I almost lost hope | My recent experience with depression

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  • Опубліковано 24 жов 2024

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  • @kerstinmoser7815
    @kerstinmoser7815 11 місяців тому +5

    Hey, Bren! Your words really touched my heart. After months without them, I've been starting to have these thoughts again too lately. I take your video as a sign for me not to give up. I'm proud of you. Ever since watching your videos, I've noticed how full of love you are. I'm just a person on the other side of the screen but still: I am happy you are here. It's beautiful having you in this world. Thank you.

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому +1

      It makes me really happy to hear you’re not giving up. I appreciate your words so much, and I’m sending you lots of love and support from the other side of the screen ❤️

  • @JessLotte
    @JessLotte 8 місяців тому +1

    Bren, I would be heartbroken if you were not in this world. I’m a mostly silent viewer but I want you to know that I’m so grateful to have found your channel. Your videos have inspired me so much. I’ve gone through some scary depressive episodes and I feel so understood by you. Thank you for making this video. I appreciate it and we ALL appreciate YOU for your voice and creativity and all that you offer here ❤

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  8 місяців тому +1

      Reading your comment filled my heart. Thank you ❤️ And thank you so much being here and watching. It makes me so happy to know you enjoy my videos because I love making them for you guys ☺️

  • @nicolesherman8974
    @nicolesherman8974 11 місяців тому +1

    This was so beautiful 😢😢. Coming back to this, your vulnerability is comforting and understanding 💔💔💔

  • @nicolesherman8974
    @nicolesherman8974 11 місяців тому +4

    I really needed this video. It’s been tough out here for me.. I’m just overwhelmed with life…. But thanks for the video ❤️.

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому

      I hoped it helped even just a little ❤️

  • @ChaiTogether
    @ChaiTogether 11 місяців тому +4

    Hey hun, totally understandable. I’m taking time away from social medias and a lot of talking to just be inwards with myself. Take care of you. ❤😊🎉

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому

      Thank you and take good care as well ❤️

  • @xhaylee
    @xhaylee 10 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for sharing your story. You have such a beautiful soul. I’m so happy that you’re here. 💛

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  10 місяців тому

      Thank you so much 🥹 💛

  • @nolanlee9066
    @nolanlee9066 11 місяців тому +2

    Bren thank you so much for your transparency. You are one of very few content creators on YT who I consider truly special. You feel like a longtime dear, best friend. Beautiful video. Thank you for taking the time to create this in spite of the state you are currently in. You saved more people than you realized by doing so. 🙏🏽

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому

      Thank you so much ❤️❤️

  • @ze_us9247
    @ze_us9247 11 місяців тому +1

    Thank you for making this video❤ i happen to stumble upon this as i am also going through the same stuff. I love how you try to find happiness even in the little things. I will also do the same❤ we can do this 🫂 we are tougher than we think . The fact that we managed to get through the day deserves a little celebration. So, don't forget to give yourself a pat every once in a while

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому

      Thank you so much for this comment. It gave me much needed encouragement ❤️

  • @corinthius_m
    @corinthius_m 8 місяців тому

    We appreciate you too Bren!! Please don't forget that. I'm so happy that you're still here. The world is a better place because of it. I would have been deeply saddened if you were gone. Thank you for be being so open, vulnerable, and honest. That took a lot of courage. I'm wishing you all the best. May peace, joy, good vibes, and well wishes be with you always. 🙏🏾

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  8 місяців тому

      Your comment meant a lot to me, thank you so much 🥹And thank you for watching my videos, I appreciate your support 🙏🏼

  • @hannahbunny2773
    @hannahbunny2773 11 місяців тому

    I love you because the words you spoke, went straight to my soul. you popped up on my recommended and I felt the need to click.
    I’m in my senior year of uni and I’ve felt with the same thoughts between the years. I’m going through stress with school and watching my boyfriend fall out of love with me. I’m going to end it but regardless it is still scary. But then I heard how your husband holds you and I remember that people like that exist for people and that is what I need. You’ve given me so much strength because healing is not linear and days are hard but other days or hours are okay. Some are unbearable and my urge to smash my head into anything or sleep forever but others are surprisingly light and happy. I find myself not plagued by sadness in all hours of the day.
    Because in life the good comes and goes. The bad comes and goes. But the good always comes

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому +2

      I love your comment so much. Reading it touched my soul. Thank you. Don’t give up on yourself and don’t give up on love. I never thought I could find someone who could accept and celebrate all of me. My husband was the first person I dated that didn’t run away when I would fall into depression. He stayed, he listened, he understood and he supported me. I’m glad sharing my story has given you strength and I send you lots love ❤️

    • @hannahbunny2773
      @hannahbunny2773 11 місяців тому

      hi bren :)) ya know I literally just broke up with my ex 2 hours ago- and um yeah a few things made me realize that there will be someone that accepts me for me. That will accept me when I fall depressed, reassure me when I’m anxious, understand that I dissociate and not fall out of love with me for those reasons. Not that I don’t work on myself, I constantly do work on understanding myself and improving myself. But yeah getting unconditional love feels so foreign to me and so it’s hard to even grasp it. Yet I remember that I give unconditional love so I in itself understands it exists. Your video gave me strength to really understand that someone one month in shouldn’t be questioning how they feel about me, that they questioned if we’ve spent too much time together too quickly, that someone who loves me for me won’t want space one month into the relationship.
      I gave my love and support but I was ultimately disrespected. I love myself and respect myself too much than to stay in that begging energy. I’ve felt so depressed and anxious the past few weeks and yeah. I feel sad but lighter now.
      I’m sending you my love too. I’m looking forward to your next update :)

  • @auraoptics
    @auraoptics 11 місяців тому

    Thank you for your vulnerability. This came right on time for me as I’ve been feeling similarly. You are a light . Know that so many people that you haven’t met (yet) are rooting for you . I wish you the best in your journey 💚

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you ❤️ And I hope my video was able to help you even just a little. Sending love 🫶🏼

    • @auraoptics
      @auraoptics 10 місяців тому

      @@Brenschannel Absolutely!

  • @dhaliwaldhaliwal136
    @dhaliwaldhaliwal136 11 місяців тому +2

    Dear Bren, you literally are my inspiration.. you give me hope and strength and I’m constantly checking your page for new uploads. I too similarly suffer with depression suicidal ideations etc etc. and very very introverted in every sense. You are very very appreciated and you keep me going ❤️

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому

      Viewers like you mean so much to me. Thank you for your support. I’m glad I’m able to give you hope and strength even in a small way. Sending you lots of love ❤️

    • @dhaliwaldhaliwal136
      @dhaliwaldhaliwal136 11 місяців тому +2

      We love you and appreciate you . ❤️

  • @kyoshi84
    @kyoshi84 11 місяців тому +2

    Thank you for sharing this Bren. It is really brave of you to do so. I hope that you are able to get through this difficult period. Your videos always bring me so much comfort and warmth. I hope that you are able to experience the happiness that you deserve. You bring a lot of joy to so many people and you're a truly wonderful person.

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому +1

      Thank you so much and it always makes me so happy to see you and the other dedicated few in my comments 🫶🏼❤️

  • @leenakoponen5156
    @leenakoponen5156 11 місяців тому

    Dear Bren, this video is so important and courageous, thank you for being vulnerable and transparent. Sending you love and light, take care of your precious self. 💜

  • @mogmar
    @mogmar 11 місяців тому

    dear bren, i wish i could tell you how much i needed to know that i wasn't alone thinking the same things. and how i came across this at the perfect time. it's been so difficult but i'm still going to keep trying.

    • @Brenschannel
      @Brenschannel  11 місяців тому

      I’m glad this video helped you feel a little less alone. Thank you for being here. Sending you lots of love ❤️

  • @hannahmunoz7122
    @hannahmunoz7122 11 місяців тому +1

    ❤*Hugs*❤

  • @H_S_S_S_F_S
    @H_S_S_S_F_S 3 місяці тому

    عربي أو نجليزي لا فهم؟