Real Talk. My Journey with Stage 4 Colon Cancer
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- Опубліковано 30 вер 2024
- I have received so much love and support from everyone on here, that I wanted to take the tine and tell you all exactly what my journey has entailed. I don't have memory of some of what has occurred over the last 2 and a half years as far as my battle with cancer, but this is a glimpse of what I do remember. Hopefully my story can help someone out there. Much love to you all.
This is 2022, I came across your video by accident. I’m sorry I couldn’t complete the video. It’s raw, gut renching, painful to watch. You are one brave, honestly real woman. RIP, you beautiful soul.
I started crying when you said the sky is a deeper blue and the grass is a brighter green. And how you appreciated the wind in the trees. God rest your soul, Sarge. You are greatly missed.
sushilover40 Absolutely greatly missed 😢
Amen
God bless your soul
Our 44 year old son in law just found out he has stage 4 colon cancer it’s spread to liver. They have two children girl 11 and boy 9. Wow it is overwhelming. Please pray for them.
🙏
Praying.
Let me guess.... Clotshotted?
Prayers 🤲🙏
As an olds retired nurse, this is the most honest video about cancer I have seen. I too ,have been where you are, I am still there, waiting. You have helped a lot of people, more than you know. Someone needed to be honest, you are the one who did this. Thank you . My prayers are with you.
I had to go back and re watch ,I wanted to say thank you , This is a Testimony of the Human endurance and the Spirit of Hope ,You have no idea the many you have and will have impacted through your life ,.Your Life was not lived in vain ,But lived to help others ,and to be there for so many that are hurt ,Your life will be lived for hundreds of years beyond your last breath . We never know what tomorrow brings .But we all have today and my friend you are living life to the fullest .You are living so much more than some people who are in total health ,you make us want to get up ,AND Grow up and live life ! and for all that I love you
thats right we never really die no matter what happens or what religious beliefs we live on we just pop out the body at death ery much still alive and can see and hear everything going on around our loved ones.
You will make 40, I just feel it loud and clear. I just found your channel and think you are a very awesome lady! A friend now. Someone I respect and admire. I’m honored and touched and pleased to Listen and truly Hear you clearly. Peace Sister and Love , Rivers and Streams of it🤝
Homestead Tessie great reply, loved everything you said to her.. Amen👼😇👼😇👼😇👼
You are a wonderful, smart and spiritual person..I look up to you and you give me strength to be grateful for things I have been taking for granted...I was diagnosed with I.B.S and i have horribke cramps and potty in extreme pain sometimes BUT my colonoscopy and EDG came back clear and so I fee very blessed, thank you for this..
Amen amen amen 💪📿
I have just read that you have passed. Fly high and rest easy!
Mckenzi Mcgrath where did you read that at?
@sneksnekitsasnek bec the treatment feels worse than the cancer and ppl want to value what they have left without the extra hell that chemo gives.
She went peacefully under palliative sedation.
Cancer goes comes always comes back
@@yamanz6712 the person she was with made a video & stated she has passed
I’m just finding this video now. 2019 pushing 2020. I heard you have passed though.. but I’d like to thank you for this video.
I just found their page July 2020 and it crushes me. I’m glad I stumbled upon their video. It warms my heart seeing how happy she was and how loved she is. Mr & Mrs. Sarge you are thought of my many
People will learn from this!! Have a exam!!
How can you thank someone that is no longer here?
@@Sarah-no7lv you just do. How does the sun rise everyday? How does a 350 carberated engine work? How do people like you ask stupid ass questions on youtube & come off as a bitch?
@@Sarah-no7lv the thank you is out of respect
What a beautiful legacy. What a brave soul to share this invaluable, unfiltered story. We viewers are wiser and have a more compassionate perspective because of you.
Dear Sarge, I know that you are gone, but I believe you can still receive these comments. Thank you for the courage in putting your story out there. You've helped me and countless others. May you be joyful and free and filled with infinite love.
@@marym1053 Yes she cut her hair, looks like a sarge hair cut to me. She would look female if she had hair..
@@marym1053 I'm sorry but, why the hell would it matter whether or not Sarge was male or female?! Even if you couldn't differentiate between the two, you can still tell she's a HUMAN BEING! Have you no couth, no self awareness or home training?! You know, there's this thing called RESPECT, maybe you've heard of it🙄 Shame on you for being so disrespectful!!
@@marym1053 I was raised Christian, penticoastel to be exact, so I know who God is and what he created. I get that not everyone has the same views when it comes to same sex relationships (including marriage), but there is a time and place for everything, and this is not that time or that place! I, like many others, followed Sarge throughout her cancer journey, up until the very end. She was a beautiful person, and she loved and appreciated her followers, as we all did in return. I'm always suprised when I come across people like yourself that leave inappropriate or rude comments, all the while hiding behind the cloak of religious values! You are supposed to be representing God and following the principal's that Jesus laid out for us! I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said! No one's perfect, we all fall short from the glory of God, but if your going to play the religious card like you did in your response to me, maybe you should think before you leave disrespectful comments, under a video where the person your referring to has already lost her battle to cancer and passed away! Otherwise your nothing but a Hypocrite!
@@marym1053 You don't have to respond back to me, it's enough to know you'll read my message anyway! I did not claim to be active in the church, I said only that I was raised as a Christian! So no, you probably didn't hear Jesus in anything I said, but I didn't hear Jesus in anything you said either! I actually went back and re-read your comment, along with another for whom agreed with you. Neither comment reflected anything but assumptions and judgements, no real message, so what was the point! Because of how rude and disrespectful you were in what you said, no one is going to want hear anything about what God says, if it's coming from someone like you! I've met many of Christians that have the same approach as you do, and the message that they try to convey although true, always falls on deaf ears! Anytime you use judgement, fear, or consequences to get people to follow God, you fail! Again, Sarge is no longer here. I don't know what her relationship with God was, other than the fact that she was a believer (or at least she claim to be). Id like to remind you that you are a sinner too! TBH, your actually doing a disservice to God, by approaching this topic the way you have! God wants us to choose him because we want to, not because we're sacred of what will happen if we don't! Just like with any relationship, one has to devote time to get to know that person, and it's the same when we come to know God.
@@jessicaribot2288 Jeez what a annoying bitch
May 5/23 I just found you Sarge, and although I know you are gone now, I think that the Universe will ensure you get the message. I was hanging on every word you said. Thank you for being so blunt, and explaining what really goes on when you have to deal with something like this. Both of my parents died of mesothelioma, a lung cancer caused by exposure to asbestos. We as adult children of my dad (who died first) never really had any idea what he went thru, and what my mom went thru caring for him. She was diagnosed 10 yrs after he was, and died 5 months later. Thank you for explaining the fears, pain, and endless appointments and surgeries and treatments you've had to endure. This is so valuable, for so many of us who are empaths, and want so badly to understand what's really going on, so that we will know better how to offer help to friends and loved ones. I'm going to call my daughter and text her tomorrow too! I hope the Universe has wrapped you in it's loving embrace, and you are there across the rainbow bridge, with all of the animals you've had, who have gone on before you. Bless you, and much love to your family.
This is the most painful you tube video I have ever watched. I'm a nurse, work for a surgeon, send pt's to oncology, etc. I could only handle watching this in increments, I do NOT know how you had the strength to put your pain into words. Please know that your story has not fallen on deaf ears, I will never look at a cancer pt the same way again.
I just lost my husband.He had a blockage stomach swelling and his sacs then exploded then he was taken to hospital and all was going wrong plus Luey Body and I lost him ..So I went through it all and I get what your going through. His liver and heart and all went.Praying for you.
@@lindauribe6872Sorry for the serious issue. Did the doctors tell you what caused the blockage and swelling?
@@wisdomandlove1661 No they had too many other health problems with my husband they were dealing with..I felt like I was in shock and having a hard time dealing with each new blow of his health..All during his health failure he would beg me to come home..I was planning to have health care at home..I did not care what I had to do for I would bring him home..Then he died.
@@lindauribe6872 I am sorry for the loss. I have researched how helpful an organic colorful plant based diet can be in healing the body. I wish you the best.
I don’t think I have ever felt so sad in my life. You are so brave to sit there and put yourself through this. You have to realize you are going to help someone watching and listening. The symptoms you describe could be happening to someone out here. I am going to put you in my prayers. I pray you reach that 40th.💗💕💝
7 yrs surviver of bowel cancer with liver mets, 2 resections, 6mths chemo, how blessed am I? You are such an amazing lady💖
Hope you are doing ok! My mum is going for a colonoscopy monday to check for cancer and i am petrified
How are you doing today friend?
RIP ! My dad passed with colon cancer in 01 ! I miss every moment with him ! Thank you for this video ! Rock the heavens
Rock the heavens it don't work like that
Rest in peace 👼 I am so sorry to hear you have went home. Condolences to your family and friends. Thank you for sharing your story you were so brave! ❤
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What an incredibly beautiful person you are.
She was. Absolutely
Just drawn back to this video. Sarge was so gracious and dignified in the face of this awful disease. Bless her.
This video is so touching My Prayers to you ,
Bless you🙏🏼 What a remarkable person you are‼️
I’m so sorry that I found you too late on here 😢 R.I.P brave lady 💔
I'm going for my colon Check on Dec 30 2020, found blood in my stool.😨 RIP brave spirit.😇
@@MrAllan9 Good luck!
@@reesemorgan2259 Thanks.
I just turned 47, growing old is a gift not everyone is given.
I want to live to my 90s like everyone in my family has. I'm trying my best to visual and work towards that.
I'm 45 and growing old is not a "gift." It's overrated.
I'm 55 and I'll be turning 56 this July of 2022, that's if I'm still around. It can be a little depressed just thinking how old we are becoming but I know we can't dwell on that or our lives will not be a happy one constantly thinking how old we are getting. Always live each day to the fullest as if tomorrow never come.
@@donna283 😂 so true
@@waynebrock7248 I know, my mom died at 54 years old and I can go on forever here about how quick that went and how surreal all if it was...but you're here so make the best YOU can make❤️excuse my bad English still learning
You have truly touched me in a way like no other. Your strength, courage, resilience, your empowerment and your heart is nothing less than incredible. My younger brother was just diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer. It has moved to his liver and lungs. He is 49. Your story is so similar to his on a lot of levels. He is unable to have surgery so doing chemo every 2 weeks. I love him so much and feel so very helpless. At times I do not even know what to say to him. You have given me the realization that all I need to say is how much I love him. I want to say thank you. I want to say you are amazing and that these videos are empowering to others! BIG HUG!
Hi how's your brother doing?
so sorry
So very sorry about your brother. I hope he’s ok, please trust the Lord Jesus Christ with all your heart and soul for He is the Savior of this world, the Holy begotten son of God. If we believe, repent of our sins He will forgive us bc His death on the cross was the ultimate sacrifice for our sins due to Jesus being sinless and Holy. I am the way the truth and the life no one cometh to the Father but by me saith the Lord. There’s everlasting life in heaven for eternity through Jesus alone if we open our heart to Him. For those that reject the son of God there’s hell for eternity. Please seek the Almighty Savior. God bless!!🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
Sarge: I just finished listening to your story and I read that you passed. Your bravery and your honesty is appreciated. Rest in peace, you left this world a bit better by sharing your journey.
Rest in peace beautiful lady you have left this legacy so others can learn from you. Only now came across this video xx
I just want people with cancer to know that it’s okay to vent. I work with people like you 40 hours a week. I say “like” because everyone’s experience is different. I’m only beginning to realize after working in an oncology center for two years the pain everyone there goes through. You have a right to have a bad day and express your emotions. Whether it’s to your caregivers, doctor’s office, family, friends... don’t ever feel like you can’t. It helps us better know what you’re going through. ❤️
As a cancer survivor coming out of remission on one of my cancers I feel you sarge. I wish I had found you before it was too late. My condolences to your family and friends. Cancer patients, survivor or not it is better for you if you vent. Anyone who has a problem with this isn't worth your time.
Thank you 💛
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Seemed like such a nice, humble person...hate to hear of the passing. RIP ❤️
My Dad was diagnosed with colon cancer in March of 2015, stage four as well. He passed away in July of 2017. I really hope that cancer becomes a dinosaur soon!
I have no doubt many people have drawn comfort from your brave statements I can tell by watching you were in a great deal of emotional pain when you were doing this but in memoriam I think you from the bottom of my heart for sharing and teaching others what you have done here matters. You matter what you have been through his heart wrenching and I sit here right now and I prayed to the Lord Jesus that he blessed you and brought you home where your pain and discomfort are no longer there May the Lord grant you solace and an afterlife full of joy Amen.
Although you are now gone, I want to thank you!
Who is with me n sarge 2019 God bless
Luis jimenez anything for a fuckin “like”, hey.
2020 - I'm here
@@zillypaul4343 well, at least he's not here to be a "dick" like you!
Thanks for sharing your story. My husband has just discovered he has three large masses on his lung and several clusters in his brain. Hearing your story helps me understand how he might be feeling.
I know that you have passed through this leg of your journey. I feel so special that I was able to listen to your story. Through such horribly torturous treatments you have remained as positive as possible. I am so sorry that I found your channel so late. You seem to be the kind of woman that I would love to call my friend. Rest peacefully in the arms of the angels sweet one. I will meet you when my journey comes to the end.
When did she pass?
I simply can't understand why we invest 500 billion dollars into the military every year, but we only invest 2 billion dollars towards cancer research, we spend more on NFL games, that things that really matter, I sincerely believe if we invested in the right places, cures for cancers like this poor woman suffered and died from, would have been cured
RIP Sarge 🌹 💓
I love everything about you...You are so strong
Thank you so much Laura, I really appreciate your kind words :)
I miss her. She was a warrior. Mrs Sarge where are you? Love
This is so heartbreaking!! I can’t imagine what you went through!! Dear god why do people have to suffer with cancer? You were a beautiful person and wish I could have known about you earlier. Rest In Peace sister. For different reasons this has given me hope and strength! Thank you Sarge!!
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Those early symptoms were classic for colon cancer. Thank you so much for you telling all of us what you have gone through. You touched my heart and everyone who watches this. I felt I was going through it all, too. I applaud your decision to stop treatment so that you aren’t feeling so sick and weak all the time. You let no one down, and to anyone out there who is struggling with the decision to treat or not treat, please make sure you have a wonderful oncologist who won’t give you false hope, and will not make you feel bad for stopping treatment if that is your choice.
Amazing courage.
I'm not exactly sure what to say. I was diagnosed at 54. Stage 3. I've had chemo, radiation, and 4 surgeries ( colostomy and illeostom bags.) I'm OK, for now. Thank you Jesus.
Good luck
Hang in there Tim. I had a coworker that lived years after stage 3 because of the genetic testing? They were able to tailor treatment to her genetics?
Tim Talton I hope
you are ok for a very long time darling, best wishes
Shame Jesus didn't help this poor lady
@@sagefields5847 he loves you stop that spreading hate your lord and saviour the bishop of your soul your messiah the best friend you would ever have your bread your water your very life line wake up dear one
Sarge, you are beyond courageous my friend. You, along with everyone else fighting. My heart goes out to you. Prayers for positivity to continue to fill your being, for joy to over flood your heart & life. For peace & the Holy Spirit to take over. Inside & out. You have so much strength, and it is admirable & is definitely not going unnoticed. I don't want a response to my comment, but i will continue to keep my own faith & hope up over this battle of yours. I don't know you, but I love you. You're an awesome person. I'm so glad fluffy encouraged you to make a UA-cam. You keep on keeping on, & remember your fading tattoo. That ain't for nothin girl. Cancer will NEVER have YOU! Hugs 💛 God bless you my new friend
RIP Sarge. This was raw and so hard to watch. Thank you for your strength ♥️💜💙💚💚❤️🖤
You are so brave to have shared that with your minions. I dont know that I could have done the same... I love you friend...
I just found this channel, then found out you lost your battle...I'm beyond words..thank you for making us understand your journey ....you are one of the strongest people I've ever heard speak. I can not understand why the most beautiful souls has to go through SO much, only to lose and die young ? I can't find the words at this moment..
You moved my soul. I'm so so so sorry. It's not fair
I know she passed but she was so damn admirable. I hope, if I am ever handed a death sentence, that I can be like her. Courageous.
You brought me right back to that moment when I woke up with the ileostomy. Yea I was done right there. And then getting the reversal and having no control?? To go through everything and to finally be reconnected only to be to sitting on the toilet pooping and can't stop it. No words. I'm so glad I found your videos, you can express it in a way I never could. Thank you. You are in my prayers.
Listening to Sarge speak about her cancer had me in tears. She was such an honest, genuine and humble person. An absolutely beautiful woman and a person that no one could forget. Rest easy Sarge, xx
Thank you Sarge for sharing this, I search for how to help a friend with colon cancer and this is honest and amazing advice...as outsiders we really don't have a clue. Thank you again, rest in peace.
This video was so heart wrenching to watch. I was in tears with you as you told your story. I lost my dad and his brother both to colon cancer. So many think it's an older person's cancer so wouldn't think of having a colonoscopy before age 50. Because of my dad I had my first at age 40 and removed three polyps. I had my last two years ago and removed three more. So far benign. Your video will be a voice for others to be checked and not let symptoms go. May you be in peace.
Didn’t realize she had passed! I pray she’s at peace now and pain free❤️❤️❤️
She is she's dead
It is a he.
@@Tanja060100 Don't be so rude.....Amy was not an it and she was born female....Get your facts straight before you going writing something that is not true...Have some respect!!
they seem like really down
2 earth cool people.. im
sad sarge passed.. 🥺🙏
Thank you for sharing your story. Since I subscribed to your channel a few days ago, I can't stop thinking of you. Stay strong, keep pushing forward, NEVER GIVE UP. God Bless You Sarge 🙏🏼
Sarge, I listened to ur entire video. WOW! Thank you so much for your candid cancer journey. Sarge was so right about colon cancer screening should be mandatory, about age 35-40...not 50. I had 3 colonoscopies by age 53, I think. I'm 55 now and I know I have a precancerous polyp in there right now, that makes me so fearful. I needed to hear Sarge's story. I'm fairly certain I will develop colon cancer. I can relate to so much of her painful story...the pain, the nausea, the embarrassment of leakage and wearing protective garments, the worry about being out in public and needing an emergency toilet run, the arranging your life around your bowel condition. My situation is nowhere as bad as hers was but mine is chronic, extremely painful and life altering. I've been a nurse for about 30 yrs and I get what she's saying. Sarge was so strong and courageous. I can't imagine experiencing all those traumatic cancer related events. I so appreciate her openness to explain very personal details. From the comments I see that she passed away. I certainly hope she had arranged and was given pain relief at the end. Thank you, Sarge for your life and your story. RIP.......
Very similar story to mine, I was 43 when diagnosed, Stage 1 but was very aggressive and was Stage 3 by the time I had surgery 5 months later. I now have a permanent colostomy. That was 2 years ago am now cancer free :) I had 5 weeks of radiation and chemo. God Bless stay strong!
Do you still have the bag? Are you 200% better?
motleydude73 sounds like my grandpa story. He whooped cancers ass 3 times. He only recently passed at 90 from aneurysm.
CleanSlateForge yes she has it.It’s permanent
Good bless you ❤
It can move that fast?! Jesus! 😳
As some random who stumbled on to this video and then understood the aftermath from other videos; you were a tough cookie. Sweet dreams, princess.
Hey I’m battling similar symptoms
Jenna Dietz .
Wish you best. On your journey
I was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer last August. I'm almost done with the 12 cycles of chemo. I've kept a positive attitude from the beginning. When my oncologist gave me look like the outcome wasn't good. I sat up in bed and said I'm gonna beat me this and prove you wrong. I've stayed positive and my results are the cancer cells have gone from 2008 to 331 in a short period of time and will have surgery to remove the mass and reattach my colon very soon. My oncologist told me I am one of his favorite patients because I was determined to prove him wrong and haven't let the side effects keep me down. It's worth having all the bad days to take back your life from this disease
outcome
Thank you!
I miss you Sarge!! Jenn, if you still read comments here, I am so sorry you lost your Love. Sarge was one HELL of a woman, a warrior. I have so much empathy for what Sarge had to go through, a good friend was diagnosed with colon cancer at 29. You're never too young to push for screening and colonoscopy. Stay safe everyone, Rest in peace Sarge 💗
Even though you had passed away, (if you could hear us) thank you so much for sharing your journey against colon cancer.
Beautiful message.
Sarge, I didn't know about your channel until tonight. I'm so very sorry for all that pain and suffering you have gone through. I hope and pray you are in Heavenly Peace now. I too have cancer, and it's not gone into remission. I chose not surgeries, no radiation or chemo. NO BIG PHARMA!! I went completely natural, Holistic & do acupuncture. My cancer is spreading, I can feel it. I'm 64 yrs old, a widow. I don't know how long I will live, but I'm a Christian woman, and I'm at peace. Rest In Peace & I'll see you one day in Heaven. All my love to you.
Dear Mrs. Sarge ... just watched this video today ... already knowing Sarge has gone on .... I can honestly say, I have NEVER seen a more beautiful video ... brave, honest, dignified, heartfelt, truthful ... it literally took my breath away ... courageous ... so when u speak to her, please let her know she has touched my soul
Kitty Larue agree
I got the stage 4 colon cancer and I‘m so sad！
@@janeyou5889 Praying God gives you strength & peace wishing you a full recovery 🙇♀️
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I have Adv stage 4 mestatic double lung & stomach & few other places cancer that's terminal, I'm shocked that almost all my friends don't call or come. See me. No one prepared us for all we go through, it's a horrendous journey! God bless you ❤️🙏❤️🦋🦋
So sorry for everything your going through! ❤️
Are u ok now?
i have fought cancer 8x
ive been there i know how
agressive it can be couple
times i thought i was really
done 4.. im so far cancer
free & a mom.. but now
my bf shawns has cancer
& its spread ive known him
30yrs (im 43) ive battled
cancer in my teens also
20s & late 20s... im so
worried that itll come back
but now.. wow my shawn
has cancer he was not
gona fight it but then
chose 2 because me &
my kids & his son.. he
means everything 2 me
& ill be soooo heartbroken
if i lose him.. sick of cancer
& takin away ones i care
bout n love..
Sarge thank you for sharing your story. My father is a colon cancer survivor and is 84 years old. Sending lots of hugs to you!
4 years later and still appreciating you, fly high online fam. Fly high
For Mrs Sarge....I'm so sorry for the loss of Sarge !
This is the 1st video I've seen, I know now shes passed . It never fails to amaze me how selfless, in sharing a difficult journey, with strangers, a person can be.
Sarges videos will educate, comfort, and encourage, countless people who view them.
Thank you for supporting her, in this horrifying time of your lives.
Much love ❤
IV known heeps of sick people who talk about it while they are dieing like we all are..wow..
The sad thing is the amount of people who don't talk about they're pain, and live a long miserable life.
She was so brave. I hate that she didn't make it to 40. God bless her.
As another November baby (29th) I'm pulling for you to hit 40...I'll be 71 in 2018.Your story is very powerful. At my age I think about death a lot. Not sure how I feel about the whole God thing, but I don't think this is all random. I appreciate what it took for you to tell this whole journey and wish you the best as you continue.
I have colon cancer…I’m not gonna do anything.52 year old (01/07/1970). My kids don’t need me anymore
I don’t to be a burden for my kids.my husband left me after I found out I have cancer .now I’m homeless.I’ll not tell my kids.I want them happy.Christ pay for our sins..now by grace heaven it’s ours.
Much love and prayers to you. Asking God for healing for you. Bless!
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Continue To R.i.p.Sarge,I Miss U🙏🏾
I was sent over here by maplelife. I just subscribed! This video brought tears to my eyes and I don’t even know anything about you! Such a beautiful strong person you are! Wow. Total inspiration!!!!! 😱❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗... Praying for you and your family! Much love from Texas!
Hello sauce queen.
God bless, Jesus loves you and died for you
@@annyms5092 Fuck off with your "God" bullshit you disrespectful piece of shit. Yeah "Jesus loves" so much he gives innocent children terminal cancer. You're pathetic with your god bs, gtfo.
@@MaxT80
Some give encouragement through prayer.
@@MaxT80 In this world you will have trouble. It’s not all lollipops and blowjobs here on earth. This earth is not how it will be hen Jesus returns and make all things new. Trust in the lord for the after life after this is over
i to had stage IV colon cancer and hospice 4 times. i never wanted a bag. cause i believe that is no way to live life. i had the best cancer doctor who each time he signed off on hospice. never did he see death in my eyes! keep up the fight! someone needs your story!! my doctor sat on my bed and talked to me as well!
How r u now?
Such a powerful video. Still helping people today. Here in 2019. Miss ya sarge❣️✌🏻💖
Lori Dunn And the video is still helping people in the year 2020!
I have just recently started watching your videos..I'm sad for u and yours..I no u r gone but let me just say u r wonderful.
Fly high sweets
Oh, this was hard. I will find you on the next side. 💕💕😔
You are a good story teller. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you Janet
Darn its 2021 and I'm in isolation in a nursing home. I haven't been outside in 6 months so r.i.p. Sarge. My condolences to your family and friends. May God comfort Sarges family and friends.
I hope you have got outside! That's a long time being alone. 🥰
Why haven’t you been outside in 6 months? 😊
I am a new sunnies and I love your videos and I lost my mom in March of 2017 to colon cancer stage 4...But she was a strong person she fought her cancer for 8 long years .So sweet heart I will be praying for you to heal and get well..Remember god has a plan for every one...🖒🖒👋💋👄
This poor lady didn’t have the constant support and care so desperately needed when going through such a traumatic time. You pay your life insurance in the US for what? Here in the UK we have McMillan nurses, purely for cancer patients and are always supported through these difficult times - they even council family members. I’m so so sad this wasn’t available to Sarge. 😥
Tomorrow evening I go in for my colonoscopy..15 months ago, I had one and pollups were found and removed. I was told the bysopy came back cancer. Went to an oncologist who said I didn't have cancer, but needed to be rechecked in 6 months. That was 15 months ago. I put it off because during that time I found out, my mom was dying of cancer. She has sense pasted.. my heart was and is still broken. In 18 months, I lost 3 siblings, my husband and now my mom. I made a decision to move forward in doing what I need to do. Your video really touch me. Your love, and strength is so powerful... thank you. I hope you will make it past your 40th. If not, see you on the other side...hugs
I hope your test done came back ok and sorry for your loss. God bless you
I just recently lost my mother to colon cancer yesterday after she had it for 4 years. My thoughts & prayers goes out to you, and my best condolences goes out to you and your family. Cancer is the Devil's best friend.
Please fight hard!
This made me sad 😔 G_d bless and best of luck to you all 💜
Good luck beautiful
I don't know what to say, other than you're in my prayers, thoughts, and dreams. May the universe and whoever's in charge of this crazy world we live in bless your body to be well. Thank you for being brave enough to share such a personal experience. It gave me valuable information as I am a nurse supervisor where I work at a Skilled Nursing Facility and have patients with ostomies and drains. I never have known what it's like for my patient to get a colostomy or ileostomy. I mean, I learned in school that it effects one's self worth, self image, etc. but hearing it from you made it more relatable and real. Thank you!!
My best friend was just diagnosed with stage three colon cancer at 32. She's just finished chemo and radiation combo and in remission .Praying for you, thank you for sharing your story❤️
She passed away
Thank you ,I wrote my comment two years ago. I know she sadly passed away. So sad 😞
@@lisasaracino9469 how is your friend?
Breaks my heart. Rest easy beautiful soul.
My sentiments exactly.
I just found this page and I've since found out she's no longer with us...why does life have to be so cruel? No one should have to go through this. Mentally I couldn't possibly know my prognosis if I were in the same situation. She also came across as really strong. I'm sorry to her wife for your loss love from Scotland.x ❤😢💙xps I also heard the same from people in similar situations when facing death they appreciate the birds and the grass and just in general life other than people. Sad people are still passing away from cancers in General and the only treatment in the past 30yrs chemo and radiotherapy hasn't changed unless folks have money for private health care. People are losing their youth to this horrific disease..even though she is gone these videos will save lives with symptoms etc.x
I'm dealing with stage 3b colon cancer. Went true quimo and surgery. Every minute is a gift 🎁. I just would love to see you going back to treatment or at least palliative care. You don't have to do this alone.
Sarge had the most beautiful blue eyes ❤
left one was higher than the right, wonder if that was somehow a result of the illness
This video has helped me so much in dealing with the loss of my sister. I hope to see you on the other side, with a huge smile on your face!
RIP, such an honest, painful story you shared. Prayers for your family and friends who miss you.
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Rip dearest Sarge! 💜♥️❤️💙💚
I remember you and life feels like mist
I know the sarge has passed, and that's terrible since i'm also diagnosed with Colon cancer. But listening to this story is frustrating because why did the doctor tell her that she had stage 3 cancer without surgery or even so much as a scan? a Colonoscopy can tell that a tumor is cancer but it cannot tell you how far it has progressed. I was blocked 80% and the doctor was like that needs to come out ASAP. they removed it and they said we will not know what stage or how severe this is until pathology comes back. Pathology came back Stage 1, 30 lymph nodes removed no infiltration and it was a low grade low risk tumor. But for her doctor to be so reckless... WOW. Also Chemo is hard... radiation is hard it takes a very resilient spirit to handle it. Sarge was not equipped or her support structure not sufficient enough to enable her to continue chemo and radiation she gave up. and i know it's a personal choice. I told my doctor I DO NOT want treatment if this is stage 4. He said don't think like that yet, lets just see where we're at. Even my doctor gave me emotional support. Sarge was a victim of terrible support. And its sad because there are plenty of stage 4 survivors that are 6+ years NED
Invictus :
"... In the fell clutch of circumstances
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the blundgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed " ...
Thank you for sharing your story with us ,,God Bless
This is so sad but so HONEST! God bless her family!
Thank you so much for sharing your story, your life. I lost my best friend, my strength, my soul, to lung cancer. I miss him every moment of every day. Thank you for everything. You are so brave, so strong. I hurt so much for you :'(
So brave to tell her story. I still watch this over and over. This is so raw and truthful and she is so missed in her videos. Rest in peace Sarge you are now free of this horrendous disease
Thank you for sharing. I don't know what to say except you are brave and strong in so many ways. xxxx
This was very moving, humbling and sad. Thank you for such a wonderfully honest reflection. It is a great insight for those of us supporting loved ones who are facing similar. RIP 💔
You were right about this journey, only those who have been through this really know,,,you are now in heaven RIP. Beautiful 8/8/2020
Rip you r a beautiful soul
We miss you Sarge. I hope God watches over Jenn and I hope anyone here struggling finds comfort
Did she make it to 40. I hope so.
@@justdan60. How long does a 🥶person 🥶live with stage🥶 4 non small cell lung 🥶cancer no one will tell the truth. 🥶..
Thank you for being so brave in sharing your story here with us. Your strength and courage is staggering. I sincerely wish the best for you. Peace :)
I know that you're in Heaven now, but that also means that you can still see these comments. This is THE MOST honest and real testimony about cancer I've ever witnessed. Your strength and willingness to share your experience is humbling to me. I'm afraid of doctors, hospitals and medical procedures. Haven't seen a doctor in years because of my fear. Your story and courage to face your situation inspires me to consider making an appointment to see what's going on with my body. I'm not afraid to die, and I know there are fates worse than death. I also know that if I were to find out that I have cancer, I would not have the courage to go through the treatments and surgeries that you endured. I hope I get to meet you on the other side. Thank you for sharing your soul and giving me insight. 💜💔
If only he could have been given relief from god before he went to heaven but I suppose God was saving up all that good will eh?
@@sagefields5847 yeah in a nutshell a demonstration of how sick n twisted the whole 'Almighty' BS is... Each to their own tho.
@@sagefields5847
James 1:13
When under trial, let no one say: “I am being tried by God.” For with evil things God cannot be tried, nor does he himself try anyone.
Romans 6:23
For the wages sin pays is death,+ but the gift God gives is everlasting life+ by Christ Jesus our Lord.
Only God know where she at..
You are not God
To send peoplr sttaight to heaven ..
Thats not correct
Ohh I didn't know she passed. Never met you in person. Just saw one video of yours. But I want to say...till me met again 😔.
I just finding this video as well and have also seen you have passed. I am so sorry you had to go through all this and leave this Earth so soon. I wish I could have seen this so much sooner to have thanked you for sharing your story and for being who you were. I could sense a very good strong person listening to you. I pray you are at complete peace and happiness. I hope and pray you are flying high with all the other Angels. Thank you 🤗🤗🤗✌️✌️✌️
From reading the comments I see that sarge has passed on. I'm so sorry for her suffering, may it be a lesson to all of us to number our days and treat these temples with great respect and pray and bless our food to our bodies, as the Bible teaches us. To eat healthy and be grateful for each day. To trust God, to serve Him, to know Him and obey His word. In heaven there is no more suffering or pain. I hope she knew God, as a tree falls, so shall it lay. God have mercy on us all.
The indignity of this illness was more than anyone should experience. I think of you often and although you left this earth so young you were a real fighter and put up a great fight. You deserved so much better.
RIP you were such a strong lady❤️
It is crazy this showed up on my feed. Was diagnosed with Stage 3 B at 42 so it had spread. I had a great surgeon. No colostomy he was able to leave just enough to reconnect. It has been 10 years they say I’m now considered cancer free. I thank god everyday as I was not able to finish chemo so I am so lucky. As I listen to her story about side effects it brings back such horrible memories. RIP Sarge