone could comprehend, his mind overflowing with ideas and plans to change the world through words, and no one could understand him. He was a canvas, long overdue to be thrown out, but the creativity always recycled it.
Creativity was his only friend. Grasping his hand and running far away within his imagination. He had dreams once, those now replaced by nightmares of premature death, of living his life to the fullest and changing the world; yet he stared at himself in the mirror and was reminded of not having anything to weigh his body down, only his mind and soul were worth his body weight by tenfold.
Worthless; someone had sat in front of the mirror and muttered that word over and over again, like aiming a bow at an animal undeserving of death. Cruelly, forced into a relationship in which no reciprocation was returned, he rotted. His creativity rotted. What organs and flesh remained on his body melted away like memories from a childhood not his own, always glancing towards someone and begging for someone to relate to him or understand him as a person.
One day, he will find someone like him. With a body light as a feather, but a mind as heavy as the world below your feet, you will love once more.
~
This small writing is dedicated to those in which who feel as if there is nothing to continue for, to those who feel beaten and lost, to those who are struggling with abusive relationships or struggling with mental illness; to all those who are struggling.
You are not alone within your situation; thousands stand where you stand at the exact moment. No matter how alone you feel, you are standing with thousands or millions of people who have felt just the same way as you, facing the same situation with a mindset that they will surely be defeated. Please don't give up, don't throw away your body and soul, your potential for blossoming into a beautiful person. I believe in you all, I support you, and there are others who love and care for you.
~ Sincerly, Cupid.
Wow, this is really good, like incredibly good. You're an amazing writer. A piece of writing doesnt normally move me this much but damn
It took a long time…
It took my whole life in fact. It took several breakdowns and insecurities, several words of self hatred in front of the mirror, several hours crying in my bedroom alone at midnight when no one in the house could hear me, several hours of therapy and healing, several hours of questioning my purpose on this plane of existence, several trial and errors, several goodbyes and thanks, several moments of grief and relief, and finally, several words of self appreciation, understanding and love…
But it finally happened, I’m happy now…
I never thought I’d be glad to be alive again, but I am…
Please don’t give up just yet
You don’t need to be perfect
You’re worthy of being loved
You’re worthy of being alive
You WILL heal one day
The universe loves you
needed to read this because I am in a wierd pocket of emotion that is making me question alot of things. Thank you for your story and showing that it is possible.
Sittin alone in a dark room while im baked beans listening to this is a comfort I never expected
hey Vince. its been 9 months since you passed. and during those 9 months, I have gone through absolute hell. I miss you so much. I miss your voice, your laugh, i miss you calling me. I genuinely don’t know what to do at this point. I have done literally everything I could. I have written many songs about it, gone to therapy, got put on meds, I have done every trick in the book. And I’m still left with the absolute soul crushing feeling of not having you here. I really hope you’re safe and protected up there, I miss you so much. I truly do. I don’t know how I will continue to go on without you, but I will try my absolute best. I love you and I’m sorry for everything. Forever young.🤍🕊️
I hope you're okay...
made me cry, i cant imagine the pain, pls take care love
Today is my birthday, I'm 22 and sad. Why? My gf dumped me now. We r already 3 years. I feel so empty. I have few friends but I can't vent out my feeling to them I don't have a bro to call upon on. To all of my birthdays I didn't even have a cake ever, my gf is the one who only gave me in my entire life. I love her so much and I can't imagine my life without her. I feel so empty. As Im listening into this music can't help my tears are falling. Telling myself why my life is so miserable. I want to disappear n be forgotten. This kind of music helps me ease my pain. Thank you so much for reading hope we'll be okay sumday..
happy birthday jevri!! i feel you man, everything gets better eventually
that transition from Please Don't Leave to Destroy Me From The Inside Out is soooooooo gooooddd 5:44 to 5:50
so true i found take care in july 2023 cad now i feel like this brought back memories of when i was extremely depressed so i’m glad you like the songs i like as well☺️
I thought they were the same song for a while
Ceci est mon checkpoint :
Je ne suis pas anglophone, c'est peut être pour cela que t'as musique m'a fait ressentir l'inverse de ce que tu exprime.
Je considère la musique comme de la magie , et ton sort m'a redonné courage.
J'ai 19 ans et ma génération est bloqué dans un doute perpétuel, dans un malheur sans fin , comme sur la photo, ont subsiste dans un vide profond.
J'ai bientôt 20 ans et j'ai une dysphorie de genre qui me fais souffrir tous les jours, je vois du noir en permanence .
Mais cet album pendant ma scéance de musculation m'a permis de me rendre compte que j'étais déjà un homme et que avec encore plus de travail , je pourrais entrevoir mon vrai moi sous cette peau de femme.
Cet à mes 6 ans que j'ai pensé pour la première fois à cessé d'exister, en somme de mourir.
Je pense que c'est de la dépression mais je n'ai jamais vu un médecin pour me faire diagnosticer, depuis mes 6 ans je suis malheureux.
Mais avec cette musique j'ai ressenti une chaleur en moi , une flamme dans mon cœur à l'image du sacré coeur, une ardeur de vie comme les guerriers gaulois .
Je suis Français, je suis donc un mélange entre cette culture chrétienne et les rites celtes oublié, je veux rendre fier mes ancêtres qui ont aimé ces terre ,j'aime cela et je veux aimé encore plus, et pour cela je dois m'aimer.
Et ta musique m'a fait m'aimer ,
Merci du fond du cœur
keep it up, stranger 💙
Votre histoire est très touchante. Aimez vous. Vous n'etes pas seul.e. On a qu'une vie. Il faut en profiter un maximum. C'est facile à dire, mais le vrai secret est là : FAIRE. Arretez de penser. Stoppez les ruminations. Stoppez youtube, insta, ect... Reconnectez vous avec la vraie vie, pas celle qui est numérique. Priez si vous est chrétien.ne. Ne cherchez pas à vous "rentrez" dans une case. Vous etes qui vous etes. Et votre dysphorie vous fais soufrir parcque vous n'acceptez pas qui vous etes. Ne regardez pas les autres, n'écoutez pas ce qu'ils racontent. Concentrez vous sur vous et votre coeur. Voyez plutot votre "problème" comme une force. Vous n'etes pas "diviser" entre deux... au contraire, vous etes tout à la fois ! Vous abritez en vous un univers entier. Vous etes en perpetuelle expension. N'empéchez pas cette chenille de se transformer en papillon, par peur qu'elle soit "different". Le piège de la société est de croire qu'on doit etre quelqu'un avec une personnalité précise, des gouts spécifiques, un type de vetements particulier, en outre, sa propre prison, un esclave de sa propre personne, qu'on doit etre un véritable système avec des règles bien établi qu'on ne peut transgresser sous peine de nous "trahir". Mais c'est totalement faux. L'esprit est puissant. Acceptez qui vous etes, evoluez, devenez une meilleure version de vous meme. Vous etes ce que vous pensez. Explosez bon sang, exprimez vous ! Vous pouvez devenir ce que vous voulez... Il suffit de pleinement le vouloir ! FAITES, FAITES, FAITES. TOMBEZ. LEVEZ VOUS. RECOMMENCEZ.
Vous n'avez rien à perdre à essayer. Vous avez tout à gagner ! Le véritable échec est de ne rien faire par "sécurité".
J'ai confiance en vous.
Pensez comme les autres c'est disparaitre. S'écouter c'est naitre. La seule personne que vous devez convaincre dans votre vie, c'est vous meme.
Je vous souhaite le meilleur ! N'oubliez pas : Soyez fier de qui vous etes ! Evoluez, encore et encore...
Bonne journée !
You sound like a beautiful person
I wish I could just be better. It's so hard. I do what I'm supposed to; I turn in my assignments, I socialize, I even stopped smoking. I've been clean for 2 months and nothing has changed. I always end up right back where I started. Why can't I just be better?
if u keep beating yourself up about something so out of ur control right now, you'll feel even worse, and that cycle will repeat. ur doing really well, i dont know u, but the things u said ur doing are really hard, yet ur still pushing thru. u need to give urself credit for that. I dont knowall the details, but I'm sure that good things came from what you've accomplished. good job:3
Be patent with yourself luv...think about the positive things in life like your friends, family, pets, having fun, if this helps tell yourself positive things about yourself everyone until you actually realize your perfect just the way you are...
it gets better...
❤️🩹
Solving an inside problem with outside solutions.
one of the coldest, most soul-crushing and desolate albums i've ever heard. Liam's words portraying the loss of his loved one hits different, and the music adds to this desperation.
I just hope that one day, everything gets better. Im tired of feeling this lump of guilt and shame.
I just finished listening to this playlist, and honestly, it pulled me into a really dark place. Lately, I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed, like there’s this constant pressure weighing me down. I thought I had moved past a lot of the stuff that happened before, but these songs brought everything back, and it’s like I’m drowning in emotions I didn’t even know were still there.
As I listened, it felt like I was being dragged back to moments I’ve been trying so hard to forget. Those times when everything felt like it was falling apart and I had no idea how to fix it. I remember feeling so lost, like I was stuck in this endless loop of bad days, and no one really understood what I was going through. Each song in this playlist felt like it was telling a piece of my story-a story I never wanted to revisit but couldn’t escape from.
I used to come home every day, put on my headphones, and lose myself in music, hoping it would help me escape from everything. But instead of finding an escape, I found myself right back in the middle of all the pain I was trying to forget. I’ve been dealing with a lot of personal issues-some because of people I thought I could trust, and some just from the pressure of trying to keep it all together. But the hardest part has always been the battle within myself, trying to make sense of everything that’s happened.
These songs took me back to those nights when I couldn’t sleep because my mind was racing with a million thoughts. Those nights when I’d wake up in a panic, feeling like I was drowning in darkness, with no way out. I feel like I lost a part of myself during that time, a part I haven’t been able to get back, no matter how hard I try.
Listening to this playlist today, I felt like I was reliving all of those moments again. It’s like every emotion I’ve tried to bury came rushing back to the surface, and I wasn’t ready for it. I felt this overwhelming sadness, this deep sense of loss, like something important was taken from me and I’ll never get it back. That fear of the future, that uncertainty about what’s going to happen next, it’s all so suffocating.
Sometimes I feel like I’m living in this dark world where there’s no light at the end of the tunnel. That hopelessness and frustration have been with me for so long, and I thought I had finally left it behind. But listening to these songs made me realize that maybe I’m still not okay. There are still parts of me that are broken, wounds that haven’t healed, and memories that still hurt every time I think about them.
I can’t really explain how much these songs affected me. It’s like they took me on a journey through my past, forcing me to face everything I’ve been trying to forget. These aren’t just songs to me-they’re memories, feelings, and pieces of me that I thought I’d buried. Maybe it’s good that I’m facing these emotions again, maybe it’s something I need to do to heal, but right now, I just feel so heavy, like I can’t breathe.
I know I need time to process everything I’m feeling. Maybe I need to take a break from music for a while, or at least from these kinds of songs that stir up so much pain. But I also know that these feelings are a part of me, and that facing them is the only way I’ll ever really be able to move on.
If anyone’s reading this, just know that if you’re feeling the same way, you’re not alone. It’s okay to feel what you’re feeling, and it’s okay to take the time you need to heal.
I can’t stop my tears 😢I feel the same way
@@HananGebrmedhin ☹
This guy is seriously talented! masterpieces that you listen to over and over. He has so many side projects but my favorite is Sign Crushes Motorist.
im 16 and ive been feeling a gut wrenching pain through my whole body especially my heart and throat ever since i was 12 , i dont recognize myself anymore ,i feel distant from everybody even those who seem close, my heart throbs everyday and i just want to get rid of this feeling , i feel that most people here can relate to me and hopefully one day we can be contenet with ourselves
Im at a similar point in life. Ive cried while walking to school so much lately and every time i just feel this stinging burning feeling in my nose and down to my chest. I hope one day youll feel better, i may not know you but i really hope that youll be happier one day. I believe in you
This is exactly what I have been feeling the past three months. I sometimes force myself to smile but this pain get worse.
I recently started to learn a techniqual skill and the fact that am progressing makes me feel happy. And when this happens the pain diminishes because I feel like am achieving something in life. So this is what I can advice you. Try to learn something you've always wanted to or if you don't know what to do, let yourself get bored. I mean get off of social media, get off of your phone, and don't try to distract yourself with something. Just sit there and let your brain wonder. Trust me, your brain will surely start to generate ideas which may eventually lead you to something fulfilling. It has been working for me lately.
after you turn 12 everything goes to shit, huh
hey, just checking in, how are you doing now?
@@arisof4 hiii honestly i feel the same but i guess its gotten a tiny bit better ill give it time thank you i appreciate you asking 💜
i wanna talk for hours about how perfect this album is and how strong the feelings it gives me everytime i listen to it
Many moments have fleeted me, but when I look back and truly stand still in memories I find some peace. However even peace has its hint of sadness. As hard as it is to admit I don’t have too many good memories. It’s hard looking at the world with optimism, hoping I can make new good memories to overcome the bad. I wish it was that simple but sometimes when you’ve been beaten physically, mentally and emotionally over and over again by people the who you’re born From. The people you have no choice but to trust tainted by abuse of substance and violence it breaks you.
I don’t understand how to feel happy trying to fill my voids like a black hole toys and eats away at my soul it grows and my heart tires ever more loathing the growing fires I’m burning inside what can drown out the cry’s that have me so hopelessly dire what can help me rest I’m oh so very tired
This album feels like my relationship to my dad. I'm not all the way through it, in fact I'm only 11:20 minutes in, but I know what I'm feeling. Thank you for making this album.
I was hurt by a person who I trusted with my life. After that I thought I'd never let anyone to be as close to me as they were. I was pretty much sure that physical contact just wasn't for me, and that I will live the rest of my life without it. But then I met someone new. And to say that I was deeply terrified and unable to trust them is like saying nothing at all. However it turns out that I can, and that I really, truly wanted to. And also that I love to cuddle. So here we are. I allowed someone to hug me for longer than a few seconds. The process took exactly 550 days.
Maybe it's possible to love and be loved... you know like... without all the pain. Maybe It's not that I'm really that hard to love... maybe they just didn't love me and thsts it.
Yours truly
Ev♡
this album will always remind me of my friend who has recently passed away of cancer, I started as her friend last year and already we had similarities she was funny and connected well with everyone and that same year she was diagnosed with cancer we waited for her to come back for about a year and this month was supposed to be the day she would come back to school but instead im gonna be at her funeral on friday i won’t be able to make another memory of her,not another joke,not another happy birthday, or not another conversation with her i’ll never forget the memories i made with her and this album will always be here to remind me of her.
forças mano, essa dor vai passar...e sua amiga deve estar em um lugar melhor, fique bem
thank you for this wonderful music friend. melancholy is the natural state of life for many for a long time and this helps people get through it. God bless.
I hope one of these days i just don't wake up more, sometimes im too tired to even talk... just stare at blank hearing these kind of songs makes it feel placing
on streaming services now
I've always been alone my entire life, but i feel even more lonely now that I'm in highschool...its hell for me... everyone hates me, nobody wants to talk to me...but ik I'll outgrow it... it'll get better..the day i find someone who truly loves me and cares about me, I'll send them this playlist.
I don’t remember the last time I let myself cry for me, and I find it real unchill of you to make me
This is insane, im going through some stuff atm and was just mindlessly going through youtube when i got recommended this and it just took me out completely and made me feel so many emotions, thank you this is beautiful.
I held my baby nephew for the first time three years after I buried my first loved one and the amount of sorrow in the world is only rivaled by the joy. the sun rises and sets and these days ive been getting to bed at a decent time and waking up before the sun does. I drink my coffee with creamer and I listen to my favorite songs over and over and I hug my parents and my siblings before I go to bed. I learn and I laugh and I cry and I hate myself and I love myself and I make mistakes and I succeed. the children I dream about will be in my arms when I blink and then they'll be graduating and ill be gray and wrinkled and sun spotted and smiling. ill hold my husbands hand and some warm night my soul will let go of his and grab onto the hand of Jesus and I will die. my body will be lowered down to the earth like my families have been and my children will weep but they have their own children now , and life will go on and I will watch them from the sky. Your purpose is greater than your struggles, the small joys bigger than even large sadness. don't waste the potential you have to be kind. I love you all, and wish you a goodnight. Think of me once in a while, Take Care.
Great songs to dissociate to. Just numbs the mind and finally gives peace. I can really write some heartbreaking shit listening to this shit.
My reaction to it was exactly the opposite... it makes me feel right here, right now, with all the weight of the world in my back and crying like a baby.
night time tears
I always knew that I was hurt
I just didn't recognize it
Until much too late for closure
Now I spend a lot of time recollecting
Repressed memories of anguish
I unlock and view through time
Sometimes I reflect too much
And tears of past sorrow
Visit me and torment me as I cry
I break down without a soul
To provide me comfort or peace
I cry here alone and unnoticed
My night time tears trailing
I never thought I'd feel this way
I collect yet I want to reject
I know I can't run from my past
It'll consume me if I do
So I try to recollect and live again
It lied dormant for much too long
Now I pay the price of ignorance
Which is misery and pain
Every time I go a little further
My thirst for knowledge is growing
My night time tears will come
But I will not stop until I have found
All of the misery that I come from
Closure I know is quite far
It's like a drug I chase
I need the high so desperately
Yet I am never sustained of the need
I continue to chase and crawl
Each step is agony
Yet each time I think I've reached it
It's still not there only a glint
A glint of white in the dark
This feels self destructive yet I chase
Am I facing all the feelings?
Or just creating new ones that reside
So many things I feel and think
I feel like I'm falling is this healing?
Or is this opening old sad scars
Each step is so crooked then I thought
I know it'll be better tomorrow
But will it or will I be the same old me
All this time have I changed?
I know I have but I wonder if it
Meant anything for me as I continue
Is the path of closure closing old doors?
I know I still retain memories
But will I continue to remain in sorrow?
My questions I know no answer to
Feels like I'm fighting
What I believe and what I don't
Will I ever find closure?
i remember you was conflicted
@@swagonelevenatalltimes what do you mean?
@@xavierroninblack8829 misusing your influence
Dope
The switch from calm acoustic to rough harsh melodies is insane
I don't know exactly why but...somehow songs like this or Alex G just seem to make me feel understood
feelin empty while i listen to this, scrolling through the photos when we were so oblivious. when we were together and happy. when we were just us 5 when we were us.
WHY CANT I ENJOY THIS LIFE ANYMORE 🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥💯
I'm 15, and all my life I remember being a bad daughter. It's like no matter what I do, I still manage to mess things up. Honestly, I don't think I ever really tried to be better, and I don't how to now. I'm tired of being yelled at, or hearing my parents scream at each other over stupid things. I'm tired of my siblings getting into fights all the time because they don't understand each other. I'm tired of being stuck in the house all day because I'm homeschooled, I'm tired of being awful at staying friends with people, I'm tired of my body making everything harder because of EDS (Ehlers-Danlos syndromes). I can't even to get myself to do simple homework, and I've messed up even more. I just want things to be different. It's gotten hard not to blame myself for my family being so dysfunctional. I'm the oldest kid, and I'm pretty sure I've messed up my younger siblings. I missed another assignment in my online class tonight. I had plenty of time to do it, even more then I needed. But I sat, staring at the screen instead of doing what every other teenager my age is doing. I have no dreams for life, nothing to look forward to. At this point, I'm just trying to get to the next holiday, and that's what I've been doing for the past three years. They feels like the only time I can forget all the broken things in my life. I want to be here, it just feels like there is no point anymore. I'll stay, because I'm too much of a coward and afraid of the unknown to do anything.
Take care of yourself. Drink some water, eat something you like, brush your teeth, shower, go on a walk, brush your hair, take a nap, get a good nights rest. Just because things might be bad now, doesn't mean they always will be. I believe in you. 'Baby steps', as one of my favorite content creators has said.
i am writing this at 6 am i couldn't sleep i am so tired. i hate my life. i hate my behaviour, my addictions, my situation. i've been alone for the past 3 years w very lil social interaction here and there. i try to cope w addictions but i fall back to the same place. i always feel this emptiness and dread in my heart that i can't get rid of since so long. My dad is disappointed in me that i didn't study enough to get into college for free. he's been yelling at me for 3 days and i haven't bothered. i don't react to anything anymore i just let life push me wherever cuz i am tired. i am done. i realized i have nothing in my control as i thought i feel so powerless so i gave up i started indulging in a life full of escapism where none of it makes me happy but it makes me sane enough to keep going. I am not happy ab my life i am wasting my youth for nothing. home rotting alone. Alone, bothered, angry and hurt. I hate myself for falling for my habits yet I don’t resist it. My dreams are dead. I wasn’t born lucky or fortunate enough to have the wealth or the opportunities i need. I wish life could give me a chance. i wish i can take a break from this emptiness and dread. i want to feel happy for once. i want to feel loved.
You deserve a chance to feel happy, to feel loved, and to feel like your life is worth living. I know it’s hard to see that right now, but I believe that change is possible, even in the darkest moments. Please don’t give up on yourself. You’re worth so much more than the pain and the emptiness you’re feeling. You deserve a life that makes you feel alive, and I truly hope you find a way to move toward that. If you ever need to talk, I’m here for you.
My little kitty died this morning, now at night listening this... It feels weird but kinda helps me feel better.
Hope ur ok, good to hear you've found something that helps u cope ❤
My agony is mine,
but it reminds me of you.
Just please don't leave,
it destroys me-
from the inside out.
When I fell for you,
I needed someone to love me.
And its all my fault,
my agony.
Ive been shot in the stomach,
I want it to go away,
I want to go away,
Just think of me once in a while,
take care.
I will always love you Hallie, even though you had to break my heart. I think we always knew deep down, that you going into the military would tear us apart. I'm sorry you couldn't live like that, the guilt you must've felt is unbearable. I will always cherish the memories you gave me, and the time I got to spend with you. Maybe in a different life we could've spent just a little more time together.
Hope you the best of days man 🙏🏼❤️
These songs make feel.
I know it's an odd sentence, but i guess what I mean is
I rarely feel human like its not what i really am, and im not the type to care about religions, why we're here, who we are, if we were alive before or not..
So when i say i don't feel human im not saying "in a past life i was this" im saying.. in a world surrounded by life, surrounded by death, and everything in between. I feel im on the outside observing and learning more than i bargained for, friends i make i know will one day die, and so will i. I don't mean to live forever, but even though every day passes by is another day i die just a little inside.
I want to be free but i don't know from what.
I want to feel but actively avoid allowing myself to feel.
I wake up knowing there is no reason to.
I go to bed knowing I'm just preparing for death.
And often i dream knowing im sleeping.
I don't have a reason to live and i know that.
I deal with hallucinations as if they're some estranged family member.
"I don't know who you are, and i used to be afraid of you, but now i think i understand youll always be here for some reason"
And i argue with my mind because it never is mine alone.
And i know i could die, and sometimes I crave to do so.
But my friends exist, and they need help too
So if i leave now, what would that do to you?
So there, there is my reason to live
Though I still wish to die i wish to die after you, so i can always be here to do whatever i can do...for you..
I dont feel human, because i have no care to live, and no purpose like you do, i wait behind trees and enjoy being alone in forests because then is the only time I really feel peace, everything else is nothing...
And i don't care what happens to me, im sure I'll be fine, as I always have been, as i always will be
Because when one day i fall, i can at least say i had a reason, a purpose... And it was you
It's so sad to be a man, dude. I've never felt so lonely in my life now that my kitty passed away, my sole friend and family.
I love this so much I definetly relate to these songs on here great album!!! Thanks for making it
This album helps me cope with the fact that they already have someone. Thanks, Liam.
With these lyrics and melodies in the background they are wow, I feel that although my body is locked up without being able to go anywhere, my mind imagines me in a thousand places full of tranquility that maybe in my -
I could have been in my past life, it's so beautiful and so frustrating at the same time 🖤
The album picture has so much emotion i always get sad looking at it and listening to this album
this album is a blessing showing up on my timeline at this time of my life. its so raw it…tugs on me. thank u
To everyone out there struggling, you are heard and you are loved. Maybe things irl are not making it look that way.. But listen. I hear you and care about you, and so do other people. Stay strong out there. To infinity, and beyond!
I look forward to going to sleep every night because then I don’t feel this way anymore and it’s a state of nothingness. So maybe I should just stay asleep and never wake up. Especially if this is what the rest of life is. I’m sorry for thinking this way
its amazing hw i may be the only guy in the whole north africa listening to this
dw ure not xD
i found your boyhood album a few weeks after it came out and loved it! only just now im finding your channel with your other music and love it all too! i wish i found it sooner it was hard to find your music with all the different names :(
The deaths, the cold ass nights, hot ass days, the physical, mental and emotional suffering, the mental anguish of tomorrow's problems, it's beautiful in a way. To go through so much and still come out on top, to suffer and realize that you're actually suffering and get through what you couldn't do or thought was impossible. It's a long road and it will get harder, worse more painful but we're stronger than yesterday. Everyday is a win against your enemies, against your demons, against all of the doubts, as long as you're not 6 feet under, you'll always be on top. So go forth and appreciate life, look to the sky, the sun rise and set, the moon, at the colors that make up what you see, listen to the wind, the quiet air, the birds, taste those delicious foods and drinks and smell those gorgeous scents because that is precious, that is the beauty and goodness to the ugliness and evilness of this world. There is always something trying to knock you down so stand tall and don't give up.
🥱
This is healful, that's perfect, the mood from this is just precious
the first time i came across take care on spotify was by accident. i don't remember how many plays it had at the time, but i was really surprised when i heard "think of me once in a while, take care" that i had heard so many times on tik tok. i became interested in delving deeper into this musician's work. i remember listening to "regect" one february night and being amazed at how sincere this music was, i had never heard anything like it before. now i listen to take care and sign crushes motorist's albums day after day and every time i think of the same person. honestly i don't know why i got so attached to him, there was no good reason for it, but nevertheless i did.we didn't even talk much, we were just classmates. I haven't seen him for two months, so my feelings have almost faded and i'm glad about it, because he is not the kind of person i should fall in love with. it's not that i don't listen to my heart and only use my mind, but he's really not the person i pictured him to be in my head. so it's time for me to forget this person i made up.
thank you for what you do. i guess your works are inspired by bitter life experience, so it's very valuable that you share your feelings with people through music.
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sorry, i had to use google translator so my comment may sound a little strange. i dislike english grammar
Look guys, I know yall are deppressed and I was too last year. But it does get better if you put in the effort to get better. Just cut out the toxic influences in your life, stop hurting yuorself even if it feels super good. IN the long run doing these two things made my life 10x better, and honestly is the only reason I'm not dead.
I just want the people that used to comfort me back, the good people in my life always leaves in the end, everyday I Imagine someone comforting me, making me feel loved, making me feel happy, but thats all in my head, that will never be in reality, I would only be happy only for a short while,
Очень приятный альбом, комфортный
Those who tried to help me I just shoved away. I'm only 15 years old, and i'm so deep into god knows what. It hurts.
19. Haven't finished highschool yet. just got out of a hard situation and now im going right back into it. I question why things happen the way they do. Even when i tried my absolute best:/. Your songs make me feel some sort of comfort in my soul. I appreciate that.
Losing a friend this year on the November 3 2023 is going to be the hardest thing for me idk what to do now
im so sorry :((( i know it may not look like that, but its going to get better. it may not stop hurting, but it will hurt much less with time. its going to be okay
HEY THANKS FOR MAKING MUSIC!!!!!!!!!!💖💖💖
U JUST CANT IMAGINE HOW YOU MAKE US FEEL GOOD THROUGH UR ALBUMS DUDE!!
My birthday was just a few days ago and it made me realize how lonely I really am. All the friends i’ve made are either far away or are younger/older than me. I’m stuck in this stupid town and can’t move away yet because I have no money to do so and in this economy, I genuinely think I won’t make it past my 20’s. Everything seems like it’s too much effort and it seems like everything’s against me. I don’t wanna live like this anymore…
Feels so human. I wish I could play and make music to put what i feel inside into notes and chords. Im sure it feels good.
dude same. i’m an occasional writer and i LOVE music so much and am so moved by it and feel it so strongly but i don’t know how to make it, i’ve written lyrics before but they come nowhere near capturing how i feel
I’m trying not to kill myself. I think I’m succeeding
that’s good
its been 4 months i hope you are still doing good
i hope u r feeling better rn
I hope too
I feel that. One day at a time. Hope ur still kicking
sometimes, there are times where bad things happen but do not affect us.
but sometimes they do, and there are times after such experience we recover, and in most cases we don't.
but if we don't, it takes a lot of time and effort to get it through and start over yourself again.
but if we lose a loved one, we need to start a new chapter, you know? even if we made the best memories possible with that person we lost along the way.
but whatever it is, i hope whoever reads this is having a great time and if anyone is going through a hard time then just know that you are not alone in this,
and for those on the edge of suicide then please just hang in there for a little i know that it might go away sometime, just hang in there, a lot of people will miss you.
and if anyone is living in a toxic household then i am wishing things get well for you, and if anyone is witnessing/going through divorce then my dearest apologies for you, with God's willing you will get better things in life.
and if you are having a very bad health condition then i hope you get well soon, no matter how bad it has gotten, i hope you'll be okay soon.
side note on end: I'm only writing that for a slight ounce of affirmation and comfort, please don't leave, destroy me from the inside out and i feel like I've been shot in the stomach truly hit home for me. and quite literally the definition of heartbreaking, truly an amazing piece of art, liam is a truly talented guy and is deserving of all that love and support he gets! :)
and for whoever reads this you are truly amazing and beautiful, i hope things get better for you if you are going through whatever i mentioned in the following, and if you are genuinely not doing well then I'm sorry for you, I'm just one person in the comments of a song after all, no one might read this but I'll leave it here for those who find it
take care ♡
i'm 17 and homeschooled. i moved in with my father when i was 9 but hes turned emotionally abusive. my grandfather died a couple years ago and we still live in his house when we were supposed to have moved out but my dad hasnt had a job in almost 10 years and wont find us a place to live, we are on the brink of being kicked out. i havent had friends since middle school but that was when i started to develop mental illness and ended up in the psych ward for the first time. ive been fully alone ever since. i started dating someone i met online and i've come to realize how opposite we are to each other and sometimes my partner does and says those things that are truly hurtful like they dont even know you. i think im being cheated on. but we got promise rings. i gave up ket and we've been in sh/ed recovery together. i have done everything for them and i always end up feeling unwanted.
i'm going to my friends funeral tomorrow, his birthday was last month. he would've been 21. everything is happening at once.
2 breakups getting played 3 times and losing a best friend later this album is still a banger 🔥
It's just so perfect.
Hola, me llaman Emi de Emiliano y queria compartir mi sentir con toda esta musica. Tengo 19 años y no fue hasta hace 2 que empece a poder verme al espejo y ver las cosas buenas que hay en mi, las que se hacer, soy bastante bueno dibujando y toco un par de instrumentos, la gente me encuentra agradable. Despues de mucho tiempo llegue a sentirme plenamente bien conmigo mismo. Años atras tuve cuadros de ansiedad sin rozar la depresion, realmente no se si la padezca ya que mi familia jamas ha querido checar eso seriamente, casi en la totalidad de la prepa me era incluso dificil ver mi reflejo y concebir la idea de que no soy una mala persona ni una molesta, antes solia tirarme al suelo esperando que el dia se acabe, sintiendo como mi cuerpo ya no queria funcionar, yo no queria funcionar, todos los dias me sentia totalmente cansado sin siquiera hacer algo realmente, pensaba en negativo todo el tioempo y considere multiples veces el suicidio o refugiarme en las drogas.
Esos tiempos pasaron, toque fondo y afortunadamente supe levantarme y no volver a caer en ese circulo de tristeza, me abri mas, le di la importancia que mis sentimientos y emociones merecen e incluso actualmente tengo pareja y es la mujer mas bella y linda que alguna vez podre conocer.
Pero apesar de todo, esa tristeza sigue aqui dentro, en alguna parte, sigo teniendo bajones emocionales que no me dejan hacer nada mas que dormir. 2 semanas atras tome un cuchillo y pense en cortarme las venas, no lo hice y me alegro que fuera asi.
Quiero vivir, enserio que quiero, solo que a veces no se cómo.
All these stories make my heart cry. I’m so sorry for these people
I want to scream at the top of my lungs until my throat bleeds. but all i do is stare at this screen...
Me too.
same, buddy
❤
I can't sleep tonight. I guess i'm sick. At the end of the day you need someone. Sleep was the best part of my days, but no anymore.
So good.
dope
I'm 19 and I already feel like my life is ending. The best is behind me.
It doesn't have to be over
take a number.
@@camerontomreagan?
I just turned 16 yesterday and I've been listening to liam stuff since december 2022, and listening to this it's not the same anymore but i can sence the same feeling when i first listen to this masterpiece. I cried a little today listening to this album. I'm getting older but i feel the same. Oh liam saved me.
(late) happy birthday man ! and fuck yes, art can save lives this is beautiful
I miss you everyday.
Man it sucks, coming back to this music genre instantly reminds me of her...
I miss her so much man, I literally can't let go of her......
I need some help from you guys, please help me get over it.
@@Flonginiuswell said, misery is wasted on the miserable.
Be sad, let her go, grieve her, suffer and allow yourself to suffer. Distractions don't work, in the best case they slow down the process of letting go, in the worst they develop into addiction. Time will heal you, your body is scientifically built to work like that, you can trust me. Take care
this album is what my depression feels like. just alone. and so so tired. it hurts so much, but the its a dull kinds of pain. like im in so much pain, but the pain is the colour gray. thats the only way i can describe it. everyone tells me that its just seasonal depression. its not. i am like this all the time. i try so hard to to hurt myself. its such an addiction. im so dead inside. i feel like im gonna turn gray.
my arms hurt but i cant stop, my heart hurts and i want it to stop beating, take care.
I think I've been going thru life wanting to be the best for everyone else besides myself.
Man I remember coming back to listen to youre music only a few months ago to see this album with a couple hundred views now to come see it with 100k plus I’d awesome congrats 🎉
My brother Rory looked very similar to this dude, he took his life july 4 2020, we planned a big party that day, we were gonna have a great time, it was my 19th birthday. He passed before he made it to that party... I love you Rory Dale Swanson April 10 2003-July 4 2020
theres nobody else i can talk to anymore, they just think im an egocentric narcissist that will never listen
she broke up with me on valentines, all i listen to by now is take care and sign crushes motorist, i can heavily relate to these albums and i thank whoever made these projects, it means the world to me
now is there anyone i can talk to on discord about my feelings? it would mean the world to me since i cant afford proper therapy
me bro, mxthegodly
22 and all i can think of each passing day is how much i miss my family, having friends, being a baby. i wish i had friends. i wish my brother talked to me. i miss smoking weed with my little sister before her boyfriend changed her. i miss seeing my mom smile when she’s with our family. i just miss it all