Daniel, battle buddy, I’m an Army vet as well, 2 tours in Iraq. I understand the insomnia binges I regularly go 4-5 days. Please please if ever you have the slightest nod take advantage for the minutes or hours you can. I know the urge to fight it is real. Our minds only work against us when deprived. I’m sure you’ve tried many meds to assist but there comes a point where we need to check in and have a doctor assist in sleep before it gets that bad. Semi regular shorter interval treatment will hopefully prevent a multi week stay. I hate seeing this happen to you. Please don’t let yourself go this long again. Also don’t let your doctor go off track. You know what you need him for and you’re owed that. “Hey Doc manic or not I’ve been up all week I know this isn’t safe I need your help right now”. That’s not a negotiation at that point. After your inpatient sleep I hope they are keeping you a few days for recovery and rest. I don’t know everything about you or your support system but we both know you’re smarter than to think you’re doing your mind any favors by soldiering on. I really do care and all of us do. Please make sure you’re communicating with your support folks when you know you’re not making the right choices or can’t make them. If you can’t remember how long you’ve been up or you start hallucinating on top of delusions and you recognize something is off you need to seek that help. We would rather you be sleeping in the hospital a few times a weeks knowing you’re not out there struggling. A lot of us get it man. I get it. We can see it in you as we see it in ourselves. Please be good to yourself and don’t let the bullshit win. You decide what Daniel does when he does it and rule number one is take care of Daniel. We love you. We are your friends, we care. ❤ brother I think of you often and I share your pains both visable and what they can’t see. We can thrive in the darkness when we recognize how to find the light when we lose our way. You know when it’s time to take that break just please listen to yourself and do it. We’re all here for you as your friends if you’re even unsure of something or need confirmation to get support just get on and make a vid letting us know we will be honest with you and give you that reassurance of a good call. We’re all a little messed up buddy in many ways that’s for sure. It sucks really bad doing life on your own I know. The whole lot of us extraordinary human beings are here for you as we are here for us all. We’re our biggest opponent when it comes being good to ourselves. That’s why people like us have such huge hearts for others because we feel it with you. We need you to be there for us as well. This therapy platform is good. You give this to us and share with us and we’re grateful and going to make sure you’re around and as healthy as can be because that’s what we all need and do. Wish nothing but calm comfort and stillness for you Daniel. Be well my friend. ❤
My Dad was an Airborne Ranger in Cambodia, Laos and Bay of Pigs. He had PTSD and got mustard gas.. he was my best friend. He had his own issues and was an amazing man. I have CPTSD and anxiety. Frequently insomnia.
Daniel, I can feel your fatigue, the aching, gnawing 😂crave to succumb to resting the body and mind on a safe comforting warm surface that is up to the ears soft blankets. I pray for your calm, that you may settle into oblivion ..you are so special and you deserve every piece of what is deserving of you..I know we’d be friends too if we were in the same vicinity
DANIEL!! I’ve had such a similar experience during my coma!! Referring to the “levels” and starting back at room 1 over and over again. It’s given me chills hearing you describe your experience. 6 years ago I was in a coma for a little over 3 weeks during which I had open heart surgery and tip toed on the verge of death the entire time. My medical team had told my family to begin making my funeral arrangements because they did not expect me to survive. Since I’ve had a reoccurrence of sleep paralysis and night terrors that very often don’t allow me to sleep for days on end. I share your crippling loneliness & with other current life issues I’ve fallen into a deep depression over the past couple weeks. Hearing you speak gives me some hope that I’ll be able to find something to motivate me out of this for good. I would love to get in contact with you and tell you more about my experience and learn more about yours. I’ve never met anyone or come across anyone who has been where I was but I’m positive that we were in the same place. There are several parts of my coma that I’ve never shared with anyone and never wanted to until I found your video tonight. Please do me a favor & let me know if you read this. Click like or comment back anything at all. No hard feelings if you don’t decide to speak with me but I’d like to thank you either way because for a long time I feel a little less alone now.. so thank you. 🙏
This is what I mean… How could you have had the same experience as Daniel, if it’s “all in your head”, as so many people say. There’s more to it than a diagnoses… This is spiritual and demonic. Please, research it. My heart goes out to you all. 😢
@@kaytinsabiastro8829 when I say the same it wasn’t completely identical to him but shockingly similar. Ive only ever told close family about this but hey.. who’s closer than strangers on the internet??
I'm so sorry about the insomnia, I can't imagine being up that long. I'd bet that's really tripping your mind out. I can liken hallucinations to when I used to have sleep paralysis all the time. I'd see and hear voices and demons, and my yelling for help wouldn't matter, because one is really unable to move or speak. Going through that awake cannot be easy. I wish sleep to come to you soon and may you have nothing but happy dreams. You're much loved here in your community, and we all have you covered Daniel! ❤❤
That stuff is real… It happens to many of us who aren’t ill like this. You must know your enemy in order to fight him. True? The Armor of God …11Put on the full armor of God, so that you can make your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this world’s darkness, and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore take up the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you will be able to stand your ground, and having done everything, to stand.… Ephesians 6:11-13
I don't think it was hell you experienced. I think what you experienced was a test of sorts. As f***** up and crazy as that may sound maybe it was. I believe the strongest people in our existence survive the worst things imaginable. And the reason why in the end you had a heroes rescue is because that's what you are. Inside and pass all of the pain you are actually a f****** hero. Because you can take it. Because you're strong enough. And you're still here. You just need to realize that's why you're still here.❤
In the witching hour's silent gloom, Insomnia weaves its twisted loom. Phantoms dance in shadows deep, Haunting dreams that dare to creep. Whispers echo, voices strain, Hallucinations in the brain. A symphony of ghosts unseen, In restless nights, they reign supreme.
2:09 I’ve had several near death experiences from 2017 onwards - through a coma, kidney failure, intestinal failure, multiple sepsis infections & acute pancreatitis with necrosis. To the point where no medical intervention would save me, and my family were taken into the bleak room where they’re told no more can be done e and it’s between God and me now. There was no white light, no stairway to heaven, no beautiful colours and no feelings of peace. It was a horrendous fight for me to get back when I could see the suffering of others, and there’s was greater than mines. I felt the very same as you, Daniel. There was no loved ones waiting for me❤️🩹 I’m so sorry for all your suffering. You’ve certainly been through so much, which all sounds utterly terrifying. 😖 I really hope you find some peace 🙏 and some much needed rest. ❤️🩹 I enjoy you playing harmonica. It reminds me of my Dad who passed away 20 years ago. So I almost can’t remember him playing his. I have his, but I can’t play it, but it makes me feel so happy, and brings back happy memories, when you do. Thank you for that. 😘 I appreciate you, Mr ♥️
My mother had problems since childhood hood, she told me there wasn't a day that she could remember that she didn't see or hear things that weren't there. God rest her soul. Unfortunately everything hit me in my 30s and it's pure hell sometimes
Sometimes things flash in vision or dream either explaining what's going on or planning more to go on. That is why many say prophet or visionary or esp..within the aspect of seeing but not always control . Many know and want it as torture and some don't . Just look around and see why it's like that.
It may have felt like hell, but it wasn’t. Not that I have a say in it, but I think you will go straight to Heaven. You have a kind soul, and a heart of gold. 💛 Oh I’m looking forward to your next book! I love horror stories. Hope sleepytime comes soon. Love 🫶🫂🫴🫶
I've been treated for a lot of things, but I've had almost an exact dream of levels-of-hell. There was a demon named Omar who told me that I could only leave a stone building by going down a scary stairwell and opening up every door on every floor until the bottom. Each one was more horrifying than the last and then I was shot by a police firing squad and fell down all the way to the bottom where Omar ate me. I woke up in a prison cell with no way out, and Omar was laughing forever and so the only way I could get out was to ram my head into the wall until I woke up. I headbutted my wall in real life that morning. I don't know about dream analysis, but I have a very high suspicion that there are "genres" of dreams and nightmares and a "levels of hell" dream is definitely one of them. I'm still rooting for you to get through it all.
I don’t know if anyone’s ever said this (they probably have) but you are a very strong guy to have this channel and tell people openly about your struggles on a regular basis! If you think about it, that takes a LOT of guts , and many people don’t have that kind of courage. So I hope you realize that! You say stuff I’d be eternally embarrassed to ever admit I dealt with. You are strong awesome and AMAZING! And you really inspire me and I respect you and admire you! Hugs. ❤️❤️❤️
If it's any consolation dude, if I was up for 130 hours straight, I'm pretty sure I'd be hallucinating as well lol. Hope you're feeling better brother.
You have so many of these perfect strangers rooting for you, myself included, accepting you. Non-judgemental people hope that wishing you well has some power. I know the struggle is real and you're not alone.
Hey Daniel, sorry to hear about your situation. Our minds can create the most horrid and hellish things. You are a very strong person. I'm Christian and praying for you to get good sleep and rest!
I’ve been researching near death experiences for a few years now. Based on the many accounts: negative near death experiences mostly occur if someone is trying to take their own life or they are put in a coma with lot of meds. These experiences are usually hellish as you described.
Hearing you describe your hell hallucinations had a stronger effect on me than seeing any horror movie, and I'm a horror fan too. Don't wanna pry, but I remember you felt better after ECT, did that eventually go nowhere? Or am I misremembering... Thanks for the video, be well.
Sounds like you got a really cool neighbour. I would love a neighbour to have fun with like that, mine are just your normal ol boring ones. Keep on keeping on Daniel👊
I commented to you a while back but it was in a Special Books for Special Kids episode. I did 4 years in the Army but was in El Paso in a testing brigade for signal equipment so we didn't deploy overseas. My first 28 years sucked whenever I was around people, but when I was alone my "maladaptive daydreaming" would kick in and i had a wonderful time. I was cut off from that when I was 28 and my mind became a hellscape. (In the reality im being sent) We are all being controlled and other people knew but no one would tell me about it so I thought I was alone in the horror. There are probably plenty of people that don't know too though. Anyway, they (when I say they I just assume it's whatever is moving my body around separately from "me" but part of my reality now is that everything is predetermined) create our consciousness and control when I can sleep. I've had pretty great sleep these past few days, not to brag, and it sounds stupid but NyQuil, the normal dose supposedly helps me. I wait until day three when I'm sure I'm not sleeping and that has done the trick. The reality sent to you includes the physical world and people are getting sent many different realities but they will egg on the one you are being sent. Mine evolves over time but is not horrible anymore with random exceptions.
Wow! This is exactly what my son tells me. He opened some doors when he got hooked on meth… Plus, there was some past trauma - but he assures me this stuff is real. I believe him. I don’t think he’s crazy, but there is a spiritual battle going on. Please, read tThe New Testament. When I suggest that to my son, he tells me it’s a fantasy book and starts speaking a foreign language… It’s daunting and heartbreaking 💔 I pray for you all. There is power in the name of Jesus Christ. Hope at least one person will “listen” with their heart.
@@kaytinsabiastro8829 The New testament may have been set up to help certain people. There are so many theories about what is going on and many people are getting sent their own reality. In some people's reality religion helps they even get to talk to their creator. The other day I found some videos on people being attacked by what they call the Voice of God weapon. One of them is a woman explaining what is going on in her mind, even using a puppet show so people can get a sense of it. While I don't know anymore if it is just technology she was stunningly accurate on what I was going through years ago. I don't think there is such a thing as this ideology war because to me it looks like we are just observers and it is being played out for us.
Daniel ur doing Amazing for all the messed up visions u have had and gone threw. Stay positive and dont give those thoughts any importance. Thats when they will go . Give ur furbies cuddles from me . And be carful with religious folks. U dont eant to be brainwashed . Lots of love from uk 🇬🇧
Holy shitballs, man! You have the most extraordinary brain! I feel so bad for your insomnia, though. Not a fun thing. Keep on writing, but PLEASE!!!! write your life story!!!! I dont think you realize how many people would love to read it!! Wish we were neighbors....i would cook for you!!!! ❤❤❤❤
Hey man, I've experienced a similar hell to what you described. I think it may have been around one of my near death experiences as a child. The other thing around these near death experiences for me was that I also got to experience one I can only describe as meeting god. This was just pure love, peace and safety being in the presence of what I can only describe as "god" as my words fall short. This was the best thing I've ever felt. I hope to meet you there one day. Take it easy mate.
I appreciate your updates, they're always interesting. The "I'm so tired" after the harmonica at the end genuinely got a chuckle out of me, sending you all the love dude, I hope you can get some good sleep some time soon ❤
😊❤ it was good to finally hear from you. Thank you so much for the music 🎶 ❤! I dont think anyone knows what normal is supposed to be...so when you say it was just really weird... i have to say, we all are just being ourselves. I catch myself saying the same thing too though. Its hard to change my brain. Im working on it so i know we all can. Im so proud of you for keeping your spirits up. I do hope you get some sleep! 😢 i do know what that can be like. I guess, we learn as we go. Everyday. One moment at a time. Lots of ❤️ love! And did your dog fart?? Lol!!!😂
You now I have had a legit near death experience. Heart stopped. But I can't remember a thing. No story to tell. Sometimes I wish I had seen something.
I love that you share and the way you share Daniel. The coma is interesting (I don’t know anything about anything but there’s a pattern appears me to me) Army, acting(theatrics/symbolism/a true thespian, and a DEEP empathy of the human possession of love and hate darkness and light fear and triumph. The exploration/acceptance of contrast and spectrum is beautiful. The human condition and experience of suffrage yet live/creation. Sometimes I see the evil people possess and it frightens me. For most part I can’t look at human faces.. I also struggle with the evil I possess and rather people not look at my face.. Sending you peaceful and healing energies. Good to see you friend (Looking handsome as ever)
I have learnt,there are worse things than pain in the world. Mental health, anxiety dilutes every part of you,often,you really do feel like your going mad an because your stuck in that fear,you truly are alone. It's hard to keep finding a reason to keep going. You fight every day an your uploads inspire me to keep going an sir,thank you for all you have an are still giving this world.♥️🙏♥️
What a strange thing to go through. I hope this doesn't happen too often, and that you can get some good rest soon. Always love seeing your pets and your beautiful gardens. Hang in there Daniel, one hill at a time! 🥰🥰
I know Daniel you can turn back to how you feel before all this shit hits you,I know it’s possible to feel good again,Never Give Up,there is always hope
Never bored at your videos. You are loved by so many, Daniel. I have been having a rough day and the dog fart part made me laugh! Thank you for that. As always, i enjoy your harmonica at the end. With love, hope you get some sleep, peaceful, restful sleep. (My son was diagnosed with schizophrenia btw.) ❤ to you Daniel.
Man, you smart and its really cool to hear from you. And I see your videos like a long distant friend and like to know what up. Its like how a chef collects ingredients - you collecting people who could potentially make a soup friends someday - like instant friends like instant noodles. lol - I just am not very good with words - but practising and I couldn't help but write because I thought it would be fun :| #savesoil #innerengineering
So glad to see the update, not matter how honest it was. You are like me in ways that you are 100 percent honest and tell things exactly the way they are regardless if it is TMI. Sometimes, your life experiences remind me on the movie "Jacob's ladder" It's a very intense and graphic but great movie. I am older, and working through a bunch of cPTSD issues from my past. It hits you so much harder than when you are younger, probably because you tire of holding back all the pain and it starts leaking out tormenting you to the point of giving up. I think it speaks volumes that so many here including myself feel we can share similar struggles and open up to you. You are a very rational person, and when you broached the topic of religion, you didn't go to extreme's such as getting on a soapbox for or against it. I was raised Catholic as well. I have nothing against the church, but like a growing number of people, although they don't practice or go to church it does not mean they do not believe in God or a higher power. Anyhow, thank you so much for touching base and being honest and real with us. A lot of us think of you and honestly hope you are doing as well as you can. Although I may think of you at other times, it's when I drive by our VA hospital that you pop in my head. Take care and you think you ramble on, look at this post! LOL!
😂One time, I had a roommate who's name was Kane. I knew his name was Kane because he was watching a tv show about himself named, 'Kane'. He was Adam and Eve's son. We hung out and chatted, smoking his cigarettes in our black/grey themed room until the coma elves slowly finished putting reality back together and I found myself alone in a private room. I remembered Daniel Nepveaux as I put together what had just happened. Love ya, Buddy😂
Oh hun. I hope you can get something to help you sleep. Our brains need that time to reset which is even more important when dealing with hallucinations. I've been there, it sucks
Hey there again! I hope that you got some rest after this fancy horror. Someone in the comments of your first SBSK video talks about psilocybin mushrooms and how it helped him/her. Did you ever tried these? Too shame that you are not in my neighborhood. It is a small town which is on the coast side, has great walk places, and cafés. We could eat and walk!!! I would like to hang out with you for years! And, no! You would not worry about who is going to type first! I love you sir! And even love you more of your new spring energy in your voice!!! You are f*cking amazing and I just wanted to remind it again. Bunch of hugs from Turkey!!!
I havnt checked in on your channel for a while, and I just wanted to say the way you speak and present yourself is a world away from your first interview with SBSK, I’m really proud of you! And then saying you know what joy is but you havnt experienced it and that you’re just not happy, ever. It really does look as though you’ve worked through alot. I hope you can get some sleep; I’ve got insomnia too and it messes you up! Take care Daniel, much love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤
We’re always interested in what you have to say:) I wish you good luck with everything you have going on health wise.🌟 P.s. that was some solid harmonica playing ☺️
Thank you for creating this space for me, and surely many folks with different minds, to feel seen and worthy a little less alone. I’ve been appreciating your videos and art for a few years now, but something about this post called me to leave a little comment. I wish there was more that folks like me could do to give back for all of the kind intentions and thoughtfulness you share so freely here. I truly hope you know how meaningful and powerful your stories are to the invisible yet infinite number of people lucky enough to interact with your content. Wishing you a restful summer to come. 🌷 💗
So happy to see your face, friend. ❤ My son went through a time where he saw a yellow man too. It was so scary. I'm hoping for sleep and peace for you my friend.
Hey Daniel...thank you for sharing your story and your experiences with us always. You have a huge community who cares about you and wish nothing but the best for you. I too have had a near death experience, due to extreme respitory depression, where it felt like I would literally fall (kingdom hearts style backwards) through levels of...what I can only describe as...."hell" Where I would fade in and out of consciousness and in the darkness, it felt like something evil was happening around me and to me and I had no control...it was very scary. I wouldnt wish that on anyone...much love from Maryland!!!
It was so good to see you again Daniel. I'm so sorry for the insomnia you're suffering. It is awful. Daniel yiu are never boring. I love it when I see an upload of yours. Take care. Karen 😊
You can do this Daniel. I have so much hope in you. I know God has a wonderful place in heaven for you. Our subconscious can make up some awful things but heaven is something completely divorced from a waking dream. I know it's hard but every time i see you i have so much hope and love for you. Your experiences are valid and awful and beautiful. But. You have a wonderful light in you. Minds are so fickle, Gods heaven is not confusing or horrific. Youre so strong
I'm not good at leaving messages for people but I want to let you know I watched and appreciate you for sharing! I'm sorry for any negatives in your life. And that's what I fear hell to be as well, but I no longer fear it since I do good in my heart and actions. So we won't find out pal!
I hope that you're doing okay 🖤. Idk what exactly to say since I'm not good at talking. I just hope that your doing okay and if I knew what to say then I'd say it if that makes any sense. Also I love your sloth plush toy
Isn't insane to think there a humans that desire to experience what you experienced? Feels insane to me! But ive made shadow puppets, i get it. Lol im not a fan of horror though. The mind can play too many tricks. You are a brave warrior Daniel. 🕊✨️ Thank you for sharing your experiences, the way you are able to articulate it all. I love just hanging out and listening to you. I would sit around a fire and just chat for hours with you. Brother from another mother 🙏 You inspire me to authenticity within divinity. Enjoy your time finding connections! Dont worry about the beliefs, just be the amazing human being u r! 🎉 if ive learned anything its that the things we dont know the purpose of, end up playing a role in ways we dont even imagine. Eternal gratitude to you Daniel and Mr Chris. Shining through 🌌
Darling Child! Not bored at all! Wish I could drive down there and hug you for an hour. Heaven will be full of naps! Thanks for playing for us at the end. Since I can't get down there for the hug; I guess I'll have to settle for praying for you each night. Hope you had an interesting evening at the Meeting. much love! xo
Just love ya man ... I already know the Lord has you.... Your still here... Life huh lol.... That coma stuff is horrible I have two people in my life who have experienced it ..
HI! LONG-ass comment but I really hope you read it. So, I was definitely not going to bring this up but you kind of mentioned the three things that forced me to- Writing. The inside-out man and short stories. A few months ago, I wrote my first complete short story and it was hugely inspirited by you. There was a video where you had vaguely described the inside-out man and that triggered a whole picture in my brain, I got to writing and ended up with a short about a veteran with Schizophrenia dealing with a hallucination. Describing Mr. Nepveux to a T? Mayyyybe but I promise I only drew inspiration from you and your videos. So please let me know if you want to read it; but if you don't, that's totally okay too! I just wanted you to know you are the reason I wrote my first. Lots of love
I was a Jehovah's Witness as a kid, when you got to that part about the humint I fucking ROARED because that is exactly how it is, they are also good people so the next part was sweet, another brave thing to do...here is to more points and a good sleep.
Ah Daniel with the beautiful eyes. Many hugs and ❤’s sent your way. I loved your video and it was nice to see your face 🙂. I’m awake most nights until the sun comes up and then I might sleep 4/5 hours. Every 3rd or 4th night my head just gives up and I konk out for the whole night. It’s rougher for you my friend, I know. My mom grew up in the JW. When she got married she left them. I gave friends that are in JW but a small word of warning, they will do whatever they can to bring you into their meetings. It’s part of their way of life and they will discourage you from getting any mental health help. Please don’t get caught up in their way of life. I don’t have any religious leanings myself. Just be aware and take care. ❤️⭐️🙂
Oi meu amor, eu adoro ver você por aqui ! Sim... Eu achei você mais abatido e mais magro, deve ser essas horas inteiras sem dormir.😢 Gostei de saber sobre a questão da religião, aqui no Brasil temos muitas religiões, a minha inclusive é espiritualista ( Umbandista). E independente de religião, que você sempre seja acolhido com muito amor pelos irmãos espirituais. Ahhhh em relação aos tatuagens 😂 ( Cultuo São Arcanjo Miguel, tenho o número 23 escrito em Romano , tenho a chave egípcia da vida ,e tenho nas costelas escrito AMOR E VIDA). E que maravilha você ter realizado 3 sonhos incríveis na sua vida, e quem sabe realizar outros mais 🤗🥹👻 Um grande beijo 🖤🌻
Hey Daniel hope your ok.. it sucks to hear that your insomnia is really giving you a hard time.. I get annoyed sometimes when I wake up at 3 or 4am for no reason but Im sure thats nothing compared to what you go through with your psychosis and all. I looked up ways to deal with insomnia have you tried a routine going to bed practicing muscle relaxation, meditation, or breathing exercises? lol I know that sounds stupid but if youre medication isnt working then theres gotta be something that could help you ? For your insomnia you do take medication right or is that just something you have to deal with? Cuz thats just no good if it just exacerbates your mental illness which is obvious to say but still.. Im kinda mad for you not at you but for you that no doctor has stepped in and tried to give you the right mix or dosage of meds needed for you maybe they are but I just dont feel like they are working as urgent enough on that. In which case have you tried reaching out to your social worker about this issue would they be able to help with anything ? Im sorry if im bombarding you with a ton of questions it just seems you have these sleeping issues for awhile now but no one seems to help?? Another note, you mentioned youve been talking to a Jehovas Witness ? Personally, Daniel I would stear clear of that for now when getting to a very religious group given your mental state and capacity. I know it seems to stimulate your mind or give you something to engage with but I frankly wouldnt trust them. Especially since ( andpeoplecancorrectmeifImwrongbutimprettysureimright) they are among the list of "established cults "..So from the bottom of my heart I really think you should STAY AWAY from jehovas witness. I mean Im not your mom but at the very least BE Careful ....Im not trying to put any ideas in your head or scare you its just ......effy to me. Im just really worried for your wellbeing and I wouldnt want you to be taken advantage of given your delicate state of mind you just never know.. Ah well maybe im just being a worrywart but if you're feeling lonely like you need someone to talk to then im always open to talk. I dont know if that sounds stupid or weird of me asking you to talk when ever but like I said if you need an ear to listen then Im down. In fact I think I gave you my contact information awhile back in Insta I dont now if you recall? Either way I can give it to you again I dont mind ❤
Your hellscape experiences remind me of stories of S@t@nic ritual a6use. The stone stage and people applauding. Love ya Daniel. I always vibe with you and your message and style of course, your deep artistic sensibilities satisfy me. 🥀
Hey Daniel, what about your teeth though? I think there are a lot of people here that would be happy to donate for the replacement, me included! Or is your inssurance finally stepping in? Hope you got a whole lot of sleep!!!
Man, insomnia is really terrible. I've been awake for 5 days with only 2 naps before and I have never felt closer to going insane. I hope you get to get some sleep soon! Also, be very careful with the Jehova's witness group. They will seem nice and welcoming because they want to integrate you. As soon as they catch onto you not being there for the religion, they will let you drop like a hot potato. These groups never search for new friends, they just want new members; and if you won't integrate into their belief, they will withhold their friendship until you do :/
Daniel, I can say 100% honestly I have never seen a single boring video from you!
Hope you get some rest.
Yep they are all super crazy 👍
Me neither!
Daniel, battle buddy, I’m an Army vet as well, 2 tours in Iraq. I understand the insomnia binges I regularly go 4-5 days. Please please if ever you have the slightest nod take advantage for the minutes or hours you can. I know the urge to fight it is real. Our minds only work against us when deprived. I’m sure you’ve tried many meds to assist but there comes a point where we need to check in and have a doctor assist in sleep before it gets that bad. Semi regular shorter interval treatment will hopefully prevent a multi week stay. I hate seeing this happen to you. Please don’t let yourself go this long again. Also don’t let your doctor go off track. You know what you need him for and you’re owed that. “Hey Doc manic or not I’ve been up all week I know this isn’t safe I need your help right now”. That’s not a negotiation at that point. After your inpatient sleep I hope they are keeping you a few days for recovery and rest. I don’t know everything about you or your support system but we both know you’re smarter than to think you’re doing your mind any favors by soldiering on. I really do care and all of us do. Please make sure you’re communicating with your support folks when you know you’re not making the right choices or can’t make them. If you can’t remember how long you’ve been up or you start hallucinating on top of delusions and you recognize something is off you need to seek that help. We would rather you be sleeping in the hospital a few times a weeks knowing you’re not out there struggling. A lot of us get it man. I get it. We can see it in you as we see it in ourselves. Please be good to yourself and don’t let the bullshit win. You decide what Daniel does when he does it and rule number one is take care of Daniel. We love you. We are your friends, we care. ❤ brother I think of you often and I share your pains both visable and what they can’t see. We can thrive in the darkness when we recognize how to find the light when we lose our way. You know when it’s time to take that break just please listen to yourself and do it. We’re all here for you as your friends if you’re even unsure of something or need confirmation to get support just get on and make a vid letting us know we will be honest with you and give you that reassurance of a good call. We’re all a little messed up buddy in many ways that’s for sure. It sucks really bad doing life on your own I know. The whole lot of us extraordinary human beings are here for you as we are here for us all. We’re our biggest opponent when it comes being good to ourselves. That’s why people like us have such huge hearts for others because we feel it with you. We need you to be there for us as well. This therapy platform is good. You give this to us and share with us and we’re grateful and going to make sure you’re around and as healthy as can be because that’s what we all need and do. Wish nothing but calm comfort and stillness for you Daniel. Be well my friend. ❤
Thank you for your service! May all who risked their lives in combat find peace ❤
Amazing comment, everything is told!
@@miketan8857 It’s a part of him, so accept it. 🙂
@YouEverSeeAFrogKid Amazing comment 🙏 Thank you for your service 🫡 I’m glad Daniel was able to read your message. ❤️
My Dad was an Airborne Ranger in Cambodia, Laos and Bay of Pigs.
He had PTSD and got mustard gas.. he was my best friend. He had his own issues and was an amazing man.
I have CPTSD and anxiety. Frequently insomnia.
Stay strong!
If we were neighbors, i'd be your friend and lend a hand.
Jim
Daniel, I can feel your fatigue, the aching, gnawing 😂crave to succumb to resting the body and mind on a safe comforting warm surface that is up to the ears soft blankets. I pray for your calm, that you may settle into oblivion ..you are so special and you deserve every piece of what is deserving of you..I know we’d be friends too if we were in the same vicinity
DANIEL!! I’ve had such a similar experience during my coma!!
Referring to the “levels” and starting back at room 1 over and over again.
It’s given me chills hearing you describe your experience.
6 years ago
I was in a coma for a little over 3 weeks during which I had open heart surgery and tip toed on the verge of death the entire time. My medical team had told my family to begin making my funeral arrangements because they did not expect me to survive.
Since I’ve had a reoccurrence of sleep paralysis and night terrors that very often don’t allow me to sleep for days on end.
I share your crippling loneliness & with other current life issues I’ve fallen into a deep depression over the past couple weeks. Hearing you speak gives me some hope that I’ll be able to find something to motivate me out of this for good.
I would love to get in contact with you and tell you more about my experience and learn more about yours. I’ve never met anyone or come across anyone who has been where I was but I’m positive that we were in the same place.
There are several parts of my coma that I’ve never shared with anyone and never wanted to until I found your video tonight.
Please do me a favor & let me know if you read this. Click like or comment back anything at all.
No hard feelings if you don’t decide to speak with me but I’d like to thank you either way because for a long time I feel a little less alone now.. so thank you. 🙏
Would love to speak with you!
@@danielnepveux97E UA-cam keeps deleting my reply I’m not sure how to get my email address to you
Daniel says he would love to speak to you (with you).I hope you both have the chance to do it ❤
This is what I mean… How could you have had the same experience as Daniel, if it’s “all in your head”, as so many people say. There’s more to it than a diagnoses… This is spiritual and demonic. Please, research it. My heart goes out to you all. 😢
@@kaytinsabiastro8829 when I say the same it wasn’t completely identical to him but shockingly similar. Ive only ever told close family about this but hey.. who’s closer than strangers on the internet??
I'm so sorry about the insomnia, I can't imagine being up that long. I'd bet that's really tripping your mind out. I can liken hallucinations to when I used to have sleep paralysis all the time. I'd see and hear voices and demons, and my yelling for help wouldn't matter, because one is really unable to move or speak. Going through that awake cannot be easy. I wish sleep to come to you soon and may you have nothing but happy dreams. You're much loved here in your community, and we all have you covered Daniel! ❤❤
That stuff is real… It happens to many of us who aren’t ill like this. You must know your enemy in order to fight him. True?
The Armor of God
…11Put on the full armor of God, so that you can make your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this world’s darkness, and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore take up the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you will be able to stand your ground, and having done everything, to stand.… Ephesians 6:11-13
I don't think it was hell you experienced. I think what you experienced was a test of sorts. As f***** up and crazy as that may sound maybe it was. I believe the strongest people in our existence survive the worst things imaginable. And the reason why in the end you had a heroes rescue is because that's what you are. Inside and pass all of the pain you are actually a f****** hero. Because you can take it. Because you're strong enough. And you're still here. You just need to realize that's why you're still here.❤
My brother has Schizoaffective Disorder, he's in hospital in the UK. He's a sweet soul like you
In the witching hour's silent gloom,
Insomnia weaves its twisted loom.
Phantoms dance in shadows deep,
Haunting dreams that dare to creep.
Whispers echo, voices strain,
Hallucinations in the brain.
A symphony of ghosts unseen,
In restless nights, they reign supreme.
2:09 I’ve had several near death experiences from 2017 onwards - through a coma, kidney failure, intestinal failure, multiple sepsis infections & acute pancreatitis with necrosis. To the point where no medical intervention would save me, and my family were taken into the bleak room where they’re told no more can be done e and it’s between God and me now. There was no white light, no stairway to heaven, no beautiful colours and no feelings of peace. It was a horrendous fight for me to get back when I could see the suffering of others, and there’s was greater than mines. I felt the very same as you, Daniel. There was no loved ones waiting for me❤️🩹
I’m so sorry for all your suffering. You’ve certainly been through so much, which all sounds utterly terrifying. 😖 I really hope you find some peace 🙏 and some much needed rest. ❤️🩹
I enjoy you playing harmonica. It reminds me of my Dad who passed away 20 years ago. So I almost can’t remember him playing his. I have his, but I can’t play it, but it makes me feel so happy, and brings back happy memories, when you do. Thank you for that. 😘 I appreciate you, Mr ♥️
Daniel, stay safe. Never give up. You are loved man!! You are awesome.
My mother had problems since childhood hood, she told me there wasn't a day that she could remember that she didn't see or hear things that weren't there. God rest her soul. Unfortunately everything hit me in my 30s and it's pure hell sometimes
Sometimes things flash in vision or dream either explaining what's going on or planning more to go on. That is why many say prophet or visionary or esp..within the aspect of seeing but not always control . Many know and want it as torture and some don't . Just look around and see why it's like that.
It may have felt like hell, but it wasn’t. Not that I have a say in it, but I think you will go straight to Heaven. You have a kind soul, and a heart of gold. 💛
Oh I’m looking forward to your next book! I love horror stories.
Hope sleepytime comes soon. Love 🫶🫂🫴🫶
I've been treated for a lot of things, but I've had almost an exact dream of levels-of-hell. There was a demon named Omar who told me that I could only leave a stone building by going down a scary stairwell and opening up every door on every floor until the bottom. Each one was more horrifying than the last and then I was shot by a police firing squad and fell down all the way to the bottom where Omar ate me. I woke up in a prison cell with no way out, and Omar was laughing forever and so the only way I could get out was to ram my head into the wall until I woke up. I headbutted my wall in real life that morning. I don't know about dream analysis, but I have a very high suspicion that there are "genres" of dreams and nightmares and a "levels of hell" dream is definitely one of them. I'm still rooting for you to get through it all.
I don’t know if anyone’s ever said this (they probably have) but you are a very strong guy to have this channel and tell people openly about your struggles on a regular basis! If you think about it, that takes a LOT of guts , and many people don’t have that kind of courage. So I hope you realize that! You say stuff I’d be eternally embarrassed to ever admit I dealt with. You are strong awesome and AMAZING! And you really inspire me and I respect you and admire you! Hugs. ❤️❤️❤️
If it's any consolation dude, if I was up for 130 hours straight, I'm pretty sure I'd be hallucinating as well lol. Hope you're feeling better brother.
You have so many of these perfect strangers rooting for you, myself included, accepting you. Non-judgemental people hope that wishing you well has some power. I know the struggle is real and you're not alone.
Those descriptions of your coma sound absolutely terrifying... I hope they will fade away somehow
Hey Daniel, sorry to hear about your situation. Our minds can create the most horrid and hellish things. You are a very strong person. I'm Christian and praying for you to get good sleep and rest!
I’ve been researching near death experiences for a few years now. Based on the many accounts: negative near death experiences mostly occur if someone is trying to take their own life or they are put in a coma with lot of meds. These experiences are usually hellish as you described.
Hearing you describe your hell hallucinations had a stronger effect on me than seeing any horror movie, and I'm a horror fan too.
Don't wanna pry, but I remember you felt better after ECT, did that eventually go nowhere? Or am I misremembering...
Thanks for the video, be well.
I have had a few more treatments of that but unfortunately my other symptoms keep increasing without anything to stop them.
@@danielnepveux97E man, that blows... thanks for the info.
Sounds like you got a really cool neighbour. I would love a neighbour to have fun with like that, mine are just your normal ol boring ones. Keep on keeping on Daniel👊
I commented to you a while back but it was in a Special Books for Special Kids episode. I did 4 years in the Army but was in El Paso in a testing brigade for signal equipment so we didn't deploy overseas. My first 28 years sucked whenever I was around people, but when I was alone my "maladaptive daydreaming" would kick in and i had a wonderful time. I was cut off from that when I was 28 and my mind became a hellscape. (In the reality im being sent) We are all being controlled and other people knew but no one would tell me about it so I thought I was alone in the horror. There are probably plenty of people that don't know too though. Anyway, they (when I say they I just assume it's whatever is moving my body around separately from "me" but part of my reality now is that everything is predetermined) create our consciousness and control when I can sleep. I've had pretty great sleep these past few days, not to brag, and it sounds stupid but NyQuil, the normal dose supposedly helps me. I wait until day three when I'm sure I'm not sleeping and that has done the trick. The reality sent to you includes the physical world and people are getting sent many different realities but they will egg on the one you are being sent. Mine evolves over time but is not horrible anymore with random exceptions.
Wow! This is exactly what my son tells me. He opened some doors when he got hooked on meth… Plus, there was some past trauma - but he assures me this stuff is real. I believe him. I don’t think he’s crazy, but there is a spiritual battle going on. Please, read tThe New Testament. When I suggest that to my son, he tells me it’s a fantasy book and starts speaking a foreign language… It’s daunting and heartbreaking 💔
I pray for you all. There is power in the name of Jesus Christ. Hope at least one person will “listen” with their heart.
@@kaytinsabiastro8829 The New testament may have been set up to help certain people. There are so many theories about what is going on and many people are getting sent their own reality. In some people's reality religion helps they even get to talk to their creator. The other day I found some videos on people being attacked by what they call the Voice of God weapon. One of them is a woman explaining what is going on in her mind, even using a puppet show so people can get a sense of it. While I don't know anymore if it is just technology she was stunningly accurate on what I was going through years ago. I don't think there is such a thing as this ideology war because to me it looks like we are just observers and it is being played out for us.
Hey brother, don’t be afraid. You’ve got nothing to fear, but the Lord. The battle has already been won. 💜
Daniel ur doing Amazing for all the messed up visions u have had and gone threw. Stay positive and dont give those thoughts any importance. Thats when they will go . Give ur furbies cuddles from me . And be carful with religious folks. U dont eant to be brainwashed . Lots of love from uk 🇬🇧
Prayed for you over these years ❤
Holy shitballs, man! You have the most extraordinary brain! I feel so bad for your insomnia, though. Not a fun thing. Keep on writing, but PLEASE!!!! write your life story!!!! I dont think you realize how many people would love to read it!! Wish we were neighbors....i would cook for you!!!! ❤❤❤❤
I was up for 3 days a long time ago, i had some bad hallucinations, i cant begin to imagine what you are going through
Hey man, I've experienced a similar hell to what you described. I think it may have been around one of my near death experiences as a child.
The other thing around these near death experiences for me was that I also got to experience one I can only describe as meeting god. This was just pure love, peace and safety being in the presence of what I can only describe as "god" as my words fall short. This was the best thing I've ever felt.
I hope to meet you there one day. Take it easy mate.
Not boring at all. Straight forward and so honest. Rest Daniel.❤
I appreciate your updates, they're always interesting. The "I'm so tired" after the harmonica at the end genuinely got a chuckle out of me, sending you all the love dude, I hope you can get some good sleep some time soon ❤
I love you artists soul, love the edit on this video❤youre a champ Daniel
I sure hope some restful sleep followed this.
😊❤ it was good to finally hear from you. Thank you so much for the music 🎶 ❤! I dont think anyone knows what normal is supposed to be...so when you say it was just really weird... i have to say, we all are just being ourselves. I catch myself saying the same thing too though. Its hard to change my brain. Im working on it so i know we all can. Im so proud of you for keeping your spirits up. I do hope you get some sleep! 😢 i do know what that can be like. I guess, we learn as we go. Everyday. One moment at a time. Lots of ❤️ love! And did your dog fart?? Lol!!!😂
You now I have had a legit near death experience. Heart stopped. But I can't remember a thing. No story to tell. Sometimes I wish I had seen something.
I love that you share and the way you share Daniel.
The coma is interesting (I don’t know anything about anything but there’s a pattern appears me to me) Army, acting(theatrics/symbolism/a true thespian, and a DEEP empathy of the human possession of love and hate darkness and light fear and triumph.
The exploration/acceptance of contrast and spectrum is beautiful. The human condition and experience of suffrage yet live/creation.
Sometimes I see the evil people possess and it frightens me. For most part I can’t look at human faces.. I also struggle with the evil I possess and rather people not look at my face..
Sending you peaceful and healing energies. Good to see you friend (Looking handsome as ever)
Lmao! The dog farting! 😆😆😆😆. I cackled! Thanks so much for that. I had to rewind it a few times to watch it and laugh! 😆
I have learnt,there are worse things than pain in the world.
Mental health, anxiety dilutes every part of you,often,you really do feel like your going mad an because your stuck in that fear,you truly are alone.
It's hard to keep finding a reason to keep going.
You fight every day an your uploads inspire me to keep going an sir,thank you for all you have an are still giving this world.♥️🙏♥️
You are so strong for sharing your life journey. Its helped me not feel so alone in this mental health struggle and crazy world.
What a strange thing to go through. I hope this doesn't happen too often, and that you can get some good rest soon. Always love seeing your pets and your beautiful gardens. Hang in there Daniel, one hill at a time! 🥰🥰
I don't sleep much.. I hope you do soon Daniel... I really do. Love you, brother ❤
I know Daniel you can turn back to how you feel before all this shit hits you,I know it’s possible to feel good again,Never Give Up,there is always hope
Never bored at your videos. You are loved by so many, Daniel. I have been having a rough day and the dog fart part made me laugh! Thank you for that. As always, i enjoy your harmonica at the end.
With love, hope you get some sleep, peaceful, restful sleep. (My son was diagnosed with schizophrenia btw.) ❤ to you Daniel.
Man, you smart and its really cool to hear from you.
And I see your videos like a long distant friend and like to know what up.
Its like how a chef collects ingredients - you collecting people who could potentially make a soup friends someday - like instant friends like instant noodles.
lol - I just am not very good with words - but practising and I couldn't help but write because I thought it would be fun :|
#savesoil #innerengineering
So glad to see the update, not matter how honest it was. You are like me in ways that you are 100 percent honest and tell things exactly the way they are regardless if it is TMI. Sometimes, your life experiences remind me on the movie "Jacob's ladder" It's a very intense and graphic but great movie. I am older, and working through a bunch of cPTSD issues from my past. It hits you so much harder than when you are younger, probably because you tire of holding back all the pain and it starts leaking out tormenting you to the point of giving up. I think it speaks volumes that so many here including myself feel we can share similar struggles and open up to you. You are a very rational person, and when you broached the topic of religion, you didn't go to extreme's such as getting on a soapbox for or against it. I was raised Catholic as well. I have nothing against the church, but like a growing number of people, although they don't practice or go to church it does not mean they do not believe in God or a higher power. Anyhow, thank you so much for touching base and being honest and real with us. A lot of us think of you and honestly hope you are doing as well as you can. Although I may think of you at other times, it's when I drive by our VA hospital that you pop in my head. Take care and you think you ramble on, look at this post! LOL!
😂One time, I had a roommate who's name was Kane. I knew his name was Kane because he was watching a tv show about himself named, 'Kane'. He was Adam and Eve's son. We hung out and chatted, smoking his cigarettes in our black/grey themed room until the coma elves slowly finished putting reality back together and I found myself alone in a private room. I remembered Daniel Nepveaux as I put together what had just happened. Love ya, Buddy😂
Lol, well done friend! That's actually really awesome.
@@danielnepveux97E 😂So real. So ridiculous. Really, your accounts since SBSK have done me alot of favours. Thanks, man.
Love you man, hope you keep getting better.
Great hearing you talking about incidents in your life, seeing Scout and hearing you playing the harmonica! God bless you Daniel! 🙏♥️🎶🎶
Oh hun. I hope you can get something to help you sleep. Our brains need that time to reset which is even more important when dealing with hallucinations. I've been there, it sucks
Hope you sleep soon, darling. I've been having a rough time of it too. As always from me, White Light and Love to you x
Hey there again! I hope that you got some rest after this fancy horror. Someone in the comments of your first SBSK video talks about psilocybin mushrooms and how it helped him/her. Did you ever tried these?
Too shame that you are not in my neighborhood. It is a small town which is on the coast side, has great walk places, and cafés. We could eat and walk!!! I would like to hang out with you for years! And, no! You would not worry about who is going to type first!
I love you sir! And even love you more of your new spring energy in your voice!!! You are f*cking amazing and I just wanted to remind it again. Bunch of hugs from Turkey!!!
We love you stay strong
You are one of a kind, genuine, gold hearted, beautiful inside & outside, inspiring, motivating, destined for Eternal Paradise and UNSTOPPABLE 🥲🖤🤎🤍
You look better than 4 years ago, damn man congrats 👏.
I havnt checked in on your channel for a while, and I just wanted to say the way you speak and present yourself is a world away from your first interview with SBSK, I’m really proud of you! And then saying you know what joy is but you havnt experienced it and that you’re just not happy, ever. It really does look as though you’ve worked through alot. I hope you can get some sleep; I’ve got insomnia too and it messes you up! Take care Daniel, much love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤
We’re always interested in what you have to say:) I wish you good luck with everything you have going on health wise.🌟
P.s. that was some solid harmonica playing ☺️
Thank you for creating this space for me, and surely many folks with different minds, to feel seen and worthy a little less alone. I’ve been appreciating your videos and art for a few years now, but something about this post called me to leave a little comment. I wish there was more that folks like me could do to give back for all of the kind intentions and thoughtfulness you share so freely here. I truly hope you know how meaningful and powerful your stories are to the invisible yet infinite number of people lucky enough to interact with your content. Wishing you a restful summer to come. 🌷 💗
So happy to see your face, friend. ❤
My son went through a time where he saw a yellow man too. It was so scary.
I'm hoping for sleep and peace for you my friend.
So glad to see you! ♥️ Insomnia sucks rocks through a straw! Will pray that you get some sleep. 🙏
I hope you get some restful sleep Daniel
Dan I truly admire you, you are so strong. I'm so sorry for your suffering I wish I could take it all away for you xx
Hey Daniel...thank you for sharing your story and your experiences with us always. You have a huge community who cares about you and wish nothing but the best for you. I too have had a near death experience, due to extreme respitory depression, where it felt like I would literally fall (kingdom hearts style backwards) through levels of...what I can only describe as...."hell" Where I would fade in and out of consciousness and in the darkness, it felt like something evil was happening around me and to me and I had no control...it was very scary. I wouldnt wish that on anyone...much love from Maryland!!!
I love you I’m so sorry you have to go through this
It was so good to see you again Daniel. I'm so sorry for the insomnia you're suffering. It is awful. Daniel yiu are never boring. I love it when I see an upload of yours. Take care. Karen 😊
You can do this Daniel. I have so much hope in you. I know God has a wonderful place in heaven for you. Our subconscious can make up some awful things but heaven is something completely divorced from a waking dream. I know it's hard but every time i see you i have so much hope and love for you. Your experiences are valid and awful and beautiful. But. You have a wonderful light in you. Minds are so fickle, Gods heaven is not confusing or horrific. Youre so strong
I'm not good at leaving messages for people but I want to let you know I watched and appreciate you for sharing! I'm sorry for any negatives in your life. And that's what I fear hell to be as well, but I no longer fear it since I do good in my heart and actions. So we won't find out pal!
The yellow man sure is horrifying.
Your editing style is super interesting! Your pets are super adorable.
Thank you for sharing. I hope in some way it helps you to do so. And, I certainly hope the love we feel for you provides some comfort.
I hope that you're doing okay 🖤. Idk what exactly to say since I'm not good at talking. I just hope that your doing okay and if I knew what to say then I'd say it if that makes any sense.
Also I love your sloth plush toy
Thank you for always being so vulnerable and for sharing with us. Wishing you all the best!
I really enjoyed the video and wish you all the best. Greetings from germany.
i wish you lots of rest and peace my friend. You are so brave Daniel. sending lots of light and hugs from montreal, canada 💛💛💛💛🌳🌳🌳🌳🌼🌼🌼🌼⭐⭐⭐
Isn't insane to think there a humans that desire to experience what you experienced? Feels insane to me! But ive made shadow puppets, i get it. Lol im not a fan of horror though. The mind can play too many tricks.
You are a brave warrior Daniel. 🕊✨️ Thank you for sharing your experiences, the way you are able to articulate it all. I love just hanging out and listening to you. I would sit around a fire and just chat for hours with you. Brother from another mother 🙏 You inspire me to authenticity within divinity.
Enjoy your time finding connections! Dont worry about the beliefs, just be the amazing human being u r! 🎉 if ive learned anything its that the things we dont know the purpose of, end up playing a role in ways we dont even imagine.
Eternal gratitude to you Daniel and Mr Chris. Shining through 🌌
Darling Child!
Not bored at all! Wish I could drive down there and hug you for an hour.
Heaven will be full of naps!
Thanks for playing for us at the end.
Since I can't get down there for the hug; I guess I'll have to settle for praying for you each night.
Hope you had an interesting evening at the Meeting.
much love! xo
Just love ya man ... I already know the Lord has you.... Your still here... Life huh lol.... That coma stuff is horrible I have two people in my life who have experienced it ..
much love as always, good to hear from you, im suprised it took me a fuill day to see your vid but happy i caught it
So nice to see you!
Good luck finishing off the book daniel and i hope any future hallucinations include a lot more of your mermaid wife and other positive things 🐧
HI! LONG-ass comment but I really hope you read it. So, I was definitely not going to bring this up but you kind of mentioned the three things that forced me to- Writing. The inside-out man and short stories. A few months ago, I wrote my first complete short story and it was hugely inspirited by you. There was a video where you had vaguely described the inside-out man and that triggered a whole picture in my brain, I got to writing and ended up with a short about a veteran with Schizophrenia dealing with a hallucination. Describing Mr. Nepveux to a T? Mayyyybe but I promise I only drew inspiration from you and your videos. So please let me know if you want to read it; but if you don't, that's totally okay too! I just wanted you to know you are the reason I wrote my first. Lots of love
Are you kidding me?
I would LOVE to read it!💚
I was a Jehovah's Witness as a kid, when you got to that part about the humint I fucking ROARED because that is exactly how it is, they are also good people so the next part was sweet, another brave thing to do...here is to more points and a good sleep.
Good to see you still living life, even though it sucks! Lol, This might be crazy, ever thought about moving, or do you like where you're at?
Much love Daniel ❤
Ah Daniel with the beautiful eyes. Many hugs and ❤’s sent your way. I loved your video and it was nice to see your face 🙂. I’m awake most nights until the sun comes up and then I might sleep 4/5 hours. Every 3rd or 4th night my head just gives up and I konk out for the whole night. It’s rougher for you my friend, I know. My mom grew up in the JW. When she got married she left them. I gave friends that are in JW but a small word of warning, they will do whatever they can to bring you into their meetings. It’s part of their way of life and they will discourage you from getting any mental health help. Please don’t get caught up in their way of life. I don’t have any religious leanings myself. Just be aware and take care. ❤️⭐️🙂
thanx daniel u help a lot of people .thank u for sharing
Oi meu amor, eu adoro ver você por aqui !
Sim... Eu achei você mais abatido e mais magro, deve ser essas horas inteiras sem dormir.😢
Gostei de saber sobre a questão da religião, aqui no Brasil temos muitas religiões, a minha inclusive é espiritualista ( Umbandista). E independente de religião, que você sempre seja acolhido com muito amor pelos irmãos espirituais.
Ahhhh em relação aos tatuagens 😂 ( Cultuo São Arcanjo Miguel, tenho o número 23 escrito em Romano , tenho a chave egípcia da vida ,e tenho nas costelas escrito AMOR E VIDA).
E que maravilha você ter realizado 3 sonhos incríveis na sua vida, e quem sabe realizar outros mais 🤗🥹👻
Um grande beijo 🖤🌻
its so bad that we dont choose our mental health. i suffer from depression ocd and couple more things. life is not good
I started a carnivore diet for mental health ...it helps a lot with depression.
@@kenadams5504 I’ve heard it before
I am happy you managed to do the things you wanted to do when you were younger.😮 despite everything you went thrpugh
Muchísimo ánimo! Te queremos!
I wish I could give you a giant bear hug right now, my dear brother 🫂❤
Jesus really loves you, Daniel.
Hey Daniel hope your ok.. it sucks to hear that your insomnia is really giving you a hard time.. I get annoyed sometimes when I wake up at 3 or 4am for no reason but Im sure thats nothing compared to what you go through with your psychosis and all. I looked up ways to deal with insomnia have you tried a routine going to bed practicing muscle relaxation, meditation, or breathing exercises? lol I know that sounds stupid but if youre medication isnt working then theres gotta be something that could help you ? For your insomnia you do take medication right or is that just something you have to deal with? Cuz thats just no good if it just exacerbates your mental illness which is obvious to say but still.. Im kinda mad for you not at you but for you that no doctor has stepped in and tried to give you the right mix or dosage of meds needed for you maybe they are but I just dont feel like they are working as urgent enough on that. In which case have you tried reaching out to your social worker about this issue would they be able to help with anything ? Im sorry if im bombarding you with a ton of questions it just seems you have these sleeping issues for awhile now but no one seems to help??
Another note, you mentioned youve been talking to a Jehovas Witness ? Personally, Daniel I would stear clear of that for now when getting to a very religious group given your mental state and capacity. I know it seems to stimulate your mind or give you something to engage with but I frankly wouldnt trust them. Especially since ( andpeoplecancorrectmeifImwrongbutimprettysureimright) they are among the list of "established cults "..So from the bottom of my heart I really think you should STAY AWAY from jehovas witness. I mean Im not your mom but at the very least BE Careful ....Im not trying to put any ideas in your head or scare you its just ......effy to me. Im just really worried for your wellbeing and I wouldnt want you to be taken advantage of given your delicate state of mind you just never know..
Ah well maybe im just being a worrywart but if you're feeling lonely like you need someone to talk to then im always open to talk. I dont know if that sounds stupid or weird of me asking you to talk when ever but like I said if you need an ear to listen then Im down. In fact I think I gave you my contact information awhile back in Insta I dont now if you recall? Either way I can give it to you again I dont mind ❤
Your hellscape experiences remind me of stories of S@t@nic ritual a6use. The stone stage and people applauding.
Love ya Daniel. I always vibe with you and your message and style of course, your deep artistic sensibilities satisfy me. 🥀
Hey Daniel, what about your teeth though? I think there are a lot of people here that would be happy to donate for the replacement, me included! Or is your inssurance finally stepping in? Hope you got a whole lot of sleep!!!
Big Hug xx
Man, insomnia is really terrible. I've been awake for 5 days with only 2 naps before and I have never felt closer to going insane. I hope you get to get some sleep soon!
Also, be very careful with the Jehova's witness group. They will seem nice and welcoming because they want to integrate you. As soon as they catch onto you not being there for the religion, they will let you drop like a hot potato.
These groups never search for new friends, they just want new members; and if you won't integrate into their belief, they will withhold their friendship until you do :/
I miss seeing you...I have your first book
I also got insomnia .. so i feel ya
I hope you finally got some sleep. You are such a awesome guy... Im curious how your merting eith the JW went
When Carl, Arnold and Silvester landed that s when heaven kicked in ...:)