It’s so sad seeing you believe you aren’t worthy of help. Everyone deserves help when needed no matter how serious or minor the situation may be. You are so deserving of help Daniel 💖 stay safe x
That people with mental illness are still treated with so much hostility and ignorance in this day and age is is unforgivable. Instead of care and understanding this man was systematically re-traumatised. That is insane!
Maybe they shouldn't be called mentally ill until someone steps up with scientifical evidence that whatever they claim it's an illness actually is,and this should include diagnostic tests not theories in a book. Until then people should be considered unwell and in need of care.
Daniel has been important in my healing process. My father has schizoaffective disorder, but he is not a good man like Daniel is. Daniel has helped me to understand that not everyone with schizoaffective is violent and hateful towards other people. He's just a guy riding the struggle bus like the rest of us.
Can we all just take a minute to thank this man for his service? And tell and show him how much he means to us ?!!! Merry Christmas!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Absolutely. Daniel, I have so much respect for you, and you’re immensely cared about, by so many of us on here. ❤️ I wish you a safe and Happy Christmas, surrounded by family, love and your stuffies (we call them teddy’s - teddy bears - here. Thank you for your service, Daniel. ❤️✊ Love and respect from Scotland 🏴 ❤️✊
for real. I havent been watching long..but I think that it resonates with us watching how Real he is being. and I hope you & everyone reading this is safe and has a wonderful day❤💫🏆👍🏼🌟😎🤩🎄🎆🎉♥️ Happy Holidays to all of you!
Hey Dan, I never comment. I've been on youtube about 10 years and this is my first one. I love you, WE love you. I need you, WE need you. You are doing so much for the world and you don't even know it meanwhile dealing with something that 99% of us just wouldn't be able to deal with. I look forward to seeing your face every single time I see you have posted. I know you don't read these but in case someone close to you ever does, I hope that they can at least see how much you mean to people around the globe.
@kurozke the fact that you went out of your way JUST to go search...then make your comment 🤷🏻♀️ for what? Regardless of he has been on for years & years....or he JUST created it 🤷🏻♀️ What Does That Matter? Does it affect YOU\your life?! 😅🤦🏻♀️ Completely missed the point of OPs original comment & message! 💯
How in the fuck did we get to this point?! I can absolutely relate to this poor gentleman. I’ve been hospitalized 11 times in 20 years for mental health issues. That’s 11 times too many. Why is it such a difficult fucking concept to treat mental health as equally as important as physical health? The two are intrinsically linked, but because mental illness is intangible, we treat sufferers like they’re simply misbehaving. Why haven’t we studied the neurological aspects more? There is a PHYSICAL reason for this! In the brain! On a molecular level!!! More funding needs to be routed to mental health studies. We need to know more.
Psychiatry needs to be extinguised and they're man made illnesses. Then other medical fields should look for organical causes, such as neurology, endocrinology and even virology/bacteriology. More studies in pregnant women and how exposure to substances and stress (cortisol)can affect the baby's brain still inside the womb. And finally recognize that majority of mental illnesses aren't illnessed but a clusters of consequences and responses to trauma and that many people are unlucky with life's lottary.
They purposely study the mind so that they can use people through psychology... it’s not good.. a lot of people are there just because of the money it can generate. They don’t care about the people that are hurt and need help/encouragement
When I was taken to a psych ward at age 17, the cops showed up and when I opened the door they had a rifle pointed at me with their finger on the tigger and when I tried to be nice and hold the door open for them they grabbed the door away from me and said “no, we’ll hold it” 🥲✋🏻
" -deep breathe- I hate being honest sometimes." You're the most genuine guy. I'm so sorry this was your Thanksgiving experience this year. Keep on going, you can do it🖤
Oh, and breathe deeply! (It's not BAD advice.) I do prefer, "Breathe, damnit", followed by a swift thump on the back. Tough love. It also makes them choke on their own tears. That's love at my house.
You are 1000xs stronger than I could ever dream of being. How you continue to fight-not just for yourself, which is hard enough-but for the hard-earned rights of all veterans. For all human beings. Daniel, you’re a hero on so many levels. I have no words to describe the strength I see in you. And for you to even be able to talk about it is nothing short of miraculous. May God bless every ounce of effort you put into this advocacy….. and the effort you put into simply living every day. And how you manage to insert such perfectly-worded humor while recounting your suffering is a priceless talent. 🤪😊 You’re amazing. I can’t say enough good about you. It would be an honor to get to meet you one day. I’d love to shake your hand, hug your neck, and do whatever I could to encourage you to keep doing what you’re doing. To care for the welfare of total strangers while in the midst of your own turmoil…. I don’t know how you do it, but you’re a better human being than I am. Keep writing. Keep speaking out. Keep being EXACTLY who you are. 💜💛 P.S. The song is “You Raise Me Up”, and you played it beautifully! ☺️
You are so strong that is no doubt. To deal with this should be so hard nobody can imagine truly I wish you NOT HAVE TO BE THAT STRONG all the time and find safety and peace.
Omg couldn't say it better he's so strong fighting and talking to other people who aren't sure what to do.....what might happen ....truth. About what happens when you ask for help....there's no lies with this man only honesty. Great man be well
Daniel, I remember the first time I discovered you here on UA-cam as someone who struggles with extreme complex PTSD, social and generalized anxiety disorder, addiction, clinical depression and multiple suicide attempts throughout my life that came with it as I was severely abused as a child and now approaching 25 years old, I hope you know just how much you mean to complete strangers like myself who have heard your story and can relate to it. I have experienced some psychiatric hospitalizations in my life and I can tell you that they are utterly traumatic and do not help most suffering… When someone is in that much pain… Unless you’re a danger to others, all you need is to be reassured that everything is going to be all right and that you’re safe …nonetheless, having PTSD. I have always said that mental illness/psychiatry/psychology medicine is stuck in the 1950s. You’re treated as if you are a prisoner instead of someone who is hurting and has a medical condition-(in psychiatric wards, you’re treated like a prisoner just like you said rather than someone with an illness within your brain. I desperately pray that someday, mental Illnesses are treated the same way neurology is considering both involve your brain. Daniel, no matter what you tell yourself and how many demons get to you and lie to you, I hope you understand what a wonderful human being you are and how many people that you have provided comfort to by your videos and sharing your story. I pray that you never hurt yourself and you stay on this earth with us because God, you don’t even understand the difference you’ve made in such a positive way. Stay strong, buddy. You are an incredible human being and all of my thoughts and well wishes are with you.
Thank you for writing this message. Every word is needed and wanted to say. These are the times where crazy people are living free and beautiful people are suffering
Daniel, I can't even explain to you how much respect I hold for you. What you have been through no one should ever gone through. I don't know if you will ever see this, but if you do, please know that even if you don't feel it, so many people are praying/hoping/wishing you well! I spend all of my time advocating for veterans, ESPECIALLY those that need help, and I must say you are one of the most impressive, composed, and determined people I have ever met (or perhaps just seen). I haven't ever met you, but I do everything I can do support veterans, those with mental health issues, and those that need help in any way/shape/form. I am a jeeper, and I can confidently say I love you, and I support you as much as I possibly can. If there is anything we can do, as a community that supports veterans, jeepers, and ANYONE that needs help, don't be afraid to say hi! We adore you, and we want to do as much good as we possibly can.
I live in northeast Texas. Maybe someday we can meet and share our stories of survival. Even when the odds are against us, like a broken mental healthcare system. We are survivors and that’s what makes us strong. Your will to keep going has, at times, been the only inspiration to keep *me* going. That it’s not impossible. Your candidness and honesty about what you go through and all the battles truly do shed light on and gives courage to those who hide away because they are afraid of being alone in it all, or being judged and cast aside.
I am not a person who cries when watching movies or videos, but YOU...Dan, you broke my heart, you made me cry, and laugh. My son is also a veteran, and he stood here and watched this video with me, and just want to tell you that you are such a beautiful soul, and we are so sorry for all you went through. We are felllow Texans, so we get where you're coming from with the mental health care here. We send you lots of love, and thank you for your service.
These places are horrible, Daniel. I've seen so many people with bloody faces, wrists and everything there. They don't really protect you. I'm having a hard time but your videos always give me the strength to go on, even on the darkest days. Thank you.
Mental illness is one of the hardest things anyone can deal with. My children and myself all have it and I see how much they suffer. It’s very misunderstood and difficult to watch.
I have to agree with you. I have never dealt with mental illness myself, but my daughter and step daughter have. There is no reasoning when someone is in that state of mind. There is no easy answer and there isn't a silver lining. I'm so sorry with all you have to deal with. It's definitely not for the faint of heart. 💔 Hopefully you have a good support system because the only thing worse than dealing with mental illness is dealing with it alone.
@@macmarles3243 I understand mate. It's a struggle everyday. Your not alone today though coz I'm sending you my love and support. We just have to get through the minutes and then the hours will take care of themselves. Hang in there mate 👍
@@roygeorge5364 means a lot to hear. Struggling right now medical chronic pain issues causing me problems. Hope someone hears my cry bur can't make friends in the verge of crying out. Sux feels like shit
@@macmarles3243 chronic pain sucks mate! I developed an addiction to Oxy Contin due to a back injury and ended up in rehab!! I want you to be loving and kind to yourself today mate. Push those shitty thoughts from your head if you can, but most importantly please hang in there. It's seems to take forever to start feeling a little better, but when it happens you will be glad you were around to feel it. Take care mate, sending you lots of love from Australia 😘😘😘
Our healthcare system is horrendous. I'm so heavy hearted hearing your cry for a safe space and being treated as a wild animal. America should be ashamed at how people are treated (whether physical or mental).... Especially our military folks who need help. I didn't say it before, but I wanted to tell you how moving your poetry is.... The haunting yet honest drawings and sketches... You play the harmonica beautifully. You have several God given gifts and talents. Music is one of my "calming places". ....and thank you for sharing the pictures during your videos. You have allowed us to stand and look through your window.... And I know I'm a better person for that opportunity.
You did it Daniel; you survived. You are helping so many people and it is SO important for you to share your story to open people’s eyes to how broken our healthcare system is so that we can fight for change. Keep on trucking, friend. Change will come.
Mental health care is a nightmare... If we are going to improve then mental health care system, consumers need to be consoltants for starters. Hey man love your art 😎
It's difficult to understand how some workers in this field are so uncaring. As if having a mental disorder makes you less of a human. You deserve so much better Daniel. Since my 19 year old son as many mental disorders, my mama bear side comes out whenever he is not treated with respect and compassion. It's not much, but we are sending you lots of love from Canada.
Daniel I'm so sorry that you have to go thru this and I can't even begin to fathom your pain. You are such a delightful guy, multi-talented too. I have great respect for who you are and I love your vids.
It's not just Texas, it's everywhere. Psyche units are bad places for treating mental health criseses in most cases. The staff is abusive, there is nothing to do, there is no real treatment and in many cases you are in danger not only from other patients, but oftentimes from staff members themselves. Treating people with mental health issues badly is really the last form of acceptable abuse. You have to recover from the trama experienced in many of these units after you get out. And that's all you want is to get out of the hell hole you find yourself in. I hope you have found a good, safe and mentally healthy treatment center. Your art work is amazing and you have so much good to share in this world. You are loved. God bless.
"How are we supposed to when when we are ***** terrified of help?" That is the most powerful thing I have heard someone say about mental health care in the US. It's harsh because it's true... many mental health care providers are wonderful, but some are horrible, and patients lose the right to protect themselves if they end up in the wrong place. The care provided is given based on who the lowest bidder is, not who can give the best care. We need to do better. A hell of a lot better.
I love you Daniel. I'm very happy to see you. I'm sorry it was such a struggle! It's so important that you speak out against the terrible conditions. I'm sorry you had to brave it at all.
HOLY SHIT YOU ARE SO STRONG. After *everything* you've been through and navigate on a minute-to-minute basis, you STILL are broad-minded and thoughtful and kind enough to consider why people around you make the shitty choices they do, and that is SO HUGE. I know I don't know you, but I feel so proud of you and feel so much love and awe with regard to you. THANK YOU for sharing your journey with us and letting us care for you!!!
Dear Daniel, I was getting so angry hearing about your experiences. I am a social worker in Germany and I train to become a therapist. Right now I am researching on the topic if chronical illness is a cause of chronical bad and wrong treatment. Europe has a contract that psychological help should be close to the people. So no more stationary psychiatric ward. Instead help that comes to you. To your place, to your social network. So that you are seen as an individual again. As a person. I really hope that you never have to go back to these unbereable conditions. You have a voice, and there are so many people here listening and cheering for you. Whenever you need something - just text. Wish you all the best. Lara
Those ideas are amazing!! Many people get worse, I'd go so far as to say Most people get worse when they're forced to be with many others that are also struggling and in the environment they're in, with low quality mental health workers! Talking to the ones I know that have gone to psychiatric wards, trust me, they hated every minute and the minute they're in, their only goal is to get out as fast as possible! They aren't actually receiving any proper help. To be at home, in their safe environment (as long as it Is a safe environment) seems like the best possible scenario! I sure hope the US will do the same. As much as they know about mental health and the fact that they ignore all the obvious dangers of psychiatric wards tells us alot. And none of it good! It's not going to change unless the Families of the struggling ones insist on immediate and drastic changes!! God bless you
@@Random-JustAnother You know what is really sad about this? These ideas already exists for more then 50 years.. and still our world is struggeling to realize them. There are just a few countries which really try to let those who need treatment participate. The times in which others decide what health means and how you can achieve it are over! We need to start listening to those who stopped talking! We need to be flexible in our health care so that we can stay close to the needs of them. It is so hard to stay "healthy" nowadays. I mean.. its really a miracle if we watch all the stressors that we have to go through. So who ever reads this: dont give up. You are not alone. And you deserve to feel save, welcome, self-effectiv and loved. Again Daniel, thank you for sharing
We have something similar to this in Australia.. it's called PHAMS.. personal helpers and mentors service. You are matched with a worker who suits your personality.. the worker helps a couple of times a week getting out, going places, doing tasks that might be difficult.. paying bills, getting groceries.. going out for lunch or a haircut.. and with basic counselling.. Not trying to psychoanalyze everything.. but real conversations. We need more of this.. all over the world. It is impossible to heal in a facility. Personal experience. Bandaid over a bullet hole ❤
I pray for a day our first responders learn how to deal with mental health calls in a a better manner. Psych wards are essentially prisons, you are absolutely right. Anytime I have ever been, 90% of staff have no business working with patients of our needs. They just end up being babysitters and essentially prison guards. It needs to change. It’s bad everywhere in this country. I’m glad you went, and I’m glad every time I went too, but you are so right, it’s a frightening experience. Thank you for speaking out. If enough of us do, one day we will see change.
The first responders are responding just fine. What would you suggest they do differently? Some mentally ill people have been offered help and they would rather suffer and complain forever.
My dear Daniel.. We...The world are so incredibly blessed 🙌 to have you and your plight. Because unfortunately our mental health system is VERY BROKEN. And unfortunately some of us suffer more than other's and are punished for it when their already in such suffrage and pain. YOU ARE AN AMAZING MAN, DANIEL. PLEASE KEEP HANGING ON MY FRIEND. THERE'S ONLY ONE DANIEL AND MY DEAR DANIEL, YOU ARE PRICELESS!💯💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💯💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Daniel, you are the sweetest soul. You have no idea how many people you are helping by being so vulnerable about your illnesses. You show so many people suffering with mental illness that they are not alone and that there is hope. Praying everyday for your recovery ❤️🩹
Daniel as a resident of Texas you have my word that in the 2022 elections I will vote for those leaders willing to work and improve healthcare especially for our veterans and for others suffering mental health issues.
I am going into social work, and I will always keep your experiences in my heart to make sure no one under my watch will go through what you did. I will go on and make change in the world and to make sure others are treated justifiably. Thank you so much sharing your experiences, you are greatly appreciate by so many here ❤️
Daniel. This weekend my son was taken to hospital, on an involuntary hold!! He's still a teenager. When I found out that he was there, I IMMEDIATELY started texting him, and, trying to get him to say what he needed to, to the Psychiatrist who was pulled out of bed, so that the Judge could be pulled out of bed, to release him, so that we could ALL GO TO BED, when I had him safely home!! I KNOW that people should go, get help, when they need it, BUT, I live in Texas ( and it's not like other places, here) I feel as though he was safer, with me. I know that's not the way to think, but, I've been on the receiving end of " overuse" of force, and, I didn't want that, for my son. I'm glad you made it through,and, out the other side. I hope that you are with friends this next couple of days and have the Happiest Christmas possible.
I was just talking about this last night. I watched a documentary where this kid was so upset that nobody seemed to notice he was struggling, and, as a reaction, due to the fact that I’ve been institutionalized before, I couldn’t help but think “but it’ll be worse for you if they notice” … it’s really sad that this is the state of things. Help is important. Therapy is important. But these institutions and jails need reform BADLY.
Daniel! I’m so sorry! I’m sitting on the couch right now struggling with whether I should see my therapist or not cause I don’t deserve her time. I feel like a complete failure. It’s one of those days where I wonder if there is any sense in going on. But part of me knows that this is my illness talking. So I’m hanging on. Your vid came at the right time. I’m so sorry that happened to you. You don’t deserve this. Nobody does. I wish you were here - at least health care is good here ( Europe). I wish you could experience the (free!) care I have access to. I feel so guilty and helpless. I wish I could do anything to help you. Please hang on. Please don’t give up. Please stay. Lots of Love from Austria
Oh sweet @MissMindel {{{HUGZ}}} You are worth so, so much. Do you know God hung the stars in the sky just for you? And the birds outside your window sing for you? The sun shines on your face, the beams are kisses from God 💋 Go call your therapist, she wants to hear from you 💗 May God fill your heart with His Love, Peace & Strength 🙏
Hi Miss Mindel, you definitely deserve your therapists time, because you deserve tp be happy - or at least not in unnecessary pain. It's a really tough tim eat the moment and I can only imagine what it's like it Austria with the crazy stuff around COVID. I have friends and family here in Australia that have their mental state badly affected by the pressure. Take care of number one and alles gute (I hope I got that right!)
You absolutely deserve all the help you need to go through difficult periods. Your life is just as precious as anyone else's. Please take care of yourself.
I live in Texas and I agree with you. I have been in mental hospitals 3 different times. 2 times in Texas and once in Missouri. All for self harm or suicidal attempts. The first time I went it wasn’t so bad because I was put with nice people and okay staff. The second time I went was horrible. I was put in the worst unit where people were spitting on the walls, and defecating in the showers. Almost all the male patients were touching me so instead of sending them off they made me isolate and I couldn’t have anyone sit next to me. I am now 8 years free from self harm. Not because of the horrible psych wards, but because the love and support of my family and finally getting real help. We care for you Daniel!
It sounds like they have no idea how to de-escalate a crisis there. I mean, c'mon! You have a safety plan in place! They should have considered that and helped you implement it. High risk for self-harm doesn't always justify placing you in a mental hospital. There are other ways to de-escalate a crisis! The fact that they put you in such a bad environment and didn't even offer therapy is disgusting. I'm sorry you had to endure this abuse. You deserve so much better. I hope someone from your mental health system sees this video and realizes just how badly they treated you.
This man is pretty amazing. He explains very well. I really like him. I think he could write a book about his life and what he experiences. He’s great with his explanations. I admire him. He’s also very handsome. I sure hope he realizes how very cool he is one day. He’s so refreshingly honest. I do believe that he is an angel here on earth. He’s so caring and sensitive in almost a pure and holy way. Please, please don’t ever hurt yourself. The world needs your mind and words. You are rare.❤️
I'm so sorry to hear you were treated this way, especially after serving your country. Mutual respect and compassion go a long way. We're here for you brother, you're not alone. You are loved by many.
Our country's treatment of mental health patients is disgusting. If I had a troubled neighbor, I would be a friend and be someone he/she could rely on for support and/or emergency help. Everyone deserves to have a happy life. Everyone needs help once in a while. Everyone needs a friend. Damn it, where are your neighbors?
Mental health services in this country need a complete and total overhaul. I am so sorry that this happened to you. You deserve to have respect and kindness shown to you at all times. You're a human being, and you deserve to be treated like one.
Omg I just found you on here randomly, I work in mental health this ABSOLUTELY breaks my heart.. Please don't let a bad place make you think your not WORTHY, YOU ARE .. I know Im literally just getting to know u but everyone is worthy no matter what .. As humans we all make mistakes we are still worthy. I know it's hard to feel that way when your down but trust me, your someone's someone and they care I promise u that , now I care as well and I know u have lots of people on here who care.. Stay Strong and keep spreading the word and BREAKING the stigma of mental illness 💙💪💙 your doing an AMAZING job.. BTW is that a sloth or a hedgehog, I love sloths and monkey's, I went to Costa Rica once just to see them.. Your stuffie is really cute 💙
I was tricked into being committed by my GP when I lived in Texas and I felt like I was a criminal being punished rather than somebody who desperately needed help and kindness. Mental institutions in Texas are horrific and nobody at the facility I was kept at actually cared about the patients. It was the most traumatic experience of my life and I’m still not over it and I don’t think I ever will be. I’m sorry you had to face the same thing. Things absolutely need to change when it comes to mental health facilities in Texas. My heart goes out to you, kind stranger! I hope things can get at least a little bit better for you.
The injustice of the mental health system is so horrific. I completely understand how I validating and dangerous it feels to be in a psych ward when there's no real system to help and the people you end up surrounded by are just making it worse. Keep holding on this Christmas, you deserve all the little moments and happy moments family and holidays can bring💗 keep using thoses sensory toys, they're really life savers
Hey me too, went thru hell on earth 🌎 The caring and human touch is totally missing from those places. I got help from holistic medicine and by educating myself, and noone who knew me 5 years ago would even recognize me physically or emotionally now. I wish the best for him you and anyone who needs help because it usually doesn't come from hospitals or mental health system unless you have great insurance and or are wealthy. That is 100% true!!!!!!!!!
As someone who lives in Texas and has been to a ward here it’s hell. No one deserves the type of treatment these places give. Now that I’m better and I can reflect on what it was like, I start to realize how traumatizing it truly was.
Hi Daniel! Sometimes things are tough. But you know what? YOU ARE AMAZING! You are so strong and honest and SMART! I’m going to pray for you, Daniel. I’m so sorry you went trough that awful experience. But I am so glad you are here to share with us your life. WE LOVE YOU! ❤️🤍
Heartbreaking!🥺 I've seen other video interviews and such a sweet soul. I hate that the mental health system is so messed up. Being self aware and wanting help should make this a priority. Mental heath should be treated with care and compassion. Unfortunately thats not what's happening here. This is exactly why people give up and are scared to try to get help!! If your in this field of work it was to help people what is happening that they decide to say "Fuck it" and treat people like this!!🤬 Out All of the UA-cam community cant we get someone to reach out and help this sweet man. He absolutely deserves to be helped🥰
I live in Texas as well and the mental health facilities here are the worst. I am so very sorry for you. You are a beautiful person and I hope all the best for your future.
Daniel!!! I love you! I see you and man I fucking understand!!! I stan with you every step of the way. Through the ups and downs of your healing path I will be there. You are in my mind, thoughts, prayers, and heart. You are incredible. You DESERVE ALL THE HELP. You are WORTHY of everything you want. Please never ever let go of that word. I know this world is horrible, and that the people that are supposed to help us are as lost as we are. But there are a couple of people that know what they are doing, and you will find them. I promise. Please keep safe.
Daniel...the song is "you raise me up" Nice, very nice! After reading so many responses...I hope you see how you help raise others up! I bought your book & plan to read it over the Christmas Holiday! ...keep on keepin' on friend!
I'm 100% convinced (I'd be 200% if it were such a thing) .. That this is absolutely extreme CPTSD and Daniel has reverted to a scared child like state. I was like this for 10 years following 2 years of extreme sexual abuse (as an adult) and after a major breakdown.. my brain just didn't work, fragmented thoughts, I genuinely felt brain damaged, not me anymore and constantly, forever terrified. It's so similar it's scary. I'm not who I was before but rather a fully grown super - human version of who I was before.! There is a future beyond now. You just need the peace and space to discover that starting block. It's behind one of those doors. You are still very much there, only shrouded by pain, misery and confusion.. The broken are the more evolved.
I’m so sorry any of this happened to you. The Texas mental health care system is seriously messed up. I once was forced in and they treated me horribly. At one point a nurse decided to “sneak” me a soda to “be nice and make me feel better” but when I said I didn’t want the soda she blew up on me. Verbally abused me by calling me names, said I was crazy, even said if I didn’t take the soda I’d be “locked up longer” for being so entitled. High school bullies grow up to work in health care so they can still bully people and get away with it. It’s unfair for those of us who actually need compassion and kindness 😔
Daniel, in so so sorry that you were treated this way :( this is the biggest problem in psychiatric care facilities. You don't deserve that kind of treatment, you needed love, care, compassion , protection and understanding. My heart breaks hearing this :(. Much much much love .
Daniel, you aren't whining. I also live in Texas and have been forcibly committed a few times (and voluntarily once). It's ridiculously traumatic to go through, no matter how many times you go through it. I'm so sorry this happened to you. These places are supposed to be there to help us, but we usually end up leaving with more trauma than we went in with. I don't know how it is in other states, but it's REALLY screwed up here. What you said about not knowing the right answer hit me really hard. I've thought about that a lot. When someone asks me if they should ask for help, I struggle. I'll always say yes, but I'll always warn them ahead of time what they can expect. (Not to mention the price, even with insurance.) I'm glad you're out now, though. ❤️ P.S. My song guess is You Raise Me Up! Great song!!
@@GrowWildOutdoors The only one that I went to that I liked was in Austin, TX. I believe it was called Ascension Seton Shoal Creek. The staff was very kind and caring and they let me keep my books as long as they were paperbacks.
You Raise Me Up… beautifully played. Brought me to tears. Always fight the demons within. They can never defeat the light and you are light! Never give up and keep up the fight. God has placed you exactly where you are. He needs you there in order to help others find strength the way you have. Namaste my friend…
I live in Texas, Houston actually. Have thought many times I should check myself into a psychiatric ward. Hearing how terrible this is, just heart breaking. This country is disgraceful with mental health. And so many struggle. Money, is another issue. And just how people with these struggles are treated like they don't matter. Definitely worsens my depression. Wishing that this would change, but knowing it won't.
I admire your strength and your persistence man! It's not easy to be so open and show your vulnerability but it's beyond comprehension how much you help other wounded souls with healing their wounds. There are beautiful things ahead and you deserve them all. I'm sorry you experienced all that but it showed me that strength is found inside in spite of everything trying to convince otherwise. I just wish I were close so I could give you a proper hug.
History will show how badly people with mental health conditions are treated. Re education is needed for the police health care workers and clinics. I love your paintings. Keep up your creativity. It takes courage to do what you do. Stay well stay healthy stay sane Stay the beautiful person you are. Greetings from England
I worked on a mental health ward as a student nurse. It was fascinating and so sad to see the effects of mental health problems on the patients and their extended families. I accidentally went into the mens toilet. Someone had written on the wall, why are people so horrible. Second person had written, maybe because they are ill. Person one then wrote, I meant the staff and person 2 replied, so did I. Institutionalised staff are poisonous in all care situations. Unfortunately these situations are hard to change so the most caring and intelligent staff move on. It is a terrible vicious circle.
Well done for going for help. What a shame that the very people who are supposed to help you understand so little and don't treat patients like the individuals they are. Stay strong Daniel.
Hi Daniel! Unfortunately, I've been on a few psych floors myself, and I can identify with everything you're saying. It's never fun, and sometimes it's torture. I was at a facility in Georgia, after overdosing and being in ICU for several days...the staff were verbally abusive, they picked on and made fun of the patients all day long. We were forced to sleep with all the lights on. I could go on and on. It's awful that we have to go through abuse after some of the worst experiences of our lives. I just want you to know that you are not alone in your experiences...and I will pray that you never have to be in that position again! Much love! ❤
Hey Daniel, you did a GREAT job sharing this experience. You explained it very clearly even though it was a traumatic and horrible time. I don't think I could do this if it was me. You make a huge difference to us. Thank you so much!!!! Also, beautiful poetry as always, and beautiful harmonica too.
I’m not even half way through this video and I’m getting images of the ‘one flew over the Cuckoo’s nest’ film in my head. How on earth, in 2021, is this not the stuff of history by now? Seriously. It’s bad enough having to go through the sheer trauma that is the horrors of war. It’s bad enough to have mental illness in a place where clearly it’s treated in the same vein as crime (honestly, how backwards is that?). But to be a veteran with mental illness and to treat Daniel the way he has been, is outrageous, archaic, tortuous, inhumane - there just aren’t strong enough words to describe the situation. How is none of this held to account? Daniel, for what it’s worth, I’ve followed your journey since I saw you on SBSK with Chris. You have such inner strength - without which you wouldn’t still be here. I don’t have any answers. But I do hear your words and can say to you, if you can and want to reach out, just reply to me here. I can be a listening ear. Im not American either so I don’t know your health care systems - not that I’d want to judging by your journey. Just know, those that follow you have such love for you, we see you, we hear you. You’re not alone (although on here we are somewhat faceless). If we could cover you in a blanket of love and care you’d definitely feel it. Stay with us. You are worthy of all the care and help possible. You are. ❤️❤️❤️💫💫💫🌼🌼🌼
I am so sorry that happened to you. I used to work at a mental health facility that is run by the state. A lot of staff are ill equipped to handle serious mental health issues. What happened to you shouldn't have gone down that way. These places are not required to hire people with degrees in any form of mental health. They are CNA's in a lot of places who have no idea how to descalate bad situations or how to protect other patients from being abused or assaulted. Some, staff are psychiatric attendants but that's a bachelor's degree in psychology it's not enough. I hope you are able to find the proper help you need in the future. I have PTSD and understand how much we are misunderstood by mental health practitioners a lot of the time. Bless you and I hope you find peace 😊. Thank you for serving our country💛. Thank you for sharing your story I am sure it was not an easy thing to share , but necessary. The rest of the world needs to hear how people are treated when they have mental health issue's. I wish you nothing but the best and you are in my prayers.
My mother suffers from schizoaffective disorder and I suffer from PTSD due to the physical and emotional trauma. Seeing you openly talk about your experience with mental health makes both of us so much more comfortable with the crazy thoughts that run through our head. Stay strong with your self harm. I’ll keep your strength in my thoughts when I’m struggling too.
I can not say I’ve been in your shoes but to a point e we all self harm ourselves. This is a perfect example of why you should tell yourself that you are worth living for. On a days when you are feeling your worst please know there are so many others out here and you are loved and your worth is important
Hi, Daniel. This is Sherry D. again. I've been following you through Chris and SKSB even when comments were suspended on that channel. I have a little experience with your struggles. Thank you for your vigilance on the psych ward toward observing the vulnerability of women on mixed floors. I promise the women and staff know it and intimidation and rape/intimidation sex on those floors is common. I've never been to Texas, but I believe it's the same in any public facility. Please seek help in a planned program and go and thrive with all our hope and love. I know your feelings are raw and your defenses are thin, but nakedness, toothlessness, and a total lack of the trappings of civilized dignity cannot prevent a human or tigress from protecting a child or cub (or the innocent humanity that lies within us all). And so, no matter what, stand tall, with dignity, and know that I stand with you. You are not damaged, crazy, or irredeemable. Just hurt and hurting and your biology is playing tricks on you. I am in Arizona and when you get out, I want to hear your next poem. You have all the love in the world because that is what you are giving.
You raise me up 🎶🎶🎶 I was in for 72 hours. Worst place for me to be. I just lost my son. Meds finally right, weekly therapy and quarterly psychiatrist. I really hope you find peace and comfort. 🙏 🙏 🙏
Thinking of you. I was sectioned alongside my daughter in a mother and baby psych unit with an adjustment disorder/cptsd/autism. It was like a prison and scary as heck as never knew when we were going to be released. They even removed my daughter from my room even though I was no harm to my daughter. It is disgusting how they "treat" us. I hope you will find peace in yourself soon. Keep on fighting. I may not know you but I feel love for you.
Your bending and vibrato on that harmonica is amazing! Edit: remembered what the song is called: You raise me up. What a great ending for the video. You raise us up and give inspiration to those who also deal with these things. You do a lot for the community, man.
Bless you my friend, I’ve struggled with depression abs anxiety and lost my career 10 years ago. I realize I am worth a good life and so are you. You are loved . 🙏🏻💙✌🏻
I can understand why it was conflicting because getting help caused more harm. You just kinda end up in a situation where you are just…stuck. I am so sorry you had to go through this experience and that you just don’t feel safe - and it get it. We are here for you Daniel and your strength, as hard as it is for you, is incredibly brave. You make a difference even when you don’t think you do..thank you for being here, you make me feel like I’m not alone and i hope we do the same for you. You’re poem struck my soul.
It’s so sad seeing you believe you aren’t worthy of help. Everyone deserves help when needed no matter how serious or minor the situation may be. You are so deserving of help Daniel 💖 stay safe x
Yes, he deserves everything he needs or wants. Daniel, we love you! ❤
I am so thankful that you are safe and out of that situation.
Sending love to you from the UK xx
Amen
@SeaBank read the room, dude
That people with mental illness are still treated with so much hostility and ignorance in this day and age is is unforgivable. Instead of care and understanding this man was systematically re-traumatised. That is insane!
I can’t wrap my mind around it and it’s absolutely devastating 💔💔💔
These places that are supposed to HELP you are the sick ones
Maybe they shouldn't be called mentally ill until someone steps up with scientifical evidence that whatever they claim it's an illness actually is,and this should include diagnostic tests not theories in a book.
Until then people should be considered unwell and in need of care.
You ever go to Hillsboro oregon they do this same kind of stuff there too.
Thank you for understanding our struggle I really appreciate it
You may not believe this but you’re really someone I think of often. You really inspire me and help so much you have no idea. We love you man.
John Paul yes Daniel is far more inspiring than he realizes! He is a very brave and strong soul for sure!
He doesn't realize it, but Daniel is stronger than any of us could ever hope to be.
Me too! I think of Daniel and am inspired by him.
Yes I agree with this I am always wishing you well and thinking of you
Daniel has been important in my healing process. My father has schizoaffective disorder, but he is not a good man like Daniel is. Daniel has helped me to understand that not everyone with schizoaffective is violent and hateful towards other people. He's just a guy riding the struggle bus like the rest of us.
Can we all just take a minute to thank this man for his service? And tell and show him how much he means to us ?!!! Merry Christmas!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Absolutely. Daniel, I have so much respect for you, and you’re immensely cared about, by so many of us on here. ❤️ I wish you a safe and Happy Christmas, surrounded by family, love and your stuffies (we call them teddy’s - teddy bears - here. Thank you for your service, Daniel. ❤️✊ Love and respect from Scotland 🏴 ❤️✊
for real. I havent been watching long..but I think that it resonates with us watching how Real he is being. and I hope you & everyone reading this is safe and has a wonderful day❤💫🏆👍🏼🌟😎🤩🎄🎆🎉♥️ Happy Holidays to all of you!
@Smurfette Did It Based. I respect this man IN SPITE of his service.
Hey Dan, I never comment. I've been on youtube about 10 years and this is my first one.
I love you, WE love you. I need you, WE need you.
You are doing so much for the world and you don't even know it meanwhile dealing with something that 99% of us just wouldn't be able to deal with.
I look forward to seeing your face every single time I see you have posted. I know you don't read these but in case someone close to you ever does, I hope that they can at least see how much you mean to people around the globe.
He *does* read them buddy.♥️
@kurozke just made that channel a year ago. You know an account isn't required to watch videos, right?
@kurozke this isn’t my original account.
@kurozke the fact that you went out of your way JUST to go search...then make your comment 🤷🏻♀️ for what? Regardless of he has been on for years & years....or he JUST created it 🤷🏻♀️ What Does That Matter? Does it affect YOU\your life?! 😅🤦🏻♀️ Completely missed the point of OPs original comment & message! 💯
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How in the fuck did we get to this point?! I can absolutely relate to this poor gentleman. I’ve been hospitalized 11 times in 20 years for mental health issues. That’s 11 times too many. Why is it such a difficult fucking concept to treat mental health as equally as important as physical health? The two are intrinsically linked, but because mental illness is intangible, we treat sufferers like they’re simply misbehaving. Why haven’t we studied the neurological aspects more? There is a PHYSICAL reason for this! In the brain! On a molecular level!!! More funding needs to be routed to mental health studies. We need to know more.
Psychiatry needs to be extinguised and they're man made illnesses.
Then other medical fields should look for organical causes, such as neurology, endocrinology and even virology/bacteriology.
More studies in pregnant women and how exposure to substances and stress (cortisol)can affect the baby's brain still inside the womb.
And finally recognize that majority of mental illnesses aren't illnessed but a clusters of consequences and responses to trauma and that many people are unlucky with life's lottary.
They purposely study the mind so that they can use people through psychology... it’s not good.. a lot of people are there just because of the money it can generate. They don’t care about the people that are hurt and need help/encouragement
I agree...why? Just why???😭
When I was taken to a psych ward at age 17, the cops showed up and when I opened the door they had a rifle pointed at me with their finger on the tigger and when I tried to be nice and hold the door open for them they grabbed the door away from me and said “no, we’ll hold it” 🥲✋🏻
@@chaneykane3828I’m so sry ❤
It's really horrible how they treated you. You don't deserve it, you deserve love and people who treat you right
" -deep breathe- I hate being honest sometimes."
You're the most genuine guy. I'm so sorry this was your Thanksgiving experience this year. Keep on going, you can do it🖤
Oh, and breathe deeply! (It's not BAD advice.) I do prefer, "Breathe, damnit", followed by a swift thump on the back. Tough love. It also makes them choke on their own tears. That's love at my house.
You are 1000xs stronger than I could ever dream of being. How you continue to fight-not just for yourself, which is hard enough-but for the hard-earned rights of all veterans. For all human beings. Daniel, you’re a hero on so many levels. I have no words to describe the strength I see in you. And for you to even be able to talk about it is nothing short of miraculous. May God bless every ounce of effort you put into this advocacy….. and the effort you put into simply living every day. And how you manage to insert such perfectly-worded humor while recounting your suffering is a priceless talent. 🤪😊 You’re amazing. I can’t say enough good about you. It would be an honor to get to meet you one day. I’d love to shake your hand, hug your neck, and do whatever I could to encourage you to keep doing what you’re doing. To care for the welfare of total strangers while in the midst of your own turmoil…. I don’t know how you do it, but you’re a better human being than I am. Keep writing. Keep speaking out. Keep being EXACTLY who you are. 💜💛
P.S. The song is “You Raise Me Up”, and you played it beautifully! ☺️
You are so strong that is no doubt. To deal with this should be so hard nobody can imagine truly
I wish you NOT HAVE TO BE THAT STRONG all the time and find safety and peace.
Omg couldn't say it better he's so strong fighting and talking to other people who aren't sure what to do.....what might happen ....truth. About what happens when you ask for help....there's no lies with this man only honesty. Great man be well
Daniel, I remember the first time I discovered you here on UA-cam as someone who struggles with extreme complex PTSD, social and generalized anxiety disorder, addiction, clinical depression and multiple suicide attempts throughout my life that came with it as I was severely abused as a child and now approaching 25 years old, I hope you know just how much you mean to complete strangers like myself who have heard your story and can relate to it. I have experienced some psychiatric hospitalizations in my life and I can tell you that they are utterly traumatic and do not help most suffering… When someone is in that much pain… Unless you’re a danger to others, all you need is to be reassured that everything is going to be all right and that you’re safe …nonetheless, having PTSD.
I have always said that mental illness/psychiatry/psychology medicine is stuck in the 1950s. You’re treated as if you are a prisoner instead of someone who is hurting and has a medical condition-(in psychiatric wards, you’re treated like a prisoner just like you said rather than someone with an illness within your brain. I desperately pray that someday, mental
Illnesses are treated the same way neurology is considering both involve your brain. Daniel, no matter what you tell yourself and how many demons get to you and lie to you, I hope you understand what a wonderful human being you are and how many people that you have provided comfort to by your videos and sharing your story.
I pray that you never hurt yourself and you stay on this earth with us because God, you don’t even understand the difference you’ve made in such a positive way. Stay strong, buddy. You are an incredible human being and all of my thoughts and well wishes are with you.
Super sweet message
Thank you for writing this message. Every word is needed and wanted to say.
These are the times where crazy people are living free and beautiful people are suffering
You are THE strongman - never put yourself down you are the greatest and you have many many friends and supporters here ❤️
Daniel, I can't even explain to you how much respect I hold for you. What you have been through no one should ever gone through. I don't know if you will ever see this, but if you do, please know that even if you don't feel it, so many people are praying/hoping/wishing you well! I spend all of my time advocating for veterans, ESPECIALLY those that need help, and I must say you are one of the most impressive, composed, and determined people I have ever met (or perhaps just seen). I haven't ever met you, but I do everything I can do support veterans, those with mental health issues, and those that need help in any way/shape/form. I am a jeeper, and I can confidently say I love you, and I support you as much as I possibly can. If there is anything we can do, as a community that supports veterans, jeepers, and ANYONE that needs help, don't be afraid to say hi! We adore you, and we want to do as much good as we possibly can.
His name is Daniel
Bless you.
I love your soul 💗
I live in northeast Texas. Maybe someday we can meet and share our stories of survival. Even when the odds are against us, like a broken mental healthcare system. We are survivors and that’s what makes us strong. Your will to keep going has, at times, been the only inspiration to keep *me* going. That it’s not impossible.
Your candidness and honesty about what you go through and all the battles truly do shed light on and gives courage to those who hide away because they are afraid of being alone in it all, or being judged and cast aside.
I am not a person who cries when watching movies or videos, but YOU...Dan, you broke my heart, you made me cry, and laugh. My son is also a veteran, and he stood here and watched this video with me, and just want to tell you that you are such a beautiful soul, and we are so sorry for all you went through. We are felllow Texans, so we get where you're coming from with the mental health care here. We send you lots of love, and thank you for your service.
These places are horrible, Daniel. I've seen so many people with bloody faces, wrists and everything there. They don't really protect you. I'm having a hard time but your videos always give me the strength to go on, even on the darkest days. Thank you.
Mental illness is one of the hardest things anyone can deal with. My children and myself all have it and I see how much they suffer. It’s very misunderstood and difficult to watch.
I have to agree with you. I have never dealt with mental illness myself, but my daughter and step daughter have. There is no reasoning when someone is in that state of mind. There is no easy answer and there isn't a silver lining. I'm so sorry with all you have to deal with. It's definitely not for the faint of heart. 💔 Hopefully you have a good support system because the only thing worse than dealing with mental illness is dealing with it alone.
Mental illness and chronic pain i have to fight every day. I hate it
@@macmarles3243 I understand mate. It's a struggle everyday. Your not alone today though coz I'm sending you my love and support. We just have to get through the minutes and then the hours will take care of themselves. Hang in there mate 👍
@@roygeorge5364 means a lot to hear. Struggling right now medical chronic pain issues causing me problems. Hope someone hears my cry bur can't make friends in the verge of crying out. Sux feels like shit
@@macmarles3243 chronic pain sucks mate! I developed an addiction to Oxy Contin due to a back injury and ended up in rehab!! I want you to be loving and kind to yourself today mate. Push those shitty thoughts from your head if you can, but most importantly please hang in there. It's seems to take forever to start feeling a little better, but when it happens you will be glad you were around to feel it. Take care mate, sending you lots of love from Australia 😘😘😘
Daniel I'm sorry buddy. You deserve to be treated with more compassion and dignity. Love you brother.
Our healthcare system is horrendous.
I'm so heavy hearted hearing your cry for a safe space and being treated as a wild animal.
America should be ashamed at how people are treated (whether physical or mental).... Especially our military folks who need help. I didn't say it before, but I wanted to tell you how moving your poetry is.... The haunting yet honest drawings and sketches... You play the harmonica beautifully.
You have several God given gifts and talents.
Music is one of my "calming places".
....and thank you for sharing the pictures during your videos.
You have allowed us to stand and look through your window.... And I know I'm a better person for that opportunity.
You did it Daniel; you survived. You are helping so many people and it is SO important for you to share your story to open people’s eyes to how broken our healthcare system is so that we can fight for change. Keep on trucking, friend. Change will come.
Mental health care is a nightmare... If we are going to improve then mental health care system, consumers need to be consoltants for starters. Hey man love your art 😎
It's difficult to understand how some workers in this field are so uncaring. As if having a mental disorder makes you less of a human. You deserve so much better Daniel. Since my 19 year old son as many mental disorders, my mama bear side comes out whenever he is not treated with respect and compassion. It's not much, but we are sending you lots of love from Canada.
It is a broken system from the top down.
Horrifically broken
Dear Daniel, it is good that you are alive. God bless you! Merry Christmas from Croatia 🙂🇭🇷
I always think about how you are doing, even if you're on the other side of the world. You deserve help, you are just as worthy as anyone else.
Daniel I'm so sorry that you have to go thru this and I can't even begin to fathom your pain. You are such a delightful guy, multi-talented too. I have great respect for who you are and I love your vids.
It's not just Texas, it's everywhere. Psyche units are bad places for treating mental health criseses in most cases. The staff is abusive, there is nothing to do, there is no real treatment and in many cases you are in danger not only from other patients, but oftentimes from staff members themselves. Treating people with mental health issues badly is really the last form of acceptable abuse. You have to recover from the trama experienced in many of these units after you get out. And that's all you want is to get out of the hell hole you find yourself in. I hope you have found a good, safe and mentally healthy treatment center. Your art work is amazing and you have so much good to share in this world. You are loved. God bless.
"How are we supposed to when when we are ***** terrified of help?" That is the most powerful thing I have heard someone say about mental health care in the US. It's harsh because it's true... many mental health care providers are wonderful, but some are horrible, and patients lose the right to protect themselves if they end up in the wrong place. The care provided is given based on who the lowest bidder is, not who can give the best care. We need to do better. A hell of a lot better.
It's a minefield.
AND YOUR HARMONICA PLAYING JUST BROUGHT SO MANY HAPPY TEARS TO MY EYES!!! I have never seen you as at peace as you looked playing harmonica
I love you Daniel. I'm very happy to see you. I'm sorry it was such a struggle! It's so important that you speak out against the terrible conditions. I'm sorry you had to brave it at all.
HOLY SHIT YOU ARE SO STRONG. After *everything* you've been through and navigate on a minute-to-minute basis, you STILL are broad-minded and thoughtful and kind enough to consider why people around you make the shitty choices they do, and that is SO HUGE. I know I don't know you, but I feel so proud of you and feel so much love and awe with regard to you. THANK YOU for sharing your journey with us and letting us care for you!!!
Dear Daniel,
I was getting so angry hearing about your experiences. I am a social worker in Germany and I train to become a therapist. Right now I am researching on the topic if chronical illness is a cause of chronical bad and wrong treatment. Europe has a contract that psychological help should be close to the people. So no more stationary psychiatric ward. Instead help that comes to you. To your place, to your social network. So that you are seen as an individual again. As a person. I really hope that you never have to go back to these unbereable conditions. You have a voice, and there are so many people here listening and cheering for you.
Whenever you need something - just text.
Wish you all the best. Lara
Those ideas are amazing!!
Many people get worse, I'd go so far as to say Most people get worse when they're forced to be with many others that are also struggling and in the environment they're in, with low quality mental health workers!
Talking to the ones I know that have gone to psychiatric wards, trust me, they hated every minute and the minute they're in, their only goal is to get out as fast as possible! They aren't actually receiving any proper help.
To be at home, in their safe environment (as long as it Is a safe environment) seems like the best possible scenario!
I sure hope the US will do the same. As much as they know about mental health and the fact that they ignore all the obvious dangers of psychiatric wards tells us alot. And none of it good! It's not going to change unless the Families of the struggling ones insist on immediate and drastic changes!!
God bless you
@@Random-JustAnother You know what is really sad about this? These ideas already exists for more then 50 years.. and still our world is struggeling to realize them. There are just a few countries which really try to let those who need treatment participate. The times in which others decide what health means and how you can achieve it are over! We need to start listening to those who stopped talking! We need to be flexible in our health care so that we can stay close to the needs of them.
It is so hard to stay "healthy" nowadays. I mean.. its really a miracle if we watch all the stressors that we have to go through.
So who ever reads this: dont give up. You are not alone. And you deserve to feel save, welcome, self-effectiv and loved.
Again Daniel, thank you for sharing
We have something similar to this in Australia.. it's called PHAMS.. personal helpers and mentors service. You are matched with a worker who suits your personality.. the worker helps a couple of times a week getting out, going places, doing tasks that might be difficult.. paying bills, getting groceries.. going out for lunch or a haircut.. and with basic counselling.. Not trying to psychoanalyze everything.. but real conversations. We need more of this.. all over the world. It is impossible to heal in a facility. Personal experience. Bandaid over a bullet hole ❤
Be safe, Daniel . I wish you peace of mind . You have so beautiful soul and heart! 🤗
I pray for a day our first responders learn how to deal with mental health calls in a a better manner. Psych wards are essentially prisons, you are absolutely right. Anytime I have ever been, 90% of staff have no business working with patients of our needs. They just end up being babysitters and essentially prison guards. It needs to change. It’s bad everywhere in this country. I’m glad you went, and I’m glad every time I went too, but you are so right, it’s a frightening experience. Thank you for speaking out. If enough of us do, one day we will see change.
The first responders are responding just fine. What would you suggest they do differently? Some mentally ill people have been offered help and they would rather suffer and complain forever.
My dear Daniel..
We...The world are so incredibly blessed 🙌 to have you and your plight. Because unfortunately our mental health system is VERY BROKEN. And unfortunately some of us suffer more than other's and are punished for it when their already in such suffrage and pain. YOU ARE AN AMAZING MAN, DANIEL. PLEASE KEEP HANGING ON MY FRIEND. THERE'S ONLY ONE DANIEL AND MY DEAR DANIEL, YOU ARE PRICELESS!💯💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💯💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Daniel, you are the sweetest soul. You have no idea how many people you are helping by being so vulnerable about your illnesses. You show so many people suffering with mental illness that they are not alone and that there is hope. Praying everyday for your recovery ❤️🩹
It’s really heartbreaking how a guy who is the most gentle sweet dude ever is suffering and doesn’t think he is worthy.
Daniel as a resident of Texas you have my word that in the 2022 elections I will vote for those leaders willing to work and improve healthcare especially for our veterans and for others suffering mental health issues.
Sending love from Hungary, Europe. You are such a great guy with a big heart! I wish you all the best buddy ;)
Oh my gosh man that sucks so bad, and you turned it into being a hilarious story. "Hey, Daniel." 😆
I am going into social work, and I will always keep your experiences in my heart to make sure no one under my watch will go through what you did. I will go on and make change in the world and to make sure others are treated justifiably. Thank you so much sharing your experiences, you are greatly appreciate by so many here ❤️
Daniel. This weekend my son was taken to hospital, on an involuntary hold!! He's still a teenager. When I found out that he was there, I IMMEDIATELY started texting him, and, trying to get him to say what he needed to, to the Psychiatrist who was pulled out of bed, so that the Judge could be pulled out of bed, to release him, so that we could ALL GO TO BED, when I had him safely home!! I KNOW that people should go, get help, when they need it, BUT, I live in Texas ( and it's not like other places, here) I feel as though he was safer, with me. I know that's not the way to think, but, I've been on the receiving end of " overuse" of force, and, I didn't want that, for my son. I'm glad you made it through,and, out the other side. I hope that you are with friends this next couple of days and have the Happiest Christmas possible.
I was just talking about this last night. I watched a documentary where this kid was so upset that nobody seemed to notice he was struggling, and, as a reaction, due to the fact that I’ve been institutionalized before, I couldn’t help but think “but it’ll be worse for you if they notice” … it’s really sad that this is the state of things. Help is important. Therapy is important. But these institutions and jails need reform BADLY.
As soon as you say you’re struggling, game over.
Not in a good place today, feeling like you may be the only person who makes sense to me today. I wish you happiness and peace.
Daniel! I’m so sorry! I’m sitting on the couch right now struggling with whether I should see my therapist or not cause I don’t deserve her time. I feel like a complete failure. It’s one of those days where I wonder if there is any sense in going on. But part of me knows that this is my illness talking. So I’m hanging on. Your vid came at the right time. I’m so sorry that happened to you. You don’t deserve this. Nobody does. I wish you were here - at least health care is good here ( Europe). I wish you could experience the (free!) care I have access to. I feel so guilty and helpless. I wish I could do anything to help you. Please hang on. Please don’t give up. Please stay. Lots of Love from Austria
You absolutely deserve her time. Make the call. Sending you love and hugs, from an internet stranger xxx
Oh sweet @MissMindel {{{HUGZ}}}
You are worth so, so much.
Do you know God hung the stars in the sky just for you? And the birds outside your window sing for you? The sun shines on your face, the beams are kisses from God 💋
Go call your therapist, she wants to hear from you 💗
May God fill your heart with His Love, Peace & Strength 🙏
Thank you , thank you so much for hearing me. I can’t tell how much of a difference that makes
Hi Miss Mindel, you definitely deserve your therapists time, because you deserve tp be happy - or at least not in unnecessary pain. It's a really tough tim eat the moment and I can only imagine what it's like it Austria with the crazy stuff around COVID. I have friends and family here in Australia that have their mental state badly affected by the pressure.
Take care of number one and alles gute (I hope I got that right!)
You absolutely deserve all the help you need to go through difficult periods. Your life is just as precious as anyone else's. Please take care of yourself.
"Danny Boy" is one of my favorite songs too, and you play it beautifully. It was such a treat to hear it this morning. Thank you! And please, be well.
I live in Texas and I agree with you. I have been in mental hospitals 3 different times. 2 times in Texas and once in Missouri. All for self harm or suicidal attempts. The first time I went it wasn’t so bad because I was put with nice people and okay staff. The second time I went was horrible. I was put in the worst unit where people were spitting on the walls, and defecating in the showers. Almost all the male patients were touching me so instead of sending them off they made me isolate and I couldn’t have anyone sit next to me. I am now 8 years free from self harm. Not because of the horrible psych wards, but because the love and support of my family and finally getting real help. We care for you Daniel!
You are so right. I'm a worker in the community and have never seen a psych residential helps people
It sounds like they have no idea how to de-escalate a crisis there. I mean, c'mon! You have a safety plan in place! They should have considered that and helped you implement it. High risk for self-harm doesn't always justify placing you in a mental hospital. There are other ways to de-escalate a crisis! The fact that they put you in such a bad environment and didn't even offer therapy is disgusting. I'm sorry you had to endure this abuse. You deserve so much better. I hope someone from your mental health system sees this video and realizes just how badly they treated you.
In Finnland Lappland they got a better system
This man is pretty amazing. He explains very well. I really like him. I think he could write a book about his life and what he experiences. He’s great with his explanations.
I admire him. He’s also very handsome. I sure hope he realizes how very cool he is one day.
He’s so refreshingly honest.
I do believe that he is an angel here on earth.
He’s so caring and sensitive in almost a pure and holy way.
Please, please don’t ever hurt yourself.
The world needs your mind and words.
You are rare.❤️
I'm so sorry to hear you were treated this way, especially after serving your country. Mutual respect and compassion go a long way. We're here for you brother, you're not alone. You are loved by many.
Thank you for being transparent and honest Daniel. Great poetry too. Take care of yourself. You are loved.
Our country's treatment of mental health patients is disgusting.
If I had a troubled neighbor, I would be a friend and be someone he/she could rely on for support and/or emergency help.
Everyone deserves to have a happy life. Everyone needs help once in a while. Everyone needs a friend.
Damn it, where are your neighbors?
I love you, Brother. Be kind to yourself, because you make us smile when you are safe. 🙌❤️❤️❤️
Mental health services in this country need a complete and total overhaul. I am so sorry that this happened to you. You deserve to have respect and kindness shown to you at all times. You're a human being, and you deserve to be treated like one.
Omg I just found you on here randomly, I work in mental health this ABSOLUTELY breaks my heart.. Please don't let a bad place make you think your not WORTHY, YOU ARE .. I know Im literally just getting to know u but everyone is worthy no matter what .. As humans we all make mistakes we are still worthy. I know it's hard to feel that way when your down but trust me, your someone's someone and they care I promise u that , now I care as well and I know u have lots of people on here who care.. Stay Strong and keep spreading the word and BREAKING the stigma of mental illness 💙💪💙 your doing an AMAZING job.. BTW is that a sloth or a hedgehog, I love sloths and monkey's, I went to Costa Rica once just to see them.. Your stuffie is really cute 💙
I was tricked into being committed by my GP when I lived in Texas and I felt like I was a criminal being punished rather than somebody who desperately needed help and kindness. Mental institutions in Texas are horrific and nobody at the facility I was kept at actually cared about the patients.
It was the most traumatic experience of my life and I’m still not over it and I don’t think I ever will be. I’m sorry you had to face the same thing. Things absolutely need to change when it comes to mental health facilities in Texas.
My heart goes out to you, kind stranger! I hope things can get at least a little bit better for you.
You're so talented.handling you're tribulations like a star.nothing like the sound of a harmonica.
The injustice of the mental health system is so horrific. I completely understand how I validating and dangerous it feels to be in a psych ward when there's no real system to help and the people you end up surrounded by are just making it worse. Keep holding on this Christmas, you deserve all the little moments and happy moments family and holidays can bring💗 keep using thoses sensory toys, they're really life savers
Hey me too, went thru hell on earth 🌎 The caring and human touch is totally missing from those places. I got help from holistic medicine and by educating myself, and noone who knew me 5 years ago would even recognize me physically or emotionally now. I wish the best for him you and anyone who needs help because it usually doesn't come from hospitals or mental health system unless you have great insurance and or are wealthy. That is 100% true!!!!!!!!!
Daniel we are always here! You are never alone! I come here to remember I am not alone! We are all here together 💕
As someone who lives in Texas and has been to a ward here it’s hell. No one deserves the type of treatment these places give. Now that I’m better and I can reflect on what it was like, I start to realize how traumatizing it truly was.
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Hi Daniel! Sometimes things are tough. But you know what? YOU ARE AMAZING! You are so strong and honest and SMART! I’m going to pray for you, Daniel. I’m so sorry you went trough that awful experience. But I am so glad you are here to share with us your life.
WE LOVE YOU! ❤️🤍
I had to laugh when you said what you told the naughty guy! he had it coming ....
Heartbreaking!🥺 I've seen other video interviews and such a sweet soul. I hate that the mental health system is so messed up. Being self aware and wanting help should make this a priority. Mental heath should be treated with care and compassion. Unfortunately thats not what's happening here. This is exactly why people give up and are scared to try to get help!! If your in this field of work it was to help people what is happening that they decide to say "Fuck it" and treat people like this!!🤬 Out All of the UA-cam community cant we get someone to reach out and help this sweet man. He absolutely deserves to be helped🥰
I live in Texas as well and the mental health facilities here are the worst. I am so very sorry for you. You are a beautiful person and I hope all the best for your future.
Daniel!!! I love you! I see you and man I fucking understand!!! I stan with you every step of the way. Through the ups and downs of your healing path I will be there. You are in my mind, thoughts, prayers, and heart. You are incredible. You DESERVE ALL THE HELP. You are WORTHY of everything you want. Please never ever let go of that word. I know this world is horrible, and that the people that are supposed to help us are as lost as we are. But there are a couple of people that know what they are doing, and you will find them. I promise. Please keep safe.
Being able to get help is such a brave trait, good on you.
Daniel...the song is "you raise me up"
Nice, very nice! After reading so many responses...I hope you see how you help raise others up! I bought your book & plan to read it over the Christmas Holiday!
...keep on keepin' on friend!
I'm 100% convinced (I'd be 200% if it were such a thing) .. That this is absolutely extreme CPTSD and Daniel has reverted to a scared child like state. I was like this for 10 years following 2 years of extreme sexual abuse (as an adult) and after a major breakdown.. my brain just didn't work, fragmented thoughts, I genuinely felt brain damaged, not me anymore and constantly, forever terrified. It's so similar it's scary. I'm not who I was before but rather a fully grown super - human version of who I was before.! There is a future beyond now. You just need the peace and space to discover that starting block. It's behind one of those doors. You are still very much there, only shrouded by pain, misery and confusion.. The broken are the more evolved.
You are kicking ass and taking names. You’re worthier than you give yourself credit for!
I’m so sorry any of this happened to you. The Texas mental health care system is seriously messed up. I once was forced in and they treated me horribly. At one point a nurse decided to “sneak” me a soda to “be nice and make me feel better” but when I said I didn’t want the soda she blew up on me. Verbally abused me by calling me names, said I was crazy, even said if I didn’t take the soda I’d be “locked up longer” for being so entitled. High school bullies grow up to work in health care so they can still bully people and get away with it. It’s unfair for those of us who actually need compassion and kindness 😔
Daniel, in so so sorry that you were treated this way :( this is the biggest problem in psychiatric care facilities. You don't deserve that kind of treatment, you needed love, care, compassion , protection and understanding. My heart breaks hearing this :(. Much much much love .
Daniel, you aren't whining. I also live in Texas and have been forcibly committed a few times (and voluntarily once). It's ridiculously traumatic to go through, no matter how many times you go through it. I'm so sorry this happened to you. These places are supposed to be there to help us, but we usually end up leaving with more trauma than we went in with. I don't know how it is in other states, but it's REALLY screwed up here.
What you said about not knowing the right answer hit me really hard. I've thought about that a lot. When someone asks me if they should ask for help, I struggle. I'll always say yes, but I'll always warn them ahead of time what they can expect. (Not to mention the price, even with insurance.)
I'm glad you're out now, though. ❤️
P.S. My song guess is You Raise Me Up! Great song!!
Do you mind sharing the name(s) of facilities that I could research?
@@GrowWildOutdoors The only one that I went to that I liked was in Austin, TX. I believe it was called Ascension Seton Shoal Creek. The staff was very kind and caring and they let me keep my books as long as they were paperbacks.
You Raise Me Up… beautifully played. Brought me to tears. Always fight the demons within. They can never defeat the light and you are light! Never give up and keep up the fight. God has placed you exactly where you are. He needs you there in order to help others find strength the way you have. Namaste my friend…
I live in Texas, Houston actually. Have thought many times I should check myself into a psychiatric ward. Hearing how terrible this is, just heart breaking. This country is disgraceful with mental health. And so many struggle. Money, is another issue. And just how people with these struggles are treated like they don't matter. Definitely worsens my depression. Wishing that this would change, but knowing it won't.
Hi Mary I’m in tempe I relate to you it’s very sad to get any help I was in a psychiatric ward it was awful 🥲🥲😭
I'm so sorry Eileen. Things should change. It's awful how this country treats mental health.
@@softroo522 ❤️
We Love you Mr. Nepveux!
You are amazing man and you deserve it all. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I think about you often Daniel🧡 sending you love from Finland!
I admire your strength and your persistence man! It's not easy to be so open and show your vulnerability but it's beyond comprehension how much you help other wounded souls with healing their wounds. There are beautiful things ahead and you deserve them all. I'm sorry you experienced all that but it showed me that strength is found inside in spite of everything trying to convince otherwise. I just wish I were close so I could give you a proper hug.
You Raise Me Up!! My Grobanite heart was so warm and fuzzy when you played this. Thank you for sharing.
Sending you love, man.
History will show how badly people with mental health conditions are treated.
Re education is needed for the police health care workers and clinics.
I love your paintings. Keep up your creativity. It takes courage to do what you do.
Stay well stay healthy stay sane Stay the beautiful person you are.
Greetings from England
I worked on a mental health ward as a student nurse. It was fascinating and so sad to see the effects of mental health problems on the patients and their extended families. I accidentally went into the mens toilet. Someone had written on the wall, why are people so horrible. Second person had written, maybe because they are ill. Person one then wrote, I meant the staff and person 2 replied, so did I. Institutionalised staff are poisonous in all care situations. Unfortunately these situations are hard to change so the most caring and intelligent staff move on. It is a terrible vicious circle.
That poem was amazing. Just outstanding.
Well done for going for help.
What a shame that the very people who are supposed to help you understand so little and don't treat patients like the individuals they are.
Stay strong Daniel.
The human condition, fragile minds, sensitive hearts, complex lives, thanks for your honesty, where has the love and concern gone?
Hi Daniel! Unfortunately, I've been on a few psych floors myself, and I can identify with everything you're saying. It's never fun, and sometimes it's torture. I was at a facility in Georgia, after overdosing and being in ICU for several days...the staff were verbally abusive, they picked on and made fun of the patients all day long. We were forced to sleep with all the lights on. I could go on and on. It's awful that we have to go through abuse after some of the worst experiences of our lives. I just want you to know that you are not alone in your experiences...and I will pray that you never have to be in that position again! Much love! ❤
And AMAZING harmonica playing! xx
Glad to have a new vid from u King!
Keep going bro I love and care for u!!!
Daniel your poems are so telling, breathtaking
Hey Daniel, you did a GREAT job sharing this experience. You explained it very clearly even though it was a traumatic and horrible time. I don't think I could do this if it was me. You make a huge difference to us. Thank you so much!!!! Also, beautiful poetry as always, and beautiful harmonica too.
I had no idea how beautifully you can play the harmonica! Wow! I’d love to hear more! Thank you for sharing your music with us.
I’m not even half way through this video and I’m getting images of the ‘one flew over the Cuckoo’s nest’ film in my head. How on earth, in 2021, is this not the stuff of history by now?
Seriously.
It’s bad enough having to go through the sheer trauma that is the horrors of war.
It’s bad enough to have mental illness in a place where clearly it’s treated in the same vein as crime (honestly, how backwards is that?).
But to be a veteran with mental illness and to treat Daniel the way he has been, is outrageous, archaic, tortuous, inhumane - there just aren’t strong enough words to describe the situation.
How is none of this held to account?
Daniel, for what it’s worth, I’ve followed your journey since I saw you on SBSK with Chris. You have such inner strength - without which you wouldn’t still be here.
I don’t have any answers.
But I do hear your words and can say to you, if you can and want to reach out, just reply to me here. I can be a listening ear.
Im not American either so I don’t know your health care systems - not that I’d want to judging by your journey.
Just know, those that follow you have such love for you, we see you, we hear you. You’re not alone (although on here we are somewhat faceless). If we could cover you in a blanket of love and care you’d definitely feel it.
Stay with us. You are worthy of all the care and help possible. You are.
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I am so sorry that happened to you. I used to work at a mental health facility that is run by the state. A lot of staff are ill equipped to handle serious mental health issues. What happened to you shouldn't have gone down that way. These places are not required to hire people with degrees in any form of mental health. They are CNA's in a lot of places who have no idea how to descalate bad situations or how to protect other patients from being abused or assaulted. Some, staff are psychiatric attendants but that's a bachelor's degree in psychology it's not enough. I hope you are able to find the proper help you need in the future. I have PTSD and understand how much we are misunderstood by mental health practitioners a lot of the time. Bless you and I hope you find peace 😊. Thank you for serving our country💛. Thank you for sharing your story I am sure it was not an easy thing to share , but necessary. The rest of the world needs to hear how people are treated when they have mental health issue's. I wish you nothing but the best and you are in my prayers.
My mother suffers from schizoaffective disorder and I suffer from PTSD due to the physical and emotional trauma. Seeing you openly talk about your experience with mental health makes both of us so much more comfortable with the crazy thoughts that run through our head. Stay strong with your self harm. I’ll keep your strength in my thoughts when I’m struggling too.
I can not say I’ve been in your shoes but to a point e we all self harm ourselves. This is a perfect example of why you should tell yourself that you are worth living for. On a days when you are feeling your worst please know there are so many others out here and you are loved and your worth is important
Hi, Daniel. This is Sherry D. again. I've been following you through Chris and SKSB even when comments were suspended on that channel. I have a little experience with your struggles. Thank you for your vigilance on the psych ward toward observing the vulnerability of women on mixed floors. I promise the women and staff know it and intimidation and rape/intimidation sex on those floors is common. I've never been to Texas, but I believe it's the same in any public facility. Please seek help in a planned program and go and thrive with all our hope and love. I know your feelings are raw and your defenses are thin, but nakedness, toothlessness, and a total lack of the trappings of civilized dignity cannot prevent a human or tigress from protecting a child or cub (or the innocent humanity that lies within us all). And so, no matter what, stand tall, with dignity, and know that I stand with you. You are not damaged, crazy, or irredeemable. Just hurt and hurting and your biology is playing tricks on you. I am in Arizona and when you get out, I want to hear your next poem. You have all the love in the world because that is what you are giving.
You raise me up 🎶🎶🎶
I was in for 72 hours. Worst place for me to be. I just lost my son. Meds finally right, weekly therapy and quarterly psychiatrist. I really hope you find peace and comfort. 🙏 🙏 🙏
Thinking of you. I was sectioned alongside my daughter in a mother and baby psych unit with an adjustment disorder/cptsd/autism. It was like a prison and scary as heck as never knew when we were going to be released. They even removed my daughter from my room even though I was no harm to my daughter. It is disgusting how they "treat" us. I hope you will find peace in yourself soon. Keep on fighting. I may not know you but I feel love for you.
I love the person you are Daniel... You are SO right. The place where we should feel safe is a horrible experience. It has to change.
Your bending and vibrato on that harmonica is amazing! Edit: remembered what the song is called: You raise me up. What a great ending for the video. You raise us up and give inspiration to those who also deal with these things. You do a lot for the community, man.
Bless you my friend, I’ve struggled with depression abs anxiety and lost my career 10 years ago. I realize I am worth a good life and so are you. You are loved . 🙏🏻💙✌🏻
I can understand why it was conflicting because getting help caused more harm. You just kinda end up in a situation where you are just…stuck. I am so sorry you had to go through this experience and that you just don’t feel safe - and it get it. We are here for you Daniel and your strength, as hard as it is for you, is incredibly brave. You make a difference even when you don’t think you do..thank you for being here, you make me feel like I’m not alone and i hope we do the same for you. You’re poem struck my soul.